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Why did I do this dumb shit?

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Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

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Why did I do this dumb shit?
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>>726329156
what are those dots?
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Because you wanted you use your red ball-point pen on something and you didn't want your mom to take away good boy points again like she did when you drew on the wall.
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Attention?
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>>726329156
dw bout it anon looks like theyre old
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Coz ur a depressed cunt like me
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>>726329277
>>726329156
Why cut though? What does it do for you?
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>>726329221
not OP but stitches
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>>726329221
They are scars from the staples. I was passed out at the hospital and they put them in. They had to put me under because I was raging.
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>>726329298
Staples
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Because you don't have the balls to kill yourself
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>>726329156
what, why did you draw on your arm with red pen?
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>>726329156
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>>726329156
Wasn't sure if your red sharpie was dead I'd guess.
I would have used paper but whatever.
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>>726329277
That's scratches compared to what I did to myself
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cover with a tattoo dumbdumb
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Because you hate yourself and the pain gives you a sort of "punishment" that gives you a good feeling, just no vein digging please.
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>>726329156
Cus you're a retard
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>>726329406
Thinking about it, I need full sleeves.. I lost my job and am now homeless over this shit.
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>>726329277
>>726329156
this should help both of you get ideas to make a music video together
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIhCgiLpGwQ
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timestamp
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>>726329344
>>726329156
>Why did I do this dumb shit?
Because OP is a faggot.
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>>726329487
Lol
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>>726329393
Who the fuck cuts their own arms? Where everybody can see it, u r just an attention whore op
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>>726329512
True enough I fucked up and I hate it
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>No timestamp
>Expects me to believe it's not b8
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because it feels good, i only do it when I am masturbating. Knifeplay <3
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>>726329406
>>726329454

It's what I did. The tattooist was nice as fuck in adjusting the design to cover all my scars.
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>>726329558
Have fun living with these visible scars for the rest of ur life
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Left arm
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>>726329804
That's what I was thinking.. I can't wear shorts sleeves ever again
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More like how? 'Cause I think I'm a worthless piece of shit who's better off dead but I can't put a blade anywhere near my veins without wincing. Am I that much of a fag?
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I have some scars (not self harm related) that are practically invisible, relatively big but skin colored. Do bigger scars stay red or do they turn to normal-skin color at some stage?
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i have a bunch of self-harm scars in my arm but tbh not a lot of people have seen them. my family doesn't know about it and only a couple of friends know who i told about during a drunk outburst. i just wear long sleeves during the summer. i live in texas. so yeah it sucks.. but you get used to it.
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Right arm as well.. I fucked up..
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Want a hug?
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>>726330038
you faggot, timestamp it.
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Fucking millennials Jesus Christ man the fuck up.
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>>726330177
I ain't cuttin myself now bro
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>>726330153
TBH I could use one
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>>726330209
This this this
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They say it's better if you do it on your neck
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>>726329824
What a cringy fag. There are so many places where you could have done it discretely.
Upper inner arm near armpit (invisible; bonus point - hurts a lot more);
Upper leg nearing crotch area;
Pinching inner thighs hard.
But instead you want condolences and pity. Fag.
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>>726330209
After my mom died I went super downhill I don't know what happened
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>>726329953
Re; gimme answers
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>>726330325
I was drunk I wasn't thinking
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>>726330209
That ur life is going good doesnt mean everybodys else is
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>>726330355
She wouldn't want you to get hurt ykno
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Op here, now I'm in a homeless shelter in LA listening to "niggas" talk about their gang shit
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>>726330325
THIS THIS THIS
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The "niggas" I keep hearing saying nigga and shit
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>>726330502
Here, I'll try to help you. Get a job, if you can't find it yourself, seek for help. After you've earned some money buy yourself some wearings or a flat. Ask your friends, family, anyone to help you. You gonna get over it, op.
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I have some too, but I did it just to see if I could do it, not for attention. Not so smart in hindsight, but its great as pussy repellent.
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No use in playing with knivestibular like that Ospecial, grab a gun and face it already. If you're not going to kill yourself then it will force you to man up, if you do pull the trigger peace yo
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>>726329156
>>726329277
>>726329824
>>726330038
>in this thread: grown men acting like the 12y/o bitch they are stalking
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>>726330693
I think I'm mostly posting because I can't realize how quickly my life went down hill after my mom passed. I had a good job making really good money a decent apartment. I just lost everything. I was evicted I lost everything in my apartment... my computer to the last piece of clothes I had.
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>>726330808
What does age has to do with depression at all
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>>726330841
So you've got kicked outta your old job?
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>>726330808
Die of starvation thanks
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>>726330941
You don't have a firm grasp realisation of life to have a good reason to be depressed
>muh depression cus I have homework waa
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>>726330999
Tripperino
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>>726330417
Didn't you learn the first time that drinking worsens depression?
I learned the hard way: life was shit to the max, so I cut myself to numb the pain and then went and got drunk for the first time in my life. Drinking worsened things, learned my lesson, coped with shit in other ways. Gathered my balls and got everything together.
Learn from mistakes, if not others', then your own.
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>>726330841
DUDE! YOUR MOM PASSED! YOU ARE FREE, YOU CAN KILL YOURSELF WITHOUT ANY STRUGGLE OR REGRET, IF MY MOM WERE DEAD I WOULDN'T BE WRITING THIS RN, U HAVE A FREE WAY!
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>>726330999
You dont even know me or what im going through, ignorant
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>>726331119
Best anon
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>>726331137
Edgy. Die now
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>>726331180
my apologies
>muh depression why do I have to do house chores
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>>726331137
My mom was my best friend and the only person I could talk to
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>>726330941
not at all has age anything to do with depression.
just cutting yourself is something i only know from said aged girls not grown man. i dont even want to think about the cringy conversations... "hey where is the scar from?"
>>726330992
sure i will let you know when i am done ok?
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>>726330355
>I don't know what happened
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>>726331311
Sure one
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>>726329156
Because it felt good.
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>>726331278
Please don't
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>>726331396
Don't what? make fun of your first world "problem" which isn't even much of a problem in the first place?
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>>726331311
Thats why i cut on non visible places
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>>726331180
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>>726331434
Making fun of people which want to kill themself isn't good unless it's something like "ohhh no im 12 and my gf left me cuz i luv ponis ohhh no i want to kil myserf"
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>>726329156
You faggots are going to regret this shit for the rest our your lives, trust me.
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>>726329156
Dear op, don't do it any worse, try and stop now, pic related of my scars which are 13 years old.
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OP here, I just turned 29 on feb 25. My mom died December 1st at around 1am and I was there as she was in hospice care. She died from breast cancer. I worked for the govt for about a year for the DoD as an industrial Specialist. Meaning I worked with DoD contractors, and I am also a US Marine.
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>>726330325
/Thread
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>>726331673
Fucking hell the underage just reeks off you. Next time cut deeper and get the job done you fanny
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>>726330808
THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GO TO ANOTHER THREAD YOU NIGGER CUNT.
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>>726331723
>marine

lol
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>>726331790
Marine
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>>726329156
coz u was a dumb shit, but at least u now realise it was dumb shit so congratulations on growing up
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>>726329156
Cuz you're a faggot with nothing special about you so you had to do some shit like this to get noticed the easy way.FAGGOT
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>>726329156

Because youre a cunt who wants attention
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>>726329406
well fuck the dumbdumb part, fag. I have a big tattoo on my wrist or i'd be cringing for the rest of my life, maybe not, i'm drunk, ugh.
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>>726330417
iktf bro I would get sad and drink a bottle and just cut up my legs, tried ODing on stupid shit that was in the house
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>>726331822
>Marine
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>>726331768
Ok sure
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>>726331965
Marine is always capitalized.
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>>726331985

inb4 more cuts because the bants are too much
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>>726331985
Do it now
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>>726330209
Wow! You're so edgy. You must be one of those oldfags. Please, oldfag, tell me how you've been here since 2009. Between born in a different year makes you immune to depression, huh? old fag? Go to bed, nobody wants your shit attitude in this thread, oldfag.
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>>726331768
You called him a fanny. I actually, kek'd, thanks
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>>726330266
>this this this
>this this
>this

Reddit it missing you
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OP again.. actually laughing now at the instantly that has been ensuing.
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>>726330999
Ya, you're seriously such a cunt. You're butthurt because you never reached out or got help for your crippling depression now you're taking it out on OP. Or else, why wouldn't you just leave...?
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>>726331786
i would say kys but i am afraid you are already onto it.
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>>726332043
>>726332043
>Marine is always capitalized.

>thinking i was talking about marine when i was actually alluding to the fact that this edgy clearly 14 underage thinks he's a marine
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>>726331219
Way 2edgy4me, stop this niggger
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>>726331477
like did you already cut your dick off and thats the reason why you are such a pussy?
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You disgusting attention whore
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>>726332512
If only you knew
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>>726332489
Because I enjoy pissing off underage people that think they are the worst off on the planet. As for getting help is concerned, I have been for 7 years.
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>>726331290
I'm sorry anon
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If anyone want to know where to find OP and friends, I know just where to look!
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>>726332624
Thanks I appreciate it, I expected most of the bullshit I see in this thread I started. But I do appreciate it.
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>>726331768
I'm about to let your ip go so shut the fuck up
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>>726332718
lmao go for it
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>>726331381
My fetish is girls with self harm scars.
I especially get off from the ones on their forearms,
where the cuts are so deep that the skin is distorted and it becomes
wavy and textured.
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>>726332811
Eww
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>>726332781
OK
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>>726332620
it could be physiological like a chemical imbalance in the brain from bipolar disorder, schizophrenia or just general depression , it doesn't have to be situational depression...
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>>726332718
oh tell me more anon-kun
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OP back in the day when I was a Marine
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>>726332718
Where's that ip, faggot?
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>>726333385
Yeah, I'm waiting lmao
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>>726333488
Checked
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>>726329156
Because you're dumb
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>>726333488
He's not gonna post shit, he didn't even know how to find his own kek
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>>726333169
Did you need a low score waiver? After you failed your asvab?

I'm so jealous meps told me no for medical reasons
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>>726333732
Same, I wanted to go in for E.O.D. But I couldn't pass the hearing test
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>>726333662
ofc not, although even if he did I could just have a rotating IP or be using a vpn
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127.0.0.1
192.168.1.254
10.0.0.1
I'm going to dos all you cunts into the stone age
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>>726329156
Idk but those scars look sick
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>>726333732
Nah I got 72 on the asvab, pretty much qualified for any job in the Marine Corps. I stupidly chose comm. Was a Field Radio Operator.
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Anyone remember cole dick?
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Why do people cut tho???
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>>726334506
That isn't cutting that's scratching
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>>726334624
Arterial bleeding
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>>726334506
Where can I get one of those? looks more efficient than a flimsy broken off razor blade
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>>726334720
Wouldn't arterial be a lot heftier? would've figured that was just a vein
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>>726334911
Yes but a vein wouldn't squirt like that, only artierial does as it is a highway from the heart. Might be a small cut.
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yeah and wouldn't arterial bleeding spray?
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oops just saw the spraying...my bad
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>>726335057
The more you know I suppose, are arteries deeper than veins or vice versa?
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Simple.
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>>726329156
my husband has schizophrenia. he was self destructive once. but now at 35 he has settled down.
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>>726335290
There are arteries, capalaries, and veins. Arteries are the Maine blood vessel from the heart, big thick super highways the supply blood throughout the body. Capalaries are breakaways from those artaries and veins are even smaller blood vessels that supply blood to the body.
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>>726335586
Yes but in terms of difficulty to hit them when cutting, or how deep they are into your body, which would you first hit? or are they all side by side?
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>>726329909
Get a tattoo that hides it somewhat

god i hate my life
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>>726329953
They turn white eventually.
>>726330038
Accept it as part of your past and move on.
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>>726335586
That's not entirely correct. Arteries are the deep thick highways for blood sure. Then these break into smaller snd smaller parts until you get capillaries which rransport blood directly to cells. On the other end of these the slowly group vack up into veins which are shallower and carry the blood back to your heart. Simple guide, arteries are red, veins are blue and capillaries are what bleed when you have a shallow cut
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>>726335746
How long to be exact? caused a decent sized one one around christmas and it doesn't seem to be healing at all, it's not big enough to have required stitches, but still.
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>>726335641
It's not that hard to hit them. Look up online where the main arterys are and you can kill yourself pretty quick. Seen and video if anyone squirting out blood and that's because an artery has been cut. The heart beat pumps blood out of the body. You can easily bleed out in minutes. Your body cannot clot fast enough. Main arteries run through your neck arms and legs. The biggest being your aorta from your heart down to your hips where it splits pretty much. Runs down your spine inside. If that is severed you will die very fast from internal bleeding.
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>>726335931
i don't fucking know, few years?

god i hate everything, sorry, it's not your fault
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>>726335931
>>726336061
Also youcan try Bio-Oil or whatever bitches use to help fade stretchmarks

god i hate bitches
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>>726335985
What about the Carotid artery? seems pretty exposed and easy to hit, whereas with the wrist you're going through tendons and Ligaments (I believe) surely that one would be the easiest to hit? that and the one on the inside of your leg. Sorry if I sound stupid, not a med student
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>>726336134
You sound stressed anon, want to talk?
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>>726336361
Naw thanks, better get back to work.

Hope you feel better anon and your scars heal soon.
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>>726336310
Also how long would it take to bleed out from a cut superficial vein? or would the bleeding not be enough and the blood cells clot it?
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>>726336310
Sure stab yourself in the neck lol.. I'm not a med student either. I just know some stuff of anatomy from my own CAT scan and studying them when doctors where looking for cancer. One of the docs didn't want to go near the lymph node in my neck because it was next to my carotid artery.
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>>726336507
from the perspective of having close to no medical knowledge the carotid would seem much easier to cut/bleed out from than the ones in your wrists, right?
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>>726336469
You cannot bleed out from a vein or capillarity. Only a Artery will do the job hehe. You have to cut deep.
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>>726336632
Can you bleed out from pulmonary arteries? also obviously the Aorta is the largest, but out of your arms, legs and neck which is the closest to the surface?
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>>726336602
Not necessarily, if you were comited and did both wrists deep it should do the trick. It's no so painful. This is OP speaking. My arms were cut pretty deep but not suicidal cuts. But cutting your neck deep enough alone is kinda intimidating. Wrist and arms are easier imo.
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>>726336881
Uh.. yes enjoy spitting up blood if you find the pulmonary arteries.. sounds like a Shit way to go.
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>>726336891
The arteries in your wrists are covered by tendons though, aren't they? I read some persons blog entry or whatever about them trying to cut their wrists and having the tendons slink up in their arm before they even got anywhere, shit sounds terrifying.
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>>726329156
down the road not across the street
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>>726337309
If you want to be a surgeon and dissect yourself then find the artery. Be my guest lol..... Iv never tried to kill myself from cutting and bleeding out. I did overdose on my Ambean and depression meds. I'll tell you I fell asleep and woke up in the mental hospital.
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>>726337475
what depression meds were you on? I tried it with 2000mg of zoloft but only got a high from it and dilated pupils,
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>>726337564
I don't remember the name of the the meds TBH. I took a whole bottle of Ambean and the depression meds started with a D. I'm on Zoloft now and buspirone for anxiety now. Probobalt taking all those pills wouldn't have killed me.
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>>726329156
Because you feel like you're not getting any attention. Probably by the time you hit your mid to late teens you're going to go too far with it. Then they're gonna put you on suicide watch in a psych ward for a few days. You'll have a lot of time to self reflect and realize how stupid you're being and never do it again.
Source: happened to me
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>>726337795
Except I'm 29 lol
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>>726337713
did your GP/psychiatrist start you off on an SSRI/med that treated both? how did you go about changing to 1 med for each? my GP won't listen to me when I tell him that zoloft is fucking useless and isn't helping my anxiety at all, even on the max dose. He wanted to change me over onto an NARI but decided not to, as to not interfere with my psychiatrist who is an even bigger dickbag when it comes to changing meds and yes I know, that's what psychiatrists are meant to do, but this dude is genuinely fucking weird.
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>>726329277
>fucking itsy bitsy razor cuts

Nigger I did this to myself as an alcoholic before i had the chance to shoot myself.

Might not look like much these days but i really went apeshit one night and nearly bled out, despite the fact i cut the otherside of my wrist to make a blood pact with myself.

Got one on my shoulder which this board dared me to do 4 years ago as well. Was too drunk to feel anything though.

>tfw want to join the marines next year tho

T-t-they'll let me join, right?
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>>726337900
Don't know what SSRI is and NARI. I met with a psych from the VA and she prescribed me this stuff after I told her lexapro wasn't helping. TBH I don't think drugs can help me at this point. ProbBly a changing in my own thinking can. Drugs can ownly do so much, we have to Meet them halfway.
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>>726338009
suppose you can get a tattoo over them, although I'm not sure if they let people with tattoo's into the Marines as they probably have the sleeves/collar policy. Also even if they did if you have any medical records of you cutting yourself they'll immediately toss you away.
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>>726330038
they are literally nothing I've seen worse. Imahine that except on both arms and up and down the both arms nearly completely.

They exist
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>>726338093
If shit like weed/xanax can get the job done then surely they can get working meds that actually do shit (and arent addictive). I've basically accepted the realisation that I will never be able to hold down a job.
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>>726329156
>>726329277
>>726329824
>>726330038
>>726331713
>>726332482
>>726334506
>>726334624
>>726338009

Up the highway, not across the street pussies.
You can't do one thing right in your worthless lives.
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>>726338133
There are no medical records, i refused to get stitches

>do they let people with tattoos into the marines

Yes. They also let gang members join ffs. I'm just wondering whether or not this means i ail the psych eval despite the fact that my dysthymia ended 4 years ago.
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>>726329156
Because you're dumb.
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>>726338228
I made a blood pact to prevent killing myself permenantly, you coward. Suicide is for the weak.

>>>/r9k/
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>>726329156
idk OP, why did you draw on your arm with a lip-liner pencil? Maybe because you're a massive faggot.
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>>726338322
*attempt killing myself
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>>726338254
I mean with the army they won't let you in with tattoo's due to the colars&sleeves policy, so not sure if marines have the same case, although I'd figured they would.
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>>726338553
>faggot has never seen anything worse than a paper cut before
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For attention
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>>726338700
well acording to the 2016 updates in regulations my cuts wouldn't be visisible, but again, I'm wondering if they would make an exception for the psych eval. I'm not suicidal and I never really was. Maybe a bit depressed but that was it.
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>>726338888
Holy checked, if they see your scars and feel like categorizing them as self harm they under no circumstances will let you in as they see you as unfit/mentally unstable for combat/enrolment no matter how old the scars are.
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ti's because your super edgy, this makes you numb inside. You feel nothing from the world around you, so you have to CUT yourself TO feel ANYTHING!
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>>726329156
self hatred during teenage years ?

Attention ?

I wonder, I was legitimately depressed untill a few months ago, I spent 15-21 in 1 single go
barely went to school, barely hung out with people, Yet, i have never ever had the intention to cut myself, i had these sperglord REEEEE attacks, where i destroyed everything out of rage ( dad gone, slut single mother, neglecting brother) but yeah, Cutting is for poser faggots if you ask me.
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>>726330038
same depressed fag as a few ( or 1 ) post above, I am suddenly cringing sooooo intense fucking hard that i got diagnosed with an IQ of 80, And never ever wanted to do this faggy shit, I am beyond normal ( trowing with controllers over video game as a kid, punching doors in, walls, a real fag) but not this shade of fag.. Holy shit, I am legitimately feeling sorry for you, I am sorry that you are made this cringey is what i mean...

You cant help... You seriously have to do EVERYTHING yourself IRL, if its finances yo uworry about then just focus on your basis needs, that includes not buying 1 or 2 bottle of soda pop every fucking day, Cutting on other expenses like your useless mobile phone subscription that you only got for the newest phone... yet you dont do anything else then a few lame games and Whattsapp maybe

Financial things is what usually got me, from my piss poor mom not affording me some Nike shoes instead of cigarettes then it was my brother getting everything his heart pleased from HIS rich fuck dad.
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>>726339133
lmao you're talking shit as if you've had it the worst off out of everyone in this thread. People deal with their issues differently.If you were "legitimately depressed" you'd have wanted nothing more than to die.
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>>726339025

4 years at this point. I didn't take anti-depressants and decided that I would make a blood pact with myself when hammered drunk to change m life for the better. Dysthymia is a temporary form of depression that lasts for about 1-2 years which plagues me through my sophmore and junior years of high school.

Unless this event in my past immediately rules me out, i can pass the psyche eval easily.
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>>726339133
>had friends try to kill themselve
>was cringy autist because parents didn't know how to raise kids
>no friends because all possible friends were either addicted coke and meth, or were likewise autists sheltered by rich parents

Degenerates on all sides
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>>726339407
>>726339579
Lmao these 2 faggots, Edgeville is not on this website.
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>>726339691
>/b/
>not edgeville

where do you think you are?
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>>726339691
>Edgeville is not on this website.
>>/reddit/
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>>726339133
>>726339400
double dubs, But that is indeed the legitimate reason to feel sad.
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>>726329156
because you were seeking attention. If you truly wanted to off yourself you would have gone up/down, not across.
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>>726340400
People bashing the whole down the road, across the street thing yet don't even know the pro's and cons of each
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You go uphill, not across. I went uphill, but I I went at an angle, so I missed everything, I did however cut 3 tendons and need emergency surgery, 23 stitches to sew my arm back up. Couldn't move my fingers for 10 week.. It's the stupidest thing I ever did. If you're going to kill yourself, overdose on some poison or some shit.
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upper thigh master race
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>>726329156
cant decide if this is just some bad bait, or you`re still some gay attention seeking faggot like you were when you cut yourself.
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>>726341456
I can't see how overdosing will ever work though, surely your body would realise that this much of this specific substance in your body is no good and attempts to vomit it up again? that and you would probably die during a black-out caused by the amount of pain that an overdose would bring
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>>726342548
Take a couple 100 sleeping tablets first.. Id rather that than be stuck with a scar.
>pic related
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>>726329156
Because youre a faggot that went the wrong way. Its down the street, not across it.
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not gonna post pics, but I cut my left arm. No one notices, except my brother who is a rude staring mother fucker
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>>726339133
I did it cause I thought for sure i would kill myself, but years later I'm still alive.
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>>726342688
ooh yeah thanks for the suggestion. How soon do you think an overdose will begin to take effect? got 5 melatonin tablets next to me and probably something like 5000mg in stored up zoloft (if not more) around the house
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>>726343305
One way to find out man, swallow them
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>>726343305
>got 5 melatonin tablets next to me
Jesus christ there's better ways to get attention, anon. Try putting yourself on craigslist as a slut or whatever.
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>>726343600
What are you autistic or something? do you even know what melatonin tablets do? Autismus maximus over here. They're meant to put me to sleep, fuck do you think the 5000mg of zoloft is for?
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I only have this on my arm luckily. Probably gonna use makeup to hide it.
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>>726343975
ye I got similar shit
I just distract and try to not show my left arm . Luckily its still cold. A few weeks into summer and I usually stop caring.
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