Sunday night NEET time edition
Make one where you have to run away from things and stay alive I would buy that.
You can build a safe house with resources but resources deplete quickly so you can only stay in your safe house for a small time before you have to go out on the rob and avoid the chasey men again.
>tfw when you hit r9k just as a new /britfeel/ appears
Post waifus, friendos.
Doing a Jun post, doing a good post, doing an original post.
>what would cheer you lads up?
Pictures of Hatsune Miku's underpants.
here is one i took myself in Japan- because i like you that much.
Wagekeking in 9 1/2 hours' time. Wish me luck lads
sure thing dave
So I downed some sleeping tablets and even though I'm really tired I'm feeling motivated and happy, could they be dulling some functions of my brain that make me depressed? Probably placebo but I could get used to this.
Who /didn'tpaytaxesandtheiraccountantisn'treturningtheiremails/ here?
>how do you win?
Maybe there could be a story to it.
I've been playing that game Sunless Sea this weekend and I love how it actually rewards you for staying alive and punishes you heavily for dieing. If you haven't played it, you get one rolling save which only works by auto-save when you get to a port and you can only re load it when you leave the game and come back. When you die you start a new character and it gives you options of things you can inherit from your last character so you can keep their money, map, skills but only part of it and you have to decided which. This makes dying actually scary, unlike most games now where when you die you can reload it 10 seconds before you died and try again.
It would be cool to see a similiar fear of death being put into place in more games. I mean horror games aren't going to be scary unless you've got something to lose and a reason to fear death.
No one will come get you. I sense you're near the middle too.
Come to Swindon for cuddles
Feel really, really sick tbqh~
Think I'm just going to sleep since I don't want to be sick anymore today.
Crywank is pretty good m8, James is Going to Die Soon is a top-tier breakup album.
Saw him live last summer with Jordaan Mason. Also saw him working behind the bar at the Albert Hall a few months ago
>mum goes out
>didn't bought the Freddos I asked for
I haven't listened to your link yet but your pic made me feel like listening to
Which has now made me feel more than any man should feel
I have (old picture, got some more stuff in there now)
In case you haven't found this yet
And also these and a daki which is usually hidden away.
A picture of snake orgasaming reminded you of that?
Hated this album when it came out and only like a few Greenday songs but this song came on randomly when I was listening to music on Youtube the other day and holy shit this song these lyrics hit me right in the feels growing up and still living on a council estate full of smackheads and alchys
Drinking rum, playing vidya. Not much else on on a sunday.
As for the cup, I don't fuss over what I drink out of.
I don't, I'm hiding my power level from my family. Wouldn't mind getting a fig or two
>members page lists 7 people online
am I being an idiot here?
some little Jun figures, but nothing really interesting.
>listening to a 'Guilty Pleasures' playlist on spotify
>I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan comes on
>it describes my current life perfectly, except that I'm 22
>I woke up it was 7, waited til 11 just to figure out that no-one would call
>I think I've got a lot of friends, but I don't hear from them
>What's another night all alone
>When you're spending every day on your own?
Also this one for 90s nostalgia:
who /holdingbackanxietyattack/ here
Give me something to distract myself with lads.
I only have a few anime-related shirts and that's it.
>Shirts of the Monogatari still colour frames (black, red and white)
>A shirt about Berserk
>A longsleeve top of Oyasumi Punpun (pic related) which I actually wear all the time in winter because it isn't immediately obvious to normies that its a weeb thing
I'm drinking and listening to music to hold it back. Try that
>drinking and music to hold back anxiety
Literally my life. I try not to drink all the time but when I don't drink I just sit up in bed panicking at my own fucking life and jumping at my own shadow. This shuts it all out.
Duff McKagan from Guns N' Roses used to drink 2 liters of Vodka a day to stave of anxiety attacks, then his pancreas exploded, so he had to stop drinking, but by the time it did he was a rich famous rockstar, if my pancreas explodes I'll still just be me.
>I might get Sunless Sea, it looks interesting and it's got 40% off.
It was free to play this weekend, I don't like spending money so I never buy games but I tried it because it was free and I racked up 10 hours yesterday alone. Deffo going to buy it.
Is super comfy as well the atmosphere is brilliant.
>tfw you also know this feel
>I'm blue, I will bleed I will die, I will bleed
Seriously though, I can't think of anything I associate more with the 90s and my early childhood. It reminds me of going to swimming lessons in the car.
The one who'd like to hold hands and cuddle on the beach~
I am in the group, i'm just real quiet right now
Do you remember this 90s song?
I completely forgot it existed then it came on Absolute Radio 90s one day and I was overcome with memories of playing N64 in my bedroom on a happy summers day with my brother and the big trees that used to be in my garden before they were all burnt down. Was a different world. A good and innocent time long destroyed and mutilated by the unforgiving sociopath named Time.
I don't remember the song, but I do remember those feels.
That was back when it seemed like there was infinite time ahead of me to do whatever I wanted, and I had potential (or at least didn't have the confirmation that I'd fucked my life up).
Pretty sure I was happy then as well, despite what were clearly anger issues in hindsight.
So is everyone I think. I've met people a few times and we both weren't very talkative for a little bit if that's the concern.
People will get it though. Don't be so tough on yourself.
Going to sleep this hangover off hopefully, night night lads
You are in luck c:
I am in Canterbury.
Its just getting to know these lads on steam, talked about how I got removed from my group who I played vidya with earlier, being my only riends, so i'm a little anxious. Glad you understand.
dont worry lad, we are pretty chill.
>Old best friend is replying to me less and less
>Bunch of old school friends seem to actively dislike me now
>Seemed to be making headway with girl at uni but made it awkward af friday night
>17 yo that used to be obsessed with me and down to fuck on demand barely responds to me nowadays
Really desperate to get drunk but I have a job interview tomorrow and I need this if Iwant to get my own flat. Might make hooking up with girls a bit easier.
>my class has a social thing where everyone drinks
>decide to do it because no friends and nothing to lose
>get drunk and share feels with a normie grill
>she has some similar feels even though she's not a neckbeard 4channer
>apparently she considers me a friend now but she doesn't talk to me unless i initiate conversation
>don't want to initiate conversation all the time because it might make me look desperate/clingy/whatever when i'm just bored and want a friend (not gf, just friend. i'm homofag.)
>but technically i'm no longer a friendless loser either
i feel like i fit in less everywhere now (because i still have most of the issues of no friends and don't talk to anyone, but technically might not be friendless so i don't fit in online either.) and i don't know what to do
i don't know if when she said we were friends she just meant we're people who get along with one another or if she actually wants to talk to me more.
i have no idea why i'm asking r9k into how normal people see the world and friendship, but here i am. help me.
I've only just woke up after going to sleep at 3pm tbqh
going to have to pass, sorry.
i always have the same amount to say. other than pointless small talk about class there's no need for me to talk other than the basic human need for communication. i could spend hours just saying more feels bs but i don't know if she wants to and i don't want to sperg out 100% and bore her away.
i want to fug an azulad or tilde................ what the fuck is wrong with me
same desu cuteposters are one of the only things that can turn me on now
>i always have the same amount to say. other than pointless small talk about class there's no need for me to talk other than the basic human need for communication. i could spend hours just saying more feels bs but i don't know if she wants to and i don't want to sperg out 100% and bore her away.
I can relate to this 100%
the answer is to give up on friendship completely.
So I made a note of every cigarette I smoked in January, most of them were rollups but some were packs.
I recorded only 9 25g tobacco pouches but i'm sure I bought more, I'll have to record them more thoroughly for this month.
The results are that I smoked 563 cigarettes last month which averages to 18 a day (But really it ranges from 10 a day to 30, however a day is 24 hours and some of the recorded days I was awake that entire time.). Would you lads call that a serious problem or are there worse people?
really can't wait for gaben to die of being a fat jew cunt desu
You have to buy something desu
>not liking anime
Literally all my friends that lift 5-6 times a week know of or watch anime.
Obligatory anime girl reaction image, its just standard
I REALLY REALLY DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW
i have a full account, i still think requiring payment to unlock such a basic feature on a service like steam which has free games is ridiculous.
if steam was totally useless without having bought a game, i would understand.
It stops spam mate. Without a full account you can't add friends, post on forums and shit. So people can't just keep creating spam bots to mass add people and spam them with shit. If they want to do that they have to spend money on every account. It's a deterrence.
>It stops spam mate
it hinders it slightly, it doesn't outright stop it.
plus, other sites/services are more than capable of filtering spam without requiring a paywall.
furthermore spam is much less of a problem than scamming, but you have to be a retard to fall for a scam and that can trivially be prevented by limiting free accounts capability to trade items.
>implying normies aren't the kind of idiots who follow links full of spaces and [dots] to a .ru domain because they think they'll get free shit if the just enter their email and password
You can't just let me post in peace can you. You create these elaborate fake screenshots to try to hurt me. Well it is not going to work. I'll be here every single day.
she's terminal, her facebooks gone, she's had no internet precence for months, last post said she was going to kill herself soon, her boyfriend said she was dead, and her family posted a tribute in the paper
she's fine mate don;t worry
>Wagecucks are getting up from there 2day free time RIGHT NOW
Had to get up early to let the decorator in. Feeling prety shattered now lads desu.
>tfw no ougi sleeve dickings
I have a few anime figs, I can't take any pics at the moment but my favourite one is pic related for obvious reasons.
I don't have any other weeb things though except for a few blurays like Oreimo and a few Ghibli films.
attached the wrong picture like a tit, I'm still half asleep
Total cost including postage was about 55 quid.
Figs are pretty expensive hobby so I don't buy many. Thankfully I didn't get slapped with import fees which would have been another 15 quid or something, she slipped under the radar like a true spooky ougi
I've ordered quite a few figures and stuff and I've noticed that whenever they are delivered by Royal Mail they get here fine with no import fees, but if they are delivered by Parcelforce they always seem to get them, it's quite strange
got the day off today lads, f-wew hehe
heres the waifu
Still a bit hungover myself, doesn't help that I only get a few hours of sleep
Don't impersonate me.
I just ordered this so i can talk to you Hannah. I don't think that posting on a Tibetan thangka painting message board is having much success.
Happy birthday friendo! Have a good one
what did bonsai do yesterday?
Feels good to kill the weed demon and be closer to my higher power, didn't think about any of (you) just all of me
>back off I'm on the road back to the eclipse of sanity.
>this is no La La La
you can quote moi on that you shitskin twat need to see dr. Ghandi on Wednesday
I have my first "quarterly review" at the JCP tomorrow, to go over my jobseeking progress.
Should I be worried? Any of you lads had one of these?
about to be homeless.
Can't afford to stay here, really can't.
Have housing benefit, but lowest priority on council waiting list. I apply for a property and there are 60 others ahead of me.
The only places I can afford are student accommodation.
Am I going to have to kill myself? I don't want to be homeless.
It shouldn't result in sanctions, just for them to guide you on better job application methods.
They'll probably ask you what problems you're having, if you have any feedback from employers who have declined you.
I'm guessing this is in addition to the weekly meetings you have, if it's the only meeting you've attended in 3 months and you haven't done anything then yeah expect heavy sanctions.
My mother won't have me. I tried to move back in with her in November.
It didn't work out.
I had a rather shitty upbringing, and she hasn't changed a bit.
Father has been nowhere to be seen my entire life.
That won't change me killing myself in a few days of being there. I can't do it. I tried, I fucking tried. I sold all of my stuff to go and live back at home. I made it a day before I booked a ticket back.
>tfw this statue is closer to a naked girl than I will ever be
lupus is cripplegirl. she hasn't been on skype in ages, her tumblr is dead, and the last i spoke to her she said she might only have a few months left. someone found her bf on facebook and messaged him and he told the anon to let him grieve in peace. i don't know whether that was just a shoop to fuck with us but i don't feel good about this.
'She' just texted me saying:
"Heyy [sic.], haven't spoken in a while, what're you up to?"
What the fuck do I say?
"I've been alternating between getting drunk and posting on a Taiwanese tiddlywinks forum, and occasionally (for a treat) doing both at the same times."
>>what a bunch of dicks
it's 9gag all over again lads
She's never going to date or fall in love with you
What you do is tell her how happy and successful you are. Every time she wants to meet up (she will, because you're successful and have your shit together), you give a million excuses for why you can't
She's clearly playing the "Who has the better life" game because women care about nothing but status.
Cheat, and win
Getting conflicting messages here senpaitachi,
I might just ignore the message and see if she messages again in a few days, then say 'Oh sorry I was busy'
Yes, that sounds like a plan.
Have to see my social worker on Wednesday, but it's at 10 fucking am...
Normally I don't wake up until 12.
Being NEET is hard.
I had a doctor's appointment at 8:30 today, the appointment was ok but I felt like I was such a freak, everyone was staring at me and hating me. Whenever I go outside it's as if I'm on fire
How am I supposed to get a job like this?
I recommend not leaving your house in cosplay
I was just registering since coming back home, I need to get a repeat prescription soon so I had no choice
A little, there were a lot of uhuhs, she was nice but clearly offput by my awkwardness
it's too cold for my cosplay clothes
Bought 3g girl scout cookies for 33 quid. Going to have a comfy day smoking that and playing dark souls 1. If I could share it with you all I would.
Some little prick posting on a taiwanese turtle trading network about how he's smoking some dank rare weed from california and playing dark souls 1 fits the bill of 'edgelord' perfectly fine.
Oh, I'm sorry. Let me rephrase
Do you even know what being edgy is or is it something you picked up from the 4chan subreddit without understanding it?
>taiwanese turtle trading network
Yep. Definitely reddit
I hope you have all joined the Steam group
>Nu TRAXX haven't contacted Poleaboo regarding that warehouse job after he told them about hiss stalking conviction
Tell me wise senpai, what is the 'true' definition of edgy?
Do you not feel as though "Bought 3g girl scout cookies for 33 quid. Going to have a comfy day smoking that and playing dark souls 1. If I could share it with you all I would." counts as being edgy?
No one here cares about you smoking your 'rare' (to the British Isles) form of Cannabis, chap. How nice of you to let us know, though.
No one cares about your waifu faggotry or your anxiety or your feels either but it doesn't stop you.
It's a forum. Not everything has to be interesting to everyone. Supporting a hive mentality is reddit mentality
>You know it's a symptom of autism that you simply must share things that others find boring?
I think you'll find it is the complete opposite of autism. It is normie mentality 101
Are you completely oblivious to twitter and facebook?
>Just spent all morning and what's begun of the afternoon downloading anime from the last two seasons to catch up to
I could be doing something productive right now. I should be doing something productive right now
Over sharing is a trait of autism, not a symptom. People who have autism are more likely to share inane details about subjects they find interesting, regardless of whether or not people want to know about it.
Normal people posting random shit on Facebook, usually at least a few of their friends will appreciate it.
It's quite a tough thing to gauge; sharing because autistic, or because normie.
Earlier poster oversharing about his lmao weed is just a wannabe edgelord, simply posting for bad-man status.
>preoccupation with a narrow subject, one-sided verbosity, restricted prosody, and physical clumsiness
Describes weed smokers right? Yes.
But it's taken from the wikipedia page on Aspergers.
I guess? I always figured productivity to be subjective, but you're not wrong. Still, there are so many things I probably should do rather than just go through NT adding to a backlog
>usually at least a few of their friends will appreciate it.
No. They will pretend to appreciate it to fit in.
No one gives a fuck that you wiped your babies piss off your face
Or that you're eating fish fingers for dinner
Or that you're going to the hairdressers
Your lack of understanding how people work is a sign of autism.
That also describes you. You must be aspie then
>Your lack of understanding how people work is a sign of autism.
I do have Autism, well, High Functioning Autism/Aspergers, but they rolled it into ASD.
I don't understand how people work. I can theorise, badly, as you can see. :-)
afternoon lads, had to send a few emails today, taking the rest of the day off. way too much stress.
if I did would you kiss it better??
I've become so numb.
yep, right here lad. he said he was not opposed to it.
>93 IPs in this ITT
>only 20 members in the group
I really don't understand why we have this boring waifu posting in every thread.
So you've a girl you can be happy with, great, but I don't care. Nobbody cares except you. It's literally "everyone posts and nobody reads" deal and those threads are as reddit as they come.
I was the guy who called dibs on the armpits tbf, might let someone take the left side if they want, get the feeling tilde is a right handy
It's literally expensive lego. It's easy as fuck to do
They can force you to apply for jobs, but that seems fucked. I'd ring up citizens advice or some shit if I was you
Because it's comfy I'd second guess
>I'm good at that
AND being edge is prob not about edging your bets
Why is 55 bonsai faviorate number
>The edgyness and sexy curves
need to make a call where I am in the no doubt I fucked up
>tfw you discover your waifu has twat tatts.
How hard is it to learn to swim? I want to start because I do a lot of cardio but I've got a bad ankle which makes it difficult but it's gonna be pretty awkward watching a 24 year old who can't swim.
>Favourite girl has a child
I didn't choose the cuck life, it choose me.
If that person tells you to go to war via le army it's like the russian subway manager telling the homeless man to move on and the homeless dude dies in the freezing cold that night, who is at fault? I'd say homeless mans fault even tho it's society that has drained the homeless mans effort to live
>the man that gets to lock the train station gates gets to see art on the walls of the train station I've only seen pictures but they let artist's paint the walls. Its not graffiti, it's art and it's to cheer up the cold traveling patrons that have effort to do more than just survive
which reminds me of a time I was in hospital nursed axed me 'has the doc seen you yet'
>just a nurse
>JUST a nurse
I stood there and took it lads
>tfw the swimming pool is the only place I'll ever do it doggy
>been given life
>be forced to go to school and work for the rest of my life
wait what? how is that fair? i never asked for this. i don't even want to be here. you can't force people to work. that's slavery.
and then people say you need to become independant. how the hell can you be independant in this fucking system? in this system everyone has to depend on each other, otherwise it wouldn't be a system.
i want out. i don't want to die, i just don't want to be part of this society. how can i step out of the society? i just want to live like an animal, sleeping outside and looking for food all day. just trying to survive. then i would have purpose in my life. there is no purpose to life in this society.
>tfw expired sausages, frozen chips and eggs for dinner
Living the dream
I know you are still alive. I will stay here until you come back.
How do you lads cope when you go out in girls clothing? Everyone seems super judgey in my hometown but in a city I'm treated nicely
How do I get a guarantor who makes over 13k and isn't my parents who refuse things or my friends who don't exist??
Don't you talk about my waifu like that lad
he is unironically gay for an online personality he will never meet.
Excuse you, mate.
I'm all for sexualising tilde, but he doesn't currently enjoy doing filthy stuff like that. The fun is in getting him to that point and then renting out his boypuss for bitcoins.
I'm not currently in work but I at least do stuff with my time, work on projects and travel when I can. I assumed others would be the same. What's the point of all the free time if you just sit on your arse doing nothing with it. No better than wagies who do nothing but watch TV after work and drink on the weekends.
i enjoy doing nothing. there are days where i wake up, sit on my bed for hours doing nothing, eat a bit, and go back to bed. i enjoy doing nothing, seeing nothing, hearing nothing, but thinking about everything.
You should definitely join the Steam group lads just look at all the banter you're missing out on
we are busy people, cant spend all day chatting :^)
Not that guy but saying you are smoking weed and gaming is the least edgy thing ever. This is a board where ppl carry out threats of mass shootings so thats the edgy baseline imo
What a bunch of fucking normies.
Who the fuck has to take /britfeel/ somewhere else so they can talk about their inane shit?
I guarantee these same people browse reddit, have steam accounts and are still in education or under 25.
Fucking weird night yesterday lads
>be me, first year unifag
>first couple of weeks of freshers term are shit, don't make any friends, etc.
>a few weeks in I meet this guy when I'm in the bar by myself (our bar is pretty quiet most nights and a nice place to read with a few pints), we'll call him Matt, because that's his name
>he's by himself too, he just walks up to where I'm sitting, asks if he can sit down and then starts chatting to me
>initially I'm fucking annoyed and anxious, but he's a pretty cool guy and I ended having a few pints with him and getting on well
>next day in dinner - I usually sat by myself at this point - he's sat with his friends, sees me and says "Hey anon, come sit with us"
>go sit with him and discover his friends - while definitely not 'cool' in any conventional sense - are all nice people
>basically a gang of fairly nerdy people, you'd probably call them 'betas', and Matt - again, you'd never call him 'typically' cool - is the sort of unspoken leader; he's the charismatic one that gets everyone out of their shells, persuades them to come out to the bar, what have you, kind of an alpha among betas
>fast forward to now, our second term of uni, and they're all my friends as well. People relevant for this story are:
>Matt: the most sociable of us, always organizes our meetups, is now going out with
>Anna(other names have been changed, just in case): Matt's gf, almost certainly the most qt of our group
>Robert: guy with similar beta levels to me, really nice guy (not 'nice guy'), has a big crush on
>Georgie: despite her occasional sjw tendencies and her tumblr-esque obsession with Star Trek I get on pretty well with her. Seemingly unaware that she is Rob's oneitis, as he's only told me and Matt
Wait, so the job centre doesn't help you get a job? You're just left to look at the online job ads you were looking at anyway? I was thinking of signing on because I've been unemployed for 6 months now and I'm feeling a bit desperate. I don't really need the JSA, but I thought they might be able to help me get work.
I've been smoking long enough to know what's decent and what's not. When I put a nug in my grinder it produces an obscene amount of grinded weed. Stop projecting your own insecurity in your posts please, and leave me to enjoy my cheese and amnesia. Thank you.
Poleaboos favourite song
You're not as messed up as you think you are
Your self-absorption makes you messier
Just settle down and you will feel a whole lot better
Deep down you're just like everybody else
She's not as pretty as she thinks she is
Just picture her after she's had kids
I bet she sits at home and listens to The Smiths
Deep down she's just like everybody else
So why are you sat at home?
You're not designed to be alone
You just got used to saying "no"
So get up and get down and get outside
'Cause it's a lovely sunny day
But you hide yourself away
You've only got yourself to blame
Get up and get down and get outside
He's not as clever as he likes to think
He's just ambitious with his arguing
He's crap at dancing, yeah and he can't hold his drink
Deep down he's just like everybody else
I'm not as awesome as this song makes out
I'm angry, underweight and sketching out
I'm building bonfires on my vanities and doubts
To get warm just like everybody else
Your advisor might help you get a job if they care and you care. My advisor found me my first job but she was really nice and qt, every other I had after that wasn't very nice and didn't give a damn.
Ahaha holy shit
>I've been smoking long enough to know what's decent and what's not. When I put a nug in my grinder it produces an obscene amount of grinded weed. Stop projecting your own insecurity in your posts please.
>he thinks he knows what star in he smoking
>quotes cheese and amnesia
>in the same ounce
I'm am laughing so hard right now, I don't even smoke weed anymore I just know shit mouldy weed when I see it even in low res quality, sorry if it hurt your feelings, enjoy your obscene amount of weed from one nug though
Haha fuck sake, kids these dags
>Got blackout drunk and went out saturday night
>ran into some co-workers
>girl I think is kinda cute is there
>remember talking to her about really "deep" stuff (normie kind of deep)
>cant remember most of the night.
I think I may have kissed her but I have no idea. I have work tomorrow and I'm gunna be super embarrassed. For fuck sake lads.
Onto last night, sorry the backstory was a bit longwinded, but it will help explain why what happened was so fucking weird.
>all of us go out to the pub last night, have a few too many pints, but a fairly normal night out
>Matt being his usual self, telling us funny stories, making us all laugh, and we're all getting pretty boozed
>when the pub shuts other people in our group start peeling off back to theirs
>Rob, who is at this point the drunkest of us, invites me, Matt, Anna and Georgie back to his for a few more drinks
>probably shouldn't because lectures, but whatever, go for it
>get back to Rob's, everyone starts drinking spirits despite already being pretty messy
>play drinking games a bit; never have I ever, ring of fire, etc. till about 1am. Me and Rob are both virgins, but everyone knew that already so we're not really embarrassed about it anymore.
>Rob gets up and staggers to the loo, is gone a while and so we check on him and (surprise surprise) he's had too much and been sick. We ask if he's alright and he says he just needs a while alone with the ivory throne
>I stay with him for about 15 mins while the others go back into Rob's room and carry on drinking, making sure he drinks a bit of water/he doesn't choke himself, etc., then go back and rejoin the fun when I'm sure he's not going to die.
>this is where it gets weird, and where people will almost certainly start saying I'm bullshitting, but I swear on my nan I'm not
>go back into Rob's room and Anna and Georgie are both in their bra and pants, Matt is in his pants, all three of them sat on Rob's double bed
>still not sure how this happened, I assume it was a dare or something, but they start encouraging me to do the same
>too self-conscious/confused, so just take my shirt off and sit on a chair near the bed
>seemingly predominantly at Georgie's instigation they're all getting a bit more giggly and touchy-feely with eachother, Anna included, they end up lying down on the bed together
>I'm awkwardly sat there with my shirt off trying to make conversation
>Matt's encouraging me to come join them on the bed, but I'm just a bit weirded out by the unfolding situation/uncomfortable that Rob's oneitis is getting up to this in his bed while he's puking his guts out from drinking too much
>I could have joined them, and now sort of wish I had even if just to have a naked cuddle with a girl, but I just made my excuses about lectures (it was getting on for 2am) and went back to my room, didn't even think to check up on Rob.
force yourself to not sleep in the day, go to bed at like 11pm and get up at 8am. you have to make yourself do this, get out of bed and do something so you dont go back to sleep. Stay awake until 11pm again and repeat, it will adjust after not long