How to cure sissy/trap stuff?

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>You are gay

I I thought about that, but i don't like man, dicks or this shit

>>10595346
well that ring is wayyyy too small. ofc iron cages are the most secure but this one simply isn't fitted right

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I already tried nofap and psychologist is impossible for a 18 years old, poor and living in a small town

>>10595346
>started with incest>Humiliation incest> Forced feminization>Sissy(Wanting to fuck one) and (Wanting to be one)

Just ride that train back.

>>10595464
wowwwwwwww
Why i didn't think about that


But how cure this shit on 4chan
really, is increasing this shit.

>>10595346
>can we cure this from 4chan
no, get the fuck out of here (I mean this in the most loving way possible)
take a break, that's all you need

>>10595359
Too small a ring?!

>>10595346
>i don't want to have it
Clearly you do. But fine, don't have it then, nobody gives a fuck.
>can we cure this from 4chan?
I fail to see how this comes from the previous one. You don't have to fantasize about it or fap to it, but that doesn't mean everyone will have to renounce this shit all the sudden just because you want to. The world doesn't revolve around you, your sexual kinks, or your little feelings about them. Fuck off.

>>10595346
Nigga you so far into the closet you're about to meet Aslan. Just cut off 2/3's of your jeans and chill out.

>>10595346
>find a black man
>let him breed your ass

This is it my friend, black seed will heal you

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>>10595774
speaking from experience? I kind of want to try this but I know it's not like trying a sport but making a relationship with someone. I start to wonder the more I think about it if it's just a fetish from watching too much porn. is it worth taking it up the bum?

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>>10596018
do you have any other plans for that little thing between your legs?

>>10596031
well I'd rather not destroy it with contraptions lke that. holy shit.

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>>10596018
It is. however, ensure it is video'd - your fetish will not cease or stop if you never have any proof added to your collection. i regret making the T that took my gay virginity delete the videos in front of me. sucking cock for the first time was amazing, and i eagerly asked for the cum in my ass. both lost, and they were gorgeous clips :(

Very simple. By shooting yourself in the head. Cured!

>>10596064
seconded

>>10595346
That's a funny joke; there's no escape from this hell.

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>>10595346
just try it, maybe you won't like it

>>10595346
>never went beyond sissy(wanting to fuck one)
Feels good.

>>10595346
go outside

all fetishes are the effect of having too much fucking free time

fucking cushy unappreciative millenial lifestyle

>>10595372
>nofap
you don't have to go that far. just cut the porn out for a while. your fantasies will reset to be closer to what you actually want irl.

You derive pleasure from the fact you find it so wrong.

Chill down. What's the big deal?

Eh just buy one cheap item like panties and try em on. I'm straight and stuff and actually I found out certain fabrics panties are made of most mens underpants arn't are alot more comfortable for me. I'm not full cross and my friends even know some days I wear em and by now arnt shocked if i bend over and they see and half the time if they do its black and looks like normal breifs unless pulled more down. Shit I even wear womens leg warmers when I hunt cause long johns dont feel great and dont keep me as warm.

Just cause you try something your curious about doesnt mean your gonna go start taking hormones and sucking dick. Hell if anything you learn 2 of three things.

1. Some womens clothes just feel better and its not uncommon to actually see some men especially shorter guys wearing some style of womens clothes cause they can pass as unisex and fit better.

2. either you like it and embrace it even if its a closet thing for you. Hell my gf and I are into bondage stuff (switch) and when I'm not dom she uses it to her advantage. Could pick up a stale sex life.

3. You try it on and burn it in a dumpster after a cold hard look. Sometimes the brain wants something and when attained its bored by it or realises "ehhhh not for me."

I used to think I was some crossdressing/transgender gay to be. Bought a wig, panties, skirt, bra, and stockings all at once (needed wig for a friends costume anyways I bought the other on the side later that day for like $30 bucks.) At home tried it all on and surprisingy some stuff felt great like the panties, the rest I pretty much threw out after a cold hard look. It's not that i was ugly with the right stuff couldve probably gotten passable but when i had it on and registered it was "me" i saw i said "yeah definitly not confused anymore."

Like it or hate it will definitely give you the more clear answer then waiting out without jerking your noodle. Even looking for straight porn you'll see trap porn and be right back where ya are now.

>>10596018
Honestly, I'm a trans woman. I am very into women, I tried sex with a guy once, it wasn't bad, definitely makes you feel like a girl if you bottom. I would say that it's a lot of work to be passable enough to experience it in the way that you are expecting, but if you really want it, go for it. it's just sex. is a woman who experiments with another girl in college once now a lesbian? Not really.

>>10596365
Yeah and if you get lucky she can wear your size :P

like I say its not so taboo, its like anything else about sex, its not for everyone but people get it. Just cause they make 16 inch dildo the size of a fist doesnt mean everyone likes to use it. Like most things people just go "oh that weird, but, whatever cool it's your thing" and the earth doesn't explode life goes on.

>>10596318
>Dis nigga gets it

>>10596318
I really like the way panties feel maybe I'll say fuck it and just buy some and wear it. I love wearing the whole get up though. But I love being in man mode as well. I can grow a beautiful beard and it's great. But I don't want to be one of those drag weirdos in dresses with beards and glitter. It's just so cringey and gaudy. I love sucking cock and being fucked in the ass. and I love being flirted with omg it's amazing. I guess I'm just bi or not quite full gay? I love women, but only the classy ones or slutty ones. Maybe I should just closet dress in the meantime till I meet someone I can reveal it to and them not freak out? I really enjoyed dressing in my friends clothes when she asked to dress me up a few times it was amazing and I absolutely loved it, but I love being strong and having muscles so I don't think I could go full trap/hormones or whatever you know? I've accepted my fantasies though they are what they are. I love jacking off to cuckold stuff and black cock but I don't have to act it out to have a fulfilling life.

>>10595774
I heard they were using it to cure aids in africa too. Especially children. no word on how effective it is, though.

>>10596018
>making a relationship with someone.
I mean.. on nigth stands do exist...

>>10595346
I was the one shitposting all the trap shit on /pol/, and a little bit on that one /b/ thread, although I didn't start it. I posted something like, "we should go to /pol/ and try to convince them that it's not gay".

I'm honestly tired of the "trap" fetish. I'm also tired of shitloads of unnecessary little labels.

To the left is a perfectly fucking adorable short gay dude with long hair and some makeup on. Literally perfect.

Then they decide they have to go get some bolt-ons and overdo the botox and shit so they end up looking like a weird porcelain thing.

The Jews are fuckin' everything up in this bitch. Even the gay dudes.

I still frequently go back to this webm and just shake my head.

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>>10597040
>To the left

Oops

>can we cure this from 4chan?

I'm just assuming you're referencing that /b/ thread. Maybe not

>>10595357
OK I'm probably an absolute moron for wasting my time on this, but I'll try to understand... how can you want to be a sissy, yet claim that you don't like dicks? Isn't it kind of an important part of the whole fetish being bent over and 'made a girl' by some guy with a big dick?

I'm usually pretty good at psychology but I really don't understand how that's not a contradiction.

>>10597040
>The Jews are fuckin' everything up in this bitch. Even the gay dudes.
Its probably good for the future overall but who am i to say eh

just replace with dom chicks pegging, it has all the stuff your looking for and is slightly less gay, then maybe just dom chicks if you slowly replace it, but idk never had the fetish, dicks are gay lol

Realize that this is just a fetish bro. The reason you regret this fetish of yours is because what your mind actually fantasizes about isn't what the sissy/trap stuff perpetuates, but rather this fetish is a way for you to get close to whatever that is. Start reflecting on why you actually like this stuff, think about some sort of insecurity or trauma you may have or had. Work on your self confidence and continue all the meditating and working out you're doing right now. You got this and I know it'll get better for you bud

>>10595346
>>10595346
If this stuff is becoming more than just internet porn for you, you should probably see a gender therapist or something. If it is causing problems in your actual life then you should take it seriously. It has crossed a line, you need to do something about this..

Spoiler, there is no cure... you have gone too far already. You know it won't go away at this point, this is just who you are. Just ask yourself, if this never goes away, will you be able to live with yourself if you do nothing? Just accept it and do what you really want to do, it's the only option you have to move forward.

>>10597064
obviously not him but just waltzed into this thread, this is probably only tangently related
I'm partial to the sissy thing, and to me it's not about liking dicks or guys. I just like the idea of being dressed up by a girl and dommed by them

>>10597064
>how can you want to be a sissy, yet claim that you don't like dicks

A lot of people get into this stuff because of the feminization, not for the dicks. That's how I was, turned out I was just trans though. Now I am the trap.

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>>10597187
How about you stop looking to fulfill fetishes and look for someone who turns on your soul rather than your dick?

Yes, I've jerked it to all sorts of weird fetishistic porn here on /gif/, but I've never done any of it, because I don't need it. I never had the fetishes until I started watching this shit.

You need to stop. Jerk off. Get rid of the fetish. What do you want then?

Be honest with yourself.

>>10597219
>How about you stop looking to fulfill fetishes and look for someone who turns on your soul rather than your dick?
I've been trying the former, it's still obviously haven't worked out for me

>>10596046
It's just a cage, it won't destroy it, it just prevents you from getting hard.

>>10597213
>the feminization, not for the dicks.
But feminization means being transformed into a pretty sheath for a penis.

>>10597232
Well there are lesbian woman too... just because you are becoming a girl doesn't mean you are a straight girl.

OP, the fact you can recognize something is wrong with you means you aren't too fargone yet.

My recommendation, is to cut porn out of your life entirely. It's seriously fucking up your head and body, not just yours but this entire generation of men. It fucks your reward and pleasure centers, saps the testosterone from you, and leads to the totally unnatural urges like the ones you are experiencing.

Detox from porn and you'll find that you feel MUCH better, both in terms of sex drive, but also energy, mental clarity, and general zest for life.

>>10597124
No, its definitely not a 'natural' occurence, this massively increased prolifieration of gay shit and feminization in recent years definitely has some (((invisible hands))) behind it. All part of the ongoing cultural warfare being waged on predominantly white cultures

>emasculating and weakening men (pushing porn, pushing gay/sissy shit, pushing transgenderism, pushing MGTOW)
>corrupting and weaponizing the women (radical feminism, social justice, promoting promiscuity and rebellious attitudes)
>Sabotaging and destroying local cultures (removal/revision of 'problematic' heritage and history, weaponized immigrants
>Destruction of bloodlines/genetics (promoting racemixing with the end goal of breeding out white genes via successive generations of miscegenation)

You'd have to be pretty deaf blind and dumb not to see that cultural warfare is being waged on the US and Europe, and that we're losing badly

And it's not just whites that will be the losers either, it's not just white culture being wiped out, all culture and racial identity is going to be wiped out and made into a homogenous, bland cultural soup.

Sorry to get all /pol/ on you, but I see trap and sissy shit flooding the site more and more every year and it feels like I'm watching idiots drink bleach thinking nothing can go wrong then complaining 'why am I dying' when they realize maybe they shouldn't have ingested poison.

>>10597244
OK but that's a sub-fetish. NOT the main fetish as represented by 9/10 sissy posts here. And the vast majority of THOSE still involve the fem-domme using a prosthetic penis.

Why is it so hard for you to admit you want to be wrapped around a penis? Homosexuality hasn't had any stigma for 20 years.

>>10597298
>(((invisible hands)))
lol fuck off nazi

>>10597313
Would you rather I just say globalists or zionists?

>>10597311
>Why is it so hard for you to admit you want to be wrapped around a penis? Homosexuality hasn't had any stigma for 20 years.

Um.. but woman on woman IS the gay option :/

>>10595346
Get a job, fill up that free time. I'm where you are right now (except i love it)

>>10595372

55 second webm and no sissygasm? I'm disappointed

>>10597298
I agree with you anon but nobody is just gonna go cold turkey on porn, especially not the 15y/os that browse /b/ and /gif/. You gotta be more subtle and soft in that regard to get people to listen

>>10595346
You can just be a girl.

>>10597641
ITT a bunch of closet trans girls who can't admit it to themselves.

>>10597664
Thats most trans porn threads though. This just has more armchair psychologists and racist conspiracy theorists

>>10595346
I stopped, it's really hard but what I did is promise myself a time where I go all out. Put on all my sissy gear, lipstick, makeup, cutes sluttiest things ever and rode a cucumber all the way in the mirror for about 15 minutes.

When I came I remember the absolute the shame and disgust that filled my mind, looking into my own eyes covered in makeup.

Then I took all my gear in the morning and threw it in the clothing bin in town and never looked back.

You need to have self confidence in yourself, make sure you're talking to girls at parties and shit and you're being social.

>>10597805
You'll be back, you can't ever escape. After all, here you are in a sissy thread.

>>10597298

The sad about what you just said is that, is that these people lost the capacity to think rationally, most of the times there's really no help.

>>10597805
>>10597839

Those who escape can always come back to help those still in darkness.

>>10597231

permanently, it also shrinks it

>>10597983
>these people lost the capacity to think rationally
Says the guy quoting the /pol/ conspiracy theorist

>>10597994
lol

>>10597994
lol you are retarded, it's just a piece of plastic, it won't instantly give you ED. If you wear it for months straight maybe but not just for a night. Also shrinkage will only happen if you don't get hard for months, or at least that's what my doctor told me and I trust them.

I am on hormones and on HRT you can basically avoid ever getting hard if you want to. But my doctor warned me that if I don't ever get hard there will be shrinkage, but generally getting hard once or twice a month is enough to avoid that.

>>10598059
>lol you are retarded, it's just a piece of plastic, it won't instantly give you ED. If you wear it for months straight maybe but not just for a night. Also shrinkage will only happen if you don't get hard for months, or at least that's what my doctor told me and I trust them.
yeah. Plus if you get a proper cage*, they are big enough to allow an 'erection' to expand to full size, just not get hard. So shrinkage shouldn't ever be a problem.

*which being /gif/ is no guarantee

>>10597988
Stop lying to yourself, you know why you are here. The only reason you think there is even a need for an "escape" is because deep down you feel ashamed of yourself. You feel guilty that deep down this stuff makes you happy and you are ashamed of that. Just let go, you don't have to feel ashamed, you shouldn't feel bad about what makes you happy. Just let go.

You can't live you life to the fullest if you can't be honest with yourself.

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Quit being such a little bitch and accept who you are, if you find the idea of sucking a dick or getting fucked in ass a turn on then chances are you are gay, get over it this isn't the 50s

>>10595346
Can't really fap to them once I became conscious of the fact that they are literally mentally retarded.
>(Wanting to be one)
Welp, you're mentally retarded.

>>10597313
What's wrong with nazis tho? You shove shit at them for trying to stop you to roll around playing with your shit.

>>10597298
are you fucking daft? to see the increase in men admitting they have some bisexual/gay fantasies isn't the start of a race war you utter cock womble. people have had bisexual and gay fantasies for millennia, all races, all ages, all eras. ancient greece saw it as a noble thing. it just unfortunate that in this current Americanised society having any form of bisexual urges is seen as a terrible thing that only comes from mental instability. the sweet sweet irony of all this is that its actually you and your views that are unnatural, this whole idea of a race war being waged against white people is preposterous, especially considering the amount of bombs being dropped around the world by the west. there will be a day, when you will have to admit, they're a lot of people in the world that just want to make love..... not war...!

p.s. this isn't a left vs right ideology. its the idea of balance. which both sides have failed to grasp. meaning the world is perceived as more extreme then it actually is. SJW are idiots yes.... but people who believe in race wars being fought through gay porn are just as bad.

>>10598332
Alternatively, if you find yourself wanting to be female, you are probably trans.

>>10597325
No thats the straight option

>>10598434
Doesnt change a thing its still gay

>>10596286
True

>>10598442
I mean, not really, they are kinda fundamentally different things. Being gay is about who you are attracted to. Being trans is about what you yourself want to be regardless of who you are attracted to.

>>10595346
I outgrow all my fetishes sooner or later, man idk how i just get bored with it

>>10595346
Yeah, stop being a faggot.

Good luck.

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>>10598434
>Alternatively, if you find yourself wanting to be female, you are probably trans.
No, see, this is where your thinking has gone astray. It's perfectly normal for a guy that feels he is on the edge and *barely* making it 'as a guy' to contemplate how much easier everything would be if he'd just been born with a vagina and tits.

Doesn't mean he's trans, odds of that are actually extremely low. Doesn't mean he's gay either. Just means we live in a society that places value on the lives of women and none on the lives of men, even if that's not politically correct to say it's the truth.

>>10598708
How does society placing more value on women make men gay? Or make them want to suck a dick? This argument isn't politically incorrect it's just Ludacris

>>10598730
you need to read that properly son

Sissies are bored manchildren that never developed socially and ascended beyond mere incest fetishes and went as far as to become the girl so even more degenerate people than themselves will theoretically have sex with them.

They don't know however that they'll never act on these urges and are just acting like huge faggots with no end-game.

Either go out today to a glory hole dressed as a skag and take 30 dicks or man up and grow up and start living as a functioning human being.

>>10598708
>*barely* making it 'as a guy' to contemplate how much easier everything would be if he'd just been born with a vagina and tits

That is fucken retarded lol. People are not interested in feminization because of some perceived gain in privilege, people are interested in it because they want to be female.

If you want to be a woman because you think it will make your life easier, you are dumb.
If you want to be a woman because you want a female body and want to live as a woman, then you are trans(regardless of if you are interested in men or woman).
If you want to be a woman because you want to suck dick, then you are probably just gay.

>>10595346
Realize how damaging improvised sexuality is, then ask yourself if you believe in god, monkeys, or Batman and go with it

>>10598708
THIS!
Don't be fooled to think you're trans, especially if you're young (18-25 I'd argue), having thoughts of being a woman is completely normal.

>>10598781
This post however, reeks of denial.

>If you want to be a woman because you think it will make your life easier, you are dumb.
"You are dumb" is not an argument.

>If you want to be a woman because you want a female body and want to live as a woman, then you are trans(regardless of if you are interested in men or woman)
We're not arguing about word usage, we are arguing about whether you've passed the stage of mentally illness (/trans) by wishing to be a woman.

>If you want to be a woman because you want to suck dick, then you are probably just gay.
Not much to argue there, bi-sexuality is very common nowadays and sucking dick usually stays a fantasy for most "heterosexual" men.

>>10597064
Go to >>>/lgbt/ and find the tranny thread, and ask if they like boys or girls.
When I asked, I got like 20 responses, more than half of them were in heterosexual relationships and weren't interested in men.

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>>10598781
>If you want to be a woman because you want a female body and want to live as a woman, then you are trans
Uh, no. Not if by 'trans' we mean genuine gender dysphoria. That is NOT simply a matter of wishing you were/wanting to be a woman. It's a deep delusion that you ARE, in fact, a woman. One so deep that many psychiatrists think it's wiser to have surgeons alter them into near-women rather than try to shake it.

That's real, but it's a very tiny percentage of the population. And there are so many visible examples of people that are simply trans-trendy that we actually have people offering your definition as if it were valid, as if you knew no better.

Wanting to be a woman is completely normal, virtually every man at least contemplates the idea at some point, it means nothing. And being trans-trendy doesn't help real trans people in any way - in fact I have it on reliable authority that many of them positively hate it.

>>10598378
the fact that you believe homosexuality is natural is probably the biggest sign around that you need to take a break from chugging the kool-aid for a while

>>10598825
>"You are dumb" is not an argument.

No, it's just a fact, if a person wants to be a woman for that reason, it is dumb and they shouldn't do it. That was your original argument, I am agreeing about that, I am just saying that that is not what feminization porn(aka this sissy shit) is about. Feminization porn is not catering to guys who want to become woman because they are dumb enough to think they will gain privilege. It is catering to guys who want to become woman physically, that's why so much trans porn is used in it.

> We're not arguing about word usage, we are arguing about whether you've passed the stage of mentally illness (/trans) by wishing to be a woman.

Oh certainly many in this thread have passed that point, the literal point of this thread is "sissies" looking for a cure because they think their fetish has gone too far. This stuff is just a bunch of dumb gifs of trans porn with captions, if you feel like this sissy stuff is actually causing you legitimate issues in your life then you should seek actual help.

If anyone reading this is into this stuff for the feminization aspects and you feel like that is causing you actual issues in your life, you should really consider that you might be trans. Gifs on 4chan can't actually make a guy want to be a girl, that is fucken retarded. If you feel like your interest in feminization has gotten so extreme that it is a problem, you should really ask yourself what you want out of life.

>>10596751
I don't know why, but I love strong large men with beards in womens clothing. Or feminine clothing style.

>>10595346
desu you'll probably get bored of it like I did

>lonely virgin
>girls dont notice me
>go from straight porn to traps - CDs - sissies - twinks/femboys - hunks - bearish men
>buy girls clothes and gay toys
>use them and wear them
>now
>bored of all that
>still turns me on but seen all the content before
>check out solo female porn
>harder boners, harder orgasms
>talking to a girl from /soc/
>just pics and cutesy/light sexting giving me harder boners and better orgasms than the last 4 years of all this trap sissy shit

Reality soon kicks in. When you've went through 15 gay/fetish hookup apps and sites and seen they're all uggos the appeal soon wears off

>>10595464
Dear God why would you want to?

>>10597213
Same. Have you started hrt?

>>10598934
>That is NOT simply a matter of wishing you were/wanting to be a woman. It's a deep delusion that you ARE, in fact, a woman.

Lol that isn't dysphoria, you don't know what you are talking about. I am trans myself and actually have a diagnosis for GD. Gender dysphoria is just defined as any distress caused by a person's gender/sex. If you wish you were female and the fact that you aren't causes you distress, that is 100% considered GD.

>>10599469
Yep, 1.5yrs. Pretty awesome so far, very happy with the results, these pills are damn magic. I am soo much happier now, definitely don't regret it at all.

10/10 would recommend.

>>10596318
me again

we use a cock cage in our bdsm play. NO SHRINKAGE. she had me wear it 2 days in a row (a weekend) and no shrinkage if anything once the beast is free I'm throbbing harder then ever.

takes months and multiple "decreaseing" in size cages to get permanent shrinkage. like your ears your cant just throw the biggest gauge in and like cock cages you cant just put the smallest on. takes time and "conditioning"

sometime the youth's ignorance to sexual devices is laughable just because they dont know how their "own body's" work.

These are the kids buying viagra off infomercials not realising its for older middle aged men and frats boys trying to keep a boner after drinking like a fish. Not for that 16 year old at home with the 5 inch penis who wants to push 9.

>>10595346
idk man I've been with a couple traps and its really fun. its ok to be gay every now and then

Man just live your life 100% and accept everything that is thrown at you.
Don't care about anything and anybody, just have fun.
You like sissy stuff? Have fun with it.

>>10598338
>What's wrong with nazis tho?

only on 4chan, folks.

>>10598338
I'm double posting I don't care.

If you want to be a girl, you're probably trans or non-binary. Don't take advice from the fucks who say shit like:
>What's wrong with nazis tho?
They give bad advice and only want to give you harm.

Probably actually a much better idea to go to some actually good safe trans spaces to talk about it instead of the home of /pol/ and a bunch of people who want to rage genocide on others because they're not obese white americans.

>>10597064
in the same way that you can roleplay as a girl in erp and not actually want the D in real life. This is what happens when you spend all day masturbating and look for crazier and crazier shit to blow your load.

The shit I hate about this board is that you faggots only fap to guys sticking shit up their asses and/or wearing shit. That's not sexy enough. Where's the fucking? Have some standards or something. Or is that just enough to imagine you fucking them or something?

Is it just me or something? Or have I just gone to far that I need something more

>>10597298
(((kill yourself)))

>>10596751
you have realized....... gender is whatever. you don't have to be a dude and you don't have to be a woman. just don't be either and be bi honestly

>>10596190
>ON CARPET

>>10598080
This is an addiction for many people, it is a cancer like alcohol or cigarettes that some people cannot shake. As someone who used to desire this filth I can say with 100% I am much more happy that I'm free from it's grasps.

what's a good starter cage ?

>>10595346
just stop fapping for a while dude

>>10595346
>i started meditating and lifting
do that but also go outside and get some sun
seriously, no memes

try not to jerk off for about a week and then limit yourself to just a couple times a week after that

you'll find you can make eye contact with people now

and get some real friends and don't come to this site anymore

>>10595346
Sounds like you're just a faggot, kid. If you weren't already predisposed to being a faggot you wouldn't want to be fucked like one.
There is nothing wrong with that, so it's really just up to you not being such a little bitch about it. You want to get fucked? Who the fuck cares do what you want.
Figure out who you are and embrace it, then shut the hell up about it because no one goddamned cares about your sexual identity unless they're trying to SMASH.

Anyone else own a fucking machine? I recently got one because I really enjoy anal stimulation. The first time it pounded my prostate at max speed I involuntarily pissed on the floor but it felt so so amazing, I think I'm addicted.

>>10598987
idk what counts as "natural" to you but something that has always existed in multiple species in nature without outside interference sounds pretty natural to me

Not to mention something being or not being "natural" as an argument is a really shitty one

>>10595346
i wanna see a whiteboi like this get dominated by superior african men mmm...

>>10597132
I can't get off to the manly guys who get pegged in those. It's somehow a disgusting scene.

>>10598987
how do you explain homosexuality before the internet then? its not something you just acquire on your way through life by looking at porn, its just a part of you.... meaning yes, its natural. you big duffus. its even in the animal kingdom, theorised as a way for a society to strengthen the bond of male and female relationships.

>>10595357
Ahh shiri

>>10602806
i am and yes please

>>10596209

>>10597298

>>10597805

The advice in these posts are all you need OP.

>>10599414
Truth

I'm halfway through the cycle and the appeal is starting to wear off

>>10595346
You get rid of it by watching porn or indulging into it

I did the latter and stopped when it became boring

The thing about fetishes is that you can't really help them. They just hit you and you can't break them. It's like, with me, I have a thing for shemales. Normal girls and men don't do it for me, and for a while I tried to act like I didn't want to be attracted to shemales. But now I'm married to one and I'm happy. You got to either accept it and move on or you'll self-destruct and hate yourself forever.

-watch more sissy porn
-embrace it instead of hating it
-become hot sissy
-find real happiness

its not hard, unless you were never a real sissy to begin with

>>10604253
pics?

>>10604247
Fucking this, it's literally just a flavor of the month for me
Now I'm onto lactation.

I think this train of thought applies in many things, just having the idea to do something and doing nothing about it is like the worst solution to the problem

To me this fetish was about submission and willbreaking and got me horny to the point of trying it, i think it would've had the same result wether i tried it or not, but not doing anything was only extending the problem

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>>10595346
electro-theraphy

>>10598987
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homosexual_behavior_in_animals

>>10604596
Hey there Pence

>>10596047
wat

>>10597298
Then explain why at the same time that I started crossdressing and fantasizing about sucking cock/getting fucked, I also became far right and want to gas the kikes?

It's pretty simple. Your desire for humiliation and sissification is an inferiority complex - especially towards women.

What you can do? Gain true, genuine confidence. Not the fake shit, but start to learn - and this sounds super cheesy - to like yourself. With and despite your flaws.

>>10604946
Disregard this. Find a strong man to humble you and make you his slave. Ask him to pay for hormones in exchange for sex.

>>10595346
Kill yourself.

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>tfw have submission and feminization fetishes even before started watching porn
so how do i get rid of it?

>>10605159
Holy shit that's a body. Source?!

>>10595774 >>10602806
nasty

>>10595492
>how cure this shit on 4chan
just leave

>>10605159

got damn

>>10605159
fucking sauce pls only good thing about this gay ass thread

>>10597044
damn I love traps with toys. Whats the soruce?

>>10595346
>i know it is a fantasy, but i don't want to have it, can we cure this from 4chan?
The only cure is the sweet release of death...

...your stupidity is terminal :(

>>10601930
I'd say go with a metal one. Then get a holy trainer. If you're a grower you have a lot more variety in types of cages.

If you're a shower, you gotta shrink your dick by wearing a cage for months

Well, you get rid of it like you get rid of everything else on 4chan: Hide the thread! Or report the same threads for seven years, dodging bans and causing shit, until you get monstrosities like /vp/.

When a new board appears, that stuff you want to ignore still gets posted on 4chan several times per minute, but adults hide all the threads for you.

Anyway if you like something at age 18 and it confuses you, go do something else until your 21st birthday. After that, if you still fantasize about extreme submission but find yourself too lazy or busy to make it a reality, keep the harmless fantasy as a souvenir. In twenty years you won't give a shit about this either way, so relax.

And remember: Any shitposter online can fake mental health advice while posting doge memes on their ironic pinterest account in the next tab over. ONLY an extremely qualified professional can provide concrete answers. Either meet someone who can prove they live your fantasy to discuss the challenges inherent in every lifestyle, or bring your questions to a licensed counselor who gets paid nice money for helping you get your shit together, fantasies or otherwise.

>>10605159
I want to bury my face between those thighs and never come up for air.

>>10595346
Your personality is depending a Lot in your habits. Lifting is good, but watch for the habits that take you Lot of time and is nothing more than consuming, your probably just suppress something with that habit. If you are browsing 4chan for hours every day, Stop doing this for weeks and Do something out of the ordinary instead. The more energy you can Put in it, the better

>it's getting to the point where i don't immediately regret cumming in my own mouth
fuck i had this addiction years ago and it's coming back
i'll never know if i cd because i'm trans or because this shit conditioned me to do it sexually

>>10605159
You won't, if you have had it even before porn then you that is just how you are. Just get some hormones and be happy.

>>10596751
>>10599382
asl? I'm interested in knowing who all is interested in that. I've heard girls like it too, but I am bi so your gender doesn't matter to me

>>10607328
you can submit without hormones and be happy too...

Well for one stop doing it, Secondly stop watching it. Stop fapping and purge porn in general. Come back in a few months after you start busting loads in women and not fapping.

If you have to watch porn watch anti sissy stuff (just google it)
If this dsnt work you gay boi.

>>10595346
>be me, a 22 year old curvy dude
>Unattractive, but sexual as fuck
>love going down on girls and guys
>Can't crossdress, not the right body type
>Can't bottom, hemorrhoids
>Can't top, ED

>Could worship genitals with my mouth for hours though

I'd kill myself but I can't eat enough pussy or cum. Be happy you're not basically useless except as an oral slave......

>>10607668
same here :( last girl I fucked I came in like 10 seconds. Not sure if anything has changed since then. If I can last longer then I can top again, other than that I'm in the same boat except I'm skinny and hairy.

>>10607682
Oh I can last if I get hard, but most girls want nothing to do with me since I'm more curve than angles. I'm not even obese, just a bit overweight... great lower body, awesome V curve hips without the abs...my shoulders are apparently 10/10, pictures of me with a towel covering below the shoulders makes me a 8-9/10

Sadly my digestive system was installed by Satan or something because I've had issues with it my whole life. Plus a hypothyroid and my cunt of a mother drinking while she was pregnant, caused an early birth that led to high functioning autism.

Have a kid, have a job, and a life. But I'm just too different in my mind or something... No one really likes me unless I'm sucking on their genitals. No one finds me attractive unless its the back of my head.

You all think life is hard, I'm into this shit because my mother abused me as a child with neglect and neutralized everything I did to being and meaning nothing, refused to accept my autism diagnosis and left me to fend for myself. As a kid i was sexually open, had a 14 year old girl fondle me daily when I was 10 despite my want for her to stop. Then her 13 year old guy friend and her raped me, like legit held me down, no lube, just went at it and in my stupid autist mind I thought that was just a normal progression of relationships or some shit, I don't really know,just remember that first push in and I blacked out until he pulled out. And the many other times they used me like that but wouldn't let me stick my dick anywhere.

Then a decade later it clicked that they raped me when i told a close friend about it and she clued me in.

I just want a normal relationship like the one that spawned my son. But women these days are so incredibly superficial and shallow, I'm pretty much doomed to die alone it feels like. Dozens of rejections, if not over a hundred. Lost my self esteem and turned to men, their uncaring attitude towards anal gave me hemorrhoids, was VERY painful...

>>10607771
my digestive system sucks too. was raped by girl who lived across the street, and coerced into sucking a friends dick when I was 10. cucked by 3 previous girlfriends. after first initial sex they only wanted me to do oral, no blowjobs. I've kinda resigned that this is how it will always be since it's never really changed

So, from there i turned to porn. Found out I've got a massive tentacle hell + vore fetish, binged on porn while worshipping a close female friend and random craigslist guys over the last year and now I got the porn ED.

Fucked up part is I get diamonds when tongue-ttacking a clit and the friend I go down on doesn't fucking find me attractive enough to fuck me.

Seriously. This alpha beta shit is bullshit, the reality now is women are shallow and cruel towards men, demand we do all the work and give nothing in return unless they find us physically attractive.

So if you're someone like me who got dealt a shitty hand in life, bad news, unless you can cure autism, you're fucking fucked and not in any of the good ways.

No one cares tons of men are crippled with loneliness and are turning to other places to fill their sexual needs. That women can basically trash your self worth as you build their's up.

As I said, would kill myself but enjoy giving orgasms too much to leave yet.

But eventually the fun will dull, and I'll have nothing left to give :)

>>10607799
Shit, I'm sorry man. This world is fucked up...

I never got cucked (I was actually the one who cheated on my ex whie she was pregnant and not EVER in the mood, 3 different girls later I got away with it but she fell out of love anyways and broke up with me the week after our son was born, so it didn't matter).

I personally would murder my gf if she pulled some porn-tier cuck stuff on me. I'd spend the time in prison if it meant removing more shit people from the face of the Earth who are ruining society.

Seriously. We're all fucking human beings, with feelings, emotions, needs and desires. I don't care who you are, bitch, slut, nigger, cuck, y'all fucking got consciousness.

That should fucking mean something, but it doesn't.

This world is fucked. Just fucked. Just get it over with god, bring the zombie apocalypse already you monster!

>>10607771
>>10607799
>>10607805
>>10607668


Sorry this happened to you, but you're still young as shit and you have your entire life to work this out. It can be done.

Everybody is superficial on the surface, most people, not just women, are superficial and not the most interesting. But, if you wanna find someone that is, it probably won't be any first impressions because a lot of people that may seem like they have a completely uninteresting personality, basic and shallow, all that.. can actually be interesting people underneath, when you get to know them better.

Like I said, I hope this works out for you, I'd recommend a therapist or something and maybe start finding other joys in life outside of just being used for sex. It sucks having been abused, I didn't get it as bad as you but I too was sexually abused as a kid once and it has changed me for sure, but im a perma-virgin jerking off to traps instead and keep everybody at a distance.

We both have shit to work out. I don't really wanna stop jerking off to traps, I've accepted loving cock as part of who I am, but I don't want it to be an unhealthy thing. Those feelings you have, of nobody liking you unless you're sucking them off is pretty clearly stemming from being abused as a child and doesn't have to be true at all. Like you say, you're weirder than others, you probably have a hard time relating to people, but people care.

High functioning autism by the way, it's right there in the name. You're not fucked for life or anything. I've known people with high functioning autism that have had their quirks but still manage to hold their own. I had a close friend with it actually, and yeah he could be really strange and offputting at times due to certain lack of self awareness but even if he was weird I still liked him.

I'm probably not saying anything you haven't heard before, but I hope you work this out.

>>10604253
Hey could you give some insight on what you went through and how you dealt with it. I've always been attracted to shemales.

>>10595346
can't speak for the millions of new little kids running this website now but as a fuckin grown ass adult stop being so insecure. That's what you need to be focusing on, not what you're "in to" and I think I speak for the other grown ass adults who would also give advice to you
Stop being a child. See a therapist or possibly even a psychiatrist. Actually make that the other way around, you need a psychiatrist.
Just tryna help n be a good person mane

>>10597044
WHERE IS IT'S HAIRLINE AT!?

>>10595346
Best advice is to actually get a girlfriend. No joke.

When you have a warm hole to dump your load into on a regular basis, you will no longer crave degenerate fetishes.

this worked for me at least.

>>10595346
I'm into some pretty weird shit and watched a lot of strange videos but never once had the thought of being less than a man turn on for me.

This is coming from the guy who's into extreme femdom cbt (including trampling, sounding, needleplay and genital mutilation). Not into stuff in my butt though.

>>10595372
source me

>>10609528

or do kinky degenerate things with her. at leat you not alone

I've sort of walked myself out of it. Basically I gave up the internet for a while, or atleast being alone in my room on it.

>>10596031
Anyone have sauce on the video that they are watching in the webm?

>>10595346
lose weight

>>10605367
chaturbate

dont remember name

>>10599586
which brands are you taking, prescribed or order online?

>>10595346
I've done the same. Drown it with drugs and alcohol like any normal person.

>>10595346
Go on craigslist, find some dude that will let you suck his cock, do it, and see if you like it or not. That's the easiest and fastest way to know if you're actually a dick loving fag (which there's no way to cure, just ask Mike Pence, not even electorshock therapy will cure it) or you won't like it and will be turned off by this type of shit.

>>10601580
For some reason the fact that he did it with a turkey baster is even funnier to me.

>>10605201
>>10605159
>>10605333

She models on Cosmid as Lilias White.

>>10597213
Lesbian for girls trap or straight for big cock trap?

>>10597298
>/pol/
It's not (((them))) you faggot, it's (((you))).

Typical, always blaming others for their own problems.

This sissy shit is what happens when you don't have healthy sexual outlets. And this being 4chan, it's reinforced cos this place is an echo chamber of constant porn and desperation.

>>10600592
>faggotry

It continuously blows my fucking mind that anons ALWAYS rush to the defence of trannies. Like racism and misogyny are usually left unchecked, but if a negative comment about trannies is made, someone busts into the thread to saying something about trans and "non-binaries".

And /pol/ seems to encourage faggotry in a roundabout way cos we can never get an ebony thread running without shitposting and sometimes we even have regular porn threads just derailed cos /pol/ hates women.

>>10597044

Emma Watson with dick

>>10598934

Being Transgendered and have Gender Dysphoria are two separate cases, but the treatments are more or less the same.

Transgendered literally means born in the wrong body. This has been more or less proven unless you don't accept the current information because you're bias or don't understand it. Honestly a million fucking birth defects and people still think a female brain can't form in a male body or vice versa? Look that shit up, it happens.

Gender Dysphoria is body dysmorphic sub-type. In that instead of being obsessed with improve (a) body part(s), you instead are dis-satisfied with your sex and want to change it. These are the people that "wish" they were a man or woman(depending on what they were born as). There is absolutely no issue and no victim created in either scenario. So bashing on people for just being who they want to be or who they are is stupid.

>>10595372
ehmm errr im straight but i would like to fuck her :(

I had a phase where I wanted to get fucked in the butt. Then that desire suddenly disappeared. This change coincided with an increase in self confidence. So it was only a phase for me. Plus I probably wouldn't have liked gay sex that much anyway, I'm not attracted to the male body.

I still fap to traps, even sissy captions, because it's fucking hot, but it's different from self-inserting as a sissy. I'd much rather fuck a trap now.

>>10611958
>her
You're not straight

>>10595372
Just have to detach from the corrupting source... Aka 4chan

>>10605159

Make your own decisions and congratulate yourself when they go as planned

Say hell yeah more. The harder you affirm your choices the less you will trust others and submit

>>10611940
I don't think there's such
A thing as being "born with wrong body"... How stupidly ego centric

>>10611940
>This has been more or less proven unless you don't accept the current information because you're bias or don't understand it. Honestly a million fucking birth defects and people still think a female brain can't form in a male body or vice versa? Look that shit up, it happens.
Any evidence you site just supports a theory, but it's what you believe to be true so it must be true, right? And everyone in the world should put their faith in that theory because Group X made the masses adopt their beliefs once in a period of time and now it's your turn to use the mic?

So i got sissy urges for months and shit until i decided to act on it. Met a guy and was the biggest slut for him. Did everything he wanted and dressed as he wanted and called him Master.

After about 2 hours i realized it's not really that fun and i'm not into that shit.

Turned back and never looked back.

Until about 2 weeks. It's been like 3 years since i realized it was just fantasy but now i'm craving sissy shit again. Thing is, i remember what a let down it was so i'm confused now because i know it's not worth it. but my mouth still wants to swallow.

>>10610524
pornhub /view_video.php?viewkey=310464305

>>10613308

>Until about 2 weeks. It's been like 3 years since i realized it was just fantasy but now i'm craving sissy shit again. Thing is, i remember what a let down it was so i'm confused now because i know it's not worth it. but my mouth still wants to swallow.

I think its because we still link pleasurable memories to these fantasies. For some people the fantasy only works exactly because its a fantasy, but if you're just not into dudes you're gonna have a weird time if you try this shit.

Shit man. I've followed that path. Right now I'm at I'd let a dude suck my dick and if he was feminine I'd look at him.

>>10613287

What a medically sound opinion you have there.

>>10595517
yeah you have the cage itself and then the 2 rings around his balls/dick these rings come in a bunch of sizes, they need to be way smaller for him.

>>10596209
This.

Go play some rec sports and fill your schedule with fulfilling IRL activities that get you away from your fap cave and socialize normally.

>>10597064
have you ever heard about lesbians??

>>10596751
>I really enjoyed dressing in my friends clothes when she asked to dress me up a few times
what kind of friends do you have?

>>10597040
>goes to /pol/ for the shitposting
>leaves cursing the Juden
never change /pol/

>>10605159
if you're over 14 kill yourself
otherwise take those hormones and enjoy your life until RWDS comes knocking with a free rope giveaway

>>10607668
>curvy dude
you're a fat faggot

there are reverse sissy hypno on pornhub

>>10596365
>is a woman who experiments with another girl in college once now a lesbian?
We have the word "bisexual" for a reason.

>>10614033
That's my point. He was saying the ring was too small, but he needs it smaller. I

>>10595346
This is fetish and other like it are forms of self-hate. You like being humiliated and mocked. Obviously nothing healthy about that. Yeah, I've said before, I think the best route is working your way backwards from the fetish.

>>10614492
I'm confident at work. But I get home and the bitter loneliness comes in to haunt me. The girls that turned me down, the ones I missed my chance on, etc.

So I guess I agree with your main point.

>>10595346
same, my interests became more deprived, then I wanted to fuck ladyboys, then all shemales, then sissy hypno, now I want to be a sexy bimbo. My favorite part of porn is when a chick sucks a cock...

>>10598708
Victoria Tiffani being fucked by a felldoe

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>>10595346
Endlösung

>yfw there's no better sissy hypno than Deepslutpuppy08

>>10614445
yeah that was my bad, i was pretty far gone, i meant to say way too big instead of too small.

>>10614966
we've been visited by one of the local edgelords

>>10595346
put things in your butt
seriously it will help you decide

>>10613239
would that work for sexual submission too?
i think it would just create a barrier for repression since trust is key to actually attain fulfillment from sexual form of submission.
so you have a situation where even when you are with a partner you think to yourself, "oh i really want to do this with them but i'm never going to because screw them"

Approximately 50,000 volts

>>10597298
>The race wars will not be waged in the streets or in the Capitol. No, the war to end the west as we know it will be waged on imageboards for gay pornography.
Nice

>>10607581
If you going to do something, do it all the way.

>>10610633
I have a prescription, 6mg estradiol, 100mg spironolactone. Though I am seeing my doctor in a few days so I might try to get my dosage increased to 8mg.

If you wanted to get some you can buy them online, I bought from internationaldrugmart before and they didn't require a prescription. If you just wanted to try them out, buying online can be good for that. But if you actually want to get good results from them and stay healthy, you should just go the legit way and get a prescription.

>>10611932
you can just call her Emma Watson

>>10597044
>typical_apple_customer.webm

>>10596064
You both are idiots.

>>10615565

in a journey to change yourself, conscious decision will benefit you more than random impulse. you must allow yourself to decide while thinking. always hold yourself responsible when you succeed at something, no matter what.

or you can submerge yourself in the pleasure with a fulltime dom willing to make your mental health his 24/7 responsibility. this dom would decide everything for you, including what to feel.

hell i'd say you could make headway in a masculine direction by joining a local competitive wrestling club. holding other men down with your entire body will give you more perspective, and allow you to explore some new feelings. just spitballin

>>10615740

The internet needs more transitioning folk who recommend safety. Underground and self-taught HRT carries too many risky unknowns.

>>10595346
>I like this fetish, started with incest>Humiliation incest> Forced feminization>Sissy(Wanting to fuck one) and (Wanting to be one)
>I hate this stuff, i started meditating and lifting, really calm right now, i know it is a fantasy, but i don't want to have it, can we cure this from 4chan?

I've never had the same problem, but I can say this. If anyone asks me I'll say I like traps, not a big deal. I've jacked off to worse than traps (incest porn may be normal fake but for some reason it's a turn on for many people) and I really don't jerk off to traps, most I liked was traps doing chicks or them doing solo. Them getting butt blasted wasn't my thing.

I thought about the subject and why I liked it, then I kinda realized my mind was turning me onto it because I viewed it as taboo/"wrong", once I accepted it and even told some people, I didn't care anymore. Then my attraction faded, now I mostly look at straight, solo, or lesbian. Sometime I don't even look at porn.

You have to learn to accept your fetishes, I don't mean by diving right into them, just know you have them and try to fugue out why.

>>10595372
>I already tried nofap

Trust the faggot in denial to fall for meme bro-science.

>>10618027
The prescription is definitely safer, but not everyone has access to that so sometimes DIY is the only option. Getting a script for this kind of stuff can be hard.

I never thought to cure myself of it, its a hot fantasy, but it has kinda gotten out of hand, similar to eating junk food, past a certain point its just a problem. I don't mind having this fetish, but I think I'm better off not indulging. People say just try it or embrace it, but the reality of hooking up with strange men and putting your dick in their shit hole, I mean really think about that, what good could come from such behavior?

I'm torn between my rational self and the horny self, and its hard to tell if I'm repressing my sexuality or just making sound decisions by not being a degenerate fag.

>>10595346
>I hate this stuff, i started meditating and lifting, really calm right now,
you seem to be on the right track bro. keep on meditating and working out. keep yourself busy. even if you don't have anything to do, wake up early daily, take a shower, eat a nice breakfast. create a routine and follow it. and just cut back jerking.

>>10596047
What the fuck is going on right here

>>10619353
>I mean really think about that, what good could come from such behavior?

Self acceptance. If fucken dudes makes you happy, just do it. If making yourself look like a girl makes you happy, do that instead. Do both if that's what makes you happy

> I'm torn between my rational self and the horny self, and its hard to tell if I'm repressing my sexuality or just making sound decisions by not being a degenerate fag.

You aren't being rational about this.

You are torn because you are trying to use a set of beliefs that were given to you by society that are contrary to your own experience. You were told that deviation from the norm is inherently bad, guys are supposed to act like guys and deviation from that is wrong. Gay = degenerate, trans = mentally ill, that is what western society says and what you have been given. You internalized that and accept it as fact to the point where you think you are being rational now. You are torn because you are starting to realize that these beliefs apply to you and you don't like that. They directly contradict your own experience, they say this stuff should make you worse off if you engage in it, but instead the reality is they made you happy. They ask you to give up something you enjoy. So you are torn, but only because you still hold these beliefs as fact.

The rational thing to do would be to take a deep look at how you feel and ask yourself what in this world do you enjoy, what makes you happy.

>>10595464
Literally this

>>10620237
>Self acceptance. If fucken dudes makes you happy, just do it. If making yourself look like a girl makes you happy, do that instead. Do both if that's what makes you happy

But it doesn't make me happy, its one of those things that appears and expands during my downward spirals, whenever I clean up my lifestyle a bit it dies down, my mind becomes clearer and I'm just thankful that I didn't act on those feelings. Not that I think homosexing its wrong, but its certainly not something I desire when I'm happy.

>>10620625

If it doesn't make you happy, what keeps bringing you back?

Have you considered that you come to this stuff when you are down because when you are down self acceptance is what you need the most. When you are depressed lying to yourself becomes harder.

>>10620625
Hey anon, I hope you get out of whatever slump you find yourself in. I just want to say that if you're really having a serious internal conflict over this, you should solicit the services of a professional rather than asking randos on 4chan for advice. Hope everything goes well.

>>10620760

>If it doesn't make you happy, what keeps bringing you back?

I'm addicted to jacking off to porn. I won't deny that its enjoyable, but its the same kind of dirty joy that a fat person gets from eating ice cream. You're not actually happy or fulfilled, just turning to escapism or trying fill a void.

>Have you considered that you come to this stuff when you are down because when you are down self acceptance is what you need the most.

No way, jacking off to degenerate porn is just fun as hell, but its not an activity that I particularly value. Its kind of like a fun bad habit that if I could remove from my life entirely, I would because it really serves no meaningful purpose to me.

>>10620815
I agree with this, if any of this is actually causing depression then there is a serious problem that needs to be looked at.

> No way, jacking off to degenerate porn is just fun as hell, but its not an activity that I particularly value. Its kind of like a fun bad habit that if I could remove from my life entirely, I would because it really serves no meaningful purpose to me.

You have some serious self conflict going on, you admit you enjoy it and find this stuff fun, but are unwilling to accept that part of yourself. The fact that you enjoy it should be enough value on its own, you don't have to feel bad that you find this stuff enjoyable.

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>>10595346
I was in the same boat as you for a bit, what you need to do is essentially reprogram yourself to hate that sort of thing
I watched a whole bunch of gay porn and whenever I got a boner I stabbed my leg with a pencil, now I can't get off to it

then again i'm autistic so it might not work for everyone, but it's worth a try

>>10620856
I forgot to link the quote to >>10620817

>>10620859
>I watched a whole bunch of gay porn and whenever I got a boner I stabbed my leg with a pencil, now I can't get off to it

That is the most retarded thing I have ever heard of...

>then again i'm autistic

Oh, that makes sense.

>>10620893
well it worked so go fuck yourself, fag

>>10620815

Don't worry, I just overthink everything and have to brain dump occasionally.

>>10620856
>You have some serious self conflict going on, you admit you enjoy it and find this stuff fun, but are unwilling to accept that part of yourself. The fact that you enjoy it should be enough value on its own, you don't have to feel bad that you find this stuff enjoyable

Its not that I don't accept it, we like what we like, even a drug addict loves his vice, but that doesn't mean indulging is a good thing. And its not like I'm singling out sissy shit, quitting porn period would be nothing but a net gain for my life. That's why I could never embrace it, it will always be attached to the negative state of mind and behaviors it took for me to become interested in it.

How do I find a submissive bottom slut? Do I just search grindr? Do they put it in their profiles?

>>10621027
By that logic you should give up sex altogether. If there is really no difference between this stuff and regular porn to you then why not just quit it all? Are you seeking a cure for your heterosexual feeling too?

You won't ever find peace until you are honest with yourself.

>>10621130
>By that logic you should give up sex altogether. If there is really no difference between this stuff and regular porn to you then why not just quit it all?

I told you I'm addicted. Don't get me wrong I don't think I have to never fap to sissy porn again to be satisfied, but there has to be a balance, and acting on it is way too far off course, at least according to what I feel to be my better judgement.

And its not as if I become straight periodically and denounce all faggotry, but rather its like I realize I never needed those things and that moving forward its unlikely to have a place in my life unless I fall back into a serious negative state.

>>10621265
>Don't get me wrong I don't think I have to never fap to sissy porn again to be satisfied, but there has to be a balance, and acting on it is way too far off course

Why is acting on this bad though? I assume you aren't going to avoid straight sex, so why this but not the other. If you enjoy it why not? You don't need to feel ashamed.

You won't ever find peace until you are honest with yourself.

>>10621265
Don't listen to the other anon. Your analysis of the whole situation is lucid and coherent, the other poster simply offers up the typical enticements of the modern day cult of hedonism. I have / have had simar problems and if somebody tells you that you can be as fulfilled and as whole a person masturbating for an hour a day as somebody else who does something more meaningful and productive (like sleeping for an extra hour) then that person is lying to you or that person has a distorted philosophy and sense of values. If that same person not only tells you that your desire to masturbate in a particular way to a particular idea is not only good because your body enjoys it, but also implies that you should consider bending even more of your life towards satisfaction of that impulse then that person is your enemy and is pushing their own soulless agenda forward, whether it is out of misguided belief or an unacknowledgable need to defend their own empty values by propagating them.

>>10621343
>Why is acting on this bad though?

Because you're meeting up with strange men to play in their buttholes. Am I not allowed to think this is bizarre just because it makes my pee pee hard?

>I assume you aren't going to avoid straight sex, so why this but not the other. If you enjoy it why not? You don't need to feel ashamed.

Girls are just different, they make me feel really fucking good! And I have romantic interest in them, not just sexual, so the attraction is so much stronger. I don't think I'm capable of being romantically interested in another guy, and I think that's the deal breaker. If I could just like another guy the same way that I like girls it would be so much easier, cause then I would just go for it. But instead I just find certain things about gay sex appealing, but there's so much about guys that I don't like that it keeps me from doing anything.

>>10614241
This

Just quit porn entirely and fap using your imagination. Most of you'll cowards are just hardcore porn addicts chasing a rush.

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>>10596448

Ahhh to think one of these days my beloved guru fetish won't be taboo.

I feel like while some people spiral to a downward point of wanting to take it up the ass while pretending to be a little girl, it could be far far worse. Like wanting to act out necro, guru, gut hole, etc.

However I think what OP is getting around to us that they want to first clean themselves of thier fantasies and then the rest of our beloved little artisian brap video posting website. But that's just not possible I'm afraid.....

>>10604386
>flavor of the month
i laughed out loud (yeah typing LOL asnt enough)
i just ride whatever fetish hits me, i tried getting into tile fetish, to see if that thread wasnt just some anon pranking, but i guess its not for me

>>10618724

Well shit, man, that goes for every medication on Earth. As an asthmatic I could buy affordable Albuterol Sulfate refills from any number of online shops, but I like to keep my own dice loaded when altering my bodily functions.

>>10622642

Shut the fuck up, Kroni.

>>10595346
Long story short, what worked for me is I realized wanting to change your gender is a fucking lost cause, all these people have broken beliefs, they can never be happy. One could call this fucked in the head. Now I still wander into trap threads but instead of fapping I watch their faces or bodies and think about how they got to this point, they are a man who is so intensely unhappy he has to resort to this nonsense to be "happy". My boner goes away and I sit there with a disgusted look on my face and go to a straight porn thread.

Look at their bodies see how they are still a man and how this is a stupid fetish at best, in which go watch some straight porn, or a sentence to eternal unhappiness at worst.

>>10628165
Agreed. Am man. Sort of curious about being a sissy, but know that if I were to ever do it, it'd just be straight out gay.

If they invented a pill or some magic that made you to be as if you were born a girl, then I'd be interested. But trans are not women. They're abominations.

t. Work with a tranny

>>10595346

Why would you want to "cure" the next stage of human evolution? It's inevitable, and it'll be so good.

>>10596209
this can't be true because the more I worked the more likely I was to bust out this sort of porn to relax

>>10595346
>i know it is a fantasy, but i don't want to have it

The heart wants what it wants my man

>>10595346
You can't unless you free society sexually.
Fetish is drawn from subconscious ties to trauma and pain. Perhaps the sissy trap fetish is a combination of our emerging technocracy. Notice a lot of it has to do with hypno? Similar to how the television has brainwashed the masses now the masses are fetish their sissy hypno desires from the trauma brought into them from a young age by the television screens. Also, more people are gay/bisexual then you would like to think. Homosexuality is not degenerate but the faggot culture being promoted by the kikes is.

>>10597213
fuuuuck I'm really scared I'm trans.... I barely even had much of a gradual descent into this stuff like OP did. I've imagined myself as the girl practically since I discovered porn.
I think I'm just going to an hero at some point before I turn 30 and look ugly.

I want to try chastity. Should I?

>>10605159
shite like that can be predetermined, that is, encoded in your brain for reasons of a hormonal fuckup during pregnancy. However, the case usually is some childhood trauma, a father that is not accepting etc. And I would know, because I, just as you thought that I was fucked for life, but I'm not and heres what it takes:
1. do nofap and wire yourself towards women until you truly want to fuck a pussy
2. fuck that pussy
Now that takes self control since not only do you need to not jack it, but also not fantasize.
Embrace your inner natural man, we are amazing creatures, warriors; our society doesn't let us be what we are - hunters and fighters. Train, meditate, better yourself be who mother nature made you to be.

>>10632295
don't
it's a fetish thing, not an actual gender issue
do you feel like a girl all the time and hate your dick so much that you can't look at it?
If not, sex change is not the solution, you'd just become one of those miserable wrecks that make up trannys' enormous suicide rate.
Seek help and don't go the easy way

>>10632971
I hate my testicles. They gross me out and I've had a huge amount of depression cause they're too saggy and make weird bulges if I crossdress.
I'm not going to make it, I already cry a lot by myself...

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>>10633118

>>10633135
Yeah it's not fun... I'm like legit suicidal, it sucks.

>>10633137
Why do you hate your testicles, do you hate being a man?

>>10633204
They make gross bulges and it makes me really upset. It's not like anime where bulges are cute, it's more like I want to take about a 500 shotgun shells to the fell kind of cute. I'm not even close to being happy and people that say "nofap" works can go fuck themselves.

>>10633211
face*
not sure if sage works on this board

>>10633211
no fap alone does not work, you also need will to seek yourself and not let sex control your life.
Generally my point is: dysphoria does not always mean transsexual, there are tons of other conditions which can cause it

>>10633249
I've never fapped to anything but this stuff. I'm like a total bottom. I can't use my penis. I feel like I've gone beyond fetish. I love dildos and I can hardly get off without anal.
My mom smoked when pregnant and I think I got messed up

>>10632928
but if that stuff is encoded in the brain then wouldn't embracing the inner person mean embracing that. I mean what is more inner that stuff that is hardwired to you.
I've tried shutting it off in my mid late teens by quitting porn and disregarding mental urges for fantasies of that nature. Also took up martial arts but here we are again.

>>10633264
>>10633264
Yeah you're right, blame your mother

>>10633266
and how long did you last without it, also honestly, how did you feel?

>>10633273
I don't mean to do that... I'm like turbo autist and can't speak to her. My dad wouldn't understand.. my mom is hardcore Catholic though. My dad is atheist but hates trans from what I've gathered

>>10633264
Are you for real, I feel like we're getting bamboozled here.

>>10633282
mang, that is a plethora of reasons which may lead to mental problems of that nature

>>10633286
I originally joined Usenet groups in the 90s. The benefit of being a kid obsessed with computers was a huge amount of privacy on my computer. I found erotica on Usenet and from then on it was a mess. I looked up like tg erotica when I was like 10 or 11 on fucking dial-up ascii browsers lmao
Fucking asstr is the worst

>>10614966
>documenting reality instead of best gore
>webm made recently

oh wow

>>10633300
Mate that's all pretty fucked up. And now you're thinking more and more ending it all is the only option. You will never be what you want to be, society is not accepting, family isn't accepting.

At some point dying is the only option. Making your heart stop beating or giving up caring about this impossible goal, you will die in a certain sense but will find new meanings in life.

Now I know that second option sounds like some wishy washy spiritual bullshit but you can change like that. The human brain is still malleable I truly believe that.

>>10633278
of course it feels good doing productive stuff vs thinking or doing sex related stuff. My point is those thoughts are always going to linger during arousal and the only way it seems to get rid of them is not think or do sex at all.

>>10632903
Yes. Hey a cheap device and if you like it you can get a better one.

>>10597044
Shame she fucked up her tits and barely does anything on cam anymore.

>>10631880
>Fetish is drawn from subconscious ties to trauma and pain.
there is no basis for this claim

> Homosexuality is not degenerate but the faggot culture being promoted by the kikes is.
fags have allways been degenerate, the paiting of Greece and Rome as fag loving societies is done by focusing exclusively on the period when they fell, i.e they degenerated

>>10611875
The people that defends and pushes these faggotry shit, who do you think (((they are))) remember that these people is folllowing an agenda, one of them consists in what you said, defending and keep pushing this shit over and over, pretending to be someone that likes to use imageboards, fuckin easy to spot.

>>10634491
(((((((((((((((((((((((((>>>/pol/ is that way))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

>>10614381
trying something once doesnt make you bisexual you retard, if i cut one tree am i suddenly a lumberjack?

>>10620859
Cuming to that vid right now :3

>>10595372
>I already tried nofap and psychologist is impossible for a 18 years old, poor and living in a small town

I've seen this exact sentence multiple times. Weird copypasta

>>10635511
FUCKING DEGENERATE

>>10595346
STOP WATCHING PORN.
That is pretty much it. Doesn't get more simple than that

>>10595346

not sure if we're allowed to post non-gifs/non-webms on this board but the TLDR of the image i was going to post is: stop watching porn. your brain needs time to remember that pussy is there to make you feel good, not the other way around

>>10633118
do you hold a knife to your balls wishing you weren't so much of a pussy wanting to cut them off?

>>10636761
I usually just constantly push them back inside my body but they don't stay there.

>>10620859

I'm straight
But the sissy boy in this vid is so affeminate that I must jerk of to it.

Any more like this?

Let go of your fear, embellish yourself in what you enjoy. Don't let shame and fear dominate your life.

>>10595346
Killing yourself

Probably not what you want to hear, but after a lot of never being able to get away from these kinds of fantasies, I've just come to terms with being a gay sub/switch. All the signs were there I was just repressing them. Not even attracted to women that much recently. I doubt this is the case for everybody who gets off to feminization, but it was for me.

You probably just like the idea of losing control. Go jerk off without porn and afterwards think about what you were thinking about at the time. Don't let a fetish haunt you, it's not like you chose it. Good luck, you sissy bastard.

>>10638639
How do you come to terms with being gay?Why wouldnt you just kill yourself and spare your family the shame and embarrassment

>>10638639
How do you know you're not trans? Most people on /lgbt/ say fapping to this stuff is due to agp which most likely is due to repressed trans feelings

>>10638657
I've definitely thought about it but I have no desire to be a girl outside of acting femininely

>>10638666
I think what has gotten to me is I fap to a lot of chemical transformation/hormones erotica. Like I can't even get off on it if in the story the tg/sissy can still get hard or has a big dick. But I also only fap to it if it involves men as well so I'm not sure if I'm just gay and it's like an odd kink.

>>10638705
If you're imagining yourself as the dude fucking the castrated guy, that sounds pretty straight to me. It's the domination you get off to. If you were into domination based stuff with women before, you might just be getting into kinkier stuff out of boredom.

Either way, whether you're gay or not, you still jerked off to it so you clearly like that thing. Try not to think about it because thinking about sexuality is just a mess. If you don't want to fuck dudes you see in reality, you're probably not gay.

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>>10638160
>I'm strait
Why are you even in this thread? Oh right, of course.

>>10638762
No I always self insert as the sissy/transgirl
I've had sex with guys but I can't top, I can't seem to stay hard. I really enjoy bottoming though. I've been playing with my butt and using dildos since I was really young.

>>10638770
I just realized you're probably wondering about the trans bit and not the gay bit. I don't know, really. I bought a bunch of girl clothes and thought I might be trans but these days I just like being a dude so I'm fine with it being gay. Ever since I've accepted it I haven't crossdressed, so maybe that was the solution.

If you can get off to femdom, you're probably bi. If it's just being a sub to guys, then you're probably gay. Worst case scenario, go nofap for a month and see what sticks and what doesn't.

>>10638784
Well I find girls attractive but I honestly don't think I'd be able to date one. Like how would I explain it that like "oh hey btw I sometimes fap to imagining myself as a feminized trap getting plowed by dudes while I dildo my butthole"
Somehow I don't think that would go over well

>>10620859
I hope they're married and that they're still loving each-other like this.

>>10638808
>>10638770
>>10638639

When you are out walking around doing some shopping for example, are you checking out men or women?

>>10596031
pathetic

>>10639312
I dunno. I don't feel the same way about guys as I do girls. With girls I can check out their clothes and make up but I don't seem to checkout guys. When I think about guys i just have a general fantasy in mind of a generic dominant guy just taking control and fucking me and I could wear cute clothes to make him happy.

>>10635532
Yes daddy! I love it when you call me a degenerate cock-sucking whore <3 <3 <3

>>10605159

you dont

its biologicaly inherent

how old was your mom when she had you? was if full 9 months pregnancy? do you have older brothers or sisters?

just curious

>>10598774
>Either go out today to a glory hole dressed as a skag and take 30 dicks
Been there done that

>>10595346
bump