▶Informed consent providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
▶Daily reminder: HRT is a meme
Previous >>6094022
▶Discord: https://discord.gg/0jCp5pochww4UBCv
good edition
BUT WHICH MTFG THREAD IS THE REAL ONE
HOW DO YOU KEEP CLOCKING ME ON /POL/ MTFG
FUCKING HOW
Yay, new bread
my biggest regret about transitioning is starting to date
>>6095404
I LIKE THIS EDITION
>>6095412
>>6095419
>>6095422
t-thanks everyone
i couldn't have done it without you
I'm down for this position
>>6095417
Because youre a girl spartan baby
Do you ever have doubts you're a girl and think you could go back to living as a guy, /mtfg/?
>>6095426
>I'm down for this position
I MEANT EDITION
>>6095426
i'm down for this position too
>>6095437
Kiwi pls...
some thirsty girl wants to see me jerk off with my feet
what's a good hourly rate
>>6095433
L-lewd...
>>6095447
As high as you can lure them into paying.
>>6095432
I have doubts about being a girl but could never imagine going back to being a man
>>6095328
>>6095334
Asking for help feels like I'm opening up some vulnerability, asking for people to stab at it. I posted a note on facebook about how I felt like I was being torn in half and didn't want to live anymore, and suddenly everyone was worried. It made sick and suicidal. I didn't want people to care about me, because the only person that was always there for me as a kid was abusive both physically and emotionally as I grew up and started getting hit by dysphoria. I had girlfriends that would suddenly start ignoring me coincidentally in time with I would essentially come out and start crying about my problems. I threw flour in one of my bully's eyes in early high school, and my mom sent me to a therapist, only to stop sending me to him when she found out that she was the source of my distress. Fucking cunt. My dad would constantly discourage me from playing in a band, the only thing I actually enjoyed in life aside from gaming. My friends were assholes that would push me around and basically encouraged my repression through heavy adhd medication and stupidly dangerous stuff that I would always get really hurt doing. I lost 3 years of my life to a stimulant addiction. I still feel like I should be in junior year of high school because I don't remember much of sophomore, junior or senior year of high school. I wanted to die, but I didn't have the energy or willpower to do it.
Everyone that I've ever trusted with my life has hurt me.
Everyone that's ever promised to be there for me has traumatized me.
So I just don't ask for help anymore.
>>6095449
I was thinking about football i swear
>>6095428
You are gonna win one day...
Another day of cardio and muscle loss tommorrow...it just feels nice to not have to eat loads of protein anymore.
>>6095447
Wut currency?
>>6095404
Who would have thought when you were a chaser that one day you would be naming generals after yourself. Actually it makes a lot of sense you're literally Maki 2.0 and twice as cancerous.
>>6095468
usd
im looking for my gf have any of you seen her? she's somewhere in this thread
post tripfag tier list
>>6095461
Good girl. Youll be in my kitchen helping me make biscuits in no time.
>>/pol/72280993
holy shit there's some m night shyamallama shit going on here
>>6095447
5000 shekels
>>6095457
it's a thirsty tranny who's kinda cute
i don't want to jew her too hard
>>6095459
._.
>>6095459
That's all horrible anon, I'm so sorry you've had to endure this. At least you've made it this far, you're pretty strong. You may not ask for help or trust anyone again, but it seems like you can trust yourself doesn't it? You've come this far, and you'll go places if you keep at it. Maybe one day you'll find someone that treats you well. I hope you do at least.
>>6095491
OY VEY
full jew mode do it
give me a share of the profits because of my great financial advice, i'll be your agent :^)
hiii!
>>6095459
TL;DR faggot
>>6095459
You should have known that you can't let yourself be vulnerable to someone else. People that open up to you aren't vulnerable or honest so they can hurt you can't hurt them. It's like poker you should never show your hand or fall for a bluff.
Have you ever felt so fucked up that there's no way you're going to eventually end up fine? I'm feeling like that right now, and god it's so fucking painful.
>>6095500
How are you doing Comrade?
Wtf I just received a message saying that I have been billed again for the spiro I ordered. I had more spiro in my cart so maybe it added that?
I'm contacting them now to find out
>>6095485
So long as I don't have to eat them. Biscuits are fattening.
>>6095512
Every single day.
>>6095501
Pfft.
>>6095426
awk question, but would you ever consider blowing someone for $
around $600?
>>6095522
Oh you will. We're going to need to feed those new titties. Eat for Mommy.
>tfw you remember that you'll never have children
>>6095535
600? Yea probably im a whorw anyway now
>>6095512
When life seems like shit, just remember pic related, and youll pull through.
>>6095537
s p e r m b a n k
>>6095541
>tfw I'm not white
So it's an hero for me, right?
>>6095535
I already did that for money as an escort
>>6095536
Oh...like gains? But instead of muscles? I get boobies?
Ok then
>>6095541
>I'm white
>and a failure
I'm a disappointment to my ancestors who made the white race great
tfw you stayed in bed all day every day for the last year
>>6095537
(You)
>>6095535
as long as it's clean
>>6095550
Boobies, booty and thighs
>>6095545
1. I never banked
2. My balls are gone
3. I like boys
No hope for me
>>6095535
I'd do it for free
>>6095548
Yeah kinda, sorry.
>>6095551
Nothing wrong with being on standby for the racewar, failures will be turned into leaders.
>>6095561
Pic related
>>6095563
>my balls are gone
daddy doesn't approve
>>6095563
you could probably buy a little chinese girl for a very reasonable price, and if you train her from day 1 to be an olympic gymnast you'll get a pretty good ROI
>>6095540
>im a whorw anyway now
literally? habe you done it before? because cam does not count
>>6095482
I am interested in this
>>6095568
>racewar
if my supply of hormones gets cut off im dead
>>6095562
Oh fug. September cant come soon enough...
>>6095541
good feel.
>>6095574
>>6095482
Tier lists are dumb.
>>6095482
I love all of you gonte XD
>>6095574
>Bird Tier
me
>My Waifu Tier
elanna
>Great Tier
everyone else
>>6095590
This isn't the corrected one where I'm absolutely disgusting.
>>6095590
That's the old list
>>6095596
>tfw not birdie's waifu
Damnit...
>>6095498
I just don't want to come to terms with the fact that I have to do everything on my own. I'm sick of being strong. I'm sick of not trusting anyone. I'm sick of hearing my mom's voice echoing, calling me a hypochondriac when I had a broken arm and was in complete agony, saying I was faking it when I had a sprained ankle. Saying she wished I was just gay when I came out as trans.
I've had literally one person in my entire life care about me enough to talk to me every day and go out of her way to spend time with me, and she was a fucking creationist. Seeing her gave me more pain than joy. She stopped talking to me when I told her that.
>>6095501
Die.
>>6095505
Yeah, except in poker, working with someone else at the table for both of your gain is cheating. In life, that's called friendship.
>>6095602
you're pretty tho...
>>6095482
>>6095610
i was serious about it if you want to drop an email or something, i think 600 is fair
>tfw there's still no tier list of tier list makers
>>6095620
i want my pic updated
>>6095590
Aife made this list didn't he? It's very hugbox.
>>6095624
god: anon
S: anon, anon, anon, anon
A: anon, anon
B: anon, anon, anon, anon, anon
C: anon, anon, anon, anon
total shit: anon
>>6095636
Why are you hugboxing anon #4?
>taking me out of the tier list entirely
Thats fucked up senpai put me back
>>6095622
Shit should i do it whaaa
My email is [email protected]
>>6095611
Ordinarily I'd say you don't have to come to terms with never trusting anyone. You just need to find the right people to trust. I've opened up to a few people from here and I think I've been rewarded for that. Kari, god bless her, I've opened up to her a lot and I trust her fully.
However it seems just that you've tried a few times and only got hurt. It makes me sad to know that's happened to you. Especially with your mom. It's really important to have a parent's support and when they're crazy like that it's heartbreaking. A lot of my friends have shitty parents, one of my friends has to deal with an abusive mom and he's not even gay or trans.
>Seeing her gave me more pain than joy.
Why was that?
>>6095620
what a gross picture of me t b h
>>6095620
This one is even worse than the last one. You can't be taken seriously when you put people with entirely male faces in the highest tiers.
>>6095648
It never gets updated with better pictures I suggest for them. Maybe they pick our worst to rate our pass-ability at our worst or something. Idk they're always bullshit.
im really sorry about this
>>>/r9k/28177701
>>>/r9k/28177701
>>6095596
How is your human to bird transition going?
>>6095644
what a jerk
Still not in any lists, or polls, or pretty much anything at all.
This is kinda cool.
>>6095596
why did you take off your trip
>>6095665
Took me a while to gain any relevancy too. Don't worry, persistence is key! Or start drama, they'll learn about you fast!
>>6095665
I know right
>>6095668
Because he never posts as anon and has no reason to
>>6095675
im not sure that that answers my question
>>6095610
>No I'm actually still a virgin
What the fuck? Is Oddish drunk again?
>>6095656
its ok. i got everyone i need on skype anyway and being on a tier list makes me remember that its pointless posting here all the time and its just a waste of time
>>6095665
i fucked up senpai
>>6095620
>>6095657
FUCK OFF you literally put a picture of my boy mode on a tier list and now all of r9k will laugh at me AGAIN!!
>>6095656
>Maybe they pick our worst
That's what they do yes. Tier lists are advanced level bullying.
>>6095682
True that, I'm not sure why I come here anymore. Post trans feels and blog sometimes I guess? Attention? Idk I have more than enough friends that I only come here for an hour or two a day these days.
>>6095681
Not yet
>>6095620
>>6095657
iphone cameras always make my nose look bigger than it actually is
i gotta take pictures further away from now on
>>6095602
you're getting strangely attractive
I want to fuck Nep so fucking hard till the sweat rolls down her soft legs and glistens on her perfect body. I want to hear her soft moans all throughout the night and collapse in exhaustion with her in my arms and hear her say "N-Nepu~"
>>6095690
I come here to fulfill my habitual need to lurk in an active online community.
>>6095690
yeah. i quit for a few days but then i came back out of habit. gonna block /lgbt/ and see what happens
yell at me if u see me post desu
>>6095657
>im really sorry about this
No you're not
>>6095632
>hes that high up on the list
kek
>>6095646
She made me feel like being trans was something that I was making up, and it ripped me in half, between "I need to transition for my own mental health", and "I need to improve my mental health so I can stop feeling like a girl". It hurt, and for the first time in my life, I feel like you understand exactly what I mean. Like I don't have to explain how emotional damage physically hurt.
Maybe I need to spend more time around here.
>>6095640
I felt bad for them. It's just one tier difference, it can't hurt.
>>6095705
Miss you, have fun.
>>6095686
im sorry hannah i didnt want to post it
I love this Nep so much
Neputune~
>tfw ur face passes but ur body is literally vomit inducing
I wish I could crop real life like photos
>>6095701
It's just my most flattering recent photo. Anything else would ruin it for you. Thanks though, that's nice to hear I guess? Idk what you mean by strangely lol
>>6095704
Yeah the other generals I lurk got dead for the moment, oh actually I see a red ! it's time to shitpost.
>>6095705
Okiedokie, have a good life corn <3
>>6095709
Love you too Kelly~
>>6095714
>it ripped me in half, between "I need to transition for my own mental health", and "I need to improve my mental health so I can stop feeling like a girl"
Hahey me too. I went through a number of things that would help me finally break out of it. Because feeling like I'm a girl had to be anything BUT being trans. There was no way. My therapist said it was OCD. My ex said I was just a confused straight guy. I'm normal, just a little mentally ill. And so on. It was hell and wasted a few years I could have been transitioning during. When I stopped trying to repress and figure this crap out it took such a toll on me I quit work, I wanted to work my last 2 weeks but my bosses could tell I was in such a bad shape they let me leave after a couple days.
>for the first time in my life, I feel like you understand exactly what I mean. Like I don't have to explain how emotional damage physically hurt.
Gurl a lot of stuff is familiar here. Either we've felt what you've felt before or know someone who has. Nothing you've said is foreign. One of my friends has spent hours telling me to trust nobody, that I can't, I'm only gonna get hurt, etc. I've been in the mindset myself and learned about it from others.
>Maybe I need to spend more time around here.
Careful. This place can make you feel good, but most of the time it's gonna make you feel worse. Lately I've noticed a direct correlation to how crappy I feel and how much time I spend on mtfg. Days where I barely come here or dont at all, I'm usually feeling pretty good. Days I spend all day on here I'm just... dead inside and jaded.
So be careful.
Does no one else have a waifu?
>>6095482
Stallman would be proud
>>6095731
excuse me wtf r u doin? (:
>>6095732
>tfw the opposite for me
>>6095746
Post butt
>>6095713
Some of these tiers are very suspect.
>>6095459
I was in the other thread then I made a food run x.x.
This is rough to hear cause I see a lot of similarities. I was on xanax for like all of 2011. I don't remember it at all. Also kinda just checked out emotionally senior year when I remember actually realizing I had repressed something, cause I realized how had it was for me to remember middle/elementary school, but I didn't know WHAT it was. Xanax helped me forget there was anything to pay attention to till I finally got out of it. During that time though I mean, I had a gf who flat out told me she wouldn't be with me because I wasn't masculine enough. I was just used as a lunch fund for 'friends' sometimes. I just wanted to be accepted and feel like I fit in somehow, but I'm always a wallflower.
>>6095714
Definitely be careful here like Grace said. This place is just as hurtful as it can be helpful, but it's about learning who is out to help people and who's just out to make themselves feel better by making others feel like shit.
Mtfg, how am I doing? My haircut is shit, so ive been putting my hair up
>>6095748
(You)
>>6095695
Yes yet.
>>6095719
Then why did you post it
>>6095732
>tfw it seems to change day to day
>>6095760
ur mega qt
>>6095760
According to the latest tiers you are roughly a 10/10 in comparison or maybe a little more.
>>6095766
i dont know hannah im so sorry. i dont expect you to forgive me...
i wish i could go back in time and do things differently.
>>6095746
i do, skinny girls with long black hair a best
>>6095744
i need to show you my airsoft collection, i dug it up the other day
>>6095774
*blushing intensifies*
>>6095760
do something with those eyebrows
y'all missed something great on /pol/ today
Now I'm depressed. I'm going to bed and never posting my face again until I've actually transitioned.
>>6095782
Oho, you're the one calling me attractive? Careful, you have our mutual friend already, don't you?
And yeah that would be pretty cool, I'm dying to get out and play again.
>>6095760
I'm jealous desu.
>>6095790
I just did the other day, I havent taken any pics yet though
>>6095800
>>6095789
Calm down. That says more about the poor tiers than your looks.
>>6095797
a robot chose you to be his gf in the r9k thread
>>6095747
>not on any list tier
>>6095808
ok. Idk, how well do you think I pass? If at all
Best Friend and I watched Kill Bill Volume I
>>6095806
Can do bby
I've been on hormones for a few years but now when I see men's forearms I get dysphoric because mine will never look that good. What does this mean?
>>6095800
just a compliment, nothing more~
your transition is going well
>>6095816
you were on this one >>6095620, it caught my eye cause they used emma
when i met my gf i was worried i'd be 'the man' of the relationship but i turned out to be the fat kitchen dyke with slightly pretentious tastes (i.e I'm white and I cook ethnic food to authentic recipes because I'm culturally aware check me out)
feels weird
/mtfg/ post your desktops!
>>6095826
It means you want to be held in their strong manly arms.
>>6095775
You made cornflakes leave and I hate you
>>6095837
nope its too cancerous
>>6095744
>My therapist said it was OCD.
They diagnosed me as major depressive in the mental hospital I stayed in. I'm so glad I checked myself in, because otherwise I'd likely still be in there; it only made me feel worse to know what the problem was and not have anyone there that understood or want to solve it.
>This place can make you feel good, but most of the time it's gonna make you feel worse
I'm happy that I finally cried about this, I've been holding it in for weeks, but that said, I think it's exactly what you mean.
>>6095791
Who let M Night Shyamalan direct today?
>>6095840
i didnt make the tier list i just posted it on r9k
>>6095843
id be depressed too if i was a hulking walking-disaster hon
>>6095837
On phone so here's my home screen
>tier list bs
well looks like mtfg is off to a shitty night,
I'm gonna go snuggle, hope u all have fun
>>6095827
that's all it better be, you're treating her right this time or I'll come up there and kick your butt
Thank you though, I just feel like all that's happened is my hair got longer.
>>6095843
>it only made me feel worse to know what the problem was and not have anyone there that understood or want to solve it.
They're out there, but you gotta go to the right places for it like a informed consent clinic or therapists that specialize in this stuff
>I'm happy that I finally cried about this, I've been holding it in for weeks, but that said, I think it's exactly what you mean.
Well I'm glad you're feeling better and got to let it all out. If you ever need someone to talk to, even if all you want me to do is listen, you're welcome to say something to me.
>>6095837
I changed it for the Winter. I should probably change it soon now that it's Spring.
>>6095837
On mobile too.
>>6095668
oh rip, I drop trip to post on /v/ and /vg/ and forgot it this time.
>>6095837
>>6095837
pls no judge
>>6095837
Does my phone pass?
>>6095871
hey did you detrans?
>>6095837
phone wallpaper
>>6095837
i like my phone wallpaper a lot more but it's up charging
>>6095881
>detrans
>still posts in /mtfg/
not very well, if at all
>>6095881
Yes
>>6095880
(You)
>>6095890
>dota
>>6095837
Here's my phone. I never was able to pull of some cool ricing with it, just boring minor stuff
>2clocks
>>6095880
>your phone is higher resolution than my laptop
shit
>>6095895
yea and we're freakin winning
even though im a feeder
bf is carrying me
>>6095837
super messy desktop that i never clean
>>6095886
night drives are the comfiest. little music, some gas station snacks, barely any other cars around and just the soft light from your dash.
>>6095837
heres my phone
>>6095898
lel, i have to shrink mine so it fits. but most new phones have stupid huge resolutions
>>6095909
Allow me to 1 up you.
>>6095860
I started seeing a gender therapist, but she was more on the sjw/hugbox side of things. Really did more harm than good since I kinda felt betrayed about it. Also, this was an inpatient hospital, for people self-harming and seriously wanting to kill themselves, who needed to get out of whatever situation they were in and take a breather. Most informed consent clinics don't do that.
I really hate asking for people to listen to my bullshit. I might just start crying randomly in this general, but as long as the chasers aren't in swarms, I kinda feel safe about it.
>>6095909
Clean up your desktop!
>>6095898
The future is now, my phone is a midrange model. There's phones with 4k screens now.
Phone wallpaper's not that great.
>>6095921
Clean up your desktop!
>>6095922
BASS ALERT
I SEE A BASS
>>6095931
Doing so right now
I usually just dump things on my desktop so I have a easy place to access stuff I'm gonna post here
>>6095935
anyone here play the drums?
I play guitar
let's make a tranny band
what do we call it?
>>6095892
>your boymode at 15
>>6095909
>>6095921
i literally have so many that they just keep going off the screen, and my resolution is shitty too
i've talked to chaser steve. he's a nice guy and i've decided to be his girlfriend
>tfw you spend almost an entire month with someone everyday and suddenly they're gone
>8 months later I look exactly the same if not worse
I tried to convince myself that hormones weren't going to do anything significant, but I still let myself get disappointed.
...fuck tier lists. Fuck being trans.
>>6095950
>...fuck tier lists. Fuck being trans.
amen
>>6095943
wat?
Just finished up a crap ton of programming homework, and now I'm here grilz. AMA
>>6095940
I play trombone, can it be a tranny ska band??
>>6095958
How are babies made?
>>6095958
Ho my god i just died .gif gaaah.
>>6095917
100% real im so lazy
>>6095945
>ddo
b a s e d
hardly ever see anyone else that plays
>>6095921
i think you got me by a bit, ours are really similar though
why do you have a bunch of images of chasers from the thread saved?
>>6095923
but that's sooo much effort
>>6095960
I'm okay with this
>>6095968
>ywn get pregnant from swallowing cum
>>6095921
almost as much of a mess as your face
>>6095973
fuck yeah
>>6095947
dangit i was gonna chase you, that's what i get for procrastinating
>>6095968
Oh uh...
I wasn't prepared for this.
>>6095958
>programming homework
pls be in straya
>>6095922
>but she was more on the sjw/hugbox side of things
Oh? What did she do?
>Also, this was an inpatient hospital, for people self-harming and seriously wanting to kill themselves, who needed to get out of whatever situation they were in and take a breather.
Ah okay, yeah, most hospitals like that aren't prepared for transpeople yet. I think there's one hospital not too far from me that only just now built a wing for transgender people and hired specialists and stuff for us.
>I really hate asking for people to listen to my bullshit. I might just start crying randomly in this general, but as long as the chasers aren't in swarms, I kinda feel safe about it.
Well I'm just putting it out there. Going anon and crying here isn't always a bad idea but sometimes the wrong people will be around and just try to hurt you. Like I said, be careful. Good luck friend, I hope things get better for you.
>why do you have a bunch of images of chasers from the thread saved?
You mean Kawaii? I just sent a couple to him that I like and then made this for him too. We're friends on Skype so it's all good.
>>6095977
<3
>>6095921
>>6095931
and get rid of those orange things
>>6095940
I love my fender jazz <3
>>6095950
Tier lists are for people who either can't form their own opinions, or need views on youtube.
>>6095960
Only if we play the super-fast ska.
>>6095968
I just died
>>6095837
okay, not much here.
>>6095947
can u please top me before you make things official
>>6095837
i try to keep it tidy
>>6095988
>I just sent a couple to him that I like
Couple to him of him that I liked. Like he sent me 6 different pics and I picked out the ones I thought he looked best in.
>>6095954
summers as a 15yo femboy
>>6095985
No I'm in burgerland :(
>>6095988
WOW I REALLY AM A MESS I FORGOT TO QUOTE EMMA
>>6095970
>>6095892
>tfw detrans'd
>>6095837
>>6095996
i like
>>6095950
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MzCLLHscMOw
This song hurts me cause I imagine as it as the parallel universe where the cis girl version of myself is living a better life while I remain a man
>>6095970
ive tried to play ddo like 7 times and my friends always end up quitting. i only made it to like level 10 or something. i really love the dungeons in it though, the way they use platforming and little puzzles and the narrator, they all feel like these cool little adventures and the games just fun. but i cant imagine playing it alone, so its just stuck there
>>6095940
I kinda play the drums
Let's call ourselves "Fuck Cis Up"
>>6096016
That name's way better than mine xD
>>6095922
>I really hate asking for people to listen to my bullshit.
Really don't worry like, I think just about everyone has had some night where they've just had to let stuff out here.
Hospital stuff sucks though. It's frustrating that the medical community is either too friendly or completely spiteful.
>>6096018
Nightmare fuel
>>6096018
What the FUCK?
>>6096018
i'm judging you for the picture of miss cocks spread asshole more than the other questionable faggotry.
>>6096029
it used to be way worse, but then i made a folder called "desktop" and put everything in that, i cant find that folder now though, it's somewhere in the top right
>>6095590
What the fuck I'm doing on top. Are you people blind.
>>6096017
If we're a punk band we can call ourselves "The Trannies"
Am I a cute boy?
>>6096018
Donald rawrAdolf-Hi
>>6096018
So this is an insight into the world of being an anon
You've read the books
You've watched the shows
What's the best way no one knows, you
Work, get ripped
Anything to take it from your mind
But it won't go, ohhhh ohhh
You're doing all these things out of desperation
Ohhh ohhh
You're going through six degrees of repression
You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke, ye
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
Well it's not, no
You're doing all these things out of desperation
Ohhh ohhh
You're going through six degrees of repression
First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you wish yourself as someone else
And the sixth is when you admit you may have fucked up a little
>>6096041
Well you're cute alright
>>6095993
used the wrong trip
>>6095988
She was like, "oh, it doesn't matter if your voice/face/body is completely male, because nobody notices". I really don't feel comfortable talking to her.
I'm enough of a level-headed cunt to know when people are trying to hurt me, and paranoid enough to only take trips seriously when someone offers help/advice.
I'll take your word about the chasers, but this thread was like crazy wtf around noon. Creeped me out a little, even if they're actually cool.
>>6096010
>Death Trap
?
>>6096041
cuter than me
>>6096040
Yesss Where are you guys at? Im in LA.
>>6096044
don't paint us with a broad brush.
>>6096041
You're cute! Holy shit that shirt yo.
>>6096041
Would recommend brushing/straightening your hair though famalam.
>born into asian family
>family all short and somewhat feminine looking
>"blessed" with 6'+ height and masculine looks
>mfw
>>6095837
Sorry 'bout the mess I've been getting lazy with my icons
>>6096055
> "oh, it doesn't matter if your voice/face/body is completely male, because nobody notices"
Yeah I wouldn't feel comfortable with that either go find a new therapist :T Mine at least understands when I talk about my insecurities and stuff, he doesn't try and tell me I don't need to do anything because i'm beautiful just the way I am.
>but this thread was like crazy wtf around noon
There is a reason I only go on mtfg in the evening/night. The rest of the time it's shit. I guess it's because Euros are awake or something.
>>6096063
I like the waves.
>>6096053
>>6096059
Thanks. The shirt isn't mine.
>>6096055
I'm sure you're cute.
>>6096063
I literally just woke up.
hi mtfg~
how are you doing tonight?
>>6096078
oh you know shitposting the usual
you?
>>6096078
[abandonment issues intensify]
>>6096078
i was thinking about becoming an alcoholic so i start having a chance of not waking up every morning
>>6096074
Hope you had good dreams.
>>6096089
trip on oddish
>>6096078
Trying my best not to feel dead inside while I wait for it to be late enough that I'm sure I'll sleep the whole night.
How are you edie?
>>6096078
Horny and lonely like every night ;~;
>>6096078
Planning for tomorrow so I don't actually accidentally start screaming at a bank teller.
>>6096097
can you post your naked butt tonight elanna?
>>6096056
East coast lmao
>>6096078
smoking away the dysphoria
it isn't working
>gf dumped me because I was too edgy
>always laughed at the edgy things i said and didn't even bother telling me anything, even though I tried to keep open and clear communication between us
Good riddance to bad rubbish.
>>6096066
>tallest person in my maternal family at 5'11"
>see them every year
>hit puberty late, so everyone remembers me being kinda short
>literally always comment on how tall I am
>was really annoying/painful for some reason
Conveniently, I have no plans to see that side of my family again. Also, one of my female cousins on my dad's side is taller than me, so I feel ok about being tallish.
>>6096069
I would have to drive 4 hours to see another person, and she works with my therapist pretty frequently. The next person is ~6 hours away.
yeah, I should really just go on at night.
>>6096074
You remind me of my friend's roommate/dealer.
[pic is me] I'm getting there, but still growing my hair out.
>>6096078
I've been worse.
>>6096103
is this the emy I knew or is this a new tripper?
>>6096084
nothing too much here, either. worked tonight which was beyond great. now i'm just texting qt girlfriendo about her school stuff.
how's the shitposting going?
>>6096088
>>6096097
>>6096096
>>6096089
>>6096103
>>6096104
the fuck? are y'all okay?
>>6096100
why would you scream at them?
>>6096107
i didn't know you played mtg! what cards are they exactly?
i'm currently just waiting on food. i got a huge cheeseburger and two large orders of fries. think i will just chill the rest of the night.
>>6096102
fugg
>>6095404
link for you mentally ill faggots
tinychat >> therapedungeon#
Why aren't there any acceptable trannies in San Francisco?
>>6096117
I'm kinda crossfaded rn but basically a guy I spent almost an entire month with every day moved out and now I feel lonely and depressed that yet another person I was friends with has left. it's not as bad though since he's not like cutting me off or anything he's just moving out.
What's mtfg listening to tonight?
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FMsEuhgojLI
>>6096056
>>6096119
Philly area
>>6096117
Second time I get given a runaround to change my info at the bank.
This time they told me to go back to the first people I told me to talk to the second who told me to call the third.
This is so I can cash a few cheques given to my current name, because I was dumb and never updated shit due to getting paid directly at the time.
I'm a bit annoyed.
>>6096117
I'm just kinda trying to get my head back together to figure out plans moving forward. Gonna plan out moving and stuffs but just kinda nervous I guess is all. Also some nights are just better than others as far as actually having distractions or people to talk to, and some nights I end up here.
>>6096127
like portland, they don't need to be acceptable in san francisco
Do you girls think my mother has at least hint that I'm trans if she's been listening to me listening and singing shit like this for some time now?
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cvaJ-aCZRRA
>>6095947
Came in here and fell in love with a bad bitch.
Back then she ain't have shit.
Now she did hrt, she got ass, tits.
Wanna know where she got that ass at
>>6096130
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBUoNZ6sLkk
there's a new DLC for one of my favorite games
>>6096117
>boned ex
>fell for ex again
Nope, definitely not ok
>>6096101
Not when I'm feeling this crappy I don't think ;_;
>>6096130
my dad tell me he hates me desu
>>6096130
this mastapeece
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz-IKBEpMZ4
>>6096130
Fu Manchu
>>6096117
all of them except for a couple of decks. ive played since i was like 10 so i have a little collection. i get with a few friends on the weekend to play and was thinking about trying to dig through the box to find the remnants of an older deck but its a lot of stuff to dig through.
i just got done eating some nice dumplings and fried rice from takeout, whered you get the cheeseburger from? i kind of miss having a million burger joints near me, its all poutine and sandwiches here.
>>6096130
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dk0ARtlQ7M
i really like the weather
>>6096115
i started tripping at like the beginning of march
>>6096117
just tired. should probably just head off to bed
Another sad night
I want to sleep but can't
>>6096131
VA here
We used to drive up to PA to visit my dad's grandparents but then they died. Old people, am I right?
>>6096078
im pretty good senpai
hrt is gonna make me happier right guys? Every now and then I get these doubts where I think I should just grab my back up vial of Test and start pinning. What the fuck do I do?
>>6096146
>Not when I'm feeling this crappy I don't think ;_;
o-ok, i understand. feel better, elanna
>>6096165
Stay low test. Take it from a high test.
>still not on any tier list
>>6096169
do I start hrt or just stay low test? I have everything I need being shipped to me now.
>>6096129
oh, that guy who lived with yume?
either way, i'm sorry. that really sucks. that happens though, yknow? people are always going to come in and out of your life.
>>6096137
i mean.....do you think yelling at them would work? at this point i feel like i would be yelling.
>>6096140
well, where do you want to move? what DO you want to do?
>>6096146
elanna, this has happened more than once, hasn't it? i doubt it'll last. the feelings, i mean. you need to stay away from him though.
i had that same thing happen for awhile, but when i met faye i just kind of stopped having feelings for him at all, so.
perhaps dating someone new would help?
>>6096154
d'aw that sounds like a super nice day :3
i got it from a local joint. it's bomb. the delivery food here is pretty good as long as you want american.
>>6096156
i hope you sleep well.
>>6096142
Cutie Panther would have been more of a tell, imo.
>>6096163
... yeah, old people.
Eh, that's not too bad compared to LA. I'm not fond of driving 5-8 hours, but I can do it.
>>6096169
>tfw no high test guy to ravage my helpless estrogenized bp
>>6096178
>Cutie Panther would have been more of a tell, imo.
>implying i don't listen to that one too
>tfw was doubting if I was really trans
>run out of hormones a week ago
>angry, bitter, fearful of masculinization
W-well I guess that's that
This weed I bought has cured my dysphoria but its making me fat again.
>>6096184
good good
let the T-rage flow through you
>tfw was dumb enough to post my face with my trip on even though I was pre hrt when I took it
A-at least I've got something to motivate myself to work hard to improve myself
>>6096173
Don't delay hrt just start it already
>>6096066
> everyone in my immediate family is 5'8" max height
>tfw I'm 6'3"
End me
>Got chipotle
>went to sex shop with gay friend
How was your night mtfg?
>>6096179
This triggers my rape instinct.
>>6096165
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgH3cGW6mbo
I want to die
>>6096188
abby are you sure you want to do this? edie just got six different sad people with that question.
>>6096175
I'm very tempted to yell if they try to shoo me a second time.
But there's one person in that bank who knows me and if he didn't just quit I know I can usually get through him. So there's a slight chance of not having to yell.
>>6096175
That's the problem. I don't know. I don't really have goals or aspirations again yet. I'd given up on life before transitioning and only started being happy recently so like, just not even sure about what I want/like anymore. I even have that problem with hobbies I've stopped liking escaping into video games but so long of doing that has me unsure of what to even pick up as a hobby to begin again. I've considered going back to school for pharmacy tech for at least something until I figure everything out and have considered the meme destination of Portland but also have a friend who has me considering Austin. Idk.
Can the pizza party hurry up and start. Good lord the sad posting
>>6096188
Edie beat you to it some posts earlier. No (you)'s for you.
>>6096186
Actually I have been T-raging a bit. I screamed at my mom and I have an overwhelming desire to break things.
>>6096199
Adri.
>>6096199
>tfw i haven't seen any (You)'s in months
>>6096168
hi
>>6096188
im p high and Im eating a lot of good food so im pretty good
>>6096175
This is the second time it's happened yes. How am I supposed to stay away from him when he's basically the only friend in my life that I see regularly though? I've turned into a shut-in and don't really know where to meet someone new.
>>6096167
I'll try anon, thanks.
>>6096190
how big is your rapestick, big boy?
>>6096195
>>6096199
S-Sorry... I-I... I'll just go
>>6096205
windrunner is my bae. drugs are bad though m'kay ;)
>>6096204
AY ITS CHESTY CHESKA
>>6096178
Just email me the .wav files and I'll work my magic
>>6096181
https://soundcloud.com/dubclx/soldier-game-dubclx-jersey-club-remix
I was giving you the benefit of the doubt.
>>6096197
Playing an instrument is pretty great. I personally would go with the friend, but then again, I don't have friends like that.
>>6096211
Lux > windrunner > everything else
>tfw sick and doped up on codeine and have to leave for work in an hour
rrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee life sucks
Hi. How is life treating everyone else?
Blood is pretty
This is totally my next album cover
>>6096208
My word! That's some pretty sensitive information.
>>6096204
(You)d.
>>6096218
How about you email me the .wav files?
>>6096219
Soldier game is an amazing song. What the hell is that remix though.
I generally tend tl listen more to Lily White songs though, since Rin and Nozomi are my favorite raibu singers
>>6096221
Coffee and water
P ok home from work
Played p4a very randomly
Took hormones
>>6096211
what if its gonna help me gain weight finally tho??
checkmate athiests
>>6096219
Well I have a friend in Portland who would help me get set up and a place to visit while I search for a place to be sure on and a friend who would likely come room with me there, but I've had another friend who's said for months they will be looking for a roommate in Austin but I never thought the timing would work out, but it's actually seeming like it might going forward. It's just starting to feel like a big decision x.x
>>6096206
>can't make elanna's lonely feels go away
HA HA I FEEL HORRIBLE
>>6096213
i lost weight and fat but my tits got bigger, how does this happen
>>6096226
thanks a lot tony the tiger
>>6096203
Uh yes... hi anon.
>>6096211
No, don't go. Here's an extra (you)
What's new??
>>6096205
Hey you
when do you want to meetup tomorrow? earlier or later?
>>6096204
lurkers ftw senpai
we own
>>6096129
>ui is moving out
>leaving gem the only one with an income
holy shit you guys are so fucked hahahahahah
>>6096188
w-well, my night has been good. i'm generally happier now with everything in my life than i have been in a long time.
>>6096196
please update us on what happens. is this a larger bank, or?
>>6096197
i totally get that. i was the same way for the past....4-5 years of my transition. it's only been the last year or two that i've been okay again.
you should just do whatever makes you happy. i think if you pursue your own happiness your dreams and aspirations will start to become more clear. there's no need to feel stressed about it though. most people don't know what to do even when the path is clear for them. it's perfectly normal.
>>6096198
my thoughts exactly.
>>6096206
girl...you need to make more friends. either that, or start going on dates with guys you meet on okcupid or whatever.
you can't just keep not hanging out with anyone, and then fucking your ex. i did that for awhile and it was awful.....
you deserve to be with someone who wants the same things you do and who you don't have that history with.
>>6096238
Adri.
>>6096240
it's not ui, it was another guy
(obvious mado anon is obvious)
>>6096237
>i lost weight and fat but my tits got bigger, how does this happen
Fat redistribution? I guess?
What does it mean if I want to be anime and wear something like this?
>>6096230
Ya I have coffee rn.
What is P4a?
>>6096245
One, not Mado.
Two, he moved out? I thought he wasn't supposed to for a couple more days.
>>6096219
>league of laughs
>>6096231
That's actually not a bad idea. I'm trying really hard to gain weight but nothing ever fucking works
>>6096238
>What's new??
So this girl I know of who is currently dating another girl hit on me REALLY hard at a party while drunk. We got coffee a few days ago and now she wants to take me out to dinner? I have no fucking clue what's going on but she's really cute and ahhhhhhhh
>>6096243
> i'm generally happier now with everything in my life than i have been in a long time.
That's always a good thing to hear! I like when peoples are doing well :) glad things are working out
>>6096237
You're welcome bb.
>>6096248
A G P
G
P
Maybe
>>6096251
Persona 4 arena
>>6096254
ui is still here, mado got kicked out for being a t-raging bipolar and getting psychotically angry over some internet drama bullshit, Mado's brother is the one that moved out
>>6096263
I know you guys had your disagreements, I was talking about mado's brother. I thought he wasn't moving out till at least may.
>>6096229
idk, the doujin scene went through a jersey club phase, and I thought it was kinda interesting.
>>6096235
Every decision is a big decision. I'd say go with your gut and just follow whatever seems more interesting, but that's just me.
>>6096231
I'm trying to gain weight by just bringing a bag of pretzels up to my room with me. I usually eat the entire bag. Gained like 5 lbs so far this month.
>>6096256
I'm actually probably gonna stop playing desu. It's just too much to keep up with, fucking patches on a daily basis.
Going to bed. 10 AM classes tomorrow; last week of em. Feel better guys. Thanks for listening, Grace.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DmNpjCFSkZw
GET OUT NORMIES
>>6096263
This sounds interesting
May i hear more
>>6096268
he decided to go live with his mom again, I only heard about it vaguely yesterday and suddenly he's gone today
get in therapedungeon
>>6096243
>please update us on what happens. is this a larger bank, or?
I'll probably end up updating when I manage through the happiness of having more than 100$ to my name but sure.
Also it's a major canadian bank which I think is mostly known for really shit customer service.
>>6096272
>idk, the doujin scene went through a jersey club phase, and I thought it was kinda interesting.
Did you misquote?
>>6096228
Holy shit, someone else who uses Renoise. On a scale of Deadmau5 to Vsnares, how spastic is your drum programming?
>>6096277
that's all there is too it
>>6096238
i haven't even been on 4chan since spring hit and also getting addicted to diablo 3 with sophie
>>6096247
i thought hrt stops doing anything after 2 years
also i can either do 15 dollars over steam or paypal if you really wanted
>>6096257
i learned that going fast in a car turns me on, does that mean im a slut?
>>6096175
it is a nice day. i kind of wish i had other females to play with, but at least ive got my gf. the rest of them are all fat neckbeards though, theyre nice enough people in spite of it.
eating out here is wonderful, theres a huge focus on local sources and more homemade stuff, but theres not much outside of small local places.
>>6096235
movings always a big decision. just go with whichever one sounds like a better opportunity for you, or whichevers more fun. dont stress over your friends, you need to focus on you.
>>6096281
Le chaser face
>>6096279
Kek hope you said goodbye cunt cause he's gone. Enjoy the rest of your shit life
>>6096272
good night charlotte talk to me about DAWs some other day
>>6096243
>you can't just keep not hanging out with anyone, and then fucking your ex. i did that for awhile and it was awful....
It is awful, but I've been in this rut on and off for close to a year now. What pulled you out of it, what did you do to get out of that spot?
I have a confession though: I've never been on a date. I don't know the first thing about dating.
>>6096236
Don't, you're not responsible for my crappy life.
>>6096283
>lose trip between boards
Am i a hon? Luke honestly?? I thought i looked okay until i noticed everyone puts me so low on tier lists...this shouldnt matter..but i cant help myself
>>6096303
>I have a confession though: I've never been on a date. I don't know the first thing about dating.
you literally just sit there and eat a free meal while a guy tries to convince you he's worth having sex with
edie needs to do the thing
>>6096310
You're an ugly girl
>>6096311
that sounds awful, people do this on purpose? with every new person?
>>6096310
>implying tier lists matter
>>6096281
join our autism
>>6096338
Fucking hell you're an idiot. I joked about the rape because he regretted doing anything with you and that's what he does, he wanted a place to stay he was kind to you but he doesn't give a shit about you. We talk about how gross all of you are he talks about how dumb you are but still sweet cause that's what you are, a sweet retard but I hope you enjoyed your 15 minutes with him cause he doesn't wanna be your friend he put up with you cause he had to. Now go be depressed you're to much of a fucking disgusting loser.
>>6096364
why are you such an edgy faggot?
>>6096372
Why are you such a dumb fat cunt?
>>6096390
shut the fuck up Mado no one likes you here anyway
im not amy victoria just one of the many people who can't stand you
>>6096423
You're not everyone and good fuck you you're probably a piece a shit
>>6096430
far from it, im not you
you know, it's really sad when even your friends secretly hate you
>>6096445
>implying any of those fags are my friends
I hated them long before they hated me. Also how does it feel knowing I have people who love me that buy me shit all the time and total strangers I talk to for five minutes are willing to buy shit for me all the time? So please anon, tell me how hated I really am, I'm just dying to know how the people who wanna hang out and buy me shit hate me so much.
>>6094845
Sometimes I think I am but on some days where people are racist toward me irl. I can't help but cry that night. I already leave the house as infrequently as possible, when I'm forced out to get a box of milk or something and I have to deal with it, it;s ckind of crushing.