/mtfg/ Transgirl General

>>6007675
Every edition is pretty cute desu

what do when burnt bored and have to get up at 8?

D E A D

same time EVERY night

>>6007707
sleep lol

Is it possible to be cute if you're tall?

>>6007708
Oh, in that case i'll just go to bed. Night-night everybody, luv ya =w=

>>6007713
You're already cute, but it's also possible in general to be tall and cute. I've seen plenty of tall cuties around campus. They make me feel less anxious about my own height.

is it possible to be tall if cute?

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Am I cute yet senpai?

>>6007675
I need a source for that please

is this thing on?

muffins fuck my ASS

goof morning

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>>6008256
fuck ye ye fucken gobshite

>>6008272
And a good evening to you too

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>>6008336
Bribes ain't right though!
>>6008337
Your good bird~

But she said it's not allowed until we're married!
>>6008343
What's up did you get my birthday card?

>>6008346
I just need hugs ;_;

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goodnight /mtfg/

>>6008355
goodnight sheen <3

>>6008345
harro :3

>>6008355
kill yourself

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>>6008336
>Today I need affection, hugs and love, cause I am lonely and scared. payable within in a week!
Sorry that all goes to Bird now
>>6008346
>But she said it's not allowed until we're married!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKggnBh2Mdw
>>6008355
Sleep tight!

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>tfw everything is terrible and it hurts

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>>6008355
night friendo
>>6008363
>highway to hell
with you in hand right it can't be so bad
>>6008357
>>6008360
what the

don't bully sheen

How is everyone this fine [time of day]?

>>6008365
noooooooooo stop it

>>6008346
a shrieking feathery twat shat on my window so ye, thanks m8

>>6008344
>being a cis male is hard

Aww shucks /pol/ tell me again about uncle Adolph and his quest to save us from the Jews

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>>6008370
Nuh uh, we can enjoy our ring of hell together! I hear it's great this time of year~

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>>6008372
god
damnit

>>6008365
Not as hard as genetics ;_;

>>6008344
>Successful Repression without resorting to suicide or Hondom
not possible
bruce jenner is a hon and probably thought he never had to transition

First appointment with an endocrinologist tomorrow. Hoping to get a prescription for HRT.

Has anyone here been denied HRT for not presenting female enough? I'm wondering if I should go dressed as en femme as possible so the doctor takes me seriously. If all else fails, I still have a letter of recommendation from a therapist, but I want to cover all my bases.

>>6008384
I went with facial hair, you should be fine. just look kind of nervous which shouldn't be hard really

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>>6008382
but you look cute in Fear The Walking Dead

>>6008378
sheen comfort eats when sad/depressed/dysphoric so all you are doing is driving her to do the opposite of what you intend

>>6008384
In America? No, I hear about light gate keeping, but appearance doesn't matter in America

i love estrogen so much

Are there any trips whose faces we don't know?

>>6008386
>>6008392
So I won't have to wear leather wedges with a five inch heel and a sheer tanktop beneath a femme leather biker jacket? I won't have to look like a AGP fetishist hon in front of my Endo? Cool, I'm glad I dodged that bullet.

Has anyone else here tried multiple forms of estrogen?

Do patches just make your boobs late and swollen all the time as well?

>>6008403
It kinda came into play for me, when I asked last week they were gatekeeping me, and I was like no I've been on for years, she kind looked at me, and then I unzipped my jacket and was like (boobs) and then I got my script

>>6008401
yes hello

>>6008407
This story almost seems believable. Almost.

>>6008401
>>6008406
>>6008409

Spartan, birdy, Claire and Hannah (I think)

>>6008410
Welp I had no medical file, and wasn't on e when I took my blood work, they had to take my word for it

>>6008405
you mean like different delivery methods? I had pretty good results (based on blood tests) from 100mcg patches but was only on them for like 4 months a good bit better then both oral and sublinguall

>>6008412
Does it count if I've seen birdy?

who invented hrt
i really really really love estrogen

>>6008414
I'm on patches right now and I guess they're a better method, because of the three options that make my breasts hurt 24/7 which is probably a higher hormone dose even though they're supposed to be comparable

>>6008380

>I'm confusing
all is well with the night

What's the usual starting dose with Estrofem?

>>6008419
They make*

>>6008412
No I've posted myself here before. I'm just a pre everything gross boy.

>>6008424
80 mg desu

>>6008418
Estrogen literally tastes great

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>>6008423
8 MG

>>6008419
if your going the legit route see if you can get a pellet its by far the best method esp for breast growth

>>6008423
Spiro and cyprotone are the ones you have to ramp slowly In case of issues, 4mg e shouldn't hurt you, 2mg would be a low dose to ramp form if you're worried

>>6008435
4mg made me pregnant

>>6008430
I've heard getting an Orchi also helps breast growth develop fully.
Pellets sound kinda scary but I wanna research them more.

>>6008439
As in high E levels? Too high?

>>6008440
there really not scary, the most painful thing is the local anesthetic also morning sickness for like 2 weeks

What are some kawaii songs to listen to as I painfully pluck off my face?

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>>6008439
methinks you're mistaken desu senpai

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>>6008442
What's your name gonna be when you transition? Annabelle would be kinda nice
>>6008444
that's what's scary about them, the insertion ;_;

>>6008445

Just listen to some Green Day

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>>6008445
https://youtu.be/SejIuSGnukg
https://youtu.be/EPFvbc4onks
https://youtu.be/EMZOtHIL7QM

>>6008430
>>6008440
You really have to look at the brand, pellet studies have shown them to be over the place, and they tend to drop your levels pretty low for the last months before changing them (50% of max levels)

But yah they seem in a lot of respects the best hrt for cis women, which should apply to us

>>6008443
'time for your 17 week scan' pregnancy levels, so i cut it back to 2mg

>>6008440
i want that shit but they were discontinued on the NHS in 2011. i blame old cis women getting cancer. middle aged cis women ruin everything.

>>6008449
No thanks, I don't use razors anymore.

>>6008451
>>6008454
I might just stick with sublingual E+pill spiro and progesterone for the time being. they seem like kinda the safest bets even if not maximum effective

>>6008455

is this an emo joke

>>6008454
I'd like to say injecting progynon is doing me fine but as i'm self medding i still have no idea what my levels are.
blood tests keep on being set back. hopefully i'll have given a blood sample and received results in a month or so.

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>>6008461
Sister! That's what my parents would have named me if I were born a cis girl. ;_;

>>6008445
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ag2THZKnwfE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WpAYPh4mFKo
https://soundcloud.com/d0mics/lux-jam

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>>6008469
>349pg/ml
Holy crap I was 155 IIRC
Maybe I will deal with a tiny cut for this

>>6008447
the insertion really isn't that scary at all its a 2mm cut after that it heals very fast

>>6008451
Yeah last few months your suppose to take patchs before a replacement, my e levels on my last test was 349pg/ml on a 200mg pellet

>>6008459
Patches are safest, pills are the most dangerous, and injections are bad if you're clumsy or squeamish because a big airbubble in the wrong place is a one hit ko

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>>6008472
Well you could try out the names for a few days and see how well you like them, too.
>>6008477
I guess I need to learn more. How do patches compare to pills?

>>6008474
I instantly thought (I'd self med patches to make up for the drop before changing)

Good to see that your doc is on the ball, that looks like an amazing plan desu

>>6008419
same and my tits have been growing basically all the time since i got on them

>>6008463
think i kickstarted my estrogen production back in December when i upped my dose and i've been running early pregnancy levels since which would explain the binge eating and constant good mood glow i had.1370 from 4mg sublingual, fuck

>>6008478
Pills has "junk" attached to the estrogen, your liver cleaves the junk off and then the estrogen can be used, that junk causes slight liver damage over time and it creates the liver to excrete a protein that can cause blood clots.

Patches are just estrogen right in the blood

>>6008439
you think of the name for the baby :p

>>6008486
Hoooowwww >.> idgi unless you sublingually took 2 pills and got the blood taken right on the quick massive spike that happens as it all hits

Is Hannah a good idea for my girl name? The way I found it was by googling popular names in the year in which I was born.

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>>6008487
Ah okay, thank you. I'll write down to talk to my doc about switching to patches next time I see her, 2 more months of pills isn't gonna kill my liver I don't think.
>>6008486
>1370
I get this from 8 mg sublingual kill me

>>6008491
ye

>>6008491
if you like it then sure

>>6008489
intersex fuckery i guess, i took 2mg at 8am, i take a second 8pm. i had my blood test 2pm, bang in the middle of that.

>>6008488
Auric Patel

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>tfw the date is close to when it all went downhill

I took accutane in the past. Does this mean that taking hormones would be dangerous for my liver?

>>6008491
its not cringey and not typically trans either.
I think its a good name :3
at least it would be if you lived here

>>6008491
Sounds jewish desu senpai.

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>>6008499
Crazy I mean, you must not have any of the estrogen binders in your blood, and it just all stays there until it hits half life, 4mg can hit 2000 in most people If taken at once

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>>6008509
>>6008499
Like literally you should be at 160 as your body says "fuck this you have too much of this shit" for a little bit, and then goes "ok that's how much I want"

you body is like YAS QUEEN SLAY to estrogen, you probably be fun to run genetic tests on desu

>>6008495
What is your full name if you don't mind me asking?
Madeline?

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Hi ~

>>6008513
Hey ~

>>6008511
yeah, its a little snowflake-tier but idgaf, i have loved the name since i was a kid. i chose it with like very little hesitation

>>6008515
I don't think that's snowflake tier at all. As long as it's like a normal name people actually still use I think it's fine.

>>6008515
It's not "snowflake-tier", it's a lovely name.

good morning sunshine sparkles

>>6008515
>yeah, its a little snowflake-tier
one of my irl acquaintances has your name. also uses maddie as a nick
its completly normal

>>6008515
its not snowflake tier, thatd be Madelleenie. Madeline is a pretty name and Maddie is an excellent shortened versions, i really like names with shortened versions desu.

>>6008518
i actually really like your name too because I used to have a dog named Grace and she was super sweet

is alison a good name my parents suggested it but idk

my mum posted a facebook status saying 'feeling blessed' saying how its my 27th birthday and how i was born at 32 weeks all fucked up unable to breathe or feed and fitting in a palm of a hand and now i'm a 5'10 size 14 grown-ass woman and she's proud and lucky. idk i'm crying like crazy, its like when i remembered making my mum mint cremes at nursery school aged 3 for mothers day the other day, teared right up. i love my mum. 8 months ago i thought she hated me. transition brought my family closer together

>>6008510
>you body is like YAS QUEEN SLAY to estrogen, you probably be fun to run genetic tests on desu

ilu Faye

>>6008527
yes it is. at least if youre a burger. if youre continental europe it isnt a good choice

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>>6008526
Aww, thank you! My cousin's daughter is actually named Grace and approves of me using the name too apparently. I also had a classmate named Grace in my highschool threatre class.

ok i have been a little self conscious about my name bc its not as common as like sarah or jessica or whatever but y'all made me feel way ok about it ^_^

>>6008527
If your parents suggested it it's probably good. I know some girls just let their parents name them if they can't pick.

>>6008495
>>6008496
>>6008507
Awesome, Hannah it is.
>>6008508
Pls don't pogrom me

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Facebook can be dramabook at times .-.

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>>6008534

>>6008538
Forgot trip

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okay then I guess I'm filtered...

>>6008542
;3 you caught meee

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>>6008544
>>6008522
Goodmorning Kayla, how are you today?

>>6008544
I never filter anyone senpai
goofmorning!

>>6008544
naw not filtered I can see your posts just fine

>>6008546
It's ok my name is the giant peach, and you can't get more snowflakey then definite articles in your name

>>6008552
but she (or he i dunno) could just be a fit girl. Its not like there aren't muscular girls

>>6008522
hey princess jou- er i mean kayla

>>6008527
Alison is a good name, and if your parents like it then it might make them a little more comfortable with it. Parents usually had ideas about what to call their kids if they were born either gender. But if theres a different name you want you should always go with that, your name should be something you can really feel attached to.

>>6008531
That's a lot of Graces, its cute that she approves of you though. I had a classmate with my name and I always worried that'd be creepy but decided to use it anyway.

>>6008534
any name you pick is fine really, theres a lot of kids with fucked up names and literally anybody can change their name to anything they want regardless

>>6008544
love u kayla

yeah grace is a good name 2bh. It was what I was gonna name one of my daughters if I ever started a family. its always been so cute and refined

>>6008522
Nothing worse than Kayla pretending to be cutesy. Even worse than Grace.

>>6008574
>Kayla is cute
Maybe you are just traditionally gay?

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>>6008570
u wanna fite m8?
>>6008559
Yeah I was worried they might be upset the tranny was stealing their daughter's name or something nonsensical like that. I was far too afraid for no reason about my family in general.
>>6008568
Thanks <3.
>tfw can't name my kids because they'll be adopted and already have names

>>6008575
>>6008575
>>6008575

>>6008569
take it from me that this is not true

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Gud morning thred

>>6008585
i love u maddie im sorry ive been gone for so long please forgive me

>>6008587
Good morning Elanna!

>>6008587


has your cocklust returned yet?

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>>6008200

because people are ignorant and don't know that bisexual BDSM polyamorous love is the purest form of love.

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>>6008589
lol its ok bb. i need some love in my life rn desu

>>6008594
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>>6008592
Does it ever leave? I don't think I've seen derpanna talk about anything else.

>>6008590
Good morning grace, how's life?

>>6008592
N-no ;~;

>>6008556
>tfw gonna be fit

>>6008604
>N-no ;~;

i think its good for your health if you keep sleeping with your ex.

>>6008569
ouch that's going to backfire so hard when he gets rejected or breaks up with someone he cares about. repression is never the answer makes me a bit sad :(

>>6008578
I'm so conflicted when it comes to kids rn

1738

>>6008604
Nice! What got you to decide on getting fit?

>>6008604
Life's going pretty good! I had a fun weekend, birdy confessed to me, and I'm hoping I get a call back from Chipotle. I also have high hopes for this week so I'm feeling good. How are you doing?

wait, I didn't want spartan anon to doubt transition
if you have dysphoria then transition, I was just salivating over your guy body but if you lose the mass you will probably pass better than I can
also you need a name, we can't keep calling you repression anon or spartan anon

>>6008609
kill yourself nigger man-child :^)

>>6008605
There are far better ways to validate your masculinity.

>>6008605

but your chest makes such a good frowny face

>>6008606
That's a sentence I never thought I would hear, but you're probably right, at least until I find someone else. Apparently his coworker that keeps making lewd jokes about me is single.
(my ex doesn't think he wants to sex tho ;~;)

>>6008609
Months of depression drinking and bad eating made me chub, so I've decided to get fit and lose some weight before summer rolls around. ^^

>>6008612
Ooh, congratulations on birdy confessing, and good luck on the job hunt. ^^
Idk, I'm doing OK, lotsa stuff due this week and a lot of work to do on my game, but I'm trying to keep sane with video games + exercise.

i want to detransition to try to get my life back together
it would never work because i'm in too deep surgically, legally, socially

>>6008618
>There are far better ways to validate your masculinity
like jumping a row of monster trucks on a motorcycle
fuck sometimes I miss the man I was just for the rush I would get doing stupid shit

Am I the only one that thinks spartan anon is a chaser?

>>6008623
Thank you!!
And good luck on all that, I know it's probably tough but you can do it! What school do you go to btw, I know another Canadian girl taking game design or something like that too.

>>6008630
>I will go from accepted im trans to repressive as fuck
Yeah I flip flopped like that for years before I had a gun in my mouth, but hey we all snap sooner or later, I am glad I didn't wake up at 40 and realize I needed to transition. Do you really want to be a middle age man one day?

>>6008624
stop it angie

>>6008634
good luck homedog

>>6008634
You could fuck transgirls to suck their life force and "live the dream" through them. Imagine you're the one being fucked by yourself.

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>>6008634

>>6008640
is that a fucking prison cell?

>>6008639
Pls no. Can you imagine the fallout? I still remember the whole kiwi fiasco.

>>6008632
I go to NAIT, it's a polytechnic, not continuing on in the program I'm in though. In a couple weeks I'll be out and looking for chemistry related work.

>>6008644
What's a kiwi and did she tried to pull out that thing? What a courageous idiot.
>>6008645
I'm saying it because you seem to be so attached to your body. Who knows, perhaps you aren't even trvetrans in the first place.

>>6008647
Oh okay you're nowhere near her and going on different paths. I just thought it woulda been cool if you two knew each other :s

>>6008651
well its an icky manly bathroom

anyone have that gif or webm of Jamie Clayton when she realizes her hands are bigger than most mens?

>>6008653
Well the path I'm on now is likely the same path, but I'm just not really learning anything, so I'm going to put my degree to use in the meantime until I've worked for a while and can afford/would get something out of grad school.

Canada is huge though, it's pretty unlikely to have met another Canadian even if they're studying the same thing ;~;

Good morning

Kayla, your being excellent to others is such a huge improvement. I'm glad you managed to make that change.

Yes! Maddie was thinking of that adorable French cartoon when she picked her name.

I think I'll pack things in boxes and do more coding practice today. Sleeping a little more has made the day seem approachable.

>>6008664
well being a jerk was getting me nowhere

>>6008665
What state or country are you in might I ask? You should just start hrt now, are you waiting for an appointment?

>>6008661
how you're going to deal with the negative response you're going to get when you start your changes? I tell you this because you and I probably have a pretty similar mindset. I tried to repress by being the smartass of the class. That gave me praise and power, but it wasn't enough. Now I'm trapped not only in the wrong body, but with the wrong mindset to confront all the big changes that are to come.

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>>6008673
And recognizing that, then acting on it, were both huge steps. Just accept the praise for becoming awesome.

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finally done with gardening and lifting
my shoulders burn in the best way :3
what's everyone else up to on this lovely day ?

>>6008681
F I N I S H I N G T O U C H E S

Ill be free in a few hours
F R E E E E E E

>>6008679
You haven't started going through the therapy yet and you're in the UK?

Get your ass to QHI.co.uk as soon as you're able to safely receive mail. The NHS is going to make you wait over a year before they help you in any way.

>>6008681
Busy learning more types of RNA, seriously how are there more types every time I take a new class

>>6008679
just self med till you are far enough a long they have to give you hrt, from what I heard getting hrt in England sounds like a bitch.

>>6008678
ok

>>6008689
there isn't just like 3 of those?

>>6008689
sp00ky
>>6008684
YaY :3

>>6008693
MicroRna
Small interfering rna
Long noncoding rna
Small nuclear rna
Ribosomal rna
Transfer rna
Messenger rna
And
Piwi interfacing RNA

I seriously think she's just fucking with me on that last one

>>6008703
Why would they make you live as a woman?
You'll never be a girl anyway.

someone gimme a kiss~

>>6008710
Some of us are pretty decent fakes tho

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>>6008703
>Hormones can be taken prior to this.
britbongs gotta check their privs
>>6008711
here ya go
take as many as you want

>>6008710
So thus can pay for less peginas

>>6008713
>britbongs gotta check their privs

this so much ;-;
EZMODE

>>6008710
>You'll never be a girl anyway.
bee talk/honey
>>6008715
we don't even have injections available here
r

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>>6008703
>having other people tell you if you are enough of a girl to merit transition

Good morning

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>>6008713
thank you~

I'm playing Miitomo!

>>6008664
>Kayla, your being excellent to others is such a huge improvement. I'm glad you managed to make that change.
>>6008673
This like 100%, i'm really impressed and proud of you :D, keep up the good work :)

>>6008715
>bongistan ez mode hrt
meanwhile in the united states :^)

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>>6008712
And we don't even bleed and get moody once a month.

>>6008720
they just want to make sure only people who actually need srs get it
if you don't work on fulltime at all you still have stuff to work on that doesn't take away time from a surgeon
>>6008723
>england
>scotland
>implying they aren't the same

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>>6008712
Keyword being "some". It just seems cruel and unusual.

>>6008719
Like that stopped anyone from flying to Thailand with a wad of cash and a note saying "I has tranny".

http://www.insideedition.com/headlines/10049-transgender-prison-guard-embraced-by-inmates-at-san-quentin

>>6008729
>they just want to make sure only people who actually need srs get it
>if you don't work on fulltime at all you still have stuff to work on that doesn't take away time from a surgeon
I agree, just saying from what I have seen RLE creates more hons than it tries to weed out

>>6008727
Even easier ; ;

>>6008728
I think I want to die now

>>6008731
its not unusual. it was the standard for a long time. its barbaric though.

>trying to find qt near me
>zoom in on dallas area
>2 markers, get excited
>no contact info
:(

>>6008739
;~;
Periods suck, that's what I keep telling myself. I guess if you want the moodiness you can cycle your hormones?

>>6008737
>RLE creates more hons than it tries to weed out
well obviously during RLE you are most likely to be a hon but it also forces you to work on fulltime as quick as possible
>>6008736
ahh I see
thanks for clearing that up for me

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Is my boymode still as ugly as ever?

>>6008720
Yeah. I'm really thinking of engaging in some province-level activism to spread information about informed consent models of trans health care to, like, everywhere but Toronto. Some doctors follow it, but too few and with no openness about it. It needs to be clear to young trans people that they'll find support.

Performing stupid gender tricks for psychs is demeaning and shamefully time-consuming, and self-med is unpleasant and scary.

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>>6008728
>moody once a month
we get to be moody on a daily basis instead

>>6008742
>Periods suck
ovaries dont though. I just wanna a be a real grill, maybe even a person. being a freak was exciting for a while, but it gets old fast.

>moodiness
even not taking any doesnt affect my mood desu.

>>6008745
>implying you’ll ever have a girlmode

sure hon

>>6008748
you are a real girl
deal with it mein führer

Double strand RNA >.<

>>6008719
i started fulltime 3 months pre hrt, i'm getting SRS at like 18 months hrt or so

>>6008750
I am too conservative to ever believe that.
its kinda funny that I have no trouble seeing other transpeople as real [target gender] though
I probably need a therapist. or two.

>>6008752
You brought this on yourself with your "higher learning".

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>>6008745
do you even have a girlmode

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>>6008748
Meh, the rest of the world doesn't know I'm a freak, so it's only as big of an issue as I'm willing to allow it to be.

>>6008747
Being depressed and being PMSy aren't the same.

>>6008755
>i started fulltime 3 months pre hrt
[jealousy rising]

>>6008745
Stop lifting weights and it will get better

>>6008745

I think its better if you hang out in the femboy gen.

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>>6008764
>Being depressed and being PMSy aren't the same.
well I have all the symptoms minus the acne

>>6008761
not quite yet still to early into hrt

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>>6008760
I had too, higher education is the greatest of the memes

>>6008773
it must be hard being cis but not passing as a woman

>>6008773
Those are also all the symptoms of eating crappy and being out of shape.

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>>6008635
That wasn't me kayla

>>6008784
I am doing cardio again nightly, I have both an elliptical and a treadmill so I am trying, plus I cut out all beef and artificial shit from my diet.

Need ideas for dinner tonight. Vote now please

>>6008779
I dont plan to live that long anon. Thanks tho

>>6008764
but muh fertility ;_;

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>>6008791
Aren't you living on instant ramen and Pepsi though?

>>6008779
a line in our book is "we don't know what this shit does, there be monsters"

Like you might be able to change xy to xx in 10 years through an extremely dangerous procedure, but telling a body to do something it doesn't know how to do naturally, like regenerate or recreate a reproductive system, is like impossible levels of being away.

>>6008797
no, I am living on ground turkey and goat cheese and coffee with no cream or sugar
I never liked coffee but I can't stand soda anymore for some reason.

>>6008796
yes it is, I am going to hit my target weight by may

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>go on facebook
>people bitching about some weird videogame having a tranny in it
>mfw

>>6008801
revive me when the German people are unified under one banner. I will lead you to victory.

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>>6008795
There are worse things to not have. I would trade fertility for the experience of growing up as a normal girl in a heartbeat. I bet I'd be a lot less fucked up if I had that.

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>>6008808
Most gamers are whiney overweight neckbeards

>>6008808
Baldur's Gate. /v/ was having a hissy fit

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>>6008761
>>6008761
Lose bulky muscle, smile nice, work on your facial hair, open your eyes up for photos, make a indie writer of your show gay for you

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I want a vagina so bad ;_;

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>>6008817
Iktf

>>6008817
I just want those hips

>>6008812
Id need both to be unfucked. if I was cis and infertile Id be horribly depressed as well.
I also need you to hang out with <3

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>>6008817

dysphorias hitting so fucking hard every day now I can barely work or think anymore
I know I look like a fucking clown w afro covered in stubble with a hook nose at best
there's still months until I can afford to self med and years until I can go official
is there any point in caring on with life?

>>6008822
haha youre so great <3

>>6008821
>I just want those hips
those are just normal hips tho
>>6008825
nuhu you <3

>>6008817
oh christ now that is triggering

>>6008810
why do you hurt me so? my dog died 2 weeks ago

>>6008814
>>6008815
gamers are such fucking brats ugh

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>>6008822
Looks good to me

>>6008821
Weirdly enough I think I could live with being cis and infertile and turn out just fine. It's one of those things I probably wouldn't even know about until I tried to conceive, unless I had no periods or something.
Also, if we were both cis we'd have never met, so at least that part would suck. ;~; The rest would be pretty neato though.

>>6008815
I was reading about it and it seems like the rant is more about the game being poorly programmed than about the transgirl.
But well, /v/ is known to dislike things for stupid reasons.

>be me, 18 year old genetic male pre everything
>when I go outside people regularly mistake me for being as young as 14 (still male, though)

Is this a good sign?

>>6008827
>those are just normal hips tho
I just wish I had normal hips tho

>>6008836
>so at least that part would suck
true ;_;

>>6008835
Is this suppose to be gory?
Meh

>>6008851
Upload images of yourself.

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>>6008859
Gore never bothered me

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>>6008863
>tfw you can freak guys out by providing graphic descriptions of penile mutilation and it doesn't even make you flinch
It's more fun than it should be.

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>>6008835

>>6008865

Yeah but you still cant convince them to have sex with you.

>>6008868
90% of my problems arent trans related. my life is bad because I am literally insane, not because I am a freak.

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>>6008869
Who would want to stick their dick in crazy?

>>6008870
This desu

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>tfw thinking about making cheat day cookies later

>>6008868
desu transitioning has made me happier than anything else, its brought some problems but its also made me feel like a person i can live with for once

> Looking at the reddit 'how large is your rib cage' trans thread.

Holy shit hon central.

> 36" isn't bad.
> Literally everyone over 34"-36"

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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>>6008865
Nice

>>6008868
Well when you're a manly man like me.
You have to be insane

I need advice, ladies

I was stressing over whether or not to order hormones from inhousepharmacy, and I was excited to find that I could order them without a doctor (I live in MI where there isnt much in the way of trans friendly care from doctors).

Then I looked at the price, which isn't bad but I wasnt sure I could afford.

Just got a job offer that I took and have an interview for, earning $10+/hour - making this very affordable.

SO is this a sign that I need to follow my heart?

>>6008868
My life is probably the worst of the people around this place and I'm repressing as fuck.
I don't think transition will make me happy, but at least I hope I will be able to live with myself.

>>6008885
yes. are you suprised?

>>6008870
I like to dissect girls, did you know I'm utterly insane?

>>6008885
All women are batshit insane because of hormones and emotions though. Pretty much par for the course.

>>6008894
Id like to be dissected, deal?

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>>6008868
This was basically, well I'm gonna play Sudoku anyway, why not try to just b happy? :^)

>>6008887
Over 30" is quite bad tbqh

>>6008896
werent expecting that
hot

Even though everyone said that saw palmetto probably wouldn't do much, I am seriously starting to notice that my face is changing. I've never seen it so "soft" before.

Oh well, HRT soon hopefully.

>>6008899
>werent expecting that
are you new?

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>>6008817
> Tfw you will never have those hips.
> Tfw will never have a real vagina.
> Tfw you will never get pregnant.

Fuck this gay world. A-at least I might be able to pass.

>>6008885
Id like to think insanity is never following your dreams and living for the approval of others

>>6008898
Quite bad and completely unfixable. Thanks for the reminder.

>>6008885
Insanity is objective.

>>6008898
I'm at a 30" underbust.

Wish I did this earlier so I would have a smaller underbust, but hey, nothing I can do about it now.

>>6008902
Yes actually, i only just got off dial-up

>>6008903
Because being alive is not about "being good". We're all of us humans sick, broken things with minds that can recognize the impossibility of perpetual improvement, and drives that demand it. Transition has been a staggering improvement to my, and many others', well-being, but that doesn't mean the human condition ends. The Buddha may have realized that it is from desire that suffering springs, but awareness will not change your nature, only help you not to be too ashamed when it invariably brings you harm.

Transition because you'll be better off, but realize that "better off" isn't the end point for anyone.

>>6008926
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9UaJAnnipkY&nohtml5=False

>>6008915
I am 30 as well. highfive?

>>6008898
>tfw 34 inch underbust
at least im a c cup according to my latest measurements, i really need to go and get a bra

>>6008903
Is it better to gain a life, lose a bit of sanity in the process but actually have those glimpses of happiness that make life worthwhile? Or is it better to die young, sanity intact, but having never truly lived.

Suicide before attempting transition is the coward's way out.

Hey girls, anyone wants to go shopping?

>>6008868
before transition
>crippling body issues
>inability to have relationships
>all sex feels like im being raped
>self conscious
>change styles a lot to find something i'm comfortable looking like
>drug abuse, steroid/homone abuse, alcoholic
>destructive
>petty criminal
>petty bitchy vicious personality
>disruptive
>depressed
>self hating
>regular breakdowns
>poor relationship with family
>no self worth or esteem
>unemployed or 'studying' (see drug abuse and alcoholic)
>terrible mental health
>all money goes on alcohol and personal styling to make a ken doll veneer of coiffeured perfection, underneath wild rages and black despair

transition
>job
>life
>plans for the future
>girlfriend turned fiancee
>good relationship with family
>acceptance
>vague passing
>new friends
>body issues retreating
>comfort
>enjoying sex and intimacy
>sober
>clean
>chilled out

yeah trans stuff can be bad, my body image is still fucked, i require a lot of upkeep and i'm still gross and manly. negotiating a shit medical system and managing workplace harassment sucks. coming out sucks. but transition was the best thing i ever did. i'm a happy, normal fucking boring person now. i used to be this wild aristocratic glam fairy caricature of what i thought men were. suck it up you uranian nancyboy and cut off your balls

>>6008938
Doesn't it help a bit? No one is ever completely happy with life.

You have two options:
>continue to be absolutely miserable and repress
>transition and be far less miserable

>>6008956
I am too broke to go shopping and too autistic to take someone else's money.

>>6008956
every day if i could desu, but i can only really shop online since physical stores carry boring clothes typically

>>6008898
32 is the average for women, but let's make people feel bad

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Who here
>absolutely masculine

>>6008975
you a londoner too? misery loves company and I know the life
<3

>>6008975
Do mones and pursue a more fulfilling existence. Why die with life untried?

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>>6008975
You have more of a life than anyone on /r9k/. I once didn't leave the house for a month lmao

>>6008985
I'm a med student with friends and still my life seems purposeless because I'm not a qt grill

>>6008975
You know who else studies, eats, sleeps and lives by themselves? Cis people, regular ordinary run of the mill normies. Life isn't all about the good parts, life is about the good moments that intersperse the blandness. Learning to deal with this isn't unique to the trans experience, it's a part of learning to be an adult.

Now the question is, are you going to continue doing the thing that makes you unhappy, and leave your dreams of being a girl unfulfilled and drowned in a sea of cheap sensory experiences? Or, are you going to take charge of your life, take the plunge, and actually have a shot at a fulfilling existence? Most of the people here who are unhappy post transition are unhappy because of things in their life that aren't related to being trans, including me, and transition isn't meant to fix those things. As far as fixing gender stuff, it works.

>>6008990
Build a robust support network not comprised entirely of neo-con reactionaries and it will go well.

We're here for you, too. Let yourself be you. Be courageous, young lady.

>>6008990
With this amount of drama, you are a girl. Just take your whoremoans and be happy as a grill

>>6008994
>it's a part of learning to be an adult.

w-will you take my hand and be my adult?

>>6008999
Elanna would be such a great mom, right? I hope she can have some cute kids with a loving husband one day.

>>6008978

Would bring to a bar full of straight guys to get you spitroasted.

>>6009004
nailed the scrunched chin

>>6009003
Then stop having to lie. Talk to your therapist, and learn to deal with your fear. You already know that the way things are isn't tolerable. Move forward.

>>6008999
I can try, I'm still in the process of learning to adult myself ;~;
I'd be happy to have someone to work through the process of learning to be an adult with though.

>>6009006
>tfw
I'd be a terrible mom ;~;

>>6009019
>I'd be a terrible mom ;~;

nope
defo not <3

>I'd be happy to have someone to work through the process of learning to be an adult with though.
YAY :3

>>6009004
She doesn't have beard shadow

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Fuck the East River to Prospect Park climb.

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>>6009028
yeah mine is pretty fucking strong, and I just shaved too

>>6008956
forgot trips on the smartphone
>>6008966
>>6008970
It's actually not about buying things. I just want to get out of my slug house, as we are calling it in Germany. I have literally no friends to do this kind of stuff with.

>>6009035
Yeah... HRT and avoiding sunlight have made me ghostly pale and translucent. Any more than a handful of hairs with roots close together means an unmistakable shadow.

>>6009037
if your idea of adorable is a man with scruffy hair

>>6009038
you mean snailhouse.
slugs are naked senpai
where do you live in Deutschland?

>>6009044
Right snails, I am pretty tired sorry.
I am from Stuttgart.

>>6009052
thats actually pretty close.
we could really go shopping tomorrow, lol.

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>>6009025
But children have always made me uncomfortable ;~;
Maybe it would be different if they were my own, but we both know that's never going to happen.

>>6009061
>But children have always made me uncomfortable ;~;

I am a child in many ways.
I surely need as much care at least

>>6009009
Straight men don't like someone more masculine then them

>>6009061
Elanna, a couple weeks into caring for them and children become "your own". They'll have claimed you as theirs long before then.

Just shoot for the really young ones. Pre-socialized kids take a lot longer.

>>6009054
I have my first appointment at my endocrinologist tomorrow. After that I would skip university for the day^^
Do you have Skype or something similar?

>>6009074
I wasnt serious. I dont just meet people I dont know well.
my skype is FieseOmaMitHut
feel free to add me :3

>>6009038
>I have literally no friends to do this kind of stuff with.
iktf

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I ain't even wearing a bra, I guess I need baggier shirts

>>6009090
every part of you is getting more attractive by the day

>tfw when someone said I look like a feminine Daniel Radcliffe

Is this good?

>>6009090
I really can't believe your facial hair is so bad still that you don't just present as female all the time. It's outlandish to think anyone looks at you and doesn't see a girl.

>>6009065
;_;
But I can also interact with you logically, and that falls apart when I'm dealing with kids, maybe I'm an autist.

>>6009068
Idk, maybe, I guess it's just something I've never experienced so I have my doubts. Idk, maybe adopting really young might be the answer, assuming I'm ever stable and mature enough to have a family.

>>6009103
my facial hair is really whats holding me back from going full time but yeah its really bad, I just don't want to sell my bike for anything less than the full cost of electro and a nose job