/mtfg/ - Trans Gril General

Tuck me in. Let me die.

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How are u mtfg? how was ur day

>>6279756
as depressing as always
wondering when im going to die

>>6279756
I'm good. playing dota with my bf :)
how are you?

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>>6279756
i'm starting to feel better, i guess

>>6279743
Yay! Friends forever :3
>>6279747
Then you're just acting like a girl that happens to be a tomboy.
Don't oppress me shitlord~

>>6279753
i would if i could

I meeeeean this really drunk guy tried to talk to me and he didn't immediately run away after we were chatting so maybe I pass???

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Festival season is coming up, what drugs should I order? Already getting MDMA and LSDDD

>>6279775
will you be my girlfriend already!

>>6279775
He was like, super drunk tho so maybe he was just confused
>>6279781
I have a gf >.>

>>6279781
Back off, I'm next in line after Cyba.

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>>6279760
:c why feeling shitty? general dysphoria?
>>6279762
um. not so great
past few weeks and especially past few days have been really testing
>>6279763
yay ^^

I WANT TO MOLEST A TRIP!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

>>6279774
You can.
I watched a show the other day where a mother asked her daughter to euthanize her and I'm just fucked right now that i have no friends who would euthanize me.

>>6279753
Please don't >~>
>>6279756
Well I'm sick, but other than that it was pretty good! Got to play games with my lil bro, which was great :3
>>6279760
Don't feel bad, trip hon! I know it's much harder to do it than to say it, but push yourself to think positively! Barring that, distract yourself with things that'll make you feel not-depressed!
>>6279775
I guess your voice does, at least! Gratz!
>>6279778
None, drugs r 4 slugs

>>6279784
be MY gf <.< !
>>6279785
nopenopenope nope

>>6279793
ooh sounds nice
what games did u play?

>>6279787
>um. not so great
>past few weeks and especially past few days have been really testing
same with mine so I'm running away from my sorrows by playing video games. lots of dysphoria. I bought a bunch of new clothes and they're too small in the shoulders and too big in the hips :\
what's been going on?

>>6279778
3-meo-pcp

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>>6279796
Hmph. It's as I've always said: Common blood, common man. You'll never be more than you were born, Anon. You don't belong in our world, or with pizzaslut. You ought be licking our boots with the rest of you ilk, churl!

NTH for wishing you were a real girl and not some sort of fake half woman thing

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>>6279800

Anyone want a bf?

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>>6279793
>going to a multiday psytrance party without drugs
nigga wat?

>>6279801
How does it compare to ketamine?

>>6279805
same

>>6279803
*grabs by the throat*
BACK THE FUCK OFF!

>>6279756
Day is just beginning. Haven't even done my morning dilation yet. The nurse saidy healing was already pretty much complete so I should get out and go shopping or sightseeing. Didn't wait for that greenlight, though...

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>tfw surprise partner with putting hair in pigtails for handlebars while she fucks my face

>>6279808
nah i have like 65 guys over at /soc/ who already want to pound my bp.

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>>6279807

>>6279793
but all of those distractions are just that
they won't actually fix my life

>>6279787
just ugly, yeah

>>6279812
ketamine without the sinister feeling
extremely positive headspace, cheap (60/g, much lower active doses than K), and u can potentiate with 3fpm to make it even more economical
lasts way longer
is legal

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>>6279813
I would never turn my katana on you, unless you're Cyba. Will endeavor grant me an army? I would save pizzaslut with these hands, if aught were in my power to do. But I cannot.
'Tis my meager lot in this life...

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I wanna die
Everything was going awesome just 12 hours ago, met a boy on here and we chatted, happiest I'd been in a long time
Then my jackass dad took the Internet for the weekend while the rest of the family is out at the lake, because I said some things he didn't like to hear
Then there's no way for me to know if that boys online or not because shitty phone Skype app
These fucking antidepressants aren't working, they're making my mood swings worse and worse
I need to get out of here, I'm 20 but my dad still treats me like a child and "punishes" me for the most inane shit
And I can hardly even talk to anyone because fucking shitty data

>>6279797
Terraria, and Splatoon the other day. It's spending time with family that I enjoy more than the games themselves, I think ^_^
>>6279805
Yeah pretty much :c
>>6279812
Just don't go lol~
>>6279816
B-blue board...
>>6279821
Maybe, but neither will being depressed! Given those two options, it's better to slowly improve your life during the dopamine highs you get from distractions, no?

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>>6279799
family abuse continues
general dysphoria because looking like shit
worried about how im going to continue hiding hrt from family
school has been living hell for past few weeks from people making fun of me for being trans and making fun of my weight or rather lack of it

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>>6279832
Hey, Platy, it's gonna be okay. If you can try to get one message out to the boy to let him know what's up and that you'll be back soon. He'll understand, okay? Don't worry <3

>>6279829
I'm going to strap a spear to my dong and harpoon that poon all night long if you're nice you can lick the batter off the sticks when I'm done

>>6279836
the dopamine highs barely outweigh the pain I go through and are only making my life shittier every day I don't know what else to do though

>>6279838
>you'll never scold Smiles
. _.

>>6279808
please be my gf

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>>6279836
>Just don't go lol~
UNACCEPTABLE!!

>>6279826
Sounds like exactly what I'm looking for, I need something that isn't cross tolerant with MDMA or classical psys and the headspace of ketamine makes me feel awful ;~;
Guess it's a tossup between that and cocaine or speed

How many vicodin would it take to overdose

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>>6279840
You dare patronize you lowly worm?
Ha! Ha! Do we all see this? The cull's got brass. Too bad it's steel he'll be wanting.

*unsheathes katana*

My dearest lady pizzaslut, if you are in the area, I advise you to stand back.

>>6279832
you really shouldn't be worrying so much about someone you met 12 hours ago. irl you might meet someone and contact them a few days later, it has never stopped a relationship to wait a weekend.

>>6279838
how do you even hide it from your family? you don't look like a boy at all, how unaware can they be?

I used to get teased a lot in HS for being underweight, but it's not that common in here for peole to physically harass someone so it never really felt like a threat. How more months before you're out of it?

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>using a sword
>not being resourceful enought to turn ANYTHING into a weapon

>>6279848
read the erowid reports on it, it can get out of hand if you're stupid but friends who have normally had problems with dissociatives putting them in extremely dark headspaces have loved it

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>>6279853
*takes out nunchucks and does an intricate spinning routine which ends by catching the nunchuck under one of my armpits*

hey pal, i've heard you been saying some *not so positive* things about my gal pals. well, i'm here now, so what the fuck?

>>6279863
wait, anything? I only got the flashlight book! I'm fucked!

>>6279816
solid feel.

>>6279868
everything about that pic is hilarious

>>6279850
1

>>6279862
i dont know. i wear a jumper and layers all times to hide chest from family i cant have them find out
more like how many years. im still in year 10. ive got two more years of this to look forwards to

>>6279871
I came

>>6279875
>1
Yeah right

>>6279878
you're gonna have to come out to your family at some point, are you 100% sure they will try to stop you?

>>6279884
go back to /dg/enarates

>>6279884
I'm self medding and so far from testing the waters theyre vehemently against it
and i dont know what will happen if they find out my dad has hit me before a lot of times

>>6279853
>>6279868
B-boys, please...

>>6279887
bad smiles, very bad, bad smiles bad!

>>6279887
that sounds rough...
you could in move with flannel and ask their family to adopt you...

>>6279838
:( thats horrible
where do you live that you managed to hrt at 10th grade?

>>6279889
b muh gee-eff

>>6279889
get behind me maddie, you want no part of this.

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>>6279865
Yeah, I'm going to have to do a bit of reading on this one to determine if I'm up for it, basically every dissociative experience I've had so far has been mildly to extremely unpleasant, both on ketamine and on DXM ;_;
Just a bit of reading says it's more likely to induce mania or psychosis than most other dissociatives, and that makes me nervous if it's more likely to get out of hand than PCP, a psytrance festival isn't the ideal environment to end up manic or have psychosis

>>6279880
same same

>>6279891
please dont it really doesnt help and just dredges up memories
>>6279894
unfortunately no legal way to move out of parents, i already moved out of my moms and stepfathers from the abuse but the only place to go was my fathers which is almost as bad
>>6279896
melb aus
im self medding from online with some money from a very helpful friend

>>6279756
Lets see, got the car repaired and visited the therapist. I was having pretty bad Tourette's tics earlier today from stress and maybe something in the air setting it off, but I seem to be okay now. (Tourette's syndrome sucks, I don't recommend developing it.) Now I'm mostly feeling okay but several friends are having various troubles they're dealing with so bleh, not a great day.

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Why is /mtfg/ so full of druggies?
>tfw dont even know where to get druggies

>>6279905
:( awww im sorry

>>6279903
if I lived in aus I'd try to help you out ;~;

>>6279901
oi you wut

>>6279907
drugs are the only thing that makes life momentarily tolerable

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>>6279910
thanks for offer anyway

>>6279903
BAD BAD SMILES that's a very bad smiles BAD

>>6279778
If you're going to then please use them responsibly. I'd prefer if you didn't at all given your past difficulties with them, but, well, just take care of yourself I guess.

>>6279919
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>>6279926
that's a very very bad Smiles, very very bad

>>6279832
Get a job and move out ASAP, your dad will turn you into the girl equivalent of a manchild, and fuck that.
>>6279843
Umm, try to get as much done as you can while you're not miserable, mitigate your life becoming shittier? You really can't do anything while you're crippled by depression in my experience... Try to see a shrink if you don't have one already, and if it *really* gets bad consider a mental hospital, but make sure you put conditions in place before you go in there - otherwise they'll treat you like an animal and permanently destroy your brain with chemicals.
>>6279848
Fine, be a drug slug v.v

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>>6279907
i stopped using [psychedelics]

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>when you post in trans help gen and not mtfg
I'm so embarrassed omg

>>6279903
Report your parents for child abuse and work it out with a better family to take care care of you. If your parents cut off your hormones (I know they haven't yet but they might try to if they find out) that's almost certainly enough to bring child abuse charges against them.
>>6279936
What's wrong with helping trans ppl?

>>6279788
dont do it
ill sue you

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i still haven't gotten a trans gf from this place.
im the worst chaser on the planet, i should just off myself.

>>6279899
conservative doses are fun
don't snort a giant mountain of it and you will be fine

>>6279943
/molests

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>>6279907
Don't be a square jormy
All the cool kids are doing it

>>6279924
I understand the concern. I'll be careful joan.
Drugs and festivals with friends are very different from my problematic usage habits.

>>6279951
see u in court buddy

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>>6279942
>What's wrong with helping trans ppl?
It was irrelevant and just a blogpost for here, i think im gonna go disappear now

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THE ROAD TO THICC

BEGINS HERE

>>6279954
/gropes in front of judge

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>>6279942
Trust me. Ive already looked into my options. theyre bankrupt
cutting off my hormones isnt anything to do legally because im not prescribed them im self medding and in the eyes of our legal system that doesnt count and its in my best interests
My goverment also has archaic abuse laws. I could report my dad for abuse and maybe itd work but then id be sent to my moms because in the eyes of my government emotional and verbal abuse and even threatening arent enough to change anything. My dads is bad but reporting it would only make me get sent to my moms.

>>6279962
and also reporting my dad will only make abuse stronger

>>6279959
thats not that much food flannel you'll need more to get thicc

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>>6279959
>tfw no hips
im gonna get thicc too just ate some fries

>>6279932
>turn you into the girl equivalent of a manchild
isn't that 4chan's role tho?

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>>6279836
that's hardly nsfw! I didn't even mention how afterwards she thought it was rlly cute how my pigtails had been pulled forward on my head

>>6279871
yeah was breddynice/10

>>6279907
cus they feel good

>>6279945
just become ur own tranny gf :^)

>>6279907
iktf

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i saw this butterfly while i was walking today
i wish i could fly

>>6279959
>tfw even when i was heavier i was never thick
>just fat
i hope gaining weight works out for u ;__;

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Tfw u look like pic related and u hand the bouncer ur id and when he hands it back he says "thanks man"

>>6279977
>Update
fuckin damn

>>6279977
>thanks ma'am
ftfy*
you misheard him

>>6279945
Are you even trying? Like, get a name or avatarfag theme or something at least, how is anybody supposed to get to know you?

>>6279977
Good bouncer, you can tell he's paying attention

>>6279977
when do you want go out on a date?

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I lurk here almost everyday because i hate myself, but i hardly post, i kind of want to be a tripfag but i dont know if i hate myself THAT much yet

>>6279977
SMASH THAT MOTHERFUCKING "LIKE" BUTTON NOW IF YOU THINK MADDIE IS SEXY

>>6279965
well it's more than I normally eat

>>6279966
>>tfw no hips
NOT WITH THAT ATTITUDE SISTAH
SQUATS AND LUNGES

>>6279976
well so far I've lost 7 or 8 lbs so it's really isn't working for me desu

so I cried over a video game because I'm not that good at it and was getting destroyed.
Should I just kill myself?
And I'm not killing myself over the video game, it would be because I'm getting so upset at a video game that I'm obviously a waste of life

>>6279985
Don't trip because you hate yourself, trip because you love yourself.

>>6279987
you should be chugging weight gainer shake all day every day if you wanna get thicc

or do GOMAD

>>6279989
>trip because you want to love yourself
ftfy

>>6279982
don't encourage the chasers

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>>6279988
but giving myself any sort of identity would make vulnerable and people would likely hate me more than they already do

>>6279991
I guess that's accurate to my original intentions in getting a trip. I wanted to be like all the cool kids on /mtfg/.

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Thanks Man

>>6279982
i guess i could try harder

>>6279912
oi?

>>6279972
nice

>>6279989
fuck i replied to the wrong post. im also drunk, which is normal for me
>>6279996

>>6279996
If you don't like the identity you build you can discard it and build a new one; tripcodes aren't magic truenames by which your soul is bound like some kind of fairy tale demon, you can make and discard them as needed.

i wish i were dead

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>>6279952
I wish I was a cool normie like you ;~;

>>6279976
>want bigger hips
>put on weight
>it all goes to my tummy
>now cant get rid of it
rip

>>6280000
chili bean please

>>6279987

>tfw no weight to lose
The only way is up from here. weew

>>6279989
Trip for your freeedom

>>6280000
those are some nice quads

>>6279955
Don't worry about it lol, no reason to go away! Stick around, you're one of teh nicer trips
>>6279962
See if you can get an informed consent prescription even though you're still in highschool, it might work out. Otherwise, see if you can report both your mom and your dad for abuse? You can always self-orchie to prove you're trans, and even if they still take your 'mones at least you'd be safe from further testosterone damage.
If all else fails and they fuck with you too badly, try running away I guess. Sorry your parents abuse you :c
>>6279971
I meant in terms of dependency and uselessness as an adult >.>
>>6279972
l-lewd
>>6279975
Butterflies are neat, why can't butterflies replace regular flies?

>>6280004
go hug ur bf

>depression sinking in
>out of alcohol
>no money to buy more
>just want to die rn

I thought transitioning would make things better but wow was I wrong

>>6280006
babe,

>>6280011
omg thanks!!!!!

>>6280005
yeeeeeep
it SUCKS
p much all the weight left i have to lose is on my stomach :|

>>6279987
lol
well i hope u get thicc in the way u want and not just fat like me

>>6279988
I suck at games in general but play them for that crazy "fun" meme
>Should I just kill myself?
pls no
>because I'm getting so upset at a video game
it's ok to feel over stuff even overly much sometimes, better than being some edgelord who tries to pretend they don't feel anything ever

>>6280005
iv'e heard youre not supposed to put on any weight until youre far into HRT, otherwise it will be placed in the wrong placement. im focusing on staying skinny for now

>>6280013
he hates me because i wanted him to play my favorite songs on audiosurf and he just wanted to play his indie garbage music

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>>6280005
I-I'm not a normie ;~;

>>6280015
uh hwat, uh hwat!

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>>6279989
Well, I love myself but there are some others I love more...

>trips you want to cuddle with and maybe do some sexual stuff with as well

>>6280012
Australia doesn't do hormones for under 18, all that you get is some very shitty AA's

>>6280012
Australia doesnt have informed consent, atleast not in my state.
Reporting both of them wont work they do not care about anything other than physical abuse.
>self orchie
youre kidding right
and running away will only make things worse once im inevitably back

>>6280020
>elanna
>not a normie/stacy
pick one

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>>6280003
Good thing because I wouldn't want anyone to see my true form...

>>6280019
you can still hug him though

just try to pretend his indie music isnt as terrible as it obviously is

>>6280017
I tried to play for fun and of course there are competitive people I recognize (I used to play competitive for the game but again wasn't that good) who just kicked my ass all game.

>>6280014
well it makes dysphoria and related stuff better tho it takes time
it's not gonna change unrelated issues unless they're indirectly affected by dysphoria from anxiety or something

>>6280032
i can't, i'm a music snob

>>6280031
me irl

>>6280031
weird this is how i always see you

>>6280016
Ohh btw what's that app you were using to track your calories? Is it any good?

>>6280018
I'm almost 2 years in tho ;~~~~~~~~;

>>6280020
>going to festivals with friends and doing illicit substances
Sounds pretty normie to me

>>6280019
Have you tried some of the more animated Bach or Couperin pieces? They're fun in audiosurf...

>>6280004
Same

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>>6280045
suicide pact?

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>>6280029
I fucking wish I was a stacy ;_;

>>6280041
Normies don't do drugs and stay up all night partying to psytrance

>>6280014
At least you're treating your gender dysphoria! Not that depression isn't horrible, but it's better than depression AND repression together!
Anyway, don't rely on alcohol and try to make yourself feel better with other stuffs, like chilling out and listening to music.
>>6280024
I have a love-hate relationship with myself, and I'm scared of everybody else :3
>>6280026
Australia feels like somebody's conscious effort to make the shittiest developed country possible.
>>6280027
If you can get a trans therapist (or any therapist) to testify on your behalf, they can explain to the court that emotional abuse leads to depression which leads to suicide, and what kind of judge just lets a girl get bullied to death?
Self orchie is a valid option if you don't end up dying from it, and you can get your identifying documents re-issued to you once you're 18, no? Why would you have to go back?
>>6280045
>>6280046
Don't do it :c

>>6280052
Ugh, this looks terrible, sorry to anybody who reads it :c

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>>6280041
myfitnesspal. its ok but annoyingly innacurate if you dont measure out every single thing you eat

>>6280052
I lived through depression and repression, along with my anxiety and OCD and almost committed suicide before I realized I needed to stop repressing.
desu though on nights like these I wish I had just killed myself instead and made things easier. I'm tired of being upset and crying and hating myself

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>>6280052
i could get 100 therapists of the highest calibre and the government would require me to go through family court, which is so ardous and takes so long and costs so much ill be 18 by that time anyway.
Its not about what judge lets a girl get bullied to death, it will never see a judge in any aspect, thats not how it works. THis is also the same process for adult abuse.
Self orchie would also make me faint from the trauma even if i could withstand the pain, and if its an amateur doing it i would get an infection, its not simple.

>>6280052
I don't know. I have no fear of others. Actually, it feels incredibly easy to connect with them and it works both ways, but I guess that's because my real ego is almost inexistent. There's just no mental screen keeping people away from me.

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>>6280049
>stay up all night partying to psytrance
you're more normie than people who stay up all night partying to J-Tribe, at least.

>>6280057
i've just put everything in snacks category since i'm too lazy to separate them
does it make a difference
>tfw the minimum they let you complete the day is 1000 calories
bs

>>6280066
I realized recently that the best part about being anorexic is that it was cheap as fuck.

>>6280063
Last night we had an all-nighter, we were partying to baroque operas. Don't know where that fits on the normie scale...

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>no good drugs
>no good vidya to play just shitty league and overwatch and I'm more addicted to them than anything
>alcohol doesn't do anything anymore
>everyone I live with despises me and doesn't want me here
>have to get a passport and go to a dentist and go to an optometrist and get judged by everyone along the way before I can go to the airport and be forced to pay 4x for four seats where I can fit on the plane and be judged by everyone there as well only to land next to my bf where he can end up hating me too

poo

at least I quit smoking and he has a cute anti-semitic penis

>>6280068
Probably on the "pompous elitist" end.

>>6280066
You don't really have to "complete" days, though. All it does is give you an inaccurate projection and let you post an update on social networks.

>>6280059
>require me to go through family court, which is so ardous and takes so long and costs so much ill be 18 by that time anyway
this feel
this god damned feel
they told me the exact same thing and made me want to strangle someone
also self orchie is not a valid suggestion. You'd die 100%

>>6280070
w-why do you need four seats??

>>6280066
theres no need to separate them, i do it just because
and i like never complete days lol

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>>6280063
Point taken, but at least I'm not partying with the chads and stacies that like bland EDM and dubstep. Hippies are way way more pleasant

>>6280068
>all nighter
>in a hospital
C'mon, don't bullshit

>>6280074
Well, I guess Rameau definitely is pompous but this isn't the 70s, baroque music isn't an elitist domain anymore...

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>>6280079
I'm 294824 lbs

[spoiler][spoiler][spoiler]Since christmas I started eating way 2 much and went from 180 lbs to 240 lbs[/spoiler][/spoiler][/spoiler]

>>6280081
You know there was almost a whole month between my getting out of the coocoo nest and flying to Thailand. I did some catching up with real life friends during that time.

>>6280049
>I fucking wish I was a stacy ;_;
you're an elanna, it's even better

>>6280058
That's horrible, I'm sorry :c You shouldn't wish you were dead though, aren't you a lot better now that you've stopped repressing? Someday you should be able to get everything else under control too, and imagine how great you'll feel then! Try to make it through tonight, and I hope you feel a lot better in the morning <3
>>6280059
Will you at least be apart from your abusive family during the proceedings, because if so that's fairly ideal isn't it? If not, then Australia truly is a piece of shit, although the family courts in my own country might be similarly trash.
Idk, can you selfmed morphine or something to help you with the pain? You generally go to a hospital directly after self-orchie or you die, and I think a hospital should be able to handle an infection. I didn't mean self-orchie and walk away from it like nothing happened, sorry if I came off that way :c
>>6280062
That's an issue on the other extreme from me, and it sounds like it sucks :c I'm really defensive of my small ego and it's really hard for me to connect with people unless I'm comfortable with them :/
Anyway, I hope you're able to build up a stronger ego without sacrificing social skills!

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i'm 175 lbs 5'8" rn
how the heck do i get down to 130 range fast, i'm sick of having a tummy bump
i go for a 2 hour walk every day and that only burns like 400 cals
and i eat like 1000-1200 cals a day but for some reason i can't lose weight super fast
should i try to aim lower?

>>6280086
damn i wish i was 240 lbs maybe then i could get a gf

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i love memes
https://youtu.be/Hhx2UE6CgIw

>>6280090
Awe <3

>>6280088
Sure, except you explicitly said that you did that last night.

>tfw you've eaten 3 ice trays today to try and eat less calories
this shit is hard!

>girlfriend tells me to just cum to excersize

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heyy #1 waste of space coming at u

>>6280081
>Hippies are way way more pleasant
fuckin agreed. Although, I guess I should consider the guys I party with more along the lines of weebs. A bunch of the producers I know run something called "Erogaming Sound System" if that gives you any idea.

>>6280084
You can still be elitist about it if you want to.

>>6280101
Is said girlfriend offering to suck the calories out of you?

>>6280099
Oh, yeah, lapsus here. That was "time" not "night", was so sure about what I had typed I didn't bother checking. So, not bullshitting, still incorrect.

>>6280104
>tfw gf isn't here rn to suck the calories out of me
>tfw it it'll be months until we see each other at least

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>>6280026
that would have been fine by me ._.

>>6280102
the perfect boyfriend

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>tfw normie af music

https://soundcloud.com/lolipo/lolipo-ecology-pla-f-c

>>6280101
actually, now that I think about it,
good sex is technically an aerobic exercize
o.o

>>6280118
> tfw no exercise partner

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>>6280123
>tfw nobody would ever want to exercise with me

Tfw ur a wreck and every time you stand up ur dizzy for 5 minutes bc you eat nothing but hot fucking peppers

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>>6280091
No, im not apart from family during precedings.
>self med morphine
you realise morphine is literally heroin
im not doing heroin
and even if I could manage pain and fainting (which is impossible) im not going to fuck up my genitals for some pointless thing

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>>6280124
;~;
thats possibly the worst feel when in the thread

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I managed to accidentally purchase the AT2020 XLR instead of the isn version.
Should I just sell it and buy the USB one or should I learn how to use a USB mixer and keep the admittedly better microphone?

>>6280126
>bc you eat nothing but hot fucking peppers
pls be my friend I love hot peppers

>>6280094
thicce is beste

>>6280133
I NEED NO FRIENDS BE GONE I AM UNTETHERED AND MY RAGE KNOWS NO BOUNDS

>>6280131
I mean, it's not like USB mixers are that hard to use. Do you feel like dropping a bit of money on a mixer is the question though.

>>6280103
Yeah, it definitely gives me an idea, definitely a way better vibe than dudebros.

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>>6279784
tfw you love maddie

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>tfw your bf ignores you to talk to his friend about magic cards

>>6280141
suck his dick to get his attention

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>>6280141
magic cards are better then gfs desu

>>6280148
he told me not to because it hurts from how much i did today

Question:

Why are mtfs so prevalent on 4chan?

I can go months, even years without them being mentioned in real life. I've never seen one (who wasn't stealth) in real life.
Yet, ten minutes on almost any board, and they are mentioned. Either as the object of sexual desire, the subject of a thread or suspiciously researched 'trans hatred'.

Are we really posting on Tchan or something?
Has the MTFIDF focused on 4chan as the next frontier?

I really don't understand why people wouldn't want to get srs. Having to tuck and always being aware to make sure there is no bulge or anything is a nightmare.
Its just gross and in the way. Why would you want that unless your just fufilling some sick fetish.

I need srs asap or I'll go insane...

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>tfw mexican

>>6280137
I can get a mixer for $120 and the USB mic is $100 extra anyways.
I mainly just wanted it to be more portable

>>6280153
We're trending

>>6280156
OMG SOME MEXICAN DUDE HACKED EDIE'S TRIP

>>6280154
it's almost as if different people have different feelings about their own bodies, but that couldn't possibly be it right?

>>6280156
>implying you needed a filter to look like a spic

>>6280141
Why aren't you in the conversation, not into card games?

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What do you know about this mtf?

>>6280168
Blue eyes.
Caucasian.
Image originally posted on an image board.

How to stop hiccups

Also tfw u see someone u haven't seen in 3 years and they have no idea who u are

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>>6280153
MtFs have a propensity for being beta losers when they're pre-transition. 4chan is full of beta losers. The demographics here are skewed towards a demographic that's way way way more likely to be trans.

>>6280127
I'm sorry, I guess I've been giving you shitty advice. It's the kind of stuff I'd do, but then I'm a shitty person and I should've considered that before suggesting you act like me. Hope things work out for you despite your family <3
>>6280153
Maybe because 4chan is full of self-hate, and trans ppl tend to really hate themselves?
>>6280170
Time is the only cure
And gratz on the changes :3

>>6280153
It's been like this since way before /lgbt/ was even a board. 4chan has always attracted a disproportionate number of transgirls. Well, attracted or created, that's up to debate.

>>6280168
Budget ufufu

>>6280171
this
I was a massive loser before I transitioned
I mean I'm still a massive loser, but now I got tiddies

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>>6280138
totes
>tfw my irl friends aren't into erogaming

>>6280157
portability is nice.

>>6280171
>being beta losers when they're pre-transition
wooooooooooo

>>6280170
you need to be shocked for them to stop
sucking penis has been banned!

>>6280167
not magic, i'm a casual that only plays hearthstone

>>6280153
who knows dude but it's great for us chasers

>>6280168
Upscale Faye

>>6280154
Major surgery scares me, it takes a long time and a fair amount of money, and it's just not that important to me. I'll probably get an orchi eventually though, because fuck balls.

>>6280186
Do you play competitively?

>>6280168
This is a trick question, that's a cis girl isn't it?

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>>6280160

it me, jose

>>6280163

why won't u just let me celebrate my border hopping heritage and have fun wit snipchits??

>>6280153
It's depressing tbqh

>>6280173
thanks
atleast you tried to help

>tfw relapsed
why cant i stop?

>>6280153
I actually think that 4chan makes you trans tbqh.
I wasn't nearly trans like ten years ago. Now I can't look at myself in the mirror and I've genuinely been on the brink of suicide twice.
Thanks faggots.

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>>6280193
yes of course haven't you seen my twitch stream
i'm a pro hearthstone player on tempo storm, i get 15k viewers a day

>>6280194
No, and I honestly want info!

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>>6280179
Saaame omg
Transition just was the difference between me being a dysphoric loser and being a less dysphoric loser lol

>>6280182
wooooo!

>>6280200
you're a girl spartan

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>>6280173
>Time is the only cure
i've been waiting for 6 years

>>6280206
im not spartan
i relapsed on drugs

>>6280202
I feel liek I'm getting memed.

>>6280205
I mean, some of us are beta losers post-transition, not gonna say any names though *ahem*

>>6280207
Seriously, six years of hiccups? I'm so sorry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMTP8v7_C1I

>>6280197
Well you deserve help, you're not in an enviable situation. Just glad that I didn't make things worse :3
>>6280207
Patience is a virtue!

>tfw can't play Hearthstone with kiwi and Charlotte
This is shit

>>6280210
>some of us are beta losers post-transition
hi it me

>>6280222
I mean like, I'm grinding for rank 5, and I don't have any friends to do meta stuff with.

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>>6280222
why not?
i'm on NA server, feel free to add me
Kitkat#1747

how to stop crippling anxiety that tears me away from confronting my problems in a timely fashion?

>inb4 get a psych
it's not that fucking easy here

>>6280182
>tfw pretty alpha now when I'm in the mood but still a loser in every other area of my life

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>>6280215
they don't happen that often.
every few minutes or so, sometimes i wake myself up w/ them.
they're weird squeaky hiccups, that can sometimes be compounded by regular hiccups.
they have yet to go away

>>6280224
hi hi
it gon be me too ;~;

>>6280229
>alpha
>loser
does not compute

Hello.

If you give me a (you), I'll give (you) a you back!
Because I've then received so many (you)'s, then (you) that you get back, will be much more valuable than the (you) you gave me. It's a complete win/win situation!

>>6280226
I'm such a casual I only play to 20 to get my card back and then I just play weird decks in casual.
>>6280227
Sent

>out of ativan
>tired and want to sleep but can't at all
KILL ME

>>6280233
idgi either but despite being a catastrophic mess of a human being I seem to get laid pretty regularly
as I've said before, I have no idea what people see in me but while most hate me a small proportion seem to enjoy my presence
maybe they're just secretly making fun of me or something idk but I doubt they'd fuck me if that was the case

>>6280237
it's ok, being a casual is normie stuff ;~;
I actually play in tournaments and shit
>Sent
you should add me: Isotera#1229

>>6280236
But (you)'s can't make me a real girl. ;_;

>>6280247
Well I don't exactly want to be a casual I just kinda get ladder anxiety for whatever reason. I'm ok at the game but I dunno.

>>6280247
>>6280227
>>6280222
This makes me want to re-install the game, but then I remember that I got rid of it for a reason; I can't grindy internet games responsibly. : ( Have some fun for me, okay?

>>6280229
arent you in college? most colleges have free psychological services

>>6280258
idk but if mine does I don't think they give out meds

>>6280239
That sounds completely horrible, I'm so sorry ;~;
Try to meditate or do maths or something? If you're stuck awake might as well try boring yourself to sleep...
>>6280246
You're not as bad as all that Robin, you're patient and sweet, and you can laugh at yourself! Even if you're right and you're a mess, at least you're not a total mess!

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>>6280233
;~;
Maybe someday I'll be the stacy that I was always meant to be.

>>6280262
thanks

>reactivate facebook
>everyone i went to school with is busy being successful or happy
>i'm just sitting here feeling sorry for myself
>deactivate facebook
Well, that ruined my Saturday.

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>>6280251
>ladder anxiety
I've never experienced it in HS. Other games, sure, but HS just feels more casual.

>>6280263
Nobody was ever meant to be a Stacy, it's a social construct that people developed to make themselves less afraid of each other.
Don't be a stacy, be an elanna.

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>>6280263
but you can never be stacy's mom

>>6280272
It's casual af but like, I get it. I never had it before.

>>6280195
You look like a flawless painting.

>>6280279
some feel it, others don't. You might feel it less if you ladder more.

>>6280288
Maybe. I used to play competitive MtG and Yugioh and didn't have it there. I dunno. I sent you a request.

>>6280270
>check boymode facebook for the first time in ~3-4 years
>retarded relatives put "happy birthday [girl name]" all over my wall 2 months ago
>pretty much 100% of the people on my friends list didn't know I was trans
>delete facebook immediately
>avoid all contact from old friends
could be worse anon

>>6280272
Yeah, I know that it's a social construct but there's still a certain charm to the notion of it. Grass is always greener, all that.

>>6280274
What do you mean?

seriosuly though what should I take to minimise my anxiety, it's stopping me from progressing as a person or sorting my life out

>>6280298
>there's still a certain charm to the notion of it
I won't say you're wrong, it does sound cute

>>6280293
I got it.

D E A D

same time EVERY night

>>6280298
you disappoint me
https://youtu.be/dZLfasMPOU4

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Morning yummy desserts.

>>6280247
>I actually play in tournaments and shit
That's really nito. Have you won stuff?

>>6280270
Never made facebook and now I'm sorta happy that I didn't.

>>6280308
I'm just letting it build up myself.

Think of it like a gas leak. It'll eventually resolve itself.

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who /virgin/ here?

>>6280325
reporting in

do you want to trade virginities dana

>>6280318
I won $5 for placing third in an online tourney once

>>6280325
virgins stronk!

>>6280318
GOOD MOOORNII---
>that image
uhh are you all right?

>>6280329
I don't even know who you are

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Everyone who has been hitting on my gf is gonna die sorry

>>6280325
signing in.
how many times do you need to ask?

>>6280334
im anon

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>>6280325
2 busy playing OW to get laid~

>>6280330
That's more than I ever won in LoL so congrats :D

>>6280332
I'm fine, it was the only baking related pic I got.

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>>6280339
everytime you furfag

>>6280338
*smirks*
didnt your mother ever tell you never bring a gun to a katana fight?

>>6280338
is that a luger?

>>6280345
no, it's actually a P-08

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>>6280317
Oh
Sorry
I don't listen to rock ;~;

>>6280309
Yeh.There's always going to be that part of me that wants to be the popular high school girl that dates all the chads. It's so completely not like my personality though.

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>>6280338
Well, I guess I can't say I didn't see this coming.

>>6280338
>>6280345
>>6280346
>knowing the difference between guns

>>6280351
guns are cool dude

>>6280351
>>>/out/ now kid

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>>6280343

>>6280346
>p-08
those are lugers

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>>6280342
I created and carried my old college's LoL team to the second round with sick Rumble ults and Lux lazors.

but uh, none of my friends wanted to play in tournaments ;~;

>>6280348
>so not like my personality
it's the polar opposite.

>>6280348
>tfw ywn be captain of the football team, dating elanna, head cheerleader
>tfw you and elanna will never be prom king and queen

Imagine if /mtfg/ wasn't so shit.

>>6280368
it would be awful

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>>6280362
Yeah. But if I hadn't been a tranny would it have been? We'll never know ;~;

>>6280364
;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;

>>6280368
I suppose you want us to imagine a world where water isn't wet too?

>>6280368
yume will return one day.

>>6280378
she really was the glue that kept this place together

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>>6280362
The meta when I was competitive midlaner was xerath/ziggs/orianna every game so I didn't get to do much other than drop dank as fug shockwaves on ori. Our lanes never really won early hard enough and we always just came back with twitch ult + 4-5 man shockwave :D

Best we got was top top 8 on go4lol tournament :P

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>>6280351
bitches who don't carry are dead bitches

>>6280320
that... doesn't seem healthy.

>>6280308
Drugs
Like...
Fucking marijuana or some shit.

>>6280308
not benzos

>>6280384
no it most certainly does not
have you got a psych? weed + therapy should sort that shit out eventually, right?

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>>6280368
s-sorry i'll leave

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>warn guy my emotions are kind of crazy and i could potentially break his heart
>he does the smart thing and decides we just stay friends for a while
I cant blame him, I'd probably do the same, but fuck it hurts