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Old Thread >>8543082
Everything will be okay
Eternal reminder
>>8548070
this fucking girl
>music in my head
>cant put it on the page
I am enraged at my inability to express my rage
>>8548069
hugg
>>8548082
Hugg
>>8548073
did i do something wrong
My dad is tripping on shrooms in the caravan out the front of house plz help
I can't wait until these summer months are over
>>8548086
your dad sounds cool
>>8548089
This
Your dad sound cool
>>8548075
same
>tfw not a chaser but wouldn't mind dating a cute passable mtf if given the chance
I just want to cuddle, fuck and chill with you. Nothing with your down-there area.
>>8548075
Bars
>>8548092
You sound like a creep
Repressor here
I had a one messed up dream
So I'm in some military academy you get when your in high school and I'm laughing at another male cadet and being a asshole and the female drill instructor comes right up to me and say "where are your balls soldier! You don't deserve to be a man, come next morning your now Private Rebecca!
>*next morning comes along*
>my balls are gone, I have breasts and long hair and look like I've been on hrt for years
>"tell them your name private"
>"my name is Private Rebecca, this is who I've always wanted to be"
>and then instead of laughter
>the whole unit goes "awwwwwww" and the drill instructor says "you know this is what you want, why not take it and be happy!"
>wake up and mutter "I want to be a girl"
That's it. You're officially in my brain.
>>8548096
and this is why the terrorists hate us
>>8548059
What is it with other places and trans people describing themselves in like the 3rd person? Has anyone noticed this? Like 'OMG, I can't be Joanne unless I'm away from my family' or something similar. What is that?
>>8548095
>cry about tfw no bf on /mtfg/
>"h-hey. i dont mind if you have a penis. want to go get a coffee or something?"
>"EWW NO GET AWAY CREEP"
>goes on /mtfg/ to cry about tfw no bf
this is why the lettuce, gourmaise and bacon look down on us
>>8548101
>us
hmmm
HMMMMMM
Goodnight
fuck black lives matter desu
>>8548103
Goodnight, American poster.
>>8548109
>American
OSTI CRISS DE TABERNAK
http://m.bbc.co.uk/sport/cycling/40529614
Shit like this is why I surrendered to you early. I don't want to be 50 and Proved you were right all along about repression failing.
>started scrolling down on my Facebook
>a shitload of pictures and statuses and shit from my time as a boy in high school
I'm ready to die now. I wish I could have been a girl
>>8548112
hon hon baguette
>>8548113
That's why I deleted everything
>>8548110
BONNE NUIT ET FAIS DE BEAUX REVES, QUÉBÉCOISE
>>8548117
Jokes on you I'm not even Québécois. Battle of the Plains of Abraham best day of my life, fuck Montcalm
>>8548116
I decided not to do that when I changed the name of my account but it's looking pretty appealing now.
>>8548118
go to sleep coworker-chan, and don't forget to take your titty skittles when you wake up
can someone give me a quick rundown on this guy
>>8548125
Discredited reactionary quack.
>>8548120
I-I don't know who that is. I'm Rekrowco-chan, and I come from a land far away
>>8548130
it's real hoser hours right now apparently
>>8548125
Meme machine
>>8548132
Hey fuck you bud
>>8548135
i'm going to spread rumours about you while you're sleeping and there is nothing you can do about it
sweet dreams, hoser
>>8548125
stupid meme to ignore at all costs.
>>8548138
>
What the actual fuck.
Psychics are real...
>go with friends to psychic for fun as one is really spiritual and wants us to try it
>it's not a seance thing but a personal reading for each of us
>all my friends go first
>my turn
>"there's a girl trapped inside you, your pain is great and no one in the world know-"
>immediately run out
>haven't answered any of my friends calls
>been crying in my room for the past hour
HOW THE FUCK CAN THEY KNOW
>>8548145
They clocked the fuck out of you, probably you have an easy tell lol
>>8548149
BUT HOW CAN YOU CLOCK SOMEONE NOT ON HRT
I can't face my friends again
They know I'm a freak
>>>8548152
repression anon?
I think its time for you to come out
I dunno. Sometimes I feel like I'm just like a boat, upon a winding river, twisting towards an endless black sea...further and further, drifting away from where I want to be, who I want to be.
>>8548155
I've been outed :(
People aren't supposed to know who I am inside
he's handsome
>>8548112
just more people jumping on tranny train now that it's so out there
>>8548059
I think I'm falling in love with a trans woman. Is there anything I should know before I begin dating her?
>>8548168
suck his dick
>>8548171
Suck her dick
9 out of 10 trannies love it even if they say they dont
meowrning im full of estrogen coffee and anti depresents.
>>8548173
Eh I don't really want to do that. I'd fuck her, sure, but I'd rather not suck a dick.
>>8548173
Is that actually true though?
>>8548177
buttfucks good too
she'll facefuck you soon enough either way
>>8548184
yes they just try to keep up appearances, no one wants to be some agp that uses his dick
after you suck enough tranny dicks you realize they almost all want it
y this song stuck in my head all day tho
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2wib5nUZeHA
>>8548184
If it were, being a chaser would be much easier.
>>8548194
good song, good game!
warm
soft
safe
cuddle
hug
kiss
love
good
cute
gentle
peaceful
nice
quiet
I feel drained today
>tfw you take girl estrogen and have girl boobs and its like you're a girl or something
>>8548171
can someone give me legitimate advice please
>>8548224
give her lots of headpats and cuddles
buy her pickles
>>8548223
are you cute?
>>8548200
was I too harsh critiquing your article?
do you hate me?
>>8548191
how many trannu dicks have you sucked?
questions
How to come out to friends/senpai? At what point in HRT?
What kind of support network do you or did you have once commencing HRT?
>>8548257
>when?
never lol
>support network?
overaccepting family and 2 friends; one irl and one online + romantic partner
>>8548217
Dead
Choke
Cold
Fuck
Alone
Kill
Hate
Dysphoric
Cry
Nauseous
Broke
Liar
Self harm
Dirty
>>8548262
Never. What? They will eventually see the changes.
I have one online romantic partner too :p
but no friends, I cut them all off.
>>8548264
My boobs just make me look fatter mostly lol
And my skin is worsening again
It'll be a while but for me not anytime soon
Hold on to that partner.
And iktf hehe
>>8548257
don't come.out to anyone, juat let them figure it out by themselves, they'll see the changes and make questions or just assume.
there is an exception. like have a group of friends/family that you trust that know.
to them, be honest, tell them about how you trust them and spill the beans, focus on what you feel, tell a story about how you realized this and how better you feel about taking this decision. then tell them if they have any questions, you'll be glad to answer them. don't get lost or engage in gender theory/politics/religion and only focus on how you feel and how this has affected you.
good luck!
>>8548267
poor thing your boobs didn't grow? what cup size?
I have good boob genetics, mine should grow
The redpill is messing with my self acceptance again
There's just no way to be a tranny without being leftist
>>8548269
thanks good advice. I need to come up with a story.. hmm
>>8548263
Hey Oddish, have you managed to trick a cute boy into being your bf yet?
>>8548271
>right winger clings to ideals about masculinity to avoid a reality they dislike
hmmm
>>8548271
I justify being a rightwing tranny by remembering that the foreign hordes are always a problem, whether i'm a freak or not. Plus, I don't want to identify with ANY of those globalist leftists who proclaim to be communists or whatever flavor of the month lefty politics they prefer
Being a tranny is being a cruel joke, but that's okay. You can laugh at that joke.
>>8548276
I'm an anarcho-capitalist and muslim hater if it helps. I'm left about weed, right about islam.
Also Anglican
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02PxQmHIQ5o
>>8548278
what's it like being a living meme
R.I.P
Will never forget her
>>8548279
It's pretty good because capitalism > socialism or anything else, we can debate anything if you like?
>>8548263
Hey oddish hru
>>8548205
you do not, just tell your doctor if youve been feeling sad or upset and they should prescribe them.
>>8548237
No I really appreciated it thank you! Id never hate someone for telling me how they feel about something ive created so dont worry about it. As long as the person is being honest and not overtly mean and personal I see no problem.
>>8548284
>>8548274
It's just all my past boyfriend have been polacks and right wing homosexuality is as best you can get
None of them liked trannies and our discussions involved a lot of hate towards them (I played along because I was closeted)
And I can't ignore what they said because it makes sense
>>8548280
she looks like a small ufufu
>>8548284
Why is every anarcho retard so desperate to shove their opinions down everyones throat lol.
>im am le master debater no one is right but me i am le intellectual xddddd
Give it a rest youre on a tranny thread on 4 chan for fucks sake not some political talk show.
>>8548288
just because something seems to make sense doesn't mean its true
think critically about your beliefs and read about things they told you to hate without fully understanding
>>8548287
>>8548273
I went on a date the other day and it was a terrifying, awful experience, just like every other date I've been on. I dont know why i try.
I think this one's convinced me I'm not cut out for human interaction. Hermit mode.
>>8548292
I do. I'm a broken man with a mental illness.
>>8548295
Why was it such a bad experience? What happened?
>>8548289
well aren't you a heartless little cunt
>>8548291
Just capitalism and the free markets my dear. I'm not the smartest person on earth, but free market economics make logical sense and I'm so confident it is the best system, I must tell people about it.
My guess is others feel the same.
>>8548300
>picture
you aren't an anarchist, you're a fascist
i hope you realize free markets and "globalism" mean pretty similar things
>>8548300
>well aren't you a heartless little cunt
wrong post?
I swear to Christ I'm prison trans
This wouldent have happened if I had fucking manned up and fucked s girl when I was a teen like every other boy
>>8548315
but comparing someone to ufufu is a compliment, not an insult
please
>>8548315
>Making fun of a kid that died to an islamic shitstain
The good thing about the dead is that they dont complain.
>>8548320
>me
Vlad
>you
Merkel
>the dog
Capitalism
Nice ad hominem. Do you have an actual argument?
>>8548322
possibly..
how are you celebrating the 10th anniversary of the fairly odd parents 7/7/07 marathon
!
children talking about politics should be illegal
>>8548327
Almost an edgelord, but not quite.
>>8548325
Why are we still here? Just to suffer?
>>8548333
ad hominem
>>8548339
ur mom inim
>>8548334
edgebaron
>>8548340
guess we figured out who the real kid was, thanks sweetie
>>8548344
go outside and enjoy your life
read some books, watch some movies, make some friends
>>8548346
I do all that, can't do it all day. Sometimes it's comfy to sit on the internet and be a fuckstick. I need the attention.
I have been trolling on the internet since the 90s in Mirc.
I can't help it, it's just fun starting trouble.
is it ok to order a coat that's a size too large?
>>8548351
SHUT THE FUCK UP IM TALKING HERE
>>8548332
When do you sleep
>>8548351
yeah, you can pretend it's your boyfriend's and that he gave it to you to keep you warm :3
>>8548349
Cheers to that anon
https://youtu.be/rLkdkMst8j8
>Some say ya' troubled boy
>Just because you like to destroy
>All the things that bring the idiots joy
>Well, what's wrong with a little destruction?
>>8548315
>government is only government if it refers to itself with the word "government"
>what is a power vacuum
>>8548351
Yeah, I'll need one to hide tiddies desu.
>>8548355
get cultured anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnQC-HpTtMg
>>8548356
I'm gonna stop because it will be like banging your head against a wall. I'm gonna stop because I love trannies and I am a tranny. I don't want to troll and be a fuckstick, please don't make me.
>>8548357
oh yeah u prob will - i hope to be fulltime before the summer starts but yeah you've done things all winter-way around
>>8548359
OG chat rooms senpai
http://www.mirc.com/
What is it with autists and the word ad hominem.
Srsly theyre like fucking clones, how to win an argument alt right autism style.
>bait
>shoot down everything that could be interpreted as an insult as an adhominem
>deny any evidence or fact provided in links as an appeal to authority.
>claim to be right anyway and say youre done wasting your time with fools *flips cape*
every single time lmfao.
>>8548361
https://youtu.be/xButjfhZWVU
The gladiator has a better version of that.
>>8548363
holy shit was i just given the k e y s to t h e kingdom?
>>8548365
no way, Bocelli is better
>>8548286
i always try to be nurturing and you do have potential!
>>8548359
>what's mirc?
>>8548364
>>8548363
what does the m stand for?
I like thinking about cute girls
>>8548362
Ugh, by the time I have tits it'll be summer, fuuuck hiding is going to suck.
>Me five years ago
"Traps are a perversion! A mockery of those who feel discomfort living in their assigned gender!"
>Me, five days ago, inexplicably.
"Traps are cute! Being both male and female is superior!"
What the hell.
>>8548361
just admit that the end state of ancap is an oligarchy and then we can move on to talking about videogames
>>8548373
memes
>>8548338
there is no point to being here. suffering is a choice, living is a decision
>>8548376
yeah you're fucked ngl
>>8548374
does anyone else do this
>>8548377
we are only female u dweeb
>>8548378
sure, I'd rather talk about video games
talk to me, what do you like to play
>>8548382
omg! it's officially summertime, I forgot
I miss having a gf to cuddle
>>8548378
>just admit that the end state of ancap is an oligarchy and then we can move on to talking about videogames
what are your top 5 favourite wizardry games
>>8548385
Well, yeah, I certainly don't think of myself as a trap. It's just weird to realize: I'm attracted to traps now.
>>8548364
People like you say shit like that but probably laugh at all the people pointing out all the inconsistencies in the official 9/11 story as well as the holocaust when there is plenty to pick from. You blindly believe it because its the official narrative and when the media and government is best friends its not hard to silence the opposition and portray them as crazy cooks. Those who control the literature control the minds of people.
Reminder that the first doctor who figured out washing your hands saves patients lives was considered crazy for contemporary times and he ended up dying in a looneybin just for trying to tell people washing their fucking hands was good.
>>8548378
>just admit that the end state of ancap is an oligarchy and then we can move on to talking about videogames
We live in an Oligarchy right now in case you didnt realize, just a heads up.
>>8548382
i mean if you're in s.aus and are a guy hmu, u sound cool, just don't be too rude
>>8548395
if you a wear a bra yep, but tougher materials can actually stick out more if you end up with large nips
>>8548399
I'm only 5 days in, not going to have to worry for a while haha, but i'll probs just get a training bra and hope for the best.
>>8548397
Crossdressing was already six years ago. I'm too old to be a trap.
>>8548405
how old r u
>>8548403
i love this! hahahaha
>>8548407
28.
Years of my life wasted, being too afraid to find my true self.
>>8548414
pfft still young, I'm 36
people transition at 40+ and it makes them look 10 years younger.
>>8548418
Wait, are you telling me that traphood is within my reach?!
>>8548420
yes
go look at trans timelines, you'd be suprised
>>8548418
Really depends on how fem you are
>>8548425
show me
>wanting to be a "trap"
why?
>>8548406
Ah, fair enough :P
>>8548418
how did you get so old
>>8548429
it's like your parents fuck and you get born 30+ years ago and somehow you don't die in the process.
>>8548418
can u pay for my ffs
>>8548429
Probably by being born in 1981, just my two cents, Im sure there could be alternative plausible explanations, like time travel.
>>8548427
Passing as a girl when you're a guy is really unique
But I ended up not being trans
>>8548429
Time is our most valuable asset.
>>8548433
I'm sure you are decent looking. HRT will help anyway, don't let others get in the way of what you want in life. Do what YOU want to do.
>>8548435
pay for your what ? and no, get a fucking job nigger.
>>8548441
I just want to be known as a girl. Being cute would be a bonus.
>>8548437
you make a compelling argument, cartman
Doll contacts r best
>>8548441
i don't want a job and also don't use the n-word in my general pls
>>8548447
that's the good thing about make up.
start HRT and be a girl, you can sculpt your body.
by the way everybody, if you like toro y moi:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rPOuZ4vY50
>>8548457
But seeing a doctor for this...could be troublesome, more so if this health bill passes.
I can't just keep self medding
...can I?
>>8548459
stop being an american
>>8548460
Canada won't take me. I already asked. I wanted to live in France, but I burned that bridge.
>>8548455
this is my general now nigger. you gotta get off mommys teet one of these days
>>8548462
it's actually my daddy's teet so there
>>8548459
google lgbt friendly clinics, get a referral and see a psychiatrist to get the ball rolling.
stop making excuses
>>8548451
imagine you wake up one morning and this is the first thing you see
you try to scream but you're too terrified to move, then she flicks out a lizard tongue and uses it to tickle your cheek
>>8548469
>tfw no reptilian gf to protect me from the greys
>>8548469
Looks like female rubber mask
So mtfg, with the way things are going in America's politics. How many years will it take for America to turn into Gilead?
I say 5-10 years tops
You're not tru trans until you've been knotted and filled up with doggy penis. This is a fact.
>>8548487
>people actually unironically believe this will happen.
>>8548487
wth is "Gilead"?
>>8548487
hopefully sooner
>everyone gets a cute bf/gf
>degenerates and undesirables executed
>>8548494
Handmaids tale fundie town
>>8548500
>But that means we will be lynched
no, we'll be sent to one of the secret brothels where the elites visit to take part in illegal sex
>>8548496
Ohhh...
America's a nightsmarescape anyway, let it burn.
>>8548502
No, we're trannies and therefor degenerates, so we'll executed on the spot
>>8548505
what's even the downside
nah actually lol i super like being non-dead
i just finished reading Tess of the d'Urbervilles c:
>>8548508
I'm surprised America wants to put in their own version of sharia law using Christian overtones.
Guess they are jealous of islam
look what i found
>>8548537
It's a good book though that cover is misleading
So how do I get rid of my inverted triangle hon body?
>>8548537
You seem to have gotten better at painting your nails
>>8548559
don't be rude, that's like my worst painted one
>>8548562
I wasn't being rude, your previous attempts were terrible (okay, that time I was a little rude)
>>8548563
i wasn't being serious when i showed those, i removed them right after i took the photos
>>8548552
be upside down
now ur a pear
>>8548565
Why did you purposefully lure me into this trap
>>8548571
i was being playful, like haha look friends what a disaster i made of this
also i promise i never do anything purposefully
>>8548548
i pretty much got it for the cover. i mean it's p funny imho
>>8548574
I am going to watch out for you in the future and tell others to do likewise.
>>8548513
What ancap may or may not turn into isn't really much of an argument against the concept of ancap itself, and you basically just said "muh power vacuum" without any elaboration. The only people listening to what you're saying are people who already agree with you, because there's no substance.
But I'm not repressed??????? I like being a boy??????
i'mm agender bisexual n i don't like bein told hwat to do
>>8548569
;_____;
fill my butt with spaghetti daddy
i've been away for the past four days. has any drama gone down?
>>8548635
m-me too
>>8548642
still trying to get coworker-chan to take her hormones
no luck so far, although she has taken quite well to cross-dressing
only got four hours of sleep -_-
>>8548654
i swear this place is a girl factory
"Thou shall not enter my bottomsworth pooperpants until the time has come"
- Coffeesis, 3:14
>>8548659
>Coffeesis
more like coffaeces
>>8548664
i see my humour is too high-brow for you
>>8548667
Nah it just took me a good second to get the joke.
I laffed
>>8548059
this webm makes me uncomfortable
>>8548671
that's strange, i don't remember saying you could laugh at my jokes
i must have a very forgetful memory
I think i developed a good plan its just i'm a little scared to enact it, My therapist is an accepting person (I mean shes one of the most open minded people in my real life) if i can tell her about my issues be able to arrange some sort of family session or something I could likely get on HRT and have my parents actually agknoledge me for who i am, without pulling the "you're fine just the way you are" card.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gghfoRKVPCo
i cant breathe
>>8548696
yeah when i finally get my psych i'd like to do something similar, ie get a personal letter from them explaining it as a medical situation and decsribing my transition as a treatment
>>8548711
Yeah and honestly i should be able to get it pretty cheap since i have insurance, I'm just worried my parents are gonna be like or my moms boyfriend is going basically try to talk me out of it or say that its a feeling and not something that's me and its basically a choice and not a personal thing. One time I actually said to my mom i want to be a girl and she just brushed it off dismissing myself basically as just a feeling or something ill get over, i'm also afraid my moms boyfriend will try to get my on anti psychotics because hurr mental disorder thats kinda why i'm afraid to enact my plan, I honestly hope you are able to get the hormones you need taxine ^_^.
someone tells you being transgender is unnatural and its against their personal belief and they cite religious reasons.
what can you even say? ask whats the fate of being 'unnatural'? banishment? conversion? is everything unnatural wrong? people that say god doesnt make mistakes are incredibly daft but im surrounded by them and trying to navigate this stupidity is beyond frustrating.
just sick of looking like the insane tranny sjw
Hey transgirls if you ever wanted to know who the most beautiful most gorgeous innocent breathtaking person in this world is then try reading the fourth word of this sentence..
>>8548744
"you have your personal beliefs and i have mine"
you're a strong independant woman and you don't need to justify things further than they're justifying themselves
>>8548739
ty - i've been self medding for 5mths but should be able to get specialist appt and prescription in no more than 2 more mths, and be able stop having to pay like $300/mth for meds
>>8548744
Tell them your imaginary sky daddy says they're dumb too.
Most Abrahamists that don't fall into a 'hate the sin and not the sinner' mindset tend to be not worth talking to though.
>>8548739
really hope dr agrees to family appt for you and that everyone accepts u like u deserve as well <3
>>8548753
Most religious people are not worth talking to. And I don't mean just theists. Scientology or veganism are just as bad.
Waiting for the train for my tranny meeting.
Scared.
>>8548744
I know how you feel But instead of religious reasons for me its backwards ass logic (my moms boyrfirend regularly refers to transgirls even fully transitioned by male pronouns literally) and hes a very backwards thinking individual who won't even listen to the news in front of his face and cherrypick certain bullshit. I honestly hope you're going to be able to get there, My grandma has a philosophy even though she doesn't like gay marriage and Trans she doesn't judge them because she believes in the christian belief that no man is free of sin and that sin was forgiven on the cross (i'm an agnostic myself)
>>8548752
>>8548756
Thats good, I'm actually going to start a plan to get myself on HRT as soon as this month I have a solo appointment with my therapist after her vacation ;~; (i hate that she has a vacation I really want to get on my HRT soon i'm afraid of forgetting about myself and dealing with the depression that i don't know what the reason for it is)
>>8548769
Are you lalalily? I used to jerk off and moan to so many of your pictures. Your dark eyes are so stunning
>>8548773
No just regular Lily.
>looking at flats for uni next term
>"i wish i wasnt trans so i wont get stabbed"
repression might be worth it for survival
god i am so paranoid
>>8548744
i just say stuff like 'ok then what should i do? i have dysphoria, i have this suffering, what do i do?'
if they give some mystical answer just treat it seriously, like their medical theory is legit and should be compared with others, do they know of any studies? there are no papers proving prayer helps? i guess they could do the study themselves, if they have absolute certainty? they'd no doubt win a nobel prize
just act like you believe in their reality and then ask questions about it, the act becoming quickly less possible for you and their certainty quickly less accessible for them
>>8548744
>"god doesnt make mistakes"
>"ok, but god made me trans"
>>8548771
Well.......you are the one blacklisting friends because of their beliefs, so yeah. Snowflake
>>8548780
just stay out of calton and you'll be fine, you wee tadger
>>8548780
I honestly Kept my dysphoria a close guarded secret for almost 5 years for that reason I was scared that people would basically dehumanize me and id lose everything i loved.
>>8548777
Fuck
Whatever happened to that girl?
>>8548790
I just started posting here yesterday, I havn't seen her really
>>8548784
why is removing people which have beliefs that are absolutely against you and your values bad?
>>8548800
>'youre mentally ill and disrupting gods plan'
>"prove it"
QED
>>8548790
i think she's full-time now, so she's probably doing normie stuff
>>8548806
'my bible says so. disagreeing with me is discrimination based on religion'
...pretty much..
>>8548813
to be serious, there is no winning at all with those people, sorry beep but they're retarded
>>8548797
Well you remind me of her..
I miss her :(
>>8548821
Sorry i want to cry now
>>8548812
Oh ok thanks
>>8548820
yeah..i know. it just hurts to find out your friends think youre retarded and are actually very against you transitioning
>>8548823
all full-timers leave eventually
except sheen
>>8548800
their first thought will just be that you're the one speaking for god, by changing your body. like you're asking them to be humbler than you, whereas people respond better if you take a stance that at least appears to be humbler than their own. like, 'i've listened, but i have these questions'.
or just roll your eyes and walk on, evicting the person from your life, which is what i'd personally do
>>8548824
Yeah now i feel like i want a hug and i want to cry, because of all the people who are hurt and I just want to abandon everything i'm doing to keep you all from hurting but i'm hurting myself. Sorry I think i'm being melodramatic right now.
>>8548790
Lalalilly has been full-time for years, got SRS, her transition is done and it's been for a while. I doubt she still thinks much about trans stuff. Probably stealth and living like any other girl.
>>8548831
I've been full time for years and I'm still here. I just like the chaos of 4chan.
>>8548863
>I doubt she still thinks much about trans stuff.
wait, does this really happen one day
I'm starting to feel doubt if ill ever even get there or ill just forget and neglect my own feelings like i did before.
>>8548869
Only for the lucky few
Hi girls
have you made a sacrifice to the dark gender wizard today?
my horoscope says i'm going to reach out to someone on an emotional level tomorrow - only person i'm seeing that day is my mum
or actually, maybe the mail i'm expecting with my female name on it will arrive and i'll be coming out properly to my new housemates
hm
>>8548831
rip sheen
>>8548887
how
what does she desire
>>8548869
Honestly, other than the few tasks I still have ahead to complete my transition, I don't think about it much in my daily life. I have no issues with passing, no hostile relatives, and I don't really feel dysphoria anymore so yeah, I'm pretty much used to being just another woman these days.
>>8548887
I should but I don't even know i'm just afraid i'll neglect myself and forget only to feel a depressed feeling that i don't know what it is.
>>8548894
she likes boys' clothing and when you paint your face to appease her
>>8548887
i gave mine to the repression sorcerer
>>8548887
Tell me about the current status of your fledgling relationship, and what progress has occurred within the past couple of weeks.
>>8548891
good luck but do you actually take horoscopes seriously
>>8548904
blasphemy!
>>8548894
Your immortal soul and your first born son.
>>8548903
i don't have any other paint than nail polish and what should i do with the clothing?
>>8548902
Sometimes you slip and can't manage to take care of yourself for a while
that's ok, you just have to make sure you pick yourself back up eventually
>>8548887
No, I worship Eris through my actions, not some false idol demanding destruction, you heathen.
>>8548911
You have blood. That's what you should paint your face with.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUW8sBaacQI
is it possible to back out of being trans?
HRT makes me feel like a terrified teenager again and its not worth it to look like how i want to.
ill take depression and sadness over fear and helplessness, T makes me feel so numb
>>8548905
If you mean the NB I've been seeing... I haven't had any real contact with them over a week. They don't respond to my FB messages (the only way I have to contact them) and it's really frustrating so I haven't been talking to them. HOWEVER, some guy I met recently told me he was attracted to me so I went over to his house earlier this week and made out with him. Yesterday he told me he wants me to shove my feet in his face so next time I see him I'll probably try that
>>8548904
The dark gender wizard is more powerful than your pitiful parlor trickster
>>8548911
Nail polish works. Her favorite is when you donate it but if you just toss it in the bin that's ok too.
>>8548914
You can't be a girl without destroying ur male persona tho
>>8548917
>Yesterday he told me he wants me to shove my feet in his face so next time I see him I'll probably try that
Oh sure, when Chad pulls that card, he gets away with it, but when I do it, all I get is "please don't contact me anymore". I need this guy to give me some tips.
>>8548916
No you're stuck here now
>>8548912
yeah I mean now that i realized my depressed feeling for almost no reason was dysphoria, honestly Feeling how i do i feel like a burden talking about this (whenever talking about any of my problems and i've been repressed for almost 6 years after an incident i don't really want to talk about)
>>8548926
Be confident and attractive (some money doesnt hurt either if im being honest) and you can get all the tranny feet in your face you want
>>8548916
>is it possible to back out of being trans?
Sure it is.
You just man up. Boom. Done.
>>8548930
the hell with that
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjlca1gMUvg
>me: homer
>tube thing: repression
>mr burns: dysphoria
>>8548926
He's kinda gross but after being around awkward nerds all the time it's kinda refreshing when somebody shamelessly hits on me desu. The other person I'm seeing doesn't even know how to hold my hand confidently which is kinda cute but at the same time like... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8548937
He's not even that attractive really, just confident.
>>8548935
u wot
>>8548943
i can do that physcally, not mentally
>>8548906
it's hard to explain and kinda esoteric - i know what the forer effect is and know they're not really a means of magical clairvoyance, but studying some anthropology courses at uni and reading about meaning-effects and elsewhere about hyperobjects and how hyperobjects are apprehended, i think it's limiting and kind of blindsiding to only believe in things that make sense; humans as cultural subjects don't benefit from being purely rational, except when they're doing maths etc.. i don't see morality or the value of human life as scientifically 'real' either, so i allow myself to maintain an irrational/culturally ordered headspace w/r/t how i organise my life - so in answer i kinda do yeah
>>8548916
Well you can back out for the moment, just keep in mind that you will only postpone transition and then do it later when its totally hopeless.
>>8548937
>be confident
I'm kinda jelly of people who this comes naturally to. If you're prone to spaghetti and try to "act confident", you usually end up looking like a turbosperge if you're not careful.
I guess it's a learning process though. A long learning process.
>>8548948
That's how girls talk anon. And you are not a girl. No girl visits /tg for starters or even knows about Wh40k.
It's time to nut up or shut up.
>>8548954
I guess so.
>>8548946
sorry i don't know i'm new here I feel a little like an outsider had a depressive episode a little bit before you arrived. I just got here after someone referred me to this place she told me mtf isn't the pipe dream i thought it was. so i ended up here after keeping my gender identity a closely guarded secret for 6 years.
>>8548953
>you will only postpone transition and then do it later when its totally hopeless.
[citation needed]
>>8548917
this sounds like a good-aligned deity. i want an evil or neutral deity
>>8548946
I do shave and take care of my body i just never tell the person my gender identity I sort of pulled a batman bruce wayne thing but with me being a girl
>>8548971
Its a bit of a meme. Im sure there are plenty of people that are dysphoric but successfully resist transition forever. But there are quite a few cases of people not transitioning/detransitioning when young(ish) and then going it again when old(ish)
>>8548963
>Come on strong
>dont try to be overly smooth
How do I not do both of these things at once?
Do I just like roll up, smack my Yu-Gi-Oh cards down on the table and ask her that not even my best trap card is as cute as her?
>>8548924
It's not destruction, it's creation and rebirth, and it's totally Eris' dealio.
>>8548980
come on strong means be confident, self-assured, interested, and maybe even a lil aggressive
when I say dont be smooth, I mean dont try to do any pick up lines or try to be like some james bond type character, just be normal, confidently
>>8548935
>been repressed for almost 6 years after an incident i don't really want to talk about)
Way to make me curious
>>8548961
hey i know what wh40k is, although i've never been to /tg/ and in fact am not sure if it's the technology board or if that's a different board
>>8548975
>dysphoric but successfully resist transition forever
If you can resist transition forever you arent trans. If you are truly trans theres no way to resist
>>8548980
No you ask her name and then duel her for her heart silly
>>8548980
>Do I just like roll up, smack my Yu-Gi-Oh cards down on the table and ask her that not even my best trap card is as cute as her?
>>8548990
eh Im not sure about that
>>8548926
Be Jeremy, not Chad. Chad sucks.
>>8548953
Transitioning late isn't necessarily hopeless. I think I'm proof of that. But there's no point in wasting your best years if you have a choice, so the sooner the better.
>>8548986
Everyone on /r9k/ always recommends pick-up lines though. They're supposed to show that you're snappy and quick-witted and have an arrogant charm to you.
I'm not sure being "aggressive" is a good idea though, might make you seem a little bit rapey
>>8549007
im not an expert, im just using my own experience here. pick up lines can be good, or they can be cringy. really depends.
also >trusting r9k
>>8548987
Ill try to mention it but its a long story, Okay so long ago i was in a guild this guild was on the verge of being a cult and it literally ended up being a cult no not like a figurative cult a literal in game cult with 9 out of 10 of the red flags of it being a cult from an official source with actual incidents i could cite. But when i brought up my identity with them because they were basically my friends back in the day (before they became cultish they showed some warning signs but i ignored them) I then got basically told my feelings aren't even real and they're just feelings i'm feeling on a whim got people talking behind my back and constantly making small references to 2 gender memes and whatnot I mean a little bit of hurt i can take But 1 whole year of it and eventually i overheard a conversation they had i remained quiet that basically people who are mtfs are freaks and are mentally unstable I then felt basically shame and suicidal feelings then i began to mask my gender identity for 6 years not trusting anyone with knowing. Sorry if i felt burdensome its alot of stress
>>8548992
yeah now I just want to wait for my therapist to get back from vacation t o get started on HRT i just feel like i don't belong because i'm not on it yet ;~;
>>8549007
Pick up lines are weird. Joke about what's going on around you. Don't try to introduce yourself, just act like you already know them a little and you're sharing a moment together. Wait for her to respond before asking her name, otherwise it seems like you're trying too hard
That's what gets me anyway
>>8548999
I am pretty sure tho. How can you call it gender dysphoia if you are able to simply ignore it?
>>8549006
There are always some lucky people but the sooner you start the better your chances are.
Also transition early is way easier. school / university is only a very short part of your life. You can easily transition there. But transition while you are at work is what I imagine as hell, especially if you work with customers.
>>8549001
>Hobby: none but girls!
Damn, expensive hobby
>>8548987
I'm not even getting into the parts at the end which was just utter manipulation lying and outright emotional abuse to me (not because of gender identity though)
>>8549018
>How can you call it gender dysphoia if you are able to simply ignore it?
throughout most of human history most people with mental illnesses just dealt with them, much to the deterioration of their greater health. Its a bad idea to repress, but its not necessarily impossible
>>8549018
That's why i quit my customer service job, to pursue transitioning
I don't need to give people more fuel to be pricks
But now I can't pay for ffs :/
>>8549024
>That's why i quit my customer service job, to pursue transitioning
Shit I almost spilled my drink.
>>8549015
I posted here before I was on HRT! There's plenty you can do with them anyway.
>>8549033
I'm going to university too
No way I can do all 3
>>8549012
>>8549016
Sounds like good advice. I mean, it's a bit stock, but I suppose you have to get the basics down before you employ advanced flirting techniques in the field.
Also, there's nothing wrong with trusting /r9k/. Some of them have girlfriends and they're like on my level, so what works for them might work for me.
>>8549040
>going to university
do you hate money?
>>8549045
No i just like debt
>>8549043
if it seems like you have a stock of pick up lines memorized, it'll be bad. if it seems more like the pick up line is tailored to her/the setting, it'll go over better. Confidence is still everything though
>>8549018
>But transition while you are at work is what I imagine as hell, especially if you work with customers.
I started socially transitioning while I worked at a coffee shop, it was actually really smooth. I live in a pretty progressive area though.
>>8549040
It was just funnily worded.
Good luck with both your studies and your transitioning.
>>8549039
yea I mean within the next 2-3 months i should have HRT or at least a basis to which i can get HRT for transition. in the meantime I've been taking care of myself moreso and doing vocal stuff learning how to wear makeup is one of my priorities but i kinda want to do my hobbies like draw or read too but It sort of feels like i'm afraid ill neglect myself or ill get another dysphoria episode
>>8549066
>that outfit
>>8549039
i've been a little self conscious recently (a little would be an understatement)
>>8549018
I was worried by the work side. But the girls were very supportive. And it stumped my hierarchy enough so I didn't even have to play the discrimination card much. Well, I did once, to silence one asshole neanderthal that was a general nuisance for everyone. Coworkers were really grateful for that. He's even been fired since.
>>8549066
I was thinking about saying "transitioning full time" but someone might take that seriously
And thanks, luck has not been on my side
>>8549066
you're pretty but jesus christ what the heck are you wearing
>>8549084
Black and white and green and blue and purple
>>8549084
>>8549101
Trannies... not really known for their fashion sense.
>>8549101
That's not me.
>>8549090
>And thanks, luck has not been on my side
That kind of comes with the territory. Nothing but perseverance will save you.
>>8549067
Dysphoria happens
I'm just getting over a really rough week of it myself. Hobbies are a very good distraction.
>>8549112
Well she's cosplying as something or other, that's different.
>>8549113
Looking at transition timelines are both the cause and cure for my dysphoria
>>8549051
>Confidence is still everything though
Why is this true for literally every aspect of life, REEE
>>8549066
That outfit is so embarrassing.
I mean, what sort of person would proudly announce that they're from Canada?
>>8549120
She is also half the man she used to be.
Here's a fashionable tranny.
>>8549125
I don't think there's as much of a stigma associated with being a leaf as there is being from Germany or Sweden.
>>8549112
holy shit is this real. i mean the face is the same so i'd believe it but like imagine knowing that person
>>8549066
you look really cute ^_^
>>8549113
yeah Its good you're getting over it It gets bad for me on the nights and the early mornings, I tend to do my hobbies as more of a perfectionist which isn't really that healthy really.
>>8549134
Is that the girl who draws these comics?
>>8549143
yeah me too sometimes.
if you can get over that and just have fun with them though it's very liberating
>>8549140
HRT is magic.
proxie! are you here?
>>8549151
No that's Ren Spriggs, Ren Rikka or however she's calling herself these days.
Seeing pretty trans girls fucking infuriates me. It absolutely kills me to think that there are trans girls who are prettier than me.
>>8549193
Get used to it. Comparing oneself with other girls isn't a good thing to do, even if it's just trans ones. I'd be quite depressed if I compared my looks to those of girls half my age.
>>8549171
Yea Honestly i'm gonna probably do some stuff soon Probably to help myself try to look cuter and then ill likely either be back or Ill be heading out to turn in financial aid for college (there are some programs in the college that allow me to work I might get a part time job on top of that though I am willing to overwork myself in the name of my goals)
>>8549193
Here's something to calm you down.
>>8549238
ya look great hon
>>8549193
Even if you were cis, there would still be girls who were prettier than you too though.
It doesn't matter if you're not the prettiest of the prettiest of the prettiest, as long as you're pretty enough that someone wants to fugg you.
i went jogging again today.
my ear kinda hurts.
maybe i should take it easy for the next couple of days
>>8549238
Me in 10 years tbqhwyf
>>8549275
god, why is my body so weak & fragile?
>>8548910
you'd think she'd seek different supplicants than mtfs in that case
>my life
>>8548357
Why do you need to hide them?
>>8549310
iktf
>>8549321
>asks for something you can never give her
typical woman
I am here
>>8549367
I'm bored and want drama.
List the top 3 trips from /mtfg/ you want to have sex with.
>>8549370
Faye cuz she seems like something i couldn't last writhing on my penis for like 30 sec
i don't want to say the others cuz they're itt and idk if they like me like that
oh yea i have a work schedule now :D
>>8549375
>i don't want to say the others cuz they're itt and idk if they like me like that
Beanie baby, listen to me. Nothing good ever came from hiding your feelings and burying your love.
Tell me who you like. Spill the beans, Beans.
>pretend to myself like i'm a strong-willed person who can think for themselves like everyone is supposed to or at least seems to be able to except me
>constantly ask friends for advice on EVERYTHING and haven't made a decision on my very own in a long time
>constantly and habitually copy dearest friends in interests and vocab as a sort of defense mechanism because i'm afraid of losing everyone. feel disgusting afterwards. therapist says everyone does this
>therapist asks to describe myself
>literally can't except for music taste and the fact that i want to be a girl
>explain to him what music i like and pretend like i feel better and that this has helped me
how 2 stop hating myself for being a weakwilled sheep who can't think for "her"self
>>8548524
Wait, what is this? I live under a rock.
>>8549370
1. chloe
2. chloe
3. chloe
>>8549383
i wanna cum inside beepbeep so much it starts to spill out of her buthole then i shove my cock down her throat and make her clean it up then push her up against the wall sufficating her face with mine and choking her while like vibrating my fingers inside her pussy getting it ready for round 2
>>8549391
But we don't even know what Chloe Mk II looks like yet, not Chloe.
>>8549383
then prolly like nim or maeve but maeve is underage b& so not maeve exept it makes me want her more cuz im a perv
>>8549399
i do
i-i mean she probably is
>>8549398
>beepbeep
I see you're a man of high taste as well.
She does look delicious.
>>8549414
this is exactly why i didn't wanna say it
I think i should show my face when i get into my HRT maybe right before i start.
>>8549411
Maeve isn't for lewd or bullying though. Poor choice, anon
Not Trans but being a girl would be dope yo
>>8549419
I recommend against it. I did that and people were mean to me.
>>8549437
>not trans
sure~
>>8549442
100%
>>8549441
alright I won't do that heh I guess it's and imageboard after all
>>8549386
hm, i'm gonna try to describe myself for a test now
i'm taxine
i like literature a lot but i can only rarely find poetry i like, even though i like poetry most. also poetry can get really expensive if you read a lot of it
i like wine but don't know anything about it
pipilotti rist is prob my favourite artist and her version of 'i'm a victim of this song' is a legitimate gift from above
i'm spiritual but not religious and i get a thrill when saying that triggers autistic antitheist lamewads
my friends often drink and play boardgames together, and i usually just drink with them while they play
i don't have a bf :(
my german is fucking awful but austrians seem to understand me
personality-wise i'm an enfp used to be entp and am a cancer and also i really love the world, even if to be honest that's gotten harder to do this year, since i got back from europe... hm
also i'm mtf mid-transition
i think i might be a little narcissistc bc i coukd literally just write this nonsese for hours
>>8549418
It's okay, Beanie, no one's judging you.
No one important anyway, hehe.
>>8549457
>I'll give you hormones in your sleep
Y-ya?
>tfw the bad feels come back and you just want to not do anything ever again
does it ever go away forever?
>>8549463
Nice you're at the 'forced fem' stage.
>>8549467
That's not how I thought of it. That's fucked up
>>8549468
yeah isn't it
>>38215254
I'll be waiting
>>8549466
I think that too sometimes..
transgirls are kittens
repressors are puppies
>>8549478
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2JUUDkJpU8o
>>8549478
nyan~
>>8549478
did you know that if you wear cute catgirl ears, it actually makes you pass easier
>>8549492
Thats cute ^_^
>>8549478
am i like a kitten...?
>>8549493
It's a scientific fact. Trust me, I skim read /sci/ one time
>>8549497
Yeah I loved those cat ears. Unfortunately one of the bells broke and it bothered me that I only heard the ringing over one of my ears so I got rid of them.
>>8549492
Hey Tambó, have you ever posted face pics after starting HRT? I remember you posting pre-HRT pics, but I don't think I've ever seen you since then.
>>8549503
>I remember you posting pre-HRT pics,
/shudder
I posted one a few months ago. But I try to avoid it because it doesn't really benefit me.
>>8549478
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8NSsLlrGrk
REE IM NOT TRANS
>>8549509
But you looked cute, even back then :3
I was just curious, because you always seem to hide your face these days. Was wondering if you had changed a lot since then or something, and are just trying to hide your new identity.
>>8549522
>But you looked cute, even back then :3
lmao get out of here no I didn't. I hide my face because I don't want any creeps to save and repost my pictures, which happens constantly in this thread. I don't want anyone to put me on a tier list that will inevitably float around and resurface potentially years later. Stuff you put on the internet is there forever, you know. I've shown my pics in private to someone I trust but that's about it.
>>8549502
aww I don't generally have a goal of being pretty i just want to be as cute as possible I might get cat ears but i gotta save my money for all the stuff i need. I want to try to apply makeup but Idk I might get it wrong and look like a clown ;~;
>when you try to do vocal work but someone comes home before you even get anything significant accomplished
aaaargh I should have done this instead of watching SGDQ
>>8549529
You will almost certainly look bad when you start trying makeup. Even if you don't apply it terribly it's very strange to see your face with stuff on it at first. But if you don't get discouraged and keep practicing you will figure it out, same as everything else in transitioning.
>>8549526
SHHH, YOU'LL DISSUADE THE NEW TRIPS FROM POSTING PICS, THEY DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE CREEPY WEIRDOS YET
But yeah, that's probably the smartest thing to do honestly. Everyone seems to regret posting pics here eventually.
>lmao get out of here no I didn't
Ye, did too :3
Hello
>>8549543
what are you tryna pull here
if you can ignore the creeps and don't get validation IRL I imagine posting pics here is worth it to get people calling you cute ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
sometimes I let my guard down and post anonymous unsees but if people compliment me I don't believe them and if people insult me I take it way too hard so it's not something I like to do
>>8549543
i know about the creepy wierdos but i'll probably still post pics at some point
>>8549537
Yeah i know i'm going to wait untill my moms boyfriend goes to sleep because ittl be really embarrasing to have my moms boyfriend see me putting on makeup and i havn't come out as trans to him with my therapist yet
hey mtfg
how are you
>>8549572
Chronically lazy.
>>8549557
I'm not trying to pull anything probably.
>sometimes I let my guard down and post anonymous unsees but if people compliment me I don't believe them and if people insult me I take it way too hard so it's not something I like to do
Are you really still so self-conscious after all this time? I know that's hardly uncommon here in general, but you seem like you have your shit together quite well, plus you're out on the dating scene and stuff, which usually requires you to be at least semi-confident in yourself.
>>8549572
I'm fine a bit of dysphoria listening to something i like to listen to when i feel dysphoria :3
>>8549572
Tired!
How are you
>>8549569
fug ur moms bf
>>8549572
Tired, drywall is heavy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVzqou-i5U4
Repressors=Allies
Trannies=Nazis
its the turning point of the war you may have taken paris and most of Europe, but the tides will turn.
>>8549563
I'm sure the creepy weirdos are thrilled to hear that.
>>8549593
I remember doing that shit, it fucking sucks
>>8549597
what level of autism does this kind of post require
>>8549599
im unattractive and will probably repress again so no harm done
>>8549574
D'aww, that's okay to be sometimes
>>8549584
Are you alright?
>>8549587
very tired
>>8549593
I'm proud of you for helping them!
>>8549609
if trans rights are scaled back and trannies ostracised and hunted down politically then repression gen wins and all of our effort wasnt for nothing
>>8549612
>D'aww, that's okay to be sometimes
STOP ENABLING ME!
ROO!
>>8549575
Yes, I am incredibly self-concious. And I'm not really "out on the dating scene," just some people have told me they think I'm cute and I was receptive to their advances. I'm not really "dating" anyone right now.
>>8549572
I'm doing laundry. Really liking how cozy the thread is rn. How are you?
>>8549569
Yeah, that's a good idea. Make sure you have a good way to take it off, too. A lot of stuff won't come off easily with just water.
>>8549625
>Yes, I am incredibly self-concious. And I'm not really "out on the dating scene," just some people have told me they think I'm cute and I was receptive to their advances. I'm not really "dating" anyone right now.
Oh okay, my bad. Either way, it sounds like things are heading in a good direction though, I'm happy to hear it.
>>8549612
I'm fine its minor this time I feel actually great.like energywise ^_^ i'm planning on alot of things I just have a small pervasive fear ill just link it. >>8548739
>>8549625
I have rubbing alcohol and nailpolish remover, my mom has all the stuff for makeup she barely uses it.
>>8549635
My shit is like halfway together. I still have no concrete plan to move out of my parents' home, and being confronted with the financial reality of life as an adult threw me into a depressive fit and I spent like an entire week doing nothing but laying in bed.
But at least I'm building a really good relationship with someone who could potentially hire me in a few months, am continuing to make slow and steady progress transitioning, and can generally pick myself back up from my depressive episodes more easily than I used to. I'm currently still holding a job for the longest I ever have as well even though one more fuckup will get me fired.
>>8549612
alot of that is the reason i'm afraid of coming out to them even with my therapist.
What does love feel like?
>>8549657
fake
>>8549618
Ok, well, wanna be productive for me? It would make me really happy if you got up and accomplished a small goal today anon!
>>8549625
Exhausted from sleep deprivation and work but I have nachoes and I'm having a blast in videogames!
>>8549640
That makes me happy to hear!
>>8549653
Ah, that's an understandable fear I think we've all felt. I hope it goes well for you.
>>8549657
An overwhelming need to make someone else the happiest person in the world.
>>8549671
>nachos and video games
damn Grace you are living it UP I'm jealous
>>8549612
Why are you so tired senpai, did you start up too late?
>>8549653
Don't rush it because you feel like it's something you're *supposed* to do
>Voice training didn't work on me at all, sacked voice coach in anger
>Hormones did fuck all to my face, never ever ever ever ever been mam'ed
>Hair won't grow, I'm not even bald, my hair just grows an inch then stops.
Gotta repress and stay closeted until I can afford FFS and VFS
>>8549671
>An overwhelming need to make someone else the happiest person in the world
>tfw feel this exact feel for another person but can't tell them because I'm an extremely shy fuck
>>8549657
Its hot and gooey and sticky
>>8549671
Thanks I hope so too. I hope you're doing well :3
>>8549679
I'm going to have to come out to them eventually Or theyll find out on their own I need to push myself if i want to get somehwere.
>>8549671
>An overwhelming need to make someone else the happiest person in the world
tfw you have this feeling but can't do anything about it
>>8549681
its probably your london accent
they are hard to feminize innit guv
>>8549652
>My shit is like halfway together. I still have no concrete plan to move out of my parents' home, and being confronted with the financial reality of life as an adult threw me into a depressive fit and I spent like an entire week doing nothing but laying in bed.
That seems like an appropriate response to being presented with the expectations life has for you. I always try and tell myself that most of the time, the idea of stuff is scarier than the stuff itself happening. It doesn't help much, but I do it anyway.
How comes you have to wait a few months for him to hire you?
>I'm currently still holding a job for the longest I ever have as well even though one more fuckup will get me fired.
Is it too late to reinvent yourself as the cute clumsy girl, so that shit gets by easier?
>>8549678
Hell yeah!
>>8549679
I stayed up laaaaaaaate and started hella early
>>8549690
>>8549699
It's hard, aint it? But that paralyzing fear is holding you back from finally being with them.
>>8549707
Do you really think so?
>>8549699
I have that feeling and think the opposite too where you feel like a burden when you're talking about your problems
>>8549698
Oh no I understand, just don't rush it is all I meant. Come out when you're ready
>>8549722
>But that paralyzing fear is holding you back from finally being with them
but I was already rejected and heartbroken
>>8549722
>But that paralyzing fear is holding you back from finally being with them
I've been rejected many times and it made what was once a decent friendship incredibly awkward each time. But I really wish I could tell them this time, maybe it'll end differently
>>8549719
>How comes you have to wait a few months for him to hire you?
It's in a city that's two hours from where I live. I make a 100 mile commute once a week. That's the biggest reason I need to move out of my parents' house.
>I always try and tell myself that most of the time, the idea of stuff is scarier than the stuff itself happening.
This is pretty true most of the time.
>Is it too late to reinvent yourself as the cute clumsy girl, so that shit gets by easier?
The owners still misgender and deadname me sometimes on accident so I don't think they even really see me as a girl ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8549707
I like Shakira's rough London accent. She's our little ghetto princess.
>>8549726
yeah i guess so Its still about a month from now before i get a solo meet with my therapist And well plan the time to come out as trans (shes one one of the most open minded people i've met)
>>8549759
I think that's a rather misguided and cynical conclusion.
>>8549748
Well she'll never like me back so it doesn't matter
>>8549765
How do you know?
>tfw u vomit from anxiety and then have a 45 minute panic attack and then cry
>>8549337
Shitty family
>tfw in love and it just works
>>8549773
Wanna know something else that just works, anon?
i better get ready.
the left may call on me to die for the good of the people who just wanna be villagers.
shit's starting to get real, & i'm gonna need weapons to defend my left-libertarian comrades
>>8549766
Why would she after saying she's not interested in me at all?
>>8549769
wat habben
>tfw don't exactly qualify for this position but the person I know at the company tells me to apply anyway
Guess all they can say is no
>>8549759
I turned down someone who genuinely liked me once to try and pursue someone who was secretly dating my best friend. I'm not the sharpest knife in the drawer
>>8549748
I guess that's true
but there's a distance gap, so it would be a ldr until I can get on my feet money-wise to go visit and such. but he makes me feel so happy talking to him, I can't stop thinking about being with him
>>8549762
t. Normie.
>>8549779
Sometimes love takes it's time to bloom.
>>8549781
LDRs are a painful situation, it's up to you to decide if it's viable and worth it to you.
>>8549788
One day Shakira, when you really really like someone, I hope you go for them instead of bowing to your negativity. I'd like to see you happy with someone.
>>8549759
>How is my accent rough? Post your voice.
https://clyp.it/nwhmgkuf
>>8549776
Not this again Todd, we have been through this before, you are not wanted here, please give Grace back her computer.
>>8549792
Hmmm what happened the last time I declared my love for someone?
>>8549776
>tfw the Todd called me dreamboy and made me trans
>>8549792
Well her feelings ain't gonna bloom for me
>>8549803
It's not always gonna go well, but it's not always gonna be bad either, yknow.
>>8549799
>>8549809
Who's Todd?
>>8549812
If you're so sure and don't want to talk to her about it one last time, then move on.
>>8549811
>I know that i won't be able to find someone who truly loves me because of a few reasons.
You mean insecurity is making you believing things that arent true?
>>8549819
oh, sorry sir, thought you were someone else.
Pls let Gracie back on tho. I miss the /k/ommando girls
>>8549690
Uh oh
I think he's figured it out but he's not saying it.
>>8549823
Might as well just confess to him now. Also, post results!
>>8549831
I'm going to let this play out until one of us finally says something
It's a long story as to how I'm sure he knows it
>>8549837
Why are you so mean to me?
Yeah, well, "bruv", your accent is bare tonk, skeen. Man thinks poorly of it.
>>8549837
Maybe you should go for different people if there's really a pattern of that sort of reaction.
Why are you gonna let the past prevent you from ever finding love? Keep at it until you're happy, don't let the people who hurt you cause that much of a scar on your life.
>Made a Trans Todd for just this moment
>I'm away from home and can't post it
TABERNAK
>>8549819
insecurity yes alot of the time it does that I'm mostly just ignoring it must have slipped by.
>>8549849
>>8549799
>>8549809
okay actually who is todd i'm clueless?
>>8549856
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Todd_Howard_(video_game_designer)
>>8549856
Don't believe his lies
>>8549856
The master of deception, don't believe his lies.
>>8549856
okay actually who is todd i'm clueless?
Todd Howard is one of the brightest minds of our generation, who has developed classic timeless video games, such as Skyrim and Fallout 4.
>>8549671
>Ok, well, wanna be productive for me? It would make me really happy if you got up and accomplished a small goal today anon!
I will do, thx grace.
>>8549844
fuck outta here with your fag accent
https://clyp.it/lcsv11hd
>>8549859
oh..... derp
>>8549862
>>8549863
how does he lie does he actually legitimately lie or does he try to suck the money out of your wallet with gaben?
>>8549869
He promises stuff and doesn't deliver, but it's mostly a meme now desu.
>>8549867
https://clyp.it/od3gqewb
>>8549869
My name is Hodd Toward, and I love every one of the fine Bethesda™ Elder Scrolls® and Fallout® games! In fact I just pre-ordered Fallout 4® VR delux edition on the Sony™ PlayStation 4®, you should too!
i'm thinking that maybe i should become a wobbly. i might join the i.w.w.
>>8549867
glottal stops are p cute desu.
>>8549872
Oh kek after 4.6 billion years in development I hope it will be worth the wait.
>>8549888
Why don't you make the elder scrolls ultimate include all the areas with advanced hyperspace technology and you can work on it for like a few hundred years and delay it like 1000 more.
>>8549890
>>8549867
>>8549876
https://clyp.it/qq3wpjnn
>>8549890
oops i was meant to say Hai and whats an i.w.w?
>>8549890
...
>>8549876
Id do the voice thing but its not compatible with mobile i think also i remembered i had this image lying around my folders
>>8549899
Honestly I do like most of Bethesdas games, I just find the Todd meme funny
>>8549841
>tfw pretty much told him "yeah that was me in that one thread and I was talking about having a crush on you and thinking about you all the time"
>he hasn't responded in 15 minutes
god help me
>>8549890
are you an industrial worker
>>8549932
He's browsing this very thread right now?
>>8549942
different thread on a different board, we both frequent it and started chatting through it a couple months ago
>>8549926
Syndies get out of my Central Powers reeeee
>>8549941
not yet.
they just mean workers of the world @ this point.
looking for a job anyway
>>8549951
Syndie isn't THAT old.
>>8549951
*hissss*
>>8549904
WEEGIES OUT
I might not upload the clyp.it i have but I might use it to practice my female voice
>>8549948
You should at least be proud you said something. I regret not saying something every day. It might not be the result you want but it's closure
>>8549958
Syndies RAUS
>>8549954
Syndicalism and National-Syndicalism we're kicking around turn of the century
>>8549966
im North East tho?
owo
I'm beggining to hear a female voice its just cracking sometimes lol
>>8549981
xwx
>>8549981
uwu
>>8549978
no. i will not leave.
bakunin will get you, bismark!
start trembling, for the black & red shall unite.
viva la commune!
>>8550007
owo
>>8549978
>I regret not saying something every day
Elanna's not THAT far away.
>>8549990
same, i might make a clyp later today, but idk
electrolysis or laser?
>>8550022
electro
>>8550022
depends on how dark your hair is
laser doesn't work if it's too light
@w@
>>8550017
I think i'm confident but its me singing my female voice because i used the song as a reference to getting to my female voice. I'm going to warn everyone it might not sound perfect I just want to try.
>>8549916
trip on, coffee
>>8550027
but is it even better if it's dark?
>>8549944
I'm going to give you some VERY mean (You)s in the near future, Shakira. You'd think someone with a lowborn accent such as yourself would be more tolerant about these things.
>>8549904
Class warfare has broken out in /mtfg/.
>>8550038
mtfg has always been about class warfare.
>>8550015
Cheeky
>>8550049
i thought it was about skittles
>>8550049
How can that be when there's so little class here?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JbjuLl50lro
>>8550056
coworker-chaaaaan, i've got a question for you :3
This is the body of a cis woman, how can trans even compete?
>>8550060
cheeky
>>8550030
I try singing, I'm horrible haha
>>8550066
bigg lady :o
>>8550066
when do my horse legs and horse cock grow in from hrt
I got the voice down then my adams apple is just forcing itself back down
>>8550079
6 years
>>8550065
What is it
Okay i finally got it down a little bit of voice crack in the beggining but i did it finally does anyone wanna hear it?
>>8550088
remember on tuesday when i asked if you were going to take your titty skittles on tuesday, or the day after, or the day after that, but you said you were busy? well, it's friday now
have you been a good girl? :3
>>8550092
Clyp it!
>>8550085
i practice lifting my apple without talking, just raising it up and down to get used to it and stretch the muscle, and holding it up as long as i can.
>>8550095
Nope!
I want a gf to hug for hours every day and protect or a bf who hugs me and protects me ;_;
>>8550112
the first tablet is the hardest, but i believe in you, you ol' hoser, you :3
>>8550038
C'mon man I'm only joking around with you, we cool.
>>8550114
>I want a gf to hug for hours every day and protect
tfw
>trying to do clyp it
>voice repeats several times like broken record when i play it over
>literally can't fix this even restarting.
yea, i almost wouldn't mind dying @ the hands of the cappis.
please, just let it be over
>>8550122
I'm just shitposting.
I'm well aware of the fact that I sound like the boy the prefects used to take into the toilets for a bit of rumpy-pumpy at Eton.
>>8550120
N o p e
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p
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>>8550137
why are you still here then
>>8550137
hey CC, can you post your voice so i can hear your impenetrable canadian accent? i had a bad day today and i could do with a good laugh :3
I cannot do clyp it at all now it just repeats my words like a broken record and glitches out.
>>8550135
Did you go to public school?
Nevermind it registers my male voice without breaking up and glitching but my female voice and all heck breaks loose ;~;
>stop to think about life for a moment and about what the fuck i'm doing (to myself)
>feelings of dread and hot flushes
>immediately distract myself with something else like music or a movie and try to stay positive and only think about the possibility of being a girl someday maybe even though i'm only taking hormones and am too sad/drained to do much of anything else
help
help
help
help
>>8550085
That's muscle training. Be persistent and the right position will become your default one.
>>8550159
Yeah i put the position right now the clyp it itself is just not liking my female voice at all like it breaks up and glitches out when i use my female voice but when i use the male voice its perfectly fine even clear.
>>8550149
No, I went to a Catholic, all-boys state school.
Wish I did go to a public school though.
>>8550170
oh okay, maybe next time then
:3
i wish i was strong like everyone else
lol
https://clyp.it/52pp5gir
alright the most female i've gotten my voice so far without it glitching out
>>8550197
https://youtu.be/N2OPVQBDQoI
>>8550204
but i'm alone
or at least i should be able to be strong on my own
>>8550203
It's not fantastic, but everyone sounds kinda shit when they first start.
Keep practising.
i nearly got happy today because i thought someone ma'md me but they just said man i think instead
>>8550217
Ill do that but i hurt another person id rather not
>>8550228
you should wear skirts and pink shirts so people know ur a girl
>>8550223
>It was a grammar wasn't it?
No, just a normal state school actually. That's how I know what words like "tonk" and "skeen" mean.
>Can we please not talk about voice training here? It triggers me.
Stop it, you're being like Nim with height.
>>8550233
But then id look even more stupid and get killed.
>>8550260
Yes, but I was dumb and did a meme subject so I graduated with a useless English degree.
At least I got to have a fun for a few years though.
Hey should I take pills and become a cute girl as a joke lmao camera would be over there it's just a social experiment
>>8550333
epic haha
http://i.4cdn.org/vg/1499466803245.webm
GROSS TRANSIBAMS LEAVE
I have like 15 bucks for the rest of the month what do I eat?
>>8550345
trump is gonna delet transbians and have a straight tranny harem
don't worry
...
>>8550346
ramen
ask some friends for a few bucks or something
>>8550345
why
>>8550331
If it's what you wanted to study then you are not dumb.
help
>>8550355
>When you can't make an appointment because you're broke and you're trying to explain to some normie asshole over the phone that not everybody has friends that they can ask for bus fare
>>8550231
I'm confused - why does practising your voice hurt another person?
>>8550381
I triggered someone with my practice i'm now upset and dysphoric about another thing, realizing that people like me aren't wanted and even hated...
>>8550389
Wow, you really went from a 2 to a 10 quite quickly.
You should just do what I do and treat everybody who isn't you as less important, that way you won't worry so much about hurting people's feelings.
>>8550389
That's just not true Lily
>>8550389
I mean, hearing other people practicing voice helps me think that I can do it, personally. Also don't let other people get in the way of living your life.
>>8550458
>I just don't like seeing other people in pain. focusing on myself seems really selfish.
No one else is looking out for your best interests, you might as well look out for yourself.
>>8550321
Go girlmode at a bank then
did anyone else get visible veins on their chest and breasts while their boobs are growing?
i'm really pale but i can see my bright blue veins and it's freaking me out
>>8550470
I might do some more practice I just need a break from it Its a little bit hard to sustain it especially when i'm just starting and i need to refill my water bottle before i begin
>>8550476
I know no ones looking out for my interests and i want to look out for myself but I don't want to feel like i'm being a problem or i'm being an arse
>>8550508
I've noticed bright blue veins on my left boob now
I'm going to try to put on makeup and probably look like a clown straight out of the circus
>>8550561
Don't worry, it takes a shit load of practice, I've only done it a few times, I'm still horrible at it.
Remember most of us grew up without this kind of stuff being second nature.
>>8550536
Make sure you stop if you become hoarse. You could damage your voice if you overdo it. I always capped my practice sessions at 45-60 minutes.
>>8550536
Also, the general consensus seems to be that people make the most progress when they voice train by making lewd voice clips and posting them in /mtfg/.
>>8550588
Can confirm. Everyone should train via lewd clips.
>>8550599
I'll make a clyp soon, not lewd, just my first one on here.
>>8550588
pls thats lewd... I try not to sound lewd its embarrasing
>>8550607
You don't have to make a lewd clyp if you don't want to, it just helps you to improve your voice faster.
I mostly just want to hear your silly New Zealand accent.
>>8550617
You will, soon, I'm very self conscious and will probs record it like 100 times.
Also how do lewd clyps make you improve your voice faster?
Need ideas for big romantic gestures pls.
>>8550627
What does she like?
>>8550623
Lewd voice clips get the most (you)s, which encourages people to work harder on their voice so that they can eventually pass flawlessly and mine /r9k/ for hundreds of (you)s.
They also push you to the limits of your femininity.
>>8550637
B-but I'm too pure for lewding.
>>8550641
There are only three posters who come here who are too pure for lewding and you are not one of them.
If you want to have a good voice, you know what you have to do.
>>8550630
Asian foods. Huggs. Certain video games. Cuddles. Being a pupper.
etc.
I need to get more feminine glasses when i go in for my eye doctor appointment anything i should try to look for? (i'm going to get some contacts later.
>>8550637
I'm too cute to lewd ^_^
>>8550651
And what sort of romantic gesture do you wanna give her?
>>8550654
>anything i should try to look for?
Do research on what style of frames compliment your face.
>>8550649
>There are only three posters
who?
>>8550649
I am too one of the , hymph!
look at all these autistic animeposters lmao kys
>>8550658
alright I'm not knowledgable But i found my face shape and found the kind of frames I think they Might let me get female frames or theyll force me or my mom can outright lie to me and say that male frames are the only frames i can get lol
>>8550681
you can get female frames, I did it, don't let them lie to you, glasses last years
>>8550681
I ended up telling the person helping me pick a frame out that I was trans and wanted women's glasses.
Embarassing but I went home with glasses I was happy with!