Gaygen - Depression & Anxiety edition

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>tfw no crazy bf who is literally crazy obsessed with you

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>>5234716
not sad at all n_n

DAMMIT STREET NAMES CAPTCHA WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME

REEEEEEEEEE

>>5234724
yeah same

this is the right thread, cuties

>>5234716

Depends what time of day it is.

>>5234731
why does this happen desu

sometimes these street names captchas won't leave me alone

>>5234716
On a scale of 0-10 (10 being on the verge of committing suicide), I'm at about a 3 or 4 right now. I had a long, shitty depressed few years that I finally rebounded from. But in the last year or so I've felt those old feelings start to nag at my brain again.

Who else /relapsing/ here?

>>5234716

i was super sad and desperate for a bf
now im not sad, but totally apathetic towards relationships

idk whats wrong with me

>>5234740

I relapsed earlier this year, but a stint with some anti-depressants (and shorter stint with some couple's hedonism) helped me back on.

>>5234736
You should go back to being trans, you seem to be quite good at it.
http://strawpoll.me/6016962

>>5234740
You should just do it

>>5234716

Pretty happy.

Plans are going. I know there will be rough times ahead but I also know I will get through them. And they will make my life better.

I have good people in my life who affirm and support me and I am grateful for that.

>>5234740

What's your doc anon?

>>5234724
how do i get a yandere gf?

>>5234746
woah harsh dude

>>5234747
>I know there will be rough times ahead but I also know I will get through them. And they will make my life better.

Nice mindset, and it's the truth. But I can't think like that.

I just think of all my future adversities and feel suicidal.

>>5234716
Anxiety/10

I think I just got chemically castrated

I've been taking ciproflaxin for a little over a week and have not masturbated once while taking it, nor have I felt any desire to.

I read that ciproflaxin can cause permanent damage to your libido

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slowly shifting from "going crazy" to "actually crazy" lads

please upvote

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>always shitpost about wanting a bf
>lie in bed cuddling a pillow and imagining Steve Raider
>work very hard to be as attractive as possible (workign out, studying hard, practicing socialising)
>I never find anyone I know attractive at all
>tried a few tentative relationships with them anyway, always broke it off after like 1 week of confirming that i was not at all into them

is "love at first sight" or whatever real? Am I supposed to be feeling something towards people I date?
am i even gay??

>>5234747
pls go and stay go, middle-aged latino pedo father with a boy fetish

>>5234762

I'm really scared of drugs so I hardly ever take any for my anxiety. Only Xanax occasionally. Do you have any specific anxiety disorder?

In my case it's GAD and social phobia ;-;

>>5234744
>>5234745
3 vs 2, for circe leaving

go and stay go

>>5234769
>lie in bed cuddling a pillow and imagining Steve Raider

are you me


>is "love at first sight" or whatever real?
No. Well, I don't think so.

>Am I supposed to be feeling something towards people I date?

You should at least feel attraction towards them.

>am i even gay?

Pretty sure you are

>>5234769
>am i even gay??
nah be happy youre not a walking meme anymore

>>5234772
whoever you are, please stop posting and being mean to people.

thank you.

>>5234768
End yourself
Free yourself from the world that imprisons you

>>5234769
>>work very hard to be as attractive as possible
>>5234769
>am i even gay??

a lot of girls have the "convert a guy" fetish. should be relatively easy for you to find out if you are gay or not.

>>5234775
>be anxious about taking your anti-anxiety meds

This shit is like a mobius strip of fucked up.

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>>5234772
>middle-aged latino pedo father with a boy fetish

>mfw no papi bf

>>5234775
GAD and social anxiety. I take lexapro normally

>>5234793
>a lot of girls have the "convert a guy" fetish.
can i get a girl if i act gay then?

>>5234794
lol I know, it's quite sad

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>>5234793

Well I dont find any girls I know attractive at all.

Its like I'm only attracted to 9/10s or above, which is obviously terrible and destructive.

How to fix my standards?

>>5234800
probably but you'll have to kiss men in front of them

>>5234807
i dont think id mind that actually
a kiss or two isnt that bad right? its just a kiss

>>5234805
can't help you there. I have no standards as far as looks go (as long as not revolting, oc)... it's all about personality for me that determines if I find someone attractive.

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>>5234735
I just came home from work and im so tired

>tfw noone being home to greet you and say how much he missed you while you were at work... and then you cuddle and make love

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>>5234790
the world is of no consequence

I'm going to end the self that imprisons the real me

>>5234812

you have to make it convincing though

best to practice with me for a while beforehand

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>>5234812
famous last words b4 <pic related>

>>5234817
post lower half of your face

>>5234716
p sad.
who else here >addict?

>tfw French are bombing the shit out of ISIS
I lost my virginity to French guy
I feel connected

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>>5234827
i think theres something wrong with me because i kinda want to

>>5234828
its just kissing!

>>5234836
did he say something in french while intimate?
did he whisper something in your ear while cuddling?

>>5234832
i'm addicted to the internet.
like dfw was addicted to television.
it consumes me.
i've never found a drug that pulls me in quite as well as the internet.

>>5234837

have you ever kissed a guy before?

>>5234839
He talked only French
The only thing he could say in English was "do you smoke?"
Sex needs no language

>>5234832

I used to be actively addicted to meth.

Now depending on what school of thought you come from I'm either a recovered or recovering (for the rest of my life) addict.

What's up?

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>>5234852
nope

>>5234724
I don't understand how this is hard to get. I go on OK Cupid and there's desperate people pining for me within a few days. If you want someone like that then just join that site.

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>>5234826
Reminder that its others that imprisons you and you can stop them if you have the guts...
Reminder there's no right or wrong in this world and nothing matters...just dwell on those that wronged you and kill them...

Ill fully support you anon...

>>5234862
Will he try to rape me though? (in a bottom kind of way)

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>>5234832
>tfw addicted to pussy
the way it smells, the way it tastes, the way it feels

>>5234855

Feel free to ignore but, uhm..
I'm sorry for asking this but I've always wanted to ask/talk to you about it

How long were you under?

I'm sorry if this is an awful question, you don't have to answer.

>>5234744
I've tried SSRIs before, but it seemed like the best you can hope fore with those is to feel nothing, you know? Like maybe that's better than feeling low but there's no hope of a high while you're on them. What do you mean by couple's hedonism?
>>5234746

>>5234747
My doc? I saw a psychiatrist for a while, but the office dropped me as a patient because I kept going off my meds without them telling me to (see above). I also had a really good therapist for a while, but then I started doing better and my insurance stopped covering it because I was doing "too well".

>>5234863
EDGY
D
G
Y

>>5234872
pls go :s

>>5234872
this is a really good post

congrats

>>5234876
>I also had a really good therapist for a while, but then I started doing better and my insurance stopped covering it because I was doing "too well".
THE LAND OF THE FREEE AND THE HOMEEEE OF THE BRAAAVVEEEEEEE

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>>5234738
>tfw no crazy obsessed street name captcha bf to follow me around 4chan and stop me from posting things he doesn't like

>>5234872
i dont know what it is about your posts but youre seriously making me less straight
how do you do it? its not like im saying the women are ugly
is it overexposure? dude drop it

>>5234875

Long enough to be almost 100lbs lighter than I am now and close to dead when I finally decided to stop.

>>5234876

DOC = drug of choice.

You said you were relapsing, I thought that meant drugs. I suppose not.

someone say something lewd or cute in vocaroo pls

(hiter you too)

>>5234890

how lewd?

>>5234890

Like what?

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>>5234872
I know this feel
>tfw you sniff it
>tfw it gets all over your pants and your dog keeps sniffing
>tfw I put up with this woman nagging me for hours without me choking her to death is because of vagina
>tfw she starts to get really personal
>tfw she brings up family shit
>all of this for some vagina
>tfw you have unprotected period sex and the mustard yellow reddish hot dog flavored color goes on your cock and she starts crying of embarrassment.

Gay men you have it so much better. Never ever wish you are straight.
Im going to get a new gf if she keeps this shit up

>>5234888
Oh, I meant my illness was relapsing. Though my relationship with alcohol is... not good.

>>5234892
Well, because you are asking, go full homo, maximum lewd

>>5234890
fuck no my voice cant sound normal unless i put power into it

>>5234890
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0mJg8RiWaa5

>>5234890
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Jl9HnHLt6b

>>5234897

Therapy is worth every dollar.

If you have trauma in your past I highly recommend EMDR.

>>5234905
o-o-o-o-o-ooh my

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>>5234863
that's petty and wrong

no one imprisons me like I do, so I only have to stop myself

maybe I will kill, but not today

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>>5234894
P-pls say something lewd Abe

>>5234901
a non normal voice is a bonus

>>5234892
>>5234894
maybe like that:
>>5234549

>>5234905
but how should I fuck you?

>>5234875
stop typing words like "uhm..."
dick head

>>5234914
but rabbi, what will my grandmother think?

>>5234898

this is about as lewd as i can go

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0GRdm7m0lDR

>>5234876

SSRI's made me happy.
I laughed easier, the small ticks that would make me sad or angry, I ate for pleasure instead of to hurt myself, I wanted to be social, I thought of the future, I enjoyed sex more, etc etc
I was definitely experiencing high's.

And, uh, my fiancé and I had like a two week period where we drank and smoked and fucked like every day.

which, admittedly, had us both plummet into a a two month low but it helped us come together and do what we needed to do to help each other and ourselves.

>>5234922

As soon as you stop choking on dicks, anon

>>5234910
>Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing therapy
Is this some kind of Clockwork Orange business? Too scared to investigate further

>>5234922

You typed it too, unless you copied it, which only makes it worse.

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>>5234923
She will think that's my abecito
(:

>>5234927
>As soon as you stop choking on dicks, anon
yes circe

>>5234927
fuck you you stupid bitch
acting like I'm a basic bitch with a gag reflex
I'll kick your fucking neo-cunt in

>>5234931

N-no, that's l-lewd!

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>>5234912
I support you anon every step of the way...
Why would you kill yourself when others are the enemy? They attack you and you're perfect its others thats the problem.

>>5234890
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0lyfJtf8zwE

>>5234928

Its some therapy that sounds like some new age hippy bullshit, and I was really skeptical at first but the results (both personally and looking at studies) are quite good.

Basically you talk to your therapist about memories and traumatic incidence while getting certain physical stimuli, and you feel better about it after. Could be the placebo effect, could be some janky thing with how the brain works. Don't know and frankly, only care at the end results.

>tfw 18
>tfw exclusively attracted to muscled + hairy cubs
>tfw there are none my age except for me

im going to flip soon and fuck a 30 year old unless something change

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>>5234896
>having sex with girl when she is on her period
disgusting.i am glad it is against my religion to do this. never had period blood on my dick

>>5234947
rabbi do you like girly boys :3

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>>5234936

>>5234945
Just do it man. 30 isn't that old. Not for a no strings bang, anyway.

>>5234947

People who know I have a blood kink ask me if I'm into period sex.
I'm never quite sure how to explain that it only works the other way around.

>>5234942
2 lewd 4 me

>>5234947
>never had period blood on dick

Youre missing out rabbi. Its hard to convince them to do it. You have to get them when they are on their period and they still want to have sex. Bloods such a great lubricant.

>>5234945
How do you feel about straight ones that say edgy things on imageboards?

>>5234927
See I had basically the opposite reaction. I started gaining weight, I completely lost my libido, I stopped caring about social interactions. I basically turned into a zombie for six months. I started using weed and alcohol big time just to have some sort of experience, and then I kinda went cold turkey on it all once I realized how fucked up it was getting. One good thing was the intrusive thoughts stopped, but pros v. cons ya know.

As for the couples hedonism, I wish I could do something like that, but I can't seem to maintain any kind of relationship longer than one night.

>>5234944
That sounds kind of interesting, but traditional talk therapy has actually worked pretty well for me before.

>>5234952
are these people assuming you're a cis girl or cis het male???

>>5234955

obviously i wouldnt date a straight guy, that would be retarded

>>5234945
Wait im working on muscles man!
>>5234952
hehe you are interesting my friend.

>>5234945
18 y/o cub, is that even possible? How long have you been working out? What's your height and weight? (Or mb just post pic pls)

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>>5234915
im shy so you will have to grab me and pin me down to the ground and be abit rough~~
>>5234911
im lonely, cuddly and horny p-pls forgive

>>5234956

Yeah I had hit a wall with talk therapy, when I did EMDR I had a really stark change in demeanor and attitude in under 3 weeks. To the point where people around me noticed that I was way more energetic and positive and commented.

>>5234970

I know a guy whos had a full on beard since at he was at least 15. It was shocking, especially since im 22 and can't grow a beard yet. He's hairy also buff and intimidatingly large in terms of build, but around 5'7 in terms of height.

What's that kind of body called?

>>5234942
wtf i thought you sounded like a girl???

:c omg

>>5234915
i kind of want to but i dont want my parents to hear also i dont want to be mocked

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1wJlM0zDuNh

Looking for femboy bf

>>5234970

I've been working out for 3 years now, and weigh ~80kg at 5 foot 9.

I am basically only attracted to college-type guys, which sucks balls.

If i was attracted to younger guys they would date me normally, and if i was attracted to older guys i could tap into the whole "weird pedo old guys" scene, but there are practically no 22-28 year olds willing to date someone as young as me.

FML
Its like I am basically only attracted to 22 year olds, which sucks - too old for normal guys to date me, and too young for there to be pedobaiters

>>5234890
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0Xven1Ltkxn

>>5234956

Lol, well, I've defs gained weight but probably for the better. I ate next to nothing but, like.. scraps of food I cooked for my friends while I was cooking it and, uh.. raisins. And lots and lots of wine. My camshow watchers sure liked what it did to my figure tho, skeleton lovers they must be.

But, yeah. Which kinds did you try? I took me awhile to find one that helped.
The one I was on is actually even one I tried years back. It just happened to work this time.

>>5234958

Bisexual, I guess. Which is at least one thing I think I defs give off just by looking at me.
All things considered, most people assume I'm cisfem 'cuz of my demeanor and voice, I think, so probs that.

>>5234977
God damn it that's hot.
>>5234986
Feel that sometimes man 19 here haha.

What's it like having aids?

>>5234998
Great you should try it sometime

>>5234998
Good, they help me in school.

>>5234998
I really feel lgbt now

>>5234981
Yes genetics can be very harsh, just try to be the best version of yourself
And I guess cub is an appropriate name
>>5234986
Hahah, I'm the 21 y/o college guy you're talking about and I decline 18 y/o s 90% of the time yes. I prejudge them to be immature (mostly rightly so, for obvious reasons), but soon you'll be 19, so all will be well

purgatory/10

i struggle with ocd and its holding me from getting back out there, every time im in a social situation and it doesn't go perfectly i always get struck with really bad paranoia / anxiety / depression, etc, but it goes away when im alone

im not exactly insecure or lacking confidence to socialize, but i think underneath is this feeling of directionless, confusion, meaninglessness, etc, and because i haven't decided how i feel about a lot of things a small moment of awkwardness tends to explode inside me and drive my anxiety to critical mass, then i just shut down and pretend everything's okay and have a mental breakdown at home later

ive tried talking to a psychologist but i get the feeling he's just fucking around with me

ive decided that i dont really need other people to help me with this but i just freak out when things don't go as planned, i guess? idk

>>5234990
>God damn it thats hot
r-really? :3

>>5235006
I don't have a skype
I deleted it like a month or two ago.

>>5235002
Ive secretly always wanted to get hiv...itd make me unique :^)
>tfw no bf to spread diseases with
Ive just got a bunch on my plate and the only way I know to react is shitpost heavily

>>5235020
>I deleted it like a month or two ago

but skype doesn't give you the option to delete your account

>>5235018
Oh god yes I cant wait to be able to get rough man <3
>>5235017
Sounds like you need someone who can understand your situation c:

>>5235035
I uninstalled it
I don't want that Jewish shit anywhere near me

>>5235017
holy shit are you me?

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>>5235047
it's too late now

if i work out a lot and start putting more effort into my appearance would i be able to get a cute femguy?

>>5235066

yeah
read the fit sticky
>http://liamrosen.com/fitness.html

>>5234989
I'm not exactly sure what I've tried, I was pretty apathetic at the time. I know I was on Zoloft for a while.

I never told my therapist or psychiatrist this but the only drug that actually helped me was LSD. I hadn't planned on this happening, but a friend got me to try it with him and it was literally life changing. Like a night and day difference in mood and everything happened overnight.

That said, going to therapy was also essential for me. But acid for some reason seemed to like reset my brain, and I was suddenly happy again. I usually avoid telling people this because they think I'm some sort of drug addict, but I literally used it once over a year ago and that's been stringing me along since.

Like I said, I've only recently been feeling depressed again so I'm thinking of trying it again.

>>5235066
nah just be a hairy fat ass
see rugby

>>5235066
you should do it for you not for qt3.14s

>>5235066
I'm a femboy and I like other cute femboys, and so do all of my femboy friends. I don't many femboys who like muscles.

>>5235066
yeh if I had a man that wanted a me to stay fem I would, just really want to be a bear again though :c

>>5235072
>>5235080
>>5235081
so uh which is it? id be willing to put in effort into it if it was possible but i really dont want to do something thatd get me nowhere

>>5235086
well im not really muscular but should i work out and stuff like go to the gym etc?

>>5235087
uh ok

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>jason genova admitted to doing gay porn
what was his porn name?

>>5235095
>should i work out and stuff like go to the gym etc?
Yeah I guess, all it can do is good. If you're a fatass then you really should.

>>5235080
Not all rugby players are props you know.

>>5235103
im not really fat but im kinda out of shape so ill go for it
thanks!

>>5235077

Do you.. want to be skype friends?
I'm circedaeaea

>>5235095
just get really fat
+ hairy
and then insist it is a sign of ur masculinity
stupid insecure fems wont get enough of you

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>>5235095
>i really dont want to do something thatd get me nowhere

you do it for DEM GAIIIINSSSSS

>>5235120
i feel like youre trying to trick me
i wouldnt want to look like that either way

>>5235095
you should! The gym is always nice and I bet you will look hot.
>>5235127
I miss it man. GAINS MAN!

>>5235127
but i dont want to look like the guy in that picture
i just dont want to look bad
if what >>5235086 said is true id really not want to look like that

>>5235114
I would but my skype is being mean. Do you use kik?

>>5235128
nope
one crazy trick that fems dont want you to know

>>5235141

I have it, aye.
Tho I'm not super attentive to it..
username is Masocristy

>>5235086
Because fembois are generally failed men tbqh

>>5235096
d'aw he's like
goofy cute

>>5235135
i will then! i actually have a card and go from time to time but ill try to go more often now!

>>5235146
but id feel really disgusting as well and i cant just buy it
it seems too weird to be true

>>5235153
You have a 4 inch penis.

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>>5235146
Fems HATE him!

>>5235156

also is literally retarded kek

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My entire life consistences of memes and boy pussi
how existential is my understanding and behavior of and in the world

>>5235162
like i said look at rugby
niggas a playah

>>5235156
Pissining man
Lord of gainz the sith lord
Hes a jew though manipulating

>>5235163
Would you like it in your mouth?

>>5235169
oh
like /literally/ literally?

>>5235162
hey ill stay cute if you do then <3

>>5235173
this is why gays will never be taken seriously

>>5235182
>Would you like it in your mouth?
ech

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>>5235173
tfw you're living a meme

>>5235176
i havent seen him actually but i still dont really want to be fat and hairy
itd feel so disgusting

>>5235185
absolutely! lets do this together!

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>>5235156
he's the qtest desu senpai

>>5234716
I don't care enough to be sad.

>>5235040
yeah.. :s.. c:

>>5235048
i-i don't know.. w-who are you? ._.

>>5235188
>shitposting on anti-normie imageboard is why no one takes us seriously
>our entire 'culture' of nothing but causal sex and whining isn't the reason why

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>serge henir will never be my bf
Why live?

>>5235202
get used to seeing all the qtst boys w/ hairy fat ass losers

>>5235230
We don't like fat and hairy men! We like fit, non-hairy men or slim, cute boys.

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>>5235202
okay bb <3
Do you like socks?
>>5235212
Its okay my friend ill be here for you to talk too if needed.

Sorry if my picture is ugly :/

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who's a heretic here? I like the idea of having sex with a woman

>>5235246
wat

>>5235241
the qtst ones do
sorry but youre ugly

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Hairy muscular somewhat fat straight man here
Im nice and funny and I have a bunch of wickedly positive traits about myself including ny nihilism and sense of humor

Mentally sound don't have real depression according to everyone and a real gentleman

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ok so whats with the eurasian=girlboys meme?
i just looked it up and you homos seem to rave about it quite a lot on that cuteboys place and apparently /pol/ does also
im not gonna actually read through all that shit so anyone mind giving me a short rundown?

>>5235246
I like the idea of it in the sense I like the idea of being normal and not being a fucking faggot anymore

>>5235258
It's just an Asian/sissy fetish thing, don't take it seriously.

>>5235242
i like your socks! theyre cute!

>>5235258
Idk there is alot of European femboys is all ive seen really.
>>5235257
Sounds cute anon just dont rape me.

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>>5235251
I like fat hairy men
does that mean I'm qtest

>>5235262
alright alright fine

>>5235269
no because ur not a femboy
and ur probably not qt

>>5235263
Thanks bb skirt coming in to match! Cant wait. Gunna be the shit.

>>5235277
>no because ur not a femboy
I am tho

>>5235040
I-i want to moan for u :c

>>5235284
post pics

>tfw fallout 4 has stopped me from masturbating
Holy shit just give this game to pedophiles they won't think about sidling kids ever

>>5235287
Isn't fallout 4 about finding your son?

Literally chasing after a kid.

>>5235287
what
do you masturbate to cp

>>5235286
im too afraid :c

>hi im a straight guy who likes femboys and twinks

holy fuck go away all of you idiots

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>>5235285
hehe you sure you want a cutie like me to destroy you c:

>>5235216
>causal sex

Sounds deep but I don't know what it would mean.

>>5234716
I dont know actually....

>be kid
>get abused by parents for having shitty marks and being bad at school in genreal
>start faking signature of parents so I dont have to show them my tests
>start lying
>cheating in tests etc
>still gettin abused
>dad is always away gambling
>losses shit ton of money
>mum is crying all the time
>they both use me to vent
>have literally no room nor a bed
>dad abuses till im 14 years old
>he stops bcause "he didnt wanted to hear my stop screams anymore"
>sleeping on the couch in the same room for 18 years
>manage to get better in school
>never complain
>never wanted things cuz i knew we havent money
>dad tells me that im the reason because of our money problem
>"I wish you never were born"
>we cant finally relocate
>Im 18 at that time
>have finalyl a bed and a room
>maybe thing will be ok
>get a crush on my bff
>he also has a crush
>we get together
>but have to keep it a secret because of my panrets
>he complains and whants to breka up because he cant handle the secrecy anymore
>"pls dont"
>tell my mum that I have bf so he doesnt have to break up
>she starts crying "youre a boy not a girl"
>"youre not the anon I know"
>"I want grandchildren"
>"kill yourself anon"
>"ok mum I will stop"
>bf breaks up at the same night
>next day he says he made a mistake
>be together again
>mum doesnt know
>she doesnt allow me to get out and hang out with freinds
>she doesnt belive me that I broke up with him and that Im "normal" again
>go out to play vidya with freinds
>she calls me tells me to come back home and that I need help and that im not normal
>I start crying
>few months later
>bf decides to move away because his uni
>I tell him to take me with him and that I dont want to wait 1 year at home where I get terrorized
>get wasted few nights just because I want to forget
>poeple tell me that I cried both nights
>bf says he will think about it
>ask him few weeks later
>"anon it was always my dream to go to the uni"
cont.

>>5235293
Fuck that little faggot I don't care about the main story lines, fallout has the worst main storylines ever

I'm pretty sad, but I just bury those feelings usually.

Thanks, Toxic Masculinity.

>>5235296
dont be afraid i bet ur qt xxxx

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>>5234716
>how depressed are you
>on a scale of one to ten?
∞^∞ infinity to the infinite power because I'll never be like
>pic related

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>>5235298
I don't even do that
Im here to shitpost for a few more days than make my leave to a new general
I don't even fuck trannies.


>>5235266
>don't rape me

*yawns
NEXT

>>5235310
I know, Bethesda games are for fucking around and hoarding shit.

>>5235299
Omg cute socks

Y-yes

>>5235321
That's why I wasn't even mad when someone spoiled the end for me tbqh

>>5235309

babe...

>>5235320
it's literally all youve been saying for weeks dumbass

>>5235319
its okay it will happen eventually!
>>5235320
damn nigga. Fuck yo shit ill just fuck you then piece of shit. Nah enjoy your conversations man.Love the shenanigans.
>>5235326
mmmph lemme see nigga <3

>>5235309
>"but you could take me with you"
>"no sorry anon I want to live alone"
>"but you are the only thing that makes me happy anymore
>he leaves
>we have a ldr
>I switch off my emotions
>cant handle this whole situation anymore
>Im 20
>my parents still are kinda stalking me
>they check my fb
>I had shit like "bi gender, non gender,etc" in my bio
>they start shouting at me
>crying
>I try to tell them that it was sarcasm and I wanted to be funny
>mum makes vomit voices
>I just walk away
>Ive become abusive and agressive over few years
>almost killed one guy because he was annoying me
>I always wanted to be better than my parents
>now Im even worse
>bf is away
>he literally left me down and couldnt protect me or tried
>everyone in my life who should be loving me abandoned me and I feel betrayed
>I cant love and trust anyone anymore
>dont even know if I love my bf anymore
so yeah

Im almost 21 and yeah I just wanna go away kinda dissapear

>>5235337
Octopie if maki raped you
You wouldn't feel Tbh you'd survive

>>5235320
Can I come?
>>5235337
Eh...Good point.
How's your day going so far octopie?

>>5235346
Yah then I would have to teach him what real dick feels like in my cute skirt.
>>5235347
Pretty good, got to ride my dirt bike since I fixed it and now talking to you niggas.

>parents drag me to church
>realize I'll never be part of a loving community and have a loving family
I'm sad

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>>5235299

where can i buy socks like those to match my gloves?

>>5235337
Im masc, i dont think u could handle fucking mr until i mindbreak ^.^

>>5235354
come be loved in my bedroom
we'll be happy together :))

>>5235309
>>5235343
also: The only thing I do know is to play videogames and sleep, I dont even get hungry...

>>5234716
prob an 8 ? Sometimes I cry without any reason so yea, dunno desu...

>>5235343
Jesus anon, I'm really sorry that happened to you

>>5235343

seek therapy

>>5235354

why not?

>>5235366
I wanna hug you and save you from your shitty life

>>5235354
Dont be sad anon family will eventually come around when they see how well your doing. If anything friends will always be there.
>>5235359
I get most my stuff from ebay. Its pretty long shipping but cute stuff.
>>5235362
Hey atleast its cute to see me struggle <3

>>5235353
>skirt
Ewww I thought you were just a gay guy
>>5235359
Ufff stop humble bragging your arms

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>>5235337
Aww you're sweet
Ill be nice now.

>>5235353
Are you a subby cute boy?
I have a nice cock even though its smaller.

>>5235346
Youre about to feel something irish...ib your butt...

>>5235336
All you've been talking about is my cock

>>5235370
The gay community is disgusting and degenerate and im an unlovable freak

>>5235359
i had a pair of black and white striped thigh highs from amazon, they were p good

>>5235359
your arms are really short and not that impressive anon

you can stop posting this picture now

>>5235373
All I do is irritate my friends
I'm basically a huge kek

>>5235379
>>5235374

its the only one i have of my gloves, so i reposted it

it was originally for someone else :p

>>5235378

neato, ill look into amazob

>>5235394
I'm just shit talking, it's a nice arm Tbh
I like it

>all these people talking about their hard painful depressed lives
How do I stop their pain from becoming my pain?

All my life I have been extremely empathetic and it kind of hurts now :(

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>>5235353
Nice.
>>5235354
Can I get a gaymen?
>>5235373
Yeah eBay be bullshitting. My dad's flash drive didn't come within a few weeks and he ended up going off on the Chinese people.
>>5235374
So he's fem? I imagined everyone here ( except myself ) as a straight-acting socially confident white male with a boyfriend and a high paying job. I read everyone's posts in my head in a deep white male senator's voice just incase.
Pic related

>>5235373
I look masc but im incredibly cuddly, im considering seeking help

I cant even get a gf, i just think about big creamy cocks

>>5235374
Really doesnt show outside my private life. I would never do this around anyone. People dont like being around faggots in public.
>>5235385
Like I said its private I would in no sense every try to irritate my friends with my private faggotry.
>>5235376
Yah nigga. I may be cute but im still want a real man nigga. Better be cute faggot.
>>5235404
Ebay sucks but its nice prices and yah I love riding ;)
>>5235407
I love me a cuddly man!

>>5235407
Are you bi or sumpin

>>5235407
>masc
>extremely cuddly
If only you were that guy I keep thinking is gay.

>>5235413
Being irritating is my only ability

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>>5235368
You cant have everything in life :p

>>5235371
>pic related

>>5235370
>seek therapy

thanks doc :^)


>>5235401
sorry anon ._.

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>no desire for a bf
>huge desire for someone to cuddle + maybe kiss

what do?
pursue a bf that i dont really want or do nothing?

>>5235413
I wouldn't call you a faggot but I just didn't think you'd wear a skirt
>>5235427
just cuddle people and see where it goes

>>5235427
Get a dog

>>5235413
Im pretty sexy imho
Also insanely masc.

But im straight and I already have a little fuccboi on here

>>5235427
This is me

It all turned to shit cause i cant fuck the femboy cumsluts. Kill yourself is only option
>>5235413
Sweden pls
>>5235414
Im str8 baka

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>gaygen posts a butts edition
>gets deleted almost immediatly
>mtfgen makes a butts edition which much lewder op pic
>nothing happens

why is this

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>>5235420
THIS
me pretty much. I hope I find a bf as annoying as I am. :/
>>5235427
I'm scared to have anal sex..I might not have sex if I get a bf. What does giving/receiving anal sex feel like guys?
>8th grade a boy said if you try to find the pussy and stick it in the asshole, your dick will feel like a rock.
>mfw

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>>5234716
Very

>>5235450
TRANNIE JANNIES

>>5235431

>just cuddle people

GREAT FUCKING ADVICE

I JUST GO CUDDLE SOME PEOPLE, NO BIGGE
EASY FUCKING PEASY

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>>5235450
"Trannyjannies"

>>5235420
I was very annoying when I was younger but I grew out of it. All my close friends know it too and they actually joke about it more than me.
>>5235427
Cuddle me anon its not gay <3
>>5235431
yah its really cause of a buddy I met we started a battle on another board him and his bf are to quick to keep up with.
>>5235443
Yah nice my nigga. Get that shit in.
>>5235446
I live in the united states in paradise. If you can guess whee that is bb <3

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>>5235465
>feminists

>>5235427
>>5235464
Crump pls

>>5235466

but i want to cuddle in a gay way

girls are icky

>>5235458
Rest in peace Irish anon it was nice knowing you

>>5235464
Yup stop being a kek
Download a dating app set up dates
Gi to them
Fucking profit
>>5235473
It is crump isn't it
If its crump I'll volunteer to be your cuddle buddy, you lil bitch
>>5235478
They can try

>str8 and trap tripfags
>thread is gaygen


ayy lmao desu

pls change back gaygen

>>5234983
I can sound like both a girl and a boy. it's called voice training you autist.

>>5234989
yeah I get cis fem a lot. and if I don't get cis fem I get bi male as well. ;~;
I know these feels.

>>5235484
we just have to accept that this is our life now

>>5235489
my trip dropped...

>>5235484
>tfw no sugardaddy trip
>tfw no lewd bear selfiewhore trip
>tfw no ftm who will fool us for months before showing his pussy trip

>>5235484
I'm a gay male with no weird shit beyond that

Anyone else

>>5235504

I don't know, maybe?

Whats weird shit? I think im a pretty regular gay

>>5235466
I want to be your tsundere cute bf

Omg i need affection, im hugging my pillow pls and my cuddlybuddy called right now and said he got a bf

I told him hes a degenarate faggot and alot of mean things. I miss him alot

Fuck i dont wanns be mean to him, i just need a gf & love

Ok i need sleep im overly exhausted, emotional and not functioning correctly
I need cuddles :c

>>5235504
Yes

>>5235504
>no weird shit
>on 4chan

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>>5235458
You can't get banned for saying that?
>>5235468
Yeah pretty much.
Pic related.

Speaking of depression, my boss just asked me if I was able to play Santa for the a store's Christmas display.

Afk bulimia

>>5235508
I thought you had a gf? what happen to her?

>>5235480

i cant go on dates, what if theyre expecting a serious emotional commitment that i cant provide?

#stopqtpersian20k15

>>5235507
Like ex mtf, cross dressing
You seem amazing
>>5235511
Cool
>>5235512
Ayy
>>5235513
We'll see

>>5235515
hahahahaha

>>5235496
I cant accept this bullshit :(
Kill me sludge, kill me. I dont wanna live in this world anymore

>>5235480
Who else is that needy for attention,affection and kisses/cuddles except me and crump

:3c

>>5235523
>Like ex mtf, cross dressing
wtf... there are too many ex mtfs here now.

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>>5235484

Ill be leaving soon.
I've exhausted every single general worth going into....
Maybe ill just chill and play videogames and find myself...
Im so lost but I know im not gay or bi.
I wish I was to be a snowflake but Naw im just an attention starved straight male who is prone to aggression
Im cancer

>>5235531
Yeah ..
>>5235520
Just come to Ireland, no commitment
>>5235529
Exactly

>>5235531
no one cares

>>5235528
I was going to make fun or tell you fags to go kill yourselves, but I guess your life is already shit. Kind of feel bad now actually.

You guys suck.

>>5235544
go back to mtfg pls. you don't belong here.

>>5235531
ex mtf genderweird here. I lurk gaygen but post in femgen sometimes. there are a lot of us on this board.

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>>5235528

>>5235551
so weird how there's so many of us.
how do you cope with not exactly fitting into either general?

>>5235474
even better qt <3
>>5235508
Its okay nigga love makes you say crazy things. Stay strong nigga stay strong <3

>>5235550
You should be trashing maki
In fact everyone should be.
Hes a literal straight male who talks about his gf
Floods up the thresd with his autism

>>5235468
using this pic
>triggered

>>5235546
I dont get it elaborate.

>>5235508
Sounds like you could use a boyfriend that would take care of you. Why do you think you need a gf?

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>>5235568
leave maki alone you bullyscum.
he's human and needs attention just like everyone else. just because he isn't getting enough irl doesn't mean he has to be shutout of here too.
now go back to mtfg no one wants you here.
you're attitude is ruining the gay vibes.

>>5235571
Dude, I just want to lurk here to make fun of fags, laugh at you, or tell you to kill yourselves. I just figured it would be too much, given how your lives already suck.

Made me feel bad that I wanted to pick on you, that's all dude.

>>5235558
idk. im not looking for validation from this place or anything, I just like watching the drama. I've already accepted that neither the gays or the trannies want me.

>>5235585
Well I guess your life sucks even more if you have to make fun of others to feel superrior. I actually feel sad for you :(

>>5235588
what do you call yourself?
genderqueer? I think it sounds too tumblr.
I like trap but a lot of people seem to think trap=tranny.
I also know that feel of no one here wanting me around, anon.

>>5235585
no one cares

>>5235582
You're only saying that because you fetishize straight men you schizo tranny freak.
He needs to go

>>5235582
Well said heather!

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does this have any chance of working?

>>5234736
real shit

>>5235610
you should add "pls respond" at the end.

>>5235610

Its probably not gonna work, but I'd go through with it.

>>5235599
Eh, fair enough, I was just responding to the other anon.

>>5235598
nonbinary I guess? its not something I think about much. idc if it sounds tumblr really. most of the time its just something for insecure cunts to tear each other down with. nobody irl cares about any of it.

>>5235593
Dude I don't need it to feel superior, I have a girlfriend dude, I just do it for the lulz.

next thread :
>>5234717
>>5234717
>>5234717

>>5235610
Regardless of the movie, whoever you meet is gonna try fuck you like 20 mins in

>>5235610
Lol crump, finding cuddlybuddies on grindr

You need sleep, you are not thinking straight

>>5234716
Depressed enough that i almost drove my car into a tree doing 90 mph but didn't at the last minute only because If i managed to survive I didn't want to have to deal with all the shit I would get from the people who do NOT understand what depression is like.

>>5234716
having depression and anxiety sucks so much
fuck everything

Right lads I'm organising a summer slam 2016 orgy and I need bodies
Guests so far include John cena, qt Persian probably and one other mystery trip

So who's in?