/mtfg/ transgirl general

>tfw no bf

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>>6227680
>dat edition
really

1st for remmember to brush your teeth before bedtime and after breakfast!

First for not sexualizing daily bodily functions.

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>tfw no shapeshifting femboy bf

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>>6227680
Go punch a femboy in the boob everyone.

Best way to have fun.

omg I love my mic http://vocaroo.com/i/s0X1ZusYfMpb

I need a free program with more effects desu

>>6227680
>he
It's like you're not even agp

>>6227680
I have no bobs, but I still want to feel his rough hands on my nipples as he grabs me from behind.

I'll just stay anyway.

>>6227687
Here I am.

>>6227695
Boys don't have boobs

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>>6227680

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>>6227690
yes really

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>wondering if I should HRT
>taking it easy, taking my time to decide, no reason to hurry such an important life changing decision
>go to bathroom and start doing my hair
>notice hairline going to fucking shit
>mega panic suicide mode

Starting HRT NOW I DONT CARE ANYMORE

HELLO MTFG IM YOUR NEW FRIEND NOW HOLD ME

>>6227680
> No transbians
So rude.

>>6227694
I thought envy didn't have a gender?

is it not ok to suddenly want to change trips so you don't have to be seen as someone's gf? theoretically

>>6227709
>notice hairline going to fucking shit

BUZZ YOUR HEAD FAGGOT

Oh wait wrong gen

what do mens hands feel like on ur body

just wondering

for a friend

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>>6227680
No coma ansias niña!!! muy pronto!!!

>>6227631
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>>6227657
>>6227665
>>6227668

http://www.teenvogue.com/story/woman-mistaken-transgender-bathroom-attack

>MFW we're all in this together.

I could become gender police to check up and see if real men are going into the men's bathroom and give them lewd handjobs while I massage their prostates.

Thank you republican party!!!!

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>>6227706
why
hollywood is pushing rm everywhere already, why do we have to start with that as well

>>6227712
just start anon posting and i'll up my fayeposting to act as a disguise for you

>>6227715
Strong, solid, and warm. So fucking warm.

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>>6227709
iktf
i didn't think i had a receded hairline until i was on hrt for a while

>>6227701
They do in femgen

>>6227712
You're you Faye, I don't see you as edies gf but as an independent young woman... But ya iktf I did the same thing so hey no judgment from me.

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>>6227711
gender or no, still my femboy bf desu

>>6227720
Did hrt help?

>>6227725
nope but it stops recession afaik

howdy folks, where the memes at?

>>6227694
xir's pretty cute but bad personality

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>>6227724
>not wanting a lust gf

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>>6227694
>tfw amazing qt bf

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>>6227728

>>6227717
>rm
w-what?

>>6227728
Love me already.

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>>6227715
It depends on the context.

>>6227732
>tfw you will die alone never having known true love or happiness
>tfw don't care because opiates

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>>6227728

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>>6227715
They can be hard and strong, nudging you to follow their lead with their strength

They can be gentle and swift, as they glide accross your body and you feel shills and goosebumps

10/10 would reccomend for your friend

>>6227726
Oh. That certainly doesn't help my panic attacks, but thanks for the honesty.

Does your process include Fin?

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so
http://www.strawpoll.me/10258291/

>>6227612
Something that hinders my transition? What, like not being able to live away from my parents or have any source of revenue to save up for FFS?

>>6227680
>roughness of his strong hands
But... I like girls, anon.

Still waiting on the titty skittles to make me start liking boy smell.

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>>6227731
>being this AGP

>>6227715

like bags of sand

>>6227746
You hinder your transition more than anything. I swear this is all a joke to you, despite everything.

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>>6227655

>UMMMMm that sounds fun !!!!! id love to at least visit no matter what desu. but i have all my vacation days scheduled already :( for this europe trip. unless something... happens... and i become uninvited
sooomething....or other..........
>how much $$$ do u think we could make is my question
i meannnnn girls alone usually do anywhere from 200~250 for a half hour, 250~300 for a full hour.
if you do two girl specials.... then at least 500 each. you can make upwards of $700 or even 1000$ each.

>>6227658

sass wait did you seriously go to school for finance?

>>6227712

W O W

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>>6227742
just aldactone and progynova, i'm going on progesterone in a few months though

>>6227715
it felt like I was desperate to lose my virginity and we lived nearby so I went home with him.

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>>6227748
>not liking women
What are you? Straight?

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>>6227738
I can't imagine what it's like to be an opium addict, to end up inevitably robbing anyone who tries to help you because you're that desperate for more. Its sad, the people who want to aid you can't because you're dangerous to their well being. You have my pity.

How's everybody tonight?

>>6227746
please don't try to reclaim poo on toast

>>6227750
Are you dating Sandman? Are you Spiderman? Is Peter Parker gay? You've answered one question but raised so many more.

>>6227740
>you being a Mr
accurate

>>6227758
this is literally my first time, it's a natural and legal one that is cheap af, and I'm doing it with my roomates.

jesus christ the projecting is real

>>6227753
the only form of socialising I know how to do is to make fun of myself
everyone else does it so I figure by joining in we're at least all on the same side

srsly I think this works with my masc bone structure though? am I being a retard? I feel like stronger features favour goth looks, more than pudgy roundness or anything else. works w/ my nihilistic attitude and leather fetish, too.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1HekLwaOafw

>>6227755
Oh okay. I ask because all the mtfs I know that had problems with balding told me that HRT stopped it, but they were also taking Fin.
So hearing that someone on HRT but not fin didn't get back the lost hair lets me know that fin is the most important part for it.

Perhaps you can try it too if you are worried about that.

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>>6227782
ye i do wanna fight about it??

>>6227770
Roommates? Dont drag gem into your bad habits...

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>>6227770
I wasn't trying to attack you, why so defensive?

>>6227581 (You)
>>6227546 (You)
who is this?

>>6227786
THEY'RE THE ONES THAT BOUGHT IT SENPAI

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>>6227746
shit breath passes better than me

now I really want to die

>>6227754
My stupid degrees:

Professional Architecture degree
Master's in Financial Administration, Basically just missing my thesis and i guess I have to take some classes to regain my power level and give more moneys to the university.

>>6227773
Coming from someone who usually filters you and hates your (literal) shit posting: it actually makes you pass semi-decently face-wise.

You still have voice, potential beard shadow, man bod and that horrible personality to take care of though.

>>6227763

y to all

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>>6227725
if you go the finasteride route a little bit

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>>6227796
>mfw

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>add to cart

>>6227770
she said an opium adict, if you're not one no need to feel attacked.

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>>6227792
nice

>tfw you find your style
this feels good
I guess the trick is to be so conspicuous people don't even notice I'm trans because I'm such a massive attention-seeker-looking faggot aside from that.

>>6227700
you won't give me any info to get in touch so you'll remain my secret admirer

>>6227789
Suuuuure e.e

>>6227780
>fin is the most important part for it.
sort of but not really
fin is the quickest to stop hair loss, but E affects hair more. recovering hair really changes, some men recover from baldness with the basic fin dose but it's really rare.

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Does anyone else here

wish

they were

a girl?

I do.

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add to cart

>>6227746
>>6227753
you blame stuff but don't /do anything/ except dream up scenarios where good things happen with no way of reaching them. you take no positive steps. it took you 8 months to get around to getting a clinic referral. you let bad people you're scared of push you around.

you're a self fulfilling prophesy of despair and negativity, and i think its a shame. so many of us have tried to help you. you're your own worst enemy, which is sad because when you have done things, you've made it, you've achieved it. things are hard and are harder for you because of your problems, but you've made good physical progress that surprised so many people. you're doing yourself such a disservice, you're basically buying the frame for your dad for when he tears your face off and hangs it over the fireplace after they find out you're trans when you do something forgetful and highly inappropriate in front of them.

yes your personal problems are bad but we all have our issues. i'm a former alcoholic, ex-steroid abusing rape victim. we work through them. transition isn't just about growing titties, its about growing as a person.

don't be like that Robin. people care. woman up and grow a backbone. you're on the path of making something of your life beyond sheltered housing and carer assisted masturbation. nose to the grindstone. or face to the grindstone in your case. seriously though. work on your fucking essay.

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how bad is 4mg estradiol and 50mg cyproterone

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>>6227815
I am a girl

>>6227810
god you are so fucking disgusting in every way possible

>>6227810
honestly that's actually perfect for you.
shieet man, even edgar "poo on toast" meme-image in tier list is now a semi-passing tranny with an aesthetic that fits.

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>>6227816
good one

>>6227807
>being able to afford clothes
can you stop fucking bragging about how much better you have it than me? go get shot by a wild nigger.

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>>6227815
I wish I was
the whole mutilated man in a dress thing is getting old fast

>>6227815
I am a woman

>>6227816
top fucking kek
>tfw ywn wear ironic shirts like this cause you're a hon

>>6227810
i dunno if you should stick with that style but that definitely proves you're gonna pass

>>6227829
me too, just no one else knows ;_:

>>6227820
check the OP, but I think is around the normal range.
blood tests matter more than general tendencies.

>>6227820
good / 10

>>6227815
Might make things easier but I've come to terms with not being one.

>>6227820
There's nothing bad about that?

>>6227828
Geh jetzt schlafen!!!

>tfw you put to little yeast and your pizza will be tiny because the dought isn't rising at all
I wanted dinner, not a metaphor for my breasts

>>6227815
>not already being a girl

>sent face pics to a chaser
I'm a fucking slow motion trainwreck
send help

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>>6227841
bf doesnt want to sleep this early

>>6227818
t-thanks
though seriously how am I supposed to move forwards if I don't get a job? and getting a job w/ 0 experience at 21 yrs old will require appeasing people yes? what's the alternative??

I got the essay delayed on psychological + disability grounds, even the administration agree I've got too much on my plate

>>6227846
if you know it's a chaser and you just want some action there's no problem, just don't listen to his lies and don't make it into a relationship

So I bought my first dress since I've been on hrt for the past year or so. Talk about disheartening. Anyone else have doubts when they look awful in women's clothing?

>>6227836
I'll tell you a secret.
What you think and what you feel, should be the only things that matter to you. they are the only things you can control. :) cheer up princess, that's what your t shirt really means.

>>6227837
>>6227838
>>6227840
I gotta be honest, they prescribed 2mg of estradiol. But i'm using an exploit with the last prescription they got me. So I'm basically doubling estradiol. Dunno about cyproterone tho, normally i see it being around the 100mg a day.

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>>6227815
Honestly no.
I feel like I'm the only one here enjoying being a tranny rather than a cis girl.

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>>6227845
y u do dis

>>6227845
Phien's having a bad time, go cheer her up, I don't like seeing her sad posting ;~;

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>>6227810

>I guess the trick is to be so conspicuous people don't even notice I'm trans because I'm such a massive attention-seeker-looking faggot aside from that.

i actually did this for years and i can confirm that it works.

>>6227853
no, spyro is in the 100's of mgs, cipro is much lower. 2mg is usually the bare bottom, 10 the top.
again, the second link in the hrt section of the OP will help you.

>>6227828
>mutilated man in a dress thing is getting old fast
:/ iktf, not mutilated yet but soon to be... sucks because can't be guy can't be girl. literally stuck in purgatory limbo where everyone despises you and sees you as inferior and even disgusting/repulsive, pretty inevitable to turn those feelings inward.

>>6227848
sleeping pills!!!! :p

>>6227849
but only work can give you freedom!

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>>6227852
>What you think and what you feel, should be the only things that matter to you
only thing on earth that matters to me is the approval of others.

>>6227853
>So I'm basically doubling estradiol
nooooooo don't do that

they prescribe you based on your hormone levels
if you go back next time and you have way more estradiol in you than they expected, they'll drop your dose
how long have you been on it?

hello everyone

>>6227853
nonono. If you have a typical endocrine system then you're probably looking at 25-50mg being needed. Cypro needs a lot less than spiro and people self medding at 100mg is more of a red flag for crazy than a real dosage. Unless you're memeintersex and have out of control T for some reason.

>>6227851
Try different cuts and different stores. It can take a while to find the stuff that works for your body, and that's not exclusively a trans problem.

>>6227858
Holy fucking shit. This really begs the question how tf you looked like as a boy. How far into transition were you when you took this?

>>6227859
k thx i'll check it thoroughly

>>6227849
work on your essay. gain skills, write a cv, if you're involved in extra curricular uni activities, if there are applicable skills there, write them down. definitely consider while you have uni as a safety net, getting some voluntary work in, particularly stuff around disability/mental health or things that are career related. idk, write or blog about things you study and have an interest in, get your name out there so you can give a future employer a slice of you that looks competent, interesting and a useful asset, instead of a slice of poo on toast

you're in the position to be making connections and trying things out while you have a safety net. take advantage of it.

>>6227860
>sees you as inferior and even disgusting/repulsive
so they see you as a woman then?
hold the applause i'm here all night

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>>6227863
I believe in you, still.

>>6227869
her timeline is in the OP, get ready to feel you'll never pass

>>6227858
I want that hair. gimme.
>tfw no dollface roommate that teaches me how to actually be cute.

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>>6227848
>mfw Phien's children's picture book leaked

>>6227867
hey hey hey

Why does my dido smell like pussy when I'm done fucking myself?

>>6227877
Sass is a big gurren lagan weeaboo? I would had never though so.
I cried in almost every episode.

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>>6227760
POO ON TOAST IN HALLOWEEN

>>6227868
my T was 712ng/dl, after 2 months of cypro got to 207

i don't even know what the reference T level of females

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>>6227860
ya, it truly sucks. I only ate like a handful of cookies today and drank barely anything so I should wake up tomorrow and feel like death, I hope that makes it a little better

>>6227861
weve been out for a few weeks.

>>6227866
>>6227853
just drop the dosage 2 days before your blood gets tested next time.

>>6227882
cause your prostate produces a very similar fluid, whichs smell is based on your hormone levels.

>>6227880
nazis and the kkk only the share the vague element of disliking minorities. you could compare them with angry moms yelling at transwomen and they'd be just as close.

>>6227863
This will sound anime as fuck but you first need to approve yourself before being able to make others approve you.
Confidence is more important than people here want to believe because they are probably incapable of it in the first place.

Unless you are one of those huns from Susan's, then confidence isn't going to do shit.

>>6227869
https://i.imgur.com/0gycigV.jpg

>started out looking like a girl
>ended up looking like a girl
edie cheated
throw rocks at her

>>6227888
It's pretty fucking hot desu

>>6227872
but I finish uni in 3 weeks
I've done several summers of voluntary work but it was for a wildlife education centre, not sure if it'll get me into a data entry job

>>6227856
You are a girl tho

>>6227857
I'll do what I can but I'm at D&d rn

>>6227848
You're sadposting? ;_;

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>>6227815
I'm going to be a girl
whether anyone likes it or not.

can MTF's be milfs
i need my mommy issues solved

>>6227866
got it today
and they said they'll most likely never gonna change the medication... sooooooooooooo

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maybe some kind of hairstyle that involved it being behind my ears?? obviously the fringe part tucked back makes it look lame atm, but maybe something similar... hmm...

>>6227886
see now you're having to photoshop in the whole thing and it even loses what little ingenuity it had to start with

while I was doing my food shop for the fortnight I went to the chicken shop to get chicken thighs and the butcher lady there was a tiny chinese butch lesbian who called me love like butchers are want to do and she was so cute and I wanted to squeeze her and hug her and pet her!

>>6227886
sPOOPy

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>>6227869

pretty early on? i took like .... 2mg estrogen once in a blue moon for a few months, and 100mg spiro on occasion. i basically wasn't on hormones.
i was like 22 in that pic. i just used to look so insane that people assumed i was just a weird girl because what boy would do this shit lmao

>>6227879

don't let your dreams be memes~

>>6227874
>so they see you as a woman then?
ya they do, doesn't make things any better though

>>6227887
You're aiming for under 50-ish. Exact cutoffs will vary and most doctors won't care about keeping you from totally bottoming out.

>>6227881
where y'at cuz?

>>6227898
Sadposting is pretty ebin ngl

>>6227788
Melly

Who is this bitch?

I need to mouth those

>>6227903
You're ugly as shit

>>6227910
ANNA I SAWED SOME KOOKABURRAS AND I WAS GOING TO GET A PICTURE BUT THEY FLEW AWAY

>>6227903
id definitely be more likely to f you in the a looking like that good shit robin

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>>6227893
>Unless you are one of those huns from Susan's
I am

>>6227917
chaaaaaaaaa'aw!

>>6227920
Blow a kiss to cam for me pleeease

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>tfw looked at myself in a store camera monitor and for a split second thought "who's that cute cis girl"

>>6227907
>tfw no dollface older sister to teach me how to be a girl from a young age

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>>6227903
The poo vampire. You sneak up on people and suck the shit from their anus

>>6227734
trip on angie

>>6227920
Drop lipstick, learn to make up, earrings will do wonders for you.
You are not even close to trying.

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>>6227894
>>6227878
>>6227907

>mfw never looked at all these time lines

Everything I know is a lie

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>>6227920
stfu, this is a real hon
>>6227933
iktf, why even bother :/

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>>6227894
Good bye world.

>>6227930
Mom wechled on getting my ears pierced on my birthday, I really want them done, oh and I can't do makeup until I finish electrolysis, also not wearing any makeup in pic

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I wish I was a girl super hero.

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>>6227933
I envy the dead who know not our pain

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>>6227895
well its certainly nice. imagine looking like a girl but smelling like a boy. that would suck even more than it does now.

>>6227898
kind of, tough day. I dont really want to talk about details, thanks though!
I hope you have a great evening/night tho!! <3

>>6227929
fugg, Ive been found out. Sophie hasnt actually posted here in years, Ive just stilen her trip :^)

>>6227909
alright, what about estradiol levels? what the norm on that?

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>>6227858

doesn't workw hen you have a widows peak

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>>6227924

d o n ' t l e t y o u r d r e a m s b e m e m e s

>>6227933
>>6227894
>>6227878

the thing is, what you don't see is that a lot of those pictures were angled af, or taken with a really low quality camera, or with literally pounds of makeup.
like people make fun of me for wearing a lot of makeup NOW, but i wore WAAAAY more back in the day.
HRT basically allowed me to pass as a woman without that. because now when i wipe it away i still look female. back then it was woman to man with a single makeup wipe.
i had to quit mones so many times and it sucked. now that i've been on them for over a year consistently tons has changed. it works !!

>>6227937
>>6227933
some of them are pretty fucking incredible tho
http://i.imgur.com/KBa9ULr.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/7ESQqr2.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/D2QLwqg.jpg

like you'd never think, looking at the first picture, that their transitions would go THAT well
it happens

>>6227894
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucM9qEk1pIc

Well. At least I'll always have my gains and mesomorph skeleton

>>6227949
w h e n c a n w e m e e t ?

>>6227896
you've definitely kind of fucked yourself over there. you need to apply for everything that fits the qualifications you have or are in line to get. do you know your prospective grade? you should be applying now. right now. you should have been since April. slightly change your CV for different positions but keep a basic skeleton to work on. apply apply apply. does it matter if you don't like the job? does it fuck. if you want to prioritise your own safety when it comes to your shitty family and actually aim for your independence, why haven't you been doing that instead of dreaming and getting high? its like you actually want to die.

if you can't do that /tonight/ and get a few jobs applied for, just beat yourself in with anything you have at hand and save your dad the physical exertion. your protests about how you tried and feeble arms won't stop his swinging shovel.

3 weeks is just about enough time to get a job and start if you start applying now. get to it gal you ruddy great twat

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>>6227943
>tfw no gun rights
why is it so hard to get a gun here

>>6227946
There aren't really agreed upon norms for that. You want it to be above male levels and not like pregnant lady high. After that you just adjust for effects and side effects. There's a lot of personal and doctor preference in fine tuning E dosage.

Here's a secret for everybody: it's harder to be a hon than not.

If you are a hon you fucked up

>>6227955

because emo closet trannies kept shooting up schools

also violent radical neo-nazis you people pretend don't exist

>>6227957
bullshit, hon

>>6227939
whoops, had my other board name on

>>6227956
yeah, but let's say, a normal girl in her 20's?

>>6227933
>>6227949
and then people bitch at me for posting head-on pics in neutral lighting and pretty much always with the same one or two cameras? the reason I post less-than-flattering pics is because they're more representative of what I look like in real life. what's the point in posting heavily biased pics and asking for advice or whether you look good when you know the answer isn't actually going to help because the pic isn't accurate? this is a whole mentality I just don't get.

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http://www.strawpoll.me/10258480
wat do?
>>6227815
>ywn be a girl
>>6227893
>Unless you are one of those huns from Susan's, then confidence isn't going to do shit.
fuck.
>>6227935
>/mtfg/finds my sunan's account
>>6227950
>mfw nobody as manly as me
JUST

>>6227957
this
being a hon isn't necessarily being ugly
it's just putting in literally no effort

>>6227960
you don't understand

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>>6227959
>because emo closet trannies kept shooting up schools
but that never happened

>also violent radical neo-nazis you people pretend don't exist
wat

>>6227943
Your memes brighten this dark and cloudy night sky.

>>6227949
I know you're trying to cheer up the sadness, but stop being so self-deprecating. You're one of the most fab women I've ever seen, accounting for all of them.

And I've been to a fashion week.

O W N I T. Even in here.

>>6227957
>if you are a hon you're fucked up
ftfy and yeah that's me in a nutshell

>>6227925
really?? really???? you're not even trying at this point, come on

>>6227964
Sorry senpai, still can't help you. My last two dosage changes were to fine tune having a sex drive and not getting hot flashes. My doc doesn't even measure E any more because we don't use it.

>>6227976
You may be fucked up but you also fucked up.
You are currently a hon, but you can change that. If you can't see how, see harder.

>>6227910
in a sekrit sekrit place possibly 100 yards from your location ;) ;) ;)

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>>6227964
100-150 pg/ml
is a pretty good spot to be in

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>>6227952

w h e n e v e r
you're cool and stuff like i have no issue with hanging out with you whenever i have free time in portland lol

>>6227950

i knew the first girl really well for a long time and she's cis-tier, desu
also on a great hrt regimen and helped with mine.

>>6227965

>what's the point in posting heavily biased pics

to make me feel better about myself. you know, the reason you post 24/7 about how ugly you think you are.
back then i never posted to get advice, i did it to hate myself less.

>>6227973

;___; t-thanks bby. idk that's just how i am tbdesu.
ppl think i'm really full of myself and vain or w/e but i wear makeup and like fashion cause it makes me feel less dysphoric....
like i don't think very highly of myself at all, i just try really hard to make myself look halfway decent so everything feels ok

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>>6227942
I wish I had a healing factor. So I could cut out the female brain anomaly that causes dysphoria and have it heal back male and be the badass I was meant to be.

>>6227987
o shit u in the quarter?

ayy more ppl should come visit me

tfw not a neet anymore

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>>6227754
GOD thats so much money girl!!!!!! lmao holy jesus fuck ok im seriously considering it lol

>>6227995
gj sanic, what are you doing?

>>6227995
its sanic

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>>6227996

>mfw making stacks of cash escorting with ufufu and taking pics in bed with benjis all over our naked bodies

>>6227994
i only said possibly ;_;

i still need to get down to nola sometime tho i love it there, i wish i had been acquainted with y'all the last time I was there or I would've totally went and saw you

if you're still there whenever i finally get down there we definitely gotta hang out and stuff faces w/pizza, my treat

>>6227989
you've allways been so Effing cute! like total jelly.

>>6227997
nothing special
I work like 35-40hrs/week at a deli
making sandwiches all day ezpz

its not great but meh
better than broke, and I didn't want to cam anymore

>>6227903
P cute desu

>>6228003
post goth butte

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>>6228003
would die of happiness desu
gotta diet and keep up my corseting tho @___@ im fat and brickish rn

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>>6227996
you're gay

>>6228001
it me

>>6227995
you gone and done it

>>6228004
i'll mostly probably be here for a very very long time. it is lovely,

>>6227991
>Anon feels the knife Pierce his skull
>"found you"
>his muscles tense with anticipation as his brain is repaired to its cis destiny
>his veins surge with power as testosterone floods his system
"IM BACK!!!!"

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>>6228013
o hi how it going

>>6227989
<3

>>6228015
sweetness! then i shall definitely stuff your face with pizza

>>6228013
hey NERD

instead of being some kind of life coach for lost causes, tranny real talk time

when did you notice your pubic hair had gone to female style/texture/type hair? how did you feel?
for me, 7 months or so, and honestly i love it and maintain a full but well cared for parsley patch. when tucked (which is constantly) i look like a real woman. i don't mean cis, i mean a /real/ woman

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>>6227996
>>6228003

but still tho... If you're serious, think big girls!!!!

...HONEST TO GOD! there's this girl in this country, who was rumored to have high class escorted and now she's married to a fucking yogurt billionaire.

>>6228020
it never did

>>6227989
I have to work from Friday to Tuesday, and I'm checking into a mental hospital on the first. After I go to the mental hospital I'll have a more flexible schedule too.

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>>6228003
Can I join too? PLEASE? I want phat stacks.

>>6228019
manually?

>>6227991
but it would heal back, dumbdumb

>>6228026
ufufu, anne, faye. jpg

>>6228020
Oh around 7 months for me as well, its totally in a female pattern now and it blew my mind.

>>6228023
>yogurt billionaire.
as in... porn?

>>6228032
isn't it fucking great though

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>>6228030
It would heal back perfect. IE not flawed like the way it grew in the womb.

>>6227995
idktf ._.

>>6228015
next thing u know I'm gonna start going to cocktail parties and having a steady relationship with a man named Charles or some shit

>>6228018
it ok
rn I'm on the train to visit a qt gril for the night
basically the bay area equivalent of the max train
this city has been good for me

>>6228019
I will fucking fight you

>>6228031
yowza

>>6228033
as in Chobani. Girl was like a top 10 finisher in Miss universe, tho, so she's on a whole other level.

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>>6228023
>tfw not rich

>>6228029
if you like

maybe with a funnel

maybe we could make the funnel out of pizza

>>6228043
it doesn't solve many problems ;~;

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>>6228031
No I'm one of those. Thats why I posted it. ME! ANON!

>>6228026
>pink blue
oops I meant; dollface, anne, faye . jpg

>>6228040
I will fucking BITE you

>>6228043
Let's be poor together, tho! :)

There's true love in being poor, despite what RUN DMC may say.

>>6228040
nah dont do that
hop a train down to new orleans and spit off of bridges with me

>>6228044
i will shit myself so hard if that happens

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>>6228034
its like one of the only things that I can truly say is feminine about my body
mine was exactly like the male and now its just like the female pattern but even more sparse and triangular, I hardly have to trim it even

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I hate everything and want to die.

>when your mom asks why you drink so much soy milk
dohohohoho.

>>6228020
im not sure what the differences in patterns even are
i kind of feel like the whole thing about it changing patterns is a lie

>>6228023
LMAO yoooo
i mean
i dont rly want a rich husband necessarily, i just want a bunch of money for dumb procedures.

>>6228031
>>6228047
>>6228048
lmao

>>6228040
oh yeah ur in sf right? thats cool. i love that city
what u up to these days

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>>6228058
Lemme get at dat butt first doe.

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so I tried to buy a beer today but the clerk refused bc she thought my ID was someone ;~;

>>6228058

What's wrong?

you all should see, "Ma Vie En Rose."

it's in french with english subtitles. it's about a little boy who wants to be a girl. and it's really sweet.........

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>>6228046
it solves literally EVERY problem

>>6228051
Ì am not so sure, my experiences with being poor havent exactly been great so far.

>>6228058
suicide pact?

>>6228063
A beer? Are you 12?

>>6228066
I saw it as a kid and cried

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>>6228064
everything. There isn't a single thing that isn't wrong.

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and here's one w/o the favourable harsh light just to be fair

current aesthetic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1U1Ue_5kq8

>>6228020
about spot-on 5 months, definitely one of the changes that felt most weird

>>6228063
>beer
>not 101 proof whiskey
underage detected

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>>6228066
>it's in french

D R O P P E D S O H A R D

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>>6228070
I'm sorry to hear that.. wanna talk about it?

>>6228071
post goth butte

>>6228060
the only good husband is a rich dead one desu
marraige is for suckers like my mom and dad

>>6227991
>bathe self in acid until all that's left is some bone fragments

>regenerate fully female, X chromosomes and all

;_;

>>6228060
Well as grandma said to my couisin, It takes the same effort to fall in love with a rich man than with a poor man.

>>6228067
yeah, mine either. I'm so fucking tired of never having money :(

Fuck. I wish I could judge my own gender presentation. I just want to know whether I look like a massive faggot or a tranny or what, but I'm terrified of sharing on 4chan anywhere where I'd be asking to be explicitly gendered.

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>>6228068
>>6228072

I like to drink smirnoff from time to time =(

>>6228074
>Not luvin das Frankenreich

You're practically brothers!!!!!

>>6228057
thats a perfect me on the right, hips waist and thighs included. shit, i think i'm a girl, fuck. god i love my pubes though, i have a gingerbread smelling hair serum i put on them (and my head hair) and its godly

>>6228060
>>6228057

>>6228071
actually kinda cute

>>6228086
Careful there dont want to fly out of control you crazy party person.

>>6228086
wut?!?!?!?! Beer is the best beverage!!!!!

>>6228071
write your essay and apply for jobs you daft sod

>>6228066
>Ma Vie En Rose."
Looks gay.

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>>6228086
we'll drink fine absinthe when we meet


>>6228089
>loving the Erbfeind
wut
are you crazy

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>>6228070
iktf desu. Its a long long long list of problems to fix before I'll know any semblance of happiness.

>tfw you will never be anybody's first choice of friend or lover
>tfw raging inferiority complex
>tfw noided that everyone I like actually hates me and can't stand me.

Just a shout out to Phienchen for helping me send an email to suporn after I realized Murican doctors are not very good at digging a hole.

>>6228071
k I DEFINITELY need to get feathered, slightly swept bangs that cover my whole fucking forehead
gross af

>>6228085
tbf you can still be an unpassing tranny and cute

>>6228068
>>6228072
what about hard cider

>>6228109
Yeah that's really far from my problem. I know I can be passing and cute but that's not what I'm going for these days.

>>6228106
>>tfw you will never be anybody's first choice of friend or lover
desu you probably are but can't see/believe it
>>tfw raging inferiority complex
Those suck, one of my exes made me feel worthless as she was talking about all that she's accomplished in the same time of being alive as me and i felt like dirt
>>tfw noided that everyone I like actually hates me and can't stand me.
It probably would have been confirmed by now anon.

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>>6228107
pure envy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugsQQKn0muQ

>mfw subconscious repression since childhood suddenly breaks crashes down and threatens to destroy me
>manage to survive and re-repress by the skin of my teeth.

Heheh. No hormones for me

>>6228101
>Erbfeind
You're like brothers still :( go and play together!!!!

>>6228118
>>6228106
Don't remember when I dropped my trip

>the Robin is cuter than you

>>6228125
Those are fragile, you should put the wrist strap on when you're using your trip

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post what youre listening to and rate others

https://revrevrev.bandcamp.com/track/rip-the-veil

you cant tell me this isnt good

>>6228075
Are you happy now that birdie is gone?

>>6228130
I'm just listening to my osu! on shuffle

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>>6228109
>tbf you can still be an unpassing tranny and cute
>>6228114
I know I can be passing and cute but that's not what I'm going for these days.

literally what am i reading?

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>>6228130
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_Yayz5o-l0

>>6228071
question is, how is your voice coming along?

>>6228135
0/10

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I may start avatarfagging Saya-chi if I ever stabilize.

>>6228067
sure, but I'm not following through until after HRT. Apparently that makes things better.

>>6228075
not really

>>6228102
and somehow, the act of solving one problem adds 20 others.

>>6228130
Wow that is baaad.

https://soundcloud.com/tomandcollins/hey-lion-tom-collins-remix

>>6228130
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQrgeeS_qbo

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>>6228142
sounds like shit sir

>>6228136
I keep presenting less and less femme. Basically pushing mtftm and not meming about it.

>>6228130
its all irritating distortion

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvjF7EqHMxI

>>6228141
>I may start avatarfagging Saya-chi if I ever stabilize.
You'd be the third then.
>not really
Alright, you know where to find me if you need me friend!

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>>6228123
we measure the size of France in Panzerstunden.
Blitzkrieg is the only game we play

>>6228130
http://youtu.be/tBfnjcRLBQE

>>6228130
The Life of Pablo :^)

>>6228130

desu i thought that was aife

>>6228147
you sound like a faggot and are prob just a failed tranny

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>>6228038
;~;

>>6228049
@_@

>>6228053
can we squirt ketchup at the cars below the overpass??

>>6228058
take your pills babe

>>6228060
- dating multiple ppl, a boy and two girls
- spending most nights away from home
- eating out a lot because ppl buy me food
- being cute
- walking a fucking lot because it's sf and nobody owns a car
- being a lackey for minimum wage 40hrs a week, but it's sf so the pay isn't bad
- sucking dick

>>6228077
are you the same one who always asks me to post butt?

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why don't you have a fellow tranny right next to you right now mtfgee?

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>tfw mtfg has shit taste in music

>>6228156
she'd take it as a compliment i think. she's always had her style and boymoded like that

>>6228060
oh right

what about you?

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>>6228162
I'm going to tomorrow at Anime Central if I don't scare her off!

>quick reply dropping my trip every time I post
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>6228162
Because she's in her bedroom rn.

>>6228161
Kaylee has a pretty great cock huh?

>>6228163
except me

>>6228162
wtf is girl on the right like 12?? jesus, look like a child. i hope you're of age.

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I got a cheap contouring palette, going to learn how to use it

>>6228176
she transitioned before puberty

>>6228156
>>6228165
dude that doesnt look anything like aife
her face is too correct and hair doesnt look liek a wig

>>6228152
That was a shit move invading the netherlands, when the kebabs attacked Austria tho.

The worse thing to come out of this is that The Dutch think they're some sort of kingdom and forgetting that their Royal family is nothing more than a bunch of upstart merchants. :(