/mtfg/ Transgirl General

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>>8550694
Ayyyy lmao

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Eternal reminder

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Nyah :3 <3

>>8550700
so kind and caring

what feminine traits :3

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>All of my coworkers call me Dani
>there's this old dude who always tries to make conversation with me when he sees me, last time I saw him he told me I had a great smile
>on his way out, customer asks if my birth name is Danielle or something else
>I lie and tell him my girl name is my birth name

Before I started transitioning I thought I would be a proud and visible trans woman but when I was put on the spot I lied and pretended to be a normal girl. I dunno how I feel about this.

>look the best I have in years
>look years younger to my repression
>actually happy when I look in the mirror

C-curse this wonderful hrt!

>>8550712
Kek that's nothing kid

*repgens*

>>8550712

>proud and visible trans woman

fug that shit

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>>8550712
>Before I started transitioning I thought I would be a proud and visible trans woman

https://www.ashemaletube.com/videos/311481/trans-amateur-cam---hard-fuck/

I'll date any tranny thats this qt

>>8550732
good post

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Lipstick and powder are now the only two things i can apply other than moisturizing my face ^_^ I also have my hair mediumish Sort of long getting in my face i do have Hairbands and boby pins But My hair is too short for a ponytail I coul do pigtails but i think i don't look very good in pigtails -_- medium long hair i should say down to the bottom of my neck if i don't keep my hair behind my ears it gets in my face

>Almost 27
>HRT months away
>Balding
>Super wide shoulders
>Super wide chest
>Super big hands and feet
>Masculine face
>5'7" height
>tfw soon to be hon
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>8550705
Delet

>>8550713
Pics
I wanna feed off your happy and live vicariously through it

>>8550744
Hey Coworker-chan, is it true you've started getting into crossdressing? Someone mentioned it yesterday.

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>vague sadness that's eating away at an otherwise good night

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>>8550765
I have that too I usually dam it up only to break at the end of the day.

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>I mentioned being MtF in an argument with my mom over headphones that escalated
>She's oddly supportive, despite literally letting me rot for months without seeing a psychologist because of the way I reminded her and we don't get along overall.
>tfw I have to fix my shit and actually meet real people and I can't just be an asshole to ward people away anymore
I'm spooked, but the thought of someday being at peace with myself to the point of dealing with all the BS gives me hope.
I'll do my best and I wish all of you do so as well~

How do I work up the nerve to go out and buy female clothes and a hair straightener?
I'm fucking terrified

How bad is it to be a non-passing tranny for a bit? I'm in Baltimore, if it makes any difference. Can I start now and still go stealth when I pass?

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>>8550712
>proud
>visible
>normal

you can only pick one

>>8550784
Hair straightener is fine, I brought one years ago, girls and guys use them.

nobody will care what you buy at the store
nobody

or everybody

>>8550743
Wana be sad together?

Is your face good at least? im sure things arent as bad as you think they are, 5,7 isnt a bad height.

>>8550799
You're assuming people aren't too absorbed in their own shopping to pay attention to yours, and that employees give a shit about anything but when their shift ends.

everyone is judging you

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>>8550795
One time I saw somebody buying girl stuff at the store, and I cared a lot. I cared so much that I stared at them the entire time, even when they were in the changing rooms.

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>>8550808
You're also a poster on mtfg.

>>8550782
Also, is 5'6 a good height? I'm also super skinny and my shoulders are nonexistent, but I'm a bit anxious about being too tall. :c

>>8550792
What do I look for in one

>>8550811
I only post here ironically, Grace.

>>8550815
Girl I'm fucking 6 feet tall
I also have shoulders you could land a plane on

don't make me bully you

>>8550833
me.

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I wish i was an anime girl ;_;
Does that happen at 5 years hrt?

>>8550784

idk u just do it

I'm in NOVA which is pretty close, presented female pre-HRT and nobody ever gave me any problems

>>8550817
Ability to control the temperature, and also get straightening serum, never just do it on your hair without any.

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>>8550824
;w;
One of my friends is anime girl levels of short, but not everyone can be that lucky.
Also asdfghjkl I've never been so open to my mom and I'll have to look her in the eyes tomorrow and she'll bring up the topic and she'll probably tell all her friends and then they'll look me in the eyes and how do any of you manage to be so strong this is really spooky.

>>8550838

u lookin fine

>>8550804

I have a good face for a man, I have been told throughout my life that I'm handsome and I have always had the attention of women but I have never really been able to have any kind of relationship with any although I like women because I felt that what they liked was their idealized image of me and not what I really am. My brow ridge is very pronounced and my jaw is wide, I don't think my face would be passable without intensive FFS feelsbadman.jpeg

i wish when i was a kid my dad loved me and my mom wasnt crazy

>tfw filtered
;_;

>>8550848

you get used to it
eventually

>>8550824
I'm 5'11" with german-ass shoulders and I'm gonna do it. I'll be your butch bb

>>8550854
Gota remain positive, aim for that ffs if you need it. Im sure you have positive qualities you just cant see though. We are our own harshest critics at times.

>>8550878
Oops, meant to reply to >>8550782
but you too, why not.

>>8550848
you don't really wanna be too short as mtf because of skull-size proportions

what should i make for dinner?

>>8550889

The poor person special; anything in bulk. I have it almost every day! :D

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>>8550889
what do you have for dinner? :3

>>8550889
chicken and rice
or chicken and grilled veggies if you got grill access

>>8550889
love.

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>tfw 8 months hrt and still no electrolysis because dirt-poor shut-in NEET and too afraid of letting the world gaze upon my sad excuse of an existence

>>8550889
ravioli

>>8550907
Jesus u look cis
All my jelly

>>8550889
Buy a rotisserie chicken and a bottle of merlot

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>>8550878
Never lose sight of the target, Anon-tan.
>>8550854
Think you're too masculine to be a the anime girl?
Not so fast!
>>8550884
Skull proportions?

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>>8550897
Hmm
what in bulk
>>8550901
I usually just make really easy stuff
ill probably end up making spaghetti
>>8550904
i'm not really good at cooking meats or rice..
i need to learn ;;
>>8550905
i wish she were here tonight
>>8550907
We dont have that! :<
>>8550910
I don't wanna buy anything

>>8550907
I need electro too, laser hasn't done shit, but shut in NEET too, lost job last week :/

It's pretty shit aye.

>>8550897
Risotto and drown it in parmeggiano, just stab the rice with a lump of it.
A single basil leaf.

>>8550914
>I don't wanna buy anything
A good rotisserie chicken at a grocery store is literally all of $7 bucks

>>8550918
look at miss moneybags over here and her chickens
i have to go in the basement and jab rats on a stick like a kebab

>>8550918
7 bucks that could get me other stuff when I actually need to spend money.

>>8550907
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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>>8550914
Hmm spaghetti actually sounds good ^_^ you should eat whatever you want :3

Is epilating my face a bad idea?

>>8550935
uuuuuuuum probably not

>>8550935
Yes, it'll damage your skin.

>>8550940
So do I have to go for electro/laser? Shaving my facial hair still leaves 5 o clock shadow

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Alright first two things on my buy list are a hair ribbon and a makeup kit -_- first is going to be easy like 5 dollars the other one is like 100+ dollars -_- I'm gonna try to at least find a hair ribbon tommorow because i gotta go out anyways to turn in a library book

>>8550953
good luck lily san, ill be praying for you.

>>8550761
Anon pls

>>8550879

Thanks for the support, but really, I have a really manly physique, talking with my therapist about my shoulders he told me that I was fit, implying that I would be able to lose some inches on my shoulders. What he didn't know is that right know I'm practically half the size I was some years ago, my skeleton is big an wide, there's no hope for me.

>>8550907
ill give you some pocket lint, a quarter, a nickel and a spare button if you let me raw dog you.

>>8550922
you spent like 100 dollars on a few articles of clothing the other day, you gotta budget in general

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>>8550957
Thanks i want to budget for HRT but first i want to get all of the things that will help me look better ^_^ (makeup, clothes and a pretty pink ribbon) everything in this post is my priorities for whati want to get I do wish you good luck too and ill pray to you too ^_^

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>>8550916
ayyyy i had a pretty cushy driving job and a one-bedroom apartment 9 months ago. but i was too afraid of coming out at work and couldn't handle "boymode" so i kinda just lost everything. i've done a lot of couchsurfing since then.

>>8550950
yeah you're gonna have to at some point. get a safety/double-edged razor for better results shaving your face, an epilator for your body, and color correcting makeup/concealer for when you want to go stealth.

>>8550975
basically me at a thrift store

>>8550970
i-i'm okay with this

>>8550984
Protip for cute cheap clothes and accessories, go to forever 21

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>>8550984
>This happy progression of posts

>>8550992
"cute"

>>8550916
>>8550991
Being a NEET because of not finding a trans-accepting job out of college is my current biggest fear desu

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>>8550975
yeah but i like actually need clothes, i dont always need to buy food

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It's a wonderful weight off one's mind to have a job and income again.

>>8550991
Aw, that sucks.
That wasn't my problem, still too early in transition to stop boymode, I got let go cause I never talk and boss got sick of me.

>>8551005
Just go stealth if you can, try to get all the legal paperwork before you finish college.

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>>8550992
Thanks ill see if theres a location near me if not Ill have to order online -_-
>>8551001
I'm not gonna be able to get much untill i get a job which after i turn in my book and get my ribbon I'm going to go around finding some part time jobs (i got accepted for aid for my college and am going into college the next season so i don't know if i count as a NEET) then ill make the money to get the rest of the things i need even though I MIGHT get HRT the moment i start going to the college and i already registered it in my untrue identity -_- Hopefully if i'm far enough in it i can change it I should be able to change it there are nondiscrimination laws here.

christian disgust me so much

>>8550991
>i-i'm okay with this
my kind of woman tbqh, give some contact

>>8551001
grace should become a guidance counsellor at a japanese highschool
Izumi is the most grace-like of all nichijou characters

>>8551026
I can't go stealth, sadly. Need to get a job for the hormones, need to keep the job to stay on the hormones.

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>>8551018
Grace I think foods a little more important than clothes

>>8551029
Are you gonna live in forms?

>>8551034
Me settled into my new career
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxGRhd_iWuE
>>8551039
Yeah but it's not like we dont have food at home. It's the healthier option, too.

>>8551039
That should say "dorms", not forms

>>8551044
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aZulU5Ts6eg

>>8551003
Eat shit faggot

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>>8551039
I can check to see if dorms can be covered by financial aid because i can't really pay off a dorm. ill have a little bit under 1000 dollars give or take a few hundred

>>8551039
after tuition with my current financial aid program I could readjust it to say i'm living in a dorm but I think id have to pay out of pocket for that.

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>>8551054
Oh my goodness when did someone take this video of me?!?

>>8551076
right?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATxmEYTJaug

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>>8551097
Oh my god she's adorable
Maybe it's time to pursue my old dream of teaching lol

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>>8551054
>>8551097
>>8551076
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z30Y572EmCk
this is my favorite scene ^_^

omg my arms and shoulders are so skinny after 10 months of HRT

shoutouts to spiro

>>8551110
do it!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGPT4L-78oo

>>8551116
this is my favourite :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xNmUNlJZtE

>>8551110
>Okay kids here's how you field strip an AK
>"B-but teacher we're doing math!"

>>8551131
>not while I'm your substitute

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>>8551121
If I did it I'd need to give up my internet presence, which I mean is worth it but I don't want a student being like
Hey werent u grace....

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>>8550700
>>8550112
Take your fucking pills already

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I realized that I can get extra financial aid to cover dorm costs its just I can't fail my classes like at all -_- or else my life literally is over and i might as well off myself because if i fail they will make me pay back the whole aid as debt -_-
>>8551119
Thats good to hear ^_^ honestly I don't know how long it's going to be before i actually can get started on it It sort of makes me afraid of the future
>>8551121
Thats hilarious too honestly i need to watch more if this anime and get out of my smaller bubble but I feel like i got a bunch of things to do in my life.

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>>8551131
>>8551135
S-so uhm the fall of Rome began in... uhm... let me get my book oh where is it.... s-sorry I'm very disorganized today...

>>8551005
Being NEET is comfy.

>>8551138
do you have an otouto-chan?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcX7ssjH57Y

>>8551153
But how would I buy food/clothes and a place to live?

>>8551150

Just don't give up hope and you'll make it there soon enough.

>>8551151
Things started to go downhill in 180, irreversible by 395
>>8551159
NEETbux

>>8551140
No ;3

>>8551151
>A-and that's why the Library of Alexandria was an inside job. N-next we're gonna discuss 5.56 versus 7.62

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>>8551154
I wish I had a brother but I've only got a step brother I don't interact with at all.
>>8551166
>>8551167
C-c-class excuse me, please quiet down so we can begin!! I-i'll hold you after the bell if you don't stop making those noises! Who just threw something at me!?

>>8551151
*raises hand*
MISS GRACE! CAESAR OR NCR?

>>8551167
>7.62 recoil too high for full auto
>more 5.56 can be carried by a soldier than 7.62

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>>8551174
NCR of course! We need to work together to improve life in the wasteland and bring safety and prosperity to the people!

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>>8551167
Every minute I have to waste arguing with you sets science back by a minute.
Why do you hate progress?

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>>8551174
>not playing all four factions with multiple different outcomes to experience the whole game

>>8551180
>7.62 recoil too high for full auto
only if you are a babby
besides 6.5 creedmoor is the way of the future

>>8551180
Intermediates are a god damn meme
Muh FAL
Muh .308
Muh cover into concealment

>>8551182
>NCR
>Fiat currency
>Corrupt
Putting you on a cross

>>8551187
30-06 won both world wars, it can be loaded hotter than anything a .308 comes in

>>8551186
Y'know, I haven't actually played new vegas since I stopped repressing. I should go be a girl in the post apocalypse.

>>8551185
Go read your LaTeX manuals, lesbo

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>>8551163
I honestly hope so its just so scary all the things i have to reveal about myself in the future all the pressure on me to not be weak all the pressure on me all around me that i put on myself because I have to put it on myself to live the life i want and failure is not an option for me well there is another option but i don't like talking about it before I was this Depressed repressed NEET who would just meander through and not really accomplish much and now i'm starting to take action in my life and i'm scared ;~; even though its so far off i'm scared that i will not be able to live up to my expectations and do what i need to do and ill be in a state where well I won't say it.

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>>8551186
this is how you should do it!
>>8551188
i would really prefer not to be put into slavery and live as a second class citizen!!
>>8551197
you should! i would right now but i need to start winding down for the night

>>8551166
I think I'd still like to have a job desu.

>>8551201
any preferred mods before you go to bed? It's been ages

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>>8551209
that depends on what you would like to do with the game! i have a lot of mods that make the game harder and add more survivalism elements.

>>8551196
Only because it was standard before the war, why bother changing? Germans realized intermediate cartridges were superior towards the end hence why they came up with the StG 44
>>8551204
Of course if it pays well a job is usually worth it but if it's shitty minimum wage retail you may as well live off NEETbux

I want to ___ with ___!

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>>8551201
patrolling the mojave almost makes you wish for a nuclear winter

>>8551227
I would like to own one of those some day!
>>8551226
I'm going to cuddle with [secret]!

>>8551201
I'll be generous, you can be my pack mule. You can explore with Rex and I

>>8551215
Just general things that make the game feel more fleshed out I guess. I might dip into the survivalism mods after I relearn the game.

>>8551222
Fair point, I don't wanna work fast food ever again. Too many grease burns.

>>8551231
its just a standard A2 profile AR with wooden furniture from blackgunswood.com

I need a hug but that sounds selfish

>>8551231
Tell us about [secret]

>>8551233
why should a weak lady like myself be the pack mule!?
>>8551236
/fog/ has a decent list of mods to start with, I'd recommend checking it out as it can give you more options that you may prefer than I can
I could just upload my mod list but you'd have to google what everything is, and you wouldnt know about alternatives you like more
>>8551244
Secret~

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>>8551239

>>8551247
Fair enough. I'll go check out /fog/ thanks!

>>8551247
Well that's the only job available. I could just buy your freedom but that's expensive and you'd probably just rob me

>>8551198
/documentclass{article}
/begin{document}
No
/end{document}

>>8551231
secret? you mean weave?

>>8551260
Fighting words.
Drive over here because we're gonna fight. 1v1 in the cooler

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>>8551255
Good luck!
>>8551256
This is why we must fight for the NCR!
>>8551262
Aw, is the gig up?

>>8551272
yeah you weren't very good at hiding the hand holding, cuddling, and bed sharing

>>8551227
Nice.

>>8551268
I'm in my underwear I'm not going anywhere
I win by default

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>>8551279
Oh, really? That's bad news, I'll have to tell [secret] tomorrow.

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Is Grace and Weave the OTP?

>>8551294
No me and you are

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>>8551288
You win this time, you flannel bike nerd

>>8551292
It was fun while it lasted

why does licking my own nipple turn me on ;-;

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>>8551304
I think it's the discord that did us in!

>>8551251
Thanks ;~; Ijust feel a little bit stressed thats all and i kinda spilled my guts randomly when i didn't really want to.

>>8551304
>>8551314
when's the next date owo

>>8551314
you girls have a discord?

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>when he leans over and passionately kisses you as he releases his love inside you
>when you post coital cuddle and lay in eachothers arms caressing and kissing
>when he takes you afterwards for dessert and a late night stroll on the beach
>when he takes you back home to give you a foot massage and make cocktails
Ooh i love my new life

I stayed up all night playing prison architect and my face got all cold burnt even though it was only 9C at its lowerst

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>>8551326
I found this rare Kayla pre hrt photo

>>8551332
when are you going to make sex with kayla?

>>8551336
I'm a bottom

would you girls (male) ever fuck a nigger?

>>8551341
You don't know the meaning of that word desu

>she still goes on mtfg
why

>>8551345
That's when she gets on top and you stick your cock in her and fuck her brains out right

>>8551348
*facepalm*

>>8551322
We're in one of the servers here yup, I'm not sure who to ask about invites though since I'm really new to this one

>>8551344
If she's cute

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>>8551319
We might go out to do some shopping at Bed Bath and Beyond tomorrow. If we don't, she'll be here to cuddle and I might take her out for dinner instead of our usual pizza.

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>>8551352
I'm not sure who to ask for the link either or if i'm not meant to be a part of the group because of some possible requirement or i'm too tempermental

>>8551332
Why has that flag not been banned?

>>8551357
I thought there was a boy you liked tho

Where do I get a Nintendo Switch

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>>8551368
I get little side crushes here and there, a certain someone had me feeling affectionate one night, but that's really all it is.

>>8551348
so what if kayla did that to you

>>8551380
so are you two *officially* dating then? uwu

>>8551386
Eww god id never use my penis

I don't know if its the depression talking I really don't want to vent in here again like i've been doing recently today heck this past week has been me going from 2 to 100 in almost an instant I need to step back probably leave here for an hour or two I can't be acting like a parasite like this. hopefully ill see you all in one or two hours.

>>8551391
I meant got on top of Faye

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>>8551387
Nothing's been made official. For now it's just been a tongue in cheek joke between us, calling it a bromance or screaming that it's not gay or something.
If she feels that way for me and wants to be official, I haven't heard it yet!
Now if you'll excuse me we're gonna go hang out every day and sleep together just as friends. No homo.

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>start talking to an anon
>they are obviously insecure and immediately start fishing for attention
>send pictures of their naked butt
>send pictures of them in bad fitting gross clothes that look like a mix of mom's least favorite old clothes and goodwill randoms
>expect a reply each time
>don't go overboard by try to focus on the best things I see and give out compliments
>send a selfie of themselves
>no makeup, short boy's haircut, pre hrt, bad skin, no obvious knowledge that they know how to take a good selfie
>in every category they look like a male
>uwu do I look cute? :3

this has happened to me 6/7 times

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I want to die

>>8551402
me too

>>8551365
Heritage, we've simplified it being about slavery but that was just a wedge issue, as slavery wasn't banned until mid civil war for the other side

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>>8551393
Oh

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>>8551402

>>8551400
That's what you get when you're a chaser anon

>>8551406
I am sure mommy Faye will be kind to you

>>8551402
Me too honestly it's not worth being here any longer everything i'm doing and all the progress i'm making probably isn't even progress and i'm probably getting nowhere and ill probably never get anywhere I need to leave everyone in peace and it would honestly be better if i were dead

>>8551380
>Grace is travelling around her city crushing on everyone
Are you an anime?

>>8551409
but I'm not a chaser I'm mtf and not into girls, I just add anons to be friends or talk about stuff and this happens

It's just like, be more self aware please. It puts me in a situation where there's nothing I can say really. I wasn't like this pre-everything with random people. It's one thing to go "do I have a chance at passing?" or something and another to expect me to call you a cute girl pre-everything

>>8551411
Not a fan of hrt softend girl penis so no yuck

>>8551405
>a wedge issue
Here's a speech by confederate vice president Alexander Stephens

>Our new government is founded upon exactly [this] idea; its foundations are laid, its corner-stone rests, upon the great truth that the negro is not equal to the white man; that slavery subordination to the superior race, is his natural and normal condition. This, our new government, is the first, in the history of the world, based upon this great physical, philosophical, and moral truth.

>>8551412
>>8551404
>>8551402

Let's be honest you don't want to die you just want to be cute

Can't be cute if you're dead

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>>8551414
T-that's not it. I've only met Weave IRL. I get easy crushes because I'm affectionate and emotional and stuff, and I've learned to recognize when it's that by now.

>>8551427
how big is your crush on weave uwu

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>>8551427
You're still a bit of an anime. I could see you getting one summer season and an OVA in the spring

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>>8551429
who said anything about a c-crush baka
>>8551431
Renew me for a second season!

>>8551416
Truu its like they don't even know how much cringe and dysphoria they cause

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>>8551436
I'll have to see how your DVD sales go first

>>8551421
I really want to just lay down and cry myself to sleep now and hopefully not wake up I've also posted here too much recently to the point where i feel like i'm annoying other people and being a general burden I'm at least taking a nap

you ever not go on hete for a while and forget you can only post one image at a time and cant post emojis and stuff gets word filtered and you aren't allowed to post porn
4chan is so dumb

>>8551445
Crying helps

Everything will be okay. The worst part of transitioning is that progress is so hard to see since it's so slow.

The soft overcomes the hard, the river will defeat the mountain. It takes time. Be gentle, your insecurities will fade and it will all be okay I promise :) Now get some rest, you deserve it

>>8551459
*eggplant emoji*

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do u guys like cute animals

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>tfw its late and I need to stop playing games and wind down
Gotta fold clothes for a while so I can get sleepy

covfefe

let that sink in
*mic drop*

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slow thread

>>8550694
transgenderism is not a bilogical issue nor a mental ilness
transgenderism is a societal disfunction, a reaction to living in an anti identity world.
You are not women you are extremely disatisfied with the world and are denied a healthy way of expressing it
its no wonder how its always the same people with the same history of suicide and depression coming out
im also disatisfied with the world and i can see the people preying on you and selling you snake oil in the hopes that you commit suicide and they can sell your corpse to cnn
i stand to win nothing by telliing you this, i do not hate you,, i do belive you are all victims and i do hate people who abuse others and thus i hate the people who abuse you
please listen to this, at the very least even if you think im wrong i know its tempting to brush off anyone who tells you something you dont want to hear
if you want to transition do so but please at least consider the posibility that you are wroong first, if you know you are right then it shouldnt be a problem

>>8551477
that's nice dear

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>tfw baseline monotone lack of emotion at all times even when good things happen

i need to get back on HRT now huh

>>8551477
*detransitions*

>>8551481
insult me as much as you want, im not bothered by it, there are hundreds of ways in wich im flawed

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>>8551486

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>>8551477

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I wanna be an anime magical girl

>>8551472
Trumps scriptwriter killed it in Poland tbqh

:(

>>8551477
Where do you think you are fren

This is not /pol/

I'm worried that that illness I had last week was rheumatic fever.

>>8551496
No it was a societal dysfunction so cnn could sell your corpse

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tfw no gf
worst feel

>>8551495
if pol is hateful and unreasonable and unwilling t listen and wants to kill transgender people then i cant possibly be from pol

>>8551499
*blackmails u*

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>tfw one day you'll finally convince Faye to try on your panties.

>>8551501
go to a therapist please
you clearly aren't well

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>tfw sleepover tomorrow

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>>8551503

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>>8551507
Das gay

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how do I get this

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>>8551509
Noooooot.
>>8551511
Befriend older girls until you fall in love together.

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>>8551464
check this out

>>8551514
i love that one its so cute <3
>>8551513
how do I make older girl friends

>>8551508
same

>>8551506
>go to a therapist
i laready have therapy, many people need therapy especially in todays world
regardless of that going to therapy isnt the same as being crazy and it doesnt mean im wrong about this
society is wrong all the time, people got killed for saying the earth is round, people died handling nuclear materials because everyone thought it was safe
we should always demand more, more evidence, more dialogue, we only risk knowing the truth

>>8551501
Your unsubstantiated claims and reference to CNN makes me not believe you

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>>8551513
I'm sorry I asked a scientist and it's been confirmed. It's ghey senpai

>>8551520
you aren't being open minded though, you're very close minded but in a different way.

why do you think being transgender is wrong/not real

>>8551499
Seriously if it was rheumatic fever I may have permanent heart damage, I'm scared.

>>8551513
when is the first kissu uwu

>>8551528
hugg

>>8551523
if im guilty of something is being extremely paranoid
however the extremely paranoid are proven right time and time again
cnn has been exposed for ploting against society recently

>>8551514
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pVT_mvvZLo

>>8551533
what is society?

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>>8551529
That was a while agoooooo
>>8551517
Talk to girls
idk
I just have a habit of making friends with older people I guess, most of my closest are
>>8551524
Yeah well
Maybe being gay isnt so bad

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i just made my mom cry

>>8551526
>why do you think being transgender is wrong/not real
i think people are taking advantage of you
im scared of people that take advantage of others, they are very powerful and dangerous
these people could have taken advantge of me aswell, hell they could be taking advantage of me right now in hundreds of ways i cant see
you need to be told when someone is taking advantage of you in a way you cant see, i need it aswell, there is only one group of people who benefits from that not happening

>>8551508
lol, she looks hotter than me

>>8551520
Okay, correction
You need therapy AND you are crazy

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>>8551546

>>8551540
how so

>>8551536
everyone
both the people who belive them and the ones wh dont
news media has no investment in your well being it doesnt matter if its cnn or fox news they all lie, obama made it legal for them to lie and then obama had virtually no oposition or scandals

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>>8551537
I'm sure it's fine but legally I'm obligated tease you. I'm sorry but my hands are tied in the matter

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I tried to sleep I had a nightmare of a large black bird with glowing red eyes about the size of a turkey with the figure of a raven It looked around for a bit looked at me and jumped at me to attack me then i woke up

>>8551533
The paranoid also believe the earth is flat and that we never landed on the moon and that climate change is a hoax

Hitchen and Occam would like a word with you

um..

>>8551535
lol, mean!

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>>8551546

I'm not gonna lie, the way you're talking makes me suspect you have some still untreated psychosis
But I am NOT a professional so don't give my word much weight

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>>8551547
Well, I argued that at the very least, biological dysphoria was a mental illness after she disputed my claim by bringing up cultures with non-western gender roles. I cited trans people having suicidal thoughts over their lack of parts from the opposite sex, something unlikely to disappear regardless of how society treats them. She immediately broke into tears and told me not to kill myself. I sperged a bit and said "jesus christ i wont kill myself... yet.." and walked back into the kitchen to make food. Then she approached me later and said it's really hard for her and I appologized that it was hard and I'd try my best.

>>8551508
Sass is really hot
https://unsee
.cc/mebaduro/

i keep seeing my reflection and i hate my body

>>8551537
what kind of kissu owo

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>>8551546

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gay trans girls kissing

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>>8551520
>"people got killed for saying the earth is round"
That never happened.

It's a myth that people believed the earth would be flat. The "flat earth theory" was discussed for a short period of time in antiquy, but was refused. In medieval ages the earth was considered as a globe.

>>8551546
:thinking:

>>8551554

What, why?! I just welled up at some silly dog video and felt embarrassed.

>>8551552
nobody is right about everything
the moon landing could be a hoax, so could be climate change
we should demand that people in power who get discovered for lying beyond any dobut be executed in the spot
someone cant have power over everyone like that without consequences, the only way france could become free was by killing their rulers
if they risk death then they better think twice about lying

>>8551563

I'm new what is this meme

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i got PUBG
i kinda wanna try it tonight
>>8551549
It's fine its fine~
>>8551560
The kinda kisses where our heads get close
and we're smiling at each other
and we start rubbing our noses together for a lil bit
and nuzzling each other
and then
i give her a kiss on the nose
and the cheek
and then on the lips

>>8551558
god damnit anon, we've talked about this. stop posting my pic. I don't care where you gt it from!

>>8551568
let me show you anon

>>8551572

nuuu I mean the image!

I'm going back to sleep though theres no point in being awake at all

>>8551564
>It's a myth that people believed the earth would be flat
it could completely be a myth, who can possibly know
who knows how many things we belive are right just because they got repeated enough for centuries
the biggest punishment in rome wasnt execution, it was deleting all traces that a person existed, historians have been able to discover some information of people who suffered that, others are lost forever

>>8551528
If you had rheumatic fever, you'd know it. Takes strep throat after strep throat to develop. And I mean almost continuous infections that just won't go away. Then you start getting constant joint pains all over.
Rarely happens without previous warning in adults. If you had it as a child, it can reoccur later. Besides, with the way strep infection management has improved, it's become kind of rare.
I was unlucky enough to end up with it when I was nine. For more than a year, I had to get blood checks almost every week for monitoring it. I had needle scars for years on my arms. Gave me the kind of rep you can guess in high school.

>>8551569
kissus like that and you're not officially dating?

>>8551558
is that actually sass

>>8551577
Or you just have too much fear to admit that you are trans and start transition already.
The only think undoubtable are your personal affections anyway...

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Help..

>>8551566
oh lol sorry I thought you were making fun of mommy dog feels.

>>8551565
>>8551561
>>8551555

>>8551584

>>8551571
Come on sass, don't be like that. Just beef up your online security. You constantly post your email so it's relatively easy to find your pctures and your blogsite. Lol.

Besides you do lool kind of hot for smeone who's 37 year's old

>>8551586
what

>>8551590
missed

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>>8551579
It's complicated. We touched on the subject a while ago and have been supposed to talk about it for a while now, but I think both of us are just enjoying whatever this is.

>>8551582
Or they're not trans and are just have some untreated psychosis, and think they're trying to help us out from some conspiracy

>tfw no kisses

>>8551595
I'm pretty sure it's amy

>>8551597
i hate u

>>8551582
Oh I'm full of fear but it's fear of the people in power
Just look at how powerful and untouchable they are
These people are modern princes, they get groomed for power from birth
Their lives have already been planned before they grandfather's where born
How can you fight back against that? None of this is happening by accident

>>8551567
So what you're saying is my degree is meaningless because CNN made it all up

That they churn out academic papers so they could perpetuate lies and that nobody is smart enough to see the inconsistencies

Get a grip. Power cannot be so concentrated as to that kind of perpetuation

>>8551580
yah. i was kind of high and feeling happy after pride and I took it before going to sleep. i dunno how anon got a hold of it though >:(

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>>8551598
rude

>>8551595
Maybe, anon. But there are many pre-transition trannies, who tend to relativize everything. It's a way of dealing with the stress that comes from the inner sense of being trans.

>"I want to be a girl so badly, but sadly I'm not a transsexual."

>>8551578
As far as I know I've only had a throat infection once (well twice if you count something I got when I was 8) but I had severe joint pain and muscle cramps, as I said last week I had to resort to using my shopping trolley as a zimmerframe. Even right now my legs are aching a bit.
How is your heart now? Any permanent effects?

>>8551604
also, hilariously Im one of the 3 that replied to your self-reply.

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>>8551603
Huh, you actually look far better than the last photo I saw of you. Actually fairly cute.

>>8551599
there isn't some grand conspiracy, its just powerful people working in their interests

theres no master plan or anything, its just capitalism

>>8551587
are you going to doxx me and publish my blogsite?

not cool anon. what have I ever done to you to be like this?

kinda sadd. i wanna tell ppl irl im changing my name soon but im scared. i also feel guilty about it bc i guess i still dont like how i look. mallory is a cute boy name right??

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>>8551599

>"Mommy, ... anon knows."

>>8551604
o_o

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tfw daydreaming about cute girls
>>8551615
its cute but idk if it's a boy name

>>8551609
thanks I guess. :)

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I love girls

>>8551622
wish i was a girl

>>8551612
Are you saying they couldn't get away completely with a conspiracy never getting found out or even if they get found out never experiencing any consequences?
Have you heard Soros speak? He has fucking good delusions, he destroys countries for political gain,he would kill you and me and everyone else just to get more power

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>>8551623
Same.

>Watching 24 hour night news because can't sleep
>46°C in Kuwait
Ayy lmao

>>8551612
Nobody who isn't terrified of the rich and powerful could possibly be sane

>>8551624
Go back to /pol/

>>8551623
you are!

>>8551624
yeah they can kill people for money power, its capitalism

but its in like a supporting regime change and lobbying politicians way, not an turning people trans way

like think noam chomsky not alex jones

>>8551614
Chillax sassafrazzle, I like you. I'm just spreading the worw. You're quite smart and cute although you can be an insufferable leftwing SJW

>>8551629
i dont think i can consider myself one until i feel like a look like one. but i dont need that much..just some face work and some stupid big kardashian hips

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>>8551609
>tfw ywn be considered cute

>>8551623
same, I wish I were a cis-girl(woman).

>>8551606
As far as cardiologists could see, there was no damage to my heart muscle. Doesn't mean I won't get any some day since once that reaction to strep infection develops, the immune system keeps doing it. But it takes really bad infections to develop in the first place.
It's more likely you got a viral infection. That's completely transient.

>>8551624
Soros has some cool programs going on in rural Guatemala

>>8551587
You're saying that as if being 37 made one a wizened crone. I'm 39 and looking fine.

>>8551664
sleepsleep

>>8550743
>5'7"

That is actually pretty lucky