/mtfg/ - Transgirl General: Living Together Edition

I've finally left it for real.
It's like taking off an old bandaid.

>>6300580
>no rules
this is anarchy

No butt posting requests

>>6300591
no rules = no parents

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>>6300580

>trans girls living together edition
>that OP pic
in my experience what i've seen has been more like pic related

>>6300594
>runs to google search how to destroy capitalism.jpg

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>>6300595
>beer

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>>6300595
literally lmao

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>tfw not living with qt trip
suffering tbdesu

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>>6300595
>piss beer

>>6300595
Why do you always have to make everyone feel bad?

anyone down to post a pic of their butt?

>>6300579
I'm going to draw SOUND

specifically this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vm0VBWnUhvU

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>>6300580
>ywn live as blatant out amd proud trans lesbians with edie in the heart of downtown portland

WHY DOES THIS PAIN ME

>>6300546
>you could say that
spill the beans flannel, this board needs some ACTION.

I just got my blood levels back. T in goal range. E is over 800. How could that even be possible? I took what was prescribed and it was almost nothing!

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>>6300595
don't post Hips's place like that bae

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>>6300595

>>6300617
because shes your xerlfriend

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>>6300614
That's ambitious! I've never been happy with my abstract pieces on digital, I see why everyone does them on canvas. Not that sound needs to be abstract art

>>6300617
I'm sure if you used your veteran bux and Edie used her cam bux you two could make that a reality within the week.

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>>6300580
mtfg be like
>do I pass
>who wants to move in to my portland place?

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>>6300595
Yeeeeeaaahhhh... can confirm

>>6300637
>>6300631
Faye pls stop replying to yourself.

kthx

>>6300614
where you one of those keens who would say they were born in the wrong generation?

>>6300635
it's not really that ambitious considering I have synaesthesia :P
this song is pretty abstract. So far I've just been trying to get the right brush settings to do the ping noises with

>>6300641
man hands, thick thighs, look at those shoulders, show your face

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I need help how do I come out to my dad who knows I own a dildo and butt plug but doesnt know I am a cross dresser who wants to get a sex change mtf
pic related me as a guy

>>6300643
Thats not how any of this works.

>>6300649
where were you going dressed like that?

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>>6300631
>>6300637
I'd be happy to live with my xelady, but I think it's something you have to grow into right?

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>>6300647
I guess if you're good at copying whats in your head it'll be great! I've never been too good at that, things just dont work on canvas as they do in my head
>tfw not painting and listening to dank tunes with flannel irl rn

>>6300654
to school. It was tuxedo day

>>6300649
post yourself with dildo in butt

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>>6300658
You'd think so but with trannies its always more of a do first then ask questions later type of mentality.

>>6300663
>dressed to the nines to go to school
I think you might have autoandrophilia

>>6300595
KEK

>>6300649
simply just talk to him, if you know you can't be vulnerable with him then be wary

>>6300648
You're really going out on a limb here for (you)'s aren't you?

It must suck having chased away all of your girlfriends.
>>6300651
You must be new here.

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Would /mtfg/ transbians date Christine?
https://youtu.be/eJjtZ0IJIEA

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>>6300617
You girls are going to be living the dream.

>>6300595
LMAO. Shhhhhhh!

>>6300626
>TFW your NEET life produces a Rare Pepe

>>6300677
saved

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>>6300673
Knowing Faye she'll always have options. Always.

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>>6300671
I love that I started this meme.

>>6300679
Come on! That's my Rare Pepe :(

>>6300663
>It was tuxedo day
what do you do in this yearly event? do you dance? do you networking?

>>6300595
Oh god. This is true. Is it just because we don't care about life anymore?

>>6300671
But it was forced. They said they would kill us

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>>6300681
As many autistic people as you need to manipulate to get a cheap laugh, Faye.

>>6300595
DELETE THIS

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>>6300673
>shoulders bigger then hips, man feet, hiding face
>>6300677
m...aybe
>>6300670
uhaul lesbians are a meme

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So I have a wedding to go to in a few weeks and I'm thinking of trying a hair style like this. What does /mtfg/ think? Good choice? Other suggestions?

>>6300693
I wish I was Faye.

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>>6300701
I am so sorry anon.

>tfw used to get beaten up every day at school and now I long for it all the time because it puts me in this really nice fuzzy headspace where I can't think properly and I feel like a kid w/o responsibilities again
who /fucked up by childhood/ here?

>>6300553
:( darn
Red you need to do this >>6298593 more often you look so frickin cute in that photo

>>6298683
drugs do the job for me ;3

>>6298646
ehh tbf I haven't passed my finals yet

>>6298695
you might still turn out cute if your genetics allow, some total dude-dudes end up passing at like 6 months after starting at 30
and just look at Faye

>>6300693
Don't be a dick to Faye, Faye is awesome

>>6300700
Yeah but dont wear that kind of dress. It might send mixed signals.

>>6300693
>ITT lonely anon is mad faye can get get a date

>>6300703
you still post here?

jesus, kill yourself you sick fuck

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>>6300701
Same

oh also I just slept through the whole afternoon again after only being awake for 6 hours and now it's 1 AM
I definitely have chronic fatigue syndrome
(tbf it's often comorbid with hypotonia)
just what I fucking needed

>>6300708
Didn't plan on it. My dress is aqua colored.

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>>6300702
Better than being a poo in the loo.

>>6300709
>ITT faye going anon to start ruckus

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>>6300595
if I could afford alcohol, my bedroom would probably look something like that yeah.

>$150 a week going into my FFS/SRS fund

Making progress is the best feeling in the world

>>6300719
Naw I'm just a Faye drone who does her bidding without being asked.

>>6300641
Cis girl go away! This is a safe place for sassy sissy types

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>tfw you have a crush on anon and she doesnt even know you exist

http://www.strawpoll.me/10364813

>>6300723
>tfw probably only going to be earning about $250 equivalent a week and at least $150 of that will be going on rent alone
fuck

>>6300718
Agreed. Hips was a nightmare.
>>6300707
Carol pls

Faye is one of the biggest backstabbers here and cares 0% about any of you.
>>6300727
I'm sure you are.

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>>6300709
>>6300707
>>6300703
>>6300701
>>6300714
>>6300681

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i want a pizza

>>6300729
me?

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>>6300714
but you're so cute already~

>>6300735
then have an pizza
dont beat yourself up about it

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>>6300733
I are.

>>6300734
I should make an edit of that Simpsons image with pics of Faye saying "Do it for her"

Rapists don't deserve pizza

>>6300731
If you want a real opinion you should go outside, and not get opinions from people on here. Maybe use the passing threads occasionally if you are really ok with it.

>>6300729
I know you exist anon.

>>6300728
the sissy life is so hard

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>>6300723
I'm happy for you qtpie

>>6300733
Still, don't be a dick anon. You are being a benis.

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>>6300736
yeah, you

>>6300701
me too, I wish I wasn't a man

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>>6300738
We should agree to disagree

>>6300753
but why me? there are other more pretty girls here

>>6300755
Come on sheen. No need to look so round in the face.

>>6300729
You posted yesterday

>>6300755
you're looking thinner sheen! have you lost weight?

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how do i stop looking like a duck

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>>6300756
NO MADO HOMU IS CANON

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>>6300741
can we print it out and hang it behind edie's laptop when she works >.>
>>6300756
GRACE STOP FAYEPOSTING

>kys is leading in my poll

I love this board.

>>6300759
>>6300761
I'm as bad if not worse than chris chan and stefoknee put together

Only rapists look like ducks

>>6300764
Someone feed this one some bread with the word attention written on it.

>>6300764
Let me kick you in the jaw
>back to being angry all the time, everyone

>>6300751
No, I'm warning you. Maybe you will realize it too someday like everyone else that has actually gotten to know her.

>tfw you will always be a man
>tfw you will always be dumb
>tfw you will always be a failure
>tfw you will always be alone
>tfw you will never matter to anyone

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Yd0K5A2oO2

>>6300757
not that ive seen

>>6300760
are you sure? i dont think i did

>Tfw you think about AIDS, and suddenly dysphoria and repression seem like cakewalks

Wew.

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>>6300764
*rolls up a slice of pizza, dips the tip in creamy ranch and shoves it down kiwis gullet*

>>6300772
you know what helps me when Im angry? talking to qts on grindr

>>6300716
Sucks doesn't it. I got hit with CFS bad last fall. after getting on some vitamins, minerals, and supplements it stopped getting worse and is getting better. I think I had a mild, but getting slowly worse, case since I was 14. It all of a sudden got much worse last fall.

>>6300773
Don't be a dick, son. I'm warning you son.

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>>6300766
It's so wrong but I can't help it.
>>6300767
I-i'm not even sure what fayeposting is anymore
I feel like it's half the posts i make desu

>>6300782
Ok bruh

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>>6300767
>an we print it out and hang it behind edie's laptop when she works >.>
I bet that would turn you on wouldnt it Faye.

some cunt aunt and uncle of mine are in town, the ones that used to set up ghost accounts and spy on me on social media through friends of friends to report back on my life to random other family members. being the complete faggot that i am, it turned out a lot of my family knew i liked kissing both boys and girls, liked wearing girl clothes, and wore makeup since way before transition because of these pieces of unemployed subhuman garbage. "Oh you'll never guess what Julian is wearing a dress." "He's dyed his hair." "He's wearing daisy dukes and cowboy boots and is kicking a gypsy in the face outside a McDonalds.' well inevitably these cunts outed me to my grandparents last September about me being on hormones and I'm still mad at them. literally everyone they start gobbing off to tell them to shut the fuck up and leave me alone, but they've been doing it for 10 fucking years.

i know i should just ignore the fact they exist but i want to get back at them

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>>6300775

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>>6300783
this is fayeposting

>>6300773
I like Faye. I want to be a terrible person with her and throw eggs at the backs of Catholic school girls heads as I we drive by.
Tbqfh, she'd make me dysphoric... Like trying to be besties with a stacked cis girl dysphoric.
And my crush on her would make me cry and seclude myself from communication in a rageful hate I imposed on myself b/c I don't deserve anything nice.
Idfc about anyone here.
You're all internet people I'll never meet.
>>6300780
If I liked men... They all make me laugh on those apps... So desperate and seriously serious about being serious.
Also, i don't like being reminded how homos see me as a qt boy :/

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>>6300783
you're violating universal constants here

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>>6300792
Being adorable is fayeposting?
>>6300795
Breaking rules can be fun.

>>6300747
Soo hard!

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>>6300766
i used to think that way too, until i found out tht homusaya is much more fun
>>6300783
its so wrong that it makes it so right~

>>6300789
That's fucking awful. I'm sorry you have to live with people as fucking cruel as that.
>>6300794
I'm sorry you don't have better people to look up to.
>>6300800
Grace, you are unbelievably sweet to everyone.

>>6300775
are you okay anon?

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>>6300802
>>6300800
stop it

okay it's legitimately a lot harder to draw sound than I thought

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>>6300802
>its so wrong that it makes it so right~
Not sure that's what makes it right, rather, it's what makes it exciting.
>>6300803
I just say what I think. Faye is really pretty and I hope I can be on her level some day.
>>6300809
No, unless some sort of Kyoko wants to straighten me out.

>>6300811
dont give up you can do it flannel

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>>6300803
Shes not sweet to me. ;~;

Ok yes she is.

>>6300803
I don't look up to anyone here.
I'm my own person??

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>>6300813
>No, unless some sort of Kyoko wants to straighten me out.

>>6300813
You're going to turn out really good Grace. Just give it time.
>>6300818
That's not what it sounds like with what you just said...

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>>6300789
post on some muslim forums that you know where some people are drawing pictures of muhammed and give them the address of the place your aunt and uncle are staying

>>6300815
nah I need to get better at drawing textures and stuff because that's like 70% of it
I spent a while fucking around with different brushes and blending things for ages but the end result didn't look anything like the song
idk how I can draw cold, ripply ceramic, but the way I tried didn't work at all

>>6300748
Helloo~

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>>6300816
Shhh, I love you mom.
>>6300823
Sometimes I can see it, sometimes I cant. Today is one of those days where I can't.

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>>6300794
I talked to a qt girl on it once IDK ;p
>>6300792
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>>6300785
I...send her dirty pics when she's working
>>6300800
if it is you fayepost a LOT
>>6300789
they want to make you an outcast because of their personality and beliefs, it sucks, basically you play their own game and tell people you're just trying to be happy and part of the family but they seem constantly spiteful, you'll win them over and get a bit of revenge

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today is one of those lay in bed with crippling dysphoria, hoping that death takes you
kind of days

>>6300828
can we see what you've got so far

>>6300781
it's definitely gotten significantly worse in the last year, I always assumed it was just my sleep schedule but now I'm not so sure. guess I'd better invest in some low-potassium supplements when I have the money.

>>6300789
ha iktf
don't do anything that'd get you in trouble with the police but do ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING up to but not including that point

>>6300823
That i have a crush due in part to looks and a personality somewhat in the realm of mine?
Dude, I like her,... But I don't need to emulate her.
I'm not some cooing 'imma animu' fucktard like 60% of the bitches here. I'm a self made woman.
My validation is my own.

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>>6300822
What if I threw some HomuMami at you?

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>>6300828
>>6300619

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>>6300830
Shut up no you don't ;~;

I'm running away before you make me feel feels!

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Found it!
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/5998328/#q6006001

RANT warning - The link above is a post I made a couple months ago, about me quitting becoming a qt trap. Basically, I want to say I was sort of wrong. I never really wanted to be a man, it's just not me. I either have to mask my true feelings, or tone my feelings down so much, that life becomes a drag (<--pun unintended). I mean, I tried, but being manly is just a load of bollocks. For a start, having feelings of envy, every time you see a super cute girl, is obviously not something normal for a cis man to do. Sure envy/jealousy of not having the girl, but not being the girl. Even if I don't ever pass as female, it's good to know who I actually am and what I actually want. I want to become female, pretty much more than anything in the world. It's silly I ever lost sight of that.

It's weird quoting myself, but why not?
>At the time, I would even have considered myself a rational thinker as well
Obviously not.
>the lengths I would have to have gone to undergo any real change
Just knowing that I'm trans, whether or not I pass, is making my life clearer
>...when they know they really have a great life without all the gender drama
So far, it's been "decent/liveable, but beginning to become pointless, life without the gender drama"
>today I realize I feel great as I am
I probably did that day. But since, I've gradually faded into emotional dullness. I can't relax and enjoy being a man as much as I feel I can just relax and enjoy being feminine. There's no motivation to do anything anymore.
>going to focus on my current, male oriented, life
I did, but it's not the life for me. I really don't know why, but femininity suits me, personally, much better than masculinity ever did.

tl'dr: I thought I was trans, declared myself cis, realised I'm better off trans.

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>>6300813
well ill just have to keep on with the excitement so you can't even think about having a kyoko anymore, this homusaya works too well to stop~
>>6300816
>tfw saya will never let you be sweet to her

>>6300832
Yeah, none of that here.
+ self image issues
Everyone talking to me is now a joke. I can't take anyone serious b/c i think the hilarity of pursuing a convo with me is sitcom-tier

>tfw you're apparently supposed to hang out with your bf's family tonight, but you're currently drunk as fuck

Well... wish me luck, girls...

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>>6300832
>if it is you fayepost a LOT
Faye gosh pls stahp you're going to make me smiiiiiiile and I don't do that
>>6300841
Yes I do, even if you refuse to let me.
>>6300844
We'll see little Homu, we'll see~.

>>6300789
>
why are you so british? doesn't it get boring after a while?

>>6300832
Faaayyyeee give me headpats

>>6300833
you should kill yourself you know

>>6300843
Im pretty much in the same boat. I just know I'll be happier trying to live the transgirl life even if I hate myself for it instead of repressing and just hating myself even more.

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>>6300834
okey dokey but it's shit
this is just the start of the song where the low synth bits start to come in under the pings
the colours are wrong, the textures are wrong, the shapes are wrong, nothing's in the right place relative to everything else
basically it looks nothing like the song but it's kind of vaguely recognisable

>>6300839
yep I'm nuts, but if you didn't know that already idk where you've been

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>>6300829
Hey pretty gal, how's it going?

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what's the longest you've slept for, /mtfg/?
today i slept for 10 hours
the longest i've slept is 15 hours

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>>6300853

>>6300803
they live miles away but once a year they swing by and see my nan. i fucking hate them. they are honestly just a bother. its not even cruel cruel, its just stupid cruel, like 'i know your secrets so i have power' and it turns out no-one cares, but they keep doing it.

>>6300824
they're staying with my nan, 1/6 of that house is my srs fund when she cops it, i ain't having no muzzies blowing that up. too many neonazi Poles round here for muslims anyway

>>6300832
Faye, no-one in my family care about what they say I'm doing, its just annoying, embarrassing, it was upsetting pretransition sure, but my parents and sister would always choose me over them. they've been doing this sort of thing for a decade so honestly its embarrassing and sad. no-one in my family likes them, except for my nan.

maybe i'll leave them to it. i mean i guess at the end of the day if you have to deliberately piss yourself and fake epilepsy to get money because you've been fired from every job you've worked for being a backstabbing, lazy piece of shit, you can't be very happy. i'll let them carry on. i can enjoy the miserable shitshow of their lives while happily living mine.

>>6300852
i'm moving to the US so i can be a right proper yankee, i never fit in in this shite country, too open and friendly and upbeat. the queen is a dick and our entire society is this rigid, freedomless hellhole

>>6300849
Nothing wrong with a little pre game before any event.

>wake up
>everything feels wrong
>why is this happening
>why am I not able to cry

I'm going insane again
Oh hi dysphoria
You seem really prevalent these past few weeks.

Fuck.

>>6300863
6 hours is my record lmao

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tfw getting high on gabapentin tonight

what are you fags doing?

>>6300863
something like 17 hours after staying up for two days straight

slept for 12 hours, got out of bed just to shut the blinds and then slept for another 5 hours

thank god a nap can stave off the suicidal thoughts/depression!

>>6300859
have you seen this stuff?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPF2GogbHkU

>>6300863
30 hours

>>6300863
26 hours, after one of the first times I ever got high

>tfw captcha is teasing me with pictures of delicious food when I'm living off of 800 kcal of nutritional supplements per day
reeee

>>6300876
You're autistic, you shouldnt even be having suicidal thoughts. That just shows that you are hanging around the wrong kind of people.

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>>6300872
b-but you're supposed to get at least 8 hours of sleep
>>6300875
the only thing bad about sleeping that long is the sleep hangover after waking up
>>6300878
impossiburu

>>6300863
I was in a coma for 3 years
The world still feels wrong

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>>6300863
Almost 12 hours.

>>6300883
what seriously
story pls

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>>6300863
25 hours with a piss break in more or less the middle

>>6300876
whoo! get high while you're still feeling good and can enjoy it, if I vape when I'm already miserable I normally just cry loads lol

>>6300863
Uh...

12 hours?
By comparison, I've gone 3 days without sleep before. It could have been longer but after that, your memory is shot and you start hallucinating.

It was an interesting experience.

>>6300881
why can't autistic people have suicidal thoughts?

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>>6300837
NO

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>>6300863
about 20 hours. i didn't want to get up and i can always sleep. always.

>>6300883

>>6300870
I love giving myself self induced syncope

>>6300805
I am.
Although all that stuff gets me down sometimes, I've come to terms with it.

I live in my imagination now. It's the ultimate escapism.
Last night I took the tram into the city after it got dark. Once I got there I took one back home.
All I did was imagine.
It was rainy. I saw a younger looking couple running through the park. You could only see their silhouettes along the blurred glow of the buildings behind them.
But that is where my mind started.
I imagined their entire lives. I also saw the girl that walked past envious of their connection. The man in the suit that looked like he had given up. The backpacker who was spending her last day in the city.

While I'm not scared of death, I don't want to speed it up.
I'm not an artist, a writer or a musician.
Once I die, they will all die with me.
The only physical form they inhabit is the simple notes I leave myself to make sure I remember the exact moments.

Also fuck that got long.
It's a shame I wrote that here :p

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>>6300893

>>6300884
>grace falls asleep at the mtfg mansion.webm

>>6300882
Severe sufferer of insomnia lmao

>>6300898
>implying one of the many crazies here wouldnt try to kill her in her sleep

>>6300877
holy shit 1:20 that freaked me the fuck out o_o

>>6300882
ikr. ive got finals in a couple days and im trying to balance a couple drinks with homework and studying for it

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>>6300896
>While I'm not scared of death, I don't want to speed it up.
>I'm not an artist, a writer or a musician.
>Once I die, they will all die with me.
>The only physical form they inhabit is the simple notes I leave myself to make sure I remember the exact moments.

this is the most depressing bittersweet thing i've read in weeks

>grow hair out
>ir annoys me because bits of hair fall into my eyes

Screw this. Back to short it is.

>>6300902
each video has a different visual style, slightly different at least, maybe it can be good inspo.

>>6300895
>self induced syncope
Lemme just look that up before I go mouthing off at you...

>temporary loss of consciousness caused by a fall in blood pressure.

Surprisingly, you weren't being mean...

And while self induced syncope is fun (I've done it a few times... once while climbing a flight of stairs. I'm not smart), what does that have to do wit the world being a cruel and unfair place?

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>spend 5 hours trying to clean pots in dj mixer
>channel 1 still crackly
Life is shit

>>6300900
this

its amazing how autistic some trips are here that dont realize how insane some of the others are

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Sucks to be you who ain't getting any ratatouille for dinner

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>>6300898
Pretty much, I'm a sleepy girl.
>>6300900
>>6300911
>implying my friends wouldn't share the room with me and protect me

>>6300900
>>6300911
isn't that a benefit though?
I mean, most of us want to die

>>6300913
nice 'go 'za

>>6300913
i had a pepperoni pizza. the box said something about how pizza is better shared with friends. hahahaha no

>>6300897
worst ship desu

>>6300905
Long hair is annoying as heck. Wish I could look good with short hair ;~;

>>6300916
>friends
You missed the joke.

>>6300908
nah the stuff in the video didn't look anything like how the song looked to me
it was kind of just distracting desu

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>>6300863
19 hours
>>6300913
jokes on you, I don't even like veggies

>>6300900
>>6300911
>implying that Phienchen wouldn't have us drilled and in units loyal only to each other and her, sharing barracks (read: beds) and watching each others backs

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>>6300917
:3

>>6300918
>Sharing pizza
Lol no.

>>6300919
>worst ship desu
agreed.
>>6300917
they wouldn't actually kill you. they'd just fuck with emotionally enough to make you feel like shit and make them feel better about themselves
>>6300924
lay off the autism for a minute would you?

>>6300884
sheen first girl who leaves food
kiwi second girl who leaves books
edie and faye are the two girls who put a blanket on you
flannel last girl who comes in to shitpost and draws some stuff then leaves

>>6300924
What about sex? Would there be sex? Is it allowed in the Phien regime?

>tfw broad forehead
>tfw no FUCKING idea what hairstyle to get
>tfw scared bangs will look silly w/ broad forehead and also will emphasise jaw
please heeeelp

>>6300924
phien would be sniffing glue the second hour she's aware her boyfriend isn't there to check on her...

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>>6300920
Are you suggesting my friends are crazy? Some may have their issues but I don't think any of them would ever harm me. I trust them enough for that, they're good people.
If I was betrayed and killed in my sleep, at least I died loving my friends until the very end.
>>6300930
Eee I want this to be reality

>>6300070
post soles

>>6300928
Sorry double faggot.
It's late at night, I'm trying to ignore myself, and I've got nothing to do other than sarcastically shitpost and be antagonistic.

>>6300934
No friggin idea.
I doubt it would stop anyone if it wasn't desu.

>>6300936
>second hour she's aware her boyfriend isn't there to check on her...
>implying boyfriends aren't included
We need someone to help us when we're being insecure nervous wrecks...

>>6300698
It totally is a thing though
I u-hauled the fuck out of my girlfriend

>>6300930
>flannel last girl who comes in to shitpost and draws some stuff then leaves
rofl

>>6300935
I like your hairdo that you have now, I don't think bangs would suit you that well desu. plus bangs are so 2000's

>>6300946
phien's boyfriend would punch more than half the people here and elave her for being close to deviants.

>>6300886
I honestly can't remember personally what happened. Only what I was told happened.

I fell down the stairs one night. And landed directly on my head And it caused damage to my skull and set in motion a chain of events that lead to me being in a coma. I was seizureing and everything.

My last memory from before feels like a lifetime ago. The events leading up to and preceding were lost. I lost a month of memory.

My family insisted to keep me on life support. Even though doctors said it was unlikely I'll ever wake up. And then one day I did.

I thought I had been out a week. I lost 3 years. The first nurse who saw me turned and ran to get the doctor when she saw I was awake. They wouldn't tell me for like 2 days how long I had been out.

Everything feels wrong now. There was a world back there. An amazing world I can't even describe. I was a woman there. But I remember it. And it makes me wanna die. I was a whole different person. And it's all gone now.

i wish i could meet grace....

>>6300954
Eh... probably.

Not going to deny it.

It's only a bit of fun anon.
No need to get your panties in a twist.

>>6300936
tru
>>6300954
her man posted here for a short time

>>6300944
But my sole has no physical form.

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>>6300939
No one would get near you.

>>6300960
i don't enjoy writers that change the characters to suit their episode.

>>6300957
so they didn't keep you on any meds or anything? :(
when did you come out of the coma?
this year?

a lot has changed in the world in the past three years.
world war three is around the corner, no wonder you feel out of time :(

>>6300930
>sheen
>leave food

>>6300972
i miss when we had toilet paper

>>6300958
same
>tfw will never meet grace
;-;

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>>6300953
doesn't it look dude-ish as fuck at the front though??

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>make a post in the fb group i moderate about how faye and i are both on progesterone
>call her my gf obviously and talk about how it's nice that i get to kinda go through the prog horniness etc with someone
>literally the entire group goes into shock because they didn't realize i was dating a girl

i mean i've been talking about it for months but apparently today is my coming out party <__<

>>6300976
yeah but theres nothing wrong with the three seashells

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>>6300969
>No one would get near you.
U wat m8
Wanna re-consider what you just said?

>>6300957
What years are we talking?
Fuck.

Three years may not seem like much, but it's forever in this day and age.

>>6300981
can you fuck off already?

>>6300983
I could, but I derive pleasure from pissing you off.

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>>6300979
you're gay

>>6300974
sheen used to send candy and cookies to people
she has a heart bigger than her stomach

>>6300957
>I was a whole different person. And it's all gone now.
;_;

>>6300979
Congrats on coming out
Now that you're a lesbian when will you be moving in?

>>6300978
Well for one I think your split is too close to the centre of your forehead, needs to be to the side more. Plus I meant your hairdo in the black lipstick pic.

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>>6300969
>>6300981
Uh, Sirona, you may not understand the situation. I have some very dedicated and protective friends.
>>6300977
>>6300958
Don't you two worry, now that I'm making money I will visit you some day. Kari is first up, I think I'm gonna try to visit her on my birthday.

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>>6300981
Do you want to re read what I said and comprehend it better?

>>6300958
>>6300977
>tfw you've met Grace

>>6300919
Short hair is easy when you're repressed like me

>>6300993
>Now that you're a lesbian when will you be moving in?
This.
Have you already stopped having sex?

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>>6300998
>tfw we're going to meet again

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>>6300997
daito draws some cool stuff

>>6300979
>prog horniness
I uhhh
I think I need some progesterone >.>

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>>6300995
>tfw will never meet mommy

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>>6300979
I still cant tell if my xerlfriend makes me straight or gay >.>

>>6300994
ah okay
my hair was only puffed up like that because I'd recently showered and it dried like that, i wish it'd stay like that but it doesn't for long ;-; normally my hair is really flat and shapeless no matter what products I use which is why I normally have a ponytail. i wish I had wavy hair.

>>6301008
do you really need to be even more horny? it's not gonna make chasers appear...

>>6300995
>I have some very dedicated and protective friends.
...

...

>>6300997
...

...

I'm sorry.

I'm an idiot when I'm not getting enough sleep.

I thought you were implying that no-one would get near Grace out of disgust and I got angry.

I was wrong and too hasty.

>>6301011
Lexebian

>>6301011
if you're rubbing dicks together it's gay desu

>>6301014
desu I'm not even horny at all, like ever
it's just a prank bro

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>>6301007
Indeed
>>6301009
Perhaps I'll stop by when I look more like a mommy >>
>>6301015
Sillyhead.

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>>6300987
>>6300993

;-; t-thanks
idk we need to uhaul first

>>6301008

tru

>>6301011

BABE STOP CALLING ME UR XERLFRIEND LMAO I DON'T LIKE DUMB PRETEND PRONOUNS@!!~!

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>>6301000
Even as a boy short hair looked shit on me

>>6301020
i might look like a grown up ;x;

>>6301011
its double gay
but its okay
because she will tease you about liking men

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>>6301015
Dont worry I forgive you.

>>6300939
I'm saying that some of the people you call "friends" are people you have likely not even met irl, and you have no clue about what they really think about you.

For example:
Robin stalked people from here for years before even posting here and is literally mentally ill and pushes peoples hugboxing until they give up and block him

Faye likes to flirt with transgirls on /mtfg/ that are early on in their transition and cause ruckus with them into order to get attention. She has such an intense wit of sarcasm that people here never realize that she is really just fucking with everyone and laughing at everything they post behind their back.

She's also one of the biggest anon attackers, and the only people who ever defend her are new posters, autistic posters, and edie (who has gotten into countless fights with constantly)

>tfw you will never meet anyone on here in real life

It doesn't really bother me desu

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>>6301020
Again, I'm sorry.

I'm not that bright at the best of times...
>>6301025
...thanks...

I feel really bad about it though.

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>>6301027
>tfw met someone on here in real life and now I have to tone down my shitposting because I don't want him to think I'm totally insane

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>>6300979
>MFW E has a whole other life talking to other transgendered grils.

I feel so small. ;_;

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>>6301029
There there.

>>6301032
you met sheen?

>>6300835
Vitamin B12 sublingual 5000mg/day
Vitamin B6 200mg/day
Folic Acid 200mg/day
Magnesium 500mg/day
Selenium 200mg/day
Is what I used. It stopped me getting worse, and I'm possibly improving some.

You want the activated versions of the B6 and B12. That way they don't need oxidation to be used.

Good wide range multivitamin.

Here is a writeup on the protocol.
http://phoenixrising.me/treating-cfs-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-me/treating-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-mecfs-glutathione-and-the-methylation-cycle/suggestions-for-treatment-of-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-cfs-based-on-the-glutathione-depletion-methylation-cycle-block-hypothesis-for-the-pathogenesis-of-cfs-the-simple-approach

They also say where one can order the active forms on the web. I was getting bad, panicked due to brain fog effects, and just bought them from the grocery store vitamin shelf.

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>>6300642
>Rolling rock

>>6301026
>anon attackers
this meme has to stop. anons who are assholes are people who come here regularly to be assholes. no one is secretive about shit and after a few weeks you have material for years.

>>6301032
the liberty of doing things that would make you look crazy when you aren't is the pillar of being anon.

>>6301021
yes xa'am

>>6301032
>tfw met someone on here in real life and we shitposted together

>>6300922
>Not liking veggies
I bet you enjoy using your benis and racing your manual transmission cars and shooting at baby lions ;_;

>>6301035
nah there was this anon who lives like like 3k away from me

>>6301036
that sounds expensive ;-;

>>6301027
My part of the country has no mtfg posters, so same here.
It's actually sort of nice really. There is no pressure to meet up with anyone (excluding the fact that no sane person would meet up with an anon).

...

This place is crazy at 2am...

Where are people from?

'cause Euro hours are completely different...

>>6301041
>when you aren't
welp looks like I can never experience that liberty

>>6300972
I was supposed to be going to uni. Now I'm resubmitting my application while all my friends are graduating.
We all broke down though the first time we met again. Many of them thought I was dead. Didn't. Believe my old Facebook account was real. Just a veg forever. I don't think I've ever cried so hard in my life and neither have they.

I was aware of my trains feels before and I'm still repressed now. I just couldn't. I've never seen my mother cry. But she was weeping with joy "my son is back my son is back" I am just glad I came back.

I really have to take time with it all.
I woke up in January 2015
>>6300982


>>6300990
I have a hard time seeing what's in the mirror. It was one long unbroken lucid dream. I forgot my name. My life. Everything. I spent a good few hours completely confused as the reality slowly slipped back.

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>>6301033

sass i own like one of the most notorious trans fb groups around that has literally everyone in it like jenna talackova and sarina valentina and jane marie etc and moderate the one that spawned from the original lol. i have like 500+ other trans friends i talk to on a regular basis. i'm sorry ;-;

>>6301042

B A B E LMAO
UR LUCKY I'M IN LOVE WITH U CAUSE THIS PROGESTERONE GOT ME FEELIN A CERTAIN KIND OF WAY

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>>6301026
Anon, you may not believe me but I've made many wonderful friends here. They have earned my trust one way or another. I'm not gonna spend life being suspicious of anyone good to me. Sure, I talk to some people I don't know all that well, but that's one of the reasons I decided not to meet up with Red when I had the chance. I didn't know her well enough to trust her.
I guess what I'm getting at is, trust me to know what I'm doing. And again, if I die in my sleep, I died surrounded by people I thought were friends and that's one of the better ends I could hope for considering how lonely I've been.
>>6301052
Chicago.
>>6301029
Don't put yourself down, we all make mistakes.
>>6301023
As expected, you are one after all.

>>6301026
don't forget clownface, who gossips and says other trips look like men behind their backs, is misandrist, is narcissistic and controlling, extremely self unaware, and unironically tries to look like the kind of cis women that unfortunately look like drag queens to validate herself.
shit, in the last thread she blames getting hit on on men solely when she doesn't know how to leave the house without looking like a sex worker.

>>6301052
I don't know anyone here Gold ;_;!

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>>6301038
>thinks it's a meme that certain trips here drop trip to attack

>>6301054
;_______;
have a few free ehugs
you sound like you need them

>I was supposed to be going to uni. Now I'm resubmitting my application while all my friends are graduating.
similar here
not because of something like a coma though, i just withdrew from life

>>6301032
Did they say they didn't like your shitposting? imo that is a poster's best quality.

>>6301062
I just attack people with my trip on because I'm a mean bitch sometimes

>>6301053
i don't think your teenage diary was THAT bad

>>6301048
where abouts are you from

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umm...
kaylee says i shouldn't post here anymore
so I wont
kaylee is always right
bye bye mtfg
I love you
add me on skype derp223

>>6301045
did you fugg?

>>6301057
Lol I'm joking, when you love your friends you want them to be the best persons they can be. :)

Awesome to know that! Maybe one day I'll get a Facebook and join dat group.

>>6301065
You also care 0% about people here and care only about getting attention.

You're also lazy, have stalked people from here until they nearly called the cops on you, and would rather sleep in then show up to your first day of a new job.

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>>6301032
>not reeling people in with your shitposting

>>6301045
Did he feed you ice cream and did you give him le succ?

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>>6301069
<3
Probably for the best, you deserve better.

>>6301062
I've dropped trip a few times so that I can swear without being considered overly rude.

I know a good deal of colourful language that I'd never use otherwise.

Mostly it's just to joke about though.

>>6301058
>Don't put yourself down, we all make mistakes.
Eh... at least I'm not angry anymore.
Just kinda lonely.
I might go to bed and try to sleep...

>>6301069
Get back here you eejit.

This is where you belong and we'd be sad to see you go.

>>6301063
Thank you. I feel like I've come back from the dead.

>>6301066
wasn't talking about that desu

>>6301070
>>6301077
nah not like that we just chilled and played guitar desu

>>6301058
n-no i-im not
kind of only a little
i dont look a whole lot like one at the moment at least

>>6301069
Don't go pleeeeeze!

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>>6301057
1st. I don't know any of those people, are we supposed to know people because they used to have dicks?

2. Please point to the pronouns on the chart you want me to use so I get them right

>>6301058
No, there are some great people I've met from here too. They've mostly left though. I just like to at least try and warn people that get too close to weirdos on the internet.

>>6301068
South Australia
Most (people, not even just trans) born here flee to Victoria first chance they get.

>>6301084
I like that spivak even has a weird special indetity for the name of the pronoun. You have quality there.

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>>6301086
Unlike some girls I'm not new to 4chan or the internet. I've had my fair share of weirdos and learned many lessons by now.
Granted, I don't always put those lessons to use, but still. I'm at least aware of the risks I'm taking.
Thank you.
>>6301082
Me neither, I look like a boy more often than not.
>>6301079
It's late, do get some sleep.

>>6301026
more examples, knowledgeanon

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>>6301071

<3

>>6301084

1. they're just well known trannies is all rly. but they're my friends so their opinion of our relationship is important to me.
tho they're supportive so w/e
2. STOP LMAO
JUST CALL ME SHE/HER OMG STOP BEING A MEANIE ABOUT SOMETHING PERSONAL TO ME