Can we get a feels thread /b/ro's?

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>>742802409
Bump

>>742802409
Sure
Today was my first day in therapy
So I'm making progress

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>>742802409
Going to sleep real soon, no time to dump. Have a bump and a hug.
Godspeed Anon.
Btw, since when is it called a feels thead and not a baww thread?

>>742803283

Good for you, anon. Stick with it and be completely honest and transparent with your therapist. He/she won't be able to help you fully otherwise. Take his advice to heart and do it.

>>742803465

Those days are long gone.

>>742803048
ahahaha the cevapcici is the real feels here

>>742803528
Thanks man that's what I'm working on

I know it sounds dumb as fuck but my last relationship messed me up
I could greentext the fucked up situation if any anons want to hear it

>>742803866

If it will help you, sure.

I'll dump my folder in the meantime.

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>>742803563
Ok, haven't been here in a long time. But it's good to see that you /b/ros still care enough to listen to each oher baww. It's nice to know you're still here.

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>>742804325

Yeah, it's a beautiful thing. There are armchair therapists that flock here as well sometimes. There's only a handful of them but they offer deep advice.

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I miss the days before the captcha.

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>>742804584
That's good.
I was never able to talk to other people about my problems, but here I felt comfortable.
From time to time I still lurk and remember the time I spend on 4chan.
I hope you'll never change, /b/.

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OP Here guys, do you guys have more pictures like this and quotes.

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I didn't take any classes over the summer semester since I was going to get a part time job and put up emergency money. All I did was get high and play vidya like an idiot.

I was talking to my mother about it a few days ago, and she told me "It doesn't matter, it's just nice to see you happy." I will always remember that.

>>742803528
>tfw I've done that, but I just don't want to get better and refuse to try, so they can't help

>>742805357
Fuck. I remember what caused this panel.

It's probably not a good thing how deeply I can relate to the joke at the end of The Killing Joke...

>>742804264
>be me 18
>date girl let's call her M
>M is no model but I love her
>she has serious depression and anxiety
>relationship is good for 3-4 months
>my super conservative parents found out we had sex
>was barely able to see her after that
>broke up with her around the 6 month mark because of that
>we kinda started getting back together after a month

This is the feel part btw

>after 23 fucking days of being together again she ended it over a text
>her reason was that she felt used for sex
>I can honestly see why she thought that but I loved her
>feel horrible, tried apologizing but to no avail
>I'd watch as she would talk shit behind my back
>felt like hurting myself just because of the guilt
>watched as she got a new boyfriend and rubbed it in my face over social media (believe me it was intentional)

Basically I was super fucked up cause I felt extremely guilty about hurting her (still do sometimes) and she replaced me with someone who made her happy

Either way a lot of nights I wish I could win her back but I just don't know how

>>742805119

My feels folder is fairy small and I'm sharing them at random. Those are bound to show up, I just don't know how many I have.

>>742805405

That's your issues talking. You're above your illness and you deserve good things. You have to fight with all of your might to overcome it, and I know you can anon. I dropped out in the 9th grade because my bipolar disorder was tearing me apart and I couldn't go to school. Now I'm starting my second year at a university.

You have to fight, and you have to keep fighting. You're stronger than your issues, I know you are.

>>742803048
rewatched "lepa sela lepo gore" yesterday.

shits rough

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>>742805729

No relationship is a "happily ever after". Don't ever buy into that. They start out like that, but over time, things do change. That's why divorces happen after fifteen years of marriage. If she's rubbing it in your face, then she's not worthy of your good heart.

I had my heart shattered two years ago after a four year relationship. I won't go into specifics because it's not important, but I was told once that I'd forget all about her once someone else turns my head. It's true.

Other girls are out there, you're 18 and she wasn't your only option, no girl is. You're young enough to find someone else, someone better.

>>742804584
Bob ross is a legend

>>742805744
Funny that. I dropped out of 10th and haven't done a goddamn thing but avoid reality after I got my equivalency and dropped out within a month of going to my local CC.
Scratch that, I ended up on Psych hold due to a suicide attempt and was coerced into doing ECT treatments, because nothing else was working.
I don't deserve anything if I won't work for anything, and I don't want to work for anything. I just want to not think. So I play video games and try to talk to people for as long as they'll put up with me. But they always get tired of my insecurities or something else. Everyone leaves eventually.
Hell, I go to therapy biweekly. I just don't want help. I've wanted to die since third fucking grade. I know what behaviors I could do to form a positive feedback loop to counteract the negative ones in depression. I just would rather give up life than try at this point.

>>742806152
Thank you
I know what you're saying is true but it's always hard to let go

A little better everyday though :)

>>742804930

Got me man. Fucking got me.

>>742804584
We need more people like Bob Ross nowadays. Someone needs to be the next saint to reach out to people in these troubled times.

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>>742805644
Pic related.
Let's see if anyone else can understand this feel.

>>742804675
sad nigga hours yo

I dated recently for the first time in my life, I'm 22 and I found a girl that was near perfect for me.

She was really happy to find someone like me, always said how impressed she is with my answers when she asked me questions about myself. Then one day she got cold and distant, treated me like shit to be honest, ghosting me, blowing off another date to go hang out with a 'friend', acting like she doesn't care. All of that just over night, I didn't even give her a reason to be like that. On /adv/ I was told by another girl that she got cold feet about getting into a relationship and thats what made her act this way, it made sense, she even implied it later that she wasn't 'mature enough' for a relationship right now but whenever I'd ask her if she really wants to continue this and see me she kept saying "yes" so I couldn't bring myself to just let her go, I was receiving mixed signals.

Then one day she deletes me off of everything, the night before our next date. I sent her a message, she replied the day after pretty much saying she doesn't want to do this anymore, acting like a victim and we just never spoke again. Made me feel like I did something and I can't find what, nothing seems like something that would case a break up like that.

The point of the story is that now I'm really skeptical about getting into a relationship. We only dated for 2 months but it was enough for her to make it hurt in the end. I know its a trial and error sort of thing, relationships, but idk man, I used to think its much easier than that based on what my friends did. They just met a girl, 2 weeks later already sleeping together, for me it was 2 months and this happened, it was a ldr from the beginning so I suppose it contributed to it but still, I tried and it was sort of devastating in the end. I'm hopefully moving out soon for college and hoping to meet someone there, scared tho, somehow.

That happened 2 months ago, still she comes to mind and it upsets me.

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>>742806258

You're probably one of the honest few I've seen on /b/ after all of these years. ECTs are a last resort and not many people know that. I'm really sorry that you feel this way, anon. Just know that you can have good things, great things, if you fight. You deserve to live in this world and you belong here, no matter how you feel right now. The moment you start to legitimately fight is when you'll find this out.

This isn't a magical cure. I have to fight on the daily and I've had to withdraw from college three times because of manic episodes (I was hallucinating all three times), but I'm back and doing fine. You have to fight anon, and when you do, you'll find out that you belong here and that you have a right to be here.

>>742806863
I know all that. I was told all through school what a bright kid I was, what potential I had...
I know it's not a magic cure, I just don't think the payoff is worth the large amount of effort it'd take from where I am to even just a mediocre life.

>You have to fight anon, and when you do, you'll find out that you belong here and that you have a right to be here.
There's the kicker. I don't have to. If I did, I couldn't have been entirely stagnant for half a decade already. All I'm doing is avoiding reality and keeping myself stable, because I don't trust myself to not fuck up anything short of a shotgun and don't want to put my family through that again (emotionally or financially), and I've just stopped trying to get better
The way I describe it is I'm in a dangling elevator, holding the emergency break. I don't know that I'll be able to let go and climb out before it crashes, and I'm not certain he crash would kill me instead of just putting me in a coma or crippling me in some way. So I just hold on to where I am and refuse either option. But it's getting old, and so am I. I don't want to be a dependant at 30, 40...

Honestly some of the shit woman do to guys is enough to make you hate them....or at least want to. Because we all know a few months later one will wander into your life, you'll forget all the bullshit for a glorious few seconds when you see them and boom, you're hooked on them like a fucking drug.

And i don't even mean casual relationships or meaningless ex sex, cuz i and many of you out there reading this still have that.

But the fucking feels man. The fucking feels. The punch the fucking wall, break your TV control, looking out the window when you're driving pretending you're in the music video for a sad song (don't deny it we've all been that much of an angsty teenager) feels, that knock you off your game and fuck up your whole day.

And they wonder why guys end up as such cold dicks.

They honestly sit and wonder why we "won't show them our feelings". Because once bitten twice shy. how the fucking do you think we feel after a dozen.

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>>742806823

You're making a huge mistake here. Do not ever, ever compare yourself or relationships to other people. They aren't you, and you aren't them. We all have demons we face daily, and they may be sleeping together, but they might split up next month. When you measure yourself to other people, you're overlooking their flaws and only seeing one side of the story.

College is a GREAT place to meet people. Don't use it as a dating service, use it to get a job, but very successful relationships can start in college.. Relationships come second, your livelihood comes first. Just don't lose sight of why you're there.

>>742803283
Good to hear, anon. It took me some time to get my ass to therapy. I was selfish enough to think that i could heal my self and become my own therapist, but by acting that way made things so much worse.

Finally got some answers, and for the first time i actually feel i will get somewhere in life.

Life will change, eventually. Just give it time. I hope you sort out some shit and get better. Wish you all the best, dude.

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Right now, in this fucking moment, I'm with my ex, she is sleeping in my bed beside me.
We ended (she ended) the relationship just one day before our anniversary, about 1month ago.
Every day I try to talk and eat with her in my home.

She doesn't love my anymore I'm sure of that, and I even think that she is hanging around with someone else...
But having her here by my side it's all I need to bring all the happiness and serenity that she gave me in the past...

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>>742807503

You don't understand the freedom you'll have once you have a career and have money outside of SSI and stop relying on relatives to support you. You've said that you've heard this all before, so I won't waste my breath any longer, but you're making a conscious decision to fail yourself, and yes, it's yourself. You're digging your own grave out of apathy and you're too sick to realize what you're doing.

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>>742804930
Fuck, man.

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>>742804675
That 2AM shit is a lovely thought but so fucking immaturely expressed, christ

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>>742808294

What you two had will never be the same after what she's done to you. The relationship is forever changed and holding onto memories won't improve it. The wedge between you two will eventually get big enough to where she won't be around you anymore. It's inevitable, and you need to prepare for it.

Things won't ever be the same as before. It's best to move on.

>>742808370
>You don't understand the freedom you'll have once you have a career and have money outside of SSI and stop relying on relatives to support you.
Not even on SSI. Literally anything I get is from my parents or birthdays. They make you go in for Psych eval, and I doubt I'd get SSI without the desire to change or better myself.

>You've said that you've heard this all before, so I won't waste my breath any longer, but you're making a conscious decision to fail yourself, and yes, it's yourself. You're digging your own grave out of apathy and you're too sick to realize what you're doing.
No, I'm very well aware of what I'm doing. It's not entirely apathy. It's that I just don't want to try. So far, I either fail naturally, deliberately sabotage myself, or subconsciously sabotage myself. I'm fucking up my life and my parents' lives. I'd rather just be dead, have them pay the funeral costs, and mourn. Because right now, they're paying for me constantly, and mourning my wasted potential daily.

>>742806258
You're a lot like myself. I can't bring myself to actually DO anything, but that would cause me to be homeless in even more agony, yet trying to end it all is physically prevented. I just want to tell the fuckers
>Pay for all my shit, then, if you want me alive so badly
>Otherwise fuck off and let me die in peace

>Captcha: Road Hospital

>>742806258
>>742809034
Forgot to mention, I've wanted the same, but from 5th grade, so you've got me beat there

>>742802409
>Taking a poop
>Saw this
>Realized was another newfag thread
>Got back to poop

>>742807680
I didn't compare, I just had no idea how the 'game' is played and they made it seem so easy, but in my case I quickly realized it wasn't so I was trying to adapt to my situation as best as I could and forget what I saw my friends do since it didn't apply. I was doing fairly well to be honest, really got myself out of my comfort zone, but like I said, it was somewhat difficult to handle at the end.

And yeah, I have my priorities straight, I'm going to college for a reason but its the first time in a while that I'd be in a social environment so I think looking for someone in college would be a chance I wouldn't want to miss. Like I said, I'm a bit discouraged now because I know how much a potential break up might hurt, but there again, I know how to play this game now more than ever and feel more confident about it, especially since the girl was a solid 8/10 in my book, even higher personality wise so I feel like I can be likable to girls like that. I don't want to give up now that I've gotten so far and learned so much but it did leave a scar that, but I suppose things like that happen and you just have to move on.

Can't stop myself from thinking "what if" tho and its upsetting, I feel like that feeling will go away once I meet someone new, but until that happens it might be bothering me, even if its stupid to think that, now that its over.

>>742802409
I don't get it. What retard thinks love means forever?

>>742809203
Jesus I need out of here.

>>742809034
And also, they ARE paying for my shit.
That's not the answer in the long term.
Sure, doing whatever you want at all hours of the day feels great for a while. And then it becomes habit. And you start to NEED to do things. And then you find yourself too apathetic, and having to force yourself to do things so you get out of bed at all that day and keep yourself from being trapped in your own head...
And on days like today, you just don't get out of bed anyways, because what's the fucking point?

This really isn't better. I promise.

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Remember this one, anons.

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>obligatory reaction image

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I've reached a certain level of low in my life, then experienced a new level of low and then another and recently I've realized how much it changed me. I feel somewhat flushed out of emotions, I came to terms with the fact I'll be dead one day and for some reason welcome it instead of being afraid.

I live with the feeling that I can die any day, can happen tomorrow or the next minute, by my hand or a stranger's and it gives me the edge to do shit in my life rather than just working a day job until I expire, whats the point if you already know where you'll be 10 maybe 20 years from now? I decided to take my chances and just said fuck it, I'm going after something and hope it'll work, if it won't then there's always an hero, but its worth a try and I think I ran out of fucks to give to the point where its actually doable. I've no energy to pretend anymore, I just don't want to live a life that death would be a better alternative to, I want to do something I'll enjoy and let it bleed me out.
Life is too shit to live otherwise.

>>742805729
Weren't you here the last feels thread?
And it'll be better, just give it time and keep your hopes up if possible

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>>742804930
Damn

>>742805729
what is the problem? I don't see how you should feel guilty, it's all in her head and she refuses to believe otherwise aka the truth. Then she talks shit about you and tries to upset you intentionally. Half a year with someone like that? please, if she's like that after 6 months you can only imagine what she'll be like after lets say, 3 years. Fuck it man, if there's one thing I know is that things happen for a reason, there'll be a better girl out there for you and you won't even think about your ex anymore, thats how it always is. In the end we all die alone anyway, love is not forever, and if you outlive your loved one she'll eventually move on so why bother yourself about it? its completely ok to feel like shit after a break up, but thats just life man, what can you do, move on and try to forget, but most importantly, think about yourself now and keep busy, its best you can do and once you feel like you're ready, find someone else. Its where I'm at now

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bump

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>>742810990
>putting a mason mortar board on the head to indicate smartness
>a square cap 'symbolizes intelligence'

Not ANOTHER cringe thread!

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I know /bee/ Isn't my fucking diary but I would appreciate some input on this situation from some le randum strangers on the internet.


Here we go bois Part 1


>Be me 4 months ago

>Hit up the DMs of a grill I had zero contact for 7 years with, "dated" for 2 weeks before I moved out of the country

>Talk day and night about how autistic we were back then, things are looking good

>Find out she is out of her country, visiting her Fam near my City for a couple weeks

>mfw insta booked a hotel room, want to see her

>Hit it off basically the next day, shit is working out unexpectedly well

>I make plans again, visit her again all is good in the world

>Skip the next 3 months of me planning my work schedule around to take 5-7days off every time , so I can fly to her country

>Skip the talkin every day for hours how she misses me, how she loves me, how she can't wait to see me, doesn't know how she deserves me

Will post Part II if anybody is fucking with it

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>be me 26
>heading home after GoT night with freinds
>one freind is full on preggo
>other freind has is below average gf
>both talk about their significant other
>i find myself saying, ye seems like good to have someone to call the ambulance in case of sudden shit happening
>intersection comes up
>they go left
>I go right
>suddenly alone with thoughts again
>mfw I remember noone is waiting for me at home

>>742811811
Go for it. Why not.

>>742808294
I know it hurts, but man the fuck up, dude. Don't get played.
Walk away- you're being used.

I don't mean to sound like a dick, but my larger point is that there is a girl out there waiting for those moments and you're wasting them on an emotionally unstable ingrate. Don't let her steal that from someone who would appreciate it.
Go get 'em, tiger.

>>742806637
I loved that movie

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>My life

>>742812447
First half was... Ehh.
The part that was literally ripped from the comic book... Fuck me. That was great.

>>742811811

>Be the best thing that happened to her in her life ever

>Be the year of our Lord 2017, a week ago, I came over again

>We meet again, after 6 weeks of not seeing each other but talking everyday

>mfw she is acting wierd

>mfw she says she isn't feeling well and wants to stay home after the first 30 min to sleep a bit

>mfw she made plans to go out with her grills for the night a couple hours later

>Be me not a cunt, brush it off as no biggy even tho a took a 2 hour flight just to see her

>be the morning after

>she texted me she was feeling like garbage, was really stressed and nervous and we would just end up arguing over stupid shit because of that, she didn't want that to happen

>we couldn't see each other that same night, some stupid reason but i swallowed my pride because i thought she was worth it

>Still ask her if she isn't feeling me anymore, if something happened and it's not the thing she wants

>be her telling me" all is good don't make a scene about it, I love you the days were just bad. Ill wake up early so we can hang"

>She wakes up at like 2 in the afternoon


writing part 3 on my phone, shit is hard my dudes.

When the feels feel too often

https://dothethingneedsdoing.com

>>742808294
Where are you from /b/ro? I just recently witnessed the same story.

>>742809746
Jesus

>>742809447
was expecting "see you space cowboy"

>>742812815
I agree, the first half was a joke...nothing to do with the title, more of a "space filler" if you will. The end...where they shared a laugh...that was a good thing

>>742809447
Build the wall... because they force us to build the walls around our hearts.

>>742812866
Part III. I just want to be happy again
>tells me she was thinking about us, about what is happening with us
>i have sensed this meme days before
>tells me everything felt wierd when we met, guesses the distance had an impact on her
>she isn't feeling it anymore, says she is sorry
>Mfw heartbroken af, play it cool
>go pick up some stuff i left her place last time I was there, she's white as a ghost looking at the floor
>Be me, wish her the best in her future and leave
>she texted me the morning after, If i wanted to meet her and talk about what happened, doesn't want it to end like this.

BOIS Anybody interested in the aftermath, don't want to spam this bread with my pathetic shit anymore then i have to?

It seems to me that there is no death. That the measure of consciousness is just another dimension in which we are nothing more than local maximums and that after death we all just spread out and spend eternity in nothingness full of abstract crap and noise until there just happens to be some physical entity capable of maintaining consciousness - preserving that small peak in a faraway dimension that we actually are. So there is no real escape from here, sooner or later, maybe after countless universes die, you'll find yourself in something alive, not necessarily human, not necessarily something that you can imagine at all. There are no reasons to exist, no reasons to die, no possibility to opt-out and everything is imaginary.
It feels like I have understood everything and those truths are just as meaningless as anything else. It feels like I am an actor following a script in a play that I don't enjoy acting in and this play will last forever. So there is no reason for me not to enjoy acting, because it's a path of least resistance and the most rational thing I can do in this irrational mess that is beyond my understanding. But I can't. My mind rebels against it. Things I don't like? They will pass on their own. Things I like? They are nothing and mostly related to ancient needs written in my DNA. Everyone else is moved by something imaginary, from emotions to their will, I just... flow from eternal darkness to ethernal darkness, with no motivation or reason to do so. Every extraordinary thing I've created was created for no reason, just because. I'm not a loser in a common sense of the word, people respect me, some admire me. But I feel like I am a lifeless husk moving on and doing good because there is no death. I've felt the same for over 10 years now and nothing changes. I feel no limitations, see no problems, have no reasons to do anything. Like a bird sitting on a mountaintop looking around, seeing no way, not flying anywhere, just slowly freezing.

i honestly just wish, more than anything, that i wasnt always so tired. ive been more or less exhausted every day for 15+ years now. i dont see this situation ever getting better

>>742813832
had something fairly similar happen to me, except for the last line, she just split on me and we just wished each other well and that was it. So go on, I'm interested

>>742812987
From Mexico, and man... It's so hard...
She just leave about 3 minutes ago... Kissed me, but it's never the same...

>>742813832
If it makes you feel better do it,somebody is reading and willing to talk, if you want

>looking at this thread
>feeling like i want to contribute because i feel like complete shit every day and want someone to reach out and sympathize with me
>try to type something that sounds meaningful
>delete it a sentence in because why even bother and i just sound like a faggot anyways

>>742813832
Part IV Horton feels a feel
>be me, Text her back If she wanted to tell me something she didn't tell me yesterday I would be there in half an hour, If she wanted to tell me the same shit again, better let it be as is
>she wants to fix the issue, tell her I want too
>we meet
>first she is being silent, tell her to say what she had to say this shit is fucking my mental hard
>says it felt strange, weirder then the last time I was there, so much time has passed but she wants to work on it
>planned months ago to move to her Fam that lives close to me, It would be different then
>Cares to much for it to end like this, Says it will be different when i come the next time in 3 weeks
>I would be staying almost a month, planned my vacation with her
>Tell her I thought we were stronger then this shit,some shitty kilometers and a couple weeks, but the distance fucked me too, that i really love her
>Says she loves me too, all she wants is it to be like before

Last part coming soon fambruh

>>742814386
Shit fam, stay strong man! Talking with the other about what happened rly helps to heal the scars. Other than that, time. Try to keep your head up.

>>742806637
please, please, post it all

>>742805942
best war movie ever

My blind baby chick died this morning(its 1am now so yesterday) and i still feel fucking bad, it may have been a short 40 days but she was my greatest buddy

>>742816323
Just the one, I'm afraid. The fucking feels that page gives me...

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>>742816717
Shit pic but i dont have that many since her condition was improveing the last 2 weeks, fuck this world is too cruel

>>742813883
I could not have said it better myself

>>742813923
sleeping for 20 hours a day and being tired when you wake up isn't normal
fuck this gay earth
let me off Mr. Bone's wild ride

>>742809251
this shit got to me out of everything.

>>742814623
Sympathy from /r9k/

>>742816978
yeah, the feels are heavy here.
I guess you don't have the source then?

>>742817190
Nah. I just googled it to post that image and see if people could share the feel.
I personally have a copy of it, but no clue online. Sorry.

>>742815063
>Agree to forget about all of this and to continue forward
>Im still shook but i care so much for her that I decided to try again
>That same night only saw each other for another 2 hours only, mostly played card games because thays her thing and she enjoys that
>lives with her grandma, we are pretty young no jailbait tho, she had to come home early
>promises me she will wake up earlier, its the day im leaving again for the next couple weeks
>Still wakes up late af, 2 hours before im leaving says she overslept and is so sorry
>be me, tell her i want go talk to her before I go
>Had to tell her what i told her the day before
>That i truly love her, that i didn't want all of this to happen and that we make it work out for us till the next time, skipped some stuff
>mfw she gets angry at me for mentioning that again, that im too sensitive and making a big deal out of nothing
>all of this time my emotions are being fucked with but I don't want to lose her
>We kiss goodbye
>Text her when arrived back home, tells me to sleep well and rest from the stressful trip
>that day we don't type, this never happened in 4 months
>text her if she is still angry with me, we are not talking what's happening
>She thought i would text when I had the time to, welp fuck
>Text her back goodnight, I love you hit me up when u have time
>mfw when that was yesterday around 2 in the morning, she didn't write back still

What should I do, I don't want it to end like this, at the same time I can't force her to be in a relationship she doesn't want even tho she says she wants it. And then I don't to emotionally played with like that. Help me put brehs. I thought she was worth it, idk no more

>>742817002
Damn what a cute chick, im sorry bro, life sure is cruel and has its ups and downs

>>742806152
Some relationships are, but not often nowadays.
Couples used to be together until they were 70, 80, 90.
As in, die of old age.

The dissolution of the family unit has been a constantly raging, one-sided war for nearly a century.
More so since the 50s and 60s.
Humans haven't changed, they have just been temporarily corrupted.

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>>742817525
Whenever i picked her up shed snuggle in my hair if possible(she has one half working eye but more or less still nothing) and just instantly sleep on my head, the chick was only with me for 3 weeks and was my best friend already fuck, makes me sad just thinking bout it again

>>742817377
Maybe wait for her to respond back, let the dust settle and if it's meant to be she will, if she doesn't then i know where i stand. The feels are stronger then ever

>>742817718
That was because they just made it work even if they weren't happy.
That sentiment isn't shared nowadays.

>>742806258
You'd feel a lot better working with something physical.
It is soothing, and creation brings positive thinking.

Take a good course on carpentry, learn how to make things, repair things.
Then volunteer somewhere that needs your help for 3-6 months, perhaps abroad.
It will bring you peace and you will find a direction.

>>742817092
literally what reason is there for always being exhausted and having bags under my eyes when i get my damn 8 hours every day

fuck you life

>>742817821
Sorry to hear that. Sounds pretty shitty.
I lost my first dog a while ago. Still have his tag on my necklace and haven't cared about any of the others that are in the house since.

>>742817900
Nah. Whenever I create, it never matches what's in my head, so I stop trying. I appreciate the thought. Just not for me.

Fuck, it's really hard to get feels when listening to music

>>742817966
Yeah man, it sucks and sorry to hear man. I found out at 5am and i was just sitting in disbelief with the chick in my hand

>>742809251
IT'S SAD
when you post
SOMETHING FROM
facebook
AND CHANGE THE TYPEFACE
to make it seem more poetic
WHEN REALLY IT JUSG MAKES YOU
look like a fag.

>>742809576
Fifth panel is him hanging himself from a cube-proof rope after the realisation that his life purpose was to be solved, and now that he has been, he is it absolutely no use.

>>742817377
I dated a girl like that, I kept trying, she was on and off, eventually she acted like she's hurt by it all and only her feelings mattered where in reality it was my feelings that were played with because I tried and she was on and off, didn't know what she wanted but kept me just in case she changes her mind but in the end she just didn't want to do this anymore. Long distance thing as well. I agreed that there's no point, I mean I won't try to keep something alive when its only me trying and if shit goes wrong its HER that does it. Its on her end to make up her mind and make the effort but she didn't and it just leaves me miserable, waiting for texts back, sleepless nights, ghosting me and all that, just because she's 'not sure' and insecure, in the end it felt like she wanted to put all the guilt on me so she can forget about me and move on but didn't even consider my feelings, I was devastated but when I finally picked up the pieces I realized I'm better off finding someone else that wants to return my feelings on the same level because it DOES happen. She was great but didn't return my feelings and I can't make up her mind for her, so if she makes me unhappy and always feel like I'm walking on thin ice, I think its better to move on from that, wish each other well and just part ways, move on and find someone more 'compatible', it'll make my life easier that way.

But make your own judgement, our lives are different and I just did what was best for ME. But rationalize your decision before you make it, I did it afterwords and I was lucky enough to be on the "i did the right thing" side by moving on, you might not be, like I said, its your life, you make the judgement and choose whats best for you.

>>742810990
This is utterly unrealistic.
She doesn't become pretty, and females are incapable of intelligence.

>>742805357
>"It's just nice to see you happy"
My mother told me this summer that she'd rather I be miserable and productive than happy and lazy.

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>18 years old
>No friends
>No gf
>No special talents or Capabilities
>Not attractive
>No future plans (except suicide)
>No dreams
>No hobbies
>Nothing to wake up for
Why shouldn't i kill myself?

>>742817966
ehh don't do that , be cordial to them..
but I have to say..the universe hates a vacuum, go save one if you can afford a dog go and save one ..because all that you pal left behind , his food and water bowl , his toys, his favorite bed , and all the love you have inside you , will be wasted and he wouldn't ask you to do that ..
humans have to live along time because they have to learn how to love , and be loved back , how to accept that they need love to be completed ...dogs already know that so they don't have to stay here that long before they get to go back to heaven ..

I know its hurts man ...but don't leave all that love you have with no place to go , there is one out there that needs and wants to be with you and much as you need and want them

I'm so depressed ad let down by life I want to cut my balls of so I won't care about women anymore

>>742818891
Lol this made me laugh so hard

>>742804584
I avoid small rare happy events so my permanent sadness feels less worse

I think you're a genuine piece of shit. I never loved you, and despite acting friendly towards eachother I still feel nothing for you. The thought of you grosses me out. I hope you die miserable.

>>742818650
Because you are in control of your life
If you don't have friends, find some,
there's a bunch of girls out there, some of them ought to like you

>>742818891
Why though? Your heart is what attracts you toward women. Your balls attract you toward pussies

>>742818650
cos you may realise that to do so cements your future as dead. Alive you may acquire the things you lack, even through random divine providence. Alternatively, go off the rails and you may decide to live, worked for me and many others.

>>742818469
I completely understand your point, I can relate to more than half of it now. It seemd all so perfect the day before I Arrived then it all changed so quick. Maybe I'm just hoping for her text back, hoping for things to return to the way they were before all this childish who will type firsf scenario, who will give in first but maybe its her way of moving on. Im scared bruh, but i guess time if it comes to that end will heal all wounds just like it did for hear feelings.

>>742819241
I just can't think straight right now is there anyway I can forget about love?

>>742817377
Maybe she's been spending time with someone else.

It is either that, or she isn't sure that you want her.
Since you've made it clear that you do, it might be the first thing.
Girls like that tend to hook onto a new person, but keep you as the safety net with absolutely minimal effort and input.
She gives you the minimum enemy required to keep you tagging along, meanwhile she is waiting to see what kind of car the new guy drives, and whether his family is wealthy.

Here is some simple advice which should be used for every relationship.
Only put in the same amount of energy into a relationship as the girl.
If you are reaching all the way, always the one to visit her, always the one to compromise, always the one to apologise or blame yourself, etc - then you are putting too much energy in, and it is imbalanced.

When it is imbalanced, she will naturally treat you like shit, because you are already lowering your self worth by doing everything, instead of half of a whole.

Balance, boundaries, respect. Always both ways.

>>742818787
Problem being, it's impossible to train this one. She's neurotically attached to my mother and refuses to actually go to the bathroom when I let her out.
Plus, my mother is a godawful disciplinarian, so anything I tried to instill would just be negated by the fact that she would just let them do whatever the fuck she wanted.

>>742817830
Love was built over time, it was a life long team - not just a quick fuck.
People don't even make it work if they are happy anymore.
They can be madly in love with each other and still they fuck up question everything and ruin it all.

>>742819049
low effort

>>742819407
>Here is some simple advice which should be used for every relationship.
>Only put in the same amount of energy into a relationship as the girl.

Words of wisdom

>>742818087
Matching with your head is what takes practise.

Life is practise, everything.
Also, I am talking about any kind of creating, not just art.
But build a house, working with a team, restoring something, furniture, kitchens, boats, anything.
Otherwise, try being a plumber or mechanic, repairing things.

>>742819407
I though of that, but I guess I will never know.
I realized the last part a couple days ago, maybe I realized that too late tho. Just thought we were done with those, that we had a strong connection to don't need those "games" but it never truly ends
Ill take it to heart, thanks a lot

>>742819806
I'm aware. But I just give up, nonetheless.

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>Grew up a scared white boy in el barrio
>Surrounded by gang violence and bad shit 24/7
>my childhood is pissed away in constant fear
>That is, until I met Clarissa.
>she's beautiful and kind.
>We take our bikes to a forgotten field.
>For once, it's like a normal childhood
>Until I get the call... She's moving.
>Be me. FUCKING CRUSHED!!!
> One day, we have have everything and the next shes just gone.
> All faith lost in humanity.
>I plan my escape from this life.
>Study my ass off and get reasonable job out of school.
>Save enough to move to her town.
>"friend" catches wind that I'm Moby away and calls her.
> Burns me. Convinces her to tell me that she doesn't want me to talk to her anymore.
> instead of moving East, I move North.
> Sell all my shit and live on the streets and on the road for 10+ years.
>Fast forward. I land in her town.
>Guess who I stumble into at an In-n-out?
>She has a white picket fence and 3 beautiful In-N-Out?
>We catch up... It's like we're children again.
>Last thing she says to me: "I miss you... Let's do this again next week. "
>She had to miss the next week.
>Week after too.
> a month passes.
> She's driving home after the late shift at work.
>Drunk driver hits the drivers side of her car, doing 60+.
>Be me. A broken. 12 year old at his best friend's funeral.

I miss you.

>>742819590
I feel your pain then,
go to a shelter and get one from there ...they have all be abandoned by people who think that pets are disposable when its inconvenient to keep them...shitty humans....but if you get one from there they will love you forever because you said no I care about you I will love you and you are mine... we are pals
I hope you find another to help you thru this hard life ..

>>742818891
Nah.
Your balls aren't just about women, they are what give you muscles, strong bones, a large brain When a clear mind. They stave off parkinsons, dementia, heart disease, cancers and so on.
They are what gives you your soul.

Just channel all that energy into constructive things instead for the meantime.
Sport, abilities, learn new skills, accomplish things,,achievements, challenges.
Your balls give you the energy to do all that.
Use them in a different way.

>>742820183
I know people bash China for their shitty government, but the people have an incredible spirit of nobility.

>>742819377
The best scenario of my future life i can see is me working 12 hours so i can pay the rent.
I know that's the normal life but it is not worth it and empty and boring.

Some of you guys had really shitty things happen to you, when I read it, it makes me feel more thankful about my life

>>742804930
>Today on Things That Never Happened TV

So, 5 days ago my girlfriend of 2 years left me.
Our anniversary is the day after tomorrow.
I dont think I will be able to take it. I haven't even come to accept that she has left.
I really dont know if I will be able to make it through that day and I fucking mean it.

>>742821137
yo, anon, don't do anything stupid

Someone who I love whom I thought hated me sent me a message today asking if I was okay. Fuck these feels, I told them a half truth to spare them how poor my health is and how self destructive and nihilistic I have become. Nothing has been okay since they left.

>>742821137
spend that day with friends, try to distract yourself

>>742819904
They aren't games.
It is the natural order of things.

Also, never think that someone else thinks the same as you.
What is in her head is totally different than what is in yours.

The balance and equal share of energy and input is for any relationship.
Friends, or girlfriends.
Imagine if you had a friend who always did everything for you, always made the effort to see you to hang out, always thought up things to do, always apologised after a disagreement.
On the other side of that, you never reciprocated.
Does that make you a good friend.

Now, does that make her a good girlfriend.
Nope.
But she'll never do those things for you if you are putting in 90% of the effort.
It isn't about games, it is about mutual respect between human beings.
You have to withdraw some energy, make it 50%.
If she isn't willing to come halfway, she isn't worth it and will never make you happy.

Respect yourself first dude.
I know how you feel because I had a similar kind of deal some years ago. Life has hard lessons.

>>742821400
forgot to mention that I dont really have anyone to babysit me

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>college freshman
>3.14 gril gives me looks and smiles
>It's happening.jpg
>After a lot of self motivation decide to talk with her
>Go to talk with her
>See her kissing with a chad
>whatever.gif

being an attractive aspie is complete shit

im the biggest example of wasted potential ive ever heard of

>>742804675
Mfw it's 2am....

>>742820360
fuck why can't I die "heroically" and get a free opt out card?

when Brandan's daughter pass away . he was lost he died of a broken heart that doctors said
his wife had died 11 years earlier then his kid she was the love of his life , he was a brute of a man he had that muscle that those guys on tv have but wasn't fat , I saw him pull a fence post out the ground with his bare hands concrete and all
> bori died 2 hours after he saw her having a hard time breathing she was an athletic kid into gymnastics and climbing , but when she died so did he it just took him a few months to do it
I miss him , he was big , loud and scary but soft and gentle like a big ol'wolf and I miss his warm greeting of "hello my friend did you have a good day today ?"
just fuck I miss them both

>>742821556
Like, noone to hang out with?

>>742819928
Sound like a perfectionist perhaps.

Your next mission is to do something and finish it.
Start small - that part is practice as well. Really, things become easier with repetition and effort.

So first, do a short course in something. Maybe a few days. Finish it. That's all you have to do.

Next one, a course of a week, a couple of weeks.

Next a month or two.
They can be courses to gain certification in something, or projects that you do yourself.
But start small, finish each one, then do something else afterwards.

You will train yourself that finishing is the important part.
Even if it means the end result is only 80% perfect instead of 100%.
You can teach yourself a skill too. Musical instrument.
Stick with it, treat it as your continous experiment that you hold to no matter what.
Just because.
15-30 minutes a day, no excuses.

Same with exercise.
Build these routines, and you will be practising,the art of doing without over thinking or coming up with excuses or reasons why not to do something. Instead you will simply be doing.

>>742821817
yeah...

>>742814386
Metele la versa one more time

>>742822004
So, she was the only important person in your life, eh? Was in similar situation a while ago, now I laugh at myself for taking it too seriously
I've met new ppl since then and life was never this good

>>742821137
Keep yourself busy.
I mean busy for the next year or so.
Make constructive plans, set new goals, do new things you have been afraid to try - visit new places.
Build new experiences and memories.

Sometimes people go back together and it works. But usually when those people can continue on their own and make themselves more whole than they were before.
Even if you don't end up back together, you will have done amazing things - and some point in the future you will be able to look back with more clarity, and appreciate those experiences.

>>

you are fucked

>>742821810
Take what you learned from him and use it in your own life, honour him and her with learning from the good things in their lives.

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What are good hobbies/stuff to do in spare time so thoughts go away.
Preferably not expensive and preferabliest if i can earn money from it

>>742822607
Play guitar

>>742822607
Draw, write, paint.
Or, towards an income:
Learn programming or something similar.
It takes time and focus, is constructive and can lead to an income within a few months of starting.

>My gf and I have lived together and we've developed a nice Sunday routine
>Make dinner around 6pm
>Clean up/chores from 7 to 8pm
>Watch Game of Thrones
>Busy ourselves until Last Week Tonight comes on at 10
>Last night we tuned in at 10pm and found some show called Insecure, not Last Week Tonight as expected
>We just leave the show on as it's clearly nearing its end
>Lady character is driving her car, gets a text
>Lady looks at text and it's a pic of some black dude sprawled out in bed, showing off his monster cock
>I look over and my gf has her mouth wide open, eyes practically popping out of her head
>I've watched a lot of porn, so I've seen that shit and think nothing of it, so I laughed
>She was speechless, almost like she was upset by seeing it, but kept her eyes glued to the tv for the rest of the show

Do I talk to her about this? I'm feeling really unsure about where to go here and feel like shit because I don't have a monster dick and having read her body language, she was hoping to see more.

>>742811796
Are you autistic?

>>742822607
>>>/biz/

make shit and put it on etsy

>>742805729
you re young man.. dont worry you have plenty of time to meet another one

>>742822882
Stop watching tv.

It is jew propelled brain washing.
Programme called insecure, makes you insecure, fucks up your relationship.

(((coincidence)))
Think about how many relationships were destroyed by (((50 shades of disgusting cunt))).
Drop it, unless she is a confirmed bestiality addict, she will forget about it. Just don't mention it dude.

Imagine if you saw a pair of giant tits on the t.v.
Your girlfriend might not like it, but you'd forget about it soon enough.

>>742821464
This helped me a lot actually. Thanks so much fam

>>742822602
ya I do , I always loved his explanation of success:
give more then is asked for,

if someone is talking about the boss do not join in but keep quiet

when volunteers are ask for , be front of the line
never ask someone to do what you will not do

always pay someone to do something what you want to be paid for it.

and treat the trash man the same way you would treat the king ( or president.)

>>742823523
I lost.

>>742823826
Anytime man. Good luck.

>>742823920
Good rules.
Thanks for sharing them.

>>742821958
I am indeed a perfectionist. I just don't really WANT to do anything. I'd just rather die.
I'm very aware of everything you've said. I know what I could do to better myself, I just don't.

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I am married. i fell in love with a qt3.14 from work also married.
We sort of dated and talked. We never got around to doing anything else.
I have pretty bad arthritus, every day is pain.
I would wake every morning and send her a text.
I was almost pain free for the first time in 15 yrs.
I was so happy.
I think wife knew and didnt care.
Then she pushed me away. Made up all kinds of reasons we shouldnt have a relationship.
We still see each other at work, I just hang back amd look away. I miss her so.
Part of me feel so fortunate for getting to be with her for awhile.
Part of me wants her back.
Pain in my hands every day now..shoulders too.
I just wanted to be loved back by someone.

>>742810923
Idk I tend to check out the feels threads every now and then
It wouldn't surprise me

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>>742821759
>everything is fine

>>742824440
The suggestions I am giving are not to better yourself exactly, it is more to allow you to do something WITHOUT thinking, so that you end up in a slightly different perspective, but more or less the same person.

I was like you once, and I still am.
It does feel better to look at things from a different perspective though.
To do instead of think and worry and lament and regret and fear.
To do is to remove thought from the equation to some extent.
It brings peace of mind.

To spend hours deciding which direction to walk in, would generate stress, frustration, self loathing and doubt.
To quickly decided whether each way carries any greater risk or reward, and if neither then which way is prettier or which way do you just feel like going in - and then start walking, and keep on walking and enjoy the path you have chosen.
That is freeing and gives confidence and decisiveness, more each time a new path is chosen.

The thing about perspective is, you can't really appreciate how it is to look from another angle, without really doing it and being there.

Break the cycle, do something, anything.
You really have nothing to lose whatsoever, you said it yourself, you would find it easier to be non existent.

Then use this vessel you are inhabiting and run some experiments.

Experiment 1: learn a skill, continue with it until good, continue with it until it can be applied to a useful purpose. Apply it.

There are no excuses against it. Life is a game, find out which character sucks the least.

>>742824642
Leave your wife.
At least then you've increased the possibilities to be with her or someone else who actually loves you.

Then again, have a good think about what the reality is between you and your wife.
Sometimes some people spend so much time with another that they forget who that person is.
Consider it carefully, but do something about it.

Either leave, or be commited to your wife.
Otherwise you won't be content.

>>742824295
Sometimes I feel like all the shitpost on this site make us forget that there are still people here that are willing to listen and help out. I just realized that you changed my whole outlook on the situation and that i learned something valuable for life thanks to you. Im very grateful, thanks again anon

I am fucking insane, miserable, evil, heartless and pathetic
Every shred of human decency has been burned from my soul by my own actions and now I'm writhing in a sadistic power trip
I can feel Hellish slime ooze from the back of my skull and encase my skin while my vision blurs red
Everyone I knew has come to loathe my cretinous presence and now I'm falling even farther into a death spiral that nobody can pull me out of
I am genuinely afraid and secretly gratified by this horrific possession even though now I know that I will be fueled by hatred and lust and will never find love again

>>742825357
You're assuming I WANT to live life and have it not suck.
The only thing that can get me to choose is my impulsivity, and it rarely chooses something that would be valuable or beneficial to me. I don't want to control my life. I don't want success or meaning. I just would rather not live.

I'm angry at the world for making you all feel this way

Every relationship I've been in has been horrible in one way or another. I'm starting to realize there has to be something wrong with me to attract people like this. Yet when I pursue someone it's always the same thing. They don't see me like that.

I never understood why people lose their shit over gf's and relationships. It feels like shit when you break up but once you get over it you become happier, stronger and soon enough you'll meet another girl. Just improve yourself for the you and the next gf.

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You all need to convert this energy into something

>>742826122
We're okay, or, at least, we will be. One day. Hopefully.

>>742825910
Glad I could help.
Help someone out when you have the opportunity.
Just passing on what I've learned and hoping that they can have a better time of it than I have.
You're a good man, take care of yourself - make sure you are comfortable, and set, and that your life and emotions are solid, and then deal with the rest.
I've heard before that a relationship should only fill 25% of your life, that the other 75% is purely you.
It makes sense. Have a solid foundation within yourself and then you can really enjoy that 25% and make it work.
Applies to both the girl and you.

>>742826562
nice comic

>>742825728
Ive got 2 kids i have to get through highschool at least.

Im not exactly super dating marriage material either.

I expect my wife will divorce me as soon as both kids are in college and Ill spend the rest of my life alone.

It could be worse.

>>742826122
I am, too. Fuck.
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>>742825958
Nope.
I'm assuming that you have no idea what it is to not be looking at the world from your current perspective.
You want something to change or you wouldn't be in a feels thread.
You want to feel, you want to do something, you are just afraid.
If you wanted to be dead, you'd be dead.
There's no point to that and you know it.

Therefore, read what i wrote and just pick something and do it.
You have nothing else to do, no reason to live and nothing to lose. There is therefore 0 risk.

Move around a lot as a kid-military brat
friends always move 2-4 years
get used to saying goodbye, and all that shit
dad gets out, spend all of high school with friends, thinking its gonna be like tv, everyone still talks to each other
they all moved away and haven't talked to me since
its been 3 years

What if you're the kind of person who can't be loved?

>>742826562
Amature capentry, amature black smithing, I draw stupid shit when an idea hits me.


I have a very nice table, a very nice knife, and a sketch book full of sketches.

I am still alone.

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>>742827079
Have another

Can someone explain me humans? They are so simple yet so complex. I try to understand them but i can't

>>742827083
Work on your relationship then.
Why did your wife become like that.
Have you changed, has she?
How could things improve?

Maybe try couples counselling. If you are living that life, make it the best you can.
One thing someone said that made sense is, do a sport together, regularly.
If not a sport, some kind of activity.
Work on yourself, build your confidence back, be who you were before.
Maybe your wife will be too.

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I dont care about who I end up getting in a relationship with anymore. Guy or girl, the only thing I want to have in with it is acceptance and loyalty. Im sick of being fucked over as soon as I see potential in something.


But I know that wont happen anytime soon. So this loneliness doesnt bother me

I lost the perfect girl, all of my friends, family due to my fucking ego and now I'm a hideous fucking human being with zero chance of redemption, everything is stuffy and ugly, I can't reach out to anyone because my emotions have shriveled into mindless desire, all I want is to die or experience some shrivel of meaningful human contact that will put my soul back in its place rather than this pitiful agony I'm forced to confront

>>742827256
The risk is in fucking up and causing myself yet another reason to not try anything. Another example of how I'm a fuck up.
"There is 0 risk" is asinine. There's always a risk to anything. It's just a question of subjective values.
If I didn't have an aversion to temporary pain, I'd be dead long ago.

>>742827447
Start a new activity that you do once a week at least.
You'll make new friends.

>>742827739
This guy gets it. Simple human affection and acceptance would be enough. Tolerance is fine too.

>>742827640
Become better at one of the skills.
Become so good that you can teach others.
Teaching others lets you talk to a lot of people, it raises your odds of meeting a girl, or making friends.
Sharing knowledge.