Big Beefy Bear Edition
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Previous >>6387548
first 4 fixed hrt info link
I like beardy guys with chest hair
but he needs to sort out those shoulders and probably the back too
>>6389275
>How would one make an app of those? ;~;
Basically collect guides submitted by girls that have been proofread or vetted and turn it into an easy to use app beginners could reference for tips or things
hello nerds
>>6389290
>are you sure about that
Top 10 for bravely second is amazing and ttly worth getting a 3ds for ~
>>6389298
EW
FUCKING GROSS
chest hair yes, back hair gross gross gross
>>6389284
Are there actually programs that let you train resonance? I only know of pitch trainers because it's really the only thing easy to quantify.
>>6389287
Completely doable
>>6389291
Lol
>>6389294
That would make a good eBook. Idk how to implement interactivity into that though, apart from making a reader that allows people to filter advice based on their face shape
im killing myself after this posts lol
bye sorry
strangely enough I got complimented on my hair color today. it was a welcome change for once :3
>>6389308
no way, you're the one with shite taste
you are as bad as edgar its that gross
>>6389294
Could work.
>>6389301
fun :3
>>6389311
tell us why first
>>6389296
my dad claims to accept me but either way i don't give a fuck because he's a piece of human garbage
>>6389295
The first 6 games are on Steam as the Mega Man Legacy Collection.
Reminder hrt isn't a meme and to transition now and be happy
http://imgur.com/muheh1a
>>6389311
ok but what do you want for dinner?
>>6389316
hello my fellow video game nerd ;3 ur like thr only one herr I can take games with
>>6389320
>http://imgur.com/muheh1a
HrT is a meme
>>6389318
so are you
like father like son
>>6389326
post your before/current pic?
>>6389320
>http://imgur.com/muheh1a
thanks for reminding me that i need to throw myself off the bridge tomorrow
>>6389320
>http://imgur.com/muheh1a
passed better 9 months in than 1 year
>>6389326
LIES
>>6389331
why would you do that :(
>>6389262
Make a fitness tracker + voice training app that lets you set goals and will reward you for meeting them, by ordering thigh-highs and/or pizza from lgbt-friendly shops
>>6389314
>http://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/6330828/#6331300
>>6389332
FTL is also fun if you enjoy roguelike space combat.
>>6389332
well one that I can talk to about it at least
>>6389334
The only difference is I'm not wearing makeup at 1 year lol
>>6389282
Sauce please
>>6389340
I own FTL already, just never played it.
>>6389333
i wish i was a nigger.
>>6389333
then again....
>tfw ashamed to admit that i'm a big fan of the wizardry series
>>6389335
>tfw will always be weird looking with a face that's too long
>>6389343
the difference is your brows are worse at 1 year
>>6389329
I haven't updated this is like a year.
>>6389335
Nope
>>6389341
Fair enough :)
I found out i can turn my mobile 4chan app to dark. This would have saved me a lot of battery life if i had known that before.
Hi everybody
>>6389337
it isnt fair
testosterone gives them everything they want
estrogen does nothing
>>6389320
>http://imgur.com/muheh1a
fucking qt
>>6389310
>That would make a good eBook. Idk how to implement interactivity into that though, apart from making a reader that allows people to filter advice based on their face shape
Basically
You create an organized interface that categorizes these guides and displays them in an accessible and interactive format.
>>6389282
Get off 4chan fag
>>6389370
But it is a meme
>>6389365
who are you dating now
>>6389320
you had designer srs, ffs, breast augs installed, hip implants, and can spend $800 a day on makeup and skincare you passing bitch
>>6389368
>>6389370
ok w/e but they made you look cis in the 9mos pic and unpassable to a normal person in the last one
you went from cis girl to a tranny that looks like a tranny
>>6389378
Hi fake kayla. Who does designer srs and what's the difference from normal srs?
>>6389374
Nobody. After everything I've been through the past few months, I've burnt out and decided it's time to just stop and take care of myself and work harder on transition.
>>6389383
white couches and matching decor, or some shit
who wants to see me in the most AGP outfit ever
>>6389373
I would disagree. these sugar pills make a difference senpai
>>6389378
>you had designer srs, ffs, breast augs installed, hip implants, and can spend $800 a day on makeup and skincare you passing bitch
Literally have not had any surgery at all. Saving up for srs and electro atm
>>6389382
>you went from cis girl to a tranny that looks like a tranny
I haven't ever been clocked since I got the color changed. If anything I have received more compliments that they liked my eyebrows more..
>>6389385
I go through phases where I don't give a fuck and then try to work harder too I think it's normal.
>>6389344
Cant find it. :^(
>>6389287
What would you put in a trans-themed clicker game?
>gotta get money to get hrt and food
>gotta eat healthy and balance your food or u get fat/flat chest
>gotta gobble up ur hrts or you turn back into a boy
>>6389397
yeah theyre lying to you
sorry
i dont know how not to be blunt but go back to the way they were before if you dont want to be laughed at behind your back
>>6389357
Cant find it. :^(
>>6389394
post it
>>6389398
lmao
this is from 6 months in of hrt
>>6389296
My Dad loves me he's just happy I'm not trying to kill myself.
>>6389416
why are you still posting pics of red
boring as fuck man, i was hoping for something either funny or hot
>>6389370
idk, i can't afford it. even making good money, i'd have to live in a studio and eat nothing
>>6389365
The quality of info would definitely make or break such an app, shame there's not actually a good source document ;~;
>>6389403
After a random number of clicks you inexplicably sudoku
>>6389426
Angie...
I'm Red
>>6389416
Cute girl
Today one of the only people that I thought still liked me ditched me with no explanation. Times are tough. :(
>>6389431
Yeah, that's why it would have to be vetted by the people maintaining the app before being added to it.
>>6389432
i love you so much red i want to hold you
>>6389344
>>6389413
see >>6389433
im going to cut my head off
>>6389409
That's fine. I stopped worrying about if I passed or not a long time ago
>>6389411
>Ur hrt pics helped me decide to pursue hrt. Thanks.
Yay!!! <3 and thanks! That's so sweet <3
>>6389430
You definitely look a lot better! makeup + long hair and you are good to go from my perspective.
>>6389416
I was expecting something from susans
>>6389442
gl hf dd
>>6389416
Who is this demon of semen
>>6389397
Nah they are all sugar pills in the worse way I mean even shots have been a joke.
>>6389403
It would be fun.
>>6389442
Bet you can't
>>6389452
That's some high fucking E level you got there. What is your dosage?
>she fell for the srs meme
Who /bestofbothworlds/ here?
>>6389450
its too late i already have it
now come here :3
>>6389459
.3 milliliter weekly now down to .2
what up nerds?
>tfw tranny face and horrible forehead
>>6389452
>>Spokane, WA
another washingtonian c:
>>6389464
that sounds pretty standard... but those levels. Dear lord.
>>6389469
You look like a cis girl.. wat..
>>6389460
>wanting a penis
>>6389481
tasty
>>6389469
You pass 100%
>>6389481
Aren't you always craving dick though? :^]
>>6389481
>not wanting to be a futa
>>6389469
stop gloating you pass perfectly I'm kinda scared to meet you in SF ><
>>6389282
>tfw your boyfriend isn't hairy enough
what do I do, feed him testosterone?
>>6389481
Didn't you say you want to be a futa?
>>6389394
>>6389416
I don't think you beat kayla
>>6389399
oh sam, did you know that kayla finally transitioned?
>>6389475
>You look like a cis girl
toppest of keks
>>6389481
>>6389486
But I want a penis in me, not attached to me
>>6389491
Only ironically, if I wanted to be a futa I fucked up pretty badly desu
Is it that time again where passing girls that know they do pretend they don't?
>>6389498
>ironically
sure :^)
>>6389484
>Puyallup
that's closer to me :o
>>6389500
like, how can one even tell that they pass? like my friends say that i pass but i don't believe them because, duh, they're my friends, they're going to be nice and of course they know how important passing is to me
like, what am i supposed to do, ask some asshole on the street "hey, can you tell that i have a dick?"
>>6389510
post on /soc/ or /b/ or something but don't mention you're trans
>this will never be you
>>6389516
>tfw /soc/ already knows that i'm trans
>tfw too scared of /b/
>>6389510
>go anywhere
>see you you are addressed as Miss / feminine pronouns
Literally that simple
>>6389510
iktf all to well no one really genders each other here too so can't use that
>>6389517
I'm still holding out hope someone will marry me some day
>>6389500
mtfg thinks everyone passes though
>>6389513
Ohio!
>>6389517
#triggered
>>6389503
Is it so hard to believe that I only want to have an enormous futa dick ironically? I mean, I guess I'd be ok with it so long as I had a vag and didn't have to penetrate stuff.
>>6389514
>That's got to be on the list of most unlikely things to happen ever but good for her.
yeah she is cute too but doesn't believe us when we tell her
she also has a decent body
>>6389517
worst feel
>>6389521
well i mean. someones ppl don't say miss/ma'am but they don't say "sir" either.
and its like, obvious that i'm presenting as a girl. i wear girly clothes (ask faye) so its obvious that i'm trying to be gendered as female
>>6389510
you pass as a meh/kind of ugly chick
aka the chicks youd confuse for a dude sometimes at the store but realize theyre a girl and just ugly then move on and never think about them again
thats you
thats a lot of you to be honest
that one, weird meh looking chick
just like how most of you made meh dudes you make meh chicks and you have equal worth to an ugly girl/not a stacy
>tfw cried every night for the past week
>tfw stuck in isolation again
>tfw won't be able to see him for a year
>tfw dependency issues because I've been alone all of my life and it drives everyone I care for away
>tfw broken human
Who else /can't kill themselves because they're hardwired never to hurt anyone they care about/ here?
>>6389532
this was good to hear, thanks.
>>6389525
me too ;-;
>tfw too tall to be swept off your feet
>post in passgen
>3 out of 4 say I don't pass
>friends and family say I pass super well
>now worried I've been hugboxed so long
>too late to just an hero
fuck my life though?
>>6389525
I doubt I'm marriage material
You probs are tho
>>6389122
ye drawing is fun, shitty cellphone cameras and h6's pencils not so much
>>6389526
>mtfg thinks everyone passes though
I think that's more of a case of people taking good pics of themselves and then complaining when people they pass in them.
>>6389540
Never trust people who care about your feelings in this stuff.
in the eyes of /mtfg/,
everybody passes....
except /mtfg/
Heading off to bed night gals
>>6389538
sure
now instead of "tfw dont pass"
next time just bitch about being a frumpy 6/10 girl
i mean that's the only fucking thing cis girls do too like kek
>>6389528
I believe everything I read on the internet senpai
>>6389539
Find a man tall or strong enough to do it!
>>6389541
If I'm marriage material you are too.
>>6389546
gn!
i hope i pass as at least a feminine male :3
thats all i can ask for...
>>6389547
how do i stop being frumpy jew girl?
>>6389517
>>6389525
>tfw your boyfriend always talks about how he can't wait to spend the rest of his life with you
eventually
>>6389517
I hope you're wrong
>>6389550
Then I guess I'm a futa trapped in the body of a post op mtf trapped in the body of a dickless teenage boy with gyno :(
>gt is too small to tuck
what do I do
>>6389564
Sounds like you've got a special boy, hold on tight to him~
>>6389554
you're pretty too so dont feel too jelly
>>6389570
i want a special boy
>>6389567
just let it chill then. either that or you're tucking wrong.
when i wear tight skirts and a thong won't be enough support, i use duct tape
>>6389564
>pic
i think the cat on our right might be a wizard.
he may make that happen for us, if he's so inclined
>>6389555
woah trips
maybe you're right
>>6389564
aww sweet
>>6389566
I do too
>>6389573
Meh, still hate myself, I always thought it would be fun to have a dude date with Kayla like shooting or something.
I'm going to bed tho.
>>6389555
Hopefully I can
big men are kinda intimidating tho
oh
`
mediocre was the word i was looking to describe most of you
abby jennifer amy elanna and pleb all fall under the category of meh to mediocre female at the store i'd glance at, from a distance, under the impression she might be cute, but then i'm like "meh" and i never think about you again
there's your realistic expectation for the day
or your life
>>6389559
probably cant because genetics
work out, eat well, and maybe surgeries/cosmetics
as far as im concerned, you're passable enough that you should be just getting pissed off at other girls for being hotter than you rather than wanting to appear like a girl to the average fucker on any kind of basis
so yeah, makeup, clothes. you know. typical shallow bitch bullshit.
but lol yeah no probably nothing you can do, but hey, instead of constantly torturing yourself over thinking you don't pass and thinking it's something you can't change, you can feel bad over something you really can't change that should honestly be a bigger concern than passing at this rate
i know this will get buried but i wrote all this bullshit out in the hopes that one of you dumb fucks reads this and realizes you're just beating yourself up for looking mediocre and calling it "not passing"
a lot of you will never EVER be 7-8/10 cis girl tier
but a lot of you do look like girls
>>6389573
next time i go home for the holidays, i'm gonna go to dana point and look for kayla and call her a faggot but then she'll see it's me and she'll hug me and apologize for all the times she threatened me/threaten to kill herself and i'll just be happy that she's a pretty little girl now
>>6389570
I do
>>6389576
thank u wizard cat
>>6389586
let's swear our fealty to the wizard cats & pray that they shed their compassion on us
>>6389566
What are you making an app for, by the way?
>>6389595
forgot pic
>>6389566
yes, you're also a dude bro too
tl;dr
"tfw don't pass" meme needs to die
most of you are really just saying "tfw not a supermodel" and are unhappy with being a mediocre female
stop trying to be fucking supermodels, and be happy you look female.
but i know a lot of people here just shitpost and deliberately bitch about never passing when they know the pass as an ugly chick and want to be a fucking model.
>>6389367
How recent is this?
>>6389326
How do you manage to look like more of a man after treatment
I got a job offer at GE, i think i'm going to take it.
i'll probably be the ugliest girl in the whole company though.
>>6389589
So I can make an app for the sake of making an app. I'm wanting to have something other than windows programming on my github and I have few ideas.
>>6389602
average is my aim
>>6389583
i really have to learn how to do eyeliner and how to make my hair look less "jew-fro"
i think through hair/makeup/clothes i can at least aspire to be 7/10?
>>6389602
I'm not trying to say "if only I was pretty" like, a bunch of people just said I don't pass. That has to mean something.
>>6389603
doesn't matter, the bitch looks like this to this day when she doesn't have 30 pounds of makeup on
which is very rare
>>6389601
Come at me, bro.
>>6389602
red doesn't pass tho. no more hugboxing him
>>6389612
you're a 5 to 6
your face is not large enough that it doesnt look female
but large enough that it's kind of ugly and unless you meet someone with specific tastes keeps you at a 6 at the most
>>6389602
Even sub-mediocre females don't have nearly as much beard shadow as I do; laser is slow and I haven't figured out a way to cover it without looking freakish from how much makeup I'd need to cake on. Once I get laser done, though, I think I can maybe start trying to pass as a freakish maybe-girl thing; I'll try in any case.
I'm eating a cucumber
>>6389609
You have a github? Link?
>>6389618
fite me irl bro
I'll beat you with my massive gains
>>6389612
Even the hottest pornstar MTFs are only an 8 with the right lighting and makeup
>>6389602
i guess i am 5/10 tier and am just lazy and don't do anything about hair/makeup/clothes :(
>wear black skirt suit to work
>wear black jeans with sweater at home
>wear gray sweatpants to bed
>repeat
i really do guess the >tfw no pass is more of a >tfw i'm too lazy to put effort into looking pretty like most pretty cis women do
we're trannies, we probably have to put in a little more effort than most cis girls
>>6389630
>>6389636
i like them in a non lewd way ;-;
>>6389633
Bro, you don't know what you got yourself into. I'm natty as fuck bro. I'm a force of nature. Bitches love my gains and I'm gonna show you who's the most alpha
>>6389632
Not gonna post it here, sorry.
>>6389640
This, there's nothing lewd about cucumbers.
>>6389620
i dont give a fuck about red, bullying or defending him
and i dont give a fuck about you and your weird need to keep shittalking someone and making these unrelated posts
>>6389611
its achievable
>>6389613
i didn't say all of you
but elanna, kiwi, ufufu/sophie/pleb/a few others
are guilty as fuck of whining 24/7 about not passing when they do
they're just not as attractive as they want to be
and instead of saying "tfw ugly" theyd rather say "tfw dont pass" either as a dumb coping mechanism or attentionwhoring
both i bet
>>6389635
you want to be looking at the same kinds of things cis girls do to remedy their ugly
desu you have the face of a parent and at certain angles i could believe that you were someones mom, you look kind of older because of the space on your face
id think you were like a 25yo single mom or something and you'd probably look okay enough for me to think you weren't ugly but i'd immediately look at the typical barbie over you
so get mad at that i guess instead of "im a boy"
>>6389642
again these posts apply to you, semi-cutie in a frumpy chummy kind of way
you pass
but youre not motherfucking beata undine or a greek tittygirlgoddess
>>6389645
Be nice to me!
>>6389642
That's fine, I understand. Hope the app goes well whatever it ends up being, in any case.
>>6389623
>>6389634
>tfw
>>6389535
Born that way
>tfw ur a girl
: )
>>6389642
bruh
I benched 200 pounds the other day, I got so many bitches swarming all over me then we drove away in my Lamborghini.
>>6389630
W H Y
>>6389651
don't worry rachel I think you're hot and I would let you top me if you wanted to
self orchi y/n
>>6389646
m8, when people laugh at you (or me) in public for being a fucking freak its NOT passing, not matter what you say on a sudanese sandcorn convention
>>6389646
i'm a 24yo who spent 3 years doing heroin so that probably has something to do with the haggardness
>>6389655
THEY TASTE GOOD
>>6389651
Be glad you can pass as a woman at all
>oh no I'm average like the huge majority of the world's female population
oh no! woe is you
i feel cute tbdesu
somethings wrong
can an anon please correct me
>>6389646
people yell at me all the time for being suicidal and complaining about not passing and telling me I just need to lose weight
but look at me
I'm a man who has been on HRT for 2 and a half years
>>6389635
>i really do guess the >tfw no pass is more of a >tfw i'm too lazy to put effort into looking pretty like most pretty cis women do
and yes this is totally the case and ik youre insane trannies but stop the excuses lol
im not saying to anyone, not to bitch or vent or whatever
just stop... masking what youre really complaining about with something that's become politically correct to say.
its fucking gay as shit
>>6389660
ive seen your dumb ass and youre one of the few who makes a 7/10 passable girl
but you are insane so whatever
>>6389661
well stop doin fuckin heroin lol
>>6389662
I've eaten cucumbers. This is a lie
>>6389658
No, they're not massively expensive to get done properly, and you're much less likely to bleed to death if a professional does it.
>>6389657
is this red? lol
and thank u anon, i would probably top you as long as you don't say anything to me afterward and let me smoke outside alone
describe your crush /mtfg/
>>6389669
yeah i dont know what to tell you dude youre weird lol
>>6389658
Yes and post pics.
>>6389671
Did you remember to clean off the waxy coating that most suppliers put on them?
>>6389670
>ive seen your dumb ass
irl? I doubt it
taking good pictures is easy has fuck
>>6389670
thank you anon, this is much needed in this place tbqh.
and i did stop doing heroin, been clean for a year now. still, snorting oxymorphone and smoking heroin for 3 years takes a toll
>>6389671
maybe im a weird.
>>6389670
You're probably right.
>>6389605
? That wasn't my pic but talent I suppose?
>>6389679
>tfw i find phienchen really cute but i'm not sure she would be down with my sephardic jew-ness considering her far-right sympathies
>>6389669
You look better than you did a year and a half ago.
Who's that guy in the background?
I feel like its childish to say that I need someone else to make me happy but it sure would fucking help
>>6389654
>lambos
Bruuuuh that's weak sauce, bitches go where the money is. I got an enzo bruh, and you know that means I own another Ferrari right bruh?
I can bench both 200 and my 10/10 girl at the same time.
Still wanna fite bruh?
>>6389646
>implying I've complained about passing lately
I complain about being ugly as shit and about as desirable as Chlamydia.
>>6389678
I didn't prepare them myself.
>>6389690
We can be friends.
>>6389688
I am just memeing, as long as you dont throw trannies from rooftops in your freetime I dont really care about your heritage or skincolor
>tfw you've been listening to the same song on repeat for 3 days because it reminds ds you of him
>>6389689
my brother, the one who hates me
>>6389679
yeah im not going to waste time arguing with you
youre a crazy tranny that passes better than most and is even attractive on a cis level, far more than most can hope for
everyone but you sees it so yeah w/e idc
>>6389682
yeah every now and then i try to scream some common fucking sense into here but people either ignore it, call it bait or tell me to inject hormones
like, whatevs
if youre actually jewish im very sorry though
thats a tragedy worse than transedy
>>6389691
yeah whatever i've seen you complaining about not passing this week
but keep up complaining about being ugly i guess
im not going to argue with anyone im just here to remind you all to think from time to time
use that brain or sever the stem, stop floating inbetween suffering and whining abt it
>>6389699
i dont care man lol
>>6389685
i know i'm right.
*hugs u*
>>6389667
that's not facetious someone call me ugly please and no nice comments
Is someone shit talking me here again? Shocker!
>>6389646
Hey anon, if I told you it's Red, would you tell me if I seem feminine or not? I'm legit freaking out about how I look
>>6389690
Hey you!
>>6389564
>tfw your boyfriend always talks about how he can't wait to spend the rest of his life with you
Yeah, they all say that. Then they just dump you for no discernible reason and tell you they don't ever want to see you again.
>>6389709
quid i love you
>>6389704
>if youre actually jewish im very sorry though
thats a tragedy worse than transedy
what is wrong with being jewish?? at least i am sephardic and not dirty eastern yuro ashkenazi
>>6389709
You are cute
Cute!
>>6389691
bruh my lambo was more expensive than your shitty ferragay hahaha
I can bench 200 plus a benching 200 gym partner
How else can I prove my manliness?
>>6389709
you're ugly.
>tfw not married to red
>>6389721
200 is obtainable in a few months
>>6389721
suck his dick
only manly thing left.
holy shit.
i just found out that there's a donald trump dating simulator
https://youtu.be/STFSh9JMt_I
>>6389704
>youre a crazy tranny that passes better than most
maybe thats true, but most people still clock me immediately. thats just not something I can live with
>>6389725
not true btw
>>6389704
I was misgendered on the phone though, 3 times in rapid succession. That's the last time I've complained about not passing in the past 2 months.
I'm not crazy enough to think that I don't look female to strangers, but I do actually have enough self awareness to know that I'm ugly as fuck and still do get clocked.
>>6389676
I know but everyone here tells me I pass when I don't
>>6389726
Gimme a smooch
>>6389716
>what is wrong with being jewish
everyone hates you because your race needs to modify oxygen to include money molecules
and being jewish is definitely a reason why you are a mediocre chick and not quite a cutie
jewish genetics are typically shit, its not your fault but i dont know how you havent found answers to the question
>whats wrong with being jewish
>>6389700
That's sad. Your life seems really tough. You're a strong person, even if you refuse to believe it.
I need someone on real life that I can be with without having any worries about them hurting me. I just want someone that genuinely loves me.
I wrote a stupid love letter to the guy but he's probably just gonna think I'm creepy and crazy and never talk to me ever again.
Time was moving slow before I moved but now I just wish this year would pass by in an instant, but I can't sleep because I'm just crying whenever I lay down in bed alone.
I don't want pity, I don't want something fake, I just want someone to make me feel like I'm not doomed to being alone for my entire life.
If I spend my 20th birthday alone with nobody but my mom I'm going to kill myself.
>>6389721
Do you wanna Dutch rudder bruh?
i think i should shave my head again, then get really drunk and kill myself on the weekend. that sounds like a solid plan
>>6389738
>elanna gets clocked
is there no hope for the rest of us?
Awww Jeeze are we all going to start having crises about whether we're feminine or not?
>>6389732
>>6389734
i just do what im told.
tfw submissive slut
>>6389744
We can Skype and talk together on your birthday!
>>6389730
>most people still clock me immediately
thats your insanity talking
most people see you, think youre a cute young girl
then think about you maybe in passing when having 'tfw no gf feels and i passed this cute in the bus today'
and then forget about your existence entirely
just
like
a
cis
girl
sorry if you cant live with an A+ card even if crippled compared to the lotto that is being born cis
>>6389738
thats reasonable
put work towards being less ugly
>>6389739
well idk what to tell you man youre like the bill dauterive of mtfg
>>6389747
theres a little
>>6389746
This is how most of my weekend plans sound
>>6389734
PLS
>>6389750
no you need to mean it :[
>>6389763
i don't know what you look like.
>>6389763
Nobody means it qt
>>6389757
Idk, I get stared at with disgust usually, even my bf says I dont pass, so I am pretty sure I dont
>>6389756
I don't want that. I need something real. I can't feel any connection with someone who's currently with a dozen people
tfw you're stupid
>>6389757
How exactly am I supposed to be less ugly? I'm working out and wearing makeup again but geez it's makeup, not miracles.
>>6389773
>disgust
getting checked out
>my bf says i dont pass
i dont know what to tell you since you dont want to consider finding a bf that isnt a piece of shit
because youre insane
so yeah whatever
>>6389744
you aint gonna find that shit here
>>6389775
iktf
I'm not feeling much better. Just warning
>>6389778
>getting checked out
most are women though?
>i dont know what to tell you since you dont want to consider finding a bf that isnt a piece of shit
he isnt at all, its called being honest, thats important in relationships
my endo said I dont pass either.
>>6389675
She's loving and smart and talented. She's outgoing and shy, mature and childlike, gentle and rough. She has a beautiful voice, and I think she's just really cute overall. Talking with her and thinking about her gives me a wonderful joyful feeling. I love her and she makes me happy, but sometimes she hates herself and that makes me sad, because I often don't know any way to help her. I want her to be happy, right now she's going through some difficult times but I'm hoping that she will get through them.
>>6389775
>tfw you have an IQ of 148 and your school was setting you up to be a mensa kid but you had to move before they finished
>>6389768
kinda tiny, beeg chin and trachea, nice eyes, really annoyingly curly hair and asymmetrical face and weird nose desu
Nini mtfg I love y'all
>>6389777
i dont know
i am not a plastic surgeon, dermatologist, nor one of those fuckers that advertises natural facelifts
your best bet is to put in as much effort into being healthy as those fitness freaks that were born missing a leg or other handicaps that are still ultra healthy and hope it makes you look younger
you did a shitton of dugs like the jew that did heroin right? thats your only real hope. go for 14% bodyfat, eat absolutely nothing but health bullshit, bike daily, etc
>>6389783
lesbians
also, bitches
cis women give other cis women death stares over their fucking purses being similar, or unsimilar
>he isnt at all, its called being honest, thats important in relationships
>my endo said I dont pass either.
again, whatever, not only is your bf a lying pos but your endo seems to be 1 too lol
>>6389792
i love you too
>>6389787
Mensa is bullshit anyway. Most boring group of autists ever.
>>6389792
good night, anon
>>6389772
you're not friendly at all
>>6389788
i feel you on that annoyingly curly hair
>>6389675
>she's
He's married but he's the only person that has ever fully understood you and treated you like a normal human being. Also we lived together for a little while and cuddled and took naps together and smoked weed together n shit
>>6389738
For fuck's sake, you're not ugly. If you really believe that then you've got body image issues.
>>6389797
they arent lying though ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>6389742
Unintentionally savage as fuck
>>6389788
and perfect eyebrows and cute lips and great body and tits and best hair
>>6389810
again, whatever dude
>>6389755
iktf
>>6389808
I thought it had been thoroughly established that I have body image issues, and almost no sense of self worth.
>>6389775
lol i don't know that feel bro
does this girl post here
>>6389825
Now that you mention being Jewish, I can see it
You'd be an 8 with your Jew features replaced with white bitch ones
Your nose is big and your face looks tiny because of all of the space around it
All Jewish features.
>>6389822
>>6389821
>eyebrows
you have got to be kidding me
maybe when they're plucked, which was once ever
i've been up for too long.
i'm gonna play some video games & go to bed.
i hope the wizard cats smile kindly on all of you.
nini
>>6389837
>You'd be an 8 with your Jew features replaced with white bitch ones
i'm not white though, i'm just middle eastern and pale :(
>>6389828
Sure. It's something you struggle with, I'm not really trying to give you grief about that. Just pointing out that when you feel things like "I know that I'm ugly as fuck" you need to stop going along with those feelings because you know that your feelings aren't an accurate reflection of the reality of your appearance.
>>6389830
You don't know it but it doesn't mean you aren't
I'm kind of tempted to pull out my Homura cosplay and put it on.
In other news, anyone Blizzard games?
>>6389844
I know
Being Middle Eastern is bottom of the barrel, absolute shit tier when it comes to the world of being attractive to a living, actual human
>>6389852
the lighting actually makes her look worse
you're just a butthurt ugly chaser who is pissed off because not even trannies want to touch your gross ass
>>6389844
Become a transcaucasian
You know, like Michael Jackson.
I don't blame anyone for wanting to be white if they were born a nigger or Arab
>>6389296
my dad's a dead-ass cunt dude
>>6389851
Go ahead and wear it if you think it'll make you feel comfy.
>>6389838
I'm meant to be sleeping atm but I miss you and hope you're doing well <3
>>6389864
There's not much think
I'm a scared weak person
Homura is
...actually, she's a scared weak person too isn't she
But it feels nice.
>>6389847
I go along with what I see. On a good day I see ugly girl. On a bad day I see ugly teenage boy, even if by now I know that's not accurate, or else I'd be getting misgendered a lot more.
This is my reality, and I can't tune it out.
>>6389848
Actually, if it is true, that means he probably doesn't know it. Or much of anything really.
>>6389868
You can't really be smart if you're a sandnigger to be honest
Sorry
I need to stay awake an hour longer, but im so sleepy ;-;
>>6389874
i'm not a sandnigger retard, i'm a persian jew
>>6389872
Why can't trans people ever seem to see themselves in a positive light/how others seem them?
We all seem to view ourselves as the most ugly human beings
>>6389867
I hope youre well as well Penguin <3
go sleep bbygirl
>>6389868
You're like
Averagely smart
And average looking
Literally nothing special about you lol
>>6389876
>Persian AND Jew
>NOT a sand nigger
>>6389882
i have to take spiro at 4:30am.
im a good girl
>>6389870
Homura has a lot of things going on with her. Yes, she's a scared weak person, but she's also strong-willed and devoted and dramatic, among other things. I suspect that you have many strengths and weaknesses and gifts and flaws as well.
>>6389876
>persian jew
>not a sandnigger
>>6389887
oh dang that sucks : / watch anime or something?
>>6389880
Self hatred is a hell of a drug.
>>6389887
wat
that feel when have C-cups but still have shit boobs.
will progesterone make them look better?
does anyone have experience with progesterone that they can talk about?
>>6389894
my own fault for scheduling it like this.
but it makes it super easy to remember. since i take it at 4:30am and 4:30pm
>>6389895
well looks like we're doomed to an eternity hating ourselves, time to call it quits?
>>6389872
You can't tune it out, but you can challenge those automatic feelings with evidence to the contrary, such as that you don't always see the bad and most other people don't agree with you about how you feel you look. It really does help make it more manageable over time.
>>6389897
i have experience with not being jewish and my titties are soft round fluffy little kitties
you should transition to a better race
>>6389880
I suspect it has to do with a lifetime of feeling wrong. Of looking at ourselves in the mirror and having this sense of offness that we can't explain. How can we be good if we're wrong?
>>6389890
I'm largely a weak person. The only thing that I do well is I am incredibly patient. I will just keep on walking no matter what happens, both in a literal and figurative sense.
>>6389897
I used to cycle it, 200mg per day for 2 weeks, swells my chest in a way that it makes it rounder, its pretty nice, and a pretty big confidence boost. would recommend. If you stop taking it, your breasts will slowly go back to normal (which takes like 10-14 days for me)
just taking 100mg per day might work as well but Ive never tried it
dont think the effects are permanent though
>>6389902
take it now and go to bed. 1 hour doesnt make a difference
>>6389889
yes you are no matter what anyone says different <3
>>6389907
oh my gosh homura-chan
you are my life, Akemi Homura
you are my everything
>>6389907
that makes sense desu, can it be undone
>>6389914
my boyfriend says that exact same thing.
But im really picky about not taking it exactly on time.
>>6389917
i dont chase jews you dumb post, im just fuckin around
>>6389917
idk, usually i'd just fuck with him but tonight it's actually making me sad :(
>>6389923
yeah but your body isnt.
>>6389907
>The only thing that I do well is I am incredibly patient. I will just keep on walking no matter what happens, both in a literal and figurative sense.
That also fits with Homura.
>>6389929
my body is a shit lord, im more important.
>>6389925
if youre not a tranny youre a chaser dear
>>6389918
Don't do that. Please. I'm not really...I don't know if I can handle that.
>>6389921
The heart and mind, once wounded, heal slowly and scar easily.
>>6389928
you cant fuck with me kek and good
>>6389933
i am tho idiot
alright guys. i have two career choices as of now.
>marketing contractor for soulless corporation
or
>LA County Deputy Sheriff
>>6389904
I never said that. However I can assure you that feelings of self hatred never get better if you don't confront them.
>>6389905
I've been doing that though. It has helped but it's so slow. Back when I started posting in September I didn't think I passed. Now I've at least got to a point where I rarely question that.
I honestly suspect I won't stop seeing myself as ugly and worthless until I actually stop being so worthless.
>>6389940
what should i do?
tfw can't sleep and nothing to do
>>6389936
s-sorry just a fan *hugs*
>>6389940
the former, obviously
>being a cop
what are you, a fucking snitch? but no really, both involve lobbying and you're ethically gifted at that
pick your poison
>>6389940
Sheriff Rachel has a nice ring to it.
Anyways, good night /mtfg/.
>>6389940
i would pick the one which involves me not having to talk or see people ever.
Hey mtfg
Im not mtf, please dont get mad or whatever, i just want opinions
I'm a boy on whoremoans, and i've been on them for some time. Lately i've had time to stop and notice the changes. My body looks pretty different. I look much noticeably younger, more effeminate, i've lost a lot of muscle making my back, shoulders and neck look less thick and wide... I was never super masculine but i was obviously a young man
Now i feel a lot more attractive, but sometimes i feel really... Weird. Like i'm this actually very feminine teenage boy, essentially... Its not to say i didnt expect or want it but now its happening and i dunno, i guess i never seriously expected it to. I have this awkward feeling i cant describe sometimes when i become aware of how i've become this skinny, more feminine or delicate fag, i feel like physically im very different from what i was and its a weird feel. Like im still me but im not in my old body (obviously its the same but yknow)
Losing boners didnt bother me, sometimes it was nice not to have them. Tits werent a big deal, sometimes theyre kinda nice. Its just the weird new feel, like my brain hasnt caught up, thats kinda bothering me
Anyone else kinda know what feeling im trying to say i feel?
>>6389946
woa hey again! :3
>>6389931
Believe me, I didn't choose Homura by accident.
I really really hate how it's not so much pain but a piling list of discomforts that are making me hate the hospital stay.
>>6389943
You'll probably end up hating yourself with either job down the line.
>>6389958
>>6389949
nitenite <3
>>6389949
i could probably get sergeant within 3 years or so due to my education/background? maybe by the time i'm 35 i could be olivia benson and console rape victims all day
>>6389954
I need hormones...
>>6389954
>i'm a boy on hormones
stopped reading
>>>/trash/
>>>/trash/
>>>/trash/
>>6389954
im not on mones yet so i cant tell you much about that, but just out of curiosity, why take mones if youre not trans?
>>6389954
haha
top kek
>>6389974
seems like a troll.
>>6389974
Just always secretly wanted to look like a girl desu. Didnt care about my voice or name or clothes i just wanted to look feminine and cute over being masculine and handsome
>>6389974
femboys duh
>tfw no femboy bf
>>6389980
i though that stuff was free in canada?
>>6389967
you aren't magical girl yet? :c
what's stopping you? money, parents?
>>6389977
oh, to be honest i didnt really pay attention to the post after the whole boy on mones part, but thanks.
>>6389983
You're probably trans on some level.
Also, I mentioned something earlier about building a perfect body from the ground up and what it would look like. I just realized I already did that.
same
hopefully soon :c
hi this is quids wife
>>6389997
plz stp
>>6390001
FUK
1 away from glory
actually
>90001
>>6389980
Eh if that's the case i'll take feeling a little weird over feeling bulky and masculine
>>6389994
Idk maybe. Im just stumbling through life retardedly trying to find what im supposed to be
Just kind of weird after years of male puberty until 18 and now after hormones for like 11 months i sometimes dont even know if i feel like a man anymore. Weird feel.
>>6389987
Honestly, at this point, neither. I was going to an online counselling, though oddly the counselor never showed to the second appointment. I just kind of let it drop off...
I suppose I could buy some estrogen and see how it feels, but I want to do it right
>>6389953
thank u peach <3
you're really nice
>>6390016
>>6390016
>>6390016
>image limit
>>6390010
oh yeah i know that feel i kept wanting to save it, first for my birthday, but that didn't work out because they wanted me on meds to stabilize before doing hrt
then it ended up being on the stupidest day i could've possibly chosen to start hrt but oh well at least I started it (and then quit for a year afterwards but let's forget about that silliness >_>)
just get hrt asap, it will make everything better homura-chan i promise! ~
>>6390010
i would really recommend seeing a therapist. they can usually tell if you're actually trans or not within one or two sessions. but still, its good to see a professional before making a lifechanging decision like that.
>inb4 "gatekeeping"
i'm not advocating for the "3 months" system. if a therapist can't tell you're trans or not within a few appointments they're probably a shit therapist.
AND DEFINITELY find a therapist that has dealt with trans people before
>>6389852
this is honestly cracking me up
saggy tits???? i mean. lmfao
>>6389629
i bet ur a qt
>>6389525
I'd like to marry a transgirl because i have some issues of my own and i think she might be more understanding.
it's not a sexual fetish for me, hell, i could even accept a sexless marriage as long as there was lots of love.