/mtfg/ - Transgirl General - Ainsley Harriott Edition

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>>5429296
That's a perfectly fine reason to be excited, bring in that dosh j.me

>>5429304
Me too Kuppy, I know how that feels. First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend for. It's hitting pretty hard.

>>5429310
What's on the 29th?

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1st for steam sale sisters.

sweg

>>5429338
;~;

>>5429340
4th for internet so shit that steam store won't load.
Get me out of this country

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>>5429338
>First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend for.
hah, this is the 19th christmas in 19 years i haven't had a bf.

>>5429314
Hadn't even noticed it was not just normal Anon, I'm not paying enough attention today o.O

I feel like I've talked out most of it, or some of it, idk. I just need to like, figure out something that works to break this cycle it feels like. But yeah it's hard to be able to know it so well unless you're there too. I'm symphonia32 on skype if you wanna chat, or idk if you use something else to talk, also got a steam, Nycteri78/Carinix. Always nice to have more people to talk to, as it seems to be how I can keep friends at all, 1 on 1 talking instead of being drowned out in a crowd.

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>>5429349
Who needs boys? Well maybe us but Aussie boys suck.

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>>5429348
>tfw filthy steam badge/level farming goy
>explore queue to get your cards
>"An error was encountered while processing your request: Failed to load queue"
T-thanks gabe.

>>5429356
I gotta get a secret santa gift for someone via steam too.
Stressful

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>>5429362
>Secret Santa
>X has sent you a gift via steam
???????????

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>>5429349
Hey, I was there too, I never had a proper boyfriend until I was 20.

Both situations suck for different reasons. I'm sorry though.

>>5429338
>First Christmas in 5 years that I havn't had a boyfriend
iktf
trying really hard not to contact the ex right now

>>5429349
Tfw never had a bf
>>5429354
Ive met a couple ok ones but the vast majority are the fucking worst. Feels like the quality of people ive met has improved a lot since moving to adelaide though. (Surprisingly)

>>5429322
Wow. I love Lenny Henry

He's an inspiration to us all

>>5429338
>What's on the 29th?
going to hang around a bit - literally.

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>>5429367
Well
that's quite the coincidence

>>5429372
I live in Vic
A lot of boys I've met are annoying as fuck. Sports obsessed faggots desu
Met a few somewhat cute boys, but they don't act very Australian.

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Buy me video games :3

/id/3177415556/

>>5429382
>private profile

>>5429381
Yeah, i moved here from vic so im well aware of them. I kinda miss the big city though sometimes, adelaide is super nice but it is a lot smaller.

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>>5429381
No I was getting at how is it secret santa if it will display your name as the gifter?

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>>5429387
You need to be friends to gift something anyway no?

>>5429396
No clue.
You deleted me a few months ago anyways :P

>>5429393
Yeah, I like Melbourne and from what I know Victoria is apparently the most liberal state. So I guess I won't leave for a while.

>>5429395
I thought in secret santa you don't know the name of the gifter until you receive it.

>>5429401
... awkward

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>>5429407
No, you're not meant to know who the gifter is. At least that is how it's always been here.

>>5429411
Been the way I described it my entire life.
QLD is weird

>>5429407
The laws in vic regarding gender stuff are pretty shit for some reason but I think its getting more standardized and better this year? The quality of the doctors has beeen waaaay better over here though. I had a bad time with the gender clinic there.

Either way the best cities are the ones that you have friends in, yo.

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>>5429371
;~;
Are you friends with them or would it be weird?

>>5429378
Imi why would you do a thing like that, please don't.

>>5429414
But I've done it through mail with other communities and it's always been mine way.

>Secret Santa is a Western Christmas tradition in which members of a group or community are randomly assigned a person to whom they anonymously give a gift.

>>5429416
ahh fuck
will probably just DIY anyway

>>5429424
My whole life I've been lied to?

>>5429421
Sort of friends, but it would be weird cause I just want someone to hold me while I cry right now.

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>>5429354
I do. And I just want someone. Anyone.
>>5429370
I gave up already.
>>5429372
Iktf. Dear Lord, do I know that feel.


Well, time to go fail a final!

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>>5429421
>why would you do a thing like that
because it's fun .-.
worksafe picture related~

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>>5429401
Oh ;_;
Sometimes I remove people I don't talk to when i'm upset, I dunno.

There, no longer private profile
Judge my shit taste

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nini /mtfg/

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>>5429434
>tfw she thought you were talking about hanging yourself

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>>5429433
I don't think I could get a bf
maybe I'll just settle for an MtF GF, they'll at least be understanding.

>>5429439
Night

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>>5429382
I am a poor tranny pls help

>>5429448
MtF GF MASTER RACE REPORTING INNNNNNNNN

>>5429426
I did DIY for like 3 months before I moved here, shame im not still in melb as ive got a huge pile of imported hrt meds i dont need anymore i could give you.

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>>5429448
I'd say by my gf but I'm a burger.

>>5429452
K. Got you something.
I'll send it on skype after I finished up packaging physical gifts.

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>>5429427
;_; I'm sorry
I dunno, for what it's worth I swallowed my pride months ago and have done that more times with my ex than I would care to admit. It may be more weird if you're not super close though...

I'd offer that if I could but I suspect I'm a bit far away.

>>5429433
You're 19, why would you give up already? You're barely a quarter through your life, and probably only a small fraction as the correct gender.

>>5429434
Oh, well that's a lot less dark than I thought.
Have fun I guess. ^^

>>5429464
Oh, you didn't guess who I am yet?
I'll get better after a little wallowing, I hope. Really tempted to turn off all devices and disappear somewhere though.

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>>5429457
;_____________________;
Oh well, I guess I'll have to get them myself.

>>5429458
It's alright, I doubt I could even handle a relationship anyway.

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>>5429461
>stim games on skype
That's a thing?

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>>5429464
Ultra-hon, scared to talk to people, and nobody wants to be around a downer all the time.

>>5429472
I did actually, hence why I said that I suspected that I'm a bit far away..
Do you want to talk about it, or would it help?

>>5429479
It's a steam key, not a steam gift.

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My mister bought me my first ever dress ever the other day
I took a few pictures, but this is the one I want to share
People told me it looks pretty cute and it makes me feel amazing.

>>5428999

Glad to hear fellow transpeeps staying in stride~
And, atm, mapmaking. Making a post-apoc/fantasy map of ecuador for a guy making a civ-like game

>>5429007

Oh, rad.
Double transition goals
How's it feel~? : 3c

>>5429016

omg, BOTH
It was awful.
It was out of commission for an entire day.
I just stayed in bed and slept.
Also meps.

>>5429486
Nah. I've done my venting, and I'm keeping occupied atm. If you want to have less loaded talks later I'll probably be online and drunk by this afternoon.

>>5429477
When I'm in melb again maybe I'll make a post to see if youre still around. I might make the trip in march to visit my family for my birthday and wouldn't mind seeing this stuff get used.
Worst case youll get some for free if youre still on the diy route then. Just promise not to bully me over how hon i am.

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>>5429485
There can only be one ultra-hon.

>>5429487
Spooky

>>5429493
Well shit Lainon, looks like you are a patter now.

Avatar the Last Airbender is a legitimate reason to live

>>5429492
yeah maybe, though I've never met up with someone, so I'm not sure if I am comfortable.

>>5429493
M'lainanon

>>5429439
nini

>>5429444
nyo .~.

>>5429464
I will, thanks :3

>>5429490
it does look qt :3

>>5429490

Also, the other pictures, tho

http://imgur.com/a/Dyjzc

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>>5429496
What's a patter?

>>5429500
Heelloo
>tfw delusional today so good mood

>>5429490
I'm so painfully jelly of your shoulders

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>>5429505
>delusional

>>5429490
are you going to be present as nonbinary type and wear that dress?

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>>5429491
OK, well I hope you feel a bit better soon, I'll be online later as well and doing the same probably. ;~;

>>5429485
>ultra-hon at 19
Are you sure your self-image isn't skewed? That doesn't seem likely, at least not to the extent to rule out dating or give up

>>5429505
Hi lainanon, I'm sorry I got mad at you yesterday.

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>tfw this is my future

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Also, Eri and Kuppy- heres the mep E'm dreweng, kind of

>>5429501

Thanku. > w<
It's, like, legitimately the first dress I've ever owned.
When I first put it on I felt like an absolute freak, but my mister came into the dressing room with me and gave me a hug and a kiss and it gave me the confidence to take pictures to show people
And so far most people have said good things. <:

>>5429507


I'm sorry. >:

>>5429522

I'm a genderfluid first, nb vaguely and questionably aside in some hard to consolidate way
Look, I just avoid the dysphoria ok, don't ask me why I'm like this

>>5429528
so you're LEGOkin?

>>5429507
>Jealous of a gay male

Kill yourself

>>5429529
What's the map for?

>>5429528
What about after getting SRS?

Its like 6am why the fuck cant i sleep


>>5429500
Yeah, i understand i just hate seeing things go to waste. Ill make the offer if I end up over there again and it's up to you :3.

>>5429507

are their shoulders that good or is it just their magnificent neck which lessens the impact of them a little?

>>5429533
ok then

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>>5429528
So you're going to be Lego?

>>5429532

Making a post-apoc/fantasy map of ecuador for a guy making a civ-like game.

>>5429531
They look 1000000 times better than I ever will even if I managed to save up enough for ffs
Why wouldnt I be?

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>>5429512
Y-yeah

>>5429524
Is fine, i'm pretty annoying sometimes.

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>>5429529
aww~
I kinda want this one tbdesu, no idea though how that would look on chubby me .~.

oi ya mangled puppies

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>>5429542
Nice

>>5429546
You just have a good day now, ok.

> Tfw your crush comes over to spend the night
> Tfw you take the floor but she insists on you coming into bed
> Tfw cuddling and talking about life
> Tfw she feels you get a boner and she asks about it
> Tfw she turns to you and starts taking off her clothes
> Tfw mutual lewd touching that leads to some light fugging
> Tfw you wake up and it was all a dream
;_;

>>5429547

I'm actually starting to get a little chubby myself. x:
I'd really like a dress like that, except maybe
with flared shoulders and some plants below?
Maybe a lighter color, too..
And a hood?
omg, imagination, why are you doing this to me

>>5429550

Yeah. And this map is only the first project.
They're on for asking me to fully illustrate their game, which would be cool.
I'd get to solo-claim the art assets. : 3c

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>>5429546
You aren't annoying. It just hurts to see someone who has those same thoughts that I have all the time about my appearance that listens to them. I don't listen to those thoughts, but they're hard to ignore, and it's painful to see you unable to break free from them.

>>5429377
When no one gets my joke :(

>>5429557
Good luck with it.

>>5429559
How do you ignore them?

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>>5429490
take care'a urself dummy!
maps? that's neat I love fantasy maps and stuff
what's the pattern on ur dress? like anchors or mushrooms or...? anyway it suits u

>>5429528
here's me

>>5429529
neat, are u including elevation? that can help more realistically put where water goes and even when towns forms since humans rely on water for so much, or are u just going from specific instructions?

>>5429554
You lost me at asking about errections

To be fair that still sounds pretty gay tho

>>5429567
>You lost me at asking about errections
yeah that's a sexy-time killer for me but to each their own

>>5429566

It's anchors. ;p
Someone else guessed mushrooms, too, tho.
And thanku. > w<

And a bit. I'm mostly just drawing lots of hills and mountains. I'm following instructions in sofar as it's a "post apoc/fantasy" map of a real place. And I just happened to pick Ecuador, I guess.

>>5429554
lol

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>>5429550
I'll try!
Not seeing something absolutely disgusting in the mirror today helped I think

>>5429559
How do you do that though?

>>5429554
typical disgusting transbian post

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>>5429505
Passer* gomen.
>>5429524
My self image is warped to the point where I question if I pass as human some days lol. But I only really have my self perception.

0/10 day im ready for bed now

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>tfw I am actually starting to turn into a girl
feels pretty cash money yo

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>>5429564
>>5429585
The healthy ways:
Putting on a strong face, wearing makeup on bad days, holding on to the feedback of strangers, being in love with someone, learning to live with the fact that your brain is broken

The unhealthy ways:
Alcohol, drugs, promiscuity, hypersexuality, and obsessively seeking external validation

I'm still working on myself. It takes years. At least I've cut drugs out of the equation by this point.

>wake up
>fuck
>visiting historical sites with gf
>eating in sp00ky city
>more fucking
lyfe™

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to market to market ~
byeybye for now mtfg

>>5429582
are they red and yellow? I have some blue panties with white anchors that my partner loves, mushrooms are pretty cool too tho
but yeah starting with like elevation/topography stuff and working from there is a good tactic for a more natural flow

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>>5429585
I wish I had those days more often

>>5429616
>All that
Oh God, life isn't going to be fun at all is it?

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>>5429616
>tfw the latter part describes you

>>5429625
Bury yourself in the good. Life isn't so bad when you let the trans stuff fade to the background in time.

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>>5429616
I can't into makeup ;-;

>>5429625
I don't get them very often but a few times a month maybe and when I get hugboxed.

stop being all mopey and sad mtfg

>>5429642
eat shit miss cock

>>5429642
Im going to rape you.

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>>5429642
entertain us

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>>5429646
sticks and stones

>>5429642
Well, I'm only good at being sad and ugly.

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kinda tired rn

what is eveyrone up to ?

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I need to go to bed now
Good night... well morning /mtfg/

>>5429616
>obsessively seeking external validation
Tfw this is the one I do a lot. It's the only way i can tell myself the belief I will never pass and never have and the massive amounrs of dysphoria is maybe wrong
I'm so thankful my friends all put up with me when I'm like that ;;

>>5429655
oh goodnight kuppy please sleep well ;~;

>>5429642
Pot, kettle.
>>5429617
I wish i could wake up next to someone. That'd be cool.

>>5429650
why do you post pictures of butch women so much? are you obsessed?

>>5429653
We are all going to make it though. Chill out.

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>>5429609
But if you recognise that it's warped, maybe you're a lot more attractive than you realise.

>>5429625
The healthy ways of coping aren't so bad. Being in love is amazing, I basically forgot that I was trans when that happened. I've only recently fallen back into bad habits sadly.

There's a lot to be happy about in life, and not every day is a bad day.

>>5429629
It's OK, it describes me better than I would like as well.

>>5429638
Never too early to learn, still say that you need some girl clothes, they also help.

>I don't get them very often but a few times a month maybe and when I get hugboxed.
>tfw there are days when I look in the mirror and see a girl, and there are also days where I look in the mirror and I just see a hulking disgusting man thing

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omfg I just want to be able to put on pants, leggings, or a skirt and walk outside without the hassle of tucking

i hate tucking this is so much bullshit why did I have to be born with a cock

why does it sometimes just decide to not stay in place when I try to tuck. It won't stop slipping

surgery can't come soon enough

When do my muscles fall off? Also I think I've decided I'm going to stay skellymode in hopes my tits never get huge

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>>5429661
I hope you will soon
>>5429663
cause drag kings and soft/hard butch are hot

>>5429680
you have to eat
starving yourself early on hrt is a death sentence to boob growth

>>5429651
make you retreat to skype

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>>5429669
Yeah i'll get some when I get money and I already have lots of makeup stuff that I never touched because I can't really look myself in the mirror usually without ruining my day.

Also iktf except I don't see a girl just something feminine ;-;

>>5429672
It's not so bad once you get used to it. I bought a professional made gaff and now i wear it daily and no one can even tell any difference.

>>5429693
I've been doing this for 7 years.

It's still bad and total bullshit.

>>5429693
>I bought a professional made gaff and now i wear it daily and no one can even tell any difference.
um, pics? How does it work? I want to buy one, where did you get it?

>>5429693
Kill yourself

>>5429684
next month's hair after a bit of growing
next month's body if i don't drink too heavily over the holidays

>>5429696
Oh. Idk. I've been doing this a year and I'm used to it. Then again if i havent had srs within another two years I'll probably be upset too.

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>>5429654
Hey kit, just trip-off sadposting. ;~;
I don't like Christmas

>>5429657
Iktf. I'm glad to have patient friends that at least sort of understand that I'm messed up in the head.

>>5429655
Goodnight Kuppy ^^

>>5429691
;_;
Eventually there comes a point where you can look in the mirror and at least tolerate your face on the bad days. Doing makeup when you're constantly having to tell yourself "this isn't real" is painful but doable.

>>5429684
>cause drag kings and soft/hard butch are hot
thats not really a reason to keep posting them, just masturbate in your own time pls

>>5429616
So like.. what if we pretty much do all from the good and bad ways as much as we can? Fuck eliminating those bad ones is hard. Maybe I'm not okay with being broken enough to not be constantly fucked up a little bit.

I wonder how many times "anon" will say everything in my life is a lie. It was 12 yesterday.

>>5429707
elanna?

>>5429672
get gud it isnt a big deal at all i dont even notice it

>>5429693
>gaff
[vomit intensifies]

>>5429697
No pics. Its just like a thong sorta. Bought off amazon for like ten dollars.
>>5429719
What, you just let it dangle?

>>5429724
what is the name of it and is it painful? I made a gaff using a tube sock and some elastic and it was painful

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>>5429655
Night senpai.
>>5429665
Yeah, but I main it could be 10% better and that is still horror movie territory. I just don't know desu. But I got a fuck ton of benzos and my mom gave me free reign to get through the holidays so fuck it. I'll go get drunk and go on tinder this week desu. I can fool people into swiping right there at least.
>>5429665
I dunno. There's always bound to be some that don't make it. Maybe I'm one of 'em.

Maybe this is all just an extension of my hatred for the holiday. Everyone is so fucking merry. I can't stand it.

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Who else feelin cute today? ^-^

>>5429726
It's bound to be painful when you get erect by wearing women's clothes. Fuck off agp cunt.

>>5429686
good i dont need them.

>>5429724
>What, you just let it dangle?
its called tucking you pleb, get fucking gud

>>5429728
just chill

I just cram everything up as best I can with a tight pair of boyshorts and tights

>>5429739
>i dont need them
having boobs is a good thing though senpai

>>5429736
I haven't had an erection in a month
I doubt i can anymore. Also I never felt turned on by being feminine, ever.

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>>5429701
neat
>>5429708
why would I masturbate lol

>>5429741
Whats the difference, autismo
>>5429726
I barely notice it at all during the day, but it does leave marks and stuff, just like any other clothes would.
The homemade gaff thing is definitely worse.

I have to go to the pharmacy to pick up hormones but I can't get my cock to stay in place no matter how many pairs of panties or what pants I put on. I even tried medical tape and it started slipping

I'm like freaking out kill me pls

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Fuck is this how effects of chin surgery looks like?
What I am getting myself into?!

I was never able to get exactly how the fuck i was meant to tuck. I've read all kinds of shit but was never able to apply it to myself, how the fuck does that shit work?

>>5429752
is that justin bieber?
the steroids really made him more masculine

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>>5429715
Greetings from the frozen lonely wastelands of Canada ;~;

>>5429712
I'm not sure, it's legitimately hard to eliminate the bad ones. I had for a period, but I'm back to doing them because apparently I'm dependant on having a partner in my life to feel good about myself. An ex very recently expressed concern that I was headed straight for an abusive relationship if I didn't change that habit, but I don't know how else to cope.

>>5429730
>not feeling awful and disgusting all the time
Not TruTrans™ :^(

>>5429755
>Whats the difference, autismo
you dont need to buy weird hon accessories to tuck lmao

>>5429765
why drop trip man cmon, no more sadposting!

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>>5429761
My gf doesn't like it when I say she looks like bieber.

>>5429755
what fucking brand is it so I can buy it?

>>5429758
push balls in canals, tuck dick, slide on 2 pairs of panties, thats how I do it

>>5429759
that looks like jaw masculinization

>>5429779
>that looks like jaw masculinization
You are right I found it on r9k but damn it looks so brutal.

>>5429768
Alright cool. Gj.
>>5429779
Idk and I'm at work rn just amazon it.

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>>5429761
lol

>>5429790
>4channing at work
for what purpose?

>>5429784
who want's to look manlier?

>>5429773
But I don't really want to trip for a while ;_;

>>5429784
>tfw my parents wanted me to get this procedure

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Do people who need and usually use glasses look more masculine without glasses?

I feel like I do.

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>>5429765
>tfw agp

>>5429798
Bored because i did everything, and waiting for my shift to end.

>>5429807
I usually cook myself something to eat at the end of my shift

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>>5429800
I look more fem without my glasses def.

>>5429798
>who want's to look manlier?
I would guess that chin feminisation is similar to this.

>>5429799
Please feel better soon :_:

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>tfw your ex says she isn't doing well and wants to hang out
>last time she got you drunk on wine and teased you about liking guys and felt the need to affirm that she was "totally over you"

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https://unsee
.cc/zupobire
/mtfg/, how fucked am I?

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I made cookies ^^

>>5429843
you could pass as an ugly girl, do something about your eyebrows though.

>>5429816
I work in a popcorn shop. Soooo.
>>5429843
How long on hrt? Looks alright, maybe lose weight and work on hair.

>>5429846
bland as fuck

>>5429842
it's like would u prefer ppl just forget u exist and never call??? >.>;;

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The best way to spend christmas is alone tbhon.

>>5429836
I'll try ;_;

>>5429843
Not very honestly.

>>5429843
You look like a homely 16 year old girl

>>5429843
You're not out of luck, but it's going to get worse if you wait a few more years.

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>>5429862
I disagree. I want someone to hold me.

>>5429862
Tfw spending it with my best friend who i have a huge crush on

>>5429858
Well... I like being friends with her but she only seems to make it unsettlingly awkward that she isn't over me. idk
>>5429886
I disagree. I want someone to hold me. [2]

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>>5429886
M-maybe I can hold you.

>>5429890
>tfw spending it with candy, alcohol and vidya
Dunno what to play this year though.

>>5429890
Tfw not spending it with any of my numerous crushes
I miss L.A. girls feet. They were nice.

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>>5429856
Well ok...

>>5429892
Recommend me something soothing to listen to.

>>5429910
Anon's a jerk. Those cookies look good.

>>5429910
It's just cookies.

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>>5429899
You'd have to travel a pretty far distance to hold me, I would gladly let you though.

I can pay you in cuddle vidya

hey

>>5429913
Wild Nothing - Nocturne

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>just watched how a drag queen gets ready
I feel like for some reason I learned more in 8 min seeing that than I have being here for 2 years.

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>>5429850
alright will do once i get home.
>>5429854
blockers for >1 year, e since august. (pic is from october though, cause i look like shit today and i don't really have anything more recent.)
>>5429864
>>5429867
confusedanimugrill.tiff
>>5429870
i'm already working on it ;~;

well shit. i thought i was fucked beyond repair through FFS desu.
>>5429862
i agree desu senpai.
>>5429928
hey!
>>5429913
if you want, here's some comfy ambient noise.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NEy6qYIyXUg

>>5429892
why not get back together???

>>5429862
why?? so u can avoid /mtfg/ and all other social media cos u will only get bombarded by happyfags and couplefags and familyfags taking 5 mins out of their happy day for rubbing loneliness in ur face?? lol

>>5429932
Too upbeat. Anything more subdued? With female vocals preferably.

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>>5429925
It would be worth it.

>>5429936
that's what i hate most about christmas desu. everybody is so fucking merry.

>>5429938
Hmm... Emma Ruth Rundle - Some Heavy Ocean would work if you skip around the couple upbeat tracks

Soap&Skin is good too but it's heart-wrenchingly minor key'd

>>5429934
what did you learn?

>>5429934
>tfw my sister said to me i should watch those videos

>>5429800
I'd say so, my friend says I look more fem with glasses on, but she has a glasses fetish so can't tell if serious or not..

>>5429953
that there is more to lips then just putting on lipstick and there are more comfortable ways to tuck

>>5429800
taking off my glasses reveals my nose hump, so maybe?

>>5429938
If those don't work
Grouper and Mount Eerie

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>>5429967
Maybe wearing glasses hides my manly eyes

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>>5429944
tfw nothing to be merry about

o-oh wells

>>5429963
p-pls she's a nerd, also she wears glasses too and it's qt

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>>5429800

Hrm?

>>5429817

Hey, hottie

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>>5429943
>tfw lainanon will never fly across the ocean, hold you tight and spend Christmas together with you

>>5429985
That dress looked nice on you

>>5429946
>>5429970
Those are nice but not exactly "I just had my wisdom tooth pulled out along with the one next to it"-core.
I guess I'll just stick to Wife.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WWNg9hjTsA

>>5429964
Basically half of my mouth is made of lip liner these days

I think glasses would really soften my face but I cant bring myself to buy fake ones, i hate my stupid perfect eyesight

>>5429993
Oh wow, that has got to be painful... I'm not looking forward to one I'm getting pulled next year.

Also that link sounds really good, I'll try to find that later today. I'm still kind of new to that area of music.

>>5429992

I've come to think so, too. : 3c

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>>5429975
>nothing to be merry about
iktf, which I guess is why I overcompensate with my love of christmas?... I don't even know how many years I've cried when opening my single present because I'll never be a girl, never have someone who loves me and never have what my siblings have which is a family of their own

>>5429995
is that uncomfortable?

>>5429964
But why would you tuck Miss Cock?

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>>5429989
>tfw will never spend christmas with a qt pie and snow

If only..

>tfw poor
>tfw steam sale
why live, /mtfg/?

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>>5430013
No, it's just high maintenance. I have thin shitty lips and I'm still trying to get better at doing them. This is a nyx suede in soft-spoken that Edie recommended to me with a cheap nude lip pencil

Credit goes to ufufu for the expression

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new coat and pants, how bad they look?

>tfw your mom said you weren't really feminine because you had a batman shirt on

I feel like kayla might be her real daughter

>tfw paycheck tomorrow
>tfw gonna waste all my food money on steam sale

>>5430039
I don't like plaid but it suits you. Cute imo!
>>5430041
Lol

>>5430035
i think you're very cute

>>5430000
It is.
Plus I am hungry and there's a crater in my mouth.

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>>5430021
Aren't you forgetting that wonderful Canadian cold? ;~;
I agree though, if only.
Isn't there snow in Sweden?

>>5430039
Cute, they suit you
>tfw you have the same figure and same jacket style as a girl that I had a crush on in high school

I know you girls are against using your penis but I really want to make you girls cum on my face while I finger you and talk dirty in your ear.

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>mfw play vidya with old friends that known for 6-8 years
>used to be good at the game but now just super bad
>they carry you and just pat you on the head virtually

i can live with this :3

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>>5430063
Cold is nice and makes cuddles even better though.

>Isn't there snow in Sweden?
We haven't gotten any snow where I live but it's kind of far south I guess so no fun allowed.

>>5430069
>tfw too good at video games

>>5430068
That shit is gross bro. Why dont we just play smash and hang out.

>>5430068
I've heard a lot of conflicting things in private desu, I know there are a few who really love doing that to guys

>>5430068
I can't make any cum, not even a drop.

>FFS cost 13k€
>I have it
>I could live for 4 years without working with that kind of money.

>>5429975
she is pretty qt in glasses, but ours get in the way when kissing : s

hey, I know this is a really shitty taboo question but I've been trying to figure my own shit out and this has been bothering me a lot lately.

Would a transgender woman (pre SRS), when asked what genitalia she has, respond (reflexively without thinking about it) with "a vagina" or "a penis"?

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>>5430077
its okie you can carry me at games and in return you get head pats

>>5430100
wow lilly, just wow ... it's not like being qt clumsy glasses girls is cute or anything, ahhh!! >.>;;

>>5430097
but could you live with yourself for 4 years ?
>>5430102
a cloaka
chickenkin for lyfe shitlord

>>5430102
tell the person asking that its none of their business

>>5430039
when did faye steal kaylas trip?

>>5430041
tell her it's a batWOMAN shirt and she's a sexist for thinking superheroes can only be guys

>>5430046
whatcha gonna get?

>>5430102
y would I respond to someone asking about my genitals out of nowhere?

>>5430077
;__;
Cold really does make cuddles better, nothing quite like curling up under a blanket.

>>5430088
>tfw heard stuff that people would do with their gt in private that are enough to make you blush and get kinda turned on
>tfw unwillingly became chaser

>>5430102
Penis

>>5430108
>but could you live with yourself for 4 years ?
Of course not I can't even leave my house.
But good damn it it's so big pile of money. Literally... I have it in cash right here in my room.

>>5430102
I would, reflexively without thinking about it, tell you to fuck off unless you were a prospect or my doctor.

>>5430102
I doubt anybody would be that brash about it

If they're suspicious that you're trans, it's best to tell them as soon as they start asking questions pertaining to it.
If they break it off, you know it wasn't meant to be.

All trannies say 'We're not trying to trick people'. Lead by example.

>>5430102
If they're hot I might ask if they're questioning because they want to hook up. If not I'd act offended and ask questions about their junk in return.

>>5430122
>Implying I didn't ask about your openness to gt openly.

>>5430122
yeh, p much, it's just bodies after all >///>

>>5430035
edie is great for all sorts of tips with skincare and makeup and even just chatting.
also my upper lip has gone way thicker than it used to be thanks to hrt.
gosh you look amazing and you will only look more amazing as hrt does its thing... I hope after weightloss I look pretty too and I don't have like an even worse brow and jaw than I do

also the is that uncomfortable thing was a joke as though you had melted an entire lip liner into your flesh or something because you said that your lips were mostly made up of lipliner... yes this is how my brain works

>>5430107
omg I embarrass myself constantly around her ;~; I trip over things that I just put down and I keep fumbling and making a fool of myself :'s g-good thing she thinks me being retarded is qt, I need hazard warning signs.. and that's with my glasses on

>>5430116
I didn't respond to it, because it was literally a bait post from lgbt

>"my son thinks he's a woman, but wears female cut super hero shirts, doesn't he know that no real woman would do this?"

>>5430143
lilly... why u gotta make me feel bad and lonely again u cruel aussies!! ;////;

>tfw never gonna be actually qt to anyone not just trying to cheer me up

>>5430150
except for my girlfriend who steals all my old male ones and wears those out with my girl jeans and undies >.>

>>5430112
fair, see below

>>5430116
It's more a conceptual question I guess. To explain a bit more I've been questioning my gender for a long while and recently decided to try taking acid and seeing if that would help answer any questions/at least do something. I realized while rolling around in bed (rubbing my shaved legs together was ~incredible~) that the only reason I (personally) should transition is if I'm so uncomfortable with my male anatomy (and gender/all other masculine things) that I would want to be a woman such that I would basically be convincing myself (and obv. others) that I actually have a vagina, as that was the way I was supposed to be born.

Although I prefer the characteristics of femininity and it certainly suits me better, as does androgyny, as long as I'm ok with having a penis (I've luckily only had actual body dysphoria a few times in the form of panic attacks about my genitalia, but not in over a month) then I don't need to transition, but I can still shave my legs and paint my nails and wear women's clothing and such because I think those things are advantageous anyway.

I dunno though since I've been telling myself pretty much the same thing for months but I'm still depressed about it :/

>>5430122
thank you for answering

>>5430152
Tfw

>tfw your dad sends you a text calling you your girl name and that he loves you
>tfw you get really thoughtful girly Xmas presents out of nowhere from your co-workers
i-i don't deserve this ;~; feels are too much

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>>5430134
Y-yeah, you did. There have been private conversations with other people that have been equally nosebleed inducing though.

>>5430135
Yeah <///<;

>>5430162
My mother sent me a nice bracelet and a card addressed to my new name for the first time.
I bawled when it arrived

>>5430137
Oh wow sheen thanks :3 I'm sure you will be happier after weight loss!! I hope my lips get bigger too >.>

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>>5430157
tumbler leave

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>>5430162
>tfw almost 3 years on hrt and your dad hasn't noticed anything
Sugar pills

>>5430176
hello lainanon

>>5430176
It's a bit rude to comment on your son's breasts or girlface

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Nothing quite like a shopping trip to cheer yourself up. Got myself some new ankle boots and a couple of pairs of jeans today.

>>5430152
i-i didn't mean too.. just saying that I'm clumsy.. as she left last night I turned around and tripped over my bag, so glad she didn't see >\\<

>>5430183
and weird and cringy
just no

>>5430158
yeh

>>5430162
oh gosh lilly jello, I'm sure a certain someone has a special present for u on xmas eve or xmas morning too~

>>5430168
y-yeh... now I'm lonely again

>>5430157
>I dunno though since I've been telling myself pretty much the same thing for months but I'm still depressed about it :/
Repression also applies to trans girls who insist they're really femboys

>>5430175
>is transracial
>tells tumblr to leave

>>5430186
omg just move in together already jeeeze

>>5430192
stop bullying kayla already

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>>5430178
Hello
>>5430183
I guess but still!

>tfw he doesn't even try to make me start lifting anymore

>>5430197
>pointing out hypocrisy is bullying
kden

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>>5430175
what's wrong with tumbler?

>>5430204
hypocrisy would be if kayla was actually transracial and was criticising someone for being transracial, you were referring to that early picture of her with the wrong shade of foundation, hoop earrings and a wig cap because you are a bad person

>>5430204
It will be another hour long chain of mutual bait because you're both too proud to pass it up.

>>5430170
damn that's nice.. grats anon : )
my best friend and his gf bought me a necklace and a really nice card addressed to lilly for my bday and I started crying in the pub we were at >~<

>>5430176
are you living with your family still? maybe he just doesn't know how to feel about how sweet you are?

I guess we're not talking about any trans stuff today, just endless infighting. I fucking hate you mtfg

>>5430183
my bio dad like almost forced me to show him my boobs and I relented

>>5430157
wut
just do whateves makes u most comfortable with urself

>>5430219
talk about whateves u want

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>>5430218
I have my own apartment.

>>5430185
Post boots

>>5430211
kayla said she was mexican back then tho
not to mention the numerous times she claimed to be from various countries
obvious transracial dysphoria

>>5430219
Just talk about whatever you want really.

>>5430233
On the off chance that you are genuinely not a troll despite months of nagging doubt: have you ever presented in front of your parents?

>>5430203
>>tfw he doesn't even try to make me start lifting anymore
I wouldn't try to make my kid lift if they had visible breasts and a girly face either.

I hate my family even more now

>>5430188
lol I don't think she knows what to get me, il be happy enough with being with her on Xmas as my present, I usually spend Xmas alone drinking, at least it's been that way for like 6 years or so since I moved out..

>>5430194
b-but then she will get sick of me and my being clingy..

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Nitynite mtfg, ily all

>>5430247
Ogres aren't very big on family values, what did you expect.

who else is looking forward to Christmas with a family which is loving and accepting?

>>5430255
Frankly I expected no less, so it's not so much actually disappointing as it is frustrating and painful

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>>5430251
night senpai..

>tfw steam friend goes to bed

>>5430260
ayyyyyyy my family is that but i fucking hate the holiday and want to not have it happen.

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>>5430240
I rarely meet them but no and I usually just meet my mom, she's cool.
Don't think I can present as female without getting bullied with this face but I dunno!

>>5430241
I don't even think he notices desu or he's too spooked to say anything.

Don't even bother putting on thick shirts and stuff to hide boobs anymore.

>>5430260
I am, it's not my family but I am very excited to be a part of their Christmas

>>5430273

who's family is it?

>>5430249
p-pls everyone loves clingyness when it's something ur in to =p

I'm sure she has something really special for u hue hue hue hue ^^;;;

>tfw have to spend another year alone
;~;

>>5430279
>tfw no brit trip to hang out with :_:

>>5430276
Best friend invited me over as none of my family is in this state

>>5430260
I have never experienced this

>>5430284
o well there are only like 10 or so >.>;;

>>5430251
Goodnight, sleep well

>>5430260
Spending Christmas with my loving family. Still feels depressing and empty.

>>5430269
>tfw ywn go clothes shopping with lainanon
>tfw ywn force her into a cute outfit, braid her hair and drag her outside where she'll pass flawlessly

Tbh though, if you aren't hiding your boobs, they're fucking obvious, even if they're small.

>>5430284
Why not hang with Noelle? :^)

>>5430295
i would sooner hang myself anon

>>5430284
Don't most of the brit trips live in the midlands, I'm sure it wouldn't be hard

>>5430260


>>5430269
>but no
Do it and stop giving excuses

>>5430295
>ywn drag her physically to the stores

>>5430157
(was me)

Sorry I didn't mean to cause a stir or anything I'm just really really depressed and confused about myself. If I can come up with a more coherent way for you (plural) to help me I'll be around again but otherwise I'll probably just remain in nonbinary purgatory hell I guess

>>5430306
Are you honestly retarded? Like functionally retarded?

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>>5430299
>tfw ywn hang with Noelle
>tfw she will never shyly ask if you can shit all over her
>tfw she will never vomit on you while you cuddle

>>5430313
The fact that I graduated college made my profs find religion desu.