So, there's this guy I know, we've known each other for two years, and he's one of my best and only friends. But there are two problems. One, I've had a massive crush on him for a while and I don't know what to do, and two, he lives in another state almost all the way on the other side of the country. I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder and sometimes I panic and annoy him or make him upset with me, but he still stays around and we still hang out, play games, talk and all that. What do I do? How can I stop panicking? How do I deal with my feelings for him? I'm worried about or friendship, I can't lose anyone else.
Are you good looking?
>>18328603
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>>18328603
everyone I've known says yes, mostly my friends though, so I guess?
>>18328607
Seduce and fuck him. The odds are in your favor, given that you're attractive.
>>18328607
Give him a blowjob. Do a good job, though.
>>18328637
Were he in my state, or were I in his, that would have happened a long ass time ago.
>>18328641
Say that you really want to blow him. 100% serious.
>>18328647
I'd love to desu, but that's a bit too forward
except I was the friend, and he told me he had ptsd, then freaked out when I didn't have money for booze, and started screaming at me when I made fun of his ex boyfriend and almost got me in a wreck. he was inconsiderate person sort of to be around. everyone I knew from college ostracized me from hanging with him, and now they do not associate with me. I thought I was just being considerate, only to realize the real reason I was his one friend was because I was just a co dependent to his narcissism, and the only one who hadn't been driven away yet. I suggest you really consider why you think you're afraid of losing people... maybe you should lose everyone. Lord with.
>>18328686
I don't freak out on people because they don't have money, it's just because 70% of the time I feel incredibly alone and on the verge of tears and I don't know how to control myself when someone doesn't answer, because I end up thinking I did something wrong or that they hate me.