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old >>5968059
Let's do our best today, girls!
>>5969544
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS IMAGE FOREVER
THANK YOUUU
Why is yume such a slut?
>>5969559
im not what the frick
>>5969544
Why isn't anon in the pic?
I feel left out
>>5969544
This is perfect.
>>5969559
>not being a slut
come on, its [CURRENT YEAR]
>>5969544
>me and edie not flirting with each other
in the trash it goes
>>5969559
Don't you start slut shaming! Yume can use as many girls and femmeboys as playthings as she wants to, so long as she can make them consent.
>>5969580
This was before you two met
>>5969585
I loved it when me and adri were tsundre for each other >.>
;-;
>>5969544
So many dead trips
>>5969544
>no phienchen
>no marina
>no robin
So is this an American thread now?
>>5969594
stfu yuropoor
>>5969594
yes
>>5969544
Who made this?
>>5969566
you've got to prove you're gonna be the same person senpai
they'd probably be scared you're gonna turn into a raging sjw or start writing soppy love ballads or whatever, show them you can still rock the fuck out and you should keep the respect of the cool people
>>5969594
>implying anybody would include a gross fetishist like edgar in these things
>>5969595
Not Europoor or Burgerland but okay.
>>5969600
Pic related.
>>5969607
dude u cant act like bashful and shit and pretend ur above people making fun of u when it LITERALLY effects u and you ACTUALLY get upset about it
Why do cars (especially commercial trucks) honk at me when I'm walking to work? This never happened when i was a boy. Is it a cat call or are they telling me to "keep on trucking"? I wave when they honk to be nice.
another pointless selfy because i like my hair here
>>5969611
I think it's usually cat calling
>>5969611
"fuckin tranny"
>robin
>>5969613
hey circe how's it hanging
>>5969613
I also like your hair. The texture is so thick looking. Wouldn't be fun to comb or anything but I bet it'd be fun to bury your face in.
>>5969625
>Combing that
Straight haired cissy detected
>>5969623
too soon, not cool man
>>5969610
why are you reading so much into that?
I just thought it'd be a funny response to that query
it is an attempt at humour
calm your tits
>>5969632
idk senpai...
Which of the trips in the OP no longer come here?
>>5969623
I have a date tonight by some ripped hairy arab guy, so that's kind of nice to look forward to.
But actually more interested in in this other half arab-spaniard guy, even if he's kind of hairless, he's got lots of piercings which i like a lot more. But the hairlessness..
>>5969625
lol, i have one partner who hates it, it always gets in the way during stuff.
But everyone else likes it.
>>5969619
I actually really like how she looks so thanks
>>5969631
wot
i genuinely don't get it dude man bro
>>5969637
that sounds exciting, do you hope you'll be a habibi?
>>5969636
they're literally all dead, it was a memorial image
>>5969637
Does the Arab guy know you're trans? Otherwise you might get murdered.
Hello friends, I appear to be lost. Could you direct me to the thread where I can find friendly, well adjusted transgender females for friendly banter and conversation?
:^)
>>5969630
>cissy
That's hurtful, Anon.
It's not my fault I'm white and have white people hair.
>>5969640
But I've seen kiwi, sophie, kayla, maddie, cheska, edie, faye and myna.
And if the rest suddenly stopped posting, then where did they go?
>>5969594
M A G A
I just napped for a bit
hey mtfg i'm 2 months into hrt and i confused somebody in a bathroom, hows everybody doing?
>>5969647
susans.org
>>5969647
search "Trans Help General" in the catalog
or, kageshi room /mtfg
less drama than 4chan, but slower
Hello everyone! How are you all doing today?
>>5969655
TWINKIE HOUSE
>>5969647
kill yourself
>>5969649
Oh. : 3c
That's cute. Yes, I want to be a habibi.
Although, honestly, i really do want to meet up with the half spaniard one, instead. They're both about the same levels of muscular, which i don't really like, but one of them is hairy and the other one is modded.
And I dunno..
>>5969657
>>5969663
Conflicted and trying to focus on my love life to distract myself from my social anxiety from having just gone to the grocery store alone
>>5969651
I have a theory: mtfg is racist
>>5969664
upvote this post if ur a proud twink who dont need no bbc
>>5969653
>And if the rest suddenly stopped posting, then where did they go?
1. Suicide/homeless/emotional wreck/ or other bad situation
2. Found bf or gf and stopped posting
3. Found jobs and stopped posting cuz no time
4. became bored in general and get burnout
5. like four but i think some became anonymous because they were tired of being trips but still post here
>>5969524
>>5969620
Oh wow, I just punched a taxi's mirror because he tapped me and like wobbled me desu. I wanna say sorry for yelling at him tho.
>>5969663
i'm doing good please let me smear precum on your glasses thank you
>>5969666
are you gonna make fug, what's your opinion on olive gardeno?
>>5969669
edit: thanks for the gold kind cuck
>>5969667
sophie and i have expressed a distaste for the people called niggers
>>5969544
WHY DO I NOT EXIST IN THIS IMAGE YOU CLOWNS
HOW COULD YOU FORGET YOUR FORMER QUEEN
I am retired, not dead
>>5969677
never post my oc ever again
>>5969683
S-sorry.
>>5969666
I-i'm not sure what to say, that must suck :x
>>5969679
AGP AS FUCK
but pls do it
>>5969663
playing dominions 4 again, so many updates since the last time i played. ive been video gaming more the past few days than i have in months, but at least im sticking to my weird overly complex stuff. how are you grace?
>>5969677
when i was in london a few years ago my taxi driver actually ran over somebody and i had to get out and walk the rest of the way to where i was going. fun time
>>5969685
>How you feeling?
I am still tired and my head hurts terribly
>>5969685
its why im posting here again, you get bored and trapped in a small room for several hours a day and you go back to 4chans
>>5969686
lucky for u thats only one of many
>>5969679
>you will never EVER get cheska unlimited breadsticks from the olive garden (since u know the manager)
>>5969687
maybe, the other day me n sophie were seriously discussing having you and bunz come up here or sumfin
>>5969692
i've only ever been to olive jarden once, but both times i ate 3 bowls of unlimited pasta and took a 4th bowl home
>>5969666
buy anything good?
Also whats everybody's thoughts on smoking weed on hrt? does it lessen the effects? i've seen lots of conflicting info.
>>5969700
i wanna come hang with sophie and cheska
real sick of this anti-yume crap.........someday ur al,ll gonna pay
>>5969692
>tfw yume never progammed kaylabot
>>5969700
Consider you're meme stolen. 8^)
I'm having an orchiectomy in a few weeks. What should I expect?
Pic semi related; my cat has no balls.
>>5969702
>does it lessen the effects?
probably not
>Meet a transgirl pretty far along in her transition at the support group
>I am autisticly shy and pre-hrt
>She is legitimately most confident person I have ever met
>Escape my comfort zone to talk to her a tiny bit because she had a new source for HRT I had never heard
>Chases me down afterwards to talk
>Become Facebook friends
>Legitimately talks to me online and wants to hang out
>Making plans
I'm excited but kind of scared. Is she just lonely and wanting a friend too? She mentioned she was a lesbian off-handedly at the group so she wouldn't have weird motives, right?
I don't think she's going to shank me.
>>5969702
i smoke that green sticky peaceful herb every day man..... good for the soul makes u peaceful and gives u ego-death to make u self-actualised...
>>5969706
regret
>>5969704
WHAT>
>>5969706
if you get general anesthetic you'll wake up without balls
>>5969712
you said you would make a bot that produced kaylaposts ;_;
>>5969689
I've never played that game before, how is it? But yeah I've been playing more videogames now that I'm NEET and I'm just trying to distract myself from IRL stuff. I'm doing okay though, trying not to get anxious about my clinic appointment on Friday and make sure I actually send some job apps out.
>>5969700
Wait wait wait, BUNZ AND I?! Aaaaaaaaaa I'd die just meeting her. With you and Sophie around too I'd like literally die of a heart attack and explosive erection.
>>5969706
They make you wear a cone around your neck for a week or two so you don't try to bite your stitches. Shit sucks.
>>5969713
>Have you eaten today? Also drink something.
not yet
gonna get breakfast soon tho
>>5969706
Reduced aggression
Reduced roaming behavior
Reduction in urine marking behavior
>>5969711
How was the support group, I'm too nervous to go to one and all I've heard is horror stories of them
>>5969703
we need to get an apartment with just the two of us, this other roomate really throws a wrench into a lotta shite
>>5969705
all my memes are stolen eventually
>>5969716
we intended to make you make love, like cockfighting except its girltinklers
seriously though when we move we kinda want something like that sorta kinda
>>5969719
>tfw dying to see grace's explosive erection for like 4 years now
well i did see a couple times, but it doesn't have the underage taboo i like anymore ;_;
>>5969725
moving is a pain man
>>5969679
Why are people so willfully racist in 2016 idgi
>>5969730
C U R R E N T Y E A R
>>5969730
its been like on 4chan since forever tho
>>5969706
you go and get your surgery, wake up with surprisingly little pain in your scrotum but a lot of back pain from an uncomfy bed. wear loose comfy pants because youll have a massive bulge from all the bandages, it looks funny. youll want a jock strap to help keep it tight, it makes healing easier and you dont want all those bandages to slip around. an ice pack would be a good thing to have too, the pain pills help a lot but the ice bag was actually really nice for helping as well. itll hurt for a couple of weeks and the surgery glue/scar/dried blood will make it look disgusting and stink until you can shower but i cant even see a scar really anymore. youll still have a lot of skin there and it can look funny. i get phantom ball syndrome sometimes, its a little weird, but i cant even remember what it was like to have testes anymore so its going away. you wont be able to shoot cum anymore and peeing will feel different.
>>5969713
i live in my gf's dorm for reasons right now, i cant get in without her so i have to be careful about when i leave.
>>5969716
overly complex in design with a charming simple sprite aesthetic. if you can get into it its a lot of fun, but to play with other people its all play by email. really archaic game, very few like it anymore. updated frequently which is nice. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMIQfYIkrjA&list=PLM7yEwbhGUooISDlRy9rcQ0__senFxmHc is a good series of it.
What sort of clinic appointment? And its good that youre sending out apps, hope it goes well
>>5969680
Getting excluded from these kind of things makes me feel like I don't exist.
>>5969711
She sounds chill as fuck, probably can help you out with your own transition. Definitely hang with her.
>>5969738
what
no i meant to hangout, why the fuck would i move to the east coast
>>5969725
>>5969738
Cheska, you don't seem to understand. I steal the memes. I am the meme thief.
>>5969732
I took a new selfie today
>>5969744
a plane ride is a plane ride phie, i aint moving to worst coast just so ur plane ride is fuckin shorter... sick of this CRAP
>>5969741
iunno i got confused when you said moving is a pain, now i know you mean moving in general
>>5969742
i want it to happen really bad, I WANT BUNZ TO WATCH ME
>>5969743
IT WAS ME BARRY
What's the last thing you fapped to? Mine was a manga about this milf who was used by her son's classmates who eventually progressed to dressing her son up and using him as a cumdump and fucking them both at the same time.
>>5969746
more funny pictures at funnypicsplus.com
>>5969749
we tried moving awhile ago to a bigger place for cheaper...... realised its just a massive waste of time and money. would really like to move into a 3bedroom though and planning on it soon.
>>5969751
tags: loli yandere incest mindbreak rape
>>5969751
you expect me to remember what happened an hour ago?
>>5969724
It's been mostly non-binary asigned female at birth people (like consistently half), older transwomen (40+) or transmen. Also quite a few transmen around my age who are always pre-T. I've gone to 5 sessions now. The third one had a guy around my age who was probably a transgirl but didn't specify and presented more male than I do.
It took until the 4th I met other MTFs in their 20's. Two others showed up. One was just at the soft skin phase and the other was the cool girl I was talking about.
I think all the MTFs are online and avoid these things. Or my area is really weird. There was this big conference thing locally for WPATH recently and they filled a pretty big room apparently. A lot of other trans people apparently showed up who had no idea about this support group. I only know because my therapist insisted I try it a few times. So maybe it's just a lack of organization.
>>5969719
>uhhhhhhhhhh calm down there
I need more spiro my sex drive is back in full force send help
>>5969725
>we intended to make you make love, like cockfighting except its girltinklers
You are putting really bad fantasies in my head Cheska, stop this I'm supposed to be pure and innocent.
>seriously though when we move we kinda want something like that sorta kinda
When you girls move I'm so down. I was also serious about the maid thing the other night >>
>it doesn't have the underage taboo i like anymore ;_;
I can always pretend I'm a few years younger. I still have the incompetent virgin appeal at least lol
>>5969735
I'll have to look into it more, not sure it's really my thing though :s
And it's for my HRT so I'm getting a nice blood test but that's no big deal. I just get anxious about doctors in general, I can't help it.
>>5969751
MotherxDaughter erp
>>5969757
idk will i get killed by muzzies?
>>5969735
>peeing will feel different.
how different?
>>5969751
i got morningwood earlier because my gf rubbed her benis against my butt when i wanted a hug. so i jerked off as she got ready to leave for school and had her go on her knees so i could cum down her throat
>>5969753
moving does fucking suck, plus all the stupid junk you have to carry around and shit
>>5969758
you weren't very innocent when i was introduced to youuu, you'll always have the younger appeal to me dummy. and yeah i kinda really want it to happen too
>>5969763
>>5969762
not if they think youre halal.
>>5969761
>Not MotherXcrossdressing son
>>5969769
i am arabic so maybe they wont, but i come from a very proud catholic family, will they be able to smell the blood and flesh of jesus christ on me?
tfw youll never call a guy a faggot as hes fucking you
>>5969773
don't let your memes be dreams anon
>>5969774
DELETE
THIS
FUCKING
POST
>>5969758
>tfw Grace is a sinner in saint's clothing
>>5969772
they will probably rape and kill me for being a fag.
since youre qt theyll probably put you under a veil and marry you off to some sandowner
>>5969772
>a pasty whiteboy
>arabic
kek
>>5969773
My friend called me cute i called him a fag
>>5969765
>you weren't very innocent when i was introduced to youuu
>tfw my attempts are reforming into a pure girl are slowly falling apart
>you'll always have the younger appeal to me dummy.
Well yeah I'm only 19 and you're like... 2something?
>yeah i kinda really want it to happen too
Maybe I'll just show up one day and-
>>5969778
IM SORRY IM NOT SLUTTY I SWEAR IM A GOOD GIRL ;_;
>>5969773
Getting called a faggot is a weird turn on to me.
I blame middle school bullying.
>>5969751
/5870286/beautiful_lovely_sissy .html
I wish I was her.
>>5969780
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but i have a willy so they'll stone me once they see that man
>>5969781
im 75% of european descent but the largest % of my blood is of Arabic blood. u never seen a lebanese person raised in a cold climate?
>>5969751
mine was lewds from pizza while we were rping student/teacher
>>5969790
youll pulll through
>>5969744
Lets make it a secret tranny scool that will control /mtfg/ from the shadows!
>>5969755
Most support groups I went to were the same, support groups tend to exude jealousy and resentment towards passing mtfs, and mtfs in general learn to not expose themselves even at events that claim they're friendly towards us(They normally aren't).
>>5969758
its not a game id recommend for most people, its super tedious, but i like grand strategy stuff.
and thats normal, doctors can be nerve racking.
>>5969763
it feels like theres not as much force behind it, more like its just dribbling out than actually being forced out. its not actually just dribbling out, but idk. could just be me. its kind of how i imagine peeing with a vag would feel desu.
>>5969790
you are like those amerifats who say they are sioux or native american when in fact they're only 1/256 native american and look no different from other white americans
>>5969775
she is qt and pale but more importantly her mouth is very warm
>>5969783
TWENTY SOMETHING SURE LETS GO WITH THAT ;w;
you can't pretend you're a saint to me, i've seen you cum before
>>5969790
It's ok, nobody believes I'm Japanese either :c
>>5969802
Is it just me or do a lot of Americans say "I'm Irish" all the time?
>>5969802
but my last name is arabic and my grandpa was born in the middle east.....
ur wrong man
allahu ackbar
>>5969807
god damn u half japanese girls
>>5969806
Huh soundd p good
>>5969751
forced feminisation fantasies
(no, silly, me doing it to cute femgen boys and then frotting with our cute feminine penises)
>>5969800
>support groups tend to exude jealousy and resentment towards passing mtfs
There's probably truth to this.
The moderator told me last time that she "fucking hates the term 'passing'"
I imagine she does because she transitioned when she was in her late 40's.
>>5969812
Do it tume every tiem
The redhead says to shred the chello
And I'm jello
Bb
>>5969800
Lets do it!
we will usher in a new age for this board
>>5969821
she wont talk wont think wont look at me.... im the epitome of PUBLIC enemy why u gotta go and do me like that.. come out on the street and DANCE WITH meeee
>>5969806
Age is just a number, or so some 33 year old on /soc/ told me.
>tfw like older girls
>i've seen you cum before
H-hey you're not supposed to tell people about that!!
>>5969801
>and thats normal, doctors can be nerve racking.
I don't have a reason to be so nervous though, it's just like, negative association I have from previous bad experiences as a kid making me all anxious.
>>5969751
>>5969815
Forced feminization (yes having it done to me)
>>5969827
I'm a lot like yume so pls
>>5969751
I've literally never fapped in my entire life. Not even once.
>>5969809
no, they usually claim to have native american or some "exotic" ancestry that would make them stand out above all those boring english/irish/german mutts
>tfw trying to drink anything feels like fucking rusty razors running across ur tonsils
>tfw u need to stay hydrated but drinking anything is fucking torture
i still dont understand how to deal with this, the pain is like 9/10 and i throw up if i just force myself to drink it
>>5969812
In which country do you live
>>5969844
In mine
>>5969828
okay fine i won't tell anyone anymore
and i know what you like silly
>>5969814
i'm about to squeeze one out, is that okay mom
responde si vous plait
>>5969844
land of the free home of the brave anglo-pride world wide
>>5969838
HELLO?
IM HERE?
IM WAITING?
>>5969849
shit dude...dude quit trolling me or i retaliate and u wont like me when im angry o.O
>>5969830
It's nice because it takes the shame out of it when it's forced upon you.
>>5969847
>okay fine i won't tell anyone anymore
Good! 'cause i'm totally not proud I kinda scored you for a while. T-totally not.. I don't brag about it sometimes..
>and i know what you like silly
There's probably some surprises left~.
>>5969841
Well, I'm a full blooded Arvern...
>>5969857
kinda scared that if i go visit the east coast im gonna get the travel sickness again
holy fuck thisi s hell
>>5969853
Shame? What shame? Why the hell should we be ashamed of who we are?
Does /mtfg/ like subby mommies like they do dom moms?
>>5969860
No no no come visit no sick here, very clean, just wash floor, we keep you very health
>>5969854
geez i had no idea it was like that
I HAVE TO BRB
>>5969857
oki will, i suspect you won't wanna do one tonight maybe possible. and besides i think i'll have some for then still
ALSO DON'T INTERRUPT ME ON THE STATIONARY WHEN YOU GET HOME
>>5969862
what is a subby mommy?
arent you the chils when youre the sub
>>5969862
only awkward straight men like yume does
>>5969862
How about switch mommies?
>>5969865
I totally didn't happily explain our history to a friend just now... no way..
OKAY HAVE FUN YOU SLUT
Can anon make a Vocaroo thread?
Also http://vocaroo.com/i/s1lEz8JHFMCD
I don't get why NYC isn't the meme city for trannies. Any person can pass here.
>>5969873
this is mtfg not gaygen
enjoy the penis though
>>5969873
You sound way too lewd for a girl, gross.
>tfw you actually feel like a girl for once instead of a shit impression of one
I deffo think stoner chick w/ the beanie hats is my aesthetic
ayyyy I'm finding my style :D
>>5969876
because yume is in portland, and wherever she goes the memes follow
>>5969865
Is putting my gt in your mouth considered an interruption?
>>5969873
We post voices now? https://clyp.it/ru5q2k4d
>>5969874
Oh hey it me
I went girlmode yesterday and didn't get gendered as male a single time
feels good even tho I'm pretty sure I didn't pass
>>5969886
I don't know if I could be you. I feel inadequate compared to other dominant people out there.
>>5969812
>Not being a white pureblood
How awful, Im so sorry.
>>5969819
Lmfao, this literally sounds like mirror mode of the regular support group at my town. It's hard, talking to other trans people is comforting but passers get a lot of feelings projected at them I feel.
>>5969824
The New /mtfg/ Order, we will be the true masters.
>>5969862
I like my mommies having their souls stuck into cloned bodies of gods. They're the best kind for fighting off giant monsters.
>>5969886
Literally CIS girl teen voice.
>>5969874
thats my ideal mommy desu, not sure if i really want a mommy anymore though.... i feel way too vulnerable
>>5969878
Thanks
I'm not on hrt yet, working on it.
Which is why I need to work more on voice.
2 More weeks
>>5969874
thats what being a switch is anon.
>>5969883
i really like that look actually, its good that youre working on it. you could probably borrow a little bit from goth with the drapey jackets and such for super laid back look.
>>5969890
thats pretty great, what all did you do?
>>5969893
then you should work on your dominating skills anon
>>5969890
people were probably like "duude check out this fag wearing womens clothes" "looool"
>>5969871
t-thanks i did
>>5969886
I'M TIRED NOW, i'll be on the bike if you need me
>>5969885
Sheeeet.
>>5969890
Fuckin radical senpaitachi.
Ahh, I'm trying to switch to injections but inhousepharmacy doesnt have estradiol valerate in stock. So I was wondering if i could just take the 10 mg/ml Progynon weekly instead of the 20 mg/ml estradiol biweekly?
>>5969907
its very difficult for me, i find it hard to not be 100% mommy or 100% little, if i force myself to take care of mommy im extremely prideful so i just end up being the mommy. it doesnt make me sad anymore so i guess it doesn't really matter i guess. i wish i could be happy with it but i doubt it ill ever be able to feel comfortable being that vulnerable ever again
>>5969861
I guess for me it helped. Particularly early on. Mostly in the denial phase then the self-hate phase. I had been swinging between self-acceptance and self-disgust as of last week.
I'm feeling a lot more confident in it since I've started my super early experiments with clothes and make up.
What really helped was going out with my little sister yesterday though. I'm only out with Dad right now but she makes me a better person. I feel like I'm more complete when I interact with her. She's really shy with strangers (in a child way) and so am I (in an adult way) but I can't be shy if she wants something or has a question.
It helped me understand myself a bit better when I thought about it later. All my life I've been shy and super reluctant to take any lead. But there's multiple instances where I abandoned that when someone else was too scared to ask for help (friend in middle school confided his suicide plans to me, his only friend, and I told a counselor; I became the outgoing person a friend was too reluctant to mingle with strangers; I asked for directions in my large group in a foreign language when they were too intimidated) and I've been a reluctant leader a few times when I realized no one was really going to do anything because we were all scared followers. Because I understand how awful it feels to be helpless.
It was a big confidence boost finally understanding why I switched like that. I -am- a good person.
>>5969907
you have yourself and objects near you, thats all you need anon. what would you want a mommy to say to you? to do to you? think about that stuff and when you get the chance apply it to your partner. for more technical skills like ropework or massaging or beating if you want to go that far theres a ton of resources online and you can practice a little without another person. wrap up some stuff around you with rope to understand knots, massage yourself to get a feeling for the general anatomy and practice hitting specific spots to make sure you can be accurate and not hurt anybody. go talk on /d/ a little and roleplay too, it might help you work on your tone and what to say, not to mention give you the chance to meet people
>>5969903
Just used some of my new makeup and clothes. Still had a bit of mustache poking through my concealer and foundation, so I gotta experiment more with that. I tried to keep it tasteful though, just used blush to add a bit of colour on top of the foundation, then a little bit of mascara because I really like eye makeup. Didn't have the confidence to try eyeliner because I was in a bit of a rush.
I wore a full-length skirt because I haven't been keeping my legs shaven, then a v-neck T with a cardigan. My mom said I looked like a librarian, not really sure what she meant by that, but I actually felt cute, which is rare for me. My mom also did my hair up all nice in a girly way and gave me makeup tips!
>>5969905
One person stumbled over my pronouns, and another seemed to make it a point to gender me female.
>>5969544
>>5969544
Is it better to die a man rather than live to see yourself become a hon?
Nothing about me will ever be beautiful.
And I'll never be happy living this lie.
At least I can use my male strength to end this.
>>5969923
there is not mdlg/ddlg/cgl thread on /d/. or anywhere on 4chan for that matter
>>5969907
drop contact info anon
>>5969861
>>5969919
Cont.
It also helped me realize that I had to lead myself through this; there is literally no one else with the exact same journey no matter how many stories I try to find to reassure myself everything is going to be fine after this. I am *me* and no one else has done *me* before. And after all this I'll still be me just happier with myself.
10 years of realizing what's wrong but running from it, particularly when I turned to the cult I joined for 5 of them, really fucked me mentally. I thought the way I felt was so wrong. I literally tried to pray it away for years and thinking I wasn't trying hard enough. I can only imagine the layers of mental shit people who start in their mid-life crisis go through since I started at my quarter-life crisis.
>>5969925
you might want to try wax or plucking your mustache if its a big problem. that is the easiest set up for makeup, really good for day to day. eyeliner can make a huge difference, you should definitely practice it. using a pencil or a felt tipped one was the easiest for me, liquid stuff gives the best results but took forever to learn. that sounds like a cute outfit too, and i think librarian sounds like a compliment. a cute kind of bookish girl. you should do it more often anon.
>>5969946
if you can stomach it gfd talks about mommy stuff a lot. theres also erp general which usually has people into mommy stuff, and if you really want to theres also the ff14 thread which probably has some people into it. not to mention mommy stuff being pretty popular in general, so its easy to find somebody if youre alone
>>5969873
https://clyp.it/bne3miag
Here's my horrible accent...
>>5969952
what is gfd?
>bf cured my bdd
Now I'm scared it will come back with double force when I loose him. Mtfg what I will do then? ;_;
Pic very related.
>>5969961
>that pic
Fuck.
>>5969961
Your bf?
Is it the crossdresser you dated?
>>5969953
Your accent is stronger than I thought it would be.
<3
>>5969903
thanks <333
yeah I lurve big jackets and coats
I've got a waterproofed faux-leather one that looks totally tomboyish and fazed out on me but it really suits this look I think
>>5969968
Yeah but he is very masculine believe or not. He do that just by himself but tbqh I have nothing against it.
>>5969961
Find coping methods now, improve your self image through the relationship, but don't rely on it for validation about your appearance. Done that before, and it really does come crashing down when it ends if you haven't found other ways of feeling good about yourself.
Unrelated to whatever the current topic is but holy shit, thanks anon.
I usually lurk these threads and have accessed some links, but never even touched the voice training paste because I can already make my voice girly.
It's tiring as fuck though, and the swallowing trick reduced the effort massively and gave better results. Thank you for sharing.
>>5969952
I wear eyeliner sometimes, just didn't really feel like it that day. Plus, last time I wore eyeliner and mascara I didn't dig it, dunno if I went too heavy-handed or what. I'm still very much a newbie to makeup.
Kinda wish I had taken a picture but there was a lot of stuff happening that day (I used the women's bathroom for the first time!) and I couldn't really snap a good one. I need more clothes...
>>5969977
I'd believe it; there's masculine straight crossdressers; despite the stereotype they don't all become become transhons at 40.
>>5969979
To be honest, I haven't done any real training. Just talking in my daily life, and I don't talk that much..
>>5969959
gentle fem dom and role reversal is the thread, gfd + rr. kind of /r9k/ depending on the day, but ive met some really nice people and dated one girl from there. lot of boys though, which isnt really me.
>>5969976
thats really great, fashion is a really great hobby to get into to help with your image.
>>5969961
>>5969978
this is really good advice, having support from somebody is good, and they can give you validation, but you need to be able to be fine on your own too.
>>5969981
you always have to start somewhere anon, but if it feels good to do that just means its fun to practice. you can always take a pic next time, and more clothes is always a good idea
>>5969978
Good advice. But god damn it. I was never more proud to be myself when we wear walking around mall together.
Next day I went by myself and I felt empty and sad (as always).
will a college teach me useful coding skills? idk what coding even is really.. im not sure if i can do it.
>>5969886
cis/10 how do i get to this level?
>>5969992
Try doing an online course before sinking money into it.
>>5969993
I cut off my balls when I was 13
>>5969987
You've dated someone from /d/?
>>5969886
Sophie you are my hero. I want you to know that.
>>5969993
Actually thiugh thank you ^~^
I sang nalas parts from can you feel the live tonight (from the lion king) for like a little less than week in my car
i wanna die because im not a cis girl
>>5969997
well fuck. you have, or had, more balls than i ever had or will get.
i have no idea what im doing with my voice desu
>>5970007
take me with you
I want out
my boobs kept growing >.>
>>5969992
you might learn how to write code to an extent but if you want to actually be good youre going to have to spend time learning how to be a good developer yourself. you want to have a good cv with some projects that youve worked on as well as at least one internship.
>>5969886
yup i wouldnt worry about your voice not passing lol. i like how it sounds!
>>5970015
>you want to have a good cv with some projects that youve worked on as well as at least one internship.
how do i work on projects if i can't secure an internship because i'm turbo-autistic and can't interview
>>5970016
i can get the higher notes easy, but it just sounds wrong
>>5970010
You seems like the most hard working trip here. You keep improving yourself all the time.
When I think about my transition I think about determination from people like you.
I wonder when I'm just carrying an energy drink and jelly beans in my purse if I'm girling wrong
>>5969990
Idk, a reasonable starting place is probably learning to disconnect feelings of loneliness from feelings of self image, which while easier said than done is pretty important in the long run. You feel good about yourself when you're around them, but it's in large part because there's a certain amount of contentedness in having a partner. Learning to carry those feeling about yourself, even in the absence of a partner, is pretty much essential to being happy in the long run.
>>5970021
Okay possible issue is with resonance versus pitch, don't try to produce a falsetto, try to move resonance from the chest cavity into the nasal cavity, read the voice guide in the op
>>5970014
>tfw no boobs yet
If I get my mom's B cups I'm gonna be so pissed my Grandma's giant tiddy genes skipped me.
i'm scared because I take after my mom in a lot of ways. My sister got my grandma's genes and jesus she's big.
whats the best way to be dead by tomorrow night mtfg?
>>5969998
i lived with her for a year. and my fiancee i met here, though she browses /d/ a lot too. the girl from /d/ was very sweet, but she was autistic and had a lot of issues that i wasnt in a good position to help her with at the time so it didnt work out.
>>5970020
get a github account and start contributing and writing libraries and small things even if nobody uses them. contribute to projects. write a webapp for something or a small game. it depends on what kind of thing youre into. the project itself doesnt matter that much so much as it shows you have some skills
eventually youre going to want to go in for an interview but you can definately have projects even if you dont have a job/internship
>>5970031
OD on dank memes
>>5970031
Just wait til tomorrow night, it happens same time every night
>>5970027
I'll try. Thank you.
>>5970034
>and my fiancee i met here
How do I get a successful relationship from 4chan?
Choose 2 of them
>>5970023
Oh well sheit
I do work really hard but I try not to make it seem like that and just joke around and whatnot instead
I work really hard at everything I do, especially if I care about it. I have a ridiculous amount of pride in almost every thing in my life except being trans, I keep that hidden
>>5970041
It's easy just pretend to be lesbians in NYC
>>5970044
Flower and drizzle
>>5970044
VELVET FLOWER
i'm basing this on personal tastes, i did not read them 2bqh famalam
>>5970045
>I keep that hidden
do you mean you used to keep being trans hidden as a kid? im surprised, you always look like someone I expected was trutrans as hell
>>5970028
yea ive gone over it a few times before, it just doesnt seem like i can get anything to sound right
>>5970037
thats a nice meme. dank memes are the best
>>5970041
talk in thread, exchange method of contact(skype/kik/whatever), talk more to see if you like each other, make plans to meet asap, meet, see if you like each other, meet for longer period of time, see if its working, move in together. assuming youre talking to somebody who lives long distance, if theyre close enough then wait longer before moving in together. that was my method and other people i know whove met on 4chan long distance did the same.
>>5970041
>lewd post
>move to Portland
>????
>Mtfg gf
>>5970051
Naw I kept it totally hidden as a kid and stay as far away from anything trans related in my life now except Cheska. I've never touched a trans flag and I've never been to a meeting or parade or anything, not even a school event.
>>5970053
I wish I could help more, I'm sorry!
>>5970058
that's actually amazing and kinda inspires me a bit, cus I also avoid trans stuff like the plague and felt like it makes me a bad tranny lol.
>>5970044
velvet m&m
>>5970061
ah, thats just fine, i didnt expect you to give lessons or anything, but if you know some good exercises or tips in addition to the op that would be cool
>>5970062
I actually dislike a lot of transies irl, and I don't associate with any of the ones at my school
Yet
I hang out here all the time and have a tranny gf
Sometimes I'm pretty sure me and Cheska are just two chasers who decided to transition ourselves and ended up finding eachother
Glad to inspire you with my low key trans hate <3
After long 4 month training my lip corners are getting up!
Downturned lips sucks.
>>5970069
I FUCKIN HATE TRANNIES
>>5970044
Velvet and drizzle.
>>5970068
I just kinda keep tension in my throat, try to elevate the Adams apple and get dat nasal resonance. Early on humming lightly helped me find the nasal resonance, or feel it so I knew what it was I was looking for.
>>5970056
What threads were best for meeting people?
>>5969679
Possibly. I mean, he's got a nice cock and definitely seems interested.
His face is okay, his middle eastern, which is a huge plus, but his eyes are kind of sunken
>>5969687
I mean, it's ok.
It's just gotten real bad lately dealing with life
>>5969702
I WAS gonna just buy a bag of tootsie pops but got denied??
And then i came home and looked at my card and realized it expired yesterday. Whoops. </3
>>5970073
THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU
>>5970077
G F D
F
D
>>5970044
Drizzle and velvet
>>5970068
There's a lot of different methods out there for training, I think trying all of them instead of just picking one works best. It rounds out your voice a lot more. There's a lot of different muscles involved in speech you have to work them all out.
>>5969975
It's rather strong. And weird. Wish I had a stereotypical sexy French accent. As it is, it keeps people guessing where I'm from.
I went shopping, lol
>>5970077
anywhere, just be open with a skype account or whatever. generals usually work better since theyre focused and you can maintain an identity. just post and talk and respond and try. /d/ is good if you find a fetish you like there, other boards are thread dependent. avoid /soc/ or /r9k/ or any board like that.
>>5970081
like i mentioned earlier, gfd on /d/ can be a nice thread. lot of /r9k/ depending on the day though.
>>5970083
good taste anon
>>5970075
Hi Danii, long time how are you doing?
>>5970081
Maybe I should stop wasting my time here asking people about being a mom and go there instead :x
>>5970090
>/soc/
yeah nothing but bad experiences there so far. It's hard to believe the people who post there even post on 4chan at all.
>>5970086
>panties and dildos
this triggers me so much i just feel like this is a fucking gay sissy post or something
>>5970096
you wont find much advice on being a mom there, its mostly filled with thirsty boys and the odd girl. couple of tripfag doms. but its a decent place to meet people to mommy at. you can always message me on skype too if you wanted to know something
>>5970091
I dunno specifically. I did the thing where you swallow and hold your adams apple up, I've tried doing falsetto and working out down into appropriate range, I learned how to do singer warm-ups. Just various things. Read poetry or speeches or whatever.
People tell me my voice is pretty good idk. I just never use it irl cus I'm a hon:)
>visit nj
>visit old work place
>see some old employees
>they still Misgender you and use your dead name
>mfw
Guess some just never grow out of it
>>5970044
Drizzle Heart is just my best friend
Hi everyone!
>>5970044
I feel the description of oreo matches me best, so I'll go with that and heart, which looks tastiest.
>>5970057
That's the dream f a m
>>5970044
But I'm all six of them
>>5970013
I'm so jealous of you because you had srs.
What's it like to have a boy thrust into you?
>>5970148
its really hard to explain. it feels incredibly great, WAY better than anal or being the one thrusting.
but I have nothing to really compare it to. the feeling is completely different to everything else.
also feels way more intimate than anything else Ive ever done.
Hey can anyone near or in Philadelphia tell me about the city? I'm going to a comedy show in a couple days and was wondering where I can walk around and maybe a cool place to eat. I'll be near the trocadero.
Puberty reversal technology when?
>>5970150
Oh my god ...
I've dreamt about that since childhood
>>5970154
What do you want to know?
I know the city pretty well.
>eating
Depends on what you want I eat
15 minutes to go oh my god what was I thinking?
>>5970154
The troc is pretty close to Chinatown if you like Chinese food. You'll be in center city so as long as you're not alone you shouldn't have to worry about violence.
Are you traveling from far away? Cheese steaks are a staple but don't go to pats or genos because they're awful
>>5970166
For what?
Why do trans girls hate themselves so much, even when they have someone who is completely devoted to loving them unconditionally?
>>5970169
My first e-therapy session
>>5970157
>pic
Fuck
>>5970166
What did you do?
What are you doing?
>>5970166
good job, now im sad
>>5970166
That image oh god
i think i need to take a break and go play games or something
>>5970170
i don't have that, everyone who has loved me has left me
>>5970069
so are you now girly irl? how do you get over the embarrassment? I think I repressed too hard and I can't overcome it anymore.
>>5970170
Because there's always a chance they're lying to you or just staying with you until something better comes along, So abandonment issues, I guess.
>>5970183
this, any good games?
>tfw didn't hear back from the endo today
I'll just spend the rest of the day feeling disgusting then.
>>5970192
I was thinking about doing some Rainbow Six Siege or something turn based. Turn based would be nice so I can keep talking to my friends easily, especially with my friend who's kinda just realizing they're trans.
>>5970199
pls, no you dont
>>5970202
I basically have the same approach the other Sophie has: avoid trannies irl, except for like a yearly meetup or something.
>>5970201
turn based and otherwise just chill games where you dont have to be hands on all the time are nice. gl with your friend, im a bit in the same boat as your friend
>>5970204
I gotta get that srs and girlyness desu senpai
>>5970209
Yeah, now would be a good time to get back to playing XCOM actually since I heard 2 was really good.
And good luck to you, this stuff is hard, especially when you're so new to it. Is there anything I could do to help you?
>walking downstairs with shirt off
>mother looks at me and says "good lord you are getting huge, anon!"
I should really stop my suppression weight lifting. I have become the thing that I never wanted to be.
>>5970069
What does it feel like now?
Knowing you used to be a boy. And are now a girl?
I fear I'll never know what it feels like ...
;_;
I'm sorry I always do this. But your transition is like magic
I wish I was you
>>5970166
Please take 12 minutes to reflect on 100 reasons to live
>>5970216
I know that feel senpai.
Working to reverse the damage.
It was so hard to break the repression.
>>5970220
>having more than 0
tell me your secret
>>5970214
i dont know, just being able to talk to people is nice. i seem to constantly switch back and forth between hating and doubting myself and feeling like im doing the right thing and it will all be fine.
im letting things go their way for now though as im waiting for an email from the hospital for getting my diagnosis confirmed
>>5970225
Why are you so depressed when you have literally made it?
Seriously go get some living from you bf
>Actually able to pass even with short hair and boyish clothes
>Started college in January and am in total stealth mode to my class
>Programming class full of thirsty boys, and I'm one of three girls
>I get a lot if attention because the boys find me easy to talk to
>Today somebody notices I wear boxers and like a socially awkward dweeb decided to loudly ask me if I wear boxers
>The entire class heard, and I bushed hard then punched him
My god, I'm living the tomboy dream.
>Still can't shake that inner depression that it's all an act.
>Can't forget even for a minute that I have a dick
>Can't accept myself as a tomboy because I know I'm not a boyish girl, I'm really just a girlish boy in hormones
Make it stop.
Daily reminder that tinklers and girlballs a shit and you should all be working towards getting rid of them
>>5970223
I can't stop repressing t b h. I don't know why, but I feel too scared to stop. I also don't admit that I'm trans, I just lurk here like a loser.
As or me, I'm still trying to complete my 100 reasons..
Haha
>>5970232
Oh yes.
I am definatly getting srs.
The day my last scrap of manhood is destroyed will be amazing
>>5970232
I wanna get rid of mine but SRS sounds shitty
>>5970238
SRS sounds terrifying, and painful.
>>5970225
this desu.
>tfw the taxi wasn't closer, tfw he wasn't riving faster
>>5970233
So did I.
But I broke. Mtfg helped. And now I've got a future of hormones and being feminine to look forward too
>>5970230
Damn anon, that's cute
>>5970230
THATS IT IM LEARNING TO PROGRAM
>>5970245
That sounds nice anon.
Mtfg hasn't broke me because I never post, I just lurk here and hate myself.
>>5970240
You pass tho...
I would kill to become you...
>>5970253
its mostly about passing to yourself.
and thats never going to happen for me.
>>5970232
but, does it actually feel good? isnt it just gonna become a big stiff numb scar?
>finally able to schedule appointment with psychiatrist for anti depressants
>"how does April 28 sound?"
>"th-thanks"
>>5970251
You're posting right now.
Seriously just let it happen.
I can feel emotions I thought I would never feel again. Don't repress any longer.
Dedicate yourself to antitraining like me. Not even on hormones yet and it's all coming together
>>5970255
>its mostly about passing to yourself.
that's all i want in life.
>>5970232
>tinklers and girlballs a shit
>>5970257
but anon, this isnt the 70s...
you can get decent feels, self lubrication, enough depth and ability to orgasm nowadays if youre lucky and can afford
>>5970249
They're all ugly it's not worth it! I'm the second cutest girl and the cutest boy.
>>5970259
That's psychiatry for you. They're usually heavily booked. There's more patients than there are psychiatrists.
>>5970243
>SRS sounds terrifying, and painful.
She didn't email me the chat link. I wonder if I messed something up.
This is fine
>>5970265
Holy shitttttt....
I am so excited to be having this done one day
>>5970261
I appreciate your sentiment anon, but I would probably need more convincing than that.
>>5970255
but you are a girl
Just believe that in your heart
What does an SRS vagina feel like to a guy during sex? Does it feel like a normal vagina to him when he is fugging you?
>>5970265
>if youre lucky
this is the part i dont like.
also how does it make you able to orgasm, isnt it just dick skin turned inside out?
>>5970243
I don't know. I'm getting it next month, my mother is coming with me, and we're both more scared by airport red tape than by the surgery.
>>5970277
>ywn be a girl
>Year out of a toxic relationship.
>Had to work on my anger towards them, since I still loved them.
>Know I'm transgendered and start working on it when I know I'm not getting them back.
>Been living with my parents for almost a year.
>They are fucking rich as hell, and go to an LGBT friendly church.
>Finally get the guts to tell my dad.
>dad: "Wut. No. I don't see it."
Ugh. What do I do? I mean he's right that I'm cutting it a little close to my one and only real relationship being severed, but I have worked with a therapist on it, and made sure to make sure I'm doing the right thing. My problem is my dad has completely missed my issues, like a lot of them, and doesn't understand. He's an engineer, like all of us in the house, and he's just not good at seeing my problems.
>>5970278
cis but dry-ish, totally normal
>2.5 years hrt
>5'8"
>165 pounds
>16-17 inches across front of shoulders
>42 inches around shoulders
>37 inch bust
>35 inch underbust
>32.5 inch waist
>41 inch hips
how fucked am I?
>Find vaginas gross
>Girls have vaginas
>Love dick
>Have a dick
I'm a lucky girl. You know how guys say if they had boobs they would play with them all day?
That's me with my penis... And also my boobs.
I don't even like getting off with my penor, I prefer butt stuff. But it's so floppy and silly. I have a cute dick.
Why would I want some nasty pussy?
>>5970274
You'll either break or you won't.
Deep down you have to want it. And you'll just surrender, you'll cry mtfg will have assimilated another and you'll promise yourself to be he girl you always were
Give in <3
>>5970268
Still they managed to keep me as an inpatient for almost a year, in spite of having no efficient treatment for me.
>>5970293
you're at 2.5 years, you tell us
are you passing? are you trying? why are you so fat?
>>5970266
>taking another programming language class
>literally a bunch of redditor dudes, uggo wealthy asian boys and middle aged indian women
>an edgy designer clothed model enters the class and looks around for a place to sit
>sits next to me
>>5970293
>2.5 years hrt
pic please
>>5970301
stop with this fucking meme, I'm not "so fat", my BMI is normal
you sound like a fetishist
>>5970277
but I dont wanna lie to myself.
>>5970278
my SO said its literally the same
the dryishness is 50/50 or so I guess. I am definitely not dry at all when excited.
>>5970283
>also how does it make you able to orgasm, isnt it just dick skin turned inside out?
no. its way more complicated. you also get a clit. way easier to orgasm with that.
>>5970293
>165 pounds
that sounds like a lot
I actually like chasers better than straight boys. I like my Tinkler and I'm happy he does too.
I think it's a misconception that chasers only want sex. Hetboys want sex just as much.
>>5970295
Still not giving in anon. I'm gonna need a barrage of some serious convincing before I accept any of this.
>>5970305
just because overweight is the new normal doesn't make it ok or not fat
>>5970309
32 inches or below on the waistline is optimally healthy for females according to mayo.
I went through a full male puberty and I'm at 32.5. fuck off.
>>5970306
But how can it be a lie when you pass?
Clearly you must understand if you pass then it's simply your own mind trying to play tricks on you.
You're beautiful. Why don't you see it. You're the only one who thinks you look like a man.
>>5970307
I don't like chasers because I'm a fetish to them. I'm not a girl, I'm a transgirl in their mind. I don't mind someone liking my dick, but I don't want that to be my appeal, I don't want them to think of me as anything but a girl.
who /femboylife/ here?
>>5970308
Different anon, I've been lurking here for a while and I still think like you. Like, I feel like a mentally ill man but transition seems more and more appealing as time goes on.
So I heard that SRS has a chance to fail and that it won't be lubricated or something. Can someone please explain this to me?
>>5970321
>So I heard that SRS has a chance to fail
not really. you can get it fixed in a second minor surgery if something goes wrong.
> that it won't be lubricated or something.
they dont guarantee lubrication. depending on your surgeon and your own body YMMV
>>5970319
you certainly are not a femboy
>>5970308
I fell to fear.
I don't want to be kayla. So in starting as soon as a can now.
You might be able to hold out now.
But 5 years, 10 years? I don't want that. So I'm becoming a pretty girl now before it's too late.
All those men like Bruce Jenner who transition in their 50s. They all tried to hold out.
Do you want to live the best years of your life as who you truly want to be? Or as a simple facade to hold back your true self.
It's ok anon. We are all here for you.
Give in. You'll feel happiness beyond measure.
>>5970092
>somebody remembers me
Oh, I didn't expect that.
Well, not so well actually, in fact I have been feeling pretty shitty lately, but I guess I will get over it eventually.
How are you doing?
>>5970316
I dont pass.
I mean, I pass to probably like 99% of people,
but theres still that one percent
also my voice is unfixable cause my throat is weird.
I just want to be in an ivory tower with my pets and my SO and never go out ever again. and no mirrors!
>tfw the new BG expansion's mtf/femboy/wev char is a healslut cleric
>>5970328
Here's the problem anon, I can't say for certainty that I am trans.
I will admit that I have gender dysphoria, and it does bother me greatly, but does that mean I'm trans? For example, I like male things like guns and video games. And more importantly, the thought of actually "becoming a woman" terrifies me. I don't want to spend 99% of my time putting all my effort into "passing".
>>5970335
>I pass to 99% of people
Congrats, you're higher than most cis women then. People straddle the line a lot more than 1% of the time, especially if they don't perform gender to expectations.
>>5970316
Well, that's dysphoria. Even HRT, FFS and SRS put together aren't always enough to get rid of it.
>>5970335
But you are so pretty. How could you not pass to anyone? I am genuinely baffled as to how anyone could possibly think that you are a man.
>>5970340
Stop being me, please. It hurts.
I don't know what is beyond this shitty repression I have got myself into, but I can tell you that there's nothing good on remaining here. I'm already 24 and I have been conscious about it since I was 18. All that time that I have wasted have just make me more miserable than anything else in my life.
>>5970331
I wish the best for you and as for me I'm doing okay. Hopefully things will get better by the end of the year for me.
>>5970316
the true damage from dysphoira
>>5970347
Well, the conditions I gave when at the ER to sign myself in was that the clinic staff would use my female identity, that the patients wouldn't be informed, that I'd be in a single room and they wouldn't suspend HRT. Worked out fine.
>>5970354
Did your dysphoria get worse the longer you left it?
>>5970361
I'm quite content with being almost entirely rid of it. Thankfully, I might be entirely dysphoria free in a bit more than a month noe.
>>5970366
i got stuck in an observation room for 2 days without human contact before finally getting to see a psychiatrist who told me there wasnt anywhere to put a man with breasts so they made me an appointment with a local psych for like 5 months later and sent me home.
>>5970378
Well, it took me only two days to convince the psychiatrist that being trans had nothing to do with why I ended up dying and that my transition was not a psychiatric matter.
>>5970340
I guess that's where you and I differ.
Because the freedom to wear dresses, put on makeup and take hormones. I want that badly
>>5970347
posting pictures wouldn't make a difference, you all have a severe eating disorder or some kind of inborn 4chan fetish for skeletons so any fat deposits you see will be proof that im fat. im right on the upper end of what is healthy. 32.5 inch waist. 32 inches is healthy for females, 38 inches is healthy for males. that doesnt make me fat. don't compare me to obese people they smell weird
>>5970378
>barely any ciswomen get harrassed for being men tho
For looking as them though? The lawsuits over gender presentation and bathroom bills have largely been because of pearl clutchers getting triggered by cis butch lesbians.
>>5970373
I'm no longer that dysphoric. I mean I get disgusted by my look at the mirror if I stare too much time, but lately it feels more like I gave up and I'm just trying to live as comfortable as possible with my miserable self. I'm no longer trying to look like a woman despite the fact that I feel like one, I'm just trying to cope with it.
God, I never putted this into words. Now that I read it it's so fucking depressing.
>>5970389
yeah your just big boned right :^)
>>5970389
yeah youre fat anon. if youre comfortable with your body then whatevs, but dont try and hide behind bmi waist measurements. if youre saying you have noticeable fat deposits that youd get called fat over then youre fat.
>>5970393
It gets better. I was like that for a while, and now I'm looking at the mirror and I'm all "fuck, I'm totally beautiful today, is this really me?"
>>5970401
>normal, healthy weight and waist measurement according to an international body of research
>ur fat
fetishists, everyone
>>5970409
ffs doesn't fix self image trust me
>>5970319
>>5970403
You're not "being trans" in public unless you're walking at a pride and waving a flag. You're being a woman in public, which isn't exactly easy because our society is still very much chauvinistic, but if about half of humanity manages to do it, so can you.
>>5970413
Oh I have no illusions about that. Ill still hate myself hardcore. its an inherent character trait
>>5970415
You are assuming that I will pass. We all know that passing is the real struggle here.
>>5970403
>is your life liveable atm?
I can't concentrate in anything because I feel miserable all the time. Right now I have to read this paper for tomorrow, but I haven't read shit because I have been wasting my time here or playing fucking pokemon.
So yeah, you won't kill yourself as long as I know. But who knows, perhaps you're not made for this kind of crap. Only a fool would live like this.
>>5970404
Sometimes I think that I lack any sort of determination to go through transition. It feels like a uphill road that I'm just not made to endure.
How do I get more determined?
>>5970415
>hon logic
>>5970409
Well, the reason I gave up on life back then was that occupational burn out had left me completely broken. I also have a bad case of psychotic melancholia and PTSD, both of which directly led to my burnout. My transition was a last ditch effort to get a breather, and I guess it worked.
>>5970403
I'm terrified too.
But im inspired by the qts here. And I'm going to be brave and do it.
Because I would hate the regret more than anything.
I want to look back and say "I used to be a boy"
>>5970421
I don't know, I always had that terrible determination, it's one of the things at the core of my personality. I'm pretty much unstoppable once I start doing something. That's kind of double edged, because that iron will sometimes was geared towards self destruction.
>Go on casual encounters craigslist
>So many hons
>So many chasers wanting nsa qt buttpussy
I think Im going to meet up with a chaser...I just want to feel something
>>5970461
where?
>>5970397
ya, I've got a big bone right here for u baby ;^)
http://imgur.com/UmfdJRP
>>5970458
What if he's a girl too?
>>5970461
>nsa
>>5970468
fuck you I wanted some guys penis
>>5970456
I wish I could have such a determination. I would prefer to destroy myself than live like the rat I have become.
>>5970468
youre either not 165 lbs, not 5'8, or that picture is shooped or otherwise manipulated.
165 lbs on 5'8 is really chubby.
I am 5'8 and 115 lbs
>>5970488
did you not read my measurements?
my shoulders are 44 inches around. my hips are 41 inches around
I walk a lot and stand a lot and have sorta thick legs
unless every scale is lying to me I'm 165 pounds
>>5970483
well get out there and do it you pleb, random people you encounter in your life dont give a fuck what you do. of course its easier said than done but just think about the life you're living now and the life you could be living as a woman.
>>5970497
42-44 inches, im not sure, its hard to self measure shoulders
>>5970497
>did you not read my measurements?
no. I neither have measured myself, nor am an ameriboat. Ive no idea if thats a lot.
I simply dont believe youre not chubby.
I dont think youre trying to trick us either, but I cbb to investigate what you did wrongly
>>5970517
chubby is a good word as im riding the edge on being medically overweight. im right on the border
you made it out like i was significantly fat though, so FUGG U!!!
>>5970536
>you made it out like i was significantly fat though, so FUGG U!!!
no I didnt. learn to context you clown.
>>5970540
im not a clown ;_;
>>5969544
Does my body pass?
>>5970551
s'okay, I love you anon <3
>tfw i slept for 15 hours because of nyquil
idk if i should like attempt to work or if i should just do stuff around my house and then go to bed early.
how is your day going mtfg?
>>5970556
i love u 2 bb
>>5970458
what if not only he accepts you but buries his dick into your bp?
>>5970570
Idk it would be weird to think about him that way, he's my best friend since childhood....
I never watch porn, and I have absolutely no idea where I would even go to watch porn.
>>5970579
a few months on hrt and you'll be fantasizing about his dick
I'm okay, really. It was just a silly mistake. I'm sure she'll get back to me.
>>5970590
Never. I can't do that.
>>5970588
>tfw usually ERP instead of watching porn
>>5970595
It's gonna be fine sillyhead, she'll understand.
>>5970555
That's a cis body. That can't be a transgirl body. My jelly would be out of charts if that was actually your body.
>>5970603
shoulders, butt, hips
that was a dude
>>5970596
being a cockslut aint so bad
take hrt and be cute and thirsty with the rest of us
>tfw fapping to keep male hormones down
>spurt
>tfw consuming your own semen to hopefully increase Estrogen.
This is still a thing right?
>>5970613
>consuming semen increases estrogen
nigga what
>>5970612
Stop trying to make me aroused anon! You're succeeding....
>>5970612
>suckling on her breast while balls deep in her AND she's collared
i-i want
>>5970611
Emily Ratajkowski is trans? Ok bud
>>5970612
oh god, this is so great
>>5970623
I am sorry, but boys doing lewd things to girls is my fetish
>>5970612
I took HRT and I'm sexually timid and prefer slow gentle stuff with women over anything
now don't get me wrong, I've been laid out for a good fucking by a qt guy and a REALLY HOT transgirl. I just don't really crave it.
>>5970555
pls respond
>>5970628
This board has generally no idea what models look like.
That's why people use model-tier to describe cis women who look like the opposite of most models.
>>5970641
eh, preferences are preferences
> tfw you literally just cranked it and you still fantasizing about getting dicked
Fuck it, i'm still pre-hrt and I'm already having next level cock lust, I can only imagine how horny I'll be once I start. I've decided to go full time in July, and I'm ready to be the biggest slut.
>tfw I will never be objectified by men.
I just want to be pretty and loved..
>>5970636
this is possibly my lewdest boy on girl image I have
I hope I don't get banned for it
>>5970652
You'll make it someday f a m
>>5970656
DELETE THIS
>>5970599
Hopefully she emails me back
Also, I found out what happened to coworker
>Resident kicks the bucket
>Coworker takes credit card
>Maxes it out
>Signs own name to purchases
>wearing work shirt
>So fired.
>Probably in jail.
>>5970649
Keep posting more of these please
>>5970656
>sempai's hand is so big and warm
>tfw your hands will always be bigger
>>5970652
But men automatically objectify you now that you're trans
>>5970650
>pre-hrt
>doing lewd things like 6 times a day
>hrt starts
>once every 2 week ish
>3 months in
>im horny again
HELP
>>5970660
What a dumb thing of them to do wtf
I just remembered that this little silly thing happened to me like a week ago.
>go to this birthday party
>arrive late
>almost everyone has left
>stay anyways
>have a nice time
>it gets late
>a male friend offers me to stay in his place (he live like 4 squares away from the place)
>say ok
>we arrive to his house
>he offers to share his bed with me
>ok, why not
>we get to sleep
>he hugs me really tight
>after a while we start kissing
>things gets even more lewd after that
>he tries to stimulate my gt, but nothing happens
>I enjoy the kissing anyways
>give him a handjob
>he comes
>"hey, what just happened, *nervous laughter*"
>we get to sleep
I think he might be bisexual because I'm pre-everything. Also, I really missed to have a vagingo right there. Being trans sucks ;-;
>>5970649
but my preferences mean im not trutrans!!
>>5970664
okie
>>5970667
trutrans or not headpats are eternal
>>5970666
>squares
IT'S CALLED A BLOCK YOU SOCIALIST MUSLIM
>>5970676
S-sorry. I didn't mean to trigger you.
>>5970673
Uuuu I want headpats
>>5970682
>tfw getting headpats as i post
>>5970687
so jelly ;____;
I wonder what my ex girlfriend will think when I come out as trans.
>>5970690
y do u care
>>5970690
Who knows, perhaps she suspected it.
>>5970689
ill be ur headpats
>>5970695
awwww so nice
pls pet
>>5970687
> tfw not
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wd15wAZjjy0
I am really fucking conflicted.
I've decided to transition.
One side wants to be a cute girl. The other wants to be a normal man.
Who is in the right here? God I might be schizo.
>>5970687
How do I lure guys into petting me if they don't have any feelings for me?
>>5970690
One of my exes told me I was just a confused straight guy when I had talked to her about being trans. Now she's supportive. Idk about others though.
>>5970690
>tfw only girl I dated pre transition came out as lesbian after we broke up
don't know how I should feel desu
are there any benefits to progesterone other then boob growth specifically provera and microgest, my endo Is willing to prescribe it in 3months but idk a whole lot about it
>>5970702
>tfw something similar happened to me
You should feel like the truest of trans.
>>5970682
me too ._.
>>5970687
>tfw nobody will ever give you headpats
>>5970715
<3 <3
>>5970716
pit pit pat pat givin u headpats
She hasn't emailed me back.
What is this panic? I didn't even want to do this.
>>5970714
>I was always very obsessed with her hair and clothes
Who /livingthroughyourgf/ here?
>>5970690
I broke up with my gf to transition and she was upset at first but then became very supportive. Now we platonically live together.
Tfw I'll never sleep in a cage next to yume and gems bed
>>5970723
So that's what I was doing? I used to pick out outfits for her, tell her how to do her hair, what nail polish she should wear....... She even used to tell me when her periods were...
>>5970666
Why didn't you just tell him to put it in your butt?
>>5970724
I think I need to rephrase that.
Who /usedtolivethroughmyexgf/ here?
>>5970711
M-maybe i'll just do that gif
>>5970714
Ouch :c
>>5970715
idk i dont think they're like, attracted to me they might just feel repulsed at the idea of touching me
>>5970721
Relax, it's been what, an hour? She's probably with another client or having dinner. She will get back to you, but it's not gonna be like an instant response.
>>5970731
uhhjhhhhhhhhh what......... The frig?
Now I want head pats
>>5970734
Idk. It was too spontaneous. Doing that requires a little more of confidence. Also, this was my first time with a guy.
>>5970743
Needy as fuck right now. Been depressed for a few days
>>5970749
Have we spoken before?
>>5970751
Obviously . This is Lizzy
>>5970754
>on 4chan
>wouldnt sleep with sister
normie out out out
>>5970724
>I am trutrans(TM)
sorry hun, but unless you post your penis on /b/ you are not trutrans
>>5970735
*raises paw*
>>5970771
>not keeping all the parts of her penis the surgeons didn't use in the neovagina inside a jar with formaldehyde
You clearly aren't trutrans (TM).
>>5970758
Oh hi qt
>supposed to break up with 3 month long partner today
>was gonna do it at their place so i could do it in person and they had a safe place to retreat to
>its their birthday
>forgot because I suck
FUGGG
>>5970771
sorry but you will never get to experience womanhood
>>5970771
wait so you date boys and girls with dicks? you're not keeping a straight story, you're flipflopping!!