FEELS THREAD Love style

>>737859078
This video made me cry.

>>737859078
Love is an illusion. We're programmed to feel it so that we stay together with our significant other for the purpose of raising our offspring and ensuring the survival of our species.

>>737859078
Everything you know is a lie, anon...a lie!

someone make me cry damn it! i need it rigth now... post sad shit please

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s
Full vid

gf left me a few months back after we were having some issues, then proceeded to make me believe we were patching things up and that we could resolve our problems (messaging me, flirting etc.) then suddenly she tells me she's been seeing another guy for a month now and that i should fuck off, i spend every moment switching from "fuck her i'm better off without her" and "where did it all go wrong/maybe if i acted differently here we would still be together"

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>>737859994
Gotcha covered anon

>>737860057
my girlfriend and i broke up today, 5 year relationship.. i cant cry but i really need to. it just feels so weird not to, im feeling sad but im not crying

>>737860140
thats.. sad, almost crying now

I broke up with my gf some months ago, i thought everything was alright but now she met someone and I feel like crap. Why is this happening, so many time has passed...

>>737860173
Just let it out. Fuck those people who say that men don't cry. I cry all the time. I love crying!

I really need to cry but I fucking cant

i feel like I project other peoples feelings onto myself, maybe because i don't properly feel by myself. i like looking at feels threads even though there's nothing sad about my life currently. can anyone explain why i do this?

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>>737860509
Just do it man. Nothing wrong with it.

>>737860621
U sentimental as fuck, thats kinda cute, tho

>>737860057
Anon I have been in the same situation and I know how you feel, you know for sure that you better without her and that it's the best case scenario but you still remember all the good times with her and all the little things that makes you miss her again.WRONG you don't miss her, you don't miss the person at least, you miss the possibilities that could happen if you still in the relationship, so give it time bc the nostalgia sure make everything in the past so beautiful forgetting all the reasons that make you two break up in the first place.

>>737860696
u wot

>>737860304
I have more if you like it buddy

Is anyone else ever interested in someone they know they'll never date, but despite that they still tell themselves there's a chance. You notice things that make you think they like you and ignore the obvious clues that they're not interested. You lie to yourself until you believe they like you but you know deep down that none of it is true.

>>737860837
post it

>>737859982
>An Extremly Powerful photo
>Extremly Poweful
>Extremly
>Poweful
*inner child sobs*

>>737859661
this

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Need some tears myself. Someone post depressing music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZ84XJzxQWg

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>>737860868
Here it comes

>>737859661
So you're saying black people cant feel love?

>>737861304
damn..

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>>737859994
>>737860304
>>737860868
>>737861422
This one burns deep, anon

>>737861305
hey i read that live

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>>737861422

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Imagine, that you have only a few minutes, maybe an hour left to live; somehow you have discovered exactly when you will die.
What would you do with this precious hour of your stay on Earth?
Would you be able to complete all your things in this last hour, do you have a
conscious idea about how to do it?

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I'd totally help you out but I actual have no sad pics at all which is really weird, thought I had at least a few damn.

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>>737861789
Forgive everyone I have wronged, ask forgiveness, cook a steak rare just to try it.

>>737861587
winrar...

>>737859661
fags can't love, the post

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>>737861789
And letting go your last breath would you feel satisfaction
from knowing that you have done
everything possible in this life to
fulfill that you are constantly present, always vibrating, always
waiting, like the son is waiting for the father-sailor?
In the manifested world everything has its
beginning and its end. In the Real World everything is
always present and one beautiful day you
will be allowed to forget everything and leave the world “forever”.

Freedom is worth a million times more than [political] liberation. The free man, even in slavery,
remains a master of himself.
For example, if I
give you something, let’s say, a car, in which there
is no fuel, the car cannot move.
Your car needs a special fuel, but
it is only you who is able to
define what kind of fuel is
needed and where to get it.

>>737861594

i admire your patience and stick-to-it-ness

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>>737861907
Here's more to make those tear ducts drown

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>>737859661

So it's not an illusion at all?

Christ the autism.

>>737861587
Your mum's a cunt

>>737859078
that is so sad. and needy. good lord it is needy.

>>737862299
dude, thanks.. keep them coming

>>737859661
the entire world is an illusion - it is all just chemicals in our heads... but who gives a fuck.

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Always cry to this

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>>737861587

To be honest, this one has never made me that sad. It does, however, make me fucking rage.

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>>737862440

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have some sad as fuck music

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KbuGWgYLqWk

<-- this photo looks a bit like my 2 year old son and it breaks my fucking heart to think of him sitting like that. kids in a war zone didn't use to bother me, but since I had a kid, it literally makes me tear up.

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Damn just noticed all 3 of mine have been about love (though Odo wasn't romantic)

>>737862628
>>737862628
This is fake as fuck

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>>737862628

>>737861587

Wow what a cunt of a mother how could she do that to her child?

>>737862224
was a good read

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>>737862782

>>737859661

Just because your autism makes you unlovable or capable of understanding love doesn't mean love doesn't exist.

It just don't exist for you, we're (and by that I mean non-sociopaths, non-autistics, non-psychpaths and non- narsacists) all fine and love exists in a very real way for us.

>>737859280
can you link?

>>737863014
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s

>>737863014

Bam https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s

the cheesiest shit that still makes me tear up every time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S5I0_hjS3c

yeah its a goddamn halo trailer.

>>737863077
>>737863107


ayyy 0.24 nice

>>737859661
Everything about us is programmed. Stop creating a false dichotomy that love is an illusion but pain is real. It's all in our head and all equally as real as it is not real.

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>>737862628

>>737861789
I'd microwave my laptopn and take a shit because i hear people shit when they dieI'd also shower because i'm pretty smelly right now.

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>>737863107
>>737863077
FUUUUUUUUUck...

>>737859078
Our purpose in life is to repopulate, but if you are gay, you therefore have no purpose in life.

>>737863366
This. The fact that it s only emotions in our bodies doesn t numb the pain. It s till there, whatever you do or you think

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>>737861305

>>737861789
>What would you do with this precious hour of your stay on Earth?

exercise my second amendment rights at either the supreme court or 1600 pen

>>737863673
Our individual purpose in life is to obtain the most entropy from the system. Very little to do with reproduction.

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why cant this thread be more active? its so many on this site.. :( help ur bros out and cry with me

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>>737861587
Shit.
Shitshitshitshitshit
FUUUUUUUUUCK

>>737863917

Cause it's a love feels thread and no one's really doing love ones besides family/friend

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more like lil' bitch thread

>>737863673

Repopulation was a factor a couple of hundred years ago, now with our shitty over populated planet with shit loads of unwanted children waddling around we could go for a generation that doesn't have kids

Also you can be gay and still have kids so wamp wamp

>>737863077

its kinda creepy

>>737864038
>>737863176
my halo one is about a guy whose husband dies, and so he signs up for the war.

>>737864038
true i guess..

>>737860173
i'm the anon you replied to, hope you're okay man, my relationship was 4 years and i was exactly the same, was like 2 weeks before it suddenly all came out and i cried

>>737860760
thanks man that helps a bit :) what was your similar situation then? and how is your dating life now?

>>737863077
Meh. If that makes you fags cry you're too young to be here. You're not true robots.

If you want to cry watch Dear Zachary, i was balling my eyes out within the first 20mins, and i very rarely cry.

>>737863899
>obtain the most entropy from the system

lol you don't know what the fuck you're talking about

>>737863917
I haven't seen this movie since I was a kid. I REALLY need to watch it again.

>>737864495
Life exerts to an extent negative entropy. We take disorder and make it ordered. That's true for all life. That's the only thing that's true for all life.

I would have agreed had you quoted:
>purpose in life

Because it's true that life has no purpose.

>>737864172

I said most, the majority of these aren't

My wife is traveling for business for the next couple of months.

She's 6 hours ahead where she is and that is just enough of a time difference to make it so we maybe get to talk for a few minutes a day.

Something must have been bothering her today. Maybe the stress of travel, missing our kid, I dunno. But we get maybe 20 Minutes of getting to talk to each other and today she decided to use those minutes to pick a shitty little fight. Not anything huge or worrisome, but we didn't end on a good note. And now I'm spending the next six hours awake with it in my head while she's asleep.

Feels bad man

>>737864424
and why the fuck are you here? come back when you have had your first relationship and breakup

If you want to feel depressed, play the Visual Novel Kana Imouto. It's a story told from the point of view of a young man who's sister has been slowly dying from kidney failure all her life, and all of the feelings they share.
Thatfucking thing broke me, and when I reached one of the 6 endings I just put my head down and fucking sobbed

>>737864424
Back to >>>/r9k/ this is /b/

>>737864939
How do you know she's asleep and not doing the same thing?

>>737864838
You said "obtain the most entropy".
That's literally the opposite of what living things try to do.

You're a try-hard pseudo-intellectual underage b& fag-master.

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>>737864231
i think im okey, the hardest part is to sleep.. its 3 am. she took the dog aswell..

>>737859959
good pupper ;_;

>>737859661
Fool that you are. You are a bundle of rejected emotions and love is just another one. Have you ever, in the group of cold, necrotic tissue that you call a heart felt ache? Have you ever felt a stabbing pain in your head due to a betrayal? You know you have your doubts.

>>737865011
Honestly? If she were awake she would be looking at her phone in a way that would indicate she's active online. We've been in a relationship long enough for me to know. She just. doesn't idly sit up at night doing nothing.

>>737865077
>>737865077
Equally that's true, every chemical reaction increases entropy. We are bomb calorimeters. We do increase entropy.

I don't get what you are going after me about?
Was it my grammar?
Is this a semantic argument, or is there something of substance you have drooling from your bottom lip?

>>737865138
yeah the sleep is hard it's 2am here, i sometimes find myself lying in my bed remembering the times we had in it, both sex and when we were just chilling being ourselves

>>737865459
the sex was good and all, but just.. cuddling, laying in bed just talking. was the best. ill never forget that or her.

>>737865556
just being with her.. its magical, but now it has lost its spark

"oh no some girl left me so im gonna cry and be depressed" pretty pathetic but whatever guys

>>737861587
>aunt calls many years into adulthood
>dad never calls once
Yeah, this shit's fake af.

>>737865556
i think the best thing is not to forget the good memories, but to also remember all the bad times and realise it's all for the best. I mean it's kind of a dick move to break up with you and immediately take the dog

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still living with my mother (she is bipolar)
and my father left when I was 3

>be beta because no real father figure.
>Be shit in vidya, also no real talent in anything
>I have few friends,
>I dont really know if everyone else's friends do "friendly banter" like they joke about me sucking at living and being shit in [insert any hobby/game/thing] and calling me names
>I didnt know what a panic attack was until reading the term a while ago, I have had them for years.

>feels bad man

>>737865670
You give a shit about virgins' complaints on a chinese imageboard, you are pretty pathetic too.

>>737859982
This is deep and feels if you're 15, maybe.

>>737860041

So was this some liberal-arts poetry fucking shit or real? If real, yeah bud, no women, unless she is pathetically desperate and you were rich, would stick around with you. I have had depression most of my life. Was in a relationship where I thought she would rescue me from it all. No. Lot of pain, and growing up, I realized I have to fix me. Yeah, you get those rare moments where one of the two people meeting have a illness, disorder, and they get "saved" from the other. Mostly in the movies though. Thought of "As good as it gets". Nicholson' character says to Helen Hunts, something like, "you make me want to get better."
And they lived happily ever after. Sure.

>>737861270
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XcCHa90-HY

>>737862299
Post the one of the anon that likes to eat burn pizza to remind him of his mother, bc he will always burn his pizza playing videogames

>>737861270
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RA4MykPm4s

>>737865720
i told her that its was unfair to take the dog (being beta) and she it loved her more, wich is complete bullshit. ill break in and steal it if i have to

>>737864158

>can be gay and still have kids

Uh yeah, if you adopt them. You can't produce them on your own.

Anyone who says being gay is natural is an ignorant fucktard. Nature did not necessarily intend for humans to be gay. Orgasm feels good so that we do it frequently and procreate. You cannot procreate with the same sex. This doesn't mean gays are evil or wrong or anything like that, it simply means gay sex wasn't what nature intended.

Anyone who can't handle this simple fact is a repulsive nazi snowflake who should be in a body bag

i need to get things off my chest and i think a feels thread would be the best opportunity to get someone who could care on 4chan. i'm sorry for my bad english.

>be me
>get raised by a father who failed to raise my sister with being nice
>tries different approach with me
>my sister was always treated nicely
>she get's caught with drugs
>"it's not your fault. we'll handle it."
>i get the second best notes in my school
>"why aren't you the best? read these books about military and university stuff. no tv or computer for you for a month."
>had to go to military school in the land of my mother as vacation
>got constant punishments because i don't know the language
>this goes on until this year
>he hopes i get the worst possible life
>meanwhile my best friends died 2013
>one died in a car crash because her driver was drunk
>the other one killed herself because i couldn't help her cope with the death of our best friend
>develop oral and slave fetish because of the fetishes of my first girlfriends
>can't get a new girlfriend who'd want me and can get me pleased
>my current gf is sexually pleased
>I'm doing what she wants in bed because i want to make her happy
>doesn't want to do oral and slave shit
>i get more and more sexually frustrated
>don't want to cheat on her
>she's too nice to me to leave her
>2015
>vacation in bangkok
>meet a friend i know a long time
>she dies in a bombing she wouldn't have been to if i hadn't dragged her there
>got away with a few scratches and a blind eye
>let a girl bleed to death
>the screams of loss of her relative make me shiver to this day
>accidentally killed someone in a fit of rage
>can't hear properly since my childhood
>have unbearably loud tinnitus
>can't sleep because of this
>developed schizophrenia
>constant sleep paralysis
>halluzinations from time to time
>only therapist in town gave up on me
>tried to kill myself multiple times but somehow survived litres of alcohol and medications
>don't want to burden anyone

Personal story time.

>be me.
>be 9.
>Mom and Dad have been arguing more and more.
>Dad was unfortunately an alcoholic.
>Went drunk driving and hit a dumpster.
>was uninjured, but got fired from his job.
>Cops said he had to go to Alcoholic's anonymous.
>Lawyer convinced him not to.
>After all, if Dad kept drinking then he'd keep making bad decisions and the lawyer would earn more money.
>Things were getting worse and worse.
>Mom even talked about divorce.
>Come home from school one day with mom.
>Dad is lying on the bedroom floor.
>Think he's just asleep.
>Me and mom call out to him.
>Mom sent me outside.
>Calls an ambulance.

He was already dead. A heart attack from all the drinking. I never got to say goodbye to him.

>Fast forward to when I was 15.
>Anniversary of his death.
>Mom looks at me.
>She's tearing up.
>Asks me if I want to know what Dad's last words were to her were.
>That morning he got up and smiled at her.
>Told her he didn't want to lose me and her.
>Said we were the most important things in his life.
>That we made him a better person.
>He gave her some money and told her to enjoy herself.
>He was going to go to alcoholics anonymous that day.
>It was too late.
>All the years of drinking and smoking finally hit him.
>He never got the chance to change things.

I fucking miss him. Despite all the shit he did in the past, he was still the best dad i ever could've asked for.

>>737866280
For early human civilizations having gays was beneficial. A hetero male would have to provide for a family so his death would be an enormous loss both for productivity as well as for nurturing a familial unit. A gay guys death would only be a loss of productivity so their death would have less impact. Meaning that gays could take greater risks such as going further afield to hunt or scout. It also explains why gays on average today are more impulsive and bigger risk takers.

>>737866363
cont.
>my relatives believe nothing that happened to me
>don't even know if that really happened from time to time
>never managed to integrate into society

i learned quantum mechanics and high grade physics, how to fight and kill, how to make explosives from scratch as a child but i never learned how to live

>>737866632
still cont.

my sexual frustation is currently destroying my relationship and is getting on the nerves of my gf

>>737865361
What was the fight about if I may ask?

>>737864303
To elaborate better you have to know that I have depression (inb4 self diagnosis, I inherited from my mom, she has anxiety too so I guess I have that too) and after all the things that happened with this girl I just kinda live one day at a time and I'm trying really hard to focus in my uni so it's not so bad as it seems, anyway me and this girl have a good break up if you know what I mean like we still text each other and stuff and I know this is not the best course of action but I really loved this girl, probably the only person that I loved outside my family and I just gonna keep her close. So my dating life is on hold right now but I have no rush, I still miss her so much from time to time but I tell myself that everything its going to be fine. The only advice that in my limited experience that I could give to you is when you miss her just try to remember why you two break up and you should see that it's better that way

>>737865871
something tells me they posted it ironically because that is not a "very powerful image"

>>737866621

>more impulsive

Yes true. Never thought of that but it definitely explains why the suicide rate is so high among gay people. Libturds want to claim its bullying but in reality it's because They are more impulsive and suicide, in a lot of instances, is an impulse move.

>>737866621

Nah. It's a fucked up genetic code. Likening it to a mutation of insect or animal that really shouldn't exists in the course of evolution, but ends up providing some benefit. Food. Creating waste that fertilizes, etc. If gays were disabled in some way, the whole deal would be different.

>>737862782
why did this fuck me up out of all the ones in this thread

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>>737861893
I have a nice car
I have a house I own
I have a good job
I have a good life
I have no one to share it with...

>>737866963
The content of the fight itself wasn't the issue. For whatever reason, my wife doesn't always say what's bothering her so much as she will create arguments to have so she can vent anger without it having to be about what's bothering her. Almost like if she admits what it really is, she's going to feel weak or vulnerable. I know she does this, she knows I know, and yet she still does it. When she's home we can have that longer discussion and get to what's going on, but the time difference is keeping us from talking at length and the awake alone at night for hours on my end is giving me too much time to wonder what's happening.

Pretty sure I'm just torturing myself on account of missing her.

anyone got that text message picture where he asks a girl if she can say it one last time? (i love you)

Hey guys let's not be down its forth of July go out and do something exciting talk to someone do something adventurous

>>737867311
You might have a point. However in more liberal countries the percentage of the demographic that identify as homosex is incredibility similar, suggesting homosexuality is selected for to a degree within a population, rather than outright selected against.

>>737867955
I can't. Kid already went to sleep for the night and it's starting to occur to me that I've lost every familiar face and my support network for my relationship. I don't actually have anyone else to do anything with anymore.

>>737867099
thanks, my advice would be not to keep in contact, me and my ex had a break like a year ago and because we kept in contact i stupidly took her back even though i was over her, then fell in love again hard until she's done this to me and now i'm lost

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I am scared that I will never achieve anything meaningful.

>I have many ideas but no money to experiment/try those out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wK7GSARUs_Q&ab_channel=MrChiCity3
always gets me

>>737868516
We stay in touch but even if she ask me to get back together I'm not going to, I know that she don't love me the way I love her (don't even know if she love in the first place) the thing is it just sucks bc this is not the first time that this happened to me. In the beginning of the relationship they always love me like crazy but when the time goes by they just get bored of me and they leave, it sucks my man

>>737868816
Let's hear those ideas my man

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>>737861330
You fucking asshole...

>>737868816
you could start a kickstarter campaign if you think you can do it

>she emotionally wrecked me after 3 years
>Found out on valentines day
>Turned up to her house with flowers and chocolate
>little note saying only 3 words
>I love you
>Went round the back way, cause i knew she was in and wanted to surprise her
>Hear moaning upstairs
>Probably using that vibrator i bought her lol
>as Im getting up the stairs I notice another breathing sound
>Deeper, not hers
>Run upstairs and fling the door open
>see some chad ontop of her
>Scream at the top of my lungs
>'GET THE FUCK OFF HER'
>beat the living fuck out of this guy
>slap the bitch round the fucking face
>through all the screaming all i can hear is her


>im sorry

those two words have stuck with me through my life and i cannot ever seem to shake this one fucking day from my life.

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>>737861587
I would disown my mother for this.

>>737859078
This has no impact without the whole context.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vnKZ4pdSU-s

>Be me
>be 41 married to a beautiful wife
>have 2 terrific daughters
>have 2 good dogs
>Own a home
>drive a nice car
>have a good job making plenty of money to pay the bills
>lifeisbasically aight.png
>for some reason be miserable.
>live every day basically in a state of numbness
>can't figure out how to feel any emotion except anger or sadness
>begin to worry that depression is going to negatively affect kids
>only makes depression worse

>>737869301
>>737869450
>>737869301
well, for one I would like to create a utopia, all countries unified, everyone working for the greater good, improvement of technology/science and for the betterment of human race, (gene-manipulation and breeding).
that is a fantasy of mine that would never happen because people are arrogant and not willing to change.

But yeah, I have an idea of creating a floating/flying board, but it would only work on water, like it would magnetize the surface of water to be negative while the boards surface in the front be positive and the back end negative. creating motion towards. but the magnets would need to be hundreds if not thousands times more effective than neodymium magnets

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>>737869775
I know this feel /b/ro, fuck do I ever know this feel.

>>737869775
fucking chad

>>737863077
sad story, but i can't totally fault her. being in a relationship with someone with OCD puts a huge burden on the other person's shoulders. Sometimes more than they thought they could bare.

Here's to better days, Neil. There's no such thing as a perfect person, just perfect moments.

>>737870024
Regards your utopia idea, I recommend that you get involved in esperanto. If you don't know what it is, basically is a constructed language think to be a fast learn language and a easy to use in daily live, the main idea is that Esperanto could be everyone second language so this way every person in the world would communicate without problem.im a very idealistic person so I'm learning it myself.
Esperanton es la lingvo de la mondo, saluton

>>737870473
Hate to break it but this is a well known poet and this is just a slam poetry presentation

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>>737861587

>>737870591
i know hes a poet but i just assumed the poem was autobiographical.

>>737870721
I think it's not, but the way he performes is heavy, the guy is a total pro my man

It has been more then a month now, it is as painful now as it was then. We had so much planned, and so much we could've achieved.

You said I would move on, and that the only reason I had trouble accepting it was because of how long and how much I invested into it. That is not the case, I can't accept it because it is losing you. It could have been a minute or a second, not the years we spent. I would still feel the same, I have turned down so many people because you were always the only one I could ever see myself with. You will remain that way too. I wish I could go back.

>>737863917
when Hogarth says "I love you" in that really forced way, it ruins the moment for me.

>>737869950
this is my fear

>>737869950
if you could tell us about it then dont you think its time you tell them?

my dad had something like that happen and instead of telling us he was struggling he just left and started living with another woman, then she left him and he got cancer. during therapy he did counseling and indirectly began treating his longstanding depression. he beat it and came out the other side a much happier person, but I think back on all those years he could have just told us he was unhappy and struggling. we would've understood, we would've helped him if he just let us.

>>737870896
for sure, had me fooled.

>>737866512
My dad was much the same. Drinking and smoking. 1990 Mum and dad divorced when i was 9. Didnt really see him much after that. 2001-Finished school and got a job. Started visiting my grandparents (his, living in another state of Australia) and he would visit aswell. 2011- he started calling me sunday morning for 5-10mins when he could ( no money, still drinking). Was good to try to connect with him. Fast forward to 2015. Arranged a overnight visit to see him and to take him to see my grandmother, but had to cancel 1 month out. On the weekend that i was meant to visit, he died. The last call i had from him was 2 weeks prior and i could only apologise for not being able to come down and see him. Never got to say goodbye, bever got to ask him all my years of built up questions of him, his life and everything.

Never put off a conversation until tomorrow that you should have TODAY.

>>737866363
See it this way. Yes your life has been a pile of shit after another. But besides there must have been something good in your life, You are a testament to human will. You are tough as a rock. Nothing has been able to kill you. Not even yourself. You are made of pure iron anon, you shall go on until the day God decides its enough. Go do anything that could make you happy anon. Enjoy yourself, you have earned it, you have endured more than what most peaple have endured in a lifetime.

>>737871137
You have to check out punk rock jhon from the same poet, he has everything in Spotify, shits heavy my man, made me tear a bit the first time I hear it

>>737859661
So no it isn't an illusion, it's hormones and equations that make us feel attracted to someone else. I hereby strip you of your fedora

>>737871293
thanks but i don't have the money to travel or to do stuff that makes me happy. sex doesn't even make me happy if it isn't oral. where should someone like me go to? i'm a social outcast and will always be

>>737869950
Just go do something you have always wanted to do. If you want to jack off on top of the fucking angel falls, well fucking do it anon, go enjoy yourself. Dont worry so much about what others want, you have to think about what you want too.

>>737871106
They know.
Well My wife knows. My kids are only 5 and 6. My Parents know. There isn't really much anyone can do about it other than myself. I see a therapist but I don't think it really works. I take medication to even get me to this level of hopelessness. Things get pretty dark if i don't take it.

I just look at my life and think I have everything i'm supposed to want. I have so much more than so many people why am I so miserable?

>>737862697
Kill yourself faggot, that's a staged photo to shill for rapefugees.

ZERO FUCKS GIVEN to sand niggers and their pedophile prophet dead faggot Mohammed.

>>737871293
and thank you for taking your time to read my story

>>737866280

Except you can produce your own, very easily just find a surrogate or donated sperm. Being gay is natural, happens a lot in animals plus we as humans simply don't need to breed as our main purpose in our lives, for some sure but all in 2017, no.

>>737871548
If you want oral, just get a hooker. if you dont, get your Gf to do it. If she doesnt wnat to, then you have to see the reason why, and try to solve it.

If that doesnt work, then look anon. You say you do whatever she wants in bed, just to make her happy. Why doesnt she do the same? why cant she do whatever you want to make you happy? If she doesnt love you like you love her, than why are you with her anon?


You have to talk with her. Just breaking with her is a douche move. Talk to her first, if it works great, if not, tell her to go fuck herself, and dump her ass.

>>737871777
Nice trips, maybe you have everything that the society makes you believe you need but you have to ask yourself if that is what you really want, maybe if you have the money you can travel, being in other places and a different culture may give you a different perspective of life

>>737871777
Yes, you have everything. You have everything EVERYONE ELSE wants. But you dont have what YOU want. Go and get whatever the fuck you want anon. Go make yourself happy. Dont just think about everyone else anon. Think about yourself from time to time. You deserve it. You have built a life for a woman, and given life to 2 human beings. You have more than earned your reward. Be happy for yourself anon, not for anyone.

>>737871965
we've talked about this many times and she at least pretends to want to do it more often. but i can't break up with her for various reasons. it's a dead end for me

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Apparently the first time they did the kiss scene he kissed her so hard that his mask came off!

>>737865737
exact same scenario. age? location? also everyone's friends joke about their insecurities. some autistic ones try to have epic comebacks and shit idk just laugh its better

>>737872293
Tell us why cant you breka up with her anon, we ca help you. This is 4chan, there is no shame here, no one knows anything except what you tell us. Come on anon, let us help you.

Also, if she doesnt do what you want, then dont do what she wants. Be fair with yourself anon.

>>737865737
you sound like someone i know. you aren't german, are you?

>>737871777
some years ago i inherited a large ammount of money. enough that i dont have to really worry about money anymore for the rest of my life. i have 3 houses in 2 different countries, a small harem of guitars, a recording studio and enough money to just fly anywhere i want on a whim. and i did that for a good while.

i try not to be crazy with my money, enjoying it but not being spendthrift. anyway i found myself getting more and more miserable. I thought I missed having a job, so I went back to work. I still felt miserable. I worked to get promoted to do more challenging work, still miserable. I got married to my longtime girlfriend. Still miserable.

For me, things started improving when I began leveraging my power to help the community improve. I contributed large anonymous donations to inner-city after school clubs to help give kids something to do other than run around and get in gang shit. I mentored young adults. I got involved in habitat for humanity. I couldn't even build a store-bought table when I started and now I help build houses with my bare hands.

I actively made a positive improvements in the world around me. I invested my free time and energy into something that wasn't in my comfort zone and I didn't have to directly monetize the payback on.

I know my situation isnt the same, but I had everything I wanted, I was miserable, and I took a risk to try doing something I didn't know anything about, but had a feeling something good could come out of it by trying. Maybe there's something like that you can do? You sound very business-oriented. Maybe you can pay-forward your knowledge to people, maybe you can inspire success in people who thought they'd never succeed at anything?

>>737872337
>>737872458
19 finland

>>737872458
U mischievous fuck. Post in the 4th reich. Right now.

>>737872227
fair enough. But I don't know what I want. I am a numb empty shell. I love my wife and my kids and I want everything possible for them. Aside from that I come up empty. Desire is as impossible for me as happiness.

>>737872444
thank you.
the major problem is my financial state. since i'm a psycho who has psychic breakdowns from time to time i can't work properly. i tried to work at a nice old ladies dental office but i had to stop working there even though she needed me because i have about 2-3 breakdowns a month and don't know what i'm doing in these states.
another factor is my sleeping problem. it's a weird case which is why i'm currently under medical observation. i can't sleep without a certain smell which emits from certain humans. she is one of them but it doesn't always work.
another factor is my fear of hurting people and generally doing stuff i don't want to. the smell also lowers the risk of my psychic states

>>737872812

So more or less she's just there for your financial gain?

>>737865737
as long as there's some sort of comfort in that situation you're living in, you won't leave it. maybe you have a codependent relationship with your mom or you're just too afraid of people to take on any kind of entry level job or attend college. i'm not sure, but you're going to stay there as long as you feel safe.

what's worse, being miserable? or risking making a change for the better and actually sticking to it?

>>737871231
This thought lingers in my mind often.
My family has a history of hear disorders/cancer. My father lost his when he was 19. Gramps started to get sick when dad was 13. 5 years he struggled for survival and my father didn't get a father figure as a result. I'm already 20 and I'm terrified that that might happen to me too. I don't want to lose him, even if we haven't always seen eye to eye.

>>737872966
and my sanity

>>737873059
poster here, correction for my typing
*heart*

>>737869254
yeah exactly, when we got back after the break she was so into me, being really nice doing nice things for me, then suddenly she changed

>>737873097

in the sense of she smells right and that only works sometimes

>>737872769
Well man find something to do. Try new stuff.

For example. try getting into a sport, See what your friend or peaple that you have contact daily or regulaly are into, and try them out. Any sport can be fun. You can also try to get fit. Exercise is an incredible passtime, and it has helped me a lot.

Get a hobby. There are no limits to what you can do. See what you are good at, and then put that to good use.

Have you seen american beauty? If you havent, an important part of the plot is your exact situation. Watch the movie, it could help you

>>737873133
yeah. i'm basically forced to be with her and she seems to love me

>>737873009
its not that I dont have plans, I am going to the army next year(mandatory), and after that moving out.
i have a diploma/bachelors in computer science and programming (it was a fused study) but in finland there are more than enough people of with that so most are unemployed.

>>737873288

Maybe go try some oils or incenses is it really ok to waste her time if you could very well end up offing yourself in the future?

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Play Katawa Shoujo.

>>737867442
because it's impossible to make up. it's true. and reminds us how horrible we can be as people, what we are capable of, and who we can lose because of our actions

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>>737873450

Holy Shit bro. I remember this game. Jesus fuck the layers.

>>737873401
i've been tested for the past 5 years and even the scientists and doctors couldn't come up with a replacement for the odor

>>737866053
itll be okay man, be careful though you dont want to get arrested and pinned as the crazy ex

>>737873344
well youve got the army in 12 months, that'll do you some good it sounds. in the meantime maybe you can't get a job with that diploma but why not use your knowledge to do something anyway? maybe design small, strange apps. a weird, little bullshit game? doesn't mean you have to be a pretentious crowdfunding indie shill, just some guy who made a little game because fuck, why not?

fuck talent, let good people be good, you got the chance to be weird.

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>>737859078
I'm going to propose to my bf in a few days. We have been together for 2 years, but I feel deep inside he's the one for me.
Before I met him, I thought I was a useless person because of my disability, but then I found him by mere accident, by just going out and meeting people online. He changed everything. It doesn't matter if you don't talk daily, but always try to maintain contact with those pwople and eventually you come up with the person that will change your life.

Don't give up, anons. If I could make it, I know you can also make it.
I know you will all make it.

>>737872812
Ok, you could get a job that involves physical activity, or you can get a job that has you busy for quite some time (careful with this, dont overload yourself) So you can focus on something. before you start working, be sure to notify your condition, so everyone will be ready if that happens.

Now, with your sleeping problem. Its clear you cant break up with her, you are gonna have to shape this situation in your favor. If you cant get her out of your life, you are gonna have to make her fit in your life the way you want to.

This may sound kind of mean, but thats kind of what she is doing. She gets you to do whatever she wants. You complement her perfectly, but at your expense. You make her happy, but she doesnt make her happy, and you have to fix this however you can. Stop doing exactly what she wants, start loving yourself anon. Talk with her how you are talking with me. Open up completly.

Dont be too soft, but dont be a bunny either. If you always settle for her scraps, and if you are ok with whatever she says, you are never gonna achieve your goal. Make her walk a thousand miles in your shoes. Make her understand you. Make her do whatever you want, just like she does. You have endured a lot anon, you deserve more than this. Own your life anon, shape it at your will, dont let her or anyone do it for you.

>>737873450
>>737873639
my niggas

>>737873733
this basically. life's senselessly terrible, and senselessly amazing.

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I just worry that if my partner ever leaves me I probably wouldn't be able to go on alone. Not much else worth living for but them.

>>737873733

You two living together yet?

>>737873841
>>737873841
Not yet, but we are on that.

>>737873825
Improve yourself anon. Make yourself worth of living.

>>737873825
gee thanks normal

>>737873122
Wow, I think we are like twin brothers, it's like our situations are exactly the same, it feels kinda good that other person know exactly how I feel bc you live it in your own skin. Love you bro and stay strong

>>737873916

Live together for a while before you try and marry him, shit gets different when it's not just cutsey dates and sleep overs

>>737872617
are you happy now anon?

>>737874005
thanks

>>737861013
> P h o t o

>>737874058
I'm aware of that.
Still, I wanna go for it.

>>737874188

k, just be ready for it to be a wasted ring and hope that's all the money you spent

>>737872812
i want to talk to you. email me at [email protected] please. not a troll, i just have experience with your situation.

>>737874130
thanks

>>737873733
What's your disability?

>>737874269
sorry, [email protected]

>last love was a (legit) bipolar girl who left you tapped dry of ever wanting to go through love again
Still feel like selfish asshole for ending it. Maybe if I had just tried harder to help her or something. Never met someone who could make me feel like the greatest man and the literal worst person to ever live all in the same day. Lost a lot of friends because of her. [spoiler]And honestly part of me would still be okay burning to death alongside her[/spoiler]

>>737873916
I have been living with the bf for about 8 years now, still haven't got married. What's the rush?

>>737874312
So much this, you know it's bad for you but in the end you know you would take a bullet for this person, even if you know for sure that this person never could do the same for you

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>depressed and suicidal
>smoke weed erryday
>now have ups as well and downs
>want to stop smoking but worried i'll be back to just depressed all the time

Maybe I should just destroy my lungs and be happy(er)

>>737874572

Gotta die of something, as long as you can hold down a job and are happy I see no issue with people smoking weed.

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>>737874812
>cover the symptoms of one mental illness with a drug that may worsen mental health issues

>>737875173

or he can go to a doc and get meds, honestly I don't really give a toss

>>737860173
let it out or keep it in, whatever helps you feel better. im sure it'll all work out in the end my dude

>>737860140
jesus christ

>>737869775
I guess she expected you to run away crying?
Like "I'm sorry" just sounds like another emotional attempt to manipulate considering you CANNOT be sorry after pulling that.
Man I'm glad you beat them.

Is anyone here to talk? Need someone to talk to rn.

>>737875590

You're on /b/ just say it

>>737875590
We are all here man. Tell us everything

>>737861587
I haven't cried like that in years, i guess it hit pretty close to home.

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>tfw you know you are nowhere good enough for them but they still put up with you for some reason

>>737875695
>>737875728
Think I'm going crazy. The past few months I've just been pissed off at everything. I'm either angry or sad basically 24/7. The weird thing is I'm getting better and better at being fake. Like I'm getting better at acting like the person people think I am. I'm really unhappy, I have no job, no girlfriend (haven't even gotten laid yet) and no license. I'm trying to come up with methods to reduce my anger and stress (gotten really into running lately) but I can't escape this shitty feeling. I just want to be happy.

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This one will always be one of my favorites from b'aww/feels threads..

>>737876272

>i'm always angry or sad
>have no job, no gf, no car

Welp there are your problems. You're bored as fuck and frustrated, go get at least 2 of those things and you should be fine to work on the third

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>be me
>"perfect" family
>parents "care" about me
>strict as hell so that I become their ideal son
>never allowed me to date a girl until high school (I am a junior btw)
>still havn't because they discouraged it so much i dont know how
>yell at me for playing videogames but also yell at me for asking to have sleepovers with my friends
>no way to make them happy
>feel depressed with no esacpe
>fuck caring families

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>>737876272
smoke lots of weed every day

then just bottle up the excess emotion, might be able to sell it one day

>>737876409
I've been applying for jobs since like May and haven't gotten a single interview yet. Applied for temp agencies and currently waiting on them. Just been doing odd jobs for cash.

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>this summer will be 9 years with no friends

>>737876632
In england we have a lot of recruitment agencies whose job it is to fill jobs with whatever shit they can find, thats how I got about 4 jobs. Kept getting sacked but the agency were very happy to find me somewhere else as they got a commission each time.

>>737876409
Sme thing anon>>737876272
Get yourself something to focus on, that will make everything right?

>>737876469
Fuck them, go away anon. Save some money and escape. They dont want a son, they want a fucking soap sculpture. Either talk them into accepting you, or save money and go away.

Preferably save money before talking to them, in case everything fails, they´ll want you out.