You doing alright, /fit/?

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>>42076134
I don't know.

>>42076134
not really

i cant help but feel like my talent is wasted

somethings
got
to
give

I'm not ready to sacrifice my day for a 9-5, but don't want to waste the investments my parents put into me by doing something that doesn't even require a degree. I'm scared of the unknown future because I have so many back up plans, I never made a legit one.

>>42076188
TWO

>>42076134

Tired all the time, need more sleep, but still making progress. I can finally SEE my body changing, which is cool.

I am happy overall.

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Not really
Im balancing six 12 hour shifts on my feet in a hot ass factory per week with lifting and trying to build a car.
Needless to say i have zero social life and im dog ass tired all the time, girls arent even a consideration at this point

Pic related: the end goal that keeps me going through this modern day slavery

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>>42076134
No,lifting to get rid of the pain.

Lifting to forget her.

>>42076167

What are you talented at?

>>42076263

yet with every rep

all you can think about

is her.

>>42076255
You're a stronger man than me. Keep on keeping on bro.

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>>42076275
It's been a week. I know these feelings will go away with time, but it's hard to move on.

It takes every bone in my body not to give in and look at her social media pages.

>>42076224
kek

>>42076188
TWO

Doing alright. Been making solid gains the past few weeks, but gonna lose just a little bit of them over the next week while I'm on vacation. Trying not to totally ruin my diet, so far so good.

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>>42076134
>You doing alright, /fit/?

Imagine Sisyphus is happy bros. Realize and embrace that no victory is final.

We're all pushing this boulder up a hill only for it to fall back down at the peak. But enjoy those few seconds of happiness you get when you get it on top of the hill.

You got this Anon, you all got this.

>>42076264
I'm platinum top in League of Legends and always get 40 kills per match on csgo

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Yea. Lifting hard, eating right, taking my medications.

Life is smooth sailing.

>>42076134
Not really. I'm 22, I don't have a job, live with mom and feel depressed. I go to sleep at around 5am every day and wake up at 1pm-3pm (and sometimes GET UP at 4pm-5pm)
Since I'm depressed and my sleep schedule is so shitty I feel fatigated almost all the time, which just makes gym harder than it should be.
I also lack appetite so imagine how hard it is to get my daily calories. I'm also fucking lactose intolerant.
My physical health is alright at least.
If I only had a job I would not feel that depressed and have money to afford all the food I need.

>>42076356
that's not a talent you faggot

>>42076134
Its gotten to the point where I just work out and go to work every day with no real meaning in my life

>>42076356
K is that you?

>>42076364
>taking my medications.
what are you taking?

bout two months back into working out every day, stoked to be done with my degree in a month so i can get my social life back.

>>42076375
Then get a job m8

>>42076375
adeco bro adeco

>>42076387
Olanzapine.

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>>42076134
pretty much destroying my relation ships with everybody who's close to me, nothing new, i am just really scrapping the bottom of the barrel now.

>>42076255
i had an '02 GT. god i fucking miss that car.

>>42076264
i can do anything i want to, ive got the willpower and drive of a god but i dont know what to use it on.

It's been a week since my last cigarette

don't feel different but I think I can kick the bucket.

I haven't gone drinking with smokers during the time though, which is usually when I fold.

I'm tired and about to go to bed so I won't get into detail. That said, I'm nearing 25 and I'm a huge loser. Probably permafucked. Absolutely no traction at all in life and I can't remember the last time that I was even kind of happy. Maybe about seven or eight years ago.

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>>42076134
Spent over $100 on gear

Source is probably fake

>>42076134

>new job at essentially 23/hour all bills paid has me traveling around
>friends stopped caring about me because I'm no longer nearby
>construction so no women
>Five 10's, so not a whole lot of time to go out
>also don't like going out social
>lost my home gym and car because work so can't even work out
>feel incredibly isolated and alone because all my coworkers are "beer, work, sleep, nothing else" types

No, I don't think I'm alright

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I was tired and too honest filling out a medical pre-screen for my enlistment, and all I can do is worry.
Turns out I have to prove something on there I misremembered didn't happen while avoiding telling them of other stuff that's on my med record that could be an issue.
I'm so stressed over it I miss workouts with it physically affecting me.

>>42076404
thanks mate that could help. Or I may just become a cop.

>>42076512
I think you need to find a new hobby, like hiking, or guitar.

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>>42076134
Let's see:
>Born bengali
>5'7"
>Garbage Genetics
>315 ng/DL Test at age of 26
I am working out for a year and then killing myself so I can die with the max muscular body reached.

>>42076708
>>315 ng/DL Test at age of 26
more than me

>>42076315
I know this feel anon, i know this feel.
Whatever you do dont try to stay friends with her, cut her off cold as ice, in the meantime the urge to look at her media is going to overwhelm you, youll end up looking from time to time anyway.
Do your best to put up a front that your doing well and find a good bro to lean on until your stronger

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Haven't been to the gym in a week. Just want to sleep all the time.

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>>42076134
no
just ate a package of oreos

wife has been insecure about her vagina since the baby. he's almost 2. she is awkward about sex and doesn't want me to touch her or go down on her. makes me a little sad. we had sex about an hour ago and I came down to watch porn just a minute ago

>>42076550
Deepweb is your friend
Alphabay is gone but there is dream and hansa markets

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>noobgains are finally starting to show
>got prescribed some SSRIs
>tfw finally making it

I have a long way to go for those social gains, but things are finally coming up Milhouse

>>42076772
I don't know if it was legit, but I'm feeling like it was a fake source

I've got more than enough money to buy gear that lasts a few years. Just need legit source

I'm now dating my best friend.

We've been friends with benefits for 7 years. But over the last couple of months we've been going on a lot of dates and such.

The only issue is that she has a kid due to rape.

I don't want kids or anything to do with them. I feel like a cuck for dating someone with a kid, despite the fact that I haven't met her kid at all.

I'm considering breaking it off in the next month or so. I love her but I'm too red pilled for this. I haven't had a gf in years, and I wouldn't mind going back to banging a different slut every weekend

I finally made it /fit/ I have a cute gf and a nice looking future but now I want to give it all up to join the air force as a pilot I know what I'm gonna do I just don't wanna do it.

>>42076796
>I feel like a cuck for dating someone with a kid

Please don't fall for memes if you're actually into this girl. There's no shame whatsoever in the situation you describe.
If she starts really trying to get serious about your relationship then yeah, tell her you're not ready to raise a kid, but don't break it off just because of le ebin cuck meme.

>>42076255
Damn I do 4 12 hour shifts a week and it kills my mood; doing 6 must make you depressed as fuck.. I'm currently trying to find another job that's less hours; I earn a decent amount currently sure but i'm not happy.

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>>42076134
>finally decide to get fit this summer
>do pushups and squats for a few days
>immediately sprain ankle in completely unrelated accident
>gain 15 pounds because I cant walk for a month

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>>42076134
I have not had a girlfriend my whole life, but sculpting my body into being a Greek god is worth it

>started lifting and im super happy with weight loss and strength gains
>don't even think about my ex
>life is good
>have panic attack
>depression slowly kicking back in
>my ex was the only person who understood this kind of shit and helped me with things
>try to hang out with friends a lot to help satiate my loneliness
>not really working
>start smoking weed again to keep myself happy in loneliness

when does it end lads. you try to make things better but it feels like you're not allowed to be happy sometimes

>>42076134

I joined the military last year, and I've been a fucking wreck since then. I'm drinking and smoking and I have not had the motivation to do anything to help myself out.

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>>42076134
Eh.

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I could be doing worse. Summer classes suck dick because it's not the main focus of your week so they feel like the distraction of all your free time, instead of classes being your main focus and free time being the distraction. Sleeping a lot, didn't do too hot in the gym this week. It's not unbearable. Would be more bearable if my friend would actually stay online when she says she's going to stay online.

>ever so often have vivid dreams where I made the right decisions and didn't lose old friends, and know what love feels like
>the man is a slave to the night
>the machine rules the day

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>going up on all lifts
>Just finishing up a 24 hour shift in the Ambulance
>Going to the country to celebrate a family birthday with my girlfriend and her family

Yeah things are pretty great actually

>>42076557
Sounds like all your problems come from your job. Quit.

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I haven't dl'd for a year out of anxiety. Once got randomly interrupted by this bloke giving me no back arching pointers, then the trainer I be friended giving me a 'what the fuck are you doing' another time.
I don't look half that bad, but feel I'm wasting my youth away. 22, no job or friends, inconsistent BUT healthy diet, throttled gains after 2 years.

>gf broke up
>should have started learning for exams weeks ago, time is running out
>haven't lifted properly for weeks because it's too hot and i'm too lazy to go in the morning
>friend told me she thinks i'm ugly
nah, feels very bad man.

Sometimes I wonder how I have lived how I have lived for so long. If people knew the way I live, I don't think they would honestly believe it, they wouldn't believe someone could live the way I have lived for basically my whole life

Then again, they probably would believe it from me, because I'm pretty sure every person i ever meet knows I'm a complete loser aspie

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>>42076315
Bro it's been five years and I still have intrusive thoughts about her everyday.

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I've only just started to realize that all the shit that goes wrong in my life has been my fault and it all could have been easily avoided, I'm at a point now where I feel like none of my friends want to be friends anymore, all the girls that are into me won't be once they learn who I am and I'm just slowly falling back into being a sad cunt like I was in HS. I don't really know what I should do with myself to fix these problems, there's nothing that I think could actually make me happy and I constantly question why I haven't offed myself.

I've been sticking to the gym and eating more though so that's good, maybe I can look good before I end up offing myself.

>the only time I go outside with regularity is to go to the gym
hahahahaha man i don't really like being back home for the summer

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>>42076134
my side fling just found out I have a girlfriend and I think I liked her more. :(

I hate relationships so much

Could be worse, got my arms and legs. A few friends, need to find a better job fast.

Still trying to get over her though, shit feeling lad

>>42077247
Fuck off normie

>>42077247
Then dump her. She probably deserves better than a cheater and you seem to be unhappy anyway.

>>42076255
Suck it up anon I'm on my 34rd day straight and I have a wife and kid and NEED to work. You're working to build a fucking toy. Enjoy it pussy.

>>42076134
I'm the best employee at work and they keep calling me in because when someone calls out, I'm the go-to. People always call out. I haven't had a real day off in a while and while the paychecks are nice, they're not for the job I want. I feel like it's going to be another year until I get out of this hole.

>>42076255
how do you even build a car?

Dam bros we all have alot of the same shit.Sad lonely depressed.

I used to love to lift but I cant even get excited to go to gym now.I went from 220 to 270 I got alot stronger back to doing 315 on bench for reps but cant lose weight to depressed job,gf, schoool.

How can you change your mindset toward everything ?

>>42077319
Yeah i kinda realized im the asshole in this situation

Not good anon
>Have gf for 10 years
> Get fat over the years
> She still loves me
> Decide to get fit and lose weight
> Eventually do lose weight but develop habit of flirting on chat
> GF finds out and dumpsme.gif because trust
> She finds out while on holiday in Philippines.
> Don't want to lose her.jpg
> She says she needs time
> Develop self hatred and fear that no chance
> Get back home and senpai is asking about gf
> Die inside eryday.exe

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Just trying to get out of skinnyfat hell at the moment. Supposedly I've cut down to ~13% bf, but I have some stubborn fat around my lower abdomen and hips. I guess my goal is to be able to take my shirt off at a public swimming pool and not feel insecure about the way I look.

>>42076796
>>42076796
>>42076814
While this anon is correct. There's something really fucking important you need to get through. If you want to date this grill and she has a kid she will be looking at you as 'the potential future father of my kid'. So whether you're ready for it or not you WILL be under that microscope and it WILL be an expectation If you decide to stay.

>been seeing the same hooker for the past year and a half
>Want to find a new one but dont know where to look because Backpage doesn't work anymore

Fuck me
I got too comfortable with her
Doesn't help that she lets me bareback as long as I pullout before I cum. It risky but ive got nothing else.

I want to die

>>42076134

I am absolutely only hanging on because lifting is the only thing that keeps me from killing myself

"going to make it" is the only thing that keeps me from eating a bullet, and I'm probably already too old to have not made it already

>>42076796
Baka

>>42077417
I'm like 89% certain she doesn't see me as a future father figure because when we became official I straight told her I want nothing to do with her kid and her kid is not welcome on my home.

>>42076375
What you really should be doing is waking up at sunrise every morning and doing power yoga and gymnastics in the morning dawn sunshine... embracing each breath of crisp morning air and the tight stretch and strain of your muscles.
Then, walking down to the lake or river or ocean and diving straight in and swimming until you feel full of its watery wisdom and knowledge and slowly walking back home content.

Drinking your chosen drink, of the highest quality substance and method of delivery, such as a vacuum coffee pot and some mysterious unheard of bean from Mount Olympus itself, listen to the birds and absorb yourself into the harmonious flow of nature.

If the rest of your day follows a similar vibe, you've finally made it.

>>42076134
No. I wish I were dead. Lost 70 pounds hoping no more fat would make me attractive, but I just have really bad genetics. Much nose is big and hooked, I have a weak chin, weak jaw, horrible eyes and eyebrows. Turtle looking lips because I have an overbite.

Not to mention I'm 26, a neet, and come from a poor immigrant family that doesn't even make 30k a year. I genuinely think I should die.

I'm thinking of helium suicide, I feel like humans have strayed too far from survival of the fittest. I'm a prime example of why some people shouldn't be allowed to breed. If your hideous like me please don't have children. Don't let them suffer like I have.

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>>42076134
No.

I'm 24 and I'm working in a shitty job surrounded by college drop outs like me. My whole work is fucking shit. People are always fighting and my coworkers just seem to not give a shit about being stuck at this shit job. I make alright money, but its not enough to make a good living. I'm always tired and I just fucking hate seeing people I went to high school with show up to the restaurant. I'm thinking of going back to school, but I just don't know what I should be studying. I went from a nursing student to a marketing major and then finally an accounting major.

I hated everything I took in school. I've thought about getting an IT cert, but that didn't work out. I've thought about going into the military, but I'm not physically or mentally fit for that. I've also looked into trade, but nothing really interests.


I feel like I was just born to fail. The only thing thats keeping me somewhat sane is lifting. I'm still dyel skelly mode, but working out really helps me relax.

I just hope I can find something I like.
The restaurant has been going through some problems ( BS legal issues). I don't even think we will last before this year. If I lose this job, I'm pretty fucked.

>>42077475

>i feel like i was born to fail

i know this feel

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>>42076908
>ex was the only person who understood this thing and could help.
Fuck. Been about a year for me and she's still on my mind... Meh friends here and there is more meh if anything.

Be real careful about weed anon I smoked Hella and spent the 7months being a fat fuck. Only since a few weeks ago have a been back on the path of fitness. It is hard the pain is near unbeatable.

I dowbload tinder/bumble swiped through for a hour or so just high and numb say a qt girl that reminded me of her. Idk what Im even trying to fucking say...

>>42076134
Dunno, too tired to really know. I hate my fast food job, but I'm moving to a new town so there's more chances for employment, finally figured out what I wanna do with my life and I'm pretty sure I can achieve it. I only have access to dumbells and bodyweight exercises but ive made some gains even with poor sleep schedule and a shit diet. I've got a good feeling about august so I'm excited for that. So I guess things are good for me at the moment, but I still hate everything and I feel like I should be a lot further ahead in my life than I am. I'm not even 20 yet but I feel like I should have a job making at least 40k a year. And so I get stressed and angry. Doesn't help that I want a bugatti, and a rolls royce, and a mansion, with a loyal qt I can cuddle with. It seems so far away, but I want it so badly. I guess for a tldr my life isn't bad, but it isn't where I want it to be. And I'm too tired, stressed, and angry to enjoy my life at the moment.

>>42077470
Life is about taking responsibility, and that includes yourself.

Take responsibility for your own wellness, and everyone else's, and it should start to make sense.

http://www.mangahere.co/manga/sun_ken_rock/v01/c001/

WE SHALL OVERCOME. WE SHALL OVERCOME SOMEDAY. DEEP IN MY HEART, I DO BELIEVE THAT WE SHALL OVERCOME SOMEDAY.

>>42077475
im with you man. lifting is my only comfort.

>be dyel ottermode
>matched with this girl on tinder
>go out a couple times
>she takes my virginity
>I'm content with this being a FWB thing
>only text her when I want to go out
>checked her twitter once just because
>i'm the target of multiple subtweets about being 'led on'
damn i was really liking those two weeks of being sexually active

>>42076776
dont take antidepressants unless you want a limp dick that stuff fucks with your body

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Despite it all, I still think everything will be fine. Just fine.

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>date qt 3.14. Everything is perfect about her, we have perfect chemistry
>after two years we both gain a little weight from going out and drinking
>relationship becomes kind of stale but still happy together. Talk about marriage and future together
>qt moves to a new college after getting her associates while I stay back home to finish my Bachelors. Start going to the gym and get fit. Lose a bunch of weight and start gaining muscle.
>She comes back to visit after a couple months, kind of distant with me
>One night take her back to my house, both in my bed with music playing
>Go to make a move on her, she stops me and says "Can you promise to listen to what I'm about to say"
>Starts to say how she "lost" herself in our relationship and wants an open relationship
>we argue for awhile, say really mean things to each other
>Out of some weird moment stop talking and have probably the best sex I've had in my life. Like everything depended on it.
>we have sex literally that entire night and all next day. Drops the subject about the open relationship. Relationship feels as if we just began dating again. Don't break up since I felt happy in the moment.
>she goes back to college. I continue to focus on myself
>still bothers me every fucking day

I was never one of those r9k guys who swears of woman for being sloots but fuck I don't know anymore.

>>42077589
anon what is this

>>42077648
Take possession of your liberties. Shit isn't a fucking script, there's room for creativity and invention at every point. Enough chan think. Fuckin' hive mind I swear.

Fuck her plenty and oil up your heart 'cause you're likely going to be looking for another fuck after the next time you see her.

>>42077648
You know she has been and is still fucking other dudes, right?

>>42077675
>>42077648
Now that this anon mentions it; men need sex and women need love. Eventually in a society that doesn't understand this, one will confuse the other.
Anon your gf saw that sex as love and you see love as sex. It's all so clear. You're both faggots.

>>42076134
I'm inlove with my bestfriend
do I look like I'm alright?!

>>42076489
Find a nonprofit that you can volunteer with. Then hone those skills and do something great.

>>42077675
At this point I don't even really care. Feel like I'm already trying to get over her while I'm still kind of with her. Not really sure what I'm waiting for.

>>42076708
You realize that POO is at the end of the day, just a meme, right?

How the fuck do I make guy friends, I know how to talk to women fine but I havent had any real guy friends since middle school.

>>42076264
Being a God and being an Animal.

I'm just sad knowing that uni will start soon for me and all my summer gains are going to go out the window like they always do.

fuck off with these faggy threads >>>/r9k/

>>42077408
>tfw built after 2 years of lifting and eating right
>tfw get mires and compliments all the time
>tfw still insecure to take my shirt off at the pool even though I'm objectively good looking


I WANT OFF THIS RIDE

>>42077945
I think touching base with your emotions without going to the r9k cesspool is healthy anon. After all, isn't this the health board?

>>42076167
Iktf

>>42077577
lmao

two weeks of knowing you and she expects a relationship

>>42077578
Not him, but I got a new type with basically zero side effects apart from slight nausea 1-2 hours after eating the pill. Dick working, gym still going well etc.

I would never touch the Cipralex Jew though holy shit that stuff is poison.

>>42076134
I don't even know OP, yesterday i went out for the first time with a girl and two friends of her.
We were just me, this 20yo girl suffering from depression who in the past 2-3 years fucked a bunch of guys, a 31yo skinnyfat failure and his girlfriend of 2 weeks.
I'm scared, what if I end up like them? What if my future is being a failure and dating a mentally ill ex-slut?
Maybe I needed this to realize that I need better people around me

I wore a nice suit yesterday and a cute girl that walked by said "Helloooo" to me

I wish I could wear them all the time, I feel good in them

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I'm stuck in fit limbo. My bf is 22% and I wanna cut it to around 17%. My lifts progress very slowly or not at all despite me still being in noobgain range (2pl8 squat) and I don't lose weight either. This has been going on for a month now. If I cut harder gym becomes pointless to the point where I have to deload due to lack of energy.

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Gave up going gym a month ago. Feel like shit.

>Was employed but not working for 2 months because contracted start date
>Getting paid and at the gym 4 times a week
>Made great noob gains for 2 months
>Went from 168lbs to 180lbs
>Have enough cash to eat and buy protein cause I don't do anything so no calories burnt at work
>Start work
>Hard gruelling work
>1000cal a shift burnt
>Too poor to afford all that extra food to make up for it
>Stopped going gym because I lost 1 stone
>6'4 165lbs currently

I'm getting a new job if I can't find a way to sustain weight and gain it without going broke. The entire point was to put on weight. I miss the gym.

>gf dumped me
>Have to fight urge to contact her and tell her how I miss her
>She probably doesn't feel at all the same about me

>tfw attractive and fairly /fit/ but terrible at flirting

>>42078312
you need to get out right now and meet some friends and potentially some new sluts. love is replacable.

No. I know to track calories, I know to eat 3.2k calories a day, and I was doing that (barely) for a week or so, but then boom... You eat 2k calories one day instead of 3k, and there you go, that's 2 days worth of progress ruined.

It's just not fair... Why do we use so much energy doing nothing?

>>42076356
Rank in csgo? Also EU or NA?

ugly dyel
have crush on this one girl
dont think shes interested
hopped on tinder, swiped girls for like few hours
no match

well shit
might aswell pursue my 5pl8 deadlift

>>42076134
no. first of all no gf, second of all I'm shitposting on a middle eastern kickboxing warehouse instead of doing any actual work.

>>42076973
hits a little too close to home

>>42077382
try never having one in the first place. see how dead inside you'll be then, normalshit.

>>42077420
dude get checked for stds. you're just asking for it.

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oneitis and former-oneitis shared a lesbian kiss

What the fuck is my life even?
My only hope is that someone pays to turn my life into a peep show rip off.

>>42078649
They gonna ask you for a threesome.

>>42077376
>behave like an asshole
>I may be an asshole
hitting new levels of autism

Nope, my fiancee cheated on me for half a year and in the end couldn't decide who she wanted to be with. I found out this and dumped her ass. I'm dead inside right now.

>>42077432
How old are you?

>>42078282
Don't gather dirt, forge metal. Get a better than bruce lee look. Or buy a shit ton of rice and eggs and a cheap vegetable with plenty of sauces.
Find satisfaction in gaining a more functional and powerful body through gymnastics and combat training.
Eating out is $8, eating in can be $2, likely $2.75 if you're only being reasonably fiscal (i.e. occasional $5 - 8 meals). The simpler your pleasures the more you can make out of the situation. The more complex, or even greater, the more you HAVE to make out of the situation.

Honestly this is for everyone though. If you stand right next to all of your fears, or misery, or depression, and allow the searing heat to scorch you, the greater your adaptation until the point you can open your eyes and grab it by the pussy.

It's like a fire that you have to stand in, or a scorching blade that you have to grip. Start slow until it doesn't fuck you up.

Practical side:

>Dividend portfolio; just go with the reliable and put in 10% month's salary (I assume savings are low) or save to add more, and let it automagically reinvest the dividends while keeping tabs every month. Not just tabs, accounting. Keep account.

The account itself will get you thinking long-term and how you can really get the most out of your dollar, rather than flat immovable wages. This also bleeds into other areas of your life, life being quite subjective and all. Strategize.

>>42076134
I don't think so anon. My girlfriend has been overseas for 2 months and contact has just dropped to all time low. I don't want to be a needy worthless beta boyfriend but I sure feel like one.

I've decided not messaging her is the best way about it but I don't feel good. She's due back in 2 weeks

I'm doing fine. I trust God.

>>42079100
You should mentally prepare for the fact that she could have cheated. If she starts accusing you first then she did.

Well I've gained weight and am about 20%bf, my gf left me, I'm in a job that doesn't pay enough for me to move out and be on my own 2 feet and I am having a hard time with loneliness. Aside from that I'm not doing too bad

>>42079111
I've been trying too anon.

Funny thing is I would probably be okay with it if I never actually find out about it.

I really love her and could marry her but my pride wouldn't allow me to stay with her if she did.

The worst thing is I can't stop thinking about her

I hope one of you will reply to this. Here it goes:

The Good
>Been lifting for 6 months now
>Able to exercise for two hours (not regularly, just did it once to test my stamina)
>Finally starting to keep to a diet
>3 weeks from finishing masters degree
>Started seeing my therapist again and had a physical (low good cholesterol)
>Off Marijuana
>Hired a P.T. a month ago

The Bad
>Feeling depressed from time to time
>Want to attend a church but cant muster the courage anymore to go
>Sleeping poorly: since off weed I'm having tons of vivid dreams and nightmares

The Ugly
>I've been crushing on a girl on the gym since I've started going, but I feel such terrible anxiety around her I'm not starting to feel nauseous when I see her. I can't even summon the courage to introduce myself to her. Would that I knew her name!
>TFWnogf is driving me mad; I almost hired a prostitute a few weeks back because I'm so lovelorn
>Tried Tinder a month ago but I dont know how to make a good profile, or how to flirt online, so no matches / dates. Deleted it.
>My anxiety fucking sucks the life out of me, and as much as I want to go up and introduce myself to a young attractive woman I cant. Its feeding my depression and self loathing.

Anyone here with anxiety disorders able to get /fit/ and get a gf?

>>42079198

The vivid dreams and nightmares will fade.
Consider it your mind is trying to be creative and excited for all the times you numbed it with weed.

Once they fade you'll feel great, trust me I know.

Fuck a prostitute who cares. Don't tell anyone though.

go to /r/tinder and learn from there. YOU WILL SUCCEED ANON

>haven't spoken to anyone outside of work or family in over a year
>finally ordered helium tank yesterday

honestly feel really good right now

>>42079198
If the dreams are giving you trouble, see about getting into meditation, even if just 20 minutes before bed.

'If you scared, go to church' my dude. Just sit in the back.

You need to bust your anxiety bubble with dating.
Keep using tinder and learn by trial and error.
Go to a speed dating/ blind dating event. You prolly won't find the love of your life,
but if you don't get proper smooth with flirting, you'll probably fuck it all up when you DO find a chick you dig (the gym girl).

If you can overcome anxiety and pull a girl, it'll make you that much more handsome when they find out you have it.

You're going to make it Anon

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gf ended the relationship 4 days ago. its pretty hard time because I have to sort out my life which isnt going to be easy.

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I was going to clean my house and go to a BBQ with friends,
but ended up only leaving my bed to eat sketti.

A proper Sunday imo.

>>42079411
Cut ALL contact with her immediately. If you 'stay friends' or still speak to each other, it's just salt in the wounds

>>42076134
>ex told me she loves me yesterday when we went out partying
>her 10/10 friend wants my dick, constantly asking me to take shirt off and slapped my ass
>she doesn't fuck her friends ex's

not sure how to feel but my legs are killing me from work, around 9-10hours I spend on my feet dailu, only break is to eat dinner basically
don't feel like lifting but I go there anyways

>>42079345
ruh roh

>>42079345
Please don't do it bro. Push through, you're gonna make it. Fuck, open up to /fit/. You're a faggot, but you're our faggot. Let us help you make it.

>>42079345
It's the only way to leave humanity behind. Don't listen to >>42079522, he doesn't understand.

>>42079345
Call your family and at least talk to them for a little bit, we all get there anon, but life honestly does get better

>>42076356
>I'm platinum top in League of Legends
Call me when you're in Challenger faggot

>>42076275
s-stop pls

>>42076134
Not really anon, but that is life

>>42076512
Started college when I turned 25, not too late

>>42076776
Antidepressants won't teach you the coping skills you need to make it

>>42076356
A 14yo can reach plat in league, is this b8 ?

>>42078051
JUST TAKE OF YOUR SHIRT DAMNIT!

Been smoking weed every day for a month now... Today when I woke up and tried studying for a quantum mechanics exam I have in august I felt literally retarded. Like I could hardly do a partial derivation.

Have I irreversibly smoked myself retarded?

>>42079680
Anon whose post you replied to here again. I already tried to go to college back when I was 17; ended up dropping out. Only really went to leave home. Couldn't focus for shit (still can't) and just hated it. No idea what I'd even go back for and couldn't afford it anyway. Doctor thinks I may have adult ADHD but wants me to talk to a psychiatrist. I figure that I'm just looking down the barrel of a future where at best I work the next 50 years at some convenience store or something shitty.

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What does it take to become a God?
An Übermensch?
Do I have what it takes?
What do I need to do to achieve it?

>>42079889
You're fried, but taking a break to get your bearings straight would get you back on track.
Focus on that test anon.

>>42079935
Just be yourself :)

>>42079935
disregard women
acquire aesthetics and currency

also need genetics

>>42076223
Follow your passion for a year. See if its still your pasion then.

>>42076349
Deep

>>42076349
he never got it up the hill tho

but there is some truth to it
its the chase not the goal itself

>go to beach last weekend with friends and their gfs
>one of the gfs keeps bugging us to pose for pictures
>think "at least I might get a good shirtless pic for tinder and some chicks on facebook mirin"
>1 week later and she hasn't uploaded a single one

I'm thinking either one of the other girls vetoed them because she looked too fat or the girl who took them completely forgot about them

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>>42076134
Everyone hates me, but they don't do shit about it because they're intimidated, and I always stand out in social circles, so it's sort of a cool thing to do to hang out with me.
Ironically, those people also love talking with me because they think I'm a guru or whatever, and they come to me for advice or to vent about life.

I kinda like and dislike this "oh, he's a big guy, so he must be so tough and know it all about life" stereotype.

>>42077331
t. NEET

>>42079345
Komm, süßer Tod

>>42079892
I was diagnosed with ADHD at 17.
Being on medication changed my life for the better, and I started to believe that I might actually do what I thought I was capable of.
Don't delay it, or have any doubts. You aren't missing out on anything by giving it a shot.

>>42076134
It's mixed but it could be much, much worse. I reached 11% bf. I'm in my early twenties and I have a job in a warehouse that pays me just barely enough for me to move out but I won't live that well. I like the job to a degree but I want to start building for my future and having a career in retail is embarrassing when all my friends have real careers. I'm in training for a financial assistance/sales job that is essentially a legal pyramid program. We do help people, there is potential for growth, but it's all commission and my pay only increases if I recruit people into my downline. I've been trying to get a better job for over a year and this is all that's come up so far. I want a better life for myself, but I don't know if this is the right thing to do.

>>42077090
good for you anon. keep up the good work

No because I want a female sex friend and most web sites are about meeting trans behind a glory hole which is not really what I want.

I still lift though.

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>>42076134
>went on /r9k/ for the first time in months
>now upset again

Fuck. I never want to touch that fucking poison again. I don't want to be addicted to sadness and loneliness again, I want to make it. I just want to be fucking proud of myself but I can't even have that.

>>42077475
I'm in a similar place anon. Diversify your interests and when something fun catches your attention give it a try. If you get disinterested in it, just move on and try the next thing. Always be learning about something.

>tfw cutting just makes my pectus and flared ribs more noticeable

Even when I look better I still don't look good

>>42076134
>bitch cheats on me
>break up
>find new gf
>get heavily attached as always
>think that's the girl I'm going to marry some day
>literally perfect
>we go out with friends
>read books and play mario kart
>go lifting with her older brother
>almost feels like teenage love all over again
>after only four months she decides to leave me
>drunkcall cheating ex
>get drunk together next weekend
>make out
>meet up to talk about it
>make out more
>almost back into relationship status
>could've had a meaningful relationship with some smart ass, beautiful girl
>now stuck with some hot yet stupid cunt
>still feels better than being completely alone
fuck off I feel like the biggest cuck in man's history

>>42078784
You did the right thing anon. Don't look back and use the emotional pain as fuel to improve yourself. It's also okay to grief just do it with alone or with your bros. You'll be alright lad.

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My gf has been giving me the cold shoulder recently. She says that she's been really sick, and falls asleep after coming home from work, but I don't buy it.

What do lads? I don't want to be lonely again.

>>42080325
prepare yourself

>>42077331
>34rd
the work is clearly getting to your head

>>42079944
yeah I guess that should do it... I'm gonna be staying at my lake house from next week until the exam and I won't have any weed around there (I'll be around family) so hopefully I'll clear up while I'm there.

>>42076134
>25yo
>gay
>virgin
>social retard

eh, could be worse I guess.

>>42076134
I'm doing really good actually. Hit 3 pl8 for my DL last week, and my birthday is tomorrow. Going to Denny's and then the movies, finishing the day with a threesome with some prostitutes I called off Backpage.

>>42076134

Just cut a long term friend out of my life. Currently employed 0 hour contract at the king of burgers.

<insert usual sob story owing money bullshit here followed by I need more money in order to pay you back + causing me problems elsewhere in life no no reason other than causing shit since you have a lot of free time when you have no friends left and only work 4-8 hours a week.>

Theres $1000 I'll never see again. He mighta turned up with $300 after a inheritance in a years time. But now I realise it would just be to wipe the slate clean and start off getting it back to $1000. I look forward to the day social services takes his children away from him and his teenage mother. Who text me asking where he was the same night he walked 10 miles in the rain to come pay me back a small amount of what he owes but lost his wallet and his phone battery died. ie. both of them sitting on couch planning how to scam me out of another $100-200. I hope his new found love smashes his new phone and xbox... again when she runs out of cigarettes/spice. And calls the cops on him for domestic violence... again...

This time he'll have nowhere to stay. Anyway I changed my number... He already started the paragraph long texts about my being a dickhead etc... I don't want to read the ones that will come over the next 2-3 weeks. He's gonna demand his ladders back... The ladders that shouldn't even be in my fucking flat in the first place. Gonna take them down his brothers before he gets a chance to remember I have them and starts using it as an excuse that his 'father' who he has not seen in 2-3 years all of a sudden needs his ladders back and as a result the roof repair escalates to the point where he's gonna take me to court for his fathers roof collapsing in... He just needs $50 to get a guy out to quote the roof repair... Just for the quote not the entire roof... Which is my fault... obviously... But he doesn't want to be a dickhead, just $50 now.

>>42079345
I never understood why anyone would kill themselves. For 13 billion years you've been effectively dead (i.e. non-existing) and after this infinitesimally short blip of rather eventful time called life you'll return to being dead for literally all eternity, long after the inevitable heat death of the universe. You will spend literally 99.99999999999999.... ad infinitum percent of your life dead, so why the fuck wouldn't you AT LEAST live a purely hedonistic life filled with drugs and women and maximum pleasure? I mean you don't have to bother trying to be great, but why not at least try to experience the simple and good things in life like falling in love, raising a family, gain friends and have a good time? And if you fuck up, who cares? You're gonna die soon anyway and be dead forever. I just don't get why anyone would rush the whole "dying" thing, don't worry, you're gonna spend A LOT of time being dead senpai

>>42080442
You can't trick the human brain with that kind of logic.

>>42080014
He got it up the hill, it just rolled down the other side.

The difference between a punishment and a challenge is perspective, as is the difference between suffering and enduring.

>>42076134
im 23, been with my girlfriend for 4 years and honestly she has made me fat as fuck. Doing a little better now and not eating out as much and actually hitting the gym.
I really want out of the relationship though and I'm scared to pull the trigger

>>42076375

See I didnt even need to post this anon did it for me word for word

>>42077376
>kinda

I think I blew my one chance to keep going out with this girl because I totally fucking sperged out through text. It was going well too.

It's probably mostly in my head but this mental barrier is stopping me from trying anymore. I know I've got no balls and that I should probably try doing something, but it's not as easy as it sounds brehs.

>>42080432
Holy shit, I thought I was a bad friend for not taking phone calls but this guy...

>>42077376
>kinda
Nah, you're good, my man. Keep on cheating.

Well I'm

a high school dropout
30 years old
fat
bald
just got fired
just broke up with gf

so I'd say no

the only thing getting me through day to day has been losing weight (down 50lbs in 5 months) and video game

>>42077049
>made the right choices and didn't lose friends

Fuck you. Hold me.

>>42080399
At least you don't gotta deal with women.

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>>42080575
> but it's not as easy as it sounds brehs.
i don't think anyone on here is arguing otherwise

>did last exam on thursday
>won't see most peers for 6 months because we have an internship semester
>slowly disconnected with all my hometown friends because I'm not home often and too autistic to initiate contact when I am
>have 3 weeks before I start working
>have absolutely nothing to do besides lifting in that time
I really feel like I'm wasting my time right now

>>42080399
Sounds cute. I'd let you suck my dick.

>>42080301
Actually, having a girlfriend/wife automatically makes you a cuck, unless she's a virgin and never cheats on you.

>>42077648
I'm sorry anon

>>42080621
Muthafuckin' fuck you in ya muthafuckin' butt, ya 'ggot.

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>>42080669
if i were a faggot i wouldn't have that problem, faggot

Let's see

>21 years old
>just got accepted for MSc in applied & engineering physics at top university
>some software I made recently passed $100k/month revenue (my takehome is about 30-45% of that varying from month to month)
>recently slept with a semi-famous actor, she's got about 2.1 mill followers on instagram to give you an idea, not gonna keep her around though because she's a massive SJW feminazi
>closing in on 10% bf, didn't loose too much strength so lifts are decent

Yeah I'm doing pretty good. I'm balding though which kinda sucks but I guess I'll just have to get used to it because I can't be fucking bothered with a hair transplant or anything like that.

No I feel like im going to vomit after my workout and it has started happening every time this past two months. I cant tell if i drink too much water during workout, not enough, whether my breakfast is too little or too much and might cause it, or what. Its fucking me.
That being said I am otherwise fine

c r y i n g
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>>42080689
You ain't shit, 'ggot.

>>42076503
don't go drinking with smokers this time, just tell them you don't want to fold again and that you need this. if they are decent people they will help you

>>42076263
Stay strong mi amigo.

>>42080726
fuck off nigger

>>42080442

My friend took your advice x 10 and still an heroed at 23.

If you've ever had it explained to you it might make sense. Also you can be genetically unhappy. I never understood this until my friend explained it. Drugs made it better... until they didn't same with hobbies, exercise etc... Not that he was a raging drug addict. But he could have ended up there very easily... He might have even preferred it... Getting drugs each day would at least have given him a purpose. I wouldn't have liked to have seen that.

Sometimes the forces in life are against you and you're just unlucky to be placed in a situation where the universe has it's proverbial boot on your neck and that is your life. Until your 21-25 and really get some life experience behind you it can be easy to be over-optimistic.

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>30
>Most friends married, going to get married
>Grills see single me as a problem so I see them less
>At least I have shy autism bro to split rent and chill with
Wish I could get him lifting
>Go downstairs to see if he wanna get brunch
>Hear a grill voice

Well it's over, now I'm really alone

>>42080442
yeah we get it kid, you're so cool, edgy, nihilist and atheist

>>42080826
You have the nakedest son in the world right now.

>>42077359
feed your baby car regularly and don't shake it too hard

>>42080442
What is my idea of having a good time hurts others very badly? Should I care as less about their barely existing life as much as mine, by your logic? I've considered killing myself before, because my mind is hurting me if I don't give in to my cravings. I've believed in your logic before, but I changed it into a belief of making the best of my barely existent life. Even if it means I can't live it to my minds idea of the fullest.

>>42077459
alpha as fuck

>>42077459
Why are you even wasting her time? Your participation in this relationship is completely self-serving. You should just walk away and let her find what she's looking for.

>>42077913
iktf man. at home: nice food, there all the time, home gym, friends. at uni: gym is money, good food is money and hard to do, stuff on all the time, depressing, I'm beginning to form friendships but it takes me a long time, also there are gains goblins fucking everywhere.
tl;dr University is the ultimate gains goblin

>>42078180
you just realised it. only you can help yourself anon but that includes choosing who you stick around

>>42077359

You gotta go out in the woods to find some iron to mine. Don't forget to mine some coal as well as to turn that iron into steel to craft your car frame, engine, spare parts. Finding the rubber trees and oil for your tires and fuel are bit harder because those are in the tropics and desert, you can just buy those on the auction house though. However, they're often overpriced on the auction house.

Also you have to have a Mechanic skill level of 400 to craft the car first.

>>42079198
the dreams are your body finally getting into the deep sleep and REM sleep cycles that the weed has been stopping you from getting to all of this time. this is better sleep for you and your body, once the nightmares fade you will learn the beauty of good sleep and vivid dreams again that you have unwittingly missed

>>42079345
this will only be bad for your family and it is wholly selfish please at least think of them

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>>42076315
You never forget her anon, I've had gfs in between the girl that got me started lifting and I still think about her alot

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>>42079345
Post time stamp with tank

>>42079889
i have felt this before, like i would never lose this retardation. It got me scared and worried so i put down the piff and believe you me it is temporary but you need to stay clear of it for a while, at least 3-4 weeks and do work regularly for longer. it all comes back but you have to try.
t.chemist who thought he had smoked part of his brain away

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My family keeps asking to visit me
I tell them no way, I don't want them here
I'll visit them when I'm ready
They say they miss me, but I really just cant deal with having someone here especially someone like my mom or dad...

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>>42076796
>stay with her
>raise the rape baby as your own
>knock her up with your own kids
>train your biological kids to beat up their half-brother rape baby
>assert their position as being higher on the totem pole than the rape baby

That's the only way you can stick with her and not be a cuckold

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>accepted I will spend my life alone some months ago or rather that I will never find someone I prefer being with to being by myself
>slowly feeling more numb day by day
>tfw slowly becoming more dead inside

Now that I've lost all hope of being loved and being able to love, I just have to push myself to get better and better for no other reason thn to feel good about myself and to have some goals to shrive for.

Fuck brahs, I have nice career coming up, few like minded friends, I have couple hobbies I'm having fun and success with. But I've had zero luck in relationships. One night stands are okay at best but since they reguire me to start acting polar opposite of myself for several hours I don't find them worth the effort.

How the fuck am I meant to find like minded girl when I don't care about 99% of the people. Fucking hell, I know I'm meant to go and just talk to girls but since the chances are they have nothing of interest going on it all just feels futile. So much effort for some fantasy scenario in my head where getting into relationship will solve my remaining problems. Even then it's not like getting into relationship means it will last. If we break up then it's back to square one for me. Why the fuck am I so picky with people?

Fuck brahs, despair keeps gnawing in deeper the more I type. Atleast it felt good to type it all down.

>>42076134
Got a job lined up, but no woman in sight

>>42077459
LOL
what an animal

>>42080929
>wah, let her find a good cuck willing to raise her child for her

>>42076796
>best friend
>havent met her kid
why do you tell lies

>>42081424
I'd say the same thing if a woman was posting. If you see no future with someone because of something that isn't likely to change, you're intentionally wasting their time for your own selfish desires. It's despicable

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>Skinnyfat pencil neck lovehandle manboob fuck
>People look at me in disgust and horror like I'm a subhuman
>Don't even wan't to see any of my friends because they'll see what I've become
>Even my family looks at me like there is something wrong with me
Fuck this shit /fit/, I thought I was at rock bottom two years ago and then I dirty bulked like a retard then did a starvation cut and lost all my gains and kept all of my fat and am even worse than I was before. I've made a complete 180 with my lifestyle, but it's frustrating waiting to see any visible changes

>>42080618
id rather deal with women.

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>>42081448
>single mother fishing for a new father for her kid
>somehow it's the guy that is wasting her time for telling her "I won't raise your kid"
Yeah, fuck off.

>>42081465
>dirty bulk
>starvation cut
>lost all my gains
>kept all of my fat
Should've thought this through first, bobby.

>>42081465
stop eating karbowhidreets (sp?)

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>>42081253
The same as this guy has but a female version
What do?

>>42081465
how is that even possible

>>42081591
>>42081253
date each other?

>>42080692
enjoy being a bald liar nigger

>>42081715
not a liar nor a nig
otherwise I'll try to enjoy being bald, I don't think it'll be that bad

>>42076489
learn a language or a programming language

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>social autist
>adhd
>increasingly becoming more self loathing and angry
>haven't lifted in months
I think I enjoy the anger, it at times is the only thing that feels real. I've become obsessed with the idea of wanting to destroy myself physically and mentally

>>42081715
Congratulations! You've been selected for this year's Punt, Pass, and Suck My Dick competition!

>>42076134
>well paying job opportunities
>but don't want to spend the rest of my life in front of a computer
>missed out on uni because i was a retard and didn't go
>no debt but no friends
>so depressed and alone i start having panic attacks
>kind of hope i die in my sleep

it helps at least knowing there are others like me. when i was a kid with anxiety i felt alone

>>42077195
ikf bro. Don't have any advice for you but know that you'll not the only one in this situation.

I wish I had someone or something that could just follow me around and tell me what I do wrong in social interactions so i could have tried to fix them when I was younger.

Clearly I'm too autistic to realize it myself, considering I'm 25 and a kissless virgin and I haven't had friends since middle school.

The thing that sucks is that my entire life, I've always been able to make people laugh and all that

>>42076512
im in the same boat.moved out of my house at 17, wasted the most important years of my life working in a factory, getting fat and getting hammered every day with my roommates. moved back home to start school at 23, now im 26 and almost done but nobody is going to want to hire me. im going to have to compete with all these 21 year olds who didn't go to a community college and have social skills. fuck me.

>>42081789
Hey man I'm pretty similar to you. 25, social autist, adhd, angry and self loathing.

The worst part about being a social autist and having ADHD is that not only do you have the autism, but with ADHD you probably also annoy people. At least that's what my life has been like.

I'm pretty funny, or at least I always have people laughing, but with the ADHD basically I just get too annoying, and then add in the being angry and a lot of the "funny" stuff I say turns into saying mean things

I basically feel exactly like the comedian Bill Burr

A lot better now that I've cleaned my room (apartment) and have groceries for the first time in weeks. Not to mention I'm eligible for food stamps up to $300 monthly as of recent. It's getting better every day.

>>42076134
when my job started 3 weeks ago i became to feel so tired that i havent been going to gym anymore
is this it, how the fuck i can keep my levels up?

>>42081430
Because she moved across the country after her abuse ex raped here.

She's been back in town for a few months now.

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Been going to the gym for a month. I've been slowly gaining weight from 140 to 148 but I grew an extra 2 inches without noticing. So now I'm getting frustrated with making my weight catch up to my new height of 5'11

I talked to my girlfriend. She says she just wants to enjoy out casual romance and cute dates and isn't worried about getting super serious anytime soon.

>>42082723
she wants to, and is, fucking other guys while seeing you. sorry your "girlfriend" is a whore

Not well.
I just started working out three weeks ago. And it's making me feel better and seems to even add hours to every day. But money issues, the lack of a single friend in the entire state of Iowa, mother and father being dead, and the fact I work as a Tech in a CVS with no room for advancement (and I'm pay capped with my yearly no raise being in one month) just make me depressed as shit.

I need a career, I need to save money, I need to get in shape, and I want somebody in my life to love.

I kept wanting all those things, but felt like I was stretched too thin for them all. Right now I'm just focusing on working out and finding a new job.

I want to make it.

>>42082816
Hey, learn to program. I taught myself in a 4 months, enough to get a junior developer job. They pay ridiculously well with great advancement options considering how easy it is to break into, and you need no degree. You have a background in tech so it'll help too.

I recommend front end development (web dev) for the sake of getting a job quickly, then move into back end or full-stack for ultimate income.

Save up, invest in real estate.

You'll find someone, anon. Everyone finds someone. :)

>>42082816
>>42082854
Also just to add, since when learning finding structure is hardest, follow these guides:

https://github.com/P1xt/p1xt-guides

Sorry if you already know or don't want this info, I just want to help.

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i keep pinching my nipples and jacking off to femdom porn

sort of stopped being ashamed of it and trying to fight it at this point

>>42082723
if you are looking for something serious then break up immediately. Don't waste time on someone who doesn't want anything serious if you think otherwise.

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The more I lift the more autistic I get. I literally spill spaghetti left and right and I've become insecure about my looks (probably because of /fit/)
The funny thing is that I used to get more chicks when I was a chubbyfat idiot because back then I didn't give a shit about my looks and didn't compare myself to everyone else.
I'm just insecure as fuck and want to go back :'(

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>Went to a party a few days ago
>didn't speak to a single girl
God fucking damn it. I mean, I didn't know a single one of them but I should at least exchange pleasantries or introduce myself to one. Instead, I didn't exchange a single word with one.

Thank god I had 3-4 good buddies there and didn't just stand in the corner awkwardly for 5 hours like the guy in the meme.

lifting doesn't cure autism

>>42082854
what is it with people online (4chan reddit etc) thinking every single person on earth wants to be a computer programmer

>>42080442
You'll grow up some day.

A hedonistic lifestyle isn't a substitute for emotional neglect and the feeling of failure.

>>42082962
Its easy lad. Just speak to them like they are people holy fuck

They are people, with interests and hobbies and shit. Just talk to them like you would a dude.
Skip the pick up artist bullshit man.

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>be me
>study biology
>dreamed of being this neat researcher and shit
>get Masters
>get stuck at my Uni, working at the museum and being a teacher
>always wanted to get a PhD but my papers and work at the museum is never "enough" to land me a place
>some of my own students have been able to go on and get a chance of getting a PhD
>I'm stuck here, working with the collections and giving lectures
>this is not what I wanted with my life
>I only feel happy when Im at the gym lifting or when I go for a hike

>inb4 you are just spoiled, your life is alright, etc

You don't get it, it like hitting a wall, literally not being good enough to get what you want, I feel like shit, this is not what I wanted, is not about money, is just not being able to be what you wanted to be. If in a three years period I'm not accepted in a PhD program, I will join the French Legion.

>mfw when they reject me because of no previous military experience

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>>42076437
delet dis

>>42083161
Also, I think I'm actually depressed, I heard my parents talking about that too a while ago, I mean, sure, Im not happy, but I didn't think it shows. A friend of mine asked me if I was alright a few days ago, he tried to make me date a friend of his, I did, but apparently she said to him I didn't want to be with her when we went out and what not.

I don't know, maybe is my work, like I said.

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>>42083148
Honestly I'm not that bad at conversations, even with girls. Introductions are the only thing I'm bad at. And I've never watched that PuA crap ever.

But approaching strangers (whether they are guys or girls) feels somewhat unnatural to me. Like a voice in my head telling me to not do it.

Anyway, practice makes perfect and I'm for sure way more social than I was 4 years ago. But I'm 23 years old, it feels to me that I should be at that level of social skills back when I was 17. I'm about to end my uni studies soon and things will probably only get tougher from now on.

>>42083148
>girls
>interests
>hobbies

holy kek

>>42076134
Feeling like I've never been better than now. Scoring high in all subjects. Got offered an internship at the uni I go to. Got an other summer job which pays very well on the side, with two other offers. I read more, work out more, do more productive things.

I met this girl who is basically everything I want in a girl, we fucked a few times. We study the same place but spend our summers in different cities. She texted me a few weeks later that there's not gonna be anything more between us, and that's all I can think about

> tfw no gf I guess

>>42076557
Then quit your job. Money isn't worth it.

>>42076564
Don't join the military.

>>42076760
Fucking pull the trigger fatty. You disgust me.

>>42076844
Right now you look like a Greek pastry

I love my daughter, but i hate every piece of this hell called marriage.
My wife's totally retarded, moody and selfish in every way imaginable.

Lifting and working tons to get by.

>>42082854
>>42082872
I should clarify, by Tech, that means I'm a Pharmacy Tech. I don't know much at all about computers aside from understanding how to google errors and follow those directions.

But thank you.

>>42076437
Break the cycle then faggot, or become the heir to Elliot.

>>42077382
Dude. If she's broke a ten year relationship just because you flirted with some hotties. Like she should get mad at you, sure. But to just break up over that is so fucking dumb. Just move on, you dont need her fat ass anyways.

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>>42076512
Remember Jk Rowling only hit success at 41


>>42082898
Weird
Since I've started lifting I've become a bit more autistic too but in front of the mirror.Just admiring my small achievements and figuring out what parts need more work.
Coming on /fit/ just gets me more motivated
I never started working out for chicks,remember people fall in love with ideias.

>>42077578
exactly what stuff will be using my body to fuck my limp dick?

>>42083107
not saying that everyone does. just giving options

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>>42083531
maybe so, but her dress fell open revealing a good part of her bra. if that's what success is then no thanks.

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>thought i added 5kg to my dl 1rm
>got home and did the maths again
>it was actually the same as my previous 1rm from like 2 months ago

also i haven't had a face to face conversation with anyone in nearly a month kek

>>42077459
10/10 would grab a cold one with

>>42076134
My lower back hurts a lot from squats.

>>42083531
Winston Churchill was a horrible man

>>42083531
I've just become insecure because of all the manlet memes and people making "you will never make it because you do not have x" and stuff.
I just lost that fly "I dont give a shit" attitude that made shit easy with girls.
And I never started working out for chicks either. I have trouble even chatting with new dudes I don't know

>>42076255
lol should've paid attention in school fgt

>>42080692
It sounds like you have plenty of money for a hair transplant, go for it man. Alternatively, shave your head. It's a pretty good look for a lot of dudes

>>42079103
God is dead.

>>42083333
Quads of truth.

>>42076557
Look around for a replacement job, get that job, THEN quit your current job

>>42083245
>Like a voice in my head telling me to not do it.
You were probably told "Dont talk with strangers" your whole childhood, so thats pretty normal.

>>42079345
Fuck the tank just cut your throats you fucking pussy.

>>42083410
How does that even happen? Why would you marry her?

>>42080634
sounds shit man. I feel so lucky that here at home through primary school, secondary school and sixth form i found a group of bros as spergy as me so i still see them. we are all so socially retarded that we only have eachother at home barely make new friends at university. I think it was the aspergers and all boys school that helped, ven at a mixed sixth form we all gravitated away from da grills

>>42076844
jesus please tell me this a troll

>>42080634
try being in that state for years like i have

>>42076375
You need a purpose in life. Find out how you think you can make the world a better place and then start working towards that goal. Start by cleaning your room

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>29
>no friends
>no gf
>still 4 years of uni left
>live alone
I feel like if I just stay the course my life will be great by the time I'm 40 but does that really matter if I have nobody in my life?

>>42081183
y is this?

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>>42081205
you are an awful person. but you are right.

>>42084035
I am what you call a salary man

>Be me
>Move half way across the country
>Live on my own
>Go to work, live my life etc...
>Only visit home 2-3 times a year
>Family says they miss me etc...
>Mom wants to fly out and stay with me for a few days
>I'm a busy guy with a career
>Not interested in having people come over my place and than I'm at work doing my own shit
>I'm in my 30s
>Don't need the company of my parents in my place..
>My brother and dad has visited but I don't need my mom or my sister visiting me'
>I live alone, end of story
>Don't need family coming over and fucking my shit up...
>It might sound rude to some but it is my life and I live alone end of story..
>Don't want visitors except friends or my brothers.
>I'm in my 30s for god sake...

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>>42076134
not that great desu, suspect i'm pretty close to killing myself
gonna see a doctor or shrink next week to see if they can fix me otherwise well that's that
i guess it could be worse

>>42084130
That's somewhat reasonable, but you could always allow them to visit while you're home. Don't let them stay over, but rather grab a hotel.

I do something similar.

I'm fine with family visiting, but I'm not accepting people into my home to stay if they aren't drunk off their asses and cannot drive.

>>42084174
I don't want to deal with them coming over to see me

I like visiting them, others invading my life when I am going through some tough things in life isn't something i need in my life...

All I want to do is lift and draw and start making a pittance out of both of those things, but I need money just to get started in those endeavors and the only path out is this gayass mcjob. every second spent taking orders feels like death. my superiors don't respect me nor do I them. we're going through the motions and it's pure horseshit

for the first time in my life, I understand why people turn to lives of crime - but I won't risk tossing it all a way for the chance of temporary satisfaction.

>>42076134
No.
My lifts are shit, I'm weak, my cut is going too slow, I'm still too fat, I have muscle imbalances, the personal trainers at my gym are useless and I'm seriously considering cutting out the few friends I see once a year because it's too hard going back to being completely alone after seeing them.

>>42080211
Jesus Christ you got me right in the feels. I just recently removed my /r9k/ bookmark because that shit sure ain't doing you any good. Stay strong my friend, we will sort things out.

>>42080211
>>42084424
Typical r9k autistic faggot loser here

The reason why places like r9k exist is because you cant talk about those types of problems with anyone in real life. If you try to talk to people in real life about having no friends, or being a virgin, or any of those other types of issues, you will lower your social value even more. And then if you try to talk about it on a forum like this, you get told to "fuck off back to r9k"

So the place develops because you cant talk about your situation with normal people who can maybe help you. and instead end up only being able to talk about it with others in your shoes, who have had the same experiences, and it becomes a feedback loop of negativity

Imagine telling your coworkers who you see every day that you're a virgin or have no friends and what that would do. Imagine trying to get a date with a girl and she sees you don't have any friends and how quickly she would drop you

>>42084471
oh and of course i forgot that even if you do manage to find someone normal who tries to help, or a therapist/psychologist, you get inundated with cliches and buzzwords like "just be yourself" and "shower" and "be happier" and realize that even people who should be able to help you cant

>>42084471
>>42084491
No disagreement there buddy. I just feel like maybe it's not actually good for you to wallow in self pity like that board likes to do. But who the hell am I to say anything like that. I'm a literal manchild who doesn't even know how to be a man. I'm one week into my vacation out of four and all I've done is lift and play vidya.

>>42084575
I know that obviously it's bad to wallow in self pity. But sometimes when you're completely alone and no one cares or udnerstands thats all there is to have

>>42084199
Stay prudent anon. Glad to hear you have a hobby unlike most of the autists on here

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I am afraid of people
I want to go for walks in the downtown area and just walk around when other people are out
Is this odd?

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>>42076134
I've been making good progress on a new story I've been working on. Should be done by next Sunday.

Gonna go to the library tomorrow so I can get out of the house for something other than work/exercise (and because my books are due).

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>>42076770
Sounds like you need to have a talk.

>>42077425

>>42077474
Helium sudoku isn't a great method anymore due to the worldwide helium shortage. Even if you buy a tank of helium it's p well cut with other gases so if someone finds you before you croak, you'll either be severely brain damaged or a vegetable for the rest of your life.

https://youtu.be/dKl58l8Thl4
Better without sound.

>>42077497
Babby steps, anon. New job could do a lot for you.

>>42077578
If you're in a deep enough hole, they might be the jumpstart to get you where you need to be so you can start sustaining your life without them. Some drugs are shittier than others though.

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>>42077787
Find mutual interests.

>>42078221
Good feel.

>>42078508
There are methods of blocking out websites at certain times if you want to try that for motivation.

>>42079889
Drink a gallon of water a day, take your multis and fruits/veges with plenty of fish/meat to replenish your chemicals, do cardio and endurance training to force the body to process the stuff, then do some hot/cold training, fast 2 days a week and intermittent fasting, masturbate as many times as possible in a 24 hour period once a week, then be celibate the rest of the week while attempting to STOP the arousal response entirely (approach it like you're dominating an opponent).

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>gf dumped me yesterday because "I'm only attracted to you physically"

I THOUGHT I MADE IT