How do I make myself work hard when I feel cucked by working hard? If I work hard then I know someone somewhere had more success with less effort or through a smarter method. I feel like a sucker.
I feel like I need to go outside and savour my youth even though I had no friends or social life all through university (and now) and going to the library or cinema ultimately makes me feel conned, like there was a promise of human / societal connection that never happened. No wonder I spend so much time on 4chan.
I already know I'm asking a stupid question. I already know all advice is trivial and there is no method and so on. The most encouraging advice I can think of is also horrifying: that everything turns in to work when you care about it. I see groups of people at the gym (usually multiple guys and one girl) socialising by acting as unpaid clowns for the girl. This is horrific to watch, as if they've managed to turn relaxing in to a rat race. Of course I'm no better, my "work" is following a lifting routine. Even when I see people boasting about not working or being relaxed it's like seeing them take part in an insouciance pageant.
not this poster again
canasian jorge
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For the love of God, mods, please ban this damned leaf. Please, go to >>>/r9k//
This is a shitposting board I'm not gonna read all that lmao
>>72594817
t. Normie
>>72594682
Congratulations, you've realised capitalism is an alienating, inhuman scam
>>72594862
Lmao fuck off
>>72594817
leave him alone
>>72594842
>tells me to fuck off to r9k
>t. Normie
>>72595114
What the fuck?
>>>/r9gay/
>>72595244
That's not me retard. do you think every canadian is one person?
>>72595324
That is you 110%, you share the same interest of trying to find ways of self improvement and making money/getting ahead without having to work, trying to get advice. If I say anything else other than the best advice I can think of its all "fuck off back to r9k or reddit" immediately from you
Then you just spam more threads
>>72595552
No you mentally faggot
>>72594682
congratulations, you were born as a pawn in the game of life
now fight for your king
>>72596041
Can I reach the back rank and become a queen(not literally of course but the most valuable piece)?
>>72596076
if you manage to survive
>>72596102
Why would I die tho
Didn't many of the biggest us companies get started by poor immigrants
Give me attention
>>72597008
hows the weather
>>72597024
Getting warmer. I'm going outside more.
Hbu
>>72597062
cloudy and a light rain and cool temps
where did you go today?
>>72597099
I went on a walk around but didn't go to the gym. Might go in an hour I'm making food
>>72594682
Didn't read all that lmao
>>72597138
what are you making? you should spend a day and cook a dish that takes a hour or more to make. it'll make you feel productive and once you get that feeling, continue by adding one or so more tasks and you'll get the ball rolling
>>72597224
Filo rollini or some fucking shit lmao
Found them in the freezer. Guess I'm not really "making" them, just put them in the oven and I'm waiting until they're done
>>72594944
No he copy paste threads from /r9k/ and posts them here. Fuck this guy his problems aren't legit he is literally doing this shit for the (yous)
>>72597276
oven cooking takes a while and taste good.. cook stuff from stratch next time
>>72597375
My mom refuses to buy me ingredients to cook with
>>72597444
just help you rmom cook next time or ask to her to leave a small portion of meat on the side for you to cook yourself. you'll be productive one way or another and can cook food the way you want to
>>72597375
It's up to you now if you want to spend your time answering to a literal troll who loves to steal people's time with his "problems" which he finds on r9k
Fuck you Leaf
>>72597506
I only learned to cook beef. All other meat is too hard to get right for me.
>TFW even the cooking guy left me
>>72598125
Cause you're a fuckin fraud stop pretending you faggot
>>72598798
No I'm not