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>>6327458
>>6328461
>hetero
gross
gay
>>6328471
>agps
I voted for Kayla in the 2016 democratic primary
>>6328474
>homosexual transexuals
>>6328471
Pretending to be a girl for a straight boy is super good!
>>6328471
>no dick lust
AGP af
HSTS masterrace reporting in
>>6328451
>failing boymode
Oh hush I am not, definitive proof here
>>6328448
>yea you definitely need to style your hair somehow. The lazy wave does not sit as well on a girl as it does an eight grade underachieving male.
I know, I know, I usually just don't have time to do it. I get like 20~40 minutes to get up and get out of the house each morning before work and then after that I usually dont have anywhere to go so I don't bother. But it wouldn't hurt to just practice so I'll do that.
>But seriously other than that, fuck you. I didn't even look mistake-able for a female until a year in.
;_;
At least you pass now!
>>6328448
>I forgot to ask, how old are you, Grace? Only asking because I like numbers.
I turn 20 in August.
>>6328478
>Homosexual "trans" people
Who /pre transitioner/ here?
We should go on jihad
>>6328475
good idea ill vote kayla in the general
>>6328484
AHEM
>>6328481
i didnt say i didnt have dick lust i just has to be another girl
>>6328452
Thank you kiwi.
For my birthday will you try to let your boyfriend bop you, no pickles included? Pls show eachother your love.
>>6328451
Mark the calendar, chaser-kun, its right around the corner
>>6328467
>>6328460
Thank you very much. I went out to some bars last night and they were loud and i ruined my voice. So year 21 is the year of grandma oddish: https://clyp.it/padtbrza
best edition
>>6328471
>not wanting a man inside you
Baka desu senpai
Urgent message to kayla,
I have contracted Dickitismic Ataxia and the only cure is for you to post another picture of your legs. My survival rate is 20% unless you intervene, help me kayla you're my only hope.
I WANT A BOYFRIEND
>>6328480
red why do you have a triple goddess tattoo are you a wiccan
>>6328491
>>6328475
make America WHY DOESN'T ANYONE LOVE ME ITS NOT FAIR again.
>>6328495
I'm pagan
>>6328482
Huh. Your face actually makes those weird backwards curl bangs look alright. The glasses help maybe. I'm oddly methodical about how my hair dries now because my bangs have gotten too long now and now that looks ridiculous on me.
>tfw you need to tell Edie something about that time she made you orgasam
>>6328495
Pretty sure that's a winged messenger tattoo...
Who /virgin/ here?
Did Caitlyn Jenner have any role in your transition?
>>6328504
Unless I'm thinking of another one I saw.
>>6328488
n-no i'd rather not
full penetration sex is scary and i don't trust him to be gentle
>>6328507
woo
>>6328503
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWmZeuKgbR0
>>6328497
i wish i got the jew hair instead of the jew everything else lol. i'm gonna be getting a loose perm sometime soon to compensate
>>6328497
Here's me at 2 months hrt please no bully
>>6328504
im pretty sure its this
>>6328508
>are you like bruce jenner ?
>uh y-yes
$49 fucking dollars to refill 3 months of hrt
I feel like I am going to have a fucking seizure
>>6328507
like the oil
im virgin and have been shelved :c
>>6328494
me too .----.
or well. to have a boy fuckbuddy.
>>6328507
http://youtu.be/s__rX_WL100
>>6328517
It's a candy wrapper
itt: post your voice
https://clyp.it/1brf5a3o
>>6328516
red boys arent allowed to be this cute
>>6328486
Funny story, this year in January I nearly went to the middle east to join a foreign army. I went to the embassy and everything, but couldn't because there is problems with my birth certificate
#repressionfeels
>>6328497
I will be a top tier boyfriend for you
>>6328517
Not the one I was thinking of, then.
>>6328499
Thats a good post.
>>6328507
I'm a butt virgin.
>>6328511
You need to practice. Learn where your pleasure spot is, then show him. Its about three inches down and pushing toward your hips by the way.
>>6328515
Are yiu actually jewish? If i recall correctly you have a glorious nose.
>>6328516
Its just not fair
>>6328525
my voice is terrible and doesn't pass
>>6328496
>File->Save As->festival-outfit-ideas-2016.jpg
My tattoo is supposed to be a Triple moon but I just tell people it's hard candy
I worship the moon and baphomet
>>6328519
Same, how do we end this horrible cycle? Im outpacing my depression rn
>>6328516
>tfw will never dom red irl
;___;
>>6328538
cool
do you worship a particular moon goddess or just the moon itself
I want to throw Oddish off of a cliff.
>>6328520
i'll penetrate you with my boiclitty, sempai. it is almost 1cm right now =x
i want to conduct pagan rituals with red
>>6328518
It costs me $60 a month just for spiro so far. I will be paying between $100-120 a month when I eventually start e.
>>6328539
im trying to meet people
as often as I can putting aside the shame and fear and occasionally throwing up from the anxiety that it draws within me.
Not going to stop until I get it and got it good.
>tfw posting music solely for attention
>tfw capchas are getting harder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RptvwbLdYlQ&index=17&list=PLLoGTi4AjT6443gwiBNFxUc-pwiS05We2
>>6328525
>every time I feel like shit at least I know dollface sounds like an ethnic drag queen
>>6328497
>If i knew what to do with straight hair I'd help you. But im a dirty jew.
It's okay, I've got an idea anyway, thanks!
>>6328501
>Your face actually makes those weird backwards curl bangs look alright.
Oh?
>The glasses help maybe
I think they're a little too masculine, I wanna replace them or get contacts soon
>I'm oddly methodical about how my hair dries now because my bangs have gotten too long now and now that looks ridiculous on me.
yeah when I can I try to dry my hair right so it's not absolutely crazy like it is most of the time
Doesn't always work tho so I need to get used to straightening
>>6328531
>Funny story, this year in January I nearly went to the middle east to join a foreign army. I went to the embassy and everything, but couldn't because there is problems with my birth certificate
WEW WHAT THE HECK
>>6328537
Sent!
>>6328525
https://clyp.it/1gfjhljt
>>6328533
my Irish family might have been 'Irish' aka Jews converted to Catholicism who changed their name from Cohen to Cowan in the 19th century, its hard to tell.
>>6328552
i cant cum on your face dummy ive been or hormones like 8 years
ill do some femdom for u tho :3
>>6328555
I imagine you don't have a lot of friends irl
Grace looks like a beta middle school boy.
>>6328538
holy shit being trans
>>6328525
clyp.it/wakrtewy
>>6328461
>not Kawoshin edition
U guys have a pleb gen
>>6328562
Finally, someone gets it
>Who male to /shota/ here
>>6328531
I tried to join the Bundeswehr but they just laughed at me at the conscription center :<
I still wanna join the russian military or the FFL but my bf wouldnt allow that and I am pretty sure they dont take trannies, so :<
>>6328525
https://clyp.it/0cv3sk21
>>6328555
idk where you got that from. although you look like an ethnic drag queen, so.
actually, that's a lie. that would imply you look anything like a woman or that you have some sort of use.
>>6328561
I have no friends irl, last one I had hit me when I sprayed them with ferbreeze because they stunk like sweat.
>>6328561
takes one to know one numbnuts!!!
>>6328553
Same, its all we can really do well theres seppuku but im too pussy for that
>>6328525
K
https://clyp.it/zj30im3p
>>6328569
>I tried to join the Bundeswehr but they just laughed at me at the conscription center :<
>tfw Sophie could have been absolutely oper8tor waifu tier
>>6328543
It's very lewd desu
>>6328525
>tfw too lazy to record a new one
https://clyp.it/t0gsjgo4
>>6328572
>spraying friends with fabreeze.... the fuck is wrong with you
>>6328570
I love the french accent
>>6328571
yes its this easy to trigger prostitutes
>>6328555
>talks
>see also: looks
>>6328570
absolutely best aunt tier
>>6328568
>tfw no shota Grace to be a milf to
>>6328571
that image i cant lmao
>>6328584
Kayla, shut the fuck up and fuck off like you always say you will. I know that I've been both nice and nasty to you in the past, but right now, you're being a massive fucking bitch with a victim complex, and taking it out on everyone else.
>>6328588
Pls i dont need that feel rn
>>6328577
I wish I was desu ;~;
>tfw no highranking officer
but I am too weak physically for stuff like that,
they laughed at me cause my back muscles are basically non existant. I cant even stand still for 30 minutes
>>6328584
kayla stop
>>6328236
kek, 40 days, what a shocking feat
>>6328264
>>6328242
who cares, it's fucking QT is what it is
>tfw ywn agp the fuck out of Red
>>6328254
kek I wish
>>6328272
I use a pill organiser
thinking of getting one w/ a timer though because I'll come back to it and be like "did I do that a day early or just now"
>>6328324
>tfw kind of want this now because I'm a degenerate like that
>>6328321
>>6328336
er hello? don't forget failures like me exist kayla, at least you did some cool motocross stuff at some point, I've accomplished literally nothing in life
>>6328456
>boymilk
I'm gonna add this in with rapesnakes among my favourite new words you've come up with
you're fuckin' adorable
>>6328550
No idea tbqh
>>6328556
Ikr
>>6328569
I was going to join the Israeli army.
I was considering FFL as a plan B
>>6328574
don't ever do that :/
thats absolute failure, we just try and try and while we try theres a chance at success
chin up stay strong <3
>>6328598
Yeahhhh... when I spoke with some US army recruiters they laughed and gave me some shit
"You know there's such a thing as underweight, right?"
>>6328602
tou should read Elliot's manifiesto. It's the whiniest thing you'll ever read
>>6328556
>>6328579
>>6328570
>>6328575
>>6328593
nice desu ne!!
>>6328564
SHOUTING
i've never been able to get a guy to do it tho tbqh ;_;
>>6328584
how dare i defend myself lol
i'm sorry that you don't pass and that it upsets you that some of us actually get to live as women. why don't you go jack off in your mother's dress again, that'll alleviate some of the pain. or go put on a pink crossdressing wig and pretend to go on a date. that was fun, right?
>>6328598
That's no excuse. If I could earn commandant stripes, anyone could. Hell, I'll probably be a lieutenant-colonel by the time I retire.
>>6328493
I'll have you know I was recently diagnosed with dickitismic ataxia and it's no laughing matter, it's literally ruining my life
>>6328592
me neither
>tfw manlet anon went missing and hasn't been on skype
>tfw he liked to call me mommy
>>6328483
Not being hsts makes you agp, b t w that's the rules
>>6328511
get him to sit you on his knee and grind it into your perineum while making out and stuff and really lean into him so your dick rubs on his thigh
it's one of my fave things to do, penetrative sex is a dumb meme anyway apart from toys/fingering
>>6328605
Yeah I believe that he was very narcissistic to the point where it destroyed his life. It's a shame because he seemed to have a bright future ahead of him if he wasn't mentally ill
>>6328516
>tfw no Red girl-boy-friend
>tfw not agp'ing Red *right now*
>>6328602
Id rather go to russia, I dont trust the kikes.
>>6328604
yap ,_,
>>6328607
>That's no excuse.
you dont understand, they dont let you enlist if youre that fragile, also, pretty sure they wouldnt take trannies here
>>6328615
Sounds like a lot of /r9k/ tbdesu
anyone who took voice lessons drop tips
Addiction therapy sucks.
I let slip i used to do really heavy drugs and now everyone treats me like an extra kind of broken, I don't think i like it, it's making me feel really incapable.
On the bright side, going to atlanta again on friday to do fun together times with my mister and plan our cosplays for AWA.
I'm essited.
Skype:
Valqyroxide
>>6328620
I was joking. I'm part of a non-combatant uniformed corps anyway. I only was a private when I was a conscript. And technically still a lieutenant outside the barracks which led to a couple salute conundrums.
>>6328584
hey baby can I be your dog?
>>6328617
I want someone to cum on my face
>>6328620
>tfw forever too frail and tranny to enlist
>>6328635
>enlisting in canada
that would be retarded anyway, at least as long as Mr. 'if you kill your enemies they win' is in charge.
fucking dude weed lmao
youre probably memeing anyway tho.
I am not :^)
>>6328631
Treat me like a pet!
tfw ur dad is angry and ur scared
>>6328620
>they dont let you enlist if youre that fragile
I actually used to want to be an airforce pilot.
I think that ship has more than sailed though.
>>6328641
Put him in a camel clutch, break his fucking back fuck him in the ass and make him humble
fuck
I want to get fucked by a femboy again
it's always fun directing them and acting kind of dommish even when they're fucking you by directing them and stuff and they're so eager to please you they're super obedient
heck I was once at a party and this qt boy was there I'd barely met before and I made him put on lipstick and kiss/suck my feet, I don't even have a foot fetish but domming cute boys is just so totally my thing, role reversal kink ftw
really want to force-fem a prospective hrt-boi at some point
>>6328609
>tfw that pepe is literally me
>>6328525
https://clyp.it/ljprcvuk (part 1)
https://clyp.it/5aerix24 (part 2)
I wanted to join the navy so I could be surrounded by seamen :^3
going thought life hating everyone is hard but at least its better than being nice to people who have more than me
I could never get being nice to someone who has it better, it makes no sense, people who have it better than me need to be taken down several pegs so they can wallow in my misery and see how it feels.
>>6328637
I'm legitimately not meming. I wanted to be a pilot when I was younger but my eyes are shit and I had no physical fitness to speak of.
>>6328643
rip ;-;
>>6328652
>but my eyes are shit
are you short or far sighted?
I am actually super blind irl, and still dont own glasses :^)
>>6328651
When u complain about me I feel better about myself tho lmao
>TFW sass is back from church into this hellhole of degeneracy and lewdness.
The sermon didn't resonate with me, but I always liked how people were brought back from death.
Ummmm what's up, what did I misss?
>>6328651
Tall poppy syndrome is not something to turn into a code, Kayla. The only person you're hurting doing that is yourself. Be yourself, live and let live.
>>6328620
The Russian army is shit tier though. They rape soldiers to death, the officers are on krokodil and they often cover it up when a soldier dies.
That being said, I do like Putin.
>>6328637
Lol
>>6328621
True for many people
>>6328631
Maybe I'll measure tomorrow :P
>>6328651
I really wish I could dick the evil out of you, come to england.
>>6328651
no no, we're not done here.
why don't you tell the class how you used to post cock pics on /b/ for chasers and how you jacked off in your mom's dress on tinychat for free while drunk. why not tell everyone how you lie nonstop about how poor you are and about people ever being interested in you? li don't know if it's just me, but my favorite kayla story was when you started sobbing while drunk because of all the 'passers' that don't deserve the lives they have, and about how much they deserve to die since everyone in your waking life sees you as a man.
really, let's talk about it. i'll even post a picture of you to really liven it up.
>>6328667
E! How are u today? I've missed u
>>6328659
>Bringing people back from the dead
That doesn't work no matter what you try. Paid a dear price for that one lesson. And I had to kill off the nightmare I had nursed from memories.
>>6328651
>I could never get being nice to someone who has it better, it makes no sense, people who have it better than me need to be taken down several pegs so they can wallow in my misery and see how it feels.
kayla u have severe mental probems :/
i was having a normal calm, sunday afternoon...
fuck.
THIS THREAD IS GETTING TOO KAYLICIOUS BYE
>>6328651
You're being unreasonable
Maybe you should talk to a professional about this
>>6328657
I have astigmatism. Vision is blurry and unfocused regardless of distance and I pretty much can't survive without glasses or contacts.
>>6328673
Yuuuup. Just tack that on to the long list of weird parallels.
>>6328667
wow, I look like shit, what shocking news
>>6328667
I would cut off a toe to bang her, it'd be the kiss of death but ive had a good run desu
>>6328564
>tfw so close yet so far away
>>6328677
same. I'm going to do something with my life
thanks for inspiring me to get off my ass Kayla :^)
>>6328671
There's no reason to turn this into a pissing contest for who passes
>>6328678
I have a shrink but she does nothing to help me at all, plus she isn't licensed enough to give me any meds
>>6328681
What's funny is that that parallel is the reality that my cousin has, where she got turned down for the same thing, and ended up working in a missile silo instead
>>6328661
it would mostly be about getting russian citizenship for a few years of service. pretty sure theyd never implode to muslims, unlike europe
>>6328665
hello
>>6328681
oh, I am just really shortsighted. I cant recognize faces that are more than 5 metres away.
>>6328684
Lmao
>>6328671
I'll remember that the next time I'm outside living my life as a woman, like I do every single day. Or maybe when I'm flirting with guys at the bar who have no idea that I'm trans.
Actually, I won't, because I go outside and forget all about you and your pathetic life when I'm there.
>>6328690
iktf
>>6328692
that is all this whole board is, hence all the passing threads filled with happy and healthy people. All you do is post perfect pictures of your perfect hair and skin and brag brag brag so you are guilty as the rest
>>6328672
i'm gooood. i'm a lot more calm at the moment despite my eternal dislike of kayla lol
how are you doing sass first class?
>>6328682
that's not the point. the fact that you don't pass at all is just that, a fact. there's no need for debate, nor is it the focus of my post.
the focus is how pathetic you are. why are you here?
>>6328684
>not wanting a guy to mercilessly fuck you while he calls you a faggot and pulls your hair
steve pls
>>6328697
Are we ok :(?
>>6328693
go to adifferent one and also a psychiatrist
>>6328698
>who have no idea that I'm trans
Oh bullshit you ugly fucking man. The only people you would trick are deaf, dumb, and blind.
>>6328706
of course!!
why wouldnt we be? D:
did I miss something?
>>6328698
Savage
>>6328702
You be mean to red and I'll cut you
>>6328705
>why are you here?
because I want someone to suffer more then I do
>>6328711
Calling a trans woman a man is unnecessarily cruel
You need to calm down
>>6328717
You're worse for this thread than /Repgen/.
>>6328717
that would probably be me
>>6328711
stone cold.
Who pissed in your cereal today?
you bipolar? or just two different people?
>>6328711
Whatever helps you fall asleep in your racecar bed in mommy's house tonight bb.
>>6328702
if you're the only nonpasser here and its awful, why are you here? you only ugly up the place. do you want pity? do you want to be the mtfg of a girl in a chair?
>>6328717
good luck
>>6328719
didn't you do that literally two days ago
>>6328681
Same here, severe myopia plus astigmatism and nystagmus. I'm basically blind without glasses or contacts. Had to cheat on the vision test to be conscripted. Yeah, I was insane enough to do that instead of cheating the other way like everyone else.
I think I'll get lasik before any facial surgery. Given how deep into debt my transition has put me, that will have to wait a few years until insurance repays my mortgage in full and I can finally sell my house, though. May be too late by then.
>>6328697
Slavs are very good at imploding on their own.
>>6328717
you know better than i do that no one in this thread is ever going to suffer more than you do.
calling me a whore just gives me a reason to use you like a punching bag because of how ridiculously idiotic you are here nonstop.
it doesn't stop me from making 600$ per show doing something you did on camera for free while sobbing like a man.
that's not why you're here. like REALLY. why the fuck are you here?
>>6328719
I can never calm down, I am the most unpassing person on earth and every second one of you keeps getting prettier I keep getting uglier and its not fucking fair
>>6328717
Hey girl! Haven't seen you in a while, how are you?!
>>6328697
Omg I know that feeling. It's so bad like I can't read signs further than a few meters away ;~;
Just another reason that they wouldn't let you enlist, welp
>>6328696
Sounds like a cushy job at any rate
>>6328717
Kayla, every trans girl here is suffering. Some are just better at hiding it.
>>6328725
I've never said trans women are men. That's not something I expressed
I conflated some stuff I read about radical feminism and for that I'm sorry. I have apologized
>>6328727
I am not worried about slavs. I am worried about the middle ages that we decided to reimport
oh gawd mah boobs hurt
>>6328699
Good thing that'll change soon
>>6328730
you're an idiot and a liar lmao
Post your legs again
>>6328735
>Some are just better at hiding it.
yeah hiding it behind their perfect faces and perfect boobs, and perfect skin, and perfect social lives, or in your case behind a perfect free vagina
>>6328712
I guess I'm just sensitive today.
>>6328736
saying trans women shouldn't be allowed into women's spaces is calling them men
>>6328739
m-me on the right
>mfw Kayla thinks I'm an ugly man
>>6328737
Russia does seem a lot more conservative nowadays which is good. I admire their newfound dedication to orthodox Christianity.
Even though I could never force myself to believe in a religion I do think that a non radical one is necessary.
>>6328747
That's a reach and not exactly what I said
But you can misinterpret me all you want
>>6328753
kek
>>6328730
then leave?? the fuck???? lmao!!
do you have some kind of twisted feminization fetish or something?? the fuck do you get out of watching all of us actually try to be happy as women while you stay a miserable man????
>>6328693
that does fucking suck kayla, I think your life would be immeasurably better with the right pills. take your anger out in the form of energy trying to find a better psych or figuring out how to get opioids off the darknet or something
>>6328735
apparently it's actually really boring and kinda miserable. Take like a yaht maintenance job, then swap out the yaht for a nuke and the boat uniforms for airforce uniforms.
Who wants to filter Kayla and talk about makeup?
>>6328746
its cultural bby.
you wouldnt realize if I was actually mad until I tell someone to fuck off, cause I am pretty disciplined with that
>>6328754
yes. conservatism and nationalism is the only way nations can stay alive through this
>>6328759
You think you are so much better than me because of your fake looks. Fuck you man, only a man would be as heartless and callous to someones suffering as you are being. I can't wait till your looks weigh and people wouldn't pay a steel penny to see your ugly man ass. ps, only a fetishist like you makes a profit off their femininity
>tfw wanted to transition from male to female but accidentally transitioned from male to tranny instead
whoops
>>6328767
>talking to agp men with aspergers about makeup
ill pass thx kayla is at least entertaining
>>6328767
Soooooo uhm I'm in the market for a new nude eyeshadow palette. Suggestions?? Also I'm IN LOVE with the nars sheer glow foundation. Perfect amount of coverage and super glowy
>>6328737
Yes, I'm sure Russians love fags based on the very same map that gets bandied about to prove muslims do.
>>6328767
you know, I'm actually with kayla on this one
>>6328747
My specific reasoning for the ACTUAL thing I said was seeing a certain music festivals policies getting blown out of proportion, and feeling that there's distinct differences from the biological functioning and socialization between dfab people and dmab people
And then I realized some of my ideas were kinda dumb. I opened myself to learn.
I'm sorry for what I said, I only came here to friendpost and meet nice people
>>6328765
Life Coach Robin yo
Carol is here :3:3:3:3:3:3
All memes aside Kayla is right. Clownface only does trick newfags and only babby chasers and trans can't see how she is just a makeup riddled freak.
Kayla is a real women. I am a chaser and kayla keeps it real and that's why we chasers love kayla and her beautiful cock.
>>6328745
All the free vaginas in the world will never make me female. everyone who is trans will always always always be haunted by this. You'll always have that close but not quite enough feeling and a sour taste in your mouth. Existence is suffering for someone who is trans, you just haven't learned how to hide that emptiness.
>>6328461
i really want a bf but most say it's "gay" :(
they fuck me and then leave me -.-
>>6328769
STOP
CALLING
TRANS
WOMEN
MEN
>>6328749
Nobody else belongs there.
>>6328332
I seam to be stuck at AAA... ;_;
>tfw mom maxed out at B when she was nursing me.
I think a C is the max among all the relatives.
>>6328445
She needs to escape her mom.
>>6328447
Those sips are interesting.
>tfw farm interrupts...
>>6328521
Song brings back memories...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GielMXWQlbw
Been looking for this, gender fuck fuck...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bcHftqCRPo
>>6328767
I make a point of not filtering but yeah, makeup sounds like a healthy plan. Right now, I'm wondering which pigment I should add into my silica+pearl powder blend for a bronzer. Actually thinking of giving actual bronze powder a go, only to try, if I can find some that's fine enough.
>>6328769
you don't deserve sympathy, kayla. you've been the exact same miserable mess for the entirety of your presence on the chans.
i've known you for like 4-5 years now and you've always been this same miserable toxic bitch.
literally leave if you can't be positive. you see everyone in these threads actually fucking trying to be happy and all you do is try to mess with that instead of actually take some inspiration and some responsibility for your own fucked up life. i don't pity you. you're pathetic. change your own goddamn life and prove me wrong, i dare you. stop blaming everyone else for your shortcomings already. it's weak. not only are you failing as a woman, but you're failing to even be strong as a man. stop being worthless and get off your ass.
>>6328767
i've said what i needed to say, so. i'm just gonna do that. not that it matters since i already had her filtered and she changed her name lmao
WHAT KIND OF MAKEUP THO
>>6328745
Kayla, you're going mental today?
Are you serious or is this some weird prank, because I'm almost laughing.
>>6328789
I can never have the close feeling you have because I will never pass like you do. Face it, your "not good enough" feeling is bullshit and since you pass you are basically a cis girl. Don't come talking to me as if you have one fucking problem in the world because you don't.
>>6328785
don't make it worse for me you ass hat
>>6328792
I forgot to say please
>>6328778
what do they do? test my chromosomes?
>>6328789
it makes me kinda sad when you post stuff like this. I think like that as well, and am pretty sure its accurate, but Id rather you were less rational and happy instead
I want to throw a tranny down the stairs and rape him until he admits he is a failed male.
I want to flick their little hypertrophied tranny cock to make them feel like shit than cum on their penis while they are struggling in EMOTIONAL pain!
Than for my final assault I tie them up on a pole and grab my eedwacker and VROOM VROOM cut them up : )
>>6328785
>implying
Kayla is the biggest newfag trap this general has.
>>6328652
>every army tranny wanted to be a pilot
why is this? I know planes are awesome and you don't have any otehr chance of flying your own personal jet; but statistically speaking there shouldn't be that many...
asmathic here, couldn't be part of any army.
>>6328799
>trying
trying hard having things handed to them are totally different things, no one here earned shit, it was given to them
>>6328807
That's nice, dear.
>>6328810
Hiiii
Sorry, I was just kinda frustrated at Kayla's meanposting
>>6328813
Says the bitch living in her moms mansion.
>>6328813
A quick recap for the newfags
- Kayla has known how to self-med since she was 20
- Kayla is a rich kid
- Kayla lives in California
>>6328807
I guess I'd be up for that :/
>>6328820
I tried to live in an apartment and apartments are for trash people. No parking space, no yard, no room, fuck that.
>>6328813
Uhhh... didn't ur mum pay for ur SRS or something?
>>6328713
Hey, Basic! I was wondering how you were doing since I hadn't seen you in a few days. How are your plans developing?
No sadness now... only memes and dreams
>>6328825
This post literally screams rich fag. Just saying
>>6328825
Shut up, and fuck off. I'm not letting go of your hypocrisy. You've had plenty handed to you.
>>6328768
Lol, now i'm scared !
>>6328825
>privilege the post
>>6328825
>I visited my mom's friends apartment
I'm above living in such trash conditions
>>6328825
newsflash, you're trash
>>6328829
What on Earth are you doing that close to the edge of the bridge?
>>6328807
Come at me brah! I bet your micropenis doesn't even get hard.
Lmao
>>6328811
No idea. Infantry was my idea as a kid. Well, cavalry above that but actual cavalry in this day and age? More unlikely than becoming a pilot. Motherfucking Cadre Noir, though, that would have been rad.
>>6328825
that's just mean
you need to take a step away from the computer, take a breather, and TRY to enjoy life. Don't be pathetic, actually TRY!
>>6328828
Hey! Yeah I've been busy for a while with music, work and pretty much constantly playing with makeup. Plans are....... Going. Still the same though we might have to push off moving for a few more months. On the plus side I'll be able to afford ffs next year. How are you?
>>6328829
>MAKE THE CALL
>no phone number
My life
>>6328807
please do this to me bb :^3
>>6328825
Hey, I'm going to take that peraonallt, because live in an apartment!
>>6328825
>claims to hate dick but posts pictures of it on the internet for attention
>claims to be a woman but makes no effort to live as one
Hmm
>>6328845
but girls stereotypically like horses, so that makes some level of sense.
>>6328461
>Heteroshit
bleh
Scottsdale Asian-anon, sorry I haven't spoken to you.
Pls get on steam again.
Well I smashed up a lot of crap at my parents house and my mom smashed some of my shit. About time to hit the road and begin internet whoring myself, amirite? Wait can't even do that because I look like a man. -_-
>>6328825
Oh hang on, is this Kayla?
>tfw home from work
>tfw super tired
hi girls how is everyone rn???
>>6328789
>Existence is suffering for someone who is trans, you just haven't learned how to hide that emptiness.
some days I wonder if cis people have to learn things like this, but it's pretty clear that this comes from becoming a shell of a person during the most critical years for emotional development.
>>6328793
o-oh um.. gosh
>>6328847
well, I guess the more you wait for moving the more time your giving your pills to work.
I saw this the other day and wanted to share it with you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuDrbc-2k-M
(and this will be the last time I post a link to that aussie show I swear)
>>6328855
Yeah, half of my friends wanted to join the Cadre Noir actually. Pretty much every French little girl's dream. Only forty of them or so, though and I don't think more than a couple women among them.
NOOOOO I FUCKED UP!!!!!!! BRB
Can somebody post kaylas penis?
>>6328864
>cis people have to learn things like this
yes, we do
>>6328861
Just go to school.
Going homeless is not the end of the world, you'll just end up sad and wanting to kill yourself if you start whoring yourself on the internet.
>inb4 I can't afford school
If you're estranged, you get large grants, and loans are very reasonable
>I can make more camming myself
Unlikely. An intern in a stem field makes about 2000-3000 every 2 weeks.
Proof: half of my grade
>I'm a sad lazy piece of crap
Okay, you should just cam
>>6328867
You need to replace my blanket already
>>6328867
>saved > cutepanicblush.gif
>>6328870
we have mounted police, but everyone hates the police and the army in my country so it's just considered by horrible people and people with no other alterantive, which in turns makes those organizations worse.
>>6328806
I honestly try as best as I can to be happy. Fill life with good experiences, put on a strong face, try to hide the pain. Occasionally people even get the impression that I'm content. In the end though, there's a hollowness to this existence that I don't think can ever be filled. Anyone that has known me for long enough and has seen what I'm like when I lower my defenses has noted this, and despite their best efforts haven't been able to make the sadness go away. I want to be happy, and I want you to be happy as well, in spite of it all, but I don't think a true end to dysphoria will ever come.
>>6328811
Idk I just wanted to fly desu
>>6328484
Can you join if ypublook like a pre transitioner
>>6328882
>Idk I just wanted to fly desu
iktfdesu
>>6328863
Hey Kit!
How bad was your night.
>>6328864
Becoming an adult is hard on everyone, yeah, and being cis or trans doesn't make much of a difference in that beyond dysphoria getting slowly worse when native hormones are left unchecked. We have other, worse issues but it would be lying to ourselves to believe only us have some.
>>6328882
i want you to be happy elanna <3
>>6328869
That's what I'm thinking. Plus some extra cash since I'll stay in work longer.
Oh wow that video. Is actually pretty good. I'm not ashamed to admit I shouted YES at the screen more than once
>>6328861
>>6328874
l m a o
that response post is pretty on point. you don't need to look cis to make money, but most trans girls who cam make at most 200$ a show. at MOST. all of the girls in kageshi make like 100~150$, sometimes only 60$ a show, and pat themselves on the back because it's above minimum wage.
it takes awhile to make $$$$$$ on cam and if you don't have the finances to pay for internet and lingerie and sex toys and everything else you're fucked. camming isn't some cure all that's ridiculously easy. you actually need to apply yourself with everything, so why not get an education? get some loans and go to school and live off that money.
>>6328882
Don't be sad Elanna ;__;
>tfw I punched the wall so hard it woke my parents up
My T is probably a high
>>6328894
You're the only mtf to ever back me up on this.
Like so many transpeople go homeless and immediately turn to camming and it doesn't make sense to me.
I did well when I did it, but it wasn't fulfilling, and it wasn't easy, and it screws you over if you ever want to be stealth, so I quickly stopped.
>>6328897
What'd the wall ever do to you?
>>6328881
The Cadre Noir is a prestigious elite corps, though. All of them olympian competitors at the very least. So pretty much a crazy childhood dream, but it beats wanting to be a princess...
Did I miss the Kayla drama? :-(
>>6328893
>I'm not ashamed to admit I shouted YES at the screen more than once
kek. you're just the best, basic
>>6328892
why is nice set of partials so expensive?
>>6328894
does it also help to have a large pair of man hands, a 5 o'clock shadow and laughably bad gay voice?
here's more thigh high pics
only 2 months hormones
please no bully
>>6328908
because you pay for quality!
>>6328912
the bra looks pretty bad on you, red, not bullying.
>>6328912
qt/10
<3
>>6328899
yaa i have no doubt you did well either considering what you're saying you do now.
i just hate seeing girls resort to camming because they usually have other options, or they're lazy....
i've literally seen girls go into camming being passable and happy, and then having a breakdown on cam and destroying their lives.
example: cassie brooks
camming is a job and it takes a lot of work to be really successful and it's not even a job most people can be happy doing. so many trans girls are coming out so young now and there are so many more resources these days. that's a privilege that should be taken advantage of.
i hate seeing this happen so much because the only reason i do what i do is because i literally had no other option and i did the best that i could with what i had, and i'm continuing to do that.
>>6328907
:/
>>6328912
How tall are you?
5' 11" 190 lbs I'm guessing?
You have a nice face, but you should hide your chest and shoulders
>>6328569
I tried that aswell last week, failed.
>>6328912
my lust for femboy has been triggered
>>6328853
Pretty bold statement from a man like you who gets money from relatives so you never have to worry about going full time negatively affecting your privileged life.
>>6328571
I just caught up
>>6328918
I don't mean that in a bad way btw
>>6328919
Pillows are too soft though
>>6328905
Awwwwhhhhhh :3
>>6328915
I think I'll have to see the differences in quality in person, before spending that kind of money. how do I see them, conventions?
>>6328912
would love to run my hands all over you but you probably know that already
>>6328894
>>6328899
Well, I was comparing camming to other performing arts in the other thread because of the same claim of easy money. It's not an art form I can appreciate but at least one I can recognize. And like any artistic career, actually making it a career obviously takes a lot more than just having the body or voice for it for just performing. And just like every musician I know, I'm pretty sure every successful cam performer works more off stage than on stage, a lot of it being networking and image building.
>>6328919
w-well...maybe you could
I might like it
>>6328916
I know! thats why I don't wear it anymore
here's me with my crystal castles shirt on
OK, when do I start feeling superior to everyone else?
>>6328927
how would you know this?
>>6328927
Kayla can you please explain to me why u think I'm a man when everyone treats my like a girl and I wear women's clothing every single day and have a female name and gender marker on my license
>>6328943
DFW is one of the few authors who can bring such illumination and life to depression and it's affectations, yes?
>>6328882
I've only ever seen you happy... I guess I thought you were so much better off than anyone else or something...
I guess the grass is always greener on the other side, huh...
>>6328944
Because going full time is impossible withouth reserve money. No one would hire me, talk to me, be nice to me if I tried to go full time so everyone who went full time had the cash capital to do so just in case bad shit happened and they needed to live off of the money. No way in hell I could ever go full time anyway since I don't pass like any of you do. I should fucking kill myself but its just so hard to fight that final feeling not to. I have nothing to live for and no one cares so my only hope is the people who don't care should have horrible things happen to them.
>>6328928
<-<
>>6328930
how is it not in a bad way?! lmao!
>>6328936
yaaa i've spent a long time cultivating my list of clients and networking and doing everything that i have. it's not as hard as some other jobs, but it's not easy.
>>6328892
I don't know if I ever will be red, ty tho
>>6328895
I'm not sad rn. I'm just having a moment rly..
>>6328864
Honestly I think it's not just that. I think there just will always be some dysphoria from the reality of your mind never quite matching the biological reality.
>>6328927
Stop being dick
>>6328946
>Female name and gender marker
Won't be able to afford a lawyer to get mine before a couple months and I dread getting outside with papers that don't match now that I've had SRS. That's going to feel like a long summer if I end up staying home to avoid police checks altogether.
>>6328946
Because you are a spoiled mean mean mean mean person who lives to fuck people over and hurt others, you hurt me by passing, you hurt me by smiling and I wish you could feel the hurt you give me you arrogant piece of fucking shit.
>>6328959
I know, but the least I can do is just fucking accept it and stop pulling everyone down with me when I have meltdowns.
>>6328955
are you fucking kidding me? lmao
the entire reason i became a cam girl was because i was kicked out of my mom's and the only way i could live with her again or gain a roof or any financial support was by living as a man, and i didn't want to. not everyone just has some stockpile of money waiting for them when they decide to go full time. some of us just actually worked hard for what we have or knew that living true to ourselves was more important. not that you'd know anything about that, but shit. like grow up.
>>6328874
I'm tired. I went to school, fucking art school. I'm in debt like 30k but I have them deferred from no income. It opened my mind but this world is driven my money. I tired working 40-60 hrs weeks but I burnt out and had a mental breakdown at my job and started transitioning afterwards.
>>6328877
I don't want to but I'm way too destructive at home. My mother is supportive but then she guilt trips me about it. With everything she goes from saint and then pulls it right out from under me and wonders why I rage. All I can feel is instability. Her half of the family doesn't understand mental illness and I have tried to kill myself a few times but she continues to think that I want to be some financial parasite that I can just pull up my bootstraps. I was "talented" at art but I can barely wake up/feed myself from depression. The only other thing I can do is music which is worthless in making money, at best you can break even. I've tried to break my cycle for 4 months now and I've been to therapy but my passion has been extinguished. My dad even joked about me giving up up and how it's worse to lose it the never have it. A while ago my mom even told me she wished she never had me. Later on I agreed. Afterwards they felt bad like I feel bad for saying hurtful things and I of course explode and push them too. But to be expected to go back to what we had after a line is crossed in things that are said, that can never happen. This is a truth that haunts me as I can see all the damage I have caused in my life and yo u can't undo your actions. I'm ready to burn what few bridges are left even if it means compromising my morality.
>>6328927
Plz go back to being nice
>>6328955
Plenty of places will hire you. Get ANY job and work as much as you can. Save all of your money. Life is hard. Get over it.
>>6328963
>You hurt me by existing
>Maddie mean
>I'm going to whine about everything because I dont put forth an effort in anything
Jesus fucking christ Kayla. You arent entitled to shit. You have to work for it. Maybe someday you'll grow the hell up and realize it.
who /really emotional/ rn??
idk if its hrt or something, it probably is, but the last two weeks for me its like... idk i am just crying a lot. a lot more then i used to which was hardly ever, and over really stupid things... i thought mb it woulnd't happen for me so much because i've been on hrt almost 5+ months now... and i seemed different but ok...
but now its like, i picked up milk service station on the way home from work in my new car and then when i got home i realized it leaked out, so i started crying about it and then i realized i was actually crying over spilt milk and then i started crying more/again.
idk ;_;
is this normal??
>>6328963
Just stop it
>>6328958
Idk tbqh I'm really tired
>>6328974
>Plenty of places will hire you.
have you seen my face? I am the ugliest fucking thing on earth, no one even wants to treat me like a human let alone give me money or their friendship. I have no reason to be
>>6328970
>art school
Well, do what you need to.
I left the house in board shorts and a tank top, no bra
I didn't shave my face or my legs, I didn't wear makeup, I didn't take a shower, I haven't girl voiced all day
100% gendered female, even when ordering food
So I don't think you really know what it's like, because most people will see your breasts and long hair and just say ma'am.
I think you just think everything short of perfection is below you because you're a spoiled rich only child with an overbearing mother
can we just post funny memes
>>6328963
I don't mean to sound angry
but please shut up
ty
>>6328962
but the police won't check your junk, what's difference from before SRS?
>>6328980
Yeah I have. You don't have to be a model to get a job. Just work your ass off and apply to every business in your town. If that doesn't work, start on the next town.
>>6328982
but Faye you do have, like, perfect curves and stuff
I have long hair and a decent amount of boobage, and I literally have never been gendered female once, even ironically
>>6328976
I guess I am given how fast I've spiralled down lately. I'm back on tobacco and so much of it I'm constantly nauseous but at least it's brought back the anguish and suicidal thoughts in check. Still crying a lot and ruminating out of guilt.
>>6328989
Have you ever considered taking medication for narcissism?
>>6328989
>I'm poor as dirt and so is my family
>Lives in a mansion
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
>>6328988
You were bragging to me just to make me feel bad. You had the most perfect transition ever and its because you lived fat off the hog on someone else's money. Your tits aren't even real, someone bought them for you so you act like because you have them that you are more of a girl than anyone else here.
>>6328976
It sounds fairly normal, sometimes days are heavy and it gets easier to break down in tears over apparently nothing.
>>6328989
Family income? House value? Rented or bought? Car? Type petrol? Computer brand?
>tfw tired as FUCK but got to revise for exam tomorrow
urrrrrrrghhhhhhh
>>6328993
I laughed a bit at the idea of ironically gendering people. You britbongs have some next level irony.
all i've done is sleep a lot and eat like a pig today which is in no way sustainable and i tell you girls, it certainly takes the edge off living in a 3rd world shithole
Why don't you just stop being poor
>>6329000
$0, no house because mom rents, I drive an old beat up truck with NO FUCKING AIR CONDITIONING, my laptop is a 5 year old vaio with a broken screen
my life is unlivable
>>6328989
>has recreational $6k motorcycle
>shops on amazon regularly
>doesn't have to work
>can CHOOSE to not live in "trashy" apartments
must be tough to be dirt poor in southern CA
>>6329002
iktf, I got a history exam on china ;__;
>>6329004
I'm gonna get all kayla on you if you keep thinking you live in a third world country when you can live off as waitress.
Also give back the malvinas and all that.
>>6328998
>>6328982
>your tits aren't even real, someone bought them for you
S C R E A M I N G
i have the best girlfriend dang. ppl can't even believe she's as gorgeous as she is. that's next level desu
>>6328825
Kayla, that's the only way many of us can afford to finance our transition on our own. Yeah, it's living small, but if you pick the right place (and both you and any potential roommates are respectful of the imperfections of the living arrangement) you can live well, small.
>>6328967
This is pretty much a part of growing up and I think you'll get there.
>>6328951
Idk, like, I guess I'm mostly functional. I have improved a lot from years back. Some pain never quite goes away though. Usually I just hold it close and try to keep people from seeing it. Occasionally the mask slips. Right now I'm just kinda picking through my feelings desu, I usually get really introspective the day after intense drug experiences.
>>6329008
>I think you're focusing way too much on "passing", which is kinda subjective.
Passing is everything and EVERYONE knows it. Since I can't pass I shouldn't even be breathing, I should be fucking cremated and over and done with. This world is evil ad cruel to people who look like I do. I am nothing because I am so so so ugly.
>>6329008
red i want u to beat me up is that ok
kayla ur a dumbo lol
>>6329009
Again, house value? State?
>beat up truck
Value?
Also $0? How can you afford
>hormones
>srs
>electricity
>>6329024
kayla i love u but u need to stop
>>6328955
Hi, I know that feeling. If you have nothing to loose you have nothing to loose, right? Why not try it then, you still have time to kill yourself later on.
>>6329024
Why do you think you're the most important person on the planet and that you should be handed everything?
>>6329024
have you been talking too much with your mom again?
>>6329024
>Since I can't pass I shouldn't even be breathing,
u could always just stop breathing
>>6329025
U-ummmm...
I'm not that strong...
But I'll tug your hair!
>>6328461
More like hetero A shit, am I right?
>>6329024
Kill yourself you leech
>>6329026
You have a free bf and perfect looks, you have no right to shit on me because you are living a spoiled life of perfection. Fuck you. If you looked like I did you wouldn't have your fancy bf, you never knew what it is to sleep alone or even feel sad because every moment in your life is pleasure.
>>6329028
I can't afford srs you moron
>>6329024
hey kayla fuck you, I look like a man too and I'm not shitting on the people here as the sole purpose of my existence.
>>6329034
That's kinda mean, also impossible. U can't hold ur breath until death so cant stop breathing
so like I've barely even started cramming desu and I have this exam in 16 hours
do I risk taking a nap and waking up w/ only a couple of hours to prepare?
>>6329003
oh, it's a thing alright, my mum does it whenever she talks about anyone trans
>>6329032
think about it.
kayla cannot be this entitled without someone spoiling them
reply if u want to cure kaylas autism with love
hi all
kayla is still the exact same i see
>>6329039
you are delusional. go get some medication. no one is always happy, its a constant struggle for everyone some are just way too vocal about it and have to make it other peoples problems. People would be your friend if you didn't attack them like a scared animal.
>>6328950
True, he knows how to make write depression if that makes sense. Like, everyone can make something sad, but he can make something depressed. I dunno I'm bad with words a lot of the time. When Katherine is in the hospital, that is like gold. I just really like the being hurt vs not being hurt anymore stuff.
>>6328985
I've been doing it like that, but I was thinking about trying to do it w/ infinite summer and just starting over when it starts. That's probably a bad idea. I got a new copy so I'd have my own notes in it desu... I'm enjoying it bit I'm like a little over 100 pgs in so I think I will? I dunno.
>>6328987
Memes aside I think it's bretty gud so far. I'm not very /lit/ tho.
>>6328989
I'm not even dirt poor senpaitachi. Dirt poor is when you live in a studio with your parents and still are confused about how yr gonna be able to afford it.
>tfw buying vidya for your gf on her birthday
>>6329039
Still, how the shit can you afford 'mones or electricity or gas or anything if u have $0
Do you have a job?
>>6329034
got'em
>>6329039
calm you're t rage
>>6328991
Sure, they won't unless one thinks I'm worth a strip search for drugs or anything like that. From there, it can escalate pretty fast because cops around here are known to put trans women in the slammer for soliciting. Only because they're trans. Charges are dropped before the 24 hours are gone, usually, but I don't have a lawyer on call and I'm in no state to endure any of that without a breakdown. And a breakdown would mean being committed to a public hospital given my recent stay in a psychiatric clinic.
So well, I'm building worse case scenarios here, but anxiety is not something I have control over. And I'm supposed to strictly stay out of stressful situations. So I'm probably not going to be back to a normal routine until I'm holding my new ID. But that's because I'm unstable, I'll give you that.
>>6329024
You're having a breakdown. Recognize it. You're not engaging with reality, but some cruelly distorted perceptions of it that live only in you.
so anyways, mtfg it's thunderstorming outside and pouring down rain, and i'm hungry.
what food should i order with my whore money?
i'm disengaging from this kayla thing.
>>6329039
>a free bf
lmao
>>6329060
Dick.
desu I think everyone should keep in mind that the kayla we see is the product of years of abuse on top of dysphoria and whatever other mental issues she may have, remember how much nicer she is on drugs
I honestly see a lot of her and the kind of persecution complex she has in my sister and how she's been affected by living with my dad for years and years. so I totally believe her stories about her mother and honestly I don't think it's fair to properly judge her until she's seen a good psych and tried some meds and we've seen her at least recovering from whatever abuse or mental ill health she's suffered. things like that can fuck up your personality and I know if it wasn't for turning it inwards on myself it'd be easy for me to be just as hateful of the world around me. don't feed her worldview by telling her to kill herself and stuff.
>>6329044
most of her rambling reads like stuff her mother tells er to make her feel like shit.
>>6329062
You laughing at the face no one will ever love me makes you a mean fuck
>>6329060
thai
>>6329003
My parents used to when I was a teen. Strangers routinely gendered me female and my parents would call me a female name for a while then drop the bomb to embarrass the waitress or whoever. Joke's on them, though, since they now have to get used to call me a female name they didn't pick.
>>6329048
Sadly
Can someone make a tier list for more drama
>>6329060
Hot dogs
>>6329060
lol I dont know but wine and steak is classy.
>>6329072
NO
NO TIER LIST
>>6329022
I think a large part of my transition has become just not holding on as hard of a mask anymore. I'm tired of pretending I'm content, and I'm hoping that I can at least find something human inside me that I haven't killed yet. I guess I'm just scared that I'm completely dead inside and that nothing's going to let me heal.
crying feels a lot better than fighting back tears sometimes too.
>>6329072
>Can someone make a tier list for more drama
it should be about who creates the most drama, just to spark more drama, so I have an excuse to not come back to the thread.
>>6329052
I haven't seen her around and I'm leaving soon, tell Puru happy birthday from the anon that keeps telling her to work harder with her drawing already.
Also, tell her to wotk harder.
>>6329061
such a fuckin qt fem fag
come
to
UK
>>6329060
I always feel like pho on a rainy day.
>tfw no one to lovingly choke the life from me
>>6329056
I mean, u literally just spent like 20 mins attacking her GF...
>>6329060
Whore money :?
Also order curry, like high strength curry that shit is great :D
>>6329074
this was taken at the house of someone who used to whip me and flog me
>>6329039
>>6329062
here u go
>tfw no Cheska gf
>>6329075
*chaste kiss*
>>6329063
my favorite
>>6329066
lmao
>>6329067
>>6329068
>>6329072
>>6329073
so asian or american huh? hmm ~__O ima have to go on grubhub rnrn
>>6329085
YES
>>6329057
If they ask you to step out of the car demand their supervisor, have a second camera in the car running while you use your phone to record the police.
Where do you live that the police can commit you to a mental hospital, how are they the least bit qualified for that?
>>6329082
who wants to choke me while calling me cute names
>>6329057
that sucks, it's pretty much the same here.
there was one time in which trans women going to a rally to defend our rights were detained for solicitng, when a man from the guvernamental organization to protect agains discrimination tried to stop them they detained him too.
Police sucks.
>>6329085
Gib qt femboy ;_______________________;
>>6329048
Hihi Erin
>>6329093
is whore and faggot cute names?
>>6329085
I'm really tempted to print that off and try to cash it in at college...
It's one hell of an Icebreaker.
>>6328882
I think I could live with the dysphoria alone, to a certain point. if we factor my crazy out of my life, my environment is (probably?) more stable than yours, and that makes me hope that in the future, you will feel a lot better than now. I also dont think the hollowness goes away fully, but I am pretty sure it can get better than it is currently, for you at least!
>>6329089
grubhub n chill
>>6329085
I'm...not even a little tempted to print this out. I am certainly not constantly and obsessively wanting a boy in my life and his dick in my mouth.
>>6329103
You deserve a hug.
Tell your bf that a random person on the internet told you to tell him to hug you.
discuss.
>>6329091
>>6329095
>>6329099
>>6329107
*gives free bf*
>>6329101
of course
>>6329109
don't use that pic of me
>>6329115
>>6329116
I didn't make it.
>>6329109
>Elanna, Faye and Phien in Meh
Someones in an upset mood.
>>6329109
>Im never on tier lists
>>6329109
Those pics are so old
>>6329109
the meh tier has some pretty good looking people, CFH should be higher not only because she's better than the rest in that tier but because that's a pretty flattering pic.
>that phien pic
too cute
>>6329108
hed tell me to fuck of cause its too warm for hugs
>>6329121
thats the ultimate sign that youve made it, when they try to get back at you that way
>>6329107
>tfw no thiq femboy dick in my mouth RIGHT NOW
>>6329109
OLD PIC;
INVALID
GOTH ROBIN IS BEST ROBIN
oh talking of which, should I go in full gothmode when I see my parents tomorrow? or is that pushing it too far?
>>6329129
its like ur piercing into my soul make it stop
>>6329120
Ah the ol "I didnt make it" defense
Lets see if it holds true
>>6329092
This is France. No Miranda rights or anything like that. Detention without trial, and they're abusing that a lot since we're still under a state of emergency and most legal safeguards have been lifted. And public authorities can get anyone they deem a threat to the public or themselves committed for days on end. Yup, we're a democracy alright. Also, no legal protection for discrimination on grounds of gender identity so that leaves a lot of room for systematic transphobia.
>>6329109
>not on it
: )
>>6329129
you should kill yourself when they throw you out for trying to shit on their food.
>>6329134
She did doxx people from here
>>6329134
yea I made it
>>6329013
i live at home with my parents right now, pay them rent, and spend literally all my money on additional high calorie fatty foods and transition, laser, mones etc.
if i could actually have the hours i'd need to make it as a waitress it'd be ok. getting jobs in the uk is easy. getting jobs with the hours or wages to live on is hard. getting multiple part time jobs is also hard due to venal and petty corporations deliberately setting up clashing shifts to make you choose which company to be loyal too. all these companies are tax dodgers or obscenely rich multinationals, or both. its a corrupt dystopia here.
have your fucking shitty rocks back, my white friend.
>>6329134
it's tru tho
>>6329109
Phienchen should be at the top
>>6329128
>too warm for hugs
I KNOW THE FEELING
>tfw 90F and 100% humidity
>it's going to be 96 later today
>>6329129
do it because they are pricks
>Thread gets derailed by a tier list the moment I start lurking
Everytime.
>>6329144
Flannel
>>6329127
Do you mean I should take a pic that's even more disgusting? Fuck, I'm going to need latex and fake blood for that...
>>6329109
why such an old pic
>>6329153
yes?
>>6329152
we're all begging for a little distraction today
>>6329109
At least with this lists the garbage tier is always correct even though a couple who belong in it have been moved up by 1.
>>6329135
>Detention without trial
Isn't this the country that overthrew and executed the royal family? Where did it go so wrong?
Hope they fix those laws soon, or you get to move to the free world, whichever's better for you.
>>6329061
that slight chubby stomach you have in this pic is driving me nuts idk why
>>6329143
I think our current government doesn't want them anymore. They also promised tons of international capital at some point, so the current 2% of the population that became unemployed in the last 4 months is gonna show you how good we are any time soon.
>>6329145
seconding this
that pic is just too cute
>>6329160
thats an even older picture
>>6329161
sup
>>6329160
MAKE A NEW ONE
NEW PIC
THIS ONE =
OLD PIC;
INVALID
>>6329160
you can tell tichbits or aife made that one
>>6329168
Nm hbu
>>6329154
the pic in the list looks more feminin than your cigar pics, so it's a bad argument to put you in the bad side of a list
>>6329076
You will be more content though. Right now what you're doing is tearing down those internal barriers and actually allowing yourself to finally grow. You aren't permanently dead inside, nor is anyone here for that matter. just because there's one thing which may haunt me doesn't mean that I'm dead inside, or broken, or anything close to the mess that I was before I transitioned.
Honestly I tend to hide these feelings because I'd rather make people feel better than to cast doubt on what change to your life transition can make. You will get better.
>>6329103
Idk, like at this point 6 years is a long time to have that feeling of hollowness remain without changing. I used to be more hopeful that it would get better but it doesn't look like it ever will. Idk your living situation makes the situation very complicated but I do think certain parts of the dysphoria will get better for you, like the self confidence things and fears of getting clocked. I'm almost certain of at least this much.
>>6329160
this is unfair
>>6329169
Hey Robin!
ur cute =3
>>6329170
i wouldn't use a picture of me 9 weeks mones before i'd even had my nose done
>>6329171
bought puru some games for her birthday and now I'm waiting for them to dl on my 100kb/s australian internet so I can play them with her
>>6329178
no need to lie anon
>>6329177
It's a tier list judging people's attractiveness, it's opinion based, it's not going to be fair.
Why would anyone care about this?
>tfw you'll never make a tier list and have your opinion of yourself validated by an anon
Why live
>>6329175
>Honestly I tend to hide these feelings because I'd rather make people feel better than to cast doubt on what change to your life transition can make. You will get better.
honestly I've considered killing myself but I know of at least 2 girls that I inspired into transition and I don't want to make them think transition is a mistake because of it.
also my bf would be sad.
discuss.
>>6329163
Went wrong in Thermidor, year II, when actual revolutionaries were ousted from power by a bunch of conservative bourgeois, really. France has had many revolutions, but in truth they were all for naught. Power switches hands, the abuse of it stays the same.
The database anon needs to find the best pics they have of everyone and make an actual tier list.
>>6329175
dont you think it would take a smaller part in your soul if your life situation was better?
I mean Idk, I havent been there and I dont know you THAT well, so I am really just guessing. I do really hope I am right though
>>6329109
This is literally the most stupid shit tier autism that happens in mtfg, this s worse than suicide drama, DoXxing, kayla going nuclear on everyone, or bullying.
Pathetic, hateful and bullshit. It hurts those who are included and those who aren't, dehumanizes transwomen into mere objects of desire.
It's neither done in good fun and/or good taste
Literal shit
>>6329173
Because smoking a cigar and wearing army green makes one less of a woman? Wow...
how do I find an honest bf?
>tfw surgery in 3 days
Fuuuuuuuu
>>6329197
>men
>honest
>>6329109
>me that high
No.
>>6329188
This is cancer erase it please.
i wish i even knew if i was trans
>>6329193
yeah
>>6329182
I find her antics cute, and like her goth pic much more than the "poo on toast" ones.
>>6329186
I agree with whatever good things you think about yourself! ^-^
>>6329188
makeup grace isn't meh, and some other stuff I think's probably bait.
>>6329193
Who?
And chill with the objectification stuffs, everybody wants to look and pass better, right? Better to know where you stand than to not.
>>6329201
amy im horny use me
>>6329188
CFH should be okay tier, or at least go for a worse pic.
>>6329205
You're trans.
Good luck on transition!
>>6329208
I dont think anything good about myself though
>>6329211
Thanks!! I'm nervous I'll wake up from anesthetia screaming "I'm a man" or something equally embarrassing
>>6329205
why would anyone choose this?
>kayla left the thread
COME BACK, I NEED TO LAUGH AT YOU TO DISTRACT ME FROM THIS HEAT
>>6329214
IT'S TOO HOT TO MASTURBATE
>>6329193
>>6329204
This worked so much better than I thought it would
>>6329216
but i dont know if i have any dysphoria
i just want to be a girl
>>6329196
no, because you look bad in those pics.
>>6329202
should be higher desu
>>6329223
Cyba is mein neger today
>>6329175
>You will be more content though. Right now what you're doing is tearing down those internal barriers and actually allowing yourself to finally grow. You aren't permanently dead inside, nor is anyone here for that matter. just because there's one thing which may haunt me doesn't mean that I'm dead inside, or broken, or anything close to the mess that I was before I transitioned.
>Honestly I tend to hide these feelings because I'd rather make people feel better than to cast doubt on what change to your life transition can make. You will get better.
m-my eyes are wet again...
I guess I need to learn to take care of myself...
>>6329221
maybe i just want to make myself even more miserable
>>6329202
that hair cut looks ridiculously cute on you.
>>6329224
>i just want to be a girl
ur a transgenderist
>>6329208
>I find her antics cute
what antics
m-maybe I can be somebody's ditzy housewife and be cuddled and stuff when I get things wrong or knock stuff over etc. instead of being screamed at for hours like my dad always does
I have daddy issues
I just want to please & be enough for someone ;-;
>>6329215
Nah, I'm fine with how it is. Why do you think I'd post pics like that if I wasn't? I know what my looks really are worth, I don't need a tier list for that.
>>6329222
P-please!
I want to imagine your strands of hot cum dripping down my face!
>>6329236
THAT
FEEL
WHEN
YOU
CAN'T
CUM
discuss.
>>6329227
pretty much
>>6329231
ridiculously cute in general imo
>>6329232
what if im not happy as a girl either and im just trying to find an escape from feeling miserable all the time
>>6329240
wew, they just keep coming wth
>>6329220
Haha let's hope not.
When I woke up after surgery 6 years ago when I had my appendix removed, I started cussing the nurses and my parents
>>6329199
good luck, it'll be fun ^^
this was 2 days after mine. look forwards to having no sense of taste and eating being a bit awkward but otherwise having no discomfort and just taking two weeks off to chill afterwards
>>6329191
No you're definitely right about that much. It makes things way worse when other factors in your life just sort of serve to remind you what parts of you are broken.
>>6329187
I actually know this feeling as well. Idk it does sometimes feel like the things keeping you going are other people in your life. It's a mixed blessing.
>>6329240
DISCUSS
>>6329240
stop
>>6329247
>gets surgery
>still airbrushes the shit out of her face
how's that insecurity treating you
>>6329240
>still no rare quid pictures
still a mainstream failure of a list
>tfw never on a list
is this because i only post my butte
pls stop
i shoudn't even be on tier lists!
im a boy~
>>6329247
i want this so bad i think its my most wanted surgery, you look so amazing ugh ._.
im so jealous but really happy for you as well ofc
>>6329257
why are you doing this
>>6329248
>Idk it does sometimes feel like the things keeping you going are other people in your life.
it's funny that you say that, when I was still super depressed just before I started transition I used to blame my parents for making me so reliant on other people for happiness, instead of teaching me to be happy on my own. now that's the only thing keeping me alive. I've never had that pointed out to me before.
>>6329249
Why is there a man on the top tier
>>6329257
ciscuss.
help I've run out of meme-images in my database
>>6329239
i wanna jack you off~
>>6329225
That's because you're looking at them with 2010s eyes when they really are a photographer and makeup artist having fun with 80s and 90s nostalgia. Do you think I'd go grocery shopping with that kind of makeup? Well, technically, I did since I bought a couple cans of Red Bull before going to a concert. Where the whole look did fit perfectly since it also was a revisiting of the 80s. The backstage after party was pretty nice too.
>>6329257
Did Narcissa Wright seriously ever trip here? That would be kinda cool.
>>6329248
>it does sometimes feel like the things keeping you going are other people in your life
it never ends well for me... I always pick unstable people to grab onto and give me a reason to live
>>6329249
>tfw my boymode photo
>tfw hadn't even shaved
How embarrassing
>>6329257
ok thats enough archive stalking for one day cyba
>>6329252
its just an auto selfie filter that goes on automatically with my phone. it was also 5 months ago. but i mean whatever, you could choose to post something obvious and boring about a trans person being insecure i mean wow
>>6329259
thanks Kittu, i look ok, but my surgery went very well, very good surgeon so no swelling or bruising
>>6329249
isn't pan an early transitioner?
>>6329277
yes!
bully me hard!!!
>>6329279
what about me, i'll bake you cookies and cry
Discuss!
>>6329268
TOO
HOT
>>6329270
I gaurentee she's posted on anon at least a couple times, she was a big part of /srg/ on /vg/ so the chances she's come to this board and posted in the general for trannies is highly likely to have happened at l;east once or twice.
>>6329273
you look like an FtM in the pic which I'm pretty sure means you pass
>>6329267
>>6329274
>>6329281
i'll cry with you and kiss you!
>>6329282
>Discuss
what was actually on the toast in the first place?
>>6329285
Reported for child porn
>>6329288
its not tho ;___;
>>6329288
is it porn if it's fully clothed and you can actually count the pixels?
>>6329283
why haven't you posted this classic?
>>6329282
amy i want to put ice cubes on your nipples
the rest of my meme-images pertain to an indiviudal that I rather like so I won't post them, have my timeline instead.
Sneaky premature bread
>>6329293
>>6329293
>>6329293
>>6329278
those are some shit genetics if she is
also, Isla looked a hell of a lot like gerard way pre-transition
>>6329299
STICK
YOUR
COCK
INSIDE
ME
PLEASE <3
>>6329298
MY NIPPLES WOULD SHATTER
Now that I think of it, there's another silly pic I haven't seen reposted at all. Time to fix that.
>>6329303
red do you like unpassable boycock? mines pretty big
>>6329271
You'll find more stable people. Sometimes it just takes time to find them.
>>6329262
;~; like I said, mixed blessing. I honestly don't think it's uncommon to feel that way regardless if trans feels. Whatever gets you through life and to the next checkpoint really.
>>6329248
>It makes things way worse when other factors in your life just sort of serve to remind you what parts of you are broken.
exactly. I am rooting for you so hard cause youre one of the few people that I actually consider fixable. Pretty sure youll make it (as much as we can make it I mean)
>>6329311
I am pretty sure it's a human thing to need other people to stay alive and be happy.
>>6329331
clean your disgusting bussy and we'll talk. faggot.
Time to migrate theads?
mental illness general
>>6329313
Hay p-tan! What flag should I fly in wot to start? They don't have a Latin America
>>6328461
>there are MTF girls in here who like it it when boys call them 'Mommy'
Ffffuck.
This is a rabbit hole I don't want to go down, I'm taking my hard dick and I'm leaving.