Why the fuck am I even alive? I'll never get a gf, let alone

>>17940520

Seek help, sounds like major depression.

I probably suffer the same mindset as you OP, sadly my lame suggestion is you have to keep trying even if the whole world turns its back on us.

Begin by taking a hobby, get fit, read something psychological, do something that is not related to videogames like cleaning your house, taking up gardening etc., nobody said there is an easy way out of being a loser, your potential has yet to bloom. If you're young, like 24 years old and below young, then you are never too old to try almost everything.

>>17940520
>>>/r9k/
Faggot.

>>17940562
Holy fuck, are you a mind reader? I'm exactly 24 years old, getting 25 in April.

I don't know man. I used to read a lot and go to the gym, but it has become such a drudge lately. Except for my brothers im faith, I have no social to speak of. Also, am a kissless virgin. I don't feel like it's ever going to get better. I don't want to die alone and old with no family. Right now, I have my parents and siblings, but they won't be around forever. I feel as if this is as far as I go.

>>17940527
As of the writing of this, I'm in a mental institution here Germany and I've been here for around 2 months. I don't think getting the help I need. I'm not making any progress.