/mtfg/ Transgirl General

First for suicide is gay.

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>>5336140
You're gay

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xth for qt 10/10 bf

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>>5336147
ur the gayest

>tfw you realise just how completely fucked the proportions of your face are

I can never go outside again

>>5336153
nth for you've known him for a day and you've only interacted with him online.

Post dreams you had before you transitioned that might've been a clue that you were a train.

>>5336159
FFS is fairly cheap ya know

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i wanted to kill myself once
didn't work out though

>>5336166
Dreamed I was a girl and woke up crying for some reason a few times. Can't really remember other parts except I was a girl.

>tfw got a new webcam and can start making Raifu lewds in 1080p

>>5336168
Not really

I love you all, even if you don't love yourselves.

>>5336166
one time I had a dream I was from the future and trying to escape robot alien dictators by traveling into the past then I woke up w/ tears trickling down my cheek... from that moment I just knew...

>>5336175
p-pls that's how the lat one overheated and broke!! >.<;;

>>5336185
good luck

>>5336182
I hear a trip to Bart is like 20k and that comes out to about 200 a month on a regular loan.

>>5336168
The only way I can get it is by continuing to suck dicks for money (because talentless loser) but it depresses me so that I only do it enough that I can have enough to survive

Forcing myself to work more and save up instead of buying drugs to kill the depression is fucking hard (yes I'm pathetic)

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>>5336162
but we've talked over mic and cammed already and he only lives like 10 miles away

finally an edition that I can sympathize with (Y)

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>>5336162
Why are transgirls always so desperate for a relationship like this? I have a friend who started chatting with a couple who clearly were only interested in her for a one time fuck but after a day she started calling them her bf and gf. Shape up ladies.

>>5336193
Thanks, you too.

>>5336204
thanks
i'm going to bed now, i have an exam

>>5336207
Nuh-night ^^

>>5336198
You are as good as you say you are worth. Often much less. If you truly believe that, then you're an idiot for not doing anything about it.

>>5336166
I dreamt that a big burly 19th century engineer was shoveling coal into me and pulling my steam whistle

>>5336215
Wtf are you even talking about?

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>>5336199
I'll let you come to the reality on your own but you're literally dealing with a chaser. If anything hes going to sex you once or twice and then drop you. Welcome to our world.

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>tfw no bf

>>5336203
It probably has to do with a sense of self-worth and desperately seeking validation from anyone who's willing to give it. I'm not saying that's the case with "kiwi" or whatever her name is.

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>>5336222
>implying you know what he's like
ok salty anons i am gonna play more vidya seeya

>>5336228
Have fun

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>>5336228
>tfw kiwi left before you could post this image

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>>5336228
Its always fun to watch the new girls act like they're somehow special from the rest of us. Like how sluts always think a married man will leave his wife for them. Every time.

>>5336220
Do you have to ask? Assuming you're the person who wrote >>5336198, don't let an online person care more about your life than you do.

>>5336062
He stopped posting here a long time ago. He's finished with gaygen also.

>>5336191
>tfw you're poor because you have to keep replacing webcams
;_;

>>5336166
choo choo.
I had a dream once where I woke up and someone had drugged me and surgically changed my gender. And stole one of my kidneys. So I got a job at a blockbuster and I was super happy. When I woke up and remembered I was all like, "is that the normal way to react to that situation?"

>>5336259
Dunno if it's normal or not, but I'd gladly trade a kidney for that.

>>5336195
Depends on what you're getting done and how much the loan is/how many years it takes to pay it off

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>>5336247
What a shame.

>>5336251
u will never make it as #1 cam girl at this rate ;~;

>>5336244
Why don't you try passive aggressive for a change of pace?

>>5336245
>don't let an online person care more about your life than you do
>let

I'm not doing it on purpose, I hate myself and I can't stop it. Every single aspect of my life is a fucking disaster and I haven't done anything to change it for years.

>>5336279
I prefer being aggressively passive.

Friendly reminder that Rachel is a straight male crossdresser

>>5336166
>friend gets a gf
>she's an okay person
>go to bed
>have a strange dream that i was in parliament house
>not much happens but the premier is dressed as a cow
>wake up weirded out
>check the clock
>it's time for school
>get up to brush my teeth
>friends gf looks back at me via the mirror
>get a frantic phone call
>it's my friends gf but in my body
>realise that we've swapped bodies
>he drags me to the local shaman who has a cure
>buy the shaman a carton of beer to purposely 'throw the match' (so to speak)
>the shaman starts doing his voodoo magic
>it doesn't work because he did a real half arsed job
>he (the one occupying my former body) is distraught
>"oh well that sucks, we tried our best though"
>catch the next flight to majorca before he realises that i stole his body

It was bizarre.

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I wish people were friendly here

photoshop person here im back

give me a challenge

>>5336314
I am!

>>5336281
It seems like you're a glutton for punishment. Why do you hate yourself?

>>5336282
I'd insult you here, but I think I'll just let you type.

>>5336319
jay leno

make zooey deschanel unpassable but realistic

>>5336319
I want you to Photoshop me but it's gonna make me really sad that I don't actually look like that

>>5336322
It's a rarity

>>5336314
JUST FUCKING DO IT, END IT

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>>5336273
Do you need him for anything?
Hes says he still goes by ints Japanese thread but I think he's just trying to be by himself and forget everything happened. He went through a meltdown and hasnt posted on gaygen in like a week. I think he's trying to move on.

>>5336332
Wtf is this

>>5336314
I do my best, you can't really blame some girls for being bitter though.

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>>5336331
I would if I could

>>5336328
aww thats ok, i understand.

>>5336327
reverse passing eh? Interesting..

I've been watching Jessica Jones and I really like it and all the guys are super hot and the sex scenes make me feel like being lewd

>>5336345
you should do it

>>5336343
They are depressed

>>5336326
>Why do you hate yourself
Oh wow, where to begin? I'm a tranny, I look like a fucking alien, I get fucked by any random dude who gives me enough money for it, I have no skills or desire to get skills, anhedonia has destroyed my social life, everything I do results in disaster, my mind actively works against me to fuck up every opportunity, every glimmer of hope, every trickle of motivation and grinds it into dust leaving me in exactly the same position I've been in for the last 5 years. I'm probably just incredibly lazy and am using depression as an excuse to stay here, but it doesn't make me hate myself any less, actually it makes me hate myself more.

>>5336332
GET OUT MY GEN YOU WEEB FAGGOT

>>5336356
Jessica Jones is pretty great, but I always find fan service to be laughable at best.

>>5336365
Exactly, we all have our breaking points.

>>5336366
Therapy?

>>5336326
i agree. it sounds like they are not doing anything about it to fix anything

>>5336358
ehh. I think if no one wants me to do them then I'll just pick someone from the archives or some some other site.

>>5336367
What do you mean fan service? I don't know anything about the comics =/

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>>5336377
ok this is me >>5336328 so i'm doing this against my better judgment. make me pretty

>>5336373
It's because we have life go against us.
We're filthy trannies

>>5336378
Any sex scene that doesn't add to the plot or character development is fan service.

>>5336374
I don't think it would help. Plus I don't trust them.

>>5336337
The new thread.

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>>5336384
madison hi where u been bbg

>>5336366
I'm a weeb
what are u going to do abt it

>>5336392
Why not? (to both parts)

>>5336384
I'll do my best! I think I'm getting better with each one.

I also kind of want to try something full body like adding/subtracting lewd parts and curves.

>>5336385
I have to hold on to the hope that we can all make it, else I dig myself deeper into the hole of self hate.

>>5336394
hi pookie i'm getting my hair cut next week ^^ how are you?
>>5336396
sry my body is disgusting

>>5336377
I'd do it but I'm too scared to post something.

>>5336402
It's hard to hold on
We hope it gets better but with life spitting in our faces, it's tough

>>5336415
I know, I spend most of my time in despair, but the fact that there's a non-zero chance that it will all be okay keeps me going.

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>>5336407
ooo hope it goes well !
I'm alright, just ate and seeing frog this weekend so am excite

>>5336414
this desu

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>>5336366
I don't mean to undermine your depression, but it sounds like you aren't actively fixing the root cause of this cyclical pattern. Of course, you'd hate yourself more being stuck in a bleak bedroom. 5 years is too long a long time. I'm a tranny too so I understand the associated problems with it. After hating everything so intensely during my teenage angst phase, I learned to mellow out and not take being a tranny so seriously.

I legit feel sorry you are stuck here and choosing to continue like this. I wish you well and I hope you can muster some confidence to scratch and claw your way out of this.

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>>5336241
i don't get it senpai

>>5336395
I've read so many (anecdotal) stories on various forums of people who've had tons of therapists and it doesn't help. When your brain is physically fucked up all you can do is throw meds at the problem.

And I don't trust anyone in general, but ai would not feel comfortable relaying what goes on in my head to someone who don't know, and someone who could feel obligated to forward that information elsewhere if they deem it troubling.

>>5336407
It wont be when I get done with it.. (hopefully) lmao

>>5336414
I posted an email earlier for this reason. I mean if you trust me of course.

but anyway its [email protected]

>>5336430
It's not entirely that.
I'd also need to take a photograph.

>>5336429
I've had more therapists than I can count, but eventually there's one that actually helps, also sometimes meds do really help as well.

>>5336419
The only thing keeping me going is my bf otherwise I would've killed myself a long time ago

>>5336429
Yeah there are bad therapists but there are also good ones. Look up reputable psychologists/psychiatrists in your area and find one you trust.

And uh.. if you have thoughts of self harm or harming others then its probably more urgent to get help. You're not guaranteed to be cured but its got to be better than nothing?

>>5336445
Don't kill yourself, my sister attempted suicide and the pain when I thought she was dead hurt more than any dysphoria ever could; don't do that to those around you.

>>5336384
You sort of look like a younger version of Fiona Muxlow.

>>5336453
If I decided on suicide, I would cut ties with everyone

>>5336458
My sister did the same thing, it dosen't make it hurt any less.

>>5336455
That's harsh

> leggings under jeans
Goddamn I am comfy

>>5336455
Ew, I really hope not

>>5336466
Time heals the pain.
When I moved down here in the bible belt, I hoped that someone would kill me.

>>5336469
That actually sounds cozy as fuck.

>>5336421
>After hating everything so intensely during my teenage angst phase, I learned to mellow out and not take being a tranny so seriously.
See this happens to me, like I sometimes get to the point where I'm like 'so what, I'm a tranny, I'll just own it and be myself!' Then a few hours/days later I flip out and start relentlessly hating everything again. I guess that's what you meant by cyclical pattern?

>>5336441
>>5336446
I appreciate the help, really I do and will remember it for a time in the future when it may become relevant to me, but I've said to people "yeah I'll go do therapy" and then talked myself out if it so many times so I don't wanna disappoint you by pretending I'm gonna go do it. Thank you for being nice though.

>>5336132
> Tfw 4 attempts

>>5336476
Yeah, no more cis legs while waiting for the bus.

>>5336483
> cis
Cold

>>5336474
Yes it will eventually get better, but you must know that the total amount of pain (and the increased suicide risks that come with it) will forever change those that care about you for the worst; the pain may fade (not completely though), but the thought that they could have done something to prevent your loss will never leave.
>>5336478
Don't worry about it, if there's even a chance that I can better someone's life with mere words then I will take it.

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>tfw so drunk you cant' spot hiccuping

>>5336499
Yay drunk buddies, watcha drinking?

>>5336478
Fair enough. Only you can decide if/when you want therapy. And if its not helpful then you can just quit.

>>5336490
I was sort of worried about asking how you got cis legs.

>>5336504
Performing alchemy on humans is bad mmkay

>>5336504
well she's always going on about taking in homeless girls..

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>>5336478
Admittedly, being a tranny is a hard deal. I've been on this trip for almost 7 years that started on my 18th birthday. I'll have a bad day here and there where I'll look in the mirror and think "what the fuck have you done?" but generally speaking, that's coming from a place of surreal disbelief more than anything.

I meant the cyclical patterns of (a) not wanting to learn a skill or a trade that can lead to a gainful income and (b) not feeling motivated and having the confidence to do something about it despite facing difficulties. The (a) to (b) life. I'm not going to sit here and type anything you don't already know. I just hope you don't become too complacent and extend the 5 years to additional more years. That sounds suffocating to me.

>>5336502
Off-brand Mtn. Dew and vodka <3 Like a proper southerner

>>5336517
Noice, I'm just drinking straight vodka, I can't get drunk off of mixed drinks anymore.

How do you enjoy starvation?

>>5336499
oh no, should u drink if ur sick gosh... h-how are u?? o.o;;

>>5336499
>spot
Did you type that on a bump there? Cute.

>>5336522
Spend the money you save from not eating on other cool things

>>5336522
You don't: exercise is much better for losing weight anyhow.

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>>5336530
but it isn't

literally 80% diet

>>5336522
You look yourself in the mirror whenever you want to eat

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>tfw fat AND ugly
why bother

>>5336539
its 50/50 really. Its all about energy in energy out.

>>5336530
Nah, weight loss is 90% diet. It's all about calories in vs calories out and excessive didn't actually put out that much.

>>5336522
Don't. Starvation puts you in hibernation mode and causes you to use less calories.

>>5336522
w-well u don't have to starve per se but u can cut food budget down to like $100 a year and try to find a way to survive, meanwhile saving a ton of $$$ if u buy it urself

>>5336545
iktf

>>5336195
Most FFS surgeons charge around 20-25k or more for full ffs, the cheaper ones aren't even worth going to.

>loans
You normally have to have something like a house or car to bargain with the bank or have really good credit. If not the loan will have a very high interest rate and honestly paying $200 a month on top of rent and other bills is just not doable for most people.

I just got back the semester's uni results.
>credit
>credit
>pass
That's like two B's and a C- in high school terms.

So not only am I emotionally unstable, I'm also dumb.
"Yet another reason for me to Commit Suicide®"

>>5336549
>100$ a year
Niggawut

>>5336539
>>5336548

Obviously you can't eat whatever you want, but starving yourself is generally considered detrimental by every health professional, I've personally tried a healthy diet and exercise and starving myself and exercise wins in weight loss every time.

>>5336556
*exercise+a healthy diet wins every time.

>>5336530
>>5336539
>wanting to lose weight
You'll must be fatties or you actually want to look like a skeleton. I wish I could gain some weight...

>eat like crazy
>fast metabolism
>can't gain weight
>female fat redistribution suffers because of this

>>5336563
Imma fatty, I gain weight super easy so i have to be very careful.

>game shop owner says people are flaking on him
>tell him I can run his shop
>hands me keys, teaches me the register, hires me
>tell him I'll wear my best dress
>he says he doesn't give a fuck what I wear

Seriously Kayla made this shit sound impossible

>>5336563
>sit on your ass all day everyday
>only eat junk food. 3k cal a day minumum
See how fast your "fast metabolism" lasts then.

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>>5336567
>points
Ha ha, fattie.

>>5336530
>>5336539
You burn more calories when exercising than doing mundane tasks and a diet restricts calorie intake, so it's both important. It's not that black and white, fucking retards.

>>5336571
I must have steve rogers super soilder genes because I do all of that and don't gain weight.

>tfw skinny 4life.

>>5336577
I agree (see >>5336561), I'm just saying that starvation is bad, yo.

>>5336569
>hands me the keys to the store
Lol cool story bro. You need attention that bad that you make up stories like this?

>>5336577
You burn 1600ish calories a day just by breathing/digesting/sensory input.

Starving yourself drops it down to about 500.

suicide edition for real?

>>5336591
>not knowing how basal metabolic rates work

>>5336591
maybe when you're at the point of breaking down your own organs to live
for normal fatties you can get away with really low calorie diets for awhile
the overall best method is 500-1000 calorie/day deficit tho

>>5336577
of course it isn't
if your diet is shit and you eat tons but exercise you're not going to lose weight though

>>5336556
yea don't starve urself
skellys aren't attractive srry

>>5336594
triggrd

>>5336597
By starving I mean <like 500 calories

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>>5336588
The tentacle grape key chain is a little much

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>>5336384
Couldnt help but get a faye valentine vibe while doing this.

Also dont feel too sad it could be worse. You could have a giant dick magnet on your fridge.

>>5336614
Holy crap

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>tfw so bored i cant concentrate
Can someone do my report for me pls?

>>5336606
You don't get to that level of reduced BMR until you're down to like 5% body fat, i.e. you're literally almost starved to death. Your body will keep pulling out energy from fat and keep on truckin

> girl puts her number in my phone as important
What does it mean?

>>5336545
being fat usually counts for a potion of ugliness too
I'm not going to post my face but I look a lot better having lost weight

I still have bad acne scars but I've done all that's in my power

>>5336618
how far into it are u?? o.o;;

>>5336623
Lust.

>>5336623
But I've never used your phone?

>tfw just want to be left alone for the rest of my life but I keep getting my name called and bothered
>still somehow talked about still

>>5336614
i-is this what Madison would look like with FFS?

Please do me anon!

>>5336521
You can if it's mixed 60/40
>>5336528
on a bumpp?>>5336523
I'm doing it anyway. Ot works surprisingly well desu

>>5336627
> mfw I've thought about fugging her

>>5336625
Like, 1/3rd? I can't do anything cuz I can't focus ;~;

>>5336609
That's supposed to prove what other then you have a tacky key chain?

>>5336631
I wish, I'm pretty much an alcoholic at thi point, I can easily down a straight bottle of vodka in a couple of hours without getting much more than drunk.
>>5336632
Go for it, you'll regret it if you don't.

>>5336630
If thats how she wants to look afterwards then I sure hope so.

I will do yours and anyone elses. I really enjoy it desu

>>5336632
>fugging girls
Only boys do that, get out chaser!

>>5336614
I kind of got a Michael Jackson vibe, but I think it's the errant bang. Pretty change.

>>5336552
I don't even want to see my results.

>tfw everything is awful but at least your boobs are growing

>>5336552
Nothing wrong with not being amazing, especially when you consider all the shit you're going through.

>>5336646
>tfw tanner 4 breast stage but still A cup.

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>>5336631
y-yikes lol

I wanna talk to u more again desu o.o;;

also this just came out in the west as style savvy or style boutique idk, I want it so bad lol ;~;

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1entFrG_vKc


>>5336634
oh no, how are u approaching it???

usually I start w/ making an outline of the sections, then I fill them all in first pass, then I apply something like a toulmin model where applicable, then I refer it back/compare to the field/literature ... like at that point usually have half done >.>;;

the hard part is adding in fluff ;~;

mebbe go for a run and come back try again?!

>>5336644
Lets see what you look like hon.

friendly reminder the colder you are the more calories you burn

constantly drink ice cold water, and put ice cubes in your butt

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>>5336658
>hon
It always makes me laugh how that's being used as the go-to insult around here.

>>5336677
Friendly reminder that the amount of calories lost by using this method is miniscule unless you take it to the extreme.

>>5336681
hon shot first

>>5336653
But that's the thing.
I'm not going through the shit.
Uni is pretty much all I've got.

I've mostly excommunicated myself from any friend groups that I used to have (not by choice but because I never really spoke to them outside school, etc).
I've purposely repressed any shit that I can, because I don't think that it's going to go anywhere.
I don't have any hobbies or things like that that could distract me.

There really is no excuse. I'm just shit.
I wish there was something to point the finger at, but there isn't. It's all me.

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Ohh god I was wrong, it wasn't 6 people presenting from my field, its 6 people from all of engineering. I didn't get nominated by default, mine is supposed to be the best ICT project this semester. I'm fucked

>>5336690
Repression != a healthy mind.

>>5336692
w-wow jormy!!! ur super amazing everyone believes in ur talent!!

>>5336681
If someone calls you out as a hon you have to submit a picture to prove you aren't one or forever be labeled a hon.

Hon, I challenge thee.

>>5336684
Stop trying to keep these ancient secrets to yourself

Every tranny here needs ice in their ass

>>5336693
I know. I know.
It's probably not all that much to repress though.
I doubt I'm even trans. If I actually spoke to someone I'd probably find that I'm fine.
It's just I find it so hard to talk to people or be open in person. I just start cringing and then backtracking from whatever tangent I've gotten on. I just can't do it.
The pain of not doing anything feels less bad than the pain of trying to talk.

how normal is this amount of bob growth for 4 months HRT?

should I be taking progesterone?
anything I can do to not make them look like disgusting pointy sidepointing tits?

unsee.cc
/donaremi

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>>5336614
why dont you show us your pic so we can photoshop your ugly face

>>5336707
>>5336684
>>5336677
>Every tranny here needs ice in their ass
THIS 100%.
My cousin started taking Ice via injections, and she is practically annorexic now. Ice is the solution to weight.

Of all the trips that left which one do you miss the most?

>>5336719
C h e s k a

>>5336719
moot
;_;

>>5336719
Pre-SRS lalalily

>>5336720
Cheska the beska

>>5336723
lilly is a trulesbian now, she doesn't date transgirls like u, only cis girls lol

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>>5336711
id start with my big jew nose first

>>5336636
or two sets of keys, the ones in my ignition and the big set on a lanyard

also
>show keys to mom
>what are these?
>keys to the gameshop in XXXXX
>YOU STOLE HIS KEYS
>no mom he gave them to me
>WHY WOULD HE DO THAT?
>because I work there I guess
>he hired you dressed like that?

;-;

>>5336730
Lala went full retard after SRS and started claiming to be cis.
>she doesn't date transgirls like u
I wouldn't touch that shit with a fifty foot pole and a hazard suit desu.

>>5336730
lily isn't a lesbian silly, they're a true straight man.

>>5336704
If you think (I use this word jokingly) I'm being coerced into meeting some loser's demand to insecurely post a picture, you've got the wrong faggot. I've overshared my pictures on here as an anon the past weeks, go look for it if you care that much.

Call me a hon for the next year on here. That'll give you something to do.

>>5336734
Eh that doesn't prove you work at game stop at all though. You're gonna have to provide better proof then that or else it's just another faye lie.

>>5336744
not game stop, its like a magic the gathering/board game/warhammer shop

>>5336742
>making up excuses not to post a pic
Yep, it's just as I thought, def hon riding a trip.

>>5336744
>faye lie
I don't lie, im upfront about being in my 30s, working with joint special forces command, and not passing

>>5336747
Gamestop game shop w/e, my point reminds valid. :p

>>5336738
>>5336740
idk I just thought it was an odd post the other day lol

>>5336744
it didn't sound like faye works there

#neetforlife, #gfsbitch, momspunchingbag

>>5336753
>my point reminds valid
just stop, close the thread and leave.

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>>5336731
not bad desu
I wanna post one but ugh

>>5336751
so what are ur hours like or was this a one time thingy

>>5336754
umie.......

>>5336760
w-what??? o.o

>>5336762
you em aru~~

>>5336760
It's part time, i'm opening tom from 12-3, and I get a discount, which is cool because I spend like 200 a month there easy. he kinda hired me at closing so I'm sure he'll let me know.

I don't really need the money, but there are Ftms that also work there that are my besties so It's pretty cool

>>5336760
I probably wouldnt do it tonight im all shooped out I think. Gonna play some pokemanz and go to bed.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOnY32RNfX8
Miku is love

>>5336769
which pokeman.......

>>5336762
HI
HOW R U THIS EVENING

>>5336766
oo which games do you play?
Magic?
Sounds like a fun gig
do they still tease you abt looking like a girl

>>5336755
I know it's just another faye story like Kayla's stories that mostly aren't true.

>>5336758
>calling out my typo made at 3:00 am in the morning.
Ok thanks grammar nazi. :^)

>>5336766
>still pretending
Give it a rest dude...

>>5336773
lonely & bored :c

>>5336776
Make up some stories like faye for attention.

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>>5336776
awww I'm sorry ; ~ ;
It'll get better I know it !! <3

>>5336773
Ruby rumble :D

>>5336775
>not makinf typos 24/7
s-step it up...

>>5336778
today all the ppl I like said they liked me too and wanted to hang out, and we made plans to have fun together over winter break

;~~~;

>>5336779
n-no... I do the opposite of build a tolerance to pain >.<;;

do you have good posture, /mtfg/?

Question. Why do I treat the guy that I like such shit?

>>5336791
tsundere desu.

>>5336773
I like board games and magic, we just played arkham horror, and I'm supposed to try super dungeon explore sometime soon.

also, its evolved to me scolding them every time they accidentally say dude or misgender them, it's fun watching them stammer

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How long on HRT does it take for coarse body hair to turn into soft vellus hair?

I'm 2 months on hormones and it's still rough and prickly.

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God bless donald trump

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>>5336775
>DUDE

it's ok, it's not like I have feelings or anything d..desu

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>>5336811
15 months and mine is still coarse. Theres less of it though

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>>5336813
C L E A N
S
W
E
E
P

>>5336815
im guessing it takes a few years huh

Which trip would you bully to death?

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Sup /mtfg/, what are y'all doing?

>>5336824
jörmy

>>5336820
Tfw kikes chimping on twitter after his rjc speech

>>5336826
not flirting with adri, nope

>>5336830
Deets? What did he say?

>>5336831
What pick-up line you gonna use?

>>5336824
Frenchfry

>>5336833
https://mobile.twitter.com/cspan/status/672470731624603648 watch videro

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Slept 2hours last night and now at school blah. How am i supposed to stay awake

>>5336789
I don't, but I don't think it really matters desu

Almost no one has perfect posture these days, its almost to be expected that you have a slight computer slouch

>>5336838
Oy vey it's another shoah

>>5336842
Iktf
Happened to me at some point this year, I only stayed awake because I can't sleep with noise. Might be different for you, good luck.

>>5336843
I've been doing this for over a month and my posture has improved a shit ton. The first time you do it you can tell a huge different.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTV6UCh-yhs
Also it takes like no time to do.

Which trip has the sweetest girlcock milk?

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>>5336842

>>5336831
>flirting
Faye pls. You were talking to me about how you liked confusing boys and then asked me what shampoo I use

>>5336848
your mum

>>5336824
>>5336836
Definitely Frenchie.

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got my hair did

>>5336866
She is bullied girl for a reason

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>>5336869
also muh nails

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Dress?

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>>5336872
fuck you android, I don't like taking pictures in landscape mode.

>>5336869
>>5336871
Bretty good

>>5336861
I didn't say I was good at it

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>>5336876
Sehr niedlich
Can I cuddle with you?

>>5336885
sorry, my cuddles are reserved for homeless girls

>>5336887
Fine, I'll bet everything I have at the casinos and lose it all. Will you cuddle me then?

>>5336869
>sheen smiling
the prophets spoke of this day, I never imagined I'd see it in my lifetime. keep it up missy

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>>5336869
Sheen looking happy, such a rare sight. Glad you are happy mate.

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tfw might have a bf

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>>5336919
Exciting :)
Do you have a story to tell anon?

>>5336920
It's not that exciting but we met as guildies in an MMO and we Skype and stuff and we got to meet up and hang out. He's a cool guy and super nice and he didn't mind when i told him that I'm trans and he likes me so we are gonna go on a date.

>>5336926
Aww cute, good luck anon.

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>>5336844
>>5336855
i doned bad this time.
be super sleepy and feeling awkward at cafeteria ( like nothing felt good at all ).
So decided to start fixing my bra straps under my shirt with just hands, didnt realize it looks a little odd and yup well the guy sitting in front of me facing towards me noticed and we just stared each other into eyes for like ever lasting moment.

Fuck.

>>5336929
O_O
Are you the anon who is stuck in boy mode at school?

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>>5336931
idk, the boyface anon from last night.
no not laikanon! <:

>>5336935
boy face anon?

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holy god damn I am fucking erect.

>>5336940
I've not seen fucking brimstone ONCE in afterbirth how how how how how how how how it's not fair

>>5336942
>tfw I get brim every other run it seems

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>>5336940
>no crickets head or shroom
WEAK

>>5336948
it's floor 2 pham

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I-I wish we could all be friends irl and hang out n stuff ;~;

>>5336951
Are you playing as Eden?

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>>5336938
>>5334031
Uh welp 2 more hours then free to feel embarrassed at home until fall asleep .

What is everyone else up to / been up to so far today?

>>5336951
Tbats in caves? Get dat Hush booty this run or youre fired

>>5336955
>dead bird and whore of babylon
what do you think?

>>5336955
Retarded question. Disregard this

>>5336958
Realized that after looking again. My bad

>>5336956
I seriously hate you if you think you have a non passing face.

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>>5336956
Had an outburst today, dysphoria is a bitch. But overall I felt positive for a while.
Hope you had a lovely day at least.

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COME AGAIN?

>>5336956
Oh and
you are a qt af. Why haven't you gone full time?

>>5336967
I swear, you'd better fight The Hush at the rate you're going

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>>5336967
Sheeeeeit

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why thank you

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UM

I'm like 300% evil this run

>>5336976
>picking up health ups as Eve
Amy pls

>>5336979
more devil deals anon

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Good morning mtfg

>>5336963
Bleh. Maybe im just being retarded then. Not for fun though.. Like wearing 2xl clothes makes you feel just ew.
>>5336966
Aww that sucks, Are you feeling better now?
Had positive stuff though. Focus on that 8)
Wanna distract yourself and learn swedish with me? Fun fun.

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>>5336991
Morning
Where are you from if it's morning?

>>5336993
I'm a britbong, it's 10:50 here.

>>5336996
Oh
Another Anglo sister
God Save the Queen desu
What's up?

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>tfw final boss is only it lives
it'll be my first time killing it tho so that's cool

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>>5337000
guess not, which direction should I go? already beaten satan twice.

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>>5336998
Just getting ready to go to work, I'm only working 4 hours today so I'm pretty happy about that!

You're an aussie right? It must be close to bed time for you.

>>5337008
Ya I'm an Aussie
It's just 10PM
I'm probably not gonna go to bed until 1-2AM
What do you do as a job?

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> Tfw when fat
Gnite mtfg

>>5337013
What city? Want to get a solid railing?

>>5337013
I'm working in the kitchen at a little café. I just started there a couple of weeks ago. First job since I've started transitioning. Feels good to be out the neet life!

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>>5337027
I don't believe you

gn tho

>>5337013
Its only 7pm in civil parts of the country ;)
West side rulez!

>>5337035
Melbournistan

>>5337043
>WA
>Civil
better lock your doors, the abos are on their 4th block of export

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>>5337044
best city, lets be friends

>>5337039
Nice, sounds like a cozy job you've got there. I gotta get into a job myself, though I'm technically not a NEET

>>5337043
>Civil
Nice abos you got there.

>>5337048
Uhhhhh
Idk, can we be friends? What do you like?

>>5337046
>>5337051
Geez, racist much.

>>5337051
well we both like calling out westerners.
my other interests include crippling disphoria and a wide range of not sad things

>>5337056
RACE WAR NOW

>>5337059
Same
I'm into vidya, especially gsg, but I can play a wide variety of games.

>>5337063
I used to play more games, I play them less now that I sell them for a living

>>5337065
What games?

>>5337069
street fighter, Anno, I used to play dota, playing the final sc2 expansion at the moment. doing anything I can to fill in the gap between work and sleep till I get a decent psyche and start transition

>>5337075
Oh damn, iktf.
Been getting uber dysphoric lately so I'm trying to distract myself too. Here's hoping we can transition soon.

>>5337077
and after that I need to work out how to move out of a suburb full of lebs and sudos before I die

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I kinda broke down last night over the fact that I'm not enjoying things that I used to enjoy and I'm not currently pulling my weight around the house because the past couple weeks I just sit here all day and stare at the wall wishing I could die. I don't feel like I have the energy to do anything more than that.

it makes me worry that my parents were right, that I'll never be happy and that transitioning was a mistake. my transition has been largely successful, but I'm still miserable as ever

I know on some level that I'm happier or at least more comfortable than I was before, but it's still a nagging feeling that I can't get out of my head while I'm feeling down like this

>>5337082
transition alone won't fix everything, but it's a huge start. You still need to drive yourself to change other aspects of your life, your mind is probably bored from doing the same shit everyday and needs a break it's pretty common for anyone to feel like that

>>5337005
if you've already beaten Satan twice, just keep fighting him until you complete The Negative. after that I'd focus on going up and completing your Polaroid. this post was forever ago so you will probably not still be here to read this, but I figured I'd give it a shot anyway

>>5337080
Oh
They'd probably gut you for being trans right?

>>5337082
;~;
Moko don't listen to your parents, don't let that get to you. I'm sure you'll find happiness soon, it might seem bad now, but you'll get better hopefully.
Stay strong Moko.

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i've been struggling with my gender identity for a while. i'm semi comfortable as a male, but whenever i cd and go out i feel so liberated and incredible and i don't overthink my identity i just feel 'right'. i think a lot about transitioning as you can imagine but i'm very terrified i'll just end up fucking everything up and going from a mostly comfortable male to some kind of mess. anyone else ever struggled with this?

>>5337090
pretty much I mean shit, I was in dandenong today and some arab grabbed me by the wrist calling me a faggot trying to start a fight so I can imagine it won't get better next year.
I miss when greeks and serbs were the dominant minorities, they rarely gave a shit about anyone else or what they do

>>5337091
sorry that this is poorly worded, i'm not very well spoken and it's hard to transcribe my feelings and thoughts into words ;___;

>>5337088
and like I said, I know that transition is not a cure-all, and I know on some level that it's OKAY that I'm still depressed and that it does not make me a fetishist or something. but my parents are really good at getting into my head.

>>5337090
things aren't even bad right now, I don't have to work currently, I am in a very fulfilling relationship, and being fulltime is pretty nice. my brain is just kinda broken and won't let me be happy with what I've got

>>5337091
I used to feel that way, transition was definitely the right choice for me, but really no one is gonna be able to answer this for you except yourself

>>5337101
>I don't have to work currently
sometimes lacking that kind of purpose can bring you down, take up hobby like gardening or volunteer work, change things up

>>5337095
That's fucking awful. Why are these people allowed to get away with such shit?

>>5337101
Well, whatever happens, I hope it gets better for you Moko.

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hiya

my presentation thing went well


how is everyone rn???

>>5337107
Kittlez!
Hey thats great congrats. Does that finish the semester for you?

>>5337107
Awesome Kit, well done.
I'm well I guess.