mtfg transwoman general

>"Our client is an excellent local employer based in ______________________.

>They currently require some temporary administrative for around 4 weeks.

>Hours 8:45am - 5.00pm Monday to Thursday and 8:45am - 4:15pm Fridays.

>The role is varied administrative duties including:-
>Up-dating spreadsheets
>Processing sign up packs
>Answering some inbound telephone calls
>Filing"

See, this kind of thing I can't see any way I'd be physically unsuitable for. Idk if they want any previous experience though, maybe I'd be way way out of my depth. And it's only for 4 weeks. (Plus, I'm still doing my degree so I can't apply for anything just yet but still, research is important)

Strip back the business-speak for me, is sort of thing supposed to be reserved for ubermensch salaryman archetypes or are they looking for any old goon who isn't too stupid to use excel? It's only just above minimum wage.

>no tc in op

>>5964087
We don't need the TC in the op, oddish.

>>5963878
I'd have no ideological issue with camming, I have no perceived self-worth already so it wouldn't have an emotional toll on me
problem is I can only get off ~once every few weeks these days thanks to hormones, and feel nothing when fapping, not exactly ideal for camming even if I hide my face

>>5964083
That's pretty much what i do
It's not too hard
The only thing i really hate is phone calls cause i have hardcore social anxiety

>>5964095
i think the tc is pretty comfy though i havent been on in a while

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>>5964077
Urge to repress...RISING

Burning up, don't know just how far that I can go
(Just how far I go)
Soon be home, only just a few miles down the road
I can make it, I know, I can
You broke the boy in me but you won't break the man
I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
I'll be where the eagle's flying higher and higher
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where my future's lyin', St. Elmo's fire
I can climb the highest mountain, cross the wildest sea
I can feel St. Elmo's fire burnin' in me, burnin' in me
Just once in his life a man has his time
And my time is now, and I'm coming alive
I can hear the music playin', I can see the banners fly
Feel like a man again, and hope ridin' high
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where the future's lyin', St. Elmo's fire
I can see a new horizon underneath the blazin' sky
I'll be where the eagle's flying higher and higher
Gonna be your man in motion, all I need is a pair of wheels
Take me where the future's lyin', St. Elmo's fire

>>5964075
Those types usually are just looking for any old computer luterate shmuck but what can make it hard sometimes is that often a lot more people than needed will apply. And if they have to choose between someone with no experience and someone with they're gonna take the latter. How bad this is kinda depends on your area. You mentioned a degree though, that'd probably only help you.

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pls stop making new threads this early

>>5964099
On Friday I made around 50-70 phone calls, it sucks :(

>>5964102
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go

>>5964099
Yeah I can stomach the phone anxiety but my condition makes people sound like they're talking fucking Swahili on the phone, it's difficult enough to understand people speaking IRL

if I can do the rest maybe they'd let me off on that
I can use Excel better than most adults, being a millennial, plus I'm obsessive about order and stuff so I guess I'd be good at filing?

>>5964112
I TRIED SO HARD

>>5964089
awww :c
and yeah hailey is sick too.
[Call her that :^)]
Hope you get better soon though ;-;
>>5964101
oddish's one is shite.
>>5964107
we weren't even at max images x.x

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>>5964102
Wat

>>5964083
>>5964104

>>5964112
nice linkin park bro

>>5964115
>>5964107
you have to make the new thread early if you want to edit the op to make sure no one beats u, sorry >.>

>>5964104
idk that one's only had 4 applications in a few weeks of being online, is that a red flag or something?

>>5964116
you're witnessing birth of a new kayla

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Good morning ladies
>>5964114
HE SAID SON WHEN

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>>5964115
10 MEMES

And I hope you get better soon toooo :(

>>5964109
I don't have too many desu, around 5 probably

>>5964113
Just try it

>>5964125
Hi :)

sup ladies.
So how many of you had the chop?
and did you pay out of your own pocket?

>>5964115
Yume's is always dead and the other one is more popular.

>>5964120
weeeh
>>5964128
*fictional internet hugs*
20 memes.
20 whole memes.

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>>5964124
How dare you.

I don't take hormones.

Someone pls kill me

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>>5964124
Pls no, one is already too many

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>>5964120
so make it early and then post it one or two memes early maximum, or just the second we hit 150

its not hard senpai

just do that next time, please?

>>5964121
I'm not sure, but the less competition the better IMO.

>>5964131
I wish I had better self-esteem
anyway I can't do it atm, I've still got lectures and finals and coursework stuff throughout the weekdays

but afterwards yeah
I don't understand why people say I don't make any effort to solve my problems, I wouldn't be self-medding if that was the case

>>5964137
Don't worry. I hate myself.

I don't hate you. Go be cute and ignore the psycho in the corner girls.

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>>5964131
H-h-hey you, how's it going?

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Anyone else far into transition, pass fine, have a decent life, decent boyfriend, yet still dream about sneaking off into the woods or something and just killing yourself? Transitioning has legit helped magnitudes, but it doesn't seem to have made these thoughts go away entirely. The only difference now is that I'm not depressed *100%* of the time. Who know, maybe I'm just mentally fucked at this point or something. I just wake up each day and am like "What have I done with my life? I'm 23 and have spent the past 3 years just becoming an abomination. On top of that, even if I strive to do something great, I don't see why that would even matter. Seems to me like literally nothing on this planet has any reasoning for happening. If I just didn't get up anymore and just rotted away, that would change nothing. Sigh... Why do you all get up, /mtfg/? Is there something I'm missing here? Some idea or end point to reach I have just not seen? I think I'm just not meant to be happy at this point.

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>>5964134
oh right

fuck
>i knew I kept this in my phone for a reason

>>5964138
j-just for you, gem >.<;;

Also what does "Permanent, full time" mean? Obvs know what full-time is but does permanent mean I can't resign except at a particular time? Like I'm beholden to something in the contract that makes me have to stay there for years and years?

>>5964138
*make it early and then post the links to it once

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>>5964145

>>5964156
Could very well be.

>>5964133
of course it is.
>>5964148
yey <3
so many memes
im going to hug the heck out of you next time i see you.

>>5964135
Kayla only started taking them after 5 years here

>>5964141
Self medding isn't much effort 2bh

>>5964144
Pretty good actually
and you ? ^-^

>>5964142
Why are you repressing? At the very least start trying to accept who you are, the self hatred just gets worse ;_;

>>5964145
sounds like you have other things causing your depression than just being trans which might be obvious to you already. i feel like that at times but its getting less frequent as i get my life more in order i guess.

>>5964145
I'm 21. On the edge of either suicide or transition

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtF6Jej8yb4

Think it would be kinder that i should kill myself and my family will remember me with some semblance of normality rather than living as some Kayla tier freak

I'm letting it slip away.

>inb4 someone posts Silhouettes

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>tfw you wanted to work today but you slept through the hourly pay
(@___@)7
>>5964153
It just means you'll have a job that isn't temp stuff

>>5964159
I'll probably hug you until we find a place to lay down and then cuddle you for hours t b h

>>5964133
thats because oddishes is full of random people

>>5964178
f o r h o u r s.
can we walk around holding hands and then let me lay my head down on your lap on a park bench?

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>>5964161
That's good! I'm doing okay

>>5964183
yes

we can stay there and watch the sun set too

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>>5964169
Because i can't...I just can't...

I don't want to become a hon or Kayla.


I have to destroy myself if I can't avoid that fate

>>5964186
so we can do the hand holding ...?!!
that would be wonderfulll
just spending time with you in general is super nice desu.

>>5964161
I've been sorting out all my disability and benefits stuff myself too without any family support

should be sending off the forms in a couple of weeks, then I've got to figure out how to pass the fucking interview urgh

>>5964173
source? first evidence I've seen of somebody actually using this method

>>5964145
this is exactly my problem.
I dont know if I wont just snap some day and do it anyway. I constantly research poisons, or gun stuff, or look for trees, or easily accessable railway tracks.
I think you have to be cut out for this shit to transition and be happy. some people just dont get better at all ever. Ill stick around until I am not needed anymore and then Ill leave for good I guess

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is my chest supposed to be this small after 6 months of E shots

>>5964190
Its ez not to be a Kayla tho.

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>>5964161

>>5964190
You're here and trying to repress. It's literally too late.

whats the verdict on deschamps braly

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>>5964190
you're only giving away your one chance to be happy because you're afraid

I did the same for more than a few years and the regret still kills me, and the depression from it made me fail in the one thing I was working at, college, badly

trust me, its a terrible fucking idea

>>5964192
we can always do the handholding :)

>>5964185
Nice to hear :)

>>5964190
Transition now or you'll end like kayla

>>5964198
>tfw no dick off time :(

>>5964190
It's genetic lottery after 16. There's not gonna be any hour for qt life unless you allow there to be hope for the smug lyfe.
>>5964193
Random on /r9k/. It's a reaction image now.

since tinychat is dead until late at night.

In kageshi... is it normal for people to not say anything and just play weird music?

>>5964190
I can guarantee you won't be a Kayla, Kayla's problems are entirely due to personality and a complete lack of self awareness. Moreover, Kayla spent years repressing, which is what you're saying you're wanting to do. The sooner you start doing something about this, the better your chances are, repressing more is just going to hurt you more. You're here now, you're already at least aware of the fact that you're trans, even if you don't want to accept it, and that's really the first step in doing something.

>>5964205
ive heard good things but i think u have to do an in-person consult to see pics

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>>5964199
>>5964199
>>5964207
>>5964208
>>5964214
I'm going to transition.


But I'm going to go cry. I'm sorry.

>>5964210
yes
use the text chat there desu, more active

>>5964218
<3

>>5964210
Kageshi is tru anarchy. Show your cock. Play loud music. Ignore chat. Do whatever you want.

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>>5964218
Give in Anon.
You feel better after you accept it.

>>5964190
>>5964207
This happened to me too. After I fucked up school I still kept trying to run from it but evetually realized that the only path that I could even imagine me being happy was taking the plunge.

>>5964218
If you need any help i can give you my skype/kik :)

>>5964218
Its perfectly fine to cry about it.
Better to let it out than let it eat you from inside.

>>5964215
going for it

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>>5964218
If it makes you feel any better, I don't think anyone transitions without a lot of crying first.

>>5964207
yay <3
its the best :3

>>5964181
its more fun that way imo but everyone likes/is comfortable with different things. i honestly couldnt stand a chat where trans issues were the only things talked about which tends to be the case in most tranny places other than brief moments where non trans stuff is talked about.

i guess thats my problem with most trans people in general -- the only facet of their identity that they focus on its the fact that theyre transgender. sorta off topic tho
>>5964210
kageshi has mics muted by default so its kinda annoying if you want to talk to people there. text chat can be nice though

>>5964218
It's OK to be scared, it's OK to cry, but please also remember that it's OK to be the way you are. There's no shame in being trans, I hope that you can come around to accepting yourself. We've been there too.

>>5964239
Well, of course people in trans spaces talk a lot about trans stuff
I don't talk about trans stuff irl if i don't have to so it's nice to have a place for that

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>>5964231
Gonna get hormones asap. I'm gonna be brave

>>5964235
>first
>not during
>probably after too

>>5964244
Good luck newfriend. There's surprisingly plenty of decent people here that can help you if you need it.

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Post musik

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUBCjOCf2Gw

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>there are still people here who don't believe in meme magic

>>5964229
do you want to add me on skype?

>>5964239
most trans people don't have anywhere else to talk about trans stuff so they tend to do it where they can. but i do agree that its nice to talk to other girls about not trans stuff too.

>>5964244
good girl. you can be happy

>>5964263
Only because you asked for it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CNA2SVuRcPg

>>5964263
if you insist https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=byH9r0okMbU

>>5964268

trip on yume

>>5964267
If you want you can add me :)
(I know i'm annoying with this shit)
Marina.m1993

>>5964244
Good luck anon, the first step is the hardest but you'll be very happy that you made it.

>>5964263
Grooooooves
https://youtu.be/XeQp1Fr8-9E

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>>5964228
same

I think a huge part of me was just afraid of being happy, because it'd been so long since I felt it that I forgot what it was like, whereas depression I could understand

Ive made a lot of dumb decisions

>>5964244
Ill take your hand when you need me to

>>5964274
theres three of you you know, im going to assume youre the one that isnt russian

>>5964281
German

>>5964282
>tfw

>>5964281

Mirin, marina... and whats the other?

>>5964285
I'm so manly even my country ends with man

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>>5964244
I hope for the best, friend.

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“This is Colonel Testosterone to all Androgen fire teams at the primary and secondary perimeters! I want a controlled fallback to the testes by stages, regrouping as you go! Our objective is full evac of DHEA and androstenedione , and we will hold this station until it’s done! You have at most one hour to make your way back here; after that you’re going to be Estrogen.”

>>5964281
I'm probably the one looking like a tranny in the profile pic

>>5964244
Goo luck anon

>>5964290
Could be worse, my country has so little in it that it even ends in 'nada'

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well mtfg?

Was anybody else on tinychat last night?

There was a blonde girl with glasses, whose eh... how do i say it.... situation? Was giving off bad vibes.

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>>5964288
i meant on skype, theres 3 marina.m1993's

>>5964296
i added the one on top from germany

>>5964278
Mostly guilt and shame held me back.
Wanting to be "normal" too.

And lots of dumb decisions as well...I could be much better off by now. Just trying to focus on the future instead.

>>5964301
look closer and you'll see why ur being stupid af right now

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>>5964293
>mfw this is gonna happen inside my body

Fight all you want male hormones. We're gonna be girls.

>>5964310
oh shit youre right. thanks

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>>5964303
>guilt and shame
>Wanting to be "normal"
Those feels, I know those

>>5964263
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2JLxrq0KLVY

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>>5964317

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who /drowningproblemsinalcohol/ here?

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>>5964293
"Open fire!" :D

>>5964300
what happened?

hellooo

>>5964330
*raises paw*

>>5964330
i wanna do that but am sickkkkk
>>5964335
yo

>>5964328
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7iWEim4sWo

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I felt completely hopeless about transitioning. The fear you'll never be like a/never be treated like a true cis-woman is soul-crushing for me

I take comfort now knowing, yes, I wasn't born cis. All I can hope to achieve is be the best me I can be on this mortal soil.

Instead of striving to be exactly like a cis-woman, I've decided to strive for being Jojo instead. Will post progress eventually maybe

>tfw a hot guy messages you on okcupid

>>5964334

Don't want to make a fuss since it might just be a misunderstanding.

But there was a mtf with blonde hair and glasses who went into chat to ask edie about FFS cuz she had the money but didn't how how to start. But her bf didn't let her use the chat and made her turn off the cam after a while and she came back like a few mins later and after a while her laptop just folded in the middle of the cam like somebody obviously did that...

>>5964342
heyyyy i go for the same thing actually. i hope we both manage to have fabulous poses and fit girl bodies

>>5964346
aw that sucks... dunno what to really do about that. i hope that shes ok

>>5964350

yeah i think everybody was a bit creeped out about it...

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good morning thread

everyone post eye(s)

>>5964346

fuck i mean't didn't let her use the mic.

>>5964329
i want a hairy pussy :c

>Everyones here right now
>i cant hang out because i have work
Damn

>>5964342
>the best me i can be
>trying to be like someone else

lol even tranny women are shallow and boring as fuck

get a hobby

>>5964346
sounds like my dad
abusive people suck
if she comes back tell her to stick a fucking fork in his eye

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>>5964357
Old drugged up pic though

>>5964357
no, only absolute losers do that

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Im a fucking princess.

>>5964360
But no Kayla. This thread is like half as entertaining without her yelling about something.

>>5964365

eyes of a 14 year old girl

>>5964371
Okay but who is the cute boy in that gif?

>>5964365
wow what drugs were you taking?

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>>5964366
pussy

>>5964373
But eventually its like watching an episode of a tv show you've already seen 100 times.

>>5964374
Is that a good thing

>>5964378
LSD + MDMA

>>5964263
LETTING THE DAYS GO BY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1wg1DNHbNU

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>>5964293
>>5964317
>>5964331

>mfw I played Johnny comes marching hone from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trZlvpLihHk as I read your posts

>>5964385
>tfw you will never candyflip with the qt of your dreams

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>>5964357
>tfw u look permanently sad or tired

>>5964385
>candyflippin

but dat mdma neurotoxicity

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>>5964263

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dp5LavG3Oys

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Help me out here. Do I:

>move out and escalate my escorting to fulltime rather than part time, make bank and kill self in 10 years
>kill self now
>carry on being a disgusting NEET in my parents home like I have for the last 5 years and keep avoiding making decisions

>>5964263
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_kYckOVw7o

>>5964385
Bloody hell, was it fun?
I had LSD once and I got far too handsy with people and kinda paranoid.
Don't know about MD though, it's a party drug right?

>>5964390
>tfw youll never hug elanna unti shes happy
sadface

I am sorry, but I think I have to order you to stop being on the wrong continent

>>5964389
I'm probably not the qt of your dreams though :(

>>5964391
It's not like i haven't done stuff much worse before transition

>>5964263
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ik2YF05iX2w

>>5964385
le candyflipping face


tfw u havent seen lights at night the same since candyflipping 4 months ago

>>5964392

If only that were actually possible.

>>5964387
i fucking adore that song

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>>5964357

sure okay
could anyone possibly figure out who i am

>>5964400
no
no you arent

im sure youre still very cute
you just arent them

>>5964405
>sure okay
>could anyone possibly figure out who i am

Male

>>5964399
But my eyes look sad and tired even when I'm happy, no amount of squeezing makes me look happy ;~;

I appreciate the sentiment though

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>feel dysphoric and lonely
>get drunk to avoid feels
>fall asleep
>vivid dream where I am with ex again
why is this allowed

>>5964397
It was pretty fun
Especially since i was at a big rave where most of my friends were too and i got lots of cuddles and hugs and headpats and everthing felt so good

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>>5964382
Fix ur lighting sempai.

>>5964411
life exists to make us suffer

>>5964390
iktf
Permanent bags under my eyes.

>>5964395
None of the above?

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>>5964357

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>>5964415
i am the night

>>5964390
It's just the slight downwards angle
But your eyes are so big and cute :)

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r8 eyes

well, I was able to fix my pc

What's worse:
The life of a hon, or the life of an ordinary man with gender dysphoria.

>>5964431
good job!

>>5964432
You could start as a hon and then get ffs

>>5964430
I wish I had your nose, nice eyes tho.

Hey girls, have I missed anything interesting?

>>5964410
;~~~~~;
Id still try

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>>5964430

LET ME LICK THEM!!!!

>>5964431
grats, welcome back to the land of the living (we all wanna die tho)

>>5964432
missing out on high school =[

>>5964433
but my phone is still stolen =[

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>>5964430
wheres my (You) you whore

>>5964413
Lol sweet as

>>5964418
>None of the above?
What else do you suggest? The only thing I've ever been good at is being a fuckdoll for men to use. Nothing interests me anymore other than drugs. Escorting = lots of drug money.

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>>5964439
WTF?
>>5964436
ive never really noticed my nose ever desu
>>5964445
right here mlady

>>5964441
oh well fuck then

>>5964435
Okay true.
>>5964441
>tfw you will never go through high school as a girl ;_;

High school was horrible! Especially prom.

>>5964298
> tfw Everyone remembers Club Penguin but no one remembers webkinz

>>5964449
>WTF?

i said... let mE LICK THEM!!!

>>5964432
hon, but not by much

official life ranking:
Femboy >> Cis guy > Cis girl > Passing transgirl >>> Guymode with dysphoria > Hon

So... Where did you meet the people you love?

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>>5964430
spooky, sir

>>5964458
literally in this general

>>5964362
Our collective hobby IS reading shitty Indonesian printing press post-ironically

>>5964449

Why do you have the Trinidad flag behind you?

>>5964435
that's assuming your face can be changed enough to be fixed
>tfw paranoid they won't be able to take off enough of my chin

>>5964457
>tfw on top

feels good man

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>>5964419
>>5964430

Someone rate my eyes pls

Give to me straight

>>5964424
T-thanks ;_;
>tfw you have big eyes with a light eye color, and everyone in a 5 mile radius can tell when you've taken drugs

>>5964438
o.o;
It's definitely worth a shot!

>>5964458
Online~

>>5964457
Why is femboy #1? Passing transgirl is #1 desu

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>>5964456
i think that would hurt desu...
>>5964458
image boards

ive never dated a single person outside of the image board spectrum of people, on purpose mind you.
>>5964463
i am a trinidadian :- )
>>5964467
u look very unhappy

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>>5964458
in this thread

>>5964468
you definitely are <3

>>5964458
internet

>>5964464
Shut up
your face isn't that bad
You just need normal ffs
You have plenty of masculine festures but nothing's totally bad

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>>5964317
> tfw we are all gonna make it :)

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>>5964440
>>5964450
>>5964452

I beat up the guy who stole it and hes having a hard time from the training center so its all good. Also a detective is investigating it. =]

>>5964447
Do you enjoy being an escort? I'll have to admit there's not many easier ways to make drug money quickly but having to kill yourself at some point or other sounds pretty wasteful. And you definitely can't put off making decisions.

>tfw

I woke up like 3 hours ago cause of the maintenance guy next door and I'm still tired lol
how are you doing Mtfg?

>>5964468
>iktf
People always know

>>5964458
Mine and my brother's births.

>>5964481
nice!

>>5964487
i woke up 3 hours ago cos a brass band decided to have a concert down my street and im sitll tired lol

>>5964461
>>5964469
>>5964470
>>5964471
>>5964474

Wow, that's lovely. Maybe I'll be so lucky in the future

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>>5964487

omg I'm so tired I forgot to include the pic and use my other trip
kill me now

>>5964470
But do my eyes look nice ;_;

I'm in early days still. But I wanna know

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>>5964458
I love everyone desu

>>5964487
I'm trying to figure out how to rip out my facial hair so I don't see it through my skin

what time is it where you are that a maintenance guy waking you up?

>>5964498
have fun with that

>>5964497
ya blue eyes are nice

>>5964496
What's /mtfg/ listening to?
https://youtu.be/NLm6SSB9Elk

>>5964496
Hi Edie! If you've been up for 3 hours what have you been doing? What does the morning of a nonlazy look like anyway? :3c

>>5964487

Do you remember the blonde mtf from tinychat last night? Her bf's behavior towards her was giving off bad vibes...

>>5964484
>Do you enjoy being an escort?
It varies. Mostly I'm indifferent, sometimes it's really fun, and rarely is it unpleasant.

>pretty wasteful
How so? I have and will not contribute anything to society, my death won't mean anything.

>And you definitely can't put off making decisions
It's hard, every major decision I've made in life has resulted in failure (besides transition). I second guess everything.

>>5964498
What is this beautiful bird?

>>5964496
I'm already tired tomorrow.

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>tfw my parents inexplicably prefer how I looked on the left
>keep making remarks about how gaunt and unhealthy I look now
>constantly say I look ill and "you used to be so handsome"
>keep getting called a fag
>every time I come home get fed huge portions of very fatty and sugary food to 'thicken you up'

how fucked up is my family?

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>>5964487
im good !

ive been hanging out at my friends apartment all week i think she is getting sick of me tho so i came home for a bit

>>5964523
you have a really unique face. i know that sounds shitty but its a good thing. if you really worked on some fashion and makeup you could look really good

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>>5964513
It's a Bearded Vulture

>>5964523
yeah you looked way better on the left

it's such a shame that you killed such handsome guy

>>5964508
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vmx9zZ8avUw>>5964510

>>5964523
Passing privilege is real

>>5964526
yeah I know, it comes up literally all the time
bad news is it makes it frigging impossible to find hairstyles etc. that suit me
also I have a hook nose and a really pointy chin and a massive browbone so as soon as I turn my head even a bit I look 100% worse
and that's a pretty favourable pic

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>>5964492

I hate ppl lol
don't they know I wanted to sleep till noon

>>5964508

>currently
um like nothing lol. my ex called right after I woke up to talk to me about stuff so I did that? he's buying a car and all excited. talked to him about seeing Faye in a few weeks and how I want to change my hair color again (to no ones surprise)
I'm a lazy boring person. what have you been up to?

>>5964524

aw that sounds fun. why so long tho?

>>5964532
I was 13.75 stone at 5 foot 9
I used to wheeze when I pulled myself up into a sitting position in bed
no, no I was not better off on the left

>>5964537
i didnt rlly want to sleep so late but i passed out on the couch watching batman or something. i think it was batman. i dont know. i was very tired.

>>5964523
wow you really do have a rough start

>>5964537
Good music taste

>>5964537
>notification bar
>stock icons
>unnecessary icon clutter
3/10

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Ugh my nose is way too prominent.

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>>5964513
looks like a vulture

>>5964508
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z3N8yLpF5Iw

>>5964492
=]

>>5964549
Love your eyes and what i can see of your face shape

>>5964511
Why do you have to contribute to society?
I'm the same about major decisions though.

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>friend starts texting me
>send her a reply
>45 minutes later and still no reply
every time

>>5964357

>>5964508
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oV9NLtZBhL4

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>>5964541

well I did!! ;_;
maybe u were watching superman

>>5964546

t-thank

>>5964548

autism

>>5964536
not tied up. you want to let it flow around your face, either both sides or focused on one side. wavy would be better than straight. gooogle good stylists in your area, a good haircut from a nice place will cost like 50 dollars. make sure to tell them you want it to be as feminine as possible. the shape of your nose doesnt matter and the rest of it can be fixed with makeup.

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>>5964541
>>5964568
batman versus superman was pretty good =]

>>5964523
I have the same kind of nose as you, I'm saving up for rhinoplasty.

xhamster.com/movies/3654588/google_glass_morning_female_pov.html
Smhtbh

>>5964568
no no EYE dont like SUPERMAN. batman is the SUPERIOR HERO.

>>5964573
are you being silly

>>5964573
I agree.

>>5964523

I would say you're unattractive either way, but I can see a bit of a woman in your face on the right.

>>5964569
I've always wanted wavier hair (because it's so shapeless and flat when I have it down, ew) but that left pic is the longest my parents ever let me have my hair before I left for uni, the controlling fucks
they used to cut it in my sleep as a kid if I refused to go to the hairdressers

currently growing it out, I definitely want it to be made wavy when it's long enough but atm I think it'd spring back up to just below my ears if I did it lol

also want bangs w/ it after I get my jaw done, until I get my brow done

god I need so much money

>>5964523
I find you attractive for reasons you wont like

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>>5964579
>>5964581
yea, my old phone camera still works so i was takin pics the other day

>>5964559
>Why do you have to contribute to society?
I don't have to, a death is only a waste if something of value is lost.

>I'm the same about major decisions though.
Sucks right? Now I just let them figure themselves out.

Passing: it's fucking great.

>>5964589
yeah I get that a lot
I could probably make a 7/10 guy if I tried, but a 0/10 hon without FFS

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are we posting eyes again

>>5963945
>>5963992
KEK

>>5964588
the money will come in time. just focus on what you can do now. take care of your hair and learn what you can do with what you have.

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>>5964602
were always posting eyes

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i took a selfie and i feel like it's one of the most true-to-self depictions of myself i've ever snapped

>>5964609

hows your bf hunt going along?

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>>5964598
> tfw iktf

>>5964609

waits whoops, my trip is still off from eyeposting

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>>5964357
Ayes

the eye meme is dumb

>>5964616
Stop hurting my heart :(

>>5964598
D:

>>5964609
i love your hair

>>5964620
i agree. it is old hat at this point

>>5964620
iris recognition databases are no jok

What's the "end game" of a trans girl? Is it:

>pass
>get a committed boyfriend
>adopt kids
>be a normal women

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>>5964573

I heard it was just ok

>>5964579

literally screamed
I'm glad no one else here knows the meme

>>5964620

kinda tru

>>5964629
I just don't understand why yume is gathering this kind of data

>>5964633
suicide

>>5964633
Thats my endgame, idk about others. Get SRS, pass, do w/e i want and be happy at that point.

>>5964633
For me its being myself in all ways.

>>5964604
I'm scared I won't be able to guymode well enough until then, goddamn boobs
I wish I could stop obsessively thinking about things like my appearance, life was easy when I was repressing and didn't give a shit how I looked desu

>>5964549

You look so familar, I've seen you on chaturbate, not sure who you are tho.

Or I'm imagining things.

>>5964612

It's still a little early for anything like that.
Being alone is too painful right now to even think of looking for someone again

>>5964625

thankye~

I need some kind of ADD or OCD meds
hurry the fuck up NHS

what drugs make you not get trapped in cycles of thought and stuff?

>>5964633
this tbqh
I just want to be myself, pass, get married, adopt a couple of kids, and live a normal life as a woman

>>5964599
0 is being devastating to yourself, if you're going to be down on yourself try to keep it realistic

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>>5964633
>>5964598

idk lol
transitioning is like a roadblock. it's not an endgame at all. I don't see the big deal with passing etc, just do whatever you want with your life and keep going
like I was literally wearing makeup and women's clothes every day before HRT anyways. eventually I'll get FFS and a BA but for now I'm more concerned with everything else in my life.

>>5964633
get to a point in life where I've passed for so long that I've forgotten what it's like to be a boy

>>5964650
Cognitive behavioral therapy. fuck drugs (except spiro & E ofc..) , mind over matter.

>>5964633
Reduce dysphoria enough through surgery, hormones etc. that I can comfortably live with whatever remains of it
I don't care about fooling people into thinking I'm cis, I just need my body to be closer to how my brain expects it to be

>>5964634
lets keep it that way. they dont deserve it.
btw have u thought about when ur gonna cum visit me at all?

>>5964633
>>get a committed boyfriend
>>adopt kids
>>be a normal women
this all sounds terrible tho

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Has anyone here ever tried dissolving their spiro in with their peppermint tea? I mean it's not like it should taste that different, I'm just wondering if it's a terrible idea or even one that completely negates the ability of spiro to do anything.

>>5964622
:c

>>5964633
Fool the president of the United states into thinking I am a girl, sucking his penis and destroying his presidency

>>5964654
possible 6-7/10 with full FFS
but without it, no, I will literally just look like a weird but masculine man with boobs

>>5964662
>Has anyone here ever tried dissolving their spiro in with their peppermint tea?

Were not in 420chan.

>>5964646
i wasnt really advocating you just guymode everywhere, i was saying learn how to look more fem right now and just be happy with that while you work towards being even better.

>>5964633
i dont think being a trans girl is enough of a thing to have an "end game" of its own. transitioning is just a way to be more comfortable in your body so you feel better and can move on to do other shit that you care about and can work towards, not a life goal with an end game.

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>>5964647
You definitely haven't seen me on chaturbate. I'm a trip that hasn't transitioned yet, and I mostly like to go anon like this.
>>5964663
Kek

>>5964658
I wish the NHS would hurry up and give me a damn therapist
I'm so angry with my parents for not getting me or my sister the help we should have had from early childhood, we're all screwed up in the head

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>>5964661

no like idk what ur plan is!! you were like "I MIGHT GO TO AUSTRALIA BYE" and I was like o ok

>>5964663

>Fool the president of the United states into thinking I am a girl, sucking his penis and destroying his presidency

finally, a goal I can get behind

at 11:00pm EST tonight I will post kiwis nudes

>>5964673
dude thats not for a few years tho
my roomlover is gonna be gone over the summer from like june till the end of august and i figured itd be cool if you came visit then
i swear we talked about this already lol

>>5964667
but without FFS it'll just look embarrassing
I have no girlmode, only honmode and I look like a 40 year old crossdressing meetup freak like from those photos what always get posted
I'd post pics but I know I'd just end up regretting it

>>5964633
All this

>>5964676
don't, that's foul

>>5964676
no thank you

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>>5964662

or you could swallow it

>>5964676

congratulations

>>5964677

I got confused cause I thought you said you were gonna visit aus with her while she was gone lol! how is end of June/early July for you?

>>5964676
are you the same anon who threatened to unveil some deep dark secret about kiwi a couple of weeks ago but bottled it?

>>5964663
>Fool the president of the United states into thinking I am a girl, sucking his penis and destroying his presidency
Isn't that the start of Zendegi, except with Iran?

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>>5964683
>scat fetishist throwing shade

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>>5964696

I think she meant the act of posting kiwis nudes, not kiwi being nude in general lol

>>5964650
>>5964658
id like to second the CBT, started it recently and its impact has been noticable.
Not just that but just engaging in the process has made so many good things happen in my life.
I also appreciate that its less about revisiting those past painful memories and just about getting your mind in a better place

>>5964633
killing self, preferably after a happy life

>>5964686
i was gonna try to go but its best if i stay put for now and travel next year i think

but yeah that would work for me. and you're welcome to stay as long as you'd like.

>>5964678
passing is more than just having a face that looks a certain way. youre going to be embarrassed until you get comfortable with yourself. work on your voice and your style as much as you can, because youre going to have to do it eventually anyway

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>>5964710

okie!! I mean I would prob wanna do like 4-5 days? Mercury wanted to come as well right? I need to visit ufufu already lmfao