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>>5750089
moar!!
If this is the nice edition, it'd be nice if someone could give me tips on how to stop wanting to kill myself. =)
>nice edition
Now the question is how do we ruin it
>>5750148
Kill them
If you have breathing problems or any pain in a corset you are doing it wrong.
>>5750153
It's already ruined by your presence beergut
>>5750134
>nice edition
looks like I can't post in this one
guess it doesn't matter since I need to go try and sell my soul to afford my physics text book
>>5750154
Kill who, me or other people or what?
I just took my first dose of hormones. How long does it take until I'm a pretty girl that everyone admires for her character and intellect?
>>5750160
I thought you were doing law?
>>5750145
gimmie something to read anon
>>5750170
1-2 years tbqdesu
>>5750160
buy it second hand retard
>>5750167
Yes
>>5750175
Alright well how long until people admire me just for my boobs then?
>>5750173
Sam simply moaned as Kayla's fingers started to stroke firmly across her stiffening clit. Layla leaned down and began licking around Sam's nipple, her breath cold on the wet skin. Kayla continued her stroking a bit longer before Sam felt her fingers slide under her panties, circumventing the cotton barrier. The direct contact felt amazing. Layla's mouth closed around her nipple as Kayla's fingers slid down and gently prodded Sam's entrance, pressing in and moving in gentle circles. Layla suckled her nipple, running her tongue across the hard nub in her mouth, while still kneading Sam's other breast. Kayla's fingers slid back up and rubbed slow circles around her clit before going back down and teasing her hole again. Layla nearly made Sam jump as she softly closed her teeth on the tip of her nipple, biting just hard enough to pinch it in place as she teased it with her tongue. Almost as soon as she felt the teeth on her nipple, Sam felt one of Kayla's fingers slip inside of her. She sucked in a sharp breath through her teeth, not expecting the sudden rush of pleasure or the slight pain that accompanied it.
>>5750170
Depending on the person, either immediately or never.
>>5750171
Physics is my transfer course, I am also taking criminology 3, and political science 3 because doing as much classes as I can before uni was always my goal because it saves a fuck load of money and time.
>>5750176
I know I am looking for it but even used is $200 bucks.
>>5750188
earlier edition
>>5750180
1-3-6 years. you might need a ba tho
>>5750191
I guess I will do that. I just hope the questions line up. I would do chegg but last time I bought from them I got identity theft on my credit card.
Just picked up my new AA and it looks horrifying. Thank fuck I won't have to inject it myself.
>>5750134
i like this edition. has my hon seal of approval.
>>5750162
its even shittier i had to find out by phone im just praying he gets on some medicine.
me too he's having bad ptsd said he was on his ship the other day and saw him going around the house like some sort of trapped animal saluting at everything. fuck the military and their bullshit for oil.
>>5750147
okay my cousin does her all the time mabye she could help, baka go gib dat money back before they find your socks and your cat burglary phase is over.
>>5750140
im kinda scared to post my skype on here I got doxxed once or twice. not saying you would ever do that but anons :/
>>5750138
lol what?
>>5750146
i don't know how :___:
I want to be held! aaaahhhhh
who wants to suck on this tiny chaser penis?
>>5750199
is that lupron?
>>5750205
There is a chaser general
i luv estrogen
>>5750206
It's similar. Decapeptyl (triptorelin).
>>5750210
so? it's guaranteed to fit in your big male mouth
>>5750181
...the main character sucks
change to heather plox.
>>5750181
https://clyp.it/zbvgtgxl
fixed it for you btw
>>5750215
I have a big male mouth I should go for big dicks
>>5750213
isn't decapetyl the spookiest fucking name for a drug ever or what
>>5750221
it must be a really big male mouthe if you can fit a whole big penis in it
>>5750205
I will but only if you let me tie a rope around it and slap it a few times
>>5750228
Its called deep throat. Because it rams down the throat
>>5750218
>autistic flamboyant gay male
Enough
>>5750218
this is the worst thing that exists
>>5750222
Doesn't sound all that spooky to me, just sciencey.
how to buy girls clothes when still look like faggy boy?
>>5750233
>tfw thought that my voice might pass for a single fleeting moment
i fucking hate this. i fucking hate being a disgusting ugly tranny that sounds like a man. i fucking hate everything about this and i wish the pills would make it go away but i guess it'll never, ever happen haha. fuck my life.
>>5750239
Just do it and realise that nobody actually gives a shit what you are buying.
>>5750239
online
>>5750218
Voice Level: Lesbian woman
try making it even higher next time.
>>5750240
>taking anon shitposting seriously
Are you okay?
>>5750249
i just wanted my ego stroked
i'm ok now that i know it was all just a shitposting meme xD kek top fucking lel i
pic related is voiced by a gay man :(
>>5750233
>being this bitter
>>5750251
you sound really bad doe..
>>5750251
Your voice didn't pass in that clip, sounded much better in the previous ones.
>>5750252
Tina's voiced by a dude too.
>ywn be friends with Tina
>>5750259
i guess i should have kept pushing the high-voice angle
ugh
>>5750240
you're not too far off passing just keep practising.
>>5750261
Well, yeah, but I mean Linda's passes. I thought it was only Tina.
I'm thinking about going to a trans support group because I can't figure out how to get GRS. In about 2 years, I'll have enough money saved up to afford it, and a month free to recover, so I'd like to start the process now... but my doctors have all been totally unhelpful; contacting Dr. Brassard's clinic was not helpful (they gave me a different email address to contact).
I don't want to talk to trannies IRL as I don't want to break my stealth.
What do I do? I have no idea how to cut my balls off. :(
>>5750244
>>5750247
okay thx senpai
>>5750267
I just wanted to talk about Tina
>>5750272
I think you're supposed to inject alcohol into them or something.
>>5750241
Pics plzzz
>>5750273
Alternatively let me take you out on a shopping trip.
i did thing sounds like a gay man
im reading from a yoai script so yah its probably bad
https://clyp.it/mrm3wyfe
>>5750280
Thanks for the offer but I doubt you're near me.
>>5750205
can i put you in chastity instead. i love emasculating small males.
tfw you love amy so much
tfw youll never be her gf
tfw youll never cuddle with amy
tfw amy is always sad and you want her to be happy
tfw hugging and kissing and talking to your pillow and pretending its amy
tfw trying to telepathically channel the energy to her after so she feels loved
>>5750278
But I also want everything down there to be converted to a vagina anon :(
>>5750289
which amy
>>5750289
R u homeless
>>5750292
amy victoria
tfw you will never be a normal functioning person
>>5750300
Why not?
>>5750291
then you need to get into dark magic. but it'll cost your soul.
>>5750300
Never will I. I don't care. I'm smart, I'm beautiful. I'm insane. And I'm really fine with that.
>>5750134
>nice edition
Who is the nicest trip?
>>5750309
But I already traded my soul to be successful in every other way. I assumed if I traded my soul for money and success I could trade the money for a vagina.
Is that not how it works? Did I use dark magics to trade my soul for the wrong thing??
>>5750318
amy
>>5750307
I just feel extremely socially crippled and like, have ended uup in a situation where its just a lot of shitty options that all feel like they feed back into the same cycles of problems no matter how I approach it. It's just shitty cause it's all more or less come down to the fact that I only chose at 23 to finally start transitioning and getting my life together, and up till that point was just NEET and barely held a job, but now that leaves me with no ability to get hired at even most basic jobs, no experience no skills and the options are stay in this shitty situation longer to get schooling to hopefully get out (which just became a much harder situation to think about after recent arguments with parents), go for broke and just see what happens trying to yolo, or going back to being a whore.
>>5750318
Not me, that's for sure.
>>5750134
>nice edition
>mfw this thread
>>5750321
i'm sorry but yes. you could have gotten everything if you just bought the dark magic skills but you got something to specific. maybe the devil will trade you a vagina for cute cat and dog webms though?
>tfw elanna is about to leave and still hasn't destroyed your bp ;_;
>>5750295
https://clyp.it/py2oz1ne
if it bad voice i apologize for making you deaf.
>>5750332
your face is violet? are you okay?
>>5750289
tfw you will never be amys wife
cummies.
>>5750305
i have a big penis but i like to pretend it's small sometimes. it turns me on thinking about how picky girls are about dicks because it means they like the big ones which is what i have. even hotter when a trans girl loves a big dick and she barely passes
>>5750340
You have my undivided attention
i love amy so much it hurts like physically
>>5750335
;~~~;
Next time OK?
>>5750345
tfw
>>5750336
hot
>>5750343
rused again damn it. i know my voice sucks.
does amy post here still or is she one of the people that left
>>5750348
Hi elanna we've never spoke but Im sorry everyone here harasses you. I hope you have a good time away from mtfg. I'll make it out of here too in a year or two hopefully. Good luck babe.
>>5750318
Kit and her girlfriend Erin
>>5750326
I think a lot of us were/are in similar positions to you: socially cripped, relatively old NEETs. It's not easy; I was there. Unfortunately, you'll have to crawl through shit for a couple years, but it does get better. No one wants to crawl through shit like stocking shelves at Walmart, but, as they say, arbeit macht frei. Only through perseverance will you achieve your dreams, Nycteri.
>>5750351
precum soaked penises
>>5750326
Retail, waitressing, cleaning, burger flipping, etc
What's everyone listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBAtAM7vtgc
>>5750369
https://youtu.be/P6Agwu_5J14
>>5750369
https://youtu.be/46u_Ggsub1A
>>5750369
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsUsVbTj2AY
Big JT kick.
>>5750369
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXoZsgNHquM
>>5750367
>>5750363
Yeah I mean I juust normally fail interviews so hard because of general anxiety I can't even get shit jobs like that. I'm gonna try again and try more but I just.. I don't interview well, and now I have the added weight of being a tranny to kill my chances and add to my anxiety. I know I need to do this and its the resounding advice I've gotten, I'm just scared still right now. I guess scared of failing but maybe just scared to fail but part of me is just scared I'm gonna confirm for sure that it's as bad or worse than I've felt.
Thanks all, I'm sorry, just really rough night last night.
how do I get amy to love me
>>5750387
Hang yourself you fucking faggot.
>finding myself humming goodbye horses as I do my makeup
fuck
>>5750369
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeFBrO-fy6o
>>5750397
Buy a gun and shoot yourself my man.
>>5750387
Live in a box
>>5750364
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GW6sLrK40k
>>5750397
>tfw don't do makeup
I think this place is bad for me, I've been daydreaming way too much about hugging a qt andro trans girl
>>5750413
Please don't trigger him.
hi guys
I heard this is a great dating site??
>>5750369
good song
>>5750377
>not made this video available in your country
>>5750378
i like her too
>>5750383
>>5750383
gross
>>5750403
this is really cheesy but i still like it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqleB7zfMTw
>>5750411
wow cool tune, I like that style of electronic music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5-mD6Dy7c0
>>5750386
It gets better with more interviews. Just keep applying and interviewing and something will stick eventually. Try to look up common interview questions and think of answers beforehand; think about the questions they ask that really get you stuck and put extra thought into them until you have a great answer.
Now, when I did all of this, I had a problem: I'd think of my answers beforehand, but my anxious mind would scream at me, 'but those answers are stupid and you're stupid'. If you have that problem, try examining those negative thoughts rationally: why are those answers stupid? How can I improve them rather than dismissing them?
Also, I've used Phenibut to great success in mitigating anxiety during interviews. It can only be used once or twice a week, otherwise it's addicting and builds tolerance, but it's pretty amazing stuff if you can control yourself while using it.
Sorry to hear life is rough right now, but slowly, with effort, things do improve.
>>5750419
top cuck
>>5750421
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2oI-BsWbIg4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRHNi3QfFlE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=heMTVlawFmM
>>5750360
Thanks beepbeep. You've always struck me as pretty damn awesome even if we haven't talked a lot. This isn't really goodbye, I'm still probably going to be here and posting, just a lot less than I used to. I do like the general, but too much of it really does do more harm than good.
Good luck and all the best beepbeep
>>5750372
You too, best of luck to you. Maybe we still can get to know each other, I'm still gonna be around a little, and the IRC is always open ^^
>tfw you wake up at almost 8pm
N E A T N E E T
why is mtfg so homely? cant u work harder at this stuff like the rest of us?
>>5750424
Thank you, yeah I realize a lot of this is just the process I have to go through, it just feels like.. because I didn't learn all this 5 years ago I don't get the leeway from age but I get all the negatives that come from all of this. That all sounds like a lot of what happens, as well as like, I just don't like lying in interviews, it's hard for me to lie really, people can tell. I'm gonna look into Phenibut though.
Thank you, again I know it's silly to come here whining and crying but I mean I already hit rock thinking about whoring myself out to get out of this so might as well. It helps a lot knowing I'm not completely alone in these feelings and problems I guess.
>tfw no one will ever cuddle with you
wanted to say thanks to Dys3rd
though /femgen/ hates trips, I appreciate the info on SERM
also there are reports on successful usage https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/25cp26/i_take_raloxifene_semihrt_without_breast_growth/
>>5750439
elanna im going to miss you so much if you ever go im crying
>>5750446
It's time to drink some bleach my man.
>>5750411
kind of reminds me of electronica good sound would surf 8/10
>>5750439
im scared of the irc desu ive been doxxed and im scared for my dad considering he's in the hospital for ptsd id give my skype but do you have a throw away email and do you have dana skype too?
>>5750442
that would be pretty fun.
watching you sit on a bed tied up while me and another cutie explore eachothers body your poor thing trapped in metal as i grind all against to and smack my ass while simultaneously explaining everything you lack as a man.
>>5750447
this picture killed me.
>>5750447
because I'm a smart independent fetishist that doesn't want cis male attention
buying runescape trap gf
>>5750452
I'll cuddle you anon.
>>5750461
Wow bro back the fuck off oki?
>>5750452
God please don't remind me
>haven't had any intimacy
>virgin
>28
Just fuck my life up pham.
>>5750454
I messaged her, yeah she's really super knowledgeable on all that stuff!
>>5750462
I volunteer as tribute
Where did Moap go?
She promised feet pics then disappeared for like a week.
>>5750439
elanna if you go im going to cut myself i dont want to live if my favorite trip leaves
>>5750434
didn't like any of them
hihihihihihi
>>5750466
i mean in real life just saying that doesn't make it better
lack of physical contact really bothers me, i kind of want to have sex with random people just to cuddle after
>>5750451
Yeah I hate lying too. Sometimes it's better to rephrase it in a way you can feel confident in, than lie. If they ask you about a situation you haven't been in, be honest. 'I haven't actually encountered the situation, but I think I would handle it by < ... >'
Also I've actually successfully used stupid bullshit like running a guild/raids in MMOs as an example of how I lead, work on a team, etc. It's a weird example, but interviewers have responded well to it.
>>5750416
Anyone in particular?
>>5750481
ohayou gozaimasu, kohai
TRIPS STOP LEAVING YOU'RE MAKING ME CRY
>>5750485
Lets just pretend~
*cuddles you*
^-^
>>5750492
>cut dicks
lel
#Cut4Kayla
>>5750454
glad i could help, i tried to be as balanced as possible.
no doubt, i did see that reddit post when i originally began looking into it and you can see the skepticism it received, which is why i kept on pushing with my reading to find out just what the downsides would be.
hopefully i managed to convey to the fullest extent what i learnt along the way.
>>5750496
>making fun of Americans
That's not nice. They didn't ask for the doc to cut their foreskin off when they were 5 minutes old.
>>5750488
this morning while I was unconscious dozing it started with a b and ended with an eep
>>5750491
Don't worry, I'm staying.
>>5750439
Sorry to see you go but totally understand how bad this place can be. Hope things go well and hope to talk to you on skype and all more sometime! I'm just bad about randomly messaging people.
>>5750486
Yeah, that's a good idea with the 'but I think I would by x', the ones that really get me are when they are like, 'describe a situation that happened and how you fixed it' in certain contexts with those questions.
Yeah I tried that once with raiding and figured I failed the interview for mentioning that. I had even been an officer of a Server #1 guild and in a top world 100# but yeah never seemed ot hit well for me. It was only a fucking job at target.
>>5750503
and the irc is a better place for it
thanks for your sacrifice, people needed to know that trolls wouldn't be tolerated
>>5750386
i know this is some basic advice but i used to be really bad at interviews too. once i realised you have to basically act like the person they want representing them, it went okay. not overly confident to prove a point, not overly nice and cringe, but be nice and level headed.
hope that helps somehow.
>>5750509
Please leave.
Elanna if you leave I WILL kill myself and the blood will be on YOUR hands.
how do I make my feelings go away
>>5750490
konbanwa senpai
hey have you seen any cool new songs with lenxgakupoxkaito like arrest rose?
>>5750519
Video games.
elanna im burning my self with a light bulb right now
>>5750521
no i haven't
i'm just autoplaying some english language playlist on YouTube
elanna I'm crying right now. please stop this madness
>>5750520
it destroys sensitivity and the extra skin equals more parts to make a vagoo.
>>5750492
cover up that girl tinkler there are children present. nice boobs.
why did I have to do it elanna? Why...
>>5750511
The other poster is a femboy from femgen so go figure.
Me? I have to be realistic. Breast cancer runs on both sides of my family. It's killed an aunt, it's killing another aunt, and my mum got treated for early stage breast cancer last year.
My chest is wide, my nipples are far apart.
Do I really want to be growing small, misshapen a-cups with a cleavage wide enough to part the red sea?
Is it really worth the pay-off when they're ticking time-bombs that could kill me in the future?
Are women with flat chests, or women who had to get mastectomies to protect themselves from cancer, any less women because of it?
I have a plan in my head to compensate for lack of breasts in other ways, from FFS to tightlace corset waist training.
>>5750528
>tfw when i play asmr videos all day long
soooo goood....
>>5750516
She's nice enough
>>5750512
I wasn't going to talk shit there. Why is everyone mean to me?
>tfw addicted to video game
>>5750541
>why
You know why though, you do it on purpose. You're paying for it, that's all. Having said that I'm only mean to you as a joke, as everything you say is a joke.
why are femboys so adorable?
>>5750369
NPR
>>5750541
They're probably jealous
elanna i keep hurting myself but it doesn't make it better come back
Elanna you are my sunshine
>>5750543
>tfw addicted to music and video games
>>5750523
yep indeed.
thanks for the hugs mirin I cycled from depressed to lewd im not sure whats wrong with my brain also bout to order my titty skittles
i posted my voice twice in this thread i think it sucks tho.
>>5750525
this
and anime duh.
>>5750528
that's cool i heard my princess with len, gakupo, kaito, and kiyoteru earlier today while watching drawing videos pretty good. also sorry if ive been stand off ish lots has happened. you seen any good animes btw?
>>5750552
of me? no one could ever be jealous of me in any way, I am the least passing and poorest person here
>>5750547
>you do it on purpose. You're paying for it
sorry I snap but not being full time does that to a person, I feel like I am in purgatory meanwhile everyone else can be women forever because they look so good
how do you cut yourself so people don't see it
>>5750372
if they are not ugly and try to look female yea
>>5750536
Why are you being so defensive? I'm not accusing you of not being trutrans, chill out dude.
>>5750562
Under your feet.
>>5750416
I had a dream that your gf dumped you and started dating other girls and you got a bf
>>5750560
GATE does look interesting right now im watching tokyo ghoul its pretty interesting so far better than some of the other drivel that came out this year tho.
>>5750550
they start really young on hrt and all are naturally fem pretty much just cute trannies in training. it's fun to bully them tho.
>>5750568
i didn't mean to come across as defensive towards you personally i was just like, trying to give the most comprehensive explanation y'know.
>>5750561
A lot of people are going through the same and they don't snap. Not everyone here passes like you say. I do, but I've never posted my picture and we don't even live in the same country so that shouldn't matter to you. If you think it does, you're an idiot.
>>5750562
I've found feet are the best location. Especially because when you wear shoes all of the time the scars seem to fade really quickly.
I usually do the tops of my feet because no one will see that spot, but bottom would be even more discrete.
>>5750565
>not ugly
welp
>I do try to look female tho
my body passed at least
but isn't my voice terrible?
Ughhh... I have done literally nothing all week
>>5750578
>it's fun to bully them tho.
Bully them?
>>5750536
>My chest is wide, my nipples are far apart.
>Do I really want to be growing small, misshapen a-cups with a cleavage wide enough to part the red sea?
Well I wasn't insecure before. I guess I'll just stay really, really skinny.
>>5750578
iunno
that's the only recent anime i keep up with
>>5750562
i burn things its easier to just play it off like oops i dropped a cigarette on my balls.
>>5750552
THEY DONT WANT YOU TO SUCCEED
>trans people who try to transition all at once without passing and then complain about being treated bad
fuck, someone on my school's yikyak is doing this and I'm trying to explain that it's not hard to not stand out as a trans person and they're all getting mad at me for "victim blaming"
>>5750581
>A lot of people are going through the same and they don't snap
I doubt anyone's transition is going as poorly and hard as mine. Like straight up every one else is doing better than me in most regards.
>>5750599
sheen
>>5750588
into transitioning into qt girls duh.
I don't bully anyone in a mean spirited way.
>>5750589
i can almost guarantee you're nowhere near as big as me though.
im one step closer to becoming ariel
>>5750608
Proud of u
>>5750514
Thanks, yeah I kinda try that but it's hard to lie. Like I said though just knowing I'm not alone in those anxieties about interviewing helps. I wish it wasn't like this.. Thank you though.
I think I'll get through this. I just don't wanna go back to camming it was from a bad place of validation seeking, did more against my self esteem than actually helping it. But if it came back to between that and getting yelled at and insulted in a call center all day again I'd be hard pressed to choose.
>>5750608
New haircut? It looks different today, looking good though~
I'm at my school's mental health office right now waiting for a counselor wish me luck
>>5750602
me
I feel bad for sheen she a really good person doesnt deserve half the shit she gets she only has a weight problem honestly I pretty sure if she lost some weight thing could change for her.
Uhhhh I'll never look anything beyond gross :/
>>5750580
So why are you posting in femgen my man?
>>5750562
do literally anything but cut yourself
>>5750599
>3 years hrt
>look like a man
Me tbhon
>>5750612
Sheen is not a nice person. He is a nasty piece of work and he's going to get what's coming to him this spring.
>>5750608
improving, but still honnish
>>5750598
I'm not sure if I'm just being transphobic but that bothers me so god damn much.
If they just started or haven't started HRT it's not going to kill them to stay stealth for a while. But no, they get the OK from a doctor, go out and buy a bunch of dresses, pluck their eyebrows and put on make up and a wig and just expect shit to work out for them.
Like, yeah, you look like a dude in drag because that's what you are right now.
It looks more like a cry for help or an existential crisis than a transition when they do that.
Maybe i'm jealous they have zero shame but I feel bad for them for making a fool of themselves.
>>5750608
congrats how do you keep your hair so shiny it looks so nice. i like that lipstick too it really makes your lips pop more than usual.
>>5750608
Ariel?
>>5750617
Honestly you should just date Kayla. He likes trannies and has a private pool where you can shed that weight. Perfect match.
>>5750608
>this is what having a masters degree gets you
can we all agree passing is based on socioeconomic status?
>>5750608
cute haircut
you should start practicing your skills of suddenly breaking into song
>>5750622
thats my plan, waiting for the boymode fail; if it ever happens
>>5750630
Eliot is disgusting though.
>>5750447
Because it's best to give up sometimes.
>>5750589
Hey senpai at least you don't have the Anthony fantano bod
>>5750599
>my transition
>not a laughable attempt at the impossible
>>5750617
>>>>>>>>>>>imblmbing
>>5750630
My pool is 40 degrees F, I haven't swam in it in 3 months now.
>>5750623
Sorry I could tell something had changed but not enough to register the different hair color idk. I'm not in the best mental state atm sorry ^^;;
>tfw the makeup you wear to cover up your beard shadow hides your qt freckles
>tfw no laser
>>5750620
okay psycho
>>5750631
you pass as much as she does, if not more
>>5750644
Why no laser?
>>5750622
>making a fool of themselves
they say they're literally being attacked and stuff, which is why I gave my opinion
I just said that if the way they're presenting is literally putting them in physical danger they could maybe try to stand out less for awhile for the sake of their own wellbeing, but apparently that's just victim blaming and I'm a shitty person for suggesting it
>>5750641
>My pool is 40 degrees F
perfect for a few wake-up laps
i'd swim every day in that
>>5750598
>ones with a very very masculine face with lots of facial hair growth who try to transition without waiting first for cash to get FFS
pls no...
It doesn't hurt me since i don't have problems with passing but its pulling everybody else down and its already quite deep.
>>5750651
That's your girl name? Fuck me even your name is hon tier.
>>5750647
bullshit, she is perfect and has long hair
What age would you guys say is the cut off for going mtf?
>>5750650
Financial situation combined with lack of accessible transportation.
>>5750599
How long have you been on HRT? I'm 7 months now and still look pretty masculine imo
>>5750661
>even your name is hon tier
what do you want it to be? Skylar Radkin? get the fuck out of my face with that shit
>>5750662
you look better than maddie and this is coming from someone who is annoyed by you and not at all by maddie
>>5750668
BITTER
I
T
T
E
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>>5750666
I thought you had a decent job Satan. Do you live out in the sticks or something?
>>5750608
Who do you always dress like you're going to a funeral?
>>5750671
>Skylar Radkin
I needed a laugh today, thanks kayla, now all I can think is some edgy person naming naming themselves skylar calling themselves Rad-kin otherkin.
>>5750671
>Skylar Radkin?
that's more a very clockable transguy name desu
>>5750679
Black makes the shoulders and chest appear smaller
>>5750607
I had to find a cord and an online ruler to check.
35" at the nipple, pre everything and a bmi of 22 so I have a little ways to go.
I've been mentally training myself to stop slouching so my shoulders don't look so wide. Someone at worked asked if I was getting taller. Hopefully because I look less wide. I think replying "I hope not" was an odd response. She's like 60 but has been talking about cute guys with me for a while now so I suspect she thinks I'm gay so maybe it wasn't too weird.
I'm rambling.
>>5750666
no that feel satan im thinking of buying the tria hair removal device thing. at home lazer beamus.
>tfw tall hon
>>5750671
>Kayla
Kill yourself
>jasmine
acceptable
>heart
kill yourself
>>5750683
It also looks like you're in mourning over a loved one.
>>5750684
>35"
40"
told you i was bigger :^)
>>5750683
Darker colors make the body look bigger
>>5750689
Kayla is fine, but "jasmine" sounds kinda trailer trashy imo
How to hide disgusting man hands? Big-ass wristbands?
Please excuse the nails.
>>5750687
that feel.
>>5750693
You have a 40 inch chest? You looked slim from that one half face pic you posted.
>>5750679
Maybe she is
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dY8_vZXo8oY
>>5750698
I wear long sleeves that cover most of my hands.
>>5750698
Bracelet
>>5750651
I look more like danny devito than her.
>>5750660
I probs won't desu. I'm like 6 months into estrogen and > a year on blockers.....
>>5750701
i am. i have a slim neck and my BMI is lower than yours. but my shoulder width and chest broadened to hell and back when i was 17.
my shoulders are almost 20" across
>>5750704
>shitty musical
Ftfy
>>5750693
I was thinking you would say 45" or something.
Hrt and cardio could kill my upper muscles, right? Did you start from something bigger than 40"?
>>5750698
hand vaginas i believe u humans call them gloves.
>>5750712
I'm a different anon than the one posting measurements. Sorry sounds like you got shit luck with your upper body. How tall are you?
>>5750378
i still like her. too much. my longing to be trapped by a towering willowy undead juggernaut is flaring up again
>>5750711
But pleb you baka, a lot of stuff changes even after 6 months and even after a year or two.
You'll be fine.
>tfw literally big-boned
>tfw short legs so you don't even have awesome legs like most tgirls
I hate my wrists, rib cage, and legs. :(
>>5750725
was on hormones for a year still look like a shit eater.
>>5750676
I have a job, but it's not exactly decent pay, and not really the stick but I do live on the outskirts on the city. Taxis cost a lot here, bus routes are shit and the times they run suck here, and I don't have any friends willing to give me a ride. Hopefully I can get a vehicle with my tax return.
>>5750686
I kind of want to try a home laser kit but I'm still not sold on their effectiveness compared to going to a specialist.
>>5750727
>tfw short legs long ass torso
Kill me.
>>5750608
You're so perff. I'm jelly.
>>5750712
Yeah, the bmi was me >>5750718
How the hell do you even measure your shoulders by yourself? I need my arms to measure things and that throws shit off.
I'm attempting but all I got is I'm not wider than my 19" monitor. I'm like 6' and hoping I'm one of the lucky ones who lose an inch or two in height. At 25 I'm pretty sure i'm mostly fucked in that aspect though.
>>5750731
>short pants cover your whole feet
>normal tshirts barely cover your torso
Literally the worst
>>5750729
A woman can be a "shit eater", I'm sure.
Been a few days
>>5750731
yeah unfortunately there isn't much eveidence to show using an at home lazer will work so far a flaming gay guy who has no facial hair and a bunch of girls with blonde whiskers are the control group. how bad is your body hair I can grow a beard in 3 days it sucks so bad senpai. still at home is mega cheaper can save up for ffs.
>>5750740
>implying you haven't been talking shit anonymously
>>5750739
i mean i look like someone on here who literally eats shit thats one year on mones im fucked pham.
>>5750740
hiyah my father is on suicide watch for ptsd and kyle is ruining threads still i posted my voice any pointers?
>>5750744
Don't need to.
I wish everyone the best.
>>5750748
I don't give advice
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/1ptdzs/drugs_and_orgasms/
someone actually made a list i need some drugs already.
>>5750752
why you used to ask me bout your voice all the time :/ oh well hows life.
>tfw everyone assumes you hardly ever look down because you're pretentious
>tfw they don't realize it's out of habit whenever you're naked
>>5750755
Idrc asking about your voice.
Life is ok I guess. Watched a trans person get yanked out of the bathroom yesterday at the mall
I just bought these 3 tops, I bet you are going to call them ugly
>>5750616
why
>>5750558
I only talked to you today, but I feel really attached to you dph, you seem like a really sweet person. And I'm sorry things are going so shit for you. I hope they turn around soo. I get attached to people real easy and tend to worry, same thing with ffs. BTW qt voice too.
>>5750745
Girl if you look like that from eating shit send some of that shit my way desu
>>5750725
Yeah but I got that fantano bod
>>5750761
I like them. They're cute.
>>5750761
>wah wah im so poor
>>5750536
flat chest is cute too
its all about the face and hips/waist ratio
dank memes desu lads
>>5750761
The middle one is pretty cute. I'm not a fan of the necklace or other tops, but that's just my personal style.
>>5750200
Thanks! we had a fun laugh about it and i got a ride back from a qt boy
so all is well
>>5750731
Didn't Edie use one and was happy with it? I dunno how hairy she was beforehand though.
>When you're talking to a cis girl and realize she has a hairline about the same as yours
>When you proceed to remember that it doesn't matter and the only reason it doesn't look out of place or especially masculine on her is because she doesn't have the worlds most masculine forhead like you do
what a feel
>>5750761
The one on the left not so much but I actually like the other two. The middle one I really like.
>>5750766
its actually 3 dollars a top
http://www.amazon.com/Lookatool-Womens-Butterfly-Sleeveless-Chiffon/dp/B012N3BWKI/ref=sr_1_12?s=apparel&ie=UTF8&qid=1455912667&sr=1-12&nodeID=2368343011&keywords=womens+tops
>>5750765
cool, I wanted something younger but still feminine as all fuck
>>5750770
the necklace doesn't come with it, I don't like bulky jewelry either
>>5750768
i can get a good hips-waist ratio with corset training, but nothing will ever detract from my albatross shoulder span haha... oh well... some things you just have to live with.
>>5750775
she was barely hairy of course it worked for her
>>5750781
well looks like I finally picked out cute tops
I also got a new pair of Hollister skinny jeans and open toe flats
>>5750763
aww I get the same way i develop crushes way to quickly and get yandere over stuff too it pretty bad ive never stalked any one of anything like that tho. y-you really like my voice thank you *hugs* you saw my un make uped photo tho thats how i look daily since i live in redneck land.
that recording was mostly to chastize the chasers I want to record something sweeter for you now but way nervous.
Is it true that only AGPs dont drink coffee?
you fuckers should have told kayla her grandma clothes were fine, now she is going to dress young and pass
>>5750796
yes
t. agp
>>5750796
I am drinking coffee right now actually, black with no sugar.
>>5750800
You think Kayla can pull off any of those tops? Top kek my friend. He's going to look wider than Sheen.
>>5750796
interesting definition
>>5750788
girls who are into swimming have wide shoulders too
>>5750802
This question isn't for men, eliot.
>>5750796
I hate coffee but like tea.
>>5750803
sheen passes though
>>5750796
i drink my red bull from a wee teacup
>>5750794
Nice, I just ordered my first pair of skinny jeans to go with my boots. I used to hate skinny jeans but now that I love tall boots I love them. I need so many more tops and accessories though, shit sucks.
>>5750796
I used to hate coffee too, now I love it and have to have a cup before work or else I can't do shit.
Estrogen is one hell of a drug,
>>5750812
but im a filthy dyke. and he's got a gf, Also, i have prosecco, which is way more important
>>5750822
i only drink iced mochas n shit
>>5750812
Oh and that ff concert was ok
do i pass as a 12 year old boy yet
>>5750812
http://www.waisttrainers.net/the-ultimate-waist-training-guide-for-beginners/
google, yo
>>5750796
I'm automatephile, akshually
My transition was rough as fuck
>>5750812
I'm in Asheville so yeah. I have no idea though. Maybe try Planned Parenthood or see if your county has local clinics that do it? I got mine that way.
Maybe try a support group. I think they suck for support but showing up and seeing if you can figure out which local services there are and which to avoid before bugging out might be helpful.
Don't let the existential dread set in. DO NOT DO IT.
>>5750837
ok captain
>>5750827
U look like a cheeky ass version of my best friend in high school
>>5750827
Pro stealth post attempt my man.
>>5750833
ffs?
>>5750832
They did Force your way and fragments of memories from ff 8
They didn't play anything from XIV
>>5750833
I had it worse
>>5750827
wew
poll time!!!
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
http://strawpoll.me/6863313
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http://strawpoll.me/6863313
so does anyone know how to deal with the self hate with being trans, i have accepted that my greatest desire is to have been born a cis woman but i am 23 and i know it is past the prime time to transition and i wont pass so i am just sitting here wishing death to come and take me because i now know there is nothing in this world that would fill the void of his desire and i cant suppress it anymore.
>>5750844
10 days ago
>>5750849
>tfw 20
>>5750833
gg anon
>work today
>feel eh
>feel better after a while
>neighbor comes in out of nowhere
>says heya Philly
>looks at dvds
>finish what I was asked and go talk with him
>talk about jogging and such for a while
>leaves after a bit
>http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/us-election/12163172/Bernie-Sanders-made-plea-to-Thatcher-on-behalf-of-IRA-hunger-strikers.html
The fuck Bernie?
>>5750850
>I know it is past the prime time
>I won't pass
That's what everyone believes at first. Most people your age are wrong about it.
>>5750849
i just realised ive had less than a year of steady estradiol usage
ive been on and off of it for the past 6 months or so for various unrelated reasons
so ive only been on estrogen for a year i guess.
does it really matter if i went on and off of it or was all that estradiol use a totaly waste? maybe it was good cus i lost an inch le osteoporosis face
>>5750848
The Japanese robots see through her bullshit.
ready for welding class today desu
>>5750864
im actually only 18 why does it think im 24
>>5750873
Iron that shirt you fucking mess
>>5750873
weld together a dildo
>>5750784
>wearing a 3 dollar top
you might as well be homeless
>>5750886
>money makes the clothes
>>5750823
prosecco?
>>5750836
they don't I checked and the therapist here are outrageous one even told me i was going through a phase yah a phase that started at birth til now sure thing doc. i would travel to asheville but it's expensive to travel there i live johnson city btw.
>>5750833
now i feel like i have some semblance of hope just have to throw myself in debt.
>>5750837
everyday is dread my entire existence is that of a black hole swallowing up infinite sadness.
>>5750873
What the fuck is that behind you? Is that a trough full of shit?
>>5750893
>prosecco
its an italian wine
>>5750889
can i please be your gf amy
>>5750873
Nice gorilla hands, gorilla man.
>>5750873
>>5750885
>>5750795
Yeah you're mega cute. It's OK if you're nervous sweetie. Don't stress yourself you don't owe me anything. Just chill with the knowledge there's someone here who cares.
>>5750899
r u qt
>>5750873
>>5750885
You're embarrassing yourselves and this whole board. Delete these images you both look absolutely horrendous.
>>5750888
>i buy 3 dollar shirts on amazon too
>>5750905
im the 12 year old boy desu
>>5750903
>autistic hon posting
>>5750876
Because it was built by asians and white people don't age as well. Take it with a shaker of salt.
Realistically, without looking into it, it's probably based on having millions of faces with ages and genders associated with those pictures and finding the faces you're close to. It probably has more adult faces than teenager faces.
>>5750833
You're beautiful plz go live a long happy life as the woman you are.
>>5750885
show face bb
pls
>>5750912
???
>>5750849
encouraging stats--so that kayla may bathe in the blood of virgins
>>5750908
>its a thing for washing hands I think idk I never used it honestly
So you don't wash your hands after using the washroom?
>>5750886
>mfw wearing £20 boots
>>5750913
>t-rage
>>5750909
>implying expensive clothes aren't shit
>>5750893
its basically cheap champagne.
sparkling wine, is nice.
>>5750849
15 or younger sounds like bullshit
>>5750914
>at interview yesterday
>talk with a dude
>says hes 19 and asks how old I am
>reply and ask whats my secret?
>hormones
>fair enough.jpeg
>>5750922
>neckbeard anime posting
>>5750923
>i'm an expensive clothes expert who buys 3 dollar shirts
amy give me your contact info gotta hit u up imm be in wa soon
k senpai?
>>5750873
Could this image get anymore ghettofied? I'm so fucking disgusted
>>5750938
>money makes the clothing
>>5750919
nah i just don't use the bathroom at school desu
>>5750939
You look and sound worse than emy so she would probably walk out on you, sorry hon
>>5750941
>repeating yourself like a sperg
>>5750930
um... I'm currently reserved for someone else.
>>5750857
Are you triggered?
>>5750873
I genuinely like the hair color.
Do something about your wrinkly ass shirt though, jesus. Or at least button all the buttons.
>>5750944
You just look abysmal in women's clothing. Just dress like a tomboy or end yourself faggot.
>>5750858
yes but my bone structure is very masculine i just dont see how anyone would confuse me for a woman in this body and since i cant change bones what can i do other then wallow in my self hate
>>5750944
You look fucking awful.
>>5750939
yeah, sounds fun. You still have my skype right?
>>5750950
the FAL is such a nice rifle holy shit
>tfw you fall asleep and miss everything
>>5750948
wow you didn't have to post that :(
>>5750957
Yeah, I keep hearing that and it keeps being wrong. Dysphora is a hell of a thing.
>>5750953
Fuk that pic
>>5750947
>being this upset
:)
>>5750959
probably not if your name is amy cus i only have one amy and its not u
>>5750960
choice gun of irish nationalists, white nationalists, brasilian cops, and early mujahadeen
rhodesians never die
>>5750967
>tfw you look exactly like your dad
>>5750960
I think that's an AR-18, but it might be a fal, idk
>>5750973
>saying "you mad"; confirming that autism
>>5750948
really why im sad now
>>5750978
its definitely a FAL, if that pic is legit that ira member probably looted it from the corpse of a dead british soldier
>>5750982
>wasting your time on anon
Autism
>>5750979
ooh i like pink moscato. also a bit of zinfandel. though it can be a bit too sweet for me sometimes, depending on the brand.
>>5750984
She's only into homeless people.
>>5750985
nvm im dumb its an ar-18, it lacks the carrying handle and the heatguard isnt the same
>>5750950
Go fuck yourself for supporting murderous fucks.
>>5750987
>doesn't realise the irony
>>5750996
no i mean the gif
>>5751003
>implying I'm wasting my time on a clueless hon
>tfw u take a hit from a bong and fart at the same time
gas is movin' through both ends ;)
>>5751012
gross ;O
>>5751012
This autism has to stop
>>5751001
>young t-rage
>>5750957
You'll never be a tiny qt anime girl.
But there are all kinds of women in the world.
The problem isn't ours bones, it's that we're all vain motherfuckers with literally impossible body goals.
Mfw the pharmacist thought I was my own sister. "What is your relationship to boy name"
>>5751010
>the irony and given autism intensifies
>>5750965
but not always and that is a very risky roll of the dice, id rather stay a selfhating male then look like a dude in a dress, that would be a personal hell for me to just be a silly wannbe of what i truly desire
>>5751024
You look like a Zack.
im going to an lgbt group/party how do i get someone to take me home with them and cuddle me
>tfw you look like a man
>>5751027
Why not give it a try now rather than being a self-hating hon in 20 years?
>>5750994
ahhhh zifendale i forgot that one so gud, that is true off hand i can think of one brand yellow tail moscato are terribly too sweet but every brand is different the other night i had terrible sake genkikan how can anyone drink that lol it tasted like fish...0___o fish.
>>5750979
I like whiskey.
I don't know really, no one's ever offered to record me something..... Now I'm nervous...
Help mtfg. Ever since I started hrt my gt has just gotten bigger. I used to be so small. Everything tucked away really nicely and there was no bulge but I've gained 3 inches in the past month and there's no sign of it stopping. A man walked by me the other day and his hand swung out and slapped it on accident. He recoiled in fear and I heard him muttering something about this trannys dick being bigger than his. Then my tuck came undone and I started leaking precum all over my jeans. I started running back to my car and it was flopping all over the place. Everyone on main street started shouting and laughing at me. I don't know what to do anymore.
>>5751055
lmao
>>5751040
>small minded nationalist complains about small nationalists she doesn't like
>i thought I looked okay today
>anon told me I looked hideous
now I feel so horrible, I hate all of you, you people never get shit on and only I get called ugly and get made fun of
>>5750979
A goodnight message. I have trouble sleeping.
>>5751012
pic related
>>5751055
It's just like one of my Japanese hentais
>>5751062
everyone except me gets shit on here, the world doesn't revolve around you kayla
>>5751062
It's because you are especially ugly. Everyone else either looks good or is unremarkable. You are just a disgusting mess.
>>5751062
you looked fine
>>5751062
>me
>me
>me
Fuck off
>>5751080
well then I won't post here anymore, fuck you
So...hmm. How do you girls find another girl to fuck?
I'm bisexual and I'm kind of getting tired of only getting dicked every week or so. I...miss pussy.
Where do I even find a girl that's into mtf?
>>5751077
;_____; you're so nice
>>5751084
See you tomorrow moron
>>5751039
ewww fish drink :c how is that even possible? sake is rice wine, maybe it was fishy rice
>>5751084
>kayla-leaves-forever-1047.jpg
>>5751061
20 people less than four, 47 people aged between ten and fourteen, 446 people aged between fifteen and nineteen all killed during the troubles started by the IRA.
Go fuck yourself.
>>5751084
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_vvex_mfik
>>5751084
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KUuaOzM5ltk
>>5751085
pls respond ;_;
>>5751062
cos hardly anyone else posts pictures of themselves.
anons are gonna anon, most other ppl who post pics and selfies get shat on too
>>5751027
>then look like a dude in a dress
No one is going to make you put on a dress before you want to. You could just be stealth for the rest of your life if it comes down to it.
It's your body and your life. Do what makes you happy and if people hate you for it you need them out of your life.
Not trying to sound liberal, take it more from a "nothing really matters, so just do what you want" kind of way.
>>5751038
because there is a chance i would lose my family support and i am surviving on that right now, not to mention my friends from the past would just as likely come and find me just to hurt me because for them being associated with anyone lbgt is unacceptable and what better way to distance yourself from that person then by attacking them. right now in my life i just cant do it without potentially losing everything i have, even my truck is in my fathers name i own so little
>>5751105
Tinder, okc, cl, lgbt bars
>>5751085
idk but when i was a slut i used to just pick up girls at the bar. tell them early on ish, and then just talk and get handsy if they respond well. it might take a few tries.
>>5751062
If you want to get hugged you should go to a "safeplace" like tumblr.
If you want someone to call you a faggot and that you you're ugly and will never amount to anything you come to 4chan. This site is for people who hate themselves.
>>5751107 is right.
I really shouldn't be feeding you replies.
>>5751096
>what is Kingsmill
You seem to think it was only one side dong the killing there.
i want to be held so badly it hurts
how do i deal with the fact that it won't happen
>>5751024
You might wanna get one more laser session around your lips.
>>5751129
im sorry
YAY!
>Kayla will never stop coming here
And now I'm reminded why I left this shit hole
>>5751146
>she has been shitting up trans spaces for 7 years
>>5751136
That's just the picture
>>5751129
Tku av
>>5751148
its not that bad
>tfw gf wants to move in with me
awww yeah :3
I am pretty damn happy right now ^_^
>>5751115
>tinder
I don't have facebook.
>okc
I just want some fuck.
>CL
I put an ad, still no luck.
>lgbt bars
I don't know anyone to go with me. I'm afraid of going alone.
>>5751120
So should I just hit on girls like I'm a guy? I'm a slut, I'm just used to put an ad on CL for cock.
I can try that.
>>5751160
moving in with kayla?
>>5751157
E Y E B R O W S
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>>5751155
>7 years
what the fug
>>5751166
I said gf, not bf :^)
>>5751157
>>5751167
>>5751119
maybe it swam into it. idk rice fields are in ponds iirc. well not ponds, but you get what i mean.
>>5751165
mhmm, well not like a guy, have more tact.
but yeah p much, i used to do that, came home with a diff girl erry night p much.
it was pretty bad desu, but im better now.
>>5751173
but aren't you becoming your own BF and fulfilling your AAP fantasies?
>>5751180
nah
lesbians are more fun than breeders
>>5751172
Never underestimate the power of weaponized autism
Shannon passed away yesterday afternoon. You were the only people she talked to so I thought you should know.
-her brother
>>5751184
pics or it didn't happen
>>5751184
>>5751102
Y-you're a nerd? I'm a nerd. That sounds perfect.
I'm glad I could help any bit at all. I know how it is when your heads in a junked up place. Lol tbqh right now I'm drunk and contemplating suicide for the tenth time today. But blahhh It sounds like you're having a really tough time, and you're the kind of person I want to have the opposite of that noise.
>>5751184
That fat fuck killed the thread too. Still fucking up from beyond the grave.
give me one good reason not to kill myself
>>5751209
Maybe some cool shit will come out this year or next. If you die you'll never get to see it.
>shannon
Who?
>>5751194
please don't do anything like that suicide is never the answer i know it looks like things are rough now but life can be improve. y-yeah im a big nerd into anime, comics, magic the gathering, dnd, startrek, star wars,vidya etc and Japanese history. i have to find the copy of what happened to the caped crusader i had it may take a couple tries my voice gets strained if i practice too much.
>>5751184
god i hope this isn't true im going to fucking cry she was one of the nicest people here and people just shit on her constantly.
>>5751184
Sheen rises every morning like an obese phoenix.
>>5751209
To see Kanye bankrupt?
>>5751175
mabye it rained fish one day stranger things have happened but still i kinda wish they had um taster to make sure im not drinking fishy drink :/
>>5751182
Lillllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3
>tfw you do your E injection and get an erection right afterwards
>>5751231
soooocks <3
how are you doing ? :D
>>5751232
>buying hormones from a Viagra sale person.
>>5751232
mix ur estrogen with heroine
become a god while becoming a girl
Grasssss tastes baaaad
>>5750948
Hey, you don't have to wait for me when you have better options. i just want you to be happy.
>>5751214
Sheen
>>5751250
Can Kayla be next?
>>5751237
gooooood! omg so much has happened since we last spoke! how are you doing? you and your gf are moving in together?
>>5751247
its not that bad
>>5751247
>eating grass
you are not a cow mado-chan
your supposed to smoke it silly.
>>5751252
We can only hope
>>5751254
Did you taste any cum yet?
>>5751262
I might taste my neighbors.
>>5751253
I'm good just rekt my back a bit doing hema and lifting a bit too much ^^
mhm that's the plan
as long as mum is at hospital (she'll probably stay there for a few months) gf will move in with me while we look for an apartment ^_^
now going to bed tho cause back hurts like a bitch
tell me what you've been up to on FB or skype pls :3
>>5751219
I won't don't worry. I'm a wuss. And I was in mandatory crisis therapy for ages so I'm officially not an immediate danger to myself anymore. Yaaayyyyy.
W-we got a lot in common then.. . Imma go to bed soon so you don't need to rush. I'll hear it another time dph. Thank you. You're soooooooooo soooooooooo super sweet. I'll catch you in another thread. Goodnight, and please look after yourself :3
>>5751264
damn right man i did it all
neck urself m80
>>5751269
You first :)
>>5751265
When your jogging, push him to the ground, take his pants off and then start sucking him off.
>>5751267
will do! i'll send you a message on fb
<3 have a nice sleep and i hope your back gets better
>>5751273
hes so fucking dreamy..
>>5751276
thank you my queen
good night <3
How do I get a decent voice that's good enough for voice chat at least? ;_;
I sound so fucking disgusting no matter what I do.
>>5751267
Aww well I'll record it for you later babe, hurray that great, that's awesome. sweet dreams and oyasuminasai. catch you later cutie.
I wish I passed
>>5750845
PYT HON.
PYT
HON
Cute++ for cute girls.
Assembly for autistic girls.
>>5751292
Gif melted my heart... Goodnight
TIG welding is fun i like it alot more than stick desu
>>5751248
I know, just trying to shake off the stalker as early as possible
>>5751310
are you ready to become STALKER?
>tfw 2 year tranniversary in 4 days
>tfw no friends to hang out with
>tfw no weed to get high with
>tfw no alcohol to get drunk with
>tfw spending it all alone.
>>5750845
aww not liberi fatali and no julia :/
but fragmented memories is good bummer i wanted to go take any video at all?
>>5751287
go by the tuts, record yourself and have someone to listen to you and give feedback, its not easy but doable. takes like 2-3 months
>>5751326
Sorry but FF 8 sucks and they repertoire was meh.
They did one wing angel with no singing which really made it suck.
>>5751321
just bang some chasers to get self confidence
>>5751327
It's just too high or too low every time, I cant make it sound normal.
>>5751287
Buy a shit mic, download a voice modulator and set it to "woman"
Never leave your house again.
Instant female voice
>>5751335
keep doing too high voice, then try to go back to normal voice, boom girl voice
>>5751306
Ahhhhh! TIG is super fun. I'm super jelly rn.
>>5751326
The poll may have tied, but I am still /mtfg/'s top hon desu
>>5751334
This. Plus I heard the easiest part about fucking the homeless is that you can drop them off anywhere after you're done.
i want a qt to princess carry me into bed and then hold me and tell me im cute while I fall asleep feeling safe and warm in their arms
>>5751335
sounding female is all about proper 'upper' resonance and being more melodic
>>5751338
>tfw never leave my house and mute except for when I practice voice
>>5751344
Even if it sounds like anime?
I want a normal voice so badly but even when I try to make it sound less anime and not using any chest voice at all it still sounds male.
>>5751354
Post voice
>havd a jar of mustard
>just a bit left of it on the sides
>put brown sauce in the jar
>shake it about
>sauce now has a hint of mustard taste
pretty good
>>5751347
savage
>>5751346
we can do it again hon fighto
you make poll dis tiem.
>>5751347
i doubt even homelsess would want me senpai.
>>5751351
how?
>>5751352
No, it was all orchestra.
>>5751354
guess you just got to practice
i can give you feedback too ;)
>>5750465
goddamit
>>5751367
actually glad they didn't butcher liberi fatolli I would have been severely let down if i went it sounds like.
i really wish
that i was cis
r8 my poem
>>5751374
9/10
>>5751358
I'm not confident enough for that yet.
Just dunno what i'm doing wrong when even the anime voice sounds male, barely use my male voice anymore too.
This month I used it to say Hi, thanks and yes.
Even starts high but still sounds male and shit.
>>5751371
wud u bully
I was considering asking you or cis scum.
>>5751374
8/8
>>5751374
8/8 m8 cre8 more i wont ber8
>>5751376
i'm not in a position to bully desu, but if you want a better voice would hugboxing help much either?
if your poop isnt feminine ur AGP and you need to GET THE FUCK OUT NOW
>>5751374
11/10
gr8 will rate r8 keep going m8
>>5751385
Never hugbox pls.
At least not using chest voice is easy but I dunno how to fix the other stuff.
>>5751390
>5´10" tranny sounding like anime
>>5751321
go buy weed def
>>5751391
shit rainbows fuck you all *throws deuces up*
hey fellow druggie check this out
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/1ptdzs/drugs_and_orgasms/
What's a decent epilator?
Do they leave ingrown hairs or redness?
Is it itchy when the hair grows back in?
Does it hurt?
How long would a leg take?
Help
>>5751373
I didn't feel so comfortable at the concert considering my hon ass stick out like a sore thumb
>>5751374
9/11 ttbh famm
>>5751401
lol im 5'11 thats worse right.
my two attempts today suck im sure warning sexual and stupid content.
https://clyp.it/mrm3wyfe
https://clyp.it/py2oz1ne
usually get 50/50
Fuck you short ones.
6ft1 here...
>also how to namefig properly. Never used a board where I actually did it.
>>5751409
well you dont look like a hun but if i was there they could have just stared at the man in a dress should have taken me with you senpai im the ugly girl cute girls want chill with to look cuter.
>>5751423
to trip just put w.e like shitgayssay then add ## and a password like cuntpunch
>>5751422
this app is a dummy
>>5751407
I wanted to ask how worse it gets with drugs when you are on hrt? from my past experience oddly most girls didnt like mdma as much as us boys and prefered amph
>>5751422
>not hitting near 100
What's wrong with you?
>>5751426
Someone ripped me a new ass last night at the local lgbt bar I used to go to
>>5751423
I like being 5'11 desu
>>5751439
Underage leave
>>5751439
you can take the man out of the cave but you can't take the cave out of the man
>>5751436
forgot muh pic.
>>5751439
well thats shitty im sorry :/ why are people such a bag of dicks
>>5751451
If you're going to insult me, at least point out reasons that make sense instead of just using poor bait
>>5751437
i wouldn't know i didn't get to take many drugs living with hillbilly.
>>5751458
It is what it is
Did I do it right
>>5751364
http://strawpoll.me/6864680
http://strawpoll.me/6864680
http://strawpoll.me/6864680
>>5751484
Filtered
Looks like I don't pass. Time to detransition.
>>5751486
>not adding me
Disappointed
>>5751486
>no me option
Damn
>>5751490
>filtering ahead of the inevitable spamming breakdown
this
>>5751491
my boyfriend looks like the guy in the middle
>>5751504
Message me on fb and I'll tell you all about it
>>5751306
welding is scary.
most things are scary desu, I'll stick to vidya.
>>5751486
okay that image got me..im still gunna win
image literally me right now.
>>5751504
If it gets too confusing I can just change it. I also can just stop using the name if the h8 is too much. Used to it from other places on the internet tho so I should be fine.
>>5751521
At least it isn't anime shit
>>5751521
>:)
>>5751527
I don't understand this meme either, but I like it anyway. [2]
>>5751507
okay i need to go on there anyways to add work colleges
Is it true that only hons buy clothes from amazon?
>>5751523
Tru tho. #1 most annoying mtfg meme currently is anime lesbos.
>>5751523
wat m8 anime is gr8
>tfw you will never be held
Keanu gets too much shit, he's SUCH a qt.
>>5751544
You are the most annoying thing on mtfg
>>5751544
>ywn kiss another girl so passionately time seems to stand still and flowers fall from the sky.
>>5751544
B-but
;____;
>>5751553
Not even close. I'm barely here and I don't do anything. I honestly think if you give enough shit to dislike me you're either a trip i shit on often - in which case you deserve it - or a chaser.
But go ahead and tell me you're neither. I promise I'll believe you.
>>5751558
>you will never street fight a transbian
>>5751577
Stop, reality is too harsh, I can feel the tears swelling.
>>5751574
You never shit on anyone bro. Why would a chaser think you're annoying, beergut?
Kill yourself my man.
Is it just me, or are Spiegel's results very... unimpressive for his pricetag, especially considering most of them are cherrypicked?
Also:
> tfw you'll never have alpine white skin, and you're stuck a couple shades darker.
Fuuuuuuuuuuck!
>>5751540
high tier - obscure and fashion websites
mid tier - uniqlo
low tier - ebay
shit tier - amazon
did i get it right?
>>5751570
summer.jpg
>>5751577
>ywn walk past lainanon holding hands with another girl
Life is suffering
>>5751599
But I like animu and mango lesbians ;~;
>>5751599
Autistic rambling doesn't count as shitting on someone you fucking kike.
>>5751540
I've only bought one thing from amazon, and that was opaque thigh-high socks.
It's fucking impossible to find good quality ones in stores, and you can't really try-before-you-buy.
I get most of my clothing by walking around in circles in a mall. I've learned to not give a single fuck in boymode.
>>5751606
>tfw you see two girls holding hands irl and you get jealous and angry
Agp as hell tbqhon
>>5751595
Spieg is super conservative and most US surgeons are going to be expensive
> Tfw you see an attractive girl walking around with her hot boyfriend/husband and you get jealous/depressed/etc.
>tfw sick
What do I do today?
>>5751620
>ywn beat up an overly happy transbian couple
why live
>>5751597
I just buy my stuff off asos since its cheap
>>5751628
>tfw you will never have a car and drivers license and smash your car into a happy gay or transbian couple
If I can't pass or have a qt partner no one will.
>>5751620
There's an easy solution to that, find a qt gril that wants to hold hands. You too can be TruTransbian™ and cure your jealousy
>>5751626
But not sick for the computer?
The only thing I need is type-3 forehead reconstruction with the ridges fixed up and a brow lift. Maybe a super conservative rhinoplasty too, but it's pretty much optional.
I have moderate brow-bossing, so I think Spiegel is going to suck at actually fixing it because of how conservative he is. Bart seems to be a good option though, is there anyone else I can consider?
>>5751639
>tfw you will never throw acid into sophie and cheska's slimy faces
if i can't be happy no one deserves to be happy
>>5751642
I...don't think so? What was the context of the conversation? Because I'll say anything for a joke.
>>5751640
I'm too ugly and hon for such things and I can hug my pillow.
>>5751647
im going with bart cheaper way better results desu.
>>5751647
dr dimaggio is very good with foreheads but awful with jaw / chin work, if you just need nose and type 3 forehead you should take a look at him
>>5751659
I have my proposal if you want a better idea on price
You guys talking about plastic surgery again?
>>5751664
pleb by name, pleb by looks.
>>5751648
trip on eliot
>>5751652
i was complaining about my mistress not being online. you said oh great another fetishist i responded with i transitioned sole for the purpose of getting gts in my boipucci. you said i know may have been a joke but it wasn't delivered like one but it is 4chan and im a bit sensitive sorry.
>>5751672
>tfw left looks like me except asian and smaller nose and forehead
>>5751672
left passes more than i do...
>>5751678
I just don't believe you.
>>5751682
Yeah right.
>>5751653
But a pillow can't tell you how qt she finds you ;_;
>>5751672
>tfw ffs can't fix your body
>>5751694
You mean you'll never be real life kawaii uggu anime girl?
>>5751642
> thighs highs agp as fuck sis.
People probably actually believe this. To be honest, I just wanted to highlight one of my positive traits - long, slender legs. Comfy as fuck too.
> just kidding bet there cute pics please.
Haven't shaved my legs, getting electrolysis done there atm so I mostly wear jeans. Just picked up like, 4 pairs of (0) 24/32 - (0) 25/32 jeans from Lucky for $15 a pop. Well-made and stretchy too, huzzah for sales.
> wish i had your resolve.
It's really not hard. Originally I was apprehensive and scared of shopping alone, but after going out with my mom a few times, I realized that almost everyone reacts positively and actively wants to help when I mention that I'm transitioning. I guess part of it is because I have some fitting features, but I think most of it is just the attitude I approach them with (though I don't pass yet because voice needs work, hair isn't gone, and I need to gain a bit of weight).
Basically, if you present yourself with confidence, people will accept you, so long as you look like you're making an effort. It's not like I'm telling EVERYONE either, I just act totally normal and ask if they have a particular pair of boots in a size 9. If they want to push for more information, sure, whatever. Otherwise, maybe they'll just think I'm gay, but that's not really too far from the truth anyway.
>>5751685
I didn't need a whole lot done for my forehead cept orbital rims but if you need type 3 I would imagine it would cost alot more
>>5751693
I'm not cute though and my pillow loves me no matter what ;-;
>tfw u need to find someone new to take your virginity
>>5751706
There's someone out there that can or does find you qt though, and they're not a pillow.
>>5751672
It's not so much korean surgery as it is korean(and natal female) malleability to surgery.
>>5751672
korean surgery is magick too bad they suck at westerners.
>>5751697
sadness
>>5751699
okay i get that electro sounds like hell is it better than laser beams, eh my fulltime experience was terible i don't have gud features tho so that could be why i did carry myself with confidence at first but eventually after receiving death stares and parent shoo their children away from me like a monster i gave up and regulated myself to online shopping.
>>5751694
tfw amazing body i lucked out in that department.
>>5751693
yet. japan will find a way.
>>5751704
You mean you don't own yeezy's? What a pleb.
>>5751697
Indeed. So why even bother desu
>>5751724
I doubt it!
Maybe one day though ;-;
>>5751728
I don't think they are any more "malleable" to surgery than you.
>>5751735
Anime ain't real anon.
>>5751702
uh so it's 22,000 thats like the same price as spiegel unless i suck at math which i do.
im not sure if i need type three desu.
>>5751704
i shall sit atop the throne of mediocrity for all eternity you may be a plebian but i my friend am a scrub of human refuse. you shall enever take my throne.
>>5751758
I was told Donald Trump would make anime real
>>5751574
They're just jealous you have a qt3.14 coming over.
>>5751749
Who doesn't doubt it?
A good chunk of those people find partners, a prerequisite is actually living life though.
>>5751758
>I don't think they are any more "malleable" to surgery than you.
Well your thinking goes against reality then.
There's simply more you can alter a womans face without high risk.
>>5751774
>living life as a manly hon
pls no :c
>>5751768
Wouldn't that be something?
>>5751776
Not really. You can push for more sure, but with the corresponding increase of risk. As evidenced by the horror stories I heard from Worst Korea.
>>5751724
One day I will get a qt bf/gf
Good things come to those who wait right?
i'm sure with enough surgery one could become anime
how much would it cost is what concerns me.
>>5751807
10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 yen
> Grabbing lunch with my mom at a sit-downy place after checking out the new Saks Fifth Avenue.
> Total boymode, wearing a feminine, white jacket though because I adore it. Had an electrolysis appointment the following day, so no makeup and look like a wasp attack victim.
> Standing around waiting for a table.
> 'Ladies, right this way'.
> 'Would you ladies like something to drink?'
I take off my coat, thinking it's gotta be she was just assuming based on the coat.
> 'What would you ladies like to eat?'
Apparently not.
She only figured it out after I actually used my voice, and proceeded not to awkwardly not gender anyone at our table for the rest of the afternoon. Ha ha ha. Good times. Gotta work on that voice.
>>5751731
> okay i get that electro sounds like hell is it better than laser beams
Electro is usually done in conjunct with lasering. Lasering to reduce the number of active hairs, and electro to kill the rest, since the latter can be done quicker and so you can get alot more done, but at the same time the kill rate is much lower.
For my legs, we lasered them around 4-5 times over a period, then we moved on to electrolysis, which takes a long damn while for 100% clearance.
I don't go shopping full time, and since I don't pass, I won't be until I do.
>>5751819
Only $8,882,970,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000.
I'm sure I could pull that off if I make the right investments. Right?
>>5751544
The #1 most annoying thing about mtfg is you talking about your beastiality fetish. You know that everyone else here disapproves of fucking something not intelligent enough to be capable of consent.
>>5751767
Pretty sure spiegel charges more also idk how strong the USD is, if your frontal sinus protudes a fair bit its likely you will need type 3
>>5751795
not at corresponding risk at all.
Korea does thousands and thousands of surgeries a year, it's not really an argument.
and being able to push for more is a pretty big deal if you're already hideous.
>>5751845
I don't pass *that* well. I haven't even gone in for FFS yet (only going to get type-3 forehead, a brow lift, and a lip lift when I can save enough).
Tbh, it was all angles. I was positioned so that she only saw the side of my head, except when she led us to our seats. I still haven't done my eyebrows because I'm a bit iffy on doing that pre-brow lift.
>you're a bit andro but you look like a girl
Would it even be possible for me to pass? I'm honestly going to kill myself..
>>5751840
can you give me an opinion?
>>5751879
Need a side shot
>>5751863
>androgynous girls don't exist
>>5751879
u pass :)
>>5751887
Andro transgirls look like men ;_;
>>5751845
I started HRT a year and a bit ago. Tbh, my face changed more than my body did. I went from gaunt and almost malnourished-looking to full-fleshed and lively with cheek apples and all that. Did a number on the hair too, so that's a pretty huge difference.
Body is basically the same, but +1 ass, a small chest, a defined waist (26"-27") and - some muscle mass. Such is life after your hips have fused, desu, I'd look really nice if I had hips but nooooooooooooooooo.
>>5751897
[citation needed]
>>5751902
Well I look like a man.
new
>>5751907
>>5751879
Brutally honest here.
You don't pass now, kinda borderline, but there's a few really noticeable things holding you back and pushing you forward right now:
Good, even skin tone, little scarring from acne (jelly).
Eyebrows look haphazard and need work/proper shaping. Possible brow lift, but really optional.
Lips are amazing, do nothing to them.
Go with someone who will aggressively shape that jaw. You have very noticeable manjaw, and that's where you'll probably see the biggest difference with good bone work.
Eyes probably don't need to be opened up with type-3, and your brow doesn't look that masculine.
A nosejob would help.
You'll pass def after you remove the manjaw, but if you want to be attractive, do it with a rhinoplasty.
>>5751673
Different trip? Yea i recall, i was joking. Your funny response lead me to believe you understood.
>>5751879
Git lazer I can see the facial hair
>tfw lurking this thread every day for the past five months but ill never actually do anything because it would ruin my life