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Fuck everything edition
▶Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
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▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed) (embed) (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.rg/web/0000000000000 http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶MTFG Radio https://www.dubtrack.fm/join/mtfg
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▶IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat #mtfg
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>tfw ugly and will never pass
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>>5805537
i don't think i can do it honestly (100% serious i really don't)
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>tfw massive protruding chin and so poor I probably won't have enough money to get it fixed until my 30s, meaning I lose my entire youth to hon-faced misery
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>>5805542
>tfw ugly and neverpassing but people accept what you look like enough to date you anways
its an abstract feel
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>>5805547
iktf
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>>5805531
I can feel this edition. The T is low, but we rage all the same.
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>>5805506

HPPD? What kinda shit are you experiencing?
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>tfw no anon gf
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>>5805531
It's all gonna be okay, friend.
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>tfw no bf
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>>5805555
>checked
i love u maddie nice quads
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tfw no alcohol or drugs and no money to buy anything
tfw found a bottle of cough syrup in my bag
im too desperate to get high and drinking cough syrup ama
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>>5805557
It may very well be ok, but I don't know if I can stop hating my flaws, perceived or real. I fucking hate myself, even in a non-dysphoric way too
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>>5805547
and what a bittersweet feel it is
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>>5805555
i could be your anon bf
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>>5805562
Oh there she is <3_<3
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>>5805509
this desu

shes always been more masculine then me too

like my dad has never been able to feel like he lost a son because he does all those father-son like activities with my sister who actually enjoys them

I miss when we were kids getting into trouble and exploring places together with her
>>5805540
both sara and ui have told me that thst isnt a thing that happens which kinda worries me a lot, but as long as it doesnt bother me at work like it was yesterday than im good
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>>5805570
>>5805552
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kind of a random question, but you know how when girls group together and live in the same space for long enough, their menstrual cycles synchronize? well, if a boy grows up in a family of girls and women and spends most of his time with them, is it possible that the child could assume a hormonal cycle similar to that of the surrounding females? or at the very least, is it much of a stretch to think that it could mess with their development?
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>>5805580
boys r gross desu
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>>5805542
>>5805547
>>5805550
>>5805566
>Implying there are trannies who think they're going to pass until they do
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>>5805585
ur gross you homo
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>>5805583
cycles don't really sync
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>>5805555
>tfw an anon might be my gf, or at the very least a new IRL friend
>>5805565
I hope in time you'll learn to love yourself and come to accept any perceived "flaws" you feel you have. You're a beautiful girl anon, I know you can do it.
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>>5805587
>doesn't know about the deluded trips here.
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>>5805590
>being straight
agp desu
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Jormy is Attractive

Elanna go to church
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>>5805580
Tell you what. I'll dream you up a handsome, attentive bf if you dream me up a modestly competent medical practitioner conversant in trans issues.
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>>5805597
fogot
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>>5805591
you sure about that, bud? because it seems to be about as commonly accepted of a wives tale as "dudes get boners in the morning, lol penises are funny"
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>>5805592
Some of the flaws are very real
others are likely perceived such as my chin
I'm hoping I can learn to love myself, but atm I really don't like myself
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>>5805552
uhhhhhhhhh damn

most of this describes what I'm feeling atm, esp the increased visual snow
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>>5805580
>tfw no GF
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Remember to vote if you're in Alabama, Alaska, Arkansas, Colorado, Georgia, Massachusetts, Minnesota, Oklahoma, Tennessee, Texas, Vermont, Virginia, Wyoming, or American Samoa pls
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>>5805614
>taking drugs
>not researching the risks beforehand

you're a dumbass
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>>5805615
gross
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>>5805611
If you really feel you need it I'm sure there's something you can do about your chin eventually. I'll like you for you until you get there, anon!
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>>5805620
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>>5805620
um she said gf bfs are the gross ones
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>>5805580
hi im a boy and a potential friend feel free to reject me right now
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>tfw when tranny gf to abuse me
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>>5805625
What's wrong with your shoulder?
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>>5805622
I'd rather not have to do anything, FFS is expensive. Hairline lowering is an option for my forehead by it leaves scars and apparently thins your hair.
Not even sure what to do desu
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>>5805630
ok bye
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>tfw worse facial structure than practically all of the trips present AND past
>literally a potc/edgar-tier monster
I am never going to be happy and it kills me inside
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SAY HEY KID SAY HEY KID SAY HEY KID SAY HEY KID SAY HEY KID SAY HEY KID
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>>5805630
why are you here this thread is for girls
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>>5805636
what's wrong with your nose?
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>>5805637
>Not even sure what to do desu
Make the best of what you've got and try to be at peace with your efforts, maybe
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>>5805636
One is higher than the other by a bit, I'm not sure why. I probably need a chiropractor.
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>>5805648
Thanks honey I see it worked for you
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>>5805636
>>5805636
One is higher than the other by a bit, I'm not sure why. I probably need a chiropractor.
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>>5805619
if I was smart I would have transitioned at 17 and I wouldn't have failed out of two colleges

Ive failed literally every major decision in my life besides getting together with yume and letting her move in with me

Im a failure and I dont no what im doing with my life, just let me be myself and do dumb things

>>5805641
why
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>>5805652
>I'm not sure why
One of them is your fap arm
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>>5805638
thank you for your time

>>5805643
i didnt see a no boys allowed sign
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>>5805662
I'm not trying to tell you to not take drugs. Drugs are great, LSD is great. Just fucking research what the fuck you're taking first.
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>>5805652
LOL elanna was erping with this guy baka
>>5805662
Ur super pretty tho and I like u a lot o//////o
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>>5805667
are boys allowed?
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>>5805646
My mom punched me in it, and my gf head butted me in it again two nights ago
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>>5805662
>Ive failed literally every major decision in my life besides getting together with yume and
hahahaha
>letting her move in with me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Here we go again desu
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>>5805657
Just trying to be positive and offer advice, if insulting me makes you feel better, go ahead this thread <3
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>>5805662
you're better in every regard than I'll ever be

and I am a mistake desu
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>>5805682
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>>5805673
yeah? do you want to get fucked too?

Shhhhh
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>>5805648
Honestly, I've been trying to make peace with my flaws but sometimes I jump back into moments like these
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>>5805692
I'm sure stuff like this comes back for everyone. As long as you learn to deal with it in a healthy way maybe it'll come back less and less.
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>>5805668
I know about flashbacks and I know about lsd I just hadnt heard about that thing you linked me at all

And when I do take drugs I just kind of trust what my friends are saying and trust them enough to not need to look it up in depth, even if thats probably stupid of me

>>5805687
fuck off you faggot, I love you, jesus christ you've never been a mistake

I would be much worse off if I didnt meet you and you actually make me happy so Ill stick with you until the day you die okay
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>>5805700
I dunno how healthy venting to people is desu but it's usually what I do.
At worst I will self-harm, but it doesn't come to that often.
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>>5805673
ty maddie

I still think I look gross sometimes but thank you
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>>5805614
Take a little break from the psys maybe. HPPD is often temporary if you just give your brain a break from them for a while. Been there, done that, the visual snow sucks though.

>>5805673
I'm not a baka ;~;
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>>5805711
Your friends and family should be your support, I think venting is much healthier than self harm. My sister used to do that stuff, her arms and legs are still covered in scars. If you ever need someone to vent to who's not gonna judge you or anything, I can try and be that someone for you if you'd like.
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>>5805706
>I just kind of trust what my friends are saying and trust them enough to not need to look it up in depth
Hahaha but your friends are clinically insane and retarded
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>>5805706
>And when I do take drugs I just kind of trust what my friends are saying and trust them enough to not need to look it up in depth
that's a huge mistake desu, always check erowid and wikipedia first at the very least, anecdotal evidence from biased personal sources a shit
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>>5805706
hopefully that day is asap for my sake
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>>5805719
Hey there sweetie
I'm a horny dirty chaser scum boy cis male domme

Did you fap?
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>>5805724
Idk why, but I tend to vent here
Usually leads to me getting insulted however, but I still return here for someone unbeknownst reason
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>>5805719
I havent taken any psychs in weeks though

unless weed counts

Ive just been doing that and drinking in that time, I cant remember the last time I actually did psychs
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>>5805732
dude calm the fuck down
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>>5805736
>did you fap
Last time I fapped was 2.5 years ago :^)

>>5805743
Weed definitely counts, it tends to keep effects like this around for longer. You'll probably be fine, I think the most that ever stuck around long term for me was a slight increase in visual snow.
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>>5805741
If you wanna avoid the insults, my Skype is depressed1penguin . No pressure to add me or anything, just putting it out there in case I can make any difference.
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>>5805732
Id go back to cutting myself and seriously consider suicide so dont you dare.

I dont know what Id do without you in my life
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>>5805743
some of the chemicals in weed are psychs, the percentage depends on the strain though
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>>5805754
ohhhhhh okay

that makes more sense, ty elanna

>>5805760
oke
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>>5805754
Schlick then, since you got the operation.
I'd still do you, does that make me a chaser If you don't have a dick?
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>>5805757
Sure I'll add you
I enjoy making new friends
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I WANNA DIE


I
WANNA
DIE

I

WANNA
A
N
N
A

DIE
E
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>>5805758
ugh
>>5805746
im trying
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>>5805662
I DONT CARE BOUT REAL LIFE DONT CARE BOUT REAL LIFE
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>>5805771
pls dont be yume :(
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>>5805771
Death isn't the answer friend. What's bothering you?
>>5805770
As do I!
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>>5805783
You're such a nice person. Work on your voice cunt
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>>5805778
no but that's how I feel
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>>5805774
try harder
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>>5805771
life is only the beginning anon

take the next step and transcend the physical plane

life can be amazing and wonderful, but if theres nothing left in this life for you, move on to the next
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>>5805774
I love you with all my heart okay

I just want you to be happy :(
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>>5805768
No worries gem, take care of yourself and try not to worry too much about it ;~;

>>5805769
No, I didn't but yeah. I guess kinda? You're definitely coming on pretty strong though.

At any rate, off to bed, gnight emteefug
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>>5805786
It's thanks to my awesome friends I've made it this far and that I've got a shot at turning my life around. I'd love to be able to be that for other people. And yeah, I will. I've slacked off on it lately but I'll do a little before I go to bed... if I don't start crying right now...
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>>5805790
>next life
>implying
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>>5805796
night cutie
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>>5805787
>>5805792
get a room
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>>5805804
How is life transition any more retarded than gender transition?
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>>5805804
even if youre suicidal, theres no point in being pessimistic about such things

youre willing to end your life to escape suffering, its best to hope for something better afterwards
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>>5805809
she was in the bathroom
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>>5805787
>still uses the memename you called her
thx famaroni
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>>5805818
>>5805788

>using a vanity trip
pure cancer get out of thread
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>>5805817
enjoy your abusive relationship played out via 4chan instead of talking like normal people
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>>5805790
>>5805816
>be an athiest for a really long time
>have an existential crisis
>start believing in something more than just complete nothingness and come to believe the experience of consciousness doesnt end when your physical body dies
>directly after start feeling suicidal and just wishing i could die so i could stop being on this physical plane

its funny because thats usually the opposite of how things work with people and accepting a nihilistic approach to life generally makes people want to die

i just want to start over, maybe ill be born as a cis girl
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>>5805824
calm your autism
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>>5805812
Oh, I wasn't implying that; just that there's little reason to expect that there's a next life that you'll be moving onto, and if there is there's little reason to expect that it is going to be better than this one.
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>>5805824
look at my trip pls
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>>5805824
if this makes u feel better then here u go
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>>5805833
the redundancy name to accomodate it is memetastic. like at least joan has a brain.
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>>5805834
secure trip or bust
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>>5805835
thanks for looking at it
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>>5805828
the universe is a hologram of conscious energy, but also every life matters because time still propagates forward so holding on is kinda worth it in and of itself
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>>5805837
but i have 2 secure trips.
>>5805838
wasnt even the anon u quoted but yw :)
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>>5805828
i would never advocate for ending your life unless you are absolutely confident this life has nothing left to offer you

what results in the least amount of suffering is the optimal course, and i wouldnt place the feelings of any one person over the feelings of an other, including yourself

leaving others beind is bad, you wont be able to meet them in the next life
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>>5805846
:)
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>>5805828
NDERF.org

If you kill yourself famalam, God might not like that

God told me he cares about how you treat others, and killing yourself causes others pain
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>>5805849
:)!
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>>5805816
When people actually do commit suicide, then yeah, regardless of what might actually happen on death I hope that they are at least feeling happy thinking that things will get better, because why shouldn't they have at least a bit of happiness in the end?
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>>5805877
almost everyone that has failed a suicide attempt has regretted trying immediately after
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>>5805881
yeah because they failed LMAO
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>>5805881
>>5805884
because it didn't give the attention and appreciation they desire
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How long after a missed dose do I have to take it before it's unhealthy to?
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http://strawpoll.me/6961838
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>>5805896
Take it when you remember unless it's the next dose time
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>>5805881
Yeah; I wanted to end that post with something about how outside of terminal illness or the inevitability of a more horrible death by torture or such I don't think suicide is a reasonable option, but I ended up not because I wasn't sure how to phrase it; you said it better than I would have, at least.
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>>5805899
Alright, I should be fine then, thank you.
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>>5805890
>>5805897
>not at least taking a threshold dose of shrooms once just to explore yourself as a human being
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>>5805897
But what if I take them and it helps with my trans issues so well that I end up cured and a normal cis guy and I become dysphoric again because I've got bitch tits and a tiny dysfunctional penis?
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>>5805928
I'm gonna try LSD either this weekend or next
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>>5805928
Hook me up bexe.
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>>5805897
>tfw LSD erased your worst feelings of self hatred and gave you a powerfully introspective experience that left you feeling unbelievably grateful that you transitioned
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>>5805942
Someone give me some LSD. Like right now.
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>>5805935
i hope it's real and not one of those 2-whatever knockoff chems

>>5805941
i wish i could hook us both up desu, plus one other person
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>coworker keeps asking if her hands are cold
>keeps asking me to hold her hand to see
I can't tell if she's just got an extremely outgoing personality or if she wants the gt

>>5805531
Feeling this edition on a whole new level
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estrogen really helped with my dysphoria you girls should try that if your doing drugs
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>>5805956
2-ci? yeah all the vendor's feedback is positive and I'm gonna reagent test it
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>>5805958
>tfw addicted to estrogen
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>tfw tempted to start abusing my klonopin

how do I stop myself
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>>5805957
Would she be getting it if she did turn out to be wanting it?
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>tfw your old trip crush texts you
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>>5805967
Of course, why wouldn't she? She's a qt black girl

With mega milks
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>>5805955
If there's a single drug that you do in your life, make it LSD. I don't care for hippie shit, but it really does feel like medicine for the soul.
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>>5805972
amy should i tell you i think you're cute every so often or do you think that's weird (i think you're cute btw)


(not chaser just agp)
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>>5805957
>wants the gt
agp get out
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>>5805963
>abusing tranqs

bad idea senpai, especially if you like being able to sleep and to not have seizures
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>>5805969
>tfw the anon from yesterday that was kind of crushing on you last night doesn't seem to be on /mtfg/ tonight
I hope she's doing okay...
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>>5805981
its a benzo (xanax valium etc) not a tranq
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>>5805978
>not chaser just agp
Doesn't that just make you a tranny tranny chaser?
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A friend of mine is, or at least thinks she may be transgender. She is underage, has no money of her own, and her parents would disown her if they knew. How would she go about getting hormones or some sort of mental health help without her parents knowing?
Emphasizing that I'm "asking" for a "friend."
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>>5805978
Never fear calling a cute girl cute, it will never go wrong!

(Dunno if I'm actually cute tho)

>>5805979
>2016
>not agp
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>>5805986
i don't care if girls have dicks or vaginas i just care if theyre girls
chasers specifically want dicks
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>>5805984
but benzos are a subclass of tranqs :^)

don't do it

>>5805988
check the info dump in OP, good luck
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>>5805988
Order mones to a PO box
Seek therapy for depression and discuss that you're trans in private with the therapist
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>>5805988
its a fucking anonymous board? who gives a fuck whether its you or a friend?

and buy some DIY hrt from inhousepharmacy or alldaychemist
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>>5805999
No they aren't, tranqs are d3 antagonists (antipsychotics)
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>>5805988
Your underage friend would need to get a source of income, no matter how unpleasant, in order to get pre-paid credit cards for online payments. She would also need either a P.O. box, or a supportive adult to have packages sent to. While she could not get a proper therapist or doctor, it's likely she has access to a school councillor, or perhaps better yet, an /lgbt/ group/service somewhere nearby.
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>>5805998
ahh, good point, I concede. you just want the booty. lmao
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What does it mean if I know I should be a girl and have a girls soul but I'm not delusional enough to ever try to transition because I know I'll never pass?
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>>5806005
either way just read up on the side effects so you know what you're getting into when you abuse it
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>>5805988
That's a difficult situation; getting hormones or therapy without money is going to be tough.

Would your parents maybe help get you some kind of therapy or counseling for something else? Psychologists and such are legally required to keep things you tell them confidential unless you give permission for that; maybe you could see one for depression or such in general and then talk to them about your gender concerns?
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>>5805999
Thanks, I'll look through it.
>>5806000
money
>>5806002
Mods usually care, but thanks
>>5806006
Thanks for the advice, I-my FRIEND is kind of scared about coming out to people because she really doesn't want it to be public, and she doesn't look at all feminine.
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>>5805983
The best thing to hope for is that she no longer needs this place
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>>5806009
Means you're making excuses and you're just going to transition later anyways. Might as well do it now, doesn't take a genius to figure out that repression never ever works out.
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>>5806002
If they're underage, admitting that can get them banned from 4chan. Not that we really get mods here that often, but she's not being unreasonable.
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>>5806009
It means you've tricked yourself.
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>>5806009
That you have internalized misogyny and transphobia and are a quiter, just get out of your closet and be nice and people will be nice back
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>>5805956
why can't you?
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>>5806009
AGP
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I have 3 burger

>>5806026
show tits faggot
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>>5805983
>tfw joan is thinking about you
I'm here now!
i-i hope you made your skype so we can talk not in the thread
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>>5806009
That kind of thinking is why I'm starting my transition at 29 rather than 19 or earlier; I'm not saying that you'll necessarily change your mind, but if you do you'll wish you hadn't waited.
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>>>/r9k/26851932
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>>5806026
Well fucking said
+1
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>>5806011
Honestly the only reason her parents are still together is probably because they believe that their "genius son" is going to get an amazing paying job that pays for their retirement as soon as she gets done with school. She feels like they both might need therapy for their own problems, but doing that on a single, unstable income will never work. Her problems would just tear the family apart.
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>>5806026
Who am I not being nice to? I dont think Im a quitter. I just know I dont ever want to be a hon.
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http://strawpoll.me/6961940
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>>5806040
lewd
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>>5806031
Oh, I'm glad! Yes, I got it set up earlier this evening, the username is "joan.brose".
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>>5806040
>tfw want to kiss girls because they're cute but aren't into girls sexually
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>>5806034

>>>/r9k/26845359
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did they change something on transpassing?

if i post nothing shows up ever

am i being too baity?
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>>5806040
Alright, which one of you voted 'no'?
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>>5806050
holy fuck the memes
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>>5806060
;) i didnt know if transgirls counted
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>>5806062
chaser spotted
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>tfw 2am coffee
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>>5806069
i only like boys and some transgirls and 2D girls but i really wasny sure ifbthat counted
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>Tfw massive fridge rib cage
Parents should have named me Fischer paykel ;_;
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>>5806070
>not w(b)est coast
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>>5806078
west is best
east is least
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>>5806078
I wish I wasn't a total failure and count afford to move west ;_;
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tfw your family keeps saying they'll use the right pronouns/name but they don't
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Goddamn it I want a boyfriend so fucking bad, why does being alone hurt so much now?
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>>5806076

Mine is 33 which isn't even that big you whiny bitch.
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>>5806096
Don't worry, I'm sure you'll find someone just don't worry about it too much. I've been dating my boyfriend for a year and I still feel like shit. I'm happy when we're together, but I have to go to university and not see him for 2 weeks at a time.
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>>5806096
gotta live with that loneliness anon..
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>>5806076
Tbh, 30" isn't horrible. I mean, I have 30". Yeah it sucks, but it's not the end of the world, especially if you're somewhat tall for a girl, which means your features scale as well.

Think of it this way, if a 5'4" girl had a 28" underbust, and you're 5'9", then that's equivalent to having a 30" underbust.

That said, you need to lose some weight then gain (some) of it back. Not in the right places.

Also, keep in mind that almost all trans women have larger underbusts than 30". Count yourself lucky.
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>>5806103
Thats after 3 years of homones, I'm just stuck with awful fat
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>>5806103
I'm 5'7" and I've got a snug underbust of 30" and a tight underbust of 28.5" how fucked am I?
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>>5806103
tfw 5'4 and 40 underbust
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Ok I've never done LSD and I dont even know how to get any but this thread has made me want to try it. Should I just ask my normal weed guy if he can hook me up? Is it ok to do it alone even though I tend to get super depressed sometimes when high?
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>>5806109
Ummm go research it first, you don't want to end up hallucinating for life like gem. There are places on the dark net where you can buy it.
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>>5806107
depends on how big your boobs/hips are to compensate for it
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Am I the only one here that reads moege and self-inserts as the heroines, right? I can't be the only one, can I? I've been doing it since I was like, 15.

>>5806096
I've been dreaming of marriage recently.

Eugh, whenever I wake up I just feel... ugh. I'm not presenting yet so it seems so far away.

Fortunately, I have a little button in my head that's labelled 'CREATE DISTRACTION'. I've become exceptionally good at clamping down on depressive thoughts (though sometimes I have a bit of a mental meltdown), so basically, I just stop thinking about whatever is making me feel like crap. I don't surpress the emotion, I just get rid of the impetus temporarily.
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>>5806108
You can't be serious.
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>>5806111
>up hallucinating for life like gem.
wat
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>tfw you wear giant baggy mens clothing to pretend u have a bf
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>>5806115
Gem used to be a nice quiet girl before Yume shoved every drug down her throat.
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>>5806101
I'm an unlovable mess, I'd be surprised if I find someone anytime soon. I didn't used to care, but now I can't help but want to be in a relationship, I wish I could stop caring about finding someone again. Congrats though, I'm glad at least someone here has found something long term and stable.
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>>5806114
i am i just measured myself
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>>5806107
I posted the image. Also 5'7"
With normal breathing I'm 30", breathing out I'm 27'-28".
I measure tight enough to grip my body but not right enough to squish
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>>5806115
Read up, she took LSD and got HPPD
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>>5806107
Depends on many factors. For instance, is your ribcage V shaped, or vertical? If the former, no matter how broad they are, they'll look feminine (for an example of this, see 'Parker' from the show Leverage, probably the only fun procedural I've watched too desu). If the latter, only if you have the boobs/hips to compensate/justify a larger ribcage.

Generally though, you're fine. 28.5" tight is cis-level.
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>>5806109
>Should I just ask my normal weed guy if he can hook me up?
can't hurt, but because of distribution and production you run a high risk of getting some meme chem marketed as LSD

>Is it ok to do it alone even though I tend to get super depressed sometimes when high?
probably not, there's always a chance that taking an entheogen aids in your introspection, but you have to be sure it's an entheogen and not a psychedelic (lsd vs memes etc) and you have to be sure you can handle yourself if you hit certain realisations
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>>5806116
Sometimes i wonder if the people i see daily like cashiers at stores or such think that im like these two twins.

A brother with bad taste of huge clothes and his sister that looks weirdly manly and identical to the brother but dresses nicely.
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>>5806123
Jesus Christ how horrifying
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does anyone else sit here spamming the update button waiting for something to happen? i think i just have like no life or something. lmao

fml
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>>5806139
Guilty, I'm such a loser
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>>5806139
fellow no lifer checking in, trolling people is fun drop trip and try it sometime
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>>5806129
at least post the gif
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>>5806113
What sorts of moege?
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I think the smart ass in my class can tell Im trans...
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>>5806147
Fuck him in the ass and he'll always be too shy to spill the beans.
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>>5806147
grab his dick
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> Tfw 29.5" tight underbust breathing out.
> Tfw 31.5" tight underbust breathing in.

Based on a quick google, an underbust of 28"-29" snug, but not tight, seems normal. So eh, close, but probably basically there once you take into account height difference (I'm 5'8.5"). Could be worse.
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i just did my measurements and im the 5'4 anon how fucked is my ribcage
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>>5806149
can confirm this works
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>>5806151
What's your weight? Also waist and hip measurements?
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> Tfw boy obsessed.
> Tfw not presenting yet.

Fuck.

>>5806151
You're fucked. You shouldn't probably be doing HRT, because 40" on 5'4" is gonna make you look like a man unless you weigh 500 lbs and it's all fat.
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>>5806148
hes really nice though..

>>5806149
>>5806152

n-no..
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>>5806155
im really overweight because someone told me that fat absorbs testosterone and i didn't really care about my health or appearance at all until recently

200 and im really ashamed of it

captcha :semin cox
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>>5806160
I thought trannies were never obese
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>>5806160
atleast you are overweight
34-35 UB and my bmi is like 19.5
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>>5806160
get on anti-androgens, lose weight significantly, get on estrogen, gain a bit of weight over time so it goes in the right places

you'll be fine as long as you do the things
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>>5806164
i am
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>>5806166
then do the things

like you're not a bad person for being overweight, but it's objectively unhealthy, and makes fat redistribution take more time
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>>5806161
Hungry skeleton reporting in. I'm like, 118 lbs and I struggle to gain weight.

I've been seriously trying to hit 128 lbs for the past month, but it's really bloody difficult. It's just tough when you don't drink soft drinks, don't eat fast food (except on Fridays, and only from actual eateries rather than McD), rarely eat sweets (usually sour ones when I do), and eat relatively healthily.

Plus, since I've been on E my craving for proteins have declined significantly, but my appetite is as huge as ever. Like, for tonight I made my classic spicy soup with broccoli (don't judge), mixed greens, carrots, rice noodles, 7 hot chilis, tons of mushrooms, stupid amounts of garlic/ginger/onion, all cooked in chicken broth with a bit of coconut milk.
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>>5806172
Sorry, I meant to add that I had 4 massive bowls of the stuff and gave me a stomachache. God, spicy food is orgasmic on HRT for some reason. I don't know how I used to hate it.
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>>5806172
I use to be 140, but with hrt I went up to 160

HONK HONK HONK

I do not look fat tho

I am 5'11.1-7-3-4-6-7-3-2-1-4-7-6-Charlie-3-2-7-8-9-7-7-7-6-4-3-Tango-7-3-2-Victor-7-3-1-1-7-8-8-8-7-3-2-4-7-6-7-8-9-7-6-4-3-7-6"
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>>5806172
GOMAD
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>>5806172
and you wonder why you don't gain weight.
either eat calorie rich foods or stuff yourself with 3 gallons of that broccoli soup every night.
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I just don't get hungry that much, but when I do sometimes I won't even feel like making food. Life is pain
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>>5806173
>4 massive bowls
the NSA has been alerted

>Plus, since I've been on E my craving for proteins have declined significantly
how even? ever since starting on E my appetite has exploded and i'm perpetually hungry for protein
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I hate that my underbust is so big, 32" breathing in

can waist training reduce it's seize, I'm using an xs one right now and it puts most of the pressure on the bottom of my rib cage
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>>5806178
Premake a few days worth of meals
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>>5806185
lel

>>5806172
>Plus, since I've been on E my craving for proteins have declined significantly, but my appetite is as huge as ever.
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>>5806186
You can't really waste train those ribs because they're attached to your sternum, only the floating ribs
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>>5805531
ITS OK SACCHIN UR GONNA HAVE A ROUTE SOON PROBABLY haha
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>>5806175
Same height and weight, I feel gross, you're ungodly cute as always tho
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>>5806193
show tits you dumb fucking slut
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>>5806195
Sry that's the one thing my gf told me I can't do on the Internet
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>>5806190
urgh cut them off then, they look ridiculous, sticking out from the rest of my chest
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>>5806186
A big ribcage breating in is normal...
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>find old chats with the model tier girl I used to talk to that recognized me irl
>"I wish I could meet you; it sucks I live in canada"
>"I think we could have so much fun"
>"would love to see more pictures of yourself, you look so cute in those ones there if you don't mind me saying"
How does this even happen
>>5806093
Iktf
>>5806091
Don't let your dreams be memes, you can do this
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>>5806187
This is really good advice. Just make a big batch of something on a day off, freeze portions of it and heat it up throughout the week.

So much easier.
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do you guys ever get so bored you enter a dream-like state where time feels like it doesnt exist and you feel like you are frantically trying to find something to do but in reality you are just sitting at your desk staring at a page?

>>5806091
the west coast is disgusting. i've been to seattle and LA and salem and it was like a third world country.

texas is the best. if you aren't an outrageously obvious hon and are at least slightly androgynous, literally no one here cares at all. i've even been hit on by straight guys before.

no state income tax, housing/rent is ridiculously cheap, the weather is good, in north texas at least. the only problem is that its kind of 100% necessary to have a car here, and unless you are into live music/sports, it can be kind of boring.

>>5806178
>not making yourself delicious meals all day

enjoy your fast food

>>5806214
i cook about 4 pounds of chili at a time and just put it in the fridge and eat it throughout the week. chili is super easy to make and its really good and super filling and has a relatively low calorie count.
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>>5806203
show butt then
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does anyone know what type of pillow has asses on them?
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>>5806222
if I don't feel like making food I sure as hell don't feel like traveling to a fast food place
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>>5806228
what do you even eat then? ramen?
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>>5806213
>itt Adri realizes she can fuck and cuddle hot people
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>>5806229
nothing i am a skellington
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>>5806231
oh, gross
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tfw in horrible dull pain everywhere for no reason
tfw cant sleep even though im really tired
tfw feel disgusting
tfw want to die
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>>5806203
Spoiler alert: Faye doesn't have a gf.
It's just a meme.
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in new temp room for a month

need pizza
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>>5806235
idk weve seen pics of her
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>>5806235
im actively fantasizing about what I'd do if I didn't
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i normally don't ever look at my phone when i am at home but i just grabbed it to check if i got anything and i have this from right before i woke up.

i don't have any idea who it is and we have the same area code

what do i do
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>>5806244
Spoiler: fly around and buy trans girls pizza and try to fill the emptiness with friendship instead of a codependent relationship
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>>5806245
try replying "yes"

that should get them off your back
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>tfw trying to convince your smart impostor-syndrome-plus-depressive gf that she's actually smart
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>tfw you have a wonderful chat with a lovely young lady that decided to introduce herself to a boring person like you for some inexplicable reason
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>>5806236
Did you ever end up getting FFS?
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>>5806257
yee
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>tfw not into lewd
>not into dildos
>not into talking about how i want to get fucked by boys
>tfw every trans chat is about sticking dildos on their asses
>tfw every trans enjoy to talk about how sissy they are

i wish i could ever meet a trans that isnt a weirdo
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>>5806255
Hi Joan
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>>5806259
idk we can talk about getting a vagina
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>>5806236
i remember you were cuter some years ago
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>>5806259
do you live in texas
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>>5806262
that was with hrt and makeup

ALSO RUDE
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>>5806264
no, that pic is gross, im pretty sure you used to look good at some point
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>>5806254
>tfw you realize your gf is actually a complete idiot
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>>5806245
reply: "idk, do you swallow?"
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>>5806265
well I dunno
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>>5806259
Stop hanging out on kagashi
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>>5806268
ree i swear to god
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>>5806289
makeup plus hair up
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>>5806272
you look really good on this one
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>>5806294
yea, probably its that, your hair looks really decent, you arent wearing retarded lipstick and you arent making stupid faces
you're cute senpai.
>>
Anyone here read comics?
Is Marvel unlimited worth it?
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>>5806299
depends on what kind of comics you like, i spend just 1 or 2 years reading comics, I really like Animal Man, Planetary, Authority, Watchmen, Sandman.
At this point I can't stand mainstream comics at all.
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>>5806301
I sorta wanna break into the scene and my comic book store isn't really good at stocking/keeping up to date so what do you think anon??? any reccomendations for comics to read would be great too
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>>5806279
I wish it was only kageshi, but even here on in other chats its always talking about sex.
even my irl mtf friends are always trying to kiss eachother and cuddling
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>>5806279
every time I go in there it is either boring or there is a fat chinaman cutting themselves
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>>5806303
If you want to be the cool girl around who read comics, just stick with marvel shit and watch the movies.
If you actually want to enjoy a comics book, read those ones I listed.
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>>5806309
Idk senpai i don't want to be THAT GUY aye i just want to read them in my own time i don't need to talk about them
Marvel Unlimited seems like an easy platform to access a bunch of shit to break me into the scene idk tho aye
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dudeeeeee where's anna at I miss that whore ahaHAHAH
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>>5806310
Its not like you need to read Narnia to later read the Quixote.
The comic scene is cancer as fuck.
Just do yourself a favor and read Planetary or Animal Man.
Watchmen and Authority are re-imaginations of superheroes leagues.
>>
Why is muff, literally the most revolting person ever to post here, back in this thread. Go away you autistic manchild
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>>5806314
that's the type of shit i was after thanks dude
i'm sure i'll find something i like and latch onto it but thanks
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>>5806316
how do you figure that?
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>>5806318
btw all those comics i named are closed runs, they have a start and an end. Not like mainstream comics that goes infinite on their stories.
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>>5806321
Closed ends sound sorta good desu
how was your day?
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>>5806324
weird, really fucked up mixed feelings
leave your skype if you want to talk about comics book later, i havent read any in years but i still may know something.
im going to bed now
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>>5806328
addd me senpai pineappleman222
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>>5806316
haaaaaw

waaawww
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>>5806304
I wish someone would try to cuddle with me ;_;
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>>5806331
If it's any consolation i think you're pretty
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>>5806331
I hope you walk by a large magnet and get stuck to it forever
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Why do people talk about the future filled with flying cars, robots, mind uploading, teleportation, warp travel and gender swapping shit like that?
I only dream of a future where there is <10 ms ping between anywhere in the world
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>>5806335
it is titanium yo
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>>5806336
My greatest dream is a world without Jews
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>>5806331
your face looks retarded, why do you even took that picture?
I have no idea why other people hate you, but if you keep trying to look ugly i will hate you too
>>
Good morning everyone. What a beautiful day it is! How is everyone?
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>>5806354
Switching from emotionless to heavy dysphoria
You?
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>>5806354
Good morning fampai, glad you seem to be happy today? Going well for you?

>>5806355
What's got ya down anon?
>>
>>5806361
Dysphoria and hating myself as a person (non-dysphoria related partly too)
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>>5806355
As one intelligent anon suggested yesterday, might be having a manic episode. Or maybe I'm just in a good mood. Who knows. That's awful, can we help in any way?

>>5806361
Yes! Not even this crippling hangover can bring me Down. I actually don't know what I was thinking last night when I was gonna go through with it.
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>>5806363
Aw I meant like anything in particular causing that that ya wanna talk about? idk thread seems dead-ish

>>5806366
I'm glad you're feeling good, sorry to hear with the hangover but gosh I'm really glad you didn't. If you feel it may have been a manic episode look into that because it wouldn't be good to go through with that. You seem cool~
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>>5806366
Glad you're feeling good

>That's awful, can we help in any way?
Don't know desu, usually only me seeing myself in a positive light snaps me out of it

>>5806371
Well
I can remember the whole episode today being caused by noticing my high hairline. It never really saddened me until now, usually it's something else
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>>5806371
I guess I should talk to someone. Just as easily I can have a suicidal episode where every part if me is crying out to do it.

Awh thank you! So do you ^¬^

>>5806375
Well if it helps, you seem like a really lovely person. And I know exactly what you're feeling right now.
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>>5806385
Thanks Mirin, you seem like a nice person too
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>>5806375
I get what you mean, some days it's just like you seem to find everything about you horrible looking. Sorry to hear anon, but yeah, I hope you get through things, It's rough.

>>5806385
Yeah it could just have easily gone bad so just gonna be careful. No problem though! Everyone needs a pick me up.
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>>5806354
morning, had to get up super early for a meeting, now I'm somehow trying to stay awake during work.
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>>5806393
Yeah, these days are the worst, especially when you have important stuff to do.
Things will pick up though, even if I can't see it
I'll eventually snap out of this, how long it will last is to be seen.
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>finally going to try out my 40mm diameter dilator for the first time

Wish my luck.
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>>5806403
good luck :3
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>>5806385
I saw you were in the irc, you should come back I didn't get to talk to you
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>>5806392
We should hang out and get drunk and manic some time.

>>5806393
You're totally right. But I'm probably not going to do anything about it, I never do!

>>5806395
Good morning! I hope the meeting went well. just inhale all the coffee. That's my plan today.

In my first job years ago, I was at a party the night before so I was hungover and didn't get any sleep, And I was down in storage, which was a house of some old woman that died the year before. And there was a bed upstairs, so I thought I could lay down for a minute. It was four hours and several missed calls later I woke up.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, take a four hour nap, you probably wont get caught.

>>5806403
Good luck!!! <3

>>5806405
I'm at work so I'll be popping in and out when I have a chance, you should just catch me quick next time!
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Does anyone here playing Black Dessert yet?
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>>5806407
>ywn get drunk and hang out with Mirin
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>>5806407
>I guess what I'm trying to say is, take a four hour nap, you probably wont get caught.
heh, I wish I could, also I don't really drink coffee unfortunately.

glad you're feeling better :3
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>>5806410
It's ok bb, we can get skype drunk sometime If I ever get a skype.

>>5806411
You can you just need to get a blanket under your desk and believe. Thank you! Don't know how long it'll last but goddam Imma enjoy it while it does.
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>>5806419
You should!

>>5806422
Heyo qt hows you?
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>>5806422
Hey pretty lady, how are you?

>>5806423
I really should..
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>>5806423
>>5806426
I'm fine, trying to co-op with my loot...
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>>5806408
I'm waiting to see how launch goes and to hear the general feedback but I'm looking forward to playing BD. It looks like a chill MMO.
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>>5806422
hi
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>>5806419
that would be fun
you should get it some day
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>>5806430
I'm confused by what ya mean but glad to hear you're fine!
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>>5806431
there needs to be an mtfg guild in this game.
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That magnificent creature who was in last week was in again just now. I just want to swan dive into his arms </3

>>5806430
What dya play? Also fuck that pic was taken today, you're recovering so well. You look amazing.

>>5806434
When I do, keep a lookout. Wont be hard to get drunk with me because I'm drunk all the time :x
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>>5806422
nice hairline desu
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>>5806440
Yes, I have only small spot with bruises under my right eye. Skin on left part of forehead still didn't reconnect with the skull though. It feels weird.

>>5806435
I'm self conscious about my hairs but it's getting better...
>>5806442
:(
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>>5806447
Well congrats. You look beautiful.

>>5806442
You're a Dick tbdesu
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>>5806440
Will do
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>>5806448
better than being a hon but enjoy your hugbox desu
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>>5806452
I know I'm a hon, do you know you're a giant dick anon? maybe you should save up for grs and become the worlds biggest neovag.
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>>5806452
I'm not a hon. I have just some fucked up elements.
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>>5806455
sorry the truth hurts so much
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>>5806458
What truth?
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>>5806458
It really doesn't anon. But I'm glad to be here to make you feel better. I hope you're ok <3 If you need anything hit me up IRC, I'm here for you.
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>>5806452
leave my best friend alone!!
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>>5806465
fuck off you gimp
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>>5806477
That's rude tbdesu. Why are you so angry?
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>>5806478
life
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>>5806477

>angry britbong detected

Did the Queen forget to cook your bangers and mash or something?
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>>5806479
You wanna talk about it? If you don't that's OK. But I'm more than happy to listen to you if you want.

If you want to keep insulting people then aim it at me. I a big ugly manfaced hon. Hairy af. My nose is so big it has its own ssn.
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>>5806480
yes she also forgot to get the beefeaters to deliver my tea and crumpets to my front door.

>>5806486
nothing much to say about it, my business is exactly that.
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>make one innocent comment about a hairline
>don't check back until much later
>everyone went ape at each other about it
yall ridiculous desu
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>>5806491

>went ape

Some people really overestimate how significant 4chinz is to most.
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>>5806489
Alright that's fair enough. I hope things turn around and get better for you.
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wow this thread is dead
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>>5806515
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>>5806515
rip....
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feed em to the lions
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>>5806523
I'm gonna rip you in half with my cock slut
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O ow the ppain
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>>5806531
>>>/b/
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>>5806532
Hey beep you cutie
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>>5806532
Beep didn't you say you were gonna post lewd pics
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How often do you think about suicide?
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Applying to jobs is boring.
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>>5806532
Hungover I take it? Those mornings suckkk, drink lots of water!!
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>>5806541
Almost constantly
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>>5806541
Pretty much everyday, I wouldn't be surprised if I tried again soon
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>>5806546
>>5806547
That's terrible, what keeps you from actually doing it?
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>>5806541
Every day. Even now I'm in a great mood and just thinking about how awesome it would be to be dead.
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>>5806550
I'm incapable of harming myself
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>>5806550
it's just what it would do to my family and the few online friends I have, a lot are also suicidal and I know it would set them off, I didn't really have to worry about that last time.
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>>5806551
Death must be soothing at least

>>5806557
I see

>>5806558
For me it's like
If I'm going to die, why would it matter anyway? Either way, despite thinking about it, I doubt I could kill myself, as the thought of nothingness after death is kinda scary, though there are days where that seems perfectly ok.
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>>5806551
But you are on HRT right? Just keep taking them you will change eventually.
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>>5806537
hey bestfriend. glad to see you're still feeling well. have a good day okay?>>5806539
yeah but no one wants to see that and I could do without the harassment that comes after. I'll post tummy or feet or aomething..Probably not nudes tho
>>5806545
bleeeh maybe I'll make it to the store today to get that camera
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>>5806571
Okieee sounds good I'll be around. Maybe have work going on some today but will keep ya updated
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>>5806331
you're cute. please stop harming yourself.
sincerely,
nice anon
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>>5806563
Not soothing. Just nothing. The thought of not being alive, not existing, no feeling, no consciousness. That really appeals to me. If I'm alive. Even if I'm happy. Things can turn for no reason. It's scary.

Last time I tried to kill myself I was fine in the morning. And nothing happened. It was just like my brain turned to Mush. I couldn't think. Everything was in slow motion. And all my sensations were in overload. Like I could hear my blood pumping and it was deafening. No matter what I did I had this overwhelming feeling that I had to die. As soon as possible.

I feel like the only way I can actually be in control is if I do it myself. I really don't want to feel that again. It happens a few times a year.

>>5806566
I hope so. That's the plan. There's not an alternative really, I'm definitely not going to bite the dust til my fiancee finds a job.

>>5806571
Thank you! You too, have the best day ever.
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>>5806563
It's actually kind of inconvenient sometimes
Like, I used to get a lot of splinters because I ran delivery for an interior design company, and I couldn't stick myself with a needle to dig out a splinter
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>>5806541
here and there... not that I would actually do anything though.
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>>5806580
Nothingness is kinda appealing but at the same time kinda scary
Though I guess it can be compared to before birth.
>>5806585
Wait, so you literally can't cause any harm to yourself purposefully? That's so strange.

>>5806586
Same
I wouldn't do it, unless something really shit happened
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I need some help. This picture isn't me and I don't come here often, but I was wondering if you could help me identify whether this person is a transgirl or not, judging by their facial characteristics. Thank you.
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>>5806585
that wouldn't be harm though, that would actually help.
>also tfw getting needled just for fun

>>5806589
it's more like I developed a kind of indifference towards death.
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>>5806589
Or like asleep. I very rarely dream. So when I wake up there was nothing before.
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>>5806589
Yeah I've tried
It's pretty dumb
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>>5806563
I'm not afraid of death, almost died a few times, kinda pleasant.
Me and my father had a good conversation about it before he killed himself.
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>>5806595
Right but the help (removing splinters under my skin) required sticking a needle into myself, which I think I've managed twice ever
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>>5806600
:\
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>>5806595
My opinion just changes back and forth

>>5806596
Yeah that makes sense too
I don't dream often anymore either

>>5806599
How'd you almost die?
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I love you
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>>5806614
I knew it ^_^
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>>5806613
>How'd you almost die?
Accidents lending to blood loss, general anesthetic complications, drug overdose.
None of them intentional, I love life but I know it can end at any moment so enjoy the moment.

Had a falling to my death dream the other night, I knew I was gonna hit the bottom and die as I was falling but I accepted it and then slowly came to a stop and didn't wake up, felt freeing.
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>buying bitcoins to get LSD to try for the first time
H-Y-P-E
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>>5806623
That dream is kinda spooky
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>>5806631
LSD is amazing, I might take some with K this weekend.
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>>5806631
Jelly, I need to get some acid
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>>5806631
>tfw too paranoid of being caught to ever order drugs
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>>5806635
I just wanna try it for crazy introspective experience. Hopefully it isn't overhyped.
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>>5806640
Personally I find Ketamine more introspective, LSD is more visual and happy imo, last time me and my gf took it we were laying on the floor giggling thinking we were worms.
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>>5806640
Every experience is different, I've had crazy introspective experiences, and lighthearted fun experiences. Hope you get lucky.

>>5806637
Lucky for you, LSD is literally the easiest drug to order and is pretty hard to get caught with. It's the perfect mail order drug, what are you waiting for?
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>>5806631
tfw no drugs
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>>5806647
>tfw k makes you introspective in a dark and depressing way
>tfw every k experience has ended with crying yourself hopelessly to sleep
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>>5806647
Sounds interesting. I don't really know anyone who has done k before so I've never really looked into it. I only know people who have done LSD/Shroms/Ayahuasca. Ayahuasca sounds way too intense and everyone else has unanimously said LSD>shrooms.
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>>5806648
Money
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>>5806647
That sounds adorable.

>>5806648
Where do you even get it?
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only if I could be a walking set of legs then I would pass
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>>5806652
With me the introspection opens me up and I'm quite happy, the happiness lasts for days after as well, also find my thoughts have more clarity and I have good ideas about stuff.

>>5806655
Haven't tried ayahuasca which is why I wanna do K and LSD together, with the K you can control how deep you wanna go, ayahuasca is less controllable.
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>>5806670
Marketplaces on tor, just give the seller bitcoin and they send you blotters in the mail. Street acid is way less reliable and hard to find.
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>>5806674
You actually do have really nice legs
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>>5806680
too bad my face and shoulders ruin the illusion
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>>5806678
This is why I'm glad I moved to london, I know 2 people that make the stuff lol
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>>5806674
fantasy cross dressing with amazon clothes again?
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>>5806675
Lucky, idk what it is about k but it completely destroys me. Leaves me extremely depressed, hopeless and alone feeling every time, dissociatives are clearly not my jam ;_;
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>>5806594
this is obviously you and you are being a coward by pretending it's not
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>>5806694
Tell me about dissociatives
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>>5806637
There is zero risk in ordering or taking LSD it's the safest drug in existence
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>>5806694
You're so cool I'm thinking about trying heroin what's your experience with it?
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>>5806709
Surely there'd be risk in ordering it, it's an illicit drug
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>not taking meth and cocaine together
why
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>>5806694
>but it completely destroys me. Leaves me extremely depressed, hopeless and alone feeling every time
that's how I feel without drugs though, can't get worse, right?
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>>5806681
It's not that bad. How long are you on HRT actually?
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>>5806714
It can't be detected or traced and it's safer than alcohol or caffeine
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>>5806694
I've heard if you have anxieties and a large amount of negative thoughts you're not gonna have a good trip, maybe try and learn from the introspection, doesn't matter if it was good or bad.
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>>5806718
>>5806720
if you aren't on LSD you're not really on HRT
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>>5806723
>>5806725
This

Drugs have opened my mind and turned me into an introspective genius, I am like Neo in that one scene in the matrix where he say woa I can see code and reprograms life with his mind

Liberate your minds my friends and you will discover untapped potentials you could never reach
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>>5806715
Taking them both at the same time is just a waste anon.
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>>5806722
guess it should be my first drug of choice then
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>>5806725
>>5806728
amen sisters
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>>5806704
They're a class of drugs where the high consists of feelings of disassociation. You feel separated from the outside world in a very hard to describe way, you may feel as if you're having out of body experiences, and at high doses of some dissociatives you may have vivid closed eye hallucinations similar to dreaming. Not really my thing, I find the feeling incredibly unpleasant.

>>5806718
If I'm depressed, k makes me more depressed, so yeah it definitely can get worse.

>>5806710
Never done heroin

>>5806715
>mixing uppers
Enjoy your stroke

>>5806723
Doesn't seem to matter, just don't seem to like the kind of introspection it causes, I've k-holed under ideal circumstances and it still wasn't really pleasant. Classical psys for me, I much prefer feeling like my mind is opening up to the feeling that my mind is being closed off to the outside world.
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>>5806731
>>5806735
>not understanding chemistry
this is why you have bad trips
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>>5806735
Hey elanna is there a concoction of drugs i can take that will make me hallucinate that I'm a real girl, and then kill me before i regain consciousness
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>>5806720
14 months, it did nothing for me
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>>5806735
they sound good in theory though
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>>5806739
Because you weren't on acid bruh
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>>5806737
>implying I don't understand chemistry
>implying the word you're looking for isn't pharmacology
>implying taking a norepinephrine and dopamine releaser at the same time as a reuptake inhibitor isn't asking for a hypertensive crisis

>>5806738
Not reliably no. ;_;

>>5806741
Some people really like them, some people strongly dislike them. Give them a go if you think they sound appealing, chances are you'd like them more than I do.
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>>5806737
Only taken meth once accidentally and I got to say adding coke probably won't do much and at £75 a gram for good stuff your better off doing them apart from each other to get your monies worth.
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>>5806749
all you do are the safe drugs because you're a mommas boy
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>>5806749
What about unreliably
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>>5806754
>bath salts
>safe drugs

>>5806755
Possibly ketamine or PCP, but you're looking for a pretty specific experience, so it's unlikely they'd do that.
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>>5806749
Certainly would be no harm in trying them someday
Anything you'd recommend trying at some point?
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>>5806755
Acid, meth, molly, heroin, salvia are all good and safe experiences
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>>5806757
If you're going to try dissociatives, your best bet is probably ketamine. It's safe over a wide range of doses, it doesn't have an unpleasant body load like DXM, and it's reasonably short acting so if you don't like the experience it will be over relatively quickly.
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>>5806756
I'll just think about it a lot before i start and maybe I'll get lucky. How much of that do i have to take to not wake up after
Also how was bath salts
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>>5806764
Anything else in different categories?
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>>5806766
>to not wake up after
stop that
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>>5806772
Personally I recommend mdma for transgirls, you feel more open to people and it takes away any biases you have about the way you look (dysphoria)
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>>5806772
If you want easy to get, powerful and nasty herbals, you can have a shot at mace or datura. Emphasis on nasty.
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>>5806766
Way way too much, enough that you wouldn't hallucinate and would just black out desu. Honestly, stick to dreaming if you want to be cis, it's more reliable and you get to wake up after.
Also, multiple drugs were sold as bath salts. Of the ones I tried:
MDPV - really strong and cracked out stimulant. Had no intense drive or focus like speed, but did have some euphoria. Very moreish and very easy to redose on. Supposedly a lot like crack when smoked. (Never tried, I do somewhat value my sanity)
Mephedrone/4-MMC - a mix between meth and MDMA, with the short duration of cocaine. Strong rushing euphoria and sense of well being when snorted. Gives the urge to talk, cuddle and open up with people around you, makes music sound awesome, and gives enough stimulation to want to dance. EXTREMELY moreish, multiple grams of the stuff can disappear over the night, benders were the norm.

>>5806772
In other categories, LSD and MDMA are the two that I'd say are the most worth checking out. Some people also really like mushrooms, and it's generally a tossup between whether a person prefers acid or mushrooms.
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>>5806780
What the fuck, why would you even suggest those?
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>>5806777
>>5806780
>>5806782
Guess I'll have to check these out someday
Thanks and good night
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>>5806782
Elanna please dont do more drugs. You look so sweet.
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>>5806780
cool thankss
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>>5806784
As a joke, please note I did warn about them being nasty. Really the kind of stuff you only try once unless you're even more insane than I am.
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Hey mtfg what r u wearing today. Post yr fit
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>>5806787
;_;
If it counts for anything I don't do bath salts anymore.

>>5806793
>telling people who legitimately don't know any better to ingest toxic plants
Great joke?
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>>5806795
Old pic but wearing the same outfit right now lol.
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>>5806802
They're not much more toxic than many of the synthetics mentioned. However, the psychoactive effects are much more deleterious, I agree.
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>>5806795
Mom bought me a new mens button down yesterday to hide my boobs when I go to college today. You are so lucky to get to be full time.
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>>5806802
Yea thats something i guess. What about other drugs
>>5806791
Hey dana why do they say john madden
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>>5806804
I need to go back in time and start hormones when my body isn't already garbage. Nice hips and cute top
>>5806811
I've been lucky in some ways but being full time is something I worked for
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>>5806816
Full time usually isn't a effort related thing but more so a "how you look because of genetics" thing.
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>>5806795
>>5806816
Hey pretty lady, [email protected]

>>5806804
Your hips are nuts girl. Wow.
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>>5806821
It's just a choice, really and you don't need either.
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>>5806821
Passing is genetics and effort. heavy on the effort. Full time is just full time. You could go full time.
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>>5806809
You're kidding right? Datura is insanely toxic, and scopalamine and atropine have a very small window between "safe" and life threatening quantities. The natural variation in concentration from plant to plant can be the difference between tripping balls and being sent to the hospital.

>>5806814
Still doing them ;_;
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>>5806823
Yay =) I will email you later today
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>>5806829
Y-you too 0////0
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>>5806816
>>5806823
I just got lucky with genetics, started hormones at 24, face isn't bad either.
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>>5806802
You're a fucking retard and loser no wonder your life is shit. Enjoy your drugs and 4chan popularity with the other retarded white kids.
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>>5806826
>You could go full time
hahahaha I really don't want to be shit on by every human being wherever I go because I look like garbage. At least in boy mode I look fem and cute enough not to get harassed. If I could ever afford to finish electrolysis and get my hair actually styled I could go full time but that costs thousands.
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>>5806821
Then give up.
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>>5806795
Crop top
>>5806828
Why
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>>5806828
Fuck off you dumb shit.
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>>5806836
But why can everyone else pass here with just hrt and I am the one who has to suffer? Fuck, I have been on hrt for 14 months you would think I could be full time and passing by now. I didn't want suicide to be my only option, I wanted to live like everyone else who is lucky enough to actually get an effect from hrt.
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>>5806837
barf what are you doing
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>>5806844
You said it yourself it's genetics. You weren't born with the passing gene so you wont pass. Give up.
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>>5806795
you look old but nice outfit

>>5806804
hot

>>5806811
stop talking about your mom every day mama's boy

>>5806809
>>5806828
https://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=57807

>>5806837
kinda gay
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>>5806850
But I can't give up, I am a girl I want to be seen as and be treated as a girl. Living as a guy is fucking killing my soul and is more painful than death but less painful that a bullies fist.
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>>5806844
Honestly, I didn't get much of an effect from HRT. I always kind of passed.
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>>5806831
Good job, congrats =)

>>5806835
I know what you mean. I have a terminal case of manface, head, shoulders, torso, arms, legs, everything. It's an option though if you just get sick of waiting. It forces you to go the extra mile in terms of effort too though.

>>5806837
I really like that colour on you. Plus I just wan to pat your hair it's so pretty :3
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>>5806846
Embarassing myself per the usual
>>5806854
Ty
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>>5806853
You really don't pass at all though.

>>5806854
If every single student at my college wasn't a fucking bigot scum bag then I would go full time to school but they even canceled the trans club this semester because the persons car was torched in the parking lot. Also I hear people talk shit on anyone different while I wait for class and have been made fun of myself just for having long hair. Its fucking horrible treatment I get and it would be so bad they would force me to kill myself right there in the quad.
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>>5806852
Then accept you're doomed to fail and stop your whining. You're the only one that has made any effort and it wont help because you don't have the passing gene.
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>>5806858
try again when you pass
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>>5806863
what about the lesbian that groped you in the cafeteria?
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>>5806864
So then I either kill myself or accept hondom? God damn it i don't want to be a fucking hon, being a femboy is easier than being a hon but its not what I want. God damn this isn't fair, passing full timers really are pure evil and should fuck off to cis land like twitter and face book and stop using 4chan to brag.
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>>5806868
she thought I was ftm, like I keep saying, ftm's and femboys never get shit, just visible mtfs get harassed
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>you will never be a twinky ftm getting molested
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>>5806871
Actually, I'm starting a tumblr.
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>>5806877
I seriously am not talking about you. You look like my uncle in drag, I am not jealous of you.
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>>5806883
Oh, and if you want to work, I still have a house slave position open for you...
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>>5806885
You are in France, its a terrorist anti white no go zone now same as all Europe, its sad but I have to cross all of Europe off my travel list.
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>>5806883
Savage.
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>>5806889
Oh, so if I were to move to the USA, you'd be OK to become my slave. Good to know.
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>>5806851
>erowid
Yes, I am aware of what happens when you ingest anticholinergics. However, that does not change the fact that tropane alkaloids like atropine are demonstrably more dangerous than the "other synthetics mentioned", and that ingesting plants containing them amounts to ingesting unknown quantities of potentially lethal compounds. There is no circumstance under which this is not incredibly fucking stupid.

>>5806837
Idk, habit I guess

>>5806833
>>5806842
(You)
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>>5806871
Kayls, passing full timers are still trans, and still people. They still have shit to go through. They still have and have had crippling dysphoria like me and you.

We can't keep driving a wall between. What's the point? And of course they should be here.

>>5806883
>>5806889
Stop being mean. Behave.
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>>5806894
fuck it sure, if you have the money to fund my transition I would be your slave.

This offer goes out to anyone interested by the way, I can clean, cook, fix cars, and provide sexual pleasure, all I require is a roof over my head and surgery in return.
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>>5806889
You better move out of the US too, especially out of California where home brews already attacked
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>>5806895

>you will never be Elanna's bff and pretend to understand many of the words she uses
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>>5806897
>They still have and have had crippling dysphoria like me and you.
But they got to overcome it though, they got to actually beat gender dysphoria by becoming real women. I would only be a real girl when my appearance would be validated by the general public because at the end of the day if you aren't accepted as a woman by other cis women then you will never be happy.
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>>5806903
Yeah, its horrible here too but I can't afford to move to the tranny promise land that is Portland.
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>>5806895
>not knowing the link was a ruse
>defensively using jargon to explain shit to a layperson
>being this autistic
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>>5806910
Why don't you move to Canada to get free surgery? It might be worth the moving cost mama's boy.
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>>5806918
I filled out a 30 page form and was denied by the Canadian government, no shit. Apparently they can bring in refugees that can't tie a shoe but college educated Americans are undesirable.
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>Go into an establishment I frequented pre-transition
>proprietor begins to greet me
>"hey ma--...hey."
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>>5806910
>I can't afford to move to the tranny promise land that is portland
It's really not that expensive desu
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time to go get ready for school
thanks for putting up with my depressive attitude girls
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>>5806906
Don't shit on people because they;re farther along than you. And Kayl, seriously,

And read this next part carefully

Do you think people ever really beat gender dysphoria? We're in it for life girl. There's always gonna be one more thing that we hate. That makes us want to die. .

Being Trans is a prison we're born into and can never escape, It just a little more like the outside the more you put in.
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>>5806914
>jargon
Anti- (prefix, meaning working against)
-cholinergic (relating to acetylcholine receptors)
Tropane (molecule containing a tropane moiety)
Alkaloid (organic molecule containing a basic nitrogen)
Atropine (provided textbook example of a tropane alkaloid)
Happy now?

>>5806905
>ywn be hanging out with anon and end up using words you shouldn't be using and end up going on tangents explaining their meaning excitedly
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>>5806933
lmao calm this turbo autism ugu
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>>5806924
yeah but since you like to read into things--what does it mean?
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>>5806936
(You)
Settle down bae
>>
good mornyan
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>>5806941
>anime reaction pic
The true sign if someone with autism
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>>5806949
Do you like trains?
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>>5806951
trains are nice :3
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>>5806951
what about trains do you find fascinating?
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>>5806844
Mostly genetics, if you're unlucky, no amount of HRT will help you.
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>>5806958
can confirm
5 years hrt and i am the hon queen.
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>>5806814
Just play mooonnnnnbaaaaasssssseeeee alphaaaaa
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>>5806942
Morning ^__^

>>5806951
I was talking to a guy on omegle once under the trans tag. And he was like "Why are there so many people looking to hook up here?". He wanted the trains tag. Had a nice conversation with him though.
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Mfw theres 2 cis girls here who keep looking at me and wont stop.....
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>>5806957
(serious answer)
There's a long family history in railways, my grandfather was fairly high up in CN rail and as a result I've been exposed to a lot of rail history. Also, they're a really comfy way to travel.
(meme answer)
I like collecting them in my train spotting book and the sound of wheels on rails calms my autism.

>>5806955
That they are. :3
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>>5806962
post pic hon queen
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>>5806962
Yeah that sometimes happens, it sucks. I think putting in effort into voice, how you dress, hairstyle matters more to passing than being on HRT for N years. But if you have a shit face, you'll get clocked regardless.

>>5806967
They're judging you for being a tranny.

>>5806971
+1
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>>5806969
did your rich grandfather leave you a nice inheritance or what?
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>>5806969
And I thought you liked trains because drugs. Thankfully, that crap movie is a generational thing...
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>>5806966
i still kinda feel like garbage but i had a nice sleep
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>>5806973
But this city is supposed to be a safe space


>>5806976
Trainspotting is a good movie so pls staaaaaaahpp
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>>5806975
He wasn't really rich, and the will was made out to my parents. CN was a crown corporation back in the day, so far as I know he made a very healthy salary but was not rolling in dough.

>>5806976
Trainspotting is one of my favourite films, don't be hatin.
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>>5806971
>>5806973
i don't want to blind people.
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>>5806992
It's okay, I probably seen worse.
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>>5806995
that doesn't make it any less severe.
also to elaborate, my voice is the thing i am most self-conscious of. i haven't been doing voice training for long so i even sound like the certified honqueen. i don't have to go outside often enough to really care about my appearance anymore, because i know that i have to use my voice in all outdoors situations and that's going to clock me instantly. i'd rather be a happy hon than a miserable passer though. all things in time.
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>you will never make the judge kek so hard that he files a protective order for the YEAR before
>you will never make the sheriff 'correct' it in a way that isn't legally binding so it's literally unenforceable
A B S O L U T E L Y K E K K E D
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>>5806951
Does the shitposting hide how shallow and pathetic you are from yourself?
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>>5806969
(You)
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>>5807008
Nope!
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>>5806990
(You)
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>>5807011
(You)
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>>5807010
>>5807013
>>5807016
anon are (You) okay?
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>>5807010
>>5807013
>>5807016
(You)
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How long have you been on hrt and what is your cup and band size?
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>>5807026
7 months
i don't know but i'm starting to get kinda self-conscious about it
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are spas fun?

I have never been to one before

EVER
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>>5807031
I will take you to one but you would have to suck my dick after
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>>5807031
why did you go off hrt senpai?
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>>5807043
cus gains bro
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>>5807046
cus you didn't want to be fat?
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>tfw someone wanders into your class wearing these
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>tfw no bf
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>>5807068
is he or she cute?
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>>5807074


weeaboos tend to not be attractive


t. personal experience
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>tfw HRT bullies you and causes you extreme sexual frustration.
I have no desire to masturbate but I still get turned on by stuff, but >no release. So it gets really pent-up and horrible.

>tfw no qt boy to cuddle up w/ n lewd w/.
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>>5807031
Nah, they're kind of overrated. Well, don't get me wrong, some of what you can get done there is good for your looks. But once the novelty wears off, it's more of a chore than something fun, really.
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>>5807078
My best rl friend is a huge weeaboo. She's also a natural 8 who could easily be a 10 if she bothered the least bit about makeup and fashion. A pity, really.
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>>5807080
I have the opposite, I want to masturbate but my dick doesn't work 75% of the time unless someone else is touching it
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>>5807074
She looks like a pretty typical 18ish year old weaboo
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>tfw your face mask looks like putting on blackface and makes you feel racist
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>>5807068
That's when you punch them in the face
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>>5807071
Iktf ;_;
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>>5807084
Haha, I rarely wear makeup, put some on a couple of days ago to make a good facebook selfie and my gf freaked out and started biting my neck in excitement.
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>>5807068

Depending on my mood I'd either find that unbelievably obnoxious or endearing in a "you poor little autistic thing" kind of way.

>>5807089

>tfw blue facemask
>tfw Asari racist
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>>5807097
She's also taller and thinner than I am, with longer legs and she has a natural F cup. The kind of femme lesbian that is a true rarity. And she's cis. Yeah, I'm a bit jealous sometimes.
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>>5807097
That's so fucking cute
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>>5807098
It's autistically endearing to me today, must be a good day.

>>5807091
Seems a little extreme ;~;
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>>5807114
>beating up a weeaboo
I don't see the problem
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>>5807102
>natural F cup
Damn, no thanks, I like my a cups, they're small enough to exercise with and big enough to put in a push up for cleavage when needed.

>>5807110
Its good to find someone to be weird with <3
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>>5807117
>beating up someone who appears to actually have aspergers
The headphones really aren't the only tell, and it's safe to say she can't help it ;_;
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>>5807031
Well facials feel awesome, and like back massages feel awesome and it's pretty relaxing, and mani pedis make me not want to cut my hands and feet off, and having someone dote over you is pretty ok
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>>5807123
Beat her senseless until she grows up
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UK here, over 18

if I tell my GP I'm suicidal, do they have to tell my parents or can I get hospitalised or whatever they want to do to me without them being informed? I think I need help but if my mother heard, it'd totally break her mentally. there are friends I could call on instead if they had to inform someone. do I get to choose?
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>>5807121
>tfw no cowtits
I will never have cis hips or butt so maybe I can at least get a gross apple shape if I have huge boobs
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>tfw gf is making me food, walks doge, gets groceries and gives me cuddles
I feel so pampered ^_^
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>>5807125
>Well facials feel awesome, and having someone over you is pretty ok
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>>5807133
>being a lazy shit while your gf does everything
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>>5807137
I'm sick m8
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>>5807133
>tfw stuck in a psychiatric ward without a single interesting person to talk with...
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>>5807134
... ._. be nice
>>5807131
>tfw little boobies
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>>5807141
:(
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>>5807144
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>>5807133
Its the little things :)

I'm having friends over from Spain tomorrow so I'm busy cleaning the flat and doing the dishes while getting food ready for tonight.
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>>5807148
aww that sounds nice :3
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>>5807145
I should already be out but the shrink I'm stuck with now is completely inept when it comes to paperwork. I still have a few things to do before leaving to Thailand that are becoming pressing. Like quitting benzos and cleaning up my house...
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>>5807127
>inflicting physical violence on someone
>ever
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>>5807150
I recently quit my job and moved 150 miles to move in with her, so I'm currently the housewife til I can find a job in the area.

And I don't do things in half measures, if I'm gonna be a house wife I'm gonna be a great one :D
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>tfw you look like an 18 year old weeaboo girl
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>>5807154
Can be a good way to say you're not to be messed up with. I used to be pretty good with a whip or chains back in high school...
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>>5807140
>poor excuse
>>
So, I ordered potassium. I was stupid enough to tell someone I was about to kill myself, and sure enough, the police came and I went to the psych ward and the potassium citrate was somehow cleared out of my system by some brown drink in the emergency room.

So my question is.. Does it matter what kind of potassium I use? The kind I used was extended release (potrate?) from alldaychemist, but could Amazon shit get the job done?
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>>5807154
what if I want someone to?
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>>5807154
>not inflicting violence on people who deserve it
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>tfw ffs doesn't help
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>>5807183
tfw one day i will know that feel.
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>>5807163
You brought whips to school?

>>5807175
Totally acceptable if it's consensual and you have a safeword. I'm down with that.

>>5807177
But why beat them up? Experience has taught me that the most surefire way to hurt someone is with carefully chosen words.
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>>5807186
losers need to know their place
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>>5807174
You're trying to induce a heart attack? That sounds like a horribly painful way to go senpai, why not try ODing or something
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How do i stop hating eating and the feel after it? It's starting to affect my health.

I don't hate food at all but i feel so manly and gross when i eat and later i feel disgusted because i don't look as slim. Like i literally feel fat and like i had taken steps back towards being a boy.

Is it connected to like transitioning and stuff??
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>>5807186
Not in school itself, no. But I quite often had my horse training whip outside. And I wore the chains as a belt, nobody ever objected to that.
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>>5807190
Hyperkalemia wouldn't be that painful. I was told my veins would feel like they were on fire and my heart would just stop. It's also the easiest thing for me to OD on.
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>bought big workout protein bars when you went to Costco
>gf bought little girly ones targeted towards women and cost twice as much
>triggered every time I eat one of my bodybuilder ones

I don't even know why I think I can ever be a girl, I don't even shop like one
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>>5807174
we're not helping you commit suicide. the brown stuff was charcoal btw (i think)
>>5807078
end the stigma! i know a 10/10 weeaboo. two actually.
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>>5807195
Body dismorphia, try eating little things with a lot of protein so you'll get fuller on less food
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>>5807204
Dysphoria is no excuse to pay the girl tax, seriously... Selling the same thing in a pink package doesn't make it worth twice the price.
>>
>>5807183
Shitposting from the hospital again?
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>>5807189
Why so much aggression? Are you sure that you're taking enough AA's?

>>5807200
>veins on fire
>not that painful
Anon...
>>
>tfw want to own up to suicidal feelings IRL
>tfw too scared of being institutionalised
>tfw probably need to be institutionalised
please somebody tell me it's not that bad
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>>5807211
That's what I said in my head but she was so grossed out about the cheaper ones that I feel like I should have been (best on the market imo I ate them when I was deployed with the jsoc)
>>
He who makes a beast of himself - gets rid of the pain of being a man
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>>5807204
hey jake
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>>5807213
I don't mind the pain that much. As long as I don't live afterwards I'll be happy
>>
Is there actually a single person in the thread that actually believes Angie got caught trying to kill herself? Especially after last time + with no proof given at all?
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>>5807218
Faye's name is justin
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>tfw ending it all with potassium rn
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>>5807217
it's very poetic but leaves out the part where you then have to deal with the pain of being the beast instead which can be even worse
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>>5807223
Not legally
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>>5807216
Well, most if not all of my real life friends are feminists. Sometimes makes them a bit of a killjoy while shopping, but well, we'll never feel guilty for buying "men's" razor blades or "men's"' hair gel...
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>>5807213
Losers need to learn their place
It's a dog eat dog world
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>>5807221
when was last time?
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>>5807215
it honestly isn't. i spent a week in an institution when i was 17 for a suicide attempt. i met a lot of really nice understanding people. the doctors will be nice to you and listen to anything you have to say but really you should focus on getting along with the other patients.
>>5807224
dont do it : c
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>>5807160
sounds like a good plan congrats on moving btw :)
>>5807167
>thinks I care for xirs opinion
>>5807152
I hope you get out soon and if you wanna talk just msg me :)
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>>5807223
she looks like a jake
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>>5807215
I've been institutionalised for more than ten months, following a rather radical suicide attempt. It's not too bad, but it gets really boring and lonely...
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>>5807239
Ok Marshall
>>
>roll out of bed for doctor appointment
>totally forget to tuck, wearing sweats
>don't realize until I'm laying down for a blood draw
>MY FACE WHEN
>medical assistant girl looks at my crotch a bit too long, multiple times
Thank God it's a trans friendly clinic ;+;
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>>5807246
thanks <3
feels good to be rich and earning money by rapping
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>>5807252
>rapping shitty
Ftfy slim
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>>5807248
>goes to women's safe space
>exposes women to penis

Thanks for setting back the cause 10 years
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>>5807256
>earning money by rapping shitty
>thinking that's bad
lmao <3
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>>5807259
hey i think encore was a pretty good album, keep doing you
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>>5807258
Omg Faye pls forgive me I'm sorry I forget shit so much
I'm not cut out for this whole tranny thing
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>>5807259
>thinking rap is actually good
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>>5807141
Hi pls be my gf
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>>5807263
No you March back in there and apologize to that poor girl for literally raping her
>>
>>5807266
>lacking reading comprehension : the post
>>5807261
thanks dropping quality lines like a trusty coke dealer :^)
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Goodmorning!
>tfw you went to bed early so you could get up early but ended up just sleeping for 11 hours and waking up like normal
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>>5807248
>>5807258
Lmao
>>
>>5807129

Unless you're in a really, really, really bad way, I highly doubt you'll be hospitalised. But no, I don't think as an 18 year old they're under any mandate to tell your parent.
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>>5807269
Sorry, I'm already in love and it's complicated.
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>>5807274
Faye pls ;-; im feeling kinda traumatized here
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>>5807276
>thinking rapping isn't good
>continues to post voice clips of rapping
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>>5807276
ayyy
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>>5807295
>thinks I still post them
>thinks I don't know how bad it is
you must be fun at parties :*
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>>5807295
Here, have a clyp of my horrible singing. https://clyp.it/dcg2jkqi
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>>5807071
I'm not surprised no-one wants to date you when you look like this
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>>5807325
yara yara daze
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>>5807331
Fuck off rawr you'd still be ugly even if you had hair
>>
I will be literally any girls gf if she:
-wipes and washes her ass and showers daily
-cuddles me
-doesn't abuse me
-doesn't have cavities
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>>5807323
You made my little sister cry and gave me cancer with your voice.
JFC
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>>5807332
you talkin shit about my hair bruh?
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>>5807333
>doesnt abuse me
you sound like a whimp
>>
>>5807332
>>5807331
>>5807325
I wonder how bad off you have to be to get to this point
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>>5807333
I have all that but do have fillings.
Despite taking care of my teeth, my family history on teeth sucks
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>>5807346
You'd have to be rawr.
>>
>tfw soft feminine skin/fat distribution stretched over huge manly skull
>all these supposedly manly/ugly female celebrities and I look worse than all of them, even those double my age
>specifically google "women with long chins", "women with big jaws" etc. to try and make myself feel better but I can tell from looking at the proportions that mine is far worse than any of them
HOW DO I MAKE THE PAIN STOP
>>
>>5807348
its been rawr bashing and responding to herself with the same picture for years?
>>
>>5807348
>hons mad at rawr
>>
>>5807357
That's the popular theory
>>
>>5807357
No
It's just bitter hons being jealous of her
>>
>>5807343
Okay she can abuse me but I was in a relationship where the girl basically hated basic things about me and that I can't stand why date me if you dislike me?
If you just rough me up now and then that's fine
>>5807347
It's mostly the weird sour smell on people's breath sometimes. I cant handle it. Fillings might fix it
>>
>>5807357
People typically target the low hanging fruit. And rawr is the lowest hanging fruit there is.
>>
>>5807353

Similar feels. I have this pretty alright body then this big ol' football (the real kind, Americanbears) head with a terrible hairline.

>The pain
>Stopping

lolno
>>
>>5807363
Trip on oddish
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>>5807366
Oddish passes far better than rawr ever will.
>>
>>5807370
>ramen head
>passing
Keep the trip on, oddish
>>
>>5807366
I dont anon
>>5807370
Trip on Michelle
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>>5807361
If I had a hair line like that I'd shave my head then wear a wig, she looks quite fem to me, just needs some makeup.

I also might pretend to have cancer to get free stuff.
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>>5807372
*Christopher
>>
>receded hairline growing back
>still on my way to being an eternal hon

At least FFS might make me somewhat passable someday.
>>
>>5807380
fuck off rawr
>>
>freshly made chicken soup
awwww yus :3
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>rawr memes
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>>5807372
Ramen head, pls
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>>5807393
Not a meme if it's true
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>>5807382
I'm not rawr
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>>5807393
We could make memes of your fat ass
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also random old hipster pic I just found lol
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>>5807398
You're right, you look way better.
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>>5807398
Is that you quentin tarantino

>>5807401
>looks like a boy
>>
>>5807374
Her hair is fine now
>>5807363
This is has been happening almost as long as Kayla has been around, way before oddish took her first pill, with that same picture and posting style
>>5807377
This person has the same thing wrong with them as the other person, it's kinda like a narcassim mixed with sociopathy and delusions of grandeur, like holding this information makes them better or like in control of other people. You should post about what fucked up things happened to you, I'm curious how you got to this point.
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>>5807226
nothing is worse than being a man.
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>>5807406
>binder
>hair in emo swipe way
>totally not intended
>>
>>5807401
You're way braver then me to go out with that bone structure and claim to be a woman, I'd be afraid I'd get killed in a bathroom
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>>5807409
A combover isn't fine hon
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>>5807417
never give up :)
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>>5807415
>mtf
>wearing a binder
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>>5807400
I thought you'd already made up memes about me :3

>>5807397
Riiiight
>>
>>5807397

We can stop worrying about a possibly President Trump now then, can we? /pol/ will be displeased.
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>>5807404
>You're right, you look way better.
I don't really no how much of a complement that actually is but I'll accept it.
>>5807406
>quentin tarantino
ill hav u kno I go by quentinisha now


About a month has passed since I took >>5807398 and I still look almost exactly the same in this picture I took today why do I even try
>>
I HAVE A BUTTLOAD OF MONEY LEFT OVER FROM THIS CHECK SO I GET TO GO SEE STAR WARS TODAY FUCK YEA
>>5807401
Post a current pic ur a cute
>>
>>5807409
>Her hair is fine now
Ohh.. That's interesting, I'd like to see pics of it grown back but if she doesn't want anyone to see recent pics its understandable.
>>
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>>5807431
>thinking dykes are cute
Absolutely disgusting
>>
>>5807432
A combover is not "grown back"

Rawr is still bald and still looks very much male
>>
>>5807436
Butch women are the most beautiful and you know it.
>>
>>5807428

Wow, a whole month? Has you penis even dropped off yet?

[spoiler]Stop being silly and give it time. Serious time.[/spoiler]

>>5807431

p
l
e
b
i
a
n
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>>5807438
The oddish is bitter
>>
>>5807422
>not doing drag king stuff with gf for fun
do you even L ?
>>5807431
nah not posting current pics on here sorry :(
>>
>>5807440
butch women are nothing but failed ftms
>>
>>5807442
>Wow, a whole month?
I've been on hrt for like three months now, those pics are just one month apart.
>>
When can transition be considered complete? How long does it take for most people?
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>>5807422
I wear one, male privilege is great
>>5807427
Can we end the meme that Bernie sanders has a chance rn
>>
>>5807448
>tfw ftmtftm
good lyfe desu
>>
>>5807419
Shitposting from the hospital Angie?
>>
>>5807446
>drag King stuff
Not trans detected
>>
>>5807446
Don't mtfg has gotten that raw?
>>5807438
They think i give a shit or even want to put other mtfs down. I just don't get it here.
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>>5807443
Oddish isn't the only person that despises you. Fuck off cunt.
>>
>>5807448
So, I guess that makes me a failed MtFtM? Or do you mean a FtMtF?
>>
>>5807451
took me like 18 months for me to consider it done (starting at first mones)
if you count from me going fulltime it'd be like 2 years
>>
>>5807460
>that smile
Joker?
>>
>>5807458
I don't despise rawr...
I don't think i even despise Kayla. Despise is a strong word, and these are internet people i don't even have to talk to.
>>
>>5807458
Ok oddish
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I'm 7.5 months now
>tfw still don't look like a girl
>>
>>5807460
When faye does this it's cute
When lala does this it's a meme
You just creepy
>>
>>5807472
Neither does Larry, but you don't see him complaining
>>
>>5807455
>not trans
well duh now I'm not trans anymore
finishing transition does that ya kno ?
>>
Heyo /mtfg/ it's another day with not enough sleep yayyyy~
>>
>>5807476
this desu
feels good that males have female pronouns here
>>
>>5807479
>still takes estrogen
>not trans
>>
>>5807451
Well, I think I'll be done with the trans stuff once I get SRS and my ID change, this summer at the latest. Depending on when you put the start, that could mean a very long transition, but I really started this attempt around the end of 2013, so that would be two years and a half from start to finish.
>>5807465
I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a midnight toker...
>>5807473
Thanks. Takes some work.
>>
>>5807479
I'm sorry do you still need prostate exams during your health check up as you get older?

Medically you're still trans, it'd be dangerous to try and hide that medical fact from your doctor
>>
>>5807490
>prostate checks when on e
Literally never had one.
>>
>>5807490
considering cypro is the treatment for prostate cancer, i doubt it
>>
>>5807490
Prostate cancer is extremely unlikely without testicles... BPD even less so.
>>
>>5807485
>taking a medication a lot of natal females take makes you trans
uhm no
>>5807490
none needed cause no T and lots of E
>>
>>5807486
elanna told me she wants to see your penis. will you post it before it's gone?
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>>5807460
>tfw ywn be able to pretend to be MtFtM
>>
>>5807473
Rate my boymode please
>mtftm, 2 months meme replacement therapy

http://m.imgur.com/fy7I2B2
>>
>>5807514
Lol
>>
>>5807505
Having Neo vag doesn't mean your female, hon
>>
>>5807485
>taking a medication a lot of natal females take makes you trans
uhm no
>>5807490
none needed cause no T and lots of E
>>5807517
it's easy tho
>only post maymay drag king pictures
>???
>MtFtMtF
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>>5807517
>tfw iktf
fucking abstract feel desu senpai
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>>5807518
>two months
>>
>>5807518
sugoi as fuck, you have really nice hair.
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>>5807496
>>5807498
>>5807501
it's a big deal even for transwomen, as a responsible adult 50 years or older you should get your prostate checked.

Best to not be your own doctor, and just ask your physician.
>>
>>5807520
I'm a little weirded out by you asking for other people's girl tinklers but you know you can touch mine again if you want.
>>
>>5807521
cool that you see it that way
I don't, now what ?
>>
>>5807518
>2 months and already passes

fuck i'm jealous
>>
>>5807518
Your boy mode passes worse then mine, are you even trying?
>>
>>5807524
>itt lala recklessly gives false medical advice to vulnerable trans girls so that she can try to shrug a medical label
>>
>>5807529
Can I see your ass Justin?
>>
>>5807530
But you know that I've never actually asked for anyone to post GT, right?

>>5807524
But I'd have to cut my hair ;~;
I did actually do drag king stuff for a women's studies project though when I had short hair (arts electives, pls no bully)

>>5807526
;_;
>>
>>5807541
Are you implying that anon would just go on the internet and tell lies?
>>
>>5807540
Why do you use the boy name I picked out for myself in middle school because I didn't like my birth name, it's almost like you don't know me outside of Facebook stalking
>>
>>5807537
hey just telling what my endo told me
there's only one kind of prostate cancer that manifests without T and it's pretty damn rare and pretty damn deadly
>>
>>5807527
>>5807532
I took hrt for two years. I've been on MEME replacement for two months though and now I'm a real boy. Please respect my pronouns (Fey/feyr, or he/fhim please)
>>5807533
Is this better?? Pretty sure I look like a normal boy

http://m.imgur.com/gWMOedO

>>5807528
Thanks, I wanna get more blue in it
>>
>>5807541
drag king stufc is pretty cool desu gf and I do it sometimes when we go out for fun
>>
>>5807546
>>5807223
Someone said it already I don't have you on facebook. Are you going to show your ass or not?
>>
>>5807548
Nah, how about you GET BACK IN THE KITCHEN SHELA
*uproarious laughter*
>>
>>5807548
>I took hrt for two years

oh okay thank god that makes me feel better

you're cute though
>>
>>5807518
>http://m.imgur.com/fy7I2B2
Do modern boys have bangs now? I've been out of the loop.

You look pretty good .
>>
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>>5807556
>>
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>>>>>>>>>tfw person I know is really a girl
>>
>>5807548
>ywn be m-t-meme
why live
>>5807556
sheila.
>>
>>5807543
I have no idea why anyone would do such a heinous thing ;_;

>>5807553
Fucking around with gender in general is kinda fun, did it a lot more when still presenting kinda andro, but I've kinda femmed it up lately in a half attempt at stealth ;_;
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>>5807547
pic related
>>5807548
Stop trying to make me straight
>>
>>5807450
3 Months is still nothing. Give it time.
>>
>>5807505
You're still trans, retard.
>>
>>5807574
Why would I make you straight faye? I mean sure I'd cut wild flowers to make a boquet for you but that's just a friend thing
>>
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I'm 21 and dating a 33 year old. Should I feel wrong?

How old are you and how old would you go?
>>
>>5807585
Yah and I could knit a scarf and put it around your stupid neck so you wouldn't get cold
>>
>>5807587
I would never date a guy with kids old enough to date me.
>>
I enjoy the film Evolution, but there's a lot of casual sexism I find hard to overlook.
>>
>>5807596
It's also just not a good movie
>>
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>>5807596
is there? I havent seen it since I was a kid
>>
>>5807591
Yeah and it's not like I looked outside the window and saw a cherry blossom blooming in the winter and it reminded me of you brightening my life with your cute flirting
>I can get cheesier than this
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>>5807605
Oops missed pic
>>
>>5807601
Your taste in movies is shit.
Your level of opinion is on par with a local town newpaper critic
>>
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>>5807605
It's not like I'd go outside and take a picture of the cherry blossoms falling on the grass just to show you that we're kind of connected right now in a way even though we're far apart
>>
>>5807618
>autism
>>
>>5807582
according to you
>>5807574
sorry as I said just relied on what my doc told me
>>5807573
stealth is easier as butch desu cause people put everything masculine about your looks into the "it's a lesbo thing" box
>>
>>5807596
That movie was just an advertisement for head and shoulder shampoo.
>>
>>5807625
>according to you
Biology would like to have a word with you, sir
>>
>>5807618
Fugg it looks so sunny ;-;
I wish I still lived in CA
>tfw used to train through your city all the time
>>
so how many of you have been molested?
>>
>>5807601

It's got David Duchovny in it, that's at least a 3/5 stars.

>>5807602

Yeah, just a lot of "ditzy" women in it, and some objectification here and there. It's Double D so maybe it's fine.
>>
>>5807634
just make a strawpoll man
>>
>>5807630
cool about what bro ?
>>
>>5807632
>used to
O..hhh
>>
>>5807398
Your eyes are HUGE you gonna be qt as hell I can tell.
>>
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thred is dead.

>>5807643
>>
>>5807638
http://strawpoll.me/6966937
>>
>>5807612
Lol I didnt know opinions had levels
>>
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>>5806795
>>
>>5807649
peasant-core I like it
>>
>>5807640
Im gonna visit in the summer sometime tho
Gimee ur Skype
>>
>>5807634
is it weird that i have dreams sometimes where im like 12 and get molested
>>
>>5807639
>Misgender meme
XXD
>>
>>5807653
Fayezorbeam
>>
>>5807660
uhhhhh

you could have gotten molested and could be just repressing it
>>
>>5807634
Yes
>>
>>5807649
Cute imo
>>
>>5807634
I knew I was trans before it happened tho
>>
>off hormones for a month
>started taking them again 3 weeks ago
>cried for 5 minutes over a picture of a pregnant woman

why am i barren
why am i empty inside
>>
http://www.christiantoday.com/article/minister.spanked.naked.bottoms.to.administer.spiritual.discipline.court.hears/80628.htm
>tfw priest will never spank you silly
>>
>>5807720
You still all HPPDish?
>>
Mtfg is slow now
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