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>>5920630
I have no idea what that industry would be like as far as like hiring practices. But imo yea just call next week and check the status.
Since the death of God there's been a vacancy open: I will fill that void, here's how;
first for >tfw no passing genetics
im a real man
>>5920637
Same
>>5920620
I don't even
>>5920638
same
>>5920637
Genetics are overrated.
Hey all you beautiful people.
Hows tricks?
jeez oh Pete guys could ya quit it with the throwing off insults? oh jeez... U know this is just crazy!
yume is YUMMY!
How old is everyone
>>5920651
>>5920637
iktf
also, first for HRT does nothing if your face isn't feminine to start with
I have spent literally the entire day fantasising about suicide
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vy0NySCmuFU
>>5920654
Mommy says not to talk to strangers
nth for airport Chinese food :D
>>5920654
24
>>5920635
heres an idea: what if yume was god?
>>5920661
I am dog
Fuck u vsauce
>>5920654
23 (tfw old ;-;)
>>5920655
>ywn be a long-haired girly femboy with a cute girly girlfriend
HOLY SHIT UR ALL OLD
LOL
TIME TO TAKE Y'ALL TO THE RETIREMENT HOME OR SMTH
>>5920675
are you even legal yet?
>>5920486
Deal. But you can only slap me while wearing big mitteny gloves crocheted by my grandmother and you have to call me Clarissa. Also how do you feel about teeth? I have very specific kinks.
>>5920515
I'm not sure.
>>5920513
>it feels good
AHHHHH am I just a wimp? It hurts so badly! You're a madwoman!
>>5920566
Living the dream.
>>5920654
25. I don't want to talk about it.
>>5920656
How long have you been eating sugar pills?
Your lower half has gotten a little rounder I think. Are you underweight?
>>5920675
I'll have you over my knee and give you a hiding for that remark
>>5920654
37. I win.
JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS
>>5920654
18
been on blockers and E for 3 years
i want to go full time when i go to college in the fall
>>5920678
Remember when I first started posting here and I was a cute 16 year old shota
Why didn't anyone fuck me back then, I was prime femmeboi and legal in my state :(
>>5920681
5 months
I think you may be right but it's partly difference in angle
also it looks more masculine that way which sucks
>>5920672
you're 23 gem? you look 19
>>5920688
fuck you
>>5920654
turned 21 about 3 months ago but IRL people seem to think I'm 28-32
>>5920697
ye
I started hrt at 22 after I failed college
>>5920675
>tfw life basically ends when you turn 12 and they stop giving recess after lunch
Mom took my other stockings I think
As in took them and asked if its a present for her.
>>5920654
too young
>>5920654
24.
>>5920689
I am pretty sure you were younger than 16 when we started talking
can someone get me a list of what i need from a GP while transitioning?
blood monitoring and such? i dont even know what to say or ask for
>>5920656
yeah im afraid that'll be me too. im told i have potential so i'll give it time, but i just dont see how anything aside from ffs could help my giant chin and nose
your before/after looks good though, theres definitely good progress there
>>5920705
Dude my lunches were free reign and lasted an hour. You could leave the school, go in your car and get food, go home and jerk it.
I didn't do any of that though. I stayed in the library reading radical political philosophy while eating copious amounts of deep fried Mac and cheese nuggets.
Those were the days :')
>>5920714
I'm 19 right now lgbt will be 3 years old as of May. I met you when I was 16
>>5920654
22
tfw no pass
>>5920709
You don't live with your mom please stop creating falsehoods.
tinychat dot com
/therapedungeon
get in here nerds
I can only start HRT in about 9-12 months. What can I do to keep testosterone low in the mean time?
>>5920724
Honestly, girls who start before 18 make me smile. Because that means the stupid breed of gatekeeping that made my first transition a dead end is dying. They barred anyone under 25 from getting HRT back then.
>>5920729
I called her, she told me I had another package from china.
Then she told me that first package I got (a week after I moved) was stockings and if she can open it because she thinks they are a gift for her.
I dunno what to do.
>>5920656
Tbh I do look like you, robin.
I know all ur feels.
>>5920730
>rapeyface invites you to his rape dungeon
>>5920737
Saw Palmetto. It's nowhere near as good as strong AAs, but it's efficient enough to be prescribed for mitigating BPD. And you can get it as a food supplement almost anywhere.
>>5920712
o.o so pretty
>>5920737
cut off your balls
>>5920743
Ironically it was actually created by Oddish
>>5920737
eat egg whites
>>5920739
>>5920739
tell her to stop breaking the law
>>5920746
You're a lucky one, yeah. That smile is amazing...
>>5920737
Buy your anti androgen of choice online and take it illegally.
Try not to kill yourself.
Also don't take advice from strangers online.
>>5920739
How does she come to that conclusion? I feel like stockings is a really weird thing as a gift to your mom..
i havent eaten any food in 2 days because ive literally not been hungry at all and haven't even thought about it
what is habbening?????
>>5920751
She might get even more curious and open my packages.
Dumb whore.
I fucking hate when she does that shit
When I move to us im never calling her again
>>5920762
Because why would I buy girl clothing.
>>5920750
dont rape me
>>5920763
Kill yourself.
>>5920739
Tell her they're yours.
When she wants clarification you explain that they're yours and for you.
When she asks why you would wear stocking tell her you want to.
She'll laugh and make fun of you but not keep them.
>>5920746
it's 3:02 c:
>>5920759
n-not even, it was a purposefully funny/bad pic l-lol
b-brb shower
>invited to week in porta Vallarta
>big gay beach house party for a week
>oh wait I have boobs
>weird guy wearing heavy tshirt to the beach.jpg
>>5920763
don't make me come over there and force feed you
>>5920715
help please
>>5920771
Wear a bikini
>>5920764
when would that be
>>5920767
WTF?
say something mean like this again and i WILL kill myself.... not a joke
>>5920771
give me the ticket ill go
>>5920772
im not hungry why would i eat like i dont even feel hungry whatsoever and i got full off a single piece of pizza two days ago
i guess im supposed to lose weight c:
>>5920768
I'll do this, but say it in joking matter. Ive been thinking of that but idk, its different to actually do it and plan to do it
we will see
saturday tomorrow and she is home for whole day, I hope she doesnt touch my packages
>>5920771
Make sure your gay buddies wear condoms when their in your butt.
>>5920764
then literally call the police if you have to
if you're never going to talk to her again then who cares, its your property so either tell her or say youll call the cops
>>5920771
>tfw going to ibiza to relax on the beach next month with a friend that doesnt know im 4/5 months in transition
I think i can get away with saying i've just put on some weight but idk its looking like heavy tshirts all the way
>>5920776
Kill yourself you fat ugly masculine disgusting pig.
>>5920764
I guess.. Could have been for a gf or something tho idk
Either way yea she's literally not allowed to open your mail, it's illegal
>>5920780
croatian cops would laugh
in croatia u take matters into own hands
honour killing (not barbaric)
>>5920784
THATS IT YOU'VE DONE IT THIS TIME
>>5920791
send that e-card my girl
>>5920791
>Heh uhm moobs heh... No homo
What's your reaction if they fondle it?
(\\\-\\\)
>>5920791
A bikini may be too much, but skirted one piece swimsuits are kind of back in style, so...
>>5920776
Ive got no solid plans except "this year"
>>5920780
That is bit over the top. I can't call popo on my mom, and I don't want to have to explain to cops what is in the package.
Its hard to talk sense into a woman, but I guess I might try that again.
And I know she will ask me why do I have them.
Fucking cunt.
>>5920789
My blood boils when I get already opened mail from bank. As in transactions and how much I have left on my account.
Last time she did that to me I exploded, went to friends place, downed way too much whiskey quickly and hugged friends toilet for like 45 minutes.
And im getting pushed to edge again.
>>5920794
Eat yourself to death you obese whore.
>>5920798
Welllllllll
>>5920771
can you pull this off? it should hide the man bulge
>tfw look in the mirror and think you look like a cute boy
>get aroused
What is this bullshit? Auto androphilia?
>>5920720
I was so sure you were 14 or 15 in 2013
I might be wrong tho
>tfw you want it really badly
any takers?
>>5920791
I'm sure it would look really cute, same with a breezy summer dress.
>>5920745
I've been looking into saw palmetto. Do you think it'll work for now? I'm pretty low T anyway.
>>5920757
Bop doesn't pass and her dick is huge
My gf wrote that.
>>5920814
I'll take your citizenship, sure.
>>5920814
yummy yummy yummy
>>5920811
>ywn be able to get aroused by the ugly boy in your mirror
>>5920823
FUCK ME DINA
>tfw my face
>>5920814
*unzips lizard*
>>5920811
'you look like' or 'that looks like'?
>>5920811
tfw ur just a qt little prime prettyboy
good feeeeeeeeel
>tfw dont know the feel of being a cute gril in a big flowy beach cover-up dress
>>5920829
I don't need sex.
Government fucks me every single day.
Why must I be a wagecuck.
>>5920811
fuck
iktf
>>5920818
Can't hurt, really. It's the best you can use unless you want and are able to get spiro or cypro from online pharmacies, at least.
>>5920833
Good question, fuzzy distinction.
The latter I guess. The last time I had that reaction was years ago and I got off to the thought of someone fucking me because I thought they would find me sexually attractive.
>>5920841
you know you want to toodles
dont gimmie that ^_~
>>5920844
Unfortunately I can't get spiro just yet either. I'll have to go with saw palmetto.
Thanks for the help anon.
>>5920830
I'm gonna hugbox the shit out of you oh my god
Redpill me on having your balls removed.
>>5920857
veRRRRRy good idea : ) ur already PUSSY yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>>5920837
I'm like twice your height though. Aren't you like 5'3"? I'm 5'11". Which is decent boyfriend height but oddly tall girl height.
>>5920846
I guess that in the end im reduced to my primal urges after all.
Better than being upset at stuff that doesn't matter.
Let us convey in art of fucking.
Oh, wear that dres.
>>5920853
you should see me in real life
I'd kill to even look how I do on my webcam, I look even worse in person
my jaw/cheeks are so fucking big I look ridiculous even as a guy
>>5920862
ya im 5'3
im a lil femboy shota
>>5920866
which dress?
>>5920626
Why that image? It's pretty disturbing guys.
>>5920857
>Redpill me on having your balls removed.
Trump is a small dick hack.
>>5920871
Maid.
>>5920880
M A G A
>>5920882
it doesnt fit
my boobs are too big
what do i do.. i guess i just wont cosplay at the con.....
wahhh ;_;
>>5920857
No need to take spiro or cypro
No more gross tumors hanging from your groin
Easier to tuck
>>5920871
tfw 5'1
>>5920885
M E G A
S M A L L
P E N I S
>>5920857
I'm kind of against it but I mean, there are some benefits I can list off the top of my head:
unless you plan on flaking and detransing you're literally never going to use them again
without them it makes tucking way easier
if you happen to stop taking HRT for any reason (you lose your job, insurance, the apocalpse happens) your body won't start detransitioning on you
Without the need for AA's that frees up your liver to process other things, like more alcohol
>>5920889
That's what you get for not being Japanese
>>5920893
thats cute
lemme fug u
>>5920889
How about a sports bra? It would fit then.
Hello everyone! How are you doing today?
>>5920871
>im a lil femboy shota
but do you dress up in purple
>>5920899
i look like a twink tho
What's a good reason to not kill yourself even though you'll never be seen as a women by anyone let alone b the people you care about most?
>>5920900
i tried
no go
>>5920898
ive been saying the same thing that steve jobs aid thirty years ago
THE JAPANESE ARE SHIT
>>5920904
i was wearing purple skinny jeans last night does that count
>>5920907
yeah so?
I've started to realize that like half of yall freak me out. The other half of mtfg posters are very charming tho and i like them.
>>5920519
You wouldnt be broke if you got a job, legolady.
>>5920910
>quoting false prophets
>>5920909
if you're dead you can't suck tranny dick
>>5920910
isnt being twinky a crime against god
>>5920915
Well you arent charming.
>>5920910
are you like.... shota joker
>>5920923
perfect. I have never been interested in being charming anyway
i just dropped 3100 on a frankish sword
>>5920912
24 hours general on anime image boards attract the weirdest people. Only degenerates and losers hang out here.
Also I'd say some people are intentionally acting out for attention.
>>5920912
Sorry for freaking you out :(
>tfw looking in the mirror and calling urself a qt shota/femboy/prettyboy turns you the fuck on
teehee
>>5920919
do u think i havent fucked twinks before?
i have
>>5920916
puta.........................................
>>5920925
ye
>>5920917
I don't want tranny dick tho
>>5920929
Nice, pics?
>tfw guys keep sending me pics/hitting on me/asking me out
does anyone else want this one?
>>5920654
19
>>5920942
thank you
I appreciate it.
>>5920943
/cheating frauds/
>>5920942
r u sure ?
>>5920943
GROSS
FUCKING. DELETE. THIS
>>5920943
>white
>Stronk
>no leg day
He looks like a rob liefield drawing nty.
>tfw 5'8 where the average guy height is about 5'6-7
>get comments on how tall I am every day I go outside
I just want to feel normal-ish size and maybe even small to some qt girls/guys
>>5920942
That's probably a good thing
>>5920934
*futa
>>5920937
i requested an exacting replica of an already existing exactinv replica lol
>>5920943
disgusting beefcake
My nail artist convinced me to get French tips again and now I look really trashy and I can't type lmao
>>5920954
calling myself a futa doesnt turn me on desu tho cus futa are like cisgirls who happen to have dicks, i dont get off on the idea of being a girl
>tfw too manly to be a women and too old to be a femboy
https://unsee
.cc/segamoru/
>>5920961
i bet ur real fun at parties
>>5920955
Oooh, that's really nice. Do you have any other swords that you collect or was this like a one time thing? I wanna get one but I don't think I'd get more than one. This one reminds me I need to catch up with this season of Vikings and i should double check when GoT starts too >>
>>5920963
I feel like I'm getting rickrolled or something everytime I open an unsee and see this pic again.
Fucking smile, you could be a pretty boy. You look so fucking worried. Which is typical in early timeline pics I guess.
>>5920954
stop being sad you're getting hugs in like four hours
>>5920966
I hate parties. And you know I'm sort of terrible to be around. There are no positive things about me. I realized recently i can never have a partner because i need to sleep in my own bed with loud comedy television on.
>>5920970
i have 34 now
mostly antiques
darksword is cool but im not sure how historically accurate they are
i only go for authentic pieces or authentic replicas
my next pick will be a tachi from a Japanese smith
they cost fucking 10k plus though, not including fittings
that sutton hoo was 3k and uh it has solid gold and garnets on it lol, idk how its worth less than jap swords but heyyy
>>5920971
Here's as much if a smile as I can muster
https://unsee
.cc/menasuri
people who like swords and pre-gunpowder age stuff because of television shows make me literally sick
if ur interest in "history" or rather "historical stuff" like swords, kingdoms, etc etc comes from Game of Thrones you NEED to die
fucking junkfood history fuckers holy shit
>>5920974
>you know I'm sort of terrible to be around
do i know you or
>>5920977
Well hey, better!
>>5920978
I meant the royal "you know", i wasnt speaking to you specifically.
But yea you do.
>>5920978
>people who like swords and pre-gunpowder age stuff because of television shows make me literally sick
>if ur interest in "history" or rather "historical stuff" like swords, kingdoms, etc etc comes from Game of Thrones you NEED to die
>fucking junkfood history fuckers holy shit
true
>>5920976
>i have 34 now
Show me show me show me
>darksword is cool but im not sure how historically accurate they are
I think there's some accuracy to them but they take liberties with some of their swords like the one I posted
>my next pick will be a tachi from a Japanese smith
Woah
>they cost fucking 10k plus though, not including fittings
W-woah
>that sutton hoo was 3k and uh it has solid gold and garnets on it lol, idk how its worth less than jap swords but heyyy
Anon are you made of money and if so can I have some
>>5920985
shit... who r u?
>>5920986
THANK YOU
>>5920978
we talked yesterday
i aint one of those fags and if yourr saying i am youre never touching my hussar sabre collection
>>5920992
I'm not the tranny you want but I'm the tranny you deserve. A dark tranny.
>>5920983
Wait I think this one has more of a smile. Probably because it was before either tried to kill myself :D
https://unsee
.cc/mopediza
>>5920993
i wasnt talking to you at all
you know what a mamluk is so i know ur not that dude
>>5920996
uhhh tell me???
>ywn see yourself passing
>>5921005
That's a familiar feeling :/
>>5920947
who's cheating?
>>5920948
>>5920949
>>5920951
>>5920955
ikr lol
a handful of guys have been snapping me/hitting on me this past week and i've just been like ha ha ... cool thanks... !
idk how to tell them that i'm not really about them anymore. like they're cute? i admire the way they look? but i feel nothing. so i should just give them away like oprah. "LOOK UNDER YOUR SEAT!! YOU GET A PRECUM SOAKED PENIS, AND YOU GET A PRECUM SOAKED PENIS!!!"
>>5921004
I'm the anon formerly known as oddish, dumb cunt.
>>5920972
>stop being sad
No :(
I can stop being sad in a few hours
>>5920957
No no I was just replying to
>puta
As for actually imagining yourself as a futa, yeah that makes sense.
>>5920958
I'm really not but thanks for feeling that way
Either way we're about to take off, so bye for now
>>5921015
>I'm really not but thanks for feeling that way
I want to hug you as well.
tell them to give you a phie-hug when you land.
>>5921010
fuck it's terrible
i don't get why men are told to go into the women's room in nyc.
>>5921012
the thought of those people fucking trannies is literally disgusting
>>5921013
oh yeah u r terrible 2 be around lmfao.....
>>5921015
puta madre i come ARGENTINA bitch ome FUCK mother HA. HA
>>5920991
ill take pics next time im home and here
i am buying this now
its a repro of a jap national treasure sword called yamatorige
it costs a fuckton 10k for a bare blade
>>5921004
im gonna need a translator for this post
two words
hussar sabre
Remember to do your exercises today/your next scheduled day, /mtfg/!
faye/edie/maddie
how am i online compared to irl
gimmie the deets
>>5921026
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
o.O
>>5921012
Well that guy's better than the other one you posted lol Idk whats with that face he's making he might look good otherwise.
>so i should just give them away like oprah. "LOOK UNDER YOUR SEAT!! YOU GET A PRECUM SOAKED PENIS, AND YOU GET A PRECUM SOAKED PENIS!!!"
Heck yeah like raffle one off each thread lol
>>5921026
Woah that ones really cool too
I hope you have like a super nice display for all of these and that you invite me to your house some day
>>5921012
I'll take one off your hands
>>5921022
Well i mean, ya i am. But its not like you would know.
>>5921038
delete this pic of me
>going through a trans denial phase
>cut my hair short
>immediate soul crushing regret
REEEEEEEEEEE WHAT HAVE I DONE!!!!
>>5921032
Thank you for the reminder I actually forgot I didn't do mine yesterday! I think I'm gonna go run in a little bit before I get all showered up and stuff.
>>5921043
Delete that pic of me
>>5921035
i sell antiques for a living so yeah ive got a dedicated room for all my shit
im getting that yama mounted in this aikuchi on the top
>>5921022
>ARGENTINA
>>5921041
i knew u were a nigger the second u made a tinychat and then abused ur power in a open community thing
anyone who keeps grudges over internet stuff is literally like 12 years old LMAOOOOOOOOOO
>>5921050
dont tread on m,e
>>5921053
>tfw no history buff, antique collector, political science major gf
this actually makes me sad
>>5921033
>how am i online compared to irl
I bet youd talk less shit irl if I hug ALL air out of you, violently
>>5921057
whoops forgot image
>>5921061
i talk just as much shit irl
nobody can do anything cus im 5'3 prettyboy with glasses
thats just not some1 u hit
>>5921045
Hey that's me every single time I have cut my hair! Stay away from scissors and grow it out again anon.
>>5921053
How much of your collection is for selling and how much personal interest?
I really wanna see all your stuff this is really cool
>>5921059
You need to stop
>>5921065
I would :^)
>>5921045
>cut hair short
>look more like a boy
>>5921069
tfw no tobias bf
>>5921071
no u wouldnt
id steal a kiss if u did that
>>5921059
im most of those
i have a boyfriend too so sorry
if it makes you feel any better you can say you know a tranny thats smarter than cis fags in her fields of expertise
>>5921067
i have 22 antiques atm im keeping and 18 im about to sell, theyre mostly indian blades and a few victorian era sabres
some polish, Hungarian and mamluk toys here
a kaskara or two there
and a few arming swords from 1300ish
>>5921077
>i have a boyfriend too so sorry
>>5921065
im the same size so we're perfect to fight
*pushes you*
>>5921076
I lewd myself
>>5921022
>tfw i've fucked some of them
>>5921035
husbando raffle~~~!!! THIS IS A GREAT IDEA
altho maybe they should consent to it idki
>>5921038
will do okok
>>5921064
l m a o oh
he is a lil roided ya. fitizens, fampai
>>5921076
>id steal a kiss if u did that
wow
are you going to kiss-rape me?
>>5921080
I actually gotsta slap you because not only are you cute you're tiny
>>5921077
where do you buy those things?
i just want someone to play grand strategy and political autism simulators all day and have cheeky historical banter and talk about politics and world history and anthropology and other various social studies n watch non-retard documentaries and try and explain shit like the war of the league of cambrai together while cuddling
WHY ISNT LIFE FAIR
>>5921085
GROSS
>>5921080
detroit 313 beatdown coming right up buster
>>5921085
G R O S S
>>5921088
yes
>>5921077
So how often do you actually sell them and stuff? Is it a pretty popular hobby that you're making decent money off of?
>>5921085
>altho maybe they should consent to it idki
Nawww, nonsense, what could go wrong~?
>>5921096
>yes
WOW
MEAN
I wonder if youre physically stronger than me desu. we need to armwrestle at some point
>>5921079
idk
its a sorta open relationship so idk
kinda sucks having all these 33 plus inch blades and beinf 5 1 though
literally can't use them properly because theyre not made FOR me thus not proportional
>>5921094
people
antique shops
auctions
Internet
or my own website <that i wont post here cus fucking 4chan lmao>
i do this for a living
oh i also sell guns
mainly antiques, shit like percussion revolvers, and pre ww2
>>5921100
regularly
like I cycle fro. getting about 10 every week to two weeks to selling them to picking up more to sell
its my living so of course i sell shit at a steady rate or id starve to death
but tou also gotta live somewhere and know people that have a demand for this shit, and gotta know where to look
Hello girls , /r9k/ here. What does this thread think about Bailey Jay?
>>5921115
>oh i also sell guns
>mainly antiques, shit like percussion revolvers, and pre ww2
Anon I REALLY REALLY want to visit your house
But yeah this doesn't sound the easiest to get into but it seems like you've got this all figured out so I'm happy for you c:
>>5921118
Begone tard
>>5921118
vapes are gay
i smoke vintage marijuana ;)
>>5921119
yeah its a rough game and you gotta really invest time into it
worth it imo though and thank you
maybe some day
i occasionally give things away to friends, i traded an indian firangi a week ago for a really nice, near mint two handed knightly sword from about 1100
>>5921118
Sarina is prettier.
>>5921129
>worth it imo though and thank you
yeah if its your passion and you like doing it then it's totally worth the hard work
>maybe some day
I promise I wont sperg out and knock anything over on accident!
>i occasionally give things away to friends, i traded an indian firangi a week ago for a really nice, near mint two handed knightly sword from about 1100
You really need to at least go home and show me pictures of all this stuff
>>5920665
kek
>>5921139
>tfw bone structure like this but wider
>>5921131
I prefer Sarina's genitals. I just find the "No balls" look very appealing. It is better than having disgusting balls to look at, and it is better than an axewound. I might have this done in a few years.
>>5921137
im in a foreign land atm
ill be flying back in a week or so though
im supposed to attend an antique show in a few days though so if that works out i will take pics
also going to the museum of london to check their private shit out
also going to the wallace collection again soon, ive been there at least 12 times
>>5921139
yeah buddy im a degenerate, and i make 75k a year ;)
how does it make you feel knowing a degenerate owns their own business and is gets invited to private collections and auctions monthly?oh wait
>marijuana makes you a loser with no future meme
welp i guess my livelyhood is a lie right rofl
I just dropped 3k on a sword with solid gold accents and i aint broke the bank yet bud! and i got bud to spare ;>
>>5921164
you sound cool. I am sad we arent classmates.
I want to start HRT, but I don't want to see a therapist. What do?
do I have any chance at passing?
unsee
.cc/gosemuta/
>>5921164
I'm not even sure what to say anymore other than holy butts you're the coolest that all sounds awesome
>>5921172
Informed Consent.
>>5921033
You're really cute and funny and good kisse- nvm...
>>5921167
thank you
im sure itd be fun, i always like meeting people with similar interests
today a friend showed me a near perfect condition original colt walker, no replacements, original bluing, all that good shit
street value? 11,200 dollars
>>5921177
i could get you into in some of this if you want if i have the time to drop back in here before i fly back home
well all i can really do atm is be an infodump
>>5921164
Give me like 3000 dollars pretty please. Literally all I need to get my terrible crooked nose fixed, so that I can instead save for HRT.
>>5921189
no lol why would you want help from a degenerate?
>>5921143
Yeh but Bailey used to have fake tits too.
>>5921186
I don't think I like have the knowledge or money to get into this, I'm just some uneducated mess rn. I'd be content just looking at all your stuff!
>>5921194
I like 'degenerates'. I've wanted a nice Italian long sword for some time now. Seeing as you're into swords, would you encourage my interest by maybe buying me a nice one?
>>5921186
>i always like meeting people with similar interests
I dont know much about your trade.
Ive a degree in history tho, so not too far off.
desu, Id probably be content sitting in an archive or a museum somewhere. I am not very outgoing and probably couldnt do what you do for a living. I wish I could tho. its like a dream at this point
>>5921194
Why were you so triggered by that? Do you love weed so much that you had to give your life story of success in order to defend it? I don't even care to be honest, I was just spouting a /pol/ meme for shits and giggles.
>>5921200
i could learn you some knowledge when i get spare time cutie
>>5921204
you are literally just beinf nice to me because i have money while asking for handouts
no
but i will tell you i have 3 italian "longswords" in the trunk of my rental right now
>>5921209
scroll up, i buy and sell antique swords and firearms and weapons and armor in general
i also occasionally do lectures on arms and armor at various universities
>>5921218
im not its just funny to me
do you really expect someone on 4chan to give you 3k on the spot? lets be realistic
>>5921223
I'd be happy to knowledge some learning if you really do wanna teach me
>>5921223
>scroll up, i buy and sell antique swords and firearms and weapons and armor in general
>i also occasionally do lectures on arms and armor at various universities
I meant, I dont know anything about it except what you wrote.
how old are you?
>>5921223
Of course not, but I'll ask just in case. It's the same reason why I buy lottery tickets, I know I'll never win but still, there is a tiny tiny chance.
>>5921223
Woah. Fuck the programmer stereotype, historian is the new tranny meme.
>>5921237
no. I wont let you. it cant be a meme ;_;
I dont want to switch to polsci
>>5921237
It could be, yume loves history, and then there's this awesome anon, Phienchen is one, and I'm busy failing a history course at college (tho ive passed one does that count)
>>5921223
I was actually being nice to you because we have a common interest. Me trying to mooch off of you was just for funsies.
Just out of curiosity, since I don't have much experience with swords (or any other kind of weaponry tbqh), are Italian longswords considered to be a good weapon? I just heard a few things about them and thought they were cool.
>>5921232
i am 29
>>5921059
I didnt ban you over a grudge. I did it because i was bored and sad and i knew you would freak out and be an autist and it would be funny. And it wass.
>>5921255
so that means Ive 3 years left ._.
do you have a phd?
>>5921182
Wtf maddu Portland made you so gay
>>5921102
i almost promise you i am not stronger than you
>>5921115
hmu
>>5921182
*kisses you*
>>5921259
stupid spic
>>5921249
Haha yeah it's fine anon, enjoy your weapons :)
Has anyone hear ever detransitioned? Was it worth it?
>>5921175
>nothing
well
>>5921250
well in that case i apologize
im used to getting shit for my hobbies
and we are on 4chan so yknow
>are is a good weapon
all weapons created TO BE a weapon are good in the context for which they were created
"italian longsword" is VERY vague, and longsword at the time that the real ones were being made did not mean the same thing most people today think so. if you want more specific information please describe the specific sword or provide a picture. MOST italian 2h swords aside from the huge ones are thrust centric war swords made for fighting against armor via piercing a gap and being used as a bludgeon.
>>5921260
yes
arms and armor is my main thing
>>5921270
ok
>>5921272
will do
sorry for coming off as an ass
How do I stop focusing on how I look? I can't do any hobbies or anything anymore because I'm constantly gripped by the thought that I look like a guy and it's destroying my life and my personality.
Being a delusional hon sounds like a nice life desu.
Who else /mascman/ here ;~;
>>5921277
i get my hair cut real short and don't wear bras any more, is that a detransition?
if so, it's pretty great
Any1 want a bf? I'm a total catch and not a loser, you gotta trust me.
>>5921270
The salt is real
>>5921289
Send me a picture and I'll tell you if it's good or not. Trust me, I am someone who is brilliant at telling if someone passes or not, and on women appearance in general. If I give you the thumbs up, then stop worrying.
>>5921284
>yes
>arms and armor is my main thing
I will need at least a year to finish my masters. if I am fast I might be able to get a phd by the time I am 29 as well ;~~;
honestly tho, you sound perfect. makes me wonder if future me will look back at 2016 and laugh about all the misery of the past.
>>5921298
me
>>5921289
kek let me know if you find out, being trans is all-consuming and ruins everything in my experience
>>5921313
lol thank you but im not perfect
i just got lucky with having a passion that was compatible with my area and the people around me. it brought me enough money that transitioning wasnt a big deal but ive got my problems. a passion that can be fueled and turn profit makes life much better though
>>5921298
Me
https://unsee
.cc/tagumizo
>>5921277
I've been off mones for a couple weeks and will be for a couple more until my orchy, and although it's not detransing based on how I feel so far, no. No it's not worth it.
>>5921313
29 isnt a deadline either
most people in my field are late 30s or early 40s and above
>tfw therapist recommends wearing girl clothing at home
>tfw avoid mirrors 99% of the time when I do it so my mind doesn't see the horrible ugly man wearing girl clothing
yeah that totally helps doc, thanks. I dislike nail polish so that fucking recommendation of yours doesn't help, either. Why don't you just tell me to wear pink frilly dresses everywhere too.
>>5921302
Only if you can put up with my horrible emotional instability
>>5921302
>Soliciting a gf without posting goods
kek.
>>5921341
How old are they? That sounds like the real old school of trans treatment.
>>5920654
21
Convince me to stop physical training.
I'm not on HRT and I've been doing strength training for years. I know it is making me more dysphoric but it's one of my all time favorite hobbies.
Hiiii~
>>5921341
Is not wearing girl clothes much common? I don't often, except for knickers, but I thought most did?
>>5921250
short answer yeah theyre great weapons
>>5921341
Fuck you get me pham. Feel exactly the same
>>5921347
He's probably in his 30s, can't find his DOB anywhere online. Maybe he's drawing from past experiences with working with other people, but it really doesn't work well with me. I wear simple stuff (I have a couple women's tees and cheap stuff I bought online like underwear, thigh highs, and a skirt). It works until I open my closet for something and see my reflection, then I'm mortified by what I see so I take it off because it fucks me up mentally seeing some fat ugly guy in the mirror
>>5921355
dont stop it all together
some strength training is necessary for health and skin benefits
I actually really need to into strengtg training for health reasons. What program do you use anon? Id appreciate any help you couls give me
>>5921362
>out of fear of how I'll feel seeing a gross man in them
That's how I feel desu. I feel like I'll look ugly wearing them
I regret ever coming to this place
It's only caused me pain
>>5921284
>>5921304
farts on ya'll
>>5921385
tfw giving lectures on the mental illness board on 4chin while taking a shit
>>5921376
Yep.
>wear something girly
>look in mirror
>see how terrible it is
>reality that ill never pass crashes in
Something like that, I'd like to avoid it but I'm finally gonna see what I can do next week :3
>>5921383
What's wrong anon?
>>5921369
Maybe you should find another therapist desu. My first therapist was one of the really old ones who thought I'd need RLE and stuff before HRT and ended up causing more harm than good. I get where you're coming from though, maybe you should put it off until you feel more comfortable with yourself and like you're ready but idk.
>>5920685
Wow thank you, 35 myself and didn't think this was possible. Thought it was a young man's game.
>>5921388
shitposting from the toilet is my hobby
>>5921391
you mean a YOUNG NIGGAS game homegirl
>>5921390
I feel like that a lot :(
I still wear knickers tho because boxers are gross and manly
>>5921383
I know the feels. Everyone else here has transitioned and I am nowhere close thanks to being poor and having conservative parents. I am losing my sanity.
tfw u fix mommies computer and make it good as new for her because she is not a clever mommy with technology o.o
wow both tinychats are real dead tonight
>>5921407
the cute side of yume
>>5921413
Friday night obviously people hasve other plans. Also cornflakes has work and a bf and doesnt have time to be on 24/7.
>>5921418
i am very cute
its a little know secret tho
dont tell ny1
>look okay in artificial lighting
>look fucking disgusting in natural lighting
>face changes shape drastically from photo to photo regardless of what camera is used
>can't tell what praise is genuine and what's just hugboxing
>can't tell what insults are truthful and what's just people being assholes
HOW DO I FIGURE OUT WHAT'S TRUE
>>5921385
Get owned honky
くコ:彡
くコ:彡
くコ:彡
im squid?
I wish that everyone who vehemently denies the trans movement would all magically contract gender dysphoria overnight. They would suddenly understand everything and want to kill themselves. It would be perfect justice.
Faye has a dick as her iPhone wallpaper!!!!!
>>5921390
i probably should, though the guy I've been going to is free since he's on staff at my college. But another trans girl here recommended one to me who's a trans guy and is pretty good. I'll see, I think I have a couple sessions left with this first guy, I'll see if I can get any sort of recommendation from him before I decide to go to someone else
>>5921430
I wish that there existed a painless way for people to kill themselves to escape endless despair and torment.
>>5921432
is it your dick?
>>5921436
I wish there was less stigma attached to the whole suicide thing.
>>5921432
Who doesn't?
Who's is it btw?
>>5921432
EDIE
YOU WERE IN A DREAM I HAD
YOU GOT MAD AT ME FOR USING YOUR HAND LOTION
BUT IT WASNT EVEN YOURS
IT WAS THE ONE SITTING ON MY DESK RIGHT NOW
>>5921433
Yeah, just be careful and don't let this guy mess you up or anything. I think the trans guy might be a good choice since they'll actually understand how all this feels a bit better than a cis person could.
>>5921430
On one hand it would be nice if they finally understood, but on the other I really wouldn't wish this life on anyone.
>>5921401
Eh, boxers are comfy and act like shorts when I'm too lazy to put pants on >>
>>5921445
why are you using edies lotion???
ur sick
>>5921443
Who cares about the stigma anyway? You'll be dead.
To be honest, my only wish postmortem is to be referred to as female in the funeral proceedings.
>>5921430
sick as fuck br0
FUCK cis people dude
>>5921452
PLEASE NO MY DREAM IS COMING TRUE
>>5921453
I phrased that badly.
I wish it wouldnt make anyone sad. And I wish it wouldnt ruin my partners life
>my only wish postmortem is to be referred to as female in the funeral proceedings.
change it legally?
peepee poopoo
>>5921469
peepee in yume's poo poo
>>5921469
Pewpies
>>5921436
lead injections
>>5921453
I remember reading about a transwoman who died and her family cut her hair off and dressed her up as a guy for her funeral. Sad AF
>>5921478
Literally a minute after your plane hits the runway and you're shitposting again.
Nice.
>>5921486
wasn't that a Neil Gaiman comic?
u know girls poop from their butts right... if u fuck a transgirl ur fucking their poop
wtf is wrong with ya'll
burn in hell
>>5921429
yume teach me how to be ok with just being a femboy please
>>5921432
OMG that was confidential
>>5921493
IDK who that is.
Found it tho.
http://m.nydailynews.com/news/national/transgender-woman-buried-family-man-idaho-funeral-article-1.2020992
>>5921502
do it for her
My face skin got so much better since I stopped shaving. Electrolysis is like the best thing. If you have chance go for it!
>>5921502
DON'T YOU GO AND BACKPEDAL !! EVERYONE NEEDS TO KNOW DA TRUF
>tfw i can't post my iphone wallpaper or u would get mad at me
>>5921520
>>not enjoying getting ur poo fucked
he eat da poo poo!!!!
>>5921505
>Got plenty of goods bbcaeks. :'>
Post em!
>>5921516
Cute, looks amazing
>>5921522
Don't go painting me as some sissy slut whose begging for you to break her, I'm a nice straight virgin boy with 0 precum soaked penises on his iPhone rn
>>5921502
do it for her
>>5921497
nihilism but like
idk man like... im not true trans at all.... i mean yeah id kill myself if i looked like a man but i dont want a vagina or anything. im okay with my dick and im okay with topping and domming though i heavily prefer sub as it feels much MUCH more intimate... i dont feel any intimacy being a dom/top ever. like... ive always been the type of person to like yaoi and trap and shota stuff...... i dont buy into the whole dogma of the western transgender community i think its unhealthy and toxic as fuck and im not a fan.... i have the same viewpoint as eastern transgendered folk have like in thailand and japan.... like im a boy i get i have a dick. im okay with being a boy as long as im feminine and people think im a girl or at least a vvery very feminine boy, thats all that really matters to me. its not a matter of MY BRAIN IS A GIRL AND I ~ALWAYS~ FELT LIKE A GIRL imo thats bullshit and ive never met anyone who seriously believes that..... like honestly i know a lot of people here personally like A LOT of people... and the way people talk on here about being trans and in private in confidence is A LOT different... it really is eye opening when u realise how many transgender girls literally transitioned to be traps/cute/to be their own gf/ or fetish reasons. like the amount is STAGGERING really, but ya'll pretend like yo be trutrans cus ya think thats what the "community" expects of ya'll but it not be true.... just accept who you are and work with watcha got if u a big football playin man and u wanna be a girl dont just start puttin on pink dresses and saying WHY AM I NOT CUTE even big ol men can be super feminine and shit.... just not in the traditional barbie way yknow?
idk i cant rant about this for hours if you want im extremely opinionated on this
>>5921520
i wanna suck on ur clit
>>5921527
Face? :o
So tomorrow there is a neo-Nazi protest in my city
>>5921502
this is rly fucking cute DESU
>>5921523
Oh god I literally died the first time I saw that, thanks for reminding me so I can laugh and weird out the people in the departures lounge.
>>5921551
Way5lewd o.o;
hey mtfg where can i find long flowy skirts that flare. i have several a-line and skater skirts but i want LONG skirts for spring and maxis look like shit on me
>>5921563
they start off by touching eachothers genitals and smearing eachother then this one smears de poo poo all over de other persons face as if that is not enough he puts de hand DEEEPAH to EAT DA POOPOO
>>5921565
y-you don't live in britain tho
>>5921560
do you have your flag ready?
>>5921577
b-but im not a nazi
>>5921496
girls don't poop yume
>>5921504
nightmare
>>5921560
i remember my first rally
>>5921502
do it for her
>>5921582
not yet;-)
>im not a nazi
Still kind of in a weird fear/excitement about April 4th,
>>5921590
Just focus on being excited! There's nothing to be afraid of!
Okay board, I own a few articles of girl's clothing, can do basic makeup, that whole deal. My question is now, however, how do I stop being a pussy and actually transition? (mtf, u18 btw). Secondly, where to buy hormones online? Alldaychemist seems to be the best place... thoughts?
>>5921571
Stalker!!
>>5921582
what
you cant be a trutrans(TM) without at LEAST having a plan to anschluss austria
>>5921546
hey Faye do you have a postal address I can send precum soaked penises to you... f-for proper disposal, a man as worldly and knowledgable as you surely knows the best way to bury dicks
>>5921572
Geez how can you fail to learn a thing when your child goes so far as to kill themselves? And the girl in my link had started transition 10 yrs prior and just pretended those 10 yrs never happened. Shit like this breaks my heart.
Though to be honest I can't say I'd care if my family did that because well, I'd be fucking dead lol.
>>5921546
>begging for you to break her
but you are tho :3
>>5921561
you think THAAT'S cute, my wallpaper is the fucking best on earth. it's qt lewd faye with a super red blushing face. literal best.
>>5921560
wait wtf lol
How do I filter Yume on my phone? This person is rediculously retarded and annoying
Which is a shame since Gem is SO COOL
>>5921352
You didn't email be back cyba
Do you EVEN want to try and get me pregnant????
>>5921567
Aliexpress or lightinthebox. The Chinese love that style. That or Indian makers, if you like really gaudy clothes.
>this is a real tweet
>somehow they dont understand the hypocrisy of this
shit like this makes my blood fucking boil
>>5921601
shut the fuck up you fucking stupid faggot
Is this yet another lonely, depressed Friday night on /mtfgay?
>>5921599
>Geez how can you fail to learn a thing when your child goes so far as to kill themselves?
Absolute denial that being transgender is a thing or that your child was
>And the girl in my link had started transition 10 yrs prior and just pretended those 10 yrs never happened. Shit like this breaks my heart.
Ugh that's fucking terrible
>Though to be honest I can't say I'd care if my family did that because well, I'd be fucking dead lol.
I'd come back and haunt their ass. Like, I'm Grace, you do not get to change that post mortem
>>5921608
>shut the fuck up you fucking stupid faggot
I wanna get fucked by a guy with aids just so i can infect you with aids by peeing in your butt so you'll always be mine.
>>5921609
i'm here so yes.
>>5921617
cute
>>5921609
im the fat retarded one
i wanna b a girl
>>5921601
It works exactly the same way as your computer.
>>5921606
w t f
do you think anyone will get hurt or anything?
>>5921610
i kept telling her how gorgeous she was and like her forehead is literally blushing in the pic, it is S O cute. ugh. but she doesn't like the pic for some bizarre reason. ~__~
>>5921623
Stfu you ignorant beautiful flower fairy
>>5921609
Yep. I have nothing to do tonight except some homework maybe. At least I'm feeling pretty good. I wish I were out doing something though.
>>5921609
fixed mommies computer
hanging out with mado since he just moved into muh place
maybe havin a friend over too to hang
p good friday
>>5921626
LMFAO
THE SALT IS SO REAL. NECK YASELF B4 YOU WRECK YOURSELF BITTER HON
ROFL
>>5921626
idk its just funny when yume annoys ppl ._.;;
>>5921627
Probably not. Usually its like 5 neo-nazis that arrive in a bus, stand on the other side holding flags while being shouted at, then go home. Police are usually there. The police did warn the place where my sister works about it tho so...
>>5921600
I cried looking at this picture.
;_;.
Why couldn't I have been happy like that?
>>5921634
this tranny is pissed
t-ragin man.. someone give him his e STAT
When was the last time you cried, ladies?
>>5921643
b-but we are all trans
>>5921636
>Usually its like 5 neo-nazis that arrive in a bus, stand on the other side holding flags while being shouted at
Did you see yume?
>>5921651
You don't need 4chan x. Go to [Settings] and then Filters and Post Hiding
>>5921636
ugh. i hate people so much sometimes
>>5921637
don't cry u can be happy too!! IT'S JUST A DRAWING
>>5921646
yesterday for like the entire first half of the day lol
>>5921609
i didn't want it to be but it seems like it right now
im trying to figure out what to do with my night but its a strange feeling to have noone to do things with
h-hi. $21.17 plus tip, please. O-oh what? No tip? That's okay. Don't worry about it.. ha. Have a great day.
http://strawpoll.me/7184264
>>5921653
N-n-n-no
>how do i filter yume
babbies guide to using 4chan :)
>>5921646
last night
>>5921618
Oh pleby.
>>5921620
Is it so hard to get some aspirin?
>>5921623
Some guys like large thighs.
>>5921638
>>5921660
Being alone isn't the end of the world.
>>5921666
>filtering yume
absolutely haram tebeha
>>5921646
Todaaaaaayyyyy. About four times.
Which ethnicities have the easiest time transitioning, and which have the worst?
>>5921673
no pharmacy around. also I dont want to start eating aspirin every day
>>5921658
The Nazis or the Anti-fascists? Its mostly entertaining desu.
>>5921664
I once tipped a taxi driver $20-30 when I went on holiday, on another holiday I accidently gave some guy with a guitar $30 cause I dropped my wallet and some of his money flew away and I picked up both, some money fell out and I got confused between which was which
No one is calling on my dirt bike. I am so fucked, selling it was my only way to get money for electrolysis. I'm fucking dead.
>>5921646
today
>>5921651
tyyyy. i think i might buy these???
>>5921674
Who doesn't filter yume?
>>5921646
Last night I think.
>>5921685
> Size XL.
U wot mate. What size is your waist?
>>5921685
Why size XL?
>>5921686
I dont. I think shes pretty funny.
I want to fight her irl tho
and if I win, I get to adopt her and send her to school and stuff.
>>5921675
Why? Are you okay?
>>5921674
bitches be salty as fuck im stylin on them desu
>>5921678
pashtun is insta pass
>>5921685
BUY SHIT
FROM FUCKING
ALIEXPRESS
I TOLD YOU THIS WHEN I WAS WITH YOU IRL
DO NOT SPEND THAT MUCH MONEY FOR CLOTHES
ITS A SCAM
>>5921664
plus tip
>>5921686
good posters :- )
>>5921692
>and if I win, I get to adopt her and send her to school and stuff.
this is my fetish
>>5921660
Why go into the real world and lie when you can be the most honest you can be here
They'll never know you as a woman.
>>5921664
How much do you make hourly if you don't mind? Does the job suck? I deliver medical shit and pizza places around here advertise more than I'm making but so did this job.
>>5921646
couple days ago
i was listening to Famous on Kanye's Life of Pablo
that song always gets me
>>5921684
you had people calling before, right? if there was interest before there should be again
>>5921685
those look nice
>tfw always bought size S in mens, now L in womens
>>5921646
The day before I met edie
>>5921702
>tfw just want to go back home so I can resume being Grace again
>>5921709
>you had people calling before, right?
It was scammers, I have it for too much money for real people to call but I can't lower the price. I am literally having a panic attack and can't breathe well rn, i'm gonna die.
>>5921714
>tfw you're yume irl and yume at home
>>5921684
Might have to lower price or advertise in more places. Craigslist, vehicle sale paper, etc. Might also just have to be more patient. I've listed stuff online and gone from no replies to a whole bunch weeks later.
Pic related too.
>>5921702
that is true, here is better
its where i can be what i really am
>>5921714
>tfw I have two personas, a RL one and a (true) female one, and my coworker on graveyard knows everything about the second one except my gender
I feel bad for her, though, since she's just out of bad relationship and befriended someone else coming out of a bad relationship, and they've wound up falling in love, which I warned her about since the first time she told me about it.
Also the toilet broke her nose.
>>5921730
>tfw I have two personas
>>5921721
I have it in multiple places, the season is almost over and its for too much money but I can't lower it anymore. If I don't sell it in 3 weeks I have to kill myself because my window for getting electrolysis is fucking closing fast.
>>5921684
You could ask your mum. She provides you everything else anyway.
>http://strawpoll.me/7184264/r
tfw 3/4 of mtfgers who answered are nazis
>>5921745
nope I am cut off for real, she wont even pay for gas in my truck now
>>5921740
Your facial hair is ginger or blond which means when you shave theres no shadow, just keep shavong it every 12 hrs and your fine.
>>5921746
id rather be a nazi than a fucking communist lol
u cant seriously think stalin was a better guy than hitler?
>>5921725
there is, but since those things are easy I am not annoying you people with those.
but some things are even harder, and I dont talk about them here either cause I am a bad girl and have to hide bad stuff I do.
>>5921752
There was a neither option tho
>>5921728
Homura is a coping mechanism for me. A female identity I can escape to. I will drop this name as soon as I am comfortable in life.
>>5921751
Not true at all, its mostly light red so I have tons of shadow and also I can't stand razor burn anymore and shaving gives me ingrowns. I can't go full time and have a beard, for me its not possible, I can't worry about 5 o clock shadow in girl mode.
> Tfw no one will give me a straight answer as to 'why are patches bad?'
I'm terrified I made the wrong decision. Oh god, someone hold me.
What if I switched to injections? But I'm worried about those huge E spikes and hitting almost 0 E by the last day of a cycle (and god help you if it's weekly your E level is gonna be spiking like mad)...
I mean, my levels are at a consistent 700-1k pmol/L...
And what about progesterone? Am I fucking myself over? Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. Someone slap me.
>>5921756
Aww ;~; hope you are okay now
>>5921758
the only thing hitler did wrong was not kill Himmler and Goebblers
Himmler especially tho
>>5921746
>implying mtfg wouldn't let young Stalin purge all over them.
BAKA
>>5921765
im on patches for about a month now. idk they seem fine to me. i have yet to get my levels tho but my tits have been growing so whatever
>>5921753
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TYv2PhG89A
Diamond life, lover boy
She moves in space with minimum waste and maximum joy
City lights and business nights
When you require streetcar desire for higher heights
No need to ask
She's a smooth operator
Smooth operator, smooth operator
Smooth operator
>>5921601
How do I filter mercury/planet queen on my phone? This person is rediculously retarded and annoying
Its a shame that she cant see that yume is SO COOL
y/n
>>5921769
I'm aight girl thank you <3
>>5921761
sex work?
>>5921780
Fuck no maddie. That's granny-core at it's finest.
>>5921765
Patches are a really good way to get a stable dose of estrogen. The only problems with them are that they are physically patches. Some people develop a reaction to the adhesives. Some people are bad about replacing or not noticing if the patch falls off.
>>5921786
And the extreme paranoia brought on by advanced neurosyph
>>5921785
If I passed enough to do sex work do you think I would even be here? Of course not, passing for sex work means you don't even have to deal with trans feelings anymore. I am an ugly fucking man so no I can't make money doing sex work.
>>5921780
> Wearing wide sizes.
> Size 10s
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I will admit I have to stretch most shoes close to the toe. Fucking women's shoes, always a pointed tip like it's designed for people with triangular feet.
I'm a size 8.5 exactly. Usually wear 9.0s. Not wide either. Thank you gods.
>>5921793
Everyone will deal with trans feelings forever silly. There's no escape
>>5921792
>tfw will never convince old stalin to have ur enemies killed/purged
>>5921796
my feet are small enough to find shoes in the store ty :^)
>>5921774
the problem was overextending into a stupid unneccessary city instead of going for the fucking oil behind it, as well as attacking greece. if it wasnt for italian incompetency, all of eurasia would speak german or weeabo now.
>>5921778
I need a moment to get around the stupid german censorship ._.
>>5921765
As a CNA with medication aide cert, I can say patches will give you a nice, even slow flow of meds, but you got to be on point with replacing them at the right time and in the right way.
Is stopping HRT completely for a week or two bad or negligible?
>>5921776
*kisses maddies boops*
>>5921786
no i just can see through allied post-war propaganda? we shit on hitler way too much compared to how little we shit on like... Stalin, Mao, Pot fuck... even Alexander the Great and Ghengis or fucking Ataturk etc. in 100-200 years i bet u we''re gonna treat hitler like we treat Napoleon and Ghengis and all the other great conquerors.
i'm not natsoc though but I have thoroughly read mostly all national socialist literature so i understand where they're coming from and everything.... i would consider myself a Social Justicalist aka Peronism if i had to pick a single ideolog poltiical philosophers say it's like a civic version of mussolini's fascism or right-wing socialism or corporate socialism. I love peron though.
>>5921806
nah germany literally just wanted their pre-WW1 german empire borders. they DID however plan on instating a fascist government in every place they occupied like stalin did with communism and napoleon did with republican dictatorships. a very common tactic
>>5921813
You loose your gainz brah.
>>5921813
hrt doesn't do anything so I don't think it matters
>>5921730
I've got three:
>Home: Basically me, still a bit too insecure to do anything around my family but I have enough privacy where I'm safe
>Around Family: Slowly letting who I am around them turn into my real self. It's taking a while for me to trust and open up to them.
>At school: I may as well not even exist. I pretend to be a guy if someone talks to me.
>>5921793
You don't need to come close to passing to be able to do sex work but I've told you this before. THE CYCLE CONTINUES
>>5921791
So basically 'some people are retarded'?
I've had literally zero issues keeping patches on once I learned which areas they'd get fucked over. I replace it every 3 1/2 days, roughly (doesn't even matter since every patch has enough E on it for 5 days~, but it gets inconsistent toward the end); on Thursday after my morning shower + dry (like, 9:30 AMish) and Sunday right before dinner time. Works for me.
Worst problems I've had were some minor fraying around the edges, and the one or two times they've been 'close' to falling off I've replaced them early and went back to my normal schedule. I might switch to something else later down the road, but as-is with my kinda sedentary lifestyle it's fine.
>>5921807
> and in the right way.
What is the 'right way' to replace patches? I rotate four different areas of my butt that I know work, two on each cheek, switching cheeks every replacement. Anything else I should be doing?
>>5921822
Bullshit, no one wants to jack off to a piece of vomit like me. I'm so fucking ugly I don't even know what I was thinking trying to transition, I didn't want to be alive if I had to live forever as a man but its been almost 15 months on hrt and I am the only one now no where near full time so I am going to be living as a man anyway till my dying day. I want to fucking hang myself but I don't want to deal with the physical pain it causes.
>>5921815
>so i understand where they're coming from and everything
wat
>peronism
Weren't they a dictator or something?
>mussolini's fascism
why'd you want that?
>germany literally just wanted their pre-WW1 german empire borders
Its more complicated than that. The German economy was heavily war-based by '39 and so they needed to continue expanding to keep their economy afloat.
>they DID however plan on instating a fascist government in every place they occupied
I'm not so sure actually. Take France - the fascist regime there was not forced upon them by Germany but by the PM himself.
Even Denmark was allowed to hold elections.
>>5921838
> its been almost 15 months on hrt and I am the only one nowhere near full time.
If it makes you feel better, it's been a year and change for me and I've taken it veeeeeery slowly. I dress pretty femme, but I haven't taken that all-too-scary last step of presenting and putting on my girlvoice.
I'm doing some consults with Braly, Bart, and Spiegel, maybe a couple other Californa FFS scamsters as well. Hopefully I can get FFS before summer ends and I can start my life before I become a Christmas keikii.
>>5921765
I've not heard anything bad about patches; if anything they're supposed to keep your levels more consistent than if you're taking pills twice a day. No idea about the progesterone.
>>5921780
Are the top ones ballet shoes or slippers or something? Maybe if they are comfy.
>>5921352
you look kinda like mia sera
>>5920656
i am literally so happy you are back