Im on a downward spiral in life and Im trying to work up the courage to just end it
Any technology that can make me feel better?
a gun
Don't
>>60941064
Anime.
do it faggot
>>60941064
Opiates
dildo
>>60941064
>Any technology that can make me feel better?
Setting up the parental controls in your OS to block 4chan is a start.
>>60941064
An exit bag?
>>60941134
The mad man! He did it! He found the cure to depression!
yes, use the internet to research methods of cleaning your surroundings. use moderate amounts of stimulants if needed, coffee works for most. try to eliminate any bad habits that are contributing toward the spiral.
use a phone to get in contact with someone you trust or can rely on to give you an honest appraisal of ways you can improve your situation.
once your environment is cleaned, consolidate money as much as possible by selling unneeded items. continue to work if only part time to pay necessities of life.
essentially you want to reduce, downsize, clean up, and become economically stable, and at that point you may start the process of repairing your physical body with vitamins, a better diet, regular sunlight or moderate exercise, and self-or professional diagnosis of mental issues you may be facing.
above all, keep a clean space, get moderate sunlight per day, drink water and eat cleanly. keep contact with family if possible.
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