MTFG - Chinese Guy Died So Megan Could Continue The White Race

>tfw you will never hold elanna down and spank her until she stops thinking of straight girls

>>5201296
>tfw will never be held down and spanked by cuddle friend after he's cummed in my mouth

This one already has posts so

I CHOOSE YOU!

>>5201301
>tfw will never be held down and spanked and have hot guy cum in my mouth before cuddling me and treating me like a princess

>>5201304
>treating me like a princess
bitch I'll treat you like a QUEEN

>>5201234
Hi! :3 umm I pretty consistently ranked 2nd in every match, there was one guy there who was really good. I did definitely have a dusting of Cheeto dust though ;~;

>>5201296
You think that would make me want to stop?

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>>5201296
>>5201301
>>5201304

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>>5201296
>>5201296

>implying elanna will ever stop thinking about straight girls

>>5201301
>>5201304
Having a bf with a sadistic streak really isn't as great as it sounds

>>5201301
>tfw don't even have a cuddle friend to spank me
Life is suffering.

>>5201307
No, but it would be good wholesome fun for everyone.

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is this thread a walking dead spoiler? because if so

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>>5201314
Idk, I might stop thinking about straight girls if you're rough enough.

>>5201312
Its a fantasy more than anything

>>5201313
>not having cuddle friend
but everyone needs a cuddle friend ;-;

>>5201306
k but I don't want to feel like I'm totally dominant in it, that's why princess seems perfect :x

>>5201308
don't worry I do, just sometimes you need to get fucked and cuddled

>>5201312
no like my dream guy is a sweet amazing guy who isn't mean or abusive but is really dominant in bed o////o

>>5201307
Ooh rank 2, dayum gj girl!
heh, I was joking about the cheeto dust but we've taken it upon ourselves to vote cheetos out of our LANs just because it gets everywhere. We are really serious about being clean and stuff so no ones rigs get messed up.
Glad you pwned some noobs though
OH did you ever watch Pure Pwnage? I think that's what started my love for Canadian accents even though Jeremy's is like... such a caricature.

>>5201323
idk, I feel like that would make me feel like an ageplayer and I'm really not into that but... you know, anything for you vv..

>>5201323
>sometimes you need to get fucked and cuddled
This x100

>>5201325
Lmao, yess I used to watch pure pwnage when it was still an internet series. FPS Doug was my fav, seriously. Jeremy is a total caricature though. Real shame that it sort of lost its spark so fast...

>>5201329
>Tfw when only fucked and never cuddled

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>>5201316
Yes it is. Glenn died and Aaron is secretly bisexual and getting the feelings for Maggie. Also, Maggie is prego.

>>5201276
there's another thread about how pol is basically behind the drop the T thing to sew dissent between lbgt

>>5201319
Now you're making it sound lewd. I just wanted to share my feels with the thread.

>>5201329
>Real shame that it sort of lost its spark so fast...
Aw yiss, I remember downloading it through some cnc forums lol
I actually went to one of the screenings and met Doug, he is the shyest guy ever like SO NICE, it's like let's out all the crazy when he plays FPS Doug it's amazing.
Like.. Ugh, I felt bad when they lost their friend and stopped the internet series, like.. the tv show wasn't bad but it just wasn't the same.
oh elanna ilu for being into PP
5ever mai waifu

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>>5201339

>>5201340
The "drop the T" thing has been around longer than /pol/

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this was my captcha....
is...is that who I think it is in the middle?
....sonichu???!?

>>5201327
nonono no ageplay just make me feel loved and keep me safe that's all
I hate ageplay I think it's super gross (no offense to anyone who likes it)

>>5201329
I'm glad you understand x.x

>>5201340
of course it's /pol/
it still makes me upset though but I guess that means it's working

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tfw you will never stroke Elanna's hair while she wrecks noobs on Halo.

>>5201349
its sammy the hotdog

>>5201340
Kinda wish lgbt dropped the T just out of spite, freakin gays have no loyalty, theyve gotten their piece with gay marriage and are satisfied with not giving a fuck any more it seems

>>5201341
>spanking
>not lewd
Intentions aside, I'm a kinky fuck and would probably enjoy it ;~;

>>5201337
Really? Not even immediately post sex? That's a shitty fuckbuddy, seriously ;~;

>>5201345
>tfw someone's waifu
Come to canadaaaa, we still need to get timbits ;~~~;

>>5201355
t should drop lgb. Why is t grouped with sexualities when its not a sexuality thing? We want different things to them, being paired with them means they fight for lgbt rights then drop t second they can in exchange for lgb rights.
Basically just something they have in negotiations that they can drop.

>>5201357
omg, it's morning I have coffee but no timbits
no timbits to share with elanna

WHY COULDN'T I HAVE BEEN BORN IN CANADA!?!?!?

but yeah, totally one day, we'll share bits and bites and cuddles and kinky stuff ; 3;
>>5201359
yeah I never got that, I wonder if it would have all been better if it was just GSM so people couldn't bitch about letters.

>>5201357
Ok, maybe a little lewd intended. But I can't let this keep escalating until I have a crush on you.

Tfw employed, but not enough hours to support myself but ebough that finding another job is hard
What can i do on the side for dosh /mtfg/

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>>5201351
>tfw I will never have my hair stroked while pwning noobs at halo
The feeling of sadness is mutual here ;___;

>>5201364
One day, one day. I have a dream ; 3;

>>5201365
O-oh OK, but I like to flirt o////o;

>>5201366
suck dat d
or
mturk ;3

>>5201348
yeah but the current push started from a pol thread hating on both gays and trannies apparently

>>5201355
hey I'm gay too, there are lots of loud self-hating lgbt people in general that think if they can just throw enough people under the bus then they'll push all of societies hate off of themselves and show they're one of "the good ones" but it's not a majority

>>5201359
B should just drop LGT desu, they want things like stable monogamous marriages when we just want the right to be complete sluts.

>>5201368
I like to flirt too, but it keeps getting me in trouble. Too many people would rather develop serious crushes than keep flirting.

>>5201373
im b and not a slut.

also nice try equivocating a group that wants gay mariage to people who dont want to get fired for being transgender or being evicted from their house.

>>5201373
Should add polyamory to that. So we have the boring LGT and the much more fun BP

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>>5201368
>tfw elanna will never get the girl she wants

>>5201376
Oh, I actually know that feel ;~; I'm not the type to be that way though, I value the face to face too much to start craving anything more than flirting online.

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I wish i lived somewhere where it's always dark

>>5201388
I'm not sure I can let another into my heart so quickly ;~;

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>>5201388
It gets dark here at 3pm now.

Feels good

>>5201388
A winter far enough north would change that feeling real fast.

>>5201382
Yet another reason for me to think we see eye to eye on a lot of issues.

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fuck all these shitty doubts. Why can't things be simple?
I just want to know what to do.

>>5201400
Take pills for a month and see if you freak out about it being a terrible idea.

>>5201401
Alright cool, that seems like a good idea. Thanks senpai.

>>5201393
Daylight savings is nice but it fucks with me having to change the clocks
>>5201392
Shh anon love is a lie our reptile brains tell us to convince us to reproduce
>>5201395
Winter is best month, easier to warm up than cool down

>>5201410
I'm glad I live in a place without DST
also pretty sure winter is not a month

>>5201392
Underrated post.

>>5201406
Remember that you're not looking for physical effects with only a month. But for a lot of us the anxiety and uncertainty went away when the pills were popped.

Basically the only way to know for sure when you're questioning is to give a try. You could even not have more than a month of pills so you're forced to re-evaluate.

>>5201380
The worst feel ;~;

>>5201395
We more than likely do by the sounds of it tbqh

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>>5201413
Season whatever

>>5201418
Maybe in a week I'll ask kit for your skype info, so I can have plausible deniability that I'm not an anon that flirted with you.

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>>5201416
Thanks so much for the advice. I hope this helps, i'm spending so much time worrying about this.

>>5201416
>before HRT
nothing but doubt and worry about shit and anxiety about how I'll look and transitioning etc.
>so far on HRT
only thing I worry about is ways to pass. Now I worry about frivolous things (my weight, smelling good, etc.) and my dysphoria is going down

just do it mang. I'm even on a low dose and I'm feeling pretty good and cannot wait to get my dosage increased

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>>5201368
>tfw will never get to stroke elanna's hair

;~;

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>get out of shower
>look in mirror
>get delusional as fuck and think I could pass
>think face looks feminine
>get sad because you know you're being delusional
>go back to escapism

Every time.

>>5201426
Anon you're a monster.

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>>5201429
You should enjoy it while it lasts desu. Feels great.

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Well I am taking everyone's advice and going to some job agencies tomorrow. I am going out later to get some mens interview clothes and some clear hair bands and a ace bandage to bind my tittys. If a job requires to know current medication do I tell them I am on hrt? If I have my hair done super clean with a small pony tail in the back it would be okay right? I'm afraid now with how curvy I am that I will end up looking like a dyke in a suit.

>>5201420
I'm sure she wouldn't mind sharing regardless ^^ I'm not sure if there's ever plausible deniability, I flirt on a pretty constant basis ;~;

>>5201426
You're so mean please give me more ;~~~;

My manager just told me that someone from another department came to her with a complaint that there's a girl on her team who keeps using the men's bathroom.

>driving home from wedding yesterday
>tell friend that you can't wait to get out of the binder you've been wearing all weekend
>he asks what a binder is
>a top that keeps the boobs from being too obvious
>he tells me it's probably going to feel great getting out of that corset too
>tfw you aren't wearing a corset

>>5201432
Ponytail is going to look like shit with your hair. Don't use ace bandages to bind, that's dangerous to both ribs and boob health. I know you won't, but at least consider girl mode.

>>5201436
I can always deny. Not convincingly, but I can try.

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>>5201431
It only lasts for a short while though and I know everything I see isn't true so why bother?

I am 100% hon.

>>5201438
The mans not wrong senpai

>tfw you put on your andro makeup and look like a femboy
>tfw you have a jaw that could break rocks
>tfw you see a girl in the mirror for a split second and then its gone

>>5201440
>I know you won't, but at least consider girl mode.
I am not legally female, my name isn't changed, and I have facial hair still. All that takes money to do so I need some job to save up for electrolysis and court stuff, then by maybe May 2016 I will be all ready to move and to start full time but as I am now I just can't, no employer wants to hassle with a trans person mid transition.

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i fell in love with a cartoon last night. again. sigh.

>tfw every trans person pre everything i met a year ago are now passing tgirls
>tfw another year as a cis
>tfw still cant afford hormones

>>5201442
What kind of autist complains about that though? He was from the cs department but that's just another level.

Also I don't pass so he's definitely wrong

>>5201446
Legal doesn't actually matter to most place, and you're probably protected in California. I'm concerned that you don't have any idea how to boy/faggot mode right and that will hurt you more than your pretty decent looking girlmode would.

>>5201453
What country are you in?

>>5201432
Honestly you probably won't get hired anywhere decent looking like that, people here want to pretend you can do anything but its not true. Unless you go in girl mode don't expect much return from them.

>>5201455
lel, I know how to dress like a man. Also cali is not like what you think, its mostly republican in my area so no, they hate trans people out here.

>>5201446
Isn't your mother kicking you out at the end of the month though, like for good?

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>>5201453
>tfw everyone passes except you
>tfw people don't believe you're a hon

>>5201454
Passing only gets you treated as a girl, you're still a girl sneaking into the boys room familia

>>5201461
Yeah, that's why I need this job, she is seriously dead set on making me homeless by December 1st.

>>5201460
You're asking about putting hair that's not even at your jaw into a ponytail. That's not someone who knows how to man.
It's not about hating trans. It's about an andro girl being more acceptable than a faggy looking boy.

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>tfw therapy was a huge success

I got 100% accepted by my pastor and loved and not judged at all and I feel a m a z I m g to not be in the closet about anything or being guilty! I didn't even get that pray away the trans thing either !

>mfw rn

(happy) AHJHHHHHHHHH!

>>5201465
But you're not going to bed ready to move out till may though

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>>5201467
Congrats senpai.

>>5201467
:>

>>5201467
Thats great, its good to know christianity is taking steps towards entering the modern era, congrats

>>5201471
I have to be stuck guy mode till I can save up for electrolysis. Once the beard is gone then I can do girl mode but not till its all gone, I am being serious when I say I have the strongest facial hair here.

>Hospital calls
>"May I speak to Mr. (Male Name)"
>"Speaking"
>"I'm sorry?"
>"That's, that's me. It's ma'am"
>"Oh, I'm very sorry about that" yada yada yada
>calling about billing when I got HIV test
>thought it was covered by insurance but it's actually 90$
>"Well unfortunately it's only covered during your annual"
>"I'm unfamiliar with my annual"
>"Your pap smear"
>"Oh, I see..."
>"Yeah they check for all that during your annual appointment and it's covered then any time outside of it is not covered by insurance"
>Fuck it.
>"Well I'm transgender so I don't actually get pap smears."

Something something something about checking with my doctor to see if I can get it covered any way. Outing myself to strangers has gotten easier.

Good morning ladies.

>>5201467
Too bad you still go to church

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>>5201467
im happy for you senpai

>>5201477
tbf my facial hair is prerty shit, probably the worst thing for me

>>5201481
Same, me too.

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>>5201467
Congrats! I'm glad it all went well! :>

>>5201478
Evening. Only just woke up though, my sleep schedule has gone to shit.

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>>5201478
Hella awkward
I'm sorry that sucks lol but hopefully they'll let your insurance cover it

Also
>mfw captcha only ever has me match bags and jewelry and food now
>mfw captcha thinks I'm a grill

>>5201457
South america city

>tfw running the shower tsp my dad thinks I'm in it while I inject estrogen into my butt

>>5201497
It weirds me out that non Americans use 4chan or know English. However I feel bad for you that you are stuck in a shitty country. Ever tried to seek asylum in Canada? They love brown people who immigrate.

>>5201464
Be that as it may I'm pretty sure the ladies where I work wouldn't be too happy about me using the women's room. If only Spiro didn't make me have to pee every hour, I'd be able to just not use the restrooms at work at all.

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>>5201436

>>5201507
South America is America...

>>5201512
Its part of the continent but not the Country America. Anything below the US is a pretty devastated and sad place.

>>5201514
Your country is USA, also Argentina is pretty swell so is Falklands, Brazil

>>5201497
South American*
how is your mom dealing with your shit? Are they still not going to help you with HRT?

>>5201507
I really hope you're made homeless and get what's coming to you.

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>>5201472
>>5201474
>>5201475
>>5201480
>>5201485
Thanks! I really appreciate it girls. n.n I even get to present as female when I make the decision! Today is gr8 :>

>>5201517
Naw, anything below the US is ran by drug cartels and gangs, its like savage down there.

>>5201517
>Your country is USA
GEE I WONDER WHAT THE A IS

FUCKING MURRICA STRONG BITCH

joking aside, American to most Americans means people from the US, not North or South Americans, most of the time I hear North or South America to differentiate between the two but yeah.. lol

>>5201522
>anything below Canada is run by drug cartels and gangs, its like savage down there.
ftfy, just because your cartels and gangs are publicly traded doesn't make them better

>>5201522
Its really not but you don't understand much outside the confines of your room so....

>>5201526
Well at least people are not getting chopped to pieces every day like down there. Isn't it just a flat out war zone down there?

>>5201524
also yes I know murrica is in NA like whatever I just woke up

but seriously, if you are the same person look into leaving your country already
>>5201526
ayy lmao good shit

>>5201518
No, last time i tried to talk with my mom she beated me and told me if i want to start hormones i have to leave the house and disappear forever from the family.
South american mode: its impossible to earn enough money to live, eat and get hormones.
Shit city mode: get beaten everyday

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>>5201494
>tfw you will never get gendered as a girl by captcha

>>5201529
All your people are killed by your "police", or while still at preschool

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>>5201528
Kayla is so cute lmao. She reminds me of pic related

>>5201532
Yes, I know who you are that's why I was asking if they were "still not helping"
Did you look into leaving your shit city?
>>5201534
l m a o this is gold, I like this back and forth shit

I don't know what is worse, the no bf/gf posts or Kayla showing us all why listening to Fox News is detrimental to one's mental health.

>>5201533
I-I'm sorry ;-;

>>5201539
Tbf love America just dislike Kayla

>>5201539
Her shit city has a crime rate that compares to north america and three endos for HRT. It's depression speaking.

>>5201534
>All your people are killed by your "police", or while still at preschool
That is such a fucking lie, only people who get in trouble with the police are people who are criminals. If you don't break the law or resist arrest the cops never fuck with you. I never once broke the speed limit so I have never been pulled over.

>>5201539
>implying im the only spic struggling.
I have met some. Probably dead by now, but im not the only one.

>http://strawpoll.me/5962979

i used to help a friend out and he'd do sexual health lectures, one of which was 'Rimming: how to do it safely' or something. I've not actually done it yet butttt I know how to do it. I wouldn't want it done to me because it seems gross, having a tongue in my butt but what my mouth does is a different story

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NICE GAME TODD

>>5201541
kayla is worse, because she just takes over the thread. You can only talk about tfw for so long.

>>5201552
No spoilers please!
I won't be able to play the game for at least a month if not more. Real life is a harsh mistress.

>>5201548
but you are the only one in the last few weeks that says there are from

south america city

and was I right in assuming you were the same one that was told by their parents to fuck off if they want to get on HRT?
I'm a spic too, I was just trying to help but I'll fuck off now sis.

>>5201548
I know who you are and you're not in Brazil, VZ or Colombia.

I'm also not basing my opinions of your country from tv, which I don't have, but on people who are actually there and have no reason to make things sound nicer, which is a hell of a lot better than letting depression color shit.

>>5201520
Youre a fucking retard

>>5201558
im not gonna spoil anything dw im just running around as a qt3.14 and blasting shit with a double barreled shotgun, feels pretty good man

>>5201549
Shit's hot yo! I did to a girl once, got a blister on my lower lip a few days after. But the anal was worth it.

>>5201511
>tfw it hurts so good
;__;

>>5201564
>feels pretty good man
T R I G G E R E D

>>5201547
This. I like when cops are around when Im in shithole brown neighborhoods to keep me safe from niggerdom.

>>5201564
Ah to be young and neet again.

>>5201567
pls dont get mad anon, it was only a figure of speech!!

>>5201547
And what about idiots shooting up schools, they criminals to?

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>>5201552

>>5201571
tis but a joke mein friend
I doubt the majority of us get mad at that phrase or dude.

>>5201572
Well technically yes, they are.

>>5201569
I guess you weren't around when Kayla was calling all cops armed thugs in employ of evil corporations.

>>5201572
Media sensationalism should not be taken as paradigm you massive faggot.

>>5201566
>tfw elanna is developing a c u c k fetish

>>5201578
Not that anon but what "media sensationalism"?
The American public is clearly unhinged as evidenced in astronomical number of mass killings and serial killers.

>>5201582
oh god now I feel like I can't say kek in front of her

forever a lel...

>>5201578
And you know Mexico is horrendous because your went around it right? dipshit.

>>5201588
It's only media sensationalism if it's wasps being maligned.

>>5201591
hey Eleri

What are you up to nowadays? When is your date?

>>5201596
>When is your date?
That was like two months ago, I haven't actually been on a date since September-ish.

The last thing I did for money paid enough for a weekend trip to hang out with old friends on top of survival expenses. Things are okay but slow.

>>5201585
>astronomical numbers
>unhinged

Right because the US in a state of bedlam and dystopian turmoil.

The only places you have to seriously worry about being shot are in shithole minority areas. School shootings happen but you dont see college kids lining up in droves to purchase bullet-proof vests and pistols.

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>tfw banana for breakfast and cake for lunch

>>5201606
>That was like two months ago,
I see my time travelling experiment was a success
Welp, shit, nevermind then, I got confused.
Hmm, slow though? What are you waiting on?

>>5201619
>tfw I was up making pasta at 5 in morning because of the alcohol.
Help.

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no more political talk please

lets talk about bralettes, are they cute or not?

>>5201582
It's not a c uck fetish, I just like being bullied about crushes because I never had that when I was a teen ;~;

>>5201624
confirmation for a srs date

>>5201630
Not. I say we talk about Glenn dying and Maggie hooking up with the gay guy.

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GRRRR FUCK why do my breasts look so full and look big but when i measure there is just 2" in difference? 6 fucking centimetres? in one FUCKING YEAR despite taking progesterone non-stop
i hate this. I don't want anything besides SRS and now i apparantly have to get breast augmentation fuck
>>5201630
fuck you

>>5201638
How long have you been on e?

They grow for a long time.

>>5201635
OH OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

there we go, that's the date I was thinking about. I was wondering if you got a date set for srs.
fug I feel dumb now, I was super confused, I need caffeine in me.

Oh that sucks though, that wait must be brutal, I can't imagine.

>>5201641
Exactly one year as today. Progesterone 100mg a day since... july i think. Underbust is at 85 cm / 33,5" aka huge

>>5201560
Sorry senpai

>>5201609
You don't get it. This isn't about crime related violence. This is about insanity that grips the American public and manifests itself in explosions of violence that defy rational explanation.

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>>5201643
A year just isn't enough time. Are you eating properly?

>tfw scared to go to work

>>5201643
>33 inches is huge
Okay, it's not small but it's definitely well within cis female ranges. And one year on e is not much, five months on prog either, and for a lot of trans women srs causes growth bursts.

>>5201642
It's annoying as fuck and I really wish my old way of handling it (yoga, pot and replaying torment) worked.

>>5201651

>that pic

Ouch.

>>5201653
It took me a year to get over that

>>5201653
What's scary about work?

>>5201658
I'm really gonna try to delude myself into thinking everythings gonna be okay. Hope it works for now.

>>5201507
I havent tried seeking asylum yet. My country is pretty developed about lgbt bullshit, fags can marry and trannies can go in the streets and dont get lynched, unless you arent in the 10% wealthier of the country and your parents support you and youre still young, im none of them.

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>tfw actually got some
HOW WAS THE WEEKEND MTFG

>>5201643
I heard that prog should be taken 2-3 years after E, as it "finalizes" the growth, and that taking it straight away stunts the growth.

This is all mostly transmyth though as some studies say its kinda pointless.

Progesterone is very important in other things though and should be taken as taking AAs actually removes your natural prog.

>>5201660
Everything will be OK anon. You have to understand that everyone else is also an insecure little ball of neurosis just like you.

>>5201659
im full time and don't pass fully sometimes

its retail and i have social anxiety

enough said

>>5201663
Oh wow, congratulations on that... Little bruise?

>>5201643
>Exactly one year as today
Any plans for your Tranniversary?

>>5201660
>>5201665
This. You probably won't die.

>>5201654
>replaying torment
that got me through a lot of shit but even now video games can't do anything. I haven't played a game in almost a year.
I was at goodwill getting clothes a couple of months ago and saw their book section and got a bunch of stuff. It's really helped me to just sit down, turn everything off and read. I might try yoga though. Well I hope getting your date and that your date isn't too far from now.
I'm out for work bye girls <3

>>5201666
I'm in the same position except I don't pass at all and I boymode on my fragile days and it actually makes me worse. I take breaks to cry in a toilet cubicle and I figured out the reason I always feel sick there is anxiety.

Retail is horrible.

>>5201668
Thats a hickey, im proud cuz my skin doesnt takethem easily for whatver reason

>>5201670
Post Nanowrimo writings pls.

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>>5201677

>>5201669
>Tranniversary
is this a thing?

>>5201670

Everything dies. It's called entropy.

>>5201679
Come on Caddy. You know you want to. Post in on pastebin or somewhere and I'll give you a 10 minute throw away mail to send me the link.

>>5201651
vegetarian but yes, i eat properly, even with a surplus. Gained 8 kg within a year.
>>5201654
i still look ridiculous with my current setup of blobs and chest...
>>5201663
got some what?
>>5201669
killing myself
>>5201664
trans myth i guess? I take part in 2 studies with a group that does research and they denied that. They didn't even recommended progesterone cause CPA already has gestagenic effects, but i insisted on it. Mostly for my mood

look at the nipples, already tanner 4 or whatever
unsee
.cc/nurosazi/

>>5201663
I said it before in the passing thread but you have really nice skin lol

>>5201663
how was da pussy?

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>>5201689
Just read some of my old work that I've actually edited. http://caddycorbitt.tumblr.com/page/6

I can't share what I'm working on right now it's even more embarrassing than my tumblr.

>>5201675
yeah i know those bathroom feels. I did it a lot at my old job when customers sir'd me or my dysphoria/depression got the better of me. im sry about that. hugs for you

thankfully i have a cashier job and I actually genuinely like helping people, so that should keep me from being down all day

>>5201663
how do u have such nice skin HOW
UGH IM PISSeD

>>5201700
Yeah that skin is alabaster like.

>>5201691
Fair dos anon, personally I don't know what to make of it, have taken 100mcg a day for 6 months and have noticed extra water retention and weight gain, not just in boobs tho, which makes me question if its needed.

>>5201700

She's pure of heart and soul and that shines through, unlike you... you bloody... hobgoblin.*

*this is jokes ur p kewl

>>5201696
Guess I'll have to settle with this... for now.

>tfw everyone has nice femme nips but u :(

>>5201700
it's just a badly filtered pic

what is going on rn??

>>5201709
Yeah and I'm going to run away for a while so I don't have to read any criticism while I'm working on something new.

Also do you really want to read 30 pages of unedited speed writing? Like, it just seems awful for everyone involved. Those I posted are super short.

>>5201715
>do you really want to read 30 pages of unedited speed writing?
YES.
I would read them carefully and afterwards grill you about the details, stylistic choices and whatever else strikes my fancy.

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Absolute happiness ~ -^____^- <3

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>all dis anime
>all dis boasting
>all dese girly stereotypes
>all dis half-assedness
>all dese memes
it's almost like being transgender was a part-time hobby you could choose to participate in whenever you wanted to, but of course we know that's not the case.....ha ha..........................ha.

>>5201726
at least you don't have pepperoni nips like me

>>5201729

Who would do this shit for fun?

>>5201731
mine are so puffy I can't wear tee shirts anymore

>>5201729
cool reddit meme

>>5201710
Mine aren't ;~;

>>5201734
^^^^

>>5201726
moo

>>5201734
some pretty fucked-up people....

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>>5201729
>it's almost like being transgender was a part-time hobby you could choose to participate in whenever you wanted to
but what if i want to participate all the time, chemically, by taking HRT

>>5201734
It's the best way to increase the difficulty settings on life.

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>>5201726

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>>5201734
le insanity wolf would

>>5201693
Dick*, i aint no transbian
>>5201700
I bathe in the blood of virgins
Or if you believe anon its gaussian blur from my camera but fuck it i CANT TURN IT OFFBLARGHL

>>5201726
girl boobs

>>5201726
I is well jealous Kaykay, well jealous

>>5201734
Wasn't there some dude who hopped on HRT just to make a photo resembling that Neutral Milk Hotel cover? He later just detransitioned.

>>5201784
fucking pics please
that sounds insane

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lets make a trans frog meme

>yesterday
"I'm literally the worst off in the world"
>today
"I'm too curvy, I wont look like a man if I wear a suit. Here, look at my tits"

Good to see the Kayla cycle continues unabated

>>5201798
>Good to see the Kayla cycle continues unabated
it never ends.

Goldman just shit down BRICS yall, emerging markets gonna take a nosedive within 2 years you heard it here first
Brb stocking my bunker with canned peaches for the coming collapse

>>5201798
And it's been going for 5 (five) years.

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>>5201797
I can't link it here but it is tranny frog

>>5201804
>shit down
Lel i meant shut down
>>5201797
Lets not doe

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>>5201726
wwhhattt

>tfw flat chest

>>5201807
Kayla confirmed for literally tranny /r9k/

>>5201807
oh hell naw. If I drop one I will literally spend the next hour looking around the area.

>Strong men
>Taking care of me
>Ooooooh, the safety
>Ooooooh, a protector, a provider

Lets make yearning songs!

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>>5201794
It's just a story I heard in passing on /mu.
Besides hasn't Circe decided she's just normally gay now? And alison. People get on and off HRT all the time.

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>>5201805
hey I have only been in transition for 9 months, I am trying my best

>>5201817
That girl in your pic had some angular facial features and I seem to remember some threads on /fa/ trying to decide if she was trans or not. I don't know if it's the same as the story you're thinking of.

>try to write
>make to a full page
>cry instead
This is why I haven't finished anything in years.

>>5201817
>that dedication to cosplay.
Good lord I'm almost impressed.

>>5201817
Oh I love Ashleigh F, I didn't know she did this lol

>>5201819
I am glad you've made it this far, though.
Congrats.

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>>5201817
>People get on and off HRT all the time.
Not me, fuck that, my doc is scheduling my orchy for next year, I can't legally get it for free until I have been 1.5 years on hrt.

>>5201815
not if you drop it in the sink

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>finally decide to cut my hair short
>salon is closed on mondays
>on the walk back some old dude tugs on my ponytail

:|

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> Tfw giant man hands
> Tfw wide af shoulders
> Tfw bulky fat arms
My face may pass but my body doesn't.

>>5201832
How short is short?

>>5201832
>on the walk back some old dude tugs on my ponytail
people do this? jesus you should have dropped his ass

>>5201831
why would i take my pills next to a sink?

>>5201832
How come your cutting it short? You look pretty qt with it long

>>5201817
I haven't taken testosterone in years

>>5201836
fuck
I love your hair, how long has it taken to get that long? what products do you use in it?

>>5201836
HOH

>>5201832

Just shave it again since youre such a manly man

>>5201291
If hormones are prescription only how do people who self medicate get them?
I've seen some sites suggested but can you just order it like that?

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>>5201837
see image. possibly even shorter.

>>5201842
men look better with short hair.

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>>5201829
I don't think this is Ashleigh F if >>5201826 is right. She doesn't have all that angular face.

>>5201826
Unfortunately I never saw the original photo.

>>5201832
Just learn to dress instead.

>>5201848
Yeah I would like to know where is best to get this shit from given that im in the uk.

>>5201852
dress as what? i already dress pretty well for a guy and have no intention to crossdress.

>>5201844
literally just the shittiest under 2 dollar shampoo and conditioners I can find. it's all about the method. I can type it out if you'd like but it will take a while to fully explain my routine and the reason behind it

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>>5201828
The lengths some people will go for cosplay.

>>5201854
>Thinking I'm gonna throw a pity party and compliment you

>>5201853
UK? go to QHI
>>5201848
some need scripts online too, not all do.

>>5201854
>guy
LOL

http://strawpoll.me/5965022

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>>5201855
tell me plz

also is no one going to try my meme?

>>5201855
forgot trip baka desu

>>5201845
what does this mean?

>>5201858
>thinking i even want you to compliment me

retard.

>>5201863
>Choosing your own nickname

>>5201865
nothing. why not trying losing some weight?

When was the last time you masturbated mtfg?

>tfw michelle wont use a name so you can just filter her shit
>tfw people keep giving her the responses she's after so she wont just go away

>>5201851
I think it is her unless someone matched the pictures on the wall to do a perfect copy of her room. I'm only commenting on the pictures not the stories, idk what /fa/ has said about the girl the other anon mentioned.

>>5201871
>her
>she

>>5201871
The same goes for Kayla or any other crazy/troll/both here.

>>5201870
last night with my dil, after an 8 week hiatus, needless to say I glowed for hours after

>>5201876
how are you feeling today?

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>you will never pass

>>5201870
3 years ago?

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>>5201881
still like shit, I have to go to job agencies tomorrow, my mom is serious about kicking me out

>>5201870
prolly like 3-4 days ago
I totally don't mind this whole losing my libido thing cause I used to jerk it like everyday but now I hardly ever do and I feel way better

>>5201883
Hi anon.
Rawr is also shitposting so pls continue using Lain images so I can tell you apart.

>>5201831
Fucking americans getting shit for free

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>>5201870
a bit over 2 months ago

i'm scared and don't know what to do ._.;

>>5201870
I can't even remember, like a year or more?
I have lost count of the amount of sexual partners I've had this year tho.

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>>5201888
yeah right, its just an orchy

>>5201895
Just? Are you fucking kidding me

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>>5201887
>tfw people always think i'm rawr
>tfw rawr can actually pass and i'm forever doomed to hondom

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>>5201907
^_^

>get new drivers liscence in Texas while I'm here
>disgusting square face pudgy from estrogen poisoning and long masculine hair.jpg

Gonna go put my head in a plastic bag now

>>5201907
Yes but rawr is divorced from reality. When you are that delusional passing becomes a secondary concern. I've seen rawr just get worse and worse.

>>5201913
why would you get a texas license if you are from california?

>>5201907
No she cannot.

>>5201873
>>5201851
Beats me. This was years ago as I haven't been on /fa/ in a while. Looking at that pic I'm probably just misremembering, but it is 4chan so they very well could have thought she was for no reason.

>>5201918
>implying lainanon is not also divorced from reality

>>5201913

Please do. Remember to seal it around your neck

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>>5201918
That sucks.

At least i'm realistic and know I have the face of a 40 years old man and an orc tier body.

>>5201925
A hundred times better than me at least.

>>5201929
Probably the most realistic person here to be honest.

>>5201919
I went to go get a California one, but without a Texas one they just gave me a learners permit, my Texas one is still valid from when I was stationed in fort hood

>>5201919

So she can shitpost about the picture

>>5201885
good luck

>>5201865
>forgot trip baka desu
forgot trip baka desu

>>5201864
My hair is naturally very stubbornly straight. the big secret is to wash your hair as infrequently as physically possible. If you think you can get away with not washing your hair, then don't. Once it gets to 3~4 days without a wash, either do a full clean (Shampoo on hair down to the ears, don't apply lower, the rinse will get it enough. Conditioner on hair below ears, hand brush through hair THOROUGHLY, depending on hair length this could be the longest part of your shower.) or just do a dab of conditioner on the top of the head and spread evenly. Your natural oils repair your hair MUCH better than any conditioner you can find. Don't use expensive products because they will actually end up fucking your hair up so that only other expensive products can fix it. After bleaching hair, condition for a HALF AN HOUR. Don't be afraid of dying your hair, it barely does any real damage. After hair drys (don't use a blow dryer unless you NEED to have dry hair) brush hair thoroughly but don't overbrush. PAT dry with your towel, DONT RUB.

>>5201869
I generally don't care about my weight but my current job will force me to lose some eventually.

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>>5201895
dis u

>>5201870
about an hour ago, i really hate getting random boners but i havn't started self medding yet so hopefully it never happens again

>>5201938
But you have no idea what you even look like. How is that realistic?
>>5201429

>>5201939
Wait you haven't had a valid CA license this whole time?

>>5201929
Not to the extreme that rawr is.

>>5201939
You were... in the army?

>>5201934
Fuck I can't do anything right, maybe I'll just use the brown bag my gf puts on me so she can stand to fuck me

>>5201895
>9 months hrt
>passes
>less than a year from a free orchi
Way to teleport to the finish line K

>>5201870
a few days ago

>>5201953
How is rawr even divorced from reality?

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>>5201895
wait
you can get orchies for free in burgerland?

>>5201954
I was in the 82nd airborne, 75th ranger regiment, and then finished off in fort hood under 3 core

>>5201895
Are you okay yet?

>>5201870
7 months ago

>>5201938
Lain-poster, depression is not reality.

>>5201870
8 months ago. I havent cum since. Its gonne be yuge.

>>5201870
just now

>>5201966
When is Kayla ever okay?

>>5201962
anyone can. you just have to shoot bleach into your balls. oh, excuse me... i mean your external ovaries.

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>>5201944
Shit, and I have been using the Wen hair care system for $80 bucks and its shit

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morning

>>5201938
>know I have the face of a 40 years old man and an orc tier body.
Post photo otherwise all of this is an exercise in futility.

>>5201944
>Once it gets to 3~4 days without a wash, either do a full clean (Shampoo on hair down to the ears, don't apply lower, the rinse will get it enough. Conditioner on hair below ears, hand brush through hair THOROUGHLY, depending on hair length this could be the longest part of your shower.) or just do a dab of conditioner on the top of the head and spread evenly.
This is very good advice and exactly what I do.
Even cis girls don't know how to take care of their hair, I told my cousin this like... a few months ago and her shit hair is beautiful now.
Good looking out sis.

>>5201972
uh, yes it is

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>>5201951
I know I look like a manly thing, there's no confusion I just sometimes get delusional.

>>5201972
What do you mean?

>>5201983
I would but taking pics makes me dysphoric.

Fallout 4 soon so I don't want to ruin my mood.

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>>5201977
I cannot answer this accurately, as I am not Kayla.

>>5201952
Because I'm a terrible procastinator

>>5201984
hair is p much the only thing I care about