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i just found the sacrosanct of "tru trans" ideology, this hon is gold!

▶Informed Consent Providers: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/932389/Trans/Stepping%20Forward%20-%20Informed%20Consent%20Clinics.pdf
▶Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968

previously: >>6007675
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errybody post bods nao
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>>6009741
holy fuck I give up

flushing my hormones
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>>6009741
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In contrast to HSTSs, most AGPs are unable to convincingly pass as female, the possibility of blending in, of being "in stealth mode" is largely illusory.

http://www.transkids.us/invisible.html

PURE GOLD.
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>>6009754
#Justtransbianthings
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>>6009750
>envying body of some lanky hon with a beer gut, big feet and linebacker shoulders
c'mon
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i wish i was visibly trans so someone would murder me
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>>6009767
if that's a hon then I'm an abomination
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Vaginaaaaaaaaa

Having a dick is soooo stuuuuuupid
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>>6009760
http://www.tsroadmap.com/info/transkids/index.html

Transkids.us is pretty dodgy for anything.
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>>6009762
I love seeing people laugh
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>>6009767
>jealous hon seething with rage
Trip on ufufu
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>>6009767
#justchaseropinions
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>>6009781
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>>6009782
ufufu probably thinks I'm a hon tbqh
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>>6009782
>ufufu
>hon
Now you just fuck up there
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>>6009741
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>>6009759
Fuck you faggot. Too soon.
I am still mad over Bioware.
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>>6009783
wrong, i am just someone who's actually passable and who doesn't look like a skinnyfat boy :^)
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>>6009791
>kayla
>inspiring anyone
fuck off kayla
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http://strawpoll.me/7346109

Reposting poll for the fresh thread.
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>>6009800
So you're just a fat boy?
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>>6009792
Well my little soldier likes this one.
so.. hot
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>>6009802
its complicated desu
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>>6009798
whoa easy with the T-rage big guy
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>>6009800
>doesn't under what the average woman's waistline looks like
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>>6009762
"Another factor that causes HSTS invisibility is the simple fact that homosexual transsexuals, by and large, pass unremarkably as female after transition. This allows most transkids to assimilate into the communities in which they live. They do not feel the need, nor desire, to be "out". Indeed, being "out" would nullify many of the benefits of living as women that they sought to secure."

#justtrutransthings
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>>6009800
>that jelus
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>>6009805
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>>6009740
I grew up pretty far south, in st. mary parish. right on the atchafalaya. i miss boating and riding horses but transitioning was more than worth it. and then after i moved to maine it was even better, its so different but everybody is nice and accepting of stuff and the laws are good and mountains are cool. stupid excited to see snow too
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>>6009802
To many conflicting feelings there
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>>6009807
For you.
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>>6009806
Well, of course it's complicated. Children are a huge responsibility. Want to talk about the complications?
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>>6009802
>tfw you want kids someday but your girlfriend doesnt
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>>6009789
>six foot tall dude
>broad shoulders
>no hips
>Steve buscemi eyes
He is not attractive or passable. The fact that he is six feet tall with linebacker shoulders automatically disqualifies him.
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>>6009814
>snow

I've literally never seen or touched snow what's it like?
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>>6009811
>transkids
is this the newest hon meme?

"you're such a transkid since you pass so well, hon :^)"
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>>6009802
Eww kids. I don't hate babys, just the human ones.
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>>6009813
I wish i could reach through the monitor and feel all along those legs fuuuuuck
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>>6009825
Wow someone is mad jelly.
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>>6009820
They didn't really set you up for that but you tried
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>>6009823
rape your gf, i am sure your hontinkler still works :^)
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>>6009825
Sounds line you're jelly of her.

>linebacker shoulders
You do know that there are cis women with inverted triangle bodies as well.
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>wake up
>browse news on phone till nothing new
>get up and put clothes on while hating my body
>turn comp on
>go take a piss while hating my dick
>pass mirror in bathroom hating body
>take vitamins and hrt
>start music on computer
>get whatever food I can find downstairs if I can actually find anything
>so depressed appetite is shit, not a lot of food I'll eat cuz too self conscious about eating bad, not a huge selection of food avail on house, can't afford to go out and spend money on food
>browse meaningless shit on computer and try to use video games for escapism
>smoke weed if I have it, usually until I'm completely out because I'm probably psychologically addicted to it at this point
>try to find food again
>games, maybe watch the same old TV shows
>shower if I feel like it
>oh hey shit body
>tfw will never experience childhood as a young girl
>tfw no friends except one 3 hours away and gf in another country
>try to find food again
>still playing music
>maybe I'll go for a walk, actually probably not because I always just go to the park sit there and feel depressed
>more shit video games and doing pointless shit on computer
>go to bed
Every.single.day
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>>6009824
>tfw gonna raise other people's unwanted eggs with Bird
>>6009824
Bird <3
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>>6009802
i really want kids, preferably when im around 35.

>>6009827
idk ive never seen or touched it either thats why im so excited for this winter. i just moved here not long ago right when the last of the snow was gone
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>>6009825
spotted the salty hon
how does it feel that you will never be gendered correctly, sir?
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>>6009831
Roid-anon pls calm yourself. Youa re among friends, no need to overcompensate.
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>>6009824
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>>6009822
on one hand I want kids. But on the other I don't wanna adopt bc I want them to be mine and yet I'm sterile so it's like do I just adopt anyways one day or move on and accept that I can't have non adopted kids.

it gets me a little dad thinking about it too cuz pre hrt I was really looking forward to being the best parent I could (since mine were ultra shitty)
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>>6009837
shes trans too

Id be fine with adopting
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>>6009840
At least you're not homeless? Sorry you're so miserable though, anon. Wish I could help
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>>6009828
Naww. Transkids was the old term for today's "young transitioners", trans people getting started before as children, or early teens. This was in a time when "young transitioner" was everyone getting started before their late thirties.

That particular website is...pretty dodgy.
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>>6009827

cold, wet
makes everything look pretty
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>>6009840
Can't you, you know, just snap out of it?
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>>6009840
Yeah it sucks but dwelling on it makes it work. Get some more and new vices less computer and more other stuffs
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>>6009841
>tfw Grace has become more bird than person
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>>6009843
Ahhhh! That sounds so magical! Make a snowman :3
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>>6009861
SCRAW
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>>6009811
>>6009760
>>6009732
>masculine hons appropriating the label "homosexual transsexual" for themselves in order to be seen as more "legitimate" and passable
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>>6009867
Pls come back to us
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>>6009863
So the decision has been made? You won't be lifting the bad feels away?
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>>6009871
one thing about death i look forward to is the sweet release from shit like this
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>>6009871
Kek
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>>6009841
pic related, you and me without the egg yet~
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>>6009878
>>6009873
Shouldn't you be more supportive of your sisters in arms?
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>>6009741
Taken in the work break room.
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>>6009888
is that a guild wars paragon cosplay?

hum
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>>6009889
Meant employee changing room/bathroom
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>>6009865
and a snow fort and im going to have a snowball fight, not to mention the dreamy walks around with my gf. itll be too nice
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>>6009889
where is you're bobes? are you an boy?!
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why is every tranny here skinnyfat as fuck? this disgusts the chaser
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>>6009899
HRT does nothing
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>>6009893
I hope so for your sake. Just don't go overboard with running.
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>>6009903
Hormones do that. do you want tranny booty or amelia-tier anorexics instead?
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>>6009903
what body type does the chaser like?
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>>6009903
>tfw muscular with abs
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>>6009903
Female fat distribution on a male skeleton
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>>6009873
I'm sorry but I've flown away
>>6009882
when i finally make us human
>>6009903
137lbs and 5'6" skinnyfat for lyfe
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>>6009889
You really need to tighten up anon. You have muffin tops under your granny pants.
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>>6009903
hairless feminine skinnyfat is the best
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how do you think treatments for trans people will improve in the future?
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>>6009918
ppl wont be mean to us aha
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>>6009904
how many yrs on HRT?
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>>6009918
stem cell vaginas. they won't need anything else because everyone legit trans in the future will transition as a child.

the rest of us will be left to waste and suffer as a dying relic of the past until hons go extinct
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>>6009920
3
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>>6009907
That anon does not speak for all of us
I'm very much into the skinnyfat too
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>>6009927
>tfw last of the hons
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>>6009926
>the body is being denied protein
Don't do that. You'll end up as another borderline anorexic yet pudgy looking tranny.
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>>6009934
Oh my god.
I want to laugh and cry at the same time.
look at her face...
"what the fuck have I done."
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trying to figure out how to enjoy life as a full time hon
other than hiding inside on /mtfg/ all day I'm stumped
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>>6009927
Yeah that ain't happening within this generation.
Let me propose another timeline - one in which society gets tired of anything trans-related and doubles down on it. You might be the peak of tranny achievements.
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>>6009943
drink until you don't care about being a hon
find other people who don't care either
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>>6009930
>3 years on estrogen
>no bobe at all
r u kid in me??????
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>>6009912
I will never forget you ~
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I had some more adventures

I visited my friend who lived in the middle of town, while I live in the west of town, and my phone actually died on the way there and I ended up chilling with some random dude who let me into his house to charge my phone for awhile, after I flounded around and got super lost and cried like a pansy but like he was cute, tho and a gamer so it was comfy. So i got there and watched the movie and it was chill. Than it was like 12:30 when I left my friends house and my phone died on the way back and I ended up in the north of town, where people were constantly either catcalling me, or laughing at me or shouting at me, and I got shot at??? or at least someone tried to scare me into thinking i was, i wasn't really looking and I cried a lot. So I made my way back to around my friend's house finally, and then tried again to get back home from there, and did it right and got home at like 3:15
But so that guy's whose house i stayed in for a bit, while i was there, he had given me his ipad so i wouldn't be bored watching his play destiny and i was on facebook on there, and he friended himself, baka
but he was p kyut and we chatted a bit and he thought i was rurl kyut and well, one thing led to another and he invited me to a threesome with him and his lady
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>>6009934
Iktf pleb
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>>6009934
Hahaha the cat
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>>6009947
r u kitten me
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>>6009950
MAAAARGE
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>>6009942
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>>6009949
is your asshole even functional anymore
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>>6009952
ur pussy ok
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>>6009834
>>6009838
Trip on ufufu stay mad, sir. Kek you're 6 feet tall how does it feel being unpassable Steve buscemi
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>>6009949
Solid 5/7 story
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>>6009949
>trannies
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>>6009958
IM pussy?
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>>6009947
I'm also 3 years and even less boob than that
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>>6009918
Probably the same way it's been going recently unless there's some sort of groundbreaking advances in neurology or gene therapy. Stuff like Improved diagnostic criteria and counseling methods, less stigma, easier access to hormones for trans adults and adolescents, better insurance coverage, improved surgery methods, etc.
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>>6009962
Ok
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>>6009952
>>6009962
Kill yourself
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>>6009957

I actually got a tear so i'm taking a break right now.
Or should be.
The tear wasn't my fault, though.
I was with this guy who was super thick and super impatient, he just jammed it in with barely any foreplay and he was waaaay too thick for nonsense.

>>6009960
>>6009961

thank you, thank you
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>>6009944

the greatest trans generation

pffffffffffffffft
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>>6009964
Just get implants.
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>>6009969
How's it feel to be kicked out of three places in the timeframe of a few months?
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hons are so depressing

can't they be just locked away someplace so we don't have to interact with them?
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>>6009944
I want the timeline where gender no longer exists
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>>6009959
Height has nothing do with it
Please stay salty my good sir
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>>6009973
When I can afford them, currently blowing all my money on FFS.
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>>6009977
hon reservations when?
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>>6009940
I always thought it was her giving up desu...
>>6009950
You could only dream of being as hon as me, Angie.
>>6009951
The cat knows that she isn't moving for a while.
>>6009977
Where do I go then?
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>>6009976
Its two yuh idiot and it was a great learning experience and feels great to be out of that shithole they call a living space
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>>6009973
It just wouldn't be the same
Also where's that webm from, my uh, friend needs to know.
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Anyone ere take 6mg of estrogen? I feel like upping my dosage
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>>6009912
(ɔˆ 3(ˆ⌣ˆc)
>>6009955
MEAT
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>>6009978
give it a few hundred years assuming we dont have a complete societal collapse and we might be put into THE NET
>>6009986
yeah

ive heard more kinda fucks with ur brain but im not sure

how big are u?
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Nah. It's the other one, but less bright and optimistic. We'll have "hons" for generations to come, although fewer children and teens will be without information and resources, so early/pre teen transition will become the norm.
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>>6009986
what type of estrogen do you use?
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>>6009986
I'm taking 8, whats up?
>>6009988
<3
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>>6009986
what are your levels?
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>>6009986
just a friendly heads up--its not about taking as much as possible its about finding what works for your body in particular.
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>>6009989
>how big are u
she's a big girl
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>>6009990
Better yet, with eugenics it would be corrected at birth.
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>>6009989
Get depressed again for no reason and kill yourself already you bipolar nutcase
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>>6009995
>tfw kinda afraid to try other dosages
On one hand maybe something would work better
But on the other hand 8 seems to be doing just fine
and I'd be afraid of hurting my progress or something
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i fucked your dads
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>>6009986
6 mg, here. Hoping to move over to injections/pellets soon. Expect the latter is unlikely, but I can try.
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>>6010002
i recommend getting your levels checked.

I know for me that when I was on too high of a dosage my fingers and joints swelled up for a few weeks. that really sucked.

4mg/day has been awesome for me.
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>>6010009
These were my levels in feb and unless something has changed this is what I should still be at. Gonna find out what my updated levels are in June but I haven't changed any dosages.
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>>6009986
My doctor has me on 8mg. Used to buy the hon pseudo science that anything above 6mg will kill you, but now I regret it because I think my body masculinized a little bit more before i started taking a proper dosage.
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where's kayla I want to feed her ketchup until she smiles
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why shouldn't I kill myself again?
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should I masturbate or not. Haven't done it for a while.

Also not on hrt. I'm just bored
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>>6010001
Give it a rest Mado. You're the only bipolar nutcase here, you're not even trans why do you post here?
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>>6009971
Heh. Funny.

>>6009978
That idea will always be popular only with the tumblrinas of that age.

>>6009981
Go big or go home.
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mado is less bearable than kyler at this point
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>>6010021
Planning on DD. Not keen on having to get them replaced every few years though...
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>>6009985
This wouldn't be for anything lewd, would it?
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>>6010018
i'd do it if i were literally you but i have little will to live in the first place

just being honest
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>>6010026
No but,
>>6010021
ANON WHATS THAT SOURCE
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>>6010025
Best of luck. Just don't go overboard.
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>>6010020
Never and you obviously don't know shit
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What do you, yes (you), want in a man? Both inside, and outside.
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>>6010020
>>6010024
>not having him filtered
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>>6010027
like, hrt didn't work for me and I have way too much wrong with me to fix
if I was a horse I'd be shot
if I were a car I'd be scrapped
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>>6010024
Time for you to find a new hobby
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>>6010033
4chan-X makes this general almost bearable.
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>>6010011
whoa that's kinda low, kid
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>>6010036
I'd kill myself, myself, but I'm too pussy. If I had the guts, 'dead' would be an objectively preferable state of being.
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>>6010032
I want him to be smaller than me, softer than me, submissive and cuddly
I want him to smile a lot and be social

I also want him to look really good in long socks and tights and skirts and dresses
and to take it in the ass

and just a playful demeanour
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>>6010033
You know I'd just go anon at that point or change my name every three posts cause why the not
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>>6010032
My boyfriend would fit all my needs if he was that little bit older and more competent. As it is he gets me to go into shops, make appointments, etc. it gets seriously trying at times.
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>>6010012
>I think my body masculinized a little bit more
how would that be even possible? aren't you on AA?
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>>6010032
Lots of feathers and capable of flight.
>>6010040
Ugh I'm getting worried
time to do more research and maybe schedule a new appointment
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>>6010030

all your pictures give me the weirdest boners
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>>6010042
same. already bought a helium tank, just biding my time until I can't take it anymore
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>>6010044
You need to go outside
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>>6010018
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=al-tdoT3gL8

So you can experience this
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>tfw no boy to fuck my gt with his benis
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>>6010040
What's a good level?
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>>6010043
h-hi!
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>>6010042
I think I'm ready

>>6010054
its not going to happen
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>tfw swallow sharp chip
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>>6010050
They're pretty great. Nothing better than bloody animu girls
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>>6009984
It will be three in the few months when the person you're staying with decides to boot you out too.
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>>6010053
I do more than most here
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>>6010060


why wait?
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>>6010039
heh
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>>6010064
Kek keep on dreaming dumb ass
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>>6010058
anon is a liar, anonette

anything in this range is "good"
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>>6010063

sometimes i look at guro to remind myself how horrible all the things my depressive compulsions tells me i should do would really be, and how horrible it would be to have my loved ones see me like that
but i think it's starting to have unintended effects

>>6010060

it'll be ok, shannon
stay away from 4chan four awhile, it helps a lot
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>>6010043
good 1
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>>6010074
wew

doxxing yourself are we?
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>>6010032
I'd like someone who i can take to cafe's and talk about books with, someone who I can take to a library and sit next to, reading. Someone who appreciates my hobbies and encourages them, and helps me to improve myself. and someone who wanted me to do the same for them. Someone who wouldn't mind me holding their hand in public and who i could surprise with dorky gifts, I'd like a relatively organised person, and someone who cleans up after themselves. Someone with a sense of humour and can be wierd with me when we're in the mood. Someone i can snuggle with and drink tea with while watching a documentary or listening to some music together. Someone who i can be alone with.

looks wise, im not really all that fussed, as long as they aren't deformed and at least average. Though truth be told, i'd probably overlook an average person. So ideally, someone around my level of attractiveness. which is at least a 6.

Also with a vagina preferably and all the bits and pieces that go with that.

though a girl like that doesnt exist.
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>>6010082
I had it cropped on my ipad but it didnt sent it cropped
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>>6010062
hate that feel
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>>6010074
>honnery

LOL
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>>6010074
>Honnery
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>>6010086
thank u for relatin
it SUX
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>>6010032
Ahh, the cherished (you)

Not much shorter or taller than me. Fit and trim - not frighteningly bulky. Medium-long hair that I can play with. A good, easy smile. Wants long-term with children and a home. Gets along well with my friends. Patient and easy-going. Likes music of various genres. Makes at least enough money to support himself. Is not /pol/.
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>>6010089

Pookie are you ready for your diaper change ;)
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>>6010088
Yeah, I run a hon farm. Is just like a cattery
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>>6009983
I never let my dreams be dreams
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> Hips hurting.

M-maybe I have hope for hips yet.
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>>6010076
I guess I like it do much cause I desire a loved one who wants to see me that way
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>>6010049
(*´▽`*)
>>6010062
chew your food desu
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>>6010095
What do you collect from the farmed hons?
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>>6010089
pooker boy
pokieboy
porker

time for bed
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>>6010097
good luck anon. that boat has long since sailed for me
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>>6010096
cute image

>>6010099
im trying : /////

>>6010089
<3
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>>6010100
I sell the juices for use in beauty cream and protein products
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>>6010011
>>6010040
It's NOT low. Note the units are in filthy pg/mL instead of pmol/L.

You're almost precisely at the average cis female level. You could do with a bit higher levels because you're supposed to be in 'puberty', but otherwise you're totally good.
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>>6010011
Did you take the test immediately after dosing or you didn't dose in the morning?
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>tfw nothing but a skinnyfat twinkhon with love handles
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> Hips hurt.

I-is it happening? What do I have to do to maximize hippage? Should I need to sacrifice a live goat or anything?
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>>6010122
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>>6010127
sacrifice a hon in the middle of a busy street

everybody wins
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>>6010085
Everybody ignored my because apple screwed up my first post ;_;
>>
When I orgasm I often think I can live a normal life and have a wife and be cis
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>>6010127
>What do I have to do
Lower your expectations.
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I've made some mistakes....
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>>6010133
Ppl responded to your name Honnery.
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>>6010138
I have no expectations. I have hopes and dreams.

Just tell me what I want to hear. I'm going to have delicious child-bearing hips. Right?
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>>6010131
me on the left
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>>6010139
so did ur mum m8
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>>6010112
Awesome :3
>>6010119
I believe it was prior to dosing. A couple hours ahead of time actually.
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>>6010139
look gang, the necrophilia/BBC/poop/vore-addicted autist is back
>>
I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE ISSSS
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>>6010139
[Bad End]
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>>6010139
that seems like a good investment to me

currently playing Wind Waker HD
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>>6010122
>tfw nothing but a skinnyfat twinkhon with a bubble butt
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>>6010141
... YES.
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>>6010139
Sup oddish
is that your whip?
300bhp under the hood? hydraulics?
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>>6010141
these >>6009741 >>6009889 are what you are going to end up looking like

that's the best HRT can do
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>>6010139
>wii u and a shitty zelda game
You fucked up
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>>6010141
Welcome to hipsville. Population: (you)
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>>6010139

Twilight Princess is not a bad Zelda
I wouldn't buy a whole Wii U for it though... Aren't they releasing a new console real soon?
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>>6010157
How can you be skinnyfat and have a bubble butt?
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>>6010153
Kill yourself
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https://clyp.it/nw2znn00
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>>6010157
oh I have that too but no one would want to fuck that since my face looks so ugly and boyish and underage
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>>6010139
only worth it for smash
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>>6010160
im >>6009741
and im barely 10 months on hrt ^.^
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>>6010160
To be fair, >>6009741 legitimately has a fairly attractive body. If she had a defined waist. Probably a hon facially though.

Could just be angles too.
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>>6010157
Heard it was your birthday, happy birthday!
>>
muffins, fuck me. fuck me hard.
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>>6010159
I'm borrowing my roommates car its a normal ass 2011 kia forte
>>6010163
I'm also purchasing for the virtual console and other remakes. The new zelda will be on both consoles. I like the wii u. Idk.
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>>6010169
How 2 save this?
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPdNtybCjuQ

>tfw remembering memories with your friends
>tfw remembering being normal
Nononononno I can't do this. TIME TO BACK THE FUCK OUT
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>>6010083
I was going to say that's me and Edie, but then you said vagina
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>>6010032
ideal?
antiwarhol's music taste (or hampus he's one of my trip crushes to be desu)
LFS user
>>6010096
i am top hon here.
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>>6010139
i already have a wiiu desu, its probs the best console i bought considering the exclusives. you should pick up xenoblade x, really great game.


also,
>tfw you finally get your package in the mail
not exactly top tier but its better than what i was using, and it was hand made by a mormon missionary
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>>6010139
Did you buy a wii when you dont even have a bike to get to work?
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>>6010169
You plat the harmonica anon?
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>>6010197
I get to work fine
>>6010196
Yea I'm excited. Gonna play some zeldaru.
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>tfw you feel you have passing potential but being 6' means you'll never be able to wear cute heels
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>>6010094
I-It can't be a change if I'm not wearing rn
>>6010102
?
>>6010196
is that UR whip?
>>6010163
Really what's the new console
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>>6010047
I was at first, but i started getting health problems about two years into transition and my doctor decided to put me on a low dose of spiro with a really high dose of oral estradiol. Went for about a year messing with my dosage because I was getting sick all the time and had been paranoid that the mones were making it worse/causing it. Was constantly cutting back and adding on to my dosages, occasionally getting off entirely and getting back on again because I was so sick. Started getting acne breakouts and oily skin again, corners of my hairline receded a little. Didn't know what was going on either cause my doctor advised me against getting blood work done to check my levels. Was a huge mistake but fortunately it didn't do too much damage.

Now I'm going to another clinic seeing a better doctor. They routinely check my levels and have me on a cocktail of spiro, finasteride and estradiol. Hair's gotten thicker, got no more acne and oily skin, boobs grew a little bit more and I generally just feel better.

Shit got bad but I feel lucky to have recovered.
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>>6010169
play that funky music white boi
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>>6010202
>tfw destined to live as a 6' femboy
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>>6010169

yo your vibrato is off the chain and I love your phrasing
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>>6010166
no muscle tone, my legs are nice and timmy is nice, its my arms and my chest where boobs aren't its just fat straight over bone

or is that just called being a girl idk

>>6010171
i got ID'd buying game of thrones today and im 27
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>>6010205

"Nintendo NX"
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>>6010201
im looking forward to it, but first i get to play dark souls 3. hoping it can compete with the best souls game, demons souls.

>>6010205
yes its my whip, it still has that new whip smell even.

>>6010202
just embrace being tall, i wear heels and like the look. the main issue is >tfw feet too large to find many shoes
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>>6010163
I'd put my bets on 30 months till us launch since they haven't shown anything but a proposed name and this consule generation just started selling games that weren't PS3 uprezes
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>>6010205
>I-It can't be a change if I'm not wearing rn

That can be arranged, take your panties off

your too young to wear anything but fresh comfy diapers.
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>>6010192
I know the feeling....
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>>6010210
>6' femboy
At that height the fem part stars being ridiculous.
>>
>>6010192
Won't help. Just come out to your friends so you can stop having this same exact panic attack three times a day.
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>>6010220
not to someone 7 feet tall
infact its quite the pleasure
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>>6010206
>getting sick all the time
>acne breakouts
>oily skin again
i got the same except i am on cypro, fug

must be just my shitty genes that make it unable for my body to utilize cypro or something
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>>6010217
But I'm wearing boy underwear cuz it's more comfy >__<
>>6010215
Is it like
real leather and stuff
are whips even made of leather
>>6010214
o I just read an article i didn't learn much >__<
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>get the first dick pic in a while
>>>>>>>>ITS BLACK AGAIN
i hate my life
black penises look so gross to me
is this a me problem???
also hai thred
how are ya doin?
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>>6010139
I've also made mistakes
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>>6010220
kill me
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>>6010229
no its a they problem

wanna see my dick?
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>>6010225
Good luck finding giraffes.
>>
Everyone post a selfie now. I am bored.
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>>6010229
black guys are gross in general and probably a few hundred times more likely than the other races to chimp out and kill you for being a tranny. avoid.
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>>6010236
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>>6010236
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>>6010227
Spyro is anti acne prescription medication, it's a shitty off label testosterone blocker though
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>>6010228

Yeah I don't actually know anything about it either but I've been out of the vidya loop since like 2010
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>>6010228
>But I'm wearing boy underwear cuz it's more comfy >__<

What are you talking about? I just put a new diaper on you!!! Now you can pee and poop anytime you want!!!
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>>6010238
Nah it knows I am a tranny.
Like 100% knows.
>>6010234
Nnnn I don't wanna.
>>6010236
Sorry.
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>>6010235
thanks anon, same to you
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>>6010229
Go cut off your dick
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>>6010218
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL7-CKirWZE

I am currently feeling I can do this and be normal again.

Maybe I was just a little messed up from those anti depressants from 2 years ago

My childhood desires were just coincidence. Puberty cleansed it.

I'm fine now. Please be fine forever...

>>6010222
No no.

I feel normal again. Honestly.

I think I can return to normality.
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>>6010240
>tfw i used to fetishise and fuck guys exclusively like that

late teens were fun
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>>6010246
Oh I am supposed to find someone shorter than me. Not so hard at 6'1''.
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i knew my parents should have killed me when i was born
im black and therefore gross and a villain
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>>6010236
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>>6010243
rip
hope it gets good games at least >__<
>>6010244
W-what >__<
yucky I go use paci now >__<
>>6010252
did they pay u
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>>6010228
no, it's nylon. nylon whips used to be really low quality but in more recent times theyre good practice and mid level whips if theyre well made, which this one is. the best whips are made of leather, specifically kangaroo leather, but those run closer to 4/5/600 bucks depending on who made them and how nicely. mine was only 100 dollars and since i mainly use it to practice with still thats perfectly fine. also, best part is i wasnt kidding about the missionary part, he makes all his whips for good clean fun, and im going to use it to beat people with mercilessly for the sake of my fetish.

>>6010230
fucking madman
>>
>>6010252
>tfw no daddy issues so I slept with guys my own age
Elementary school was the best
>>
>>6010255
>that faggy facial hair masquerading as a beard
>>
my thread little sister wont attention me
>>6010249
would rather cut off my balls.
>>
>>6010255
Sultan Tichbits of the Ottoman Empire
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I pre-loaded it and everything >__<

>>6010260
h-hoiii ~ !!
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>>6010230
do you have a pc that can run that?
if so is it fun escaping reality?
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>>6010266
yay <3
attentions ^_^
how are youuu?
Other than ds 3 excitement :3
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>>6010259
4 years T cunt
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>>6010257
dang I just learned a lot about whips
I hope it was worth it and u have fun w/ whoever u use it on o-o;;
>>6010273
am okie I ate for the first time in 2 days this morning so that's good and I'm rlly full and I woke up kinda early so I was kinda bored >__<

wbu?? u slept lots that's good
>>
>>6010227
Well, I'm pretty sure the acne and oily skin was because I was on too low of a spiro dosage.(I was taking 50-100mg daily at the time) The getting sick all the time part was later revealed to be unrelated, but my mom and dad kept badgering me about it, telling me that my spiro dose was too high. Plus, all the bullshit I read on the trans forums was getting to my head and my doctor was an idiot so I wound up tampering with my dosage and trying to be my own doctor for a year.

Don't know what's going on with the cypro in your case tho. Seems strange cause from what I hear, it is known to be a very potent AA. If I were you, I'd ask the doctor that you're seeing for mones about it and request that your serum levels of T and E get checked along with the standard comprehensive metabolic panel.
>>
>>6010276
intersex rage
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>>6010276
OMG that's rlly u
I thought that was a meme pic oops
T is CRAZY holy
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>>6010266
your gonna look so hot when you get summoned and ganked :)
>>
>craigslist guy finally responded
>Invites me to come over and play drums tomorrow

Fuck I have to like give this guy my name and shit
AGGH HOW TRANS DO I GO
I want to give him a gender neutral name but I don't really wanna lie about my name because that could turn out really awkward
But I don't know if I want to commit to a girl name
And if I give my legal name I'll get gendered male for sure

aaaaaaaahhhhh
>>
>>6010255
>>6010284
I heard you talk about this before, how did you know you were intersex?
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>>6010256
>did they pay u
not to begin with because I was doing it for fun but eventually I realised I could make a lot of money

>>6010258
eeesh
>>
>>6010277
eat moreee pleaseeeeee
i need you to be healthy :3
and yesss i slept a good amount and I was super comfy
Thank you for wishing me good comfort~
Im also bored though
be bored with me and maybe we will be less bored.
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How should I get rid of beard stubble? Up until now I've just been shaving, but I hear that plucking is much better. Also, does HRT stop beard growth? Should I just shave until HRT, or what?
Pic related is what I wake up with in the morning.
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>>6010303
is this hannah...

ur eyes and nose and lips and jaw scream girl to me
ur eyebrows say gay man tho....
erm laser to perm remove just shave desu
youll still have to on hrt
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>>6010303
omg those eyes, hrt will just make it grow slower so your best bet is laser or electrolysis after you start
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>>6010297
I mean it's not like there's a lot going on there when you're that young
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>>6010301
am bored cuz this silly thing won't start >__<
I'm so full tho I can't eat more !! 600 cal is enough for today desu
am glad u were finally comfy >__< not being able to fall asleep bcus uncomfy is the worstttt
>>6010303
uhmm electro/laser
urs doesn't seem like it shows too much though o-o
>>
>>6010303
Holy shit you are cute.
But yeah, plucking can help.
Fix your eyebrows and you literally pass imo.
Great lips, great eyes, and pretty great jaws.
>>
>>6010303
Why do you looks so sad Hannah?
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>>6010303
plucking scars. go for laser or electro.

Hrt slows, but does not stop, facial hair growth.
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>>6010303
Beard hair won't go away with HRT, it will just slow it. You'll need electrolysis or laser depending on your facial hair color (usually laser for dark facial hair, electro for blonde)

Also fuck you're going to be cute. You already pass as a dykeish lesbian
>>
>>6010303
u look like an ftm lol
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>>6010303
plucking lasts longer but shaving with a good razor can be fine too. hrt can help thin it out and lighten it up, but laser is all that will really make it gone. do your eyebrows though and youd pass easy already, youll look amazing after hrt

>>6010277
theres a lot you can learn, stuff like this is basically my biggest hobby/passion though desu

>>6010291
if you use a fake name long enough for him to find out why all you can do is hope hes cool with you being trans when he finds out. just pick a name you think youll like, dont use some male name if you dont want to anon.
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>>6010291
"big mclargehuge"
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>>6010303
HRT won't fully stop it, the beard hair will be much finer, more like body hair. In my experience, it was finer, but it was still very dark and noticeable.

Only real way is to pay for professional hair removal truthfully. I've heard that if you're tight on cash, you could buy an epillator which CAN permanently remove the hair, but it is much more painful, will take longer long term and require longer sessions in the short term, but is a one time purchase of around 45-75 dollars.
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>>6010314
Yeahhhh i think if i ever wanna play it i'd have to torrent it ;-;
You know its not enoughhh T_T
being uncomfy and not sleeping is pretty bad tho v.v
it will start eventually though !!
i can do my best to make you not bored thoguhhh
>>
>>6010325

Honestly I'll probably just give a female name and go full femme. I wouldn't want to be in a band that doesn't accept me anyway, might as well find out immediately whether they will before I get attached or anything.
>>
>>6010291
I always lie to guys on the internet about by name. I tell them the truth when I'm comfy with them and theyve always been understanding.
>>
>>6010336
thats the best attitude to have desu. hope it goes well
>>
how am I supposed to get money for surgery when I'm too depressed to work/study?
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>>6009912
124lbs and 5'7" and also skinnyfat, honestly how are we suppose to get rid of it?
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>>6009732
Ya, we all knew trutrans and agp were bullshit things made up to divide the community. Everyone's different and arrives at the need to transition through different means.
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>>6010344

If they snub me I can just cry about it and then use it as inspiration for my solo work, r-right?

>>6010345

Think about how the alternative is having a penis and see if that motivates you
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I think I have some kind of personality disorder or something.


It can't be normal to switch between mindsets like this...


Pretty sure I'm schizo
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>>6010294
i knew something was up when changing in public changing area for swimming class when i was 6 with my class and thought 'everyone calls me a boy but i want to be a girl' but i sorta learned then boys and girls had different parts and why if i was a boy, why wasn't my thing like theirs but it wasn't a girl's. i was scared of my parents so i shut up about it, i'd always sat to pee and had been raised to feel shame about my body and i guess then i learned what dysphoria felt like and that it cut both ways. before then i thought that parents literally picked what a baby was and that's how they grew up as, like they were gods of sex determination. i wanted to be a normal boy and make my family happy (hence the T) but i always felt like a girl (why i'm a girl). my body produces estrogen and T i guess but not enough to make me look male or female. i looked weird as hell in my teens before i got my shots which stabilised my puberty. now i take anti-androgens and half an estrogen pill a day and i'm running 0 T and pregnancy levels estrogen so idk i'm a freak, i don't even belong here even if my transition process is p much the same

>>6010284
i will cry and eat cheesecake while reading ur posts

>>6010285
yeah hi
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>>6010310
>>6010311
>>6010314
>>6010316
>>6010325
>>6010330
Okay thanks for the advice. I'll just keep shaving for now and then try that laser thing later on.
>>6010317
I look so sad because I am always sad.
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>>6010303
HRT will reduce the area hair grows in, how quickly it grows and can change what type of hair it is

also I think I used to know you irl, are you in New Zealand?
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>>6010373
your going to look extremely cute, I can already see it
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>>6010360
I'm talking about FFS and think about that doesn't motivate me, it just makes me feel worse because I'm stuck like this
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so luckily that guy who was texting me last night didn't continue at all today, and i'm pretty sure i won't hear from him again which is good.

how is your day going mtfg? do you have a case of the mondays?
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>>6010382
I fixed my shit.
Sorry Edie.
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>>6010345
Uhhh.... Cause if you don't work/study your ass off you'll never get SRS or FFS or BA or anything that you want??


Oh btw, mtfg never really talks about breast augmentation, but what do you think? Good? Bad? Okay? Not okay?
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>>6010357
you lose weight in a healthy manner. eat a slight calorie deficit every day and do an hour of cardio ever other day, eventually the last bits of fat will come off. its the same reason so many fat people end up with really flabby arms and legs or a weird looking tummy, the skin thing only really applies to old people and 700 pound walking whales. its just residual fat. itll take months or maybe even a year + to get rid of it.

>>6010360
thats the spirit anon, maybe trans feelsy songs could be your big in to e-fame.

>>6010373
youll look great desu,you have a very nice face.

>>6010382
that is good. my days pretty great so far, ruined some pasta but got my whip so it evens out. fucking wasps are coming out though
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>>6010382
two-faced hon filtered
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>>6010382
Tfw TOOOO early and on your way to class already
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>>6010367
Which mindsets?

Also, the concept of a "personality disorder" is dubious, you should just be yourself without worrying about others.
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>>6010387
i would like to get breast implants but i worry about how theyd look on my frame. i think the ribcage thing is probably a biggish issue on why its not as common, id rather not have crosseyed nipples. i would really like tits that arent just torpedoes though, and i feel like implants would make them round and nice looking instead of these big cones on my massive chest.
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>>6010373
>>6010303
Spartan here.

Oh god. My insecurity at the sight of your cute face is gnawing at me.

Painful feel.

Now I remember why I lifted. Because my muscles were the only part of me I could sculpt and make beautiful.

Working out. it was the only way I could feel superior to pretty people like you...

No offense to you. Just realising my inner insecurities.

Oh fuck. I may actully repress now. Because I'm starting to realise how much that system protected my own perception of self worth.
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>>6010382

Should of just let him wreck your bp.
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Ahhhhhh I sent the email with my female name

WHAT AM I GONNA WEAR
WHAT IF I GET SWEATY FROM PLAYING DRUMS AND MY MAKEUP GETS ALL YUCKY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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>tfw you look in the mirror and instead of wanting to die you feel good

what does this mean?
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>>6010387
there aren't any alternatives? I don't think you understand how bad my depression is, I'm clinically unfit for work
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>>6010382
Didn't do as much packing as I wanted. Still, got started coding from home. Soon, I'll know how to do things that aren't pointless! Think I'll put away the books while I bake late-supper, hang out here for a while after, then go for my late night run.
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>>6010398
Switching back and forth between "I am trans" to "why the fuck am I in mtfg, I'm going on /pol/"
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>>6010397
Iktf. Good luck with your class.

>>6010401
Take hormones and do butt exercises, maybe get surgeries, achieve qt status.
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strawpoll.me/7348643
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>>6010387
>but what do you think? Good? Bad? Okay? Not okay?

if you dont overdo it its nice. personally I prefer to have at least 'something' on my body not be fake
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>>6010405
Don't worry so much!
Wear what you always wanted to wear in public. No matter what happens, good or bad, you'll grow as a person because of it.
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>>6010407

it means you need to give me your kik
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Good afternoon /mtfg/, how are you all doing?
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>tfw haven't bitten my nails in weeks since I put a polish on them
It's weird not to have nasty looking nails desu
>>6010345
cam urself
>>6010202
>tfw 6'2" so no matter what I do I'll always stick out like a sore thumb
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>>6010387
>breast augmentation
Why not go all the way?
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>>6010413
I was 21 the first time.
what do I tick?
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>>6010382
Just being a manly man today :)
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>>6010413
wow so many people are like me with under 10
>>6010418
hi maoap
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>>6010413
Where is the 20+ option?

>>6010414
Even if that means being stuck with AAA cups?
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>>6010412
It's not the body. It's the face

I always compensated for my face with my body.

I can't do that as a women.


Oh god. What have I done. I have to go back.
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>>6010421
I forgot that option
15-20 I guess
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>>6010421
Wizard/Christmas cake.
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>>6010413
define sexual encounter
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>>6010382
how did it feel to get dicked down by him last night?
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>>6010413
what if it was nonconsensual
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>>6010424
>Even if that means being stuck with AAA cups?
Id get surgery if I was A or smaller. with Prog I fill a B cup though, thats definitely okay for being underweight.

>>6010427
But Ive had lots of sex...
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>>6010405
Cute clothes, obviously
Bring some makeup w/you so you can reapply it in the bathroom if you need to.

>>6010411
Enjoy /lgbt/ and /pol/ in equal measure, there's no reason you have to choose between them. Also, does your mindset switch when you cum, or is it random?

>>6010425
makeup, hrt, surgeries. A flattering haircut will help too. Don't give up silly, neither lifting nor transitioning are easy, but transitioning will help you attain lasting happiness instead of more insecurities.
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>>6010417
eeeeeeek

are you some kind of chaser????

:^)
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>>6010413

http://strawpoll.me/7348668
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>>6010437

naah, im just lonely
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>>6010408
No, I don't know how bad it is, its something only you, and you alone can understand what you feel like. With that said, I was depressed pre transition but I used my fear of maculinization and painfully bad gt dysphoria drive me to work harder. Every time I felt down about srs, ffs, etc. I doubled down and worked twice as hard to find ways to get SRS and FFS. It seemed there was no conceivable way it would happen before I was in my late 20s but I'm 21 now and getting srs in a couple months. Ffs maybe next January. Like, next time you feel sad jus use that depression as motivation to study and work, since you don't want to feel like that forever
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>>6010416

But I've never introduced myself as Danielle before... And I can't wear my nice long skirt because it would get in the way while drumming, but last time I wore pants people were super confused about my gender, but all the other skirts I have look kinda dumb...

God, my wardrobe is pitiful... Maybe I should go shopping today
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>>6010441
ok how about you give me yours

im not posting mine
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>>6010385

it's okie. i really do hope you're feeling better though. <3

>>6010390

wasps??

>>6010397

oh gosh lol
what class is it?

>>6010402

n-no

>>6010409

it sounds like you've had a really productive day! do you have lots of plans for the week?

>>6010422

same

>>6010432

lmao! i literally just texted faye last night until 5:30 in the mornin. this was the last thing that was said to the guy.
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>>6010431
Was there a sexual connotation to the event?
I.e. playing doctor doesn't count
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>>6010418
why do you come here if you pass so well? you look like a model

I'd kill to look like you
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>>6010401
>>6010411
You both need therapy badly. Get it before you do something incredibly stupid.
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>>6010413
it was awkward as fuck
me and a gay bottom both drunk as fuck and unsure of what to do
first time sex is literally the worst sex for 99% of people it seems
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So uh, i'm on a six months waiting list for HRT, and my parents know this, and are supportive, but today they told me they found me a councilar for me to talk to "just to make sure i'm making the right choice". I looked it up, its going to be at a place called "Catholic family services".


I'm fucked, aren't I mtfg?
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>>6010434
mine was non consensual
so i put 10 under.
>>6010449
it did enough and i fixed the list by just saying everyone is attractive because well, i dont wanna hurt people.
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>>6010445
Skirts are honwear, get cute pants/shorts instead.

>>6010449
I'm really glad he finally fucked off.
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>>6010449
why do you post everything that people say to you? thats kind of creepy
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>>6010434
I only care when it happened
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>>6010448

glennznl
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>>6010444
I wish I had your motivation but I'm not in a position to work. by the time I can afford it from saving my welfare I'll be in my 30s and I just can't see myself starting life that late. the most motivation I get is the thoughts of faking a better mood so I can get out of hospital and off myself
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>>6010456
Yeah they're going to boil you in a religious room with someone to make you "think about this from every angle"

ie they're going to make you feel like shit
be careful and don't fucking listen to them
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>>6010449
thats actually kind of sad to see desu, desperate guys are creepy

and yes, wasps. flying stinging shits. i hate wasps and they were gone for winter and now theyre back, the little fucks.

>>6010450
under ten then. i didnt get penetrated by anything until 16 tho, and i dint have sex with a human until 18
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>>6010456
Tell them that you looked it up, and that you know it's a fucking trap. Express how disgusted you are that they'd try to trick you like that, under the pretense of trying to help you make a serious decision about your life.
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>>6010456
Have you tried telling them you're 100% sure and don't need more counselling?
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>>6010449
>oh gosh lol
>what class is it?
North Korean media studies, it's pretty cool. I'm working with a charity for my final project that runs bakeries in North Korea =D
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>>6010423
Hey, how are you doing?

>>6010451
To talk to other trannies like me, support groups irl scare me now- older hons assualt me with waves of bitter jealousy.
Thank you for thee compliment!

>>6010456
Id be prepared to fight my way out or climb out a window.
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>>6010456
Look your parents in the eyes and say very calmly "I am making the right decision, this counselor is unnecessary"
Even if you aren't sure it might give you some room to explore
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>>6010459

I wear skinny jeans a lot, but I always feel cuter in a nice flowy skirt. And I've had a fear of shorts ever since I got leg hair. Even when I shave it.
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>>6010390
>you lose weight in a healthy manner. eat a slight calorie deficit every day and do an hour of cardio ever other day
thanks ill try this
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>>6010477
>To talk to other trannies like me, support groups irl scare me now- older hons assualt me with waves of bitter jealousy.

pic? i wanna see what their jealous of.
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>>6010456
Totally fucked
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>>6010401
I'm sorry for triggering your dysphoria Spartan. Seriously I think you should see a gender therapist, let them help you find out what's happening in your head.
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>>6010477
Good, thanks for asking
wbuuuu?
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>>6010470
How many nonhuman things did you have sex with?
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>>6010439
where is my tumblr snowflake option?
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>>6010456

i mean i hope not....if it's a conversion place then it'll blow. but it might just be like a psych deal.
if they're supportive you'd hope they would just want you to be able to talk about it in a supportive environment...

>>6010457

good!! you've been goin through a lot lately i don't think anyone would ever hold that stuff against you anyways.

>>6010459

seriously same lol

>>6010460

the only convos i ever post are from guys who are gross or disgusting, honestly. so basically anyone i don't care about.
this is why you'll never see a convo between me and faye, or anyone from these generals.

>>6010470

where do you live?! those things terrify me ;__;

>>6010475

WOAH that's awesome!!! it sucks that it's so early tho. what exactly are you gonna do with them?
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>>6010477
I was just wondering. If I passed that well I feel like I would want to try to forget entirely that I had a past as a dude.
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>>6010436
Oh trust me.

Lifting was easy for me.

"Alright you're an ugly ape. But you're a fucking strong ugly ape"

That was enough to make me never care about how ugly my face looked.

its just that face got me. Because that's a pre hrt male and I can't imagine my face ever looking that cute.

Without my muscles I'm a nobody. I'm seriously considering subverting my hrt prep program and getting shredded again

Ugly man=ugly women

At least as the ugly man I won't be laughed at if I have power.


>>6010436
My mindset just changed randomly just now.

Like a click.

It's tripping me the fuck out. Like waking up from a hypnosis or something
>>
But now that I think about it, I do have to spread my legs to play the drums, so maybe a skirt is a bad idea
>>
>>6010489
As evidenced by my apparent belief that no one ever lost their virginity after 20, we're not a very inclusive group
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>>6010488
a very wide variety, but i lost my virginity to a dog.

>>6010491
i live in maine, im really surprised to see any since its still like 40 degrees some days but theyre fucking here anyway. im scared of them too, but at least ive only seen one so far instead of the swarms thatd pop out around this time in the south.

>>6010494
or maybe that makes it the perfect idea. also, a lot of girls tend to wear short shorts under their skirts to avoid any issues, consider the same.
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>>6010456

that sucks :(

hopefully thats not code for conversion therapy or anything that forces you to stay there
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>>6010469
My plan is to go to not piss off my parents, and play along with the therapist, but not actually listen to them. I'm 18, so no one can cancel my hormones appointment execpt for me. My only fear is that the scare tatics work, and I get talked out of transistioning, and go back into repression for three years, because thats what my parents did to me when I was 13
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>>6010505
how do you lose virginity to a dog? do they just come up behind you while you're in your room and decide to have at you?
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>>6010452
That was actully both me.


>>6010483
It's more than that.

It's an inferiority complex.


Fuck.
If I wasn't pre hrt I would probably burst into tears. All I feel is a burning numbness in my chest akin to angry sadness.
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>>6010491
I think people would honestly.
Like, I feel like its easy to hold a grudge against me since many, many people have
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>>6010449
I wish. I'm working all day, every day starting tomorrow ;~; Busy stretches at work are tiresome. Still, probably do more study at c# while there. My friend will be sad if I can't do anything fun within a few months.

Throwing away so much of my guy wardrobe is making my closet look bare. Could spend a few mornings shopping. Long skirts would be a good investment, as would tall socks.
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>>6010479
Skinny jeans or jeggings and a shorter skirt? Just throwing ideas out since a long skirt probably wouldn't work out.

>>6010488
I'm also curious about this.

>>6010493
You're repressing senpai, don't let your brain do this to you. Go for hormones, they really can work like magic sometimes. Even if they don't do as much as you want, you can always get ffs afterwards. Your desire to bodybuild is just part of the repression, don't give in to it.
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>>6010505

I ain't about that lifestyle
I know about shorts + skirts tho
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>>6010509
Is it the one in St. Louis? They look completely inept and unprepared for dealing with transgender people.
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>>6010481
Heres the last one I posted that people seemed to like, anon is gonna bully me though.

>>6010487
Nauseated, I always wake up nauseated and it sucks. Trying to smoke a few bowls to calm it down.

>>6010492
I jumped ship for a long time and was posting only on /tg/ and /cgl/ for a while, but eventually I found myself wanting to talk to other transpeople again. I know my issues relating to being trans arent as awful as most of yours, but I still have some and I cant really talk to cis people about them.
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so what do i do if my parent's friends keep to not be mad at my dad for what he says with me being a tranny, but he's like not a reee you're a dude. i'm just sorta confused now.
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>>6010517

>skinny jeans and a skirt
Never tried this before but I have a feeling it will look bad on me. Maybe I'll try it. I've got some black tights.
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>>6010512
only thing people want to hold against you is their dicks
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>>6010526
>Heres the last one I posted that people seemed to like, anon is gonna bully me though.

Moap didnt you post a pic of you in a blue dress?
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>>6010526
yeah i tried to go into the shower
i got dizzy and nauseated instantly and felt like dying.
>>6010528
i have no clue but i wish you the best of luck
>>6010532
I lost
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>>6010507
It can't be conversion thearpy, because thats illegal where I live. But then again, I actually don't know where the actual concilling session is, and based on how voilent my parents reaction was the first time I came out as trans when I was 14, I wouldn't be surprised if they tried to pull some shit.
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>>6010509
I would grab some bible verses just to defend yourself, because it *will* come up if they directly start to prod you.

Hold onto Galatians 3:28 for your life, and I would grab some other verses too. Don't let them fuck with you by saying you can't be trans and a christian if you believe in God.
>>
>>6010505
On purpose?
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>>6010505
Doge benis ;3

>>6010509
Make a promise to yourself not to give in, and keep that promise. It can be a lot easier to go thorough with your decisions when you promise yourself that you will.

>>6010531
Your idea is probably better than mine, lol. Hope you like the way you look, or find another outfit you like without stressing too much!
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>>6010525
No, i'm Ottawa, but my research into the place shows it looks pretty bad (Thats also not its real name, I picked a similar name to avoid doxxing/whatever)
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>>6010510
i got into fetish stuff and sex at a very young age thanks to the internet. when i was 16 i had a chance to be alone for several days for the first time and use the chance to get my dog to have sex with me. i did a lot of cam stuff with people when i was younger though, so id personally consider my first sexual experience to be under 10 even though i never had a physical one until 16. though i guess i did use slugs and roaches and such a lot to get off with before 16 so it all really depends on how you look at it.

>>6010519
whatever you want to wear is what it boils down to regardless

>>6010509
you sound like you know what you want. just dont give in to their bullshit, if nothing else post here after and let yourself get reminded.

>>6010538
desu if youre actually catholic i could give you a very well thought out and grounded in holy tradition view on transgender being okay in the church.

>>6010542
yes

>>6010548
knot right now anon
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>>6010526
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>>6010537
hope you find it again
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>>6010554
jesus
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>>6010509
if you're 18 you don't have to go though right?
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>>6010554
>roaches and slugs
>under 10
You are one fucked up person. A true /b/astard.
>>
>>6010538
If you're worried about them trying some shit, as edgy as it sounds, arm yourself. Like, pocket a knife or something, you never know with possible religious whackos. Also, don't sign anything, not even a "sign-in sheet."
>>
>>6010556
Wait, is it not a ylyl thread?
>>
>>6010554
Now that's a childhood
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>>6010554
>>6010548
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>>6010517
I literally have Neanderthal features.
There is no saving me.

Maybe that's my fate. To die in a toxic buildup of self hatred, arrogance and insecurity.

I was built a man. No matter how I feel inside. I'll never change the outside.

I'll always be eaten out with jealousy and Envy, longing for the lives of others.

Suicide is seeming like a major option again.
>>
>>6010526
>I always wake up nauseated
yeah that shit is horrible
>>
>>6010566
i lose quite frequently

last night and the night before were particulalry fun
>>
>>6010550
Have you been in touch with any of the local trans youth communities? They may be able to help this be less miserable than it's definitely going to be.
>>
>>6010560
I think Savvy's living with mom & pop, so it's in her best interests not to piss them off by outright refusing. Unless she turns it on them, to make them look like the bad guys.

>>6010570
Yw ^w^

>>6010575
Oh, it's you dino anon! Hi!

Also, I stand by what I said. Hormones can do a lot for anybody, and ffs can still do more yet. Suicide is a terrible option, shouldn't you at least try first? If there's even a one percent chance of becoming a cute girl, of being happy with yourself for real, and not just because you're repressing, shouldn't you go for it rather than giving up?
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>>6010560
I could not do it, its more just that I have to live with my parents for the next five months, so I don't want to piss them off.
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>>6010575
You are fine <:
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>>6010575
Anon, why not just save up for surgery? Google facial feminisation surgery.
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>>6010558
http://pastebin.com/wP0H5rMC is a pastebin i have of a skype convo from whenever ago when i last talked about it

looking back i did a lot wrong, but then i couldnt really prepare properly anyway.

>>6010563
desu i never went on 4chan until like high school, i mostly lurked random forums and fell into some interesting groups on DAoC.

>>6010569
desu i could go on for a very long time about random sexual stuff, at this point i can realize im an addict and probably have a problem but it makes me happy so i think its fine. you might enjoy the pastebin if you like that sort of thing
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>>6010535
A while ago, I still have the dress you're talking about though. My boyfriend really likes it.

>>6010537
Showers generally help, Im drinking a soda which is uh, probably making it much worse.

>>6010579
It really sucks, its gotten better than it was a few years ago but damn it is still extremely uncomfortable.
>>
>>6010575
You're full of wrong. You need to build some courage, rather than muscle. It was always a cheap substitute. Having none of the former is what's making this hurt so much now.
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>>6010575
just fucking transition
give it two years then kill yourself if it doesn't work out

I thought we were done with this when kayla transitioned
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tried to take a nap, can't sleep because hrt made my eyelids thin
anyone else have this issue?
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>>6010594
Tell them that you know it's a churchfag, and that you're hurt/betrayed/whatever. Churchfags aren't counselors, they don't help you make decisions, they push a one-sided agenda. This isn't "helping you make the right decision" this is "forcing somebody else's opinion down your throat."
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>>6010575
>>6010593

listen to anon

hormones and surgery can do an awful lot. suicide is an option, but it's the shittiest one
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>>6010587
partso f them were.
>>6010604
tfw shower just making it worse
T_T
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>>6010554
> you sound like you know what you want. just dont give in to their bullshit, if nothing else post here after and let yourself get reminded.
Yeah, now that i've calmed down, I've realized that its not so bad, as long as I block it out I should be fine.
However, if my parents are sending me to something like this, that probably means I can't go full time in the summer, as I planned, which means i'll have to go to the guys dorm in university, which means I'll be out as a tranny to my university, so that sucks
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>>6010601
>if you like that sort of thing
Don't get me wrong
I'm not trying to read stories of abuse or weird sex
It's just that sex and I have a love-hate relationship
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>>6010614
Thats a new one to me but some options:
Block out lights
Wear a sleeping mask
Pillz
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>>6010622
love this comic.
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>>6010575
I feel your pain. Let us lift together and forget these trans thoughts that plague our minds.
I'm tired of looking like a tall skinnyfat lanky freak anyway and I'll never be a girl so fuck it.
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>>6010622
Based Trump 2016

MAGA
A
G
A
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>>6010622
> Ben Garrison
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>>6010630
ommgaaad that dog :3
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>tfw friend invites me to a trans group meeting
>it's full of hons and brahs
>mfw
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>>6010632
yea bro, lets go bro. one more rep bro you fucking loser.

no really how do you deal with it, having that internal scream inside of you everytime you are reminded what you are
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>>6010621
W-wait, "sending you to?" Is this a camp, or counseling? Either way, why couldn't you go fulltime despite this place, it'd probably be even better if you DID show up there girlmode.

Sorry if I'm annoying you with questions, I'll shut up if you ignore this one.
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>>6010636

has anyone ever been to a good trans group meeting
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>>6010537
i think that i'm gonna be my dad's son forever from they way his friends talk to me
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>>6010641
I'm told that the one in my area isn't terrible but I've never been
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>>6010629
oh god I am sick of pills, the only way I can sleep for the past 4 months is with Tylenol PM

I guess I will get a sleeping mask
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>>6010593
>>6010598
I know what I look like.

You can't sculpt away that.

It's not even handsome. Just a mass of bone and sinew

>>6010607
You're right.

And im still losing it. The withdrawal is the worst fucking part.
>>6010611
I have 4 months before any HRT can take place

>>6010618
In 4 months it may well be my only one left

I have 4 months of this t rage seesaw to ride
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>>6010635
IKR!!!
MY PUPPY IS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE
ALL OF MY PUPPERS
>>6010642
:c
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>>6010641
i went to one that was pretty chill, but i dont know if you could call it a trans group really

it was a small group, three mtfs, three genderqueer people, and one cis guy
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>>6010638
I generally don't deal with it and continue to fall deeper and deeper into severe depression as the years go by.
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>>6010621
Or, spin your parents' push for you to "decide if this is really in your best interest" in your favour. After all. Going out presenting female over the summer will certainly give you a better idea what you're in for.
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>>6010639
I've been told its a counceler, so i'm pretty sure I'm not gonna get put into anything really bad
I'm honestly considering showing up in girl mode, just to fuck with them

I'm not getting annoyed with the questions, honestly this board is the only place I get to talk my problems, so I like the oppurtunity
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>>6010630
MAGA

>>6010634
current year! d-did you know Trumps family name 200 years ago was Drumpf... y-yeah! take that!
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>>6010636
what did I fucking say about trans group meetings? If you want to see a bunch of this be my guest.
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>>6010625
thats fair. why the love hate thing?
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>>6010649
You actually can sculpt that away. The bone and sinew.

There's one Polish trip here who had FFS and became extremely pretty.
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>>6010665
>trump supporter
Enjoy your 2016 loss :)
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>>6010654
so just go with the plan b, sure you end up sad if you have to get surgeries and wait for stuff but atleast you gave it a shot and now get to live as closer to something you want to be.

i used to be huge, 260lbs 6'1''. now im just freaking tall and things are okay-ish


Just try and stop working towards the opposite direction, will leave you even more frustrated.
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>>6010667
lol @ korra on the left
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>>6010673
oh look a bernfag
or maybe you're a shillary sheep
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>>6010604
yeah like I used to puke most mornings but with the help of some cannabis I can pretty much manage stuff, I use way more than I'd like to tho

>>6010614
wut

>>6010622
>trump
>brats used to getting their way
>irony
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>>6010665
>>6010677
>>>/pol/fag
Kill yourself
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>>6010638
Quite frankly. I always used to turn to Anger.

I've even found a way to get High off working out.

Pulling all the blood to my muscles and then vasalve with my lungs. Causing me to collapse into a spasmd heap on the floor.

And it's a moment where I forget my own name. And just lie there drooling like a vegetable until come back around
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>>6010665
But of course.
>>6010677
Shillary Clinton is such a liar tho
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>>6010683
shouldn't you be busy refinancing your house to send to bernie?
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keep mtfg politics free
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>>6010675
I dont know what your plan B is but I simply hate my body and everything about myself and theres nothing that can be done to fix it.
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>>6010665
>>6010677
I have a question for you Americans. Why can Mexicans get into the United States so easily, when it's nearly impossible for people from my country? I hear that the waiting list is 10 years now, and that they mostly deny the application anyway.
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>>6010620
Sadnesss :(
Showers normally help for me.

>>6010641
No.

>>6010679
Cannabis is pretty wonderful like that. I smoke a lot and I dont care. I love smoking.
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about to go get my eyebrows done
should I have them thinned or just cleaned up and shaped right?
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>>6010695
Because dems love the cheap labor.
>>6010697
i wanna shower ;;
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>>6010641
I went to a group when I was first hoping to come out. It was a trans youth group with like. 8ish regulars, all being between 17 and 26, and they had very relevant discussions, went out to events as groups, and generally was pretty great. It imploded a few years after, though.

Another group I visited recently wasn't bad, but we all had such dissimilar needs and lifestyles that conversation never flowed freely.

Groups for people with similar trans experiences and at a similar stage in their lives tend to work better, from what I've heard, as well.
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>>6010648
You could always get a cute guy to hold you until you fall asleep together c:

>>6010649
Not to say that I know you better than you do but... Dysphoria is strong, and even Kayla thought she was mannish because of it. She's cute as fuck. There's literally no point in saying that you won't pass before even TRYING hormones, silly.

>>6010656
Oh my gosh, this.

>>6010660
Glad I'm not annoying you :3 I hope you make it through the "counseling" unscathed, good luck!!!
(seriously, don't sign anything)

>>6010667
This doesn't actually seem bad, they probably have a lot of experience they could pass on.

>>6010676
DON'T BULLY KORRA
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>>6010690
>>>/pol/go
Stay go
>>6010691
Agreed
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>>6010667

what's wrong with this...?
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>>6010705
I'm sorry that you're a cuck and want your country to go even further down the tubes
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>>6010702
>This doesn't actually seem bad, they probably have a lot of experience they could pass on.
hmm.... just no, no no no no
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>>6010697
I just wish I could get my tolerance low enough to rlly enjoy it again know it'd be more medicinally effective
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>>6010695
They just do it illegally they get caught crossing the border they just send em back and they try again til they make it, and once they're in its pretty easy to stay in. And they'll do clever and/or crazy shit to get in.

>>6010691
Good luck with that
Its like trying to keep it animu free
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This group just went from bad to worse.
Two young cis girls came in and are talking about services they do for trans girls.
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>>6010705
just for you >>6010717
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>>6010670
Well it's hard to explain why without blogposting but I think my early-life sexual experiences combined with emotional neglect and a sense of alienation have successfully made me very sex-averse
Like, I enjoy sex
But everyone I slept with from the age of 7 to 12 left my life on less than good terms
Also I'm terrible at forming relationships so I didn't have sex again until I was 18 (first time with a girl, though they're ftm now) and it's still really awkward between us
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>>6010695
Because we don't have a wall. Yet ;3

>>6010698
I don't think you need thinning, just get them arched.
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How the fuck do I start hrt? What should I do first so I can finally get this shit started and stop wasting time. Where do I go? Who do I talk to? Do I need insurance? I dont know anything.
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>>6010707
50+ year old men and orchid bracelet things
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>>6010702

please fuck right off to susans or reddit if you cant handle "bullying". this place isnt for you. Hes literally an autistic nigger whos a garunteed hon. PUT ON A TRIP so I can filter you or leave.

god this place has gone to shit.
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>>6010729
It's okay anon, you're safe here. There's no need to put on a front, you're among friends <3
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>>6010702
I am holding on.


Just. If I can't last for 4 months. I have a chance.

And my body dysmorphia might fade with time.

During repression I thought I was hot shit.

But take away the armour and that mindset falls with it
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>>6010729
i wanna see what you look like
i bet you're pre transition and have a scruffy stubble neckbeard
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>>6010692
its simply to make your life less full of self hate and distressed dysphoric stuff

Guess what im trying to say is that its not only about the body because everything cant be fixed, but it kinda helps you to accept yourself and not feel so disgusting when you are being you around other people.
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>>6010740
BAN ALL HUGBOXERS, MAKE MTFG GREAT AGAIN. TROMP TROMP TROMP TROMP.
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>>6010723
thats interesting to me, would you mind blogposting at me on skype or something? its not often i actually get to talk about any of that stuff with somebody else who did things when they were young

>>6010725
google gender therapist in your area, see one, get a letter and a recommendation to see an endo, make appointment with endo and see them, get script for mones. could take a few months. alternatively google all day chemist and buy some 2mg estradiol and cypro from them and also post here about dosage once they come in. still work on seeing an endo though, its important to monitor your health
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>>6010751
>posting my face/body on 4chan

ya no thanks I will say tho the unreasonably high standards and brutal honesty of this place for passing got me turbo-passing in around a year. its all the hugboxxing and bullshitting that perpetuates hondom. you are part of the problem im sure.
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>>6010757
>tfw friends unironically support Trump and you cant look at them the same way again
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>>6010725
Most of that info is in the OP of this thread and the tans help general. Depending on where you live you can get started by seeing a therapist, going to an informend consent clinic(give you pillz after explaining effects and you accepting), or by self-medding by ordering pill online. Insurance isn't needed but can severely cut costs.
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>>6010712
Ironic
>>6010720
>implying anything

/pol/ worst board confirmed
>>
>>6010724

Yeah, that's what I did last time I went (like over a month ago). Not sure how to communicate exactly what I want, though.
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>>6010759
Are you just trying to hear stories of me being fucked by other children in various locations or are you wanting to talk?
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>>6010765
i'm sure you're turbo passing, hon. keep hiding away, everyone will believe your trustworthy word!
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>>6010778
i actually want to talk, i dont need wank material
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>>6010765
Holy shit this
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>>6010778
>>6010790
my skype is berryloss, if youd be willing to.
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>>6010748
You're moving towards a better future, and lasting happiness. I don't know if this will help, but remember that you're still you. Weak or strong, you'll always be yourself, and that's something to be proud of. You're the main character in your life, who could deserve respect more than yourself? Good luck anon <3

>>6010757
Trump's wall is going to hug the border and box in the mexis that want to invade us. Trump is ultimate hugboxer.

>>6010775
Bring a picture if you can, and ask the lady/guy there if she can help you figure out the name for what you want. "Feminine arching" might not be clear enough.
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>>6010790
Oh
OK then Skype works
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>>6010799

I was wondering if bringing in a picture was a thing people did. Thanks for the hot tip, anon
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>>6010798
>>6010801
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>>6010799
I want to be able to cry.

In 4 months. I need to be able to do that.

Just to be able to feel it.
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>>6010807
Um
I'm just a little retarded at Skype and I'm having a bit of trouble
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>>6010691
This. Fun fact: A lot of us give zero shits about your election America
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>>6010829
Watch it, Canada. If we can build a wall in the south we can build one in the north!!
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>>6010702
> I hope you make it through the "counseling" unscathed, good luck!!!
(seriously, don't sign anything)

Thanks, its next friday, so I'll give y'all an update when I can
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>>6010815
I wish I had the money to travel, I want to hug and comfort you right now, you adorable thing.

>>6010839
Thanks, looking forward to good news!
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>>6010838
Sorry, I can't hear you over our soon to be legal weed :^)
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>>6010799
id let trump hug my box
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>>6010869
Same desu
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>>6010869
>>6010908
Kill yourselves
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>>6010914
>Different opinion
>Kill yourselves
calm yourself anon
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>>6010914
no thank u sir im getting dicked later
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>>6010838
>if we can build a wall in the south
You can't though :^)
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>>6010919
leftist fascism is real

I pity them. they know not of their folly
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>>6010926
Far left wing supporters are bigger cucks than sanders himself.
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>>6010935
thats why i throw my hands in the air and let trump take the wheel
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>>6010919
stupidity should be cleansed that's all I got to say to people like you
>inb4 hue let's start with you
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>>6010973
Explain what about it is stupid and I will tell you exactly why you are wrong.
>>6010961
Basically, yeah.
He has the best taxing policies as well as business policies.
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>>6010980
Debating with brainwashed trannys online isn't a hobby, I only spit on them.
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>>6010988
Debating is a waste of time with them because all they do is spew 'Muh free shit, b-but bernie cares about the 99%!! Bernie is going to fix america with being a cuck!!'
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>>6010926
fascism is neither left nor right under the real definition of mussolini fascism, but the term doesn't mean anything anymore anyways so it doesn't really matter
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>tfw everyone in public will always know you are a tranny
At least mtfg thinks I'm cute ;_;
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>>6010998
>debating with [insert ideology here] is a waste of time because all they do is spew [insert biased reason here]
I fixed it for you :^)
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>>6010935

c-can i cuddle with you?
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>>6011023
uhhh
idk sounds spooky
maybe?
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>>6011010
i dont mean *specifically* or by definition fascism... it just kind of stinks of it a little
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>>6011028

Don't worry im like 5'5 and your 6'1
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>>6011038
I'm 5'10" on a tall day now.
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>>6011037
im just being pedantic x)
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>>6011019
Complimenting trannies is a waste of time with trannies all they do is spew "I''ll never pass!! I'm an disgusting manly beast with a horse's ribcage because I started at 18!!'
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>>6011043
FIGHT ME IRL

>>6011045
i usually just say awww thx and then suck tha dik
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>>6011070
i dont want to fight u

im gay
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>>6010720
>>6010717
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>>6010641
No. They've both just scared me and made me want to repress again.
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>>6010638
I sit in a dark room, listening to depressing music and let the bitterness flow through my veins.
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Lol cant believe you guys found Kay Brown. It's ironic that the one of the strongest defenders of AGP is queen of the hons. Oh and also is a tranny comuputer nerd, your so feminine hon.

The supposedly AGP tranny computer nerd Lynn Conway looks alot more femme than miss Trootrans does. Karma?

I'm a bit butthurt about her because she makes a good case for blanchardian trans physics, but seems condescending and unsympathetic towards AGPs. Also she implies transkids can only be HSTS. This is dangerous because AGP teenagers are ticking hon time bombs that need to be reached.
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