Handsome Diogenes edition
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Previous thread
>>6328461
Daily reminder that I am not under 16
every
day
>sheen leaves
>everyone turns into an uber bitch
she was the wind beneath our wings
>>6329304
>Daily reminder that I am """"""not"""""" under 16
Yeah, ok.
>>6329319
im not tho
>tfw qt gf
: )
>>6329308
are the bruises your boyfriend left on you starting to fade?
>>6329334
can u knot
nth for posting pictures of yourself at 4 months of hrt
>>6329335
but I'm not a doggy
>>6329332
>some people seem pretty good at finding their own happiness
a lot of the time, it's hard to tell.
Does anyone else do this on the couch when they miss their gf?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1TsVjvEkc4s
>>6329332
>idk, some people seem pretty good at finding their own happiness
For how long, and how alone. I seriously doubt any human is capable of being truly alone for too long.
It's biology, humans are social animals.
>>6329343
I dont have a gf but I rub my perenium on the arm of the couch sometimes
HOLY FUCK
I just finished doing some shrooms with my family.
>>6329352
w-what
oh yeah, so I ordered a 12 pack of randomly patterned panties in the mail
they came in yesterday
I shit you not, half of them are solid gray.with pink elastic. None of them are striped. I'm fucking pissed.
>>6329343
No because we aren't filthy transbian scum, justin
>>6329344
There's hermits and stuff, and the brain is pretty adaptable. Yeah you might develop several mental illnesses, but mental illness is just a code word for someone who thinks differently than everybody else. You know, an individual.
>>6329356
That's a common scam, if you want cute panties you have to buy them yourself :/
>>6329343
no, I'm not gay and being gay is disgusting and sinful
I'm going to stop hrt today and start repressing again. Its not like hrt even did anything so I can go back to the way I was quick.
I wish I never thought I could transition. The past year and a half has just been misery.
>>6329355
I just finished tripping with my family
nth for dressing like agp transbian scum
>>6329336
Let's level the playing field, there was a time I was a pretty boy with boobs too...
Keeping track of my sexual triggers is making me realize how often i want to chase it.
It's also making me realize my #1 thing that makes me want to chase sex is pretty much just feeling gross and that it causes a lot of cognitive dissonance and probably why I really don't enjoy sex sometimes despite chasing after people myself.
>>6329358
>if you want cute panties you have to buy them yourself :/
that's what I ended up doing this morning,. ordered some cute striped panties that came with a push-up bra... not that I'll have any legitimate use for that for a few months...
>>6329367
i have lots of sex because of previous trauma
>>6329333
>tfw qt bf
>>6329363
I'm sure you'll be just as successful in repression as you were at transition.
https://youtu.be/rKDIXD2WTMU
me on the right
>>6329321
It is, it affects some people more than others though.
>>6329313
Idk, I'm not sure just how likely I am to make it at this point. I do appreciate it and also have a bit of hope but idk what "making it" truly means. Does that mean being free of existential angst about how your body is wrong? I'd be happy if somehow there weren't this fog of existential dread that appears at regular intervals.
>>6329358
I got used to being alone and now i struggle having any meaningful relationships. I can't even handle hanging out with people once a week or talking to people online on daily baisis. I want to be alone 6 days of the week.
>>6329364
I wish my family would trip with me.
>>6329365
>>6329336
Geeze, you fucking qtpie
>>6329373
I mean, that's the progenitor.
I mean, like, the living, every day thoughts that contextualize it.
It feels good to feel good with a promise of sexual freedom and someone to praise and take care of me because it's something I desperately wanted before when I couldn't say no or focus on feeling good.
But it's not like it's every specific thought.
I was told to pay attention to the dialogue going on in my head and connect it to my past afterwards.
>>6329311
it's so hard to find someone both stable and relatable though. Either they're a mess that's barely holding themselves together, or they're normie tier
>>6329379
>I'd be happy if somehow there weren't this fog of existential dread that appears at regular intervals.
s-so that never goes away? ;~;
>>6329363
That's a terrible fucking idea and you know it, why would you even say something like that?
>>6329364
based family
>>6329370
If you feel like wearing them, that's as legitimate a use as any! You don't need to justify your panties to anybody else.
>>6329367
>>6329373
That sucks, I hope the sex helps...
>>6329380
I used to be like that but I came to terms with being trans and started working on my anxiety. Hope you get better soon, /pol/ <3
I WOULD PERSONALLY TAKE FREEZING TO DEWATH OVER BOILING TO DEATH BUT THAT'S JUST ME DESU
>>6329391
Please don't die
>>6329379
You're getting to a very philosophical level now, nothing's going to really make a sense, and there's no right conclusion to make.
I don't think you can get to a place where you have no thoughts of doubt or sadness. I guess making it would be being content most of the time.
>>6329391
When you are about to freeze to death your body freaks out and thinks it is too hot. When people freeze to death they find them naked because they rip off their clothes in delusion.
>>6329391
Freezing is probably easier, but I'd rather die in battle, fighting for some lofty philosophical ideal.
*T intensifies*
>>6329377
Me on the left <3
>>6329363
Hang in there. You shouldn't stress yourself over not being able to become what you wanted to be. It happens to all of us.
>>6329390
>You don't need to justify your panties to anybody else.
I mean like, I don't have boobs, and won't have boobs for at least 4 months, so I'm just buying the bra for shits and giggles.
>>6329363
>I need something new to troll with
faggot was trashing repression gen last week
>>6329358
Mental illness can go much further than just thinking differently... Neurosis makes individuals. Real illness, though? Wouldn't wish it on anyone.
>>6329399
WHY CAN'T IT BE LIKE THAT WITH HEAT
I JUST WANT TO BE COLD
TFW NO WALKIN FREEZER
Do you have any siblings mtfg?
>tfw no grace gf
>>6329401
<3
>>6329412
two younger sisters
I was essentially raised as twins with one of them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tCof1LiSalE
>that noise
literally faye as a pokemon desu
>>6329413
SHE HAS NO STYLE SHE HAS NO GRACEgf
>>6329412
Younger brother, why?
>>6329376
>that face
2nd pic says it all
who /LonelyVirgin/ here?
>>6329426
getting lonelier by the minute. Why, what's up?
>>6329414
<3
>>6329413
>>6329418
Rest in peas 2slow
>>6329426
I am a virgin. Not sure if lonely just sad.
>>6329379
>but idk what "making it" truly means
to me its the maximum we can reach, it will not get rid of the fog of our medical status, and probably not even the shadow of our past, but I think we could reach a point where both of those things are only looming on the horizon.
the question is if thats something we can be satisfied with.
>>6329412
Yes, 1 brother
>tfw your brother won't fuck your brains out
>>6329293
>>6329384
>>6329390
So here I am sitting on the couch in the living room and my mother comes up to me and gives me some magic mushrooms. My mom tells mw to have some and I tell her I don't want to. I told her I don't like magic mushrooms.
She said to not talk to her like that and she tells me that when she was a little girl that she had to do whatever drugs her mother put in front of her and that do you think l I could talk to my drug dealer that way?
So I tell fine, just give me some mushrooms. I take a few and put them in my mouth and actually it was...nice.so I begin to eat some more and I start to trip balls. As I'm tripping, I see my brother mother and brother consume some mushrooms and start to trip.
But my dad, he ate too much that when he tripped his brain exploded.
>tfw I'll never have a bf
>tfw I'll never be sane
>tfw I'll never be happy
>>6329417
I only sound like that when you.. When you're o////3////o
>>6329293
did you see my post [>>6329341] there?
>>6329439
Keep the bloodline pure
>>6329444
what happened to the boy from last week?
>>6329440
Jurij a saint that slayed the dragon. A common folk tale in my country.
>>6329430
some things never change
>>6329431
<3
>>6329449
We haven't really talked since the date
>>6329447
why is alexander drawn so effeminately? kek.
Also no, didn't see it, sry.
>>6329448
gotta keep the royal blood royal, amirite?
>>6329412
i have an older brother and older sister who are twins, and i have two younger brothers that are twins
>tfw no twin
;_;
>>6329445
it u
>>6329452
>>6329430
Back in black bby
>>6329412
1 cister
1 step sister
1 step brother
>>6329457
maybe you absorbed them in utero
>>6329437
The maximum I can physiologically reach would still be considered a state of debilitating mental illness in a normal human being. Not that it matters in light of your definition since I can't even truly feel satisfaction for anything... I'm junk. A travesty of humanity. There's a hole at my very core that can never be mended.
im back
Cuuuuudddleees for all :3
>>6329412
one older sister, she's like 2 and a half years older than me. and one younger brother, 6 years younger
I've always gotten along well with them both, thankfully
>>6329457
>tfw twin sister who was always more masculine than me
>tfw doctor said that she might be a part of why I'm intersex
>>6329450
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W_m0YDxAlG8
>>6329412
a cis sister
>>6329336
4 months is on there
>>6329470
soft cuddles and kisses
>>6329412
>tfw my mom said less than 10 minutes ago
"I can't get over how much you look like your sister"
>>6329388
That I can't say. There actually do seem to be some that completely overcome it and get to a point where it's a distant memory. my personal experience has been that it becomes more bearable and possible to live with, but it never fully went away for me.
>>6329396
I mean I know it's unrealistic to expect to be happy all the time, but I more mean is it possible to get to a point where certain thoughts don't bother you much if at all. It seems like a more doable goal.
>>6329437
Idk, I think that's something I could be satisfied with, it basically sounds like the freedom to build a life with purpose and things beyond just the limitations of your own life and biology. It seems so far off though.
For the record I do think that's a place that you can eventually reach as well, regardless of the other factors in your life making it more difficult.
>>6329412
>siblings
A little brother which I killed on accident
>>6329478
Story please
>>6329450
In AMERICAN he's called GEORGE.
how do i get a red gf
she doesn't really pass but she's cute
>>6329480
In Termina he's called Gyorg.
>>6329437
P-tan! What flag should I concentrate on in wot? They don't have a Latin america
>>6329473
I have no idea what i am looking at.
Is this edited or real deal?
>>6329336
it me at 4 months
>>6329479
We were horsing around outside and I pushed rather hard onto the street and he got struck by an on coming vehicle
>>6329480
You sure? I don't see how that guy could kill a dragon...
http://youtu.be/X4hXdsVUnp4
>>6329474
You look slavic. Are you part Polish?
>>6329476
>tfw mom always says that I look like my grandfather
>>6329488
>pounds of makeup and severe angles
>>6329474
you're so cute
>>6329466
>The maximum I can physiologically reach would still be considered a state of debilitating mental illness in a normal human being.
yes, but you and I are trannies AND crazy, elanna isnt crazy though, just trans and that setup was the one I was referring to.
>>6329476
>For the record I do think that's a place that you can eventually reach as well
maybe, ive a bunch of unsolved issues that Ive never brought up here, I am sure it is a problem thats solvable theoretically, but I am honestly not sure its worth it. I wouldnt bother if I didnt have to deal with it somehow
>>6329486
whats wot?
>>6329496
Ah you're a mtf? Is it cool if i stay here even though i am not?
>>6329493
Black Irish/Dutch. but i clean toilet good
>>6329487
that is the real deal. the guy in focus in that episode is "jurij"
>>6329437
>the question is if thats something we can be satisfied with.
I'm afraid that I'll never be content.
>>6329476
>"I can't get over how much you look like your sister"
I fucking hope that I get to this point. Before puberty, people used to say that I was the male version of my sister... maybe I can get to the point where people say that about us again.
>it becomes more bearable and possible to live with, but it never fully went away for me.
the reason I related it to trauma is because a lot of people that went through traumatic events say the same thing - the memory is never gone, but you can learn to live with it.
>>6329440
>>6329450
>>6329487
>>6329501
Well, it's not like we can stop you.
(you wouldn't be our first /pol/convert either.)
>>6329502
I see no black in you and we share the sad slavface.
>>6329501
yes.
ignore the mad transbians.
>>6329507
>I'm afraid that I'll never be content.
lets talk about that when youve transitioned bby :P
>>6329499
World of tanks! I got it running. Sublimedowntime
>>6329501
Technically I guess I am. And I don't care if you stay
>>6329508
I guess. It sucks though
>>6329511
It was not in freaking Italy. The lore is inaccurate. Screw italians
>>6329517
NA?
Add me.
>>6329429
[spoiler]me too[/spoiler]
>>6329522
But pasta!
>>6329513
Black Irish are an ethnic group who were originally Iberian with links to the Basque people
>>6329363
shut up kayla
you're fucking cute you just need to finish off electrolysis and learn how to girl
>>6329526
Will do! Yeah, though I might Euro if p-tan wants to be axis powers with my weeaboo butch ass as japan
4 months me
>>6329512
You can tell me to leave and i will take a hint if people do not want me around.
What am i suppose to convert to?
>>6329497
ye i like makeup, i'm the devil desu ;3;
>>6329522
It's sad but unfortunately your folklore is the rip-off :(. polls do that a lot, another example would be Faust.
>>6329521
get a haircut!
>>6329534
I'm in Europe too. I use NA because there's less artillery and toxicity.
>tfw play mostly Germany and Russia
>>6329538
Join usss
:3
>>6329519
You're nice. How can i return the favor?
Sending e hugs is pretty awkward
>>6329548
Why
hang on I'll get a 4 months pic of me
in about 3 months
>>6329545
I've come a long way
>>6329546
>polls
I meant slavs, oops.
>>6329538
bf material/one of us.
>>6329545
Tell me more about transbianism
>>6329541
Not the devil just a disgusting whore that needs to get raped
>>6329553
because the hair in that pictue looks like you just let it grow however it wanted and unkempt.
So were allowing chasers here now?
The only good chasers was maki swg tahm and caterpoller
>>6329556
Amy
Please
use me
>>6329568
You can't get east?
(I go by Cpl_Punishm3nt btw...)
>>6329556
Wew. What is the largest pair of trans breats to exist? I always thought that it would only be mosquito sized breasts.
The more you know.
>>6329545
>Transbianism, it's a religion.
can confirm
t. recent convert
accept the gt into your life desu
>>6329563
Trans girl lesbians. Boom. Crazy. All the sexy of women with awesome dicks and a kick ass attitude.
I am so horny
please help
>>6329552
post butt :3
>>6329564
i agree, makeup is cheating and anyone who wears it deserves to die!!!
So hrt 5 years, ffs and srs.
I still look like like a man.
Might as well cut my ties and end my life
>>6329565
No matter what I do to it it always looks like that.
>>6329551
How do i join you?
I'm going to bed pretty soon.
Someone please insult me
>>6329573
I have one bar for east -_-.
>>6329584
Makeup is fine but you take it to drag queen levels
>>6329589
Get hormones :^)
>>6329589
Well, most people start off on 2 weeks of Cypro, and then move onto a combination of that and Estradiol,
>>6329507
Given the similarity in features and other factors it's entirely possible that they might. Like I still don't think I really am that much like my sister appearance wise, but apparently what made my mom pause was my mannerisms and facial expressions. I guess I act more like her than I thought :/
Also, trauma is pretty much exactly what the trans experience is, it's a good comparison rly
>>6329499
Idk the thing is a lot of things are solvable when given a a reason to confront them head-on, and you'll almost certainly reach a point with them where you'll want to confront them.
only terrible neckbeards/islamists hope for people to get raped.
>>6329596
haha ya, and all drag queens deserve to die!!! amirite?!
>>6329576
Nothing says girl like...
>>6329582
Ummm i doubt i would do that. I am not e ven sure if i should ever show my face
>>6329588
What did you even do? just go to get a normal girl haircut and don't use shampoo too much and use conditioner and hair masks(hair masks really important if you used to shampoo every time you showered like i did for years so you can heal your hair)
it worked for me
>>6329590
you're an ugly hon and men will only ever like you for your dick
there, sweet dreams
>>6329594
HOW?
I have 2 bars to west and I'm in IRELAND!
(sometimes. Usually I've got one to both... but ping is 95-233 usually around 117, so it's fine)
I got one of my friends hooked on my game
Also, plans to hang out with my mister at his place for awhile accelerated from Friday to Tuesday, whoops. Also meeting his mom???? Oh geeze. It's all so fast, i'm being done a real big frighten.
I hope kayla is going to be okay :(
>>6329617
purest form of love desu
>>6329621
Kayla no one cares
Kys my man
>>6329617
PUREST FORM OF LOVE
>>6329597
>.> really not into that and even if i was i am 6'3 feet tall
>>6329612
Can't afford haircut places around here. And I don't use shampoo but like twice a week and I do use conditioner and stuff. My hair is just really frizzy
>>6329617
Eh, what's the worst that could happen.
"Purest form of love"
>>6329617
Gay marriage is unbiblical senpaii
Hope sheen died last night
>>6329627
We've got worse.
Besides, you can become a femboy :3 best bf material!
>>6329508
I just don't know anymore, I'm afraid there indeed is a never for me, I can't hide from that. Whatever happens, I know I'll still be fubar. That's where my stay at that bloody clinic did more harm than good. Being basically told that thinking I could have what could pass for a normal experience of life was in itself insanity was beyond chilling. There's no coming back from that. I'm just a failure, an aberration. And when I manage to prop up a facade, I feel like I'm a walking imposture. Because I can never take my mind off the rot that's behind.
>>6329618
Non-existent
But go ahead and be a shill of a poo-picking sexual harasser
>>6329627
but you'd look CUTE
>>6329601
>and you'll almost certainly reach a point with them where you'll want to confront them.
maybe, Ill probably just continue to try to repress/numb though, I dont know if theres upside to therapy, even if it works, Id be a burden on everyone around me for quite a while.
>>6329617
Purest form of love
>>6329617
second purest form of love after love for our Lord and savior Jesus Christ, Son of God.
>>6329627
I'm 6'2 :^3
>>6329624
leave kayla alone, I care
>>6329336
I think this might be the only picture of myself I have from 4 months hrt
>>6329636
I am willing to bet 100$ i could never look "cute"
>>6329617
purest form of love
>>6329646
I'll take you up on that challenge.
>>6329628
well if your hair is frizzy it gets even worse if you don't trim your hair every couple months.
My hair is super frizzy too, but by using hair masks it gets waaaaaaayyy straighter, since it actually becomes hydrated, you should totally try it if you can afford it; i'm talking about those you buy and put on yourself at home. Also makes your hair look way healthier overall
>>6329640
Hey me too. Don't you LOVE being taller than everyone you know?
>>6329617
i refuse
>>6329601
I remember writing that I wished I was more like her during my trip. I just hope I end up being a taller, broader-shouldered version of her.
She has incredibly long hair too, she's just had a complex about not keeping it short for the longest time. Might have something to do with my dysphoria desu.
>mannerisms, facial expressions
you both learned those from your mom, so it's no wonder they're the same.
>trauma
I wish some medical professional would realize this already.
>>6329617
The purest form of love is mine for you~
>>6329652
What are your thoughts on transbians red
>>6329646
You would tho
alrdy posted in passgen but desu that thread is dead
do i look okay?
>>6329649
I'll keep it on mine for when I have the money. I'm in a really tough spot in my life right now and can't afford anything nice.
>>6329657
they're fine
I just....
don't understand how someone can not honor the niceness and feel of men and how men treat women.
>>6329637
Wont you also be a burden to people around you if you have too many issues to function well? Better be a bit more of a burden for a while and eventually get better.
>>6329659
Boys cant be hons silly.
>>6329659
>Kayla trip on
I'm not kayla I'm her belly rubb anon
>>6329655
froggy frog
>>6329659
nope
But you can go ahead and believe the LIES told about me.
i have a bit of a weird thing that's happened. I'm a year post-op and today I looked at my fanny after not looking at it for like 2-3 days and my right labia minora has become like swollen and red but with no pain or tenderness or anything.
why? I haven't done any sex or masturbated recently either so it's not like I was being rough down there
I miss yume and gem.
>>6329660
there is no point in asking if you look ok when you're covering your face with your hands
just type: "guys im asking for validation please praise me so i can feel good about myself"
>>6329669
froge hi howre u
long time no see
>>6329605
you are pretty but you have the weirdest fucking lips
>>6329669
hiiii
>>6329664
maybe youre right and I am just too scared. but I really dont want to be institutionalized. I cant be around others for longer than maybe a few hours, even if I know them, I think I am just trying to prevent more trauma
>>6329674
which kind of red? really meaty red or skin red?
>>6329680
i love edie's lips, i wish i had lips like her
>>6329669
FrogggggggggggggggggggggggggggGGGGGGGg!!!!!!
>>6329648
Alright. Not interested in transitioning but how could i look "cute" enlighten me.
>>6329660
yes but go to a salon and get your eyebrows tweezed and if you don't pass IRL yet tell them very specifically you don't want them tweezed like a guy and show them a picture of a girl whose eyebrows you like because otherwise they won't make them thin enough
then once they're tweezed just maintain them by tweezing the bits that try to grow back, if you stick with it you'll never have to get it done again
you can do it yourself, but i wouldn't recommend it since it only has to be done once if it's by a professional but if you mess it up it'll take forever to grow back
>>6329663
Part of it is being with someone you have something deeply in common with Red. Its really not that complicated.
/mtfg/, do you have any crushes? pic related for me :3 I want to hear him talk about titties as he cuddles me
>>6329674
Wait a few days and if it doesn't get better maybe go to doctor or something
>>6329687
you mean her actual lips, or the rubber ones she wears?
>>6329689
what do you mean with cute
cute as in handsome guy or cute as in girly cute
>>6329668
>>6329692
If he talked to me about tiddies while cuddling me I'd just die of laughter desu
>>6329689
>1836x3264
Jesus Christ
>>6329692
cr1tikal is hot as fuck
my gf has the best lips desu
>>6329544
gibe skype
>>6329678
ribbit
>>6329683
hi hi
>>6329687
she actually only has one pair
>>6329688
kitttTTt
>>6329689
become brienne of tarth
>>6329692
i crush on pookie + cartoon characters
>>6329686
>really meaty red or skin red?
just red skin
>>6329696
Cute as in handsome guy i guess
>>6329651
With heals I hit six seven, it's actually easier to pass because people just think nord and femme features get accepted more easily, in my experience.
>>6329692
Pic related
>>6329654
Idk, I don't act much like my mom at all desu, I find the way she acts really hard to deal with. I've been told that I act like my dad though :/
Idk, you can be more like her if that's what you want. I'm familiar with the feeling of being sort of overshadowed by my sister and having some amount of envy.
>>6329637
Idk it's not even necessarily through therapy. It's more like slowly but surely exposing yourself to things that make you uncomfortable and eventually reaching the point where you can be functional. Like, for example I was basically mute early in transition, I had to have friends order things for me at restaurants because speaking caused so much anxiety. Slowly but surely that got better as i forced myself to interact. Now I'm less burdensome as a result.
>>6329675
Why miss the autistic two?
>>6329701
But thats not AIfe.
>>6329691
I guess I just prefer men
the love of my life is a woman
but most of the people I hook up with are men
>>6329689
you would need facial feminisation surgery on your brow and cheekbones and maybe your chin
but you would look nice enough with a smile and hrt and long hair and eyebrows done
hrt redistributes fat and would make your face significantly more fem
>>6329689
For boy cute: Shave, smile, put on a smaller hoodie, and wear a brighter colour. grow your hair out a bit and lose the frosted tips.
For girl cute, ask Red.
>>6329689
Have you tried not looking like an autist?
>>6329680
i'm mexican and iranian so i don't have the same lips as most ppl i guess
>>6329710
no thats from my transition goals folder
>>6329689
shave, grow hair out longer, do squats = cuteboy :3
>>6329699
What? I am rather confused. Sorta half asleep. Is that the image size? Did i mess up?
>>6329716
dont scare me like that anon
>tfw anon doesn't think ur a slut
>>6329724
>not on the list
*ahem*
>>6329718
cute goal.
>>6329708
I haven't really been told I act like either parent, nor do I want to. I'm sure I'd have more envy if I was younger than her, but ayy, I got to overshadow her instead. My sister definitely acts like my dad though.
>>6329717
من می خواهم نان کره مدیر
>>6329724
hey bb~
>>6329686
Institutionalization would scare me as well. I don't know how good the system's there in germany, and whether it could traumatize you further.
Point is you shouldn't try to rationalize against fixing your issues. Pretty sure both yourself and the people that care about you would be better off with you being mentally healthy.
>>6329716
It's just a slav face to ward off the predators. You wouldn't understand
>>6329723
Sorry won't happen again
anyway, i figured out the way to rectify the super game boy's clock speed.
>sever the connections between pins 73 & 74 & the circuit board
>connect 2 15-33pf capacitors in parallel to a ground point
>for PAL version: connect the other ends of the capacitors to both ends of a 1MΩ resistor
>connect both ends of the resistor to both ends of a 4.194304MHz crystal oscillator
>connect pins 73 & 74 of the SGB-CPU-01 chip to either of the points on the oscillator
>for NTSC version: connect the other end of each capacitor to an individual 1MΩ resistor (1 resistor for each every capacitor)
>connect the other end of each resistor to either end of a 4.194304MHz crystal oscillator
>connect pins 73 & 74 of the SGB
>diagram shown in pic related
Reply to this post for a free (You)
>>6329742
hoi~
>>6329730
i have a good folder full of inspiration
>tfw cute chasers dont exist
>>6329717
:( I have white lips!
>>6329742
Stop raping your girlfriend
>>6329742
>>6329739
wtf are u doing
>>6329745
ya cuz boys are NOT cute
>>6329739
>>6329717
Is that Maddie?
>>6329742
I love (you)s
>>6329755
kek
>>6329739
that could work~
>>6329756
>>6329716
>>6329742
please
>>6329708
thank you, but thats not what I mean, Id prefer to not give a detailed answer to that on 4 chan though if thats okay.
>>6329735
I know a few people that were institunionalized, have never met anyone that said it actually helped them desu.
if I could get the appropriate meds I could probably function and not be a mess all the time, but Idk.
>>6329724
I'm not a slut, i'm pure and I haven't even held hands
im gay
>>6329759
But if you had one would you rape her?
>>6329746
most white people have these lips desu lol
like people in mtfg give me shit about mine but both men and women have been telling me how perfect mine are literally my whole life.
big lips are ok too yknow ;__; they make kissin real fun!
>>6329755
>>6329732
stop bein meanies desu!!
>>6329742
Which are better: Boys or girls?
>>6329744
SUFFERING
>>6329742
This is Max, a pitbull/chow mix that I rescued from a dog fighting ring. He is thirteen and since we got him at four months we have never had any intruder, a few scares but never anyone coming in.
>>6329750
i'm going to be making the super game boy's clock speed reflect that of the classic dmg model
>>6329754
good to see somebody else who appreciates working w/ electronics
>>6329767
buttered buns
I've looked as coldly as I could into the past few weeks and it just makes me feel worse. Hate, insults, bullying, I can take. Looking at the mirror and seeing a beautiful face, having a body that fits my inner map, worst of all, having people looking up to me, that's what I couldn't take. It all makes me feel like a fraud and that's a terrifying feeling. That of one big fat lie I couldn't dissipate because that would be dashing others' hopes, where I really have none. Well, I guess I broke the mirror anyway in the end. Sorry about that. I can't live up to any expectations.
>>6329770
thank you
>>6329765
im gayer
>>6329767
Having nigger lips isn't good
>>6329751
Have you seen the cuteboy board on eightchan
>>6329765
How you doin
>>6329764
...
I'd hold your hand...
>>6329778
Truth
>>6329780
nopee
>>6329660
lazytown/10
>>6329731
I mean, eventually it will become clear to you how much like at least one of your parents that you are. It's pretty much the norm that you eventually turn into your parents.
>>6329763
I understand, if you ever do want to talk about it sometime though you have my Skype, I sometimes even sign on (!!!)
Sorry if my example was too trivial I guess I don't really know the extent of the issue ;~;
>>6329788
>mfw frog is back
>>6329761
Were you responsible for the superman edit?
>>6329767
Dont you have like puerto rican genetics or something though? You aint all white!
>>6329763
Huh, then maybe you should avoid it, surely there must be other options. Do you think meds would help you get better in the long run or just act as a temporary fix.
>>6329769
^_____________^
>>6329790
>Boys
FINALLY, SOMEONE WHO'S SANE
Boys are so much better than girls! They have penises, and muscles, and body hair mmf <3
>>6329775
>Looking at the mirror and seeing a beautiful face
uhm sweetie Ive got some bad news...
>>6329797
Absolutely disgusting
>>6329798
yep too bad all the straight girls get run out
like sheen and kayla
>>6329790
oh gosh
>>6329763
People need to realize that an institution is just a prison with more medical staff.
Any severe mental illness can not be cured. The others get cured if the person decides to struggle and fight his issues. No amount of mental help will do anything if the person is not trying and has given up.
>>6329797
Looks like absolute white trash but somehow hot at the same time.
>>6329791
oh
yeah, I've definitely noticed that I'm more like my mom. I don't like it, but it's how it is. The passive-aggression is a huge tell.
>>6329412
Two years elder sister.
We're really close, it's great. every conversation starts with ironic insults.
>>6329633
Have they done blood and spinal test for neurotransmitter levels? You may just be deficient in one. Of course it may be that you don't have enough of or lack a needed receptor.
They think some with PTSD lack a receptor for shutting off the adrenalin response. They stay hyped up.
>>6329775
CBT... When you think those thoughts, stop, and think better thoughts that make you feel good about yourself.
>>6329805
Since when has overdrawing lips to such an extent that they resemble those of a clown been on trend?
>>6329788
THEY ARE SO FRICKING CUTE
LIKE REALLY FUCKING 11/10 CUTE & HOT
>>6329793
>When someone here says korra passes
>>6329706
well, tbqh you look a bit like my boyfriend, would probably need a better quality picture.
in the first place make sure your eyebrows aren't out of control and that you don't have an unibrow
second your hair would probably look better/more adult if you swept the top a bit to the side instead of letting the bangs fall in front of your face, using hair wax would probably be a good idea
>>6329797
Is...is she actually attractive? God what is wrong with me -_-
>>6329805
>u have beautiful lips bb
yes she does and then she overdraws them by a quarter inch
>>6329805
uh huh
>>6329809
i think it's a good look
>>6329778
almost every single woman voted "most beautiful woman in the world" for years now has had at leastttttt full lips. even andreja pejic has big lips.
it's a feminine characteristic. like high cheekbones, smooth forehead, round hairline.
having no lips isn't desirable by the vast majority of the population.
>>6329774
n-no!
>>6329795
my mom is mexican and my dad was persian.
>>6329805
;-----; ty bb ily
how was work btw?
>>6329817
Oh god more hot girls DX
>>6329805
>thinking a drag queen is pretty
>>6329412
One little brother and a little sister, neither of which talk to me anymore. I almost feel like I disappointed them because I was the oldest and I was supposed to be a role model and then I turned out to be a crazy tranny.
Post your goals.
>>6329822
I think you need to go home and rethink your life
>>6329791
>I sometimes even sign on (!!!)
haha youre the best!
>Sorry if my example was too trivial I guess I don't really know the extent of the issue ;~;
thats okay <3
I keep some things out of the threads cause theres no point in everyone knowing, and I dont want my bf to read it if he ever stumbles in here.
>>6329796
>>6329804
/pol/ is right, its not curable, just managable.
therefore, meds are only a temporary fix.
>>6329758
i'm glad you think so.
it's reassuring
>>6329799
I'm not sure you can grasp it, but I wish I could believe you. Best thing to tell me, if I could indeed believe you were earnest. Still, thanks for trying, I guess...
>>6329830
Can you explain to me why I've been waiting over a month for pookie to find my image?
>>6329817
A solid advice. Thanks.
Goodnight everybody.
>>6329822
Her body and hair style are pretty cool, just lose the axe and the cigar I guess.
>>6329824
Why are you yelling at us about something we can't control Edie.
;~;
>>6329842
well
1st off ur never getting it sry
bye 4chan
>>6329831
what, like goal body?
>>6329836
Probably not. I have a pretty airtight container of (You) s
Politicak correctness is cancer. Sugarcoating and hugboxing is making everyone fucking sissies.
So whatsup?
>>6329391
I tried this already. the trick is the right amount of alcohol too.
>>6329830
But cuteboys are so hot
I want to give a rimjob to a cuteboy tbqh
>>6329833
Fine work my man
>>6329846
she is racist
its okay to be racist to white people
didn't you know?
>>6329838
wait, are you implying I dont think you are ugly as sin?
>>6329846
what is that gif from
>>6329848
Yeh.
>>6329850
That top is a disgrace
>>6329850
Did someone punch you in the eye or were you just crying?
>>6329850
>Politicak correctness is cancer. Sugarcoating and hugboxing is making everyone fucking sissies.
correct.
>So whatsup?
national socialism, that's what.
also it's a gorillion degrees here humid as fuck
also ur cyoot
has the way you experience dysphoria and everything changed after starting hrt + coming to terms with being trans?
im almost 19, still depressed and have crippling social anxiety. but like 2, 3 years back things didn't seem so bad. i wasn't truly happy but i had/still have a handful of friends. when we were all 16 we started smoking tons of weed, drinking cough syrup, getting drunk, eating shrooms, ordering crazy psychadelics online, lsd, 2cb, nbomes lol. all this was like 2-3 years ago, i was "happy" because I had all the fun ways of running away from my dysphoria which was alway there, deep down.
that didn't last though, i was depressed, then started having panic attacks. i stopped smoking weed and stuff, because i assumed drugs were what caused my anxiety. i was still trying to get drunk whenever i hung out with my friends. ii got better at controlling my anxiety, but my emotions were spiraling out of control. A lot of things happened, but I reached a breaking point this March. I was nearly suicidal i think, so i started HRT.
Right now, all I can do is try to get a new job, wait to become a girl, try to come out to the rest of my friends, hope that things don't change between us though they likely will. I feel like I can no longer hide from my dysphoria, i see it in every aspect of my life.
i hope i can find true happiness, friends that love me for who i am, and maybe, just maybe, a partner.
god, i wish i could go back to summer 2014 and just look up at the stars again. even though it was nothing but a fleeting drug-induced fever dream, it was probably the happiest time of my life.
>>6329767
Your lips I to die for
My lips for comparison
Wish we could turn back time to good old days when our mama sang us to sleep when I was stressed out
>>6329861
Its a 4 size too big sleepy time shirt
Its comfy but uuuglyy
>>6329867
Is that Chris-chan?
>>6329857
Painfully obvious. You wouldn't bother posting if you did.
>>6329868
>tfw i don't remember my mother ever singing me to sleep
>>6329805
>trends
I buried my head in the sand 20 years ago...
>>6329814
for decades... You see it all over town.
>>6329831
>>6329848
(pic) My problem is oversized ribcage.
>>6329845
Reminds me of a friend, except she'd have removed the bra too.
>>6329835
I mean not everything is curable, but a lot of your issues you developed because of trauma might be.
Depression is probably incurable, but I don't think anxiety is as well.
>>6329790
Yuuus :3!
>>6329802
I'm straight!
>>6329831
Pic related
>>6329884
Hi hi
>>6329812
>Thoughts that make you feel good about yourself
I'm afraid there's nothing in that box. There isn't even a box, really.
>>6329797
Would have sex with. god save me.
>>6329889
You're fucked
>>6329885
And another
>tfw white with full lips
Feels good to be masterrace
>>6329887
How u
>>6329886
Sir please calm your autism
>>6329833
S T O P
>>6329836
i agree desu
>>6329841
they are. do you even understand how human attraction and aesthetics work? along with gender differences and mating triggers...?
there's reasons that all of these things are considered beautiful on women whether you're racist or not.
>>6329846
>>6329856
s-sorry
>>6329867
d'aw your lips aren't bad either sassy!!
>>6329819
>>6329814
in all fairness to u both overdrawing my lips tons has been bad. but i'm not doing it anymore and the old pics i posted itt didn't have me doing it to an extreme ;__;
>>6329853
>>6329895
Really crappy. Yourself?
>>6329848
>>6329850
>>6329860
>>6329876
looks like grampas having one of his alzheimers fits again
attention:
red is disgusting and has a huge chin and will never pass
plus she has hiv
>>6329853
robin, my hairline is still worse then yours. :]
>>6329899
What is this im
>>6329894
>tfw same
>>6329899
Tope cake. Keep them coming
>>6329899
this scared the FUCK out of me omg
i literally just fucking screamed jfc
>>6329899
>>6329899
these memes are getting extreme
>>6329889
>>6329897
>deleted in less than a minute
what are you doing bbgirl
>>6329883
yeah, Idk, its going to be hard, no matter what I do. I dont really want to try anything desu, Id prefer to just give up.
>>6329835
Yeah it makes sense, and I definitely can't fault you for that. Idk, if there's no benefit to sharing things then there's no benefit to it ;~;
>>6329810
Those traits always suck, ie. The ones that you really can't stand in your parents but you have the same traits for some reason ;_;
>>6329899
>>6329909
Your upper lip is thin as hell
>>6329909
Top tier delusion. You have man lips to go along with that disgusting chin.
>>6329905
i agree with all this. except for the 'she' pronoun
>>6329910
>tfw falling for a trip but don't know what to do
>>savageness everywhere
>>6329924
>>6329924
Do you have the autisms?
>>6329865
>has the way you experience dysphoria and everything changed after starting hrt + coming to terms with being trans?
Yeah, my dysphoria is actually worse when it does hit. It's changed a lot so it's hard to keep track of and really understand how it works. I feel better overall but when I do get dysphoric it's really blerg
>>6329926
if your life has really gotten to the point where youre falling in love with a trip on 4chan I see no other option than you promptly killing yourself my man
>>6329926
pounce.
>>6329909
you are so cute it hurts.
>>6329908
>>6329910
>>6329911
>>6329912
>>6329913
>>6329918
>>6329935
t-thanks anon
>>6329899
someone shop sheens face onto ufufu
Apparently my lips are ____
>>6329902
Huh?
>>6329901
Sad headache miss chelsea
Meh
Ty for askin tho
>>6329924
>https://unsee.
>cc/sadenimo/
yikes
>>6329936
please don't shitpost with lies about me.
I may not pass but I've had 2 tests in the last 2 months that were hiv-
>>6329936
jesus
all these posers
>>6329936
I NEED a good adult
>>6329924
what are your T levels?
>>6329874
Hahahahahahaha
mother fucker!
Hahahahaha you really shit on me this time anon! Check mate
;_;
>MFW anon called me chris chan because of my lips
>>6329916
>Id prefer to just give up.
I can empathize with that. Kinda hoping you wont though.
>>6329951
getting my labs back at the end of the month, why?
>>6329873
tytytyyyy c:
>>6329898
Anon called me Chris Chan ;___________;
>>6329957
my T levels are 918,
& i suspect that i might fare better than you
>>6329924
>that pic
i'm actually really glad i saw this cause now whenever you make a hateful post about me for no reason i can feel pity rather than annoyance.
>>6329964
;~; what's that supposed to mean?
>>6329926
>tfw trip and nobody will ever fall for me
>>6329939
>>6329944
>>6329948
>>6329950
>>6329917
>Idk, if there's no benefit to sharing things then there's no benefit to it ;~;
I just dont want to be even more attention whorey than I already am I guess? but I cant really talk about that irl with anyone, so I am stuck to cambodian flute carving conventions.
I am really glad you always out up with my shit though. I am really grateful
>>6329956
na I cant, bf needs me.
if I lose him tho Ill just go.
>>6329968
I've never seen charlotte attack you
>>6329971
>>6329971
MOOOOOOOOOMMM
>>6329978
hi isla~
>>6329968
Most people who attack you are usually like that. Bitter jealous ugly beta males.
Tfw most masculine lips here
>>6329963
why would u listen to the anons sassy?
>>6329971
O M G
I HATE YALL!! LMAO
>>6329975
literally happened last night lmao
but now i can just be ok with it desu.
Tfw in love with anon still
Just a reminder that Red has the same facial structure as robin and is hiv+
>>6329969
it means that i'm prettier than you
>>6329988
anons aren't people
>>6329968
Oh snap!
>>6329985
Do you have leprosy or something. The fuck is going on with your chin?
>>6329830
Hihihi
>>6329988
make sure she doesn't hump you or dox you or spread false rumors about you.
>>6329992
contain your autism, holy shit
>>6329986
Lol anons are horrid! Hahahaha
I am not happy.
I've been horny and hungry all day, and I've been nasty the entire time because of it.
And now that I've had my shower, I want to flirt, but I have no one to flirt with, and I'm not exactly good-looking enough for them to flirt back.
>>6329997
Nothing
My skin always bunches up like that
>>6329985
I will fight you. I am /mtfg/'s most masc poster.
>>6330000
nice quads, also kek'd
>>6329977
who the fuck is saving all of these?
Gonna' try and fix my sleep cycle for the next couple weeks. Once I'm done with college I'll be working nights anyways, I can let it shift then.
Night.
>>6329999
Chelsea would never do that stuff to me ;;
Im flying out to georgia this friday to see her!
>>6329926
Kill them. It's the only way
>>6329970
Snow might, if you yell loud enough
>>6329988
kawaii
>>6330000
Quads of fascist truth.
>>6330003
>implying girls here don't freely flirt with anyone
Since everyone is being judgey here is more fuel.
>>6330000
ok....
>>6330007
How?
Sorry my skin is perfect, anon
>>6330018
OH MY GOD
I'M SO SORRY
From that angle she looked like hips
please forgive me.
i cant fit anymore edgars
>>6330019
She most definitely is :3
>>6329983
>>6329995
>>6330007
i'm not even like necessarily trying to be ultra mean or anything, but idk
a part of me takes it less seriously/personally if it's someone who isn't like super cis or someone who doesn't seem ultra happy. idk, that's prob dumb lol
>>6330001
#notallanons
#butmost
>>6330025
WHY IS EDGAR ON THE WALL BEHIND ME OMG
i will never pass
>>6329986
but she only replied to you once last night and it wasn't bullying at all?
>>6330025
post the one with red
>>6330023
Good one
>>6330019
there's a hole in your shirt
>>6329977
people who make fun of autistic people -_-
>>6330024
Its okay, her skin looks a lot darker than it is
>>6329972
You aren't attention whorey at all though, and you don't make me put up with anything. I enjoy talking to you and a lot of the feels that you share are feelings that I empathise with. Idk, everyone has troubles, and bottling them up isn't healthy. I say this as a compulsive bottler that used to not vent at all and it really didn't end well.
>>6329992
Wow, literally fuck you
>>6330019
>here
This is the problem.
(I'm not too keen on flirting here. I'm not too good at it...)
>>6330032
Typo
But it doesn't answer my question. It's just another anon who's insecure
>>6330028
I'd be more concerned about the Edgar boobs
>>6330029
at least you have hair, I'm going to be an ugly bald bitch lol.
>>6330036
it's so nice seeing you happy with someone.
>>6330025
Pillow
>>6330025
i'm choking on cookies here
>>6330043
Im so happy i am gonna see her soon
>>6330025
Can we squeeze in a Sheen dangling from the roof?
>>6330018
seriously just get an app that rotates photos. uhhg its making me OCD.
>>6330048
>hipster hive!
What is this?
>>6330030
she's been making side comments for a bit now and then started trying to argue when the whole beep thing happened, and then last night she randomly brought me up insulting me when talking to someone else and i've just been over it. like we talked about her voice once and she seemed nice that one time, but otherwise...... it all annoyed me. but now, not so much lol
>>6330041
i've come to accept those desu
>>6330028
You understood me, I sort of enjoyed that one.
>#notallanons
Katana anon is cool, he/she is always protecting us
>>6330019
Probably not. Im not cute or anything
>>6330055
>laughing at those less fortunate than you
You do know you're the equivalent of someone who makes fun of a cancer patient
>>6330042
my gf wears wigs and she looks amazing with them
[spoiler]tfw she has so much estrogen i will never ever pass when im with her[/spoiler]
>>6330060
cancer doesn't make someone a good person
SOMEONE DO THE THING
>>6330060
hey if someone makes fun of me or says mean things about me i just stop feeling compassionate. i'm pretty sociopathic like that i guess!!
>>6330063
sigh, thxs. may be what I have to do but I miss my long hair. its my biggest hangup.
>>6330067
*chaste kiss*
You meant that, right?
Happy?
>>6330066
Sure it does. Didn't you know as soon as you get cancer you are automatically a hero and nobody can question you.
>>6330073
*sloppy kisses*
>>6330053
I did. It doesnt work when i post pics to 4chan.
>>6330075
cancer patients hate this.
>>6330075
kinda like being trans and being /so brave/
>>6330080
Because you're an idiot who doesn't know how to a simple phone
>>6330080
noooooooooooooõ
>>6330038
>You aren't attention whorey at all though
I get called that fairly often though and I am trying to work on that, idk.
>I enjoy talking to you and a lot of the feels that you share are feelings that I empathise with
<3 <3 <3
>a compulsive bottler that used to not vent at all and it really didn't end well.
yeah, thats exactly what I am afraid of, like if I open the bottle NOW years will come out and I dunno if I could take that.