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Previous thread >>5463748
trans is the new pink
>tfw you hate yourself and your body
great stuff desu
>>5464953
iktf desu
daily reminder trans can only date other trans people
>>5464953
>tfw like yourself and your body but no one else does
it doesn't feel like an improvement
>>5464951
>tfw you used drugs for ages to mask both your dysphoria and anxiety
It's not a good feel, I don't recommend it as a long term solution.
>>5464950
habeeb it
would you fuck me
I'd fuck me
>>5464961
great short term solution
>use drugs to get courage to hit on crush
>get rejected
>turn to drugs to cope
>>5464961
>tfw you constantly switch from feeling good to sobbing uncontrollably while high because your life is a complete wreck and you just want to be a girl.
>>5464917
>>5464929
umm come to my club... !
>>5464968
leave sheen out of the bullying pls
she's done nothing wrong
>>5464965
I think its actually kind of good that kayla learned how to color match her foundation and is trying to learn and be better
>>5464942
I got a witcher necklace because I like the series but also because I'm in some way a sterile mutant myself and thought an estrogen molecule necklace was a little too obvious
>>5464973
and the DSL?
>>5464961
not trying to potential bring back bad feels, but what drugs?
Just curious bc sara is slowly introducing me to the drug world
>>5464972
nobody else did either
Got my hair bleached and styled today ^^
>>5464978
>A partner introducing someone innocent to the drug world.
This story has been told a thousand times and it always ends badly. Hope you're one of the lucky ones desu.
>>5464983
So uneffay, especially your nail polish
>>5464983
looks great imo
>>5464983
You need to pick a better color for you nails.
>>5464983
you should have waited for some length to get it styled i think. i also got my hair styled today, and i'm gonna bleach the tips later. i think it looks alright but i'll be buggered if i'm gonna take a photo right now. suffice it to say, it's a little shorter, it has layers and i can do sideswept bangs now no prob. but it's too short for a fucking pony tail again.
>>5464983
>>5464969
>tfw actually kissed my first real boyfriend for the first time on MDMA after telling him I had a crush on him
>tfw we never would have been a couple if it hadn't been for drugs
>tfw my benders almost tore that relationship apart
Good short term, destructive long term.
>>5464970
Idktf.
They masked those feelings very well, it's why I did them. That sounds terrible though and I'm sorry.
>>5464971
How much is a ticket to perth rn?
>>5464978
The ones that left the worst lasting impact:
- Mephedrone (bath salts)
- MDPV (bath salts)
- Speed/Meth
Don't fuck with uppers, they're not worth it.
>>5464983
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kzFCuSzv-E
>>5464998
Dang sounds like you've been through some shit.
I've always avoided drugs cause it seems like everyone who does them always recommends against it, also afraid of them to some dregre. I will drink some though.
>>5464998
you smoked bath salts? woah, which i think is essentially meth except they changed a molecule or two to bypass the laws, but still. how was it?
>>5465005
If anything just try weed. Its nothing but feeling good for a few hours and wanting to snack down on foods. Also doing lewd stuff feels amazing.
>>5464998
umm idk but we can hang out and go to the beach and stuff together !
and i will make you lots of drinks as well ofc
:3
>>5464998
did you eat anyone when you were on bath salts?
>>5464998
>Not even Elanna knows my feels.
I guess I really am fucked huh?
>waiting at the bus station
>bus an hour late
>bathrooms are filthy
>staff literally clueless and rude
How Greyhound is still in business I'll never know
>>5464983
circe 2.0 right there bud
>>5465015
hi kit ilu
Morning/Evening ladies, looks like my job let me off early for the night since it was super dead. just a regular admirer here.
>>5465028
aaaaaaaaaaa maddie come too !!!
ilu2 !
>>5464998
oh wow, that's pretty serious
At least you came out of it okay though?
>>5464986
how so?
explain it to me like I'm an autist who can't infer details well
>>5465031
I'm good actually, was surprised they let me go early considering they were just telling us how busy we were going to be for new years, guess that doesn't apply today. Not sure what I'm going to do for the next few hours since I'm not usually in bed from work for about another 4 and a half hours or so.
>>5465005
Early transition was...interesting.
I relapsed a few times during the years after but that first year I basically did nothing but cane mephedrone.
If you're going to do drugs, stick to weed, and possibly LSD or shrooms. Anything harder is risky.
>>5465010
I never smoked them, I snorted them. Mephedrone felt a lot like a mix between speed and MDMA, it gave a really really strong head rush, euphoria and a desire to just talk and cuddle and stuff. MDPV was just cracked out and speedy, very scattered. Both of them were extremely moreish and it was easy to just keep redosing until you realized that 2 days had gone by...
>>5465016
Nope, I did have one psychotic break after 3 days of MDPV though. Started hallucinating people in the corners of my field of vision, hearing church bells, and seeing cops all over outside. Drew the blinds, turned off the lights and just hid until it passed, it was terrifying.
>>5465018
I'm sorry, it may also come from me not being a huge pot smoker, it just made me paranoid ;~;
I understand it can have that dual effect though
did not have a great night tonight. i don't know if things are going to work out with this dude after all.makeup on point tho and new mascara (too faced better than sex) arrives tomorrow
>>5465044
on point huh? ehh...
>>5465044
lookin' cute.
>>5465060
I'm considering it, I have mostly singleplayer stuff installed on steam though. Then again I don't play the two big multiplayer games so that probably doesn't help.
>>5465029
Ayyo!
>>5465064
Hiya, whatcha up to?
>>5465066
Wathcing breaking bad wanted to see what all the hype was about. Liking it ao far. Watchu up to?
Fun swim
How is /mtfg/ doing?
wow that bath salts comment led me to read the article about the miami cannibal attack and shit. boy, i shouldn't have done that.
i'm so glad i don't do drugs. i'm so scared and white.
I have a headache so I got up to draw
Now i'm drawing
[spoiler]And posting unintentionally spedup selfie webms in an online transfemme hangout [/spoiler]
>>5465082
Doing well! How is you?
>>5465082
How did your family react to shaven legs?
>>5465060
I am as well. That was a long time ago thankfully.
>>5465085
For the record, the guy that did that was later confirmed to not have consumed bath salts. He was mentally ill and smoked a bit of weed.
Nobody has yet had their face eaten due to bath salts, although I've seen and heard some very fucked up stuff that did happen due to bath salts.
>>5465037
KIT would you kiss a girl? (on the mouth)
>>5465069
Just trying to figure out what game to play or if I should just watch an anime instead.
>>5465099
lets face it he was a zombie and they covered it up
>>5465102
What kinda animus you watching? I havent seen anything good come out this oast year except one punch man.
>>5465102
Even though you're not trans, if you want an adorable trans anime Wander Son i thought was great. Otherwise One Punch man is fantastic!
>>5465110
Got any better recommendations for anything else that came out this year?
>>5465099
he wasn't mentally ill, he had a job and a car, etc. he was confirmed to have had cannabis in his system and no bath salts, but it's still suspected that he had something not yet known or tested by police forensics in his system as well, due to his behavior. still fucking scary.
>>5465123
Glad youre doing well. Imfl feeling great. Thinking of ordering hormones tomorrow.
>>5465115
Iron Blooded Orphans is pretty amazing.
Or Gangsta.
.. or the second season of Noragami? . 3.
Or that one anime about the tomboy BB shooter , I forgot what it was called, it's stupid and great
>>5465129
>passing trans girl
>Sophie
lol
what the heck
phone posting is gay
>>5465128
Never got into noragami and didnt care much for gangsta. Ill check iut iron blooded orphans though. Thanks.
>>5465128
Gangsta was good til a few episodes in, I watched it to completion but it got kind of boring halfway through imo. Kekkai sensen is one I heavily recommend as it gave me baccano vibes.
>>5465127
Congrats
I want hormones but no means of ordering them
>>5465120
Not gonna lie havent finished it yet. Cathcing up on tv atm.
>>5465142
It's really good, I'd recommend watching it fully in one go if you can.
>>5465139
Why no means? No money or something?
>>5465108
>>5465129
Expect to feel warm, cuddly, and open. You'll feel like you can effortlessly talk about anything with those around you, and you'll want to. Being touched feels incredible, backrubs and making out on MDMA are...aaaaaaaah!!!
Tl;dr it's powdered empathy
>>5465117
It's also suspected he had an undiagnosed mental condition. Whatever the reason, scary. Also, possibly >>5465103
>>5465144
No yeah ill definately make some time for this.
>>5465145
Don't have a credit card
>>5465151
Just buy a prepaid credit card.
or go to a doctor, you know, the smart mature thing to do
>>5465100
umm idk. i've done it before tho o.o;;;
>>5465059
;___;
i wanna have fun on nye... ;~;
>>5465151
Damn. Isnt there a way to get a visa gift card or something?
>>5465148
Yep thats the one.
LA is going to make all my dreams come true, right?
>>5465163
Depends, as a guy who was born and raised there, it's honestly a cesspool of shit, fake as fuck people, and drugs everywhere.
>>5465163
are you going to go date kayla?
How do I live with the realization that I'll never be a cute girl?
>>5465169
Wannabe actors too
>>5465170
trip on kayla don' get your hopes up
>>5465174
Good luck!
>>5465171
I like to use denial personally.
http://strawpoll.me/6401444
http://strawpoll.me/6401444
http://strawpoll.me/6401444
>>5465188
disgusting, real trans girls don't poop ever
>>5465194
or masturbate
>>5465182
That's a dank panda you have there m'lady
>>5465188
>>5465194
>tfw AGP
Well, it's official.
I'm sane.
Now if only I could figure out why I don't care about my life at all.
>>5465188
>not pooping while you masturbate
>>5465197
The dankest! Youre welcome
>>5465194
>tfw stuck on campus and really have to poop
>tfw go to the girls bathroom and poop
>tfw every girl screams when they hear the turd hit the water, and they call security
>>5465206
>mfw
>>5465208
What?
What the fuck happened?
>>5465215
It's just memes ;~;
>>5465149
that sounds amazing
>>5465215
The anatomy of the joke;
>assumption - girls dont poop
hears turd hit water
>logic - if turd a water hits, then man be making shits
so thats why they screamed, it signaled a dude in girls room
>>5465203
Holy shit I recognize that website purely from the 90's era web design. (Seriously though, I wouldn't recommend placing much weight on the results of that test, it's a pseudoscience online personality quiz at best.)
>>5465235
GET ON THE GROUND FUCCBOI
>>5465227
MDMA is one of the few stimulants that I say is worth giving a try, it is honestly pretty amazing. Just don't go overboard, and space out your rolls. It's easy to feel like doing it more often than you should.
Some of the best nights of my life were spent just dancing until the sun came up in front of massive speaker stacks on MDMA :3
>>5465235
they arrested her on rape charges and threw her in male prison
Phoenix Wright/Miles Edgeworth OTP
>>5465149
cool
should i fuck on it?
>>5465257
Randys a hottie
>>5465246
>getting clocked in ladies
probably one of the worst things that can happen
>>5465266
FUCK OFF HONDY HONANDY
>>5465267
*ladies room
>>5465266
Fuck off ya mustard tiger looking mother fucker.
>>5465257
I've never tried, friends that did try basically said they didn't really feel like fucking and just wanted to roll around and tease each other. I know pre-mones I felt pretty asexual on it, but post-mones I get horny as shit on MDMA. Give it a try if you're feeling it, just be aware that your equipment also may not work.
>>5465266
go eat a cheeseburger
>tfw multiple friends ask you to join them for new years eve plans and you turn them all down to stay home cuz ur a depressed neet shut in
>>5465278
the only time my dick doesnt work is when im white girl wasted
ive had sex on acid : D
that was MINT
> really need to create some stuff for a portfolio so it doesn't look like I wasted my time in college to my potential employers
>never have any motivation to actually make anything
> can never come up with a substantial or original idea to create
Meanwhile everyone I know has some fucking million dollar idea or is getting offers from SpaceX or Google while I stay in my room and watch cartoons while I try to forget about how much I hate myself. Fuck me.
>>5465281
Acid doesn't constrict the blood vessels to your penis. MDMA and other stimulants do.
What will /mtfg/ be doing for New Years?
>>5465289
Sitting in my room
>>5465289
Visiting dad and his family. Not a huge fan of them but gotta keep up appearences.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1VGuAhm4ERs
>>5465289
Neighborhood party that i'll be avoiding, probably go by and grab food. Otherwise just hanging out, might see what is going here if nothing else is going on.
So I mostly wear thin t-shirts and various jackets and now that my nipples are poking out more because of breast growth it's very uncomfortable to not be wearing a jacket that conveniently hides them, but it's so warm I can't always wear a jacket what do I do
>>5465289
I'd better fucking be cuddling with my boy
Last year I stepped on broken glass
>>5465304
what the fuck is wrong with you?
>>5465289
Drinking alone and contemplating the life decisions that led to me drinking alone on new years with no invitations to anything.
>>5465304
cute
>>5465289
new years party
going to Sock Dreams HQ
fucking around downtown Portland smoking the peaceful herb
getting pizza or something
doing mdma
pozzing ur qt tranny gf
>>5465304
this is your brain on drugs
>>5465289
Same thing I did last year, just work.
>Have tranny gf
>She's a nice tranny
>Have people over
>She jumps on their lap
>Sticks her ass in their faces
What do?
I tried locking her up but she meows. I might have to get rid of her. This behavior is not acceptable.
>>5465280
Stop being a shut in and accept one of the invitations, it will be good for you even if you don't feel like it now.
>>5465316
when was last time you had HIV test?
>>5465326
I HAVE GAY CANCER
I AM GOING TO DIE
AND SO ARE YOU
>>5465321
What if that guest were me?
>>5465329
only if im allowed to watch...
.////.
>>5465321
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1RtDErh9cSP
>>5465321
You can't just take a neutered male cat and decide that it's your girlfriend, yume.
>>5465321
hahahahaha i remember this copypasta
>>5465335
-swats with newspaper-
>>5465336
shes my baby.... dont u ill talk her idiot
>tfw gf is far away :~:
>>5465321
>tranny gf
it's definitely not cool to degrade anyone like this, and it's even less cool to say what you think there has to be something done with her. sorry to be an ass but it's not necessary to criticize people's behavior. especially when it's something involving something like the trans community. "this behavior is not acceptable" could be VERY offensive and even triggering for whoever. pardon the rain of the parade but this kind of thing needs to be taken seriously. thanks for reading.
>>5465333
C-checked
>>5465348
hey man... cool it kelvin
>>5465351
ELANNA
PLEASE
KEK
ME
>>5465353
my name is Alicia thank you VERY MUCH
>>5465348
Is this copy pasta?
>>5465353
S U M M E R
U
M
M
E
R
>>5465358
what would you and gem even do
gem doesnt like her gt
and u dont have a gt
how would sex between you two even work
i need to know
detailed
>>5464965
>tfw kayla passes better than I ever will
>>5465353
calm down yume
your thirst is showing
>>5465358
>>5465360
>tfw you're surrounded by lewd people
>tfw you're being corrupted
it would probably involve grinding?
>>5465366
i wont really feel like im getting cucked...
>>5465363
I know that feel.
>>5465360
I mean, logistically speaking:
1. Ass to ass
2. Strapon
3. Copious amounts of oral and grinding
These are the ones that came to mind but I'm sure there's more creative approaches
>>5465289
Coming out to my close friends.
>>5465289
same thing I do every year, try not to kick the stool out
>>5465371
man i just want to get cucked why is this so hard
>>5465368
uhm do you have someway i can contact you? like an email or something? it seems a bit out of the blue but its important :_:
>>5465377
are you interested in cucking me?
>>5465375
If you think this is hard, just imagine what it would be like with two people who don't like their tinklers
>>5465366
you want to go shopping for coats?
#pure
>>5465380
why are you so into getting cucked? would it help if it was with a bbc?
>not satisfied with being an attractive guy
>not satisfied with being an ugly girl
Why even continue living?
>>5465380
n-no, but its about someone you may/may not have met from here, just wanna make sure im not getting taken for a ride
>>5465381
do you go to u of a?
>>5465394
dutch girl who committed sudoku?
>>5465398
No, why?
>>5465400
i go there and i was wondering
>>5465399
its about someone from illinois if u get me
>>5465406
i have 2 ex boyfriends from chicago
is this one now a girl
>>5465406
Is rawr dead?
>>5465402
Oh cool ^^
I don't go to the u of a but I do live in edmonton, nice to finally see someone on here from e-town
>>5465409
Yep
>>5465393
In the noble pursuit of becoming an attractive girl, of course; while you still live there is still hope.
>>5465414
sure whats your skype lol
>>5465413
hmm maybe you go to nait?
yeah edmonton sucks lmao
>>5465422
Yeah I go to nait, I actually really like it except it's such a pain in the ass to get to. I have a choice between spending 3 hours a day on the bus, or driving all the way around henday, parking and riding and getting there and back in 2 hours. What are you studying? ^^
>>5465426
i'm taking nurse. edmonton is small town and i am getting wanderlust, i will move for sure after finishing. do you remember this?
http://www.cbc.ca/news/canada/edmonton/transgender-students-have-mental-disorder-edmonton-catholic-school-trustee-says-1.3229811
i wanna get high as fuck with elanna and gem and watch them make out and grope eachother....
.////.
>>5465428
nursing, wow it's late and i sound retarded.
>>5465430
what will you do then? fap behind the house plant?
>>5465416
>in the noble pursuit of something impossible
me elanna gem and mado
gem in the middle
>>5465428
do you like poo?
>>5465443
is that korra on the left?
how is everyone tonight
>>5465428
Oh boy do I remember that. The entire catholic school board has basically made themselves the laughing stock of the country. It makes me sad that my taxes are being funnelled into the catholic board ;_;
Iktf, when I finish at nait I'm planning on moving, I can't deal with the cold weather and how ass-backwards Alberta feels on so many things.
Plus, realistically there's probably more tech jobs in Vancouver or Toronto, so those are solid bets.
>>5465430
L-lewd o////o;
>>5465428
>tfw go to catholic school
>tfw most teachers seem to be ok with it
If only the kids were the same
>>5465449
NOT COOL
>>5465444
poo anon stop being weird
Daily reminders that all women are whores, and therefor you are all whores.
>look in mirror, feel good about self
>look in mirror later, dysphoria hits hard
>depression, body shame, "I'm a hon"
>eventually start thinking positively again
>...repeat forever
I want to get off this ride
WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I FUCKING SLEEP
>>5465467
it doesn't end anon I'm sorry, I just got my return ride tickets for tomorrow morning
>>5465463
This. Go back to making your strawpolls.
>>5465460
Yeah, the rent is so expensive in Vancouver though so it's hard to justify. The Alberta kind of conservative is at least not the violent kind of conservative, I've found Edmonton oddly hospitable for lgbt people. I've heard a lot of horror stories from more rural and conservative places though, my cousin sounds like they've had a rough time with their family. ;~;
>>5465479
>I've been trashing whores for days now, but deep down inside I want to be one
Kayla projecting
Evening. Anyone have any tips for dealing with things like height? Dealing with the uncontrollable, having a bit of a hard time here.
>>5465492
pray for osteo from pills i guess??
>>5465492
How tall?
I'm almost 6 foot and I've been trying to get over height by realizing that it won't really destroy my passing ability and will make me look proportionate.
Sometimes it gets to me though.
>>5465481
some of my friends moved to vancouver to go to ubc and from what i hear it's not too-too bad. look at this for example
http://vancouver.craigslist.ca/van/apa/5372117470.html
you get a roommate and it wouldn't be bad. 600square feet is not big for 2 people, though. i wouldn't be opposed to living in burnaby or surrey, somewhere just outside of vancouver if it helps. toronto really seems fun too from the time i visitted.
it's true edmonton must be better than calgary in terms of lgbt friendliness. i haven't been beaten up / ridiculed or anything, but i don't advertise i'm trans either. something about this city doesn't feel like home, if that makes sense.
>>5465492
Height is just something you have to make peace with. I grew to like being tall because it means I can reach stuff.
>>5465492
How tall are you?
>>5465479
no
>>5465506
I don't think we've ever seen a pic of you doing anything like just walking or standing next to anything
>>5465511
What if Kayla made it a point to stop being embarrassing to herself and everyone around her? If she wanted to befriend you for 2016, would you give her a chance?
>>5465505
Yeah, that's not terrible but $1300/month seems so steep for rent ;_; with roommates it's manageable but still. The suburbs of Vancouver seem a lot more reasonable, a friend moved out to Victoria as well and seems to like it there.
I'd like to say I've never had anything bad happen, but I did get ridiculed and nearly beaten up on Canada day in 2011 when I was early transition and didn't pass. I do know what you mean though, it does weirdly not feel like home, even though I've lived here my whole life.
>>5465517
That would be a weird picture, like standing next to something for scale? o.o
I'm 5'10" though.
>>5465525
that would never happen
>>5465528
cmon, patronize kayla a little bit, even though chances are uber unlikely
>>5465536
no one talks as much about Kayla as Kayla does when she drops trip
trip on.
>>5465363
where did you get that image of me?
>>5465527
i pay $1000 right now for a 2bedroom here. i meant to eventually find a roomie, but i didn't bother. now i have an office for no apparent reason.
i have been looking at vancouver's rentals for a while and i have seen much better. mind you, that ad was something i found out of my ass in 10 seconds.
i'm sorry you had to go through that. some people here are bigots. they want to drive a pick up truck and live in a small town. to me, that's a mediocre lifestyle, and it makes me question everything about this place.
it was nice talking to you, i should go pass out. i'll drop in again for a chat sometime!
>>5465547
I think I'll do the same, it's getting really late. Goodnight anon, hope to talk to you again sometime ^^
Nini mtfg!
>>5465554
CYA
>>5465363
ftfy
>>5465554
gn elanna
Is it fine to try and induce lactation during HRT, or will that fuck something up with my hormones?
I just got a date with a dude i met on okc. He's black, has dreads, and on the matter of me being trans says "yeah thats cool i never met one before", on a scale of 1 to mtfg how dead am i
>>5465598
rip
>>5465598
not sure about dead but if you let him stick it in you it's going to wreck your holes
>>5465598
I hope he rapes you before he kills you, doing it afterwards means no fun for you
>>5465598
mmm yeah get that pozz bbc
>>5465609
yume can I do drugs with you and watch as elanna and gem kek you?
>>5465609
>pozz
Did i miss something? As far as i know this is an yuro greeting
>>5465617
some poofter has been posting about how they've pozzed trannies or some shit
>>5465617
I thought it meant HIV positive.
>>5465611
hey man.... that could be cool
really depends on your attractiveness though, hit me up.. you know where to find me
i'm always down for tea with some cool cat from the deep web...
so keep it chill man, hit me up
maybe we can go to sock dreams together I'll buy you a nice pair a thigh highs take you back to our place see where things go... hey but look no strings attached... might not be a one time thing but no promises man...
sound like a plan? good dude... real good
I expect an invite in an hours time
I'll meet you at pioneer plaza in Portland in 1 hour, this is NOT a joke
just for reference this has to be DISCREET my girlfriend gem CANNOT know about this
I can host but you're going to have to pretend to be my school tutor
>>5465627
but you're not going to school
>>5465631
FUCK
FOILED AGAIN
>>5465623
I'm cute. No where near gem cute but I can get done up real nice. Im not looking for anything serious anyway just some drugs and cuddling if possible.
But it might take me a couple hours to fly to Portland and after cxhecking there doesnt seem to be any flights from here to Portland anytime soon or for cheap. So I might miss our date I'm sorry but save me some pizza ok?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=assZ9bcucmQ
>tfw over 5'8"
>>5465633
*CURSES
come on, it's like you're not even trying to sound like snidely whiplash
>>5465636
>tfw im probably one of the tallest here
>>5465636
>tfw 5'8
no face cuz girls are pretty tall here
>>5465638
6'2" here
my tranny gf keeps putting her foot on my dick.. I think something is wrong with her sex programming.. feet are meant to be put on the floor not "girl" tinklers
what do I do mtfg
>>5465634
when's the soonest you can be here
if I end up liking you enough would you be interested in cucking me? thanks
>>5465637
please stop stalking me and replying to all of my posts
it's seriously fucking weird
wtf
>>5465639
>feel
>Wake up
>Read news
>Asylum seeker jailed for cutting the throat of 7 year old swedish girl
>Reported as "man" in every mainstream article
>Wont even be deported because hes from eritrea and since eritrea is a dictatorship his poor life is in danger according to human rights
I cant do this anymore, this country drives me crazy, hes being portrayed as a poor victim made "mentally unstable" by war. This is the reality of Swedish news and it's an Orwellian soviet nightmare.
One of these days I'm going to fucking snap.
like I barely know you... this dating meme was funny for a little bit we all got our laughs but I think we took this joke a little bit too far..
>>5465643
I thought kuking you was elannas job. I'd take gem down to lewd town infront of you anyway if you now what I mean senpai. I mean I would make her grip the sheets and bite down on the pillow if you catch my drift. It would be like a sauna in that bedroom all hot and steamy if you feel me. All while you watch high af.
>>5465649
if you do it, at least don't use a fucking sword like the last guy
>>5465649
Come to Australia
Where we send refos to Papua New Guinea
>nearly 2016
>4chaniggers still call cuckoldry for voyeurism
>>5465649
yeah Europe is done, meanwhile rich white american kids are screaming on tumblr that it's not fair to treat violent refugees like criminals
>>5465644
nice one baby
mind if I reblog
>>5465648
she's not joking about it as much as you think
>>5465652
you're turning me on..
are you adding me yet cmon
I'm leaking over here
>>5465656
yeah, instead we get our throats cut by Australian Citizens
>>5465660
Victoria is a liberal state
So I think I'll be fine, I hope
Protect me pls
>>5465659
You get to be added when I say you can friend. For now you just sit there in that chair squirming while I make your gf scream in pleasure and wrap her legs around me ok.
>>5465658
i know, she asked me on skype desu, but im nowhere near close to passing yet :_:
>>5465649
become a girl
its in your genes
>>5465665
I'd still hit it
>>5465662
just not here in the south eastern suburbs, it's pretty garbage here. I'm trying to get work closer to the inner east by the end of 2016 so I can go fulltime in a place I won't die in
>>5465664
>ywn cuck Gem from Yume
;~;
>>5465670
>South Eastern Suburbs
Me too I think
South of Melb
It's pretty shite
They don't tell you enough about granulation when you're pre-op.
I'm 7 months post-op and still dealing with internal granulation, it makes dilation painful, causes a yucky discharge and is generally all round shit. My spouse and I rarely have sex because I worry about making it worse (plus it adds a soreness to sex that wouldn't be there otherwise).
>>5465672
in the devils circle, Dandenong, Doveton, Endeavour Hills.I do indeed fear for my life
>>5465663
aaaa please
you're killing me
>>5465678
Damn
Never been to any of those places
What's wrong with them?
>>5465681
Would you like it more if you were to be tied down or restrained so theres nothing you could do while I used gem how I pleased over and over? Just sitting there even unable to pleasure yourself? Just asking for future reference desu.
>>5465676
whats granulation?
none of you post ops talk enough about things like that
>>5465683
Doveton is all just a generally bad neighbourhood, Endeavour Hills isn't as bad but it's all doveton spillover and lebs who come into my store and occasionally cause trouble, I've gotten into some bad moments in Dandenong, some indian guy has grabbed me by the wrists shouting and threatening me calling me a faggot, something similar has happened with white trash there too
>>5465697
Oh shit
That's terrible
Hope you can get out of there soon
>>5464755
But it has
Get rekt nerd
>>5465701
if things work out the way I want I could be managing my own store in Chadstone, we're all gonna make it Kuppy
hi yall whats up
>>5464942
>Geralt will never embrace and kiss you just as you fall
;_;
>>5465710
>not wanting big medic instead
Is there any way to tell if you would be good looking after her before doing it?
>>5465696
Granulation is an overgrowth of healing tissue. It doesn't happen to everyone but is fairly common.
It's red, raised, tender, bleeds easily and causes a yucky light-yellow discharge which people sometimes mistake for pus (it's not pus). It stops things from healing up fully because it gets in the way. It typically occurs along suture lines and likes to happen inside the vagina because it's warm and moist, many cis women get it after a hysterectomy for this reason.
It either needs to be treated with silver nitrate (literally burnt off) or surgically removed. But can get multiple treatments and since silver nitrate can be done awake is the prefer method.
>>5465694
;w;
maybe...
i'm going to bed now.. you know where to find me
>>5465706
You definitely became hilarious.
>>5465714
Geralt's hands tingle though!
>>5465708
>when your trip falls off
>>5465714
>wanting big spoilers instead
>>5465709
post sex cuddles
best feel
>>5465709
hey cutie, whats up?
>>5465715
nope.
come jump in.
>>5465718
Best way to get them pearly whites.
>>5465710
>you will never have a handsome space engineer bf who kills undead alien things with the tools he engineers to do that job
>>5465720
sorry :~:
>>5465717
gn. I'll see you and gem soon senpai.
>tfw the mic I got for christmas actually works super well
nice
Also, it starts off slow but it gets better I swear
https://clyp.it/zsh0tdhz
Bonus points for knowing where it's from
>>5465721
oh nice !!!
:3
>>5465723
hi !!! umm im good, just got back from hanging out with my friends so im a bit drunk rn !
is this ricky??? if so i never wished you a merry xmas or anything ;~: but i hope you had a great time and hope you have a great new year !!
>>5465715
If you look feminine already that's a good indicator that you'll transition well
>>5465730
Somthing from studio ghibli I bet
>>5465731
no, name's not ricky but i think you're really super cute. if we could ever get together and make babies, i'd be super thankful
why the fuck do people use clypit over vocaroo
>>5465728
I was really excited to play mgs5 when they announced it, by the time it came out I didn't have the drive to play games enough, selling them for a living kills that I think. anyway I had plenty of time to finish it so I can't get too upset about plot spoilers
It sucks having broad shoulders :/
>>5464983
lol
what is this
>>5465732
Hard for me to tell. I know that I have naturally full hair and long eye lashes, so that's a plus, but I've had facial hair for a while. Other people say that it looks better. I look too young/baby face otherwise.
>>5465709
listening to music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90mzH1kvznQ
feel with me Kit
Evening /mtfg/ how is everyone tonight? What are your plans for n e w y e a r s?
>>5465727
looks like aaron paul who hasn't had enough sleep
>>5465709
Fiddling around with my guitar
>>5465736
;___; umm i don't think i can meet the requirement for making babies ;~;
>>5465748
Be a better person
Ride trains more often
Not try to become a slave
Try to live for myself
>>5465747
>listening to shoegays
why?
>>5465748
Post dank memes.
>>5465747
i'm feeling with you rn !!!
Good morning mtfg!
I slept almost 20 hours yesterday and never felt that bad, but today i feel better... so much better.
Also i just realized i haven't thought about trans-stuff for 2+ weeks and don't really mind anything anymore. is that good?
>>5465748
I'm still sick so i will be staying at my place, alone, just like last year. Thought about going to some old friends who invited me over or to my parents but i can't ._.
how about you?
>>5465738
because they stupid, you smart
>>5465754
>>5465752
Dank
>>5465758
:C
>>5465756
I working till 10pm but then I'll probably rush home and shower before going out to meet up with friends at bars.
>>5465753
I like a lot of different music
I was sitting in mass today and was thinking about the story of jesus and I realized that Joseph may be the biggest cuck of all time.
Me and my bf just got into a small fight because I argued with my surgeon yesterday on important matters and he tells me I shouldn't question the surgeon's skills
>>5465751
Even without the baby making, just getting a shot at taking you out on a date would make any man happy.
>>5465774
stop with the baby-talk already! please just stop
>>5465766
bigger than moot or louis ck or walter white?
>>5465779
>you will never be pregnant
>>5465788
not funny
just miserable
>>5465788
That's a good thing
>>5465789
I know
misery loves company
>>5465790
you will never feel the first kick of the life you are growing in your womb
>>5465774
Thanks anon that is such a nice thing to say !!
>>5465788
>>5465794
>Tfw
>>5465794
Still pretty good I won't feel a little shit inside me
>>5465767
Im guessing your bf is one of those people who no matter what will say a doctor is always right
>>5465798
you will never fall asleep just after being given to cradle your baby that you spent 20 hours birthing
>>5465655
Noguns in Sweden, but yeah, I dont really share my thoughts and ideas though on that though since I could get monitored.
>>5465656
Australia has the same poblems as Sweden, I dont have faith in aussies since you banned guns.
>>5465657
>meanwhile rich white american kids are screaming on tumblr that it's not fair to treat violent refugees like criminals
Muslims are a fucking scourge, wherever they settle conflict arises and people die. They've shed blod across the entire European continent and america too now.
>>5465665
I aint trans, and the world needs men right now.
>>5465801
It seems like it
I'm really worried about him
>>5465803
Feels good mane
helllo
>>5465795
anything to make you smile beautiful
>>5465803
>20 hours birthing
>not getting a C section and being done with it
>>5465817
cant get a c-section in the uk unless theres a legitimate medical reason for one
>>5465817
>wanting to give birth at all
>>5465817
you are so hollywood rich white trash
>>5465817
there's the qt
>>5465821
>not wanting to be a mommy
are you even a girl?
>>5465828
>wanting to be a stereotype
>>5465832
>it's a stereotype to want to have children of your own
fucking millennials
>>5465832
angie you are full of crap
>>5465835
How?
I don't want kids
>>5465832
>being a mother is a stereotype
literally what?
>>5465836
says the crazy cat lady
>>5465840
I own two cats.
That's hardly in the vicinity of crazy town
>>5465842
i have three...
>>5465828
not every girl wants to have kids you know
>>5465828
I'd be a shit parent
So I don't want kids desu
>>5465853
And why is that?
>I'll never birth a child
>I'll never experience true love
>I'll never be anything more than some twisted fetish to some and a joke to the rest
>I'll never be happy
>>5465857
thanks for spoiling the moment with our harsh reality.
>>5465858
set me free Kayla. give me the sweet kiss of death
>>5465863
no, your stuck here with me in hell for all eternity
this life is hell and we are being punished
I just want to know who I was in my past life to deserve this cruel fate.
>>5465858
Do not worry Kayla. Love is merely a social construct. With the average human lifespan being roughly 70, you only have to endure another 50 years of excruciatingly unforgivable pain. Everything is temporary. your life does not matter, and these feelings do not matter. Everything is is temporary. Everything will eventually rot away. As long as the factor of time continues to be the apex predator of the universe, the inevitable decay of all pain and memory is unstoppable. Being a shitposter, I will never die, and I will never be able to experience the sweet release of death. Kayla, the world is a lie. Existence is a lie. There is only pain and darkness beyond this point. End it now, while you still can. I love you, I love you so much.
>>5465865
hitler
>>5465865
Who you've been so far in this life explains your fate better than reincarnation.
>>5465866
well I'm sad now
>>5465873
I don't think any god would be that petty. Perhaps it's a test and god wants to see how you can handle hard times (not very well so far but you can still learn)
>>5465878
Naw, there is no god, life is literally a gamble and I lost.
I want to go dancing with a boy ;~;
>>5465880
What do you plan/hope to do once you're full time, srs and all?
>>5465883
>you will never slow dance with a boy on new years
>>5465886
I never thought that far ahead. I am just winging it desu.
>>5465887
>tfw have to work new years behind the bar
>tfw will see everyone dancing and having fun
>tfw wont be slow dancing with a qt boy
>tfw no midnight kiss from cute boys
;______;
>>5465891
>tfw I could have that on NYE
>tfw I don't want to because intimacy was ruined for me by a single person years ago
>>5465891
What bar is it that you work at? I'll gladly come and spend the whole night with you until after your work is done. Then maybe we can have a slow dance of our own back at my place.
>>5465888
So how do you know you're going to find more reasons to live your life once you're a girl anyway?
anyone ever thought about what its going to be like to age as a woman? that's something we never talk about
>>5465828
>tfw no kids
>>5465832
>being so against social stereotypes that you don't do what you wanna do
>>5465898
I'm personally worried that HRT will stop working and I'll revert to looking like a man.
But I'm not sure I will reach that age as I believe that I will off myself by the age of 30.
>>5465896
umm @_@
>>5465902
I didn't mean anything lewd by that. I was just saying I could teach you some moves privately, didn't know if you got shy easily around others.
>>5465901
I think we have all talked about suicide way too much, like to the point its unhealthy.
>>5465898
Yes. Aging as a woman means going to get old. Is there a trick question here?
>>5465898
if I make it to be an old lady that'd be neat
>>5465899
I don't want to have kids though
There's no benefit to it in my eyes
>>5465903
umm i kinda get shy around people but idk. i dont really know how to like slow dance or anything just how to dance to music next to a boy i guess. but i really want to dance with a boy
>>5465887
>you will never horizontal dance with a boy on new years
>>5465914
What reasons
Can't you use them now
>>5465919
You will one day Kit
>>5465919
Like I said, I'd gladly teach you all that I know about slow dancing, it's all in the rhythm of following what your partner does along with trusting them. I'd love to take you out on a date first then teaching you if you'd prefer that.
>>5465921
why would you horizontally dance with someone?
surely that would mean he would be on top of you and grinding against you purely by the will of gravity?
>>5465923
>What reasons
>Can't you use them now
no, I feel like I can't live my life till I am full time. I don't want to be this male shell anymore. I just want to be me but its gotta wait till I can finish electrolysis. I have my second session next week.
>>5465935
If you keep putting limitations on yourself and saying "I can't" then you'll never break out of the cycle and live
>>5465940
I know I know but like I don't want to make friends as I am now. I don't want to be settled into a new place until I can be the real me. Its like I wanted to stretch living with my mom so that by the time electrolysis was done I could sell my stuff and move to Seattle and go full time and totally fucking fresh start my life. Crazy part is my clinic calls me every 3 weeks asking if I am ready do do my legal name and gender marker change but like I can't until this fucking beard is gone. I need at least 11 weeks of electrolysis to get my beard to the point I could hide it.
>>5464985
>normal people
>>5465947
>tfw I got so much electro but can still grow a big bushy beard
>>5465925
thanks kuppy !!
so you will ofc !
>>5465926
umm you will teach me how to dance..?
please be in australia
>>5465956
what length was it when you went in for sessions?
>>5465957
I would, I'm not an aussie sadly. Sorry to disappoint.
>>5465947
If you don't know how to make friends now how are you going to magically learn once you're full time. If you don't know how to live alone now how is transition going to make it easier. Face it, you're perfectly capable of all the things now you just don't want to try
>>5465962
I was just joking kayla
I really couldn't grow facial hair
>>5465957
I hope so
>>5465966
oh ok ;~;
;______;
>>5465898
People say women age worse than men but from what I've seen it's not so true. Attractive 50 year old men are just as rare as attractive 50 year old women, especially when you consider that men have to deal with shit like balding, ED, etc. Also women tend to live longer than men. I don't really see what there is to worry about with aging as a woman.
>>5465993
Deepest apologies. I've always wanted to go to Australia, I've got quite a few friends from there
>>5464983
You got some big hands. You look like you can end someone life with those things
I dont want boobs
I dont want a vagina
I dont hate my dick
I dont want to get pregnant
Am i trans ?
>>5465977
You shouldn't put your whole life on hold for transition. One you're full time you're high to be so lost and confused
>>5466000
Well if you told me only that then of course not, but since you're asking this question in the first place you probably have other qualities that make you wonder about your gender status, so tell me what those qualities are since they could balance out.
>>5465995
Well the cool thing with us is that if we continue to take estrogen we will never go through that phase of low sex hormone like women get with menopause and men get with low T. Also genetically I kinda have a better future because every person on both sides of my family age incredibly well. My mom is in her 50's and looks 30 and my bio dad is 62 and looks 40. Hrt also turned me into my teenage self but with boobs.
>>5466001
Going* not high
>>5466005
So if we never go through a menopause does that mean we age better?
>>5466004
I want cute and smooth skin
I want to dress cute
I want to have cute hair
I hate my feet
I hate my hands
I hate body hair
>>5466015
It should.
>>5466017
Sounds more like you're just a femboy/wanna be femboy rather than a transexual. Are you gay?
>>5464942
>Discord server: https://discord.gg/0XFIQ4xa7RcYJuo
This link doesn't work anymore? Could someone link a new one please?
>>5466027
https://discord.gg/0XFIQ4xa7RdCpEUP
whoever makes the next thread should add this to the op
>>5466021
Im bi i think
What does that have to do anyways ?
>>5466037
Not much, just that femboys/girlyboys/fuccbois/whatever tend to be gay or bi.
It seems you may have very light AGP though and want to be a trap or something. If you fap to a lot of sissy/feminization/trap etc porn I urge you to stop it asap because that shit can really get addictive and make your AGP much worse.
So my hair came out wayyyy more blonde than I thought it would for the first bleaching x.x
I like it tho, it'll be fun to play with till I get it to platinum
>>5466059
kek
>>5466064
That's a bit lighter than platinum x.x
Should I lose weight before or after HRT?
I have a bit of chub and I'm not sure if it would help by giving hrt a little more to distribute is the breast and buttocks.
>>5466072
I heard that losing first and gsini g after is the optimal route
>>5466051
I dont masturbate to traps or transexuals.
I dont think im agp since i hate the idea of turning myself into a girl, still i would like to be a girl but not as myself.
>>5466075
Really? Any reason or links on that?
Actually just in general, is there anyway to promote breast growth in my first months or year of HRT?
>>5466081
Have gyno
>>5466094
Gyno?
Is this breast augmentation? If so, I've read not to get that right off the bat, especially as your breasts are just developing.
>>5464942
Best feel in the world tbqh
>>5466098
It's short for gynecomastia, which is female-like breast development in men during male puberty.
>>5466098
Gynecomastia
Its a medical condition for males where they develop moobs during their teen years, without being fat or drinking 10L of beer every week.
>>5465883
arent you pre hrt?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaG5SAw1n0c
>>5466112
are these nipples already a sign of gyne? i've not seen them on other males often/rarely but i have barely any breasts though i am skinny.
Any other young transitioners here? I'm having a bit of a problem.
Started at 13 and am 19 now and *still* haven't got srs. I can't afford it on my own and my parents don't want me to delay university studies so they won't help me out right now. They said they'd pay half as a graduation present but I don't want to wait that long. And they're paying my tuition too so I don't have a say in the matter, I don't get why they won't just pay for srs now and let me graduate a year later. Why does it matter to them.
Anyone have advice?
>>5466112
Well then if it's a medical condition.. How would you in your words "get it"?
>>5466126
you cant, its genetics
>>5466121
What do you mean by "those nipples"? If you mean massive areola like that then yeah. probably.
>>5466123
Extremely jealous to be honest.
Anyway I don't think there's much you can do for now. You're already quite lucky to have transitioned so young, be grateful for what you have and be patient for just a bit longer.
>>5466123
>Started at 13
>>5466123
Only thing you can do is talk some sense into them delaying surgery is shitty
>>5466139
Well it can give you a headstart, I guess.
The downside is that most people with gyno tend to have their man boobs at odd angles and I doubt hormones would change that.
>>5466130
Ah and besides that is there any other ways to help me along?
>>5466072
>>5466081
Fat redistribution is kind of a misnomer, the fat already on your body isn't going to move, it's just as you change weight it'll naturally distribute new fat in typically female places. When you lose weight it comes off of your body relatively indiscriminately. That's why people say gain weight on hrt, because it aids in that process, plus your body needs more energy anyway for the 'second puberty'.
That said, getting on hrt asap is going to be more important than the small amount of weight you can lose before you start.
I might have misremembered some of that and I don't have any links but I did a bunch of research on this a year ago so I think this is right.
>>5466147
Would losing weight during HRT lead to problems with breast/hip development?
>>5466138
I've been trying idk. I don't think they get why I need it, I'm not very interested in sex but I hate having to tuck what little I have and I hate having to double check what I'm wearing that it's not showing at all. I think they think it's just cosmetic.
>>5466132
USA, Massachusetts. Why?
>>5466136
>>5466133
Ugh but it doesn't make sense why i have to wait. Srs is so important
>>5466161
Just curious but how well do you pass? Do you pretty much look exactly like a cis girl except for your genitals? Did being on HRT from such a young age mean your penis and scrotum never got larger?
>>5466158
For sure it'll delay it, especially if you end up a bit malnourished. I don't know what kind of lasting effects there are, like your body would catch up or not.
From experience I can tell you that when I first started hrt I dieted to lose weight and didn't get much breast or hip growth, but since I've started trying to gain weight I'm now seeing development. Whether that's normal or not I have no idea.
Who alcoholism here?
>>5466161
>I'm not very interested in sex
This shouldn't matter at all, if your parents are ok with you being uncomfortable then there not really good parents
>>5466173
Hmm, I think I'm just going to try to lose as much as I can before HRT and then give stop for a year or two. May not be very healthy but damn I really want proper tits and hips because I need them to offset my shoulders and ribcage.
>>5466123
make the best of the situation for now
consider becoming a cam model while you still have your penis
>>5466167
Perfectly I guess? Idk I've never had much problems and only one person I ever see knows I'm trans, but that's because I told her because she's my bff. The only time I've ever had trouble is peeing in public bathrooms because my stream sounds different.
And my genitals are small but I think they're a little bigger than they were when I was like 10. I don't remember.
>>5466180
I know right?!! I'm not like super dysphoric, not like the girls who take scissors to them when they were 5, but I still want it gone. I'm so sick of testosterone blockers
>>5466176
Yo.
Watcha drinkin?
>>5466181
That makes sense. Just don't delay hrt solely to lose weight and you'll be fine.
>>5466186
Well, like your body proportions and stuff? Are your hips wider or as wide as your shoulders? How large are your breasts? Sorry if this is personal, I'm just very curious.
>I'm so sick of testosterone blockers
You can always just get castrated for much cheaper than SRS.
>>5466187
Jameson :3
>>5466193
My shoulders are a bit wider than my hips but not by much and I think it's genetic mostly? My mom and sister are T shaped too. And smallish boobs but again that's genetics plus I'm really skinny. But I think my face looks cis I don't look anything like my dad. Idk I don't think you'd think I was trans from looking at me even naked (except for the penis).
I forgot I could get castrated but then I wouldn't have enough material for srs left would I? But I might not have enough anyway since I didn't grow much down there idk.
>>5466196
Noice, I'm on wild turkey.
>>5466213
> then I wouldn't have enough material for srs left would I?
It can cause shrinkage but if you get SRS within a year of castration you should be fine.
>>5466217
I actually got a lot healthier and increased my alcohol consumption this year.
someone just called my name a stripper name, is that true?
>>5466221
Lame I won't be able to I don't graduate for 2 and a half more years. So I'd have to wait until 2017 for the orchi and then get srs in 2018 when I'm done school.
My parents are so stupid bleh
>>5466225
>is that true?
Sure.
>>5466224
Really?
Tell me your secrets.
>>5466225
Yes
>>5466228
hmm... I never heard of the correlation before but now that i have I don't care
>>5466227
If you explain to them the financial cost of taking t blockers maybe they'd understand?
>>5466229
Exercise 6 days a week, even when hung over.
Especially when hung over.
Also that rest day? Exercise then sometimes too.
>>5466225
What was your boy name?
>>5466234
Maybe. I'll try next time I bring it up.
>tfw big man head with big man features
>>5466232
Because there is no fucking correlation, you gullible fuck. I said "sure" to be dismissive towards you, you dense cunt. Please just leave this thread and stop believing shit that people on /b/ or whatever other board you post your penis to say.
>>5466243
I'm not sure how much SRS costs as I haven't looked into it, but you could maybe make the case of taking 2$ worth of T-blockers a day throughout your uni career ultimately costing more than getting SRS right now.
>>5466247
I'm not even going to respond to that filth.
>>5466161
Because some US states make it easier to get it covered. Which afaik is the case in Mass.
Bowers does prior auth but focuses on functionality to the point of sacrificing looks. McGinn and Meltzer are both good but neither does prior auth, both get refunded. Schechter in Chicago has been described as an american Brassard and afaik has been fully covered at least within the state of Illinois.
Basically there's good chances they might not even have to pay half down the line for you to get it done.
>tfw you look extremely masculine when sleepy
>>5466193
>tfw mtfg anons go into apoplectic shock as they realize what cis girls look like outside of anime
>>5466252
>>5466255
>tfw i look masculine always
>>5466260
no, you're just ugly
>>5466258
Why are you constantly reposting my pics? Also that picture is one week on hrt
>>5466257
If you can find me a decent-looking cis girl with a 38 inch rib cage and shoulders 1.5 times the size of her hips I'll suck your dick.
>>5466255
>tfw lainanon has bdd
>>5466253
They still don't want me to take off school for recovery and my program involves summer classes so I don't think it'll let me get it any earlier :\ but I'm glad to hear it's going to be covered maybe! I should read about that.
>>5466249
I think they'll believe that but idk if it'll convince them enough.
>>5466247
Please don't she's going to be rude to me :\
>>5466266
>a decent-looking
And here come the goalposts
I can find you a cis girl who has that, and I know for a fact you won't stop nitpicking it until you decree from the mighty perch of your dysphoria that she must, after all, be trans. Most of the people here are early enough transitioners that they have cis proportions, they just don't have a fucking clue what this means.
>>5466260
That's because you don't try not to.
>>5466270
Show me one then.
And no, some roid rage musclegirl isn't "decent-looking".
>>5466267
I don't know what that is but you should see my face after waking up after 12 hours of sleep and no daylight for days.
>>5466268
Time is annoying, but it won't kill you, things are just around the hill. Not gonna lie I had to tell myself that a lot since I've been "almost stealth with a dick" for the past couple years after I was disowned for going ft after HS.
>>5466271
>perfect hrt regimen, never missed a dose
>not smoking
>moisturizing daily
>10,000 mcg biotin a day
>avoiding sunlight
>started electrolysis
Please tell me what i am missing here to make my transition move along better.
>>5466279
Move out of your parents' place, stop assuming you will pass to hicks who knew you before transition, and stop dressing like a fucking high schooler at a convention.
>>5466279
Genetics
>>5466282
Did you miss the "decent-looking" qualifier?
And if she's on roids she may as well be a FTM, not really cis.
>>5466258
>>5466288
I obviously didn't miss it since I qualified it as a goalpost.
>>5466282
More like this.
How do I stop my eyes from looking so lifeless and angry all the time?
It's my relaxed face so people probably think i'm upset all the time but i'm really not.
>>5466294
It's not moving the goalposts when I set it in my first post.
>>5466279
Going outside
Smiling
Having friends
>>5466296
>looking so lifeless and angry all the time?
Go full time and actually do something about your transition.
>But I look masculine
Yes because you're not doing effort. After three years all hrt is going to do is mild changes to soft tissue and some slight breast growth.
Getting stuck in place like you do just makes things worse.
>>5466277
Thanks for the support friendo :) I'll get through it and you will too!
>>5466296
>>5466306
LOL
>>5466301
Buuuut I don't know what to do more than voice and clothing atm.
>Getting stuck in place like you do just makes things worse.
I know ;_;
>>5466306
lel
>>5466296
Rare lainanon?? This I'd the closest thing to s picture I've seen
>>5466313
I've seen the bottom half of her face
>>5466279
Age and context appropriate wardrobe, haircut, and makeup skills would be nice.
>>5466312
You said you weren't doing clothing because it was too much effort to not dress like a neet dweeb.
Also do you have a skincare routine? Do you know how to do basic makeup? Do you know what actually looks good on you?
Have you considered the fact that you're 99.9% sure to be delusional yet?
>>5466289
i see it
>>5466315
:O is she super pretty like I imagined
>>5466320
Only saw her chin to top of nose
I can't really say that without seeing her whole face.
>tfw you won't get a new years kiss
>>5466329
:(
It's a sad feel. I'm sure it will be the last time if you don't get lucky tonight though.
>>5466317
I wasn't doing clothing because i'm poor, I wear andro stuff now.
Don't know make-up but I think I know what looks good on me.
>Have you considered the fact that you're 99.9% sure to be delusional yet?
I mean I don't think I am because two people told me I need surgery. My chin and jaw is pretty damn broad, like the guy from wolfenstein except a bit smaller jaw.
>>5466329
Get a boy really drunk
Then kiss him
daily reminder queen ufufu is dead and this general sucks even worse now.
>>5466336
Mate you don't look like Blazkowicz that much.
He's got the fucking, "surgerically replaced his skull with a concrete slab" look.
Your chin is squarish, but your jaw isn't that defined.
>>5466329
All u need is a gun and some rope my friend
>>5466329
Aren't you dating your uni lecturer or something?
>>5466344
Its fine when all the retards are asleep
>>5466329
>tfw you will never be kissed
I wouldn't wish the fate of kissing me on my worst enemy though, to be honest.
>>5466329
>tfw the only kiss i've ever done was me kissing my friend and him getting upset
>>5466345
Okay but rip passing with this jaw.
>>5466344
>that is A LOT of concealer
>>5466361
Cover your entire life in concealer please
>>5466360
Perhaps, idk you'd have to ask someone to who knows how to minimize the look of a jaw.
Or you could save up for FFS or something.
Stop looking from a defeatist view all the time.
>>5466366
No thanks, I just like to stick to light liquid concealer.
>>5466371
Please put your head in a vat or either acid or concealer, also swallow some.
>>5466366
i lol'd
>>5466371
meant to say foundation, i just use foundation, or bb cream and set it with powder buff. I may not be pretty but I pass enough in public to be gendered female in girl mode
>>5466371
I cover all your posts in concealer because that's what you're supposed to do with blemishes
>>5466350
no ! that was a big misunderstanding kinda thing, also it was my tutor not my lecturer ><;
>>5466379
you pass as a pathetic excuse of a female ogre
>>5466379
Did your grandma teach you how to do that?
>>5466391
id like to see what you look like then