/mtfg/ Transgirl General

First for drinking and getting emotional.

jumping the gun a little? there was no need to make a new thread...

>tfw it's not just the 14th already and I'm not on my flight back to my moms

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>why are you here then?

Just wanted to say hi to the other trips. I rarely go on here, anyway. I only go on /lit/ and /fa/ now.

KIWI'S BOYFRIEND KILLED HER
KIWI'S BOYFRIEND KILLED HER
KIWI'S BOYFRIEND KILLED HER

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>reposting

How do y'all deal with being unable to bear children? Most other things about being trans I can deal with fairly well, but not being able to get pregnant is one of the deepest sharpest emotional pains I've ever felt

Granted I was born premature and have been sterile since birth, but it still fucking hurts. Not being able to get married to my best friend, bear his children, and raise a family together is such an incredibly painful thought. Not to mention my sister, who is the only way I could ever remotely achieve having my husbands kids, is convinced she is genderqueer and wants to take testosterone to look more androgynous, not for any psychological benefit. I just don't get how she could throw away something so magical as being able to create life for something as fleeting as androgynous looks.

Also it just makes dating feel hopeless, like I want to have a family but I can't provide one for whatever guy I end up with. I've thought about adoption but it's just not the same as actually giving your husband kids.

I generally think of transwomen as being socially comparable to infertile women, but a man would still want to date a normal women who was infertile. Nobody wants to date, let alone marry, a fucking tranny. My best friend is straight, so that's never gonna fucking happen bc straight men just can't be attracted to transwomen bc straght men don't like dicks. It's not fucking fair, why the fucking fuck did I have to be born with this stupid fucking neurological disorder. I wish I could change my brain to match my body or vice versa but that's never going to fucking happen

should I just go into nursing or something so I can at least make the world a slightly better place or something? sorry for ranting empty effigy, I'm just really depressed right now. My best friend who I love is thousands of miles away, and the note we ended on was ambiguously romantic so I can't stop thinking about him even though I know I'm probably just reading into it

>tfw coffee made the decision you should've made before you grew tits, lost all muscle mass, and decreased ball size

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>>6363869
Right with you fampie

>>6363876
what's the point of posting that feel when, when it's a feel that only you have?

>>6363872
>no need to make a new thread
>>image limit reached

>>6363881

I just go with the idea I'll never be with anyone so I will never have a chance of raising a family in the first place.

/thread

>>6363884
aren't you full time and look okay? why are you complaining now?

>>6363886
>tfw time has come to a grinding halt and your life in nothing but a pure swirling vortesx of agony and you just want to get some motherfucking help but life has been fucking you over and stopping you at every fucking chance it gets

>>6363853
I'm sure that's not true; I mean, I'd be interested if you weren't so stubborn about only being into guys. :P

>>6363872
hey man these trannies need to post their anime pictures.

>>6363881
>>6363888
do you have brothers with their own kids?
it's really painful seeing them grow and how they relate with your brother and mimick them in weird ways and how they slowly mold her into a little person.

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>>6363899

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>>6363880
>believing kiwi is dead

>>6363895
You're drunk, go to bed

>>6363895
that's better, mtfg aproved :^)

>>6363907
>letting the memes die

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>tfw ex frantically messages me freaking out that her car got totalled
I don't even care

>>6363893
yeah, i'll just forever be insecure though. someone can pass all they want but the insecurity will never go away. it's torture. why do you think i came back? doesn't matter if you pass, you'll always be miserable unless you're a dumb little idiot slut with no selfawareness

>>6363869
>tfw emotional but you don't drink
I wish I could get drunk without needing to drink, alcohol tastes awful.

>Feel insecure about my loss of strength on hrt and talk extra shit and risk getting myself into trouble that I couldn't handle anymore to try and fuel my pride/confidence in myself
>Proceed to feel a combination of overly masculine and gross, but also overly weak and pathetic

I wish I could just like be a pretty girl but maintain my social standing as a dude in front of dudes, but be like a girl to other women.

>>6363907
Kiwi.
Never.
Dies.

And they shall kill her, and the third day she shall be raised again.

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>detransitioning because you wouldn't be 100% cute
>calling it detransitioning when you never even lived as your authentic self full time

fetishists pls leave

>>6363917
but red has issues too :^)

>>6363917
Im sad i havent seen your face yet.

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>>6363903
no, just a sister who is probably going to destroy her body because of some sjw mumbo jumbo with no scientific basis or research supporting it. She's the kind of person who thinks she wants to be a guy bc she wants a beard, but then says men can wear dresses and just bc someone has a beard doesn't mean they're a man????? idk it's fucked up and if she ever does have her own children I pity them

>>6363916
I guess adoption is better than nothing. So long as I can still get a white child.

>tfw you will never read your children fairy tales like your mother did for you

>>6363880
>>6363907

wat

>>6363899
i dont has any folders

>>6363903
fuuuuccccc

>>6363895
>tfw people have been trying to help you all your life but you keep managing to disappoint them in every possible way

>>6363922
HAH I love that picture

>trains man

>>6363922
this

>>6363922
>16 year old transitioners throwing away the gift of youth
Lol

ufufu thought i was dead from suicide or overdose or that i detransed until i came back like five days ago :|

>>6363934
lol

>>6363930
I can see the herpes

>>6363881
I hate to be a nihilist with you and all, but why is being able to create life 'worth more' than looking the way you want to?

>>6363934
>16 year old trains men throwing away the gift of driving across the US

>>6363925
im sure anon will post one for you

>>6363930
hi red

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>>6363930

>>6363937
rip in spaghetti

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>>6363844
Your dysphoria will probably return. It always does.

Not trying to depress you but..
>>6363866
I'm only 21 and the mom feels are brutal.
>>6363888
In your late twenties they will probably get worse.
>>6363848
You will find a guy eventually.
Sadly I think adaption is your only option for kiddos

>>6363914
Did you used to post here under a different name?
Your XxxXxXxbcA trip seems familiar, but I don't remember a Lizzy posting here.

>>6363937
are you from LA or OC bruh? you look hella familiar

>>6363950
Yes. Cricket

>>6363934
It's okay, if they want to make the same mistakes I made there's nothing I can do to stop them.

(But I wish I could murder my past self for being such a god damned cowardly MORON. Ugh.)

>>6363941
first of all that isn't nihilism.
because your genetic children will be closer to you than any other possible life form. even twins adopted by different families end up being closer in terms of personality to each other than to their respective families even without any direct contact between them.

>>6363944
do I have to do all the work? I have one but then you posted a better one that I didn't save because I don't care that much.

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>>6363949
If the dysphoria returns, I will an hero before I let myself turn into a monstrosity.

I just wouldn't look good as a girl, so I might as well be a guy.

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>>6363898
But isn't it safe to say that this is also a space where people are probably a lot more ok with dating and/or marrying a tranny? I know guys ok with it exist, but I also know they're uncommon.

>>6363917
Iktf so fucking bad

>>6363936
same

>>6363955
you dont look good as a guy either. youre an ugly fetishist man who now has boobs.

>>6363951
Nah senpai. I'm from Scottsdale, Arizona. Currently in Vietnam for two months for summer vacation.

I probably remind you of some other Asian fuccboii you know.

>>6363955
rip well there is the chance you are not trans and everything will go fine

also would you consider taking feminine penis inside you?

>>6363941
because if you can't create life then you can't pass on your genes or be a proper mother. Looks fade and are just skin deep. Being able to bring a baby child into this world is a miracle, and I just don't understand how someone can throw that away just for something as trivial as appearances. It's like if you cut off a leg so you could wear a fancy prosthetic. Sure you can do it, but it's fucking tragic to do something like that to yourself

It's a blessing and a curse being born sterile. I don't have to worry about being trans conflicting with having kids, but on the other hand I can't bank sperm or eggs or something for when I meet the right guy

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geralt, PLEASE
>tfw no greek god-bodied heavily scarred silver haired bf

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>>6363925
me rn

>>6363954
pointing out the pointless hierarchy people hold of their own values over other's when they're all equals in nothingness is indeed nihilism

>>6363955
I don't know what to say to you. I really feel like being mean to you and that's not cool.
Just talk with the trips you missed, I guess. You could just join the semiprivate chat thingie.

>>6363958
yeah, I alos though I was dead or detransitioned until I came back here.

>>6363960
Except I don't lol

>>6363957
I think I'm getting over her finally.

>>6363968
Wanna top me?

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>>6363881
>How do y'all deal with being unable to bear children?
I've always been into girls and never really considered knocking one up as an option. Never really had any urge to get kids in the first place so I got a somewhat hard time relating to your feels.

>>6363877
>Just wanted to say hi to the other trips.
Hi, even though I got no idea who you are and you got no idea who I am.

>>6363962
i went to high school with a bunch of kids from little saigon. You know, Westminster, Fountain Valley, Garden Grove. that's probably why.

>>6363908
I haven't had anything to drink in weeks.

>>6363954
Actually cloning aside the closest possible life form, genetically speaking, would probably be the result of incest. So if you really want your children to be as close to you as possible...

>>6363970
pointing out without any substance is high school pseudo nihilism at best.

Is Kiwi actually dead?
What the fuck is wrong with her boyfriend?

>>6363974
only if u r girl in the bay area or LA

>>6363972
so you never got your levels right... no wonder you couldnt pass..

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>>6363968
passer scum
r-reee
;_;

hello substance abuse my old friend

>>6363957
Maybe, but you only need to find one.

>>6363982
Her boyfriend is the tranny killer.

>>6363864
Not sure whether you saw my post in the previous thread, but I'm 6'5".

>>6363955
oh look its Kim Jong Fun

>>6363964
Why do you ask? I wouldn't mind a trans gf tho

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>>6363975
I WANT /AGP/ TO LEAVE

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>tfw in love with the only person you feel comfortable around but he's married
how do I stop thinking selfish thoughts?

>>6363992
but the important question is would you let a trans girl insert into you?

Am I the only one who has marks from injections? I have like 3 little red ones on my thigh.

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>>6363982
>believing kiwi is dead

>>6363994
lobotomy

>>6363980
that would be idiotic, it's the cloest viable independent being that will have its own life and thoughts. but you get to mold them in direct and indirect ways, it's a reflection of a ton of things but you also can show them the way.
Adopting is okay and my future plan if I don't kill myself for some reasson, but without that genetic conection is closer to being a fulltime teacher, which isn't the same.

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>>6363995
Nah I'm good

>>6363994
shoot yourself like that pic

>>6363997
>letting your dreams be memes

>>6364002
>nah

please please please please please

let me insert in to you

>>6363989
Oh, I must have missed it. Well, anyways, being tall isn't terrible... Well, it isn't the thing that gives me the most trouble in any case. Don't know if it bothers you a lot, if so I'm sorry.

>>6364005
Why, you attracted to me or something? Are you cute? ;-)

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>>6363993
that fucking face

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>>6363993
It's only as weird as you make it in your head fampai. If you think it's some crossdressing fetish you might want to look in the mirror and try and figure out why you think that way.

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>>6363955
you're an ugly guy too
>>6363965
>you cant pass on yours genes
omega good job thinking like a monkey
>looks fade and are just skin deep
children grow up and die, and possibly live in suffering because of your decision to bring them into existence without their consent
>bringing a baby child into this world is a miracle
actually, its about the most common fucking thing there is
>I just dont understand how someone can throw that way just for something as trivial as appearances
what's trivial about it
>>6363981
do you have any sense of irony

>>6363993
>that pic

oh god why god?

>>6364002
You arent a good looking dude to be honest. If u wanna be qt fetishist and then give up at least be a cute dude.

>>6363993
Poor Clark Kent, his new alter ego works worse than the previous one.

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>tfw no robot body

Dear trans people,

Have you stopped caring about pronouns? When did you stop caring?

Sincerely, Anon.

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>>6363993

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>>6363881
>How do y'all deal
I don't, I get sad and hate myself over it on a regular basis. I suggest finding a vice and numbing yourself when those feels begin.

>>6363987
There's a finite amount of time for me to find one and the likelihood is low.

>>6363973
Good, I'm glad ^^

>>6364009
would you actually do it though? hypothetically speaking if I am cute by your standards

>>6364017
never

>>6363930
cottage cheese thighs

>>6363999
So are you saying that children born from incest aren't viable, aren't independent, don't have lives of their own or don't think?

>>6363945
thats not red though

>>6363993
Anyone who still has beard shadow is not a woman. Ffs
>>6363996
Are you following the instructions? I don't have any marks
>>6363994
Get comfortable with someone else.

>>6364021
R u cute tho

>>6364020
Me too. I'm still upset but it's just getting to the point where I don't even want to talk to her.

>>6364017
I never cared that much as long as I wasn't getting he/him out of maliciousness or failure to pass.

>>6364017
We don't use them that much in my language, at least not when you're around. Adjectives are the issue, but we only have masculine and feminin, as it should be.

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>>6363881
i dont give a fuck because i dont like kids, im a maniac and if i had a child it would merely curse me for bringing it into a life of suffering as i am not fit to provide for one

even if i was cis id be a horrible and unwilling parent anyways

so uhh

i kind of dont give a shit

frankly a lot of people here who want kids should never have them

>>6364028
>hypothetically speaking if I am cute by your standards

so yes? would you let a transgirl go in?

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>>6364026
>Anyone who still has beard shadow is not a woman. Ffs
>cant afford lazer
well i guess ill shoot myself now

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>>6364035
Ya, but only if you're cute

>>6364028
You'd be more attractive as a girl desu

Just transition or you will regret it later

>>6364024
Just that they aren't really that viable, they are prone to desease and they could easily die. Also fucking my sister would be pretty disgusting.
And the mixture of your genes with someone else adds a random element that is always for the best, you can't assume that you're perfect.

>>6363993

If this person's appearance in any way makes you think less of them as a trans gender person, you are a bully and deserve no happiness.

>>6364017
if it isnt "haha you fucking unpassing tranny man" then it doesnt bother me

>>6364025
in the pic. Also, I hope red knows we tease her cause shes cute.

>>6364026
>Are you following the instructions? I don't have any marks
Yeah, I've watched videos of nurses giving them. I just have marks from the last 3 injections, which I do weekly. I feel like 22g is too big maybe? what size do you use?

>>6364026
>Anyone who still has beard shadow is not a woman.
B-but I can't pay for laser yet and I can shave more than once a day, what do you expect from me?!

>>6364026
it's a once in a blue moon thing and they usually abandon me the second I try to show any affection towards them. this guy is the only one who really gets me and makes me feel happy when I'm around him.

>>6364042
Nah wincest is gr8

>>6364041
Lol. Have you seen petite Asian girls? How do I even compete with that?

>>6364040
wew lad

i dont really get a lot of whats habbening in this thread

2 lazy 2 hit previous

>>6364039
that'll take like a year at best, its actually kinda cheap

>>6364043
The way they are dressed is silly.

>>6364017
I stopped caring around family a while ago after they stopped trying to correct themselves. It bothers me a little, but I try to not let it get to me.

>>6364020
How turnt did you get?

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>>6363994
just cuddle a pillow and cry into it every single night while you think about him treating you like he treats his wife. stroking your hair, kissing your forehead, telling you you're safe with him and how much he loves you, etc

if you get them all out at once before bed then maybe you'll make it through the next day without thinking about him

>>6364012
I don't know how to explain compassion to an autistic person so sorry I said anything

>>6364020
yeah I tried that and almost ended up dead a number of times. Now I just go to therapy a couple times a week and try and distract myself by working a fucking useless job

>>6364026
>Anyone who still has beard shadow is not a woman
y chromosome*

>>6364033
that's unfortunate anon, I fear that I might be unfit as a parent because I have depression, anxiety, borderline pd, bulimia, etc and I don't want to pass any of that on to my kids but my mom had some of that stuff and it didn't pass on to me because of her.

>>6364043
t. crimson chin

>>6364050
well, if you want to fuck your sister and she's okay with that I'm not stopping you or anything.

>>6364016
Maybe if I weren't such a worthless piece of shit I could be working on something useful like that, or prosthetics or something, but I feel like I'm too broken now, I can't do anything. I'm not sure why I insist on continuing to hope that things will get better, based on my track record they almost certainly won't. Fuck. I'm always going to be a worthless drain on humanity. I hate this.

So what are the best drugs to take?
I got 64 days left on this miserable planet and I just want to get fucked up before I go

>>6364028
you look like a faggot

cmon dude, grow some tits, lose some weight, and grow your hair. you can do all that while living in boymode. the mistake you made was living as a girl before you gave the hormones more time and grew your hair out.

of course you felt unattractive, you had fucking short boy hair and were only on 'mones for 4 months

fucking sage

>>6364051
youre petit. shut up and get off mtfg with your stupid pitty party

>>6364058
>just cuddle a pillow and cry into it every single night while you think about him
but anon, I've done that every night for the last 10 years

>>6364058
I accept your concession
but I'm not autistic

>>6364063
>>6364065
don't force people to do things they don't want to do.
in any case force them to leave a thread they shouldn't be in.

>>6364063
nah I think it was probably more to do with their dad hating trannies and beating them and shit

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>>6364056

You must realize that nothing is "getting" to you, but it is you who is creating the feelings you have.

Only once you realize that pronouns don't define you, will you find peace.

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>>6364051
You're far closer to that than by virtue of being asian than I for example am to a qt petite white girl. If your unrealistic standards prevent you from going through with it that's fine but you'll only have yourself to blame later down the line.

>>6364043
>If this person's appearance in any way makes you think less of them
If it's because they don't know any better then it doesn't but if it's because they know and don't care then I really don't have much sympathy.

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>>6364063
>lose weight
I'm 5'11" 145 lbs. what's a good weight for me?

>>6364065
Lol I'm not petite

>>6364040
and don't act like you came back here for no reason. you're sad, you have at least a modicum of regret for not sticking it out.

anyone who comes back here to brag about detransing obviously needs a shrink

goodluck in ur life

>>6364074
Thanks Morpheus.

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>>6364056
I'm p fucking wasted rn ngl

>>6364061
LSD
MDMA
Heroin

>>6364030
That's a good place to be, stay strong

>>6364058
Have you considered adoption? It's not the same and I know it's not because I'm still torn up by the same feelings, but it's something...

>>6364075
>le asian meme
Coffee is a dumbass but that's a stupid myth

>>6364080
135 pounds if you want to go twink.
My half viet aunt is only an inch shorter than you.

>>6364061
do this with someone cute somewhere with music and a bed

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/25I-NBOMe

but dont if youre epileptic

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>>6364081
Pic related might also be the reason.

>>6364084
>My half viet aunt is only an inch shorter than you.
sounds hot, post pics for inspo

>>6364073
oohhhh now i feel bad :(

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>>6364066
shit I only do it bc I thought it might make the feelings go away eventually

also 10 years how old are you reee

>>6364080
>145lbs
>what's a good weight for me
well judging by your pics not that. you should stop posting I'm getting embarrassed for you

>>6364083
adoption is my last resort. I don't even know if I'd get approved tbqh

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>when the gf has to go and do things

>>6364030
It helps eventually get over it. Maybe not immediately but faster than never at least :/

>>6364084
Can I fap on her tits?

>>6364080
you look like youre a pain in the ass to deal with as a customer

viet?

>>6364061
Why 64 days? Where are you going?

(Can you take me with you?)

>>6364084
Id clock your aunt

>>6364091
19...

>>6363968
Aww thanks Jenn.

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>>6364088
counter point

>>6364093
how long till you get your vagina

>>6364083
>>6364086
Thanks

>>6364083
>I'm p fucking wasted rn ngl
noice. If you still have feelings you're not drunk enough

>>6364095
Yes, I'm viet. I'm actually very shy.

>>6364083
Thanks Elanna <3
>>6364093
Yeah. She hurt me way more than I ever hurt her.

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>>6364008
Eh, I can get pretty insecure about it, but I think being super insecure about everything just comes with the territory of being a non-passing, early transition tranny.
Height aside, my body proportions aren't too horrible, so I'm hoping that if I can pass well in other areas, then people will overlook my height and assume I'm just a really tall cis woman.

>>6364099
wtf I didn't start having a crush on my bf until I was like 13 or 14, and even then I barely knew what cuddling was. how the heck did you know that stuff and have those feelings at 9?

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>>6364094
>I detransitioned to try to become a normie and now come back to /mtfg/ to be a chaser fag

>>>/out/

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>tfw friends shit out on me
>tfw I was suppose to do the pub crawl but can't now
>but melly west hollywood and hollywood will be all filled with shit for gay pride tomorrow we can't go there to drink today
>come over tomorrow though and we can watch game of thrones

fuck

whelp who wants to drink themselves to death tonight? I have like zero tolerance since I haven't drunk more than three drinks in the last two weeks.

This is a cute little shot glass I bought at the underground seattle tour.

This is a bottle of kraken I am going to drink to drink to check out of life tonight. If only I want a fucking tranny ...

fuck this mental disorder

fuck society for hating on something we have no control over

and fuck the current year for no Futurama suicide booths.

I should make a new tinychat and it instead of it being about trannies it will be about getting wasted everyday.

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>>6364084
>Coffee is a dumbass but that's a stupid myth
Is it though? From what I've seen and read most males of asian heritage don't get at strong of male gender indentifiers as their white brethren.

So this is the story right?

>Kiwi with bf
>Bf hitting kiwi
>Grace steps in, flirting with kiwi
>Kiwi wants to leave abusive bf
>Kiwi gets home, Kiwi dumps abusive bf
>Grace dumps kiwi
>Kiwi kills self

>>6364107
hahaha
i fucking bet youre shy when you could save 20 pence

>>6364082

You're welcome.

>>6364113
omg i wanna drink with you and watch dumb shit on netflix with you soo bad

>>6364118
hahahahahaha that's was actually pretty funny

>>6364110
I was neglected a lot and I formed a lot of dependency issues. I just wanted someone to hug me and make me feel happy when all that I would get every day is people trying to tear me down and destroy me for their own amusement

>>6364113
>binge drinking....
this is why im winning and you always will be a fat

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>>6364106
I'm planning on getting numb in the face drunk when I get home.

>>6364091
If you're stable mentally and financially there's not a lot of reason you wouldn't. Why is adoption a last resort? I see it as my only resort, I never banked and was probably sterile to begin with. I want kids someday somehow.

>>6364113
I'm just sorta drinking until I can feel comfortable. So, I'm down.
>>6364127
Binge drinking is the patrician way of dealing with issues.

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>>6364116
>believing kiwi is dead

>>6364116
o gr8

>>6364126
oh wow that's pretty similar to my situation, I guess we went opposite ways. I just kind of dissociated and fell inwards into books and fantasy and avoiding people

>>6364127
wtf

>>6364116
Nothing is true, everything is possible.

>>6364116
You got all the parts right, except for those involving kiwi.

>>6364127
I don't drink and I'm still a loser.

>>6364129
>If you're stable mentally and financially there's not a lot of reason you wouldn't. Why is adoption a last resort? I see it as my only resort, I never banked and was probably sterile to begin with. I want kids someday somehow.
because I have a sister, and she's able to have kids. I'm sure she wouldn't mind helping out, so long as she doesn't decide to take testosterone just to grow some facial hair

the mental stability is also a bit tedious, idk how far back they check but right now I'm dealing with a lot mentally and emotionally

>>6364142
oh.....
well fuck

>>6364139
I've been through so much shit and I just want someone that I feel cares about me and understands me

>>6364096
Suicide

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>>6364046
I use 22g as well. You should be alternating injection locations. I switch ass cheaks every week.
>>6364051
Coffee take ur hormones u dumb slut;-)
>>6364039
>>6364047
It just bothers me when ppl try to present as a woman when they have obvious facial hair
>>6364048
You need to move on and find someone else

Or kill his wife
>>6364051
You will be fine coffee
>>6364114
This is true. The asians have it easy is a myth myth needs to die

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>>6364142
source on that vid pls

>tfw can only get off on tranny porn

>>6364156
I fel like I'm stuck in a fucking hyperbolic time chamber. I've been waiting for this flight for fucking 3 weeks and it's felt like a year. the worst part is once I get to zrizona I'll go from having one friend to zero friends and I'll never leave the house because I'm such a fucking anxiety riddled mess.

>>6364158
i want the fetishists >>>>/out/

>>6364158
>redtube.com/916175

What happened with kiwi. WHAT'S GOING ON

>>6364154
Why 64 days?

>>6364129
Hey Elanna! What's with the drinking to excess? Did something good happen? Bad? Just still NEET?

I have a pretty scary month ahead of me. Have to collect a bunch of references for the job I've been banking on, documents (original AND copy), then do an interview in all my trannie glory, despite that due to paperwork delays, they're expecting boy mode me.

>>6364163
i imagine myself as the tranny getting fucked u retard, it's pretty normal

>>6364165
she said she was leaving and cutting all contacts. that's literally all she said.
she'll be back in a few weeks once her boyfriend forgives or forgets that she was looking for a replacement here.

>>6364152
I can see that, I just thought that no one would ever want me at all so I just made them up. If you have a safe imaginary world with people that like you, it's great being able to just go there when things in the real world get too painful

>>6364165
I don't think anybody knows for sure.

>>6364168
im pretty sure you are AGP even though you claim not to be

>>6364170
trip on time traveling young CFH!

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>>6364162
Brave the anxiety and meet some people. Fake it until you make it ™
>>6364165
I think she is dead. Not sure.

Rip kiwi, we hardly knew ye

>>6364165
>>6364166
Also, hi Maddie and Joan. I'm glad you two are still around.

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>>6364174
>ywn make it

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going to cookout now that all my fat is ending up in my hips.

>>6364172
nothing wrong with being agp bro

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>>6364158
idk someone linked it to me on discord

>>6364163
I have had sex with dudes and I am very much attracted to them. I just like other trannies too. Fuck ciswomen though.

anyone want to drink and get lewd? maybe fug me?

>>6364129
a-are you saying I'll probably regret it if I don't bank?

>>6364177
new trip?

>>6364176
Hiiiiiiiiii bb. 4 more days until my splint comes off OMGGGG

>>6364174
>brave the anxiety
yeah let me just power through the most indescribable agony I get when I'm surrounded by people.

>>6364166
That's my mom's bday
Serve her right for fucking me up

>>6364173
cfh? I don't visit mtfg much

>>6364183
Mmmno

Time to watch the birdcage

>>6364181
it depends, do you have that pez gun? can I play with it?

>>6364061
You mean 65 right?
>>6364183
Oh, I just never copied over my man trip to my phone, or my laptop.

>>6364187
An older french tranny that had some mental issues after abusing having her dead loved one living in her head.

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>>6364185
Well your other options is loneliness and misery...

>>6364179
based cookout, I love going there. good food, bible passages on the bags, and thank god for america under their slogan. Truly an american business. Shame it's mostly staffed by niggers

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>>6364189
no ;-;

>>6364126
You deserve it

>>6363881
Happened to read this. I don't have a good answer or suggestion regarding fertility woes, sorry. I just wanted to comment on this:
>should I just go into nursing or something so I can at least make the world a slightly better place or something?

Nursing is a great profession, it's extremely versatile (you can go into any subspecialty of medicine, in some countries you can become a nurse practitioner, you can do research, be a boss, or only work at wards, etc). There's definitely a career path for everybody no matter individual interests or personality. And everybody loves nurses, not just patients, but a really good nurse is gold for doctors and other staff.

But, make sure nursing is the way you want to improve the world. If you go into nursing because it somehow improves the world more than other occupations, it's a dangerous choice for yourself. Trying to drown your own sorrow by making a certain occupation choice just doesn't work and at worst, you could end up distant and careless because it will always remain you of your pains if you don't reach a point of acceptance. (At least in my country midwives have a much higher prevalence of infertility/childlessness, which is why some enter the profession. These are the absolute worst of them - insensitive to the woman's wishes, need of pain relief, etc.)

Nursing is great - just make sure it's what you want to do, and isn't an imaginary crutch for your own issues.

Any occupation or profession you choose is of benefit to someone - whether as the computer tech who's incredibly patient with 50+ computer illiterates calling for the 10th time about the same problem, or as the night shift gas station clerk who's always polite and helpful even at 3 AM.

>>6364193
>loneliness and misery
on it!

>>6364188
but I don't wanna walk like john wayne!

>>6364193
*are

>>6364193
who's who?

>>6364126
>person who outed someone here for having an std
>wants love
fuck off

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>>6364148
Isn't that still technically adoption but of a siblings child? Either way I hope that works out for you. My sister doesn't seem the type to have kids, and in that case I'm a genetic dead end.

>>6364167
I'm at a wedding and deeply triggered

Do you think you're likely to get the job?

>>6364182
If you like girls then possibly. I don't really regret it because i like guys. In the end it's a personal choice and I still probably wouldn't have banked.

>>6364195
then you can't have my body.

>>6364184
Holy fuck, you must be so excited to see (and show off) your slightly modified nose. Please let us know all about it!

I've been debating a rhinoplasty of my own, thinking that if my nose were ever so slightly slimmer and less bulbous, I'd be a brow shave away from casually passing without makeup, and a mandible reduction and hairline advance from something that could ever be construed as attractive.

>>6364176
I'm around but not feeling great. (Probably people could guess from my shitty attitude in posting today...) Anyways, have a good night. I'm through with /mtfg/ for tonight, I need rest or something. I'm not sure what really. But sticking around here isn't working, so. Good night.

>>6364195
i knew you were a fucking furry

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>>6364203
The tranny is fallon fox

>>6364208
Dw we're all only $40k worth of surgery away from attractive

This experience has taught me that fucking with the bones in ur face is not to be the lightly

>>6364205
my cousin has the breast cancer gene and her womb will most likely get taken out because of its cancer risk. I am fucked since I most likely have it too and have a risk for breast cancer.

>>6364206
;_:

>tfw no bf/gf

I am gonna go get drunk now. text me or something if you want nudes provided I am not too drunk to work muh phones.

>>6364205
I'm almost guaranteed the job (probably this winter) if I don't flub it.

And ick. Weddings always find a way to drive home that this isn't YOUR wedding. It's easy enough to be happy for your friends and loved ones, but harder by far to not feel sad for yourself. Unless you meet someone awesome and single there. That can help a lot.

>>6364214
Many can pay as much as they can but will never be attractive

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>>6364197
I hear that, my mother is a nurse and my father is a physical therapist. I used to work in the ED as a unit secretary, but my mind wasn't up to it bc of depression, anxiety, bpd etc.

The thing is I have no idea what I like so it's hard to think of a career or profession I would be good at. Motherhood would be ideal but that's just not going to happen. I'm very good with languages, but it's kind of boring after a point. Get's too mathematical, plus there isn't really much of a demand out there. Maybe I could move to antarctica and knit sweaters for the scientists. That could be fun

>>6364205
technically yes, but we're very similar genetically. Same parents, born 11 months apart, etc. I wouldn't be a dead end for either side of the family, I have uncles and aunties and great uncles/aunties all with kids.

>>6364215
ew the worst kind of highschool girls. God fat people are just the fucking scum of the earth tbqhfam

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>melly is literally in a skype call with me telling me she wishes for a fursuit.... you heard it here first folks

>>6364213


cyba post feet

I'm glad this shot was a phase lol
Holy shit. You fuckers could have ruined my life.

>>6364224
Nah, with enough bone shaving and prosthesis anyone can look like a Kardashian

>>6364214
It hurt that much?

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>>6364226
i have no idea who you are.

I don't really like furries either. They all seem to be trying to recruit you into their cult.

I don't have any sexual fetishes though ...

>>6364233
No they can't
A doctor is only as good as the canvas that is provided to him/her

>>6364210
Oh. Good night, Joan. I wish you a restful sleep and a better morning.

>>6364205
well, to put it this way, I can't stop being horny without having something inside me. I guess having sex with guys is the answer, but I wouldn't want to have sex with anyone I've met so far.

>>6364226
>tfw my furfag friend legitimately thought that the word "babylon" was a misspelling of "babylion"

>>6364237
Hey melly i wouldnt drink with YOU how about that you kike

>>6364235
It doesn't hurt but it is super uncomfortable. I feel like the entire front of my face is stuffed up, there is a lot of aftercare, and I can't really do anything except lay around at home. Maybe this is obvious to other people but I don't think I realized what a big deal or commitment I was making, I mean I literally scheduled my consult on a whim and had a surgery date like a week later

>>6364236
Mademoiselle.

How have you been doing?

>>6364224
Yeah that's p true.
>tfw there is no surgery to make you not an ugly masculine fuck

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>>6364227
>>6364231
Coffee u r a tranny. Accept it

>>6364246
I AM NOT A KIKE FUCK THE LAST FUCKING TIME. ASK JENNIFER, SHE IS REALLY JEWISH AND CAN TELL I AM NOT A KIKE LIKE YOU SAID I AM.

>>6364251
This is like another shoah.

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>>6364249
you could always take some 38cal aspirin

>>6364250
you have a very beautiful home

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>>6364220
Yeah, I'm gonna die alone, it's great :'D
Being a mid 20s depressed single unemployed barren tranny is the fucking best.

Grats on the job though, I hope that it goes smoothly

>>6364245
Idk, if you think you may legitimately be with a girl and that having kids in the future matters then bank. Under other circumstances I'd say it's not really worth it.

>>6364217
Have you been tested?

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Goodnight everyone.

>>6364250


You should wear a dress.

>>6364248

I got a haircut today (cut off 8~ inches) and I'm still not sure how I feel about it because I've been avoiding mirrors all day.

>>6364182
>>6364205
I like girls and I didn't bank. The idea of being a father is gross to me, even if it's not the result of piv sex.

Besides, I wouldn't wanna risk having the kid inherit my tranny genes.

Kiwi is dead. I confirmed it.

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hi
my tummy hurts
send help mtfg

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>>6364262
>tfw you wake up too early but laugh at everything

>>6364258
That's not making me attractive or passable.
Though I might pass if I didn't have most of my face like looking like a face, but that's shotgun territory.

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>>6364251
That's what they all say
>>6364260
I live with my parents rn but thanks
>>6364263
I want to but I don't own any yet.
>>6364268
Remove the knife from your tummy

>>6364268
get some food....
or stop eating....
maybe give it a rub

>>6364172
AGPers don't take hormones for 4 years and pass and work and live as a female and have successful careers at 24

>>6364261
>Yeah, I'm gonna die alone, it's great :'D
Being sad and drunk is a bad wombo combo. You're cute, you'll find someone.

>>6364268
laying on the floor always helps me for some reason

>>6364268

If you punch yourself in the stomach then you'll feel better. I have a PhD btw

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>>6364268
i've got some champlain chocolates with some creamy filling to send if you want

>>6364199
Lol yaaaas.

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>>6364268
it just needs a little belly rub

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>>6364266
>believing kiwi is dead

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>>6364271
>Remove the knife from your tummy
but its on the inside how do i do that
>>6364272
>get some food....
>or stop eating....
which one is it ;_;
>maybe give it a rub
maaybe
>>6364276
>laying on the floor always helps me for some reason
that helps when the cause is gas in my experience
>>6364277
maybe if it makes me puke i could see that working
>>6364279
cant say no to chocolate desu
>>6364282
NO

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>>6364275
Please confrim to these people that I am not jewish.

>>6364256
>>6364246
>>6364271

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Bacon, I sold your fucking 3DS for bicycle lights and a sandwich how do you feel?

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>>6364286
I CAN ALSO MAKE YOU SOME TEA

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>>6364268
Take fetal position, distract yourself with the internet. Works for me

>>6364287
but you are jewish? half jewish, right? just as much as me

>>6364282
I just gagged irl

>>6364286
alternatively you can always lay on the floor and thrash your limbs around in a tantrum

>>6364261
If it does go well I'm flying you out to Ottawa to hang out with great people, relax at a spa, take a weekend in Montreal, and generally let lonely feels fuck off.

I don't think you'll die alone. It's only the NEET-ness getting to you. You're an excellent person, and I'm sure you will be able to convey that to the right people eventually.

>>6364250
that is the most early 2000s looking generic american kitchen i have ever seen

>>6364286
i'll give a big hug for you!

>>6364286
Can u please confirm whether kiwi is alive or dead and also are you her gf

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>>6364233
It somehow helped nikky. FFS isn't a meme.

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FUCK
YOU
JIMMY
PAGE
https://clyp.it/1nb3dp3t

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>>6364293
Like 1/8th or some shit.

You can't really tell honestly.

i look totally spic as you can see.

>>6364307
Eye mean I totally agree. I have no regrets

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>>6364292
i dunno what internet to distract myself with, i dont think being on mtfg will help at all
>>6364291
i only like iced tea with lemonade mixed in
>>6364303
ill take that <3
>>6364304
as far as im aware she is alive
her post didnt read like a suicide note
shes just going away for a while
i am not her gf no

>>6364309
melly kiss me

>>6364307
she passes in her before photo, she just needed hairline transplants.

>>6364312
How long have u and kiwi been dating tho

>>6364312
can i be your gf now then

>>6364307
Ffs only helps a few
It doesn't help hons

>>6364308
Get that faggot off the stage!

http://youtu.be/6kIxtbgv4Bg

>>6364280


Hey Red Which boy are you hanging out with now?

>>6364313
>implying anyone wants herpes

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>>6364276
Being drunk makes being sad less sad :(
I remain unconvinced though

>>6364296
That sounds fucking great. You wouldn't have to fly me out to Ottawa desu, I'm probably going to end up on that side of the country soon enough assuming that I become a productive member of society eventually.

Also, it's not the neetness, I legit just get torn to pieces by weddings :( fuck being single

>>6364262
I sleep for upwards of 11 hours whenever its possible

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>>6364312
oh i've never added lemonade to iced tea but i supposed i could for you

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>>6364312
>i dont think being on mtfg will help at all
I watch mindless garbage from youtube, play vidya and/or chat with friends. Sometimes movies with friends or something too. Mtfg in your case is probably not the best idea but you be the judge of that. Be comf and take care Grace whatever you end up doing

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>>6364320
what the fuck is this shit?

>>6364332
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPrUx0yQkfM

>>6364332
Lol old angsty youth.

>>6364308

>fuck you jimmy page
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hrp2N_i7Axk

why do y'all bully me and post pictures without my consent ;_;
>>6364323
i don't have coldsores though and I don't intend to rub my gennies on poor melly
>>6364321
I've kinda had a falling out with my partners
only kaylee and cordy and a certain boy.

>>6364307
Wow, she got nice results.
Do you know what surgeon she went to?

>>6364324
I would try to convince you otherwise if I was single and you were straight lol. Wine is fucking nasty btw

>>6364327
>never drinking Arnold Palmers
Literally the nectar of gods