im so depressed /pol/, i can't take it anymore, im failing collage and i dont know what to do in my life, i always feel depressed and nihilistic nowadays, and no amount of MAGA seems to change it, my gf cucked me for some slav a week ago, adding more into my depression, every night i go to sleep I feel great because i feel that i will escape my immense depression, no amount of degenerate porn i try to watch ever changes it, i changed from left wing to right wing, but everyone around me now hates me because of my immense support for trump and right wing politics, i just want to jump off my balcony and sleep forever sometimes...
and the fact that i am posting this on such a notoriously nazi and jew hating board already shows in what kind of shit situation i am in.
>>18102146
Workout. Eat right. Repeat. You'll feel better kid.
Dive deep into the nature of your existence and discover how tightly your perception and reality are intertwined together. The political goofs are just small entertainment and matter little for the enlightened observer or in another words - you have to realize that no amount of the external world will ever fill your soul, you need to seek fulfillment somewhere else.
>>18102148
i did work out, spent 3 years in the army as a grunt, yet what did it give me? nothing, i spent 3 years of my life in the army, could've potentially lost my life, and what did i get for my troubles? nothing, got no work experience so I work a shit job, most of the cunts here are the biggest whores in the world, moving from one man to another, and living standards too high.
worse yet, in case of a real war, i have to fight as I am a reserve until I am 40, and what happens if I kill tons of enemy combatants? some fancy badges, and back to wage slaving [real wage slaving where most of your money goes to your bills, and you spend most of your time working]
>>18102146
Give your life meaning then, start a fucking revolution. You've nothing to lose anyways, if you are suicidal and don't fear death.
>>18102149
/thread
>>18102151
I thought of just signing up as a PMC, but I don't want to run around shooting civillians for six figures, I am very religious and even then, I have no hope for anything
>>18102147
No. I think he's in the right place.
>>18102153
You need to be ex-military for any of those combat jobs in any case
>>18102146
Switch majors. Stop jacking off to degenerate porn. Porn of any kind, like it or not, is cancer. Used to watch it all the time just gave it up cuz it's just soul drain g....And you ALL know it.
end it already fuck sake
>/pol/