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Hon simulator 4

are ya playing hon simulator 4?

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>No bullying
>No hugboxing
>No tumblr shit
>No drama

previous: >>6332082

do our best!
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>>6332921
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I love how this always happens when someone puts a youtube link in the op desu
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booooored af
anyone wanna do anything
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>>6332935
lesbians aren't allowed.
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Only bullying allowed in this thread
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>>6332938
ur not my mom
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>>6332943
yes I am.
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>>6332935
sure! what we doin?

>>6332939
/bull-e's you
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>>6332938
OH YEAH?

and how are you gonna enforce that?
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I'm scared that today will go badly. Someone please say something optimistic.
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>>6332939
is the sims 4 a good game?

i like the sims 4, for me is very good. ^^
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>>6332896

>didya figure out which shade of blonde you wanna get? :3
likee pic related ^__^ a yellow/golden toned blonde. hopefulllyy she can do it but idk. i hope she doesn't yell at me lol

>>6332908

>it's my birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASSY OMG!! are you gonna do anything to celebrate?!

>>6332918

>because the management company changed hands and the new owner is a terrible person lol
ughhh i'm sorry girl :(((
>how r u tho
i'm finee, just chillin. do you have work today?

>>6332951

everything will be fine. it's just another day. you've made it through literally every other event in your life and this one is no diff.
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>>6332944
:s
>>6332947
i have zero idea
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>>6332951
Your day will go better than mine, don't worry.
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>>6332949
By telling you about our lord and savior jesus H Christ.
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>>6332908
Happy Birthday bbygirl <3 <3 <3

>>6332918
I am not really that tired, its the heat that I cant handle.
>tfw living directly under the roof
>tfw no isolation
>tfw its warmer than outside
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>>6332949
with my penis.
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>>6332951
ur gonna be fine dont worry
*hugs*
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>>6332951
Today won't go poorly at all!

>>6332953
ooo thats pretty! i hope you're able to get that colour :3

>>6332954
well what are things you like to do
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>>6332953
yah i have work
always work
work forever and ever ;_________; pls save me

>>6332958
that happens in my building too :(
do u not have air conditioning?
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>>6332929
I had the chance to have sex with my gf in the shower when I was 14 but I freaked out und couldn't do it. Didn't know I was trans back then.

Would love to do it someday. It surely is great.

> I live with my parents
tktf
really sucks. I feel constricted in so many ways.
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>>6332949
LESBIANS GET OUT.
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Thinking of getting myself locked up again. But that's no way to live...
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>>6332962
idk
i like to watch tv and play vidya but i have aus latency so neither of those sound like stellar ideas
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>>6332965
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>>6332964
The shower is a great place for anal.
We didn't even stay in the shower the entire time though. Like, we started in the shower, moved to the floor outside of the shower, then went back in the shower afterwards to wash up.
It's a very convenient place. The only hazard is the possibility of slipping.
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>>6332969
at leas tyou have a vagina now
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>>6332965
>>6332971
no :P
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>>6332963
air conditioning in germany isnt really necessary, summers are usually short and most people arent as weak as I am and live in isolated houses that usually dont let the temperature go over 25° even if its 35° outside
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>>6332968
Disgusting
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>>6332953
>>6332956
>>6332961
Thanks. I guess the worst that can really happen is that nothing changes. I just don't want to be stuck in this rut any longer.

Hope all goes well for you ladies, too.
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>>6332970
oh dang. well we can always chat about stuff of you like chatting! i can talk about anyyyyything really
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>>6332977
i see.... so how hot is it for you rn? ;o
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>>6332977
>tfw it's only 27c here but my apartment hits the sun so insanely well that it's a fucking sauna inside.
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>>6332979
thanks akaka ^^
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>>6332975
Which only means I'll probably have to share a room if I go back to a clinic. No free single room anymore and I really can't afford one out of my pocket. So, yeah, bad idea I guess.
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>>6332973
stop making me jealous :3 thats cruel.
Now I crave a bf even more.
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>>6332982
its like 26° in the shadow outside, so probably like 28° inside?
I mean, its not that hot, most people would have problem now, but if it gets like 5° hotter I am going to lie on the bed comatose all day, cause I wont be able to stay awake :^)

>>6332985
thats exactly my problem
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>>6332962

i really do too! my hair is actually already almost that color, so it shouuuld be fine, but i have no idea.
she's a really amazing colorist tho so i trust her. i'm lucky that i've been able to network and become friendly with so many talented ppl lol

>>6332963

;-; HOW MUCH LONGER DO U GOT I'M PRAYING FOR U

>>6332969

don'ttt do that.

>>6332979

good luck! <333
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>>6332953
>Doing anything?
I shoul, right... maybe I'll treat myself to.lunch. My best friend is vacationing in europe and I'm.still not talking to.my parents, so I don't know. Lol. I get to celebrate it with my online friends tho!

>>6332958
Yay! Thank you :3

>>6332968
You're not Kayla I'll give you that. You could still be a sissy though.
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>>6332978
Lol jealous much? Kiss me pudgy tummy xoxo
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Who /postbreakup/ here?
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>tfw listening to your qt's music and not sure if you like it because you really like it or because you like her
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>>6332989
Don't worry. You'll get one.
My GF got me into some kinky shit and I'm sure you'll get someone to get you into kinky shit as well.
Like biting... and spanking... and slapping...and getting held down... and hair pulling...
You get the picture.

>>6332985
How hot is 110F in Celcius? Because my room was regularly 110F until I got my hands on a couple extra fans to push hot air out the window.
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>>6332993
I'm not sure what to do. I have enough people around me I can talk trans issues with. But when it comes to depression, there's really no one close talking with will help. Most I can't even mention it to because I get the "how can you be depressed, you have everything going for you" treatment. I'm on my own. Which just means having it go out of control every time it comes back with a vengeance.
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>>6333005
43c
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>>6333008
Kinda like ur bra size lol
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>>6332993
sweet, im praying for ya
thats pretty cool yeah, everyone i know is still a youngin but hopefully ill be able to meet people like that too!
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>>6333003
Really, at that point, it doesn't matter. Go with the flow and share with her, this is what love is all about.
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>>6333009
how did you know ._.
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>>6332971
>>6332925 #
Happy birthday Puru! :3

>>6332920 #
Yay! Thank you

>>6332929 #
More like I hon! Lol
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>>6333005
> Like biting... and spanking... and slapping...and getting held down... and hair pulling...

Looking at my little scars I would definitely like to get back into it.
Where did you meet your gf? Here?
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>>6332861
>wow maybe you do get empathy
what's that supposed to mean
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>>6332995

lunch sounds gooood. i'm sorry about the parents thing tho .__. are you gonna be ok?

>>6333007

what about meds for it?

>>6333010

you're a youngin tho aren't ya mouthy?
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>>6333014
what do you want for a birthday present ???
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who /drafting suicide notes/ here?

just to be clear I'm not going to do anything imminently even though I really want to because I am really very set on the "not dying in agony" thing and I have no money to buy whatever I would use until I (hopefully) get bux in week or two

but god damn do I feel fucking awful
I'm trying to revise but all I can think about is my Rumer-Willis-meets-horned-lizard looking face
I feel physically ill
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>>6333003
The latter most likely, at least with the faster songs.

>>6333014
>Happy birthday Puru! :3
Thank you!
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>>6333021
i mean yeah thats why all my friends are youngins. and i dont mean theyre not talented but its all nerd stuff. i need more galfriends yknow?
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>>6333023
if its any consolation if you had a refined english woman accent/posh voice and you were goth I would have the hardest ladyboner ever for you
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>>6333023
Just do it and spare this board and your family from further embarrassment. You won't be missed.
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>>6333026
Ya i sincerely feel bad for any of u who dont have at least one irl gal pal to like shop w and go out n stuff

Pic related me and the bestie <3
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>>6333017
your penis is a curse that you can spare others of
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>>6333008
Holy fuck. And my parents were surprised that I got heat exhaustion a lot...

>>6333003
I like both my qt's music and her...

>>6333015
Kinda by here... I met this other trans girl on a tlg thread and hung out with her a couple times. My gf was visiting and the other girl convinced me to hang out with her. Well, my gf left to go back to her home but we added each other on Facebook.

Now for the part about how I started crushing:
A few months later, she decided to move here. I took her to the shooting range and she handled herself perfectly. Later that day, we were hanging out in my house and she casually started to scratch and pat my head. That made me feel extremely comfortable for some reason and later she even leaned on my a bit, hugged me a couple times. Normally that all would've made me uncomfortable but with her, I felt at ease. And that's when I started crushing super hard for her. A week later, I told her to go out with me and she agreed.

A better love story than Toradora and Twilight, right?
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>>6333021
No meds, I don't react to any safe antidepressants. I'm already on both a SNRI and tricyclic and they obviously don't help. All that's available above and beyond that are old tricyclics noone will prescribe outside of a high security ward. And electroshocks, and I really don't want to go that way.
Massive doses of benzos help for a short while, but it's obviously just a stopgap, and a risky one at that.
So I don't really know...
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>>6333035
>thingsthatneverhappened.gif
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>>6333023
Never did. Couldn't kill myself if I felt there was someone who could care about reading one of those, so...
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>>6333035
>dating a cis-girl

I feel bad for u son
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>>6333032
yee its the worst. altho i am slowly making some, im just awks as fuck and socialise like a robot
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>>6333035
Oh thats really cute :)
Feels like a lot of people found a gf/bf here.
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Just took out my dysphoria on a couple of cardboard boxes in the form of rage and while the skin's peeling off my knuckles and I still feel like shit I'm not crying anymore and the adrenaline has numbed me a bit.

Which is kind of scary because that's how my dad acts. Maybe he really is a repressed tranny. Wouldn't surprise me the way he acts when I bring it up or the amount of time he seems to have lgbt stuff and how awful it is on his mind despite not being very religious at all.
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>>6333042
Pro-tip having or taking on girly hobbies is a great way to meet and bond w other girl. There are plenty of awkward and shy girls out there just gotta put urself out there,

Of course, being a hon doesnt help
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>>6333045
That's just regular T-rage my man
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>>6333026

i get thattt. you shouldn't discriminate tho! my hairdresser who usually cuts my hair is a straight guy. he's really cool and nice and stuff too.
it's nice to have girlfriends sometimes but i tend to kind of lowkey hate hanging out with cis girls. so i prefer my trans friends.

>>6333036

i'm sorry :(
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>>6333045
>that t-rage

Not shocking
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>>6333037
Ok, ok, fine... I'll admit it...
I omitted the part where I freaked out for a whole week trying to understand what was going on in my head.
I even told her that I didn't think we could hang out anymore because I was freaking out.
But apparently she thought it was cute and when I finally fixed myself and asked her out, it wasn't that special.
I'm actually a dense mofo and couldn't figure out that she had become my gf for a whole week after I asked her out.
And I couldn't tell that she thought I was a total cutie before hand, which is why she was acting so cozy with me.

>>6333041
Holy... shit...
Yall are some presumptuous dumbasses.
She's MTF as well.

>>6333044
Yeah, my gf is a real cutie. And I love her.
I haven't told her that I love her yet... but the other day, she told me that she loves me. She said it in a safeway while we were grabbing lemonade... and she was kinda high with weed... so I didn't take it seriously. But idk... if she said it while high, there's probably more that a little bit of truth to it.
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>tfw this pic
hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng
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>>6333050
This is true guy friends are just as great but with less drama
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>>6333050
Put this on your chaturbate profile, I can guarantee an increase in revenue.
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>>6333031
Honestly, of all the shit my parents could find out about me, I think the kink stuff would bother them the least. My mum openly said to me as a teenager she didn't care if I was into weird shit as long as I didn't hurt anybody in a bad way.

>>6333030
>tfw no girlvoice
if I do get enough disability bux I'm going to get private speech therapy instead of waiting til the GIC, it's too long to wait.

>>6333038
half the reason I keep drafting these things is to try and find a way of softening the blow because it's the one thing stopping me and I don't want it to. if I felt sure the people I care about would move on from it on the basis of what I'd written then I'd absolutely go through with it
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>>6333052
Why didn't you tell her that you love her by now?
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>>6333049
>>6333051
Except he takes it out on people?
idk
girls can get angry to senpai, just look at my sister, when I was like 13 and she was like 8 she overpowered me and dragged me head-first down the stairs by my hair. granted I'm abnormally weak, but still.

thank god neither me or my sister are going to reproduce. our genes need to be fucking removed from the pool.
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>>6333050
Don't be. I'm my worst enemy anyway. Every time things begin to go my way, I panic and everything comes tumbling down. Which in turn ensures there's noone to stop me from doing that again. I'm a lost cause.
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>>6333056
No I think finding out their son is a scat, vomit, rape fetishist and a child molester is pretty high on the embarrassment scale.
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I wish I was a normal person, don't you?

>>6333059
*too
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>just finished revision class at uni
>last 30 mins was covering something i never even studied before

now im really scare + panic for my exams
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>>6333056
seriously though posh goth girl could be your look
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>>6333047
it's a good thing im not a hon (yet) :3


>>6333050
yee i didnt mean to discriminate, i just meant galpal in the general sense of peeps to do gal things with, gender notwithstanding. i have one mtf friend who i wanna get closer to but she's like super intimidating but really cool so im to shy to try and hang out with her alone x:
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>>6332997
Here senpai, boyfriend just broke up with me a few days ago :D he couldn't stay with me cuz' he was scared about what his family would think about hi. Dating a tranny, we couldn't even be friends because it hurt him too much since he still had feelings for me WEEEEEEEEWWWWWW IM GONNA GO FUCKING KILL MYSELF :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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>>6333058
Because, one time on skype she said that she doesn't take the word lightly and that she'd only ever say that she loves someone when she truly means it.
I don't want to soil that value by casual saying that I love her.

>>6333062
My parents would freak the fuck out if they found out I was anything other than vanilla.
And it's getting super difficult to hide all of these bruises since I'm into masochism.
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>>6333052
>>6333035

wait didn't you just get fucked by some random guy in a shower like a week ago tho lol

>>6333054

gay men can be even worse than cis women ime. idk. the trans thing can turn anyone into an asshole i guess lol

>>6333055

no thx

>>6333061

:<

>>6333067

you should never let yourself be intimidated by anyonee. she's just a person, mouthy
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>>6333072
Holy shit... that was my GF.
My GF fucked me in the ass in the shower last week, which she can do because she's MTF...
I didn't know I made this so confusing, I am sorry.
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>>6333063
I'll never be normal
At least I'm killing myself on 8/15/16
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>>6333072
>no thx
why not try this one then?
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>>6333072
I bet Edgar is one of your top tippers
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>>6333062
Child molester? Where the fuck did you get that one from?
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>>6333070
But she already said it to you. You could tell her in a very romantic and intimate way.
Bake a cake, serve it with her favorite drink, cuddle and wisper it in her ear.
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>>6333072
i knowww :c she's just super cool and im super anxious and shy. and im still super awkward about talking with people about being trans irl even tho she is so shed totally understand but my brain is like aaaaagh panic @_@
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>>6333073
>my girlfriend fucked me in the ass with her penis
People are going to look back on this shit 100 years from now and laugh.
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>>6333056
>My mum openly said to me as a teenager she didn't care if I was into weird shit as long as I didn't hurt anybody in a bad way

Ok so whats the issue with coming out to her? The only thing your hurting is our eyes.

>>6333072
Everyone can suck i find its silly to judge based on an identifier like that
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>>6333073

ooooh!! that's so cute ^3^ you didn't really specify when you were talkin about it. i think it's good that you didn't tho.

>>6333075
>>6333076

omg stop lol

>>6333079

have you known her a while? it can be rly nice to talk to ppl irl who understand what you're going through desu

>>6333081

tru
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>>6333080
Yeah people in the future will be all about ancient genitals
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>>6333078
I don't have money for a cake, I need to wait another 2 days before I can buy alcohols... but I can cuddle and whisper...
I'll probably just say it next time she's fucking me or something...

>>6333080
As if I would care. I'm gonna be dead 100 years from now. Those people can suck a dick. I'm having fun.

>>6333083
Even here... on 4chan... people call my story cute...
I don't understand what's cute about it.
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>>6333083
>laughing at sheen hanging her self
Piece of shit
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>>6333083
yeah a few years and i see her every week cause she's the gm for the CoC campaign im in. i shall text her right now asking to hang out at some point !
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>>6333076
>implying I have that kind of money

>>6333074
iktf
I wish I could offer assistance

>>6333065
I still look like shit in natural lighting though even w/ that makeup and stuff
maybe at nighttime
I'd become nocturnal if society allowed it more

>>6333077
>>6333062
oh also if I was a pedo or anything I'd have killed myself ages ago senpai, I'm, like, not even coping with being a disabled tranny, let alone that kind of shit

I do think it'd be treated better and more effectively as a psychiatric problem rather than a moral problem though imo
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>>6333085
Well, people on internet have fun with lewd Pompeii graffiti, so...
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>>6333090
good point
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>>6333087
>Not being pro-assisted suicide for people with literally no quality of life
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>>6333086
Don't say it while having sex.
Thats probably the worst thing you can do when it's that important for her.

>I don't have money for a cake
I could give you 3$ for the ingredients :P
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>>6333086

i mean you're in a thread filled with transbians, so

>>6333087

>implying sheen hung herself

>>6333088

proud of u mouthy
it's nice to have frands. whenever i get to see mine i'm so happy lol
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>>6333089
You can't
I failed everything and the only proper thing to do it take my life
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that feel when you step in the shower and are just about to turn the water on when you realise that yes, you do indeed smell a bit sweaty

that feel when you're so used to your body and liking your body you can't even enjoy smelling like a sweaty girl instead of a hotdog stand in summer

that feel when getting grossed out at yourself but not in a dysphoric way just in a 'you're a fucking slob' kind of way

that feel when normal girl

:)
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>>6333096
Sheen hangs himself everyday
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>>6333098
:,)
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>>6333094
>implying sheen is a criminal or scum bag

>>6333096
>implying you aren't just laughing at the thought of sheen killing herself
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>>6333100
>>6333102

s t o p
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>>6333086
Knowing when things are cute is just part of being a non-autistic woman. But hey at least u can learn behaviors.

>>6333102
What on earth does being a criminal or scumbag have to do with anything? Those people generally arent known for killing themselves. Hons on the other hand...
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what's up ?
>prof assumed I'm a pre T FtM, went easy on me to not offend leftist uni leaders
>got an A for something worth not even a C imo
>postquam mea faciem
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>>6333098
>tfw staring at the ceiling while in the shower so you dont accidentally see your own body
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>>6333111
+1 hon to the thread
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>>6333096
ty ^~^
i do have a good amount of friends but none of em know much about fashion and makeup and stuff and i wanna be all about that rn :3
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>>6333113
why do you consider yourself a hon anon ?
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>>6333097
I know that feeling anon ;-;
If you do it, I hope you don't suffer at least. You don't deserve to just for the hand you were dealt.
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>>6333100
Ok sir you need to drop the autism
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>>6333059
Wow when did you hit puberty
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>>6333095
I was thinking that it would be perfect if... like... I'm getting pounded when i'm on all fours... and I'll just be like, "GF! I LOVE YOU!!!" in my girl voice, which is something that I just use naturally when lewd things happen to me for some reason...

I don't know how to bake a cake either...

>>6333096
Yeah, I guess I am... But that doesn't explain why it's cute.
Everyone says my story is cute and everyone says that I'm cute... but I don't understand why.
What exactly am I doing that's cute?
The only explanation I've gotten is that I'm like a baby panda discovering snow...

>>6333110
I know when things are cute.
I don't know when I'm being cute. My GF told me I was being cute when I couldn't decide what I wanted from Jack-in-the-Box. Is that cute? I didn't think it was cute. I thought I was holding up the fucking line.
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>>6333111
ending every submitted piece of work with 'so in conclusion suck my dick... if I had one' probably is going to leave that impression

>>6333112
>iktf
i'm sorry kit, it does get better, i swear. i used to shower in the dark. i mean i still would but i got tired of accidentally punching myself in the tits
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>>6333117
That's life
Hrt and ffs never worked so I rather die than be a hon
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>>6333121
>'so in conclusion suck my dick... if I had one'
kek
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>>6333068
fudge him. He's a coward
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>>6333070
Tell them you're involved in a fight club ring
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>>6333121
i know, it will get better for me im sure.

also im really happy that you're happy rn, i didn't mean to bring your post down or anything ;_;
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>>6333112
>tfw not hugging kit to make her feel better about her body
life is pain
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>>6333110
sheen is both a criminal scumbag who raped and murdered kira and he is also a hon
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>>6333129
you didn't don't worry ^_____^
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>>6333112
Iktf

Also;


>tfw tucking nearly 24/7 even when your alone

My dick is just straight up a tumor at this pt


>>6333117
Gotcha on the cute stuff. Happens to me too and always feel all warm inside

>>6333130
>tfw never seen kit

Idk ur feel desu
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>>6333115

if it makes u feel any better none of my cis female friends outside of the beauty industry know shit about fashion or makeup either lolllll
most cis girls like those things but they don't know much about it. sux ;_;

>>6333120

uhh i mean idk what you look like or whatever. i just think it's nice you have a relationship that makes you happy lmao
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>>6333119
idk what you mean but I hit it at like 10-11 and was fully masculinised by 17 which I why I look like I'm in my early 30s at 21 years old. Super high test family, female relatives have had hormonal problems. Not rare, just unfortunate given I'm trans.
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>>6333120
>I was thinking that it would be perfect
In my experience it does not come from heart at that moment, more from the libido.

>I don't know how to bake a cake either...
1. Take eggs, break them at the corner of the bowl and only put the yellow and white in it
2. add sugar
3. mix it
4. add milk, flour, baking powder and chocolate
5. mix it
6. take a cake tin, ream butter at the inside + breadcrumbs
7. put the dough into the cake tin, put it into the oven
8. wait
9. take it out before it burns
9. succes
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>>6333135
I've never seen kit before either I'm just both overly optimistic and overly supportive
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>>6333021
Yeah, I'm going to be ok. :) Thanks for being so cool 2 me .

>>6333022
Lol! Your birthday wishes are more than enough, am. :)

>>6333025
So are we having a birthday bash today or what?

>>6333067
Being hon is not that bad, tho. :3

>>6333112
You have mirrors in the shower?
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>>6333135
I know that eye
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>>6333137
lmao true say. you're good at that stuff right!?!? you should teach me yours ways at somepoint fempai :3c
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>>6333135
>>tfw tucking nearly 24/7 even when your alone

yeh except in the shower. its a comfy feel. ever tuck too tight, go to sleep, have a restless night and wake up with bloody panties because you tore your gt to shreds in your sleep only its completely painless and actually hilarious?

am i insane
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>>6333123
Oh. Angie? You look fine but I guess if that's your perception of yourself it doesn't really help. I do think you should try drugs though, it might at least give you some nice experiences before you sudoku. I wish I had the money for more atm.

>>6333135
what?
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>>6333146
>being a hon isn't bad
Ok stop being dumb
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does anyone else think its kinda wierd how HRT will make your body hair finer and less, but doesn't affect your facial hair?? i mean i know its like that and i accept it... i just find it kinda weird? is there a reason or...?

>>6333130
Claire !!!! hiii

i want to hug you too desu ;~;

>>6333135
>tfw tucking is painful and gives you anxiety
>tfw not being tucked gives you anxiety
;~;


>>6333146
no but i can look down and see my own... body ._.;

>>6333145
>>6333135
im shy with pics, but a few girls have seen parts of me...
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>>6333151
>tucking
>waddling around with a lump stuck between your legs
yeah not for me thanks, I guess it depends on gt size though
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>>6333156
guess it isn't really a thing to worry about for people who aren't actually trans
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>>6333146

of course sass <3 happy bday again bb!!

>>6333149

i went to school for cosmetics so i know allllllllll about that shit. i don't do or recommend my style of makeup for most people, but i can help with anything you wanna learn about ^_^
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>>6333152
I just did drugs yesterday with my family.
It's not so much my perception, it's how the world sees me
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>>6333142
I could say that I love her after she cums in my ass...
I'm still not going to bake a cake though. I'll just buy her Ferrero Rocher since it's one of her fave chocolates.

>>6333151
That's really not healthy... You need to make sure that your gt is tucked even in the shower! Everyone knows that.

>>6333155
I will never show my body or face on 4chan... ever...
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>>6333163
Maybe I am too romantic.
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>>6333154
>Stop being dumb
>MFW
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>>6333159
Which side of the cosmetics industry? R&D/Manufacturing or distribution/application?
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>>6333146
Are you suuuure? i've got some creative talents i can put to use!

>>6333159
awesome! i basically know 0 about cosmetics but im a really good at learning so with your help i should be an expert in no time~ c:
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>>6333166
>>6333154
>MFW I'm so dumb I forgot my animated gif
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>>6333166
Saying being a hon is fine is like those stupid trans people who say that passing doesn't matter as long as you're happy.
It's extremely delusional
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>>6333156
considering this is how i stand normally and that i can walk and run and squat and work without any discomfort, awkwardness or whatever, its not an issue for me. and considering i've never had a bulge before, even untucked. its a comfort and security thing and its so i can feel normal down there.
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>>6333160
Are you Angie?
If it's how others see you rather than how you see yourself I honestly think it's not worth killing yourself over. Even I have little issue with that kind of thing anymore, it's how I see myself that's the problem. Not caring what others think is a difficult step to twist your head around but I think it's possible to make it so that you feel it at least some of the time, if not all the time. I definitely feel it more often than I did before. I just wish I could see myself positively.
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>>6333163
whats wrong with showing yourself on 4chan??? :3
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>>6333139
>13 year old boy getting beat up by and 8 year old girl

Is your sister part Amazon
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>>6333160
I got totally high for the first time on Saturday...
Before, I only got kinda sorta high but not really...
But on Saturday... I was so fucking high that I thought being high was hilarious. It was actually a bit scary...

>>6333165
idk, I used to be more romantically minded... but lately, I've just had dick on my mind. Like, I'm kinda turning into a slut for this girl...

I wanna try giving her a blowjob but I'm afraid I'm going to gag...

But, anyways, it can be romantic to say it afterwords when we've settled down and about to go to bed or something...

Speaking of bed... It's 6AM and I didn't sleep at all... so I'm going to sleep...
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>>6333168

distribution and application. i've done runway shows and commercials and all kinds of stuff.

>>6333169

TRU. idk i really, really love makeup and the artifice of it. that's why i wanted to go to school for it so bad. it's just interesting and beautiful.
it can really help you feel more confident and happy with your features as well.
people take it way too seriously tho and get mad if you love it, idk why.
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>>6333163
>I will never show my body or face on 4chan... ever...

i kinda feel this way rn as well. a few girls over skype or my close online friends have seen parts of me.. also there is a person or two from here who has a lot of pics from me.. i'm kinda worried about those getting out t b h .____.;
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>>6333178
Nothing, really.
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>>6333176
People who don't care what others think are trash, point blank.
If I can't be stealth, then there is no point in living
>>
hey, whats important about today?
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>>6333175
yeah I was thinking it makes more sense w/ you and your intersex parts anyway
in general I think for those w/ the standard configuration of genitals it's highly uncomfortable and stuff

this reminds me, I still haven't followed up asking about that orchidectomy that's on my medical records despite me having a right bastard of a male puberty and having two pretty uncomfortably large balls
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>>6333182

good night
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>>6333182
I ended up tripping really hard with my family. It was nice.
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>>6333183
thats cool! i really love people who have a deep appreciation for things. and yeah idk people get their panties in a bundle about it cause "you're being fake by hiding your face blah blah" but like idk i think its great :3
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gf and I are celebrating tonight what should I do till then ?
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>>6333179
she's part our father, that's pretty much the same thing
I mean she's skinny and cis as you'd expect but she's got a lot of lean muscle, she's really good at sports and stuff, super physically able
>tfw she can pick up literally any instrument and be able to play by ear in under half an hour
>tfw she's not interested in music while I'm stuck wishing dearly I could do what she can do and fumbling about with my dyspraxic custard-fingers
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>>6333151
Lmao! No! But i have deff woken up with my balls stuck up in the area from whence they came and was like... I can live with that

Also tfw your tuck is too strong and ur in severe pain in public in nyc with no recourse whatsoever

>>6333152

What what?

>>6333155
U can skype me i promise im nice ask maddie i just cant sleep at all rn lucybee143

>>6333156
>not tucking
>ever

Wow dude try harder?


>>6333158 yeah what she said
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>>6333175
How do move around like that don't you feel it
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>>6333201
What's worse is I get shit like this from delusional people
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>>6333155
I got out of my mind drunk and posted censored naked me once and since then have had no reason to hide myself

I don't like my face tho
like at all
not one redeeming factor

other than that I am as shy as ever too
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>>6333126
But I still loooooove him ;-;

I understand why he doesn't feel comfortable being in a relationship, but he feels like he has to cut all contact with me..we've known each other for years... I don't get that in the slightest it's fucking killing me...

I'mma stop being a depressing dummy and just go cry or something
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>>6333183
I nearly enrolled in the engineering school that provides the brains behind most of the French cosmetics industry. Didn't because I knew I wasn't cut for working in the private sector and I had offers from more prestigious institutions, but in hindsight, it probably would have been a much better career choice.
I still have the know-how and skills for it. And something of a personal lab. But nowhere near what's needed for cutting edge stuff. Would have to win the lottery and having a full fledged facility at home would be silly anyway. I still mix a lot of what I use. And almost all of my perfume. No need for anything really costly beyond chemicals for that.
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>>6333203
Everyone should talk to my good friend lulu. She's high and fish af
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>>6333155
Oh, I'm sorry. :(

>>6333159
So what are you doing today?

>>6333173
>Being happy
Now that's delusional.

What is a hon anyways?

Pic related, the future
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>>6333206
o-oh
i bet you are really cute tho. disphoria is just like that.. it makes us not see us really well

>>6333203
i like maddie a lot... u can add me on skype if you want kittustar
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>>6333212
Please stop using retarded drag terms
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>>6333203
thats where mine stay constantly like desu my ballsack looks like someone glued some pussy lips together so i mean w/e i'm not normal

>>6333204
??? like a normal person i guess
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>>6333217
Suck my dick henney
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>>6333215
A hon is basically is a trans woman who looks like a man or is ugly
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>>6333201
I don't get what you're saying. At the time, was your sister bigger than you? Was she taking karate classes
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>>6333212
1. What's "fish AF"
2. Is lulu an actual person, or your genitals?
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>>6333224
No thanks snape

>>6333228
Fish meas to be cis-looking
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>>6333225
>TFW I just got learned by anon
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>>6333228
Im her genitals yes

>>6333216
Cant find you

>>6333224
Lol
>>
good morning mtfg ~
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>>6333231
Looks like it's not your class anymore~
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>>6333190
I have a massive cock and tucking isn't uncomfortable, it's he most natural thing in the world. I guess you have to be trans to understand it.
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>>6333233
Sup Korra
I'm killing myself on 8/15/16
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>>6333233
hi hello goodmorning!!
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>>6333233
I saw you at the con but I was too scared to talk to you
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>>6333233
>dubs
What up senpai
>>
i love everyone
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>>6333243
i love (you)
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>>6333203
idg what you were replying to about my post, i think you tagged the wrong person
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>>6333239
What did korra cosplay as
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>>6333243
I don't love you
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Waffles+spiro for breakfast, FTW!
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>>6333226
no, she's tiny, but she's quite strong, and I'm incredibly weak
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>>6333068
sounds like a wimp not a man. "oh i cant be your friend, it hurts ME too much" yeah sure lol.
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>>6333216
yeeeeeee I look like a man with prominent nipples
sometimes dysphoria tells the truth
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>>6333175
nice hips
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>>6333254
I got ffs and still look like a dude bro
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>>6333234
I <3 u am! So what sort of neat nady skills do you have? I don't want to impose, but yeah, I actually love presents, so whatever you cook up be it a drawing or a poem, I'll treasure it.
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>>6333250
cypro + pancakes is better

fight me
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>>6333251
She was short but did she out weigh you
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>>6333209
he fucking used you. stop crying and hate him already. you are strong and someone actually worth your time will find you. fuck that guy.
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>>6333250
I'm going to have estrogen + icecream later today to celebrate! :D
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>>6333248
A hon. I was seriously worried about being raped.
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>>6333265
idk, I highly doubt it
these are weirdly specific questions
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>>6333262
?
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>>6333248
Some school mistress/fencer MOBA thing. She looked really good. Very impressed, even if I'm completely uninterested in the origin of the costume.
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>>6333199
schlick to the thought of penetrating kayla with your feeldoe
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>>6333271
I'm trying to wrap my mind around a 13 year old boy losing a fight to a smaller 8 year old girl. I guess she wanted to win more
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>>6333250
Oh, right. Happy birthday Sass, whoever you are.
>>
https://www.reddit.com/r/transtimelines/comments/4miwsm/my_final_timeline/

Just look at these delusional people commenting. I feel sorry for them
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>>6333275
>She looked really good

Are you due for an eye test? He looked fucking awful.
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>>6333276
nah I don't fuck trannies
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>tfw found out what Pez is from
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>>6333283
here's a clue, the 8 year old girl did cricket and tennis two times a week and the boy had a mild form of cerebral palsy that meant his muscles can't tense properly
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>>6333254
mm i bet you are really cute tho :3

i mean everyone feels that i think !! its natural claire...
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>>6333290
Please stop spreading your autism throughout the Internet. At least it's contained here.
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>>6333290
What is your endgame though, you keep posting pics and saying how awful you look. You get positive and negative feedback and you dismiss all the positive.

I don't get it, what are you trying to accomplish?
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>>6333267
He was so good to me though...he's the one who motivated me and actually helped me through transitioning...
I don't think I could ever hate him, he was fucking amazing to me, Jesus Christ...
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>>6333283
Robin's a bit of a wreck. Try not to tease her too much about it.

My thighs need to become less thick. My skirts do not want to stay down when I'm sitting.
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>>6333229
Oooooh thanks!

>>6333232
>Anon talking genitals
Now that's kinky! I love it.

>>6333243
Love for u anon :3

>>6333273
This
>>6333169
Lol, Sorry if I misunderstood or if anon was impersonating you.

>>6333286
:3 thanks!

>>6333264
>Bringing pancakes to a waffle fight
It's on, Titch. Prepare to get the limp wristed slapping and hairpulling of a lifetime.
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>>6333297
I am going to wait outside your club and follow you home
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>>6333293
shitlord
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>>6333299
>not knowing what autism is
Here's your free (you)
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>>6333305
it's cold outside.. if you come in i'll make you a drink while you wait :3
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>>6333304
i dont think anyone's impersonating me. if someone is i'm honoured tbdesu.
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>>6333300
Because the positive is hugboxxing.
Those people don't know how to differentiate between the features a male and female.

I'm showing how delusional most trans people are
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>>6333291
Nah, solid 20:15. Think you're just jealous that Korra isn't doomed to solitude, bitterness, and fear. I would be too, if I were (You).
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>>6333303
Robin hit me with that guilt train
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>>6333268
>MFW I should have eaten my birthday waffle with vanilla Ice cream, Nutella and spiro sprinkles
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>>6333314
what kind of drink would you make for someone from mtfg?
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>>6333317
He's doomed to be disgusting, ugly, unpassable and black.
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>>6333324
at least hes not sheen
>>
Kill me
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>>6333326
He's in the same tier. Along with Edgar and valq.
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>>6333323
depends on the person.. i don't know so much about you so i would just make you whatever you asked for.

what do you like, anon?
>>
I am a wizard
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>>6333306
why ?
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>>6333316
Your own judgement is pretty bad though, can you really trust yourself? You are a tranny after all.

How can you rationalize that only one type of feedback is correct, you're obviously pretty biased.

Even the comment from the facebook group you keep posting come from delusional trannies right?
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>>6333328
You probably have to do someone
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>>6333304
chicken, waffles and maple syrup is better than bacon, pancakes and maple syrup. but for breakfast, pancakes. chicken and waffles is for every other meal

>>6333334
i want to do this
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>>6333331
Rohypnol and coke
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>>6333302
I'm sorry that you feel bad but it sure sounds like he did the whole switcharoo, ima fake this to get what I want and leave. Your never alone despite the trolls there is good people here that can help you with continuing your transition. Just because one person was dumb and left you doesn't mean its the end. Give it some time and treat yourself with some icecream, a warm blanket and like a funny/heart warming movie. It will help get you in a better place. Sorry if I was too brash. *hugs*
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>>6333333
Nice get
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>>6333338
> >

well i dont want to drug you ._.;;
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>>6333323
A spicy bloody mary!

Or maybe gin tonic

Mmmmm tranny kool aid would win in the end.
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>>6333331
What do you have for a sad girl who's down on the dumps?
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>>6333335
No but I trust biology.
Because when someone says my features are feminine and biology says something else, I'll believe biology.

That group is far from delusional
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>>6333341
Oh don't worry I was planning to swap drinks with you
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>>6333337
My only waffle defense is that They're leftover from yesterday. I concede defeat.

I'm so hungry now :(.
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>>6333345
you should lose weight to get a more feminine body. I know le epic girls have more fat meme gets people here but there's a big difference between male and female fat patterns, and you need to lose weight at some point on hrt to lose the male fat
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>>6333347
Be careful with this one kit
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>>6333345
Biology?
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>>6333333
The wizard of sixts
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>>6333347
oh right .___.
why do you want to drug me tho??

>>6333344
umm it really depends... on what you like ! mb something sweet or a stiff drink idk.
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>>6333335
Actually I did have 1 girl from the group message me and tell me my facial structure is going the route of Angelina Jolie sans the wide jaw and all I did was just laugh at her stupid she was
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>>6333331
what kind of a drink would you make for meeee?~
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>>6333329
Valq looks lovely, don't troll
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>>6333347
>ywn be kits wing girl and stop anons with bad intent from drugging her
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I will design and build the grandest wood fired pizza oven of all time for the mtfg mansion
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>>6333351
That dude is a beast
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>>6333324
>>6333326

Kek this
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>>6333349
>fat
I'm not even fat. I'm 145
Hrt made me gain 15lbs but it went really no where.

>>6333352
Yes biology
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>>6333351
Welp, i know what I'm asking my ex for my birthday present, now
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>>6333356
i would deff make you something sweet because you're sweet :3
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>>6333328
just find faye a boyfriend and then both of you can fuck him
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>>6333345
You trust the biology that made a male want to be female?

The biology you tried to go against the moment you started transitioning?

Biology is random and makes "mistakes" as well you know.

I am probably not even making sense, but I don't see what point you want to make with these posts.
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>>6333333
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>>6333354
I like sweet
Would you talk to me at the bar, like a good bar keep?
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>>6333362
you're not fat, no, but you still have some make patterned body fat. you don't need to be fat to have fat
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>tfw you missed anteater last night and she was actually being positive about me
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>>6333356
I'd make you a blood orange margarita.
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>>6333366
I'm talking about my features. Despite having ffs, my features are still within the male range which is bad
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>>6333371
Fuck off and die hon
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>>6333369
I actually work in a nightclub so its p loud but if you were feeling down ofc i would talk to you. mb i would take a break and we could chat where its quiet or something
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>>6333371
she said she will be back specifically to tell you to stop being self conscious and to go full time
she also said you are cute
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>>6333359
please let me use it. I've always wanted to make pizza in one of those

my oven at home doesn't get hot enough to make really really good pizza ;~;
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>>6333362
Angie, is this you?
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>>6333370
Where though?
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>>6333364
yeeeeeees

>>6333372
yaaaaaas
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>>6333375
you're very sweet desu
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>>6333378
you will be living at the mtfg mansion silly so of course you can use it <3
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>>6333379
Duh
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>>6333377
really?
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>>6333383
>she hates men tbqh
you know she doesn't
thats like saying she is a man because she said it
you should know fayeposting better than that
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>>6333382
well i would do my best to cheer you up anon!! also when your sad drinking isn't best thing honestlly... but it can help.
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>>6333383
Full body wax today then. Lol.
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>>6333339
I just haven't really had time to adjust to this you know? It's was so recent, but you're right it's not the end just because of one person...

Thank you tho, I feel a lot better and a movie does sound pretty good right now...
c;
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>>6333385
why does the kkk give out mints in their hate packages? what the fucking fuck
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>>6333384
yesssss!! :3

I actually haven't cooked pizza in ages. my crust skills have probably gotten pretty bad
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>>6333386
No not really. She said you were a gross fetishist and you are an embarrassment.
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>>6333373
Yeah, no shit you have masculine features, you were born in a male body, even cis women have masculine features.

Did you transition in the hopes that you'd be able to end up 100% feminine? Did you think that somehow you'd end up being a 10 as a woman?
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>>6333397
No it's not to be a 10 but it's too actually look like a female.
That's what ffs was for but it was a crock
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>>6333398
Stahp please
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>>6333398
she's bi
not 50/50 like you
something like 90/10
but she's bi
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>>6333237
why? =(

>>6333238
hello am hru?

>>6333239
oh what day and where? why were u scared did I look bitchy or something? =(

>>6333242
hello anon
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>>6333398
Hnm.
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>>6333402
Hey Korra ! :3
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>>6333402
Sorry niggers frighten me
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Recommend self-help books and the like you think'd be good for me? I want to fix myself. I want to be better.

>>6333393
Religious hatred is no reason for poor personal presentation e.g. bad breath, Kayla.
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>>6333388
yeah I know
things haven't been the best for me lately
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>>6333392
^_^
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well I'm off to kill myself
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>>6333399
Do you actually think you resemble a man more than a woman in your pictures?

You're not really attractive but you definitely look more like a woman, at least your face does.

If your whining is about not being attractive then I guess join the rest few billions people who cry about it everyday.
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>>6333407
robin just do the 3-1 rule I told you and thats the sum of all self help books.
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flannel

flannel please
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>>6333407
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>>6333396
Nope, I read her posts by looking at the other thread.

>>6333407
if I think bad breath I see a picture of your face, no offence
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>>6333416
its called fat injections if you want bigger hip width and an ass. I know how you feel I have nothing. -_-
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>>6333412
poor girl ;_;
i am kinda all over the place rn myself, idk if its hormones or what...

i hope things pick up for you soon anon!!
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>>6333405
hi sass happy bday! ^_^

>>6333406
maybe next time anon, maybe next time. did u cosplay?
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I fell back asleep and now I get to see my therapist
Yay for not working
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>tfw she asks you to say something lewd and all you can think of is kissing
how2 stop being so vanilla?
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>>6333431
idk I am also vanilla
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>>6333431
read more dirty mango
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>>6333422
weird, I've heard that before but I'm a sperg so my personal hygeine is, like, sacred to me
for a start I use breath sprays every time I leave my flat for more than just going to the campus shop

>>6333418
elaborate? I don't remember this

>>6333421
>invisible disabilities aren't real disabilities hurr durr
maybe when I've had more physio treatment and a proper assessment of my safe limits for menial work but I'm not gonna sign up to stack shelves at the Co-Op only to dislocate a shoulder on the first day
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>>6333402
I'm a hon

>>6333417
>still resemble a man
I look nothing like a woman
>not attractive
And ugly women are nothing but trash
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>>6333431
CUTE desu ne
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>>6333435
>weird, I've heard that before
because I thought you eat human shit, tell me its just a meme?

>>6333427
is therapy working? I have an appointment for tomorrow evening and she isn't helping at all
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>>6333435
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>>6333431
could be me ^.^
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>TFW Edie's deleted posts left u horny AF.

>>6333426
:3 thanks!
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>>6333424
Thanks, Kit
nothing feels like it has gone right lately, I think that will change in time though
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>>6333438
is ffs losing weight and dressing to play up your positive features nor an option? I'm sry but idk ur situation and I don't wanna assume =(
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instead of thinking im a man with tits, maybe im a pair of tits with a man attached
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>>6333435
Not even trolling but you should just be executed. Why the fuck should I have to support someone so worthless to society?
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>>6333446
I had ffs and it didn't work
I have no positive features
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>>6333445
its hard... but it can get better !!! and its really hard to stay positive at times like that but... idk, just do your best anon !! try and find happiness for yourself where ever you can and don't worry so much about pleasing others... (you) are the most important person T B H
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>>6333438
So you post yourself all over to confirm your bias that you're an ugly man and get disappointed/mad when people disagree. Because biology.

But you keep doing so to prove a point that trans people are delusional.

Got it, I say you were successful one way or the other.
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Still up goodness gracious i feel awful pls bully my faget ass
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>>6333451
post an unsee I can give a non hugbox opinion
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>>6333435
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>>6333455
Another candidate for the absolutely disgusting tier
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>>6333455
must be nice to be full time ;_;
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>>6333456
pretty sure that's angie
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>>6333456
>You not hugbox

Kek
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>>6333452
Yeah, it's nothing really to do with being trans though.
Just the stresses of life
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>>6333453
I get mad because those people are wrong

>>6333456
See >>6333290
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>>6333455
>Coming to mtfg to get your humiliation fantasies off.
You should try /pol/and
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>>6333468
I posted a really dolled up pic of myself on /pol/ and they called me fuckable or cute, didn't expect that
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>>6333463
This lol

>>6333460
I went full-time in tandem w starting mones. U can do it honestly ive seen yer face

>>6333468
Implying i dont
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>>6333471
stop caring what losers on the internet think.

i mean, i get it, it can help your confidence but it's not really a healthy thing to do.

good to see that you are pretty and alive
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>>6333478
That's an old face
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>>6333475
I can't do it until I can be at least half way done with electrolysis and at the moment I am broke as fuck.
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>>6333441
I mean, I have tits and someone to talk to about things that aren't going well and can be fixed, so I'd say so
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Dear Robin. Stop being so scared, Stop passing out high, and stop eating poop. Know your limits and testnyour strenghts instead. Regards, Oryx.
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>>6333478
Long time no see, how are you? Last I heard you tried to an hero.

Also I know I need to stop asking others and basing their opinions on whether or not I go outside but its hard to be trans and look as fucked as I do because I don't want to be spit on in public.
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>>6333471
I don't know why you're not gettimg massive amounts of cock, Kayls.

It's like you want to and you need to.

Stop being afraid.
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>>6333290
Angie if you still think they are lying how delusional are you? Just think about it why would they chose to lie to you? What do they have to gain? especially on the internet where people say negative things just because they can. You have to see it yourself no amount of people can confirm you to self worth. Stop relying on others. only then can you find happiness.
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>>6333455
Sexy sexy come sit on daddies lap
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>>6333489
Its not fear, I am just ugly so I doubt any man would ever give me the D
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>>6333448
>i don't want to support these people's neurobiological abnormalities.
>let's just kill them
now that's the civility we want to see from normies.
anyway. gotta leave in 20 minutes
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>>6333489
wait WHAT it's your birtHDAY?
happy birthdaaaaaaay!!!!!~
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>>6333478
^
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>>6333485
>its hard to be trans and look as fucked as I do because I don't want to be spit on in public

you wanna know the first places i went out as a girl? Moreno Valley and East Riverside. Yeah, it was scary as fuck but no one spit on me or gave me dirty looks. If you notice people looking at you different when you go out as a girl, it's because people look at girls more than men.

Honestly, just go get a shitty job in LA or Orange County or something and start your life already before you regret not doing it in five years.
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>>6333497
i-it's puru's birthday too
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>>6333494
anyone women on this earth can get "the D" lol. now finding someone thats emotionally compatible, thats the true challenge.
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>>6332963
hey dude, good to see you. hope all is well
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>>6333490
Because unlike those higboxers, I can use biology to back up my opinions.
People lie all the time because they are afraid to hurt people.
Just yesterday I had an employee mention how chiseled my jawline is.
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>>6333501
I moved to OC and I am going back at the end of the week to get a job. I just don't feel comfortable trying to go out in girl mode till I finish electrolysis, so far I only had 3 sessions and I need 9 more for the major clearing then I can be me finally but its SO EXPENSIVE. The place I go to is in Fullerton and its $160 a session.
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>>6333512
i get that. i was the same way. i did laser instead of electrolysis though and it was much cheaper. is your beard hair light and that's why you can't do laser?

where in OC? you know im from Fullerton, right?
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>>6333502
bring her to me so I can shower her in happy birthday wishes~
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>>6333513
>>6333492
AYYYYY LMAO
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>daily reminder that we are all beautiful
https://youtu.be/isrF__5gdII
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OK im going to the gym mtfg time to get cute
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>>6333509
do you want to hate yourself? I don't think you do. "People lie all the time because they are afraid to hurt people." you saying this would imply to me that from your perspective people are malevolent by nature and only nice out of societal pressure. Some may be cruel but usually because they are hurt themselves. People will say things carelessly all the time doesn't mean they specifically are trying to hurt you. I'm going armchair now. Think back to your earliest memory of inadequacy start? When did this voice of criticism start? Who gave it to you? Some family member criticize you a lot when you were younger? Was your mother overbearing?
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>tfw anniversary with gf
good lyfe
what's up with the rest of you ?
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>>6333535
congrats ^^
am crying because of sad tv shows
bout to go to sleep
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>>6333535
Gonna get murdered maybe later today literally

Congrats tho
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>>6333529
My step-father would constantly tell me I was no good and I still believe it.

People do lie all the time. I had someone tell me I look like a white version of this girl and I never laughed so hard in my life
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>>6333497
Thank U :3

>>6333502
We already exchanged our birthday wishes :3
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>>6333542
>Gonna get murdered maybe later today literally
why ?
>Congrats tho
ty
>>6333539
what show ?
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>>6333535
>Get pulled into admin sit for a minor thing against another player
>End up getting banned over insulting and being rude to admin during sit
Worth it
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Updated my journal.
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>>6333547
gurren lagann
weeb trash
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>>6333515
No way you are in Fullerton? I am near Dana Point, not right now thought because I came back to the IE for the week to finish finals week.
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>>6333544
is he still a live, around in your life?
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>>6333560
Yes he is
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>tfw your parents know you're a weeaboo
lmao what have i become

>>6333434
I've read *cough* plenty of that but it didn't make me the god of smooth lewd talk.

>>6333440
>>6333443
I'd yell halp but she's sleep now.

>>6333517
I've been summoned :v
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>>6333526
ok. time for me to go.
later
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>>6333549
>player
>treating it like a real thing
why.jpg
>>6333555
ah I see
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>>6333515
Also I am a full ginger, freckles and all so I cannot ever do laser.
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>>6333563
is it your birthday?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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>>6333563
oh that looks really cute. what is it?
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>>6333562
have you tried confronting him about it?
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>>6333563
>I've read *cough* plenty of that but it didn't make me the god of smooth lewd talk.

The really dirty stuff? Anything that has the vanilla tag is bad.
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>>6333547
Cause i did a very bad thing

From earlier;
>sitting on my steps in nyc
>a car drives up, one nig nog, one hispanic stud, both kinda hood
>im smoking weed and stuff
>they ask if i wanna go on a smoke cruise
>feel uneasy but go for it cause high and the hispanic dude is hot (6' 3", built, funny)
>smoke cruise
>go out for a drink
>get a lil tipsy
> i told him i didnt feel safe going into his room/apt cause we just met but he lives right down the street so i do anyway (dont try this at home kids)
>go to his room. Lots of ppl around so feel ok.
>turns out hes a drug dealer of many different things
>drink coronas
>do a little coke
> do a little molly
>smoke a little weed
>suddenly im on my knees blowing his 9 inch cock
>blow him 2 more times after that throughout the night
>best bjs he ever had he says, i agree
>on me dry humping my skinny little hormone affected body
>sucking my tits, fingering my asshole deep, licking his finger from time to time
>im squeeking in exctacy, high af on all sorts of stuff
>really wants to fuck my pussy he says
>doesnt realize i have a dick, well tucked and small af from mones
>tell him i dont wanna fuck the first night and say if he treats me right and respects my space ill fuck his brains out tomorrow
>this contiues and we cuddle until the sun comes up
>now laying in bed, heart and mind racing from molly, belly full of cum
>tfw not clocked once all night

I even wiped my fingers on my pussy-smelling sweaty balls an gooch and put my fingers in his mouth lel so good he says
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>>6333567
What the fuck else am I supposed to call another person in a vidya.
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>>6333558
no, i used to live in Fullerton. my mom still lives there. i'm up in Tiburon now
>>
Trump (Fascism) = Bad. Hillary (Capitalism) = Bad. Sanders (Socialism) = Good. :)
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>>6333579
Assuming this nonsense isn't memeing: disclose before sex, moron.
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>>6333584
why the fuck are you feeling bad ass over acting out in a game ?
like do that shit at work (real life work , not farming whatever stuff you farm in games) then you can call something worth it
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>>6333587
>Voting for a bum sanders
>Voting for big gov
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>>6333579
how are you alive? lol
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>>6333585
>Tiburon
wow that's like million dollar housing nice
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>>6333587
>Hillary (Fascism)
ftfy
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who /crushing/ right now?
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>>6333588
Ik im a moron im constantly making poor decisions. ;(

>>6333594
Im gonna be soon im sure


Having meltdownnn
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>>6333592
Please, I can fuck with people at work too, I just love how fucking important these mods think they are and its funny shitting on them.
>>
>>6333574
I have and all he does is laugh at me
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>>6333568
if you are a full ginger i doubt you have beard shadow, just go fulltime already. if you wait until you finish electrolysis you're just gonna make another excuse after that. and another after that. and ad infinitum. because you're scared and don't want to admit that your primary emotion governing everything you currently do is fear.

so stop being so damn afraid, throw on a dress, and go do something today. you'll be nervous but the more you do it, the more you'll find that your fears are mostly unfounded.
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>>6333600
always ;_;
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>>6333587
>Socialism
>Good
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>>6333600
yeyeyeyeye
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>>6333605
On who anon?
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>>6333603
Ok then, are you dependent on him? Do you think you would be better off removing this person from your life?
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>>6333600
/as usual/
;~;
tfw forever crushing
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>>6333610
can't say because I look like a man.
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>>6333604
You don't get it. I HAVE to grow the hair out to at least an 8th of an inch before every session so she can actually grab it with tweezers and zap the follicle. That's the whole draw back. I can't go full time, cover up with makeup just to have to grow my beard out to get it zapped. Its a catch 22.
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>>6333597
it's nice, here's my view from my patio
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>>6333587
>fascism
>bad
>>
i haven't cut my hair in 3 months and it suddenly got really long wtf
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>>6333600
>>6333605
>>6333607
>>6333614

>tfw this will never be me and my crush

I WANT THIS.
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>>6333570
THANK YOU

>>6333571
I think it was originally of some mochi package from my dads work. They had put some beauty products inside and just used it as a wrapping to make their weeb kid happy :p

>>6333578
I didn't know sadpanda even tags vanilla lol.

>>6333593
Big gov would be better than big business in their case desu.

>>6333600
So effin' much you have no idea.
>>
>>6333600
I want to help everyone with their crushes
>>
>>6333622
:-:
eventually anon
were all gonna make it
>>
>>6333611
I'm not dependent on him but even if he were to be let go it wouldn't be easy.
>>
>>6333620
Don't you just miss apartheid?
>>
I guess Kayla is kind of right in her assumptions even when she draws all the wrong conclusions from there. My life is better than most people could hope for, let alone trans people. I mean, respectable situation with senior officer stripes to boot, top decile income without currently working, great looks for my age and a body that finally fits my inner map, good physical health, IRL social life with artists and professors treating me as a peer... No idea how I ever managed to get there and the only thing that's fucked up is my thought process. So I shouldn't breakdown when people tell me I have everything. I do. I only wish I had a way to enjoy it, though. At least I should try my best to keep up appearances and pretend I do. Because that's the right thing to do, even if it feels wrong.
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>>6333619
why do trips turn off when you post on other boards without them? cmon 4chan
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>>6333625
>Big gov would be better than big business in their case desu.
>Government
>Gives you violent angry muslim immigrants
>Companies
>Give you products
>Government
>Takes your money
>Companies
>Gives you pay
Yeah fuck that shit senpai, more gov pls.
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>>6333630
Are you going to therapy? Have you talked about doing this?
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>>6333625
Thats really nice. You have grad parents :)
Happy birthday from me too
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>>6333625
Big Gov and Big Business work in tandem
fuck both of them
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>>6333632
I wasn't really born during apartheid but seeing how shit the country after apartheid is, then yes.
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>>6333621
That's generally what happens when you don't cut your hair
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>>6333637
>Companies
>Gives you pay

W E W
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>>6333625
happy birth day!!
I thought it was a cake at first lol, like the kind you can get images painted on to.
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>>6333636
4chan remembers your current trip across all boards
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>>6333638
Therapy never helps. They can't cure someone who hates being ugly
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>>6333647
Oh shit
What's happening in your country desu? Stay safe
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>>6333649
When you get paid by the gov you're pretty much a working welfare whore.
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>>6333655
alright
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>>6333657
You can go now, I got the last word covered.
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>>6333619
You pass, are pretty, and filthy fucking rich. Now I really hate my fucking life even worse.
god damn it I should just fucking kill myself so bad
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>>6333406
LOOK HOW EDGY I CAN BE
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>>6333658
Yeah, that's a great trick
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>>6333655
Not even. I'm on extended medical leave. I guess me that makes me a not working welfare whore. I'm pretty sure I'm still the HMFIC in this thread. Unless there's a colonel or general funposting as anon. Which I doubt.
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>>6333653
I wouldn't recommend looking at it that way. Think instead of it as a way of venting completely unfiltered. This is something even your best friends can't offer. I would highly recommend trying it. Specifically with a gender therapist and just talk about your relationship with your step father. You don't have to talk about how you feel you look. I avoided therapists my whole life out of some strange fear and now I really enjoy going and can see how it helps over time. I didn't think it would at all.
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>>6333665
This, plus having a good therapist is key
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>>6333660
Stop fucking crying we're all poor here Kayla.
>>6333663
Ikr
>>6333664
Thats even worse senpai.
>>6333663
Blacks always look angry and like they want to kill you. And the women like theyre bout to snap on you desu.
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>>6333665
>venting completely unfiltered
I think Kenyan underwater basketweaving kakemonos made therapy completely obsolete then...
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>>6333665
I've told therapists and they just tell me to block him out, like he's a fucking light switch I just turn off.
Besides this world doesn't like ugly women
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>>6333662
>>6333670
Wrong quote.
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>>6333670
Hey, PTSD after what happened during training, occupational burnout now? Hellooo? I think I've more than earned my leave.
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>>6333670
well you're poor like me but all the passers live in fucking 5 star accomidations and look perfect and have perfect lives. Its like I will never have even a slice of what they have so why fucking god damn bother anymore? I mean sure my view is okay but I am not on the ocean side so it might as well be in a fucking cave in estonia.
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>>6333660
i might be relatively wealthy compared to most trans girls but youre definitely prettier than me
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>>6333642
They've been nice to me lately, idk why. I guess they got a lot of conflicting feelings about me being trans and are now on an upswing. Life in general is on an upswing feels nice.
>>6333650
I'm not a huge fan of cakes so I got icecream instead :3

>>6333637
>Gives you violent angry muslim immigrants
Last I checked sanders was against taking muslim immigrants.
Also nice satire m8 very enjoyable.
>>6333645
In america maybe because businesses get to choose what the gov does. Legal corruption ftw. Socialism takes playthings away from businesses though so it wouldn't be as bad as a lot of people make it out to be.
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>>6333672
Well emotionally it's not easy, but if you chose to tomorrow you could never be in contact with a human for the rest of your life. It is a possibility. I'm not in a position to decide that for you and no therapist can come to that conclusion for you either. You have to decide for yourself.
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>>6333679
Post face
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>>6333677
at least you havent been to rehab twice

and you pass too retard. i actually got clocked a couple days ago if it makes you feel better

also,
>lives in dana point
>calling me rich
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>>6333678
>but youre definitely prettier than me
I look like fucking shit, here is a most recent pic of daily me. I have a zillion freckles, horrible nose that needs surgery, and brow bone for days, plus its been 1.5 years since I had my head shaved and my hair is still fucking short
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>>6333679
Socialism takes the playthings away from the Big Businesses and gives it away to people just as bad, if not worse.
Look at the Soviet Union and North Korea
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>>6333677
kayla, why do you hate yourself so much? Why do you think it's ok to take it out on others?
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>>6333422
You don't wanna have bad breath when you're underneath those hood
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>>6333676
>PTSD
I'm sure.
>>6333677
The ones who gets by on the least has the most. The happening is right around the corner anyways so these comfyfags are gonna have it the worst when the surviving masses of the calamity come barging down their doors. Lifes unfair, nothing that can be done about it.
>>6333679
>Last I checked sanders was against taking muslim immigrants.
He cant stop humping minorities and immigrants, hes a bum.
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>>6333686
*hugs*
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>>6333686
youre much pretty than me. big eyes, small chin. get over it dude, youre a girl.

your hair isn't too short. if i saw you in public i'd probably stare and think about fucking you
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>>6333686
You look like more of a girl than I do
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>>6333686
how about all the hons of the world that are uglier than you? Did they deserve it?
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>>6333682
But as I said it won't help because I have the hatred for my apperance

>>6333684
I get clocked everyday
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>its a kayla throws a tantrum episode
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>>6333688
>Why do you think it's ok to take it out on others?
My mom always does. My mom and step dad always told me to hate those who have it better because it was handed to them and they don't know what pain is so they need reminding to equalize the playing field and to alleviate our struggle. And honestly I really see it that way. Pretty passers never had it hard regardless of what they say because duh they pass and people who pass never had stress or they would look tired and have wrinkles.
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>>6333693
>The happening is right around the corner anyways so these comfyfags are gonna have it the worst

lol stay mad poorfag. at least i can afford guns to pick you all off as you clamor up the hill to my estate.
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i want to kiss kayla
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>>6333647
>implying South Africa was ever not a shithole
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>>6333699
I think you need to break down your problems first. Vent about him and deal with that later. Do you think they could be interlinked?
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>>6333703
good girl
*headpats*
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>>6333707
They aren't
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>>6333699
lrn 2 makeup then

>>6333703
>never had it hard

i didn't always pass, retard.
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>>6333703
So your just going to be some warped angry puppet of your parents and that makes it ok? Their fucked up perspective ruined your chance at happiness and friendship. You either have to drop that shit or be miserable and unlikable for forever. truth.
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>>6333700
But that's every episode

>>6333697
>>6333696
hugboxing

>>6333698
hmm... well the well off ones totally deserve it because they put their careers over transitioning. I get into arguments with this with my Bio Dad because 2 of his friends are 55 year old total hons and have convinced him that you need to raise a family and be a man and then retire and transition so now my bio dad thinks I have to "put transition on hold" until I become rich because he thinks transition costs seven million dollars.
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>>6333709
how so, elaborate?
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>>6333704
I'm not intending on robbing rich people during happening im just saying whats gonna happen asswipe. And even if I wanted to buy guns I cant because I live in a socialist hellhole.
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>>6333711
Makeup can't hide my masculine features
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>>6333715
He would say I was useless with almost everything.
Apperance comes from me
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>>6333717
Lern2contour

>>6333713
>hugboxing
Right
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>>6333713
some people should not raise children. and the worst part is that you are too blind to see how they fucked you up and how yur just continuing the cycle.
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Reminder that Kiwi raped a woman last year and the NY district attorney is charging him for it. Stay away from Kiwi. Do not believe his lies.
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>>6333720
Did that and it doesn't help
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>>6333719
ok well how did that make you feel when he would do that?
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>>6333713
Its always the damn hons, I hear they put spells on people and steal children to eat them
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>>6333726
Like shit
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>>6333711
You had it hard but come on lets be honest, you were sent to an ivy leuage school, had a free dorm, had good health care probably paid for by school, and you probably had well off parents who helped you. I have to get my hrt from a clinic in fucking South Central LA because i'm so fucking poor and my truck doesn't even have air conditioning at its 100 degrees down here now, plus I had to go to community college like a fucking peasant because its all I could afford.

>>6333712
its hard to drop it when I see rich people everywhere be complete evil fucks and I am so poor, I will never have what they have and it eats me up. I want a fucking BMW, I want a house with a view of the ocean, I want to afford starbucks, I want to afford nice clothes, I want to take trips on airplanes. I never even went on vacation before and all I hear rich people do like maddie is talk about jetsetting and going to clubs and bars having a life and I hate her and others who are able to LIVE because i'm not allowed to because no one will give me money.
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>>6333713
lol as if they weren't severely repressed and even more depressed about their existence from being like 40+ when transitioning.
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>>6333733
i love you
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>>6333645
This
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>>6333733
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>>6333733
kayla want to be poor together
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>>6333733
>I want money
Get a job
>I can't get a job because I look like a man
Then get electro, work on your presentation
>I need money to do that
It's time to end your life, Kayla.
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kayla is a victim of capitalism
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>>6333683
I've posted it here before, it aint that pretty desu. I might post it again once I get makeup.

>>6333687
How about look at scandinavia in the early 2000's before the open border fiasco, best place in the world by every metric. Socialism isn't an on/off switch, I'm by no means advocating going to the deep end or even as close to it as the aforementioned places because too much nannystate is too much. Better social mobility/better equality of opportunity, lower tuition fees for higher education and better infrastructure are something murika at large would benefit for though. Isn't equal opportunity kind of a cornerstone of the american dream anyways? The socialist boogeyman thinking is holding USA back desu.
>>6333693
>He cant stop humping minorities
That was his political sudoku desu. I can't imagine any rational voter to be able to look past that black lives matter fiasco.
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>>6333742
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>>6333745
I want what I was making pre transition and I don't know how to get it. I was making prevailing wage. That's $37 bucks a fucking hour for general contracting and earth moving. I want my old wage back but in an indoor setting where I don't have to break a sweat. Give me that kinda job and I will shut the fuck up forever.
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something when I go to sleep i snuggle with my pillows and pretend im holding kayla
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kute kayla
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>>6333756
Good thing you planned for your future by saving everything and strengthening professional relationships when you were making that, or you'd be in a real tight spot right now.
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>>6333757
I doubt that, though I am kinda squishy now from hrt
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>>6333762
can i squish u
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>>6333735
Not every 40+ transitioner fails
Pic related
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>>6333761
I didn't save a dime, you know I had an addiction to off road toys. I was buying racks of tires and drums of this shit every weekend, btw good race gas smells like gummy bears coming out the exhaust.

As far as professional contacts go, all of them would hate me if they knew I went trans.
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>>6333694
>>6333705
>>6333708
>>6333737
>>6333744
>>6333753
>>6333757
>>6333760
>>6333765
these posts are all me desu
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>>6333771
no me
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>>6333771
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>>6333770
Maybe you just should have stayed a man
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>>6333733
Kay I thought you were rich. You said once you're too good to shop at a Wal-Mart
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>>6333776
don't be mean to kayla shes my friend
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>>6333723
wait are you serious?? that is seriously fucked up wtf

>>6333733
just keep working and get some therapy. therapy changed my life.

>>6333756
find an industry you like and do entry-level there. i work for a construction firm, you could easily get a desk job at a place like that.
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>>6333786
That is a fake faye
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>>6333755
Reee
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>>6333780
I just don't shop at walmart because it seems like a hideous place to be full of trump voters, I shop at Targét.

>>6333776
you're twice the man I am hon

what's it like having the shoulder span of donkey kong?
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>>6333775
lies
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>>6332969
*HUGS*
I'm not sure it would work out. The plan a city place where you can socialize is likely your best hope. Find a good therapist, and get into counseling. I think you need some EMDR to help reduce the number of triggers.

>>6333210
How about doing a line of perfumes with unusual scents?

>>6333693
>>>6333676
>>PTSD
>I'm sure.
She's got it.

>>6333723
Fake Faye
>>6333788
I have a filter set up to have the trip marked in red when it shows up.

>>6333733
If you want it, you have to work for it, or find somebody willing to give it to you. I did both when young.

>>6333794
Target at least is trans friendly.
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>>6333794
hi kayla :3
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>>6333788
I thought it was weird that Faye would make a sudden appearance to bad mouth kiwi and then leave
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>>6333794
yeah buts she's fulltime lol
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>>6333794
don't b mean. i have wide-ass shoulders too and you know that. skinny wide shoulders don't look too bad, anorexia sort of helped with that though.
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>>6333806
If you're inverted triangle, you're fucked
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>tfw kayla calls you a sunshine sparkle
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good to see yall are tearing into eachother so early in the morning!

In more positive news, my body is no longer so sore it hurts to laugh, and a friend of mine is taking me out tonight to fix that!

whats everyone elses plans for the day?
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>>6333799
>She's got it.
Yeah Im sure.
>Totally hasn't heard this a 100 times by a 100 people.
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>>6333794
>mfw staying in on a Saturday night crying about my huge shoulder span
Oh wait
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>>6333804
so, she is only full time because of black facial hair was able to get lasered off in a few sessions, I don't have the luxury of being a candidate for laser, I said this 100 times if my beard was gone I would be full time rn

>>6333799
>Target at least is trans friendly.
watch this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCIYsXhR1D0
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>>6333817
kayla i want to be ur wife pls transbian with me
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>>6333806
This seems like you're advocating anorexia
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>>6333809
i have a nice natural waist and and wider hips than most males do. so it offsets. i still wear things to hide the shoulders though. full skirts, things that sit on the waist, ect
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Well blublu left
Oh well
I just wish these next two months would pass already
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>>6333814
Well, I spent a year in a psychiatric ward and it's back there in my file. Bring that up with the shrinks who diagnosed it if you want. I fucking wish I could say I don't have PTSD, you know.
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>>6333816
you need to learn how to apply lipstick better, my god

>>6333820
it certainly helped getting rid of upper body muscle mass. that shit just melted all away.

and if someone is mentally ill enough to where they can be convinced to follow through with being anorexic, then they were probably going to end up with an eating disorder at some point anyway.

i'm better now though, i got back up to 140 and i feel much healthier/softer
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>>6333816
>hey i'm a mean fuck showing off how rich I am to be able to afford tons of makeup and good clothes

under all that you are trash and a bully
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>>6333832
What do you expect, she learn from drag face
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Annnnd done. Referral next week, injections next month, and SRS letters in 6 more months.

Fuck yeah! Now I can stop worrying about this medical BS and get back to living.

Day: successful
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>>6333733
I'm just going to tell you the truth. Rich people are miserable, they can never have enough because they place value on things and things are temporary. your instability is from placing your inner worth/self image on a system of instability. money =/= happiness. Capitalism sells you that lie 40k times a day through ad's bombarding every sensory organ you have since your birth. If you can't be happy when your poor you can't be happy if your rich. Even further - beyond happiness in importance, is a sense of purpose. Because in life happiness is fleeting, at best we can cherish the few moments of it and look forward to the next. No one exists in an endless state of continual happiness. We are all decaying organic matter and death is the equalizer, money can't save anyone. We are dancing on the tides of forces far beyond than ourselves in measure to the greatness of the universe. And this is big! this isn't something to be depressed about! Because once you remove the veil, you are set free. Good and evil doesn't exist, there is only cause and reaction. Each of our actions in this temporal dimension emanates from us, bouncing against each other like pool balls. Do you really want to spend the rest of your limited amount of breaths, and the absolute miracle of consciousness to bring others down over such petty trivialities? Think of the percentages, the odds that had to coincide to lead to the birth of your self awareness. Now use this gift and differentiate yourself from others. Separate your opinions and then let it all go. Let go, of your parents voice that you hold in your mind, let go of your nations expectations of a "correct" life, let go of your despairing worldview and recognize it for what it is - a prison and just breath for once.

>pic related
that is a pic of deep space from hubble, each of those points of light are entire galaxies. If we could peer infinitely into the vastness of space, it would be like a glowing sea of light.
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>>6333826
MAPS really helped me with my PTSD. Participated in their trials last year and it changed my life really.

http://www.maps.org/research/mdma
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>wake up
>just lost the best friend thats helped me get through so much and keep my head on straight and make it to today
Fuck. Time to curl up in a ball and cry all day...
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>>6333816
LMAO! you're horrible Maddie.
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>>6333826
OK
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>>6333823
nope was writing a good rant all pls read.
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>>6333838
That's pure crap.
It's like when someone tells me I could get all surgeries in the world, look like a supermodel and still be unhappy

It's all a crock of shit
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>>6333843
Why, what happened?
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>>6333831
B-but shouldn't you be telling others not to do it. It like a former crack addict telling us how great crack feels
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>>6333799
Yeah, I guess the time I spent locked up didn't help. Well, it did help get my transition forward since I didn't have to look far to get my referral letters, so at least there's that.
Launching a line of perfumes requires big capital, placing one on the shelves is close to impossible and having to follow regulations really cramps what can be done. Which is why most of the perfumes launched in the past decade are incredibly boring. Not sure there's a market for bespoke ones, and that the money would be worse the hassle. Definitely something I'd do for people I know, but I'd do it for free...
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>>6333843
what happened? :(
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>>6333730
ok well he is wrong, clear as day. Would you think this damaged your inner self? How did you feel early on before he said these thing to you?
>>
this cringeworthy tranny that follows me on twitter claims she has "C-PTSD" (not even a real diagnosis btw) because of all the "small traumas" she's experienced by being trans

i wanna slap her and tell her that's she's probably just borderline if she;s actively looking for a diagnosis to identity with
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>>6333848
It was a lovely rant. I do hope that with persistence and patience, Kayla will come to understand how to live well, instead of merely knowing it.
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>>6333851
That's pure crap.
It's like when someone tells me I could get a good day's meal everyday, not dying from malnurishment and still be unhappy.

It's all a crock of shit.
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>>6333851
what's crap about it specifically?
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so what up, what's happening girlzzzz?

>>6333832
Woah? do you hate people with more disposable income? I never knew you were a hardcore commie, Kayls. i always thought you were more right wing pro ayn rand/trump.
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>>6333851
>I could get all surgeries in the world, look like a supermodel and still be unhappy
if you think surgery fixes self image your in for a very rude awaking
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>>6333862
My inner self was damaged before he came into the picture

>>6333869
Because it's lies. If I was pretty, I would be happy because I would be comfortable with myself
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>>6333853
>>6333859
Our friendship hurt her now and i guess i cant really do anything to fix that
Im fucking shaking, i dont even feel strong enough to leave my bed right now
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>>6333875
>this is what hons believe
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>>6333857
well im a former heroin addict and let me tell you, nothing is better than heroin. think of every small good thing that you enjoy or feel throughout your day, amplify it by 10, then deduct every feeling of discomfort you currently have. there's really nothing quite like it

TL;DR: Anorexia can help w/ looking for feminine but you have to gain wait eventually or else you're just going to look like skeletor

but that's not really how it works, huh though? you'll probably cut all the muscle and then all the sudden you'll feel gross if you eat or even gain a few pounds, but really you already look gross and could really use those five pounds. and then you'll need therapy to fix you, and force yourself to eat until you can do it without feeling sick to your stomach

its not fun but it made me look more like a girl
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>>6333840
>MDMA
Not the right alley for me, I have barely any response to serotoninergic and dopaminergic drugs. Which is what got my melancholic depression deemed impossible to treat short of extreme measures in the first place.
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>>6333843
What's wrong Gracie?
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>>6333838
You should have used a t.i. pic
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>>6333881
>this is what retards who haven't had surgery believe
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>>6333836
Yeah I know, maddie is passive aggressive as fuck and by the way got an inheritance of 300k and that's why she lives so large. If she was broke she would be in the rut I am.

>>6333838
That is a bullshit lie. If I had even 100k I could buy...
>electrolysis
>nose job
>brow bossing shave
>under arm installation saline breast implants
>brazillian butt lift
>suporn srs
>salon style hair cut and nails
>pay for a stylist to pick out a perfect wardrobe
all that would make me the most bubbly happy fuck on earth
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>>6333880
I'm sorry :<
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>>6333882
Drugs are amazing.
I ended up tripping with my family yesterday
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>>6333880
I guess it's a big story, but it always sucks losing friends, whatever the reason is.

Hope you feel better soon.
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>>6333837
woot! thats a solid deal

>>6333867
yah its almost like good and bad living situations are relative and someone elses hardships don't have a neurological effect on people that aren't in their position.

fuck off with your it could be worse bullshit that isn't how the world works.
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>>6333893
drugs are aight, i just don't do them anymore.
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>>6333837
Congrats Akaka! I'm going to use this as an indication that Ottawa in general is kind today and get my hopes up about work stuff.
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>>6333889
Except I had surgery
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>>6333891
LOL I fucking wish my life was that nice. I would get full ffs and pay off all my school loans
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>>6333876
what would you do when your old?
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>>6333895
You realize that's the point I was trying to make right? Did you see who I replied to?

She was saying that people in a better situation than her can't be unhappy.

Your comment is directed to the wrong person.
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>>6333872
>Woah? do you hate people with more disposable income?
Yes because they didn't earn it and use it to make me feel like shit. Look at maddie, rich as fuck and got to transition in the shortest time ever because of money handed to HIM. I need money to transition and I don't have any so I am fucking going to kill myself yet rich kids with wealth get to turn into girls in no time at all and be happier then I could ever be and they didn't even earn it. I have every right to be furious about it.

>>6333882
I'm a full blown hydrocodone addict
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>>6333903
I won't get old
Why do you think I set a date for my suocide with pleb?
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>>6333814
From what she has told me in countless emails, and I've seen posted from her here, she has PTSD. Possibly even Complex-PTSD.

>>6333840
How has that worked for the long term? Everything I've read so far is it is short term only, and needs to be repeated every so often.

>>6333858
I was thinking at the boutique level. Just sell them is a few boutiques. Not a big national brand.
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>>6333909
then I must have misunderstood the argument -_- sorry.
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>>6333891
>nose job

your nose is great, reminds me of my nose.

>breast implants
just keep taking your hormones retard

>srs
lol this is something to stress about far later

>pay for a stylist to pick out a perfect wardrobe
just hang out with me, i can take you thrifting in SF

>butt lift
no.

>brow shave
i could probably use this myself but you can definitely pass well without it
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>>6333891
ok its alright to want to change your body if your trans but your placing your self worth on it and thats a dangerous thing to do. I'll ask you too what are you going to do when your old then? What if you caught a terminal illness or got severe burns all over your body? What would you do with your final days?
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>>6333882
By the way congratulations on overcoming your addictions. It must be difficult beating both heroin and anorexia
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>>6333882
On the other hand, my opioid receptors do work. I was hooked to codeine long enough to know that. Heroin, I never injected. Chasing the dragon once was enough to trigger me into knowing it'd be the end of me. I have a paralyzing fear of that drug, really. Hard to explain, but it feels just like I already once died because of it.
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>>6333912
I remember the days when you had to be in a war to get PTSD.
Now hitting your toe on the kitchen table will qualify you.
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>>6333901
GIVE A SHARE OF THAT 300K
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>>6333901
well you are full time, in stylish clothes, and not one look of stress on your face. You can actually smile so you don't have it bad. I can't even crack a fucking grin let alone smile and I live in a constant state of wanting to kill myself, I constantly look at rails and trees thinking I could hang myself from them, I think about throwing myself out of my truck on the freeway to the point I disabled my driver side door. Yet here you are going to parties, jet setting, fucking people, having a life I could only dream of and all you do is mock me and rub it in my face instead of offering any hints or tips on how to achieve what you have.
bitch
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>>6333910
quit before it gets too bad.

honestly, you'll probably have to go to rehab eventually. not a big deal, they'll treat your mental health problems too.

>>6333912
i did it six times, and it's really helped me long-term too. confronted a lot of things i didnt even think need confronting. dont feel on edge all the time anymore. changed my life completely, really.
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>>6333912
I don't have a marketing fiber in my body. Even getting a token payment for stuff I created for acquaintances makes me uncomfortable.
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>>6333923
I'm convinced that my job is giving me PTSD. Does that count?
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>>6333909
People can be unhappy but that's them, not me.
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>>6333911
When? That's not a solution to pain. you just cease and everyone around you has to feel the absence. Why rush it when we are going to die later on anyway? It may seem unbearable but you can feel better. You just need to be brave and find someone who can help you and be brave enough to trust them. It's understandable to put up a shell of defenses to protect yourself but don't let it choke out your life.
>>
the blood test results are in since i dropped from 4mg estrogen to 1mg daily!

0.5 nmol/L testosterone (less than it was, was 0.6 before)
238 pmol/L oestradiol (slightly raised for normal levels, down from 1237)
1115 mIU/L prolactin (raised, fuck if i know what it was before)

huh
>>
>>6333916
>but your placing your self worth on it and thats a dangerous thing to do
how so? this world is based on looks

>I'll ask you too what are you going to do when your old then?
I wont survive to old age, I probably wont make it to my next birthday

>What if you caught a terminal illness or got severe burns all over your body?
having the body I have is WORSE than being a burn victim. My whole entire body is wrong, its not my body, not one bit of it.
>>
>>6333910
Misgendering is not cool. >:(

You're too angry, you should chill. I mean, you've been around her more time than most, you've got tits, you barely look like a man at all.

focus on yourself.
>>
>>6333938
I'm doing it in August
I trust no one
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>>6333933
Doubt it, probably burning out, though. Not the same thing at all, but worse in some ways. PTSD won't drive you straight into total physical exhaustion and suicide. If it gets worse, quit.
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>>6333919
thank you, it was really tough. it still gets tough sometimes but i've been clean for a while now and my life is so much happier and better.

anorexia permanently ruined my relationship with food though. honestly, it's harder to beat than heroin addiction. i'm at a healthy weight now but i still have a very unhealthy relationship with food/eating

>>6333921
heroin ruined my life. i was just smoking it but it took over everything. i'm kind of grateful it happened though because it got me to turn my life around
>>
i love kayla
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>>6333929
I can't afford rehab. It only started because I was given Vicodin because I literally killed myself doing X Games prelims in Reno in 2008. I had to be air lifted and broke 13 bones and destroyed my right leg at the knee. After my last surgery in 2012 I got hooked and now I take 2 hydrocodones a day or I can't even bend my leg.
>>
does anyone else feel like it would be fucking hilarious to see Kayla walk around as a guy? I mean, with that face and those eyebrows and hair, i bet she looks even more like a faggot as a guy than as a girl, that's the funny part.
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>>6333934
You're assuming as much, you have no way of knowing that you'd be happy once you're rich and you can afford the stuff you want.

Getting the stuff you want now wont make you happy, you must I've fallen into that trap before, I certainly have.
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>>6333947
>anorexia permanently ruined my relationship with food though.
I hear this way too often and know this all too well from firsthand experience. It feels like a chore and I'm disgusted by it from time to time.
>>
>>6333945
You can trust me. ^^ but I'm not trained enough to help. You really should consider looking for a good gender therapist, if only for me so I can sleep at night. Where do you live?
>>
>>6333952
well as long as it's prescribed i guess you won't run into a lot of the normal consequences of drug addiction. 2 a day is taking it as directed afaik
>>
>>6333946
Thanks for the advice. At the end of this month after pay day I'll consider consider quitting.
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>>6333895
Yeah. I was not expecting any of it. I didn't even have a hope that SRS letters were possible so soon. Not even sure how to handle all these happy feels. I thought for sure this would be like pulling teeth (again).

The relative nature of joy and suffering serves to make all of us experiential elitists, our perceptions going unquestioned. It would be funny if it wasn't so sad.
>>
>>6333959
kek
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>>6333910
Hydrocodone, that's cough syrup, right?

I'm addicted to compressed air myself.
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>>6333955
I get weird stares all the time. I mean I only have 4 flannel mens short sleeve button down shirts and they are all the same pattern but a different color, and I wear mens hip hugger jeans, and blue Lakai skate shoes. But even in all those guy clothes I sometimes rarely get called miss or mam and I feel self conscious because kids always ask their parents when I walk by "is that a boy or a girl?" Its still not enough to go full time because I am 5'11'' and what cis girl is that tall?
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>>6333970
>Hydrocodone, that's cough syrup, right?
no, it's a painkiller that they mix with tylenol, often prescribed instead of vicodin
>>
>>6333970
Codeine is cough syrup too. Doesn't make it any less addictive and life destroying in the long run...
>>
>>6333959

>why do people keep telling me i'm brave
too real

>tfw i've pee six times
>my bra is giving me a boner
>stacey only invited me here to look good in front of her liberal friends
>should i just keep learning to code of should i just be a whore
>being trans is ok in 2016

this is too fucking real and hilarious
>>
>>6333976
is the states a country of gnomes and dwarfs?
>>
>>6333956
But I would because I would finally be comfortable with myself

>>6333962
I have a gender therapist and she doesn't help much.
I live in TN
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>>6333899
Work stuff? What's got you nervous about work?
>>
i just want kayla to love me
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>>6333976
my two best friends are 5'11" and 5'10" and they're cis girls
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>>6333816
Hey what's your kik? you mentioned that you'd be down to fuck me yesterday in a /soc/ thread lol
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>boobs are already ok looking and still hurt

im getting megamilks right
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>>6333976
most of the girls on my dad's side are 5'9" - 6'
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>>6333982
in the US,

people who live in big cities are tall
people who live in the sticks are short

I can't explain why but this is how it is, at least in california.
>>
>>6333988
>I just want kayla to feel love.
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>>6333970
You put the ass in sass with that comment
>>
>>6333978
>>6333979

getting schooled on muh birthday! The gifts never end!!!! <3 <3 <3
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>>6333988
I just want kayla to be all better
>>6333990
a lot of people here seem to think cis girls can't be as tall or taller than men
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>>6333984
Getting updates on some federal involvement today. It might have a big impact on my job duties over the next few years. The sooner they stop dragging their feet the better.
>>
>>6333976
Is your community full of little people
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>>6333968
Well, that's a major step. I skipped most of the gate keeping crap this time around but I know how bad it feels. Which is why I took the brute force approach, because having to go back into that brought too much bad memories. I wish I didn't have to detransition back then, but you can't fix the past. Good luck with what comes next.
>>
>>6333983
cool well add me on skype, im "idontfuckingknowbrah" yes its a terrible name choice lol. you can always message me if you need to talk.
>>
>>6334005
No one here knows what a real girl looks like, all they know is anime girls.
>>
>>6334005
go away platypus is better
>>
>>6334002
I just hate getting schooled on my birthday anon :3

I'll just leave this link just to be a tad pedant. don't worry about apologizing,

http://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-54281/hydrocodone-compound-oral/details
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>>6334005
I want a tall GF that doesn't care that she's tall.
>>
>>6334004
Happy birthday again. ;)
Just don't spend all the gift money on opiates, mkay?
>>
>>6334010
Done
>>
kayla here's my skype: rachel.lindstromm

i gotta work but message me if you want
>>
>>6334005
girls can be as tall as an average male, but they're generally not much taller

being taller than 6'2" or shorter than 4'11" is a little weird, as a general rule
>>
>>6334006
Federals not foot-dragging? Best of luck. They're (almost) inevitable, but I rarely see them move fast.
>>
>tfw only 5'3"

: )
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>>6334008
pic related
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>>6334015
It's okay I'm just messing with you a little
>>
>>6334011
I believe it
>>6334014
I created platypus
>>6334016
the thing is cis girls who are tall literally don't care that they're tall, some even go out of their way to appear taller.
>>6334022
generally yes, but it's not as rare as people think.
>>
I think that sort of fear is the type of scenario you'd see imagined by the victim in any domineering, abusive relationship. Capitalism looks strong to us because we haven't seen it fall yet, but every sign points to it's collapse within a century. If not a popular revolt, it'll kill itself through climate change.

While late capitalism has done a good job not dying recently, it's still capitalism. It can only sustain itself through constant growth and exploitation, and it's now reached the physical limits of growth on this planet. As long as Musk doesn't set up some massive space colonies within the next few decades, we don't have to worry about our dystopia staying together much longer.

edit: Obviously structural collapse would be a global catastrophe, and we should do everything in our power to dump it ourselves while we can, but at the very least no one will ever have to live in some nightmare's nightmare. Like, there won't ever be a true "late-late" capitalism.
>>
>>6334017
I'm so hungry!!!!!! I don't want drugs, just foods to make me fat.

>>6334025
children in my 4chans!!!!!

>>6334027
:3
>>
>>6334028
>but it's not as rare as people think.
elanna was doing math on it the other day. You have a 50% chance of being cis at 6'2". Any taller, and you're more likely to be trans
>>
>>6334009
Thanks, CFH. Sorry for getting so furious the other day. I should have been thinking about why you were posting what you were posting, and I didn't even consider.

You would make a glorious troll if you ever chose to be one.
>>
>>6334036
what are my odds at
>>6334025
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>>6333992
Haha some faggot on soc is using my pics
>>
>>6334026
Well done you have redeem yourself
>>
>>6334039
dunno, dun care
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>>6334031
>MFW reading about the collapse of capitalism
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>>6334044
How do you feel having your likeness used to get someone else (You)s? Does a portion of the (You) get passed on to you in royalties?
>>
>>6334051
Whoever it is is obsessed with me and red. I guess they just hate attention whore and don't have a hobby. They post on this board sometimes too
>>
>>6334031
Is that you Marx?
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>>6334044
He must be getting like MAD COCK!!!!

Just sayin' cause you're cute and all.
>>
>>6334038
Well, I am an honorary admin with the title of official troll on a big website I helped create back in the past century, to be honest, so there's that... But yeah, the other day was all about bringing wrath on me and I really should find a way to stop doing that whenever I fall so low I want to disappear. I guess feeling like I can't disappear no matter what I try would help. But PTSD and the avoidant attitude it fosters doesn't help me doing the bonding I'd need for that.
>>
>>6334036
Is Elanna a math genius?
>>
>>6334055
Oh.. that both sucks and is boring.
>>
>>6333976
hey kayla

check this out

http://imgur.com/a/Nwejt
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>>6334064
no, she just took a statistics class and actually learned something from it
>>
>>6334064
Well, her quick and dirty approach wasn't to bad, to be honest. Enough to make a point.
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>>6333882
IKTF ex addict here...

>>6333921
Yeah, stay away from the dragon. you need ever more of it to get the feels.

>>6333923
That was because they didn't understand what was going on in the body. Children are ridiculously easy to give PTSD if the abuser. In those cases the abuse is often repeated so it becomes complex-ptsd. My initial PTSD came from how I was treated by other kids at school. In memories I have, I can see reactions that indicate I had PTSD as far back as 1-3rd grade.

>>6333929
Cool, I wish it was being done in my area, and I had the money to try it. It's experimental so my insurance won't cover it. I like that they are using it as an assist. Social anxiety wrapped up with all my PTSD and C-PTSD is really fucking me over therapy wise, and from progressing.

>>6333933
Occupational burnout is also a possibility. It's also possible to get PTSD from work, but it would have to be a bad work environment.

>>6333947
*hugs*
heroin also fucked up my life. It got in the way of friendships, and professional contacts I'd made when I was 10-15yo. These were with some major players in the art, photography, and fashion fields. Sadly it was the fashion industry that got me hooked, and the art community was also riddled with heroin. I felt like such a worthless looser after. I wasn't. I'd kicked heroin nearly on my own. Just methadone without counseling.

>>6333976
>because I am 5'11'' and what cis girl is that tall?
Many!!! I grew up around models. I felt short around them. When I started at the photography studios I was 5'8" and grew to 5'11". I'm 5'10" now.
>>
>>6334055
Give me my part of the 300k or face 115 pounds of fury
>>
>>6334072
How you get shorter
>>
>tfw you pay money to get stabbed in the face for 2 hours.

I'm so tired of electrolysis.
>>
Morning folks. I'm so sick, i couldn't sleep last night. Not to mention i pierced my belly button so now i cant sleep on my stomach, WHICH IS HOW I SLEEP. THE ONLY WAY.
Anyways hoorah for pumping yourself full of painkillers when anything happens. Got a cough? Pain killers. Body aches? Pain killers. Dog bugging you? Pain killers!!
>>
>>6334072
>Children are ridiculously easy to give PTSD if the abuser
is a parent or guardian.

I can't even finish typing my thoughts in... So brain fried this morning.
>>
>>6334088
Shit, there are places where you can get stabbed in the face for free.
>>
>>6334093
Just do it for me Senpai. It'd be a welcome adjustment.
>>
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>>6334091
I'm not sure that's how youre supposed to use painkillers,
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>>6334091
>Dog bugging you? Pain killers!!
>>
>>6334100
Sure meet me in that dark alley in that bad neighborhood, I'll fix ya real good.
>>
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>>6334083
It just happens with some MtF transitioners. The pads between bones are thinner in women than men. That may do some of it.
>>
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Can i wake up yet, this nightmare hurts too mcuh
>>
>>6334091
Oh, eugh. No sleep is among the worst feels. Do you at least have a really nice piece of belly button ornamentation to show for it?
>>
>>6334109
You'll have to become more alpha and give it to her good faye, the only way to win her over.
>>
>>6334110
are you memeing?
and are we talking inches, or something significantly smaller than inches?
>>
>>6334109
I've come to talk with you again
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>>6334112
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>>6334109
>>
>>6334109
Well, get your cosplay skills in gear and beast at Edie.

Maybe you can hint you'd like to be made a woman one of these days, while you're at it. No sense either of you being unfulfilled.
>>
>>6334072
Not going to happen. Not much heroin in my social circles. Lots of maryjane and coke, but those don't do a thing for me. A few jazzmen who do ether for old times' mystique. But if I quit that cold turkey when I was nine, I can do it again...
>>
>>6334072
>My initial PTSD
Lol, everyones got PTSD nowadays apparently.
Fucking self-diagnosis generation needs to kill itself.
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>>6334114
>>6334119
>>6334123
A vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain still remains

>>6334124
I've striaght out told her to make me a woman and take my v card >.>
>>
>>6334129
Ive seen people die ;-;
>>
>>6334135
Within the sound of silence
>>
>>6334135
> frustration intensifies
You two...
>>
>>6334109
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEDjF2tLbhk
>>
>>6334139
hey baby why don't you come over my place and get some fuck?
>>
mom just got me a new shirt and she wants me to go out in it but it makes me look even manlier
>>
>>6334129
Alt right reactionary children unable to conceive of or respect others' experiences even when they're stated plainly need to grow the hell out of their loathing.
>>
>>6334139
So have I. Fucking UXO. Hundred years old and they still go off. Still, that was nowhere near as bad as having the woman I love hang herself. An accident at work is nothing compared to that.
>>
>tfw I honestly believed I would stop growing when I was 15
>>
>>6334153
Unexploded ordinance? Where do you work? That's such a foreign concept to me in the US
>>
>>6334149
https://unsee.
cc/rotagupi/
>>
>>6334159

looks fine, K
>>
>>6334159
it doesn't really
>>
>>6334112
[crying anime girls hug.jpg]
>>
>tfw I wanna be fucked so bad and I don't have the right equipment yet.

>>6334117
Most don't see any change, some get as much as 3" loss in height. Hip rotation can also cause a bit of height loss.

>>6334129
Already diagnosed by my therapist, and going into a shrink to get a diagnosis for permanent disability status. I wish I didn't have it. It's fucking up my life. The world seamed bound and determined I was going to have it or be dead.

>>6334135
I'd love to see the results. ;)

>>6334139
>>6334153
*hugs* It's no fun. I watched 4 new friends get run over by a dump truck. ;___; I was in the car behind them.
>>
>>6334152
He's still an edgy teenager
>>
>>6334159
it looks fine
>>
>>6334143
>>6334145
>>6334146
You do not know
Silence like a cancer grow
Hear my words that I might teach you
>>
>>6334157
My first job was in the northeast of France. The Verdun red zone was part of my sector. You can't dig anywhere there without bringing up old shells and skeletons. Including chemical weapons. Actually, I had a bomb disposal specialist under my orders. But accidents happen all the time because that WWI stuff is completely unstable.
>>
Does anyone ever listen to CFH?
and if so why?
shes the most self absorbed overly dramatic attention seeked that has ever graced lgbt

and thats including kayla
>>
>>6334170
looks like shit on me like everything else
>>
>>6334166
>>6334153
I'm really sorry I brought it up so you had to re experience it, sometimes when I see PTSD treated lightly I go on attack mode, because a lot of people in the US tried to destroy it as a diagnosis while vets were falling apart trying to deal with it
>>
>>6334155
>tfw my feet haven't grown since I was 15
just tried on some old shoes. They still fit :3

>>6334166
>Hip rotation can also cause a bit of height loss.
that might actually be the biggest reason; I don't imagine bone separation would account for any more than an inch
>>
>>6334159
>deleting the photo before i can look at it
>>
>>6334176
http://imgur.com/a/Nwejt
want to know more?
>>
>>6332923
>>6332923
>>6332923
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>>6334176
only one way to find out. put it on and take a photo for us!
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>>6334175
she called everyone without srs a man, she's good for luls every once in a while
>>
>>6334172
Hey you out there in the cold
Getting lonely getting old
Can you feel me?
Hey you standing in the aisles
With itchy feet and fading smiles
Can you feel me?
Hey you don't help them to bury the light
Don't give in without a fight.
>>
>>6334185
next thread then

>>6334181
im envious
>>
>>6334172
But my words like silent raindrops fell
>>
>>6334152
Yeah yeah, I hear muh ptsd, muh depression, muh oppression, muh mental instability, muh assburgers every day by someone in need of attention.
Everyones fucking sick nowadays apparently.
>>
>>6333865
yes there is a great difference in knowing and understanding.
>>
>>6334101
Nothing matters anymore. Why feel
>>6334113
No. Since i pierced it yesterday i need to wait three weeks at least before i take the regular stud out and try something cool. There was a little spider on a web jewelry i really liked at the shop.
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