S A Y I T !

USE THE OLD IMAGE DAMMIT

Now that that's off my chest...
Kinda wanna break it off with her as she's way too free-spirited and fun-loving and exhibitionist for me. It brings out my inner insecurities and trust issues.
Problem is that I do still have feelings/attachments to her and she's been staying at my place for the past month and is suicidal. I don't want her to end up on the streets or worse, and I don't want her offing herself. I tend to be the guy that tries to save them...

My girlfriend is awesome and very moral/religious, but she's my first girlfriend and I want to ask her about her past relationships but I don't know how

>>17495705
You just shouldn't.

I guess not responding is just your thing.

Hopefully the next time you try to contact me you'll be extremely sad and lonely(like I was). I'll be the one who doesn't respond at that point.

I really like jolly people.

>>17495724
That has been the current method but it kills me inside

Why can't it be easier to make a living off of art?
Fuck this popularity contest, if I didn't have such a passion for it I could literally run out and find any manner of manual labor and get a job earning good amounts of money with no education, but years of learning how to draw and write has rewarded me with about 70 viewers a day, not even enough to start a Patreon and earn some spending money, let alone earn a living.

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Iife for me right now is so weird, I'm caught in this weird plane where i have so much going for me yet i'm unhappy in reality. I wish something would happen like meeting a new person, But all the attempts i make to be social keep failing and i don't know why.

>>17495626
no

>>17495626
This.

You bastardize GIOYC by using your new, shit images.

In the future, we should start GIOYC with the original image and spam the link in these bastard threads.

No, no one cares about your take on the graphic, and you will not be '4chan dank meme famous,' you fucking douche canoe.

Fuck you mom why the fuck do I trust you to do anything. You have fucked up my life on multiple occasions. I know you try to make things better, but you only make them worse. I want to move out, but you and dad (R.I.P.) make me feel so guilty.

(Brother's name), I really want to stay and keep you sane and be there for you, BUT you're the one that got a girl pregnant. This isn't my fault, so don't act like it is. You did this to yourself, and you have to pay the price.

I wish I had the balls to leave you all and go on my own, as my success is within grasp. I am holding myself back, just to be the "good son and brother".

>>17495742
Because you are an insecure man-child, and you know you won't measure up, heh, when it comes to experience(sexual , relationship, or life in general), size, or intelligence; any number of areas, I would wager.

Do you get a shameful hard on, when you think of the first time she was double-teamed, and spit-roasted?

>>17495799
o i am laffin

>>17495799
I bet you havent even seen a girl

>>17495747
Congratulations, you have finally realized you should not have banked on a hobby to earn a living.

Enjoy pumping gas, you lazy, pretentious queer.

>>17495808
>resorts straight to character attack

did he hit a nerve kek

No, boy, I ignore you precisely because of how much attention you crave. Talking about yourself whenever you'd be ignored, spending all your time over several months flaunting a "not-relationship" and anytime the spotlight wasn't on you, one of you two would try to bring it back to yourselves. Telling everyone whenever you'd have sex or kiss someone? No, I have no interest in being one that gives you attention

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>>17495813
>you lazy, pretentious queer.
Holy shit do people usually get this triggered in a thread made for petty venting?

Most of the time I feel nothing for the women I sleep with, lying and cheating is just part of the game. But sometimes, my conscience get the better of me and I feel like the cunt I am. I guess I am a human after all, I cherish those moments. Because that's when I know I am not totally broken inside.

>>17495821
>resorts straight to character attack
You mean like what >>17495799 did?

I cant speak to women.

It's too bad she didn't want to go on a date. I'm not gonna pursue her anymore but damn I'd be lying if I said it didn't sting. Yet, it felt good asking someone out. That was quite a trip out of my comfort zone. Today I grew as a person anons. Today was a good day.

>>17495510
FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKK YYYOOOOOUUUUUU YOU CRAZY FUCKING BIIITTCHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was going so well. Then you had to ignore me all night and day. I don't appreciate that. You know that. I don't need constant socializing with you. You know that. I need respectful consistency.
I wish you were more considerate and respectful.

I still reallllyyyy like you. But I'm tired of this. After a year, I'm so tired of it. You've made me cry just as many times as you've made me happy.
Ugh.

>>17495855
It's not part of the game you fucking child.

>triggered

Really annoying when someone says they'll see in you in half an hour and 7 hours later, they haven't turned up or answered the phone. If you can't make it, just let me know

>>17495922
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It's even more annoying when you ask someone out for date, they say yes, tells you they'll text you soon, proceed to ignore you for 2 months and then have the audacity to ask 'what's up' out of the blue. Man, is communication such a fucking foreign concept to people?

>>17495917
It is though, that's how it's always been. Call me what you like famalam, doesn't change anything. One day you will see.

>>17495936
Or or or or when you ask someone you're "involved with" to let you know if they're going to come out somewhere. Instead they leave you alone at the bar without saying a word while they're out at some other bar.

>>17495941
>one day you will see.
Oh, I have seen. I see it from the other side. It ruins you. Makes you feel inadequate and worthless.

>>17495950
Really, fuck those kind of people. Not worth my time.

I wanted to grow old with her. It's hard not being able to feel her skin anymore, or the smell of her hair on my pillow, or do goofy/funny things for the sake of seeing her smile.
Life isn't hard without her, it's in fact easier. Less worries, less bills, less commitment. But it's also frightening. I didn't want us to mess up so badly it had to end, even if I wanted it to. I pushed her away on purpose, I told myself and others I was just waiting for her to end it all and so she did. And now it's over. It has been for a long time, we knew this. But we didn't fight it because deep inside we both wanted it to be over. But why? Why did we? It worked, it was fantastic, why did we shove it off a cliff?
My memory seems to fail me, I can't remember a lot of things about her anymore. That is fine, I don't know if I love her, if I ever did. Oftentimes I don't even miss it all. It's difficult to ascertain what my feelings are. Defining my emotions towards her has never been this difficult. I thought I loved her.
For once, I don't wish for clarity, to be lucid. I'm quite well being in this constant state of drunken, blind, dizzy numbness. This confusion, as if a wave was perpetually crashing onto me, unable to get up, just being washed away, tossed and turned by the current, out of control and incapable of regaining my composure.
Maybe one day I'll recover from this, maybe I'll drown. I can't breathe, but do I need to?

>>17495730
When I'm sad and lonely is the least likely time that I would reach out or respond.

>>17495957
That's interesting, so I guess you found the love of your life and now everything is all good? But you're right, I feel worthless. But in a larger sense, that life is worthless and all that matters is what I make of it. And right now I just want to have fun.

Compare how you acted from December - April to how you started acting from June to now. Also pay really special attention to something you said at the end of April. I don't defend him, I simply disagree with how you threw him under the bus and your crush of a fuckbuddy shit talked him as soon as he could, then tried to save face despite openly shit talking other people. Dude did nothing to you, you all just turned on him and you, of all people, are the most hypocritical for doing it. You weren't quite so happy to do it back when they all insulted you and he defended you, huh?

I will deny contact with you no matter how much time passes. I will never actually speak of you or name you one time, because I refuse to be one who actively inflates your ego any more than your not-boyfriend already does. If ever asked, I will say that I do not know you. Because I don't. If you come up in a conversation, I will either not acknowledge you being mentioned.

Finally, needless to say, I'm not dumb enough to make it possible for you to contact me following this. No, I don't wish ill on you, but I have no interest in any future contact with you on any grounds.

J i think you are perfect and have been completely obsessing over you for the past several months. I dont care what anyone else says your my favorite in the podcast and desu i want to hold you your so adorable. I want the courage to dm you but i have no idea what to say. pussy xd

>>17496030
No. I have found nothing but loneliness due to people playing "the game". I feel worthless like you.

I'm black and I've creampied 50 white women in my life. I need to creampie 50 more before I turn 30.

Just because we're related by blood does not mean I must keep you in my life. I fucking hate you for what you did to me. Stop sending me "gifts" you creepy incestuous asshole.
I also hate one of my siblings for giving him my address, because "he's family". I'm about to cut her off from my life too, fucking bitch.

I wish everyone would stop pretending

>>17496263
What do you feel people pretend about most?

The past few days I've seriously been considering being an hero.

>18
>sperglord
>no real talent at anything
>forced to be a shut in
>can't get a job
>never even hung out with a girl
>can barely even see friends
>terrible reasoning for everything, make dumb decisions
>incompetent at simple tasks


If this is what I'm looking at for the next 50 years, I'm not gonna like it

How can you have me drive an hour out to see you, knowing how sick I am, knowing how fucking depressed I've been, knowing all the doubts I've been having, and barely talk to me all last night night or this morning?
You say you care, and maybe you think you do, but I don't believe it, really. You don't notice anything about me, not how I'm feeling, apparently not even how I look, and you're content with that. After how many times I've brought up how I don't feel like you even want to know me, I thought you would make more of an effort. But I still feel like you couldn't care less. I hate this.

K
You have no right to be upset with me for playing around.
I told you from the beginning that i like you but i'm not in love with you. You're the one who chose to stay close to me.

C

AM I ALL WRONG?

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL? I'VE NEVER FELT MORE DESPERATE AND LOST IN ALL MY LIFE. TWO PEOPLE SO EMOTIONALLY CONNECTED, MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE I'VE EVER KNOWN IN 30 YEARS, AND EVERY DAY IS A FUCKING STRUGGLE TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND BE A FRIEND.

Why is it so hard to be the person I want to be... why am I such a prick that has an impossible time putting his own emotions aside for a whole fucking month... Why do I feel so out of control. This isn't me. I want me back.

Why am I still jealous?? It's been over for months!

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Got the girl.

It's great, but I have moments where I think she doesn't like me or cares. I worry myself sick constantly over if she wants to see me again until later that week we're back in her room making out.

Just last week we were really getting into it. Long story short she tried giving me her first handjob. It was the worst god damned thing ever. I basically finished myself off by taking over and we didn't talk much the next day.

Then a buddy of mine told me that he was going with her to get ramen like me and her do every Friday. I asked her if I could tag along and she just replied with "only ramen and that's it."

I'm scared that I pushed her too far away this time.
I'm scared that the only girl that hasn't treated me like complete shit couldn't even care if I was alive.
I'm scared that it's just paranoia playing me and I could ruin something completly fine.

>>17495705
As a guy who is currently talking to a somewhat religious girl, her sexual/romantic past is none of your business. If anything, you don't want her to look back on her past relationships. Have her focus on you and her alone

I wish I wasn't so involved/obsessed with my crush.
I find myself checking her social media profiles a couple times a day, just to see where she's at, who she's with, etc.
Even though she's booty looking for anything with anyone, I can't help thinking she might be with some guy every time she refrains from posting something. I feel creepy and disgusting. And I wish I could stop.

>>17496386
Not looking, not "booty looking".

I just looked at a wikihow about "how to tell if a girl likes you"

When I know nobody does

I can't wait to die

>>17496379
She doesnt sound that interested

I know. But every time I bend over backwards or try to impress her I keep hoping that she still wants to be around me.

I feel so alone

I just fucking saw her at college. She was driving one of our mutual friends around and was picking someone up from class. I just want to talk to her but it's pretty clear she doesn't want to talk to me.

I don't know who Deven is, but why is he bowling with you and your younger bro?
You're such a cock tease, dude. Seriously.

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>>17495510
im 33 years old 5'10 and weigh 15 and a half stones I work part time and still live at home with mom and dad

is it too late for me to get a GF and maybe move out?

am I beyond saving?

pic related is me

Clean through, organize, toss out, and sort your shit. Seriously. It bleeds from your wing of the house into the rest of it, short of my room. I've cleaned up behind you for a year, despite having full-time work, friends, art, workouts, an acting troupe, a sports team, and even non-profit shit on my plate.

You, however, couldn't find time in your mostly unemployed last 12 months to do it.

If there's been major progress on something, your parents did it, I did it, or someone else did it for you. If something in this house is clean, it's likely someone that wasn't you did it.

But if there's shit laying about, it's probably yours.

Fix it. You're a grown-ass woman. Act the part.

We kind of know each other, yet I can't work it out. I see him sometimes, but I can't get around the fact that he's right next to me and comes to see me. I'm just me. I've really fallen for him and he can probably tell but I don't know how we progress from here, since we hardly talk. He's so lovely though. I really need to see him again soon

He's probably not interested in me. I just get such a warm comfortable feeling next to him. I wonder what he thinks..I get really upbeat, then feel a bit down again when I realise there's no love in my life, and feel like I'm dreaming when I sense a chance to experience something so wonderful

Why am I so obsessed over you. Ever since I first saw you I was obsessed. I've always seen the best in you, I've always looked for it. I've always stood up for you, tried to understand the deeper meaning to the strange or hurtful things you'd say. I treated you with the amount of care, love and empathy id never given anyone else. Now I'm starting to think I was looking for things that simply weren't there, maybe you are just a mean shallow person. I idolised you so much I guess I couldn't accept the fact that you simply don't care, about anything, or you don't have the capacity to
I don't know why I ever thought you cared about me
It's painful thinking about you, remembering your face and some of the things you said to me still makes me heart drop
I don't know what to do with all these feelings, there's no one I can tell.. Obviously
I'll have to wait a couple of years until they pass

I'm caught up in love obsession
His pale blue eyes are so beautiful, I can't look away

I have an unhealthy addiction to depraved interracial porn and can't stop.

Days, weeks, months. It always catches up with me

>>17496618
You're not ugly if that's what you were wondering, You look like someone who would be fine with a GF by your side.

I've reached a time in my life where I figured aliens are behind this. That and a few other paranormal activities. It's the only way I can rationalize reality atm. I finally let the irritation go, it's all the aliens from outer space. With that logic, it explains everything. I kinda lost it.... Toodles from Mars, it's how I cope.

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I get it, I have a problem and it needs to be taken care of. I try and try and try, but all I ever get from you is a frown and "try more". Would it hurt to give a bit of positive encouragement so I don't need to try and get it from random strangers on the internet?

>>17496873
iktf too desu anon

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcDuR9BF0Oc

I've never had a boyfriend and I probably never will.. just wish my mom would stop saying those things about my aunt because I'm probably headed down that path.

I HAVE NO IDEA IF MY SON IS EVER GOING TO TALK! HE IS AUTISTIC! FUCK OFF I KNOW A NORMAL 5 YEAR OLD SHOULD BE TALKING AND I HAVE SPENT 5000$ AND MORE ON HIS SPEECH THERAPY! NOTHING WORKS NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING! WILL HE HAVE A FUTURE!? WILL HE JUST SPEND HIS LIFE PLAYING WITH TOY CARS AND GRUNTING I DON'T FUCKIONG KNOW BUT EVERYONE NEEDS TO FUCK THE RIGHT OFF AND JUDGING THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND MY WIFE WE SPEND ALL OUR TIME AND MONEY WON HIM AND OUR DAUGHTER WHO OH YEAH HAS FUCKING CANCER!!!! AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING IT FOR 2 YEARS!!! BUT OOOOOOOH NO DON'T ANYONE OFFER HELP! JUST MAKE SNARKY ASS COMMENTS ABOUT OUR PARENTING AND TALK ABOUT HOW HARD YOUR LIFE IS NOW! I KNOW YOU BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MY WIFE WHEN SHE WAS A TEEN! I PAID FOR THE REPLACEMENT TEETH! SO HOW BOUT YOU HELP SOMETIME AND STOP BEING COMING HERE FOR A FREE MEAL AND ACT LIKE CUNTS THE WHOLE TIME!

I'm living in a fantasy world where I've actually met the love of my life, and it's Real. What's the chances of that?

Why did you come here? You know me, what do you want from me? Im confused, lonely, in need of comfort

Btw, I love you

>>17496235
That is so much rape that I am very nearly impressed.

Lying? On MY Internets?

*faux outrage intensifies*

If this doesn't work out, I'll have to leave again. I don't want to though. I've found what I need

You are a complete fucking CUNT and you're fucking welcome for me helping you and your boyfriend out. It's hard to imagine why he proposed to you because it's not as if you have a fucking modicum of decency in you. Nice college degree you got as well, does it net you a higher pay waiting those tables?

And to the other fucking faggot in my life, how much of your pastor's dick have you taken lately? He must be pretty good at it to make you so fucking deluded in that christfaggotry. At least when we were younger you used to quote shit from the bible in jest. Now you actually disrespect your wife but have somehow managed to brainwash her into thinking that she is deserves it. Fuck you dude I hope your baby comes out gay.

>>17496618

It certainly isn't

Also, nice beard.

>>17496379

Just tell her that you like her and that you want it to be more serious.

I feel empty at night. Nothingness consumes me.

Every now and then you invade my thoughts and I just cringe. What the hell was I thinking when I said I was attracted to you? I wasn't. Maybe it was out of sympathy? Which would be ironic, but you're a 4/10 at best - try and remember that buddy. You're so mediocre it hurts, do you realise you talk like every other /b/tard? You lack so much personality, you just try and mimic the way YouTubers talk and its fucking weird. You were right, you really are a fucking sperg. I bet you still spend your nights giving games to tweens on Steam and fapping to hentai. I pity you.

>>17497145
Initials?

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Just transferred to a new uni. Doing well. Been working out, i look better than ever.
But it's really damn hard to find the motivation to do anything. I'm tired as hell, no matter how much I sleep.
All i want to do is just go buy a gun and get it over with already. Just want to rest.

I'm reading all this shit here about people being sad because they don't have a girlfriend and i can't sympathize with any of you.
You want something very badly, you have dreams and desires. Things to aim for, goals to reach.
Why feel bad that you haven't reached them yet? Just go and work towards them.

I want to know what the rest of you do when they don't have any more dreams or desires left, when you no longer enjoy anything.
How do you convince yourselves to get up in the morning? To keep going, keep working? What gives you hope?

>>17497001
I'm so sorry to hear about this. Family can be toxic too, I say cut that shit out and remove them from your lives. You don't need them.

Just laying here, wishing I was a higher priority to you.

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I thought money was supposed to make me happy, or maybe I need more of it? Now I wake up at five in the morning and get home at 7. I'm too tired to do anything, which makes C2K hard, but I still do it.

I'm 18. If this is it, if this is all there is to life, I'm checking out. The two days a week I get to spend on my fucking self really aren't worth shit for the 5 days of fuckery I have to deal with. Lifting heavy shit all the time, not understanding my coworker's accents, my boss being a fucking weirdo and constantly breathing in cigarette smoke has made me think this whole "working life" thing seem not worth it. Fuck.

>>17497145
*sniff sniff*
this post smells like toxic doo doo

Welp. My boyfriend was wasted and passed out in bed and I just had the thought, "don't worry, it's going to be different with him..." And now that I think about it - every time I think that in a relationship, it's a bad sign. Because things don't change for the better normally. We talked at 530, we were supppsed to hang out at 730, he came here absolutely bombed and could hardly string 3 words together. So he passed out with his head leaning on me, so I told him to get in bed because I'm not tired yet... Ugh, sorry, I'm just annoyed and was looking forward to hanging out and now I'm sitting here watching Impractical Jokers (which is at least making me laugh)

I have feelings towards you that are stronger than any emotions I've had and I feel like shit because you are a lesbian.

Ahh fuckkk.. I am drunk again. Disappointed in the person I am and the person I want to be. If I could go back and change that I would. Fuckk, just be who you are and realize the world will accept you. There is not much worse than you have been through, so just let yourself feel the happiness and friendship that comes into your life. If you keep focusing on those negative feelings that is who you will be and who you will let in.You are more than you have been told you are, no matter how far you have fallen. Focus on those who support you and those who bring joy and laughter to your life. It's too bad you won't accept it no matter how much you want to. I think it is important for you to see who you could be and that is why I show you- not to bring you down. That is all you focus on is the down.. If you could focus on the up you would realize that there are solutions to your problems. But you will not see those..only the negative. Ahh well I hope one day you will see who you are really meant to be. If not well I wish you well....

>>17497402
>bawww I have a boyfriend that i'll dump and get another one right after

Fuck you normalwhore

I need to masturbate and my roommate won't leave AAAAAHHH

About a week or two ago I made a thread here about wanting my friend to punch me in the stomach, pic related was the OP image. Not one hour ago did I walk past her and my want for this flared up again.

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>>17497315
The materialistic world is not for us. We need the world of tradition and ideals so we can extract something worth living for. Stay strong anon.

>>17497527
*slow clap for my sad little angry friend* That's right, get it off your chest, bud!

>>17495759
Just please don't ignore reality or try to escape it.
Try to stay clear from resentment. From on there just try your hardest and be positive.

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>>17497587
I am fucking mad. How are so many people in unhappy relationships but nobody even notices me. Trannys have chasers. Gay dudes have chasers. Women flock to attractive studs. Men orbit any woman that pays attention. I can't even get fringe interest. I got straight As in school for what? So people could snicker at me when I raised my hand to answer questions more often than anyone else? So I can get a mediocre job and constantly watch people enjoy their lives. I never asked for this. I didn't want to become bitter. I was a happy kid and I genuinely like to go out of my way to make people happy. Something along the way marked me as a monster apparently. Now I'm desperate anxious loser watching my last bastion away from you normal motherfuckers being taken over. You fucking people have to take it all don't you. I hate you.

I hooked up with my ex-boyfriends younger brother

>>17497623
Well, I'm in my late 20s and this is the first time something really worked out for me. I've been dating since my mid/late teens and every person cheated on me because I'm too nice/trusting. I met this guy and we've been together for almost a year, but honestly I'm kind of pmsing, was just annoyed, and needed to rant a bit. I feel blessed that I met him (I'm not religious, lol) and it'll be fine in the morning.. I hope the best for you and maybe it's better to wait to out and make sure it's right instead of testing it out with everyone that is interested and available.. Anywho I'm iff to bed. Night, anons, good luck with it all

I feel guilty about B and T...
No kill my ass. Just be honest...
I know the world is hard.
I wish I could have done something but cant...

I want us to be right together. I really, really do. But I don't think I'm happy. And I don't think you're trying to change.

>>17497623
>Something along the way marked me as a monster apparently.

Life doesn't work like that. You need to become more self aware instead of just mad. Social skills are LEARNED.

Fuck what you think you should do, because that clearly is not working. Calmly self-evaluate and perhaps get counselling because there are clearly issues you aren't understanding and cannot address until you do.

>>17497758
initials?

>>17497777
C, R

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>>17497764
What the fuck did you even say?

None of that was useful in anyway just more normalfag platitudes

Next you'll tell me to get a new hobby and be myself

I just came inside of an escort by accident.

Going to get extremely drunk and hope I never wake up.

>>17497785
second initials?
is R first or C

I have a feeling you're alone. I was your last anchor to social things. You pushed all your friends away, then you dumped me, probably expecting you'd have lots of people to rely on, you'd go out and have fun, but now I imagine you're probably just stuck at home all day.

I hope you regret what you did

You say you love me and that you aren't going anywhere, but I don't think you know what it means to love someone.

It's really difficult to open with other people. Even with my family and the very few close friends I have. It's just so ridiculous that every time when I let out my feelings, bad things happens.

Guess I'm fine burying every feeling I have and pretend that everything is fine, like always.

>>17497818
initials?

I'm attracted to mannequins. I think because I'm a control freak and everything has to be going my way. I want a strong relationship and kids someday, but I'm not sure I could handle all of the random things life throws at you.

Right now I'm passing off my homemade mannequin bf as performance art, but someday I'm going to get a real one.

>>17497795
Gross!!!!!!!!!!

>>17497001
Try music therapy

>>17497001
try CBD oil

>>17495510
I like playing with my butt

>>17497880
Please post pics

>>17497001
Music therapy for your son. Also you need to smoke a bowl and cut those people our of your life.

Despite what anyone says you're kicking ass as a parent. I'd buy you a beer.

I love my gf but its hard to feel attracted to her since she got fat

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I have to break it off. HAVE TOO. I know it's unhealthy, and I know they need to go out and live a bit, that they weren't really ready for a steady relationship, but fuck me if this isn't ripping me apart.


I'm going to break their fucking heart, I know I am. FUCK FUCK FUCK

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Yes, you cunt I still remember what happened 6 years ago. You and your fucking clique of sjws...

Well fuck you running. I'm going to be better than you. I'll be more fit as a tiny woman than you will ever be with the testosterone you inject into your fat veins. I'm already at 1.5xbw squats and 2x dl.

I am going to be irl what you dream of being online. That'll show you and your fucked up little clique.

(I don't harass "him" but remembering what happened pumps me up and gets me through those last few reps, so hey, it's not just a petty grudge!)

I just wanna grow with you... there are things that I know and things that you don't. likewise, there will be things that you know and things that I don't. together, we can learn from each other and be there for each other. I'm sorry I couldn't muster the right words when we were having this talk. i waited too fucking long. all I can do now is learn and hope I can find an outlier like you. thank you. I wish you the best. -no chill

I'm sorry that talking to me is like talking to a brick wall. I'm sorry that I have a hard time taking you being nice to me seriously.
I just can't get rid of this feeling that you only like me because I just happen to be here. What are you going to do when someone more interesting comes along?

I was using thinking about how lonely I am and I realized I had never been on an enjoyable date, just ones where I get exploited

What the fuck

S,
Get rekt

>>17498102
Sounds familiar.

It would be nice to die tomorrow.

Is it weird to have thoughts about have sex with a man even though you have been predominately straight? I wouldn't mind being gay at all but all my life I have liked girls. However there is this one dude who I want to fuck. He likes the same shit I like so maybe it has something to do with that.

Hey faggot. I know you're here. Stop acting like a 14 year old girl that can't take rational criticism. Do me a favor and block both of us for good. Show some conviction! If getting your dignity back (lol) relies on others rather than yourself you're clearly more damaged than I ever thought you were.

Cheers!

I hate having one leg.

>>17498281
I don't know what world you're in, you've been blocked this entire time.

>>17498304
You're very brave.

>>17498325
Blocking people I don't want being able to contact me isn't brave, it's just common sense

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH WHY DID I DECIDE TO DO THIS NOW?
I COULD HAVE GOTTEN PAST SAD PANDAS AT ANYTIME OVER THE LAST YEAR AND A HALF BUT NOOOOOOOO I HAD TO DO IT NOW. The one weekend we have the christian family kids arive just as i was about to make headway on the problem whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
.Its not like it matters but and No one on here will even care but for fuck sake it feels goood to complain anonymously on here. These arent the kinds of things you just tell you friends if you have realatively normal friends. Ah I feel better already. Im glad this exists. Better than right an email out scenario. No one can pin it downon you reallly and if they did why the hell would they be on here? God I love rambling. I wish I could be a porn director.

Failed again tonight and actually regressed somewhat.

This can't be it you have to give me more chances, I will do it and I know I can make it but you were never there so obviously it'll be a hard begining.

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I'm starting my first job since finishing highschool and it's not what I would've liked. I'm afraid that now that I'm in one particular field, my career will be stuck on that path and I'll never branch out into something I'd like. I don't know how to bridge that job gap.

I've known people who have hopped from digging holes in road work to working at cafes but I don't know how that happens. How does experience in digging a hold qualify you for making coffee and having customer service experience? How does that shit work? I'm so afraid I'll never find the bridge that takes me from one career to the other.

I want to die.
(in a non suicidal way)

My gf just broke up with me(2 and half years relationship)
She says she wasn't 100% in the relationship and was mostly because I was her first real bf(although long distance, we did meet once and was planning to meet again in December)

And I don't understand how being her first bf is a bad thing.

Fast forward today. I read on her secret blog that another guy has asked her out and she said yes. And that she now feels renewed and better to start things over.
This guys lives just a few hours away. Apparently they have been talking for a while now and they will meet soon.

And probably live closer as she is gonna have to rent an apartment close to her uni.(she is 19 now)

And I don't know what do guys. We already had a future planned. She went from I want to spend the rest of my life with you to Im with you for the wrong reasons overnight ...

I just realized that I have been completely solitary from the beggining. I so far only made friends through random chat lobbies and just made it a habit to make promisses I couldn't keep. I had many chances to be a better person and come out with the best life but I decided to instead just shy away and settle for the lesser things in life. I'm tired of love just being something that lasts less than 3 months, I'm tired of initiating conversations with people by being the first to always text and get tge one word answers. I'm tired of feeling so left out from my family. These aren't "real problems" and I probably sound like a bitch for moaning about them but I know I had more ambition as a kid than I do now. I'm going poor, and I soon won't even have enough to pay for my phone bill. My parents think I'm a loser along with the rest of the family. I don't want to kill myself because I hate proving them right every time. So starting today I will change my life, my attitude and I will make something of myself even if it kills me. I'm single, depressed amd I will godamn mame sure I live the life I need to live.

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Everything is super!

It'd be nice to share that with a woman though.

Ceremony's over

>>17498504
That poem always gets me man...

I'm so lonely.

>>17498390
>How does experience in digging a hold qualify you for making coffee and having customer service experience?
It doesn't. Nothing qualifies you for either of those jobs, they're both under the general category of "unskilled labor", ie you don't need any degrees or licenses or specialized skill sets.
This is bad though, since it makes you vulnerable to being replaced by a migrant worker, a teenager, or a robot.

>>17498406
She found someone new and replaced you. It happens.
Sorry man.
All you can do now is replace her too. Hopefully with someone who'll be in it for the long run this time.

Don't you just hate it when a third party witnesses the situation partially and dials up the drama to 11?

Ah, that's funny

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Multiple Sclerosis Sucks, I see my friends advancing through life and throwing themselves into passions and activities, all I want is to be able to manage the pain and live a humble life. But at 26 on disability and living a poor meager life with no family around and no loved one which probably wont change. I feel like I've experienced nothing and in fact seeing most people happy pisses me off. Everyday I am starting to ask myself as I start my daily routine to try to make my day easier, are you living? Should you be? my sexual urges damn near gone, eating anything results in pain, and I dare not try drinking a few beers with friends for the spasms and pain would be terrible the next day. I know someday soon I will probably kill myself, to release myself from this cruel joke.

>>17498554
True dat. I'm blind in my right eye because of it! But my left eye is still going strong (knock on wood, lol). Ever think about joining an MS support group? You can talk to people online or maybe find a group near you. It makes this shitty thing a bit less shitty

Joining the US army was probably the stupidest decision I have made in my life

I had the best night of my life. I didn't do anything relatively special though. I made my friend dinner for his birthday then had a shitty work out because I was sore. But what made tonight truly special for me was something I felt I would never find yet it was inside of me the entire time. I play on a sports team and we are all great athletes but the majority of them don't have the motivation to do well. I've been thinking of leaving them for another team and many people have been pressuring me to do that. All summer I was depressed and couldn't make up my mind and I wanted to do psychedelic drugs to discover myself but all i needed to do was meditate. You can never do something if you dont put time aside for it. So tonight i decided to isolate myself and just think. Within five hours I hoenstly think I made a plan for how I want to live my life. As stupid as it sounds thinking has been incredibly difficult for me since i was under a lot of stress. I went 2 and a half months wanting to kill myself and just this one night fixed it all. I now know everything I want in life and how I'll do it. What i'm trying to say Is just think and you will discover yourself. Appreciate what you have before you ask for me. Never give up. Don't overthink anything. If you have the passion to do something then you can do it. So happy, hopefully you can all experience something similar and discover what you want to do. and i never ended up taking drugs. everything came from the heart, I'm just glad to overcome a lot of mental obstacles. The last thing I have to say is sometimes as difficult as it may be you need to take responsibility for you actions. Even if it may mean you have to redo a class in school because you were depressed sometimes it's best to relieve yourself of your darkest secrets and relax. Hopefully you all have great times and good vibes ahead of you /adv/ I love you guys.

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>>17495851
Well, yeah.
This is a vent thread, after all.

Got dumped. Oh well. Problem is, im so horny. I dont know why, I dont want to kiss or cuddle. Just crave a dick like crazy. Nobody told me about this! Im not sluty, only had sex with long term bf. Ive considered buying sex toys... like its that bad. No fap challenge? I suvirved 5 days. Help me.. I need bf, well.. his dick... am I crazy? does some else feels like this?

>>17498590
Got kik?

>>17498598
No

I wish you would recognise that all I can see is you. It's dazzling. I feel happy that you're here, even though we've been on different routines this week, and can't believe I would be lucky enough to find love in front of me. I really hope we get together - you've made my year

>>17498590
>Crave dick like crazy
>Not slutty

>>17498607
Your point?

>>17498590
Well then just start again, girls have it way easier. Just weed out those that are in it just for the sex.

>>17498614
>Just weed out those that are in it just for the sex.
Thats why im still single, 100% just care about my ass and boob..

With all the shit going on in my life, some threatening to change my life forever, the only thing I focus on, that pains me and makes me feel good is remembering you in my arms at that huge tacky bed in that huge tacky room. I felt happy then, at peace.

>>17498635
>100% just care about my ass and boob..
I understand that, as a guy myself, you just have to keep trying, i can't be the only one lol
On the bright side, it's easier to know which ones are the wrong ones by just making them wait. They can't wait
Or maybe just say upfront that you won't have premarital sex

>>17498676
>They can't wait
True that, some I gave a chance, and as soon as I told them I wont do "it" they got mad and very defensive, and some went as far as stating why I should do it, and it would be a waste not to.. typical fkbois..How do adults date these days.. its full of fukbois or neckbeards who only want asian chicks..

16 years to reach the beginning. The part where you know how I truly feel, and I'm not afraid anymore. I have to get over you. It's so painful, I can't take anymore. My life is waiting for me. I'm feeling you probably wouldn't want me now. I'm here for you. Tell me how to get there

I love you

>>17498698
And in all fairness, it works the same the other way.
Girls just want to have one night stands. Marriage or long term relationship are becoming rare.
Because muh independent and strong women"

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHGGGGG

i lost another massive amount of money in my motel room again from all day dope binges. Fuck chasing dragons.

So a mutual friend said she likes me but I've barely talked to her online and I've said literally like 2-3 words to her irl.
I was crushing hard on her a while ago but got over her.

I don't know what to do. I still kind of like her and I kind of want a gf but at the same time I'm feeling the exact opposite towards her

I've been spending a copious amount of money on my new hobby and so far I've had zero regrets.
Can't wait to try more new things.

I feel like I'm constantly searching for something in life. As if something is just missing or not quite how it is supposed to be. It sometimes makes it really hard to concentrate on the things at hand. The things that should be done. Because somehow it just doesn't feel right.
I can't even say I'm unhappy. I'm just incredibly lost.

>>17495510
Que Deus perdoe essas pessoas ruins.

>>17498944
Amém, irmão.

>>17498720
Just try moving forward. You'll get there eventually.

I'm so jealous of all you motherfuckers talking about girl problems. I'd take girl problems if it'd mean I'd have a girl, too. I just feel so goddamn lonely. And I'm not some 18 year old idiot who THINKS he has it bad. I'm fucking 30. Not a wizard, thankfully, due to one relationship five years ago. But for fuck's sake, I'm actually growing old, now. My youth is over. And I'd like to have just ONE of the perks of actual adultshood, and not just the responsibilities.

I'm not suicidal, but I've come up with precious few reasons to not just get it over with and just kill myself. I have nothing to live for, except being a hobby for my parents. Sometimes I wish they didn't love me, so I wouldn't hurt them if I stepped out of life. I can imagine no foreseeable future where I can make them proud, and where I will have a life that I enjoy. So why not? We're all going to the same place, anyway. Why should I cling to a life that makes me feel miserable every fucking day? Just to spare others the emotional pain? It's that I care about them, and still care enough about myself... But logically, no, I can see no real argument against suicide. I already lost this game.

>>17498775
Come with me, i dont want to be alone in my binges.
C A N A D A
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A
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I have no interest in life. I don't care about the things i'm supposed to, money, career, success, relationships, education. I don't want anything to do with what humanity has built.

>>17496279
start programming in useful languages like c, c++, java or python and make money

>>17499243
This is what I'm doing.

>>17496301
Your a wannabe Chad, shame that your dick doesn't work and you spend so much time vetting people that they catch feels, then you drop them. You are the worst kind of person. Please fuck yourself you looser.

The longer we are apart the less I care about you, and the less I want to care about you. Idk. Maybe you aren't that great and you wouldn't be that perfect for me. To be honest, I think I can do a lot better. Is that really arogant?

>>17498266
You could be bi! Or straight and you just happen to really like this one guy. Happens :) sexuality can be weird

>>17497915
Me too

>>17499336
I knew you were a cunt.

>>17499336
Initials for?

I know he's a shitty person, but he's always been the love of my life. I genuinely know I bring out people's bad and abusive sides. He's a bad guy. but I don't deserve any better. I'm terrified I'll lose him. I'm nothing on my own, not even half a person. I wish there was an escape.

>>17499348
Thnx. Maybe if you actually cared, too.

>>17499349
Mine or theirs

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>>17499134
i found it and bought more
>mfw

>>17499375
Either or both

>>17499405
Theirs is GG
They don't come on here. Sorry if you think someone feels this way about you. Reach out

It's a shame that taking pills is such an ineffectual way of ending your life, because it seems like the easiest method to me. I wish I could just take 5 packs of over the counter pills, go to sleep, and never wake up. No time for regret, and no time for anyone to do anything about it.

these threads are fucking stupid and i wish they would fuck out of /adv/ forever. firstly this thread has nothing to do with advice its essentially just people blogging in the vaguest terms and you could literally achieve the same result by typing your angst into google search, since no one actually reads anything here. what is the point?????

>>17499483
For people like you to repost the exact same thing expecting a new answer. Here's your new answer, out of sheer generosity in creating a new situation for you. You sure weren't gonna bring yourself one.

>Read that i have to go to bars at friday nights to meet women
>It's either bimbo's , couples or drugdealers at the bars

Why cant i even meet anyone decent?

I was always so good to you.
Why would you neglect me?

>>17499532
Sadly I know too well how you are feeling right now

>>17499555
No one deserve this treatment. I hope you feel better.

>>17495510
In less then 24 hours remnants of my body will be being picked up by law enforcement officers from a train track.

I'm sorry of what I did but I can't change it now.

I'm interested and I like you. I'm also in love with the thought of you. The night when we went out was the most fun I had in a while.we wish your schedule wasn't as booked and we go out more. Even if you are still busy I still want to try, I think you are worth it and worth the wait.

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I am so damn lonely.

The girl I had a crush on dropped all contact with me after moving out of the student apartment we had both lived in, despite telling me that I was her friend, and agreeing to stay in touch. In hindsight, it seems like I was just a temporary source of attention for her, that she simply discarded once I had no more use.

My cousin of the same age as I has moved out of the city, and one of the reasons I moved here to study, the fact that my aunt's family lived here, so I had some familiar people around), is no longer of any relevance, because after a row where my aunt pretty much accused me of being a "threat" to my cousins (pretty much called me a pedophile), which is utter fucking bullshit, I no longer feel welcome in their household. I never did anything bad to my cousins, I simply spent time with them when I was living in the same household as they, and kept in touch with them after moving back home (texting back and forth, occasional calls etc.) They became like younger sisters to me, and I still care about them, but because my aunt explicitly forbade me form ever contacting the girls again, I haven't done so in almost a half a year.

The only times I have even stepped into that household has been when my cousin of my age (the dude who has now moved away), invited me, and there was nobody else but us there. I don't want to even see my aunt again, due to the hideous shit she accused me off. I trusted her, and I had no fucking idea she thought that me spending time with my younger cousin was something bad. But apparently, all this time, she had been suspecting that I was a pedo trying to diddle my cousins, yet she never said a fucking word to me, face to face.

I feel so utterly alone, and betrayed. My own aunt has made it so that I can no longer see my only relatives here, people I have known all my life.
I have absolutely nobody here to whom I could spend time with, no friends, nothing. It is killing me on the inside.

>>17497545
this is the greatest thing on this thread

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I don't know where else to vent this but it pisses me off so damn much

>be in an ex-friend's chat
>new person joins chat, everyone knows them but me
>chat starts talking about guro
>new person says "omg I love guro!!"
>I post guro art from a fandom we share in common
>"omg anon I'm rly triggered by cut open stomachs how dare you :'("
>I am confused as fuck b/c this is a very common theme in guro, why would you say you love guro if viscera bothers you?
>I apologize and delete the post but it's too late, they're throwing a huge fit now
>they actually start typing in that f a ke s stutt er kind of way that all tumblr dramawhores do
>suddenly everyone in the chat hates me because I was not aware of this person's ""trigger"" despite that they never had it posted anywhere that it was one of their triggers
>I left them not long after that because I could tell after that incident people started intentionally ignoring me

That was a few years ago, this was fairly recent
>be in a friend's stream w/ mics on
>streamer is letting people get to pick what they want to watch
>everyone talking about how much they love horror stuff
>I decide to show you need me.mp4
>chat starts flipping out, mostly in the good way that horrors should except for one person
>this one girl on mic started actually screaming and acting like she's going to throw up because of it
>??????
>it's a short silly goddamn video made in gmod for fuck's sakes, it's not gorey or bad in the slightest
>again I apologize (even the how the fuck was I supposed to know?) and she supposedly forgives me but says she wanted chat to change the subject
>same girl would later on say that she's triggered by zombies to the point that she can't actually spell out the word "zombie", so she unironically types "zambie"/"zambo"/etc because even the word triggers her
>wtf is this autism
>streamer and 1 or 2 of streamer's buttbuddies start treating me coldly while everyone else didn't care

Don't say you like horror if you don't?? jesus

>>17499866
I should also mention that later on the streamer started having horror streams ("by popular demand") but held them separately from the "main" streams and thankfully the zombie girl didn't show up for most of them.

And for the ones she did I either avoided chat entirely or didn't speak with her.

Now I don't go to any of the streams anymore but only because I've come to really dislike the streamer, but that's another story.

I let my head speak louder than my heart and got married after almost a decade together. Now I'm stuck in a marriage where my husband enjoys my body but I don't enjoy his. I appreciate everything else about him and our relationship (he's the best guy I know!). But, it turns out it's not super satisfying to be in a relationship with your best friend if you don't want to have sex with him for the next 50 years... I can only get by by picturing myself with the male friend I'm sexually aroused by. Wish I could know what it would be like to be with him for real.

>>17499866
>>be in an ex-friend's chat
>>new person joins chat, everyone knows them but me
>>chat starts talking about guro
>>new person says "omg I love guro!!"
>>I post guro art from a fandom we share in common
>>"omg anon I'm rly triggered by cut open stomachs how dare you :'("
>>I am confused as fuck b/c this is a very common theme in guro, why would you say you love guro if viscera bothers you?
>>I apologize and delete the post but it's too late, they're throwing a huge fit now
>>they actually start typing in that f a ke s stutt er kind of way that all tumblr dramawhores do
>>suddenly everyone in the chat hates me because I was not aware of this person's ""trigger"" despite that they never had it posted anywhere that it was one of their triggers
>>I left them not long after that because I could tell after that incident people started intentionally ignoring me

Dude the first one is just you being a degenerate, Guro is for serial killers and people that claim they aren't. I hope all guro watchers just end up in the situations they watch. Fucking psychos.

(but actually im just biased because my ex made guro)

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>>17499912
>fictional gore
>the ol' "ur a serial killer/psychopath in the making" meme

The 90's called, they want their irrational fear tactics back. I bet you also think furries are into beastiality.

>>17495510
I know you were fucking him the entire time you dirty whore.

>>17499912
>I hope all guro watchers just end up in the situations they watch.
>(but actually im just biased because my ex made guro)

if anything, I think /you're/ the one that needs to see a therapist..

>>17499943
>>17499963
No I get off to guro and it's a fetish of mine but I think it's wrong as it promotes a negative attitude.

God is testing you and you should not find lust in violence.

>>17499943
>I bet you also think furries are into beastiality.

Lol. Furries are all at bit into beastiality.

>N-no they're not! They just get off to people that look like animals having sex with people that look like animals

>In b4 "furry isn't about sex!!!1!!"

>>17499972
See here's the thing, I don't get off to it. None of us did (afaik?). I just enjoy it for reasons most would consider edgy. I've also studied a lot more anatomy than I ever would've thought by trying to draw some of my own.

I'm sorry for your past experience but there was really no need to be so hostile and make assumptions.

>>17500000
what a post to get quints

>>>/b/
>>>/trash/

>>17499866
Stop finding retarded online friends

>>17499866
>>17500019
>stop making tumblr friends online

ftfy

It's my crush's final semester at uni and he told me to hit hit up if I wanted to turn up with him over the weekend but I work Friday and Saturday nights so I can't. My best bet is Saturday night but I can't come to work with the slightest trace of alcohol in me. Also I would have to leave early for 2AM work. I'm feeling really down now but typing this is kind of therapeutic.

Also for any anon reading this, he said that we should go get lunch sometime. Is that an invitation for a date that I went past my head?

>>17500064
If you can get to work with the sloghtest hint of dick in you it'll work

I've been crushing my antidepressants and snorting it like coke. I also doubled my sleeping pills dosage and I'm glad to say it's been working rather well.
Anxiety is almost under control too.

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>>17495510

Jessica, sorry I cheated on you for the five years we were together; you were my rebound and made my life easy while I went to college. I took care of you in return so I think it worked out for the both of us.

Liz, sorry I got you to fall in love with me just to keep you around and then when you tried to break up with me I more or less 'raped' you and caused you to go back to cutting yourself.

Me, sorry for making such stupid decisions and really setting yourself back last year. You're finally getting help but it's going to be a long and difficult journey to get back to where you were before; but it's like you always say "Doubt not." You can do it because you're one tenacious fuck, even if it does get you into a bit of trouble now and again. Oh yeah, that's something else you need to work on too. You stupid fucker; I love you, me.

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>>17500000
>>17500000
>>17500000
>nobody even noticed

>>17500112
That's a nice thought. We'll see how Saturday plays out. Also I'm not expecting any relationship out of him since he's leaving and I think he sees it the same way too. I'll be a happy camper if he's the one giving it to me though.

>>17500008
see >>17500137
replies are broken on /adv/.

>>17500143
shit, I got that backwards

>>17500143
I meant relatively no-one. Maybe it's just that it's less important here than /b/ or /pol/

I'm sorry i hurt you, i really am.

Sometimes i just wish i could lose my memories to get rid of regret but what i really have to do is accept the past and move on and try to be a better person.

You, of all, people should be more calm

>>17499384
Omg I love you, pls Canada

>>17500005
I think the majority of guro fans (at least male) watch and look at it for sexual reasons, especially when most of it is depicted in a sexual fashion

i am a loser

Soemtimes i feel like i am losing my grips on reality, like nothing matters or even exists anymore, like a soul drifting peering through a glass but unable to touch anything. I also a feeling gnawing at me on the inside like im crazy, but iknow its really just in my head. I am trying to keep sane but i feel like i dont feel asmuch as i should

I feel like i am not invested or attached to this reality as much as i should be, What do

I'm thinking about blowing my head up and sending the picture to my ex through the mail. I think she'll be happy to see that I'm dead.

>>17500286
Find a goal in life. Achieve it. Rinse and repeat until you reach your fullest potential.

I'm not quite sure what your problem is. Is this a fancy way of saying you're bored?

>>17500128
Good for you. I have some pretty bad anxiety as well. I tried taking 2mg instead of 0.5 MG of lorazapram and I swear I haven't felt that good since I was a pre teen. That kinda helped me realize that I probably have an anxiety disorder versus just having temporary issues with anxiety. But my doctor doesn't want to prescribe me anymore because I have not seen him in a while and he's afraid I'll get addicted, but has no fear of addiction on the series.

Why is getting help such a pain in the ass?

>>17500340
Be strong for the both of us.

I haven't been on here in a long time. It's hard to go througj this and I think it's getting worse. I stopped talked to my ex around a month ago. I just couldn't do it anymore and things were getting worse. She told me to leave her alone so I did.

Difference is, before I would want to talk to her and force myself not to. Now I just can't find it in myself to do it. I just can't bring myself to initiate anything anymore but I so badly wish she would. I have no urge to talk to her but I want her to talk to me. I wish something would happen. I wish I didn't feel so hurt.

I don't think there is any chance for us getting back together unless she seriously makes some gigantic changes, but I still want her with me. Yeah, I'm still in love. Yeah, I still want her want but at least now I realize that nothing can happen anymore unless things change.

I'm no longer trying for anything, thank God. No longer trying to force things, make changes. Influence results or anything. I'm just hoping that something does happen that enables us to be together again. I refuse to go back into the old relationship again no matter how much I want her. At least I'm levelheaded enough now to have that self control.

It's hard though. I don't want anything else. I want to be alone. If not alone, then with her and no one else. It would be nice to meet someone I fall in love with again.

What a shitty first relationship.

The only comfort I have in life is knowing I will completely forgotten.

>>17500340
Because getting help doesnt equal getting meds.

Pills are no solution to your problem, only a way to make it slightly more bareable and to get an easier start in your recovery.

I have been diagnosed wih a lot of shit;
Chronic depression
Neglegted ADD
Sever social and generalized anxiety disorder
Highly gifted
youth trauma

I have been getting weekly treatment for 2 years, the first 6 months with an ssri and the rest without meds.

It gets better anon, it really does.

>>17500362
I will completely forgotten too

You make my stomach fucking clench, you lip-pierced piece of shit.

She fawns over you because she's a hopeless romantic. She's too fucking good for you and I want to kick the shit out of your shallow teenage rebel face until my foot bleeds because you're occupying her mind like a cancer and cause her nothing but heartache. Every single one of your likes under her facebook posts instantly ruins my mood and I'd love nothing more than grab you by your pathetic snakebites and repeatedly smash your eternally stoned face into a streetlight.

My god how much I wished I wasn't as much of a pussy and had the balls to stalk you in a back alley and crack your skull with a rusty pipe so you can be buried and forgotten.

>>17500413
I hope you memorize exactly what you just wrote, so you can think back in a year and see it again. I'd appreciate a front row seat to your reaction

>>17500413
You seem upset.
stop being 16 years old.

>>17500443
>>17500413
Fucking kek. I understand where he's coming but it's true. Stop being an edgy child and cultivate your emotions better.

More fucking kitchen adventures. Tossed my dishes into the sink and let them soak a while. Then the girl down the hall came along, took my dishes out, and started doing her own dishes. And it just really ticked me off. That shit breaks my routine, and for fuck's sake, this girl is always on my case. I told her off.

And now I'm agonizing over if I did the right thing. If it was OK for me to tell her that she was being rude. But she WAS rude. It's fucking rude to decide for someone else that they'll just have to do their dishes after you, because you want to do them right, while they have already claimed the kitchen. I don't even use the kitchen that much, and she can be in there for an entire goddamn day baking shit. But the moment it's not convenient for her, she just moved my shit aside. It honestly pisses me the fuck off. What if I come in, take her shit while she's baking, and toss it aside so I can do whatever the fuck I want? Where's the basic fucking consideration?

I wish I wouldn't have to get this fucking mad over dishes, but then I also wish I didn't live with someone who sees the kitchen as her sole fucking property.

>>17500413

>She fawns over you because she's a hopeless romantic.

Mate, there will come a time when you realise women aren't as innocent as they act.

That she knew going for some retarded faggot with a lip piercing (What the fuck happened to us...) trying to look "edgy" was a bad idea.
But she was horny and he'll do stuff for her.
And I'm willing to bet he's older than her and therefore has access to money, booze, drugs she doesn't.

Anyway somewhere down the line they'll destroy and hurt each other anyway, and you'll realise it was for the best.

There will come a time when you realise straight women are attracted to dicks. So if one likes you, that means you're a dick.
The more that like you, the more of a colossal fucking dick you are.

You'll see it as an insult if one likes you, because that means you've been acting like a dick, or at least she thinks so.

When that time comes, /r9k/ will welcome you.

>>17500428
>>17500443
>>17500480
It's not like I don't know I'm being shit. I am also fully aware that this whole ordeal is just costing me nerves and energy and I'd be better off walking away and letting those two go at eachother like rabbits.

Neutral reflexion tells me to shut up and fuck off from that mess. Listening to my gutfeeling tells me that I have a right and reason to be mad and do something primitive about it.

>>17500305
>I'm thinking about blowing my head up and sending the picture to my ex through the mail.

How?

It's so hard to move on, fuck women fuck you!

"restarting" college a week from today. Went to a shitty fucking college last year and essentially got a bunch of elective credits for my future degree (all credits transferred as SOMETHING at least, so that's "good") and a bad taste in my mouth.

I've also become a normie of sorts in the last month or so and I am learning how to handle it. My introversion hits HARD hanging out with people so much, and I'm learning how to manage it.

I've also hung out with two girls in the past month and nothing's come of one (which was fine) and my current one likes me I think. I have no "experience" so if anything goes down in the next week I'll just chalk it off for experience at college with my newfound confidence since I'll never see these people again probably.

Really excited though. There will be some tough stuff to work out, and it will NOT be easy at all... things are going well now but I know that can't stay permanently. I just have to keep my head up and keep up my self-confidence.

I can do this. Finally pursuing my dream degree in an amazing place and I finally think I'm worthy something. I have to stay strong in times of hardship, and I know they will pop up.

/blog

sorry ma, I'm moving to Germany.

I have a great family, good friends and I'm doing well at university. So why do I always just feel so empty?

I know I shouldn't complain and I have 0 right to complain about my lot in life because so many people have it so much worse, but despite my family and friends, I just feel like there's a hole in my life.

I sometimes think "honestly, if I killed myself, would it really matter?" I mean my family and friends would be upset for a while, but they'd get over it eventually, in the mean time, I'd be slowly forgotten and not have made any impact on the world in the grand scheme of things.

I guess, I just feel like life is futile and I feel pathetic for thinking like this, because it is ultimately a pathetic position to take.

I'm too self conscious about my weight to go swimming.

W-would people laugh at me if I went to the public pool wearing a swimshirt?

>>17500584
The fuck is a swim shirt. People can tell you're fat all the time, nobody is going to think its funny just because you're ashamed and went swimming.

I want to be alone. Having friends is exhausting and I'm tired of giving it a shot only to get bored and cut them off. Plus the guilt of leaving them hanging is taking a toll. I just want to be done with it. I'm going to become a hermit like I've always truly wanted. The only people I really care about are my immediate family, so I'll stay in contact with them. I really couldn't care less about anyone else.

>>17500584
Some people will make fun of you or hate you simply because you exist. Fuck them.

If you're wearing a swim shirt because you're fat or otherwise embarrassed with your body, I think that's a waste of time, but whatever, you do you.

I'd wear a swim shirt if I burned easily and didn't tan, because sunburn sucks.

/feel like shit/
lonely
exhausted
nobody replies anymore

>>17500669
Fuck you, i replied.

>>17500676
i meant more like when i text friends and shit like that but thanks for the (You)

>>17500683
I know baby boy, it was a joke; relax and remember there is always new people to be met.

>>17496618
If you get /fit/ and work to get a decent paying job and social skills, then no it isn't too late. You're very lucky that you look relatively young still.

It's too late to get your 20s back, those are gone forever and you pissed them away. But you can still save your 30s. You need to get your life together soon because you don't know when your parents might croak, and once they do, if you don't have a self-sustaining lifestyle you'll be screwed.

>>17500690
>always new people to meet
if only i left the house
i wish i had plans this weekend
fuck me, i'm lonelier than ever

>>17500748
It happens.

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so you know how they say dating is a numbers game?

if that's true then im absolutely fucked, i don't know what other people do to just be atraccted or have crushed all the time

i think my problem no longer has to do with lack of confidence. fear of rejection or insecurity

i have improved mysef during these past years, now i can talk and make friends way more easily

but i guess the kind of girl that i like must be very rare, so i can only find one every few years, i think i have only been atracted to 3 girls in my life, and i think i just got rejected by the third one today

im not sad about the rejection, i know that if some girls from my class asked me out, i would say the same, not because they are ugly or boring but because they are just not my type

i just feel empty again because i know i t will take a long time until i find another girl

i know i should be happy,i have friends and i can talk easily now , some people here can't say the same, but somehow im back to feeling empty and lonely, maybe in one or 2 years i'll get another chance i just have to wait again

>>17500748
Well, make some plans then. Make yourself leave the house and actually go somewhere. Go to the library, go to the movies, go to the park. Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

I fucking dressed like this because I was expecting to go to the gym, not to impress anybody.

"FUCK YOU" to whomever called me a slut a few minutes ago.

Your reaction does not make any sense. You know exactly what I'll tell you to do and who you're meant to focus on

THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THE END
AHHAH
HAHAHHHHHHAHHAHSHAGASDFO

AHHAH

I'LL NEVER LOVE

HOLY FUCK

my parents have been arguing for the past 5 hours straight, shouting match, throwing things...really my dad. i'm in my room, they are downstairs. i've had enough of it. what do? one of the worse i've seen in their whole marriage.

I should have killed myself as a child
What the fuck am I doing here
Holy shit
What is this
What the actual fuck

Am I a witch?

I hope I'm just getting fatter and not pregnant.
>kek

I don't have a burnout, I'm just really really angry.

Just found out my grandmother is dying, probably has a couple months. I've been avoiding coming in contact with a couple of family members for a while now and I'm pretty unsure of what I'm supposed to do or what I want to do. I guess I should visit her? This would be a lot easier to deal with if I wasn't on bad terms with some of the family.

>>17495510
I hate Canadians

Just listening to Breathe by Telepopmusik for them early 2000s feels as I write this. I remember sitting in a Jimmy Johns sandwich shop with my older brother listening to this while visiting for little sibs weekend or whatever.

I don't have much to get off my chest. Nothing's really bothering me. Trust me there's stuff that's not going so well--work sucks. I also have other personal issues I could be attending to, but it's a lazy Friday night. I'll probably do some reading and thinking and that's about it.

In other news, I realized that right now there's no one out there for me. By that I mean, I saw one of those other long running threads on 4chan--namely "what's her name [board]?" I couldn't muster one. Sure there are romances that didn't work out well...ones that got away...girls I could have treated better. For some reason, I feel at peace and validated by this. When I was younger, I once remarked the woman I married (if indeed I get married) will not likely be where I am from. I'm just entirely unlike the people I'm surrounded by.

>>17501114
How bad? What happened? All my grandparents and great aunts and great uncles are long since dead. But I know what you mean. I'm lucky. Everyone died and then relationships got shitty.>>17501114

I've been going out with my girlfriend for a week now. We talked a bunch before and during, hung out a lot, and we just really click. We both believe this was meant to be, but I don't know how love factors in. I don't know if I'm in love, but I definitely like her more than just "liking" if that makes sense. I don't know, maybe I'm rambling hardcore and maybe it's too soon.

I want to go.
I enlisted a few months ago.
I have a uni degree, so I get to join under being an officer.
But they won't take me for months.
I want to fucking go
.
They tell me scores are competitive ,but that's not enough.
I'm fucking bored and waiting.

I want to leave my past life alone.

>>17501157
I know what you mean. Different circumstances, I'm moving across country soon and I wish it could be right now and not in December.

>>17500348
>>17500377

Series was supposed to be ssri, which is sertraline. But anyways......

Thank you. I have dealt with this for a long time now, about 20 years. I've been to the doctor in the past for some of this but never stuck with it, mostly because I didn't feel it was helping. I really don't think talking to a therapist by itself is going to make me feel any better, and not that I'm getting addicted to the lorazapram but after having an experience like that one day I would like to have more like it. It's not like I was high off it, just majorly reduced anxiety. I was able to be more relaxed and not be constantly worried about something. I was able to fall asleep, stay asleep and wake up not tired which has been a problem for some time now. I'm not seeing the downside even with the risk of addiction. I've been reading more about lorazapram and 2mg per day is the low side of a typical dosage (2mg to 6mg per day). Granted I took it all in one dose, it's all that I took that day and haven't done it again as I was trying to follow the directions of the prescription which is one 0.5mg pill twice a day. Taking it like that doesn't really help me much. I don't think I should take it for the rest of my life but using it to get better sleep in itself will probably have a large impact, and once I got caught up on sleep I could probably self manage and discontinue use. Anxiety related insomnia is an intended use.

>>17501114
Sorry to hear that. Losing a parent sucks no matter how old they are. My mom passed at 55 from having a rare form of cancer not usually seen in people under 85.

Go visit her. If things get bad with the family just ignore them, you're there for your mom. If your family is half way decent people they'll leave whatever issues be for the moment and go back to hating you or whatever after.

Don't let your current issues with other family members prevent you from going to spend time with and offer support to your mom. You won't have another chance.

>>17496379

Maybe its a lost cause but heres the deal.

Nobody is good at sex and sex needs to be fun and if not fun then relatable.

Never shut out someone you want to be intimate with. You shut her out because you didn't want to hurt her feelings by expressing your disappointment with the handjob. Apologies will go a long way. But you can't rush these things.

my wife doesnt fuck anymore, like we are both making money from home so I know she is not cheating on me.

So about a year ago we just slowly starting having less and less sex, including handjobs blowjobs and me eating her out etc.

Married for a couple of years now too, is this expected? She has no sexual interests now at all, doesnt want to spice shit up with buttplugs dildos or any toys for that matter....

What should I do lads?

>>17501267
cont.

we fuck around once a month, she says her pussy is in pain after like 3-6 mins so we stop there, sometimes we watch porn together but its pretty lame girl on girl shit that she wants to watch, and that happens roughly once a month too.

>>17501273
Maybe she has vaginosis. Try looking into that. Or she is in the closet with the girl on girl stuff...

>>17501304
>vaginosis
doesnt look like she has it from my experiences. but she might be in the closet with girl on girl stuff


oh yeah, we didnt fuck on my birthday either if that means anything, didnt bring it up or anything not a single comment about being intimate.

Dear Chloe, I'm sorry that i told you i liked you and that you didn't feel the same way.. I guess it sorta messed up our friendship somehow.. I hope you had fun tonight at the football game when cameron asked you out and to homecoming.. I know we are not on good speaking terms and i cannot understand why but i hope with all my heart he makes you happy because god how i love you when your happy.. I love you.. I wish i could tell you all the ways you somehow impacted me because you'd be suprised you left behind a legacy of any kind but just know you will be missed. your not dead but still missed.

Sometimes it makes me physically ill to know no female has thought i am worthy of cumming inside them and i want to die

Im going to cry myself to sleep again as i become more hopeless and undesirable

"I want to know what the rest of you do when they don't have any more dreams or desires left, when you no longer enjoy anything.
How do you convince yourselves to get up in the morning? To keep going, keep working? What gives you hope?"
I don't have hope. I have inertia, habits, and distractions.
My work is mentally engaging enough that I can forget that I feel nothing and just want to die.
Habits and inertia get me up and into work in the early morning.

Being on here? Commenting on the internet, generally? Watching videos?
These are all just coping mechanisms. Ways to pass waking hours so I am not alone with my thoughts.

I secretly hope someone pumps inert gas into my room at night and kills me.

My youtube career will never work out and I spent time on this video for fun and now insecurity of little views is eating me up https://youtu.be/PIBKOiJRdII

>>17501381
I want to fuck your brains out, seriously id leave my wife for you, super cute you are.

Also you cant expect to get views as soon as you start youtube, the people that do are just extremely lucky. Keep making your videos post on r/videos when you have around 10 and get yourself a viewer spike.

Keep it up cutie

>>17501392
If I reach 1mill subs I'll post this screenshot of us and thank you again.

Thanks, your cutie

>>17501334
Give yourself a break, dude. You can't possibly know what's swimming around in people's heads. If you feel unattractive, make an effort to improve yourself in some way that makes you feel more attractive e.g. Exercise; fashion. If you still feel profoundly unattractive or if you delusionally feel you're ugly, you may have BDD. Seek help in that case.

Pro tip: everyone's pretty much average. Attractive people and ugly people skew things in weird direction. You're probably just an average looking dude and not nearly as ugly as you think.

I suddenly felt in love of a guy 3 years younger than me (actually he looks older than me and I look younger than my actual age). Anyway... I dunno, may I like him, but I think he's insecure about our age gap. Am I being way too silly about this or should I forget my feelings for him?

I think I am so scared of the silence that I can't help but fill up my life with drama.

>>17501315
Is she on any medication?

I'm going to see you tomorrow.


why now
you fucking left me
why can't you just fucking decide what we are
i barely even wanted to date you, but YOU confessed to ME, and then you left me with the tired cliche of "it's not you, it's me"

then
almost a year later
you text me
out of the fucking blue
just as i was beginning to accept that you left me and it's gonna be okay(<--lies)

i agonized for months over why you left me
I'm pretty sure it was because i was too passive
or went too slow
and never started anything
even though YOU started everything
YOU confessed
YOU set up a "date" and tagged your friend along (seriously, what the fuck)
YOU have always been the one who initiated E V E R Y T H I N G
and you break up with me for being passive

i think

or i triggered you
at the market
on the """"date"""" (no, seriously, why)

maybe you're a lesbian now
or a boy
or whatever you go to counseling for now (how do you expect me to know that, i haven't seen you in a fucking year)

i could just go die
i have a couple of razors
a knife
i could cut myself
but why would i
I'm too much of a fucking coward to cut deep enough to die
and if i just scratch the skin all I'd do is increase my suffering
and be like you
I'm not really mad at you
i miss you
you're just all i can focus on
to rant
releasing steam from minor irritation
maybe major irritation
for those around me
(fuck you dad)

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Psychiatry isn't based on empirical science!

Politics are a distraction!

Evolution is based on empirical science!

People need to exercise more!

The daily grind was an invention of the
Industrial Revolution!

Americans in the South and Midwest are convinced abusive cultural hegemony is good
because they've been tricked with pride!

Americans in the North and West Coast are rude fake-elitists that just nod to whatever authorities say in order to appear informed and superior!

Radical feminists lie a lot, but their critics often use retarded fallacies like the "not as bad as" fallacy, straw man arguments, and reductio ad absurdum arguments!

Catie Wayne is still awesome for some reason. None of us know why regardless of the reasons we enumerate!

Moot isn't actually gay!

There is no god but atheist communities have a reputation for being fake-elitist jerks!

...and so on.

>>17501519
Just birth control

>>17501121
Eat some Hortons while riding a moose and wearing a mountie hat and then get back to us.

>>17501536
>Moot isn't actually gay!
That can't possibly be true.

>>17501381

Please do an idolm@ster one

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Truthfully, I just wish I felt in love like I did when I was a teenager. No more butterflies in the stomach, no more dizzying heights of emotion, no un-self-aware trying to understand my own feelings. Now it's just empty, and I know I'll never have those same feelings again. I know what I feel, and nothing is new. Everyone's in a relationship around me, so even wanting people who I liked before carries a certain weight of guilt. Oneitis is a teenage thing, and I miss it.

>>17495626
How about you stop being a little bitch and grab her Fucking ass in public. Better yet, make out with her in public and let it be know that you're going to be Fucking that when you get home. Be a good boyfriend you Faggot.

Deep down im really sad about the fact that I havent had a gf/ touched a girl since about 1.5 yrs about now, and i dont want to have hook ups or shit like that, I just want a qt for a steady relationship, but no, everybody at my young age just wants to have one night stands so the only 2 girls i liked didnt fit for me. But well i have to have a smile, be happy and suck on it, because most my friends have their own problems more big ones than my whining and i have to be happy to assist them.

I wanna try smoking just so I can try to understand why people seem to find sincere enjoyment in it. I'm concerned, however, that I may actually like it as well and then be seen as a huge fucking hypocrite since I think it's a shit habit.

>>17497001
In-laws are bad. Keep them away from your children. Give the kid an instrument or give him a soccer ball. It's worth a shot. Stop spending money on therapy. Fuck everyone. Love your family. I wish you the best.
From Los Angeles with.love

>>17497623
Irina? Man, I remember seeing you in the library. I thought you were beautiful. I was just a reading type with bad grades. My heart leaped when you dropped your resume off with me at pinkberry. This may not be you, but man, I'd treat you right.
Good luck anon. I hope you find happiness

>>17501677
Not a girl you stupid normalfuck

>>17495510
I'm losing my mind. Constantly anxious. Drink almost every day. I constantly say socially inappropriate things and feel stupid afterwards. I'm fairly certain I have generalized anxiety which doesn't pair well with alcohol as well as depression. Going through college and the teachers make me feel stupid. Cried today in front of my professors because I was shaking so badly during a skill practice. I just don't know what to do.

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>>17495510
I think I suffer from depression and I'm not exactly sure what's real and what's not. This has been going on for a while but a recent shrooms trip made it even worst.

>>17501637
The problem there is that I'll be called a rapist if I even attempt that. Would love to, tho.

>>17501637
Why are you capitalizing your f's?

>>17501726
This is how black people signal to each other on the internet

I miss you so much sometimes its hard to breath..

I don't know how people maintain long pieces of a conversation. I sit there nodding along for like 3 minutes, and then I speak for maybe 30 seconds, and then it's back to them. I have never had anything to say that required a long monologue. Am I just boring, or are they?

>>17501750
Try having a conversation with yourself

after getting waay too fucking drunk i made out with a girl last night and apparently she has a boyfriend, she didnt say shit to me and I only found out because her friend told me when I walked outside.

Now im not sure if I should feel guilty or if I should just cut all contact with said girl because what the fuck. We were making out in the fucking living room and she was expecting him to walk in at any moment. Every interaction ive ever had with women has left me severely depressed and questioning my own morality, god fucking dammit.

>>17501540
there you go.
but after a couple of years, especially if you had been dating long before getting married, is also expected that women lose interest in their partners sexually. you ever hear of lesbian bed death? because lesbians lose interest in each other quickly and just don't give a fuck. they'll go like a decade without sex and without complaint. it's the craziest thing.

Going back to blue, you do you

Ow it hurts

I really like this girl friend but it is kind of gross seeing her get passed around the social circle like a joint. She's not even that attractive. She's kind of dull too. But she's skinny and she's easy.

A few years ago my girlfriend and I were at the movies. The theater was empty, so we spent the whole time talking and running around like idiots. Half way through the screening, she undid my pants and declared that she wanted to jerk me off right there. Being the person that I am, I freaked out and warned her that we would get caught, although she went ahead with it anyway since she said if I really didn't want it, I would've resisted harder. After I climaxed, she told me to eat her out or she would "scream rape". I knew she wouldn't do it, but I was freaking out so I went ahead and ate her out. We're engaged now, and I love and trust her more than anyone in the world, but she still will sometimes force herself on me or cajole me into performing oral sex on her regardless of whether or not I'm "in the mood". We have a totally normal relationship outside of that and the only person who knows about this is my brother.

vibes

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