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How does one become, or feel like, human?
I no longer take joy in things. I'm unable to bond with people or animals properly, the only excitement in my life is food and masturbation, and everything seems bleak and grey outside of small intervals of brief happiness, for about minutes. I have a pet i'll soon get rid of because i can't bond with him. I'm fat and i procrastinate all day because if i try to lose weight, i take away eating, which is the only things, together with masturbation, that makes me feel alive. I'm slowly starting to lose sensibility in my penis because of excess of masturbation. My once tight morals( at least, in concept) are loosening. I can't read books for my short attention spam. I live alone, and i have no living family members.
In short, i'm a husk of a man, and i don't know what to do. The only things that make me alive, eating in masturbating, are destroying me. I have nothing, or no one else.
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>>18699969
More like a man with a lot of time in his hands even being able to create a literary piece of art that is meant to be read by fellows as a release of emotions and inner feelings which in turn is also an act of seeking approval so that the author of the image board thread also known to the community as OP can receive the placebo of acceptance.
Just be yourself. Apathetical human being surfin the intarwebs for fapfaps and keks.
>t. Anon
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I forgot to mention, i have considered joining the military so i can, through more suffering, be broken and rebuild anew. Smoking, too, for it would be like a subtle suicide, except i would aknowledge the hope i have that things could change, and i could improve before dying.
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>>18699969
>fat
>>>/fit/ sticky, lose 1kg per week you fat fuck
>masturbation
https://yourbrainonporn.com/
>no longer take joy
Psycholog and CBT.
Also get a job.
https://www.mcdonalds.com/us/en-us/careers.html
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>>18699984
I want advice, for i don't know what to do. Where i am, being approved of doesn't change anything.
And living like a drug addict seeking fixes in trash food and masturbation every minute? I'm miserable enough to want to remain like this. ''Being myself'' isn't working out for me.
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>>18699991
It's what i said. I'm trying to be fit, but taking away food while taking away masturbation, the only things that make me feel something? I've tried and try, it just don't go.
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>>18700007
All i can hear are pathetic excuses. What excuse you got for not getting job? And what excuse you got for not seeking psycholog?
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>>18700020
Your advice for job is welcome, it's what i've been seeking anyway. But psychologist? I've been in so many. Does it even help?
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>>18699998
It starts with belief you can change even after so long. Then you add in good habits and slowly push out the old. Then you put yourself out there and hope to be accepted.
>>18700007
start with the junkfood, do fapping last, as in after you're fit, unless you feel like it sooner which you may.
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>>18700020
Also, what are good busy jobs? Things that i always have something to do?
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>>18700102
Start with anything which will give you excuse to leave your basement. Also i bet you havent even finished highschool.
Open google and type there: job
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>>18699969
Learn to hate yourself enough to endure the pain it takes to get better.
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