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Previous Bread
>>5429322
>>5430826
Killing Floor 2
>tfw they added chests and stuff
DEAD GAME
from last thread
>>5430786
OOOOH THAT LOOKS REALLY CUTE!! that's a good fall color. altho you should def fill in your top lip more fuller on either side. the easiest way to do this is to just use either a pencil or a lip brush, or the applicator or lipstick itself and work upwards. instead of lining the edge of your lips from top to bottom, you do it from bottom to top, if that makes sense? it allows you to follow your natural lip line easier and it's a lot harder to mess up because of that. does that make sense? i can explain better if it doesn't
>>5430791
who cares if someone doesn't pass
>>5430795
sorry but i'm getting really tired of people who don't pass or even live as women insulting people who don't pass or don't live as women. i thought it was pretty obviously hypocritical.
nth for a lonely christmas
>>5430814
i think csgo and fallout 4 are manly, and i play them far too much
>>5430848
Hey I have a suspicion that I know you, you didn't go to uni in canterbury did you
>>5430852
i didn't know that was manly ;~; i haven't been able to even play the new update, i feel so unmotivated to get back into kf2 lately
it's a shame since i was really into kf1, like around 500 hours i think
recently all i've been able to play is casual cs:go, i don't know why it's so addicting
>>5430861
>tfw my favorite games are manly
>>5430780
D:
>>5430832
I can only buy games on sale because broke
>>5430859
selamat pagi bexe-chan!~
>>5430855
>>sorry but i'm getting really tired of people who don't pass or even live as women insulting people who don't pass or don't live as women. i thought it was pretty obviously hypocritical.
desu i do that, but i know i'm a hon. like the top-hon.
>>5430855
Wew thanks bb!! I will try that
>come back from visiting one of my cousins in Phoenix
>Had an okay time
>I wanted to do more, but my father only wanted to drink around Scottsdale
>I wanted to go see the art galliers and stuff
>meh, i guess I can drunk a little.
>come back today
>it was pretty and the freeway was wide open until indio
>got to high fast
>stopped at three injin casinos on the way home.
>I 'won' about 20 bucks
>most of it was from free slot play.
>just as we get on the other side of palm springs something rare for southern California happens.
Whelp I am most likely going to Portland after the new years and maybe New Orleans for madi grais
yay travel!
hello
>>5430864
Nope, warwick
>>5430837
Wish I had been lucky enough to know, I didn't have a clue what being trans even was until I stumbled into /cd/ when I was 18. ;___;
Suffice to say I was pretty fucking confused as a teenager.
>>5430853
I would happily come share, the warmer weather and company would be pretty great right now.
>>5430886
it me
>>5430892
sgeen u are chrasmus
>>5430864
i miss kent so much holy shit.
>tfw going broadstairs on a friday night
>>5430861
I have like 150 hours in fallout 4 atm. ;-;
>>5430867
Gunslinger is really fun so far but the starting pistols are awful and ugly.
I guess the chests and hats arent too bad either, I got a headband after my first match.
Also I thought this sign was pretty funny in Phoenix.
How have you girls been btw?
I am sick of fucking driving lol.
>>5430855
>ywn pass or live as a woman
Worst feel tbhon
>>5430891
I can offer soon to be drunk e-company if that counts for anything.
>all this talk about vidya
I haven't been able to really get into any games for months even when playing with friends wtf is wrong with me
>>5430876
well you should stop cause you're not only making fun of people who didn't choose to live that way but you're making fun of yourself and it's dumb
>>5430916
lmao shut up
>>5430919
idk I go through phases where I play a shit load o video games and then phases of just nothing. Right now I am getting back into programming and I am traving a lot so I haven't gotten much into video games. I would at least be playing my 3ds while on the road, but TSA broke my 3ds when I went to Seattle ;_:. It was the new 3ds too.
fuck my luck senpai.
Mfw Edie starting her shit
>>5430898
h-heh, nah... I just like it
>>5430875
ohayou gozaimasu sheen-chan
>>5430859
h-hey iktf, but at least u have family >.>;;
>>5430827
w-wow a bully calling someone else a bully!!
shocking me and giving me feels all the time like it's nothing heheh, b-but yeh I bet ur really special to her omigosh like she's never gotten this close to someone before afaik >.>;;
u should get her a qt dress and lingerie .... I wont spoil any surprises for u tho ^^;;
also remember to dress ur best, get nails done, hair styled, makeup, eyebrows plucked, lipstick & gloss, jewelry, perfume, legs shaved, and qt dress w/ qt shoes >/////>;;;
>>5430926
>you're making fun of yourself and it's dumb
i only know self-depreciating humour.
>>5430915
is it creepy to tell someone you know in real life? like this doesn't feel creepy, but once I guessed correctly who someone was I sort of vaguely knew once and I felt like a stalker
or is it more creepy to sit back and let them believe they're anonymous?
>>5430929
If you can't take the shade then go stand out in the sun.
>>5430881
>maybe New Orleans for madi grais
Melly/Anna meetup when?
>>5430944
Melly pls
>>5430926
I don't really have a choice though, it's a cute meme that in a 33 year old who can pass irl.
At best I'm a palatable and normal enough that me being openly trans doesn't offend anyone.
>>5430948
idk I don't talk to Anna at all. I am going because of my family is going. IDk if I will have time to met up with people as I will be non stop drunk from the moment I step off the plane to most likely a few hours on the plane on the way back.
>>5430949
Fine I will make fun of myself from an old four year old picture from /pol/.
>>5430916
Well I know what I'm pleasuring myself to later.
>>5430957
post more rare mtfg memes pls
>>5430942
I just think it's honest, if you don't say anything you'll never know if it was really them
it probably just shows you know them well or that they have unique quirks
>>5430929
i actually enjoy edie when she's acting up
>>5430955
ok
how many times has edie touched herself to faye?
>mfw Angie starts posting papa franku
>>5430917
That would be nice, I'll probably be online a bit later when I can drag myself out of bed.
>>5430939
The real question is probably "who hasn't"?
>>5430916
>I will never lovingly suck on Faye's nipples and make her squirm.
Even worse feel.
>>5430928
Atleast you're doing something all i find myself doing lately is just sitting in bed. Also traveling in usa for me was awful only thing that makes me not want to go back
>>5430929
i like edies feet
>>5430963
>why do strayan chribmle cards have snowflakes and stuff on em tho?
b-because
>>5430980
ok.
>>5430982
;~: can u send me some snowflakes pls
>>5430944
>tfw still the before picture.
I've even been wearing a fem like sweater like that.
>>5430980
>b-because
because australia is a vassal state of the US
>>5430936
yeah... family is nice, but it's just not the same...
>>5430859
>tfw first Christmas in years where you won't be lonely
>>5430963
You don't want to meet up with anyone that isn't a catty drag queen
>>5430975
Put ur trip on elanna
>>5430990
What if your slapping hand gets sore though?
>mfw mom tells me "not to put any pressure on you but you're the only hope i have left after the shit your *sister* pulled"
something tells me it's gonna be a fun time coming out
>>5430990
>tfw even watashi is a normie now
>>5430998
you still haven't told her?
>>5430998
You must carry on the Kiwi name. Go put your gt in some girl and baby her.
>>5430936
w-well I already have half of those things planned to do tonight to get ready for her >\\\< but yeah there's nothing special going on.. I just want to be the best I can for her.. I dressed up nice for her and her friends last night and she told me I looked really good.. she gives me way too serious feels >~<
n-no I'm getting her nice things not sexy things >->
>>5430992
Why though, being anon is comfy ;~;
I've been here all day, just follow the sad
>>5430975
Papa franku is the best
>>5431004
p-pls ur a slut too desu
>>5431013
Oh wait is this not the sub you told me about?
>>5430916
You are such a cunt
>>5431011
i'm anything but a slut
i would be a slut if i didn't care so much
Hi. Whats going on. Hows everyone today?
>>5431012
>not papa ethan
anon pls
>>5430929
that's not a good angle for you
>>5430939
no
but i would
>>5430941
i doubt that's true.
>>5430954
lol ok faye
>>5430961
>tfw you will never ascend to meme tier ;_;
>>5430977
idk Phoenix was the first city I was really meh about, but I have been selecting all the good cities to go to lately.
Seattle was awesome 11/10 would move
San Fransisco 8/10, expensive and shit on the side walk, but still cool
Vegas, 7/10 if you are a tourist. Lost of stuff to do
Sacramento, 6/10 - seems kind of chill, but okay
>Tacoma 4/10, it fucking smells
>San Diego, 7/10, nice weather and stuff to do
>Phoenix AZ, 3/10, nothing to do but drink in Scottsdale and it felt like an over grown suburb. Some how the Mexican food wasnt that good either despite Mexicans flooding in. It might have been better if I got to meet up with a friend.
I would say LA is 9/10, but since I live here I am biased.
That is all the places I been to in the last year. I will most likely add Portland and Vancouver Washington to that list in Jan. I might add NoLa in feb and Vancouver bc in the summer since I am going back to Seattle, but this time with a past port so I can cross and visit it for a day or two.
>>5430985
kek, I look like a hon in girl clothes. I even lost like 60 pounds in the last four months and still look like a hon. Hell, maybe even more since my boobs got smaller too lol.
Sitting in doctors waiting room feeling so obvious and disgusting I wish I had stayed at home
>>5431031
bexie the love slut, and love from family isn't enough for u, now u want more g-geeeeeeze... slut
>>5431031
>>5431044
fuarrrrk
>>5431040
why live
>>5431031
>tfw actually a slut at heart
>tfw too aware of the consequences and too socially anxious to be a slut
>>5431044
what happens if i don't tell them
>>5431057
They'll start to question why you talk in a cutie girl voice probably.
>>5431057
they'll find out eventually. it could be bad desu.
>kiwi, why do you look like a grill?
>kiwi, why do you sound like a grill?
>kiwi, why does your ID say grill on it?
etc...
>>5431036
Edie pls
While Kayla is crazy, she does make a point.
Who the hell wants non-passers to represent us?
Even the girls in your groups detest non-passers
>>5431059
>>5431061
what if i just shrug tho
>>5431050
it's different ok!
>>5431051
one day.......
>>5431056
i almost ktf... more that i'm extremely sensual but i can't let myself get involved with people i don't care about, and i rarely care about people beyond friendship or zero-positive autistic empathy
>>5431063
fucking flawless plan.
>>5430987
no bully
>>5431023
oh
its supposed to be 80F and rainy here on cristmuns day
Hello niggers, pansies, and other undesirables.
The world is a better place than you think it is. For every bad person, there are ten good people. or something
i dunno
>>5430855
Audrey kawasaki, good taste m8.
>>5431063
>>5431066
it could work
but no yeah she should tell her mom
>>5431065
yeh, different ... different flavors u slut
>>5431067
same
>>5431069
>>5431070
holy shit
>>5431054
I have no idea
>>5431062
passing is a social construct that inherently condemns being or "looking" trans, and saying that you don't want people who don't look cis to represent us when none of us are cis is asinine and often laughable because the people who are loudest about this are often the ones who pass the least or the ugliest like kayla. there's a difference between saying you want diversity, and saying "i don't want people like me to represent me." welcome to reality.
>>5431068
she's one of my favs along with fafi and miss van
>>5431065
You'll always have my love Bexey.
>>5431069
>>5431070
I win!
>>5431084
>like kayla
shots fired lol
>>5431017
w-whaa? but I only want one person..
>>5431084
>ugliest like kayla
out of line desu
>>5431084
that's fucking savage.
>>5431042
I actually had alot of fun in vegas even tho I was underage when I went, If i had the money / time I would definitely go check out the east coast tho
I present to you, the greatest fucking music video ever made:
https://www.nowness.com/story/yanis-crave
>>5431032
What anime is that from
>>5431084
Damn I kinda missed this.
>>5431084
>passing is a social construct
Lmao yeah, not like looking and being treated like a woman is part of mitigating dysphoria or anything
>>5431084
>tfw i dont have to give a shit about any of that because i pass
feels good man. parade hons on tv all day idc, keep the man in a dress stereotype alive, it just helps the rest of us who arent walking abominations
>>5431085
jeez anon you don't have to be so... honest about it
>>5431084
You don't understand. I guess having all that hair dye seep into your brain has caused problems with thinking.
Think of it as this way, do you think normal gay men want flamboyant men to represent them or normal African-Americans want hood blacks to represent them?
>>5431098
fuck off kikeberg
>>5431095
if you dont think this is the tightest shit then get out of my face
>>5431108
>tfw bexe is taken by another anon
w-well at least i have muh noise.
>>5431094
Yeah vegas is fun and this is coming from someone who doesn't gamble other than the free slot play casinos give you. There are clubs, not something I go to too much though, and shows to keep you busy lol. The buildings are cool to walk through too.
>>5431107
I mean there is nothing wrong with being a hon other than how shitty people can treat you and how much it cuts your dating pool. No one has been mean to me though and I am a hon. Well a young hon.
>>5431084
I dont know why but I fucking love your pure distaste for Kayla. I understand why it is but its so unlike your character to post pure savage so its great.
>>5431107
I'll only ever be a walking abomination
>>5431095
that's not after cease to exist.
>>5431120
>so unlike your character
dollface is like an ocean that is half an inch deep dont let her nice exterior fool you
>>5431108
I could always show my love in other ways...
>>5430987
>because australia is a vassal state of the US
>using vassal in the wrong context
>implying ANZUS would incite anything substantial in the event something did occur
>implying the US is the powerhouse it once was
>implying the US administration didn't say "I'm not interested in some notion of America leading and winning"
>>5431065
Idk, it's really only being a slut if you're sleeping around for the sake of sleeping around, and I know full well that I'd probably do that if I weren't a walking wreck.
Getting emotionally involved is different, but I worry I do that to mask my own feelings and insecurities.
>>5431084
>passing is a social construct
That's some quality bait edie.
>>5431090
>>5431092
>>5431093
you're totally allowed to disagree with me as well because when i say the ugliest i don't really mean it solely based on the way she looks, but more on her actions over the past 5+ years. that's the kind of person who ignorantly says shit about hons and then, without knowing anything about the subject matter at hand like transparency, gets vehemently angry at the idea that a supermodel transsexual isn't the star of a show that has employed one of the largest transgender staffs in the country and one that supports every visually appealing, and unappealing person in our community.
>>5431098
lmao me being a bitch?
>>5431105
>>5431112
it's not about not wanting to pass, or not being dysphoric, or even just wanting more diversity...it's about not passing and then getting pissed off because people who don't pass are representing you. the latter analogy of "hood blacks" and "normal african-americans" wouldn't even apply to this because kayla is not a normal passable trans woman. let's be honest.
>>5431105
If society didn't expect women to look a certain way or treat them differently passing wouldn't make a difference
>>5431098
>ywn push aryan farts in watashi's face
>>5431143
And knowledge is half the battle!
>>5431081
>ywn ask if abby if she wants to blow this popsicle stand and hang out and own the town
>new swedish character in kf2
why
>>5431084
no need to badmouth kayla when both of you are repulsive on the inside
>>5431143
This is a good point, but society isn't responsible for sexual dimorphism.
>>5431142
I like how you keep trying to be a moralfag while still using the word 'hon' as if it isn't a derogatory term.
Also kill yourself.
>>5431143
this comes from a dude who never made a single effort to look like a woman lmao
>>5431138
You mask them from yourself, or others?
>>5431116
i can learn to appreciate noise ;_;
>>5431136
>implying the US doesn't want a strategic or tactical "in" to indochina that isn't a degenerate anime state
>>5431138
i'm pretty sure it's different for me compared to most people, i literally can't get physically involved with anyone without a preexisting emotional involvement
it's..... it's bad
>>5431142
Edie is right.
A lot of people don't remember or were not around when Kayla posted on /b/ five years ago as sad girl or some bull shit and then on /cd/. This shit has been going on for years. Basically she hates she is trans. I hate that I am trans too, but it is more along the lines of I dont want to have something wrong with my body and Kayla hates being trans because it is degernate and if she can't be that model she is self hating about it. Also what edie said about the pot calling the kettle black.
A lot of the drama is why I don't post on /mtfg/ too much anymore and when I do it is when I posted on /pol/ too much and spouting /pol/ memes I think are funny, but don't believe in.
>>5431151
Fuck off rawr.
>>5431143
>passing wouldn't make a difference
Of course it would you moron, theres a huge difference between some butch girl wearing no makeup and dressing differently and some linebacker man in a dress saying he's a woman. Non passing transwomen will NEVER be taken seriously.
>>5431142
i dislike both kayla and edie but whenever there is conflict between these two i will always cheer for edie. kayla is literal cancer and the worst excuse of a trans person we have ever come across. she needs validation on every post, every time it barks for attention then throws a hissy fit when ignored. she resorts to guaranteed (You) postings and unfortunately the morons in here buy into it.
>>5431149
>I will never do that with Bexe
>tfw I have a couple ready and willing to fuck me. Cant wait I'm going to be his cum dump and she's going to grind into my face for hours.
...til they realise I look like a side show freak. But it's nice to dream.
>>5431133
other ways like what?
>>5431151
whats repulsive about stroking your cock (which you are supposed to be upset about having) infront of dozens of strange men, exploiting them for money, fucking several men and leading them on sometimes simultaneously and being completely vain and superficial?
>>5431180
It is a mystery.
Well maybe not really.
>>5431149
>ywn kiss your best friend on a dare and secretly crush on her
>>5431158
i though you were with other anon. that means there's a chance!
like every time i jerk off i think about being a girl as i finish then feel slightly disgusted then think about being a girl again a few minutes later, what does this mean
>>5431142
>calls kayla a "she"
you're no longer my favorite poster
>>5431120
she's just always been like this, and i'm really over it because kayla is like the radicalized epitome of everything wrong with our community. people actually agree with her which you can see in the responses to what i'm saying. which is sad because at least trans people in the public eye who don't pass are still fighting for our rights, and doing something.
>>5431138
it's true. the idea of passing is not looking trans, and looking like what a woman is supposed to be. that's dictated both by misogynistic mindsets about women's bodies, and deep disdain for trans people. rather than it being about each of us being more comfortable with ourselves it's about us being what we're not.
>>5431153
i kind of assumed it was implied at this point that "hon" and "passing" are both terms i think are stupid without having to continue to quote them every single time. that's my fault i guess.
>tfw skype anon wants me to go to chicago and get fat
>>5431197
Fetishism
>>5431179
have fun bb
>>5431172
>but whenever there is conflict between these two i will always cheer for edie.
Why not just hope both of them kill themselves and finally fuck off?
>>5431204
you aren't even trans
>>5431215
Fuck off rawr.
>>5431155
From myself. The irony is that most people I know seem to see me as confident and well put together. I've gotten into relationships based off that fact, and then when people get closer they see how damaged I am.
In terms of self image and confidence, I may as well be invincible when I'm with someone, but then it comes crashing down when it ends.
>>5431215
This.
I want Gigi Gorgeous to fuck off back to gaygen where he belongs.
>tfw /lgbt/ is becoming more of a offshore tumblr sjw shithole by the day
who's more mentally ill
the trans who are encouraged to trans by medical professionals
or the people who do it DIY for reasons
>>5431158
>implying the US doesn't want a strategic or tactical "in" to indochina that isn't a degenerate anime state
>being this dumb yet still typing about something they know nothing about
>implying Philippines isn't a close ally of the US even if that was the case
>>5431227
Nice samefag rawr
>>5431226
>From myself. The irony is that most people I know seem to see me as confident and well put together. I've gotten into relationships based off that fact, and then when people get closer they see how damaged I am.
I know this feel all too well.
>>5431204
>it's true. the idea of passing is not looking trans, and looking like what a woman is supposed to be. that's dictated both by misogynistic mindsets about women's bodies, and deep disdain for trans people. rather than it being about each of us being more comfortable with ourselves it's about us being what we're not.
Preach
>Tfw I should cosplay as gadget
>>5431229
i am the illest
>>5431204
Oh you dont have to explain it to me. I know how Kayla is. She thinks shes the first trans person to ever exist or suffer with this lifestyle and unless everyone goes through what she is they're not trutrans.
Its all just her overcompensating for being such a raging asshole and belittling trans people back in her early crossdressing days.
>>5431227
>Gigi Gorgeous
kek it's funny cos he actually has a flaming gay guy voice like gigi as well
>>5431152
In a way it is, society often forces intersexed folk to conform to one sex, whether it is giving babies genital reconstructions or making guys with gyno get breast removal surgery
>>5431169
But anon, you're still looking at it through the lens of a gendered society. If people didn't assume someone's gender based on their appearance then both of those people would be treated the same. Heck one of my students who was a cis girl had people treating her like a guy just because she had short hair and a flat chest, she wasn't taken seriously as a woman despite being cis just because she didn't conform to societies expectations
>>5431233
Who is this "rawr" person and why are you hating him in every single post you make?
>>5431190
>ywn tell your friend she's pushing it too hard but secretly love holding her hand and hang out with her everywhere
>>5431238
you really should tbqh
>>5431248
Fuck off rawr.
>>5431056
>tfw I really don't care and am considering using my body to fix my crimson chin. I've already been raped by a poz guy and still test negative my immune system is invincible or I'm really high on Molly right now and everything feels incredible.
>>5431251
Doesn't really answer my question, retard.
>>5431256
Fuck off rawr.
>>5431252
wat da fuk
>>5431243
you forgot they both have the same flamboyant drag queen personality
>>5431249
I ship it a lot
>>5431186
i mean i can think of a few things
>>5431194
i'm not with anyone right now tbqh anon
>>5431226
>In terms of self image and confidence, I may as well be invincible when I'm with someone, but then it comes crashing down when it ends.
it's almost unreal how well iktf
>>5431232
>being this mad that australia is a vassal state
H-how do i get a bigger butt :?
>>5431235
sounds like hon propaganda
>>5431215
Edie is trans now fuck off.
I mean I try to be nice to Kayla and help her, but she is self hating about being trans. Some am I to a lesser extent but I don't hate other transpeople because of it. I couldn't care less what Caitlynn Jenner or the other activist do. Some times it benefits me and other times I disagree with it, but I don't hate them over it.
>>5431227
Fuck off. There is nothing wrong with being gay or transitoning from being a gay boy to being a transgirl.
>>5431228
Kek, I am not a sjw in the slightest.
>>5431243
idk I think she is pretty and has a better voice than me. I look very trans and have the voice of lumpy space princess
>>5431276
>has a better voice than me
sucks to be you
>>5431187
>tfw the couple friends I've made here over the past few months just straight up stopped talking to me.
Im scared to do anything with or make friends with people here anymore.
>>5431249
I would want cosplay as either gadget or Carly carmine
>>5431276
>transitoning from being a gay boy to being a drag queen
ftfy
Do you idiots ever shut the fuck up?
>>5431270
>not understanding what vasaal means in current global context
>implying you don't sound like a complete douche moron who trigger people that may know these things
>>5431272
Its sjw faggot propaganda ained at making people with messed up faces feel included
>>5431249
You're talking about Faye, aren't you Squidward.
>>5431271
p-pls
>>5431290
Nothing wrong with being a drag queen either.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vw9LOrHU8JI
I went to a drag show a few weeks ago and Enjoyed it. Stop being a self hating queer.
>>5431296
>I'm a self depreciating drug addict
Fetishist, you forgot fetishist
>>5431270
Oh, I can too. I'll make you mine yet Bexey.
>>5431201
just because i'm not her biggest fan, and she's done a lot of crazy shit doesn't mean i'm going to misgender her. i've done that in the past with people who have insulted me as much as she has and it was stupid of me and i know i shouldn't be doing it.
>>5431218
<3
sorry about all of this by the way. i think i'm just in a mood tonight. i didn't mean to make it into some big thing. i hope you're doing well watashi!!
>>5431265
>>5431243
>>5431215
honestly i know that you think invalidating my identity gives you some sort of upperhand, but you really don't need to think i'm perfectly feminine, cis, or trutrans™ in order to understand that the inherent concept of passing is not to look trans. surprise surprise, invalidating my identity doesn't validate yours.
>>5431302
No actually, Faye has a gf
>>5431234
;~;
I've come to the conclusion that fixing the brokenness is the only solution, but I don't know how.
>>5431247
I guess so, but I still think it's a bit of a stretch to say that in non-intersex cases that looking different from a cisgirl (and not passing) is society's fault.
>>5431252
You better be sharing some of that molly holly. >:]
>>5431270
Yup, I believe I actually stole that wording from you because it describes me pretty well ;~;
>>5431276
>Caitlynn Jenner
I hate her. Not out of a place of internalised transphobia (I definitely have a bit), but because she's a massive fucking moron doing more harm than good every time she opens her mouth.
>>5431304
>Nothing wrong with being a drag queen either
Pig fucking disgusting
>>5431314
>honestly i know that you think invalidating my identity gives you some sort of upperhand, but you really don't need to think i'm perfectly feminine, cis, or trutrans™ in order to understand that the inherent concept of passing is not to look trans. surprise surprise, invalidating my identity doesn't validate yours.
fuck off and touch your cock some more you creepy fetishist
>>5431307
No I'm not Elf. And its been a couple months since I've talked to or they've talked to me. I even hung out with one irl and I thought we had lots of fun together but I stopped hearing from her soon after I had to move away.
>>5431314
i'm enjoy the art of edie's catty posting. she seems experienced from years and years of dealing with trolls, coupled with some serious introspective demons.
>>5431270
>i'm not with anyone right now tbqh anon
;^)
Best Christmas ever <3 Presents and family alike. My presents even mostly had my name on them!
>>5431210
I will I plan on showing them the video I made with my ex Marcus to show them how I really look you can't use angle majick in he video if they still want me I'm.going to take him bare back. God I want that soooo bad. Or sucking on his hard cock while she grinds her wet pussy in face OMG yes this is going to be amazeballs. Too bad I can t charge him I only charge ugly guys with small dicks cause I know they won't last five minutes and I only have to suck their dick I just pretend I'm sucking off Channing Tatum and I'm alright.
>>5431252
>I've already been raped by a poz guy
>>5431333
Elf boots if I've ever seen em.
>>5431320
>she's a massive fucking moron
>thinks trannies who like men in dresses make people uncomfortable
Nah I'd say she's pretty on point with what she says.
>>5431320
I was just being silly desu
>>5431333
>opening your presents before xmas day
>>5431252
>molly
>not benzos
come on senpai.benzos are like $5 for 30 and they get you high as fuck. truly the best drug desu. it's also a socially acceptable addiction, if you have a prescription.
>>5431335
>when gay men transition
Enjoy your aids
>tfw seeing nice butts in the carpark, lovely but not the butt I wanna see
also wishing my butt was nice : s
/mtfg/ is so shitty tonight
maybe it's just my headache
>>5431338
Truth nigga unless he told me he was poz as some sort of fucked up sadistic gesture to further destroy what little of body I have left. But I'm negative doctor even said I seem more healthy than other young men.
Then I died inside cause he said men this face needs fixed who wants a bj for 50 bucks?
>>5431353
Maybe elf cultures have xmas early?
>>5431296
Molly isn't really that dangerous. I would be more worried about getting addicted to it though and turning up poz on the hivy test. I got tested a few weeks ago and it came up negative too. I didn't do that much for me to be worried in the six months before to make me worry, but you know everyone worries when taking an std test lol. But yeah maybe you should carry a gun for protection or at the very least pepper spray. I wanted to buy a another 9mm at the gun show I went to in Arizona, but you know it would really be breaking the law to do that even if it was a private seller. Commiefornia gun laws suck ;_:
My cousin said I could use her address though to get an Arizona ID then I can buy my own shit :3c
>>5431349
>druggie
>the only drug I had in the last month was four beers yesterday
yup good one kayla.
>>5431355
The problem is Molly is some what addicting because it makes you feel good, but you can't really get that addicted to it. Benzo withdrawals are on the level of opis. That is why I will never even tried them despite my doctor giving me a script for xanax.
I learned long ago one shouldn't use drugs, alcohol included, to escape because it always ends bad.
>>5431314
Oh right the only reason why you chose to use incorrect pronouns for him is because you also show your cock in front of strangers and get aroused from all the attention you get just like him. Never mind.
>>5431347
>goes on Ellen and talks about how she doesn't believe in gay marriage
>says it's because she's straight
I'm sorry, a toddler is more self aware.
>>5431350
Don't tempt me holly, I may have to give you e-tard back massages to boot. :3
>>5431353
Yeah, it's hard to tell thanks to the medium of text ;~;
>>5431364
Painkillers would make it better tbdesu
>>5431314
nice passive aggressivness bro, you learned that from chi chi larue?
>>5431356
Gay men lick vagina holy shit what fuck some of my fave homos at doing it wrong I'll go inform them. Aids would noy be so bad at least I'm guaranteed to die.
>>5431314
I been doing great actually! I don't really come here that much anymore and to be honest I think that's the best thing I've done for my mental health in a long time. I hope you're doing well too Edie!
I look in here every now and then sometimes and I don't see anyone I recognize anymore too often so it's nice to see someone from old /mtfg/.
>>5431335
haha you are gonna poz that couple good
they probably didn't see that CUMMING, sick fucks
>>5431374
i've had a headache just about every day since lately i've just been eating one meal a day and when i do i feel disgusting
i wish i had painkillers right now
>tfw one of your friends starts doing drugs and now all she talks about and does are drugs and becomes a really uninteresting person
lost another one i suppose
>>5431365
so how many times he fucked you?
>>5431381
>chi chi larue
keks were had at various locations throughout the earth
>>5431391
fuck off stealth chaser
>>5431393
let me guess
the friend is you
the drug is E
>>5431393
that sucks anon
wanna do some drugs to cheer up?
daily reminder not to respond to david unless you don't mind being bill cosby'd
am i a good girl? am i cute?
>>5431297
>implying i don't know i do
>>5431312
y-yeah fat chance cause like... reasons...
>>5431320
strange desu
>>5431332
B)
>>5431409
Don't come to mtfg for validation. You're too young to be that broken.
>>5431398
Fuck off rawr.
>>5431414
I just wanted to know if I act nice :S
>>5431408
>not using this picture instead
you disappoint me sometimes anon
>>5431421
You act like a typical anime obsessed transbian~ XD :3
>>5431418
i know, but i kind of have to force myself to eat these days otherwise i could go through the whole day without eating
i'm not really doing it for weight loss as much, food just makes me sick
>>5431412
i can make faces all night :^)
Can anyone from the uk tell me how much it costs to self medicate per month on average?
>>5431390
BTW bill your posting style is atrocious move on you creepy fuck.
http://www.strawpoll.me/6342775
important poll pls rebspond :DDDDD
http://www.strawpoll.me/6342775
>>5431425
t-thanks :D
>tfw literally 1/10
what's it like being normal ;w;
>>5431447
are you me?
>>5431408
Who dis? kiwi? why we shitting on Kiwi now? I missed something
>>5431355
Xanex is fun as fuck but I've been to jail and rehab so my doctors won't prescribe it, such bullshit.
>>5431386
aw i'm so happy to hear that!! you've always been one of my favs. very reasonable and intelligent and all that good stuff. i totally understand your distance from here though and i hope you'll update everyone every now and again on your happiness/life ^__^
>>5431450
no just some random anon that will never pass is better off without hormones and was forgotten by their family because they're just some ugly freak
>>5431451
>still have a bit of ketamine
Do it you pussy
>>5431459
so me ;~;
>>5431451
Don't do it. Find something or someone else to distract you.
http://strawpoll.me/6342808
http://strawpoll.me/6342808
http://strawpoll.me/6342808
>>5431453
because he (almost) raped honcelyn and told her to suck his dick
she refused and kiwi through elaborate scheming destroyed her internet reputation here. the end.
>>5431461
yeah but I'm literally 1/10 you're probably one of those faggots thats 5/10 at worst and can actually look decent
>>5431465
trip on jocelyn.
>>5431431
i can make all sorts of faces
>>5431467
nah senpai. i have a 90 degree jaw. i wish i was a 5/10
>>5431440
says the retard with the most incoherent posting style
>>5431448
I'm just going to ignore you now have fun with your microdick.
>>5431451
Ketamine nigga I need that shit tho I might die if I mixed with my pure Molly right now. Cute I have yet to see that anime but the main character looks cute as heck.
*Strokes your fuzzy PJ's* oh God I haven't done this since I was a 16 year old. Lol.
>>5431475
Post a pic on unsee
You're not 1/10
You haven't been hated by everyone you know
You don't want to kill yourself and haven't been sent to mental wards because of it
Fuck you
>>5431419
Godspeed then.
I for one know I don't have the self control to do a lot of drugs. I am pretty much done with doing stuff anyways. I learned pretty quickly after taking 1mg, as in ten hits, of lucy and became part of the universal conciseness of the universe that if I took any more of that shit I could end up believing stupid shit like sovereign citizens or believe in invisible sky wizards.
Seriously, two days after that trip I was convinced my reality was a computer simulation, I saw the ultimate truth in Buddhism, or what Upanishad believe that the mind to be the only god and all actions in the universe are thought to be a result of the mind assuming infinite forms. aka another simulation
yup stay in drugs kids and don't do school I mean the other way around lol.
HollyNicole = hyperactive kayla
>>5431473
i dont have an anime grill blushing hard enough for this.
>>5431482
Who the fuck copied my life story and put it here.
>>5431466
>just one anon bully is on me!! they must be jealous of my amazing feminine looks, help!
this is what u sound like lol
I fucking hate this game
>>5431486
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
What geek would great something so cringy my own face is bad enough lol.
well, i guess the poll says yeah senpai.
>>5431307
>You're definitely one of the trips I'd hang with irl desu
Cool let's go get sushi or pizza
>>5431490
i have plenty
>>5431483
>Seriously, two days after that trip I was convinced my reality was a computer simulation, I saw the ultimate truth in Buddhism, or what Upanishad believe that the mind to be the only god and all actions in the universe are thought to be a result of the mind assuming infinite forms. aka another simulation
so basically a fractal godhead in an n-level simulated universe?
a lot of this kind of spiritual-realism stuff makes a lot of sense to me
>>5431493
my headache is too bad to be dealing with literal children, grow up jocelyn
i'm going to go lay down
>>5431504
well, i guess i gotta take out the big guns senpai.
>>5431507
>i'm going to go lay down
Try not to rape anyone on the way there m8
>>5431497
At least with alcohol you wouldn't be breaking any other sobriety streaks, right?
>>5431510
It's final fantasy record keeper
It's basically all the Ffs (except XI) smashed into one game
>>5431507
I have a headache too I'm not sure if its from the humidity or the dry socket or the fact that I was drinking the past few days
so am I like, appealing
oh, and post what you are listening to right now, /mtfg/!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RwiG64U_I0Q
Morning /mtfg/!
>>5431527
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaoCEdZnyFk
>>5431527
>public
>not children
step up senpai
> girl says I have really pretty eyes multiple times
> shares her employee meal with me when I didn't even ask.
> ask for a cigarette and she gives me two without asking for anything in return
> hangs around at my work station to talk to me.
I-is she flirting with me or just being really friendly?
>>5431527
>post what you are listening to right now, /mtfg/!
my kind of thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wR4JDrftESk
>>5431508
i see your big guns and match you another set
Anybody else stare at pictures of pretty girls all day and imagine being them? I've been told real women do this a lot, too, but I do it obsessively sometimes.
>>5431507
>THE ANON IS JOCELYN! MY ARCH ENEMY!!!
trip off kiwi
>>5431514
It's times like this where I really struggle, and wonder if me trying to stay sober is really going to work. I mean, once an addict always an addict right? The life situation changes, but the reasons never do.
>>5431510
H-holly o////o;
My hair is yours
most of you are just fetishistic straight men who watched too much anime. prove me wrong
>>5431548
>prove me wrong
I like boys too
>>5431548
I haven't watched anime in over 2 years though.
>>5431527
https://itunes.apple.com/us/post/idsa.150cd874-a833-11e5-98d6-20f41dfb764a
i'm obsessed with this song, but the vid just came out today and it's everything
>>5431548
No you're right, doesn't mean I don't get dysphoric though.
>>5431547
You're breaking my heart "anon". You can totally get through these holidays without hitting anything harder than alcohol. I believe in you.
>>5431548
>prove me wrong
my anime reactions subfolder has several folders of series that i've never even watched
>>5431548
I agree with you
please for the love of kid fucking kill me I hate living there's nothing but cruelty in this world
>>5431492
>IMPLYING YOU'RE NOT 4/10
FUCK OFF
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I AM THE ONLY 1/10 ANON
ALL OF YOU OTHERS ARE FAGGOTS
IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO POST YOUR PIC YOURE NOT 1/10
>>5431541
Dont bask in the rays of another person's existence if you tearfully weep while doing so. If you are staring just to wonder what it would be like to share such an existence, dont. Only weenies do that.
>>5431548
I do not watch anime and nothing about the female form arouses me
>>5431535
You should see if maybe she wants to hang out outside of work sometime Anon.
If you like girls, that is.
>>5431504
Yeah, basically I just chalk it up to chemically induced delusions that cause a temporary form on insanity, but while people who believe in that stuff are insane because of the faulty wiring in their brain while my insanity is only temporary.
still cid really takes you out there and it has changed my life a lot. It didn't make me insane but it gave me a whole new prospective on life. I will most likely never try anything but Alcohol again though lol. Well maybe some weed, but idk I don't realy do stuff that often so it will not be an every week thing not matter what I do.
>>5431510
So you can give your heart to Jesus, but your ass belongs to me!
Anyways I am going to take a shower then maybe code for a bit. Please suggestion stuff so I can pass better. I am near five years and hrt and don't pass. I been losing weight too and while it has been working my tits have gotten smaller. Rip.
shity hotel room btw
>>5431550
No you don't or at least not genuinely. Not to mention you used to trannies, you know.
>>5431533
i was listening to buyer's market yesterday. i'm listening to cruise rn though.
i prefer bundy though desu.
proxy was also really fucking good.
>>5431540
i'll be here all night.
>>5431548
>not biscum mustard race
>>5431569
>your ass belongs to me!
enjoy your AIDS familia
>>5431527
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6R6scdGt6g
>go to new game shop
>18-20 year old kid
>beautiful long full red hair
>he has bangs cut in, but he's trying to hide it
>baggy as shit clothes
>he keeps looking over at me
I just wanted to go over to him and tell him what a cute girl "he" is
>>5431525
I think ur cool and cute but ur also like waaaaay younger than me so I would feel weird trying befriend u. Instead I'll just say gl and I hope you make some friends ^^
>>5431548
I really like men. Bisexual.
>>5431561
Welp I mean there is no way you look this bad.
>>5431574
i'm only here for another hour or two... but after tomorrow afternoon i'm around for a long long time
>>5431569
>Yeah, basically I just chalk it up to chemically induced delusions that cause a temporary form on insanity, but while people who believe in that stuff are insane because of the faulty wiring in their brain while my insanity is only temporary.
>still cid really takes you out there and it has changed my life a lot. It didn't make me insane but it gave me a whole new prospective on life.
what if the modern human diet is deficient in entheogens?
>I will most likely never try anything but Alcohol again though lol. Well maybe some weed, but idk I don't realy do stuff that often so it will not be an every week thing not matter what I do.
that seems insane to me, i'd much rather be perpetually stoned than perpetually drunk, at worst being extremely stoned just leaves me tired and slow than actually feeling physical pain and manifesting that pain in social bullshit
>>5431582
You met rawr?
>>5431573
>>5431548
I'm too old to like anime
>>5431569
I hope that was a joke cause I am really ugly I just don't care right now it feels good to admit it anyways you wouldnt want my butt it's flabby as fuck now.
>>5431596
Like this with no makeup and baggy clothes boy clothes
>>5431605
BLUE BOARD
>>5431601
chase trannies*
You are a dirty damn ex-chaser.
>tfw stealth boy mode at new game store and everyone called you he and used your boy mode
>>5431611
I have on body paint trust me it's art :3
>>5431620
go full time already god damn it
>>5431620
Boy name*
>>5431605
>>5431619
>ex
What makes you think I stopped?
>>5431590
fug. i'm here forever.
>>5431620
you will be a man someday faye I believe in you
>>5431625
Are you kidding my ass is fat as fuck.
there are so many things i would do to faye and all of them would end up very bloody
>>5431589
I said I'm 1/10
You're 4/10 at least
>>5431623
I prefer to just drive two towns over and form new social groups after everyone finds out and starts acting weird about it
>>5431634
Don't fuck me on my period then
nicole = edgar + aife + kayla
tbqhon
>>5431633
it's a typical flat white man's butt to be honest
>>5431633
Please stop
>>5431635
This fucking hug box I'm not that close to five I'm negative one mother fucker.
>>5431631
>fug. i'm here forever.
if i didn't have a job i'd ktf senpai
you're here forever
>>5431639
*cues laugh track*
>>5431650
i'm in uni too ;~;
>>5431649
I wouldn't fuck you, but there are a lot of people I want to fuck less then you
5/10
>>5431639
i want to punch your face until there is nothing left to punch
>>5431649
>I'm negative
stop lying, you're all pozzed up
>>5431654
i'm way out of uni but mostly because repression-depression fucked me up
i should be writing engines and game logic and libraries and writing/designing awesome games but instead i'm transitioning and dealing with the aftereffects of anxiety and the years wasted on it all
>>5431527
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aodaTq0tP_U
>>5431664
>she thinks her ass is fat
>>5431548
I don't watch anime.
>>5431639
do you wear pads when you are on your progesterone cycle?
Good morning /mtfg/
How's things?
>>5431486
add miss cock to lower half of this and you have perfection
I hate how I have to share a label with you pathetic faggots. You're all just a bunch of perverted freaks with no respect for the female way of life. Just the fact that there's some fucking retard posting his asshole on a goddamn safe for work board for a bunch of people to see really tips me off to the mental state of you degenerate faggots. God I wish death would come fucking sooner for me if I have to share the same image with you flamboyant imbeciles.
>>5431693
really fucking shitty thanks
>>5431675
Its fucking huge :/
I'm 155lbs now I'm so sick out it.
>>5431672
At least you got something useful. I'm going for an English degree.
>>5431685
I don't bleed much after two years on t, but sometimes I wear one just in case
>>5431699
Awe tell me how you really feel senpai.
>>5431708
On the plus side, you can still switch degrees. There's no way that you are that far into a degree at 19.
>>5431699
Fuck off rawr.
what is going on here
>>5431711
funny
>>5431715
Writing is the only thing I'm good at desu.
>>5431708
>At least you got something useful.
>implying i didn't drop out several times in a row
at least an english degree can be directed or redirected towards something useful
i'm stuck washing dishes until i can muster the energy to code a game and hire an artist and a musician and sell it on steam
>>5431730
I'm so screwed
I have no talents or skills or knowledge on top of the fact that I'm unhireable
>>5431729
Well then write to your heart's content. Just don't expect that your degree will teach you how to be a writer, that seems to require initiative on top of schooling ;_;
A degree still opens doors though.
>>5431750
why are you unhireable?
>>5431730
You have coding skills senpaitachi. My skill is over analysis.
>>5431730
What are you thinking for the game?
>>5431758
I have no idea, I've been unemployed for two years though
>>5431699
It's like Reddit/girlsgonewild isn't a thing
>>5431766
What was your last job?
>tfw steam sale
>tfw actually purchased a Call of Duty game
>tfw do a psychedelic drug for the first time
>tfw you trip hard enough to see yourself in the mirror without the filter of dysphoria making you look more masculine then you are
>tfw you realize that people arent just hugboxing you and you're legitimately p cute and not a man in a dress
fuck dare
drugs are great
>>5431693
very very good desu
>>5431719
life is happening anne
Actually I have no idea I just got up
how are you
>>5431773
labourer at a timberyard
>>5431774
disgusting
which one?
>>5431776
im a bit sleepy and a bit miffed and im listening to the smiths a lot and its good
>>5431785
There's like no one online these days, so I installed a bot mod. Fun game.
>>5431774
>tfw actually purchased a Call of Duty game
here's a gif to express my disgust
>>5431785
you heard wrong, MW1 is the only decent one, MW2 probably has a stronger player base though
>>5431762
>implying i've learned any language while being suicidally depressed
but i can learn again
also overanalysis is the best possible skill for a WA analyst :^)
>>5431764
>What are you thinking for the game?
many ideas
elanna knows one of the best ones, but i have several others of "full game design and story" tier cohesiveness, on top of about a dozen framework ideas
>>5431785
buying it is still going to be the worst life decision you make today
>>5431774
God I know this feel, but with board game sales at Christmas, I bought a bunch of Star Wars miniatures to have fake dog fights with, and the only person I know that plays wants to tie me up and put a cock cage on me
>>5431798
and by WA i mean QA :^)
>>5431757
Yeah, I know. I actually like writing for now. That'll probably change though.
>>5431798
bexu pls ;~;
Let me live out my bro fantasies, no judge
(I bought it for the campaign anyways, and MW2 has the stronger of the two I've been told)
>>5431790
Hi kuppy, how's it going?
>>5431800
I'm hoping it is. ;~;
The temptation to make other bad decisions is high.
>>5431801
That sounds kind of hot tbdesu
>>5431815
other bad decisions being ketamine or something more interesting?
>>5431815
>I bought it for the campaign anyways
help me elanna im dying
>MW2 has the stronger of the two I've been told
yeah the stronger M203 primary weapon attachment
>>5431826
>bullying elanna about a game
>owns bad rats
>>5431815
Tired, woke up to some shitty repititive music my brother's game was playing.
Just browsing the steam store for a potential game.
On the topic of Call of Duty
>I bought it for the campaign anyways
First person I've heard say that
>MW2 has the stronger of the two I've been told
Maybe, but MW2 seems all over the place in a way, I kinda liked MW1 better but that's just my preference. The best story you could probably get would be maybe Black Ops or something.
>>5431830
Who doesn't own Bad Rats?
>>5431830
you gifted me bad rats baka desu
>>5431828
this is exactly the mindset a game designer seeks
>>5431823
I wish something more interesting had cropped up in the meantime, but yeah, that.
>>5431826
No bully pls
>>5431832
>First person I've heard say that
I honestly can't into multiplayer COD. I love single player FPSes. I mean, I didn't even play the multiplayer in BF:BC2, I just played the campaign.
I'm probably shootering wrong.
>>5431833
I don't ;~;
>>5431847
Eh, multiplayer is hard for me to get into too. Haven't properly played multiplayer since 2011 I believe. Too bad nearly every game is obsessed with multiplayer these days.
>>5431854
>multiplayer is like the entire point of the entire COD series beyond COD2, arguably 3
You're an idiot desu
>>5431863
old news to me
>>5431863
the cod campaigns are literally "shoot baddies until you satisfy a checkpoint" and the stories are a perfect balance of mediocre and meme
if you can move a mouse and click a target you've already won
>>5431879
>not playing your fps games with a controller
i bet you're one of those elitist pc gamers
>>5431879
idk
I will say I enjoyed Black Ops 1 and 2's campaign, even if there is an annoying, loud, always reveal your position because anger side kick.
>all these tripcodes
Do you know why they call it a *Anonymous* image board?
>>5431879
>the cod campaigns are literally "shoot baddies until you satisfy a checkpoint"
Bexe pls, that's what a first person shooter is.
>>5431879
>if you can move a mouse and click a target you've already won
>implying I'm not going to play a bro shooter with my Xbox 360 controller
:D
>>5431854
>god damn just let me be your medic already
l-lewd
>>5431858
Yeah, the last multiplayer focused game that I played was TF2, I really havn't been into multiplayer shooters since then, they just sort of feel like more of the same. I'm tempted to pick up CS:GO though.
>>5431889
Hi, you must be new here
>>5431895
New
>>5431856
lol out of nowhere comes a kira, well I'm a slut for cuddles and headpats, they are my cocain, its why we are together so often, she seeps it through her skin and I gotta have my fix
>>5432009
uhhhh p-pls >///>;;
don't let ur dreams be dreams lilly
>>5431197
Internalized transphobia maybe?
>>5431527
http://youtu.be/inCmvuDtpqM
Classic