/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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>tfw the one day I get up early enough for class theres some groupwork shit scheduled which I cant attend because too much anxiety

next class is in 4 hours, so what do I do now

>>6390016
single reporting

>>6390025
fap

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>>6389986
Psychiatrists are free but they generally just give you meds and have long waiting lists. Therapists, psychologists and counselors cost money. Dental also is private here.

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>>6390016
sleepy chara

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>>6390010
oh yeah i know that feel i kept wanting to save it, first for my birthday, but that didn't work out because they wanted me on meds to stabilize before doing hrt

then it ended up being on the stupidest day i could've possibly chosen to start hrt but oh well at least I started it (and then quit for a year afterwards but let's just forget about that silliness >_>)

just get hrt asap, it will make everything better homura-chan i promise! ~

>>6390025
i always organized the groupwork shit and then told everyone to fuck off because i was just gonna do it myself. being a cunt helps me manage my anxiety, strangely.

>>6390033
you aren't very friendly

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>>6390030
I lack the necessary organ tho

>>6390034
>Psychiatrists are free but they generally just give you meds and have long waiting lists
public healthcare, not even once

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>>6390034
guess Canadian healthcare is just a meme then

>>6390037
>>6390029

The problem is, and the reason why I chose to go online, is I'm in Southeast Idaho. A lot of therapists are Mormons around here. With how timid I am, I'm afraid to go in there, get a "ha ha no" and I'll never do anything.

>>6390038
it's like, faking confidence so hard that i eventually overdo it and become overly sarcastic, cynical, snarky, and bitchy. then i drive everyone away and isolate myself and drink alone but at least everyone will be afraid of me instead of thinking im a dumb tranny.

fear is definitely my primary motivator in my life :(

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>>6390044
Canadian healthcare is good for some things. Mental health is fucking garbage tho.

>>6390042
At least if I get cancer I'll be treated tho. I just wish there were better options for mental health.

>>6390052
drive to boise or spokane?

>>6390052
>>6390058
Seattle, yo.

>>6390058

It's a thought that has crossed my mind, but I am just now starting to drive (I had an accident a couple years ago that made me edgy around cars. Aside note: Tattoos on scars Y/N?)

>>6390066
>Tattoos
N

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>>6390038
>>6390053
I dont have the strength to do that, but I admire your approach, even if it might not be perfect. you seem to be a pretty strong person, all things considered

>>6390057
yeah, its the same here kinda, the doctors here are incompetent but at least theyll treat normie shit. doesnt help if youre a mentally ill tranny tho :<

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>>6390057
mental healthcare is shit wherever you live it seems.

>>6390042
how would the private healthcare system fair better tho?

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im going to bed, night night friends.

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>>6390033
just report him for violating rule 1

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>>6390077
at least I could just get meds when I need them instead of waiting 3-12 months for an appointment...

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>>6390088
that's fair enough, wb the costs tho?

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>>6390090
I think it should be semiprivate: the meds should be financed by a public healthcare like thing, but doctors visits (excluding hospitals) should cost money, so not every faggot goes to a doctor when theyre bored.

>tfw no rachel mommy gf

>>6390088
What? I wait maybe a week for an appointment at most and if it's something I need ASAP then I could get it right away.

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>>6390082
night chara, sleep well, dont let the chasers bite.

I keep losing my picks
I have music I want to record but it's dark and all of the recording equipment is in a shed down the back
there's screaming in the music for some reason I think I turned into kurt cobain for some reason
I don't think people would appreciate me screaming at this hour
I want to smoke a bunch of weed but I don't have any
I want to drink a bunch of alcohol but I know I shouldn't

pls help

>>6390102
kurt cobain was a repressed tranny

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>>6390097
makes sense, I know people who go to a doctor for the strangest reasons.
as for trans people, the system is so slow you may as well self-med

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>>6390099
admittedly I havent tried since 2012, but standard waiting times for psychs in my area was 6-12 months at that point. I got one within three cause I told her Ill fucking kill myself if she doesnt stop her shenanigans. Worked.
endo waiting times here are 4-20 weeks as well.
essentially, everything thats not a GP will let you wait weeks or months. I know people that wait for weekends when theyre sick and go to the ER to actually get help reasonably fast (e.g. with backpain and stuff)

>>6390052
aww homura-chan :x

online or not, get on hrt as soon as you can for real, become a magical girl

and see about eventually taking a sojourn to the closest informed consent clinic to you, which might be quite a ways but would be worth it

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>>6390107
>as for trans people, the system is so slow you may as well self-med

exactly, I am still mad at myself for not doing that. couldve saved myself so much waiting and pain. Id probably be less crazy now as well

>tfw legs are not cut tangled up with someone else's

this steak loaded pasta i made is incredible

quarter pound of pasta, good amount of marinara sauce and herbs, half a pound of steak, bunch of cheeses and red onions

simple but so good

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>>6390105
Suddenly I feel sympathy for Kurt Cobain

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>>6390129
It's also illegal but whatever
you don't give me adequate healthcare I'm just going to find more efficient ways

>>6390137
oh right and i put some sriracha on the steak before cooking so there's a mild sriracha spice to the meat

must make again

>>6390053
So you're like any other career woman

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>>6390105
>>6390138
;_;

>>6390117

I suppose, at least, I can look through the therapists here, see what's available

>>6390143
quid why are you so loving and good at foodmaking jeez

>>6390147
for sure do that :3

>>6390149
well these are compliments i can accept i guess...

the answer is both of those are skills i learned with practice!

So I was recently robbed by my family and lost close to $7k that I was planning on using to move out and start Hrt.


I now have exactly $103 dollars, and a $15 dollar Taco Bell gift card, to my name. I quit my job because I figured 7k would be enough for a college student to live off of for at least a semester since I got a full ride.
I now have no money for Hrt or even basic living expenses. Can't fucking win.

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>that time tumblr anon made me cry

>>6390158
I got 10 bucks says that was peeps

>>6390161
i don't think so i'm pretty sure it was a friend of hers

or more likely some anon on here that realized it would be a really fun thing to do

>>6390156
get them arrested or sued

tfw I lost all my picks so I'm just furiously thrashing at my guitar without one and now my fingernails are all white and scratched

>>6390158
what's your tumblr?

>>6390170
iktf

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>>6390146
Is this for real? Was he actually repressed? I genuinely know next to nothing about him except he shot himself and was behind Nirvana.

>>6390169
You find anon the lawyer thats legal expenses are all covered by 100$ and Im sure they will.

>>6390156
holyyy shit that's fucking awful anon i'm so sorry i wish i could help

(the loaded grillers are really cheap and tasty if you didn't know though)

>>6390171
ugh and after i changed it to hide from mtfg :(

fine since everyone is apparently liking me for no reason right now

i used to be like a regular robin or something, the only trips hated more was kira and potc, and it really makes me uncomfortable not to have people telling me i'm awful now as ridiculous as that is to say lol

anyway http://quiet-dreaming-little.tumblr.com/

it's been pretty dead for a while but maybe i'll start posting again

>>6390166
>>6390170
>>6390174
Whats up with all the cuddle trips?

>>6390181
holy shit, that's some really embarrassing shit on the first page

nvm i linked that pls

>>6390182
isn't it great? :3 puru shared her bounty

i feel kinda guilty now tho since her cuddle trip isn't as special

>>6390176
I don't think he was actually trans desu
idk what he was though
just kinda sad I guess

>>6390182
cuddling is love
cuddling is life

>>6390176
yeah the pictures real and he said something like "Courtney made me realize its ok to be a man" which soinds kind of repressed but idk if he really was

>>6390184
>feel kinda guilty now
YOU SHOULD
cuddling is exclusive to me and puru
no one else

hehe

>>6390182
>Whats up with all the cuddle trips?
i think its a hon thing

>>6390184
that's a nice tumblr desu

>>6390182
free cuddles?

does anyone ever notice they can REALLY feel their hair all of a sudden??

>>6390188
full qoute

Courtney,

When I say I love you, I am not ashamed, nor will anyone ever ever come close to intimidating, persuading, etc me into thinking otherwise.

I wear you on my sleeve. I spread out wide open with the wing span of a peacock, yet all too often with the attention span of a bullet to the head.

I think its pathetic that the entire world looks upon a person with patience and a calm demeanor as the desired model citizen, yet there’s something to be said about the ability to explain ones self with a toned down, tune deaf tone.

And I will say it: I am what they call the boy who is slow. How I metamorphosised from hyperactive to cement is for the lack of a better knife to the throat hu, annoying, aggrevating, confusing as dense as cement.

Cement holds no other mineral. You can’t even find fools gold in it. Its strictly man made and youve taught me it’s ok to be a man and in the classic mans world

I parade you around proudly like the ring on my finger which also holds no mineral.

Love Kurt

>>6390158

Tumblr is far more cruel than 4chan.

...does anyone want mine?

>>6390199
how high are you

>>6390201
post it

>>6390190
i'm rly rly sorry ><;

>>6390196
thanks?

>>6390198
yes cuddles *cuddles*

>>6390199
i know that

>>6390201
yes homura-chan my life my light

>>6390184
>really embarrassing shit on the first page
>high score
iktf
got a high score on a depression test thing and my psych was just like o shit
I got worse than my brother and my brother ended up getting ECT I think
maybe I'm just imagining that
but yeah he was on like 4 different antipsychotics at the same time lol

>>6390202
I'm high on life
if I was high on anything else I wouldn't be able to spell this well

>>6390207
where do you know it from tho?

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>>6390209
>spell this well

>>6390212
on acid i feel my hair a lot

on weed i feel my hair

idk right now i can kinda feel my hair

>>6390214
I don't understand :O

did I spell something wrong or what?
I'm not stoned lol
soon tho, I'm spending $100 on weed this friday 8)

>>6390217
I'm not on either of those lol

>>6390219
i am god-tier at english, u spelled nothing wrong idk what anon is on aboot

>soon tho, I'm spending $100 on weed this friday 8)
ayyyyy niiiiice

>>6390219
>did I spell something wrong or what?
nah, that rhyme just stood out to me
i immediately thought dr. seuss

>>6390209
lol that's the worst but a bunch more is bad too

so pretentious

but it was a feeling outlet after all, i knew it was pretentious as fuck

>I tend to reblog social justice stuff, pretentious stuff, and other stuff.

FUCK i inb4ed myself

damn im too good :/

>>6390203
>>6390207

You stop that

star-light-witch.tumblr.com

>>6390229
sorry my beloved :x

>>6390102

>I don't think people would appreciate me screaming at this hour

iktf because I like to sing punk rock

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>tfw lonely and cold and embarassed
I shouldnt have skipped class again v_v

>>6390243
hug

>>6390243

iktf because I used to skip class all the time
oh wait, I still do. I signed up for a class last semester and only ever went to two sessions

>>6390243
It's not too late to go to class :^)

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>>6390185
Sounds pretty shitty, I never paid much attention to him. I was never a fan of Nirvana.

>>6390188
Oh man, does that sounds like Courtney pushed him into repression...
No one will ever really know though, right?

>>6390200
Man, this is just depressing. I'm glad I got to transition at a young age.

>>6390251
How old were you when you transitioned?

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>>6390248
<3

>>6390249
I think I still have an overall attendance of 60% or something, but thats far from ideal, considering I only have like 5 classes at all per week, cause I couldnt handle more

>>6390250
I wouldnt be there before it ends. Ill go to the second one, but that starts in 3 hours, no point in showing up 2 hours early

is quid a slut

>>6390251
>transition at a young age
something something bell ringing

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>>6390256
You are doing the same as me. I skip software development rn but I'll go to Math in like 5 hours.
It's just too cold to get out of the bed early at the moment.

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Wow, going through all these old posts, seeing how much I've changed. How much I haven't.

http://star-light-witch.tumblr.com/post/36557362014

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>>6390258
w-well let me put it like this

after i added some super sekrit ones it was 89%

>>6390271
madoka x3

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>>6390266
>It's just too cold to get out of the bed early at the moment.
exactly, even though its summer
tho I got up 3 hours ago regardless. I am sitting here and petting our cat, but I am genuinely wondering if I can ever get over this anxiety thing. it cant be this tormenting for other people JUST to go through every day life

>>6390274
oh wait i've totally danced cheek to cheek lol what am i saying

>repressed ex memories

so 90% i guess

>>6390274
>lewd test.png
link to test pls

o and VD wasn't one of them <_>

>>6390280
http://www.armory.com/tests/100.html

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>>6390276
I got up only to get a hot shower. My parents are on vacation and I don't know how to turn the heating on...

Going outside should be easy at the moment. You can put on a lot of clothes so nobody can really see you. And you don't have to talk to anyone in class.

If I had a cat to pet I would stay at home more often too :3

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>>6390290
>You can put on a lot of clothes so nobody can really see you.

its too warm for winterclothes and too cold for winter, and I couldnt afford in betweens this year, so either I freeze or I get stared at even more than usual ;~;

>And you don't have to talk to anyone in class.

I would have had to if I had gone today, which is why I skipped :< I wont have to talk in the next one though

>>6390264
>tfw my bell rang at like 14
still pussyfooted around for 2 years until I got on blockers tho
and my endo wouldn't let me get on E until I was 18
so like, rip desu lol

i don't think i'm up to 1500 questions, someone else should do this http://www.armory.com/tests/sex1500.html

>>6390297
re-e-e-eeeee

>puberty blocked 3 years earlier than me

puberty was basically done with me

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>>6390297
Babytransitioners
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6390299
I had a super late puberty too lol
I feel like I cheated and like every time I mention it people here reeee so hard
idk what I did to deserve it I guess and I still feel like I didn't really desu but here I am
not really complaining

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>>6390301
>I feel like I cheated
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6390297
;_;
lucky

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hii /mtfg/
how are u
things going ok?

>>6390290

Would you believe that my cat is the reason I leave the house, and perhaps the reason I'm still alive? Part of it is I know I have to be alive to keep her safe, and I made her a promise that as long as she lives, I would never leave her.

But a part of it is I love her so much.

>>6390296

I have a number of coats of varying thicknesses for this very reason. I actually got a very nice windbreaker from work

>>6390303
>>6390302
sorry desu

but phien shut up lol you're way prettier than me

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>>6390310
>but phien shut up lol you're way prettier than me

get ur eyes checked bby
when I started transitioning, I was already an old man.

>>6390301
i kiiiinda know how you feel i'm lucky in a lot of ways and it's a good thing i'm transitioning cause i'll look way better as a girl but still ugly af so it is sad but i have to acknowledge privilege

the earliest i could have started hrt though was 18, and i didn't start until midway through 19 and quit from early 20 to early 21 because i was dumb, totally my fault and avoidable

still though reee

>>6390310
tell me how to come out pls, I'm too scared yet I should be fine

>>6390314
seriously lol if you're the person I'm thinking of you're like cis tier as fuck
I reeee @ u

>>6390314
sophie you are really really pretty honestly

>>6390319
mutter and stammer for two hours straight insisting they can't leave until you get this out until they figure it out through a bunch of elimination questions, worked for me

>>6390296
>I wont have to talk in the next one though
That's a good thing :)

>>6390297
>tfw my bell rang at like 14
Mine rang at 11 but I had so much fear that I repressed for 11 more years
rip me

>>6390309
>I made her a promise that as long as she lives, I would never leave her.
That's what I did for my mom. After my dad killed himself I just can't do the same and leave her alone.
There is something in everyones life that makes it worthwhile living.

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>>6390254
19, so not ideal but still far better than 23, 30, or 45.

>>6390264
>tfw born with bell ringing

>>6390297
I didn't start blockers or hormones until 19 and I turned out great, you're fine.

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>>6390016
single lady reporting

>>6390323
>tfw bell rang at 5 when i realized what gender was

all this wasted time

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>>6390320
>you're like cis tier as fuck
I WISH

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6390321
>sophie you are really really pretty honestly
in like, 2 pictures maybe. neither of them represent real life tho...

>>6390324
heyo bby

>>6390319
3 things I see working
>be manic
>be suicidally depressed
>be completely detached and depersonalised

I picked numbers 2 and 3 because I didn't give enough of a fuck to bother when I had 1
so nothing mattered and I figured I'd just give this transition thing a shot before I killed myself
and now I don't even want to kill myself so I guess it worked desu

>>6390307
gm

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i lost these and i've been looking for them for a day now and i'm just really really sad because they are so tasty does anyone know these

TT_TT

>>6390328
:3 yay qt

>>6390323
well, if I start at 18 then I should be fine hopefully

>>6390330
gm desu

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>>6390323
hiiii moap !!
i started at 22 but, i feel like for me ofc i would rather start earlier (everyone would) but i try to just be glad i didn't start later

19 is really nice tho !!

>>6390327
hi qt !! how is your day going???

>>6390322

Yeah but see I made that promise to a cat.

>>6390323

>Be 27
>Still done nothing
>worthless

>>6390331
this was a bad idea looking up that pic just made me even more sad that i can't find them

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>>6390323
>>6390297
your bells aren't suppose to ring till you have a wife, kids and lost all your hair.

>>6390328
yeah I guess some of those things sorta describe me, need to give it a shot. What did you say to come out? I'm afraid I'll just say something stupid like "hey mum, I'm a gross tranny ok"

>>6390339
But a cat can be a really good friend too.
I love my dog. He's a family member and it's the same with your cat right?

>>6390323
Started just before I turned 26 ;~;

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>>6390323
>not ideal but still far better than 23, 30, or 45.
>better than 30

>>6390345
>hey mum
>yeah
>I wanna be a girl
>can you just be gay? please just be gay you can be as gay as you want
>nah
>k I'll get you an appointment with a psych

>>6390342
bell ring for real: when a trans woman has grown old as a man, reaches 50, 60, dysphoria goes off the charts

she goes mad and has no choice but to become the hon

she has fucked herself up through repression

sad story

though still better than dying as a man, a necessary desperate measure, but still sad to be so very obviously fucked

you must outrun your bell, or as they would put it in that one weird fucking wiki

Hon, you must transition early, You must. Otherwise you will end up like us, hon.

>>6390298
>http://www.armory.com/tests/sex1500.html
i want to do this later
>RemindMe!

Question: Ive always had a fucked for life hairline because my hair most people have receed (horrible M) was lost at 16. It was all blonde there my entire life.

Started Finastride, blonde hairs refilling everything...

Did I dodge a huge bullet?!

>>6390355
loll nerddit

>>6390355
>RemindMe!
?

>>6390346

Oh yes. Even my dad, the guy who two dogs, agrees. He says she is his grandcat.

>>6390359
found ur account https://www.reddit.com/user/quietestdreamer

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>>6390325
I know.... I wish Id tried to transition younger. I hear horror stories about people coming out young though and because they have no legal rights their parents push them on antidepressants and keep them repressed and zombified until they're 25.

>>6390332
For some of us eighteen is the earliest we can start, its unfortunate but we dont get to chose the situations we're born into.

>>6390336
Hi Kit!
I think so long as you start before 25 you can pass, and then there's always surgery.
Im happy with 19, but it could have been younger- I think we all wish we started earlier though.

>>6390339
>>6390347
Well, theres always surgery.

>>6390342
Clearly Im just a shemale, not tru-trans at all.

>>6390352
haha
honestly I expect mine to go similar except without the "can you just be gay?" though honestly I wouldn't be surprised if people thought I was gay
I just can't pick the right moment and when I think I have it I back at the last second

>>6390367
I'm planning on it. FFS next year and then I might not be hideous :D

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>>6390336
I am really tired, and kinda sad, I got up early and got ready for class but then I realized its like groupwork and stuff today, so I couldnt attend and had to skip again :<
cant go to bed tho cause ive another class in 2 hours.
I cant wait for weekend...

>>6390367
ugh hopefully puberty didn't rekt me too bad

>>6390365
trying really hard not to let u down anon...

trying to care u did this....

failed u again :(

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>>6390367
>>Im happy with 19, but it could have been younger- I think we all wish we started earlier though.
Yeah definately, i remember even ufufu told me she wishes she found a way to start before 17 but i feel like, almost every girl in this general would kill to start at that age !!! it's just one of those things, girls can dwell on "not starting young enough" or be happy they started when they did and not later, which is how i choose to look at it personally !!

>>6390372
groupwork is the WORST honestly i can't stand it at all ;~;

its in like all my units as well ._.

fuck

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>>6390348
We all wish we started transitioning at a younger age
*pat pat*
I didn't mean to trigger you, Im sorry.

>>6390371
I wish I could have some surgeries, at least all I want is chin reduction. I just dont have the money though.

>>6390375
Hopefully, but testosterone is shit.

>>6390379
Im really happy with how I look, like yeah my chin could be nicer but eh ever girl has features about themselves they dont like. At this point I just wish I transitioned earlier so I could have lived as a girl for longer/had to live as a boy less.

>>6390391
>Hopefully, but testosterone is shit.
yep, makes me feel like I'm fucked

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>>6390379
My main problem is that I dont want to talk to anyone if possible ;~~;
groupwork forces you to tho, so Ive to avoid it

http://star-light-witch.tumblr.com/post/92922949646/it-doesnt-matter-if-your-male-female-or-in

Surprisingly the nicest thing said to me

>>6390365
anyway you missed my main account from when i actually reddited a lot, here was my finest moment https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/1fiu1j/so_people_posted_a_meme_that_said_you_could/caaoxxx?context=3

or not really but i don't know what happened to my finest moment, it disappeared into the ether

but basically i made a silly joke comment on a post blowing up and it got voted all the way to the top, so i edited it to something awful but believably upvoted with fake edit notes to make it seem ordinary

some people got pretty outraged

>>6390396
What I don't get with social anxiety, is it's so easy to talk on the net but irl is hard ;_;

>>6390406
because, we're anonymous, anon

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>>6390387
hi ! are you ok??


>>6390391
yeah think that's a really good way to feel honestly ! im happy for you moap !! how is your bf going???

>>6390396
i am the same !! but i guess a lot of transgirls would be like that mb. idk, its hard for me a lot as well so i can deff understand where you are coming from. ;~; poor girl

>>6390397
n-nicest ever?

>>6390410
if i didn't start tripping i bet i never would have left mtfg to begidn w/

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>tfw hiding my hair loss gets harder and harder
>tfw will look like George Costanza if this keeps up
hrt pls work your magic soon, I'm only 20 ;_;

>>6390419
what are you on?

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>>6390406
>tfw cant actually message most people I know offboard cause I am too scared theyll hate me if I annoy them

>>6390411
<3 <3 ;~;

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>>6390414

To be completely honest, no. I'm really lucky to have made a lot of great friends, mostly online. People who care deeply about me and tell me I'm worth existing. People who tell me that I'm basically the only one who has any doubts as to who I am. I don't know what I did to deserve them, but I'm glad I did.

>>6390406

Because there are no expectations from anon. No one cares who you are online.

>>6390423
Hey, thats my quirk!

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>>6390423
>tfw
wish I could talk to people better, can only shitpost ;_;

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>weighed myself a month a go
>175 lbs
>eat shitty for a full month
>pizza, fast food, even donuts
>weighed self month later after eating
>170 lbs
uh what

>>6390391
its okie its just... it sucks when its listed like that

>>6390425
ur such a homura <3

is there one friend you would do anything to save

>>6390429
>weigh myself
>164
>eat a shit ton to try and get thicc
>weigh myself again
>154
nah idk either desu lol

>>6390429
same thing happened to me
about 3 months into hrt I was 64kg
proceeded to only eat shitty foods
almost at month 5 I was 56kg

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>>6390427
you sure? you message me a lot :^) (which I like btw)

>>6390428
>tfw hiding feelings of selfhatred and inadequacy behind multiple layers of swastika

>>6390429
>>6390435

You're probably overestimating the amount of food you're eating, either that or magic, not sure.

>>6390425

Honestly, no. I would do anything to save any of my friends.

>>6390439
You think that's a lot? I have to force myself not to message you and others all the time because I think I am too annoying :/

>(which I like btw)
<3

what's the best way to lose muscle mass? especially in neck, arms and chest
i just started hrt and i'm jacked as fuck right now

>>6390439
>tfw hiding feelings of selfhatred and inadequacy
>hiding

Does it count as hiding if every other post you make is about these?

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Which trip is the nicest to talk to?

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>>6390439
Same, I act like a nazi to the point where people probably think that's what I am but I'm not, I really just want a hug ;_;

>>6390441
nah I guess I just forgot to eat for a while and started going back to being a spoopy skellington

>>6390454
how to forget to eat

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>>6390447
>You think that's a lot?

I havent talked that much with anyone privately in months

>>6390450
OH
youre right ;~;

>>6390453
Iktf ;~;

>>6390457
be me and exist apparently

>>6390452
puru but lately I feel like I just keep making her sad whenever I talk to her ;_;

>>6390457
be nuts

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>>6390452
me obvs desu

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>>6390459
>hidden behind so many layers of irony you forget who you really are

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>>6390394
Surgery can fix anything, and you never know you might be fine,

>>6390411
Dawh, ty Kit I hope you end up doing well too. He's been pretty awesome, we went and saw the warcraft movie(it wasn't good) and then he tried playing WoW with me. It was a lot of fun.

>>6390429
Metabolisms fluctuate.

>>6390430
Im sorry I didn't mean to target older transitioners, I was just trying too be thankful for the age I got to start :(

>>6390460
but I'm not ;-;

>>6390461
I can do that

guess the trip's account https://www.reddit.com/user/ILYReddit/

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>>6390465
>tfw unsure which personality traits are made up so others will like you and which are genuinely you
>tfw you realize youre just a product of very efficient conditioning and dont actually have a personality

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>>6390471
I should be fine, I'm just crazy and can't see my good traits

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>>6390471
>older transitioners
pic related
> I was just trying too be thankful for the age I got to start :(
I know, don't feel bad
I'm glad that you all got to start as young as you did

>>6390452
>>6390463
seconding this

>>6390473
how nuts? You're gonna have to be pretty nuts

>>6390475
gonna go with clownface tbhon

>>6390475
this shit is hilarious

dollface

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>>6390448
caloric deficit and cardio
probably eating less protein too

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>>6390484
crazy enough I guess

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>>6390419

It's a solid look.

>>6390476

That's just the taint of depression making you feel that way.

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>>6390496
Idk, Ive heard its just a BPD thing, like having a weaker, more fluid personality, weaker feeling of identity and stuff? definitely fits me, even did befire I was officially depressed. I dont actually mind it that much tho, one of the few things I can deal with pretty easily

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>>6390485
>>6390487
surprise it's me again

that was hilarious when i was repressing less so now but some parts still make me laugh

i was such a fucking faggot

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>>6390452
Claire is really nice but i don't have favorites !!!

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>>6390476
>tfw you just exist
>tfw you don't even know what you truly believe
>tfw you're just a walking shell

>>6390509
>me
>getting compliments
Wa?~

>>6390511
r u on hrt

>>6390522
soon ;_;

>>6390520
:D!

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>>6390520
yeah !!! ofc you are really nice girl claire !!

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>>6390511
>tfw living isnt even a goal anymore
>tfw just interested in existing with as little pain as possible
>tfw feeling a burning desire to finally leave this world
>tfw already worked out multiple plans how to do it, even though you know you wont in the near future

does it ever piss anyone here off that you can't listen to two songs at the same time?

>>6390525
soon it may not be so bad then :3

>>6390540
oh wait it turns out you can never mind

good morning threeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaad

>>6390540
Not really, I can barely find one song I wanna listen to at any given time.

>>6390548
I just need some nooiiiiise desu

>>6390528
I try to be nice yes but I don't deserve compliments
they make me feel super weird in my stomach

>>6390527
:D! to you too
not sure what that means tho

>>6390540
not very often but yeah sometimes

>>6390547
i thought you left cuz edie left

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>>6390479
Well, the bad news is thats going to get worse on estrogen.

>>6390481
:(
<3
Its ok Sheen, I believe in you.

>>6390533
>tfw all you do in life is attempt to find things for amusement
>tfw don't even care about reality anymore
>tfw barely getting through school
>tfw have so much more potential than that

>>6390545
maybe so, but I doubt it's going to solve all issues

>>6390558
Oh definitely but that's just noise to distract me, it's not like I really enjoy listening to it.

>>6390540
YES

that's my beautiful dark twisted fantasy of how music could be

>>6390564
What! It's going to get worse ;_;

Ok girls who wants a cute new bf? I'm finally here for you.

>>6390573
Everything gets so much worse, sorry :/

>>6390580
Why? ;-;

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>>6390581
T shields you from most of the bad feels. its going to get worse for about a year at least, after that, it depends on how much progress you made and how much the whole process has damaged your psyche
its mostly a net positive at the end, but its a really painful process for most people.

>>6390575
i could use a new non-abusive bf

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>>6390562
eh, i'll leave for real when i feel like it's time to leave for real

i like posting here still

>>6390581
because youre on girl hormones and will care even more about feeling/being feminine to fit in and other stuff so you'll breakdown and stuff

it stops after a while though supposedly

>>6390581
>>6390587
This. Also prepare for dysphoria to get worse. Once some things start changing and become better, the ones that haven't are more painful.

60% of my body is done after 4 hours of epilation

should i do the rest or wait to give my skin rest?

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>>6390589
d-dont leave me mum ;~;

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>>6390307
>life is strange

>>6390588
ok cool where do you live? what do you look like are you cute? what do you like to do for fun?

>>6390594
i left once and you did fine tho <3
ilu bbgirl

>>6390587
I'm not going to enjoy the rest of this year am I?

>>6390590
hopefully

>>6390591
yeah, I'm worried about my worst features being the ones that won't change, that's going to fuck me up

>>6390588
>obvious chaser
>non-abusive
babe... :(

every single fuckin person i meet who works in healthcare is surprised i have a gf and not a bf

are we all just gay men with boobs to most people

>>6390601
hey ufufu what's up? how are things going are you still at that one job?

>>6390604
consistently on point quid

>>6390606
as a girl, most people would assume you're straight not a homosexual

All the single lady's all the single ladys. All the single ladys all the single lady's

>Sorry Mtfg had to do it.

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>>6390601
yeah but I wasnt here when you left, so it was like you left to go look for me which is different from you leaving me behind ;~;

>>6390603
no

>>6390597
>non-abusive
dropped


>>6390606
this: >>6390610
they assume youre just a grill and not a fag

Hey girls! How are you today?

Is it safe to post now?

>>6390614
great, how to I not go utterly insane in the first year?

>>6390565
>tfw this is you but you're not sure you actually have potential

>>6390620
You're asking the wrong person senpai

>>6390606
yes. We all took our thirst for sweet straight dick too far. I blame science.

>>6390603
>I'm not going to enjoy the rest of this year am I?
no

What are your worst features?

>>6390604
I only open handed slapped a girl once and it was because she was clawing at my face and eyes and it was a genuine self defense reaction. I felt bad about it afterwards but she was the aggressor and I don't think i did anything wrong. I would never hit a girl unless it was a serious self defense situation. Does that make me abusive?

Also, I wouldn't consider myself a chaser but whetever

>>6390595
:_:
chloe a qt

>tfw no bf

>>6390619
i sure hope unknown trip! *hugs*

>>6390626
My shoulders, my brow or my hairline probably

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>>6390620
see >>6390623
I am one of the resident nutters. ask ufufu or moap or someone else that made it.

>>6390627
>I would never hit a girl unless it was a serious self defense situation

what if she begged you to beat her up?

How to stop being fat fatty fat?

Would shocking myself with a dog collar when I get hungry help?

>>6390609
tyty ofc ofc

>>6390627
mental caboose can be worse than physical papoose :(

>>6390633
They're probably not as bad as you think, but I mean learning to dress for your body and surgery will help if nothing else does.

>>6390634
>if she begged you to beat her up

Yes definitely. But nothing that would leave bruises. Not on the face.

Where do I find a boy to pay for my laser therapy?

Do you think there are sugar daddies out there that help trannies along with their transition if they're cute enough?

>>6390627
>I would never hit a girl
D R O P P E D
R
O
P
P
E
D

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>>6390573
Only the being critical of your appearance thing.

>>6390637
No, it actually wouldn't. The only way to get long lasting weight loss is change your diet and lifestyle.

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>>6390644
cracked ribs? blue breasts?
chokemarks on the throat?

>>6390641
what exactly is mental abuse in the context of a heterosexual relationship? genuinely curious

>>6390620
don't get too invested
don't get your hopes up basically

>>6390652
lmao what

same as any other

u are one strange chaser

>>6390650
Fuck. Stupid Pavlov.
I lack willpower. ;-;

>>6390634
Possibly but the mirror is killing me everyday ;-;

>>6390650
oh crap ;~;

>>6390634
oh sorry

>>6390648
I mean unless she wanted me to

>>6390651
not sure about cracked ribs, chokemarks are good, some slaps to the face, sore nipples and a very bruised ass are all good

>>6390620
i didn't get sadder exactly but i went absolutely fucking bonkers in my first year

so bnkers i quit for a year
now i'm back on for a month and starting to feel crazy again :3 but i'll have to just stick it out this time, its second puberty

>>6390619
Never
>>6390628
Press A to get the eggs

>>6390656
Buck the fuck up Buttercup.

>>6390662
oh my
I can't go insane, I have important things to do ;_:

>>6390655
No I mean I don't really know what that is at all. I know I've heard of it before but I guess I don't really remember what it is.

>>6390668
ok bud cut ur losses and leave

w8 ur trying to rile me up arent u

damnation

>>6390661
Still dropped.

>tfw no abusive bf

>tfw living a way too hedonistic life ><

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>>6390668
transbians will always attack you here for being a boy, thats normal, dont let it annoy you

>>6390661
that doesnt sound too bad
what about substances?

>>6390674
pizza + weed?

>>6390674
that's hot quid

think you'll burn out and OD by 30?

>>6390676
haha yeah <3 and some other stuff

>>6390677
uh jeez i hope not i don't think i'll ever touch H i mean maybe but probably not

>>6390675
what do you mean with the substances?

>>6390670
I feel like you are mentally abusing me

>>6390687
drugs bb

>>6390674
Yoooo until i die

>>6390694
Pt. 2

same problem my father had

>>6390695
Only if you consider it a problem. I would say it's a solution.

>>6390691
Yeah but like how is that a part of sex? would you want me to roofie you or something? That might be a little out there for me

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>>6390656
Making life changes is hard, and scary.

>>6390659
Sadly, that's just part of being a woman.

>>6390674
Praise Slaanesh.

>>6390631
I'm not unknown! I'm an mtfg celebrity!
I design adult diaper lingerie! ;_;

>>6390664
That's horrible oddish!

>>6390698
o shit waddup

>>6390699
i think it's a problem in the end tho desu

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>>6390687
would you drug your gf and stuff is she wanted you to?

>>6390702
Which part
>>6390703
Then you should stop being so hedonistic

>>6390701
i guess you're right, i just gotta get used to being a girl

>>6390710
lol

*opens bottle and smokes bowl and lights fag and takes lsd all at once*

>>6390714
Suit yourself
>also does indulgent, unhealthy things, like playing dota, never sleeping and never exercising

I'm ugly

>>6390704
Yeah i guess so. Now that I think about it that might be kind of fun. We'd probably need some kind of written consent planned out in case something weird happened afterwards. Or If i was with her long enough and trusted her and she trusted me i guess it wouldnt be a big deal

>>6390718
lol neet weeb nerd

>>6390720
Post a picture I'll be honest

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im too afraid to show my internet friends who dont know im trans a picture because then i figure there's more of a chance they'll find out

is this crazy y/n

>>6390726
I WILL MURDER YOU

>>6390729
it won't matter she's delusional and cute

j/k