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>>6349071
>>6349071
first for buttes!
nth for I'm a living joke and a man
If I'm trans-american do I need political reassignment surgery to the right?
well I don't start my day with the intent on being mean, I actually don't hate anyone here, I am in a dark place and sorry I lash out at everyone. It's just hard to exist the way I do, i'm so fucking lonely and ugly and when I see people out and about in girl mode its like something I feel i'm being deprived of doing myself.
>>6350170
Where in San Fran are we going?
>>6350189
yes
>>6350191
Stop fucking bitching about it then and go do it.
It isn't that fucking hard.
That post really made me feel, red.
>>6350192
farley's in potrero hill or stable on folsom in the mission? or we could find a quiet cafe in Oakland if that's better for you.
>>6350188
your qt fiancee disagrees potato princess :3 i do too and even if this goes ignored as hugboxing it's my real feelings! basic a cute
>tfw when you fall asleep for three hours accidentally and now it's midnight
How's /mtfg/ doing?
>>6350197
It is that hard, I would need a hundred thousand dollars in operations in order to live as most of you do.
>>6350191
Have a bit of patience. I understand that dark place, I've been through it as well.
See if you can't go to a hobby club and make some friends there, someone you can have come over to your house and have a bit of fun. What are your hobbies out of interest?
>>6350197
It's preddy hard...
Not impossible, but hard enough.
>>6350201
It is hugboxing. People just pity me for starting so late. It's not just me that thinks that.
>>6350205
You really don't though...
>>6350202
Do you live near me anon?? It's almost midnight here
>>6350202
feeling really tired & weak.
having a diminished appetite doesn't help
>>6350210
well doesn't change how I feel you look like a cute girl to me. heck ur transition is going better than mine and I think you've been on them for way less time rofl
>>6350211
I feel like I look like a monster though
it would be nice if it was all in my head but its not, I am fuck ugly
>>6350212
If by near you mean on the other side of the country then sure
>>6350191
I think we've all felt lonely and ugly at some point. I have. Even recently. A year back and my posting here was as reviled as yours. But you have to make things happen and break the vicious circles you're stuck in. Because no one will do it for you. It's not something people can do, not even therapists.
>>6350217
You'd spend 100k and still feel that way because cosmetic surgery doesn't fix crazy.
>>6350219
Come visit sometime....
>>6350210
Basic.
You know I don't mince words (though I am nice...) so take heed.
You're not cute.But you have the potential to be very pretty. You've made a lot of progress so far. So chin up, tighten your belt and settle in for the long haul. What we all need is patience.
>>6350205
I am < 2 months on HRT. I don't have long hair, a great style or look overly female by default. I don't pass. But I am pretty much fulltime at university.
Like she >>6350197 said: DO IT.
Who cares about the random guy coming up asking "are you gay?" Fuck this people.
Be you.
Yes it is SUPER scary at first but after the first one or two hours it's ok and at the end of the day you feel GREAT.
>>6350217
>tfw kayla probably needs my Lithium more than i do
>tfw friends are telling me i should quit 4chins
is it time, mtfg?
>>6350205
No you don't. You started HRT at the same time as me. Literally the same day. You look better than me and always have. Yet I am fulltime because I worked for it. You do nothing but complain. So either do what every other person has to and work for what you want, or stop fucking bitching constantly and tearing down the work other people have put it.
>>6350208
It isn't easy but if she put half as much effort into actually going fulltime as she does bitching and attacking people here she could have been full time ages ago.
>>6350223
I dunno, money always seems to cure my ills. Like when I dumped 5k into my motorcycle at a race shop it totally made me stop feeling horrible that my bike wasn't good enough, if I got my body to look like I want it to I would shut the fuck up and be happy. Like even just getting my brow bossing taken care of would make me feel so much more calm about my ugly face.
>>6350217
There's rather few trans girls that don't hate their appearance. I'd imagine you'd still find something about yourself to hate even with tons of cosmetic surgery.
You need to start fulltiming, asap, you're well past the point where people can tell you're a tranny in boymode.
hugbox is a meme I wish would die. it gets thrown around like a buzzword here to where anything not negative is immediately dismissed :|
i need to come here less
>>6350231
Who cares?
>>6350191
>It's just hard to exist the way I do
which is largely your choice
>i'm so fucking lonely
lol whenever someone tries to meet you, you bail and call the ugly degenerate hons
you just use your appearance as an excuse so you don't have to face your much more substantial issues
>when I see people out and about in girl mode its like something I feel i'm being deprived of doing myself
YOU deprive yourself of that which is what makes it so disgusting when you blame everyone else
>>6350235
>There's rather few trans girls that don't hate their appearance
How do they do it?
>>6350234
Money still won't fix your brain.
>>6350217
at least you didn't get wasted last night and post nudes.
>>6350231
yeah go take a break edie. Come back in a few months refreshed and recharged. I am most likely going to leave /mtfg/ in a few days. I use /mtfg/ in cycles. Maybe I might post for a week straight then go fuck off for a month or two.
>>6350235
pro-tip, all girls are never happy with their appearance. Even cis girls will never be 100% happy.
>>6350231
yes. the bad outweighs the good 10-1
>>6350231
it's always time, this place is pretty shit
>>6350231
honestly i was so fucking shocked when i learned you were still coming here. i think we have both graduated from 4chan a while ago.
btw, you should get me in on those livestreams you have with blair and other girl. i used to write for the chronicle, i can provide jaded normie liberal viewpoint
>>6350231
What will we do without you at least give us your blog
>>6350251
God speed Elanna
>>6350231
Maybe, yeah, if you feel you can. I'd miss you, though... you remind me of myself in some ways (not flattering I know, just saying it the way it is) so you're one of a few people on here I can somewhat relate to.
>>6350234
>bitches about not having enough money to move to seattle or portland
>throws 5k into a fucking bike
>5k is roughly 1/4th the cost of srs in thailand including flights and after care.
nigga wtf is your problem.
picture related
whelp time to go work out.
>>6350188
Don't do this to yourself.
1. I know it's a cliché, but it is always darkest before dusk. You're feeling this because you're in the mid point between starting to look like a woman, but still presenting as a man.
2. You're a beautiful person, Inside and out. You basically christened me! your transition empowered me to make a decision and get on hormones! I know its' weird but in a way I love you and I'll always be grateful to you.
3. I don't know how much we can help being divided by oceans and languages, but you can always talk with me if you want. I'll do my beat to try to cheer you up or lend an ear. Skype: alessiafova
>>6350244
>pro-tip, all girls are never happy with their appearance. Even cis girls will never be 100% happy
yeah like my partner and other girls get jelly of my hair and skin and stuff, everyone has issues and stuff they don't like about themselves
>>6350231
do you feel this place is getting you down?
I thought you were a normie, thought you could cope
>>6350244
>at least you didn't get wasted last night and post nudes.
yeah i'm done drinking for a good long while
>>6350235
>you're well past the point where people can tell you're a tranny in boymode
yeah this worries me to, like I am such an obvious cluster fuck now i feel even worse
>>6350233
full time is out of my reach because I don't really think non passers should present fem because it creeps cis women out and I don't want to be known as a creep by real women because that defeats the reason to want to fit in.
>>6350257
I remember when you even offered to drive her so she could check out apartments and she eventually flipped out and called you a pervert and stuff
>>6350200
Stable looks so cool!
>>6350265
I love your bp
who here high aaf onpainkillers
>>6350231
why tho
>>6350231
No more E! Sass is going to be fucking sad.
This place sort of sucks, tho. So do what makes you happy. You've been positive influence for me, and I bet lots of idiots like me who are just starting out.
>>6350270
soooo someone set up a cafe in their driveway?
>>6350240
>>6350253
i'm not implying that this place will fall apart if i'm not here lol. i'm not THAT self-centered and egotistical.
i'm just askin' everyone else's thoughts cause i respect everyone's opinion on it and a lot of ppl here know me.
>>6350244
>>6350245
>>6350248
>>6350256
._____. maybe it is time then, idk. idk why i post here still. like i know that i like lots of the ppl and it's nice to have somewhere to vent?
but i have other places and groups and circles to do that in, and lots of ppl attack me here using that same knowledge of who i am.
so it is confusing to me. like i literally don't understand it myself.
>>6350249
if you want me to include you in those then i can! it's nice to have differing opinions on trans issues.
i just have some sort of notoriety i guess so i'm asked to do stuff and get to meet ppl and converse about trans issues a lot.
>>6350263
sometimes i do, ya.
>>6350242
Well, there's a point where you look at the mirror and you realize all the horrible stuff you used to fixate on isn't so bad. Or even there at all. Not sure how you get there. And it is a bit disturbing at first, being a revolution in self image. All I know is I look at the mirror and see a beautiful woman. Maybe because of being repeatedly told so by people I have no reason to distrust about that. Don't know.
Gaff is uncomfortable.
I don't want to take it off though.
But it's still really disconcerting to be aware of just how much my butt bounces...
And also it's nice to not see (much) of a bulge.
>>6350270
stable is great, used to be my spot for writing, lets do it
they have brunch stuff too if you get hungry.
>>6350275
opis are bad news bears. So are benzos honestly
pretty much why I stayed the fuck away from the.
>>6350265
Good.
>>6350262
yeah funny you mention that. Basically my skin and hair are the only good things about me lol.
>>6350280
Like I said cycles. Pretty much why I leave for months at a time then come back.
>>6350265
Idgi maybe it's time to do something about it instead of moping about how you look like a tranny. You'd look less like a tranny if you went full-time at this point.
>>6350255
Thanks, and Godspeed to you as well.
>>6350231
I told you bae, 4chins is bad for us! I can just go back to getting my Kayla stories from sissy porn sites and you can move on to like Cosmo message boards!
>>6350271
yeah at least I have a top tier ass pussy, to bad it means shit to the rest of the world, I guess my legs are okay too, but my height and shoulders and face ruin everything
>>6350194
anon pls
I need answers
>>6350282
What about those moments when I see myself in the mirror as a cute girl and not some long faced ugly beast?
How do I make them happen more often?
>>6350280
if it gets you down, then take a break. especially if you've got other places to go. don't let it wear you down.
>>6350280
yeee, i think we're still facebook friends, i'll message you over there
super psyched to have those convos with you and blair
>>6350258
Wouldn't it be the darkest at night are you using this cliche right
>>6350285
ikTf lol
>tfw you hate your gt but still think it's cute
>>6350288
My big problem with fulltiming or even part timing is the fact I have aggressive facial hair and no funds for electrolysis. I have said this a million times, I have to grow the hair out like a beard to get it zapped right or else I will always have facial hair. So how could I attempt fulltime while having to grow a beard out? inb4 conchita wurst
also if anyone wants to hang in SF when I visit there skype me derp223
>>6350290
height isn't that bad
I constantly get told that my height is attractive and reminds people of models
>>6350289
>kayla stories from sissy porn sites
>being trans
>reading sissy porn
>>6350302
It is night time before dusk, you know. Wouldn't using "at night" be redundant?
I'm sorry, I'm proficient in english, but it's not my native language.
>>6350298
It became something permanent to me. Now I have sometimes a hard time dealing with that new image, but from once in a while, it moved to most of the time, then to where I'm now. I guess being around supportive people did help.
>>6350311
Go boymode when you have to grow it out and girlmode when you don't.
You are making excuses.
who /clean/ here?
>>6350311
if you don't have money for hair removal then how is growing your hair out for it even a factor?
and anyway don't you not have a job or any obligations that would require you to go out before appointments?
you are the fucking queen of excuses
>>6350292
I am not them, but what I think they mean is that your ideologies are pretty controversial and maybe kinda mean spirited.
But on the other hand your personality is pretty much the opposite.
I think it's probably because you idolize certain ideas but they are not really you, so much of the stuff you say on here is conflicting.
Or maybe I just misunderstood what anon said.
>>6350324
me
>>6350315
What, you can't be friends with a sissy like me?
>>6350324
whattup, 1 year sober from all drugs
>>6350311
Grilmode while you can shave, boymode when you have to grow it out. Make appointments for Mondays, stay at home over the weekend prior and grow your beard out. There's options, you have to actually want to explore them though.
>>6350280
It is a toxic place. There's some good to be drawn from it, but having the rest spill into your life is worrisome. I'd probably stick to other places I have too if it happened to me. Not even sure, though.
>>6350333
we can be friends ^_^
>>6350321
People being supportive hasn't really helped me, I still view myself as ugly
>>6350328
>if you don't have money for hair removal then how is growing your hair out for it even a factor?
Because the horrible truth that when I shave my beard I always end up getting red bumpies and ingrowns. So I always grow it out and I shave once every monday. Its part of the reason I hate myself so much, I have a beard going nearly all the time
>>6350343
omg that gif is so cute
>>6350327
that doesn't mean necessarily people care about height
or that it detracts from people thinking you're feminine and treating you like a woman.
Hell, there was a cis girl in my sorority who was just as tall as me.
>>6350324
I've did weed a few times when I went to Portland, but other then that no drugs, no alcohol, no cigs, only coffee
>>6350344
I suppose it takes a specific kind of supportive. When you have friends who bluntly state they're jealous of your looks, or ask for beauty tips... it becomes hard not feeling the way they do.
Post your trip ships NOW
>>6350347
How does it feel knowing that even Robin figured out how to shave and you still can't?
>>6350351
nerd
>>6350324
can I be clean if I never did drugs in the first place?
>>6350351
where are your shoe laces
>>6350356
I think not.
>>6350347
tweezers
>>6350324
I've been sober for 3 weeks
>>6350347
then you're probably fucking up shaving or skincare tbqh
the real horrible truth is that no one here can trust anything you say because you constantly lie and change your stories and make one excuse after another because that's all they are, excuses
>>6350356
korra x quid
boy elanna x boy phienchen (yaoi <3)
edie x faye
that's all I have
>>6350353
I have had people say they think I'm cute or they are jealous
but I'm jealous of them a lot of the time
idk maybe I'm just crazy or they're hugboxing me
>>6350347
Start looking for ways to shave that don't irritate your skin or give you ingrowns. Up the frequency that you shave slowly. Don't shave against the grain and exfoliate.
Shaving is not rocket science.
>>6350356
Phienchen x Elanna
Faye x Edie
Red x Anyone
Claire x her crush
Sophie x Cheska
Flannel x Puru
>stocking some things on the sales floor
>pass some kids
>"he looks like a girl"
>"you're going to look like a girl if-"
>mom cut him off
Shhh stop it mom i want to hear whats giving my flawless boymode away >>
>>6350377
>he
>>6350376
Where do you work?
>>6350374
Don't. You're having regrets because you're giving yourself time to think about it. Be patient, and see it through. It's like any risk, the longer you wait, the more of a bad idea it seems. Take heart that you give inspiration to so many others.
>>6350324
does diet coke addiction count as not clean?
>>6350351
>>6350360
I also want to know, faye give answers
>>6350356
Faye x Jennifer
>>6350373
I tried fucking EVERYTHING and my method is the least harmful. If I shave my face more often it gets even more red and I get even more ingrowns. My only salvation would be double sessions of electrolysis and my tech said if I did that I could have the major clearing in 9 weeks but its $2800 bucks she would need up front to schedule it all and use a second tech. Once I get the major clearing I can go fulltime. Its all a money issue.
>>6350379
Grocery store
>>6350376
hi grace!
you're a cutie girl!
>>6350383
>your cuteness
Not even lol
I havent showered in 2 days and didnt get to shave all my face this morning so i have some stubble
But thanks >>
being tall isn't that bad...
it just mean I look different.
>>6350375
>tfw someone finally ships me with phie
Today was a good day
>>6350376
I wanna be cute like you Grace
pls teach me ;_;
>>6350387
Hey red!
Maybe i will be some day!
I hope youre doing better today
um, so i guess this will be my like...goodbye post. or letter.
idk when i'm gonna be back really, i'm blocking this site on my browser etc so with that in mind i just wanna say a few things i guess idk.
i just want ya'll to know that a lot of people here have really helped me when i've needed it, and that i really appreciate all of the positivity i've received, as well as the constructive criticism i really needed to hear. i would individually thank every person, but there are literally so many of you that have been so wonderful. there's not enough words to express my gratitude for what you have done. i know i'm not like always vulnerable or ~human~ when i post here, but mtfg really has helped me in lots of ways, and i really do love and respect a lot of the people who post here. i really hope that everyone who posts here, even those who i've had issues with in the past, end up progressing and being successful in whatever they choose to do with their life, and in their transition just generally speaking. all i've ever really wanted was for this to be a positive and uplifting community, and seeing the progress a lot of you have made over the years has been really inspiring to me, and has made me (and i'm sure tons of others) extremely proud. i couldn't have done a lot of what i've done, or managed to live with myself without ya'll letting me vent and talk about my mundane, and often times uninteresting life. so...ye. i think that's it.
i love you very much,
edie/dollface/blogface/dragface/dollfag/satan/etc
>>6350384
Just detranstion Keith and be a bro again. Were you not happy being a bro? I bet you could get a job back then.
>>6350394
we've been shipping you for ages
>>6350398
Auf Wiedersehen
>>6350398
k, see ya in a week then?
>go to hair stylist
>ask for a feminine hair style
>she apologizes and says there's nothing she can do
JUST
growing my hair out is suffering. i wish i didnt hate hair weave so much otherwise id just do that
>>6350392
That's the spirit
Even tall cis girls tend to slouch to hide it when they're insecure, and it's generally a bad habit.
>>6350398
see you in about a week or less.
Ufufu tried to quite and she eventually came back. We all come back too. Maybe not as a regular poster, but you will at least stop and drop by every now and again.
>>6350380
>you give inspiration to so many others.
lmao to be what an ugly failure?
>>6350398
Well, I can't say I won't miss you. You've been a great help to me
See you when/if you come back!
>>6350398
Babe someone came up with fagface like last week too, which I kinda like now that you're a lesbian
>>6350398
thank you for everything
>>6350398
byeee <3
>>6350408
lmao, even the hair stylist knows
>>6350398
Good luck in the real world. :)
>>6350409
I know that tall cis girls are insecure
I got to complain about shoulders and how they look on with my 6'2 friend.
>>6350413
You're really beating yourself up too hard.
>>6350413
Alright, that's it.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10439668
EVERYONE VOTE!
>>6350398
Nobody that makes a goodbye post stays away forever. :^)
Take care though Edie, and best of luck in life.
>>6350404
I thought I was officially shipped with anon tbqh
>>6350398
Auf wiedersehen!
Tschüss!
Ciao!
Aloha!
Namaste!
Vaya con Dios!
>>6350320
You said darkest before dusk but that's not true. Once the sun sets it get darker. The cliche is darkest before dawn
>>6350398
I love you and will miss you, but fuck off and go live yourlife
>>6350424
Can I choose a three way ship? I'd be pretty cute tbqh.
>>6350398
f-fuck ;~;7
>>6350424
I'm probably the biggest ship anon here, and I know all the best ships.
Plus shipping people with anon isn't as exciting since most of the time no one else really knows anything else about that anon.
>>6350331
>>6350338
>>6350351
>>6350359
>>6350364
I remember how straight edge was a thing with my cousins when I was a kid and didn't understand anything about drugs and addiction.
they had dope music tho.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9NxMlG3M40k
I guess I'm only XX
>>6350398
you are an ugly whore and I hope you die.
t. feefs xox
>>6350375
!!!!! Ty anon <3
I think she's still online here somewhere...
>>6350423
i don't think i've seen basic's face
>>6350398
Goodbye. I hope you find the peace and nice life you deserve. Can't promise not to think about you from time to time...
>>6350398
;_; I love you E. Take care.
>>6350398
blocking never works
you can't escape
but hope everything goes well for you!
>>6350341
You're in a sorority
>>6350419
i just want long (at the very least should length) natural hair is that so much to ask
>>6350424
>Nobody that makes a goodbye post stays away forever
You're right, I've tried leaving this place so many times and I end up crawling back
I wish I could leave
>>6350356
Phienchen x Korra
Elanna x Isla
Ufufu x Me
Melly x Kayla
Edie x Faye
Sass x Red
アリーネス x Haato
>>6350437
Who is it? Or do you not say?
I tried leaving ><
but I failed
oh well, it's all just internet drama :^3
>>6350428
lol yeah. Sorry about my english inprofficiency. :)
Thank you for correcting me. I mixed up dusk and dawn.
>>6350448
Step it up senpai
>>6350446
Was
I graduated
>>6350452
>Phienchen x Korra
b-but that's incest! D:
>>6350452
Are to sure you could handle fufus 8inch blade the impaler class girl cock?
>>6350466
Once or twice
my longest time away was two months or so
>>6350462
hiiii~
>>6350394
>>6350375
MY LIFE IS COMPLETE !!!
>>6350329
>>6350386
oh... yeah my views are more like a reaction to how I perceived life so far. it doesnt mean I prefer a cold and brutal world, it just means I think I live in one and have to react to it appropriately I guess (not that I actually could though, personalities dont change that easily, and I am pretty docile)
>I wouldn't run from you
o-only stare in disgust? D:
>>6350464
if that's not a wig then I'm ultra jealous reeeee
>>6350452
>me x Haato
that name does sound familiar.
has she been taking long breaks from the generals?
>>6350454
It should be fairly obvious but here's a hint
Perth
I also have taken quite a strong liking to a certain avian like creature
>>6350471
yeah because i wouldn't let her put it inside me
>>6350471
Vlad*
Pic for scale
>>6350445
I hope no one saved any. And I'm not posting one
>>6350452
>TFW 2 bottoms.
>>6350453
Basic.
4 people say you're close to passing, 1 says you have a way to go, and one says you never will. Even if that 1 isn't you, it's someone who's bitter. Keep going. Or I swear to all hell, I will hunt you down and force feed you those pills.
>>6350478
Heh.. Yah.. Me either
>>6350448
then grow it out moron and stop getting it cut
>>6350481
we can make it work bby
bottoms like giving affection and kissing and cuddles!
>>6350486
black ppl hair grows alot slower and I only ever get the dead ends trimmed once every 3 months =(
>>6350480
careful,
somebody might have saved some,
& might post them to spite you.
it's been my experience that it's generally better not to bring up the idea
>>6350375
Me and Cheska? Like that would ever happen, we're both chasers
>>6350477
Aren't you from Australia as well? You two should meet up.
>>6350375
I have some standards you know
>>6350502
Red...
>>6350493
Idk, I've made it pretty clear that I think people having my pictures is creepy. No one's posted yet. Maybe I'm lucky or maybe they're blufing.
>>6350398
Goodbye sweet Prince
>>6350497
I work 5 days a week with my two days off separated
Me doing anything more than an hour's drive is extremely difficult
Perth is an approx 48 hour drive
>>6350506
Basic.
Pay attention to me.
You
Will
Be
Fine
Just keep it up.
>>6350472
Idk if the goal is to eventually leave what generally actually works is to wean yourself off it. The ones that leave and stay gone usually just sort of fade away and eventually just stop coming.
>>6350474
Mine too :3
>>6350510
Seriously, stop.
>>6350476
so what's haato like?
i'm curious about the rationale behind jennifer's ship
(honestly, i'm a bit surprised to be shipped w/ anyone)
>tfw no trans gf i can sleep with and call faggot
>>6350511
I honestly don't even know what I want
This place is obviously terrible for me to stay in but it's the best trans community around and that's saying something
>>6350514
she's right
you're being a retard. puberty doesn't just happen overnight, so you're expecting miracle results from HRT without getting to 2 years why?
what does basic look like?
>>6350516
You can call me faggot bby
>>6350521
fine.
>>6350452
Me x my laptop
>>6350522
aren't you in the bay area too?
>>6350521
She looks significantly better than the image etched in her mind.
>>6350474
How bad can you be o_O
>>6350508
You should talk to Elanna about your crush.
>>6350512
We can cuddle and hug and comb our hairs!!!! that will be the bee's knees.
Hi Nerds
>>6350535
then you can't be disappointed.
>>6350536
its pretty bad tebeha
>>6350486
Spoken by like gringo unless Korra locks them they won't grow far
>>6350541
hello ~ hru?
>>6350541
hi.
is it wrong that your name calls shugo chara to mind?
would y'all believe me if i told you i've never been fucked in the ass before?
>>6350368
Every Trans girl is jealous of every other one that is anywhere near the same amount of progress as them. Or even if you're just starting other Trans women will find things to be jealous about. I have a friend who passes and I'm like 4 months on hormones, yet she says she's jealous of my height and shoulders.
>>6350514
Why did your name change
>>6350517
Idk, it has its pros and cons. Breaks are always good when it starts to do more harm than good. This place and its negativity can eat at you if you let it.
>>6350550
sheeeit im jzealous
>>6350555
sup zdeno
>>6350549
awwwwwwww :3!!!!!!
>>6350557
>zdeno
fuck you
>African hair was measured at between 3.7 to 4.3 inches per year while Caucasian hair was measured at 5.7 to 6.3 inches per year.
well maybe by 2018 I'll have something decent ;~;
>>6350554
Breaks are good
I left this place due to negativity in March I think
I felt better about myself for while but then the bad feels came back
so now I'm back here
Wait what's shipping?
>>6350560
how does it feel to be so tall hon? :^)
>>6350568
Go suck a dick anon.
>>6350568
Lmao
Luckily im 5'4, and not a massive giant ice man.
>TFW now that Edie's gone, Faye will rule us as the sissy queen.
>>6350574
>5'4
pls I'm jealous
>>6350566
>nobody told anon about shipping
well, child, shipping is when somebody dedicates a fictitious relationship of their own making between 2 individuals, whether the subjects are fictional characters or real people.
shipping can happen in a variety of ways
>>6350577
Envy is part of femininity
hey mtfg
i'm a bi man with body issues, that are kind of severe
would anyone here have any insights on how to deal with looking at myself and wanting to lop bits of flesh off with an axe and stop picking at myself near constantly?
I have never had nor will i be able to afford therapy and maybe one of you have had advice or some kind of technique
I'll literally fuck off right now if i cant be here
>>6350574
damn tiny, you are like two feet shorter than your daddy
guess youll be the cheerleader then
>>6350561
do Dreadlocks grow faster or am I just noticing the lengths
>>6350577
Sorry ;-;
I used to hate being small
>>6350585
lol why do you think we can help, we chop our dicks off too
>>6350581
or maybe we can use the word to instead refer to the process of relocating packages between providers & clients
>>6350561
That's what you get for being subhuman
i just drank 2 725 ml jars of moonshine
im100 poudns
am i dgoing to die
realsueqstion
>>6350585
2.5mg estradiol cypionate weekly. 100-150mg spironolactone
>>6350561
So sad, afro carib here and my shit just grows and grows
its fucking glorious, i'm not saying to be jealous but I secretly hope you are because its the only aspect of myself I can take pride in.
>>6350585
I don't think this is the correct place to ask this for you.
Just be yourself.
>>6350562
Did you trip around that time? Your posting style is really familiar.
>>6350589
they don't =(
>>6350596
That's a lot more spiro than i am on.
>>6350595
omg, why do you people do this.
is binge drinking your idea of fun?
it's dangerous.
call for an ambulance
>>6350585
Perhaps you're a narcissist
>>6350598
is okay
asked lots of places and spaces waiting on responses this is number 5
Why tf do people talk Polish to me all the time?
i think im gonna try to go out in boy mode this weekend and see what happens
thoughts?
>>6350599
oh crap
I've been had
>>6350595
i just drank 2 725 ml jars of cummies
im140 poudns
am i dgoing to pregnant
realsueqstion
>>6350604
better yet, take a taxi & instruct them to take you to the er.
that costs less
>tfw natural blonde hair down to belly button
Feels good
>>6350610
Awe, I get why you stopped tripping, I won't bring it up. It's nice to see you again though.
>>6350607
Maybe you live nearby a Po community
>>6350607
Kurwa
>>6350613
Now i gotta go make coffee.
ihateyou
>>6350611
Yes, induce vomiting or you're going to get extremely pregnant.
>>6350603
Well lucky you. My Dr has me at 150mg cause my T levels won't drop
How do I stop being a chaser
I want a real girl
>>6350614
well shit
someone was bound to have figure me out at some point
uhh nice to see you too
>>6350611
i'm sorry i didn't mean to cum back to back last night
>>6350618
Don't spill
>>6350622
Try accepting that you're gay/bi get a boyfriend instead.
>>6350611
I drank 1 250 ml. jar of cummies and became pregant with twins.
I hope you were wearing protection.
>got full quote for my double jaw surgery
>learned that it requires having some metal spring behinde your teeth for the rest of your life
Why the fuck me? Is trans wasn't enough!? I had to have fucked up face too?
>>6350619
fucking memes
>>6350613
>tfw working on it
>tfw life goals
my sister easily has hair 3 feet longer than me, and it's below her butt
>>6350622
This my be hard for you but don't be gay or bi
what are you gay fags listening to rn?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xk8mm1Qmt-Y
>>6350633
I know, I saw you, I just didn't acknowledge you because I was busy.
>50mg spiro
what were your t levels? 50?
>>6350636
The sound of children being fed into a wood chipper
h-hi :D
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UbQgXeY_zi4
>>6350642
wow thats so indie of you, /mu/ must be proud
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3g0d6Cgqyg
>>6350644
'lo Carol.
Spiders.
>>6350619
Sheeit
>>6350623
fresh
cummies
in my
tummies
>>6350625
that's why I was worried I asked yahoo answers and they said it is very possible and that we should have used a condom
>>6350628
cheska said it would be ok if I didnt because she would pull out but she just kept it in me instead and now I'm worried because I'm not financially prepared to have a child
>>6350624
I won't lie, I may have guessed last night when you gave your measurements, I remember having that conversation a few times. How have you been though?
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u52Oz-54VYw
>>6350644
Edgar is going to find you and molest you
>>6350636
i have a problem.
please help
https://youtu.be/g-sgw9bPV4A
>>6350629
metal spring? I have 2 small metal wires glued on the back of my front teeth, got them after braces. If that's the same thing they are not really a problem.
I don't pass quite yet, but have boobs and like 1 loose shirt. Is 78 degrees OK for a sweater?
>>6350651
yeah I worry about revealing myself like that v.v
I've been alright I guess, had my ups and downs.
>>6350657
But how do u suck dick?
>>6350639
I'm not sure really. I never saw it in my test results.
>>6350654
now that is extreme autism
>>6350666
You put it in your mouth.
Is Angie okay? I saw her "final timeline".
>>6350659
Because exposure therapy.
Also because arguing with people puts me in a bad mood and seeing you cutesy-posting like that cheers me up.
Oh, and because I'm in a bad mood.
>>6350668
Mild autism is the worst kind of autism though
>>6350666
Why would it interfere, it's like glued along the back of my teeth.
>>6350671
W-what is that huge spider ;--;
Cutesy-posting :?
>>6350670
She's literally unable to competently commit suicide.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xd3Jc24OVxM
>>6350668
yea.
i'm disgusting
>>6350675
Oh.
Uh... good. So she's not dead.
>>6350657
Oh thanks for input! It doesn't bother you? Like I would image keep touching it with my tongue all the time...
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kw7IBJaN6rQ&list=FLWzjvIs13pTks30HyD19huQ&index=23
>>6350670
Link to the timeline?
>>6350663
It's nbd though, your secret is safe w/ me.
Have things started moving forward? o.o
>>6350674
Where you stutter. And mispell. It's moderately adorable.
That's Shelob. The Demonic mother of all spiders on Middle-Earth.
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_onagRhKN5E
>>6350684
I have them
Or had them rather, they don't really interfere with anything. Mine both broke off though after a few years
>>6350684
Pic related is what it's like, I got it both on my upper row and the bottom one.
It's kinda annoying at first but you stop noticing it after a few weeks.
>>6350688
why would u post that ;__;
w-what if it EATS ME
>>6350677
Fucking love that song
>>6350687
>tfw Elanna will never recognise your anon posts
>>6350686
http://imgur.com/a/qDnSr
>>6350629
>metal spring behind your teeth
what, like braces?
>>6350636
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQSCKWfJlXs
>>6350694
Well I recognize yours.
I got myself some Coffee and Fries.
>>6350687
I'm ashamed to admit no
I've been seeking employment but no one seems interested in hiring me
I've done what I can though, tried acting more feminine, getting rid of body hair and experimenting with voice
>>6350662
People around me thinks otherwise. So many uncomfortable stares or just plain angry faces. I enjoy less and less going outside.
Also this surgery is to fix my jaw because I'm unable to smile.
>>6350685
that wasn't so bad
>>6350699
DONT TALK ABOUT COFFEE
>>6350692
Shelob would.
She's terrifying.
Let me see if I can't find something worse >:D
>>6350696
jesus what a fucking mess
literally kek'd all her money away to still look cromagnon
>>6350703
I want coffee but I have to wait until Saturday with anteater ;-;
>>6350703
ITS REALLY GOOD FRIEND
>>6350702
I-I am not the only person in here with a fried brain?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZu_gvv0qhA
>>6350704
b-but my windows are small it couldn't fit
why are they so scary ;__; like, bees are adorable but spiders are just scary
>>6350708
we're both going in boy mode fuck yeah
>>6350711
Spiders can find a way lmao
>>6350694
Sorry, there's honestly only a handful of anons that I can recognise, and it can take me a while to guess ;~;
>>6350700
Awe, I'm unemployed rn too desu. Good luck on the job hunt ;-;
Progress is progress though, so definitely don't discount that.
>>6350716
>that blade runner/pokemon reference
named myself Rachael after sean young in the movie
>>6350698
No way. I doubt that anyone remembers me.
>>6350710
lol.
i guess not
https://youtu.be/dOvGpzq25Og
>>6350711
This was an excellent horror movie. I had nightmares for weeks.
>>6350724
god fuck spiders
>>6350726
>>6350724
Is that eight legged freaks? They made us watch that in school once.
>>6350729
Any bug would be terrifying at that size tbqh
>>6350716
Yeah, I'm just frustrated that I've been unable to make the progress I want. I've been told the hiring period is like in two months so, hopefully I'll find one soon.
Also, I'm planning on coming out around my birthday which is in about a month. Hoping I'll be able to do it
>>6350731
Best friggin horror. Only thing that left me a whimpering mess after Resi 2. The game, not the movie.
>>6350735
Yeah, pretty much.
>>6350734
>Fuck em tho if they get close
>bestiality
gross
>>6350734
I hate spiders inrl,
Spiders in games are fine though. Cute pets
>>6350701
you look like taryn manning. people say if you dont pass its because how you act..idk if thats true though. ive never met another transgirl irl. either way, no one passes 100%. that doesn't mean we're not women though so dont sweat it.
>Tell close friend that im trans and transitioning soon
>They say that's cool and make me promise something
>I get scared
>They tell me that I have to let them put together cute outfits for me coz girls get to have better fits than guys
>nohomo though
how was ur day /mtfg/
>>6350398
Your presence will be missed Edie, be safe and go far in life!
>>6350747
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I'll stop.
Have a snek.
>>6350749
>no one passes 100%
>>6350736
yeah, theyre really great. good tastes. do you like grandaddy also?
https://youtu.be/RIGqUy8gzGY
>>6350750
Thank you
and I'm kinda sure my parents will accept me
I'm assuming this based on the fact that we watched a documentary on trans people one night and they didn't seem to show any negative reactions to this.
>>6350755
AWW SO CUTE
>>6350761
Lucky, if my parents knew my entire family would never talk to me again.
hello
>>6350762
I KNOW RIGHT?
>>6350766
Hiya!
>>6350745
what the heck, you went there first senpai so who here is gross :^)
also is it still bestiality with insects?
>>6350746
a large spider lives somewhere in my room desu
>>6350751
>They tell me that I have to let them put together cute outfits for me coz girls get to have better fits than guys
Cute
>nohomo though
not too sure about this
>>6350747
>tfw the shitposters that i enjoy are too extreme
>>6350759
I hadn't heard of them, and thank you for that reccomendation.
>>6350766
Hey
>>6350773
You have bested me.
>>6350751
Sounds like a trap desu
>>6350670
Yeah it's pretty bad isn't it?
My depression is pretty severe and the suicidal thoughts overflow my thoughts.
>>6350675
I've failed many times.
I really wish I had the balls to do it
>>6350681
I wish I was though
>>6350706
This doesn't even make sense but you tried to get a (you) so here is your (you)
>>6350770
spiders aren't so bad honestly
>>6350777
Return to the jungle
>>6350770
>a large spider lives somewhere in my room
>somewhere
>>6350761
Here's to hoping, that does sound like they may be a lot more open to it than some.
>>6350782
Didn't you get trapped in your car because of one recently?
>>6350772
he's weird sometimes. He's a normie sorta, goes out and parties and junk but still spends some weekends/weekdays asking me to stay up all night with him and play dark souls and dota and talks about he doesn't feel that interested in girls around him anymore and should just start looking for boys with a "haha just kidding"
keeps asking to see nude pics of me too, but just because "he's interested to see if his dick is big in comparison"
>>6350775
A trap? uh oh
>>6350783
You could be nice and ask for your (you)s
>>6350788
>keeps asking to see nude pics of me too, but just because "he's interested to see if his dick is big in comparison"
lmao, ok now I am sure he wants to fug
S p i d E r
:3
>>6350790
Are you shitting me. Need a spider filter.
>>6350788
He did not specify what outfit he will put together right?
>>6350712
It's funny to you but like, this is my life ._.;
>>6350755
NOPE ROPE
>>6350769
Danger noodle
No spidlers pls
>>6350787
that was a little different it was being v aggressive to me
90% of the time they are more scared of you then them !!
>>6350790
oooo spida
>>6350789
I don't take handouts
>>6350782
>spiders aren't so bad honestly
Hmm.
>>6350801
I'm sure you don't sir.
But please take one for your lame attempt to troll me
>>6350797
sorta, but I think my dad is trying to make me wait until my bell rings
-.-
>>6350800
BUT AGK WTF SHIT
that's it I'm deleting it.
>>6350782
that's what I'm saying
I was gonna bring up the hostage situation you had with a huntsman recently but anon already has that covered :^)
>>6350785
yeah I let it live in my room as long as it
1) continues to keep bugs out
and
2) comes nowhere near me
well I got fisted in the ass (in a bad way) at the job centre today so I'm gonna have to figure out how I'm going to travel up here several times over the next few weeks to see some charity people about helping me apply for ESA, nice
fucking job centre didn't even have any toilets, what the fuck, it's a government office
>>6349884
nah I mean if it's not too HOT
>>6350020
>that ex-bf
RED FLAG RED FLAG
>>6350191
<3 I know how hard it is to get proper help even when you ask for it, it's taken me 4 appointments over the course of half a year just to start trialing an SSRI for the first time
>>6350377
No I don't Kayla otherwise I wouldn't be freaking out about where I'm gonna find the money to continue laser and self-medding now I don't get student loan anymore, my parents are in £80,000 of mortgage debt and I have <£2000 in savings that's all going on rent in the next 6 months, I'm gonna be relying on NEETbux working out for me just to live away from my crazy dad. I use Magic Shave Cream for the black and brown hairs and then just trim the blonde hairs with an electric nose-hair trimmer 'cause it was all I could afford. idk if it'd work on you because you have red hair, definitely a tough break. but one thing I am NOT is rich.
This might not be the right place, but can anyone recommend a brand/vibrator for butt stuff?
>>6350806
I dunno you seem to get triggered every time
>>6350807
I'm unfamiliar with that phrase sorry v.v
i pass
i have a gf
im doing good at school
why do i still hate myself and want to die?
>spider posting continues
HAVE I STARTED A NEW MTFG MEME?
(I hope not...)
>>6350782
i wonder whos behind this post
>>6350815
Only by your sad attempts :(
>>6350817
Welcome to life as a tranny ;~;
>>6350797
No not rly. I expect they'll still need time to process it.
>spiders have invaded mtfg
I have been training for this moment
>>6350822
>>6350809
>>6350805
>tfw kit never made it out of her car
>tfw that was her last post and the spider has assumed her identity online
>tfw we have all been talking to a spider
>>6350825
>>6350824
Coming out should be easier, for the most part I am generally happier than I was before. Probably because I've been less lonely.
Still coming out will be hard, I may need the Dutch courage you know?
does anyone know if shoulder width decreases by about half an inch on HRT?
I'm getting a little tired of having a 1/4" gap between my arms and my ribcage
>>6350816
it's a hon meme
it's like
they say you live life as a male, then you feel fulfilled and hear something in the background about wanting to be female
it happens around 40, and it usually takes longer the more kids you have
but really it's just that you can repress longer when you have things to distract you from dysphoria
the idea is, "you live until you're 100, so you can just spend half of that time as a male, and half as a female"
because it's not like the early part of your life is the most critical for development and you can be traumatized by having to repress the way you're designed to think, much less that you can have natural physical benefits from transitioning early.
>>6350809
well sometimes they are scary !!
also hi birdy
>>6350822
im not a spider tho ;~;
>>6350813
i didn't go because i was too scare of it ;_;
>>6350797
Nahh, i moved out and i live with my boyfriend now.
(They think i moved here for some job)
>>6350827
U-UH
DELETE THIS
>>6350825
>mfw my trip on /tg/ was NOTASPIDER
We've been here all along...
>>6350830
Was that sarcasm? I thought mtfg would know more about mtf butts than anyone else. Did i fuck up?
i feel like i need a nap.
but i want stay here
>>6350836
Oh that sucks :/ What are you going to do now?
>>6350817
The more stories I read the more I think it's
because although you're trying to change a core outer part of yourself, you still have to learn to accept you.
Some people think they still hate themselves because they need surgery to fix either their face or their genitals. And sometimes to horrific results post operation where they realize "what have I done".
I think the most successful transitions have meaningful relationships throughout the process. Whether it's parents, strong friendships, a significant other or a child.
I was very pleased to find this person stopped posting anything on reddit after -their- final timeline post. They continued on with their life with their very young daughter.
I remember a scanned pdf I read about "Austin" who had one single stable companion throughout his (detrans, may transition again) 20's, his dog, and she was the reason he could learn to finally love himself because she loved him despite everything.
The problem is 4chan is mostly a social gathering for loners. So I think we're less likely to hear of mentally stable transitions here.
>>6350829
>>6350842
Nope.
>>6350827
a more likely scenario is that the huntsman managed to crawl inside her head and assume direct control
>>6350836
they're alright with me as long as they don't touch me
hi kit
>>6350850
Fair enough
Anyway, I've been up for way too long
I should go to bed now, nice talking to you again
>>6350841
l m a o
>>6350848
umm idk.. i think im just going to look for another one myself and see what i can do.. i guess IDK
>>6350856
don't birds eat spiders tho???
>>6350844
I've said this before, but I would rather die than live my life until I see myself become a man.
It just feels disgusting. There's something wrong with it.
I used to have to wear a tux for performances in an orchestra group, and every time I put it on, it had that "boyfriend's clothes" kinda feel. It fit, but it didn't feel like it was mine.
Most of my guy clothes did until I grew into them .________.;;
>>6350856
>assuming direct control
someone please shop this
>>6350670
why was it her 'final timeline'?
>>6350845
no i was serious but im surprised no ones stormed to answer this. for a bunch of degenerates they don't know much about dildos. i don't either though. sorry cant help.
>>6350849
lol fuck my dog inspired me to transition too. its true though..work on relationships with others.
>>6350860
kit im sorry but some spiders EAT BIRDS. be careful out there
>>6350857
Yeah, it's good to see you again.
Take care, and goodnight!
>>6350777
she means you got FFS for nothing.
>tfw you waited too long before starting HRT
>>6350864
Suicide
Failed transition
>>6350869
>tfw you're still not on HRT despite being 20
HAHAHAHAHA
>>6350824
>Welcome to life as a tranny ;~;
But like it doesn't play a big part in my life anymore. There has got to be more to it then that?
>>6350830
>everyone wants to die
Maybe everyone here. Certainly not everyone everywhere.
>>6350849
>Some people think they still hate themselves because they need surgery to fix either their face or their genitals.
I am totally ok with how I look atm desu and while I want SRS its a nice-to-have not I-need-it-now thing.
>Whether it's parents, strong friendships, a significant other
Have all those.
Like the thing thats bothering me (other than the suicidal feelings and general depression) is that everything is pretty good in my life.
>>6350868
I know anon meant but it still didn't make sense because I look different than before but ok if that's what you want to say.
POLL PLEAASE
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440646
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440646
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440646
IDK if i should change it or not, originally i was consdiering not doing it till a lot later (if ever)
>>6350751
>>They tell me that I have to let them put together cute outfits for me coz girls get to have better fits than guys
Oh my! Possible a foretelling admission. I remember telling people that when I was 12 and 13... By 14 I was crossdressing, and the rest is history...
>>6350866
Thanks anyway beep. I'll try again later.
>>6350864
Because 9 months ago she did a 25 image timeline where she posted her journey and hasn't posted a single other timeline since post since. 8 months ago was her last post, erinjung99. And she left happy as hell.
OH, but I take that back. Guess who was talking to Angie about -her- "final timeline" 2 days ago? Sure enough erinjung99 came out of the woodwork. Good to see she's been lurking.
>>6350860
bearded vultures eat bones :^)
>>6350862
>tfw 22 and still have no idea how to use photoshop
otherwise I would
>>6350874
Depression has nothing to do with your place in life, it's biological. See a doctor about it.
Well im out for a bit, time to go play video games.
cya nerds
>>6350874
No, there really isn't much more to it, even when you're passing and done with transition it can still haunt you in weird ways. Internalised self hatred, image problems, feelings of inadequacy, and lingering feelings of dysphoria are all very real and can make you more prone to depression. Trans girls, regardless of where they are in transition or life, generally seem quite prone to depression.
>>6350875
but that's not what you said on your timeline
>>6350874
>Like the thing thats bothering me is that everything is pretty good in my life.
Why the hell would good things happen to you, right? It was fucking with me when I came out to a few friends and my parents. "Why the fuck is everyone actually supportive. Why am I so hopeful about the future? Why am I seeing a way out of my hole and why am I ready to climb?"
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
>>6350876
do you mean from kit, or getting your name legally changed to kit?
>>6350883
wha?
who the hell is erinjung
>>6350884
is that your fav bird? mine is owls...
>>6350897
It did, but not the way I wanted it to.
All it did really was gelp my eyes and lips
Nothing else
>>6350908
angie, sweetie, you have BDD.
seek help.
poll please
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
>>6350900
Oh I meant from Kit, which is my birth name
How do i measure shoulders?
>>6350912
Will you stop that meme
I don't have bdd
I watched a video of what they did to my nose and holy cow I'm glad I didn't do that before the surgery
>>6350907
I do too, mostly horned owls tho
barn owls are the cutest things but their scream is what I imagine hell sounds like
>>6350916
Wait, kit's your birth name? I honestly thought it was your screen name and possibly girl name.
>>6350920
tell it to your therapist.
>>6350906
erinjung99 is the person I posted. It's this person.
I could make the leap and assume her name is Erin but I won't because it's rude to assume things.
>>6350927
I wish there was no damn ocean between us because I really wanna take you out for dinner
>>6350916
Honestly if you don't feel like changing it... it's already surprisingly girly.
>>6350883
OH fuck. Sorry, I confused your reply. I thought you were talking about the other post I made. Ignore me; I can't fucking read.
I owe money on utilities. If I change my name can I dodge this and start a new account?
>>6350936
I just picture a car.
hi y'all~
Who here thinks /kit is cute af/
>>6350925
yeah they are really cute ! i want to pat one
>>6350927
im sure ive told you this.... o_o
>>6350933
yeh this is how i feel kinda... idk
>>6350936
mm its kinda fem name i guess, which is prob why i don't mind it at all. growing up in class teachers always assumed i was a girl when they saw my name on the roll as well.. idk
>>6350941
that's KITT and i've gotten that all my life ;~;
i have ONE T
>>6350928
I do, she agrees that my concerns are legit and I don't have bdd
>>6350945
That isn't kit though but ok
>>6350952
Yeah that's kit ok
>>6350915
At which point do you have broad shoulders?
>>6350946
I might take it for my grill name
>>6350949
bullshit
>>6350953
She's super cute.
>>6350932
>tfw
;~;
Oceans suck
>>6350936
Yeah I definitely don't picture a guy when I see the name kit. Tbh I picture a cool rollerblading girl from a late 90s Saturday morning cartoon..which may be a weirdly specific association. Definitely a girls name tho.
>>6350946
Maybe you have but I'm almost positive that you haven't. ._.
It's a cute name though and it's probably one you could get away without changing anyways, because it sounds like a girl's name to me.
>>6350949
That's not what you were saying last winter
>>6350954
the point where you have to angle your arms inward to touch your elbow to your side
>>6350953
Wait that's kit? She's literally my favorite, especially after he detransed
>>6350943
*steppies*
>>6350962
I dont have to do that but only bacause I dont have a waist :/
>>6350936
what about that game of thrones actor
>>6350967
oooo bby
steppy hard
>>6350960
yeah im p happy to keep it for now atleast, since i dont really want the hassle of changing all my documents. i was just thinking like later on... a lot of girls told me changing their name was really cathartic, idk i kinda dont want to miss out on that...
>>6350980
If you change our name I will take it. Its pretty and I like short names.
Mine is genderneutral but everyone associates it with male.
>>6350984
Honestly im v happy with my name, i think im just like... kinda romantacised the idea of changing it for a "fresh start" when i am closer to finishing transition or something. IDK. I'll prob stay kit forever tho since that's how it is rn
I want a tall strong FtM bf to cuddle me and protect me
>>6350989
hello
resident tall ftm here
how tall is tall?
>>6350989
i would like this as well
>>6350992
I'm 5'7" so 5'8"
>>6350980
Idk, a lot of the catharsis from changing a name comes from how it's shedding a part of you that's not really you, ie. that it's unambiguously male when you're very clearly not. I at least found it cathartic, but if I'd had a name like Sam or something I probably wouldn't have changed it (or rather I'd change it from Samuel to Samantha).
Personal choice really, if you want to change it then definitely change it. There's also the degree to which you want to change it. I left my initials the same and didn't change my last name because it would be less of a headache when it came to legal documents. Do you have any names in mind?
>>6350996
I am 5.9 feet and 16'' I feel kinda ok with it. My ribcage is a bigger problem.
How tall are you?
>>6350946
>i want to pat one
are you sure about that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDmRmRb2OpE
>>6351008
Be my bf
>>6350963
that girls name is matty. shes on tumblr.
>>6351010
maddie you look like my mom are you my mom
>>6351014
>tfw maddie's not your mom
>>6350980
I'll be honest, if I hadn't had a strongly gendered name I would probably have stuck by it. I almost ended up having something androgynous.
>>6351019
ok mommy
>>6351003
i have a small list but yeah, im prob just going to stick with kit for now its like you say, im v happy with it and most ppl find it fairly fem anyway
thanks for advice elanna
>>6351007
>pic related (image limit but its a negative reaction to that sound)
>>6351008
pizzaslut is really nice and QT
>>6351021
your name is really lovely tho !!
>>6351024
Ur the best wingwoman
>>6351010
damn, if only we livedon the same continent ;_;
>>6351006
5'11"
I'm ok with my ribcage, but I feel like my shoulders just stick out so much...
idk. Maybe it's just me. I'll get a tank top and see how I feel then.
also, I weigh like nothing so if I get hips, it should balance it out a bit.
>>6351024
Np kit!
Oh and also, if you actually want to travel abroad it's probably better to change it before travelling because it's probably a huge pain in the ass to change documentation when you're already abroad ;~;
>>6351003
so you mean that changing the first letter of my initials will make my life harder?
>>6351028
Same height and feel about the same about my shoulders. I wonder if I'm just used to breathing more shallower than I'm supposed to because after cardio or sleeping I swear my ribcage is significantly wider looking. I'm also good at sneaking up on people.
I'd bet a tank top would make a difference to you.
I noticed if there's hair hanging between my face and ears and my ears are visible, it makes my face look narrower: human perception is garbage and super subjective.
>>6351028
big ribcage looks more proportional on tall girls anyway.
>>6351037
Probably not. If you've been signing everything as A.B. Lastname for years then keeping those initials will help, but otherwise it won't make much difference.
>>6351045
I'm 5'4" and have a 34" ribcage. trust me it looks worse on me
>>6351008
But your probably live far far away :, (
tfw fat
>>6350751
Tfw no cutie friend to dress me up
>>6351050
being fat is easily fixable, shouldn't complain about it
>>6351045
We have the same height and the same ribcage but mine just looks awful despite me having a 19.8 bmi.
>>6351054
it takes a long time
>>6351045
>My bmi is 16.7 and my ribs don't show.
I wonder what the trick is to that. I'm 20.9 and I can make out mine. Is it more muscle or more fat?
Is there like... fat under my ribcage or something from being in shit shape? Fat can build up around the vital organs, right?
When my damn female fat distrubition starts will it be less obvious?
>>6351050
Fat is estrogenic and helps lessen masculine bone changes.. You will pass better if you get on hrt then lose weight.
I'm gonna go get lunch.
>>6351047
proportions, girl.
>>6351054
>easily
I disagree. Weight is extremely hard to change. It's just as hard to gain weight and keep it on as it is to lose weight and keep it off.
>>6351055
maybe you have pointy ribs
>>6351057
>Fat can build up around the vital organs, right?
yeah...?
>>6351037
Depends how you sign things and how many existing documents you have that have been signed with your initials. It's probably not worthwhile if that's not how you signed documents.
Idk, I was p mechanical about how I picked my name, and it's not an approach that I think works for everyone
>search for names using the stipulation of starting letter remaining the same
>try feminine version of male name
>think "wow, no way"
>look for related names that don't suck so much
>land on an alternate spelling of a first name that just clicks
>using the number of syllables in my first name and last name, decide that a one syllable middle name flows best
>ask my mom to give me my middle name based on the syllables and letter restriction
>>6351060
i already am
>>6351064
your name suits you perfectly imho
>>6351063
>I disagree. Weight is extremely hard to change. It's just as hard to gain weight and keep it on as it is to lose weight and keep it off.
It really isn't, but people are basically too lazy to make the change, either to gain or lose weight.
I personally gained like 15 pounds and I am still going.
Weight is no problem in comparison to height or bone shape which is mostly unfixable.
>>6351064
>try feminine version of male name
>think "wow, no way"
yep, same
there also just aren't many names that start with my first initial, so my options were limited. I kinda feel like Charlotte has a completely different texture from my deadname. Idk if I'm 100% comfortable with it.
>>6351074
Putting it on is different from keeping it on.
i love my gf so much shes the best
>>6351082
I'll let you know when I get there and want to maintain it. But really how hard is it to adjust your calorific intake and weight yourself every week to see if it's wrong. I doubt it's going to be hard at all.
>>6351086
same
>>6351089
It wasn't difficult for me to start adjusting it, but old habits die hard.
>>6351093
<3
although im p sure mine doesnt go here anymore...
>>6350915
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10440695
I swear to Jesus that fuck reCaptcha.
I would be absolutely thrilled if 4-chan would stop dying on me.
Anyone have a way to cheer me up?
I've lost my boundless enthusiasm and can't find it anywhere...
My roommate is going to kick me out fuck fuck fuck
I don't like the feminine version of my name but I wonder if I should keep the initial. But I've also been going by Grace for so long online that's what everyone and I am used to. But at the same time I'm not sure I want my 4chan post history being tired to my IRL name once I change it.
>>6351102
You're Irish right? What's the appropriate pronunciation of Deirdre?
>>6351105
...
Dear-dre
Or in the case of my birth mom, Dear-drew.
>>6351104
>But at the same time I'm not sure I want my 4chan post history being tired to my IRL name once I change it
Does that really matter when you post pics of yourself though?
>>6351107
Thanks. Like this then? https://clyp.it/gj1yfs13
>>6351109
>Does that really matter when you post pics of yourself though?
Eh, I haven't been able to track myself down through my pics so far.
someone do the thing
>>6351113
Exactly.
I just got linked something strange...
http://www.transgendered.net/vstring4.html
>>6350953
That isn't kit but nice troll
>>6350916
kit is a really cute gril name.
i think you should keep it
Why are so many trannies coalburners?
>>6350170
You know, I don't have a lot to bitch about really, but today has really been shit. Just so much going on that's pretty god damned awful. </venting>