/repgen/ - Repression General

>>8538395
me bottom right

Post your advices and techniques how to repress and live as a man.

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>>8538411

what do you people repress? what was the reason for it?

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>>8537650
she started at 29 which is far too late

>>8538419
Being trans (mostly MtF's but some FtM's too) or maybe even being a femboy (taking HRT in general)

Some repress because they won't (or think they won't) pass, some people repress because they can get killed where they live if they come out as trans, some repress because of family or worldviews.

>>8538417
that mullet tho

>>8538443
Sheens legit top three saddest people Ive ever met online in lgbt

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There's a peace settling over me now I haven't felt before

Knowing I don't have to quit hrt and if I'm too scared to go all the way with transition I can still be on raloxi be a cute femboy and still get a gay boyfriend and not worry about boobs for the time being.

Finally. Contentment.

reporting in

>>8538482
You can wear that armor proudly now. You are finally yourself even if you are inside it.

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>>8538482
>sacrificing boob growth for a garbage person
I am glad you are getting hip growth though Amy

>>8538504
Oh i broke up with him thanks to support from my discord trans friends

But the raloxi is still an option for me if I am scared about my presentation as a boy with boobs and it still lets me get a boyfriend in boymode

It wouldent be a permanent place, but a safe stepping stone to help me feel less self conscious

>>8538499
I'm glad I am no longer being torn apart

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>>8538482
what?
you don't want a pair of these lovely bobs?

>>8538395
Where did you find this picture? That looks like an Instagram or Facebook filename. I ask because I posted this here like a year ago and I think it's really interesting that it spread. It was just a screenshot of an Imgur album, but I know it's the same one I posted because the left and right margins are the same width.

>>8538561
Femboy mode feels a really safe stepping stone for me

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>>8538561
>posting a pic of a man with gyno
at least post a tranny instead of being disingenuous

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>>8538561

Funny thing rationally I'm very happy to be male, emotions and libido are telling me otherwise

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>Mom screaming at me again because i look like a drunk shithead
>Screaming at me to get a buzzcut or at least use a ponytail because "men aren't supposed to have long hair and it looks fucking terrible"

>reminds me how shitty i look
>can't straighten my hair because the last time i almost lost all my hair bc allergic or something like that (and i have naturally shitty wavy hair so i can't let it grow without doing nothing)
>ponytails enhance my masculine features and make me look like a loser

She already told me she "hates feminine things in boys like long hair or shaving". I'll keep repressing because where i live I need to depend on them until i finish college (and i haven't even started it yet and i don't exactly want to do anything)

Considering suicide tbqh

>>8538636
You can at least start antiandrogens if you move away for college.

>>8538636
Cut your hair and look like a normal guy but take hormones. When the time comes you will be prefectly ready.

>>8538636
your mom sucks.

Is there any way to self med and just try hiding it?

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Lol

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>>8538650
True... that's why i'm trying to get accepted in another city instead of trying here where i live. I don't really have an ambition, i'll just get an average specialization so i can move out and have a job if i'm still here

>>8538658
I mean... i look terrible without long hair too. Actually i couldn't look myself at the mirror so that's why I let it grow and deal with the shitstorm here. Helped with repression but i don't know what to do with it now

>>8538663
(Without considering some other reasons preventing me from doing this) I can, i've been saving money i earn working because i know someday i'm going to decide between hrt or a gun.

But it's not much money, i can't take serms to prevent boobs bc they're too expensive. So even if i tried hrt, i have like 8 months to hide this before changes become noticeable and my mother kill herself bc of depression or disown me.

>>8538868
>I mean... i look terrible without long hair too.
Its just so they don't suspect anything and avoid making more shitstorms. Act like a normal and socially adjusted person without any problem, but start taking your pills as soon as possible.

is there any point to stop repressing if you're too old for hip growth? that's probably my most dysphoric feature and nothing will fix it so feels like it's best just to take the pain to my grave

>>8538411
Cis man here trying to help
I think I understand why some repressors fail and just transition later, and how to avoid that

Behavior changes don't work, attitude changes do. If you say, "I'm going to eat less and lose weight" you're missing the fact that the whole reason why you're addicted to eating too much is to satisfy some emotional needs. This is why the vast majority of dieters fail. They try to change their behavior, without changing the underlying attitude (fixing the emotional issues that they need to overeat to numb).

>>8538417 this is guaranteed to fail.

Again, it's like trying to improve your eye contact without addressing your underlying low self-esteem. "Fake it till you make it" is what people tell you when they're selling you a book or a seminar, but people can tell fake.

If you believe in repression, you're making a bet that your dysphoria doesn't come from true transgenderism but is a stopgap way to satisfy unfilled emotional needs. So your one and only goal should be to become as emotionally healthy as possible. Don't bother trying to reduce symptoms, address the problem itself.

"Become as emotionally healthy as possible" simply means: learn to identify your emotional needs (any unpleasant feeling points to unfilled emotional needs, e.g. loneliness or fear point to a need for connection or safety), and become better at filling your needs.

>>8538868
That gif is so cute I can't stop looking at it.

And now I kinda want a ponytail.

>>8538595
>posting a highly composed pic that is not representative of Faye irl

>>8539181
Your hips can still grow anon, you just have to believe

>>8538672
>Posting my face two threads in a row
Gee anon, I didn't know you liked me /this/ much!

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>>8539700
Women have hips
men don't unless you're a fatty

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>>8539933
transwomen can grow hips on estrogen if they are under 25 because the pelvic floor doesn't ossify until then

>>8539943
Why does it happen with 5% of people transitioning at 18 or doesn't happen at all then?

>>8539943
fact: hrt doesn't affect bone

>>8539943
>>8539700
why do you assume i'm under 25?

>>8540029
It c

>>8540029
It can if the growth plates aren't sealed, but the effects are spurious. "Hip growth" mainly comes from fat redistribution even in transitioners younger than 25

>>8538636
it'll be ok, anon

>>8540029
yes it does, you are going through puberty

>>8540118
only if your (((natural))) puberty hasn't finished like mine

I came home today (me and my brother rent a house together) and the drawer I keep all my girl clothes in was dug through/uncovered and I don't remember being in there before I left. Fuck.

>>8540125
puberty doesnt finish until you are 25

>>8540150
see >>8540033

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>>8540150
Lol, I've seen guys become full grown men before finishing high school

>>8538868
>my mother kill herself bc of depression
Sounds like a good plan

>>8540150
>>8540317
It's different for everyone, 25 is just a point at which pretty much everyone is done

>>8538566
what pixar movie is it from?

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A abnormal virus wipeouts all cis men on the planet, society still survived in a somewhat crippled sense, but it is not totally apocalyptic. Just transitional chaos.

Being repressed trannies your somehow immune from the virus

You are soon captured by feminists who have taken over the gov and will let you choose from 2 choices since they find out you're a repressed tranny

1: be killed
2: agree to take female hormones, and have srs or an orchiectomy and live in this new society as a transgirl

Welp, it finally happened. I hatched. Called up my best friend yesterday and when he called me my chosen name right before I hung up it made me immensely happy. First appointment with a gender therapist is later this afternoon. I'm 23 and probably fucked but I know the rest of my friends will likely be supportive. and I finally accepted that even if I look like a twinkhon it'd still make me happier than being a gross hairy manlet. Wish me luck girls.

>>8540686
but i want a bf...

>>8539221
That's an interesting take on it.
But its really hard to tell what emotional needs could help, there is still no understanding why AGP develops and blows up into dysphoria for example. And having a good relationship with gf/wife doesn't save from it

>>8540815
How AGP becomes dysphoria is known, just not how it originates.

>>8540850
>How AGP becomes dysphoria is known
Oh really? then how can it be stopped?

>>8540484
Up

>>8540867
We don't know that either, or if it can be, or if it can't be once you're out of your teens.

I see repgen has become significantly feminized in a matter of a few months

Predictable. Love yourself girls

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>>8540931
*sigh*

Estrogen is really doing a number on my brain now I'm back on it
But it's nice, it always is.

>>8540850
how does it do it? (agp--->dysphoria)

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I'm here to stop dysphoria

>>8540955
>even that stupid gif gives me dysphoria
I am beyond saving.

>>8540953
Unfulfilled AGP manifests as dysphoria. Repressed AGP in particular can lead to lack of identifying with your normal life and then to a disassociation kind of dysphoria.

>>8540962
nice pseudo science

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>>8540961

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>>8540945
you're a girl Amy

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i think repressing is very hurtful, it's not hard to repress but in the long turn it just gets heavy and can end up in tragedies.

being trans is all about being yourself and feel great not about passing which is a very subjective matter as it all depends on each individuals views

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>>8540983
I am
I want to complete this journey and be happy.

I never feel more like myself when I have hrt on full dose
Im so glad I suck at repressing

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>>8541001

>>8540964
???

>>8540994
Easy to say when you are so pretty :/

>>8540931
I'm not a girl, I was just a confused man. I dont reject or repress my feminine side, but I know that Im a man and I wouldn't feel comfortable trying to be a woman.

>>8540962
and fulfilled AGP leads to developing female identity and even stronger need to transition

>>8540994
Why are you at repressing sub then? Trying to tempt us haaaa

>>8541066
trying to make people see the other side of the coin.
I've glanced at some posts and totally untruthful comments are thrown around to discourage people from becoming who they are

>>8541001
>I never feel more like myself when I have hrt on full dose

you realize thats its just placebo effect? there are no significant immediate changes from hormones

>>8541061
AGP sucks. That's how it started ughhh

>>8541061
Well fulfilling AGP is transition.

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>>8541071
>untruthful comments
which ones? lets bust some myths then

>>8541061
i am AGP and never had the need to transition.

>>8541071
Untruthful? Y know, people lives differ a lot. For some this is not a option imao. For it is not, and I have come to find repressing tips

>>8541085
teach me, how to keep it bay

>>8541088
do it in your own free time, dont share it with people in general unless you are very comfortable with them.

idk how i do it but i literally have 2 personalities and i am comfortable with both of them.

>>8541083
I'm not gonna go autistic mode and re read everything to justify an opinion.

>>8541087
I'm not saying repressing is not a thing, I'm not saying there are not useful tips for repressing, what I'm saying is that repressing more often than not is not the ideal way.

>>8541092
I get that. I have also come to conclusion that I would not be able to repressed it enough to get married, however, still need more tips!

>>8541092
>this thread is full of lies!
>b-but i'm not going to correct them!
tripfags

>>8541104
is not my job to correct anyone, i came here to express what I've learned it's everyones own decision to either keep repressing or not. transitioning is not a religion and I'm not here to recruit anyone

>>8541089
Sounds like dissociative identity disorder.
I felt something like that and it was very troubling.
And it actually pains me that I cant share it with anyone, maybe if I had a partner it would've been easier... but then it would flourish more and overtake my whole life and push me into transition but Im a total man-hon.
If I didnt see my manface in the mirror I would've fallen into illusion of being a woman and got on mones

>>8541123
when i shave i literally have a nice baby face. i had a gf that i could share these stuff and she was okay with it and even found it kinky most of the time.

i never felt troubled really, on the other hand i like it. i like having 2 personalities.

>>8541116
>is not my job to correct anyone
Sure. But don't go pretending everybody's wrong and refuse to say why or even who.

>>8541127
in asia this happens a lot i feel. I follow a few asian streamers with clear AGP and they seem quite happy just crossdressing since they look really good doing it. If i could be a passable trap with clothes and makeup and not have to take HRT id rather do that too.

>>8541128
although i did Express my opinion and said that repressing does more damage i also said that in the end is everyone's own decision.

>>8541140
By Asian do you mean Japan?

>>8541140
yeah, being able to change into to a girl on a whim would be my ideal life, but its impossible

>>8540029
It dos if you start at 12.

>>8541074
Its been months without t
Never quit long enough to replenish any

>>8541140
i am closet though i dont do it openly, i also like outside people knowing me as a manly dominant man.

some very close and low number people know it and majority are girls because they are much more open and relaxed about it.

>>8541152
ehh mostly japan, korea, china and thailand i'd say

>>8541156
what about FFS but not taking HRT?

>>8541168
I'm surprised China and Thailand have AGPs.

>>8541172
you'd still look like a man and FFS is only for the rich (or if its crucial for your life)

some are natural 'traps' like many asians so they have easier time crossplaying

Am I depressed because I repress? Or do I repress because I am depressed?

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>>8541216

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I'm NOT a girl. I define myself as a girl because of gender roles and expectations. I am a man. My body is male, I like my penis. If we lived in a truly equalitarian society I wouldn't feel trans.


Then...why can't I stop thinking about girl skittles?

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>>8541247
because you want to be cute! society is one thing, but you cant escape the biological differences, you want to have cute face and round butt like all the girls because you are a normal girl

>>8541333
My butt is already round, and my legs are cute too. But HRT can't melt bone, and my upper body is beyond redemption anyway.

>>8541247
No silly, you define yourself as one because you're an agp.

>>8541362
it will melt your man-muscles and give you nice fem-fat to make you outside as you are inside

>>8541390
Killing my dick in the process, leaving me as some sexless doll. I don't want that :(

I wish I was just a normal cis girl. Being a transgirl is just not good enough :(

>>8541442
>m-muh dick
>I wish I was just a normal cis girl

girls dont have dicks, silly
stop making excuses, you know what you want

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What would you do if you were transported to a world where mankind evolved into a monogendered species and men were extinct?

And you were the only males in a female world? I'd probably lay down and cry

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how do they really justify cutting off the penis

>>8541478
when you dont want to use it and dont want to see it and it only makes it harder to wear girl closes
I couldnt understand it myself before but now Im too deep, I wouldnt miss it if I turned into a girl

>>8541478
Genital dysphoria tough and as a repressor I'd be very happy to have srs or am orchie or even hrt that render my dick useless

Whoever the mtfg poster is in here
Your very nice and I wish you were my friend irl

>>8538395
Well I was just going about my day repressing playing video games to keep my mind off of it. All of a sudden I start thinking about killing myself and how sad my life is. Why do I have to be like this? I'm 24 I would look like shit if I transitioned. The ship has sailed for me but I still feel like shit all the time over it. I wish I could just stop existing tbqh.

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I can't keep on this. I just realized im going to kill myself and that's not how its meant to be. I'll order them. As soon as i get back from my class i'll order them. Can't deal with this anymore

>Haven't cried in the past 3 Years
>take a shower now
> realize body hair is starting to grow in clear places
>realize how shitty my hips look like
>fucking drop in the ground crying and almost vomit while i look my face in the mirror

I fucking don't care anymore, if i run out of money or my dad discover and kick me out i can kms later anyway. The sooner i do it the less i have to pay for laser removal

Someone said here that he/she doesn't want to be a sexless doll. I can't wait to be one tbqh, i can't enjoy sex and the only thing i want is to look cute, femme and be happy with myself, find an ambition in life and work (still don't want to get old but maybe my mind changes later)

>>8541769
I wish I could be like you and just do it, anon. Good luck

>>8541769
>I fucking don't care anymore, if i run out of money or my dad discover and kick me out
Same, there's a point where you just stop caring about everything.

It will happen with every repressor.

>>8541793
I hope this happens to me soon before its too late

>>8538417
Thanks to this I'm now drawing dimes
Based Nash

>had epididymitis
>tube that goes to testicle inflamed
>was hoping they'd have to remove my balls
>was hoping it'd be cancer and i'd get to die or they'd remove my balls

why am i so mentally ill, what did i do to deserve this

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>>8541820
>"I'm terribly sorry Mr Anon, but you hate testicular cancer. We have no medical option but to remove your testicles."
>"Sit down and take a deep breath. This must be very shocking for you. Try not to take it too hard!"
>"Now, I must inform you that a new surgery has been proposed for men in your situation. If you wanted we could surgically give you a vagina instead. It's a radical idea but it's entirely your choice."

>>8541849
>"u-um yes pls I'd like that very much ;-;"

>>8541478
I'll never do it

t. Trap, not true trans

Anyone else get really angry about the opresssion of women despite not being one? Instead being a repressed tranny.

I feel like we would good weapons for feminists to use in some kind of gender war, physically strong males but mentally female, you could make a religion out of it. As cannon fodder.

"You are placed in this armour to have strength your sisters cannot, to protect them against our oppressors, the cis males, those who force us to fgm, rape, domestic abuse and deny us our civil rights

You are not inferior beings, this is the purpose you were born for

Go forth and fight your evil counterparts, your sacrifice will be rewarded in the afterlife, to be reborn as the woman you are inside, the mother goddess promises this"

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>>8542245
Replace the bigger female form for a manly man's body and we're set.
Boy-armor overload engagd!

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>>8542245
I feel angry about the oppression of women in the East, luckily we are equal in the West so it doesn't matter.

>>8542245
>Anyone else get really angry about the opresssion of women despite not being one? Instead being a repressed tranny.
The reverse, I'm very anti-feminist.

>>8542665
I project my hatred and dysphoria onto other males

>>8543065
That's what I do to females.

>>8542245
>Anyone else get really angry about the opresssion of women despite not being one? Instead being a repressed tranny.

Uh, no. That's pretty pathetic. I am all for equality, I hate modern feminism and the opposite too.

Daily remminder

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=O2IuJPh6h_A

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>>8543113
Bitterhon pls go and stay go

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>>8543113
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E9pJPinG19U

Oh estrogen how I missed you

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>>8543212
you shouldn't hang out in repgen too much tbqh
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSCzDykng4g

>>8543343
I might end up needing it though if I get scared of boobs and on raloxi

Which would mean social repression but over net positive for mental stress (no hormonal dysphoria, comfort of closet, can still be a feminine gay guy, feel less bad about male features if presenting male)

Also stepping stone while I melt muscle and stuff

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>>8543365
Let's see how long you last on raloxi before you crack and become a hon, Amy.

>>>/pol/132530932

Remember that your designation as male is not a curse.
It's a kindness. You'll be thankful for it's inconspicuous nature to the sexual predators and its strength and defence capability.
My daily mental exercise is to imagine being raped, and unable to stop my attacker. I feel terror and fear, and most of all helplessness, sometimes it even happens when I'm at the gym and and benchpressing and I see a deranged rapist on top of me, I'm scared for second, the bar lowers down and is in danger of landing on my chest.
Then I remember while my mind may be in discordance with my gendered body I can still use it's power to defend myself and my anger surges and I complete the exercise and my muscles beat the weights.

And I remember, this monstrous form is a protection. From the other monsters. And I'm safe, unlike poor ftms or female feminists, they will never have a shield as good a disguise as this. I am so dependant on this dysphoria causing form to feel safe now, it's part of me.

>>8543504
>Remember that your designation as male is not a curse.
>It's a kindness.
NO

>>8543474
But surely it's good that it's replaced the "I should quit all hrt" option and only stunts boobs and still blocks masculisation.

I did used to be Spartan. I am scared sometimes of going too fast. They are already A cups 0-0

>>8543524
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjlca1gMUvg

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>>8543525
Well you won't be happy when your boyfriend leaves you for lying and you're still not a girl.
Best you tell him and not just pretend to be a girl.

>>8543653
That's the thing
We broke up

Raloxi is just for my stress and public presenting anxiety

>>8543504
>And I'm safe, unlike poor ftms or female feminists
Why would I care about them?

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>>8543670
Oh, sorry to hear that, Amy...
I hope you can get the courage to present as who you are someday though.
Keep strong, don't become a hon though.

>>8543686
My dysphoric brain makes me pretty empathetic and scared because I rely on a hard outer shell

Affects everyone differently

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>tempted to ask girlfriend to put makeup on me

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>>8543504
Yes!! This anon gets it!! Embrace the T!! Accept your boy-armor and wear it with pride!!!

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>wake up thinking about getting on hrt
>suddenly your computer can't connect to the wifi
>spent the day trying to connect and go to the drugstore website
>give up and go take a nap to repress your awful miserable life
>come back hours later without motivation to even think about this stuff

>the connection is working again

Thanks god, is this a signal i shouldn't do this or a sign to go fuck yourself and stop playing pranks on me?

>>8542245
Wouldn't you rather be with the men in the gender war and be used for sex since they don't have the option of women? Seems like more of the board would be into that.

posted in agpg but I think it's relevant here from repressanons, I need some help
>>8544043

>>8541849
>tfw you would be too self conscious to say yes and would let them put in prostheses and test injections
I don't even deserve death

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>>8543982

>>8542245
Unfortunately I do. I'm basically a woman mentally and because of this womens problems matter more to me than mens.

>>8544081
Well not so relevant here tbqh if you really lan to transition and it's going to get a ref from an endo.

You may not "be" a girl but you can look, talk and act like one. What is being a girl for you?
Based on biology, you can't have a children (like Sterile cis girls) and no pussy but nothing to be done desu, this part you need to accept as many people accept things they don't like.

You'd rather age as a manly hairy mma fighter?

>>8544458
I have had this appointment for a while and this morning had planned to not go through with transitioing, instead repress. I guess I dont really know.

>>8543895
Do it. It feels good tbqh <3

>>8543982
I feel you shit like this happens to me all the time sometimes i feel like maybe its a sign i shouldnt do it

>>8544570
Ikr like wtf something like that always happens, i'm motivated to do something then shit happens and prevents me from completing my objectives

It happens so often i'm actually thinking it's some kind of signal too

Last week was the same:
>Taking a shower, feeling like shit bc of my body
>Thinking about shaving my whole body and feeling a bit better with myself
>O-ok let's do this
>Mom starts knocking on the door and screaming at me idk why
>Had to leave the shower, still not shaved and can't find motivation again

If god is real he's surely fucking with me (or saving me from becoming a hon... I'll never know)

>>8544570
>>8544891
Or maybe it's the devil fucking with you so you become a hon when you finally crack

>>8543895
ok to be feminine male

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Daily reminder to not trap yourself as cureanon says.

>>8544933
>not trap yourself
[citation needed]

Transition has many long-term benefits. But none of them are for me, as I'm not trans.

>>8540931
Tsk. That some of us have fallen means nothing. There's no way in hell I'm stopping with repression.

>>8544979
Don't trap yourself. It doesn't work, and has no proven long-term benefits for happiness and especially health.

There is a cure for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria out there somewhere. We just need to keep fighting for it.

Don't let these bitterhons make you trap yourself!

>>8544981
Look, I don't care about a cure. It's probably impossible, specially if the brain sexual dimorphism explanation of transgenderism is true. It's just that transition is definitely a no go for me so I'm not gonna do that.

>>8545056
>It's probably impossible
[citation needed]

>>8545138
Do you really think brain surgery is the way to go?

>>8544981
>It doesn't work,
[citation needed]

>There is a cure for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria out there somewhere.
[citation needed]

>>8545139
There is no objective evidence of brain structure differences causing AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, only correlation, and even if there was, surgery is not required in many conditions.

>>8545166
There is no evidence of long-term benefit od dysphoria, and actually in the long run most transitioners are worse off, less happy and in some cases detransition!

There is a cure out there, even if it comes hundreds of years into the future. There still isn't a cure for cancer available yet, but we still seek to find it. Just like AGP/Trans/Dysphoria.

Oh, and bitterhon I' not going to cite shit until you can cite a high evidence study that proves transition has long-term benefits. Hint: you can't.

>>8545138
There's no evidence it's possible and actually it usually isn't.

>>8543982
>>8544570
>>8544891
I got a debit card and went to qhi planning to order hormones and the site was down. Tell me this wasn't a sign.

>>8544902
Possibly.

>>8545175
>There is no evidence of long-term benefit od dysphoria
[citation needed]

>and actually in the long run most transitioners are worse off, less happy
[citation needed]

>There is a cure out there
[citation still needed]

>I' not going to cite shit
So you admit you're just making it all up.

Game over Curehon.

>>8538411
Accept you're a girl. Embrace it. Come to terms with the fact that your body is male, and that there's no way to change that. Accept that every tranny(including yourself if you give in) is just a malformed male on pills, and is NOT female.

You'll always be biologically male, no matter what. This is a harsh truth, but a truth nonetheless.

Work out, be active. If you're a fat blob of a NEET you have 10x chances of going HRT HONMODE just because you have nothing else to invest time into.

Be femboy if you need. Nothing wrong with looking femenine or doing hair removal. Bodyhair is cumbersome anyway.

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it was a honour...

>>8545307
>implying wanting a cure is a bad thing

>>8544933
True for thoses with dysphoria that cannot make it.
For thoses with merely agp that got doubts because of "trans awareness" just redpill yourslef into hating pill takers like a bitter terf and continue dressing. It's your fetish enjoy it.

>>8545572
Where are the pushy bitterhons though

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8FRNanONpA

what pokemon are you /repgen/

me on the right

>>8544981
Cure is people grow up and have families

>>8545715
>everyone who doesn't like my lies or spam is a "bitterhon"

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>>8545936

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Amy, what you need is anxiety meds not raloxi

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>>8545981
im leaning towards staying on normal hrt. however scary that is...

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>>8546003
good girl
if you get anxious, anxiety meds will help you okay

>>8546019
i had them before... long long ago in repression they wont make me a zombie again will they

>>8546024
no because you also are on girl pills

>>8546024
>they wont make me a zombie again will they
Name one reason they wouldn't.

>>8546030
eh...id rather just try to cope

its a rational anxiety. being scared of people being able to tell im trans

>>8546046
ye

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>Tfw you have a night terror

At least repression was depression, stable and predictable, and I was safe in the closet


Now a world of nightmares and stress and anxiety instead

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>>8545981
>>8546019
I could not imagine a life being dependent on pills and blood tests, doctors

What happens when you have a major medical crisis and you can t take your pills anymore?

Bitterhons and trannies are literally HRT shills. They work for the jews who own the whole pharmaceutical business. Buyer's remorse gets onset and they need to create mlre bitterhorns to shill themselves more and more.

Don't buy girl skittles!

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>>8546866
I believe in you spartan/Amy! We can do it. We can eventually pass with hard work and time. Oh this is cotton btw.

>>8547120
See, that's one of the main reasons I'll never fall for HRT. If some people want to risk it that's fine, but I'm not doing anything until somebody comes up with something better than transition. And don't even bother with your spam cureanon (even if you'll probably reply with your usual cure meme anyway), I'm not on your side either.

>>8547393
That's a really poor way to repress but whatever helps you deal with this anon.

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>>8547440
>this is cotton
Is that some kind of in-joke I'm not getting or what the hell is going on here?

>>8547393
The first thing i'm doing, if someday i stop giving up ordering mones at the last minute and finally get on them, will be leave this place and the internet in general, forever. If i do it and end up at least being a qt boy (or maybe passing) i'll go live my life and be happy. I don't think there's someone retarded enough with the chance to live but instead the person stays in this place (like most of mtfg atts)

If the person needs "medical" advice or is insecure like Amy it's OK, but why the fuck a "bitterhon" would stay in this place trying to "meme people into taking skittles"? Do you believe there's people THIS retarded?

If there is, what a sad life they have...

>>8540928
i always ignored it as a kid, but a few years ago i started giving into my AGP. as of recently ive been getting slight dysphoria, it started out as just a few days and then i ignore it for a while and it comes back for longer, its becoming like a cycle i think. is there any way i can stop this from getting worse?

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>>8547770
>alleviating gender dysphoria
why not just be a non conforming male who is feminine?

Repressor here
I had a one messed up dream
So I'm in some military academy you get when your in high school and I'm laughing at another male cadet and being a asshole and the female drill instructor comes right up to me and say "where are your balls soldier! You don't deserve to be a man, come next morning your now Private Rebecca!
>*next morning comes along*
>my balls are gone, I have breasts and long hair and look like I've been on hrt for years
>"tell them your name private"
>"my name is Private Rebecca, this is who I've always wanted to be"
>and then instead of laughter
>the whole unit goes "awwwwwww" and the drill instructor says "you know this is what you want, why not take it and be happy!"
>wake up and mutter "I want to be a girl"

>>8547958
Lol nope. I have no problem if I can somehow become a girl but better dead than some kind of enbie.

>>8547903
Nope, you just have to find a way to endure it because shit's gonna get worse. If you are lucky enough you will be able to delude yourself into ignoring it for years.

>>8548098
Well shit senpai, your subconscious literally told you what you want through a dream. Now you've got to decide what to do.

>>8548136
I wish I was Rebecca

The dream even got my preferred name right

>>8548142
So? What are you gonna do?

>>8548143
I want to start hrt :(

>>8548131
do you think that if i wouldnt have given in to my AGP id be better off? also, what do you think my chances are of staying a man and living to something like 80 years old(im 19 right now) and then dying of old age?

>>8548122
So have you spent any time out in public as a girl?

>>8541849
I swear I would just break down laughing

>>8548147
Then do it (unless you're 25+).

>>8548159
Nope, obviously I'm not on HRT (and I'll never be) and even if I were I wouldn't pass so there's no way in hell I could ever "go out in public as a girl".

>>8548201
So how can you be so sure that being a girl is going to fix you?

>>8548158
It depends on mental strength. I simply know I won't kill myself because that's how I work. Of course, if you had to give in to "your AGP" to make it to 19 you wouldn't have been able to die of old age as a man.

>>8548207
I never claimed that would fix me. I have other issues besides GD, I'd also have to fix those. With this "I want to be a girl" bullshit out of my head I'd have the energy to fix those issues, but obviously simply being a girl wouldn't magically fix my problems, I'm not that fucking delusional.

>>8548216
Have you ever seen a therapist? You seem like you're still in touch w reality

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NxunBZ4jGDk

when the optimism wears off and the dread kicks in.

when the reality of the world scares you, when what protected you is ripped away.
when that armour was not a prison, but a protection from a world of danger and nightmares. the power to be unnoticed, to have physical strength and and feel safe in your armour.

and now its gone, you stand exposed with no defences, no weapons, and darkness is falling.

who the hell would want to be a girl in this scary dangerous world. id be dead and raped within the month. thank god im an ugly male. i need the cure.

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>>8541793
>Same, there's a point where you just stop caring about everything.
>It will happen with every repressor.

I hit that point years ago, but instead of trying to better myself, I just kept repressing and let myself go.

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>want to repress and detransition
>already had bottom surgery

>>8548413
Nah, I've never seen a therapist, I just applied some common sense.

>>8549068
Why do you want to repress/detrans?

>>8549068
FtM?

>>8549106
Won't pass
Won't be happier even if I did
Now just a mutilated man

>>8549118
MtF

>>8549128
>Won't be happier even if I did
Why not?

Why did you think you'd be better off transitioning in the first place?

>>8549068
>>8549128
What's like down there? How does it feel to not have a penis

>>132768880

I look at this to remind myself I don't want srs

>>8549128
You could always live as a femboy, even with srs, I guess it wouldn't be as easy but you could try.

>>>/pol/132768880

I look at this to remind myself I don't want srs.

>>8549194
*sigh*

Here, let me. >>>/pol/132768880

>>8547120
>Taking 2 pills when I wake up and go to sleep is suuuuch a hassle
>Geez a short blood test every 3-6 months is suuuuuch a workout! Phew!
>What if I go to hospital and they dont have any of my prescription meds on them despite having an endocrinology department and trained endos to examine meeee?

This is the lamest batch of excuses ever.

>>8549128
>Won't be happier even if I did
reallly>>>>>????? why did you got thru with it
why didnt you stop afetet some HRT
Im sure you are just feeling sad now, wouold you really like to be a MAN

>>8549219
Being trans isn't just taking pills.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5LCmQC_KeU

this cover art

>girl=your repressed inner self who cant ever live
>man in suit=your outer armour designed to protect you

>>8549345
Of course it isnt but those are entirely manageable and not worth even mentioning because it's so easy to just take the pills.

>>8549184
I was unhappy being a man and wanted all the time to be a woman instead. It turns out I'm unhappy either way.

>>8549188
Kind of a relief to be honest but the depression is still there.

>>8549196
Probably not, I don't even look like a femboy and I'm too old to pull off the look.

>>8549272
I'm unhappy either way.

>>8549478
>>8549482
how does this make you feel

>>8549484
That would be a representation of what cureanon says "bitterhons" do. I don't really care, that's not gonna happen.

>>8549508
Forgot to add that cureanon would say that the cat would take you from a hole to an even deeper hole instead of seeing it as helping. I don't see it as helping either, I don't really think the "puppy" situation applies to me.

>>8549520
To clarify, some would take it as helping because HRT is good enough for them. It's not for me, I would see it as forcing me to do something I'd rather stay away from.

>>8549508
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8NSsLlrGrk

>>8549429
>It turns out I'm unhappy either way.
Why?

Why did you want to be a woman?

>>8549528
Yay. More YouTube videos. Anyway, I'm not scared of them, I just don't find HRT acceptable.

>>8549817
i am. they can smell me

>>8549871
I take it you're a repressor. Why are you scared of them? Do you think they will force you to take HRT?

>>8549893
its embarassing

>>8549911
You think they can tell you're a repressor and you find that embarrassing, am I right?

>>8549935
yes. because it makes me a repressed tranny and not a man which totally undos my repression

>>8549962
There must be something in you that makes them think (or know) you're a repressor. If you think something about how you act or dress makes them detect you change it. Also tell me what that is. On a side note, I've come to the conclusion that repressing is actually, in and off itself, manly. You're basically suppressing or at the very least hiding your emotions and denying yourself happiness or your wishes simply to do what is right. That's pretty manly. Also, you could say that it's because you're a coward or weak, but to repress you require a strength that says otherwise.

>>8550004
apparently i act like a gay guy with girlish mannerisms and soft voice but insist im striaght that give it away

>>8550126
So acting girlish/gay but insisting you're straight makes them think you're one of them? That's new. Anyway, you should drop those mannerisms. It's not that hard if you can pinpoint them. And, please let me know what those mannerisms are, that way I can improve my façade.

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Daily reminder that falling for the HRT meme is worse than living with dysphoria. You can do this without fucking up your body.


Accept that we'll never be girls, ever. Not even with SRS+FFS+HRT. If you go down that path you MAY end up passing and looking female, but you'll just be a mutilated, drugged sorry excuse of a person.


It hurts, I know. But there's nothing we can do.

>>8550219
I must add that I would have thought that acting girlish/gay but insisting on being straight would point to being a closet homosexual, which is why I find that odd.

>>8550225
I would draw the line at which we could consider that changing sex is a thing when we can successfully give women working testicles and penises and give men working ovaries vaginas and uterus, with the necessary modifications to the pelvis to allow birthing.

>>8550248
Also, I forgot to add a comma between ovaries and vagina.

>>8550225
blanchardfag revealing he has garbage anime tastes in addition to the DID and the narcissism

>>8550248
If only...maybe our grandchildren will have this chance. If this was available, I'd go for it no doubt.

>>8550225
I'm permaboymode on HRT, my body doesn't matter since I don't want to be in a relationship as a guy anyway

>>8550265
Who knows? Maybe we're lucky enough and that becomes a possibility at a point when we're still young enough, assuming we're of a similar age.

my heart does little flutters when i think about having a boyfriend. i want to kiss a guy and be submissive and soft for him. i need a man.

help

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>thinking that any of you will ever be happy

>>8550219
I don't know what it is

It's my voice apparently, is soft

And when I get animated I must be very effeminate

>>8550656
Once I improve myself and get my work organized, I'll be too busy to think about this crap, lol

>>8550671
It really must be the voice because I acted faggy and kept saying I am straight and my classmates only joked about me being gay, but never a tranny. I have a pretty raspy voice and the way I speak I'd be surprised if someone thought I'm a tranny so it must be the voice.

>>8550757
I have big gay eyes
I actually don't mind people thinking I'm gay

It makes me feel soft and cute

>>8550809
>bigg gay eyes
What that's that exactly mean? Gay guys have freakishly big eyes or something?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60xNA-rxSM4&feature=youtu.be

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>>8550225
>Fucking up my body
T is fucking up my body by deforming it into a hairy disgusting alien thing.

But i can't do nothing about it and keep pussing out of hrt. So that's a kind of lazy repression

>>8550954
>That makeup
Seriously?

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>>8551016
then get in shape
I'd rather look like pic,
then some pudgy hon

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>>8551456
Your pic is exactly what i'm talking about when i say "disgusting alien thing"

I'd rather look like my pic related but i can't, that's why repgen exists i guess...

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>>8551677
and i want to be a monster ape
but we can't always be what we want

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>>8551735
you know you want to be the little girl anon

>>8551871
we all want to be the little girl here, anon.

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>>8551871
>>8552445
you can be a musclegirl

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Feeling more and more good about raloxi

It's the perfect safety net system
Also fuck boobs

Gay male market is better than the chaser market

>>8552907
fine for kroc, but not for me

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>>8552907

Repressing is getting harder I don't want to do anything and I feel like shit almost 24/7. What the fuck do I do?

>>8553183
repressing shouldn't be an active thing

you should be doing something with your life like improving yourself, family, friendships, work, school...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASxNesIXeOc

Song for repression gen

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>>8553154
fucking horrifying

Life is pain and suffering.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2TdIjlNJh0Q

imagine you wake up and your the last human on Earth

>>8553793
This. Accept that life is suffering, and move forward with your pain. There is no escape.

Just because your life may be unhappy, doe#n't mean it's not worth living. Find meaning in the madness.

>>8554094
If I was the last person on earth tbhon I'd take HRT if availablr and crossdress all day.

>>8553793
>>8554108
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!

Transition doesn't work.

>>8554229
When should make a tranny thread bingo. Cureanon spamming would be one of the items.

>>8554266
Also, just noticed I typed when instead of we.

>>8554094
for some reason I wanted this and fantasied about it all the time when I was a teen
fuck society I guess

>>8554114
so the only thing stopping you is fear of judgment? maybe you should work on moving to a more accepting place and you'd be happy there

>>8554229
I think we know that transitioning is a meme and a waste of time

It's what we do before we move on to cis
Iife

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i dont want to die repgen

dont let mtfg kill me

>>8554737
Amy? Why the hell would mtfg killed you? Last time I checked you were on moanes.

>>8555009
I am. But it's wrong to be trans and it wrong to accept myself

>>8555057
/mtfg/ and it's assorted lurkers (that's me) aren't going to kill you, Spartan, we're trying to return you to your proper place. You're just Amy's overworked, overprotectice, and now hurting and scared Shadow. She can't accept you until she accepts herself, but you are the one blocking her from doing that.

The only way to heal, Spartan, is to let go. Let Amy's natural nurturing and acceptance bring you back to feeling included, too, and end this longstanding mind war, yah?

You can't protect Amy from Amy. It's a null parameter. You need to go back, rest, and get fresh orders. Then you can be the hero she needs, when she needs. Like you were supposed to be in the first place.

>>8555009
>>8555105
please keep spartan in /mtfg/

attention whoring flip flop is annoying af

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SELF TRAPPING TRANNIES GTFO MY REPGEN REEEEEE
I WANNA BE MUSCLE MAN LIKE PIC RELATED
TRANNIES GTFO REEEEE REEEEEEEE

>>8555057
>It's Amy goes back to hating herself episode 1x10E3.14
Seriously, just stop it. Why do you keep trying to fight yourself? You know it's pointless and you're achieving nothing. You've already broken up with your boyfriend, what the hell is holding you back?

>>8555765
I've come to see that as a quite ineffective way to repress. A much better method would be to just not think about it.

I just noticed my brow seems to have gotten much bigger over the last few days. It's official now, I'm fubar, I can stop worrying about HRT.

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>>8556257
Same but in my case noticed body hair getting worse.

I'll get on skittles tomorrow, fuck this, farewell repgen i'll kill myself anyway so let's give it a try.

>>8556372
But how is your brow? If it's just hair, laser and shit will take care of that.

>>8553186
I can't care about anything enough to do it though

There is no hope left, I'm just waiting to kill myself or die...

>>8556493
Why is HRT not a possibility for you?

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>>8556533
Because I'm scare and don't want anyone to find out or be disappointed in what a disgusting fag I am for wanting to be a girl.


Also I doubt I'd ever pass so it's just giving myself a false hope.

>>8555775
or just get a life

also, neets are just as scary as hons

>>8555105
I don't know maybe it's my borderline personality shit switching again

>>8555770
But I don't want to be a girl now that hrt is in full force. My brain is fully calmed and I feel fine

I fear breast growth

My fear of masculinity is irrational and I don't know why I even started

>>8557490
jfc Amy
put on a dress and makeup and see how that stacks up to being male

>Stuck a butch lesbian because dad's side of family already judges hardcore

I live with my mom who supports me but I fear depressing or disappointing her if I told her that I've never once felt like a girl. Another part of me fears wanting reversal if I start HRT.

>>8557509
Have no dresses. Also still male body so no and I don't know how to do makeup

That's all just cosmetic anyway

>>8557509
imagine how fast amytard will flip when they get clocked or shamed in public

and yes, it's something majority of trannies have to deal with

>>8557523
male skeletons are forever

>>8557572
Exactly hence why I'm staying male

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It's humiliating I'll have to stay on raloxi and can't be a full man again

Maybe I'll find a way out of raloxi in due time

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Fuck being openly lgbt

Fuck lgbt rights

Fuck pride

Fuck self acceptance

Fuck being "out and proud"

Fuck not pretending to be s straight heterosexual male

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>>8557572
she doesn't have a clocky face

>>8557866
You have to understand that faceapp isn't real

What's so bad about not growing tits.

Raloxi will still feminine my face. If I pass I go on real hrt. If I don't I stay on raloxi or go back to t

>>8557886
you have to understand that faceapp barely did anything to your face because you already have a girl face

>>8557902
You don't need boobs to look like a girl

If I'm convinced I'll go on real hrt or have BA

If I don't pass I don't have to worry about boobs outing me. No boobs=no chance of being identified as trans

>tfw shouting abuse at a pot of pasta

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