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>>17548260
How come people like you didn't exist 100 years ago?
Anyway OP get a job and manage yourself. Until then you wont be able to do much but when you get tjere it will be worth it and you will be able to do whatever the fuck you want.

Remember that after you cut your dick off, nothing will get better. All your problems will still be here with the new added problems brought on by surgery and social shit. You'll likely join some gay lgbt commune that will treat you shitty.

>>17548260
>my parents don't want me taking hormones, putting women's clothes and cutting of my dick
>they are basically nazis
kys

Realize that it's a phase and you'll regret cutting off your dick, and statistically kill yourself afterwards.

>>17548260
ignore these assblasted stormtards

anyway there's actually a bunch of support resources for trans people dealing with famly

I can't remember exactly but try >>>/lgbt/ or some reddit sub's sidebar

you're over 18 so you can at least go see a psych without your parents permission and they can help you with the support resources and all

>>17548260
Go to therapy OP.

When I was 14 I wanted to be a radioactive Spider-man.
When I was 19 I was still a stupid child.
I'm 10 years older now.

I was dumb then.
Stop trying to make meaning out of yourself.
Meaning only comes from either being nothing or being what people see you as.

Meaning doesn't come from assigning yourself to be something

Maybe it is because of the internet that you are withdrawn and afraid of the world OP? Disconnect for a while, if you can.

>>17548260
You're only 19 so don't feel like its the end of the world. Your position will change in time. It is up to you as to how quickly and in what direction.

Get therapy, accept that there is nothing wrong living life as a gay man.

why not just be a cute boy instead, those "transitions" never turn out well.

>>17548534
He is 29 now