Feels thread let's fucking go

I needed this thread right now

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>>714814701

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>>714814796

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>>714814926
To true....

i legitimately wish that i have cancer multiple times every few days. i just want to end it all but im too much of a fucking pussy to actually do it.
every day i feel like no one cares about me and that no one will notice if i just fuck off and leave
i think i have friends, but i can never truly believe that any of them could actually care about me

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>be me
>19
>virgin
>hs freshman has a crush on me
>can't do anything about it cause dont want to break law
>feelsfuckingbadman
pic related she's on the far right with the certificate in her hand

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>>714815216

>>714814673
damn, thats me

>>714815216
I feel you. Cancer would probably be the best way to go right now, especially if you live in a state with assisted suicide. You get cancer, people start praising you for a while, you can smoke medicinal high grade weed, and then down the road you take a shot of whatever is in the stuff and you're gone, no pain.

>>714815028
I like to look at the moon the exact moment Joe Dirt's parents are looking at it

>>714815070
legitimately brought a tear to my eye

fuck im up too late for this shit

>>714814497
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmXLhRBcCog&index=14&list=LLmBJzkhtIU6_XMtwgM2ueXA

>>714815287
no one gives a shit

>>714815287
Faggot.
Break the law or kys.
???
Profit.

>>714815216
holy shit, me too. like, I would gladly take cancer from someone that doesnt want it.
plus, slowly dying kinda takes the stress of life away, cause you know you dont really have to do anything anymore

>>714815287
Fuck man.

That just sucks.

>>714815371
Thats all of us, anon

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saw it 10 mins ago posted on another thread. fuck people man.

>>714815374
fake, why would a mom get on a kids steam account a year after they died

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Me right now

>>714815771
it makes me sad fuck.

>>714815374
holy shit.

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Last one keep em coming guys

>>714814796
You got me there...

>>714815374
That shit always makes me cry, ffs

Alright, the same 10 pictures again. Bitchin'.

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>>714815771
The wo the fuck is holding the camera?

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>>714814673
goddammit this got me. saved.

>>714815771
I always hate this.
If I saw this being posted on fb, I think I would actually message him and ask what the address was.

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One of my close friends, who we'll call Dan, 18 years old, used to hang out a lot with me and another close friend, we nicknamed him Coke (after the drink). Sometime about a year and a half ago, he met a girl and the two really hit it off. She became friends with everyone in our circle, myself included, and we hung out every day, hell, we even had a few classes together and whenever we were asked to form groups it was always me, Dan, Coke and Dan's girlfriend. At one point Dan even told me that he was thinking about marriage (bear in mind that in my country divorce is not a thing, so this was even more serious than it would be to youse).

Around April of this year, another guy came into the picture. His name was Joseph, he was an exchange student, probably from Australia or New Zealand (I couldn't pinpoint his accent, but now I know how to tell the difference: ask them to say "Vet", if they "veht" they're Aussie, if they say something between vüt and veet they're a kiwi) and all of us loved him. He was the typical white chad, someone who oozed charisma out of every inch of skin. Meanwhile, Dan's relationship was starting to fall apart, and shortly before I left the country, they broke up. Dan was understandably heartbroken, Coke (who had known him since high school) and I always were there to cheer him up...Eventually Dan's ex got with Joseph. Dan didn't mind that Joseph violated the bro code, none of us really did. I left around July but promised to keep in touch with all of them.

>>714816109
his on mother, the only one who showed up..

>>714816109
> "mom's house"

>>714816109
his mom

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>>714816175
>saw
My conversations with Dan and all became less and less frequent. Dan took on a more despondent tone with each passing conversation. About a month ago, he called me up through Skype. He was inconsolable, equal parts rage and hopelessness. He told me that his ex found out that Joseph was a horrible person. He would often beat her, he was verbally abusive, he was a manipulative son of a bitch. I told him to immediately call the police, but the cops must have been bent or something because Joseph came to school the very next day completely unscathed. Coke flew into a rage and beat that lowlife's face up until he was bleeding and his eyes had swollen like a ball of cotton. Joseph ran and we haven't heard from him since.

Dan's ex had to drop all of her classes for half a year and go to therapy. The whole thing had been too much for her and I think she even tried to kill herself. I was shaken by the whole story and couldn't respond. Fast forward to Friday, a few of my friends were making tactless jokes about abuse and wife beating so I snapped, told them how offensive they were being. They didn't take me seriously so I told them all about the story of Dan, Coke, Dan's ex and Joseph. I told them how the abuse had permanently scarred her. I told them about how this happens every day, and that this was one of the few times the abuser gets caught. Finally, I told them about how if it hadn't been for Cotton-Eyed Joe, he'd have been married a long time ago. Where did you come from, where did you go? Where did you come from, Cotton-Eyed Joe?

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>>714814497

>>714816234
You made me laugh, i'll give you that

>>714815934
same anon

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>>714815771
>>714815944
/b/ saves the world

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Feels thread? Ok... you ask for it...

>>714815129
this is insecurity not sadness.

>>714815070
that's touching but most animals are dicks

>>714816400
I just don't get it. Been going on dates everything been great, last night she invited me to go out to meet her sisters and have food. I was excited all day, got ready, waiting to hear from her only to hear nothing. I asked if everything was still on for the day only to hear maybe then I hear she is at the mall buying clothes but suddenly has a headache and is "staying in for the night"
I get it not a big deal but still just grinds my gears.

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>>714816509

>>714816913
wasnt meant to be a reply sorry
i cant do anything right kek

>>714815287
>fuel crush to develop full blown obsession
>hang out with her and enjoy company
>stick it in her
>enjoy good life

fuck you are dense man its not complicated

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>>714817055
you can get those dubs right, anon.

>>714816639
not really. it depends on who he's asking

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>>714817055
yeah i was like picrel

>>714815527
Fuck.

>>714816351
fuck off back to facebook

lurk until you can spot pasta you faggot

>>714817132
Totally saved.

>>714818028
So, I cant laugh to pasta now? Kill yourself you worthless mongoloid

>>714818184
no you cant encourage shitty lazy pasta you cuntscab

the fucking guy couldn't even use meme arrows and you're patting him on the back?? why dont you jump off a cliff ass first onto a dick

>>714818298
I get the feeling you're actually angry about something else

>>714818298
>meme arrows

your bait is bad and you should feel bad

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>>714815300
Jesus Christ this got me bad.
my ex-girlfriend attempted suicide a few weeks ago and it fucking shattered me.
I watched "It's a Wonderful Life" on TV a few hours ago and this post brought back all the feels.

why do people do this to their friends and family? worst of all, why do I still sometimes want to die even after everything she put me through and everything I know I'd be putting my family and friends through?

Anyone else cry today?
One of those really painful ones. Not the whimpering kind of crying, I mean the kind where you are almost screaming to yourself. Because you are so overwhelmed and frustrated with something, that the pain is so unbearable?

Had one of those before. They tire me out.

>>714818428
because thinking about other people's needs is very difficult when you're in constant pain yourself.

>>714818555
not today, no. they are indeed tiring.

>>714818428
2 years ago I walked probably 4-5 miles out into the mountains and just sat there with my gun in my lap. Thought about suicide for a good hour or two while playing "Hate Me" by Blue October over and over. I Realized even though I'm a selfish piece of shit I couldn't do that to my family, my girlfriend (now ex) and the few friends I had

>>714815934
delet this
i didn't asked for all these feelings
it hurts

>>714818555
No I did earlier in the week, only a few whimpers today

>>714818555
I can't do that anymore. I haven't since I was in 8th grade and even that took a borderline mental breakdown that was like 8 months coming to achieve.

They say you feel better afterwards, so maybe it's a good thing you could do that.

>>714815374

Seen the same pasta but changed to be fighting in a war

my friends brand new bf brought her a ps4 and shes complaining about not being loved while ive never had a good relationship, ive been abused in them all and whenever i speak about being depressed i get told i overreact

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>>714818786
Here just look at this one, this is the one I sent her, I couldn't send her the original....

If anybody don't want to be lonely on this saturday night, you can come to talk or vent out -> https://discord.gg/qPQr4

>>714818227
Damn....

>>714815934
ouch

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>>714814497
i really have my feels too. but i actually cant talk to girl even if i dont get them. i actually have friends and one really good friend who i can trust.
i really love you guys i know i should be outside hanging with my boys and stuff but sometimes i really feel like you guys are the only ones that can understand me.
i wish you all faggots would be seeing everythin as i am seeing because then it wouldnt be that for you to get socially active.
but who am i to say smth im in front of my pc sipping a beer and looking forward to smoke a joint.

>inb4 hes drunk

>>714816234
Fuck that's good
Thanks for the laugh Anon

>>714814497
I bet you found this through my reddit post in the happy trees subreddit

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I'm such a lonely, emotionally stunted faggot that for years I've had a crush on a celebrity. Not a well-known celebrity, but still. Alice Glass, the former vocalist of Crystal Castles. It finally ended a week ago, but I'm still torn up over her.

I'm disappointed by how she turned out to be one of those high fashion cunts. What drew me to her wasn't so much her appearance, or her beautiful voice, but how weird she seemed. I thought, and later hoped, that she was an anarchist weirdo, sort of like me. I always knew it could've been a big lie, but I thought I was seeing evidence that she was real. But then she just turns out to be another celebrity. I've heard rumors that she lives in a $1.5 million house in L.A.

And she has this whole big thing about feminism and anti-oppression, but she modeled for a guy who had to settle over sweatshop allegations, and her management firm has some problems with sexual harassment. This is at the same time that she allegedly donates all the proceeds from her single to RAINN.

I can't stop thinking about her. And there's a part of me that hopes that there's just some misunderstanding going on. It's rumored that she's being pushed around by her boyfriend. So maybe, I tell myself, the real her is locked away somewhere. I don't buy it because the only evidence comes from people who sound really butthurt, but there's still that part of me.

I'm mostly over her though, I think.

On a more relateable note, I think about killing myself a lot, because I have no life. I'm almost 25 and it feels like I've never lived. My father is very controlling, mostly unintentionally. I still live in fear of him getting mad and yelling at me, like I'm a fucking child. I might just go ahead and kill myself when I turn 30.

I'm also a tranny.

>>714819005
Now i feel worst because i don't have "Her".
I wanna have a "Her" on my life. I already had one.
She wasn't my "Her". She was another one's "Her".
Another one more handsome and smart.
I've tried dating other girls. But any of them aren't "Her".

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>>714815374

>>714818726
A week ago i sat in my room with my 357 to my head and cried. I fucking wrote im sorry on a christmas note. My wife texting me please just call with a picture of my boys brought me out. Fuck this thread. Tomorrow i go to work, grab my duty weapon and carry on, like i will till im a old fucking man.

>>714814796
this one cuts me deep

>>714818726
hey I did the same thing with a noose and "landslide" by fleetwood mac when I was like 12. sometimes I wonder why I didn't go through with it. it feels like the longer I let my life trundle along, the more mistakes I make, the more I hurt people and just fuck up in general

>>714815070
aye u got me anon

>>714814673
So theyre schizophrenic?

>>714819285
I want her to be my her more then i want anything else in my life but she's not there. I hope not yet at least, she says she's just "not ready to date anyone" but im slowly sinking into a spiralling depression and thoughts of her are all I have right now

>>714819369
Do you take medication and/or go to therapy? When you have a (seems to be) supportive family, you might have a biological problem.

If that's the case, I'd almost call you fortunate. Many people here are depressed without biology being the primary cause so treatment is much harder.

>>714819369
I carry that gun every day with me and it's always a reminder, it actually saved me.from some road rash last month but I feel it there all the time and just remember what I almost did

>>714815070
RIGHT IN THE FEELS yup that's a tear right there.

>>714819278
I know what it's like to have a controlling father. Can't say I relate to the celebrity crush thing but I know exactly how it feels to be in love and then find out it was all a lie.

>>714819711
>Not ready to date anyone
Carry on, Anon. Eventually, she perhaps look up to you. Someday things will be better for you.

>>714819511
Me too, I have a few friends but I just can't bring myself to be close with them, one by one I am drifting apart from all of them. Hell I'm 22 on a Saturday night and I'm sitting here by myself with tears in my eyes. I should be out having fun with other people my age, I never have even been to a party

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ive never posted in one of these threads before but my lfe is looking pretty meaningless right now just to start off i just lost the one girl in my life that meant the absolute most to me she was literally my soul mate my uncle just passed away from a heart attack my grandmother just found out she has brain cancer and my aunt had ovarian cancer 3 people in my life died this year i dont think i can take much more /b/ before i end it i cant keep living like this

>>714815934
>tfw perfect 3.14 qt gf
>only dating for one week
>mfw I have to leave because I'm still living with parents.
>can't get into college because I'm really dumb
>can't find a job that pays enough to live on my own
>every time I leave I end up getting sent back to my parents after the first few rents

How can I win in a rigged game? All the jobs that can really support you need college and I don't have the money/smarts to go to it.

>>714815390
I guess I've never seen red after all

>>714819931
I mean we have been on several dates and every is slowly progressing but I just don't understand and when I try to take about it she just says she can't explain it either she's just not ready. I will wait though and hopefully go out again with her Monday, it's all I have to hope for these days.

>>714819726
Not gonna go into details, way to much. Things have just been real rough the past 2 years. It could be biological but i dont know. Never talked to anyone and probably never will. Probably one of my big fallbacks is i dont show emotion. Im never going to do what i did that night again. Couldn't do it to my family, whether or not theyre there for me. Just never talked about this to anyone. As they say feels good bro.. anyways thanks for listening. It can always be worse!

>>714814497
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2w2axPEbJb4

Thank you for the thread fam, i feel most of you, depression is fucking tiring

>>714815374
That's heartbreaking.

>>714820205
I will be cheering you up, anon. You can.

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what does it mean if i think these threads are edgy especially like this>>714814673
and cannot relate to them at all?
im very into suicidal ideation and hope i die in my sleep soon. am i just autism?

>>714820117
I hear you man, working 2 jobs just to make ends meet and it's not enough, yeah I'm 22 with a house but at what cost

>>714819860
Funny thing is ive never shot the 357, traded my dad one of my others for it. But you know what brother we're still here and thats all that fuckin matters in this crazy world.

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>>714814497
he never got the good times

>>714820196
This simple sentence got me anon

I had to put my cat down today. I'm so fucking sad.

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Premature I born.
Premature I die.

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>>714815300
fuck man...

>>714820306
Thanks anon. I recently got out of a 6.5 yr toxic relationship. I have feelings for this new girl I never experienced in my previous relationship.

>>714815771
Whoever found that better have liked them.

>>714814673
This one just... I needed to feel but not like this

>>714820398
Yeah, I realized I probably never will do it I'm not happy but it's also not worth it to shoot myself

>>714820444
I'm sorry anon, moment of silence here

>>714819015
bumping this if that can helps anybody.

You are not alone, anon.

>>714820750
Thanks.

>>714820444
I lost my cat at around valentine's day this year. It legitimately broke my heart, more than any human being could. My cat was always there for me those long dark nights that I would be up crying and not being able to sleep, she was there. I feel your pain, anon, I really do.

>>714820117
>can't get into college because I'm really dumb
I'm really fucking stupid too but my first semester ends next week and I have at least C's in all my classes, which is a pretty big deal for an idiot like me. I'm in a community college though, little bit cheaper and easier and can later transfer into a 4 year college to get my bachelors

>>714814673
Damn
Right on the fucking nose


Nice to know that I'm not only anon who this relates to

>>714820705
Shit gets better over time, even tho life keeps throwing curveballs it seems. Like sometimes it feels like you just csnt get a break but im with you aint worth shooting yourself over.

>>714820380
Worst thing is when I end up doing shit I promised I'd never do. Just for money, or the chance to live like I'm not a loser. I've been in and out of my parents house, shitty apartments, and homeless for the past two years.

>>714820380
Worst thing is when I end up doing shit I promised I'd never do. Just for money, or the chance to live like I'm not a loser. I've been in and out of my parents house, shitty apartments, and homeless for the past two years..

I love a woman and her 18 month old daughter. I gave them everything, food, money, let them live with me, and shared all my spare time. We were like a family, she said it so many times. So many promises made lightly. She said family, forever, children, home, future, never meaning any of it. I lost two people I loved and I'm unhappy.

>>714815934
That's not feels that's just edgy and painful to look at.

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>>714816576
oh dude.....
first time legit feels in these threads.

>>714820915
At my parents now because my ex had the utilities in her name and cancelled them. It's low 30s so I sealed my pride and staying the night here.

>>714815855
i dont get it

>>714820814
My condolences.

>>714820034
nah it feels like a lot. but thats life, some years are just more packed with funerals then others. and we keep moving forward

>>714821075
You will experience it one day anon

>>714820117

Damn dude, you fucking suck at life. If you think college is for everyone, especially when you are too stupid to get into one, you are exceptionally retarded.

>>714815300
My family would literally give no shits if I died... Sure they'd cry, but it wouldn't be for me. My mom would weep for the attention, my brother would punch a wall or something and then be over it immediately. Most of my family wouldn't even know I was gone. Not sure why I stick around

>>714817132
Worth the reading

It's not even worth to suicide, better to way for the good times and enjoy the fucking sadness

>>714815129
>ask
>found

This writer needs to learn their tenses.

YOU GET NO FEELS FROM ME

>>714820015
You're not alone, anon.
You're not alone. I've drifted apart from my friends I've had from highschool, never been to a party, never had sex. I'm hoping I got it worse, if that makes you feel better.

>>714821253
You stick around because while there might be no point in living there's no point in dying either.

C'mon /b/ro might as well keep going we've come this far.

>>714821638
I know I can't kill myself... Already failed too many times to count. I just dont know why I stop myself

>>714821550
In the narration of how the story seems to be told it could still work.

>>714821253
I don't know you, anon, but life has it's obstacles to overcome, both physical, and mental. Don't decide your fate so early on because you've not given it the chance to improve over time.

>>714821559
Some of the newer apprentices at work (electricians) ask if I have ever tried x or y at a party, calmly look and say "no you have to have friends to be invited to parties" I turn as they laugh because they think I am joking. They didn't see the tears in my eyes as I walked away.

>>714821718
Realistically probably survival instincts. There's no long running reason why we should live or die so might as well keep going. The good times will probably be worth it in the long run, at least I hope so or I'm sure humans would've died out by now.

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>>714814497

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>>714821808
I'm just so tired of being alone... I honestly don't think anyone would give a shit if I was gone. I once moved away very suddenly and was gone for a year. People didn't even notice...

>>714816576
>>714821083

one day this might happen to me.

i'm not living on the streets or anything, in fact i'm actually getting along with my life just fine on the surface.
on the inside is a different story, many dark secrets that would destroy me if the wrong person found it.

>mentally crippled, knowing i will be alone for the rest of my life.

>>714819278
i love alice glass too. whats your favorite song?

>>714815300
congrats 4chan you brought a tear in my eye
this just makes me remember the time i tried to an hero about a year or so ago, the look on my mams face as she came into my room to see her baby boy trying to tie a wire around his neck
bad feels man

>>714820504
Ikr those dubs

>>714814497
Someone at work is throwing a party on the 16th. Someone else asked me if I was going, but I said no. The only guy who I thought would consider me a friend whispered to this person, "it's probably best he doesn't go." So now, I've overheard everyone in that office say that they don't want to be around me. And I don't know what I've done to upset them so much.

>>714816234
I don't know if this is OC, ive never seen it before...

...but it needs to be pasted into every feels thread for the remainder of time.

>>714818347
For context, this was written by Theodore Roosevelt when his wife and mother died.

>>714818935
fuck you if u are confusing this with two of one soul guys. I used to play with em, fuck you for calling that pasta.

>>714822678
God I've been there...

>>714822053
That's rough, anon. But you need to also take into account that people have their own lives to lead as well, not just you. Everyone can't always provide attention to someone, I'm sure those people would remember, you've probably just faded away by distancing yourself so much from them. Probably putting a vibe that says "he doesn't want to be bothered, I better leave him be." Be sure to always see things from every perspective.

>>714822535
I'm sorry to hear that, /b/ro. Care to tell why you tried to take your life, and also how is your life now?

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>toying with the idea of suicide past couple months
>warming up to the idea more and more
>the idea of letting my life continue to live is becoming more alarming then the idea of suicide
>coming to terms with the aftermath of it, even though it doesn't really matter since I will be gone
>toying with the idea of live streaming it on 4chan
>would stream it on my phone and off myself on a highway, don't want to leave a mess in my house or have family members investigated
>there is a gun store a few blocks away
>have enough money to buy a gun
>every time I pass it I get closer and closer to just walking in and start the process of getting one
>already have a friend who supports suicide, so at least I can tell someone if I decide to do it. Would only tell her only right before though in case she rats out

Might be a happening thread coming sometime soon.

>>714814497
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pA8DdkM2Wqo

fuckin niggz

>>714822900
I'm not just in a personal pity party. People legitimately avoid me like the plague and I don't think they do it on purpose. Im just one of those people who falls to the back of everyone's minds and gets forgotten.

>>714816694
When you're happy, pics like this one make you laugh.

When youre sad, they make you cry.

But once youre numb, they make you laugh again.

I think I like being numb.

>>714821881
That's deep..sorry to hear that man.

>>714815934
IKTFB

>>714814796
>mfw I don't have that friend. I have no idea who to talk to, and even if I did I wouldn't want to bog them down with my problems.

>>714823006
Could you elaborate more on WHY you wish to take your life, anon?

>>714823006
DO IT FAGGOT

>>714823244
7cups.com

try that eh?

You can talk to me. My steam name is John Handcock [sqlmap and pray] add me

>>714815070
Sounds fake as fuck, but nice story.

My girldfriend has penis. Bigger than mine. That gives me depression.

>>714823300
fuckin' scum bag.

double dubs checked

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVg2EJvvlF8

>>714823300
>>714823006
Dubs demands it, anon

>>714823075
I can relate, I'm like that anon. Although I've grown used to it, and I've used it to my advantage, not many others have the same mind-set as I. I never tried to view it as a negative thing, I viewed me being the social outcast, or the guy nobody wanted to be around as a good thing, I focused on how I could have more time to myself, or people won't be dependent on me for things, thus avoiding awkward situations when I get asked something and don't know the answer. Try to see the glass as half-full.

>>714823474
Fuck off pussy go anhero w your boyfriend up there

>>714815300
Not like that for everyone. Minimal shits would be given if I killed myself. The dog would miss me I think.

>>714816293
This hits me so hard. As much as I try to fit into society, get a girl settle down and whatever it just seems it'll never happen. Seems like I'll just be the dark humored grunt with a SAW, the happiest I'll ever be. I'm a happy little machine gunner.

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you dont need fuckin feel threads just go on R9K
>>>/r9k/catalog

>>714823704
Illiterate swine.

Why are these threads always filled with tumblrinas
Waa waa I broke up with my gf I want to kill myself
Pathetic

>>714820034
damn that pic is sum ernie and ball shit right there lost hard this is nao u laf u banana

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I can't FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE!! I'm starting to lose my composure in public now. I don't know what to do, it feels like sadness and suicidal thoughts are overtaking me to the point where I can't even do my job anymore without wanting to punch a wall and cry. Wtf is this shit? I haven't cried in over 13 years and I'm not going to start today. I just want the pain to stop. I live a good life, I drive a Porsche 9/11, I live in a 1.2 million dollar home but I don't know how to stop this....

>>714823614
I don't want to be alone with myself... Not fond of the guy

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>>714823859
Ok.

Are you overly emotional fagboats still sobbing because someone noticed a flower the other day?

>>714824243
It was really pretty bruh

>>714815287
Romeo and Juliet laws might cover you in your state.

>>714822988
my life is pritty good now moved to a bigger house ect ect
sorry i'd rather not talk about the reason why...

Hi guys really sorry but I'm gonna have to ah.. Interject for a quick second. So I have 5$ in my Amazon account and I'm trying to get Frankincense and it's only 4$ and I read that it relieves anxiety and depression. Can someone PLEASE just PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE get me a 4$ amazon giftcard to [email protected]

please and thank you...

>>714824568
https://www.amazon.com/Frankincense-Incense-Sticks-50-Ikshvaku/dp/B00H5NCOZ4/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1481428360&sr=8-1-spons&keywords=frankincense&psc=1&smid=A1ODP881VVFE4M thats the stuff btw

I'd love to try and convince people it gets better but it doesn't. I've always been decently socially apt, I've got friends, a job, I've been in relationships, I'm so average it hurts.

It doesn't matter. Whatever you have in your life doesn't change the person imo. It can refresh your outlook for awhile or trick you into thinking life isn't meaningless but something will always come around to re-open the pit in your stomach.

Every day I have to put on a fake smile, get out of bed and go to work and pretend to care because it's the only thing stopping me from killing myself.

Happiness, pleasure, Love - these are a distraction, and a temporary ones at that.

All I really feel is hatred, deep seated. Not for everybody, not for myself, just hatred. I get gooseflesh when I focus on it for too long because I realise how very real it is compared to other, fleeting emotions.

Whats wrong with me b/ ? I'm not arrogant and/or smart enough to self diagnose and I need help. I can only pretend for so long.

>>714814497
>>714814665
>nu-male millenial libshit cucks whining and crying

>>714824766
What do you hate Anon?

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>Get off work today and check phone
>See text from this woman I've been dating for almost two months
>Woman has a good job, good personality, and is great in bed
>Text reads "I don't feel like we want the same things. This is not working for me anymore."
>She doesn't text anything else.
>Doesn't answer return phone call.

>Realize I am almost twenty-four and never have been with a girl longer than two months.
>Look at calendar and realize our two month mark is two days from now.

> -__-

>>714824534
i can remember the week after i kept telling myself about how would -blank- feel and -blank- would feel ect ect it got to the point I had to be 'send' to one of them 'units' because of it

>>714815300
Attention grabber. Let her off herself. NO FEELS FROM ME

>>714815070
thank you for sharing this. it honestly just made me feel better. I just got the news that my dog passed away last week (I'm away at university) and wasn't told until today due to my finals being this previous week. I'm glad they waited till I was done with finals. was the right thing to do.
he was 14 years old and had pretty much lost his hearing as well as his eyesight.
I was told he seemed restless that day and my dad decided to let him out and opened the front door. it was a light drizzle that day with cloudy skies and he just sort of looked out, laid down, and passed away. i can't stop thinking about this detail. this dog was never mean and was just the best and most chill dog i've ever seen and the way he passed away just gets to me in a sad but good way
I've been expecting to hear about him passing for a long time but it still was hard to hear it. I honestly have been crying my eyes out and I didn't understand why. I mean he is just a dog right? but when I thought about it he's been with our family for 14-15 years and i'm currently 23. he's been with us since i was around 9 years old. he was definitely man's best friend. it's hard to think of going home tomorrow and him not being there.

>>714824936
I dont know honestly. All of it but not all of its elements. I dont hate people, I hate the falseness of society and the desperate need people have to appeal to others. I understand they embrace this false culture because they just want to fit in. Understanding doesn't stop me hating. I hate that I do the same as them but I feel it, they dont. They are happy in their created personas, I feel like a stranger in mine. I hate the dichotomy between the self-righteousness people have and then minutes later will stab people in the back for small gains. I feel hatred for each and every aspect of what being human is.

>>714825724
Appeal to others in what way? Religion, culture, social interaction, tradition?

>>714821762
No it couldn't. You cant jump between present and past tense like that.

The message goes across just fine. It's just not well written.

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>>714823244
Its better to be in a situation where you can talk to someone, so add me on steam buddy

Good Balls
Or
/AngusPropainus

>>714824142
Do youraelf a favor.

Have a fucking cry.

I know that might seem impossible for no appatent fucking reason, maybe society telling us we need to be macho, but you have no idea how amazing the release of a good cry can feel. It's like openong up the pressure valve, just for a moment

>>714826228
Social Interaction mostly. I find religion has been instilled from birth in most cases and doesn't really influence how people behave socially, at least in this part of the west. What I see on a day to day basis, whether I'm in work, or going out, or just hanging out with friends, is this ridiculous charade people have going on. The way they'll do anything to make themselves look like they've figured it out, they're the one with the answers and they know how life should be lived. Every person I know seems to be one part arrogance, one part insecurity. I understand in a society this large and judgmental it doesn't pay to 'be yourself' but its almost like there's an unspoken agreement that to get by you have to be this caricature of consciousness. We are people that feel and we act like robots, even our emotions and interactions are suppressed by layers of social conditioning and rituals.

>>714820424
no he didnt

I don't know what I want. I don't know if I want to keep enduring this pain or if I should just give in to my selfish desire and end it already. Someone please make the pain go away I don't know what to do everyone is gone I have nothing now... Guess I'll fap again, it sometimes makes me forget for a short while

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>>714826629
>>714826794
>>714827189

>>714814665
Williams only committed suicide to escape the horrors of long term care with a degenerative disease, he took the honorable way out in a country without Euthanasia.

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>>714827635
>>714826629
>>714826794
>>714824999
LISTEN UP EVERYONE, TRAVIS IS IN THE HOUSE!

I visit these threads frequently.
Because sadness is the only emotion I ever feel, and it still needs something to provoke it.

>>714817132
this fucked me up... the one about the baby in the pool... fuck man i was in that womans shoes once... it was my baby sister...

>>714815287
This copypasta shit.

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>>714814796
jesus chwist!

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>>714828953
>>714828888
>>714828186

>>714815390
"no because that's a gay question"

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>>714815771
If i was a desperate faggot on facebook never had one I would have still came to his moms house, even if he was a coworker. People suck

>>714823825

Lmao settle down you faggot

Does anyone have the webm of that really old guy crying because he remembered his wife's death?
That one always struck a cord for me.

>>714814673
Fuck

>>714831184
Dammit wrong tab

this thread is pure faggotry