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old thread
>>5443921
>tfw no player 2
1st for "reeeeee chaser out"
FF7 will forever be best FF. Fuck the haters.
>tfw no transgirl to shit on
>>5446325
its over rated
>more anime girls
Wowee gee.
>>5446321
Rebost. Hot final fantasy opinions thread.
>>5446325
Most over rated FF*
FTFY
>>5446328
noelle pls
>>5446328
Hey, Triumph, even on the internet, everyone knows you're a dog.
>>5446307
Getting rid of the ATB bar was a bad idea. Switching characters out was ok but once the 3 were dead, you couldn't switch out for other characters, but 12 you can so 12 made it better
>>5446325
>FF7
Lol. Looooooool. Lol.
from last threadd
>>5446315
>yeh... also they can't touch ten because it doesn't deserve it
... ur either praising or insulting ffx... but i can't telll........which is it shannon..........
>>5446319
>To be frank I've kinda picked up a vibe from your posts before that you seem a little "old before your years", so getting to that kinda stage at 24 aint no big surprise to hear
also known as: jaded
lmao it is sort of true tho. i had a really difficult life prior to high school having to take care of my mom and moving all the time and stuff and then i had a rocky time with an abusive guy when i first started transitioning so over all it's all aged me internally quite a bit. i just wish things like dating were easier. there's always something wrong with every guy i've liked which prob means there's just something wrong with me and picking the wrong guys sigh
>>5446325
ff7 was great but idk if i would say best
>>5446325
>ff 7 is best ff
Oh look someone who experienced ff for the first through that game
who /ff viii/ here?
http://kotaku.com/lightning-would-like-to-return-this-purse-1749775888
Squareenix a shit
>>5446352
>... ur either praising or insulting ffx... but i can't telll........which is it shannon..........
both... its a perfect trainwreck of good but trashy writing, bad acting and good gameplay?
idk... maybe they could throw in some new models and textures and some new lighting effects or something to spruce it up a bit
Is it possible to get high on estrogen? I felt like my afternoon HRT dose hit me particularly hard today and I felt the same as I do on weed for 3-4 hours.
>>5446361
no
>>5446362
6 ? 10 ? 9 ?
>>5446366
w o w
W O W
>>5446369
i mean i get high on progesterone so ye prob
>>5446362
Ff 7 is a fanboys wet dream.
It doesn't make for a great game.
It's ok
>>5446366
They already did that. Its the ffx remaster.
Final fantasy games are absolute garbage.
Hey girlies, check out youcam makeup, it's an app that puts makeup on your face. I'll post my results if you post yours
ok but wait
am i the only one who obsessively played ff tactics advance tho? i really fell in love with it and the original tactics
>>5446352
My childhood wasn't too bad apart from general bullying and my parents splitting up. Biggest problem I had when younger was being more advanced than all the other kids around me, never really connected with them.
As for relationships, I've had 4 long term, one of them with an absolute nutter, but it seems I always end up with people who wanna change who I am.
>>5446373
Ffx remaster is just the international version with better graphics.
Booooooorrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnngggggg
>>5446388
>Terrible
the most critically acclaimed rpg of all time is bad according to some ff7 fangirl
Hey girls Merry Christmas! I haven't been here in a while but I wanted to stop by and check in and see how everyone was doing.
Did everyone get what they wanted for Christmas this year? Tell us what you got! Any weird or good things happen to you over the holiday? What's the new hot gossip here ladies?
>>5446394
Which FF has the best makeup?
Which FF character has the best shoes?
>>5446303
>Meh, I'm 37 and middle-aged feels too kind. My best years are far behind and I just feel old.
IKTF, it's my 37th next month and I can't help like feeling life is passing me by at times
>>5446374
Honestly this.They were fun when I was a kid but looking back on it, I'd hesitate to call any of them good.
Stories and settings are generally ridiculous, gameplay generally hardly evolves from game to game, and they don't reward any player choice.
>>5446384
FF tictacs are actually the best games in the series idk why i forgot
>>5446394
I do what i want. Fag.
You reminded me tho: i recently went to a normal shoe store to see what girl shoes i could fit. As was thought, I'm a size 12. And at 12, shoes dont look girly anymore. So i think I'm stuck with jogging shoes, converse and maybe boots.
>>5446405
XIII. Hope.
Unless you mean stage makeup, in which case, vaans fake abs are pretty rare.
>>5446384
nope I love those games and i also loved tactics ogre !!!
>>5446386
>people who wanna change who I am
Story of my life. Except the trans part isn't what they really want to change. Turns out most girls don't like sharing love with a dead girl and even less coming second. Who'd have known, hey? I'll keep my love true and stay alone. Gives my life the bit of meaning it's lacking in every other department.
i fucked up because im an insecure retard well done remy
>>5446386
how come you got bullied? mine was just for being a shy faggot so sad them lol
i feel like most women do that though don't they? try to fix a guy up. i've done it in the past but i usually just try to help make the guy the best he can be, but i just love him for who he is and don't try to change what he really wants. though maybe that's bad as well?
>>5446388
i will agree with the mini games and story and music and materia system stuff but idk i mean .... it was super fun but it wasn't like the bestt. why don't you like 6 at all idgi
>>5446400
i got monies and vidya!
>>5446409
ok i can get with this
>>5446416
>>5446417
yesss ok ok ok!!!!! i'm on ur girls side now forever
>>5446424
What did you do?
>>5446412
I don't think ur supposed to play them all religiously, they're stand alone titles w/ some similarities
also player choice is an overused marketing tool
>>5446409
With the same shitty voice acting
>>5446406
https://youtu.be/d0NxhFn0szc
This pretty much was my birthday song this year. First time I end up in a psychiatric ward and now it feels like I'll never get out...
>>5446419
yah I get that, another big part of why I've stayed single and celibate for so long, my ex destroyed me
>>5446426
>how come you got bullied?
I was a little introverted as I didn't feel any real connection to any of them, I can be a little effiminate in my emotions too so overall I was a pretty easy target for them
>>5446433
but its arguably part of the game, everyone laughs at the shitty voice acting and it wouldn't be the same without it
>>5446442
Bit more complicated. Wasn't an ex since I didn't even have the time to ask her out. Found my alter ego, fell in love at first sight and went through her suicide in a matter of weeks. At a time when I was suicidal myself. I'd be dead if not for her, but a large part of me died along when she hanged herself. Well, this or that large part is too busy keeping her memory alive to really live.
>>5446325
>not 6 or 9
>>5446394
Kefka has best make up/shoes
>>5446460
pretty much, i might as well brand "cunt" on my forehead
HOW DO I HIDE THE SIZE OF MY RIBCAGE???????@??"OQMPEKL: W:LSD|C Sdm,\s msxm, c zm,.cm dcdm c mfefklrreeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I have such a man body it's fucking impossible to work with
>>5446465
get over it you knew her for weeks and you are grieving still years later
How can I get feminine clothes without looking like a pervert? I at least want some sleepwear and maybe a pair of panties.
>>5446426
Things I didn't like about 6
>story
>the entire cast except sabin
>the world felt extremely same-y to previous titles
>esper system
Things I liked
>the music
>sabin
>>5446433
I liked the voice acting tho. Its the voice direction that needed some work. Yuna . . . .talked like . . . . . .this
>>5446470
6 is irrelevant trash. 9 is only decent at best. It had a lot of problems.
>>5446460
>are you sure you aren't trans familia?
Yeah, very sure. I'm totaly comfortable in my body and my genitalks are probably my favourite part lol. I have had a bit of a lighbulb moment in more recent times though, think I may be some level on non-binary tumblr snowflake bullshit, but it's only in terms of my emotional state and thought processes
>>5446489
Just go buy it. Everyone will assume you're a massive fag, not a pervert.
>>5446489
>You already transitioned and want panties
>Go to the store and buy them, no one will notice
>You haven't transitioned and want panties
>You are a pervert, why are you wearing panties for?
Simple
>>5446489
Wal mart self check out. Do it at 2 in the morning when no ones there, or at 5 in the evening when fucking everyone is there. No one will notice or care.
Tfw seeing hateful 8 tonight
Awwwwwww yeah
>>5446471
what exactly did you do?? it can't be thaaat bad
>>5446483
oversized shirts, big bobs
>>5446485
i'll always be right by ur sides even when they have ascended into the orbit above us
>>5446489
who cares what you buy. trust me the people who work at the stores you're buying stuff from don't give a fuck lol. the number of times i've bought a bottle of lube with condoms, a bag of hot cheetos, baby wipes and like men's razors all at once is astronomical
>>5446490
...o
ok, that's fair.
>>5446491
yeah i get that! it's totally cool to be like that as well. as long as ur happy. i just figured i'd ask since that tends to be brought up a lot when any guy posts here lol
>>5446490
What was wrong with IX?
>>5446489
Ordering online is possible if you know your sizes, I guess.
>>5446490
What was wrong with the esper system?
It was perfect
Better than the materia system
>>5446502
>Machine malfunctions
>*Beeps and flashes red* "An assistant is coming"
>"Sir what were you trying to scan"?
>"T-these pink lace panties"
>five silent seconds of the assistant visibly trying to contain his laughter
>"Here you go sir, your panties are scanned, enjoy them"
>Feel his eyes burning into your back as you walk out of the door
No way that can go wrong.
>>5446542
This literally happened to me today and the wal mart worker looked at me, shrugged, and fixed it. Actually, the fucking card reader literally fell off the machine and it was a big noise and stuff. Idk, just deal with it.
>>5446520
The job system was poorly exectued imo. The fact that all abilities learned bring tied to weapins didn't do them any favors since it made things extremely grindynif you wanted all the good stuff.
A few of the characters of the main cast were completely irrelevant once their arcs were done (Freya and amarant) and the trance system was by far the worst implementation of limit breaks yet. The card game was really lackluster too.
>>5446537
Tedius and grindy. Made everyone the same.
>>5446518
Called her a liar, that ranks quite high in things not to do to ur gf familia
>stay awake 62 hours
>sleep 19
NEET LIFE
>>5446518
>yeah i get that! it's totally cool to be like that as well. as long as ur happy.
Dunno if I'd say I'm happy. I'm pretty cool with myself I suppose but a big part of why I say I'm damaged goods and broken is because of my depression/anxiety problems etc. They're mainly due to me being so "different" and how the majority of society treats anything or anyone who is different. I suppose that may be what's brought me to trans communities in the past, affinity with many of the symptoms of dysphoria etc.
>i just figured i'd ask since that tends to be brought up a lot when any guy posts here lol
S'all good, I got grief about it before when I spoke in here with a trip on, I've seen the recurring accusations everyone throws at cartman too lol
Hey if anyone wants to really feel like shit or trigger a massive dysphoria attack I suggest going toy our local mall today.
All those clothing stores targeted only at girls and showing off all those cute outfits and dresses on sale that you'll never be able to just go in and look at and buy. Made me feel really GREAT desu senpai. I didnt want to cry at all.
ff11 is the best tho lesbreal
>>5446560
>tedious and grindy
Uh.... The materia system was the same way you dumbass
>>5446578
If I saw something good I'd just go in and buy it.
>>5446578
Ive tried to go in and buy clothes but the strange looks and things people mutter under their breath just kills me.
>>5446560
It only made everyone the same if you decided to put every spell on every character. Sounds to me like you need to git good.
>>5446578
The outside world sucks, what you need is a bubble of existence prepetuated by unconditional love.
So there are very few ways to get those
Saving some desperate person's life is a good start
Also having a child
>>5446585
That's just feeling self-concious, you'll get beyond it.
Something like that is where I'd be bad-ass as hell if I were trans, I'd just walk in bold as brass with zero fucks given!
>>5446623
>if I were trans
post disregarded.
I want to see what /mtfg/ looks like. Can someone give me a list of all the trips to search for on the archives?
>>5446623
I try doing that every time and I just get nervous and either leave or buy something I later realize I don't want.
>>5446633
Me irl
So I started watching bleach
also post butts
>>5446633
Literally me
>>5446633
well, this is me
>>5446638
>>5446633
butch lyfe
>>5446642
Korra post an updated pic of yourself so we can see qt progress.
>>5446633
Here i am
>>5446641
Here's a butt I drew last night
>>5446633
>>5446641
also lewds post lewds
i would post butt but ppl hate it when i do
>>5446641
why do you watch bleach ?
seems kinda pointless to look at cleaning utensils
>>5446642
>>5446633
literally me
>>5446578
> going outside
> ever
>>5446665
Y-you asked for it
>>5446665
Stop trying to get everyone arrested you sick little kid
>>5446578
its better when its summer and like, real women are walking around and you're like... "oh yeah, I'm a joke"
>>5446666
the anime :P
>>5446566
are yall still together?
>>5446573
do you have a therapist or anything?
>>5446633
here's a recent photo of me
Anyone else struggle with really curly, poofy hair?
>>5446683
>struggle
Bitch I had to buy a wig to get that look. Ungrateful
>>5446633
Here's a selfie I took just for you
>>5446682
Looking a little scrawny edie. Are you doing ok? Don't fall back onto old habits.
>>5446578
>PINK
>Forever 21
These stores. These stores everytime I see them make me want to scream and cry. I just want to go in and buy because everything is so fucking cute. I wish I had a gf or something to let me tag in along with them.
>>5446653
Here's one from work this morning. I'm only a month and 2 days on hrt :v
>>5446688
No you have the wrong idea. I don't mean the good kind of curly. I mean the jewfro look.
>>5446682
>do you have a therapist or anything?
Had several of 'em over the years, non have been of any help though. Hypnotherapy has helped a little in the past but it's expensive and shortlived.
>>5446633
actual footage of me
>>5446699
ayyy i fucked up that code
>>5446694
Amazing hair progress desu. Looks like you're at that stage just like I am where it seems like you're just a gay/feminine boy to everyone. And they all just stare...
anyone who can recommend a good bikini top that stays tight while jumping a lot ?
>>5446681
never heard of that
>>5446683
I do. I still have no clue what I'm doing with it but typically:
-leave in conditioner when its dry
-wash about twice a week and no more, to prevent dryness
-blow dry hair with a diffuser to prevent heat stress
I also need to get a haircut to get it layered. Idk if I'm gonna do bangs yet.
>>5446707
Thanks senpai. I actually get called cute fairly often irl these days. Its really weird to get compliments I'm so not used to it.
>>5446682
Yeah we talked she said its okay and not to beat myself up about it, so i guess thats a yes?
>>5446617
gosh ur too kind =p
>tfw don't live anywhere close to anyone nice
;~~;
>>5446708
why not a binder and a pair of socks?
>>5446755
what would the socks do ?
>>5446762
down the pants so people know you are a pre T ftm
>>5446683
no poo helped alot
>>5446781
lmao
I'm not ftm tho
So /mtfg/ why haven't you an hero'd yet?
Thinking strongly about it but I don't have the rope yet.
>10 months HRT
>still have wide shoulders and narrow hips
>still only AA cup
>>5446859
8 Months here, and same. I look a tiny bit more feminine but no where near enough to pass.
>>5446849
I pass. I've had good relationships. I expect more good things in my future.
>>5446804
then why present as male?
>>5446849
cuz my life is good, havent felt the need since transitioning
>>5446859
Over 3 years here and I still can't fill an A cup. At least you're better off than me.
(I'd actually be fine with having a dfc if it weren't for my wide rib cage and stuff).
>>5446863
iktf
I pass sometimes but I still feel like a secondary tier woman who lacks a proper body and the confidence that comes with it.
And the part that gets to me most? There's pretty much nothing I can do for my skeletal structure but bitterly accept my own fate.
I'll always be haunted by bodily dysphoria and all I can do is play pretend.
>>5446893
>wide ribcage
I have that too. I couldn't prevent male puberty from getting to me and irreversibly changing me for the worst.
I've read that a trans girl's boobs stretch to adjust to a wider ribcage and in an actual woman's body could possible be double the size.
>>5446906
>play pretend
This is how I've felt for a long, long time. Every time I try to do my makeup and dress up, and try to pass, I just feel like a man pretending to be a woman.
>>5446633
Here have a naked pic
>>5446920
looks like a ziplock bag with poop in it
I met this grill and she seems to be into me
I am pretty sure she's trans and sure I don't care
If she raises the issue what is the least awkward way to convey this? This is a blind spot for me & i'd rather show it here than to her
>>5446934
Tell her you've always wanted to get pegged.
If you're topping her don't forget the reach around.
Show an interest in her past, ask what her real name is.
>>5446918
I don't feel the same way because I never thought of myself as a man or try to be one. I do however shift the blame to me for looking like a freakish maladjusted thing.
Can't feel good in my own skin, can't feel okay in the arms of another, can't get rid of my terrible social anxiety.
>>5446918
Good to know this never goes away so I don't get my hopes up
>>5446942
Don't ask about her past and about her "real name" that's just invalidating her gender.
>>5446880
i don't present as male ?
what did you smoke lmao ?
>>5446849
literally the only reason is that I'm almost sure that my partner would follow-suit
>>5446930
how dare you insult my birthstone
I'll have you know that- actually you're kind of right
huh
>>5446930
cannot unsee
>>5446958
No fucking shit, Retard. That entire post is a joke.
>>5446952
And the future hangs over our heads
And it moves with each current event
Until it falls all around like a cold steady rain
Just stay in when it's lookin' this way
>>5446985
Then next time you make a joke post how about you add some contextual evidence that its a fucking joke, Retard.
hey!
>>5446997
hi anne.
>>5446992
I didn't make the post, I'm just not dense and got that it was a troll. You are fucking dumb, m8.
>>5446997
Hiiii
>>5446987
We're gonna be okay, Ricky.
>>5446997
Hey Anna
Whatcha doin?
>>5446997
hey!
>>5447010
I don't really believe that.
>>5446323
how do any of you stand looking at this stuff? it just makes me feel sick and shit...
>>5447025
>tfw (You)
>>5447025
I want to see
>>5447044
>tfw anne senpai notices you
>>5447034
Me neither but it's hopeful and sounds nice. I've been treated like a cis woman for the past 3 days and it's been amazing but I also felt like an imposter the entire time and that everyone was politely pandering to my delusion. Even when people are being nice and treating me like a normal woman I still can't just enjoy it and be ok and not super dysphoric.
>>5447069
This fucking feeling. I wish there was some way to make it go away. No matter how many times people say Im cute or say I've got really nice feminine features theres just no silencing the voice in my head saying that they're just being nice to me and not being sincere even if they are.
Fuck I dont want this life.
>>5446512
>literal cuck movie
>>5447025
ayyyyyy booboo!
merry christmas and happay new year
>>5447069
But that's being dishonest to ourselves.
It will never truly get better. We just desperately grasp at that fragile thread of hope so we don't end up offing ourselves.
After a while the illusion fades again and you get a reality check and it hurts as fuck.
>>5447025
>nude
show me your butt
>>5447098
lewd anon D:< bad
>>5447209
don't make me spank you!
>>5447025
Hey butt
So....eyelash primer is amazing
Wheres Bexe? Wheres Elanna?
>>5447261
why whats different from regular mascara?
>>5447317
It looks like I'm wearing falsies, they're thicker and longer
Why is the UK system so shit? Apparently in America you can just get a prescription for hormones after a chat with your therapist but over here you have to walk around in drag for years to get anything legally.
So apparently I remind my friend of Ikari Shinji, because of my relationship with my parents
>>5447333
iktf, got stuck in CAMHS because they are either not sure that I want it or think that I am autistic or some shit. Seriously, fuck the NHS.
How was your christmas /mtfg/?
More importantly, how did you deal with your obnoxious family?
How did you keep from breaking down mentally?
I binge watched X-files and didn't leave my room personally, but I'd like to get your advice on some more reasonable tactics
>>5447326
is it easier to apply for people with man hands?
>>5447376
I've been emotionally dead for years and practice a masquerade of tolerating the close presence of people I have no relationship with
>>5447365
I got sent to a mental hospital. I go there at the end of January. I'm not sure what to expect only that I've never heard anything good about NHS gender services.
>>5447423
Why are they sending you to a mental hospital?
>>5447423
Jesus, hope it goes okay for you. You don't have to live in there or stay there or something do you?
>meet a guy playing vidya
>talk all the time, lots in common
>start to crush on him
>notice that he seems into me too
>never going to say anything because it would be an ldr
it could be fun, but it would eventually hurt. i hope he says something so we can meet, fuck, and not have it be my bad idea
All women are whores. You are all whores. Discuss
>>5447376
My mom left on Christmas with her bf after he had just gone through getting cut open to remove some cancer in his throat on the 24th.
My gf gave me a jacket in her size and pants that were too big, and we drove to 4 targets trying to jog her memory of where she bought the jacket that fits her, but after two hours shge gave up and doesn't remember, she also doesn't want to go in to return it from the wrong target for some reason.
So bvasically I'm wondering why I hang around cis straight women at akk, thgeyre literarily the worst
>>5447423
I can't speak to gender services but mental health services in general are shockingly bad here in the UK, I went through it all after a failed an hero attempt.
>>5447493
>not being a whore
Why?
>>5447493
does that mean we are all whores?
>>5447493
>>5447468
So you freaked out and she sent you to a mental hospital? The fuck?
I saw this kind of thread earlier this month and was like "minecraft. Now I have to play that again, but with more mods and stuff."
Do any of you actually play it? I considered joining the server in the OP but didn't at least not yet.
>>5447468
Wait, you're being referred to a mental hospital purely for mentioning /r9k/? That... I'm not saying that there has to be more to the story than that, weird medical decisions get made, but that seems very strange.
>>5447513
Ive started to come to terms with it, i never wanted to be a whore though. Being a whore is a huge part of female sexuality though.
>>5447517
Men trade attention for sex, women trade sex for attention.
>>5447526
I was there originally to discuss being a neckbeard in general but then I came out halfway through the sessions as trans. I then asked for a specialist but she was like "I can handle this" so I went full edgelord mode on here talking about how I'm so fucked up as a man that glorify school shooters on /r9k/ and worship Elliott Rodger. So now I got my wish, I'm being taken seriously, a little too seriously however. I'm sorry I was just sick of it all, I went to my doctor about suspected XXY syndrome a few months ago and he too fobbed me off so I just flipped and pulled the "help me transition or I shoot up a school" card.
>>5447493
How can I be a whore if I've never had sex?
>>5447559
Okay, now I understand.
>>5447549
Where exactly does the line exist between being comfortable and sexually active to being a whore? I've never entirely established this.
>>5447493
The correct way to say it is this:
All women can be whores
Most of you are whores
>>5447574
If someone wants to hurt you, you're a whore. Otherwise you're sexually active.
>>5447560
A promise of sex or sexual activity is whoring. If youve ever dressed in a flattering way, worn cosmetics, or traded affection for attention you are still a whore, and if you have done none of these you arent a woman.
>>5447587
ami a whore?
>>5447574
When you trade sex for something, you are a whore. If you act provacatively or feign interest in some one to get something you want, you are a whore. All women are whores, women with low prices are sluts
>>5447589
Guess I better whore up then
>>5447376
It was okay. My mom called me gay several times. She made me cut my nails and threatened to cut my hair herself or 'else'. Family thinks I'm crazy. Got to keep my hair.
All my family got me boy clothes and shampoos and soaps with the word "For Men" on them.
Leaving for L.A. on Monday. Can't fucking wait.
>>5447604
All tripfags are whores; tripping is a vie to establish an identity on an otherwise anonymous discussion. An attempt to establish identity where the point is to have none, for attention.
>>5447604
Are you? :^3
>>5447629
Then youre a man.
>>5447628
i-i-i-i d-dunno aanon
>>5447629
I meant emotionally hurt, definitely not the fun physical kind of hurt.
But now I'm unsure if your mind is in the gutter, mine is, or both.
>>5447383
I have awful manhands so yea
>>5447635
You are, you know it, this post is you whoring for replies(attention).
>>5447634
Oh, OK
>tfw 24
Is it too late? Should I kill myself?
>>5447631
It's the life in a dumb, bigoted red state.
>>5447653
yaaay :D
pls gib likes + moni anon-kun
>>5447657
Nah. Lots of people succeed at 24. Genetics play a big role, not just that number.
has anyone on here tried the craigslist/grindr/whatever hookup? all my roommates are gone for the holidays until the 30th and i kind of want to try sucking a dick. What should I know to not end up chopped up in someones freezer?
Hey girls, what do you do when you're having a really bad night? All of my old friends are in town and there's a big party I didn't get invited to, and none of my regular friends will respond to my texts. I'm so lonely tonight it's crushing me. What should I do to feel better?
>>5447638
My mind is most definitely in the gutter, sorry about that ;_;
>>5447676
Most of the people seem to use this thread as a craigslist for hookups.
>>5447684
>sorry
elanna please. You know that's not necessary. I was pretty sure the answer was both.
>tfw no trans gf to bury my penis inside of them that whoever could pull it out would be crowned king arthur
>>5447678
I usually play video games, go on 4chan or watch videos.
But sometimes I just go to sleep early.
>>5447691
> that feel when ever man sees you as a sexual fantasy and not a real person.
You are scum. Go die.
>>5447678
I find playing vidya or binge-watching TV shows combined with copious amounts of weed are a pretty decent solution
>>5447698
congrats, you are an actual woman now
>>5447678
Smoke weed and watch anime
>>5447698
gee I love being tarred with the #allmenarethesame brush
>>5447710
same
w-why does everyone here seem to watch anime
>>5447710
all men are sluts anon-kun :3
>>5447687
I wanted it as an excuse. I DGAF anymore I want to transition regardless
Do you pass? I think my face is actually ok it's just my jaw that fucks everything up.
>>5447720
Youre postin on 4chan, silly
>>5447720
If you're going to be a shutin might as well watch something. Anime is light enough to be fun but not heavy enough to remind you of all your real world problems, its a fun escape.
>tfw a trans girl criticizes you for wanting to pass
How would /mtfg/ react in such a situation?
>>5447750
Tell her to fuck off
>>5447750
Like this
>>5447750
is that actually a thing? i thought it was a cis meme after the caitlin jenner controversial statement thing
>>5447559
>XXY syndrome
I have it. Feels weird, girl.
>>5447727
People say i do and apparently at least one person thought I was cis, i don't agree with them so idk how to answer the question of if i pass lol, the passing thread on this board said i do ok but that my jaw was a bit bad.
Go for it and hope for the best imo!
>>5447758
There's a new wave of tumblr-esque logic which says trans people are beautiful the way they are, and that by being forced to pass or face abuse they're being repressed. It's mostly bored cis white women who want to tell other people what to do while being totally clueless.
>>5447720
>all men are sluts anon-kun :3
I think everyone goes through one or more "slutty" phases, I know I have in the past (previous open relationships and sometimes when I've been single) but now I'm totaly the other way and have been single/celibate by choice for several years so #notallmen would still apply lol
>>5447779
nah ur still a slut :3 once a slut always a slut <3
>>5447779
>tfw I'm in that really slutty desperate phase
I just want a boyfriend who will cuddle me and make me feel loved ;_;
>>5447779
put it this way, everyone's a slut for their specific type of person
>>5447750
by telling them that everyone that's actually trans wants to pass
>>5447774
I'm...at a total loss for words. I knew tumblr-tier logic was dumb, but I don't think I would be able to keep myself from slapping someone who tried to to tell me that with a straight face ;_;
Just wow
>>5447778
>epilator to my face
o.o good luck!
My day was OK, pretty low key. A friend dropped by to watch anime, played some vidya.
>>5447823
It's done. Didn't hurt enough to give me pause, just enough to let me know pain isn't what's missing for me right now.
What'd you watch?
>>5447782
Fair enough, I'm still a slut then. How about non-practicing as a prefix though?
>>5447783
That's the kind of thing that's gotten me into so many shitty relationships in the past. I can't keep things casual, almost every girl I've been with on a purely casual basis has ended up catching feels.
>>5447785
I don't really have much of a speciffic type though, certainly not aesthetically anyway (apart from being on the feminine sides of the looks scale), it's always been about someones personality & mentality for me.
/mtfg/ I'm 18, 8 months on HRT, and this is where I'm at. Do I have hope in passing?
>nose
>chin
>nasty curly short hair
I really have been feeling hopeless lately.
>>5447838
do you think its possible you just haven't met the right person physically yet? When I met my ex at first I didn't know what to say as I was just floored at how amazing she looked
>>5447844
Nothing is wrong with your nose or chin. Hair's not the most flattering but I doubt I'd gender you mail if clothing and voice were on point.
>>5447844
take off the collar and the chain, its for the best trust me
>>5447862
I wouldn't dare wear it in public. I was bored and had my choker next to me. I take pictures all the time when I dress up. This one just looked post-able.
>>5447844
there's nothing wrong with short curly hair
>>5447844
your hair looks like shit and that collar is retarded
>>5447844
Youre in good shape I'd say. I dont see a problem with your chin and your facial structure is round which is really advantageous. Once your hair grows out you should be pass well.
desu, you kinda pass already.
>>5447844
grow out your hair
>>5447869
ah I thought it was a "yes this covers my adams apple and nobody will notice" type thing
>>5447835
Well still, ow ;_;
We watched arpeggio of blue steel (moe battleships) and he's really trying to sell me on yuru yuri. Also, homeworld multiplayer, which was pretty good, but made me really sad at how much gearbox had dropped the ball on homeworld remastered, 1 year later and still buggy as hell.
>>5447844
You already pass, grow the hair you if you want to and nobody will ever clock you.
>>5447847
If you're referring to my "no specific type" comment then no I don't think it's that at all. I've been with women from under 5ft to over 6ft, from BBW to skinny, blonde to brunette, etc. I just don't really place so much value on looks, I either connect with someone or I don't
>>5447899
was this at a trans support group or something?
My gf made me a hat while I was asleep
>>5447905
No
it was over Skype
>>5447874
This is horrible advice, grow it out
>>5447899
In a way I get it, but in another I don't. I consider passing to be pretty important, but I do think it's important not to start presenting in a way that doesn't fit you solely for the reason of passing. If nothing else, being comfortable with your presentation helps you pass.
>>5447921
I'm trying. It's just slow.
>>5447922
It annoyed me because in a way she insinuating that I should essentially let everyone know I'm trans and that being stealth is not being yourself, which confused me.
>>5447921
well it can be cute sometimes
that was bad advice though sorry
>>5447908
Would you like to try taking a picture where we can actually see the hat? What the fuck.
>>5447930
Pics? IIRC you look WAY ahead of me. I have a weird man-body still, and I'm 5'11". This was another from the other day, you can see how I have gross shoulders and my arm/neck look pretty bad too. Sure it's not like, muscular, it's just not feminine either.
>>5447940
its just proportions and bone structure, on the good side there's nothing you can do about it so don't worry, on the base side there's nothing you can do about it except trying to dress around it
>tfw dysphoria hit me like a train
Up until a month ago it was never prominent in my mind, now that I've finally accepted the trans feelings now every little masculine feature about me depresses the hell of me.
>big
>man jaw
>rough skin
>short hair
I just took a picture of myself and looking at it crushed my soul. it doesn't help that everyone posting pictures here looks like some cute twink.
>>5447944
pls no hugbox/pity party
http://strawpoll.me/6372278
http://strawpoll.me/6372278
http://strawpoll.me/6372278
>>5447940
Body wise we look the same, but you are taller. Facially i think you're gonna be just fine.
This photo is about two or three months old, but i look basically the same. My boobs have grown i think.
>>5447933
>being stealth is not being yourself
OK, I was giving her the benefit of a doubt and assuming she was giving the "just be yourself" thing, but that's fucking dumb. Stealth is a personal choice, nothing more.
>>5447948
ew no, not a slut
>>5447688
They do? Word lol 6ft white dude lookin for mtf's on or near Long Island who are looking to chill.
>>5447948
what is dp'ed? Deepthroated?
>>5447975
double penetrated, vag+anal combo
getting electrolysis today showed me how far behind everyone I am, I feel like I will never get to be me while all of you for some reason get to pass at only 3 months or more on hrt
>>5447975
>being this innocent
>>5447956
Yeah, the worst thing was that it seemed like she was trying to discourage me from ever going stealth by listing all the difficulties that would come with such a choice
>>5447975
google search says, two dicks in your vagina at one time. which sounds painful, unhealthy, and gross. Enjoy STDs, this is why trans girls have such high % with STD
>>5447983
AGP fetishist, gross
>>5447988
Its not. It's anal+vag, and sometimes also deepthroating at the same time.
>>5447952
Oddish looks pretty cute desu
>>5447979
Relax. Electrolysis makes EVERYONE feel like that. Even CIS girls. My beautician says she's had trans girls, cis and even CIA cry on her table.
Don't worry
Keep going
>youre so ugly no-one even replied to your picture
I don't have enough codeine for these feels. good night guys.
>>5447972
How was working on Star Wars?
>>5448003
I didn't cry, she said I took the pain like a champ. I can't afford weekly sessions of $170 dollars, I can't go full time till the beard is gone, so I am fucking stuck while for some reason no one else here has facial hair and can go stealth before fucking hrt even. Its not fair.
>>5447948
What about if I'm keeping the dick but I'd consider double-anal?
>>5448013
lol yeah i look like him
good movie.
>>5447997
Yeah, really I just want as few people to know I'm trans as possible in the future. Really pissed me off when she seemed to be trying to discourage me and went on about all the benefits of being open.
>>5448014
someone like you would be doing yourself a big favor if you stopped comparing yourself to other people
>>5448014
get a job faggot
>>5448014
You complain like a girl.
No one cries their 1st time. Just wait. Just wait until your car breaks down, you lose your job and then you're on the table.
>>5448014
> $170 weekly sessions
Ouch; how many sessions are needed to clear the face?
>>5447982
>>5447977
o-oh
>>5448024
There are benefits to being open? It seems to me that only people I want to hook up with need to know I'm trans.
>>5448029
No one else here has any issues with their transition, why is it just me? I can name fucking 10 people here that are full time and they haven't even been on hrt as long as me. This is fucking bullshit.
>>5448024
Reminds me of the therapist who told me to be open about having aspergers when starting university
>"Everyone will be understanding and accepting!"
Yeah no, after I told my hallmates they avoided me for the rest of the year like some leper. Hadn't even done anything autistic yet.
>>5447995
I can't deal with this. Two compliments and no one has told me I'm an ugly hon. mtfg pls
>>5448035
When I had issues with my transition I solved them and moved on. Things like having a job to cover transition costs and just sucking it up to go full time.
Not everyone gets paralyzed by easily handled situations.
>>5448042
Oh bullshit, everyone here gets in a bind someone bails them out, I have no one watching my back.
>>5448024
>all the benefits of being open
I don't think there really are any benefits to being open, short of knowing pretty much immediately if someone would date you or not.
>>5448045
its because you are annoying cancer and drive people away from caring about you
>>5448035
Bitching time. I have a lot of issues with my transition.
>boy butt
>facial hair becomes scruff 8 hours after shaving
>body hair EVERYWHERE
>hair
>massive feet
>scars all over my body
>skinnyfat
>deep man voice
>adams apple the size of a truck
>huge hands
>tall and big boned
>No job, no money for FFS/voice surgery
Life sucks but I just stay in "guy-mode" and wait for life to get better.
>>5448033
>>5448049
Apparently there are
knowing who good people are (the ones who don't judge you by looking at you and determining what gender you are but rather your personality) I don't even understand it myself.
>>5448037
Yeah that was her idea behind it I guess.
Maybe it works for her, but I don't exactly live in a super accepting country.
>>5448035
Fuck you. I have to travel to a different state, deal with a fat hairy tall man body and even if all my dreams come true- I'll probably never be able to go back home.
So fuck you
>>5448052
no, its all about looks in the trans game. All of you pass and I don't so everyone gets ahead of me and I just come in last every fucking time. Even oryx of all people is full time. This shit aint right, my doses must be too low or the doctor gave me sugar pills.
>>5448055
I have basically all of these problems. Wtf
>>5448052
This.
>>5448061
youre ugly and masculine, its not anyones fault but your parents. keep complaining and compare yourself to other people and see where that'll get you
>>5448056
There are different levels of out. I don't put a lot of effort into hiding my trans status, but being visibly trans seems like a shit way to live life. You can only do so much to isolate yourself from assholes.
>>5448067
so because im not as cute as elanna or maddie or oddish, I have to suffer... right I get it, fuck this place and fuck transition
>>5448056
>the ones who don't judge you by looking at you and determining what gender you are but rather your personality
That's such tumblr-tier horseshit..
>>5448061
There are plenty of people with problems, you just only look at those who have it easier than you.
Not only that, but you seem to have some sort of persecution complex where you believe everyone unreasonably hates you and the passers especially seem to target you.
>>5448072
i really dont care about you. you have done this song and dance millions of times and we're all annoyed by this shtick
>>5448061
>so everyone gets ahead of me and I just come in last
THIS is exactly why you get so much shit on here, it's not a competition.
Honestly Kayla, I like you, beyond all reason it seems, but I do like you. You need to stop acting like this though, sure everyone on here compares themselves to each other, but acting like you should get special treatment and blaming others here for your self-loathing just brings you more and more trouble
>>5448062
Shhh. We're secretly the same person.
>>5448035
I'm about seven years older than you and just managed to start HRT seven months ago, I'm 6'4", am balding to the point that I can't cover the spots with the hair I have, have huge shoulders and hands and an obvious man face. I'm not saying that you aren't facing difficult challenges of your own, because you are, but you absolutely aren't the only person facing transition issues.
>>5448079
np bby
>>5448084
where have you been?!?!?!
>>5448071
I'm talking like, pass but open about transness.
>>5448073
Yeah, that's why I don't go to her for advice anymore and that discussion pretty much pushed me away from her.
>>5448072
Kayla, there are plenty of people in these threads that pass significantly worse than you do and yet are more liked; I really don't think it's about looks, it's about your attitude. (Seriously, take a break from 4chan for tonight, for your sake; you're thinking with your emotions, not looking at things rationally.)
>>5448091
when exactly did doritos beat out cheetos as the official snack of neckbeards and losers?
>>5448100
when doritos start sponsoring esports events
>the gf with full time good job spent $10 on something not your size for Christmas
So like she spent more on every guy friend, every guy from the shop, my parents, her parents, her girlfriends, and everyone she works with except the two receptionists
I have been interested in self medication (hrt) for a while now, i was wondering how should i start or would it be too risky?
>>5448100
IDK, Doritos were always my thing. When I was roughing it I lived on them. Doritos and water.
fml i ate too much today
i had eggs, a buttered roll, fruit salad and 2 hamburgers and i feel like i wanna puke desu
how do i eat less? i already drink at least 12 cups of water a day
>>5448116
doritios and ham sandwiches here
>>5448111
pretty regular
>>5448094
I don't blame you, I'm actually getting kind of angry reading the advice she's giving. ;_;
>>5448100
I thought doritos and mountain dew were the official snacks of dudebros.
>>5448113
Carries risks but in young healthy adults they tend to be vastly overstated. Self-medding is reasonably safe in the short term, although getting a script eventually is a good idea.
>>5448014
I don't have the money either, I'm spending the money I put aside for my hair transplant to start electrolysis
>>5448127
Twins <3 hows life?
>>5448127
shit, but it's over.
Yo this Kayla bitch is annoying as fuck. She's got that part of being a girl down at least haha. Oddish I'm prob gonna go fap to that pic you posted desu senpai.
>>5448125
Yeah, she's incredibly naïve too so I don't really trust her advice.
>>5448140
>I'm on my way to wal mart
don't let Kayla find that out, she'll see you as sub-human
>>5448140
Tbh I need to buy some bras but I'm only an AA, and I can't find 34/36AA. Shopping for girl clothes irl scares me though, so I don't look very hard. Oh but xmas kinda bummed me, my parents usually get me and my siblings socks and underwear as one of those like, little gifts, and they got me these like, manly tube socks and boxers. I didn't say anything but now I have unopened boxers and socks sitting in my room that I have no idea what to do with.
>>5447979
you do pass right now
it took me something like 14 months to pass
>>5448150
>unopened boxers and socks sitting in my room that I have no idea what to do with.
tear them up to use as dusting cloths etc, or you could donate them to a homeless shelter or something similar, doing something like that cam be a pretty nice buzz tbf
>>5448151
some serious hugboxing here
>>5448138
Spicy Nacho is my favorite.
I wish I was a b cup already ;;
>>5448160
Spicy nacho are the best. I like the tapatio ones too, but spicy nacho are easily the best.
>>5448155
Wear each pair once and then throw them away.
>>5448140
nah i think ive vented about it enough
and ya i think i got ur new skyppu
>>5448138
Agreed. Tbh every once in awhile I have to get a bag of sweet chili heat doritos and an energy drink, slap on a hoodie and backwards cap and play gears of war with a friend, dudebro style.
>>5448141
>tfw random anons will never fap to you
>>5448160
top taste
sometimes I snack on them at work, bc we sell them
>>5448165
Havent had those. The last couple of bags of Spicy Nacho I've gotten have been shit, barely seasoned. I swear opening a bag Doritos is like scratching off a lottery ticket.
>>5448176
Post a pic I'll see what I can do
>>5448176
Bad feels. I miss knowing there was someone who would fap to me.
>>5448165
this is my fav
>>5448125
Say i self medicate for 6 months, how drastic would the changes be? and for how long should i keep self medicating?
>>5448150
Put on those boxers and socks and masturbate to yourself in the mirror, like an autoandrophile.
>>5448176
>>tfw random anons will never fap to you
I don't fap to pictures, but from what I've seen of you a decent video would be suffice for me to fap over you (not a request, just statement of fact)
>>5448196
>>5448182
m-maybe when I get home
>>5448206
Wait, i mean, does your senpai know you're trans?
>>5448210
I'm prepared
>>5448212
Yup most people know. I stay in guy-mode when I go out in public though.
>tfw the cute boy co-worker is getting transferred to another store and tomorrow's the last day i'll see him
>>5448212
>senpai
Hiroyuki has finally trolled me.
Your FAMILY
>>5448220
Get his number?
>>5448219
If people know then why bother w guymode?
>>5448225
i already have it
but it won't be the same going to work with no one to look forward to seeing
>>5448220
Suck him off for his going away present
>>5448224
>>5448219
>tfw no senpai
Also yes. They're somewhat supportive but also very confused. Just a different era.
>>5448227
Honestly I'm scared of the shitstorm of "WHOA YOU FINALLY CAME OUT HUH???" and hugboxing. Also, I want to go out once I'm more comfortable with myself. Right now I'm pretty eh about myself.
>>5448217
>that folder
b-but I've only posted like two lewd pics in skype before
>>5448219
Same. A kind anon advised me to take small steps towards full time last night and I've been thinking about that alot. So maybe I'll wear a skirt sometime or makeup or something
>>5448236
It's empty
I haven't gotten a single lewd pic yet :(
>>5448238
Do it. Go buy yourself some bb cream. Have you tried wearing girl pants? I wear girl pants all the time, and when I wear a jacket sometimes I'll wear girl shirts underneath. bb cream is nice because it can be subtle enough to where you can wear it and feel good about your skin but also not get asked "WOW WHY ARE YOU WEARING MAKEUP??"
Staying up late watching my fiancé play videogames and watching weird british murder mysteries
>>5446683
Yeah
>>5448188
Depends on how old you are and your genetics, although by 6 months it's usually starting to become noticeable if you're young. Most people who self med do it for less than 2 years before they get a legit script.
>>5448189
Yeah, cheese always just feels like it could have been so much more exciting. ;~;
>>5448197
I see nothing wrong with this, the logic checks out. You still have boxers though? o.o
>>5448230
T-thats lewd
>>5448247
can you guys sell me some drugs
>>5448230
pls kuppy
i-i'm not that forward
>>5448253
Just pretend it's Jocelyn
I'm 18y/o and already big, slightly balding, and manly faced and I haven't started more than anti-androgens.
Y'all should tell me positive hopeful things so I don't end up killing myself tonight. I don't even care if it's true or bullshit I just feel awful and need support.
>tfw want to kill myself but I'm too scared of fucking up my best friend of 10 years who has been through too much shit mentally to cope with it and actually has a decent chance of having a good life otherwise
I'm only holding out to avoid hurting her, I'm the only person she fully trusts and is able to make her feel relaxed. she found her mother's body after she killed herself. can't tell her how I feel, her mother said pretty much the same "you're the only reason I haven't killed myself" speech a while before she did it. I wish I could figure this thing out, I can't bear this suffering
what the fuck am I supposed to do?
Never been to this board before
[spoiler]it's nicer than I thought[/spoiler]
>>5448246
I only wear girl pants and short shorts now. Most of my tops are guy shirts that are too big or girl cuts. I just dont wear like, skirts and dresses, immediate feminine identifiers. Which is what i want. More than anything.
I also ocassionally wear makeup but i suck at applying it and usually i just use a base to hide facial shadow. I've never gone out in eyeliner or anything.
>>5448245
really?
I thought that they were both in the skype group at one point or another, at the very least sara posted the one of my belly
before she snorted off of it
>>5448260
it really isn't, don't get sucked in too much because it's really addictive and will end up making you feel a lot worse about yourself if you spend too long here
>>5448257
>>5448258
>I'm 18y/o and already big, slightly balding, and manly faced and I haven't started more than anti-androgens.
i was the same at that age. just kill yourself, i wish i had. it doesn't get better from there
>>5448262
Go butch
>>5448264
oh
yeah that one
Belly buttons aren't really lewd though
>>5448258
>hugboxing inbound
Get on hrt as soon as you can. You're only 18, you have another 60-80 years of being female you can live. Years of HRT will make a lot more changes than you think. Things will get worse before they get better but they will get better.
>>5448262
I understand. Do you dress feminine when you get home? Any chance you get you should start doing that. Also, do you by chance wear guy shirts to hide your boobs? Because that's what I do lol. Especially my weird transitioning nipples.
>>5448272
I don't wanna be butch.
I wanna be confident and feminine. Like holo or major kusunagi. Or...well. yea..
>>5448265
>will end up making you feel a lot worse about yourself if you spend too long here
I'm cis, so I guess i'm safe. I was just curious on how exactly this place is, for the way people spoke of it sounded like hell on earth.
But for what I've seen of it there's nothing wrong.
>>5448274
When i started wearing guy shirts it was to hide my boobs, but now its for sex appeal because big shirts and short shorts are cute together.
I have roommates and i only know one of them especially well so i dont go girlmode at home really.
>>5448259
She might not be the only one you'll hurt. There might be people who will be hurt who barely know you. There was a transgirl I played Demon's Souls with on ps3 a long time ago. We only knew each other for like 3 weeks but we played like every day cause she was a NEET like me. She was depressed and ended up killing herself as I found out from a stream we went to. That hurt me, because Demon's Souls is my favorite game and now when I think about it and the good times we had I get really sad. Sometimes I do tribute playthroughs in her name.
Don't do it please.
>>5448229
ask to hang out!
"j-just as f-friends..."
>>5448262
>I only wear girl pants and short shorts now. Most of my tops are ... girl cuts
Isn't that basically full time anyway? If you're always wearing women's clothes? I ask because I do the same but never considered it full-time, but thinking about it now makes me wonder.
I'm at the movies watching hateful eight and it's at the intermission part,
During the intermission
Part, the manager gave everyone a free movie ticket
This is a good night
>>5448282
Trolls have night off
I haven't touched my penis in 2 months and I think its dead
>>5448290
Go lift and become alpha
>>5448290
That wasn't the advice you were given.
>>5448284
Trueee, it's totally cute. But yeah if you have roommates youre not comfortable with then don't.
I honestly don't dress up often just because I'll get my hopes up on passing better, only to be crushed when I fuck up my makeup and realize I look terrible. But its okay because I don't find much of a need to dress up often.
>>5448287
he has a girlfriend unfortunately
although there's been times we bumped into eachother on accident and he acted all embarrassed about it and looked flustered so i think he might like me a bit maybe idk
>>5448261
Makes sense, I held onto all of my old baggy guy shirts because they make such comfy pajamas. Same problem, they're kind of dwindling. ;_;
In a weird way I kind of wish I held onto more of my guy clothes, repurposing them aside, I've mused on the idea of boymoding for shits and giggles too much.
>>5448282
The drama is real, tonight is a quiet night.
>>5448300
dats pretty cute
>>5448301
Quiet is always a good thing
>>5448288
I consider mysel in andro mode. I get gendered female now and never specifically gendered male but thats just like, idk. Its andro.
>>5448299
Yea, i feel the same. But at this point i sort of realize there an emotional band aid lingering right now, and sooner or later i have to tear it off ajd just confront society and let them be mean to me and learn and shit.
>>5448301
Drama stinks
Hopefully is dies for a while
>>5448301
I never did a big purge so I still have some old shirts too. Currently wearing a too big guy t-shirt.
I hate to break it to you, but I don't think your boymode would be very strong. I feel like mine should be but it still isn't right now.
>>5448247
>fiancé
WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA
when did this happen?
>>5448310
because she passes
>>5448305
That's my life basically too. Just makes me think like.. what's really the philosophical definition of full time.
>>5448303
yea and sometimes he like holds a stare with me and i'm like "what?" and he's like "nothing" and it makes me get all embarrassed too
i wish i wasn't so shy sometimes, i would totally ask him out if i knew how he'd answer beforehand
>>5448089
here, there, under, over, above as below, and yourself?
>>5448305
That's cool that you're getting gendered female. People don't use female pronouns much around me but there's a few people who use my preferred name even though I never ask people to, which feels nice.
>>5448305
>I get gendered female now
bragging
is heineken a girly enough beer?
>>5448285
I literally said I'm not going to do it, because I don't want to hurt her
I've tried drugs, everything, nothing gets rid of the pain, it's driving me mad with the agony of it all
I'm so much of a NEET though that no, I don't think there's anyone else. don't play vidya, family pretty much disowned me, only reason I know this one girl is because I'd known her since elementary school, before puberty and dysphoria started, not got any actual friends from, like, the last five years or so. I don't put myself out there because of how awful I feel so I'm not complaining about being lonely, I probably could make friends pretty easily if I felt motivated to but nah, she's the only reason right now.
>>5448327
No drink cider
>>5448328
So insult people on 4chan to feel better about yourself.
>>5448327
>girly
>beer
pick one
>>5448332
no, it wouldn't make any difference and I'm not that sort of person
>>5448333
I could drink your penis instead
>>5448333
What's a girly drink?
>>5448296
This doesn't work, I can't grow much muscle anymore with my t below cis female levels, and I'm already an apex predator
I would sign up to have my brain put into one of these, who else?
>>5448343
you can be my live sex doll
what's the best way to pass the time until i can kill myself on the 8th?
>>5448336
THERES MORE THAN ONE KIND OF PERSON?!?!?
>>5448349
groovy, im down
now you just gotta put down that billion dollars so we can make this possible
>>5448343
Like as a mannequin or as a robot?
>>5448355
just get some lingerie, lube and get into your favorite position
>>5448359
as an android
>>5448343
Why is Pepe a butthole and vagina?
>>5448304
It definitely is, I really like mtfg when it's quiet.
>>5448306
I give it a day at most, but a bit of hope never hurts.
>>5448308
Maybe it wouldn't be, I just think it would be kinda fun to try although I have none of the clothes that I would need to try it. I'm not curious enough to buy clothes just for that. ;~;
In the end though it's pretty likely we're both overestimating how strong of a boymode we could pull off. Oh well.
>tfw will never be a drag king
>>5448364
then all I would be is an ugly man in lingerie
>>5448368
Alrighty then
You want to take a bet on who gets bullied out next?
>tfw your mom takes a ton of pictures of you and you look absolutely horrible in all of them
>>5448368
Hey now. With my short hair and winter jacket I totally got sir once or twice this month. From behind.
That's hella strong.
>>5448366
Cyborg
I agree though 100%, I could be happy then
>>5448371
show us your ass
>>5448328
Well, I mean I'm not going to pretend like I know what having dysphoria is like but killing yourself is not the answer. Life is short in the grand scheme of things and you only get one, so you might as well live it out and see what happens before you proceed to not exist anymore. What if you killed yourself and then some aliens landed the next day with some crazy technology that allowed people to switch genders n' shit?
You have a computer obviously so play some video games or go shitpost on /a/. Start robbing people, I dunno. Just live. Literally anything is better than being dead.
>>5448382
>still waiting for lewds
Also where did my twin go? ;_;
>>5448381
>I could be happy then
same
speaking of being a robot, this vid triggers me about turning into a qt robot girl
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C5NLfYdZaE
>>5448374
Keeping your boys clothes and boy voicing is the best way to transition
>>5448324
Maybe a little. People ask other "is that a guy or a girl" just as often around me though. A N D R O
>>5448321
I've been very weird around friends and family and I'm concerned I'm going to sort of blindside them. I asked everyone to continue using male (or preferably neutral) pronouns and my birth name until i told them otherwise, because i didnt want to make anyone feel uncomfortable. But now i dont wanna deal with that anymore and i feel like when they start using my preferred name (hi I'm jade btw) it'll be really weird for them.
>>5446448
>tfw I did this
>tfw alienated the one friend I had who was actively helping my transition
>tfw damaged one of my best friendships with another person of the same group who barely speaks to me now
>>5448394
oh hey, and here's queen cunt herself
>mtfg honboxers tell me i pass
>tfw i will never pass, as proven by countless hours interacting with people
At least people who fetishize trannies like me tbhon
http://m.imgur.com/IROtHNj
>>5448400
i'd put it up ur butt senpai
>>5448400
kill yourself
>>5448395
hi jade I'm melody. Also I'm totally the same way. I'd love it if everyone used female pronouns and said "Melody" instead, but I'm scared I'm gonna make people uncomfortable and I'm just not ready for that.
>>5448389
I'll be home from work in two hours if you want one enough to wait
>>5448396
got her back tho so we good for now @_@
>>5448386
why? so people can tell me how flat is is and make fun of me again? no thanks
>>5448406
Why
>>5448413
how about boobs then
>>5448416
because you're a cunt
>>5448407
Seriously why are we the same? Is this just 8 months hrt problems?
>>5448417
same answer as before, no more pics out of me, I am too ugly
>>5448400
>http://m.imgur.com/IROtHNj
much much cuter than any trips who regularly post here
>>5448333
Trips don't lie, but beer is delicious and people shouldn't make drink choices based on their perceived gender. ;~;
>>5448376
Well I dunno, you said you thought it should be stronger than it is. Point taken though.
>>5448373
It's likely to be someone nice who didn't do anything wrong. It usually is.
>>5448374
Hey now, let's not put words in my mouth, I never said that transition is a joke, crossdressing for fun and profit is a thing you know.
>>5448427
Nope we're twins. No getting out of this now, you're stuck with me. Next month we're gonna bitch about our 9 month problems too.
>>5448434
>It's likely to be someone nice
It better not be Kit
>>5448392
That's my favorite bond movie and favorite bond song
>>5448431
but you are my fetish I need more lewds
>>5448400
Your hair is cute :3
>>5448434
>Hey now, let's not put words in my mouth
i didn't. you're the one talking about how it'd be shits and giggles to still be able to look like a boy. you cunts that just kinda cruise into passing treat transition like a joke
"lol, wouldn't it be funny to still be able to look like a boy" is fucking shit to say when a bunch of people can only look like guys
>>5448435
You're cool, having a twin is cool
>>5448412
found a rope in my shed tho so I'm good for now
>>5448445
Its totally cool. Normally when I meet people it's either they're just starting transition or they're way further along than me and I don't relate. Add me on skype?
>>5448450
Golden Eye is p good too imo
>>5448450
>then give me a place to live and I am yours
will I be able to have my way with you 24/7?
>>5448461
>I'm not trying to start something here
except you already did by acting like a cunt making light of the problems people that can't pass and still look like guys deal with
>>5448454
Sure. My id is "alljadetaylor". We 8 monthers need to stick together.
>>5448468
Added cx
>>5448465
at least once a day
>>5448465
Implying Kayla ever leaving mommy
>>5448467
Elanna in trouble now
>>5448422
you replied to me though
now I'm confused
I didnt want to lewd tonight anyway to be honest
>>5448434
I actually just plain don't like beer. Everyone that I've tried tastes like bleach to me
like I've considered trying more, but it all tastes that bitter and disgusting to me
>>5448118
Eat more protein, it makes you feel more full. Be careful though, since if you work out in addition to eating lots of protein it'll make you gain muscle mass.
>>5448483
nono. I was asking you for lewds. Post all the lewds. I was just asking where oddish went bc she dissappeared for a while.
>>5448487
i bike 6 miles a day and i have huge thunder thighs so i don't think protein's an option
>>5448425
Piper pls
>>5448500
>If you want to read into me being comfortable enough to explore gender in private as a planned personal affront to you, then that's really not my problem. I'm sorry if it offends you.
if you don't get why coming to a tranny discussion space and being all "gee isn't a shame that i can't look like a guy anymore" might be a slight bit insensitive then i don't know what to say
>>5448500
I've had a couple different beers from bars as well, does that count?
what would you recommend elanna
>>5448491
I knew you werent asking where I was though...
Okay nvm I get it now, we were both a little confused
>>5448498
Don't avoid it completely, just avoid red meats and eat more eggs, chicken and fish. Anyways, if you bike 6 miles a day you shouldn't put on weight despite eating like shit certain days. Just as long as you don't go over your daily caloric limits frequently you'll be fine.
someone clue me in on fat distribution on hrt, do I need to lose my current fat and start again? or does it shift over time too
I've been transitioning for about three years now (been on blockers for that long, I've been on E for almost two years.) and I never really learned how to do makeup since I've always had a pretty feminine face to begin with and had no interest until now. Where exactly should I start? Where did you all start?
>>5448530
Both. It'll shift but you should try to lose it asap because when you start HRT it becomes harder to lose it and easier to gain it.
>>5448531
Youtube tutorials. Lots of youtube tutorials.
>>5448531
/r/makeupaddiction has a lot of tutorials
>540 replies
>Only 90 images
WE'RE GOING THE DISTANCE
>>5448513
I get it, but this isn't a safe space, and it never has been. Moreover, I never said that I can't pass as a guy, I've never tried. Musing on something is pretty different from what you're accusing me of saying, and given I never waited for boymode fail, I think a bit of curiosity is justifiable.
>>5448520
If it was microbrewed beer then it's a bit different. I don't really know local beer for Oregon so it's hard to recommend something that isn't going to be mass produced ;_;
I fantasize about being a cute and passing transgirl. I also want to mainly hook up with cute passing transgirls.
Whats wrong with me?
>>5448531
youtube and trans/cis girl friends
Also
>hormones for two years
>just blockers before that
>passed enough to never need makeup
trip on sara
>>5448541
>I get it, but this isn't a safe space, and it never has been
weren't you just lamenting people getting ran out? you don't get to do that then cry "this isn't a safe space!" when you get called out for being a cunt
at least own up to being a bitch, it's more becoming
>>5448548
Nah, I'm not Sara. I should probably get a trip though.
>>5448551
I never said that I was nice, and I'll be the first to admit that even if I try to be nice, I can't make everyone happy. I feel like you're just looking for a fight right now, and I don't want to fight you, so I'm done replying for now. Sorry.
>>5448542
where are you from melody
>>5448571
541
>>5448567
>I feel like you're just looking for a fight right now
well of course you're going to feel like that when you're playing the sanctimonious cunt who thinks they've done nothing wrong
>>5448547
Is your name maki?
>>5448590
No ;~;
Wheres Bexe?
>tfw going to Star Wars iMax 3D
Surpringly still sold out, glad they reserve seats or I'd have skipped it
>>5448615
>tfw Faye is my waifu
>>5448615
How much are the tickets?
>>5448576
like where specifically, I have some family in 541, and Iive in one of the cities just south of portland personally
>>5448612
I don't know, but I do hope that she's doing OK
>>5448622
Outside of Eugene in a small town called Junction City.
Mtfg, how common are chaser mtf?
Movie is over
Wasn't his best but it is good
Is a 36 inch underbust huge?
I just took a look in the mirror and I couldn't help but see it as massive.
>tfw never stand a chance of blending in with cis women
sexual dimorphism is a cruel joke
>>5448637
It's pretty big tbqh
>>5448623
Are you doing ok?
>>5448450
>then give me a place to live and I am yours
I'd offer you that but you'd have to settle for shopping in the equivalent of Walmart
>>5448642
Iktf kayla
It's just a cruel life we have to face
>>5448646
fucking dropped
>>5448647
That pic is as regarded as Kayla is
Those men are not those heights
>>5448644
Well then
RIP me
>>5448654
Being tall sucks :/
>>5448642
cis woman lack the best part though
>>5448665
no, they are made up of the best parts
>>5448661
You're so funny now Angie.
>>>/r9k/25280703
Who did this?
>>5448680
rawr.
>>5448674
How am I funny?
As a tall person, I have to say it sucks
>>5448665
I approve this post
my sensepil xl is still not shipped? like the tracking form STILL says unknown
i bought it like 1-2 weeks ago it feels like, what the heck, it better come in the mail like tomorrow
>>5448680
>EVER posting pics of yourself on 4chan
>>5448650
Yessssssss!
That's how to respond to trolling!
I literally lol'd when I read your reply. I've said before I actually think your pretty cool, but that honestly would be a deal breaker for me, little bit too elitist!
>>5448679
It causes the most dysphoria for me, apart from my shoulders. It often makes me feel like I could never pass except from a distance.
>>5448692
where did you buy it?
>>5448680
>using the worst pic of me possible
fucker
>>5448695
desu
>>5448696
>kayla is a neet
>elitist
>>5448704
Why should you even care kayla?
>>5448661
162cm manlet here, I have to disagree.
There's nothing more humiliating than having to ask other people to reach something for you from the top shelf in the supermarket.
>>5448704
That's what you get for posting a photograph of yourself on 4chan in the first place!
>>5448708
because everyone else has a nice face than me
i feel like upping my E to 10 mg a day
>>5448679
Whats got you down? I know for me it was going to the mall today and seeing all the cute girl clothes on sale I couldnt shop for.
>>5448680
Seeing these collages always makes me wonder how Sophie and Cheska are doing.
>>5448713
E doesn't work like that, don't be stupid
>>5448700
direct from the manufacturer, silkn.com
idk the tracking system seems a little shady but it's supposedly one of the best kits out there from the reviews online so i trust it
i'm just hoping it gets here soon, i'm like 200% ready zap my face to oblivion, the wait is killing me
had christmas dinner with my family today and well... it could have been worse, but whatever.
>>5448718
>E doesn't work like that
why then is everyone getting fem faces at 4 months hrt and I didn't?
>>5448716
Im now just realizing how lewd that pic is. Woops!
>>5448723
you have a fem face already because you are intersex
>>5448723
What's on the inside reflects on the outside.
>>5448723
>why then is everyone getting fem faces at 4 months hrt and I didn't?
I haven't btw
>>5448720
Did you talk about yourself enough?
>>5448723
i hope i get a fem face at 4 months
>>5448731
What if there's nothing inside?
>>5448730
Trip on Kayla
>Consider posting my gross ass manly face to ask if I ever have any chance of passing
>Decide instead to just go to sleep and live another day in the closet
ayyy lmao my life is fucking terrible
>>5448737
you just got a fem face when you didn't before. So either you are lying about your time on hrt or you are taking more hrt than recommended
So out of curiosity, what are you people into?
Boys? Girls? Both?
my shoulders are around 16.5-17.5 inches. are they broad? i've been pretty self-conscious about them lately.
>>5448750
i used to think i was a transbian but i might be biscum.
>>5448748
>or you are taking more hrt than recommended
hrt doesn't work like that
>>5448750
Both. I definitely want a boyfriend but the only people I ever meet are either gay guys who say they're a bottom, and girls. So I'll just keep hoping.
>>5448748
stop hugboxing kayla, look again at that picture and tell me my face is fem
i'm taking 2mg estrogen, 200mg spiro
i thought that's the normal recommended amount?
>>5448753
so basically im just genetically fucked? my body was meant to be manly even on estrogen
fuck my life
>>5448750
I am sexually but not romantically interested in the human condition, though I have fallen in love once
>>5448748
Please don't fight kayla
>>5448732
>>5448757
Was it someone from here?
>>5448759
oh shut up you are fine
fucking hell
tiny shoulders, tiny hands, feminine pelvis/hips, fem face
>BOOHOOHOO I R THE WURST BUT I NEVER TRY
you are the biggest complainer in this thread
>>5448771
it doesn't change bone structure, i just lost 20lbs by starving myself along with the effects of hrt i guess
>>5448765
?
>>5448778
looks like im starving myself starting now
>>5448757
That's good then
>>5448771
Neither are mine but you have to play the cards you're dealt with
hi girls how is everyone rn??
>>5448771
>Hrt affects eyes and nose
>>5448778
I like how you always post that you're starving yourself as if its something to be proud of.
>>5448781
You could try finding a purpose in life in addition to transitioning.
>>5448781
Starving yourself is always the worst possible thing you can do for you body. Especially when you're on hrt. Please take better care of yourself.
>>5448781
gl;hf
>>5448750
I'm into people who are nice to me and dont want to have sex
>>5448781
don't ruin your metabolism
just eat like one or two small meals a day along with a ton of water if you want to try it my way
>>5448786
it makes me happy since i've been over 170 since i was 16, so to be 160 now feels like something i can be proud of
>>5448784
Hi Kit
I'm a mix of good and bad
How are you?
>>5448767
I can't say either way and I can't say who they are.
>>5448791
Why hate on sex m8? it's nice.
I have been on progesterone the past week and I'm feeling dizzy lately when I get tired... I am hoping that its unrelated and I'm dying from like a brain aneurysm or cancer or something
>>5448723
22 months hrt and my face never changed because it was too masculine and old looking, the only thing that has changed in those 22 months is trying to do everything I can to reverse the sun damage to my skin so some of the blotches and wrinkles are less noticeable and my skin is in better shape
>>5448795
ummm im pretty good thanks kuppy im a bit tired rn but i just woke up so idk. i had work really late last night so i didn't get home till like 9 or 10 or something.
i hope you are feeling more good then bad tho ;~;
>>5448800
hi umaru !! im kinda the same desu ! idk i think im goiing to like make a coffee and then think about getting some food or something. today will bbe a lazy day for me forsure i think
>>5448793
170 is fat to you? You must be like 5'6" or something. You really make it seem like you have it harder than you do. You and Kayla should be friends.
>>5448800
???
>>5448807
Kiwi & Kayla meetup, when?
>>5448797
Is that why Bexe was so sad last night? ;~;
>>5448798
Sex is kinda gross desu
>>5448806
I feel it's more bad than good. Hopefully it will end soon.
How was work?
>>5448797
If it was Kit I will find you and I will fucking kill you.
>>5448785
if you're fat enough to have fat on/around your nose, yes. same goes for eyelids
>>5448806
okies kit pls make me some coffee too, I like extra milk, no sugar ty ^^;;
>tfw u want to share a house w/ kit and erin
>>5448802
Don't say that shannon :(
>>5448798
Because i have a benis and it gets in the way of everything
>>5448811
Bingo
>>5448807
5'8" and i was kinda chubby at 170 and i'm still chubby at 160 so i don't plan on stopping until my face and body are skinny and small so i can get picked up by boys and feel cute
>>5448809
i don't meet up with people who cause drama
>>5448807
>tfw 170 but I can't be happy with a weight over 155
>>5448818
feminine benis is very appealing though
just saying
>>5448707
Well she is a little snobby, but that's up to her, I respect that she doesn't change her stance on things in that way
hearing,
>"i'm such a big fan of your work!!!"
from guys on instagram or 4chan etc will never stop being extremely weird to me. like what work? i'm not an artist i'm jacking off lmao
>>5448816
ofc ! ugh that would be the absolute dream you and erin are SOOOO NICE. I would cook you two dinner all the time !!! also we could all watch movies together on the couch and stuff :3
>>5448813
work was really good but tiring, i made a lot of tips tho which is good. i didn't get home till like 9 or 10 tho ;__;
i hope you really feel better soon kuppy ;__;
>tfw I will never be able to do this
http://i.4cdn.org/b/1451199249463.webm
>>5448826
Thanks
>>5448829
You have to keep trying like the rest of us.
>>5448824
Jacking off is an art form.
>>5448824
you've sharpened your skills through years of rigorous training to earn the title of mastur baitor, artistique of the modern age
it's truly an honor
>>5448833
its hopeless, I am going to need like 50 hours of electro just to get rid of my beard, that alone is going to cost me thousands i don't have
>>5448811
Quite possibly...
>>5448814
Don't worry sparks, it wasn't kit
>>5448829
hrt going to ruin Miss cock
>>5448840
>thousands i don't have
you could sell your bike and/or your truck and get a cheaper more fuel efficient hatch and have all the money you need
hell even SRS is covered in cali
>>5448826
yeh it would be amazingly comfy!!! >///////<;;;
>>5448844
>Don't let uour dreams be dreams
I don't know what I can do to motivate myself anymore. I just feel defeated.
>>5448834
>>5448836
w-wow
these two posts have enlightened me a tad. i didn't know i was so skilled ;3; now i understand..
but i guess like what else are they going to say to me other than "i love ur dick!!!"
>>5448840
might as well give up!!!
>>5448827
>170 is chubby
not for people born as boys who are 18+
>>5448847
>hell even SRS is covered in cali
oh joy, who doesn't want a bowers hack job pussy
>>5448852
this is what fat people actually believe
>>5448817
its not like I'm worth a pinch of shit, any funeral costs incurred will not be worth it and I want my family to get a paupers funeral for me so they don't have to waste their money on me
>>5448841
Well that sucks. I thought you and Bexe had already called it off and were just remaining friendos. Bexe come back to us ;~;
>>5448852
I mean, its possible to not be chubby at 170 lbs, but that also implies you're packing some serious muscle. or your bobs are huge.
>>5448854
better than never affording srs
>>5448860
mtfg has officially become a dating sim
I think I'm done posting here
>>5448861
Hey skeletor, most 6ft males do not weight 150
>>5448863
maybe, I can't stand my gt but like i just wanted the best result I could get
>>5448849
i believe in you
>>5448861
>tfw powerful thighs but want to be small
>>5448866
>tfw no pigeon husbando in mtfg to swoon over
sigh
>>5448866
How new are you?
>>5448863
>miss cock
>srs
>>5448876
same.
>>5448829
>tfw I miss doing this
http://i.4cdn.org/gif/1451067782402.gif
>>5448878
2 years old
Left for a bit and came back and i think im leaving again
i found a rare kayla
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2K-nTiU5qt4
>>5448885
Bye Felicia.
>>5448873
You must live near a bunch of jealous fatsos lmao
>>5448879
as much as i hate kayla i have to appreciate the sheer number of ridiculous memories she's provided. from telling everyone off and saying she's leaving dozens of times, to wearing a pink wig and going on a pretend date...from miss cock to shaming anyone who uses their GT... to her insanity with her mom and jacking off in her mother's dress.........kayla has truly done it all
>>5448880
not like it matters since my pigeon bf was a fucking ghost but tHAT'S JUST MY LIFE I GUESS
>>5448886
Naw that person has a better face than Kayla.
>>5448889
>>5448860
That was what we had done, but we weren't on the same page with where things were going. I need to be away from her for awhile, and I didn't want to be so forceful, but I can't deal with that constant feeling of guilt and pressure.
>>5448893
Kayla is pure gold, kek
>>5448850
Come on edie, don't start with her :/
>>5448858
Shannon....
>>5448889
i recognize that name but dont remember her
o well
>>5448822
Lol gross
Who /crushing on a trip/ here?
>>5448901
Seems like we're always breaking each others hearts. The worst of this place isnt the hostile attitudes or attacking anyone. Its when you think you find someone from here you really connect with and they tear you down and leave you empty inside.
Sorry Elanna I'm being dramatic. I just know these feels well.
>>5448901
You could try not flirting with people all the time, especially when you clearly know nothing will ever come out of it.
Maybe together we can end the retarded yuri posting. It's one thing to be a trans lesbian, it's another to constantly "flirt" on a 4chan thread with other trans lesbians.
>>5448926
This is just so drama inducing
>>5448926
Who /wishing flirting in mtfg would end/ here?
>>5448940
i always had a mild crush on talldood tbqh
>>5448940
This is just bad as tier lists
>>5448940
Just like.. stop
I really miss when the worst thing these threads had to offer was some chasers.
>>5448940
>no sheen
what the fuck is this
>>5448927
I understand...and I'm feeling that..
I'm an awful person
>>5448928
You're acting as if what transpired here came from flirting, and not something a bit more serious. What actually led to this happened over weeks, and not on this board.
If my feelings on this havn't been clear enough, I've really slowed down on the yuriposting, and its been for a reason.
Anyone have any recommendations for doctors for srs? I don't want to end up with a mutilated franken-vag
>>5448970
Not solely you, and not solely through these threads, but you honestly have instigated a lot of that kind of posting for a very long while in these threads.
And please don't mistake me for being one of those trolls who hates you for no reason. I have nothing against you personally, it's just how thread culture has changed in the last few months comes from the kind of posting you'd been making.
But, thanks for cutting back on it.
I kinda envy the "I don't give a fuck attitude" of chris chan, besides that he is repulsive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AR26rVSveO8
>>5448970
for some ppl the world revolves around mtfg
>>5448994
>for some ppl the world revolves around mtfg
*raises hand*
>>5448994
Implying
I spend like 20 minutes a day reading these threads. I just miss when that 20 minutes was actually interesting discussion and not 20 minutes of sifting through the "cute"posting.
>>5448991
it's not that cwc doesn't care, cwc actually gets really stirred up by ppl desu, it's just that cwc is severely autistic like the real kind of autism
>>5448970
You're not an awful person at all Elanna. You just have flaws like everyone else. I'm sure Bexe will come back around and y'all will talk like friends again soon enough. Dont be so hard on yourself desu.
>>5449010
still, it would benefit me actually to stop stressing about my looks and live my life
some just say fuck it and go full time way to early but I am the dumb ass who wants to wait till every procedure is done before I go full time just so I could skip out on being made fun of irl
Goodnight /mtfg/
>>5449021
I am mostly full time except for work and i think i am starting wayy to early, not even at 10 months hrt.
I am so fucking anxious in public and its horrible but my mood is so much better in general.
Hello worst thread
>>5449031
Who /virgin/ here?
>>5449028
My point being a lot more in public is great and you should try it
>>5449033
(You)
>>5449017
I'm sorry that you are feeling down and I might have been a bit too blunt, so I'm sorry. Maybe kira is right and i do take these threads too seriously.
>>5449021
cwc isn't stress free tho, u can see the neurosis in the body language ... it's quite disturbing and sad to watch desu
idk a bunch of ppl go full time early, doesn't mean they're too early tho, they have a condition of being female so it's necessary to do it for their own sanity
even full timers worry, ufufu who u look up to so much still worries and can't go out w/o makeup, being fulltime is just something u have to do to live life desu
>>5448940
Even as a male "chaser", it's not why I come here and don't know anyone well enough even if it was why I was here
>>5448952
gross
>>5449044
why are you here?
>>5449048
Chat to interesting people, laugh at some of the ridiculous drama, tbf I lurk way more than post
>>5449021
>just so I could skip out on being made fun if irl
Nobody escapes the tranny hazing ritual.
>>5449014
I really hope so. I'm really trying not to be hard on myself, this is just honestly the first time I've ever had to be the one ending things.
>>5449037
It's OK, someone had to say it. It's hard not to take mtfg seriously though, for all the non-serious discussion there is still a lot of serious discussion that takes place.
>>5449048
Why did you date cheska?
>>5449063
Did you cut off contact with the other trips you cu cked as well?
>>5449063
Tfw have yet to get the inevitable irl tranny hate but i stress about it every time i go out.
>>5449065
i can't even remember tbqh, it's hard to recall any memories of that relationship these days, it feels like it was just a skip in time of my life sometimes
>>5449073
I avoid the mere sight of potential trouble and you learn some tricks too
>>5449073
I think most people just don't care, so long as you live somewhere quite populated the worst you're likely to get is people staring daggers at you and getting heckled by drunks
>>5449073
You really have to go out of your way to get your ass whooped today.
>>5449072
I thought he was dumped when cheska moved on with sophie.
I miss cheska. She was funny unlike all these new bland and boring trips.
>>5449111
Trip on cheska
so wait, this is what girl gamers do? isn't this just sfw strip shows?
>>5449105
Why did you break it off with bexe? You two were so cute together. I don't get it. What did she do?
>>5449117
I am not cheska. You are telling me you aren't bored by all this anime posting erp-ing?
>>5449111
Pfft I miss all the old trips. Even the chasers were more interesting.
>>5449123
I can't do long distance. I thought I could, but I can't.
>>5449128
Yeah old trips were fun. Now we have losers acting like neackbeards acting like little girls acting kawaii.
>>5449118
That's obviously a joke. Is your post one as well? It doesn't seem funny enough to be.
>>5449140
uguu
>tfw one of your friends calls you hot
Compliments are the freaking best ~
>>5449140
Nyaaa, anon. dont be a baka desu.
>>5449151
got tired of something, that's for sure
Which trips do you suspect are actually gay/bi but pretend to only like guys to see more like legitimate girls?
>>5449149
hot as a guy? or as a girl?
>>5449154
Yeah your shitposting gets old real fast kira.
>>5448400
Bruh I'd hit it