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To the world

Fuck all of you, black shut in

God damn guys, even if i see you as the best friends i can imagine. why is it so hard for you to see i'm not okay. you guys know it's hard for me to speak openly about my feelings and my thoughts. but come on. i gave you so much direct hints. there wasn't a time i didn't helped you guys when you were feeling down. i was always there for you. why is it so hard to return the favor. I know its better to just ask you guys but what the fuck. especially you, i told you i was still feeling sad because of this girl who fucked me over. i told you. but all you did was talking over it about your problems and you totally forgot mine. just tell me why man. i'm your friend right?

>>18229939
Shut up fag, die and go to fag hell

>>18229946
already there

thanks for everything, my life is awesome

I wish you'd talk to me already. It hurts waiting.

If that's how you talk to people when you don't get your way...then no wonder everyone thinks you're insane.

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I've decided that I don't give two shits about what my aunt thinks of me. She's a fucking cunt, and I don't have to skirt around her in fear of her paranoiaor avoid my cousins and act cold towards them because of not wanting to fuel her delusion. Screw her, if my cousins come visit my grandma, I can go there too if I so damn well pleace even if the girls are there. I don't have to restrict my movements so that I won't ever see my cousins, just because my aunt doesn't like me being around them she is full of shit, and everyone knows it, even her son. My cousins love my company. Just because my aunt has the emotional range and capacity for affection that of a dead fish, does not mean that I should be ashamed of the affection and bond I shared with my cousins.

Getting drunk and talking about this shit with some of my other cousins who are my age/older than me helped a lot. My aunt can go to hell with her bs accusations. She's a fucking cunt.

>>18229971
Your a thinskinned beta
>>18229957
Shut up idiot
>>18229954
Learn your place, dumbass

I am legitimately beginning to hate niggers, unironically
I feel insecure about the fact that im young but I dont want to stick my dick into everything I see
I am starting to unironically hate women, but I holding out hope that I've had bad luck
I'm everybody's favorite third wheel, and I fucking hate it.
I secretly wish I had the opportunity to kill someone and get away with it, just to see what it's like.

I feel empty, no matter how hard I try I can't seem to fill the void

>>18229974
She probably know better than you, there's likely a reason she doesn't like you

>>18229985
If you're apathetic, your already dead inside, just end it already
>>18229980
Generally low iq are grouped together, you're a nigger anyway, just just castrate yourself you waste of matter

>>18229986
She doesn't know jackshit. She has never shown any affection towards her kids, because she, like my mother, grew up in a very dysfunctional family. Unlike her though, my mother got over her issues and learned that you can actually show affection towards people you care about, hence me growing up in a family where hugs, cuddling etc was normal.
So of course I didn't think that it was weird if I showed affection towards my cousins that way. But in my aunt's emotionally retarded head, that made me a pedophile. So screw her.

I don't give a shit about my aunt and her psychosis anymore. I care about retaining the bond I developed with my cousins.

fuck her

>>18230035
Fuck you whiteboi

NEXT SEMESTER IS MY LAST ONE IN COLLEGE AND IM GOING TO CREATE A TINDER ACCOUNT BECAUSE I FIND IT UNACCEPTABLE THAT IM 23 AND STILL A VIRGIN THANKS TO ME BEING RETARDED AND IM NOT EVEN THAT UGLY IM LIKE A 5-6/10 BUT IM SO INSECURE AND SO DEAD INSIDE THAT WHENEVER I GET THE CHANCE I FUCK IT UP BUT NO SIR NOT ANYMORE IM GONNA CREATE A TINDER AND HOPEFULLY GET LAID AT LEAST ONCE IN 4 FUCKING MONTHS

>>18230059
Your a virgin because you're an idiot, fucking 12 year old can lose their virginity

>>18230064
thats what i said anon im legit a light aspie so i never get the hints until its too late or if the girl is completely open about it and ive already fucked up 4 different times.

It's been 2 weeks since we talked. I am finally getting my first tattoo this week. I'm listening to a lot of new albums. I'm going to Texas in June. My nipples are going to be pierced soon too. I'm going to the gym now. Sometimes it's hard to wake up and know that I can't talk to you. Sometimes I wish things were different. Life is changing. I still love you... I wonder why that's not changing. I think I'll text you soon. I want to know how you are doing. I hope you're doing well. I miss you. I love you. You'll always be my Mr. B.

Love,
Your chef

>get dismissed from uni for low grades (took 2 years)
>take year off
>join community college and manage to get overall GPA up to 2.1
>current GPA at current school is 3.75/4
>anxiety through the roof trying to keep my GPA while balancing the other parts of my life

It's funny but it really made me realize how stressful actual hard work can be. I know this isn't a 4 year uni but actually caring about wjat you do is rather difficult. I'm so scared of fucking up since I'm now doing good that I've been having massive anxiety for weeks (anxiety has NEVER been an issue).

I can't imagine what students at top schools/programs deal with. Best of luck to anyone who is

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Happy Easter yall

Everyone thinks I'm smart but I'm really an idiot. I wish people didn't expect so much out of me...

>like 3 months ago, meet dude online, talks big talk. Says he's super dominant, appears to ooze this confidence and cockiness I'm looking for.
>Invite him over
>Shit starts well, he grabs me and throws me on the bed
>We start making out
>Notice he's kind of a bad kisser, but think nothing more of it.
>5 minutes in he stops
>Says he jizzed himself
>"Oh.... Um, wanna watch some tv or something? Recharge a little?"
>I have no idea what to do with this situation, try to play it off as smoothly as possible, give him the opportunity to play it off as smoothly as possible
>"I-I have homework"
>He literally runs out of my house
>Spend the rest of the night wondering what the fuck just happened, my god that was so uncomfortable.
>2 months later, now
>Messages me a weak "sorry about last time. You wanna meet up again"

Lol. Sorry man, I just don't think I can come back from that one. I'm sure it was far worse for you than me, but fuck that was so awkward and I don't think I can see you again.

I wish you lived closer to me. I wish you would be my daddy and cuddle me. Good gosh, I love you.

Goddammit, why do every single girl I go on a date with ghost me afterward?

Jesus Christ, fuck you Cindy.

>>18230295
Cindy sounds like a total bitch with a whore's name anyway. If her name is "Cynthia" and shortens it to "Cindy" that's a red flag in my book. "Cynthia" is beautiful, "Cindy is trash". Is she an escort or a stripper? Regardless you can do better, anon. Bless your heart and happy candy day

I'm so lonely. How the fuck does a grown man just go out and make friends?

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>be me
>unemployed for like a year
>it sucked but i had saved a ton of my money
>i still pay my own phone, credit card bills and personal costs
>get new job
>start next week
>it's like a 3 hour roundtrip commute
>we dont have a car
>she's pretty bad with money
>she's just recovering from bankruptcy
>mom is pushing me to buy a car
>every day this week is the same fight
>transportation would cost under $100 a month
>mom doesnt understand that car, insurance, gas, other shit adds up
>i'm 99% sure it would exceed $100 a month
>"b-but think about the time you would save"
>im not desperate to save time, i.e. no other commitments
>part of me feels like she wants a car so she could use it as well
>mfw

>>18230349
Go out to a bar. Loosen up with a couple drinks and start chatting with people. It helps if there's billiards or games around.

>>18230212
Thanks anon, happy easter to you as well :)

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I have this friend who complains that the boy she likes doesn’t give her attention.

The same boy he’s been with for the past two and a half months or so. Having a standart relationship but without defining themselves as a couple because of reasons. And this boy tends to either be extremely busy or disappear for days… Buut most of his available time, goes to her. “Not as much as she’d like”, she says, but more than anyone else gets from him. At the same time, this girl is having the same deal with two other boys. And she has on speed dial like two or three more guys who she can call anytime and get sex, cuddles, or whatever she’s needing, physically and emotionally.

In the meantime, I’ve had a huge crush on this same girl for the last six months, unable to forget her because she’s a big part of my life, right now. And for the life of me, I cannot get another girl, I am a complete failure when it comes to romantic or sexual stuff, and I’ve been on a dry spell since January 2015, aside from a hooker I was with last summer (which wasn’t that good). I have fucked up the few opportunities I’ve had with any girl in this time, and I’m starting to believe that this girl is lowkey using me as her emotional napkin.

In the meantime, there’s this other female friend who has been struggling with a phobia of intimacy (physical and emotional) during a very long time. And the only two people she has had feelings for in seven years did not return their feelings. And she is able to love, but unable to express it.

But the first girl still complains. And insists that her situation is really awful.

And I want to be a good friend and accept that she’s having a rough time or whatever, but it really pains me and makes me mad that she tries to pass her situation as a tragedy. Or, even worse, I’m just a resentful little shit because she’s not into me.

I just want to be good at what I do. I know I'm exceeding all expectations and am beyond where I should be for my amount of experience. But I won't be able to lose my anxiety until I feel I'm a legitimate and professional electrician

>>18230414
You're doing great. You have goals and you're working hard to achieve them. Give yourself some grace so you're not being too strict with yourself. Eat some sweets today and happy easter.

>>18230397
Try to not lean so hard on the first female. She seems unstable and unsure of herself. Don't allow her to drag you down with her personal melodrama.
The second seems like a lot of work and you should be aware of the worst possible scenario that you could invest a lot of time in her and wind up filling unfulfilled.
Don't go looking for females. Focus on you and she'll find you eventually and organically.
Hope you had a good day and treated yourself. Happy Easter, anon.

>>18230290
Love you too, happy Easter.

Girl me and my gf fell for is split because of a guy she met and asked us for some space. Long time friends are pieces of shit who are always too lazy to go out for anything that is not expensive as hell. My business is falling apart and I'm broke. My life just decided to turn to shit in the last two weeks.

>>18230506
Never give up. It's only temporary. Good luck, hit the ground running, and happy easter.

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>>18230492

>>18230548
Oh yeah and I'm fat, so every piece of chocolate is chewed with guilt lol

But thanks for the motivation

>>18230575
bless your heart. It's just one day.

>>18229916
fuck, im a loser in life

>>18230598
If you're at the bottom, the only way left is up.

Don't give up, try your hardest and eventually you will succeed.

>>18230618
eh, i guess. i am not at the bottom, i am just a loser with no redeeming qualities, and thats it really. i am not depressed or anything, just frustrated with my inability to successfully do anything really, but im used to it. occasional vent helps though.

>>18230639
i've been here for a long time. been trying to find something im interested enough in and then to muster up the confidence to actually go for it

>>18230709
gimme a sec. will post in a minute or two

>>18230709
you are asking the worst possible guy. i am below average at pretty much everything, so i tend to get frustrated and give up on most of my new hobbies.

here is my 5 cents for what its worth:
in my experience, people seek their hobbies too broadly. let me explain:
i had a friend in high school who was obsessed with pokemon. he used to trace over pictures of pokemon, and that was pretty much his hobby for high the first two years of high school. however, he unintentionally got better at drawing because of this, and when he eventually tried regular drawing, he really enjoyed it because he was "surprisingly" good at it. now he is an animator and has a pretty above average salary, and he enjoys every minute of his work.
so i think starting small is a good strategy to figure out future interests and potentially improve upon them. starting small also helps with confidence since you are "starting small" and moving to a bigger goal once you are confident or bored enough to move on. hell, you might even not realize the transition.

Fuck off with the fireworks it's barely April why can't you wait until July 4th fuckkkkkkk
Man wtffffff
Wtffffffff

Shutttt uppppppp
Fuckkkkkkkk

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm so thin that I think I'm going to die.

I love that you said my tears made you feel like shit and that's why you stopped. Promised you would stop. Guess you got over it huh? Keep lying to my face. Great way to start our lives. I'm not stupid. Hiding stuff in the recyle bin was a bad choice. I don't think I love you anymore. Youre probably too busy watching facials to care though. Hope it was worth it, cause you no longer are. I cant trust someone who goes out of his way to make a promise he knows is a big deal to me and breaks it for 'nothing'

>dont have any incentive to socialize with others
>still feel alone despite lacking the desire to talk to others

truly the duality of man

>>18230234
Saaaame

>>18230234
Same, bro. People think I'm a genius and stuff, but I actually can't easel my way out of complicated situations without panicking and I have the emotional intelligence of a rock. Just because I say what they want to hear, doesn't mean I'm intelligent.

Dad,

Would it kill you to ask about my hobbies once in a while? I don't call often because when I do, all I get are lectures about how I don't call,and all the things I need to be investing in. The only thing that matters to you is money, and you'll guilt trip me into paying for your life instead of trying to get yourself out of the hole you've dug.

You don't want to talk about me, you want to talk about my wallet.

I make a decent paycheck. I'm frugal. I recently got promoted. But none of that is good enough, because I'm not making a million dollars a year and living along the equator, so that you can move down and mooch off of me. Every time you mention it, it sounds less and less like a joke, and more like an actual plan you believe will happen if you say it enough.

I appreciate what you did for me, raising me.
I don't appreciate you continue to force your will upon me, browbeating and guilt tripping me into "paying you back" for raising me. I get it. Shit wasn't easy for you, but I've got my own problems to work through without you adding to them.

I'd have a hell of a lot more gratitude if you treated me like a person, and not as a walking promissory note.

I feel bad on the inside and it hurts to think about and it hurts not to
Even now I'm complaining on a board I barely post on because I don't quite have anyone else
Thanks for being my shoulder again /adv/, at least you're too abstract for me to know for sure if I'm treating you wrong

>>18230948
This a place (at least, a thread) to vent.
You're treating us exactly right, anon.

>>18230973
Thank you

I want to fucking die.

>>18231018
You'll get through this. Keep going.

i hate 9-5 but i really like my job.
9-5 is depressing as fuck.

>>18231036
your hard work will pay off soon.

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I always make sure to be a shoulder for my friends, even if I am awkward at expressing my concern. Whether they want to rant or get something off their chest; I let them know I'll always be there for them in the most objective way possible (unless otherwise asked not to be). It's always a big relief when they tell me what's been bothering them, or what they felt like they couldn't tell anybody else.

But I don't feel relieved because it's some kind of ego trip for me or because I felt needed; it's because with that expulsion of built up emotion(s), I hope that it helps them keep going for a little longer. The weight on their shoulders is a little lighter, their world has a bit more color than before. All that sappy junk, y'know?

I have never expected anything in return, but I'd like to selfishly hope that one of them would do the same for me someday.

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Good night /adv/. I hope everyone enjoyed their Easter Sunday or at least ate something nice and filling.

Ich bin bei dir,
du seist auch noch so ferne,
Du bist mir nah.
Die Sonne sinkt,
bald leuchten mir die Sterne.
O wärst du da.

Dear bf,

I fucking love you. I'm sorry I'm so crazy around you, it's just that you seem to be okay with it. I hope you'll be able to stand me.

It's.... It's okay to say "I don't know". It's okay to ask to clarify whatever was brought up.

>>18231081
People like you are the reason why I keep trucking...even though my life is basically in shambles.

Thanks, anon. You have a good night too.

I am glad that you're over me now.. I really wish i could get over you.. I love you.. I really do.. I really wanted to be with you.. I am sorry for what I've done.. I really want to get back.. I want to hold you again.. If only i hold your hand more.. If only i was a better person.. Now i can only wish that you will come back to me someday.. But i dont have the strength to think that you will.. I dont even think that you will either.. I am sorry for being so clingy.. I am sorry for being a bad gf for you.. I miss you so much..

I dont know.. I feel so broken and devastated.. I wish someone could hold me now.. And i wish that person is you..

I am sorry for ranting here.. I wish you all have a good day or night.

I thought to myself that it's finally time to leave my comfort zone. Finally I'm going to start meeting people. But when you looked at me I broke eye contact too quickly. I should have stared you down and smirked as if to say, yeah we're both in a laundromat on Easter, neither of us want to be here but as long as I'm here I want to focus my attention on you.

But I didn't. I folded my sheets while you buried your face in your phone the whole time. I should have tried to start a conversation.

I'm tired. I don't know what I'm doing with my life, and don't feel motivated to do anything anymore. I don't talk to my friends anymore, and only end up arguing with people when someone initiates conversation with me. The sadistic streak I thought I got rid of is coming back, and I can't stop trying to hurt people. My strange fetishes are also getting more extreme, and I'm a little uncomfortable with what I think about while masterbating (at least I'm still disgusted by CP!). I also really dislike the way the world has gone and keeps going. I felt some hope last year with the elections, but I realized my dreams aren't going to come true, and my life is unsatisfying and uncomfortable. My parents are disappointed in me, and I think I am too. I feel like going to church would save me, but I don't really feel motivated enough to do that. The one girl who I actually like is someone I could never be with due to family and ancestral pride. I don't remember some nights and I think I did embarrassing things. I am struggling with homosexual thoughts that don't feel like my own. I don't know how to communicate properly with people. No one cares about anything I actually care about. People always tell me I'm articulate or a great story teller, but I can't seem to use those skills to say what I want. I wish I never found this website, and I wish I was stupid enough to not learn how the world really works. I wish I could sleep forever. I want to do things, but just can't. I don't feel like I truly beling anywhere. Everyone who loves me seriously overvalues my intelligence, but anyone who disagrees with anything I have to say thinks I'm stupid. Or do the people who love me lie to me so I won't be hurt? Mind you, I'm not sure if they love me on anything more th an an obligation level. My dog at least lets me know he doesn't really like me. I wish people would tell me when I'm being weird or mean. The girl in my class, even if I thought her stupid, was honest. I think I'm done.

Why do you take so long to reply? You seem so interested in me but you tease me so subliminally. I hope we get to meet each other soon, we have so many things to talk about. If this is all one big act, I fail to see the objective.

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>>18231175
>My dog at least lets me know he doesn't really like me.

Damn...

I literally wasted my whole fucking weekend and Friday night waiting for and getting cancelled on last second by Tinder dates. This is my last weekend here and boy was it shit.

>>18231175
I think I'm gonna add more. I'm afraid of getting hearing damage. I'm a little worried that I'm retarded or autistic but no one is telling me. It's clear to me that I don't fit in, but I'm not sure why. Am I just creepy? When I think back, only a few things are creepy, but I can't tell what other people think. I keep trying to hurt peoples feelings, and it keeps coming naturally. I feel like I'm operating on autopilot, that I'm just doing something I've done thousands of times, like what I'm doing is as easy as eating. Most motions that should be easy don't feel right. Walking is awkward, and feels unnatural. I'm afraid of things I know can't be real. I feel uncomfortable sleeping at night, and find it easier to sleep during the day. I'm worried that these are signs something is very wrong with me and people are hiding it from me. I'm a little worried and excited someone will respond. Am I just an attention whore? Do I just crave acknowledgment, but I'm too lazy to gain it legitimately? Why can't I find anyone even remotely like me, someone who doesn't make me feel so awkward or scared? How am I so oblivious to others? Why do things keep changing for the worse? Why does no one else see things like I do? Why can't I stop feeding my vices? What's wrong with everything? Why is it all going so wrong?

For fuck sake man, you were my best fucking friend, and I love you, but I told you "Don't try anything on her, we're just having a bad time", and you still did it. I told you to be there for her because I couldn't. I choosed you because I trusted you, I saw you as the guy that won't betray me even in the roughest times. But you went with it. And she choosed you because she saw on you everything that she couldn't see on me. Wellness. Self confindece. Support.
I loved her. I loved her with every part of my. But she choosed you, and it's my fault. I should've never trusted you.
And I know it's been almost a year, but I'm not expecting you to feel what is like to have the love of your life being stoled by your best friend.
And I have to take it, I have to look at her face and pretend it's alright, pretend I'm over it. I have to be there for her, I just have to. Now I'm supposed to be one of his best friends. I'm too weak to tell her that I don't want anything to do with her anymore. She can't handle it.

I don't know what I did to make you not love me. I don't know how I can fix it. I just wish I could stop thinking about it.

Sorry Jessica.

Quick overview, M/26/depression and suicide

Funny how things go, used to be suicidal and wanted death. Now that the reaper knocking on my door I'm scarred shitless, fear worse than any of my anxieties I've dealt with. I've tried even killing myself once, shitty method that failed.

Biggest reasons I don't want to die is there is a girl I love, even if she does but feel same way, and the sadness of others. I get disability because of medical issues but over winter lot of odd symptoms cropped up and the MRIs don't look good. I don't know if I am basically dead man walking but the idea so terrifying. I can't even sleep because I can't get it out of my head. I don't want to go yet.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE? NO ONE CAN FIGURE OUT ANYTHING, AND YOU JUST LISTEN TO THE TEACHERS AND THE NEWSMAN AND PRETEND THAT IT'S GETTING BETTER BUT IT'S NOT, YOU STUPID FUCKS.
I just feel angry.

What I would have given for a chance with a girl like her. She's literally perfect. But I'm a mentally unstable alcoholic loser. She hangs out with me cause she uses me. And I know it, it sucks. Fuck this life.

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13 years ago I unwillingly committed a violent crime that resulted in the death of two people

Recently I've had thought of committing the same crime, this time with malice... Am I a psychopath??

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>>18231318
>unwillingly commit violent crime
?????

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I really miss my dear little chihuahua, Athena..
Fuck the bloody bastard that killed her..
Hit her with his car and drove off..
I will have my revenge on the scumbag, I've already found out where he lives,
There will be trouble.

(Pic related, it's her with her only puppy, Artemis)

If people know that life sucks, why have children?

I mean, honestly, why would you purposely bring another being into this world if you know it is doomed to suffer its whole life?

Like, what the hell? So your life is a bit more "special"? As an expression of love to your SO?

Honestly, people birthing children without thoroughly thinking about it and knowing they cannot provide but will "try" are the most selfish people in the fucking world.
It's the reason why the human race is so damn ignorant and so very slow to evolve.

>>18231325
I was abducted from my home, beaten and had my left ring finger cut off by my captors.
They sent my finger in the mail to my parents I think - I'm not sure, they've never spoken about it..

>>18231332
Having children is fulfilling your obligation to your ancestors. You are fulfilling your duty to continue your genetic line, and by doing so fulfill the wishes of those who came before you.

>>18231325
I lit the warehouse they where keeping me in on fire, those bastards burned in their sleep.

Can I please just keep you? I don't know how to. The harder I grab on the more you let go. You don't believe my words. Why? I've never done anything deceitful. Do you want to let me go? Are you trying to?

>>18231335
>>18231340
Those guys deserved it if this is the same person, but don't do that to an innocent person, no matter how tempting it is. It isn't worth it.

>>18231332
Because most people aren't losers.

>>18231286

Not this weekend despite wanting to do it. But a few paychecks I'll book a hotel room. And I'll hang myself. Soon. So fucking soon I'll be done with this fucking life.

The world would be a better place if everyone was white.

Not a nazi, just common sense. If everyone was one race we wouldn't have racial tension, plus biologically whites are smarter. I'd be okay if everyone was Asian too.

How can I gauge if a girl has interest in me?

>>18231345
It's not that I want to hurt anyone, I just want to set a ginormous fire

If I said any of the shit you've done out loud anyone who ever heard it would tell me to leave you.

I guess that's why I don't say any of it out loud.

>>18231332
Maybe you just want to create a person you know you can do your best to help, someone who can make improvements to the world if they are given the chance.
You talk about evolution, but that's exactly what it can be, becoming better each generation.
If you believe that people are not becoming better each generation, then blame that force which causes it, don't blame life for being life and doing its best.

>>18231377
That's fine then, buy some super cheap property in the kiddle of nowhere and light it on fire.

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>>18231390
Well, time to work overtime!

I've always wanted to walk into a big store with a bat and a gun and just break everything and make a huge mess, then torch it with a flamethrower.

>>18231377
Know any folks that like giant bonfires? (and know the safety stuff?)
Some people have a nice location (rural) and a lot of stuff that needs burning, and sometimes it's a fun social event.
I'd bet they'd be fine with you doing the work on the fire, then you can just hang out in the evening and watch it go and chat.
Those suckers can get pretty big if you have the fuel, plus you can drink and sit around if you're into that. Just be safe

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I can't get the thought out of my head of you and your rebound fatass boyfriend having sex.

It's fucking ridiculous. How could you give him everything you denied me? He doesn't even care about you, he doesn't want you to succeed. He just wants you to smoke weed and suck his dick.

Only 10 more fucking days before I never have to see you again. 10 more fucking days.

I just want you out of my head. I pray you get into a car accident, or get enough sense to kill yourself.

I've literally jerked off more than 50 times this week to deal with this sexual frustration. My libido is fucking dead.

God, I'm so fucking gay.

>>18231410
Homo.

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>>18231407
That.. That's actually a pretty god idea. Thanks man.

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>>18229971
hmm, could be for me. I get aggressive with people that get intentionally in my way because they're petty cunts. I've reached a level with a certain group where threats of violence are the only thing that fazes them.

you view me as feral because i was never indoctrinated. I view you as a shell because you submit so freely. this is why I don't get along in society.

it would be refreshing if you would also stop viewing the obstructions of others as my incompetence. that's their point, to make me look bad.

>>18231452
You should see a therapist.

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>mfw I realized that I will never have a family or children of my own.

I am a failed male.
Why do I exist?

I want to go back to being a virgin robot, relationships are annoyingly difficult and I can't stand women, except when working with them for some reason I find that women who work hard are the most on level with me.

>>18231463
why's that? because I keep taking shit when people deliberately fuck up say, shit at work to give me more work or make it look like my work sucks. typically because they view me as a threat to their job because I do shit better?

why should I see a therapist because I don't just go "oh okay yeah that's fine". go fuck yourself with a cactus. I reject the bullshit of people like you completely. it's like a cult of stupidity and mediocrity and if you aren't mediocre and step out you get some half assed retard trying mess your shit up.

>>18231463
frankly, if I was actually at a point where I was okay with a boss literally calling me a slave, then I would need therapy. (actually literally fucking happened. said that he doesn't owe me anything because I'm a slave, right before he stiffed me on pay)

if you are alright with that kind of bullshit, if you've submitted to the indoctrination into the cult of stupidity and mediocrity, then you need to see a therapist.

I know Im the backup, and I should move on and find someone new, but it feels too good to be around you, even though I know the feeling is not mutual. its tearing me apart, it hurts so bad.

>>18231509
You should see a therapist for the high stress you're under, numbnuts. It really helps.

I can't do this anymore. I will never look like them and nobody will ever value me. I need it to end right now.

>>18231169
This is the social and emotional tragedy of Millennials I witness every single day. Iphones are EVIL. PUT THEM AWAY!!!!!!!

>>18231328
I'm SO sorry for your loss. That's terrible.

>>18231526
well then I appreciate the post and apologize for coming in hot, I am on fire in general these days. I don't have money for that though. I spent a bunch of money fixing my car and then I got stiffed by my boss and a client for my business. all my credit is maxed, and I obviously quit after my boss called me a slave and stiffed me.

so no therapy for me. therapy would mean spending an inordinate amount of time catching someone up to speed so they are even remotely useful as a source of help, meanwhile I'd have less time to start fixing the shithole I'm in.

I've got tax extension shit I gotta do, as well as get a mess of paperwork done to make my shit make sense to the irs so they don't fuck me this year like they do every year. I've still got car problems, I gotta find a new job that actually pays decent where I'm not working for a skeevy piece of garbage, I've gotta deal with the debt my business racked up, I've gotta deal with my family basically disowning me cause I'm not on antifa level liberal trains of thought, and I might have to move several states away up north cause this place is a goddamn hell hole.

and thats not even everything. I'm like this close to bankruptcy and eviction because of the actions of about 4 people that I entrusted to do their job and not screw me. meanwhile I'm working on another business idea cause I'm fucking insane and need more legal, financial, and workload issues.

I have no time or money for therapy, that's what cigarettes are for, as much as I hate them. you know jim carey once had to consult with a former cia trainer for what to do under torture situations and dealing with stress, he told him to smoke. if it's good enough for the cia and jim carey well its good enough for me.

Why is it that you have to all hate each other? Years of high school loneliness and I finally find friends and you hate each other and are cruel and mean? Why are girls so cruel to each other? or more correctly, why is there one bitch in every group that poisons everything?

>>18231332
I had two children with my ex-husband because I loved him and he wanted children. It's the best thing I've ever done. They are the loves of my life. You don't know true love until you have
a child. I'm NOT saying that I don't get your point, though! This world is very unstable right now, but it has been forever so. I worry about my daughters every day, but I will say that I've made them very financially secure. They are set for life, not just from their father's side, but from my side, too. This gives me solace.

>>18231585
Because some women have very unstable self-image and they will rip other women apart in order to make themselves feel better.

>>18231175
That's the problem when you are clever enough to see the truth in the world, be strong you are not alone

>>18231339
Actually this is the only reason I keep going with my life and I force myself to socialize, it's going pretty well despite the fact that I'm dead inside

I don't fucking know if she's "the one," and it weighs heavy on me often.

Been together for almost 4 years. Living together for over 6 months. She and I don't have all the same interests and views, and I worry sometimes she doesn't "get" me, and I know sometimes I don't "get" her. We often don't have a lot to talk about because, I worry, our reactions and sense of humor don't go over well with the other. But is that really the reason? I'm not a big fan of her family, but she absolutely loves mine. I feel as though there could maybe possibly perhaps be a better match for me out there...

But

I was a kissless virgin before I met her and I worry I would just teach myself to be comfortable with loneliness (again) if we split. I get sad when I think of the alternative to having her around, and she's super forgiving of my flaws and patient with letting me be who I am. She treats me pretty damn great, so I feel guilty for thinking there could be something better, and scared that if I took that chance I may never find something nearly as good.

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>>18231169

She's the one yet I keep fucking up. I'm sorry I don't understand I want to but I guess I'm slow. Things I'm used to doing seem normal to me but offensive to you. I was raised this way and it's normal to my family. I'm so sorry it upsets you. I just want us to be happy.

We had a unique, deep connection that neither of us truly "felt", and I'm the only one who can see it.

I wish you were still around.

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>>18231741
What happened, anon? Did you push her too far? Your mask slip?

>>18231164
Here whenever you need me.

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Some of you may remember me, some of you may not. A week ago, I posted a lengthy greentext in one of there GIOYC threads. It was about how I lost many friends (plus grandpa for that matter), tried to endure, but kept on losing them. One after another.

Here's a little update on my situation:

>couple days after writing greentext
>went for a walk
>walked along railroad tracks I used to walk with my friends Alex & James
>Stopped at a park we used to play at when we were in elementary school
>decide enough is enough
>give Alex a call
>"Hey. This shit is gay. You home?"
>"Nah. I'm at _____'s house"
>"ahh alright. Tomorrow then?"
>"Sure. I'll be home around 3"
>be next day
>nervous as shit walking there
>not sure how it'll go down
>text him I'm outside, he lets me in
>his mom is there too
>his dog jumps up, excited to see me
>his mom hugs me really tight
>"good to see you again kiddo"
>fuck man...
>they missed me
>they actually fucking missed me
>head to living room
>talking while sitting on the couch
>mom heads out to give us privacy
>catch up after not talking for six months
>it was hard for him too, I could tell
>we were both nervous as shit
>talk for an hour or so
>also called James and we talked for a bit and apologized
>around 5pm
>walk back home
>happiest I've been in half a year
>felt like a weight had been lifted off of me
>be days later
>feeling more confident
>talking to best friends again
>also talking to more QTs
>but... I still feel like something's wrong
>I can't shake the feeling, idk what it is
>after feeling nothing but sadness and regret for months, I don't know what or how to feel.
>I'm happy I have my best friends back
>but when I talk to Alex now, I sense some sort of hesitation from him
>going to wait a while and see how he feels

>>18231583
therapy sessions are like an hour long you stupid overdramtic piece of shit. The fuck do you mean you don't have to the time to "get them up to speed"?

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>>18231761
I'm yours forever.

"she would never do that"
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

fuck you are a through and through loser

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HAHAHAHAHAA

Girl asked for help, says she loves me, I assumed nothing and thought it is 150% friendzone, she wants to come over my place and then magically disappear while pretending nothing has happened.

>>18231779
That hesitation is hurt. It's ok and normal. He is healing and you are too. Give it time let things become natural again. Above all. Don't over think things.

I don't undersstand why you choose to hurt those that care about you. What the hell is wrong with you, you psycho bitch?

I keep a tally of how many countries I "conquered" via Tinder and on some level I feel a compulsion to conquer the world.

I got Malta, Germany, Poland, Denmark, Canada and Romania under my belt and I'm working towards sticking my cock in America, Finland and Brazil.

Is it bad? I mean I legit enjoy my time with them and treat them with respect and try to keep a genuine friendship but on some level I see them as flags in my growing collection.

I wish I didn't push away the people I care about because of my actions subconsciously. It hurts knowing I only have myself to blame for this

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My birthday is next week. I have no friends, so it's not like anybody knows aside from family. Every year I feel exactly like this guy, except I'm going to be 24. My lack of friends is really highlight when I'm on campus all day but not a single person wishes me happy birthday.

Maybe this year I'll make some friends.

>>18232167
I hit 26 last month
Worst birthday so far. Getting too close to 30 and still feeling like a turd. You got 2 years and a month to do better than me.

If you're fucking with me I will track you and your friends down. Bear that in mind.

I can find every single fucking one of you. I'm not going to be some lab rat just because your life is shit

pretty sure my boyfriend prefers another girl. he says I make him happy but when they're not talking he's miserable no matter what I do. I don't feel like I'm enough for him

Life doesn't interest me at all and I have no interest in finding the will to.

I'm so numb I can't even find the will to kill myself, I can't stand this stupid fucking place.

>>18231583

wow it sounds like you're really good at saying that everything in your life is somebody else's fault and taking no responsibility for your actions whatsoever

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>>18231802

I don't understand why people get mad when you say that they're a better friend to someone else when it's true and I am clearly not mad about it.

You're avoiding me it seems like and I sorta wished I cared. I dont coz the more I see it, the more it just seems like you're not a good person. You lie and keep things. You are so fucking entitled. You have no problems voicing out faults and you're immature.

You kinda deserve the way things got handled.

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>>18232246

>>18232268
Oh fugg they're coming for me next

>>18232263
I'd never run from you.

I feel so numb to everything. I can't even wake up most of the time without feeling this intense anger. Why'd she have to die right before I started college? Why wasn't I told she was doing that bad so I could've been down there? If I'd known that'd be the last time I was ever going to see her I wouldn't have acted like such a piece of shit. I just need to channel it all and put this into something. Turning poison into medicine

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>>18232246
Get fugged lancer haters

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>>18232278
Gym?

>>18232213
Thats why i will go and make an appointment with a psycho doc this week. Life has to become exiting again even if i wouldhave to take medication for that

I don't know why I keep myself from calling the docfor when I am obviously severely depressed. I feel emotionally dead and I can't even function. I don't even bother cleaning up my home, and my bed is filled with all kinds of crap. I feel like I'm forcing myself everytime I'm taking a bath or brushing my teeth. I NEED to call for help tomorrow.

My relationship is a horrible mess right now and I don't know what to do, /adv/

My boyfriend came out to me as a trans woman (he wants to be called a man until he starts hrt though) and I was actually really supportive of it but I'm starting to realize he doesn't actually value me as a person.

He's incredibly manipulative and threatens to leave me for a man because I don't treat him like a victim (he wants sympathy in situations where he's done something wrong and he wants me to blame others for his problems).

He also whines and says things to me like "you never want to fuck me" instead of flirting with me or trying to initiate sex which I find to be a huge turn off. Then he threatens to leave me for a man because I'm not meeting his sexual needs.

He always threatens to dump me every time I say something he doesn't like. One example is that he told me he had this specific sexual kink, and the next time we had sex I tried to incorporate it. Then he said he can't be with someone like me because I'm interested sexually in something that hurts him... but he was the one who said he liked it and I was only doing it for his benefit.

During arguments like that we always break up for a few hours (he dumps me because I'm "evil" or whatever) and then he calls me and apologizes. It turns out that every time he dumped me for a few hours he was posting ads on craigslist and getting sexual validation from men (though he never fucked someone else as far as I know this still pissed me off).

One time we broke up for over a week and someone he knows started hitting on me and I sexted that person once.

Now my bf uses that against me and says that he did nothing wrong by dumping me to hit on guys on craigslist but what I did by sexting that guy once was atrocious and he's not sure if he can trust me.

I feel like I'm living in another fucking universe please someone help me

Sometimes I say to myself
"Hey, maybe I should find someone to love and be with and live the rest of my life with"
But I then remember that nobody worth a grain of salt wants to be together with someone who is so woefully poor.

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>>18229916
Looooong story short
>start seeing guy. No definition of relationship. No i love yous etc. Not allowed around my kid under any circumstances (i have a 1 year rule). Comes over after bed time. Texts. Cuddles. Snapchats. Boots out the door before kid wakes up. Hes a college student at a pretty elite engineering school (like ranked above yale) and busy.
>neighbor has been trying to fuck since i moved in. Regular student. Goes to the state university. Shit is roughly together.
>"bestie" goes on spring break. Makes plans to spend the night. Does not come over. Ditches plans the night of. This is a repeat thing. We fought about this before he left.
>10/10 in my feels crying and shit. Decide im done. Block him on social media. Delete texts and number
> neighbor comes over. Explains im just a hook up to him. Need to stay in hook up lane. Stop trying to expect anything out of him i guess
>i bang neighbor as rebound
>this text happens. What do?

Is neighbor seizing an oppurtunity and pumping my head or am i labeled a fuck buddy and do i need to back off? Or am i fucking something good up by not trusting bestie?

>>18232318
Run away. There's no salvaging it and it's only going to get worse.

>>18232318

If he is trans, he has much bigger issues than you and your feelings at the moment. Trans people are notoriously selfish and self-absorbed. It's unfortunate that you've met somebody who is like this and I'm really sorry that it is causing you such distress.

My advise would be to end the relationship. It's clearly something you both struggle to manage and will only get more difficult as the relationship develops. Do you know that going forward, if he has the treatment, he will even want to be with somebody who is your gender?

It's a very difficult situation to be in and I'm sure others will be along soon to tell me how wrong I am. However, I don't believe somebody in such personal turmoil about their own gender can be in a successful and healthy relationship.

Even if he wasn't trans - would you stand for this kind of behaviour? Literally ending your relationship to post on Craigslist for sexual gratification? It's disgusting behaviour which suggests he has absolutely no disregard for your happiness or wellbeing, and this is even less likely to change the further he goes into his "transformation".

>>18232356
You're a roastie and you deserve the herpes that will come forth and degenerate you into nothingness.

I hope this world's sexual practices begin to rationalize as Triump enters his second term, with Ivanka already being at the helms as the first woman president.

As this world cleans itself up, so to, would sex demons curb their cravings.

>>18232360
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This wasnt very helpful

>>18232293
I'm 27 khv, no friends, no education beyond secondary school.

I so far behind and I don't want to catch up, some people don't want to be saved, I appear to be one of them.

>>18232357

I'm terrified of this

>>18232358

Sometimes I feel like he's only with me because he thinks he won't get anyone else and I've accepted him along with his gender struggles which he thinks nobody else will do. That or he's using me for attention until he looks as feminine as he wants to and then he's going to dump me for a man and tell me it's my fault because I never "took care" of him by agreeing that he's the victim in every story he tells me even when he's unreasonably aggressive with others.

He's so selfish right now he doesn't give a shit about my feelings at all and actually gets upset at me for talking about being depressed. He's yelled at me before that he can't be a man for me and he can't listen to my problems because he has problems too. Yet I always listen to his. He's a NEET right now and I'm struggling to be functional at work and in school and I think he doesn't understand how hard it is when I'm depressed and drowning in my relationship to manage it all. He has no trouble demanding sympathy from me but can't show me any compassion.

If he wasn't trans this behaviour would still be driving me insane.

Sometimes I feel like without him I have nothing. I'm struggling in every aspect of my life right now. I just want some comfort.

>>18232370
>actually giving up your pussy for some hysterical beta fuck

Lmao, go find yourself a guy who actually deserves to fuck you.

Last night I had a few dreams.
In one of them, I went to the house of a friend of mine whom I haven't seen in a while. We don't get along much anymore, we both have changed, in opposite directions. I've isolated myself more and more from society, while he's become pretty much a normal, fucking girls every week, and partying with his friends.
In my dream I went to his house, but I ended up just isolating myself in a room watching TV, until I realized what I was doing and I was about to leave, told him I'm not too interested in just watching TV at another guy's house, especially since he was going to have friends come over and I was just going to isolate myself more. He was prompting me to stay, and I wanted nothing but to leave because I didn't want to be around people.
I kind of miss him, but since we've both changed so much, I think it'll be a bad experience. I'm just a boring dull guy, he'd probably hate me now. And last time I talked to him, I pretty much hated his attitude in general, but I also acted like a fucking sperg. I don't know how he doesn't already realize that I'm a generally boring person. A mutual friend told me that he visited her several months ago and he seemed to miss me too. But I can't go and ruin that. It'd be a wreck.
Now you will say "don't be a sperg, go out there and be yourself, stop being a fucking loser" but in truth, I am not remotely interested in people. I don't want to go out and deal with people. I don't have terrible social anxiety, I just don't have common ground with people. I don't like being around people anymore, let alone normals.
I guess that's it, I'll just have to suck it up, it's kind of stupid of me to miss him.

>>18232370

It's incredibly depressing but I wouldn't put it past him to do something like this either, after reading into what other trans people have done after they've completed their treatment.

You really deserve more than this. He's the worst type of trans - unemployed, bored, probably wanting to change his identity to be somebody else because he's so unhappy with himself. He's literally changing his gender so he can be somebody else and live a different life - do you really think you're going to survive this change? If he's selfish and unhappy now, how indifferent do you think he's going to be when he has everything he wants and can identify as a privileged gender?

I honestly feel terrible for you and I wish I could give you more support. You sound like an incredibly patient and understanding person - it's a shame that you're having the piss taken out of you by some guy who doesn't realise what he has. I don't know if you need any further support but I'd be happy to trade a throw away email address if you'd like to. If not, I understand, but please look after yourself and your own wellbeing. Don't let him ruin your life through his own chase for happiness.

>>18232402
Trannies are just deluded scum with made up problems desu.
Glad most of them end up offing themselves after realizing they have destroyed their bodies.

Depression is making me wanting to die again. Glad I got suicidal feelings again. At least that's something that never leaves. It's always a pile on. Therapist is tomorrow. Should I call a hotline or wait it out? Great start to today loving it

>>18232395
Even your dreams tell you to go out and connect with someone. Humans are social creatures. Staying alone for too long will only increse the misery. Call your friend and ask if he would like to hang out sometime. If not try to find at least 1 real person to talk to.
I understand how a lot if not most people can seem boring but manage to find just 1 person who talkinh to is fun, life will become better.

>>18232421

there was something endearingly curt about this post

>>18232438
If you actually have any fucking advice on the subject that'd be appreciated

>>18232445

have you tried heroine?

I feel unsatisfied in my current position, hate everybody around me but dont have the courage to leave all this shit behind.
FUCK

>>18229974
Dear God Cousin-Lover, just stop.

Seriously.

>>18232187
Get over it. It's not about you.

I love you but your drinking scares me. Not that its excessive but you become a bit more unpredictable and say/do whatever the fuck you want and then question it later.

Combine that with some of your friends that are completely bad influences, I just really hope you don't do something to fuck this whole thing up for us. It'll kill me. I appreciate the honesty and airing things out but the "wild side" that your friends tell me about its down-right scary. I don't care if you have a history, just don't fuck this up like youve been telling me not too.

I really really love my girlfriend.

I have no fucking clue why you are fucking with me. I don't know what's real or just shit you made up to fuck with me. From the beginning, I have never pretended to know something that I didn't. I had never fucking heard of a blackstar until now, or LBD, or the gaslighting shit. I don't know what is real or shit yoiu just made up for me to believe for this bullshit.

My head is fucked up. You're fucking with it everyday.

Fucking free me. Stop torturing me.

>>18232546
1 2 3

MOS DEF AND TALIB KWELII

>>18230948
you still here anon?

I just realized the person I'm dating is a heroin addict.

They said they had quit, but that was a lie.

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>>18232245
it sounds like you're bad at reading comprehension, maybe have some projection issues or some weird lecture complex, and are an asshole. I listed problems, I didn't assign blame for all of them, except those that I can assign blame for because I busted my ass and did whatever it took to fix the shit other people fucked up regardless of the cost to myself and my life. some of those problems are not the same problems from my original post. you want to know what my problem is? the biggest one right now? I honored a shit contract that I legally could have walked away from only because I was working for a fucking partnered lawyer and didn't have the resources to fight any court proceedings he would have tried to bring even though I would have had a contract that he signed with multiple breaches on his part, and on the part of people he hired and that I was forced to work with. because of that, and in conjunction with subcontracting to an asshole that had me working 12-17 hours a day 6 days a week and then stiffed me on pay, YEAH, I'M IN FUCKING DEBT NOW, MY TAX FILING IS GONNA BE A BITCH, AND IF I CAN'T GET A DECENT JOB WHERE I'M NOT WORKING FOR AN ASSHOLE THAT LITERALLY AND UNIRONICALLY REFERS TO ME AS A SLAVE I'M GONNA GO INTO BANKRUPTCY AND GET EVICTED.

>i can't blame a car for the problems I'm having with it, thats fucking retarded. I didn't blame the car. but the problems are still annoying.
>my family being dicks cause I'm not antifa levels of retarded is entirely not my fault and not my problem.

go fuck a cactus, you're talking on shit you don't know about and I'm reallllly not in any kind of mood to let you feel high and mighty calling people narcissists on the internet like a little CUNT.

Whoever said "it gets better" just wants to make excuse for people not to kill themselves.

Life doesn't really get better for everyone, it's more that your tastes change and the things you probably want to kill yourself for are only temporary but the things you can't stand about yourself or the things that are recurring in your life are enough to make consider death.

The only different between me and the Ohio serial killer are that I don't see the point in taking others with me. I'd rather suffer death alone.

so I stopped talking to you because you're a vindictive bitch on some mean girls steroids, so now you talk to him to get info on me and what I'm doing while trying to slander me to him. all so that wannabe sociopath that gaslights the shit out of you can try to fuck shit up to get his jollies off. any of that wrong? let me know if I'm wrong but my little birds are never wrong.

I hope we get a lot of rain for a prolonged period and that black mold and inevitable diabetes kills him.

>>18232613
>I don't see the point in taking others with me
weird. I've got a list if things ever get that bad.

>>18232632
WTF

I fuck 3 different girls on a daily basis and i feel love for all of them and they all came home at me and met my family at some time. My family chill asf abt me being a ho. Help! How can i get the third girl to be okay with all of us living together...The other two are ok with it after being tired of hating each other for too long..

>>18232592

"I'm like this close to bankruptcy and eviction because of the actions of about 4 people that I entrusted to do their job and not screw me. meanwhile I'm working on another business idea cause I'm fucking insane and need more legal, financial, and workload issues."

You just said you're close to bankruptcy because of "4 people" yet in the same breath you're about to make even more unwise financial decisions.

I'd tell you to fuck yourself with a cactus too but you already seem to be doing a nice job of fucking yourself.

People keep comparing my past to theirs. Like I or they havent suffered enough.I dont understand why I feel guilty for not being destroyed enough to be the ultimate victim. Am I supposed to flaunt my dysfunctionality to everyone so I can be the specialist snowflake? No, I work hard for what I own and what Ive accomplished by 18. And do I bitch about muh victimhood? No because its an excuse for laziness. Ive been through some shit but so has everyone else. You arent special.

I fucking hate this self sacrficial bull shit expectation that comes with being a woman. I wish everyone would go circle jerk about their goddamned suffering fetish somewhere else. Im tired of people who dont have the ability to take accountability for their actions and the effects, like having three kids and a mortgage, guilting me for being young and just as well off as they.

>>18229916
Stop pissing people off, im done protecting you every time it blows up in your face. My hands look like they got sandpapered because of you

I wanted to kill myself today but I got really scared at the last minute and couldn't go through with it.

>>18232638

what was this?

>>18232660
why do you want to kill yourself?

>>18232435
Maybe you're right. I will try, thanks.

Before u do it... smoke a joint and sit back for 15mins

Why in the fuck is everything getting so fucking political! Try to stay on a middle ground and I get called a gutless faggot because I see both sides to the problem and realize both extreme left and right ideologies are fucking stupid and I want no part of it. BUT NO! BECAUSE I'M NOT ON ONE SIDE I'M A FUCKING FAGGOT AND A COWARD! I CAN'T EVEN HAVE A DISCUSSION WITH OTHER PEOPLE NOW BECAUSE IT'S EITHER THIS OR THAT! Fucking ridiculous. I'm starting to hate this site more and more, yet I still love it. It's better then the echo chambers other forum sites can be.

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>>18232647
>bankruptcy
>meaning you give up
if anything it means you work harder to set up anything you can before you sign the paperwork because you won't be doing changing anything for years after you sign that paperwork. also, no better time to be financially stupid and risky than before going into bankruptcy. do you even business?

>>18232713
this, if you don't want to murder all black people you're a cuck. if you're not antifa you're a nazi. frankly i'd say things are a bit worse coming from the left, the right tends to jsut call you a cuck and then disregard you completely. the left gets violent and in your face... frankly it's making me a little more right every time it happens. they probably did nazi that as a consequence of being insufferable faggots.

>>18232664
I am incapable of giving you any advice because i fail to understand you. Why would you want to have all three of them? How can you think you can make them happy by this twisted relatinship?

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>>18229916
I wish I could stop being such a tremendous waste of human resources. I wish I could be a bit more outspoken. I wish I wasn't such a pussy and had the confidence needed to achieve my goals. I wish I was a bit more SELFISH

>>18232735

I wasn't the OP I'm asking what post got deleted

>>18232735
I see life is too short to not have it all and i made my first two girls understand that but the third girl is still not feling ok about the current three of us...

Finally got noticed, but not by him. ;-;

>>18232705
This. Every dumb decision I've made would have had a different outcome if I'd smoked a joint.

>>18232745
I don't know really.. the ''wtf'' comment was all I typed

>>18232650
>18

You're still a baby, anon.

Come back in 10 years when you have a right to actually bitch.

mmy life would drastically turn around if I could get a bj

>>18229916
Anon, I did something terrible.

>be me
>18yo, 6'2"
>browses /pol/ every day
>posts one anti-jew post
>ip gets hacked
>DA GOYIM KNOW

what do I do?

>>18232748
well again i'd say that i can't give you any advice on the matter..I'm a girl and i would never be ''ok'' with a relationship like that... Manipulation may help. If she's clever she won't change her mind /i wouldn't/ if she's not..well that would mean you can fuck the immoral bitch and all 4 of you will be happy

>>18232789
all of /pol/ is literally satire. look at how much of a clusterfuck it is. it's like a bad autistic comedy sketch written by a thousand people. it's people trolling antifa and snowflakes while being autistic leninists that supported bernie even though he's basically natsoc.

>>18232806
my question still stands, what do I do?

>>18232583
No one interesting is clean.

Intelligent and creative people tend to have demons.

>>18232819
lol you're right..

What the fuck is your obsession with making everything pokemon?

>>18232810
not a damn thing. just wait for the generic electrician van to show up outside your place anon. they'll be there shortly. don't resist or they'll give you the stuff they give people to make them into attack helicopters.

>>18232840
Like those metronet trucks?

God I hate you CIA fucks. Just get this over with.

>>18232827
I mean, are they succeeding in making everything pokemon? cause if they've got the pokemon version of the midas touch I'm down with their plans, everything is boring and annoying as is now.

>>18232779

I'm asking what you typed wtf to omg

>>18232849
yes, metronet is a well known zionist company operated by mossad. they use the trucks with the lifts to get in second and third stories quickly and the vans as general transport.

your only option is to hide. get a weapon, go into your attic and hide in the insulation. stay there until after they break down the door, search your place, and then leave. if you have time make it look like you left in a hurry. take all the shit you would take with you, put it in a bag or luggage case, just like give it to a homeless person and then mess up your house a bit. if you don't have your toothbrush laying around and shit like that it will sell it to them that you ran for it.

>>18232858
you can see that, why ask

>>18232870
I'm not that anon, but I just needed to interject to say this conversation is beautiful.

>>18229916
I question my feelings with my gf and am madly in love with my female best friend who is in a strong relationship with another friend of mine

Never told this to anyone

>>18232938
why do you find it beautiful? because i falf to understand his/her question?

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Vent incoming.

When is the last time I had space?
When was the last time I was able to be alone? Explore myself and indulge in the things I enjoy *without you*?
Maybe four months now, since I left?

I don't have privacy or space from you in person and now online. What happened this morning was intended to be """cute""" but in reality I was proving a point that I'm not an idiot and I know that you post here. I have been knowing which makes you a liar but I won't even bring that up because it's pointless. Whenever we talk about something there's a convenient poster who describes a conversation we *just* had. I play stupid but I'll look over your shoulder, too. Or you'll hide in the bathroom and I'll watch the auto update and laugh to myself. It's pathetic, something I expect a petty female to do.

Give me space or you'll lose me --that's what we came to last night and you proved *again* that you're selfish needs take priority over my happiness.

I shouldn't have to explain or repeat myself a thousand different times. If you lurk, then lurk and keep it to yourself. Just shut the fuck up about it and leave me to be autistic on the one spot I enjoy frequenting w-i-t-h-o-u-t y-o-u. You're not even being cute anymore, it isn't comical, my pussy doesn't get wet...you're just fucking annoying me and I'm not afraid to tell you or pack my shit and leave unexpectedly to maintain my privacy and sanity at this point.

I have a serious question to ask when you wake up: Do you even remember last night? You think I canceled that amtrak ticket? You're pushing me, just know that. I'll smile and nod but I'm going to protect myself at this point because you're going overboard and I don't feel safe.

Christ. LISTEN TO ME FOR ONCE. Fuckin reeeee.

>>18232964
Get on the Amtrak, sister. Fun rides await.

>>18232981
Thank you for your support, Kamerad

Always wanted to loose weight and managed to do so. But now I don't recognize my body anymore and it's making me uncomfortable. The fuck.
So wired to be the fat girl that being the slim girl makes me insecure.

>>18232964
Damn, makes me sad to see this. Wondering if maybe I did something like this to two of my friends, trying to talk to them too much (online). Do yourself and that guy a favor and confront him face to face and state the problem. Please don't disappear on him, but put your foot down and tell him that if he doesn't stop his behavior, you're going to leave.

Sometimes I think about that guy with those two young cousins.

Did he molest them and go to prison? Did he stop coming here?

Who knows.

>>18232962

THE POST GOT DELETED WHY DID YOU SAY WTF AHHHHH

>>18233006
Thanks for your kind words, anon. I should clarify I have done that so many times now. It is becoming a weekly discussion. At first I was vague and nice, then nice and stern, now I'm just annoyed and repeating myself. Recently [in the past 2 weeks] this behavior of his has been going on daily. I'll reword it many different ways and I'm becoming tired of repeating myself. I do not want to come off as ungrateful or controlling, I can put up with a lot as he does from me, but mentally--it is screwing me up and I don't want to lose my progress. All I hear is "I promise it won't happen again" and it does the very next day. I feel like we have run our course at this point and it's better if I disappear.

>>18233022
why do you get upset to easily?

>>18233032

why are you a useless piece of dogshit with the IQ of a mealworm?

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I hope someday, love will bloom for me.

and if not someday, maybe the next life.

>>18233025
I'm sorry. And you do not come off as controlling and ungrateful, but rather reaching the boiling point which is understandable. Since you've confronted him many times, I now understand why you feel disappearing may be best.

>>18233037
I am not, but keep insulting me whatever makes you feel calmer it only proved just how polite and intelligent you are

>>18233054

politeness gets you cucked, enjoy cleaning your wife's vagina of semen you sanctimonious fuck

>>18233052
Excuse me when I say, that he confided in me when we first started seeing each other that he was clingy [I said I didn't mind and it sounded like a nice change of pace] but I also was unsure of the extent. Currently I'm feeling as though I'm letting him down and not meeting his needs or expectations. At one point I was like him, too, but the person I was with at the time taught me what space was and how to enjoy being alone. Now I can't see myself going back to who I was. If this is the way he is wired we aren't compatible and I'll wind up hurting him. I want the best for him because I care deeply for him [can't see myself running to anyone else] but I'm frustrated as all hell.

So what exactly do you want me to do, huh?

>>18233070
lol i am calm and in control of my emotions, you get upset and angry about stupid posts on the internet, and insult people in order to feel better guess who has higher IQ? btw the post is right above mine you can see its number it's not rocket science. Have nice day

>>18233072
Sometimes not meeting a need forces the person to learn to deal with it and do something else, which is good. That is one difficult situation, it's good that you want the best for him, but it won't do any good if it's not balanced (like only taking care of him and never yourself). I hope your situation improves and you both are happy, whether you're together or not. Good luck anon, you always have people here you can turn to.

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I'm starting to think men are emotionless, shitty creatures who mistake sexual attraction and the desire to be socially domineering for love and attachment. It's mostly from the way they talk about women/girls when they don't realize they're being heard, or on mostly male-populated corners communities. They seem to have very little empathy, except occasionally for other men. Hell, the only reason "whiteknighting" exists is because they want the chance to have sex with the woman they might be defending, not because they necessarily agree with her points or even like her as a human.
It sucks because I have a bf who tells me how much he loves me, and I don't want to feel that way about him, but I've consistently seen so much shit. I don't know if I can even trust that what he tells me isn't some made up shit meant to manipulate me that his friends all told him to say. I don't know whether he lies to me and betrays my trust every day just because he feels like it, or because he wants to brag to other men about having a ~*real actual girlfriend*~. I want to believe I've just been hanging around 4chan too long and somehow coincidentally observed nothing but shitty guys in my entire life, and it's warped my image of males as a whole, but I just don't know anymore.
I don't want to feel this way. I wish it would stop.
And since this is /adv/, I already expect some angry person, who may or may not be male, to reply to this to shift the blame on women and/or feminism or the left as a movement, saying that men were amazing and compassionate in history and we were all just born in the wrong generation because men are being raised badly now, etc or just flat-out listing off bad things women have done as if it invalidates anything (rather than just pointing to the idea of both genders being horrible and humanity as a whole needing to be exterminated).

>>18233113
>woman that can't get laid

>>18233159
>[...] I have a bf [...]
At least read the post before replying.

>>18231765
yeah, we pushed each other away.
We couldn't reconcile the emotional damage, but maybe I'll see her again.

>>18233113

this is called practising critical thinking and it is a gift you should cherish for eternity

now run off and become a lesbian before it's too late

>>18233113
Whatever, junior.

I've given up on 3D.

>>18233113

kill yourself you dumb roastie tumblr whore

women are inferior animals good only for their warm holes

>>18233113
I feel you, femanon. I think of most men as primal creatures who are only out to satisfy & acquire their basic needs such as sex, food, children, and now extra income as resources and will tell any and every kind of lie or employ any strategy to get it. I dated a guy who changed the way I think of men once I saw that he quickly, unnaturally went from passionate and obsessed to cold & detached from me when I deprived him of one of his resources. For example, this man who loved being around me and talking to me so much couldn't do much of either once I denied him sex because I was sick. A man who so-called hated being alone. He would only come back to me once he thought of a new strategy to get what he "needed". I called him out on it and he got pissed and denied it but ultimately, I ruined the "game" for him because he wasn't able to conjure up any kind of emotions for me past fulfilling his needs. From then on, I've started to call out men on doing this from the start. Like the ex, if I don't believe their excuses, it just ruins the challenge for them.

But I don't think all guys are like this but I think a lot of guys just lose or forget the ability to feel at some point of their upbringing for social or physical reasons or whatever. The problem is that it's so normal, it's like being a decent man has become something that's considered abnormal or wrong. It's pretty scary, honestly.

>>18233238
You have a warm hole or two as well, though. Don't sell yourself short.
>>>/r9k/ is that way

>>18232783
Most of people your age only bitch about having to get up early and go to work. Shut the fuck you probably haven't gone through shit

>>18233246
I wish there was a way to help them out of that mindset, but like you said, if you point these things out, they just lash out or pull away. They probably don't even want to change, it must be easier to think of others as resources rather than living beings. It's just a sad situation overall.

>>18233255
Asshurt roastie whore who thinks she's a fucking philosopher detected.

Shut the fuck up slut and spread your roast flaps, it's all you're good for

>>18233271
3edgy5me

>>18233246
>it's like being a decent man has become something that's considered abnormal or wrong
Gee, I wonder why that is.

I'm scared to tell my therapist that I'm suicidal again. I don't want to go back to the hospital and scare everyone again. I've been going to the gym consistently and have been seeing constant progress, but I still feel off. Always has to be like this. I'll never beat this illness. Why do I have to keep trying to beat this. Why can't it go away forever, I don't like being a drain on people. I wish someone would just tell me it'll be alright and just hug me or some shit. I hate having to always deal with this shit on my own. I can only take so fucking much. Oh well. I'll just have to endure like I always have. Haha maybe one day.

Want 2 die pls call me

>>18233282
Suck it whore!!!
Fucking roastie bitch

>>18233313
do you have depression or sth more serious?

I WANT TO LICK FEET AND SUCK TOES

>>18233270
As women, we can only not deal with the wrong ones, I think. If more women saw past the PUA tactics or manipulation and learned to leave deficient men alone, a lot of men would have to rethink their strategy. As for correcting, men have to do that themselves. I've seen some men grow older and do this themselves but ideally it would be nice if fathers or brothers did this before they reached an age where they could do damage to a woman's life.

>>18233289
Men not learning how to be men from other men.
Women not discarding shitty men and choosing better partners.
Social influences that pit men and women against each other.
People not taking accountability for their own shortcomings.

Past the age of 16, your mom and the oneitis you never had the nerve to ask out are no longer valid excuses.

>>18233335
clinical depression, anxiety, ptsd, insomnia. Looking for advice, not a dick measuring contest.

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>>18233113
Look, it's not men. People are shitty. People are raunchy, vulgar, and some will do stupid shit to score with someone else. People will deny the desires of others, and let their own run them into a cliff. This shouldn't be news to you, especially with how freely a majority of us sleep around. There's a sea of people out there, with a lot of girls that deserve as much contempt you give guys.

If you're bf is a guy who makes an effort to tell you how much he cares without showing reason to doubt him, he probably means it. He could find anyone else to share himself with but he chooses you. Don't let your insecurities make you paranoid enough to let go of that.

>>18233365
leave an e-mail maybe we could talk

>>18233387
Telling someone you care is not "making an effort" in fact it requires absolutely NO effort.

How many times are you going to blow me off you piece of worthless shit. I can't keep pretending I'm not hurt. Am I not worth even half an hour of your time? I wish my mother was still here so I would have someone to turn to.

>>18233398
Then I guess it doesn't matter either way.

>>18233391
I don't like giving out my email

>>18233419
if someone doesn't respect you they have no place in your life.

>>18233348
I agree.
I wish all men would respect women and treat them like the perfect human beings that they are.

>>18233438
I have no fucking idea how to confront him about it. We can't see eachother in person and I'm sure he'd blame everything on me (claiming I'm needy) if I called him.

>>18233455
tell me your story if you want to, maybe i could give advice

>>18233436
than make a new one. It's not a big deal. If you don't want to then you shouldn't, it's your call

I kinda wish I could talk to you guys again just to tell you HOW MUCH OF AN ASSHOLE YOU BOTH ARE OH MY GOD FUCK YOU GUYS HAVE FUCK SUCKING EACHOTHER'S DICKS IN 2 YEARS AND THEN SEPERATE TO GO FIND SOME DREAM CHICK THAT YOU AINT EVEN GONNA FIND. You think life will go according to plan, its funny, because I'm younger than you and I'm already aware of that. Hope you realize it before it's too late though, I'm not that heartless to want your dreams to be crushed. Your waifus are also shit and it's obvious you're manipulating you know who. I bet you only kept me around to have someone to hang with when he wasn't able to.

See you faggatrons in hell.

https://youtu.be/WJvQeKldvLA

What does it mean when a girl you talk to didn't reply to a message for two days? Did she just not see it or is she telling me to fuck off?

I didn't even mention anything about a date yet so I don't know what's happening here

>>18233166
>implying a gross woman can get laid even with a bf
You coaxed him, didn't you?

>>18233460
We met 1.5 years ago online and we both frequent 4chan, mostly the same boards too. We see eachother every month and spend up to 3 weeks together when we do. I love him very much and when we're together everything is fantastic and I couldn't ask for anything better. These past two years I've lost the first pet I owned, my grandfather and my mother. The latter I am still mourning the passing of. Meanwhile I've been feeling a lack of something with my boyfriend that I can't quite put my finger on. I think the best way to discribe it is to say he acts like he stopped "chasing" me. All plans are now my responsibility. He blames it on not being in the mood everytime so we've stopped provoking eachother sexually (when we're not together) too. I'm just so very afraid I'm putting in love and effort into a man that puts me at 2nd place at best. He's often blunt to the point where he'll offend without noticing so it might very well be possible that he isn't aware of how I feel when he rejects my advances. He did it again just a little while ago and I pretended it was fine and wished him goodnight. But I am hurt by it eventhough I know he's busy with work. In the end I'm probably letting my insecureties get to me. It's so horribly conflicting and makes me wish my mother was still here so she could give me advice. I don't want to break up with him at all. I don't want him to end up resenting me either.

>>18233238
>>18233271
>>18233328

Wow somebodies mommy didn't love him...haha it must be exhausting and lonely being such a misogynistic lunatic, uneducated too if the best comeback you have is 'roastie whore' haha don't worry, maybe someone will love you one day

This video made the muscles from my stomach to my throat tense and i was going to cry, then i realized it is because i was not watching that guy but it was a reflection of my own emotions and deepest fears, what the fuck have i been doing all this time living in a illusion in my head, i am better off getting a potential rejection then a what if situation. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-MApVvos2Y

that was the the most unspecific rejection in the world. I don't even know if you really meant no, i can only assume since you never said anything positive.
god girls that don't give me straight answers make me angry

>>18233317
Are you okay? What happened?

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>>18233558
Good video

I think I'm going crazy. I've been feeling horrid presences, I'm sleeping maybe 5 hours a night, I'm not eating like I should, I feel like someone is watching me, I have no medical insurance, I can't get help, the college I'm going to is a joke and I can't transfer because of the scholarship, I lost my best friends and girlfriend in the same day, I have a car that barely runs, I'm having trouble getting the job I'm being hired on for because my previous employers all paid cash in hand, and I'm hearing voices at night. and every time I turn around my parents remind me of what a failure and mistake I was

>>18233548
>haha
>haha

How to spot a butthurt roastie.
Lmao, enjoying hitting the wall and never having a family, dumb loose whore

Come ON Bethan throw me a fucking bone here i'm trying so hard and it feels like you don't give a fuck about me. You can't Shout at me for pouring my heart out to you after you've done it to me before! You've told other people you think you're being too harsh and feel bad about the way you're treating me so why don't you swallow your fucking pride so we can go back to being friends again?
The only thing stopping this stupid situation from being over is you.
As if the depression and stress from college isn't enough on my plate already? You were my pillar and now you're gone and I've never wanted to hurt myself more. Why did i become so attatched to you?
Why do i keep doing this to myself?

>>18233606
Its okay man just let it out. I know you're very hurt inside to be acting like this. Did daddy touch you when you were little? No friends to protect you from bullies? Maybe you wet the bed a little later than most? It's okay dude we all have little secrets. You deserve to be loved too.

>>18230492
Thank you anon.

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>tfw you will never be a father and raise a beautiful family
>tfw you're lonely on the inside and refuse to let it show

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>>18233680
My issues, though lesser comparatively, are also equal in the pain felt.
>tfw you will never make any friends
>tfw work internally kills
>it's the only place you ever really go to
>everyone there is like a demon
>practically everywhere you go except home is hell
>everything is trying to bring you down
>tfw you're literally one man trapped with hundreds of demons, yet you can't help it because you're a fucking human and you're deeply horrified and sad at the same time...yet you also refuse to let that show, instead, pushing on a facade that projects you can handle all the shit the world throws at you.

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>>18233700
>and there is no woman who loves you to go home to
>any live in gf would likely cheat on you and deceive you

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>>18233700
Kek
>>18233751
Press X to doubt
>no live in gf who cooks and cleans for you
>no live in gf to check things off the list when you take her grocery shopping with you
>no live in gf who enjoys watching you play vidya
>no live in gf who makes sure you take your workout/diet supplements
>no live in gf to make your protein shakes and count your macros
>no live in gf to spot you in the gym
>no live in gf to leave you sweet notes and draw pictures for you

Because she is spoken for and doing all of that for someone else because you. let. her. walk. *dun dun dun*

>>18233580
I am a fucking mess

>>18233803
Pressed [] to accept... Ah man..... Khaaaaaaan!

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>>18233817
[ ] You missed!

>>18231018
Do it pussy

>>18231166
"I" isn't the only sentence starter

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>>18233824
Fuck it i guess i gotta wait till next year.

I JUST SPENT 20 ON A FUCKING BLIZZARD CARD TO BUY LOOT BOXES FOR MY OVERWATCH ON PS4, MY ASS DIDNT REALIZE YOU CANT BUY IT THROUGH BLIZZARD IT HAS TO BE PSN MONEY IM GONNA FUCKING KMS GODDAMMIT

Do you even care? Are you just toying and fucking with me?

>>18233890
I'll be waiting by the sea then

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I have a warrant for simple assault because I stole this pussy I grew up with shoes off his feet and roughed him up a little. I was drunk and know I fucked up. All I care about is being banned from firearm ownership.
Currently hiding out in a halfway house but it's all good

Why am I such a white nigger fag?

>>18233967
Haha are we having a bromance in the friendship thread by chance? L1 l2 r1 r2 left down right up left down right up (cheat code for second chance or blow up all cars on vice city I'm not quite sure)

>>18231378
Say it; leave me.

>>18232557
Oh lol... Stop teasing the poor guy.

Hunters, orbit, sakura, bee, eggs, red period, moab, North Star, Emerald green.

no idea how any of these relate to one another and I'm super sick of this game so I'm probably not even going to try to put it together.

>>18234062
and now "Hit me baby on more time."

>>18234064
>>18234062
You want to know why?

You assholes have a tendency to get my hopes up SOLELY so you can fucking crush those hopes.

>>18234062
>>18234064

Hi CIA nigger.

They're all related by the fact that they are all things.

My farts smell terrible tonight.

Seriously, nothing is going to happen so I'm not even going to bother.

Fuck you faggots.

I miss you so much shira

Ugh auto type even guesses a heart after I write your name..

>>18233983
Love vice city holy. Let's be brom8s. Drop your kik?

>>18229916
Fuck bronies. was goods friends with one, went on double dates and shit, stabbed my back, my girlfriend cheated on me with him. actually despise bronies.

>>18234165

I promise this is the only brony who has stolen someone else's girlfriend...

Can you stop hitting my girlfriend up? And can you fucking stop talking to him?

It makes it harder to say I love you when you do shit like this. I don't care about you your promiscuous history, we have something really special going on right now.

>>18233885
Sorry i was confused on what to write. Now that i read it again, it sounds so one sided.

Sigh..

don't know how short lived it's going to be but i'm finally kind of happy with myself
think i've finally shut up my critical inner voice

>>18233811
I hope you will get your shit together soon. Please don't hurt yourself, anon

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Found out my biggest crush is bipolar just like my mother. Which means that I can't under no circumstances be with her. I don't want to go through the same pain she might cause me just like my mother did. It makes it made me easier to let go but that doesn't mean it makes it less painful.
Seriously my love life is a god damn joke.

I get overwhelmed with anxiety about us and you fucking other guys and I just want to hide in my room and get all fucked up and blare doom metal.

thank you electric wizard for being my savior

It's strange.
I know you want to act like it didn't happen. Like the abortion didn't happen.
I want to talk about, because I truly feel we fucked up by agreeing to do it.
Maybe someday we can sit down and talk about it.
For now I'll do you the favor of playing dumb to it. But, everytime I wind it up, the family watch I wanted to give my first born, I have carved the birthday the doctor told you.

Our future now cost a life. The life of our baby due to the both of us being immature and unprepared. Two fucking kids. Scared, and broken instead of united.

I hope we can work things out. Grow up to be better people and make sure we live to the most of our ability. Because this didn't come cheap.

Hi, L.

Can't sleep. All was fine until tonight. I keep remembering all the times you dashed to the bathroom to cry. It feels awful. I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. Even if I had a point at the time, you didn't deserve to cry. Even with all the bad shit you did, you didn't deserve to cry. This will haunt me forever.
I hurt the one I loved above all.
Now it comes back to hurt me.
Maybe you've forgiven or forgotten me, but it still trickles in the back of my mind, when no one is listening. A soft whisper.
I'm deeply sorry for breaking us, for my share of it anyway. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'll carry this forever. I deserve it.

>>18234605
You're not an I, are you?

>>18234605
All you have to do is ask "how are you?" Or be direct, maybe you'll get your answer.

>>18232819
>No one interesting is clean

Not even remotely true.

>Intelligent and creative people tend to have demons.

All people have demons.

I am afraid I'm falling in love with you...

>>18233953
Not really, you're kind of a cunt.
At first, maybe, but then it became genuine I-just-plain-don't-like-you.

I care about getting the fuck outta here to go somewhere better, though. That's for sure.

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>>18232731
>they probably did nazi that as a consequence of being insufferable faggots.

>>18233531
I think you two should talk about it. Just tell him how you feel, explain how his behaviour affects you. Tell him that you love him too and that you wish to solve that problem because if he makes you feel that way it is a problem, and problems must be discussed and solved in a relationship before they get worse. Just talk to him, don't attack him, he might not be aware that there is a problem at all.

Went to the beach to get fucked and wound up collecting seashells & baby crabs instead

>>18234698
you clearly don't know artits and actors, musicians and other creative people good enough to know what he's talking about. Sure all people have deamons but not THAT kind