MTFG: revengeance general

>>6332921
>>6332921
Using other thread until image limit, use this one afterwards

2nd for is kayla a registered sex offender?

>>6332923
>TFW I will never be pet by tem.
>TFW I will never be tem

>>6333040
snap

>>6333040
no, who said that?

>>6334181
looks yummy

post your penis

Hey you out there on your own
Sitting naked by the phone
Would you touch me?
Hey you with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?
Hey you, would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.

>tfw im pretty sure 2011 was the best year of my life
>tfw nohing will ever come close to matching how happy i was then
fffffffffuuuuactually im just sad about it not angry or anything u___u

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>tfw noone thinks you're straight

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>go to Veterans hospital
>can't hide boobs or hair or purse
>sitting in waiting room
>everyone has beards and looks grizzled
>talking about steel working and wielding and the 70s
>new doctor comes in
>looking at chart
>"mr. Faye?"
>she looks up as I get up
>"oh my god I'm so sorry Mrs. Faye"
>"IT's mister!"
>I'm so sorry
>"it's ok"
>whole room staring at me

>go sit down in her office
>"how can I help you ma'am

You're killing me smalls, you're killing me

>>6334212
Stop touching girls then

>>6334209
2010 was the best year of my life but 2016 is looking like it's gonna be a close second

>>6334212
iktf

>>6334209
What made it the best year of your life? was it something you did or something that happened to you?

I know you're scared AF of change, but this could be your most awesome year.

>>6334190
Not sure bit i want it to be true. Hohoh

>>6334209
I mean you never know really, you still have a lot of years ahead of you statistically.

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here is the new shirt
like always girls clothes make me look even worse

>>6334213
>correcting the doctor
what are you doing, trying to draw more attention to yourself?

also
>not legally changing your name and gender
cmon dude dont be a rook

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InqHA4ESRAo&list=PLLoGTi4AjT6443gwiBNFxUc-pwiS05We2&index=7

>>6334225
>not being a boy who just ironically grows boobs

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>>6334224
Cute

>>6334224
your boobs are lobsided but other than that you are retarded and you obviously pass fine.

>>6334214
I haven't touched girls (plural) I have touched girl (singular) :/

>>6334225
I live full time as a guy who gets misgendered full time

>>6334231
Wew a tripfag with a realistic name. A slut you are indeed.

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>>6334233
no they ain't, its the way I am holding the camera you dork

>>6334224
You're wearing like a tank with padding right? Those can make your boobs look weird, put on a proper bra

>>6334212
It's a tough sell, Elanna. I mean, you COULD keep developing crushes on and falling into bed with other girls by accident, but...
If that sort of thing does keep happening, isn't straight a weird choice of sexuality to identify with?

>>6334213
You're going to get gendered appropriately, Faye. Why are you still pretending you're a dude?

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>>6334224

>>6334238
Is this a porn board?

>>6334236
why do you live fulltime as a guy?? like, you have huge boobs and a cute face. what are you doing?

and that photo of you in that dress last night? like my mind is blown what is going on that you have to live as a guy?

>>6334241
i'm wearing my bra but I have a really tight cami on underneath to make my boobs look smaller which might be why it looks odd, i dunno how to fucking dress myself

>>6334243
Kek. I can put you fags down with mean remarks if you want to ;).

>>6334238
you have a better fucking body than me you retard jesus christ. you surpassed me, and yet you refuse to go outside

>>6334238
see
>>6334243

>>6334244
romantic softcore tranny porn board, yes

>>6334177
I tend to go on attack too. I know way to many lives that have been ruined by it. Both veteran and non veteran. Complex-trauma, complex-ptsd, attachment-trauma, whatever you want to call it, makes ptsd look simple to treat.

For many years I couldn't remember that accident. I now know it is central in my issues with forming new friendships and relationships. I haven't formed a single lasting relationship since it. That day I lost 4 new friends, another suicided that night, and two more the next night. ;___;

>>6334213
Someday. Maybe after edie has worked her magic on you.

>>6334250
So all trannies are chestlets? With rare exceptions ofcourse

>>6334253
If this were a genre, would it do well?

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i'm back from the clinic & the pharmacy.
i did it.
>dysphoria is everywhere
>it is all around us
>even now in this very thread
>you can see it when you look in the mirror
>or when you go on the internet
>you can feel it when go to work
>when you go to /mtfg/
>when you type replies
>it is the feel that has been hoisted on your shoulders to blind you from the truth
>>what truth?
>that you are a hon, ALINES
>like everyone else, you were born into lunacy
>born into a delusion that you cannot scrutinize, find, or cure
>a delusion from your brain
>unfortunately, no one can be told what dysphoria is
>you have to feel it for yourself
>this is your last chance
>after this there is no turning back
>you take the blue pill, the story gets kinda weird, & you will see what you want to see, & feel what you want to feel
>you take the red pill, you stay in /pol/and, & i show you how deep the dysphoria can go
>>*goes for the blue pill*
>remember: all i'm promising is the way
>>*takes the blue pill*
i'm getting started on hrt

>>6334249
Can you? you had your ass handed to you last time you were here.

>>6334256
unless they get a boob job, yeah, usually they are.

>>6334248
That'll do it
>>6334245
Voice, I've never practiced, and it's pretty rough

>>6334258
Fucking disgusting

>>6334253
I see no romance here. At least i am not getting any. Am i missing out? You filthy degenerates better show some love for me

>>6334258
ayyyy this is why i come here

>>6334268
you need to post face and benis for that

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>>6334265

>>6334258
Stop being a degenerate pervert. I am the purest of all men and i do not even consume porn.

>>6334268
post butte

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>>6334258
Ay
>>6334270
Ayy
>>6334256
Ayyyy?

>>6334265
do you have a voice recording? im sure its not that bad

>>6334276
how are boobs porn?

>>6334261
By who? Did someone else use my trip? First time here my mentally ill boo

>>6334258
W

>>6334242
It only keeps happening with one person, bi doesn't really seem accurate when there's literally only one girl that I've had that kind of chemistry with. Like, straight just seems more accurate. :/

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>>6334272

>>6334282
We know who you are,

>>6334260
Congratulations! I'm very happy for you.

>>6334278
hey there, getting me all flushed at work

>>6334281
Pornographic images.

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>>6334286

>>6334293
I mean why are naked boobs bad?

>>6334281
Usa

>>6334293
you have boobs too brah, nothing porn about a man's chest

>>6334288
Riiiight. Nice jew tactics

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>>6334280
https://clyp.it/5thxk2up

>>6334224
Even with perspective working against you, your hips are wider than your chest. No wonder that you get strange looks when you go out in boy mode.

>>6334297
Mildly autistic lopsided conetits are always bad

>>6334288
Cartman or Angie?

>>6334284
with your track record its just better not to keep insisting youre 'straight', like it matters in this pool anyway

>>6334297
Look. It's not about something being good or bad. It's about common decency

>>6334301
oh boy, like do you practice at all? practicing is the only way it gets better

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>>6334290
man, i really wanna watch the matrix right now

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>>6334296
o.o
>>6334284
B..but I'm the first girl Edie has ever had chemistry with

>>6334300
I have a trip statistical analizer that records the ip of every poster and correlates it with posts made over a 5 year period.

we know who you are, we're happy that your back. Don't worry , I won't humiliate you further by outing you, but those who are in the chat are laughing our asses off at you.

>>6334284
Does it matter though?

>>6334301
She really needs to stop practicing her guy voice. Her girl voice needs consistent use to become comfortable for her, but it's adorable.

>>6334311
>>6334290
but yea, thanks

>>6334305
I go with the label that more accurately describes my sexuality. Bisexual doesn't accurately describe my sexuality. Lesbian doesn't accurately describe my sexuality. Straight is mostly accurate. Heteroflexible is the most accurate.

>>6334316
To me it does

>>6334310
She actually has a pretty nice girl voice, you're being tricked

>>6334316
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eLaNBbKJPfw

>>6334301
You sound like the voice from modern warfare

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>>6334301
>it's a Fayeposting thread

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>>6334312

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>>6334304
I dont need to hide my posts

>>6334322
Then go by straight, we'll know though.

>>6334325
Don't go nihilistic on me.

>>6334330
cartman's a cool guy who wanted to bone me until he found out I'm a brownie :p

>>6334324
She has only posted her girl voice once before and it wasn't great. The voice you're thinking of is a voice changer.

>>6334322
I'll buy heteroflexible. Even straight-ish.

>>6334332
I literally google phrases and link to the videos, I don't even know who Señor Probz is.

>>6334322
Your somewhere in the bi spectrum

>>6334334
Id still tap a brownie but i dont like masculinity. Ill still take a bj and handy because it beats jerking off but no kissing if you got manface.
Personally if I was in charge of immigration id just take cute foreign women, transgirls included, but cute.

>>6334335
So I guess it was I who got tricked?

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>>6334318

https://clyp.it/2qjo00ii

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hi girls how is everyone rn??

>>6334322
you said that one girl was fairly masculine too, right?

>>6334345
Are you working tonight?

>>6334330
Shit another obnoxious fuck

>tfw penis is still six inches

>>6334345
I am hungry.

>>6334350
nope, why do you ask?

>>6334354
ugh me tooooo im sooo hungry

;_;

>>6334353
>tfw 7 inches of rock hard femininity

>>6334345
Hiya kit!

>>6334355
I need to set up surveillance when you're not there

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>>6334358
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

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>>6334341
>MFW Cartman tells me my rejection is because of Hon Manface syndrome, and not because I'm brown :(

i had ptsd after i dropped a sofa on a mouse by accident when i was 10. i watched it shudder, die, and all the parasites on it immediately flee it's shattered corpse as it cooled.

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>>6334329
0.0;
>>6334353
Mines weird less then half its starting size
>>6334345
Ok I've been having a panic attack in my car , but Mtfg makes it better

>>6334349
Yeah. I self identify as mtftm but elanna is a shitlord and keeps calling me a girl.

>>6334345
Are you back from workout?

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>>6334322
dw, anything can be straight as long as you remember to say "no homo" after.

>To me it does
I think most of us here don't care tho. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Just like who you like and don't stress about labels too much fampai.

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>>6334345
kit you have some of the best animes... i shall steal this one too

i'm good! watching esports and my gf is napping in my bed :3

how ru?

>>6334360
oh your the anon that wants to wait outside the club for me?

>>6334366
are you OK now???

>>6334368
i am. it was really cold ;_;

>>6334361
<3 <3
how ya doing?

>>6334364
that's cool

>>6334345
Better. I think I've managed to tie what's been hacking at me into my sense of duty. And duty is one of very few things that make me feel unstoppable. So if it holds, I should get better. And if it doesn't, I guess I'll take a cue from edie and go into power bitch mode. Won't make me like myself more, but it does work too when I'm down.

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>tfw a boy asks you if you want to be his gf

>>6334260
yay ^^ and epic lol

>>6334357

>penis soft
http://i.imgur.com/U4ij6jr.jpg

>penis hard (not all the way but close enough.)
http://i.imgur.com/WOfKTmI.png

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>>6334181
n-nice desu

>>6334345
Feeling nice going to watch GoT once my friend gets home. Hi Kit!

>>6334344
See? Adorable. Just needs a little variance and it'll be gold. Thanks for the example, qt.

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>>6334366
Are my bunnies making you feel better?

>>6334364
What? like worms and fleas or what? That parasite part really shook me up.

>>6334366
I like the second voice, it sounds like a fun person. :3

>>6334367
ugh, she's awful, right?
;D

>>6334371
how does you workout look like? I sould do something too :/

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>tfw u will never be a gril

>>6334296
its so perfect ;_;

>>6334339
Maybe, but when there's a strong preference for guys, why identify with that?

>>6334349
She intentionally tries to ride the middle with her presentation and appearance, and sometimes tries to pass as a boy, so yeah.

>>6334332
That's what I do tho

>>6334337
Yeah, like, I just don't tend to use it because it feels too snowflakey even if it pretty much perfectly sums it up. I just go with straight cuz it's easier and I prefer guys anyways.

>>6334371
That is privileged information

>>6334346
>>6334362
If I remember your pics correctly, yeah, sorry.
Not gay so masculinity is a turnoff, otherwise I dont discriminate. Still wouldnt date a guy, im a pervert but I aint got any interest dating one even if id take a blowie.
My dating preferences deviate from sex preferences, more flexible in the latter because 2much libido. That or just too much porn, fucking pornjews.

>>6334362
chasers are brutal fetishists.

>>6334385
iktf, but that's a pass in my book

>>6334377
>God you were hairy
Why did I look

>>6334380
yus :*

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>>6334377
welp I don't know what I expected

>>6334382
fleas and mites and ticks i guess. the image has stuck with me. it was a bit horrifying. i'd seen dead stuff before but idk that's the real nature of life and death. we're all infested and disgusting and even those that need us quickly move on when we die. 10 year old me was deep

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>>6334345
stressed

Repost
>>6334388
>>6334101
Nothing matters anymore. Why feel
>>6334113
No. Since i pierced it yesterday i need to wait three weeks at least before i take the regular stud out and try something cool. There was a little spider on a web jewelry i really liked at the shop.

>>6334398
havent had sex in a year, what's the fucking point

>>6334390
Sounds good. The breeze is nice and making me too sleepy for even gentle bullying. Stupid excellent weather...

>>6334385
Pretty girls post this feel a lot. Is it a meme?

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>>6334370
hey bexe !!!!
that sounds so nice actually :3 im ok, i just went to the gym but now im really tired and its really cold here even tho i just did exercise ._.;

>>6334375
idktf ;_;

>>6334393
o-oh

>>6334384
i just do running rn... i want to do weighted squats soon tho cause butte

>>6334374
well im glad you are feeling atleast a little bit better then !

>>6334372
im ok!! are you good??

>>6334378
hi qt !!!

>>6334404
im kinda stressed aswell rn, i have exams in two days ;__;

>>6334395
>not gay
Bull shit, you're not straight

>>6334377
I knew being a lurking chaser ITT scouting would pay off. Nice girltinkler.

>>6334410
Oh I thought you had some magic way to get rid of my belly fat :D

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>>6334410
hi kit

>>6334412
Well whatever you say then, I just like to think I like getting my jimmy wet more than I fear being branded gay.
No homo.

>>6334410
That one almost looks more like french comics (but there's so much stylistic overlap)

>>6334390
>She intentionally tries to ride the middle with her presentation and appearance, and sometimes tries to pass as a boy, so yeah.

interesting.
is she still taking E, or back on T?

>>6334206
the walls better
>>6334256
i certainly am
>>6334377
im not even gonna click but thats disgusting

>>6334410
yeah!
my first day of the new job is today and I'm super-nervious...

>>6334422
oh i'm retarded. hey you is on the wall. i thought it was dsotm

>>6334377
Why

>>6334380
Ye
>>6334410
Better now thanks ^_^

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>>6334401

>>6334415
hey !! how are you going???

>>6334414
ummm i wish i did .__.;;;

>>6334423
oh wow that is nerve-wracking but you can do it !!! remember everyone there had a first day as well !!!

>>6334427
oh im glad

>>6334427
Hey faye. Do you want to go toe tapping in a truck stop shitstall with me?

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>>6334410
>tfw want to run but too lazy

i'm jealous of you desu, i just can't get myself off my butt between work and sleeping

i hope you do well in your exams kit! i believe in u

>>6334421
Change scares me and I'm afraid to mess with my dosages too much right now. Still on E, sometimes look into anabolics but not T specifically.

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>6ft
>7inches dick
>muscular
>dense beard
>tanned
>you always wanted to be the little blond girl and submit to brown dicks

Any hope at all if im 20 almost 21? My looks are very manly by default ;_;

>>6334385
>tfw you cast your net in the sea and nothing bites
Don't mind me, just reminiscing about how important the ocean is to my mom's ancestors tbqh

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>>6334434
not so good
kinda upset about some messages i got while i was asleep
hbu?

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>>6334408
no

its because the more you generally pass the more it hurts when you dont. You assume you pass and then you get misgendered and it fucks you up because even after everything youve done and how far youve come someone thought you were a man, which completely undermines your identity. Before you start passing more you just operate under the assumption that you look like a man, and thats something that you strive to change, whereas later on youve already tried (or think you did) and waited so long that when you dont you're like- whats the FUCKING point, I dont even pass, I look like a man.

thats what it is

t. a 23 year old whose been transioning for a year and a half and wouldnt pass without her hair hiding half her face

>>6334410
im going to egodeath today because I dont want to be myswlf anymore

I need to change so I dont keep disappointing people, so someone I love can actually depend on me

>>6334444
Lmao

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>>6334408
>Is it a meme?
Nah, non-pretty ones post it too.
Watch; I'll do it right now!

>tfw u will never be a gril

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>>6334209
I'd have to say 1983 was my best. At least from what I can remember.

>>6334284
>>6334322
After thinking about it, bisexual is poor for me. It's mostly "masculine acting feminine body sexual" for me. Hence why Gia and C#2 really got my attention emotionally. They were both very masculine in personality. BTW, I was there when this pic was taken. It was cold that winter day. I was mostly a coat rack that day. I held the jackets for both Gia and Carol.

>>6334406
Intimacy is nice.

>>6334434
Yeah, I remember my first day at work. Pretty stressful. Getting shouted on the phone by the HQ Accounting head because of some stuff my predecessor didn't do. Finding half a dozen disassembled guns in my drawers and after checking everyone of them was FUBAR, not finding the disposal procedure anywhere... Not fun.

>>6334443
that doesn't sound very good.
what the hell, let's just try to get you to go hrt anyway & see what happens

>>6334396
¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I guess I'm a masculine gril.

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>>6334369
Yeah like I know most people here don't actually care. I mean, when you're transitioning from one gender to the other it seems like a minor detail who you're actually into. I'm open to experiences and have questioned my sexuality before. I guess I just don't like it when I'm told what label to use, or who I'm into when really that's something that only I should be able to decide. ;~;

>>6334421
She's on E but has unironically talked about getting on steroids for the sake of bulking up. She's already p ripped tho

>>6334408
Niceu, good weather on that end of the country?

>>6334434
I'm glad that my boss is super-chill and just wants me to come in for training... should be only an hour or so :3

>still on this thread
wow I really didn't sleep long

>>6334452
The way I am right now I can get laid with dudes with easy, it's just that they always want me to top them and I can't dress like a girl for them either...

>>6334213
>go to Veterans hospital

I'm curious to why you went to a veterans hospital, you never got any injuries right?

>>6334438
It scares everyone. I'm shitting myself atm about starting transition...

>>6334456
I can see why you'd be into that. :3

>>6334462
I want potato nosed butt chins to leave

>>6334437
thanks bexe, also it took me sooo long to finally start honestly, just starting is the hardest part !!!

& thanks for the support !! i think i can do it too ! i hope

>>6334445
oh ;__; i'm sorry to hear that

>>6334446
whats that exactly? please just be safe anon, remember the most important person to keep happy is yourself

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>>6334469
fuck off dude

she literally has the face of a cis girl

>>6334466
Honestly even with my genderfuckery I still don't regret the years on blockers and E. I did stare at my doses for a couple days before taking it the first time. But it's easier once you take that first step.

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>>6334450
Got to admit the masculine attitude in a femme body style describes the role models I had as a kid pretty well, but I'm attracted to the opposite. And I've come to realize I'm much more comfortable acting masculine now that I'm full-time while I had a complete block about it back when I actually tried to pass as a guy. Maybe because I didn't want to pass. Don't know. That stuff is a bit complicated to dig.

>>6334475
I did this with spiro a few days ago. I am scared I will land up regretting it

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>tfw you ride your dil to climax

>>6334473
>cis
yeah, I completely agree
>girl
well that's where you're wrong

>>6334481
Blockers and estrogen work so slow, if it's seriously wrong it a long time for any "damage" to be irreversible.

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>>6334469
Fuck off rawr.

>>6334471
taking enough acid to feel like you die and build yourself back up from scratch, lose your attachment to your identity

I dont care about being happy, I just want to make her happy

I would do anything to keep my girlfriend from killing herself, even irrevocably changing my sense of self

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>>6334385
>>tfw u will never be a gril
iktf

>>6334216
HEY BITCH WTF HOW HAVE U BEEN
was honestly kind of afraid you had od'd or detransed, im happy to see you!

>>6334218
i was living with my parents, working part-time and hanging out with friends and working on art 100% of the time otherwise. at the time i felt like i had clear interests (was discovering/working with a lot of new musicians that i really believed in, for instance) and a clear direction i wanted to go in. not so much anymore.

>>6334221
yeah but its all been downhill since then sooooo

>>6334443
at least you're not balding senpai

>>6334212
Aww. Don't pout, I still think you're straight, Elanna. It's useful for me to think of you that way in any case, thinking that you wouldn't like it helps me avoid flirting with you, I shouldn't be doing that while I have somebody after all, hehe. : P

>>6334475
>I did stare at my doses for a couple days before taking it the first time.
I ended up staring at mine for an hour or so yesterday. I was having a meltdown and couldn't tell if it was my mitigated test or something environmental.

>>6334471
egodeath is a form of psychosis

>>6334483
fuck off, you literally look like my ex (cis) girlfriend

>>6334488
I'll never be a girl again, I'm too old to call myself that now, but I guess I have good memories of being one. And knowing that feeling is something I can only wish to all of /mtfg/.

>>6334494
Gem, when are we doing LSD?

my bladder is definitely getting uncomfortable

Is Hips going to fucking Yale?

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>how it feels to chew spiro

Dear MtFG.

Today I met my birth family.

They bought me an oak tree.

I'm just as confused as you are.

>>6334423
Good luck, and may all your coworkers and bosses be nice people.

>>6334478
I'd noticed you getting more masculine in how your conversed as time when on. I've noticed I no longer get depressed at the thought of thrusting, yet I still can't stand having my masculine body frame. It feels so wrong having such a huge rib cage.

>>6334475
It took me three days to get the nerve up to inject my first Depo Provera dose. It was both injecting myself, and also dealing with a prefilled syringe. The latter was it's own source of anxiety due to not having used them before. I've given thousands of IM injections to cattle. So that part was old had. it was just me, and the prefilled syringe.

>>6334443
I mean, I'm 6'4" and started HRT a year ago at 29, and while I'm not close to passing yet I feel a lot better at least, and nobody (but myself) has given me any shit about it. I'm not going to tell you what to do, but for what it's worth I know I wish that I had started at 20 rather than 29.

>>6334484
Not on estrogen yet, just blockers. Though I probably won't regret it anyway

>>6334504
better than getting disinherited.

>>6334438
Huh, that's interesting.
So are you looking into the "girl drugs" like dianabol, winstrol, etc?
(I don't know a whole lot about ped's, but I did look into them a little back when I was trying to use lifting as a repression tool.)

>>6334456
Yeah, I can see why it'd suck to have people always trying to fit your sexuality into a neat little box.
Just try not to let it get to you too much, ok?

>>6334504
it's a small tree, right?

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>>6334507
shit, i got both. & my insurance covered all of it.
i feel so bad for you.
i'm so fortunate

>>6334504
details!

>>6334504
that's pretty awesome actually, oak leaves have antiandrogenic properties. should be able to make a tea/infusion out of them and save a bunch of money on hrt

>>6334504
>They bought me an oak tree.
Oh, wow! yeah that would be weird. The symbolism... What did they say about it?

>tfw all these food captchs are making me hungry.

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>>6334450
Yeah, like that definitely sounds like you lean toward girls. Homoflexible maybe?
How long ago was this photo shoot?

>>6334466
Y-yeah :3
Also nice trip dubs

>>6334491
I mean, not that it helps the case for being straight, but I do enjoy flirting with girls more than flirting with guys, sooo don't hold back on my account. Although, if you have someone else in your life then that is actually probably a good reason to hold back. Also, welcome back joan :3

>>6334505
tyty
I should have moved before any serious effects of HRT kick in, so I doubt I'll have to deal with any bigotry.

>>6334512
I haven't seen a therapist yet, but I don't know if my insurance would cover it anyway.

I'm self medding atm. It costs hella dosh

>>6334504
When I met my birth father 2 years ago we got high together. I can see why mom left him lol.

>>6334510
I wonder if steroids like those even work if you're on an anti-androgen?

>>6334510
Actually I was looking at some of the more minimally androgenic options that guys sometimes pair together. But I'm worried that down that path lies crazy. At a certain point I should stop fucking with my hormones.

>>6334525
Did he put your mom off black guys for life?

>>6334524
>self-medding
that can cause problems.
i'm very grateful that i don't have to do that

>>6334528
I'm not on an anti-androgen so I wouldn't have to worry about that. Just E right now.

>>6334429
I want a room full of bunnies that I can roll around with and cuddle :3 I - dont have a problem!

>>6334490
join my bald girl crew lol.

>>6334522
have you met another girl like that?
nice double dubs

>>6334508
I mean, yeah, but I live in an apartment, I have no clue what to do with it.

>>6334511
I mean, yeah, but... It's going to grow...

>>6334514
I arranged to meet my birth mother at a flower festival, she brought along the whole family, and we met up, ate a meal, talked for 5 hours and then my aunt bought me an oak tree for some reason.

We're vary alike actually... My bio-mom thinks my youngest brother(sister?) might be trans...

>>6334516
wait wat?

Really?

Can anyone confirm? I want recipes.

>>6334521
Not much. We're all very alike though. I mean, what with shared blood and all...

>>6334525
He seems pretty cool actually.

My Bioparents are probably cooler though.

>>6334505
I don't know if I'll be as masculine now. Seems it went hand in hand with the weird confidence I felt since early this year. Barely recognized myself at times, feeling a bit like possessed there. I guess killing off "Chiara" left a gaping void in my mind that had to be filled. Still not sure what got into me. I'll see how things snap back in place now.

>>6334516
Make sure you know what you're doing if you try, I'm not sure about humans but it seems the leaves are toxic to a lot of animals:

>The leaves and acorns of the oak tree are poisonous to cattle, horses, sheep, and goats in large amounts due to the toxin tannic acid, and cause kidney damage and gastroenteritis. Symptoms of poisoning include lack of appetite, depression, constipation, diarrhea (which may contain blood), blood in urine, and colic. The exception to livestock and oak toxicity is the domestic pig, which may be fed entirely on acorns in the right conditions, and has traditionally been pastured in oak woodlands (such as the Spanish dehesa and the English system of pannage) for hundreds of years.

>Acorns are also edible to humans, after leaching of the tannins.[31]

>>6334522
>Elanna
>Claims to be straight
>Falls for multiple girls from this very general

Uhuh.

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>>6334302
all maleborns have broad shoulders and small hips
what you see is just posing and angles

>>6334482
you know most girls dont feel the need to tell everyone their private life like this

>>6334546
Tannins are indeed harsh chemicals as anyone who's done vegetable tanning of leather could tell you. But they're fine in small doses. Red wine wouldn't be the same without them.

>>6334542
> but I live in an apartment, I have no clue what to do with it.
>It's going to grow...
quite funny if you ask me

>>6334554
eat filling food ! lots of water and coffee helps suppress appetite

>>6334554
eat fruit when you're craving for sugar
drinking lots of water makes you less hungry

>>6334560
Your behaviour is sickening beyond belief

>>6334522
> Also, welcome back

Thank you. : ) I wish I could say that I made some progress with my life problems while away, but things actually kind of degenerated more. It looks like /mtfg/ is actually a stabilizing force in my life, haha; how weird.

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>>6334541
No, never.
I'm sure other ripped butch girls exist but they wouldn't be her.

>>6334548
Don't be a shitlord anon. Respect my labels.
;~;

>>6334554
Drink water
High protein
Ephedrine

>>6334562
I... I could plan it in the local park...

I guess I'll find something to do with it.

>tfw can't stop

>>6334554
>tfw lost 3 lbs over the weekend because dehydration was fucking with my appetite

>>6334564
>>6334566
>>6334571
thanks girls !!!!

i will go drink a lot of water rn

>>6334559
More than you'd think, especially after drinking a bit. Can't count how many girls nights I've ended up listening awkwardly because the conversation was all sex stories and I had none to share, being asexual and all...

>>6334493
>egodeath is a form of psychosis
no it isn't, thats just misinformation. cite your sources. ego death through mindfulness/meditation is psychosis to you right?

>>6334558
worst truth
>>6334504
sounds like a cool gift desu

>>6334567
Uh? What's sickening about leather and red wine? I know some of my posts are a bit on the unpalatable side, but this one? Tell me more...

>>6334533
Well, what other choice do I have atm
>>6334554
Drink lots of water, and if you can drink lots of green tea. Green tea gives me acne for some reason so I had to stop, but it's great for suppressing appetite

>>6334579
>asexual
Fuck off

>>6334578
cooking your own food helps a ton, you can put more low calorie vegetables in that are much more filling

>>6334584
Are you mildly autistic?

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>>6334540
I'd be fine being bald if it weren't associated with being male. ;_;

>>6334571
:3 what makes her so special?

>>6334586
Asexual master race

>>6334585
I am self-medding too. If there is really no other way its ok in my eyes. Why keep wasting time if you can start HRT on a low dosge?
Normally there is no real risk involved too. So why not?

>>6334586
Can't feel pleasure or desire. That makes sex pretty uninteresting to me. I wish it weren't so, but I just have to deal with it.

>>6334528
I'm not sure. I guess it would depend on the specific steroid and the specific aa.
I do know steroids can have both androgenic and anabolic effects. Androgenic effects would be things like growing facial hair, developing a strong jaw or brow ridge, etc, while anabolic is basically just muscle-building.
And they are called anti *androgens*, so idk, maybe aa's wouldn't block the anabolic effects?
I dunno, I'm just going off a limb here.

>>6334529
By "minimally androgenic", do you mean you want as little androgenization (if that's even a word) as possible, or that you do want to androgenize, but just a little bit?

>But I'm worried that down that path lies crazy. At a certain point I should stop fucking with my hormones.
That's a valid concern, but as long as you really do your homework and know what you're getting into then I don't see a problem with it.
If you can safely use chemicals to make your body more like how you want it to be, then why not?

>tfw can't tell anyone
>
>tfw it's too late

>>6334595
ya I feel ya. just try a good hair regime and if that doesn't work wig it up.

anyone into muscle girls? im looking through my older hrt pics. disgusting.

>>6334592
Nope. Not a bit. I'm coocoo in a number of ways but that ain't one of them.

>>6334607
Time to get a better hair cut, lady.

>>6334609
Well, a lot of what I had lost has tiny blonde hairs growing now, so if I'm lucky they'll start darkening and lengthening at some point. I'm lucky to have had as much regrowth as I have had after letting it get this bad in the first place, anyways.

>>6334601
Just shut up, quit seeking attention so hard.
You're seriously super embarrassing for someone as old as you, you need to grow up.

kayla i saw that post and im laffin ty

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what a day
can too much self produced adrenalin kill you?

>>6334600
Yeah I agree 100%.

It was either keep growing and looking manlier, or self med spiro. I chose self med because doing nothing was making me want to kill myself

>>6334617
>taking advice from a hon
ishygddt

>>6334620
He's not even that old. Just somehow looks 2 decades older.

I have a pain in my leg, I'm worried it's a blood clot from the estrogen. I'm scared, what do I do?

>>6334624
Probably not, or at least it hasn't killed me yet.

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>>6334611
>tfw gf and I are both into muscle girls
>tfw we constantly fight to one up each others gains
good lyfe tbqh

>>6334624
Yes. It can cause a heart attack, but it's rare.

>>6334522
I'm pretty sure the winter of '80. They were for a spring fashion spread.

>>6334524
There are other classifications they can charge the appointments under that just stretch the truth. I have an endocrine disorder according to my PC doc. ;)

>>6334542
You could bonsai the oak tree.

>>6334544
*hugs* Good luck with it.

>>6334609
I'm stuck with the wig route.
>>6334618
I just got back a crop of vellus hairs, with only a few that turned terminal.

>>6334632
Have a doc check it out.

>>6334497
i wish that i'll eventually ktf. i mean, like girl in this cas, or at least how i'm feelin it, is like not the age y'know, so you can still feel like a variation of it i think. i dunno, you can feel the feel, but i guess that's like the whole thing about feelin that you can't feel the feels you wanna.
>>6334554
coffee and cigs help. but the latter isn't good for hrt.

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>>6334621
she posted this the other day

>>6334601
you're not asexual, you're depressed

>>6334640
>bonsai the oak tree.
Eh? you can do that?

I might try....

>>6334604
The latter. You can't get anabolic effects without at least a little masculinization. Often the two go hand in hand and female bodybuilders use some pretty complicated stacks to try to keep things in ranges they deem acceptable.

>>6334645
>i live fulltime as a girl
top delusionkek

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>>6334636

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>niggers

>>6334618
how bad was your hair? do you know of the norwood scale? I'm waiting on regrowth, and hoping for a good hair style before I go wig route.

anyways
who else /wants to buy a pascal gpu/ here

>>6334657
Lol

>>6334660
sorry I'm saving up and getting a 1070

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wow, i've peed 3 times w/in the last hour.
i hope this doesn't get worse.
but it'll be worth it

>>6334645
That was on /b/ where I can lie my ass off. Fuck you for stalking me.

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>>6334635
awww

>>6334637
what if I have a heartcondition

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>>6334657
That's creepy as heck. How is 4chan less creepy than leddit?

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>>6334653
quam pulchri occuli tibi sunt

>>6334660
hey dude

>>6334674
On 4chan it's assumed that you prefer them under 18.

>>6334224
>girl body
waaa im too manly to pass

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>>6334671
hi phien.
i got my pills

>>6334669
>stalking
you say that so much
no one stalks you
i screencapped it because its hilarious how delusional you are

>>6334640
Thank you I will try this when I eventually get a script :P

>>6334675
Thank you

>>6334671
Then it would probably kill you.

I met my birth family today btw.

They bought me an oak tree...

>>6334646
Technically, yes, but given my depression is endogenous and a permanent state, it's all the same.

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>>6334648
Yeah, read up on how it's done. I just know it can be done. You can use wires to train the limbs, etc to make it any shape you want.

>>6334636
I didn't choose this life it was what I was given.

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>>6334596
She has an incredibly attractive and easy-going personality. We can talk for hours about things. She's very easy to relate to.
She's kind-hearted, supportive and genuinely seems to want the best for those around her
She's comfortable with herself in a way that I could only hope to ever reach. She's very fluid in how she presents.

Idk, she's unique and has a magnetic personality. I can't put my finger on any one reason but there's a lot of them.

>>6334568
Funny how that works right? Idk, this place is weirdly stabilising for me as well. Guess it's just because it's a constant.

>>6334664
yeah thats a pascal gpu lolS

>>6334676
hi i responded to u earlier dummy

>>6334691
That sounds pretty cool when all's said and done.

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>>6334680
congratz :3

>>6334689
well, it didnt kill me, so it probably wasnt bad enough :<

how was the meeting?

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>>6334688
non forsit mel

>>6334692
iktf

>>6334681
>not doing literally anything else in the world

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>tfw I will never have a flat belly
literally in tears right now

how to get rid of last bit of pudge?

whoa.
my blood feels so thin.
i'm feeling super happy.
does this happen to anyone else

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>>6334701
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jvyOp1_mFDs

what about this?
I think its weirdly catchy

>>6334705
exercise, eat well, there's no trick to it

>>6334707
U need to relax

>>6334705
diet
jog

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Nth for feeling dirty and used by men

>>6334699
thank you

>>6334711
you're right

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>>6334709
what is this and why is it so fascinating o_0

>>6334710
>>6334712
well I did just have 3 carmello bars... I can't help myself, also how can I jog without my tits flopping around?

>>6334705
Suck in your stomach and hold it there to tighten those muscles

>>6334699
Interesting.

We're all very alike and my biomom thinks my youngest borther(sister?) might be trans...

It's funny how much is passed on through blood.

>computer is acting up

Baby, I love you, but why do you have to break down so much? Gimme a sec and I'll fix you back up.