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I just woke up again and it's like 4PM
I still can't believe I didn't get caught
5th for still thinking about it every day even though you're not really depressed anymore
Why anon? There is so much to live for!
>I don't think you're that bad off
>everyone can pass if they try
>wow those things aren't bad there are passing transgirls who are 6´3"
>you're not trying hard enough :)
>your age is not bad at all
Fucking die hugboxing shitters
it's especially dumb given I look worse than some of those people and definitely less feminine than all of them
also jesus will people who don't like me make their minds up please? should I change my name back to Edgar? after all, despite changing it after entire threads full of people whining about it about three quarters of posters are still referring to me by my old trip
>tfw you will never put ol rapey out of his misery once and for all
>you will never infiltrate the mental hospital disguised as a nurse and drown Edgar in the tub when it's time for his bath
>you will never stuff his body parts under the floorboards of his hospital room
>you will never be personally thanked by Edgar's parents and caretakers for blessing their lives with his early death
>you will never improve the state of humankind by removing his autism from this world
>you will never be the hero that /mtfg/ needs
Just FYI before you commit suicide you should really think it through and make sure you're doing everything correctly because surviving probably sucks just so you know………
Every day I live is another day I get to get high.
This is more than enough to keep me going, no person has ever given me the happiness marijuana has.
Noelle is a female name, it should be clear which you want.
People hate transbians, if people spread the rumor you're a transbian, other people will start to hate you.
>tfw you get hugboxed unironically
Transgirls are cancer.
>should I change my name back to Edgar?
nah, if you haven't noticed that non-shitposters refer to you by noelle and did so before you officially changed it. Just let them get it out and move on.
I love getting drunk senpai. Honestly if this transitioning thing doesn't work Ill just do every drug until I die.
Its just booger being bitter and maybe 1-2 other anons joining in to stir up shit bc they love to start drama. They'll get bored and go find something else to do
seriously why are you doing this like this when you could troll with my existing pics??? surely you get that would have a greater effect on my emotional state than this??? it just seems weird and kind of ineffective like this
Good point but if I'm presenting full time I'll probs still go to the same church. It'll be awkward at first but ehh there's no avoiding the awkward phase I reckon. The thing about faith is that it isn't dependant on how ppl treat u. Its the belief in something more, something bigger. I made a decision that no matter what happens in life I'm not going to give up my fsith desu
>gross young hon
>will never pass
>people say you can pass to make you feel better
>people say you have an andro voice because hugboxing
>life is over in a few years
>will never be a girl
What do I do, /mtfg/?
>booger is the mtfg demon
I guess time does change things
Honestly have you considered ignoring it and shutting the fuck up?
Fucking hide and report the posts if you care that damn much
Just ignore them
You've been a lot nicer and happier since you changed your name
You're still kind of self-deprecating but it's a lot easier to relate to you now
That's amazing progress and you should be proud of yourself
Guess you'll just have to settle with being a femboy.
Because hugboxing is not really that prevalent. You either post to /soc/ or get friends you can trust. The first step though, is acknowledging that you are never going to be the best judge of your own appearance or voice.
<3 you /mtfg/, even though you suck, your just the same as me. I get perverse pleasure out of knowing i'm not the only one.
I know that shit adds up over time and ur already depresses as hell already but hey seriously fuck the haters its your life not theirs let them fuck their own shit up. Consider the following: they are worse off than you if they have to stoop so low as to relentlessly do petty personal attack tactics tontey and b8 a response
Yeah you dont have to preach to me about Christian values. I only grew up in a far more Christian home than you did and have been surrounded by hardcore conservatives all my life. Once again there's the fantasy you have right now that your faith will somehow keep you strong during the undoubtedly . Then theres the reality that happens like someone attacking you in or around that church because they see you as an abomination to God and tell you you're going to burn in hell after they beat you senseless.
Good on you anyway for sticking to your guns. I hope you actually have strength in real life like this and not just on the internet.
Go to support group or ask someone in real life, instead of wasting time on the Internet with your reductive defeatist attitude.
If you're scared get over it
And by the way, pro tip; no one can give you help if we don't know what you look like smart guy
I dislike drinking, but that's because my parents are both borderline alcoholics.
Don't kill yourself, there are people who care about you.
You'll pass eventually, its just going to take time and surgery. Unless ny life is over in a few years you meant your dying or something.
Getting in the robot is what started it all.
Who do I show?
I have no friends.
>At very least tell us about your makeup and dressing habits or something
I dress andro and I have long hair.
It is here, you can't get an honest opinion from anyone and on the internet too appearently except for when they're anon and bully you.
>its just going to take time
> I guess
Though I'm doing well, got a little too drunk/high earlier and passedout and kinda annoyed cause its the perfect wrong time to try to go get food or something, so figuring out something to have here. Other than that pretty good weekend yesterday and friday, but lazy day today.
The bullies opinions aren't real though. What matters is real life. There's shitposting about me but I generally pass in real life so they can get fucked. You're probably not being hugboxed as much as you'd think, I didn't believe my friends until I almost got denied at a bar because they almost didn't believe it was the same person. We're our own worst critics and we will always see our 'old face' at least for a hella long time, that's the dysphoria at work.
I do actually. I have a therapy/counciling appointment with my pastor tomorrow and I'm gonna tell him I'm bi and trans and have been having a lot on my mind lately. So yeah I'm not just putting on an act. My family is Christian conservative too, and I came out to all of them and my friends just earlier this week. So i do back up what I say I'm gunna do. And thanks having faith appeals to me on alot of levels.
I guess the fact that both my parents barely drink/don't drink might have something to do with how much I enjoy this stuff.
Things take time, we don't all get to luck out and have perfect genetics that let us pass after just a few years or with no surgery. Life isn't fair, if you're an adult you've learned this lesson already in the past.
If his dad didn't abandon him after mom took to her new divine body then he wouldn't be such a little girl.
There is no afterlife, this is all you get.
Maybe, I really dislike drinking because of my parents. I only ever drink socially, and even those most of the time I refuse.
They generally aren't even actually giving opinions beyond a generic 'you don't pass' as they are just trying to cause your self doubt to kick in. They aren't actually giving a real opinion just trying to make others feel as bad as they do about their looks.
Haha, I don't have too much functioning problems when I get fucked up just get really tired and crash at the end. I do like .25g of shatter for dabs every day though so hella tolerance at this point.
Don't tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
My friend won't watch it with me until after we finish Gate
This is all you get.
Almost depressing. But all the more reason to transition.
I just buy 2 grams each week cause I like it more than smoking flower, and I go to shops so easy to get.
I mean maybe try posting and see what gets said. I just know if someone's following you around to tell you something that will make you feel bad, they've obviously got their own issues to devote the time/effort into doing so. Bullies aren't just something like benevolent people going out of their way to help make sure you know something.
I posted a pic here pre-hrt and I got hugboxed.
I would post a new one if hrt didn't make me more masculine.
Someone needs to tell me I have no hope of passing so it's confirmed.
Because our bodies were made to keep us alive, not keep us happy and content.
love isn't the word I would use to describe any of the emotions people have for me
then lets jump into a volcano and show our bodies who the fuck is boss
There are other people on earth with friends, money, and happiness. I can't sleep knowing these fucks exist.
I'm working on it but it's hard
ur all lusty sluts
>Those are things you can work on and strive for
No thats bullshit, no one can look like abby, no one can be younger than they are and have friends and money and happiness like she does. Its not fair and she didn't work any harder than anyone else to get all that stuff, it was just given to her because she was a spoiled little tiny twink pretransition. No one who transitions after 25 will ever fucking make it.
Nah I ain't though.
Except when im going to bed and have lewd day dreams.
So I guess ur right senpai.
>What do I do
The only people that cry about "hugboxing" are people that are decently well off who get told as such, then decide to ignore it so they can keep shitposting about problems they dont have.
I want a harem of 3 guys, ranging from burley to qt. We would all fuck indiscriminately. We would also do it in front of other people.
>You like hot burly men with fat cocks.
No I don't
I can tell you right now that money doesnt equal happiness i got £15k as part of a settlement from when my dad was killed in the late 90's and because i was a NEET at the time i was just sitting in my room playing vidya eating loads of junk food, smoking pot and buying stuff i didnt really need.
Sure money helps but it isnt the be all end all, and blowing that money was probably the biggest single regret i have in my life.
Pretty sure that was my image that I stole of someone else senpai, wheres my cut of the (you)s?
You don't want to mess with me.
yea but that still doesn't mean you can't try. I'm gonna be 25 at the end of the month and in the same boat but if the end goal is to be a passable woman then nothing will stop me from reaching that goal and if you feel the same nothing should stop you too. You think you're some disgusting hon but I honestly think you look fine, and if there's things you don't feel you can work on that's fine, but try something else to keep you going. View moving out and getting a job as your next goal. If that's too much, focus on just something small. Also there is stuff you can work on that doesn't involve all of that. Work on your voice, that's something you can do on your own and get comfortable with.
I know you usually do this stuff where you put yourself down and I understand you have a lot to deal with with your crazy mom and still living with her and being older in your transition. But you always have to keep some hope there.
Yeah I'm jealous of abby too, but that doesn't mean I should give up. Kayla I feel bad cause it just feels like half the time we talk you're happy and cheerful then the other half you're in an inconsolable sadness. A lot of people here do want to help you, and do think you're doing great, I hope that can help in a small way.
Cute. Just mad I've got options. I'm gonna be fine.
Yeah I guess, I always try to pretend otherwise cause I'm still a virgin though.
Y do penises look nice? My parents would have a heart attack if they saw this shit im writing by the way, holy fuck.
>tfw at first I thought voice training was going well for me but upon further analysis it's not, at all
I just want to sound qt
That's not true at all, people who are worse off get hugboxed way too much.
Do you honestly think i'm delusional enough to not know what I look like? pls
I'm only delusional when I think I can pass.
>but that doesn't mean I should give up
yeah it should, you and I will never have what she has and she constantly chimes in here to make DAMN sure we ALL know it.
hi im awake really early today
how is everyone??
No, stop pretending most people have the stats to pass.
Again, you fall into the mentality of if you can't be #1 that it's not worth it. You aren't going to be the best at everything you do.
Like.. 2 months ago. Was hard putting the brakes on a few of the relationships I tried just cause it was nice just having a guy, but there was just something lacking in their personalities.
>You like hot burly men
Thats not very nice senpai. Show some empathy for your fellow woman.
>you fall into the mentality of if you can't be #1 that it's not worth it. You aren't going to be the best at everything you do.
Oh but abby apparently is and rubs everyone's face in her shit. Or maddison, someone who has clearly been lying about her time on hrt and her age, she has the skin of a teenager for fuck sake and goes on dates, you and me will never go on a date and yet she gets to, same with caddy, another liar about her time on hrt, she has gainful employment and is dating men too and is full time. All these people have lives and come here to make sure us losers know all about it so we feel even worse about being ugly, manly, no life losers.
there are strange men in my house send HALP
not even a slut but please. I wanna do bukkake with people I love.
I wanna be the only girl in a group of sexually repressed men.
>you and me will never go on a date
Are you kidding? I've been out with 4 guys in the past 2 months. You can too. Made out with 2 of them. These people aren't lying, they are just putting in the effort.
I just said this earlier in the thread, now you're just being pessimistic.
>I've been out with 4 guys in the past 2 months
Kidnapping them don't count, you and edgar and holic look the same, I don't see what man in his right mind would date you, and I am sorry but i am being truthful. I have less of a horse face but am equally hideous.
Aww does seeing happy passing girls really set off your jealousy and inferiority complex ? I'm sorry that it upsets u so much. Damn I wish u believe me when I say u r as pretty as those girls and pass as well. Bit you'll think I'm hufboxxing or bullshitting you ; ( idk what to do to console u really
I don't? After someone working for an hour in photoshop anyone can look like Edgar. They were guys off OKC, one even drove from the next town over for the date. You've obviously got some issues and you're taking your self hate out on others. You're turning into your mother.
Yeah sorry I guess that sexually repressed bit is kind of weird. I want the guys to be confident and handsome/cute and I want them to be kind as well.
Honestly I want the fucking world senpai. Too much to ask?
Dreams? We must share the same dream, because when you go down on me you always come up after a while with a mouthful of cum to show what a good girl you've been then swallow every drop
>tfw I don't really crave sex
>tfw I don't like boys
>tfw I don't feel like ever engaging in any drama
I guess I don't belong here.
I mean, you obviously have your own personal truth or feelings there, but that's not how I see it. How are you even taking a back seat to it, this isn't some competition.
>get a job
>put all of my non rent and food income away for ffs
>it'll still take me 2 years to afford it
I even have a college degree and it's going to take me this long, I don't know how anyone can afford it.
>this isn't some competition
Tell that to the people that ALWAYS post about the good shit that happened to them every day. If it wasn't a competition then no one would brag.
People brag so they can feel good about themselves senpai, not so they can be higher up on their tier list of people.
I post about good things that happen to me too. You've got a very selective memory here. It's people trying to express that they are actually happy with their lives now. Something you should work on finding for yourself instead of just expecting it.
You can't help everyone senpai. Life cruel and unusual, nothing to do but live your life the best you can.
Damn, just got home, I'm so glad I passed today and didn't get killed by random men passing by. I would have just shown them my tranny permit just so they know I'm not a dude in drag.
Hey guess what kayla? I got ffs.
I'm going to keep posting this because I know it pisses you off.
I really wish you could just hate fuck me.
Every time you go balls deep, you cry about how people have a better life than you
I'm not trutrans though.
Literally too retarded and gross to transition.
You're a good thing that has happened for others
You keep telling me I'm not happy and fucked.. what's with that? I'm good. Really. I go out with friends to clubs and hang out with cis girls for girls nights. I've got guys who wanna fuck me. You're the one moping about how everything needs to just change for you suddenly. I get that you can't accept that someone you've put yourself as higher than is doing better than you, but really, you can do better too.
I don't particularly care desu. This is 4chan and I live in the deep south. I've hea D nigger like 100+ times today. But damn ilu and its pretty sad to see you jerking yourself off this hard just because some other girls are doing their own thing. FYI just because you pass doesn't magically make every issue or problem in life disappear and its super shitty to try to bully someone out of a lash out jealousy. Literally everyone her except trolls and ppl tired of your mood swings bullshit are wishing you well and trying to help but you straight up disagree with anythiny they say that goes against the idea that u r some unpassing hon with the shittiest life in mtfg history (protip: it is objectively not regardless of muh feelings ur gunna respond with)
Now if it takes me being a little mean to get through that thick ass skull of yours I can be. You need to get your shit together seriously and don't give me that cry me a river shit a out being abused a D unemployed. Yeah well so the fuck what no one in the real world gives 2 shits desu senpai. They just see you crying day in and day out over the same shit that CAN be fixed but your act like such a retarded vapis cunt you don't even fucking consider for second ( holy shit maybe I'm the retard here and they are right!!!) No its always kayla is right everyone else is wrong and if they DARE to disagree with you, then they get classified as a bitter transbian hon. Like seriously ur too goddamn old to be acting like a pussy 12 yo throwing a temper tantrum. Get your spoiled lazy entitled ass up out of your room and get a fucking minimum wage job like the rest of the goddamn world and start working toward fixing ur shit instead of endlessly bitching about it. Otherwise I'm going to think you really are just a spoiled rich cunt mooching off your family.
>nb4 blocked nigger
>implying because I didn't hugbox you and kept it real for a second that suddenly means I hate you
Spoilers: it dosent
>I know and I feel so bad for you. You and me deserve better than all these fucks.
my point is, I don't attack everyone else for having things better off... we've all got the same issue here and just because someone has a boyfriend or a job or a life or has had ffs doesn't mean that you can't, it just means that you can't right now... you will be able to do so in the near future and by the time you hit 30 you will barely even remember mtfg and your issues you had in transitioning.
you've got your entire life left to be happy, try to do so.
>trying to start a hon uprising/clique by specifically naming people
>desu senpai every two lines
Made this way funnier than it should have desu
it will never be the same ;-;
one of my friends told me she was so upset to be pregnant and was thinking about aborting it and I had to wait until I left to start crying knowing she's just going to throw that away and I'll never get a chance at that
man this sure is some hot soupy drama
You're the best sheen.
I just popped a boner. So um can you hate fuck me now senpai?
Don't get me started on you weeb lord
>we've all got the same issue here
no we don't, only me, you, and a hand full of others actually talk about trans stuff, the rest use this place to show off how fucking happy and lucky they are.
>and start working toward fixing ur shit instead of endlessly bitching about it
You don't get it, no one can fix their lives, it has to be fixed by other people so until my prince charming saves me I am fucked.
ohhhhh mmmyyyyy goooooddddd
I remember seeing these books all the time but I never read them cause I was too busy reading Animorphs
>realize I loved Animorphs because I vicariously wanted to change my body and the idea of people changing out of their bodies made me so happy
I have actually never read any of these desu. Sorry senpai.
tell me again how much you hate the homeless when you're weeks from being on the street because you can't deign yourself to work at walmart or sell one of your several thousand-dollar bikes and are too emotionally-attached to your mom's backyard pool to move out in the first place
>Stay pure Kit!
I'm trying ;~;
And yet I'm taking steps to become self reliant and I'm not bitching to strangers on a Chinese cartoon image board every day about how much my life sucks. I got my ass out of my room and started working for it. And in a few months I'll be a successful adult working my career able to move into my own house and pay the bills.
Shut the fuck up kayla. You are so retarded rn I can't even deal with you. What you just said is objectively wrong and you are right . you're permanently fucked and will remaim fucked until your family gets tired of your shit and throws you the fuck out.
>how to fail at life: the post
Like gd ifnyou lack even basic life skills that you learn just from common sense and living in reality uoubare sonfsr removed from reality that nothing can or will ever help you
Ur fucking dream is to be a vapid gold digging trophy wife h o l y s h i t
I'm so done putting up with your asinine bullshit today have a happy night and work on sorting your life out bitch
Me and the homeless have nothing in common, they want to be that way, I have no other choice. Also you are the one leeching off of your mommy and your government. All you canada fags don't even know the meaning of hard work and bills since your nanny government does it all for you, that's why you can afford playing games and watching cartoons every day like the pale ass weeb you are. I didn't expect you to turn on me but you can now go cram an icicle up your ass.
Lol it's ok I didn't either, I was either reading Animorphs like I said or other random books (Bunnicula, Goosebumps, other ones I can't remember)
Although my mom and dad always wanted me to read Hardy Boys but I thought they were lame but I never read Nancy Drew, but I found a similar and sillier book called like "Cam Jansen and The Blah Blah Whatever" and had other adventures and it was really girly but I read it in secret...
Reminiscing about the books I read in Elementary School
Congrats senpai. Thats takes some guts.
How did it go?
Wanna hunt me down and ride me?
I remember one girl talking about it seriously quite a while ago. We all (mostly) tried to talk her down and get her to talk it through but honestly I can't remember if she went through with it or kept on going.
Hope she didn't, but at the same time sometimes people experience pain that can't be overcome... regardless, I hope she's happier.
>the ... person on the right
not sure if an unpassable ftm, a /r9k/ transbian who took his dickgirl fetish too far or just a chaser with moobs, kek
Oh shit are you me. I read a bunch of nancy drew and played like all those shitty adventure games. Also I read so many girly things in secret.
Yeah korra is literally a angel. Well 'cept she has a penchant for stealing my reaction images.
YES THE CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE THINGS I LOVED THOSE AAHHHHHHHH
God damn I used to be such a book worm! And then in middle school I went to Fantasy and read the Redwall series, Harry Potter, and some other things I don't remember lol
that's also when I started reading manga though...I definitely know I was into girly stuff cause I loved like Inuyasha and Fushigi Yugi (and yes I was like 11-12 so I know I was into pleb taste)
I have no idea how you bastards can't see where I am coming from with all this, I am the one that needs help, I am the one that needs friends and a job and a life and yet no one gives me those things like you were given. This ain't right
>Got a prescription for hormones
>Just took my first dose today
>Constantly freaking out and can't help but feel funny
What's supposed to happen on the first few days? What happened with you?
Fuck senpai, I used to love reading so much. I read crap, but it was all good. I wish I had the motivation to read more now. Its easy when i start something.
Honestly books and manga are the highest form of art outside of real life.
This is a good ff female character.
Yuna is just a whiney character with no depth. All she does is act weak during almost the entire quest.
I live around cambridgeshire senpai, how about you?
I got my ears pierced on saturday, its the first thing I've really done to become more feminine, and when my mom asked why I got it done, instead of going with the story I had been going with I just told her the truth. I'm 26 and live on my own, so fortunately family taking it bad shouldn't really be a problem when it comes to my living situation.
I am not retarded, I have just been abused by my mother my whole life, she wont let me do anything, I even have to ask when i can use the toilet okay I am so fucked up from her, I just want my freedom and you all think I am joking but I am serious I want out of here.
>Me and the homeless have nothing in common, they want to be that way, I have no other choice.
>kayla: the sentence
>Also you are the one leeching off of your mommy and your government.
i mean i've been diagnosed with generalised anxiety and social anxiety and chronic depression and i literally vomit from my anxiety, but i should just pick myself up by my own bootstraps right? the idea you like to rip on your own country for forcing people into, just to get by and keep themselves off the street?
also i pay $500 a month to live with my mom, i'm not exactly getting free money from the government to spend on videogames and shit
>All you canada fags don't even know the meaning of hard work and bills since your nanny government does it all for you
see you tomorrow when you complain about the pharma/insurance/regulatory system that fucks you and everyone you know over for a profit
>that's why you can afford playing games and watching cartoons every day like the pale ass weeb you are
i literally haven't watched or played anything in weeks, as per my anxiety and depression, i'm not sitting here having fun day in and day out
>I didn't expect you to turn on me but you can now go cram an icicle up your ass.
you turned on me first a while ago for giving advice that was less than hugboxing... and let's be honest, you're far more privileged and educated and attractive than the average transgirl here while you find it in your heart to shit on literally everyone, for years and years, so as far as i'm concerned you can go fuck yourself in your college-educated ass with a TV-mounted dildo until you realise how good you've really got it and finally move to seattle or portland
>on 2mg of gel
>get blood test
>doc makes me go down to 1mg
>get blood test after 6 months
Gel not even once
>tfw wish I was Lulu so I could marry Wakka and have him impregnate me
I don't care what anyone says Wakka is best
yea idk what happened. The last time I cared about reading I read...uh...
a-a-a-all four of them...
I'M GONNA SAY I'M TRUTRANS THAT'S MY EXCUSE
AND I PROMISE I DIDN'T LOVE THEM AND SECRETLY WISH I COULD BE WITH EDWARD EVEN THOUGH I WAS STILL A "STRAIGHT CIS MALE"
AHHHH My life is crumbling around me
But yea idk the only things I enjoy reading now are old Victorian monster books.
I never played any past FFX.
I liked how somber everyone was except for oblivious Tidus. It seemed appropriate since they all knew it was a literal suicide mission. Also I thought she was really stoic and her eventual break down was emotional for me I guess, but I'm a sucker for anything trying to make me cry.
Waka irritates me but I still like him for some reason.
1. Congrats ~
2.Hmm ... probably the fact that I was somewhat happier / easier to think / focus ?
-Definite lower sex-drive
-Sensitive nipples ~
Congrats on starting things ^-^ Feeling funny can also be one side effect of things !
Well y'know ...First I've never talked to you so ... Hi !
Second point is that even if you think / believe as much as you want that everything is handed to everyone it isn't ... Or at least , not all that you are complaining about .
You don't get "friends and a job" by complaining online or IRL . You don't get either of those by telling people they are "Bastards" and that they don't know who you are ...
No one except you knows that . And as good as one can be at understanding that ... No one will be you and you will never be anyone else than yourself .
I'm not going to say more in the thread cause I don't want to piss you off more / make you spam more .
If you want to talk to someone , add : sarahotonashi on skype and I'll gladly talk to you. But not here ...
Anyways ... Hope you somewhat got the point that no matter how sad you are online . No one will know how you feel and it's pretty useless to make us try to understand by saying we are bastards ...
Ohh nice ^-^ Did piercing the ears hurt ? I'm scared of needles and hate pain soo I'm kind of afraid to do it >-<
> they want to be that way
More pity party bullshit. Shut up and stop suckig that pity dick for attention. Want some friends? Act friendly and make an effort to seek out cool people. Guess what retard NONE of us was given friends we had to go make them. Get out of your girl cave more than once a week and talk to someone without pussying out for once (the park the movies a comic book shop, the mall, lit anywhere with ppl near ur age with similar interests that isn't "whining on 4chins all day")
Want a job? Lower your goddamn ego and apply for some minimum wage jobs on monster.com or go talk to hiring managers in person no one is going to give you a paying job with a shit attitide like that. Protip: its (you) not everyone else that is the problem
Get up stop whining and DO something
That's awesome! I totally understand that, I'm 24 and on my own. But regardless of whether or not you live with them it still sucks if they don't accept it. If anything though hopefully the rest of your family will be ok with it. Good luck!
goofin's cool :)
also saying you're just goofin is really funny and cool to me haha
idk! Like I love old maritime and victorian stuff and I guess that's part of why I'm a degenerate hipster faggot but it's just so enticing and has a mix of every element a book needs rolled into one, instead of modern books where I feel they focus too much on one aspect (all romance, all action, all description, etc.). There's also a lot of focus on the emotions and feelings of multiple characters and I love that instead of having lots of flat characters
T-Thank you ^-^
>never played any past X
I loved XIII, but it's better to play the ones before X first.
Also I love Wakka, he's hilarious yet can be kinda wise. I just don't like how racist he is to Al Bheds at the start
>goofin together with anne.
that sounds amazing tbhon
I'm glad you understand lol
also I'm named after my dad and Grandfather (I'm the 3rd) but my mom's side is ALL old maritime and wanting to return to the sea so being a shoreline wife waiting for my sailor husband to come home runs in my blood ;-;
>will never sit lonely at home pregnant with child as I yearn for my husband to return home safe from sea
Well i dont know where you're from but in the uk they can either use a gun or a needle, mine were done by gun and it was painless, it felt like someone just poked me in the ear with a pin.
The sound of the gun did make me jump though even though i was expecting it.
You're a spoiled self hating narcissist, stick to your word for once and leave.
Holy shit sailors are the coolest. Not really big on the whole away at see for ages though, sounds pretty lonely. But the whole living on the sea sounds so fucking romantic.
>I am the one that needs help, I am the one that needs friends and a job and a life and yet no one gives me those things like you were given. This ain't right
unfortunately for you and for m