How are you holding up /k/?

Doing great really. How bout you?

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been sick for a week, but got my CWL in only 6 days, so now searching for a pistol, and didn't have to do online assignment since the system kept glitching so all around good stuff
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>>31738959
>first post on a /k/ feels thread isnt about some fucked up, deep, patrick bateman-esque emotional trauma

i'm surprised

>>31738959
That's good to hear anon, I'm happy for you.
Personally it hasn't been good. I don't have any friends or close family so I only work and sleep these days. I drink a lot more than I used to. Had to sell my guns to pay rent last year and I haven't saved anything up for more. I became a wizard this year.

>>31739011
Cost of living high as fuck where youre at? or shit job, or both?

if you can. MOVE and start over a little bit by bit. also grats on the wizard status.

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>>31738952
I dont have the money to spare to buy mags for my AR or the heatshield for my Norinco 97 so I'm pretty sad desu familam. Also in college so I can't have my funs in my dorm. They are locked to the frame of my truck in the cab but I still have nightmares. Sucks my dude.

Just the broken, depressed, borderline alcoholic wreck I've been for a decade. I wish the fucking army would get back to me so I can get out of my moms basement..

>>31739011
Fug buddy. I wish you still had your gats. Good luck. Buy hooker or something unless you like being magic.

>>31739025
Both. This is the only steady employment I've had in six years or so so I'm hesitant to leave. Maybe once I save up a bit.
>>31739065
Thanks.

>>31739085
Im in a simial situation too. The city is getting quite insane in terms of cost of living. The super libs are trying to roll some rent control and other hippy shit thru but im not waiting around for it. I can keep my current job and just add a little bit of a commute as a trade off for living in one of the burbs for WAY less.

>>31738952
>Hate college
>decide fuck it
>Joining the army

>>31739127
you made the right decision, unless you get rejected or get med separation in BCT bor you get killed when some 11 charlie accidently lobs a mortar and kills you and your whole platoon

>>31738952
Getting my very first fun tomorrow hopefully and I'm excited

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I don't sleep any more

>>31739206
Congrats anon!
What'cha getting?

Neet life with Neet bucks is 10/10

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Can't find a job.
UI running out.
Bumming with parents after being independent for years.
Getting fat again.
Losing friends slowly over time.

Thinking about getting off this ride a bit early...

>>31738952
Can't get a steady job, can't afford to move back to my country of birth, stuck in a mudslime infested country.

It's either the bottle or the FFL next.

>>31738952
>about to eas from marine infantry
>university I applied to accepted me
>have qt3.14 GF who is into /k/ activities
>shes moving to montana with me when I eas
>she has money (not rich, but not poor, she owns her own show biz make-up buisiness catering to people who go on TV)
>says she bought me a present, cant open it until I EAS
>its in a package that is about 3 1/2 feet long and says HK on it
>wonder what it could be......

Things havent been going this well for me pretty much ever.

On one hand im happy, on the other im paranoid, because NOTHING ever goes this well for me. Its gotta be a trap.....

>>31739412

Join some PMC and die gloriously just make sure you look happy so you pass the psychological tests.

>>31740369

>stuck in a mudslime infested country
>thinking about joining FFL

Lad...

>>31740460
Oh I know what I am getting into here. But in the other I can atleast shoot one or two without spending time in a cozy 4 star prison.

Kinda mad. I has having a decent con law discussion with other /k/ommandos but the thread got deleted. /pol/ just had to ruin it with their spamming.

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>>31738952
Pretty good anon!

>be me, mid-30s
>no job for over a year, at home
>ate up all my savings
>still don't have my dream rifle
>been drinking 40%abv daily for 6+ years

Past two weeks, I've been free of hard booze. Limited to a can or two of domestic beer in the evening. No more wake-you-up-at-night ulcer or all-day headache. Also, college application is mostly in. Next 36mo tuition are paid for. SHTF plan is good to go. Success feels good, anons. If I get fit, I may be banging college goyls!

>>31738952
Same old same old, hoping I'll be able to scrape together the cash for a handgun soon and hoping Trump wins(but expecting Hillary).

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>>31738952
How do you deal with no one loving you? I never had a father. My mother legitimately doesnt love me. I'm fucking homeless. I only have one friend and hes always caught up in school. I'm stuck working, and everyone else around me is happy loving life. Meanwhile I'm here, pretty much suffering. I finally acceoted that my mom hoped i would've died that night, and it doesn't bother me as much as it should. Instead of giving me a solution, everyone just tells me i have to fold, forgive her for what shes done (despite her making it very fucking clear she doesn't give a single fuck about me) and that i fucked up my life, i made my bed i have to sleep in it. But why? How did i fuck up? I don't do any drugs, i dont drink, i have a job. A truck, good credit, my guns. So tell me why? Why to everyone I'm nothing? Just another fuckup thats homeless for his own actions, when i wasnt fucking expecting what happened to happen? Im 19 fucking years old, homeless, no friends, no family. Wtf do i do? I used to post here every other day, and now i cant find any happiness posting here. I haven't even seen or held my guns for a month and 2 weeks now. I miss them....i find myself not even thinking about them, i feel like very soon im going to start having thoughts of suicide if i dont fucking figure something out....i miss my cat /k/ i lost all my pictures....i lost pretty much everything i ever bought i lost, left it behind. I couldnt afford to feed my cat and be homeless at the same time i had to leave him behind....I'm so lost /k/ i just need some input. I know what comes next.a bunch of shit posting, bunch of people calling me a fucking pussy and all that great shit i always hear from the only supportive family ive ever had. But goddamn i just needed to vent guys. Maybe this post will go entirely ignored. Thats fine too. Just knowing maybe one anon somewhere read this post...

>>31740500
Live life and don't give a damn if you can put yourself in that mindset. Otherwise the army or the French Foreign Legion is a place for lost lads if you can afford a ticket to France.

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>>31740500
Checked. Sorry about your troubles anon. You'll see a brighter day. Soon, I hope. Just stay away from drugs and booze. Trust.

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>>31738952
Scared anon, coming outta College and seeing geopolitics as they are makes me just want to go home and see my family because the current world state feels like a powder keg. Still going home means saying fuck you to this medical school matriculation period and putting it off could fuck my app process in the long run. Fuck me why do both Clinton and Trump have to be dogshit candidates for President.

>>31740508
I left so much behind already. I pretty much started from scratch, you're telling me I'd have to start once again? Not even the army wants me because of some fucking traffic ticket i been fighting for a bit over a year. Finally got court on the 27 of this month. I just want to get rid of that only fucking hurdle i have right now. I dont care if i die from hunger, I'd much rather than to ever see my moms face again. Or that motherfucker that tried to kill me, idk how id react

>>31740411
>just got qt gf
>lost virginity to her
>mildly intrested in /k/ stuff, loves knives
>life is looking ok
>getting my gun license since I live in a rarher pro-gun EU country
>working on gaining admittance to a very prestigious university
>however, been slightly paranoid my entire life due to certain mishaps and the like, getting those shivers of "What if'
I legit have no idea what to do IF this crashes. Fuck.

>tried to ask a qt out but didn't have the courage and I feel like shit because ool 25yo kissless virgin
>tomorrow I'll finish my first motorcycle build, excited af
>got beat to shit in a boxing match (hard contact sparring because lol) for the first time in years by an opponent I underestimated, lesson learned
>also won two matches
>going on a gender studies course next Monday, mostly to troll and fuck around but also to see if the memes are true
>got offered a -67 Impala SS that needs some repairs but seems like a really nice project for the summer
>then again I am kinda poor at the moment
>studies are stalling, probs won't get my BA in the spring

>>31740500
Fuck nigger, stay strong. You got dealt a shitty ass fucking hand. The most important step right now is to get more people who you can reliably trust with the same sensitive info you entrust to us as an anon with a trip. Join a shooting club or a driving club even, doing things you like with people who like doing it too can create a good supportive network of friends. The next step would be trying to get out of your situation, gaining actual financial stability, with the endgame of providing your kid the dad you never had, and a loving house. Im just some random faggot on a lebanese shadowpuppet theatre site, so take my advice with a grain of salt and modify it based on your wishes, but good luck anyway, /k/ube knows you need it.

Well, I have no real friends, even though I've had plenty of opportunity to make them I just can't connect with anyone or hold a conversation, I hate myself and started gaining all the weight back that I lost, 21 y/o still a virgin with no fucking idea how to even meet women let alone talk to them and hold their interest, I'm going to school for something I'm pretty sure I want to do but I'm worried I'm too useless to achieve it even though my entire life everyone told me how smart I was, I never had to try in school so I never did homework and my grades suffered but I grew up thinking I was better than everyone else because of it and still feel that lingering in every interaction with everyone which is probably why nobody wants anything to do with me, and I can feel myself becoming more and more bitter every day, more and more jaded, I look in the mirror and hate what I see, my face has wrinkles that nobody else my age has and all I can see is an angry alone old man, I see my dad who never gave enough of a shit to raise me properly and instead sent me into a life of depression and self hatred where every single night is agony and it shows in my face, endless nights of contemplating finally just ending it, I very well have the means, shotgun sitting 10 feet from me

I don't even know why I wrote all that, just feels good to throw it out I guess

At least I have my guns and this comfy blanket

Kicked out of the Navy for medical reasons
House burned down
Dogs dying
Grandpa got cancer
No job
No education
Aforementioned health problems make me constantly tired

I feel like an old man waiting for death and I'm not even 30.

Welp. My boyfriend broke up woh me after I moved all the way across the country to be with him. So now I'm on the couch and working my ass off just to think about other things then him, but the truth is I still love him. All I do now is work, sleep, work, sleep. I haven't had "fun" in so long.

Being depressed here and there about not being able to make a living with my trade. I've been independent for a year. Things didn't work out, no proper job for me, found out my girlfriend back then cheated on me with several other guys, few of which I've called friends. And I've been in love so much that it blinded me completely. I spent all my savings, I got in debt. Been depressed and felt friends drifting away.

Had to move back to my parents. Went back to school to learn more of the craft, because they taught me fuckall the first time around. Not even a welding course. But now, at least, I know how to weld with a welder, forgeweld, braze, make patternwelded steel. And few other things. So, things are progressing. On top of that, I try to learn how to work wood and leather. Next week, I'll have my last payment and I'll be rid of the debt. I'm moving out of city with my parents, to a nice countryside house with lots of little workshops I can easily convert to forging and woodworking. Also there's a decent plot of land. There, I could finally get funs. Even hunt, maybe. Things are getting better. Hope so.

>>31740500
>>31740516
Damn, man. Don't fold. Things will get better eventually. You will work your way up, have something to build on soon. Just hang in there.

Oops, meant >>31740500
>>31740520

>>31740576
Hell... that is fucked up. What is happening with the dogs? What about any insurance about the house? Nothing? Hope things will get better.

>>31740576
>health problems make me constantly tired
You have asleep disorder anon? I have narcolepsy, and people just don't understand the kind of misery prolonged lack of sleep can bring.

Also sorry to hear about all the bad news man, life likes to kick people when they are down. Don't give it the satisfaction of staying down though, get back up and slug it in the grill.

>>31740559
Guns and comfy blankets are the stuff. Try to find a hobby and try to talk with people with the same hobby. That's how I meet people and make friends. Heck, even the funs. Couldn't you find yourself some gun-buddy?

>>31740520
Who tried to kill you? Explain

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>>31740627
They're just old, one is 11 and has cancer and the other is almost 13 and has arthritis and is now deaf. My family is having trouble letting them go whenever we discuss the fact that they need to be put down. I think I might have to do it myself when they leave for a trip soon.

I got a little money from the insurance, but it wasn't my house, so it wasn't my money to get. So far I've put the money towards a gun, a car, and a computer, and I'm hanging on to the rest but I have some bills to pay and am gonna need some warm clothes coming up soon, so we'll see how far I can stretch it.

>>31740650
I have a low lung capacity, which I only just found out has resulted in 94% oxygen saturation in my blood, which is what a senior citizen would normally have. It makes me constantly tired. I only found out in boot camp, when they used it as a reason to send me home, I grew up thinking it was just normal and I had a bad case of being a lazy shit. On top of that I've got insomnia or something, I just can't sleep until I'm at the point of passing out, and even then I need something on youtube in the background to distract me or my thoughts will keep me up all night.

I'd sell my legs if it meant I could just lay down and go to sleep like a normal person.

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Stuck in a dead end job I hate, no money for the things I want, barely enough money for the things I need. Last thing I bought for myself was an Xbox last December. I want a new job but all the good jobs you need expensive and time consuming degrees and certifications for. I can't go to college because I'm a single dad to a 3 yo boy. He doesn't really have a mother and I'm the only stability he has so I can't go altering everything.

I frequently can't sleep. The stress is starting to get to me. I can feel myself beginning to crack. I'm so unsatisfied with how my life has turned out so far.

Last gun I bought was a Tantal in July '15

>>31738952
I got misdiagnosed and my mystery illness turned into a not-so-mysterious illness with a test result, now i'm just hoping he damage isn't permanent and that my alcoholism is responsible for most of the possible symptoms i've been getting cause if it's not I'm really fucked.

>>31740671
If you can, try to see a pulmonary specialist, you might be able to get something like a CPAP machine to help you breath better at night.

>I just can't sleep until I'm at the point of passing out, and even then I need something on youtube in the background to distract me or my thoughts will keep me up all night.

I have a similar problem, except it is tinnitus and hypnogogic hallucinations that keep me from falling asleep, so I have a loud ass floor fan running. The consistent white noise drowns out distractions.

pretty good

applying for my gun license this week so in a few months, i may not be no gunz anymore

>>31740715

Yeah I saw a doc who told me about the blood oxygen thing, they sent me to get an xray and I have another appointment on the 9th where they'll probably refer to me to a specialist. Fingers crossed there's something I can do about it.

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>>31740671

You're fucking dumb. Respiratory Therapist here. I literally check at least a hundred SpO2 saturations every single day. If your O2 sat runs at least 88% -- congrats. You're normal.

You know how if you're caught sitting for a while that your body will make you take a big sigh/deep breath? It's because you're relaxed, your work of breathing is down, your respiratory rate is probably 10-12 BPM and your sats dropped to around 80 - 85%.

Don't use a normal SpO2 reading as a shitty excuse for being lazy.


Now why do you have a "low lung capacity"? Did you have a PFT done? This is the only way to accurately diagnose this.

If so, what were you told? I highly doubt you have had a lung resection. We're you born premature? Did you have Infant Respiratory Distress Syndrome or Chronic Lung Disease?

>>31740771

Also as someone else mentioned -- constantly being tired is actually a classic symptom of Obstructive Sleep Apnea. The same with insomnia.

Are you overweight, middle aged and snore at night?

>>31739412
Become a truck driver

>>31740771
>>31740778

Was born with pectus excavatum, that would be my guess. The Navy doc gave me some tests and an x-ray before telling me I had a low capacity, also noticed that I have clubbed fingers despite not being a smoker.

I've been skinny as fuck my whole life, under 30, and don't snore.

There's a chance I heard the number wrong from the lady that told me about the oxygen thing, being she was from India or summat, but she seemed concerned by it and sent me for the second x-ray.

>>31740789

Ah, yeah. Leave it to a dot head.

Well, sorry to hear about that. Probably not OSA. I'd get some PFT's done by a Pulmonary Clinic. You might have an underlying cause.

>>31738952
>whiney loser general

>>31740545
>25yo kissless virgin
Why and how?

>>31740771
Top kek
>88% is an acceptable O2 sat
People that sat that low end up on 2L nasal cannula

Cold, only gonna get colder, need to visit a dentist cus the back part of one of my lower front teeth fell out, doesn't hurt and I can feel my gums slowly healing over it.

Still considering getting a baton to carry but unsure if there's gonna be carry laws with it, plus the good ones are expensive as hell.

Kinda excited about the NX news but that's not weapons now, is it?

Kinda stuck in that no-man's land between bachelor's and graduate school. Waifu wants babby within 2 years. Don't know how I'm going to go to grad school, have babby, and make ends meet.

I have post 9/11 benefits to use and she has a good job but she wants to work less when babby.

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>>31739011
Only six more years until I can shoot lightning from my finger tips...

>>31741011

On the plus side, you won't need to carry a weapon if you can just ZAP MOTHAFUCKAS.

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>>31738952
Got drill in 2 hours and still can't sleep. No one even knows what we're doing, just that we'll be standing in the rain for the next 4 days.

>>31740559
I know how you feel. Only have a few friends who I feel like I drive away from me. Hate everyone, especially while driving to the point of ruining riding my motorcycle. Need ADHD meds to focus and socialize, but get wild emotional swings from it. In the last year I've managed to put myself $26k in debt, and still have 3 or more years of college left.

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Havin' a hard time staying optimistic, /k/. Been struggling with depression for the past couple years, can't get any sleep at night and I'm always getting angry at people I care about for no good reason, but at least I've still got my funs.

Weather's been pretty nice up here in Idaho. Lots of rain, I love the wet season here.

>>31742246

>depression
>idaho
>can't sleep worth a shit

Fuck, are you me?

>>31740559
I'm in a similar situation to you senpai. I started sleeping with a loaded revolver under my bed recently.... It only has one bullet in it. I like the think I'm not as much of a jerk as I used to be but I still have trouble just talking to people. I always feel like a whiny bitch though cause people like this guy >>31740576
Have some real shit to deal with.

>>31740893
I'm too much of an asshole for a girl to like me in a meaningful way and I wouldn't dare asking anyone out. I have no idea how dating works and it seems scary af. It is pretty much my only fear though, and no one knows what a loser I am when it comes to girls, so guys actually ask me for advice on how to get chicks. Weird, I know.

>>31740535
M8, you got a gf, guns, and a desire to better yourself. Never give up any of those and always find a way to make it. Shit always works out in the end, its just sometimes you need to take a sledgehammer to the machine to make it work

>this blatant not-/k/ related excuse for a general feels thread again
>>>/r9k/

Volunteering on a farm in England until December just for shits and giggles. It's pretty idyllic here- I work easy hours during the week, get weekends off, and live in a cozy-ass cabin with a shower and woodstove all to myself. Plenty of foreign qt's come through here as well and I mess around with a few of them when I feel like it. Part of my job includes shooting rats and rabbits with a .25 caliber air rifle which is kinda neat. I also get to do HMB with the other farmers for shits and giggles which is a ton of fun. I just miss my actual firearms. I hear people taking shots all the time around here too- probably at foxes or gyppos. Either way I've heard more gunshots here than I have in any part of the states that I lived in.

All in all, English countryside is pretty comfy and I don't think it deserves the hate /k/ gives it. 8/10.

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>>31742758
I'm 10k in credit card debt, which prevents me from buying more funs in good conscience

Happy now?

Baby#2 is on the way and I just bought a second car with a loan while the car #1 still has 2 more years of payments. I've been drinking moderatly before bed this last week, and it's concerned the wife enough to ask me about it. I told her I wouldn't tonite, so I expect I'm gonna have trouble sleeping.

>>31740460
The one benefit about coming from a shitty mudslime infested country when trying to join the FFL is that if your scores and abilities are equal with an applicant from a first world country they would pick you over the other guy since you would be less likely to desert... Among the things they look for in a candidate, probability of desertion is a huge factor to them...

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Wow I am doing a lot better than most of you guys.
I am sorry. Things get better. Save money, don't drink or do drugs, and don't go into debt.
Worst of my problems is not being able to afford a scar 17 and an AUG and milled ak before the big ban in January.
Also, gf has "temp to permanent" job she just got and wants to move in, we have been going out for 7 years and engaged for 3. No wedding date because her parents are Catholic and don't like the idea of their daughter marrying a heathen, even she is secretly a atheist who goes to church and lives with them and pretends to be a good Catholic girl. She is too afraid to even tell her parents we have plans to move in / she doesn't want a Catholic wedding. We tried moving in in the past, and her parents used that good ol Catholic guilt and made her stay at home. I'm getting tired of it all really, she's a nice girl and very pretty but idk she might be a loser you guys. Took her almost 6 months to find a fucking temp job after graduating UCSD with economics degree. She just doesn't try hard and that's hard to watch because I am a Uber try-hard. I'm still in school but I work for the county and get tons of free money for good grades and being poor.
Starting to have second thoughts about marrying this girl, even tho she likes funs etc. Dad doesn't want to pay for all my school, NBD really, last semester he wont pay for is like 5 k. I want graduate school but idk if I can get enough free money for that. I could be a lawyer I have the potential (all As so far in state) and I am great at shitty standard testing. If all else fails iove to Oregon and become a cop or something /k/ related so the gubbermint can't take my funs.
Overall doing well /k/, I wish everyone good tidings. It wasn't even a few months ago I was homeless and going to school and work. Don't drink or think about hurting yourself

I work four to five days a week, however long it takes for me to get tired of getting up and going into work.

Then I take two or three days off, until I'm tired of sitting at home drinking and doing nothing by myself.

Then I go back into work to start the cycle over.

>>31740965

Not him but you sound like your typical floor nurse.

Become a paramedic or come down to the ICU, NICU or any other unit that isn't basically baby sitting the elderly, dipshit. New grad RN's are the worst.

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>>31738952
one of my childhood friends just died over a drug overdose 3 days ago. Going back and forth between being numb and not feeling anything or getting nostalgic, but I havent gotten really sad yet which makes me feel shitty. Dont know if I deep down dont care or im just bottling it up

School fucking sucks now, I hate the college I transferred to, I have no desire to meet people and make new friends and most of them seem to feel the same. We're all just waiting to finish and get out. My classes suck and im seriously considering dropping out and signing up for the military and finishing school through them but Im too lazy and Ill probably just finish it this was

Trying to hold back my impulse shopping and buying more guns, but this election has me worried and my life is boring/apathetic so I keep wanting to treat myself

this girl I was talking too and had been hanging out with non nonchalantly dropped the fact that she had a boyfriend the other day, so I stopped talking to her and I think shes pissed

I miss going innawoods and ive been substituting by going on /wg/ and finding good papes but now its just making me miss it more

thats about it

>>31742711
you need to ask them out anon, its the only way. They wont come to you. even if she says no I promise a little part of you will feel accomplished that you tried, rather then 100% of you feeling like you pussied out
You need to find common ground. If hes in your class talk about the class, ask a question about the homework, if you missed anything, how much of a dumbass the teacher is ect. Once you get the conversation rolling having it snowball and be like "yeah so where are you heading next? oh cool me too, Ill see you tomorrow" and pick up where you left off
boom, instant conversation starter and ice breaker

I'm pretty much fucking dead on the inside now. Fiancee is "taking a break" because she says she can't put up with my borderline autistic lack of understanding of emotions, my car is slowly dying and I'm a college student so I lack money to fix it, didn't sleep all night, just bombed an Ecology exam resulting from this being dumped on me last night.

I had my 1911 loaded and to my head on and off all night through fits of drunken sobbing but I can't become another statistic for fuckwad liberals

I am weirded out by myself.

I met a really really cutr girl who turned out to be a MtF trap. She (gonna go with she out of respect, even though I believe the trans thing to be a mental condition) was such a qt and great in every way. I've seen her only a couple of times but I can't get jer out of my head.

The thing is I am not a fan of cocks. Just can't deal with that shit. Then again when ever I see this girl I just want to hug her. I have not yet told this to her, though.

WTF is going on and how do I make myself normal? I think fags and trans fags should have the same rights but I also think they have a mental condition. And now I'm worried that I'm a fag too.

My friends and my father would probably beat me within an inch of my life if they knew.. But I actually wan't to ask this girl out on some level. I don't know if I'm sexually attracted to her but emotionally I sure am.

What do? I've been drinking a lot lately because of this.

>>31743782
A..aaa Are you me?

>>31744331
Keep it together, it'l get better. No one starts off perfect.

>>31744396
Don't feel weird if you like "her", go for it, learn about yourself. There's nothing wrong with what you are feeling.

My girl whom I've been dating for 1.5 years just left me. But me and 3 other friends are having a rifle building party. Tbqh I just can't wait till May to go to basic and leave this all behind.

I am ready to die

>>93851197 (OP) #
>Massive gun control reform. Firearms banned by name, all semi-automatic firearms banned. Any gun with the capacity to hold more than 7 rounds banned. Expanded background checks and waiting periods. Concealed and open carry made illegal. 15% ammunition tax. No grandfather clause, all weapons that are made illegal must be turned in by a specific date or you will be violating the law.

>Millions of people out of work and business, a significant increase in black market firearms.


>all because you don't like el cheeto Drumpf pussy grab man

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I feel like i'm on the verge of shitting my pants with no bathroom in sight, might have to take off into the woods for a bit and pretend to be a bear.

otherwise i'm fine, if a tad bored.

>>31744507
Are you me?

>>31742246
Same

>>31740520
Story on the attempted murder?

>>31738952
I'm just excited to get to boot camp. Get to spend the next year at Great Lakes.

>>31740672
Hang in there anon. The most important thing is that little guy you got. Make the world a better place and guide him. We need more actual men in this world.

>>31738952
I'm a doing pretty good, have a cute girlfriend maybe one day we will get married. What about you OP?

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>>31738952
Haven't been sober since the engagement got broken off. My Rx got too expensive so I got switched to a much less effective one, it's really throwing off my personal, emotional, and developmental skills. I feel like I have no one and everything is slipping away and my mental health is spiraling out of control along with my drinking. The sleeping meds don't help as much as they used to, I wake up sweating every night again. At least I started school and I might have a promotion soon so there's that. Couls be worse; could be better. Thanks for asking OP. I made an ass out of myself by reaching out to my ex who left me for a fat roody-poo because I needed someone to talk to. Or at least some one to listen to me for once.

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>>31738952
Still no gf.

Or a future.

>>31744396
Find a woman, man. You are attracted to a male faggot because he tricked you into thinking he's a woman. Don't reward deceit.

>>31739011
Anywhere where else your a degenerate, here your family, keep on keepin on Brotha

>>31739127
Thinking about this.
What do

>no qt3.14 gf
>friends went off to university, very rarely do they correspond
>my university SNAFU'd my enrollment, have to wait until spring semester to finish my degree
>mostly over a pretty massive depression
>living with parents while working to pay for school
>at work I am around a woman old enough to be my mother and a guy that could be my grandfather

I'm kind of lonely, but mostly ok, just want to get out of my shit job and go to my shit school so I can be around someone in my age group

>Doing nothing with my life
>Lost my job
>Not in college
>Sit in my bedroom and play Dark Souls and browse /k/
>Mother screams at me every day for being a burn out loser
>Decide I need to do something with my life
>Always wanted to be an EMT/EMS
>Going to recruiter on Tuesday to get info on becoming 68W
>Pretty much already made up my mind that I'm going to do it.
>Mom is upset because stepdad was in the Army and shot himself back in February.
>Thinks I'm going to die or come back fucked up and do the same.

>>31740672
You can do it dude, just stay with us

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Well, not great, I love /k/ have some decent guns, a few from grandpa/dad, and a couple I've purchased (shield9, brother got an m&p15)

Problem is, I just had to end a 3 year relationship because she had really bad mental health issues and wouldn't get help. I couldn't have friends, much less get homework help from anyone in class, especially not if they're not male.. guilt tripped me for spending time with my family and not her... Started to turn her around on guns but she has been involuntarily committed more than a few times so her ever owning one is I guess out of the question.

But I love her, my life may have been shit, but she was hot as fuck, smart, loved me like crazy.. I keep wanting to go back, every day it gets more real that she's gone and I feel like an asshole. Everyone I trust to listen to says I did the right thing and she was bad for me and me enabling her was even bad for her..

>Inb4 pussy faggot asshole etc

She was only my 3rd relationship, by far the longest one and the only one since hs

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>broke as fuck, no money until next month
>short on everything but 22, meant to buy a 10/22 or a single action revolver for it
>only two mags for my hastily put together AR
>Want Trump to win, but state owned media constantly attacks trump, muh pussy grab, muh taxes, le drumpf, el cheeto
>no friends except /k/

>>31743392
Please don't keep drinking bro, alcohol addiction is no fucking joke at all and withdrawals from heavy use can KILL or cause seizures

The debt will go away If you keep yourself on the right path, I'll keep you in my thoughts brother

>>31738952
pretty good, obtained a 3d waifu who likes guns

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>Got out of the Marines a year ago, going to school on GI BIll.
>No idea what to major in, dont talk to people much.
>Just work out and shoot when I can afford to.
>Thinking about doing some contracting b/c shits so dull to me now.

>>31745559
well then don't have a fuckin combat MOS, and go do something with your life.

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>>31743392
>>I've been drinking moderatly before bed this last week
>not taking melatonin or ZZZquil before bed for maximum sleep and dreams

>>31738952

I'm pissed at all this election bullshit. I finally got my PTR properly sighted in and now .308 is going up in price again. I'm also scared that there's going to be an import ban placed on Filipino guns and/or other products so I'm debating whether or not I should buy a Rock Island 1911 I've been looking at.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZR_3GrfNYNk

Wandered state hunting land for the first time, soaked my shoes through, had a good time estimating yardage.

white phosphorus is a hell of a drug

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>>31738952
I've been better.
It gets better right?

>>31738952
Gonna be honest. Not great.
My MDD has been acting up, and my guns have been looking entirely too appetizing for comfort.

>>31744184
I can talk to girls just fine but I couldn't even dream about asking one out.

There is this onereally shy nerdy grill, who most would probably rate 6-7/10 (piercings, green hair, glasses, all that stuff) that I personally find 10/10. I even think she kind of likes me.
But I don't have the guts to ask her out. I'm probably more afraid that she'll say yes because that is uncharted territory for me and I just can't exit my comfort zone on this one.

It sucks, but I'll deal with it and try to find happiness in other things.

>>31740411
i felt the saaaaame way getting out man.

its cool yo, just go to school, reap the BAH and have fun man, you are about to be free again.

me?
>get out
>apply for school
>accepted
>have to wait 60 days
>but.....but ive been on leave for like 64 days...
>slowly spiral into a IDFK WHAT TO DO WITH MY TIME
>start researching shit
>took a hunting class
>im 24 and ive never been "hunting"
>drove out to land between the lakes
>spent hours at the range there
>just me and my ak doodly doot slowly going mad with boredom

aaaaaand then i got into school and im ok now, i found i need a routine or i need to be absolutely free, and being married i cant just like get in my car and drive to another state all on a whim.

TL;DR keep yourself busy, the worst part is being bored.

>>31745365
I don't know, man. I don't think she deceived me like that. I don't know if I like her in a sexual way. She is just so goddamn cute and I want to hang out with her and hug her and hold her.

I'm starting to sound like a fag psycho, but that is how I genuinely feel. Like I could stare into those eyes forever.

Again, I am not that interested in sex with her, but anything other than that would be more than okay.

I have been thinking of cutting all contact with her because this is fucking with my mind on some very deep level. But then again I want to see her again.

And this is not a case of 'you can't get anyone else so you take a tranny'. I have had many a qt girl, and I currently have a FWB qt, but this one makes me feel feelings I have never had before.

Probs gonna drink more and try to just forget about this shit.

>>31746191
>land between the lakes
KYBro?

Grandpa passed last week. Uncle was kind enough to let me have grandpa's guns that I took care of for grandpa over the summer when he wasn't in the condition to, also was given his pickup that he let me drive him around in for the past 5 years. I cried the most at his funeral the other day. Grandpa told my mother, step dad, and uncle on separate occasions that he wanted us to smoke cigars and have a drink for him on his graveside after the funeral. Turns out he knew a lot more people than I thought he did and touched a lot of lives and the local AFB did a low level flyover while we were out at the graveside and dipped their wings to him. It feels bad I wont ever shoot with him again.

>>31739011
Move to Oklahoma. It's cheap and guns.

alright, work ls meh and i'm applying to grad schools this winter. i want to break up with my gf soon, and i miss my friends in the west coast. texas is cool but i just feel lonely in the friends dept. guns keep me happy. within a month or two i should get my sbr approved as well as a couple of cans that i've been waiting on since april so yay.

>>31740500
And I'd say you're one of the few cases where joining now would help. Doesn't matter what you do in it. But it will help you get a stronger foothold on life. I wish I had joined younger.

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>>31738952
>ive decided my country is doomed due to our selection in candidates.
>i love America but if the people want this, then so be it
>i wont burn with them tho
>just bought a mvp patrol
>bought ruger mkiii for small critters
>started buying bulk ammo for my handguns
>started buying bulk ammo for my ak
>shotgun is set
>new g-code holster came in today
>i need a scope for my "HUNTING RIFLE" tho.....

im good, eating my steak from my new cast iron skillet, drinkin beer because 4 day weekend.

I can't think about anything besides this election. I feel like this is really important to my kids and my family. The divisiveness and hate in this country feels out of control. Why couldn't we have elected Ron Paul? This country is so fucked. Either way, we are becoming a third world country. If Hillary wins that means her voters are willing to ignore corruption when it favors them. If Trump is elected, for the first time in this country's history, the losing candidate will be sent to prison. So either way we are in a third world country now.

>>31743901
>Thinking im an RN

Sitting alone in a corner at my uni dining hall. Looking at all the pretty grills. I have friends, guns, and the Army but no special lady. At least I have my chicken nuggets.

>>31743901
>>31746574
>Also comparing ICU floor patients or EMS patients temporarily allowed to sat low to non-hospital patients

Top kek

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>>31738952
Girlfriend wants to see other people, boss wants to see other employees, parents want to see other kids. Government could be about to take my lever gat shotty, shooting too expensive in the great down under.

I won't join the army because nothing in Australia is worth dying for but seriously it's getting hard to not feel hopeless these days

>>31746083
Then just start taking to her man, start to make friends and let things grow from there, take her to a movie, buy her dinner

>>31738952
Trying to save up for an FAL. Hopefully DSA doesn't jack the prices because of the election.

>>31738952
Started dating a qt3.14 gook, and she's okay with my guns, and somehow thinks I'm worth loving, I'm fucking fantastic.

>>31740500
The good news is, you've hit rock bottom. The bad news is, you're a long way down and the sides of the hole are slippery.

Take one step up, kick yourself a foothold and hang onto it like grim death. Now your feet are out of the mud that's sucking you down. Start looking for your next foothold.

That first step is getting a place to stay. Once you get that, it helps everything else fall into place.

Second step is getting your cat back, or another like it. That gives you something that's glad to see you when you get home at the end of the day.

>>31740500
You're fat, aren't you?

>moved from NYC to PA.
>don't have a license or a car.
>want to get my CCW and a decent pistol.
>don't know if it is legal to buy a gun and put it in the trunk of a cab/uber/etc to take to my apartment.

>>31738952

holy shit /k/, i thought i was depressed because hillary was about to be president.........

>>31739127
Aren't you doomed to never make officer level status unless you have a degree? Non-milfag here, thought I saw this in some other thread a long time ago

>>31746312

Also been buying thousands of rounds bulk ammo, and i'm about to get really really quiet about my gun ownership. "Do you own guns? Guns!? lol, no I solve all my problems with interpretive dance."

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I just got word that I passed my army medical and I'm awaiting army training now, feels good man. Thought for years that my eyesight was too bad, but I'm all good and I am so damn happy, now I have a bit of time to just chill and train until then.

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>just finished school, low on cash
>applied for dozens of jobs
>not one single fucking answer

Contract work is ending. Been looking for new work for two months now. I have 3-5 interviews a week. but every job opening in my field has 2000 applicants despite unemployment being "All-time lows".

Will probably get a labor job to make things work into the New Year. I'll probably hate it and hurt myself. But gotta feed people.

>>31740665
>>31744988
Ill cut it as short as possible
> Mom has boyfriend thats a piece of shit. Drugs. Felonies all the 9 yards
> $200 i was going to use to repair truck disappear from wallet, and i havent seen or spoken to my mom in 5days
> She calls me saying that she isnt coming back without specifiy why
> Her boyfried has been knocking non stop for 3 days at like 2am calling her name
> I tell him she isnt here, he gets hostile and i have to pull my gun to get him to leave
> Next day i grab all my shit, my safe, my clothes, eveything i could fit into my truck
> Leave without a trace, drop off everything at storage and only stay with clothes and 1 gun
> I stop by the house and notice someone has been inside of it (lights on, door wide open, stuff moved around etc.) Decide to shrug it off maybe it was my mum
> Next day in the afternoon my mom calls me asks me if i took all my stuff because the neighbor called her and told her i had been taking shit out
> i tell her yes and she loses her shit started cussing me out for leaving her and shit( we split bills to help out)
> I click, she sends me a recording she had that was recording in the afternoon i decided to leave
> In the audio its her BF talking to his friends saying hes going to break in while im asleep, kill me and steal all my guns, yank out my fucking safe off the floor
> i tell my mom why the fuck she didn't warn me (this explained who entered the house)
> we fight, she threatens to take everything in my name (she has all my info, she threatened to forge my signature and shit and steal my truck from me by falsifying documents that i sold it to her.)
> i havent spoken to her in months and ive been homeless since Sept. 15.
This is my story famalam. Last i heard is hes living with her now, and before i left we had a 90 day eviction notice that was about to expire, which is one of the biggest reasons i left.

>>31740500

You were born in a fucked up time. People don't value these traits anymore. Live for yourself, because family and community are gone.

She was cheating on me the entire time, so much time wasted.

>>31747046
No I'm not fat btw. I work in furniture, lifting heavy boxes, assembling furniture, unloading trucks, and selling and delivery. I stay pretty fit because of it, also since i been homeless ive been eating a lot leess so im starting to get skinny. But I'm not fat nor skinny. I'm just average, when i say average i mean average

>>31747469
>so much time wasted.

Naw, famalam. So much time regained. Lifes too short to wasted on cunts.

Found out I'm not going to be able to innaNavy because of a fistfight three years ago. At least I got my 1911 and my friends and my /k/.

My shit aint peanuts to most of ya'lls but I will put it out for comparison.

>In a good college for a homeland security major
>waifu about to move out of her parents house in December, but they are cunts and she is getting a shit stick from them
>They are going to sell her a car for $1,000 which is just about her entire savings after a year of part time McDonalds.
>She is trying to get an apartment in hometown but the place is section 8 shit
>she can only get it if she stays above a 2.0 GPA
>She is sitting at 2.009 right now
>Her parents are ultra controlling and so she rebels by ignoring schedules and shit when she can get away with it, normally with me
>this means she is lazy by normal standards and I am her escape from her parents, and her grades reflect this overall
>Her lazyness is met with more control from her parents, its a cycle
>pretty much guarantee she will fuck up her next semester and her GPA will fall below what is required to reach financial aide benefits she can get, losing the apartment and her savings because she cannot manage money (she was never allowed to before at all) or independent living (never done before)
>All of my high school friends are NEETs, most are long time friends with us or so claim, but not one will nail down a safe place for her to stay as a plan B
>She cant live with me because lol long distance relationship and reasons, making this the nuclear option
>I need to get steadier work hours and savings but my dad was frugal and my scholarship is good, don't want to jeopardize my grades for cash.
>On my end of the deal, my truck needs an oil change, radiator fluid, brakes, and it ought to be good.
>I escape into guns and innawoods and wait
>I would walk 400 miles of Appalachian mountains to get to her in a SHTF situation
>And she isnt even proguns

>>31746849
Nah, that could give her a hint that I'm into her.

I can talk and hang out with other girls just fine. Even 10/10s are not a problem. But with this girl it would be a spaghetti fest pretty fast because I like her and for some reason I think she might like me.

That shit would be waaaaay out of my comfort zone. Also she is kinda awkward as is, so I don't want to introduce any extra Italian pasta cuisine there.

I just hope she will find someone actually decent and that I can forget about her at least emotionally.

>>31747969
>needs motivation to maintain a 2.0 GPA
College isn't the place for her.

My sister was violated and almost killed six months ago. She has been living with me ever since because she didn't feel safe living alone, so I rented a room to her. We never talked about the incident and she just pretends it never happened. It is het choice and I respect it, she has always been rather fragile like that.

Two weeks ago I got to know the identity of her attacker through a friend of mine. Low and behold, the animal is one of the new refugees that have invaded my country.
Now I have a witness and they could do DNA testing to put this fucker away but that would mean my sister has to live through that shit again by being questioned in court.
Then again I could go full street court on his ass but in case I get caught my sister has to yet again go through some of it and will lose me (I am her only family, we don't talk to our dad).

>>31746083
you have to do scary stuff to learn things. You can stay in your bubble all you want but dont go posting in feels threads about this oh woe is me no GF crap when youre not willing to try

>>31747486
Like American average, cause that's fat as fuck.

>>31738952
Quit smoking today. Feel like shit.Gonna try to make it the day and then I'll probably buy some gum or something to help me quit.

Otherwise alright. Gonna get a job after Thanksgiving. Might say fuck it completely and just plain wait till after this semester. I'm doing 17 credits worth of classes (surprisingly easy) and next semester I'll only need to do 13. So I'll have more time then. Not sure yet though, still waiting for a meeting so I can register.

>>31748296
Three days sempai, then the chemical addiction is broken. Stay tough broheim.

>>31738952
I'm doing great OP, uni semester is coming to a close and I'm really looking forward to spending Christmas with my family after a 3 week training block.

Bought a new gun recently (Howa1500) and I really want to get some more range time with it.

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>>31747969
>In a good college for a homeland security major

Clown college?

>>31748323
Longest I've gone has been a month. That was cold turkey. Gonna try the gum this time more for the hope that I won't be as damn irritable. Then I'll cut off the drinking since I tend to do both at the same time.

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>>31748294
Omfg are you literally fucking autistic? No Im not "american average"
> le ebin America is fat maymay
I look most comparable to the France guy all the way to the right. Jesus i literally just searched "Average body mass, men" and not a single "Average" person was "fat as fuck"

>>31746237
Why did "I cried the most" make it into this post?
Why was the better part of post made up of talking about new things you own?

Reflect on this.

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>>31744136
oh god this is me exactly every part except first part

hang in there me


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>>31738952
>no gf
>about to be 27
>no good job.
>still living with parents.
I am surprisingly ok with this bullshit. I have over $40k in savings and only need to find a good wife and maybe buy a house to make a family. I always remind myself that at least I wasn't born a nig nog.
>>31748117
Let me guess? Great Britain? Anyways, I am so sorry about what happened to your sister man. I don't know what i would do if it happened to my sister.
>>31747469
Cheer up mate, life gets better I guess.
>>31746766
defend your country mate. Keep that gun hidden and "lose it" in a boating accident. If guns are outlawed, become an outlaw.
>>31746461
Yeah, the U.S. will be rapidly deteriorating after the election. I guess it's time to move to another one and become a refugee.
>I am not op, but people age >30 seem to be happy based on people I've met.

>>31744396
Bail on the "make myself normal" shit. If you like cocks, you like cocks, and if you don't, you don't.

If you think someone's hot until they take their skivvies off, that's a good indication not to sleep with that person.
They call them traps because... ?
You guessed it! THEY LOOK LIKE THEY SHOULD HAVE A VAGINA.

Attraction to someone who looks and acts like a viable candidate for hot love making is natural. The reason you're attracted, but conflicted is because a physically male person is packaging themselves as female.

If you get get past the cock thing and you're happy to put your dick into shit, go for it! If not, then don't. Whatever you do, don't worry so much about your image. You are your only true advocate in this world.

>>31738952
Watching Moonrise Kingdom. That movie makes me nostalgic for my Sophomore year. I was dating a girl from the town over who probably had a screw loose. She was kinda plain, but she was the kinda girl that would've stayed faithful forever, I bet. Anyway, my teenaged self couldn't handle it and I dumped her. Last I heard she became a lesbian, and I can't help but feel like that was at least partly my fault.
/blog

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>>31745953
Most of the time

>>31747408
that's because unemployment is actually at an all time high

1 in 3 Americans are unemployed. So fucked.

>>31748380
It's because he left the things we spent the most time doing together and I'll never get to do it with him again

>>31738952

Possibly great. If I pass the CPAT for the fire department I'll be a PMO, I'm testing next week with a different 911 Agency, and I just scheduled an interview for a critical care hospital service. School is kicking my ass but at least my work prospects look good.

>nogunz
>no money to buy gunz
stuck shitposting for now

>>31748010
Her heart isn't in it but she needs it. Her benefits from DSS depends on it, as well as any hopes of a career. But instead of fostering a passion for work, her parents drove her away by forcing shit on her.

>>31748117
Copeing is common in sexual assault victims. Tell her this shitskin can be jailed if she goes forward, preventing another person being hurt. Hopefully she will come around, if not, plenty of migrants move through Europe. No one would miss it if it dissapeared.

>>31748296
Stay strong and kick the habit anon!

>>31748360
Some are. We have officially no CCW on campus but everyone is a cop and everyone does it. It used to be party central in the LEO dorms.

>>31746237
Damn. the best way to honor great men is to use them for role models. Try and pass on his virtues to yours or your families youngins.

>>31748375
That American on the left is fat as fuck, and the frog isn't much better. McDonald's has severely warped your body image.

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I'm doing a hell of a lot better than most of you people apparently. Not sure if that makes me feel better or worse.

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I'm stuck in my town in a community college. All my friends are gone. Can't drink due to stupid drinking laws. Girl I had crush on rejected me. And my half brother and I had a conversation about current events and he started going on about white privilege and black lives matter bullshit. I still love him but come on man. Can I blame Colorado for this

>>31740672
My mom was a single parent with me and my sister. I wont lie, its tough especially with hem being so young. When they get older it gets easier as they can handle themselves more and gives you some freedom to better yourself.
My advice would be dont be afraid to ask for help. Have somebody you trust watch him and maybe look at new jobs or community college. Biggest change happened when she made up with my grandma and got some help with us

>>31747408
Bad news about that. The government unemployment statistics only track the people who receive unemployment benefits. Those expire after 26 weeks at most.

Keep it up and know that those people you feed think the world of you.

>>31747429
Sounds like you got out just in time.
Fuck your mother and her trash boyfriend.
Forgiveness is not to be handed out like Social Security, it must be earned.
Some people will never put the time in to earn it and some of those who do will never be worthy of it.

>>31745503
Glad to hear you beat depression Anon.
What do you wish someone had done/said to you when you were going through it?
(I have a friend who admitted hes depressed and im at a loss for what to do or say about it)

>>31745559
>Mom screams at you for being a loser
>Mom angry/sad at you joining the army
She just wants you to match up to the version of you she has in her head. Fuck that. It sounds like you know what you want to do and the only thing that can stop you is yourself.

>>31738952
>Getting a promotion by the first of the year.
>Pops passed away about 8 mouths ago, it's still hard not being able to talk to him any more.
>Tried to call my mother to wish her a happy birthday, she didn't answer.
>No Qt3.14
>No friends
>Just work & try to sleep, I never get more then 4hr sleep & that's all tossing and turning.

>Over all I'm not that bad, i'm use too it.

>>31738952
I'm doing somewhat ok
>broke up with gf of 16 months awhile ago. i feel like I'm over her, but I do catch myself thinking about her every other day. Worst part is that another girl really really likes me, and I really really like her, but I don't think I should jump into another relationship until I'm for sure over my ex.
>college isnt going all that well. I'm going for general business management, trying to start my own business, but I'm really struggling in some classes (mostly accounting). I'm afraid I will flunk out and become nothing
>radiator in my truck broke, so I'm stuck driving my moms station wagon. thats hardly anything to complain about, but I really miss driving that truck, and I really need it for work

on the upside though
>got a job lined up for me. I have a physical tomorrow that I will for sure pass, and then the job is mine.
>have a good collection of guns, and I'm only going to be buying more once I get this job
>aforemention girl is really awesome and understanding of my situation. she said she'll wait for me, and I feel like this will definitely be another long term relationship, which I'm super excited for.
>going on a week long hunting trip in west virginia with one of my closest friends. shooting animals by day and getting drunk and playing vidya by night, I'm super excited for it. I really want to get a deer with my trapdoor rifle
>I'm on the right track for saving money for my vacation to California next summer. I'm driving out to meet up with some friends I play games with. We've been talking about this for nearly 2 years and it finally looks like its gonna happen

I'm having my ups and down, but overall I really cant complain.

>>31739127
I did this. Med sep in BCT. Feels bad man

>>31747429
wait so you have that recording? the cops might be interested in hearing that.

>>31740411
>>31740535
Think of it as an opportunity to focus on keeping what you have. Spend time with your gf, setup a retirement account, enjoy life.

>>31750288
Checked
Not him but for myself? Exactly what happened. Someone pushed me to the point that my choices were to get mad or kill myself. I chose to get angry. That won't work for everyone, I'll tell you that right now. You might have to coddle them and tell them that everything will be okay. I'm the sort of person that you need to piss off.

Then again I'm a 24 y/o virgin (not kissless tho'). So you'll want to take my advice with a grain of salt (or twenty).

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>tfw your entire future is hinging on this election

bad
I'm noguns and can't get one, so I'm fucked for the happening

>Dropped out of college in 2015 t join Army
>Join Army
>Do well at first, make squad leader (doesnt matter much I know, but it was kinda cool) and enjoy it a lot
>all of the sudden old injury is re-aggrovated
>get EPTS separated and discharged in BCT
>Go back to college and hate my fucking life
>Just got a job on campus as a security guard
>No guns here, they're 2000 miles away at my parents house
>No friends really
>Hate school and class
>All I do is lift and browse the internet
>No gf though I get plenty of matches on Tinder, I just never follow through
>20 year old virgin, one kiss under my belt
>Hoping Europe or the US erupts int civil unrest or civil war so I have a reason to live or maybe a reason to die
I really don't know what to do. I really have no desire to live with my parents, but I hate college and have very little trades experience. I also want to find a woman but I'm fairly traditionally minded and that complicates things.

Stood up again by a girl.

Going on a 3 stood up date streak now. I really don't get women, it seems.

>>31747296
Correct. Having a college degree is required to be a US military officer.

Holding up like shit. Taking 5 classes, really trying not to fail my statistics class and get my college transfer offer revoked. Being recently single, had a 10/10 girl tell me she's interested in me and she randomly stopped replying to my texts or contacting me. Just feeling isolated and stressed out. Only thing keeping me from losing my shit is the knowledge that I have tomorrow night off for once in about a year and it's going to be a very drunk night.

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I'm legit thinking about committing suicide. This election made me realize how fucked the us is and how we are no longer in control of our government.

We will see a gun ban in this country within our lifetimes most definitely within the decade.

I don't know what to do or where to go.

I've always wanted to have kids but I have no idea how I can bring a child into this world when there is so much evil.

>>31750389
Its not incriminating enough, no names were said, only voices are heard, and i could no identify the other people talking in the audio, turning it in will make me a target, my mom would DEFINITELY testify against me, and plus in the recording he talks about how i pulled a gun on him. So id get fucked too, if you find me in the archives i posted the audio, but its in spanish.
>>31749097
Are you okay m8? Did your fat uncle touch you or something? Why are you so upset about fatness????

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Good night /k/, keep up the feels. If we can get through today we can get through tomorrow.

>>31751285
Sorry about school friendo. And girls, but that shit is less important in the long run.
Have a drink for me, I'll be having one for you.
Cheers

>>31751327
Don't shoot yourself over people don't care about you mate. Get ready if it comes to that. Prepare for the worst, but hope for the best. And remember, /k/ is always here for you.

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>>31738952
Poorly. Ballot came today.

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>>31738952
>hardly any savings left
>can't find stable work
>no gf
>family is becoming distant
>living on my own again cause roommates all moved out
>bills
>election is a joke and were about to get Bill Clinton AWB 2.0
>shit may actually hit the fan and I'm nowhere near ready enough
Well their is always going innawoods when everything fucking collapses to look forward to.

See you around /k/.

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Hey, its been a while.

So I'm broke. Sold my gun to help pay for college. Looks like I'm going to fail the class anyways too. Prof doesnt care because he's too busy trying to get students in bed.

I'm probably not going to make it. My only regret is that I let my parents down.

Doing pretty decent all things considered
>22
>Decent job 11/hour doing nothing
>6.3/10 car
>9/10 qt3.14 filipina gf
I moved to a new town with my dad last year and we ended up parting ways. He moved to Missouri and I stayed with my qt3.14. she's the best kind of qt
She paid a good portion of the car payment
Got a '90 Benz with a fuel pressure problem that I haven't fixed and ended up killing the o2 sensor
And I have the unfortunate problem of having no friends, besides my qt, who is equally antisocial, and neither of us have a license, and in California, you need to go with someone who has a license, to the DMV to get your shit. So it's a struggle, with no license in the immediate future for me, I'm just hoping that I don't get pulled over, I have a permit, so if I'm lucky I might get off with a warning but it keeps me up at night, I have to give qt a ride to and from work, as well as myself, daily.
The dude I've been renting a room from sold the house without saying anything and just slipped a 60 day notice under the door... I found a new place, but I have no money saved, and I have to pay first month rent on election day
Qt helped me out and paid the deposit on the new place for me, bless her soul, she lives for this dick.
Asked boss for more hours cuz I'm moving and I need money money.
Overkill, 68 hours a week for the next month, no days off till December
RIP sleep for the next few weeks
Overtime is kill though but jfc taxes

Want to buy a handgun before the election cuz RIP rights, load up, but rent is a priority 100%


Situation is stressful, but with my qt by my side, I think I can do it.
Wish me luck m8s

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>friends with girl
>really like her
>she complains about some guy not texting her back
>realize that she doesn't feel the same way
>depression that has been fine for months is back to I want to an hero tier
>think about quitting smoking, only buy one pack
>finish it that night then buy a carton like I usually do
>buy lots of scratch off tickets because lol gambling problem when I'm depressed

I started ignoring her texts, but she texted me again and I'm just going to tell her how I feel in hopes that she stops talking to me like every other girl has when I tell them I like them. After I fucked up my only (week long) relationship, I told myself that I wouldn't get attached to a girl ever again, but it happened and I hate myself. I can't even eat. I tried to go to the range the other day but every lane was full. I don't even feel good when I'm with my friends. I don't know what to do other than try to ride it out again. I actually ENJOYED my job today, which I hate with a passion, because it distracted me.

I don't even sage these threads for not being /k/ related because I need them.

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>>31738952
>want to buy the new px4 compact that's coming out but really don't 'need' it
>constant analysis paralysis, want to buy more 9mm and 5.56 along with some things for my current ccw gun
>qt at work I want to talk to but I'm sure she has a boyfriend
>don't know if I want to talk to her because my life is a mess, my room is a mess and I have nothing to talk about other than guns

I hate new gun syndrome and I hate being such a bitch.

>>31747377
Are you making sure to follow up and call them about a week after you apply?

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Ok I guess.
I feel like a ball turret gunner most days.

>From my mother's sleep I fell into the State,
>And I hunched in its belly till my wet fur froze.
>Six miles from earth, loosed from its dream of life,
>I woke to black flak and the nightmare fighters.
>When I died they washed me out of the turret with a hose.

>>31751770
Get a job. No seriously job now.
Bury yourself in a job and make money. College isn't as needed as they want you to think.

>>31751849
>Be a blue collar autist like me

No thanks

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>>31751786
I'm not even joking, ask her to sit on your face
Either she's into it or she's not
If you're that far down the an hero hole, you have nothing to lose.
Ask her to sit on your face and if she doesn't immediately tell you to fuck off, ask next time you talk, ask again
Either she'll eventually tell you seriously to stop, or she'll let you park in the pink zone.

This is like the only way I've ever gotten laid
I'm literally pic related...

>>31751824
That pic is literally me right now, I need to be up in like 5 hours for a 12 hour shift and I'm in a fucking feels thread

>>31738952
Pros
>baby on the way, find out its gender next week
>inb4 we're misgendering cis scum shitlords
>in school for InfoSec. Learning a lot of interesting stuff
>Seahawks playing well

Cons
>going to miss out on getting an AR before Killary bans the sale
>Washington likely to adopt Kommiefornia-tier gun laws
>pizza delivery driving takes a toll on your car

Thing's are going pretty well

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>thought i graduated in spring with a b.s. in mechanical engineering
>college sends a letter 3 months later saying im short 3 credits
>has to be a course taken at the college
>too late for summer classes and one week before fall semester bill is due
>call college and they say its my fault
>they fucked up entering my transfer credits from the start and it was apparently my job to fix their problem
>got no choice, too close to the end now
>hour and a half commute each way to campus every tuesday and thursday
>college head was recently caught bid-rigging by a federal investigation
>praying the college doesnt fall apart before the semester is over
>my life has come to a screeching halt because of this shit

All money I had saved up is going to food and gas/tolls, got no job and still no guns, feels bad man

the tinnitus cuts me deep

>>31751857
sometimes you gotta be blue collar before you can be white collar

>>31751911
buy a lower now
or buy a 80% and mill it out later

>>31751975
i feel you dude

just keep on trudging
its more fun than giving up anyways

>>31751602
I'm just trying to help you, your life sucks, in part, because you're fat, no one can love a fatty. It sucks, but it's true.

Despite both working less and taking fewer classes this semester, I'm tired as all get out all the time. I don't have enough energy to work out so I haven't in months, I'm poorly committed to studying and getting homework done, and I really want to pursue some new hobbies but I just can't make myself do it.

At least I've had a fairly decent social life recently, but I think that might be part of the problem, my friends are exhausting.

Oh and I had to stash my guns at a friend's house since my dad seems really suicidal right now.

>>31752383
Have you ever been to Britain m8?

I'm very confused about your skewed view of obesity

There's fat people literally everywhere in the world. It's not"an excess of McDonald's cuz durr amerifag"
There's McDonald's in most countries outside America.
It's not an American problem
It's a McDonald's problem
You stupid racist cunt.

According to your shit opinion, I'm fat, at 5'10 165 lbs
Where in reality, I bench two sets of three 50s, and I could throw your emaciated ass like a football.

How about you worry about your country's problems, not our people enjoying food. Fucking tool.

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>>31752395
>haven't touched a single weight this year
>cancelling my gym membership
>wasted $400 in membership fees this year alone

>>31738952
Badly..Very badly.

>>31747296
The army has several options for going from enlisted to officer. You could even get out/go reserve and do ROTC. If you want to remain active duty and get commissioned, look into the green to gold program. Dont be those idiots who scrape together 30-something credits to become an officer. You dont get the same education about being an officer as someone enrolled in ROTC, and you likely will never go past captain.

>>31747501
Thanks breh. I needed that

>>31751911
>pizza delivery driving takes a toll on your car
>not doing Uber or school bus driving instead

>>31751786
Don be an hero it's useless, try move on...It's works for me.

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>>31738952
>have no money and my parents kicked me out
>never had a gf
>cant get a job because they all require degrees or experience that i dont have
>cant join the military because i was born with asthma
>have schizoid personality disorder because i was bullied
>been depressed since i was nine and it never wore off
>not allowed to get funs because i tried to commit suicide when i was fifteen
>cant act how i feel around my family or they will have me sectioned again

i should have pulled the trigger.

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>wife went to stay with her sister, took the dog and everything
>probably going to be served divorce papers soon
>have begun drinking my ass off lately to deal with it, perpetually hungover
>work as a night shift order picker, so I barely get any human contact

I just sit completely alone in my apartment and play world of warcraft for at least a little human contact.

>>31753866
I find that pot really helped me with my world of Warcraft life hole of sadness

Hang out with your weed man
Grow some weed. It's therapeutic walking through a garden, and if you grow enough, sell some to said weed man
Win/win
Perfectly legal in what like 15 States now?
Weed is 3rd only to guns and sex

>>31738952
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dErT7dz2Y24

>>31753234
I'm American, you twat waddle. Can't I be concerned with the weight problem in this country? It's disgusting going outside, but if I don't I'll turn into one of them. Shit I have to go fight a battalion of hoverrounds at a gun show tomorrow.

>>31747429
I remember you. You posted the recording via vocaroo a while back. Sorry to hear you're homeless, but you did the best thing you could do by getting out of there.

Spend what leftover money you do have on a cheap membership so you can have access to their shower facilities to maintain your hygiene. Then go to places that are hiring and try to get a job. Doesn't matter if it's construction, fast food, a gun store or what. Then build your life anew.

Godspeed, anon.

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always had a shitty life
currently on nofap/noporn, trying to change my life completely (abandon vidya/too much computer, get more outside activity), get gun (which is a bitch in austria tßh), maybe get gf
hope for a civil war

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>family cat went missing last Friday
>dad posted his picture on a lot of different neighborhood and lost pet Facebook pages
>only had one possible lead so far, been driving around searching for him every day
>looking more and more likely that somebody stole him

Ho's are never worth worrying over. If one gives you a problem, get another one or two. Move on.

Shitty parents are a dime a dozen, you have to live your life to your own standards, not theirs, work hard and save as much money as you possibly can so you can start living a good life without them holding any power over you.

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>>31738952
She still won't speak to me and has been a year since it happened.

Haven't fucked a girl in two years now.

Only get 3 hours of nightmare infested exhaustion induced sleep a night.

Work 16 hour work days.

ON the plus side, i got a promotion since my regimental officers were thrown out and my new C.O. is even more dysfunctional than me and is a boss man with a knife.

He says if i keep my chin up he'll put me into sandhurst at the end of my enlisted contract. (2 years) and i have the qualifications)

Got a £4,000 raise too.

Last thought: I'm thinking about going dating finally to try and get through this.
POF any good?

Don't really want to say i'm a solid because of PERSEC and shit.

>>31754988
I have a job, and my friend lets me shower at his house. Its just figuring out where i go from here? Whenever people ask me how my mom is, i tell them we don't speak, they look at me like I'm some sort of fucking murderer. If only they knew the half of it...

>>31738952
With my feet.

*grumples loudly*

>>31746191
>Going to land between the lakes and not paying homage to /k/ saint Jack Hinson.
It's like you want bad luck famalam

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>>31740500
What kind of cat though. That dude is fucking adorable. I need one, so I can take a picture of him with my 1911's and wads of cash and frame it to put in my office. I would buy him ear pro and take him to hang out at the range with me, and buy a basket for my bike to let him ride around and take in the views.

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>>31738977
Artist?

>>31757580
Guard
Or grouchybadger on tumblr

>>31757580
A namefag

>>31738952
Quite well actually. I owe /k/ a big fuckin debt for getting me back with my girlfriend, so now I always make sure tit talk in threads like these

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>>31757607
Thanks man you have no idea how much I appreciate this. Seriously, you're a prince. Godspeed, anon. You deserve it.

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>>31757560
His name was Robi, he was an awesome cat, never so much as looked at my plate of food whether i was present or not.
He's just a common Orange Tabby cat that i rescued as a kitten no more than 2 weeks old. He was trapped under a car, it was pouring rain. I sat there for 2 hours trying to coax him out. I remember telling myself "God damn this cat is ahrd headed, I'm trying to help this fucker" which is how i came up with his name Robi a derivative of Robust. I lost all his pictures except these older ones when he was younger

>>31739233
why tho

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>>31757656

I'm super depressed that Hillary is going to win.

I currently live in NJ and went to Colorado last week on vacation. I fired a S&W M&P 15 at a range yesterday, and it felt great.

I'm not moving to a gun-friendly state until June (When my new job starts), and I'm upset that by that time, any AR-15 variant will be banned nationally.

I really, really want Trump to win, but Hillary is going to more than likely put NJ or Cali gun laws across the country once she gets Heller vs. D.C. overturned.

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>>31739412
Hang in there friend, don't leave us.

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>>31738952
Good other than having no gf. Looking at images related to my fetish only makes me feel more lonely.

>>31758470
Sounds like the bastards have you right where they want you. Stay angry. Stay hungry.

>In general our strategic goal with people who have become conservative activists is not to convert them—that isn’t going to happen. It is to demoralize them—to ‘deactivate’ them. We need to deflate their enthusiasm, to make them lose their ardor and above all their self-confidence…[A] way to demoralize conservative activists is to surround them with the echo chamber of our positions and assumptions. We need to make them feel that they are not mainstream, to make them feel isolated… We must isolate them ideologically…[and] use the progressive echo chamber…By defeating them and isolating them ideologically, we demoralize conservative activists directly. Then they begin to quarrel among themselves or blame each other for defeat in isolation, and that demoralizes them further.

http://www.nationalreview.com/corner/441270/alinskyite-tactics-robert-creamer-and-us-project-veritas

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I have been clean from cocaine and alcohol for almost a week.

I actually feel bretty gud.

DON'T DO IT MAN. I'VE BEEN THERE. THINGS GET BETTER. IF NOT, GO OUT IN A BLAZE OF GLORY, INSTEAD OF ALONE AND CRYING. TAKE SOME EVIL CRIMINAL SCUM DOWN WITH THE SHIP IF YOU MUST. BATMAN STYLE.

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>>31738952
World is going to shit. I'm europoor. Feels really fucking shitty man.

>>31758470
buy an 80%

I mean my problem is nothing compared to others in this thread. The only thing that is eating away at me inside is that I'm almost 24 and a virgin. I joined the air force in January and even though that boosted my confidence and I'm in great damn shape I just don't have the social skills to get laid. It hurts but I always say maybe one day

>>31738952
Not bad. My Dark Heresy character is still the butt monkey because the dice hate her, but whatever. I have money to eat and drink, I have a working phone and a bed to sleep in, my Xbox is working, and I actually have time to sit down and play fucking tabletop games, so life is good even if I'm funsless. Once I have better, more stable income I'll start buying funs.

Ask Your Self, why are things the way they are? Are You Surprised how things turned out? All Your Strife, for what? Allow Your Self to see cleary now.

AnonYmouS

>>31751820
Dude people fuck up job apps all the damn time.
Kids are dumb these days and don't understand that making a personal connection to the job makes you desirable

I'm doing alright. I mean - it's the military, everyone has some sort of fucked up going on.

AF decided to put me in New Mexico so I've been here for a while. Go to work, workout, drink, rinse repeat. Stuck flying a desk as I watch myself wither away. It's the not job that's the worst, but the drive back when I wonder what I could have been that gets to me.

I often think about just driving into the concrete pillar one day, but it's not worth the inconvenience. I have no IRL friends really after college, so I just get drunk and write my shitty novel. Train for AFSC change, but the AF loves to fuck me anyway.

Can't tell anyone at work since you know, fucking medical/mental health and there goes your fucking career. Not like I was going to be a lifer, fuck that noise.

So yeah. I'm alright compared to these problems. I really wanted to serve, just not like this, but it is what it is. I've gone this far without blowing my brains out, esp since my problems aren't even that big.

>>31755037
Yeah, a racoon, amirite?
Hahaha

No seriously anon your cat will come back. Cats love to adventure and they're naturally prone to range. He'll come back when he feels like some treats.

>>31738952
bored and unemplyoed, gonna be looking into a potential job as soon as I have access to the family car again in a day or two.

>>31759811
Are those legal to buy in my state?

>>31759698
I'm still fighting. I'm voting for him, but fuck I'm pissed. If he loses, our country is over. One party system, guns will get gradually banned and I have to look at that smug cunt for 4-8 years.

>>31749660
Yes, too bad he's brainwashed but you can reverse it a little bit at a time

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>melancholic depression for about 10 years now
>don't remember the last time I cried
>about to start college as a 23 year old freshman
>All I really want in life is an honest and pure gf to raise a family with
>Get to build my psa AR soon so that's cool I guess

>>31750365
Upside sounds really awesome, but about college, business management is pretty easy, go to office hours for accounting help. It makes the professor like you and they almost always really help you. I switched from business management to an Econ degree because it was more interesting to me, but since you want to have your own business you should probably stick with that degree. Good luck anon and don't fuck up the new relationship

>>31760245
Work on becoming a good man that's got a good head on your shoulders, that's attractive to women. No woman wants a melancholic depressive to suddenly have kids with. That will come in time, but you must realize that as soon as possible and work towards fixing yourself first. Workout, get a nice hobby, get happy shooting your gun and practice. Nice work on deciding to build an AR

>>31759985
I feel you.

After college, 99% of my friends are gone.

All have moved to other parts of the country. I'm still stuck in my hometown. Granted, I have a good job now, but it sucks being alone really.

I'm glad I have my parents though.

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>turning 21 in 4 days
>never had a gf
>went to an all boys highschool and spent all my time studying instead of living, so uncomfortable in social situations at times
>don't have the self confidence to actually try and ask a girl out
>wouldn't even know how if I could
>have few friends, and had the most socialization I've had in a month tonight when I went to dinner with a rocket building team on campus I'm on
>while there, found out the girl on the team I liked (like every other girl I've been attracted to since I started college) has a boyfriend
Not that it mattered, I can't work up the nerve to ask someone out anyway.
>just feel empty inside now that I'm not around my RL friends after dinner
>started crying while typing this
>better friends with a group of anons from /co/ that I watch a movie/cartoon stream with
>been trying to fill the void by buying guns with overflow scholarship money
>my university has paid for 5 guns, so there is that

>my older sister, who I love more than anyone else in the world, just turned 28, and is about to be taken off of azathioprine after taking it for 14 years for autoimmune hepatitis
>you aren't supposed to take azathioprine for more than 5 years
>coming off the meds has possible two outcomes
>first is that her autoimmune hepatitis has burnt itself out and she doesn't need the meds anymore
>the second is that her body starts attacking her liver again, and she has to start treatment on a different medication
>she has never found a guy that she can stand long term, so I'm probably going to have to take care of her after our parents are gone.

I don't know what I'm doing with myself sometimes. I'm in a major that I love, but hate the classes I'm in, I don't get enough sleep (my fault), and I just want to feel good about myself again, but can't get past the crippling loneliness and depression I'm steadily slipping into. Lately I've been wondering if I peaked in high school, because if that is the case, my peak fucking sucked.

>>31747429
What state do you live in senpai, might be able to help you

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Quit my shitty retail job a month ago because I couldn't fucking stand it anymore, currently unemployed with enough cash stockpiled in the bank to last me till February. While I'm confident I can get another job easily with my four years of retail, I'd like to get something that pays me more, not less.

That said, I found a fucking golden intern opportunity at the local water reclamation plant. $14 an hour, regular work week, lasts the length if my education. Only catch is that you have to be currently working towards a degree from the specified list. While I am enrolled back in colleges now and have my engineering major set, I'm not in class this semester. I really fucking hope that doesn't count against me, since this job would make me more money than I've ever had, enough to move out if I wanted to. I refuse to get my hopes up for this, because I know if I do I won't get it.

Other than that, it's been pretty level. Trying to keep fit and stick to my workout routine, trying to go to sleep earlier, mostly just some self improvement shit while I find another job and wait for spring semester. Also desperately trying to find a decent hobby off the computer and that's ideally free,suggestions more than welcome.

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>Hate school, but I want to be an ME
>Turning 20 at the end of the month
>Have a great relationship with parents and I still live at home while going to school
>Love my job still
>ACH comes in Monday
>Just dropped a long time friend because she's going in a different(bad) direction, and she's putting the blame on me
>Friend group are some of the greatest guys I know and all successful
>Still no gf
>Looking for a machining internship/apprenticeship

Honestly I consider myself blessed. Though there is some low points, life is still good atm, still got my cat, my guns, and my family.

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>>31738952

Pretty shitty

I lost my job a while back, lost a dream girl, over my head in debt, pretty depressed and using alcohol to cope. Genuinely considered killing myself the other day, still might. The main thing that stopped me was having to write a note to convince my family to not blame the gun I used and other shit like making sure my stuff went to people who would appreciate it.

/k/ is the only person Ive told any of this to.

Fuck guys, I thought my shit was bad. You guys have some hard fucking lives.

If any of you guys want someone to talk to one on one, I'd really like to get to know your stories better. Also, reaching out might be your first step.

Kik- Louie_talktome

I'll leave that here. I'm going to bed now, but if you want someone to talk to, kik me and I'll see your message tommorow morning.

Like shit. I'm a non sworn police employee and I'm getting retaliated against for reporting serious wrongdoing.

I'm going to quit soon so I won't get fired but I can't find another job that pays the same or more.

:(

Anyone in the Los Angeles area please help. I'm a disabled vet.

>>31738952
I Really Don't Know How To Feel, but things are pretty nice
>saw lots of fucked up shit as a child
>been In and out of bad relationships
>my grades are never enough
>4chan has been my mentor since I was 11
>have severe depression and stress, but don't tell anyone in fear Internet would prevent me from going inna military
>Senior in HS (18 since exactly 2 months ago, pls no b&)
>no real schedule
>might date again
>excel at outdoors skills and guns
>i think I might have PTSD from the shit I saw when I was younger, still don't tell anyone for fear of it limiting my options in the future
>might still have someone trying to kill me
>parent's divorce has dragged me into it, mom might go to jail for fraud
All I wanna do is become MARSOC, then CIA operative, then try and become secretary of state or run for Congress/president

>>31762257
It's dreamtier as fuck, but I've had multiple people abide rhat I can do it
>had new York senator's son tell me I'll become a good person in politics when I was a kid
>all my militarybro friends tell me I could make in into any branch and possibly any MOS
>dad was CIA back in the start of 'Nam until late 70's
>come from military/pioneering family
>other vague shit

>>31738952
Sittin on a beach, sipping something strong. Got a new girl and she's got it going on.

Fantastic but I havnt slept in days. Thanks for asking.

>>31761274

I just don't know. I don't make friends anymore that feel meaningful - and just feel impossibly lonely now.

Yeah, my parents are 1,500 miles away and getting old. My biggest fear is that I wake up and they're gone.

I'm on anti-depressants and life is great! its amazing how the pills can really help turn your like around. loosing weight, making alittle money, found out i can steal pizza from the local big Y, life is good.

bad
Bought a Sig Legion 226 SAO tonight
went to a thing my friend was throwing
met my best friend there
we got drunk, became the terrible twins
now gf is mad at me

at least I have a unicorn gun

>>31740411
Holy shit are you me. Get out of the Marines in July 2017. Decided last year I'm going to go to Missoula for college in Fall 2018 after traveling around the US for a bit. Never even been out west as a civilian. Are you from Montana?

>>31761924
Not to shit on your aspirations, but a machining (turner/operator) apprenticeship will test the limits of your patience. Unless you get into a shop making one off parts, you'll be cranking out shit by the dozen while CNC's do most of what you thought you'd do.

t.A fitter/turner who got burned

No one will read this anyway, so at least it's cathartic

>haven't had a gf in 3 years
>about to hit 27
>work with my dad, help out a lot in his company
>get job offer \ interview to some desk job that pays more
>Feeling really shitty, I don't want to leave my comfy job working with my dad.
>Haven't told my dad about it yet...
>Waiting for Farm Simulator 2017
>All I really wanted in life was to be a simple farmer with great neighbors and hit the pub after harvest
>stuck in concrete jungle

My dream is to go to Norway and work in forestry or be some forest guard or something... but it seems impossible. I don't speak the language and I've never worked in that field.

>>31762051

Hang in there buddy... we might still go to war together who knows.

I never told this as well but the other day I tried to hang myself from a coat hanger nailed to the wall... I gave up midway before passing out and cried a lot. Don't do it bro

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>>31740771
>O2 sat 88%
>Normal
The fuck are you smoking? 95%> is the cutoff for mild hypoxia which means time for supplementary oxygen.

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>broke and unemployed
>trying to find an apprenticeship
>house is being sold by the end of the year
>rest of family is moving interstate going to be alone for the first time (im 19)
>will have to take care of kitty somehow even though I'll most likely be homeless for at least a month or two
>tfw no gf
>uncertain future with WW3 a real possibility
been having suicidal thoughts pretty frequently I don't even know why my lifes not not bad all things considered.

>>31762983
Most of us speak english, and norwegian is fairly easy. Follow your dream or stop feeling sorry for yourself. https://www.nav.no/workinnorway/en/Home

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My ops cycle I filled in for people through the section missing quals , to doing retarded shit to being in drills , working on my off days, and even on the 2 days on my work cycle I was guaranteed I had off I was told I was coming in to work today. Alot of people are on leave or just skating.

Navy. Why. I traded my whole life to you. I wanted this to be my dream. This WAS my dream. I wasn't expecting highschool twith a shitty job kid of life experience. It's going to be better. I'm going to make it better. But /k/ I'm so tired of this. Please tell me it gets better.

>>31738952

Angry. Every moment of every day. At the state of the world and my country, at the failures and flaws of my species, at myself, at life itself. I push it down, hide it sometimes better than others, but it's always there, gnawing at me.

>>31738952
well i'm a fucking drunk with a systemic std,

fuck my life.

>>31763353
I'm already dead inside so I guess I'll be fine

>>31763236
A new chapter is starting for you lad. It's time to leave the nest and forge a new path for yourself, and it's the right time.

You're going to be just fine, believe me.

>>31742711

Sounds like you just have a psychological block bud.

Girls like assholes.

Especially one who is fit enough to box and can build it repair vehicles. Including his own motorcycle.

You're just missing the knowledge and to take the first step. Do that and you'll be drowning in pussy.

>>31762983

There are worse things in the world than working with ones father. Learning the family business and gradually taking on more responsibilities. Until you're in charge, forging the next link in the chain of family tradition and service. Making the old man proud.

There are a lot of truly valuable things you can't buy in this world. That's one of them.

I work in forestry. It's overrated. Sure you're outside a lot but mostly you're just seeing nature get destroyed. Cut blocks are not pretty. There's also a higher than average safety hazard and you'll get exposed to a lot of chemicals. Most guys in this business retire in their early sixties and are dead within two years.

>>31762284

You can do it Anon. I believe in you.


>He who has a why to live for can bear almost any how.

>-Friedrich Nietzsche

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Currently working a part time security gig that keeps scheduling me for overtime hours. I work graveyard and hate it but it pays well. I just can't wait to go back to school so I cam start working towards paramedic (already have my EMT cert but security pays better). On the upside I finally have some decent guns, a new gf that is okay with them, and am almost done moving in to my own tiny apartment straight out of Neuromancer. Probably gonna put up some neon lighting and embrace the fact that the cyberpunk dystopia is already here.

>>31763521
>embrace the fact that the cyberpunk dystopia is already here.
great now i want to put up some neon lighting

>>31751820
Yup.

>>31759965
>implying implications
Go be mad somewhere else, grandpa.

About a month or two ago I bought myself an A1 style AR15, Chinese made, from my local gun store. Its not a bad gun, really rough around the edges, but of the 200 plus rounds I've put through it, none have failed. I just wish I had saved my money and bought an M&P 15 instead, so I could have something a bit shorter and with the ability to mount optics, I actually tried to sell it back to the gun store but they said they can't take it because "they have too many black rifles". The whole thing bums me out because I'm stuck working as a rent a cop, which I don't really dislike as a job, but am frustrated with because I make shit pay and have been physically assaulted twice, so it takes me a long ass time to save up for nice things that make me happy.

>>31763586
It's a 150sqft unit in a building with another 50 identical units. A year ago there was a single family home here. Our grandchildren aren't going to know what empty space is.

>>31763725
>150sqft unit
those look pretty comfy, non American?

Finished up with high school, dunno what to do. College, military, just get a job, every option seems god-awful. Don't have a clue what I want.

Alright. Woke up next to a fat girl, didn't know her name.

Hit it again for the hell of it.

I spend every minute thinking about how I missed my chance to serve my country. So now I'm just some faggot who works at McDonald's and I hate waking up in the morning.

What about this board attracts losers?

>>31763879
American, just in a city where the real estate market is well and truly fucked.

>>31764159

misery loves company

degeneracy loves anonymity

plebs love a chance to pretend they know something

>>31739127

Don't do it senpai military sucks

>>31764014

>works at mcdicks

But you are serving the country...delicious burgers.

>>31762051
Don't. It's fucking hard but it pays off.

Boot leave is coming to an end so im kinda bummed out.

>>31764159
Board that attracts the military, I wonder why losers come here too?

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I got no guns and i'm going out with ''friends'' for the first time in years.

>>31751786
Tell her how you feel. Everything. If you were going to kill yourself, then do the "impossible" things instead. The things you always told yourself that you would never do. Hey, you're just going to kill yourself in any case, right? Now you have nothing to lose! Text her and tell her you want to talk in person, and then dump all your baggage and see what she says.

Nothing
to
lose.

>>31759985
I went to mental health on my own. They can't do anything if you go voluntarily and if they do write an IG complaint so fast it makes their fucking head spin. If you're directed by your commander to go see mental health then you're fucked. I went got out on meds for a little while not on them any longer because it either fixed whatever was wrong or I just didnt need them in the first place. Has had literally no affect on my career or gun ownership status

>>31741013
Who wants to use magic when you can use GUNS ?

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>>31763520
You're a beautiful man. Thank you.

>>31761783
I've mentioned it in the thread already, Calif

I just bought my first gun in over a year, back up to 49, feel good mang.

>>31738952
Not fantastic, folks are going through a divorce and mom, who's not the most rational person in the best situations isn't taking it all that well.

>>31764159
>this board
First day on 4chan?