sexual orientation poll edition.
http://www.strawpoll.me/10295516
▶ Thread Music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbrbUfYSt0E [Embed] [Embed] [Embed] [Embed] [Embed]
▶ Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶ Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶ IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
be honest pls, everyone knows that is general is full of transbians.
previous: >>6252644
post below this has to post their butt
3rd for x-change sissy pills
post above this has cheese butt
>>6253448
omg please post your butt flannel, it would mean the world to me
>>6253446
>>6253439
I'm str8 but I'd cuddle that soft belly desu
>>6253451
eww kiwi has cheese butt
>tfw no sissymoans so I can grow bewbs and become my own waifu
;-; s-some day
>>6253448
Alright fuck everyone.
I'm removing myself from the internet in its social-entirety for at least a week. Hopefully a month... Hopefully I Dont wake up again in a week.
Bai everyone.
... Gonna quad-dose antidepressants and hammer ipa's as per usual depression friendless loveless repression.
Kthnxbai
>sociakblackout
Goodbye only humans I talk to.
>>6253452
>>6253460
my butt is not cheeseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6253439
>that webm
WOAH
WOAH
WOAH
ok im not straight
>>6253463
food bye
>>6253463
Hey. I'm sorry <3
>>6253464
do you have a gouda butte?
>>6253467
i can't believe you just fucking said that
you and me, we're in a fight now. congratulations, you just made an enemy for life.
>>6253463
you look like shit lol
>>6253463
go see a therapist
you are in a downward spiral and it's going to get worse
>>6253475
wait why
me being straight is a meme
>>6253471
my butt is neither a cheese butt nor a manbutt
it's plump and round and perfect, the only feature i'm proud about
>>6253463
You should probably take six months off... just to be sure.
>>6253451
x change is overrated
repression makes me feel so happy
Knowing that I'm spiteing trannies who want to make hons
>>6253479
>me being straight is a meme
>>6253441
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQZhN65vq9E
This is just pathetic...
>>>/soc/23823727
>>6253482
hi gem
>>6253476
i bet your butt is cuter than you think, no one has ever really seen their butt straight on, only pictures or mirror images of it
if you can find it in your heart, please post a pic of it on unsee
>>6253479
>me being straight is a meme
no its a reality you just havent accepted yet
>>6253482
Idk, I am just having a bad day/week/month/year/life :<
sorry
>>6253479
>>that webm
it was a gif, you JERK
>>6253480
yeah right if your butt is soo gud then prove
you can't
cause it's all cheesy!
>>6253483
i don't want to make hons.
i want to make glorious traps & t-girls.
>pic
is that the master?
>>6253498
why do you people want to force someone to suck dick?
>>6253498
>having a bad day/week/month/year/life :<
saaaaaame
>>6253501
we posting butts now?
>>6253493
she needs a brow shave more than a nosejob
>>6253479
ur like the original mtfg transbian right
>>6253504
you don't?
>>6253504
because if fufu breaks, the transbian meme would be dead forever and never recover
>>6253493
Ewwww why is she posting on /soc/? She really is mentally ill.
>>6253495
it's really not, trust me
I've only been on estrogen for a little over a month so I still have terrible manbutt
once it starts to look less awful the maybe, but until then, no
>>6253505
wow slut
>>6253498
you have nothing to apologize for :c
It just makes me sad that you're so depressed and I wish there was something I could do
>>6253491
:|
>>6253498
it is tho... like honestly im much more attracted to women in general i just dont enjoy lesbian sex
like maybe if i had had srs itd be different buuuuuuut
>>6253499
LMFAO SORRY!!! OOPS
>>6253504
i mean i wanna suck dick of my own volition lol
>>6253517
>once it starts to look less awful the maybe, but until then, no
i will wait forever if i have to
>>6253505
what happened to your arm?
also clean your room
My boyfriend is making dinner tonight and she told me to relax and put my feet up.
>>6253514
when I heard capaldi was gonna be doctor who I literally did not believe it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUky4_A7Zw4
>>6253524
so will I desu
i miss the Chyna thread, we were clit sisters
RIP
> !flannel6gY 05/23/16(Mon)20:27:05 >No.6253517▶
>File: male-butt-back-muscle-art.jpg (43 KB, >409x550)
>43 KB
>>6253495
> it's really not, trust me
>I've only been on estro
When I Was Your Age I Used To Play Ball With My Son
>>6253514
What part of spiteful suicide do you not get.
Well that or a nice comfy lobotomy with whatever anti trans drugs I can access in 2046.
Unlike Kayla. I'm not gonna give up when the gun jams.
>>6253511
i will keep the meme alive if it kills me
transbianism a best
>>6253439
>cellulite
dropped
>>6253526
>boyfriend
>she
i think you might be a bit confused
>>6253513
She is constantly posting in rate threads too..
>>>/soc/23823542
>>>/soc/23820131
>>6253523
the quality of real sex after srs goes up TONS. youre missing out on so much bby <3
>>6253520
I am trying to channel it and let everything out here, I dont want to make my bf sad as well, he already noticed I am really unwell today, I hope its better tomorrow, I dont want him to be sad :<
>tfw you are avoiding the inevitable
>tfw you disregard obvious advice
>tfw you refuse help
>tfw you repress even though it's obvious you shouldn't
>>6253544
wow lost any respect I had for her
>>6253523
how do you feel about transgirls
I could never sex a cisgirl either with a dick but im really attracted to girls so trannies are perf
>>6253538
>not liking your girl with a little cottage cheese on her thighs
you a fag or something?
>>6253554
you caught me friendo
>>6253492
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JF8BRvqGCNs
>>6253527
Oh god.
The Thick of It > Doctor Who by far.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cg-pnGFbwMQ
(i also love how they subtitled that clip lol --how do people not understand what he's saying?)
>>6253507
this
her nose is fine
>>6253552
i'd date an ftm, mtf, man, or woman.
what can i say? i love people (except commies)
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0i6ZbyDVBrF
>>6253559
>you're also retarded though
>>6253556
>liking cheese butts
>>6253547
I have all the makings to be trans,
but still holding out for hopes of easymode normie life
while still working on my presentation
I'm living a dual life
>>6253567
>http://vocaroo.com/i/s0i6ZbyDVBrF
dammit edie didn't I tell you to save poopy time for your show and also unban me already!
ribbit ribbit
>>6253568
where did you get this pic of me?
>>6253439
>that poll
>just under half are bisexual
>the rest are evenly split between straight and les
welp, no surprises here
>>6253533
peoples ideas of transbians seem to be invested in you as a vessal.
>>6253568
Do you want sympathy? you're calling my sexuality a meme/joke that needs to disappear while posting nazis. Are you deaf to the kind of impression that sells?
>>6253525
It's just an arm warmer.
and NO. (this is an old pic, it's a bit cleaner)
>>6253558
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COiIC3A0ROM
>>6253575
>more lesbian than straight
can the men please leave?
>>6253548
Tbh I'm getting bored of coming here. I've worked all my issues out this past year and I can relax for the next 30 years then commit sukodu on schedule
>>6253547
>inevitable
I'll never understand this retard meme. As if you get compelled by magic to transition.
No. You're just too much of a pussy to kill yourself.
Acceptance 101
>>6253439
>tfw hella str8
best feel desu
>tfw bf headpats you when you least expect it
>>6253588
this desu
this thread is a trutrans only space
>>6253589
>You're just too much of a pussy to kill yourself.
This is me in a nutshell pretty much.
I'm too much of a pussy to do anything, really.
Fuuuuck. Should I buy Overwatch or not?
Also this exchange between Faye and Edie is making me cry.
>>6253599
the easiest way [to follow through w/ suicide] is to lose all respect & hope for your existence.
i made a serious attempt that failed 1ce
>>6253600
>attention whores whoring for attention
>makes you cry
man up, girl
>>6253583
>Lets Stay Together
omgomgomgomgomgomg
>>6253463
Damnit don't do that <3
Go see a doc, medical professional get some help babe
>>6253577
no. I dont give a flying fuck what autists post on cambodian flute carving boards, lol. I come here to vent, to meme and to talk to friends. ive known ufufu for years, she knows I am just playing.
if pictures of nazi anime girls trigger you though you should consider going back to red dit or tumb lr or whatever other cancerous hole you crawled out of.
>>6253601
I'm too scared of pain.
If there was a death button that guaranteed killed you in less than one second, I'd press it.
Hell, if you could get a gun here I'd have done it years ago.
>>6253577
>you're calling my sexuality a meme/joke that needs to disappear while posting nazis. Are you deaf to the kind of impression that sells?
>>6253583
>>6253604
>>6253617
pls be in brisbane
girls girls, chill out pls, everyone knows that transbian x transbian is the purest form of love.
>>6253617
not unless you transition
>>6253583
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0wrsZog8qXg
>>6253569
>liking manbutt.
>when even gay men says that manbutt is shit.
D E A D
same time EVERY night
>>6253620
seriously tho... ufufu is bulma tbqh
>>6253620
>implying it isn't two straight mtfs platonically cuddling
is it amateur hour or what?
>>6253623
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raNGeq3_DtM
>>6253619
yeah i am, wanna fug
>>6253629
oh god what happened to that anon who said they were going to make a tier list
(when) did that get posted?
>>6253583
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>6253632
>tfw elanna is on holodays
;~;
>>6253526
>tfw ur being a good boyfriend and cooking tonight
>lesbian (likes girls)
me btw
>>6253629
Where does DbSuper Bulma sit on this chart?
>>6253633
c-c-c-c-combo breaker
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kuKjpDr6gUA
>>6253636
i think my pic drove them away
>>6253639
sorry dear, can't be a boy sans peen
it's been a while since i've heard this 1
https://youtu.be/DS0Fvn7oEMY
>>6253639
hiyaaaaa <3
>>6253552
eh i can be attracted to trans girls in exactly the same capacity as i am to cis girls; if theyre my type theyre my type
idk
>>6253548
y-yeah
>>6253546
i bet .__________. i wish i had money. ur making me sad.
>>6253511
i wouldnt mind if the transbian meme died out
>>6253559
well since i HAVE had lesbian sex...........
>>6253577
i dont rly understand why
>>6253600
DUH ofc u should
>straight it back in front
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
rep it real grills
>>6253648
I'm legit hoping they don't have my face pic so I can be just a disembodied pair of hips desu
>>6253636
i wondered desu
>>6253649
>implying I'm a boy
I'm a man bby
>>6253653
Hiiiii <3
>>6253643
;~;
>>6253659
ELANNA. I MET A CUTE BOY
>tfw they forget the spinach and balsamic drizzle on your pizza
>tfw they gave me a dollar less change
fuck this pizza hut
>>6253663
victorian era is beautiful af
who /always hungry and suggestible/ here?
>chicken and fries mentioned on a movie
>omg yes
>there's pizza
>yes i need it
>tfw transitioned mentally in my own mind
>Visualised would be a hon
>detransition in my mind
>wake up to reality and continue being a guy all without ever telling a soul
Huh. Would you look at that. I beat he system.
>>6253594
Nobody believes you after last night
>>6253664
Call and complain, you may get a free pizza out of it.
>tfw transitioning would mean a dependence on medication
>>6253439
There's no way on the fuck this is a dude.
>>6253623
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOIfNyBmZ0g
>>6253664
thats a tragedy kiwi
>>6253667
Why wouldn't you visualize yourself as a qt though?
>>6253672
and blood tests for life
>>6253664
go back and set the store on fire theyd deserve it ;~;
on the other hand, who likes spinach on pizza
>>6253666
yeah, specially when I'm sad
Who /thug/ here?
I'm finally becoming a normo! Ahhhhh I'm excited!
>>6253666
This happens to me a lot
>>6253672
>not already having chronic illnesses which would kill you if not for modern medicine
>>6253674
>>6253623
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xat1GVnl8-k
>>6253692
I love that song
>>6253662
Detaiiiiils :3
>>6253672
dependence on a medication that improves your life out of sight desu
>>6253659
how was the logging?
>>6253666
me
its kinda a problem when I work at a convenience store ://
>>6253667
>Visualised would be a hon
I've done this too.
Just give transitioning a shot. If you turn out qt then great; if you become a hon then you can just detrans and/or kill yourself.
>>6253672
A lot of things would mean a dependence on medication. You could have been born with diabetes, for example.
It's really not that big of a deal, unless you're in some post-apocalyptic situation with no access to modern medicine, but what are the chances of that happening?
My ballot just came in.
My vote for the God-Emperor.
>tfw I had to register for the Republicuck party again to vote.
Why do I always have to register for the Republicuck party?
>ron paul in 2012
>trump 2016
;_:
i want to stay independent
It isn't looking good when I am poised to vote Republican in my first two presidential elections.
>>6253695
He's 24. He's a psych major at a school about 25 miles from me. He wants to meet up tomorrow and watch movies. I'm kinda nervous
>>6253695
Y'ever see The Girl Who Leapt Through Time?
>>6253703
maga desu
>TFW NO TRANS GENDER GF
WHY EVEN FUCKING LIVE, SERIOUSLY?
I'M ABOUT TO END IT ALL. I WANT A TRANSGENDER GF!!!!!
>>6253703
dont worry, if we win, this will hopefully be the last election this millenium
>>6253710
>not transitioning into your own gf
>>6253710
do you live in reno?
How do I reply to: "what do you do with your spare time?" when someone asks in a concerned manner?
The options:
>sadpost on /mtfg/, watch DVDs and masturbate (the truth)
>manipulate and model computer data, immerse myself in foreign cultures and conduct research on the human body (hyperbole)
>photography and nature walks (pure lies)
>>6253710
hi, are you cute and live in the northeast?
>>6253686
cool hat
>>6253710
Hi chaser-kun, how are you today :D
>>6253710
オーストラリア?
>>6253718
where in the north east
>>6253710
become a tranny and offer love and affection and cuddles and you could easily get a gf I guarantee you
>>6253699
It was fucking great. There was this guy from Australia in the lightweight category who was strong as fuck and had this really awesome beard and he took off his shirt to throw a keg like 18ft in the air and I died. How's the game going?
>>6253705
Nice, have you talked for awhile or did you just meet him?
>>6253706
Yeah, pretty awesome movie desu, you?
>>6253710
pls be in brisbane
>>6253715
>>6253718
>>6253721
I LIVE IN TORONTO!
>>6253725
Upstate NY
>>6253710
were you born with a penis and not a gun cuck? Do you live in socal? If so we can try to date.
If so pls apply.
>>6253711
>tfw I want to be trump's warrior princess
>will slay all his enemies
He might even bless me with a gf/bf
Praise the god-emperor.
>>6253728
We just met but we've been talking all day.
>>6253729
yeah i am, wanna fug
Whale mtfg, I think tonights the night.
>>6253730
I'm sorry
>>6253734
hmm.... that's still pretty far
>>6253730
Isn't there someone from /mtfg/ in Toronto? I can't remember who though...
>>6253738
pls be serious
pls gib skype
>>6253728
I loved it. The romance felt far more real than most I've seen... I want to re-watch it ever since it got referenced in Steins;Gate.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M8AtyaxgtOU
>>6253741
IT ISN'T FAIR!
>>6253730
You should be gold, Canada is filled with trannies.
You should try being Mexican and look for a non-disgusting tranny. Actually there are some very beautiful ones in my city but they're all prostitutes which means you can gf them.
>>6253668
last night. wait wut?
>>6253751
pls ediexfaye this is doing things to my emotions
where's kayla
>>6253744
s-sorry
>>6253754
I'M A SLAVSHIT!
I CAN'T FIND ANY CUTE ONES!
THEY'RE EITHER NON-PASSING OR THEY HAVE BFS
>>6253754
Can't gf them i mean.
I just hung out with a hon who was taller than me but had smaller shoulders and a smaller waist than me.
I done.
Going to fucking kill myself
hi thread I just got off work
>>6253760
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;__________:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
>tfw bf's watching jojo
maybe he is gay actually
How does this make you feel?
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=cbc_1464015070
>>6253751
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OERk-MLHvrY
>you will never be a female teenager in the early 1990s
;_:
I swear edie it hurts ....
>>6253762
There's nothing wrong with being a slav; why would that even be a problem?
You might consider going for one that doesn't pass yet but has potential to, that would widen your options.
>>6253767
i could go to brisbane i guess
>>6253768
don't worry, he's just got shitty taste in anime. which might be as bad a problem
Who virgin here?
>>6253762
Then just date a cis woman you fucking autist.
I date hons and make pass.
>>6253768
Why aren't you watching it with him?
>>6253766
Kill me Lu
>>6253674
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Dzp2cNMWCZQ
>>6253728
It's going good, but not as good as that. Holy shit.
>>6253770
Too slow anon. I showed them that last week
>>6253736
Nice, where did you meet?
>>6253750
Yeah, I remember getting pretty invested in it. I should rewatch it as well but I have such a big backlog of stuff :(
>>6253762
I'll be ur bf so long as you don't mind one that has boobs
>>6253775
I am.
I sorta want to die a virgin.
[spoiler]not like that will be hard for me or anything[/spoiler]
>>6253775
here
>tfw you masturbate and put you fingers against your vas deferents and spermatic cord and feel the cum pumping and pulsating through your cock
So nice to be virile
>>6253787
>tfw you're trying to be someone else's boyfriend before even finishing cooking my dinner
;_;
>>6253762
I know that feel, in Ciudad Juarez the red district is divided by 4 parallel streets 3 are for female hookers and the other one is for the trannies and it's night and day. The female hookers are all old, fat and ugly while the shemales look like virginal super models even hotter than the top celebrities but like i said you can't have a relationship with a hooker (or a shemale since that would make you gay).
>>6253769
If that's a big concern to you then you could just bank sperm.
>>6253787
Tinder of all places. I didn't think I'd ever even install it but I did. I made a friend and met him.
I want to date a hon
>>6253800
i want to be a hon
>>6253798
I'm too lazy. Easy just to keep my sperm in my testes and have an infinate supply
>>6253781
just get high
>>6253802
i want to not be a hon
>>6253787
I'm thinking it might be a good thing to do with my friend when we drop. He's super into anime, and by the time it's over we will be well on our way into trippin'~
>>6253770
wow those comments
its great being a freak in 2016 when people literally call for the deaths of those that "abuse" their children by allowing them to experience a normal puberty.
>>6253804
I can't
I wish I could
Just got the news --- Edie and Faye are back together
Apparently they just made up over text moments after their little panda/seal lovefest
>>6253775
22 year old kv reporting in
>>6253775
I just want to be held t b h
Or killed. Held or killed, I increasingly don't are which.
>>6253811
Well desu they do deserve to die. By law hormones should be a controlled substance until you are 18.
Everyone gets the same puberty.
>>6253820
Kissless? Shit, i feel for you man. I would also be kissless if a girl didn't come onto me in highschool. Also 22. Are you trans?
>>6253815
Fucking autists
>>6253827
no im a chaser
>>6253826
>Everyone gets the same puberty.
That's provably false.
Unless guys got boobs and girls got beards.
>>6253803
Are you just really concerned with being able to have biological children, or are you under the impression that being a father will somehow reduce your trans feelings or otherwise make your life better?
Because you can rest assured that the latter would just make things worse.
>>6253783
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-J7J_IWUhls
>>6253814
that kid is me
>>6253826
>Everyone gets the same puberty
no they dont?
there's no danger in giving children hormones, it's more of a danger to force them to experience the opposite puberty and then kill themselves because of dysphoria.
How did your parents react to you coming out as transgender, /mtfg/?
it's 9pm at night
my neighbors across the street are blasting retarded old music, whooping loudly and drinking beer kegs
i was outside just a second ago and they were singing to what is love and talking about jacking off
i started singing along across the street to what is love
im tempted to dance up to their house with bottles of moonshine
should i, girls?
>>6253629
:o
i WISH i was bulma
Am I the only person who hates women? I get so upset when I'm reminded that they exist.
Even half of the tripfags in here get me annoyed just from their sheer existance.
>>6253848
they didn't because what they don't know can't hurt them
>>6253848
Mum: Didn't care
Dad: Never told him. Dunno if he's even heard along the grapevine. I haven't seen him in like 6 years :v
>>6253838
Nice
So I broke mtfg by posting a vid of myself in all of my hon glory
I am now known as lord of the hons
I cant handle all this Edie and Faye cuteness.
>>6253848
Mum was just confused, and didn't understand what I was talking about.
I've given up since then.
>>6253852
yeah do it
>>6253831
hah thats funny. Im going to a therapist soon to see if im a tranny (like some of you people are convinced i am).
>>6253848
they threw a surprise coming out party for me with cake and gifts
>>6253848
NEVERRRRR
>>6253869
birdy?
>>6253848
>implying I want to get disowned
>>6253848
i didn't tell my bio dad yet. I but my mom absolutely hated it and still does. She deadnames me constantly and puts emphasis on male pronouns and asks about grandkids alot.
Nowadays she just acts like I never came out at all and pretends not to notice I'm looking and acting alot different from before.
>>6253869
Honestly don't be a tranny unless you have to. It is a shitty road to take. Yeah it has its ups and downs and if I had the choice I wouldn't have. The thing is most of us had no choice in the matter. Even if society accepted us and shit being trans still sucks because you have to deal with body dysphoria and how we will never truly be female.....
Time to go buy ammo
i used to play with my butt with one my dads old percussion revolvers like this
>>6253874
im not that pos kys.
>>6253872
Wow! Im extremely jealous! My parents are ex-drug dealers that have turned to jesus to get through their hard adult lives. I wish i had real parents....
btw idk if y'all remember casseh but she died from epilepsy related causes last week
last time I talked to her was just a few weeks ago
>>6253848
I had to convince my mom that hrt isn't cosmetic and explain that decades of medical research concludes that the only consistent treatment for gender dysphoria is medical transition, so she would help me get started on hormones.
she was initially only passively supportive in a "I don't want to disown you" kind of way, and is gradually accepting that my existence is involuntarily politicized and she's learning to give more shits about trans rights.
my dad was super misogynist and homophobic growing up and threw bitch fits about me having long hair and being remotely effeminate so I thought his head was going to explode in rage, but he was actually pretty chill about it and basically said "that makes a lot of sense" and our father/daughter relationship has improved a ton.
he also understands that people hate trannies and isn't going to vote for shitter republicans anymore.
>>6253878
>I'm looking and acting alot different from before.
you look the exact same except with a little bit of hair
>>6253883
I am proud
>>6253883
cartman?
>>6253848
my mom had to research stuff and helped me. my dad doesn't care enough to even have an opinion, I'd almost rather he was against it if it meant caring whatsoever, he acts like there's nothing wrong with my life.
>>6253795
I'm sorry, I can't help being such a manly playa
>>6253799
Nice, well good luck ^^
>>6253809
Yeah it would probably be great for that desu
>>6253886
who? that sucks though, my cousin was diagnosed with epilepsy recently, came on really suddenly and severely last summer D:
>>6253889
I don't look like a girl.
I've thrown in the towel now.
>>6253872
I thought your mom hates you now?
>>6253889
>implying i wear make up or act feminine in fornt of them
>>6253848
very supportive, understanding and enabling.
I got lucky because I would be fucked if I didn't have supportive parents. Although it might have been better for me in the longer run because I would have had to do support myself more maybe?
idk I just know getting a car because I wanted a new one was pretty cool. Hell, I am not even on the contract so I have no debt legally.
>>6253889
well lucky for me I just look like a man with tits
my dad did notice and he has felt me up, it was weird
I convinced him I've had gyno since I was 15 and he's only noticed now because I've lost weight
>>6253899
>Changing drastically day to day
That must be quite a pain in the butt unless you only see them rarely
>>6253889
>implying I look like a girl
>>6253887
not really at all. I compared to pre hrt I look like a different person entirely. ppl that used to know me pre hrt have trouble recognizing me and a few didn't at all after they saw me recently. I I don't have many pre pics to compare for obvious reasons
>>6253889
she probs does but just thinks ignoring it is the best way to deal
>>6253897
I don't pass and I still keep chugging a long.
Hell, I don't even try to pass at this point. I just go outside with no make up.
>>6253848
>dad- never gave a shit, he only ever wanted happy, healthy kids
>mom- had to educate her about trans stuff but she came around despite being quite anti-trans before
they already thought i was gay, but coming out, i couldn't say it, freaked out a bit, they had to guess. they thought i was either secretly married, i'd killed someone, i was dying from cancer or AIDS or i was a pedo
no-one ever guesses trans. if you're a naturally girly boy, i think most people just assume you're either gay or 'an individual'
>>6253905
>my dad did notice and he has felt me up
>>6253889
they only see what they want to see
>>6253879
I know, i understand all of that. I've kinda become an alcholic and pothead to hide my feelings. Even typing this shit now feels like im not even talking or whatever becouse i feel so disconnected from reality. Lifes just zooping by, and i cant tell whats more scary - living like this forever and supression, or disgracing myself and accepting what i want. I already get shit for having longer hair and shaving my body hair. I just hung out with some potheads and saw the most perfect female that i've ever seen in my life. I didn't feel like i wanted to fuck her though, just about how much i wanted to be her.
>>6253894
Thanks Elanna <3
>>6253909
we've all seen your "pre" pics and they look just like any current ones you might take
>>6253848
Haven't told my dad yet since he's sure to react poorly. My mom said she was shocked but still loved me. Idk if she's trying to wish stuff away or not but she isn't really acknowledging it anymore.. Kinda sucks tbqh
>>6253886
which one was casseh? the gothy one who hangs out in the femgen skype group? pic?
>>6253894
Speaking of, I finished Steins;Gate. I can see why it's so praised.
>>6253894
this happened last night
>>6253894
Elanna, people outside keep ma'aming me. Why can't they just beat my hon ass to the ground?
>>6253924
i was trying to delete him from my mind
thanks for bringing it back up
>>6253912
kiwi if you've read even 10% of my posts you'll know it wasn't hot or amusing at all, just scary and kind of uncomfortable
>>6253439
Stop your gay blogging and post sauce faggots.
>>6253848
My mom thought it meant I liked both girls and boys, then was concerned that I didn't know what I was doing and was going to be a hon. She got supportive when I started passing and being happy.
I've never told my dad, but I think he knows anyways. What with me working for him, getting female pronouns, and him still being with my mom who knows. Also it's been seven years.
>>6253915
that is pretty agp desu
Well all I can say is talk to the therapist and try hormones. However, be prepared for when starting hormones you don't want to stop. I seriously wanted to see if I could bank sperm but I was like fuck I like hrt too much.
but seriously I need to go buy ammo.
fuck commiefornia
>>6253719
Thanks senpai.
>>6253889
Some of us don't look like girls. My parents wouldn't know if I didn't need then to get blockers while I was underageb& (even tho it was like a week before 18 when I got em, but they still needed to sign my shit.) Also, anyone who is falling for the get on some shit b4 18 means passing meme should probs stop desu. It's like 15 desu.
>>6253912
>believing edgars constant lies for attention
then again look who im replying to
What would you trannies do without the internet? It seems like you all just sit inside and rely on eachother for you bare social needs to survive. I imagine you'd all kill yourselves?
>>6253937
I would.
>>6253872
>surprise coming out party
How did the "surprise" part work?
Did you tell them and they threw the party after, or did they figure it out themselves and use the party as a way of saying "we already know and we accept you"
It sounds cute either way.
>>6253936
that'd be a shit thing for me to lie about if I wanted attention, similar stuff has happened to other people here in more sensational ways
>>6253836
;_; I love you
>>6253937
I go outside still. Although I have met all my current friends online, so there's that.
>>6253848
My dad yelled at me because he thought the "bad news" that my mom had heard that day was that I was dropping out of school. When I told him I was a tranny tho he calmed down and was p ok with it.
>>6253924
I care about this why?
>>6253926
Idk, have you told them that it bothers you if you're ma'amed?
>>6253923
Yeah, top tier anime IMO, definitely my favourite that I've seen so far. I cried like every episode in the last stretch.
>>6253937
probably, I wouldn't have known about self-medding for a start
>>6253930
>>6253928
i don't really read 95% of the posts here anymore, just drop in whenever my bf's doing his own thing or when he's sleeping
>>6253939
i was joking, my mom cried for weeks and wouldn't stop sending me bible verses via text message
>>6253935
i thought that was a person with a slice of pizza for a face. i need therapy
>>6253935
you look like a girl
>>6253848
A few months before my coming out I used to present as genderqueer (a couple of months afterwards I discovered that I was trans) I had had an altercation with my mother and I decided to leave the house. I was 17 at the time. I started living with my brother and started wearing really intense makeup everyday. (Dragqueeny and prostituty, but it didn't feel absolutely feminine to me. It took me 3 hours everyday haha.) I was in my last year of highschool so it was pretty transgressive of me. After a couple of months me and my mom rekindled and I went back to her place. She saw me apply makeup during the morning and she was asking me : What are you doing.... Why are you doing this at school... You can't do that (pretty insistently) but I remember vividly telling her after some argumentation that if she wouldn't accept me for who I was I was going to leave her out of my life. Those words were harsh but my identity felt so crucial to me, and in those days I didn't understand why. She was accepting because she didn't want to feel like a bad mother. Several months afterwards she would be the one paying for my appointments with a psy to get HRT. I've already repayed that back to her. Today me and her are super cool with each other. I still live at her place but that's mainly because I'm in college.
I had cut off my father out of my life for 8 years of my life but he basically found out because I changed my name on linked in. We rekindled some weeks after he found out coincidently. He didn't mind either, and he's been going to trans meetings every month to educate himself.
>>6253942
>>6253942
OH MY GOSH
>>6253945
"I care about my friends why?" Elanna, 2016
>>6253942
i love you too ; 3;
>>6253933
Well what the fuck does someone with agp do? Turn tranny? I certianly don't innately feel like a girl, just hate looking and sounding like a guy. I've kinda fantasized about falling in love with some co-workers as a girl, but that shits bad for your mind. I feel like it'll just go away if i just have a bunch of sex right? Maybe i've just been away from girls for too long?
how do I stop getting ads for colleges everywhere its depressing
>>6253955
I didn't say that, I said that I don't care about the birdy drama. Stop trying to drag me into it.
>>6253956
i want to be at faye and edies wedding
>>6253918
this lel
>>6253948
Aw, I feel really guillible now.
I wanted to believe. ;~;
>>6253958
yeah sadly if you have the "agp" thing too bad you probably gotta still go tranny
I just spent a half hour crying in front of the mirror.
Never in my life have I thought I could ever even look like I do now. I can't believe, just under four months in, that I already feel 1000x more comfortable in my body. Where I used to hate seeing my reflection, I can't help but stop and stare at myself. I still have some masculine features that are never going to go away, but I don't even care anymore, I am just too happy for the change I have always wanted to be happening.
>>6253956
>>6253956
>>6253956
This just in --- Edie and Faye have broken up again
Shortly after proclaiming their love for one another, they spoke over text, ending the relationship once again
and this is all from a very reliable source
>>6253945
They should be siring me.
These damn people can't tell the difference between why a boy or girl looks like
>>6253949
kek, nah that's just lamezone's style desu. I like it.
>>6253950
Come on now. You've seen me IRL, so you know that the angles and meme magicks are just that.
>>6253961
Ublock
>>6253971
How do you like yourself? Pls I need the protips. If being drunk/ high is one of the protips then I'm way ahead of you.
>>6253968
>this was taken just a couple weeks ago
>beard shadow and multiple other male identifying features
>"no guys I swear I look feminine and different!"
mtfg.
>>6253937
i wouldn't have met my gf or met any other trans women bar hons. i wouldn't have transitioned so fast or be as confident without my boo
>>6253948
you want a filter for that one
>>6253942
cute
>>6253976
iktf. Honestly, anyone who lives in NYC here can atest to the hugboxer mentality that everyone has here.
>>6253978
i mean, korra is pretty... korra, even for mtfg
>>6253948
We were talking in the kitchen and he was like
"wtf is wrong with your chest" and suddenly my heart leapt into my fucking throat
>"lift your shirt a minute"
>"I-I have gynecomastia dad, you know, 'cause I was so fat as a teenager"
>"what the fuck does that mean?"
>"I've developed some breast tissue, but it's okay, it won't get any bigger now... you're just noticing 'cause I lost weight after starting uni, they've been like that since I was 18"
>he's fucking pissed at this point
>"show me your tits, boy"
>"n-no"
>starts towards me
>"f-fine", lift up shirt, he freaks out a bit and starts prodding them and stuff
>"those are tits, you've got tits... will they go away? I'll take you to the gym, we can work them off"
>"no they don't go away with exercise or they would have done when I lost weight"
>"I'm so sorry..."
etc., the tension receded after that but he kept bringing it up for the next few days while I was staying there, asking if I still felt like a boy, if I was on hormones etc., not concerned, fucking angry, by the time I left he seemed to have calmed down and accepted my excuses though
you've got to remember, my dad's a brown belt in karate and he's ridiculously impulsive, I thought he was going to decide I was trans conclusively and punch my head off my shoulders then and there
>>6253968
i would have never posted this if i were her
>>6253971
>tfw 6.5 months and still don't know this feel
I guess happiness just wasn't made for someone with my genetics
>>6253968
>>6253970
Well im totally on and off with this stuff. One moment i can't imagine life as a guy, then later i can't believe what i was thinking. I don't get off to thinking about being a woman either. I actually don't even masturbate anymore. Did you go through this at all? Most of your stories seem to say that you've always felt this way. and i have had instances throughout my life that indicated that something like this might happen, but..shit, idk.
>>6253994
That's a pretty clean render.
>>6253994
>>6253984
Fuck ._. I'm sorry to hear that. I know my dad won't react well if I ever confirm anything with him but he isn't reacting too much to how I've been changing at least
>>6253976
I mean, there's nothing stopping you from asking them to sir you if it makes you more comfortable. I've been doing it all day desu but haven't had a lot of luck.
How do you people get rid of facial hair and stuff? Lazer or what?
>>6253999
sounds like a lot of us
>>6253977
At the risk of sound like a broken record, I just kinda started to like me. I realized tat all the shit in my life that I didn't like could mostly be changed, and I started working towards my goals that I always wanted instead of squandering the rest of my life. It sucked at first, but slowly knocking off things that I have always dreamed up has just encouraged me more and more. Now I'm down 75 pounds from a year ago, finished school, about to get hired for an amazing job and am finally transitioning and I can't fucking beleive the 180 my life took.
The most important part though is forgiving yourself for your mistakes. I'm 25 years old and I have thrown what should of been incredible years of my life away to video games and hiding away from the world. I should of had my masters in physics, but I dropped out because of self loathing and was never able to recover until now. I hated myself for it, but eventually realized that I can't let one fuck up rule my life.
P.S. Sorry, I'm kinda really high now, sorry for seneseless rambling
>>6253882
i hope it wasn't loaded
>>6254007
If you want permanent results you have to get laser or electro. Some manage with shaving/plucking but if you had too much facial hair you'll kinda always have that perma-shadow going on
>>6253999
sort of yes, definitely didnt feel like this all my life though I guess there were some sort of signs but I was a confused kid
>>6254005
But I do ask and they keep asking why does a girl want to sirred >:/
>>6253886
huh never mind I looked up her name on the archive and idk her
still fucking sucks though
>tfw so many pre-existing health conditions I'm prolly gonna drop of a heart attack or something the moment I'm done with transition and finally feel happy in myself
>>6253918
this is from a year ago compared to one I took like a few days ago. it's a huge difference.
>>6253987
=(
That's really sad. I honestly don't know what to say except for wishing you the best
>>6254019
true!!
>>6254008
so did yall go through with it, or what? if so, do you feel any different?
>>6254019
for one hrt made you lighter skinned
secondly your eyes look bigger
>>6254017
Life is pain. Life is suffering.
>>6254019
well you made a believer out of me
>>6254019
looks like you shaved, lost a little weight and dyed your hair
different? sure. feminine? no.
>TFW head has been really hurting lately
>TFW shit coordination
>TFW not feeling too good
I'm probably not going to make it, awaiting results of MRI this week, worried as fuck :(
>mfw i accidentally look in the mirror
>>6254009
Tell me about your goals. I just fell into a spiral after ds3 came out and can't seem to get much done.
>>6254032
What do you think is wrong anon D:
>>6254017
>But I do ask and they keep asking why does a girl want to sirred >:/
this is complete crap btw
>>6254014
How much for those? I heard laser grows back after a few years, and that trans people wouldn't be able to do it for some reason.
>>6254025
yep
repression is a very tangled thing and will make you believe things that aren't true
i wanted to grow a sweet looking mustache when i was a kid because I idolized salvador dali, but on the other hand i was also completely dead inside and none of my wants had any connection to my true emotions anyway
>>6254040
i'm scared I have a tumor or something, it's only been getting worse and i'm really scared
I know i've sometimes thought about suicide a lot but when it actually feels like you're going to die it's so scary
>>6254019
you forgot to put the rest of your body in the pic.
you know the one that makes you look 100% like a guy form any distance or angle?
>>6254031
i didnt say femine though, you're saying that. I was saying that I look different now than I did in the past and ppl dont recognize me at first.
I still have months and years to go before hrt does something significant. these are just minor changes that I was pointing out.
i know I don't look feminine at all, I nor do I make that claim.
>>6253848
mum
>is this the same as being gay
>I think this is the same as being gay
>can't you just be gay
>you can be really gay
>as gay as you want
>so gay
>please just be gay
skip forward a few months and I got her into a psych appointment with me and we talked it over and she started to understand
dad
>couldn't tell him myself
>mum said she would tell him
>I hide in my bedroom
>like 15 minutes later my dad comes in
>hugs me
>cries
>literally the only time in my entire life I've ever seen him cry
>>6254044
i wanted to grow a beard so i could look my my first guy crush, Viggo Mortensen as Aragorn
>>6254048
>>hugs me
>>cries
>>literally the only time in my entire life I've ever seen him cry
sounds like your dad's bell might be ringing
>>6254046
it has my entire upper body anon. besides you're missing the point entirely. I I wasn't saying I look pretty or feminine. I I was saying I simply look different than I did pre hrt.
>>6254048
>can't you just be gay
my brother sean said this exact thing
>>6254043
Typically follow-ups are needed, but that's for everybody. And laser sessions can be kinda expensive (although I hear Groupon makes it really affordable, idk, using an at home kit myself which cost about $260)
>>6254045
:( I'm sure theres another reason behind it. You're going to be fine anon, just try to relax and wait for the results, giving yourself ulcers from stress isn't going to help anything
>>6254044
Wow, i had something similar. I always wanted to grow my hair out since i was a kid, but my parents always forced me to cut it. After getting to like 20, i accepted that i should just keep short hair and look handsome. I tried growing a mustache out and going to the gym, but i just felt like shit. Im not even sure if i can feel anymore.
>>6254037
If all goes well I'm going to be hired asan automated controls technician next week. I'm teaching myself python right now since it is big in the field of industrial robotics and controls right now, and I plan on learning as much as I can at the company over the next two years.
After that I want to move to the west coast, US or Canada, but past that I'm not really sure of what I am going to do. I would love to get a sweet yuppie job somehow, but that seems impossible in my line of work =(
>>6254047
just keep going korra
ur making a lot of progress
>>6254058
I'm so scared, my head and eyes really hurt. why does this have to happen as soon as i find a job and start to actually be happy with myself
>>6254062
ty for the kind words anon, and I will do my best ^_^
>>6254029
It is
I wish I wasn't trans
I just want to be a cis girl ;-;
>>6254041
Why is it crap?
my dogg keeps trying to rape me how do I stop her
>>6254058
>although I hear Groupon makes it really affordable, idk, using an at home kit myself which cost about $260
WHAT! I just tried waxing and shaving and all that shiz, but my 5oclock mustache wont completely disapear. I plucked it, but it's still under the skins surface. I didnt know they made at home lazer kits!!! My boss keeps telling me to grow it out so i don't look like a girl with long hair, but he doesn't understand that thats what i want.
>>6254009
Oh. I just don't see how I can like myself. I'm rocking women's 9s rn and I'm short. That's really all I got in my eyes. I'm just sorta an ugly, manly failure from where I stand.
>>6254070
trip on ufufu
>>6254061
>asan automated controls technician
wow! what do you do? Sounds fancy!
I was also learning python for a little while, but then i felt like i was waisting my time and should learn a "real" language like c++, then i quite after getting stuck.
>>6254065
Anon, it could be any number of things, just take a deep breath and wait for the results to come in.
>>6254062
i want to see korra turn out like her avatar
because in the show shes cute af and that body type hngggg
>>6254062
>>6254067
agreed
>>6254059
yeah, I always wondered what I was because I really felt like a sociopath but I had moments of empathy and compassion, and they were really strong, so I knew I couldn't be a sociopath but then what was I?
i had really long hair my whole life, and then when I cut it when I was 17 it was mostly to rebel against my parents and I started feeling pretty shit about it afterwards
>>6254081
she's totally gonna
after every single match im like "just one more match... just one more..."
fuuuuuckin blizzard e____e
>>6254072
Size 9 shoe size?
I'm size 12, but im 5'9. It sucks, but you just gotta appreciate other parts of you. Although I did get super lucky genetics wise because everyone has always said I looked like a slightly taller boy version of my mom and sister.
>>6254072
>tfw women's size 10 shoe
kill me
>>6254080
Thanks, it's just been going on so long and it's really bad, i have no idea what else it could possibly be. i'm so scared, i don't want to die yet, just a few more years at least
Who /is not really interested in guys but has fun teasing them on soc and kik/ here?
>>6254083
So you transitioned then??? Did it work???? Was it worth it????????
>>6254073
i never said that I did or entertained such delusions? you gotta stop listening to people trying to stir up drama and talk to me directly to find out my thoughts anon. second hand accounts aren't always reliable especially on a Mongolian cave painting forum
>>6254083
heya squid!
>>6254079
Pretty much and assebly line gets setup, and I do all the prgramming of the assembly line to run as it should, proper cycle time, integrate safety measures, fun stuff like that.
It was super rewarding in lab to watch the mini line I programmed all by myself work flawlessly on the first try. It's like programming a massive rube goldberg machine.
>>6254095
Who /is very interested in guys but has fun teasing them on soc and kik/ here?
>>6254102
>>6254102
>>6254102
>>6254102
>>6254102
truly the miracle of god's creation
>>6254101
same t b h
>>6254110
use this one if you're respectful and care about your trans sisters
>>6254118
b-but that other one was made first ;__;
>>6254111
>people like me more now
what? They don't hate you for being a freak?? Thats my number one fear. I mean, they probably already know somethings up.
>>6254118
we can use it after
poor casseh :c
>>6254093
There probably is some type of condition going on if it's been happening that long. But again, there's a lot more reasons than just cancer, and it's more likely to be one of those reasons. Just try to relax, it'll be okay ^-^
>>6254092
Literally what are you complaining about lol, I wish my feet were that size
>>6254122
Everyone that I am out to likes me much more now too. Before I was kind of depressing to be around, not a positive person, but now I fucking love life and everything about it.
Being trans has been a pretty great filter for me. Some people I didn't think were that good of friends have become amazing and supportive, while others I thought would always be there turned me away. Really helped me figure out alot of stuff dealing with friendship.
>>6254122
I'm more confident, less of an asshole, more comfortable in my own body, show emotion more
>>6253731
Central NJ here. Are you a qt?