Morale Check

meh

>>34865055
What's wrong friend?

I've been better. I'm going back to the liberal hellhole that is my college next week, so not really looking forward to that. unfortunately design/art is my only marketable skill so I'm kind of stuck there. Other than that, I've been missing my dad a lot recently, he died last september.

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I've been better....but I know that I'm on a path to be even better than before. Just sluggin' on through right now.

Same as last thread

Don't even know if I want to copy pasta that shit. No one read it before, plus this is all off topic

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>>34865047
Writing for a movie where the ATF play a part in the plot. Have to do my research to make it accurate. Watched a dog get shot by cops for no reason whatsoever to study, feel sad now.

>>34865047
gun show on sat, gonna stock up on ammo
>>34865169
paste it, ill read it

>>34865169
hey man go ahead, nothing is off topic if it's effecting morale

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>>34865047

>tfw no gf
>tfw can't stop thinking about my ex
>tfw fat and still trying to lose weight

at least I got football and my guns

>>34865047
pretty good honestly, better than I have been for a while. I finally got my ship date for the exact job I wanted, and it's pretty close. No more waiting around doing nothing but shitpost and workout.

>>34865047
Am anticipated to eat again in 8 days.

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>>34865254
Same. Sub the football in for anime waifus.

>>34865254
Just keep at it brother, it'll get better, not easier. You always got friends here

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>>34865047
Could be better. Got jewed pretty badly by the smith i sent my AK to for repairs. I messed up my 80% build, sent it to him and his buddy (both are FFL) in October, AND JUST GOT THE INVOICE TODAY.

Also, i sure as hell didn't ask for any fucking cerakote. Why did he do that?

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>>34865130
>unfortunately design/art is my only marketable skill, so I'm kind of stuck here
>design/art
>art

I know your pain, my friend.

>>34865216
>>34865235
(in all truthfulness I did go for a run which an anon suggested and I was asked about my MR2)

Family is about to implode, car troubles, self loathing and my summer job went mostly to fixing my MR2 and Ranger

I have hardly any money for guns between keeping those going. I'm down to a few hundred rounds of ammo for everything I shoot.

I can't seem to keep my social life in check on my closest friends I go to cons with have been at each others throat and one always seems to be on edge about suicide and shit so I can't tell him to fuck off and grow a pair without worrying about him doing something or knowing that I'm his "last friend"

The only girl I've ever loved is ftm now, married and hates me. I know I just said I loved them but I would have been happy just to actually know them, even as a "friend", but that's never ever going to happen.

It's my final semester in University and I feel so shitty. I feel like I'm not ready to do anything else but I know I have to. I've always wanted to be an infantry officer in the Marines but I'm so fat and out of shape that I know I couldn't even get past interviews. That aside my entire university experience has been miserable. I can't wait to graduate and do something else but... something is holding me back

I have a four person apartment to myself because my roommates all moved out mid summer without telling me. We're all frat bros so I thought we would live together but I guess they chose elsewhere. It's not a big deal because I don't have to pick up the tab but it would be nice to have someone to see now and then.

I'm doing okay. I just dropped out of university to get a skilled trade and move on with my fucking life, and currently I'm in my room trying to learn to play the Jouhikko.

>>34865047
Bretty gud, been jerkin it to some good porn, found card for a milsurp dealer that i thought i lost, thinking of getting a 410 injun enfield hes got, gramps is going to give me a repro 1851 he has, finally enrolled full time so i can finally finish college and more porn. Also beat Prey, game was gud

>>34865047
Alright. Reinstating my security licenses and doing trade school to be a machinist on the side.

Fairly nervous, I ship out to basic on the 21st

>>34865404
Which branch my little jewish puppet?

It's been a week since I got a puppy and I'm still trying to adjust. I'm happy I have her, but she's just a ton of work and I'm starting to pray that she sleeps through the night so I can get some rest. It's exhausting. Worth it in the end I think, but it's also extremely frustrating.

>>34865325
You know, I have always considered joining the military and maybe going into politics afterwards

>>34865047
>gf broke up with me back in April
>haven't been able to sum up the ambition to do much of anything
>I was supposed to start up community college in a week or two but I did nothing to work towards that so I failed
>most nights I stay up till 3 or 4 so when I finally go into my bed I can go to sleep and not have to think
>last week I caught myself writing a suicide letter in my head when I couldn't fall asleep
>starting to get worried about my affinity for the bottle
>hyper stimulate myself by always listening to or watching something while doing anything
>vidya and my favorite e-celebs' banter are starting to lose their entertainment value
>can't even watch the news it's all so shitty
>haven't gone to the range in months
>can't talk to anyone about it because I don't want to be committed
I'm tired OP, I don't know..

my hair loss is getting worse

pretty good otherwise though

>>34865332
I'll give you some (cliched) advice my grandfather once told me: into every life, some rain must fall, it may be raining hard right now, but it'll clear up. Stick with it and you'll be happy. God I miss that old bastard

Pretty shit tbhonest with you family . In Canada so I can't get guns. My disease is killing me and the dindus harass me to the point of fist fighting weekly. Hard times for the fedor. But I bought a solid 06 STS the other day and I'm enjoying that

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>>34865164
I feel that my dude. My girlfriend just got a great job in another city so we're moving soon but I'm starting to go insane looking for work. I'm trying to get a good job in either firearms or animal agricultural but Michigan has not been very kind to this job seeker so far.
>MFW put out 30+ apps in 20 days and haven't heard a peep from anywhere even with a full blown BS in Animal Science from a good school and 4+years good experience

>>34865199
Not trying to story top but I had 3 vertebrae fused when I was 17 due to an injury/defect that occured sometime when I was a toddler so now I'm completely disqualified from service. I wish I was just fat and out of shape because I could do something about that. Instead I'm fit, motivated and intelligent but still get told to fuck off by every recruiter once they see the 8 inch scar down my spine.

>>34865630
Jump into the fog friend, will yourself to do something you normally wouldn't. Live life to it's fullest and consider consequences later.

Not great. Regretting my decision to enlist, every day is just me trying to resist telling first sergeant to chapter me out (which he has offered multiple times.) If it wasn't for my wife I'd probably do it, but I don't want to let her down. Two years four months left.

>>34865684
If I were you I'd try to stop counting the days, doing so only makes them go by slower. You sounds like a great guy and a great husband, keep at it friend

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>>34865047

Meh. The job I've worked at for 9 years, which has been getting worse the last few years and has REALLY fallen apart around me in the last 6 months, has me down. Although I called in to work the other day to work at a friend's company, to help them out, and now I'm thinking of going there. Same line of work but much smaller scale. There's as many pros as cons but at least it'd be different.

Haven't shot guns in forever, since I'm tired of all the ranges near me and their rules/restrictions (Dallas, so there's no public options anywhere near me) I got to shoot on private land out in the country for the first time in my life and it kinda spoiled me. Money hasn't been good enough to buy any new guns lately either, so I'm just sitting on a shitload of ammo. On the positive side I'm ready for the impending race war/civil war/post-protest riots

Looking forward to winter, lately it seems every fall I buy a new milsurp jacket, been searching for the perfect one. So far I have a Flecktarn parka, Czech M85 Parka, Late 90s M65, all with liners. This year thinking about this Dutch parka https://www.varusteleka.com/en/product/dutch-parka-with-gtx-and-pile-liner-olive-drab-surplus/52629 but there's none in my size there, might try elsewhere

Quality of /k/ in general lately has been shitty. Some blame it on summer but I think about 3 years ago /k/ in general was a much cozier place, now it seems like every single thread devolves into people accusing others of redditry, /pol/ism, being some sort of -boo, "shill", instead of being helpful

>inb4 /k/ was always shitty, I know but it's been especially bad this past year or so

>>34865709
Thanks, right now I'm just trying to get through my two weeks of extra duty. Shit sucks, l have no free time, but I'm half way through.

>>34865047
Starting Graduate School soon, and might be getting a job that I interviewed for recently. That said, I'm one month sober and fucking hate it.

Getting my better internet hookup this Friday so I took the opportunity to use a week of paid vacation. It's almost less tiring being at work. So crowded here. Might go shooting at the family farm later this week.

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Holding steady. Anime titties keep me sane, work keeps me busy at unholy hours of the morning, pc necking itself keeps me spending, trip to Japan in January keeps me going at work. Just in a holding pattern for now. Wake up, go to work, scrape something out of the toss carts for breakfast if there's anything worth eating, sleep on my 30, get home at 1 in the afternoon, pass out, wake up for dinner, get three hours of free time, shower for work in the morning, pass out again. It's just life I guess. Could be worse, has been way worse, hopefully won't be worse in the future.

6.5/10, miss hot breakfasts and waking up for work at a human time. In the wise words of the flak trooper though; at least I have job

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>>34865047
Feeling pretty good, ironically enough. No reason in particular either, just feelin' good.

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>>34865047
coming down from a high, I know I am because I can remember how shit my life is

>>34865047
wanna fucking die. Don't have a job, probably gonna get evicted, all of my outlets have been shitting on me, don't have money to feed my nugget, and my ak doesn't feed.

>>34865854
I'll buy your guns

>>34865047
Pretty good. School's starting back up in 3 weeks and everyone's telling me that the second year of my program is a nightmare compared to the first, but I did a bunch of classes over the summer to cut down the workload. Got to fire a Browning BAR mk II safari (.270 Win) over the summer, so that was awesome.

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browsing a diaperfur thread over in >>>/trash/, playing Tropico, scribbling on some scrap paper trying to design a replacement stock for my bb gun (I want a shorter overall length so imma nigger rig a trigger further forward than where it already is on the piston)

probably gonna style it after a p90 too

>>34865661
>In Canada so I can't get guns.
stop believing american disinfo agents

theres a whole thread of canadians with guns over at >>34859127

fucking crypto-yankee tabloid-reading eternal anglo cunt

>>34865410
Army 35m

About to enter my senior year of engineering, I can almost taste the glorious gats I'll be able to buy with a real job.

>>34865675
I'd like to, but I can hardly work myself up to go to weekly D&D, let alone do something crazy and new

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>>34865662
Trying to get a fucking job so I can buy more guns but nobody seems to want a straight, white male working for them these days, even though I just got my degree.

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I've got a day off tomorrow, going to make sure everything is straight for college, then I'm getting a nice hair cut and going to the range after I get a battery backup for my desktop.
It's going to be a good day.

>>34866378
>he thinks it's because he's a straight white male and not because he has no experience
Git ouda here.

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>>34865130
Sorry for your loss anon, here take a lewd AR-10 picture.

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>>34865630
>vidya and my favorite e-celebs' banter are starting to lose their entertainment value
>can't even watch the news it's all so shitty
>haven't gone to the range in months
Poke around, and try out some hobbies.

>Henry rifle, vortex flip caps and daki on the way
>first monday in a while where I didn't have a mini-depression
>hunting season soon

Pretty decent/10
I just need to find new series to watch.

>>34866961
I'm going to shoot my henry this week thanks for kick starting my brain on how fun lever guns are

>>34865047
Had a good summer. My job's going okay. I moved into a new place because my old roommate got married and moved to Portland, so his mom (who owned the house we were living in) sold the old place. The new roommates are fine, but I really barely know them.

I want to move out of California soon to be closer to my boyfriend in North Carolina. I've been wanting to leave this state for a while, but being with him this summer and seeing the part of the country he lives in (western NC is *really* beautiful) has made me even more anxious to go. I know that realistically it'll be at least a year before I can, though. It's been especially hard the last few days because he lost his job and needs someone to cuddle him, and here I am 3000 miles away.

I'm picking up an AR lower I bought myself for my birthday tomorrow, but after that I think I'm done with gun purchases for a while. Other things need my available cash, including the fact that my current smartphone is on its last legs, and, of course, that I want to save up for an eventual move. I have the day off tomorrow, so after I pick up the lower, I'm going to have a leisurely lunch and drive the coast highway a little just for the hell of it. It'll be fun, but I'll also be sad that he isn't there with me.

That's about it.

To be honest life is good OP. Sleeping pattern is fucked up due to nights out taking lots of MDMA but ive been having good times as of recent.

>>34865047
Same as the last thread

>PTSD
>Mom dead, still not over it
>GF broke up with me a week later
>No real friends, just people that use me
>Heavy Depression
>I just exist

Only up side is some /pol/ocks are planning on starting shit at a campus rally, Saturday. Might get up and go see if shit starts. I hate commies, Nazis and SJWs equally. Watch the fireworks and laugh.

>>34866941
Learn how to play the Bass or a Guitar man, or learn woodworking and do shit with your guns like make stocks ETC. Lotta cool hobbies out there man

>>34867462
Sounds shitty dude, go out by yourself into town (or wherever the nightlife is where you live), smoke a load of weed or get drunk and make friends. Its what I did not too long ago and ive been happier than ever.

>>34865047
My ex-gf, who I was best friends with before and after the relationship, and I have finally decided it's best to stop seeing each other for good in every aspect. We were hooking up for fun even as friends, but she caught the feels for her lab partner and made the call. Even though I knew the day would come, idk it just feels shitty. Especially since her and I were so close. I was her rock and she was the only person I've ever opened up to. Only my second gf and the only girl I've had sex with (I'm 20). School starts up in two weeks, moving into my new apartment in a week, living a pseudo-NEET life for now. All my college buddies are out doing they're own thing so I'm bored. Had a month long training deployment and then a summer semester to do which ate up my summer, so no job.

The remnants of my high school "friends" and acquaintances, besides my core boys, I'll never see again. Was driving around town at 3am last night thinking about my old school friends and ex and how it's weird that sometimes you know you'll never see someone again and other times it goes "See ya later!" and that later never comes. The nostalgia hit me hard. I was a loser in hs and I'm sure as fuck glad it's over. But now I'm 2 years done with uni and still feel empty.

On the bright side I'm going to a party in another town on sat and apparently there'll be a lot of sloots and I'll be the most Chad guy there, so who knows what'll happen.

>>34865317

$80 just to shoot it then clean it.

Fuck.

Can you dispute?

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Drinking a lot, not really eating anymore, quit going out, haven't picked up my phone in a few days, sleeping whenever I pass out or get tired of drinking. Not really sure /k/ you tell me.

>>34867511
Go and meet some people when youre drunk man, fr make some new friends, use the confidence from the alcohol. Life is too short to be a sadcunt on drugs

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Saw a bud from hs at the market today. Haven't talked in maybe 8 years outside of a chance encounter, like today. I'm in town less and less because of work, and I'll be moving permanently in November.

He didn't look great. We commiserated about how the city had changed, how surreal entering real life was, stuff like that. The conversation seemed to be going on too long, and I realised he'd followed me to the checkout, despite him not being done shopping. On my way out to the car I had the thought that maybe he'd wanted to exchange numbers and hang out or something. I haven't actually done that in years.

I see a person I haven't seen, we make plans to meet up again soon, and then I make up an excuse to not go. There's no one from my childhood or school days that I really call a friend anymore. It doesn't bother me that much, or I'd change it I guess. But it's weird to think that there's a whole chunk of my life that I can't really get together with people who lived through it and talk about it.

Sorry, Pat. I'm just not about people anymore.

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Take heart, k.

Do not fear.

Find a place to be wild in, shake off the chains of this modern society, and commune with the savage ancestors we all share.

Find a place of rocks and trees, and let out a bellow of REEEEE

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>>34865047
still not into rifles, having the revolver and pistol I desire most.
plus my sig226LDC -

>>34867534
I have friends just no urge to hang out with them or anyone I know really, sort of just enjoying looking at my fan and drinking jim beam. Not really sure why. Maybe it'll pass? Who knows.

>>34867569
Thats fair enough. Dont make a habit of the drink tho, that'll be a bad one to kick, you dont wanna end up with alcoholism, casual drinks become routine

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>>34865630
I´ve been there, focus on next year and just hang in. light sleeping pills got me back to regular sleep. being tired fucks you up after a while and quit the drinking - 4 months drinking is enuff
also: take it like a man - there will be another bitch that will annoy the fuck out of you

>>34867582
Truth, take it like a man, bigger and better things are always there, just gotta be the man to reach out and take them

>>34865746
maybe get off /k/ for a bit then come back. This place sucks cock when you arent bored.

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My girlfriend supposedly was hanging out with a friend she hates till 4 in the morning so I've assumed that she's cheated on me so I'm not talking to her. My life is falling apart around me but my body keeps moving, I feel nothing.

>>34867596
Fucking dump her and get to the bar, be a man stop being a bitch and take initiative, life sounds shit so dont make it shitter

>>34867596
cheat on her

>>34867605
skullfuck and chuck

>>34867596
douse her and this friend in kerosene as they sleep and light them ablaze

>>34865630

>can't talk to anyone about it because I don't want to be committed

So much fucking this. You can't talk to ANYONE about suicidal idealizations and it really sucks. I used to see a therapist and they have to say (and periodically mention) "if you ever talk about hurting yourself or thoughts of suicide I'm legally required to alert the authorities and/or have you committed". And if you're committed, no more guns for you. I mean I guess it's one of those things you have to take extremely seriously, but it would be nice if you could talk to someone you trust about suicidal thoughts without fear of persecution. Sometimes I think about suicide, but I would never actually do it. I think most people think about it at least once in their lifetimes.

>no gunz
>commie country
>no gf anymore
>employer are cutting costs so probably no job soon too

At least there is /k/ memes right

>>34867629
Where you at g? You dont need gf man, It took me 2 years to realise, good times and casual sex and good mates are all you need

Two years ago I felt amazing, and had grand ideals. A year ago I was shot through the arm, caught in cross fire while driving.
Now I make a grand less a month, have to work two jobs, and have to fit in classes to attempt to finish my paramedic cert. Then to the USCG/Army, and leave my wife a two kids to hold down the fort. Sold my Glock 17 to buy parts for my truck, it ran for three days.

The job I've worked at for three years won't promote me, because they're afraid as soon as I get the certifications- that I'll bounce. I bend over backwards for this company, there's only 15 of us, including the two owners.

I want to go to the range so badly, but I just cannot dedicate the time.

>>34867472
Due to my job, weed is a no go. Clubs and social drinking never did it for me either. I work overnights so that really kills my free time, only off time is the week ends, where I work at a lgs ( only real fun I have now a days ) and Sunday, I just rest because I'm back on duty at midnight.

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>stopped seeing highschool gf (I'm 20 now) in early July after a long time apart when she admitted she was seeing a bunch of dudes
>be lonely this summer
>have friends but don't want to bother them too much
>jump at the chance to volunteer for church and chaperone kids for a field trip
>want to buy a new bolt gun in 308 or 30-06 to impress broads on my FB with my groups
I-I think I'm just going to go back to working on my own 'suicide' load.

>>34867688
Sounds shitty, cheer up mate, life goes on, sun comes up in the morning

>>34867696
It's not looking the brightest when it comes to motivation. My ex-gf and I were apart for something like two years and in that time I struggled to get more than 1 date. It hasn't gotten any better since and I'm thinking it might stay this way for far longer than I want.

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>>34867713
Yeah, I know how it feels, be honest with yourself, do you really need a committed relationship? I mean youre 20, youve got a good 5 years of fuckery ahead of you so make the most of it. Fuck dedication, I tried that way too hard and it fucked me up, just be free man, do what makes you happy with minimal effort, women are a gamble that isnt worth taking, well for now at least. Just keep moving and dont grog yourself down

>>34867726
I'm Catholic. I'd be down with the screwing around but I've already tried that and it usually had some negative consequences.
Also its hard not getting feels for other girls when you are out of a relationship.

>>34865047
Really bad desu
Spent the last week with the girl of my dreams in Norway, even told her my feelings for her knowing nothing will work out. I'm back into my anti-gun shit hole, feels really bad when I can't get real firearms and feels even worse when I can't even get the relationship I dream of. Should I end it all ?

>>34867734
Thats fair enough, stay devout to your faith, Im the least religious person there is but its integrity and I respect that. Im clueless on Catholicism, can you guys do drugs? Smoke some weed man, find yourself and find hobbies, if youre into guns start doing wordwork or knifemaking if you like knives, make shit for your guns like stocks etc. Get good at something, get interested. Set yourself up with a solid plan B for life.

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>>34867613
I think there's varying degrees.

I've thought about it, or had it at the back of my mind at multiple points in my life. Most of the time it's been a "what if" type of thought. It's been a way of getting out of something, usually during a period of profound, sustained hopelessness.

I've gone for about 4 years without having any interest in the idea, and I think it's something the healthy psyche addresses and either moves on from, or revisits and addresses multiple times in the early stages of adulthood.

You're not abnormal for thinking of it, and you shouldn't be stigmatized or punished for talking it out. You most definitely shouldn't have your ability to defend yourself robbed from you. I think this probably puts more people into a place where they actually act on these impulses, because they've never had a chance to talk about it due to fear of repercussions.

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>>34865047
Trying to move to a new city. Good news is I found work. Bad news is still trying to find a place to live. Have a lead on a rent-to-own situation, but it seems a bit sketchy.

Other issue is I'm moving to one of the "Liberalsville, USA" cities. Going from a small town to that will be interesting, but I grew up in such a city, so I guess I'll get used to it again.

Trying to find a good home for some guns I never shoot, but care too much for to put on Armslist. Molot ban has me bummed, and the habbenings on the East coast isn't helping my mood.

Other than that, things are pretty good. Guns and ammo ebb and flow as an endless rythm to the glory of Deus Machinae.

Have a silly biplane for your wholesome thread.

>>34865332
>The only girl I've ever loved is ftm now
Ha, gay.
In seriousness, move more and eat less. Do that until you aren't a ham planet then join the marines. While there some of that shit will sort itself out, and you'll have time to figure out the rest.

>>34867639
Sweden yes

>>34865630
Put the bottle down, find something to do. Learn a language, learn a trade, do something and keep at it. Improve little bits of your life to get your morale up to the point of improving bigger chunks.

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been working at a job for 6 years. really enjoy what i do.
boss gets everyone together today.
i sold the business to a competitor
you have six weeks to find a new job

thinking about fucking killing myself desu

>>34867472
You're gross.

Was jacking off to gun pics until I came across this thread

>>34865047
been better


im impulse buying fancy whiskies with money i should be putting aside for a car

my parents are giving me shit for doing an plumbing apprenticeship with a roofer instead of some cushy office job

small cuts are taking forever to heal and my vision is getting worse

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>>34865047
im doing better, thanks.

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Recently enlisted in the army, already wondering if it's the right move. Hopefully my already fucked moral compass will be somewhat salvageable after my contract is done, but anything to get out of this shit hole I live in is worth doing. That shit hole being Baltimore

I am tired all the time and my muscles hurt often. I am overly hefty and working on slimming down to hopefully feel better. My girl of three years left me right before valentines day for a 35 year old man who lives with his ex-wife and two children. I don't know what the fuck happened. I just feel so lonely these days, and all the chicks I meet are flakes and aren't worth trying to deal with. I am 22 and finally forcing myself to get back behind the wheel and learn to drive after being a a crash and developing a severe fear of it. It is hard and scares the shit out of me, but I need to expand my life now. About to get my associates degree so I can start real college soon, and I hope a communications degree will get me somewhere. My father broke the walther p.38 he gave me at christmas last year, so now I have to find a gunsmith for it.
Life isn't great right now for me and for many of you folks in /k/, but we can make it. I believe in us.

>>34865450
Pic?

>>34865332
>College bros suddenly and unceremoniously abandoned you
Same. Came back after being gone for the summer, and suddenly nobody would even talk to me, going so far as to ignore offers of free liquor. The weird thing is we seemed to be on such good terms. I had a great time, but now I'm left wondering if they just couldn't wait to get rid of me the whole time. Replacement roommate was a stereotypical slav, down to the track suit and bouts of Russian cursing. Good guy, but I had a lot of trouble understanding him.

Prospects look pretty good this semester though, and they look pretty good going forward. Good luck anon; hope shit gets better for you too

>>34868252
>My girl of three years left me right before valentines day for a 35 year old man who lives with his ex-wife and two children

Fuck man, that's awful. Don't give up on other people though anon, I guarantee there's a woman out there that's right for you.

>>34865047
p good thnx for askin

>>34868252
You don't live in Georgia by any chance do you?

Got a find an apartment in 15 days or im fucked. Also got an interesting facebook message from a girl who I was at a party with telling me I took a beer from her even though she passed out puking at 11 and I said no of course I didnt I had a tonne of booze. Long story short I think she asked me on a date with her to buy her a drink??? What the fuck is wrong with women

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Its been a shit two weeks. i bought my first gun and after inspecting it further it turns out if i ever tried t fire it i would lose my thumb, and then GF of 4 years dumped me. could use a hug

Headed to the army reserves this week. Gonna take a gap year from school and use the money from OSUT to start out and be more independent.

>>34866961
>new series to watch
I know that feel. If you haven't already, The Man in the High Castle is pretty good, but there's only two seasons so far. I'm about to start on The Borgias, as recommended by an old history professor years ago.

>>34869047
Nope. Is this same shit happening to other people?
>>34869039
Yeah it is fucking with me pretty bad. I won't give up though, thanks man.

HEY CAP
MY
FEET
HURT

>>34865216
Gun show here on saturday, too.

Where ya from?

Tomorrow is my 30th birthday. I have a full week off and no friends or family within a 3000 mile radius of me. I'm considering loading up a bunch of bourbon.

>>34869718
As long as you stay away from guns, cars and falls the week should be no more painful than usual.

>>34869718
...and going into the mountains and spending my birthdays drunk amongst the squirrels

Feeling down... all work no play and if I play I get too drunk and it goes south.

Also this is my fav board and I live in no guns country.

Well damn.

>>34869734
I mean a little more painful. I don't want a tickertape parade or anything but having a bro or two or even just some family to spend the day with would be nice. I have friends in different states so I should probably just move or something.

>>34866739
No, you

>>34865047
I dropped out of college, I'm $100k in debt, my body's broken down after years of abuse, and I probably only have a 50/50 shot of being able to join the military. I've given myself a year to "duct tape" my body back together enough to get past the dodmerb or else I'll probably blow my brains out, other than that life's not too bad and I don't hate my job.

>>34865630
Get help lad, if you seek it yourself they can't take your guns. They may ask you to leave them with someone if they think you might hurt yourself, but if you seek help they can't force you to do anything. PS if you ever thinking about shooting yourself just remember, they will count you as a gun death statistic.

>>34869283
Awe, I'd hug you anon. No homo of course

>>34869713
Oh? Same here on the Saturday gunshow

>>34869984
Hang in there anon

>>34865630
Read mein kampf

I miss having money and real income to fund my hobbies. School sucks. Any AZ anons here around 85251 that wanna shoot with me or go to some gun shows?

>>34867997
what sort of job lad

>>34865047
Uni's a doozy, classes havent started yet and it sucks, asked if i had a gun on campus (in a dorm)

>>34869280
>I took a beer from her
Why didn't you reply "I guess I owe you one", gone to the bar then smashed her pussy like the incredible hulk.

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>>34865641
MASSAGE YOUR SCALP NIGGER

seriously, get in there everytime you wash, with your nails

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>>34865047

>>34869718
>Tomorrow is my 30th birthday
same, on Sat.
>I'm considering loading up a bunch of bourbon.
also the same

planning on getting married + family by 25, then moved it to 30. I don't have the heart to bump it out another 5 years.

at least i have a dog i guess