Nice cock edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Old thread: right here
>>8046033
i have a nice cock desu
Faye and ash thread
>>8046068
No just ash
Nicest trip edition
>>8046085
Fuck ash
I hope someone rapes that cunt
>>8045755
I dunno if you're still here but I wear this look everyday.
I use a felt tip above the lash line and black eyeshadow applied with a thin brush below the lash line. I do not line my lower lids.
>>8046033
>Nice cock
>>8046058
Triggered!
Muh Dysphoria!!!!
Hey i'm here c:
>>8046450
b-but i'm a guy.
>and b4 any questions, ill answer them here
im not a chaser
i went into this thread cause it said nice cock, and i wanted to let people know my cock is nice.
thats it ty and goodbye.
>>8047581
Yeah I actually added pure gluten to it, I only keep all purpose flour around and dough needs bread flour
You celiac or gf by choice?
>>8047582
>:)
>tfw not gf
>>8047538 #
Here you go honny.
https://unsee.
cc/ragomupi/
nth for I really hope that everyone is having a nice day
>>8047598
I wish my jaw wasn't so fucked
>>8046033
>Old thread: right here
thats how you know its a beanboy thread
>>8047592
Aww you look really cute :]
Do you feel prettier in ur boymode or girlmode baby?
>>8047598
confirmed hon
>>8047521
That pizza looks amazing holy shit
>>8047603
Shhhh
He's banned pinhead :*
>>8047521
uwu post
>>8047610
how long?
>>8047594
>You celiac or gf by choice?
neither, likely hashimoto's...
I do so much better without wheat gluten in my diet. I also can't have apple, ginger, cherries, and grapes. I miss ginger the most.
>>8047616
damn that sucks
if i couldn't eat gluten I'd probably just kill myself
>>8047615
I think tomorrow
I have enough in my savings and in credit to get an orchi in 2 weeks, and thats only the waiting period off cypro and spiro
I really hate these stupid things but I don't want them gone either because as much as I hate them they're a part of me
But I still want to violently chop them off
What should I do
Flip a coin?
Have someone decide for me?
Pls help
>>8047623
they'll need the skin of your balls for srs tho
>>8047623
Save for SRS. :^) Or just get deballed.
>>8047620
gives me a great excuse to cut out a lot of carbs.
>>8047616
Damn that's a list that I wouldn't want to have to live without, especially gluten ;~;
>>8047608
Turned out better than I expected desu
>>8047613
uwu
lets make today great girls :3
>>8047626
I'm not getting SRS and even if I was I'm only getting the testicles removed not the skin.
I don't think I can even get SRS anyway I have a micropenis now.
>>8047623
i'd rather safe for srs if that's in a normal timespan
if it's longer it's probably better to get orchi first
you balls are pretty worthless since you take aas anyway
>>8047623
save for SRS
if you dont want SRS
get them out
>>8047637
>not getting srs
Why not?
>micropenis
you know all of ours shrunk, too.
they still can be used
>>8047637
go to a doc who does secrotal inlay
also if it just shrank, the skin can still be stretched out a bit
I wonder if I can turn in a math test two weeks late
>>8047623
Whatever makes you most comfortable
Think about it for a bit
You have time :]
>>8047652
probably not
>>8047652
>10%
uwu
>>8047652
You can at least try I guess
>>8047652
I mean. It'll be better than nothing, maybe.
Homelessboy gets laid?
>>8047647
its been like 5 and half months of cypro and idk if mine has really shrank desu
Justice is an illusion, there is no fairness in the world, we suffer because nature is harsh and cruel, and it wants you to die so something else can benefit, our emotions exist only to make us live longer, our success in this world is based off of chemicals in your brain that force you to act irrationally, a mental DNA mutation, and I HATE IT
>>8047665
you should do some sports beanboy, you're getting soft :*
>>8047623
how old are you?
>>8047657
I'm doing make up homework
>>8047667
Emotions are nice
You probably need a lot of hugs
>>8047672
was the blue hair a lie the whole time?
drink or smoke??? cant decide
Ahhh I have my math midterms tomorrow, gonna study with my friend when she gets here. I can't believe it's been 2 months already~
How is everyone doing today?
>>8047678
*drugs
>>8047678
I need to have my mind wiped, and a past that didn't corrupt me into spite for life in general planted in its stead
>>8047677
better than nothing at all
>tfw you eat like a fatass and keep losing weight
>>8047683
Take a nap
>>8047683
try giving your drug-addled mind a break and be sober
Hey thread, I need some help.
I'm aware that counseling of some sort is far better an option than asking here, but "muh money" and whatnot.
I've been thinking quite hard about a decision to transition, and I'm struggling with this constant uncertainty of how valid my own feelings are. I'd like any help, advice, stories and experiences you have to offer, I'm in a really bad mental condition at the moment.
Also first time on this board so no idea what I'm doing
>>8047677
yeah, but you have to save the scrotal tissues by stretching it sometimes
also tell the surgeon to not cut it away
if you don't want SRS in the next few years orchi is probably cheaper than AAs
and it makes tucking easier
>>8047683
¿Por qué no los dos?
>>8047683
hugg and nap
>mtfg are wrong I'll sink into sickness and my body will hate hrt, then I'll prove I'm not trams once and for all
>feel incredibly happy on hrt my heart feels estatic
>can't stop, don't want to stop
Oh my god. Thank you thank you thank you for shilling on /pol/
>>8047684
dressed sporty/slutty, got a big ol coffee, rode my bike 13 miles, walked my doggy 3 miles. nice weather on the east coast finally :)
>>8047665
homelessbean
>>8047694
1. everyone here will tell you it's better to transition
2. do it, if you think so much about it and it makes you depressed to be a man, transition, it doesn't get better
>>8047689
thats because like everything else in life, the main factor is genetics
calories in calories out is a base fact but some people store fat easier than others
the thing is tho landwhales like sheen are just lazy and over fed
>>8047700
you're welcome Amy
>>8047700
You /pol/acks are so cute when you just give in to your true selves
>>8047670
Yea babe I've been doing pushups every morning and punching trees hard to get my fists harder in case some buggo thinks I'm getting soft like you said since now I'm on the street
>>8047694
>I'm in a really bad mental condition at the moment.
this is what really made me decide to start hrt
I'd always had the doubts about my gender identity but when I felt so depressed and like I had nothing to close I finally decided to pull the trigger
its only been 5 and a half months but I've been very happy with the changes
>>8047707
I burn like 2500-3000 calories a day because of my work I don't think it's my genetics
Sheen just ain't trying desu
>>8047687
Hugg?
I really can't fix your past
But I can try to comfort you now or something
>>8047713
I'm glad throughout all the bs I tried to pull. I never missed a dose.
>>8047719
>Sheen just ain't trying desu
exactly
>>8047694
I think the thing to consider if you're not sure about the validity of your grandness is just how do you feel about being a guy
How do you imagine yourself living as a man
>>8047717
doesn't look like you punched trees
or you punched them like the soft pillow you are
i don't see any bloody knuckles
so now go out and do 30 pushups
shit, i should get drill seargent or domina or sth
>>8047684
I drew a deer this time
>>8047722
good girl
>>8047726
>gets outed for faking
>keeps her shitty charade
>>8047717
Lol,
Your hands are so soft.
Are you on estrogen?
>>8047725
>grandness
I hate my phone u~u
Transness***
>>8047684
Doing pretty good
Feeling better and more stable than I did last week. Now I'm just eating dinner and watching some wrestling
>>8047730
Best to just ignore her
Trolls just want (You)s
>>8047726
No but that's not what I asked was it
I like seeing you in boymode.
It's like, erotic for me in a way.
You know I could have run you over and into the ground if I ever found you right?
Like I mean sexually.
You just look like my type
A slut
But maybe you weren't
And that's hot too
>>8047733
trasness, grandness...whats the difference really
>>8047738
bean don't fall for obvious fake troll pls
>>8047725
I don't like the idea of living as a man. Masculinity is something I want to stay far away from.
But then again, is that really a valid reason?
I'm really annoyed by my own indecision.
Kind of weird to think of my mindset through my teens so far
>age 13: I want to be a gurl but I is no fag me can't be fag!
>age 14: I really want to be a girl, I'll start being more girl, but I'm a guy
>age 15: dude...I want to look fabulous and be a girl but I want to stay a guy too
>age 16: Okay I'm trans. I'll drop subtle hints and hope people pick up
>age 17: fuck it lets go full no fucks given mode!
Do you think Elanna looks good naked?
I wish bully anon would bully me I miss it
>>8047741
Good, then transition. Don't overthink it really. If you do, you'll be doubting yourself for years until it's too late.
>>8047719
>Sheen just ain't trying desu
I'm pathetic
>>8047745
probably
I think about it often
>>8047745
a v cute elfin girl probably
>>8047727
Dam
Fuck
Yea I need to get stronger ur right
Lol I don't like being talked to like this
Especially by you
>>8047732
://////
My hands are way harder than urs
It's cuz I didn't punch any trees today ://////
When I get "home" ima go extra hard on the pushups
Just you wait
>>8047745
most likely yes
>>8047743
I went through the exact same phases
>>8047743
similar thing for me
>>8047752
you just love to hate yourself
>>8047764
then make a timestamped pic
>>8047764
>i could make a time stamp pic
then why didn't you lmao
>>8047755
Go turn a wrench bb, then we'll talk.
>beany still has no clue whom she's speaking to
>>8047769
take care of your hands D:
>>8047745
I look like a boy
I would like to look like a girl please
>>8047773
lol
>>8047773
but a qt elf boy with bobs at least
>>8047777
granted.
>>8047777
nice digits
post an uncee
>>8047762
Sheen is disgusting
>>8047773
Gross. Forget I asked.
>>8047773
A boy who ate too many marshmallows.
>he is what he ate
Uwu
>>8047783
don't be rude
>>8047533
i feel bad for it too, but i get sex almost on a daily basis, so i guess i'll pay attention to the successful attractive people that like me and want to be with me instead of some coward anon who lives with their parents and hates their life so much that they only feels happy when putting others down.
:^)
>>8047539
I'm actually just fake apalled at things. I mean everyone is free to like what they like.
That being said, I genuinely feel disgusted by the idea of cheese and chicken, but that's just my problem. lol
I eat puttanesca-ish sauces with tuna/sardines all the time. so I guess I'm cool with other fish.
oh there's this spanish cod dish which is eaten during easter lent here ...bacalao a la vizcaína which has tomatoes and olives and peppers and garlic...and potatoes
lol, so.maybe that sort of ruined my pure italian palate.
>>8047772
I've started wearing black nitrile gloves this month.
I'm trying
>>8047740
Ok I won't
>>8047745
Ya prolly but like I mean so do a lot of people here prolly
She's posted herself basically naked >>8047753
If our chaser friend
Wait
Wait a hold on a fucking minute here
She has a vag and looks like/ is a girl
So.
So like.
So if some one is attracted to her.
That's.
That's not a chaser.
Wait wtf.
>>8047769
I don't need to fucking know you still know what I am and how I operate
>>8047776
Woah...
>>8047779
Yeah that is literally my first thought when people have said "looks like elf"
I look like a male elf lol
>>8047795
It took me 6 years
I really should not have told my gf I post here.
>>8047797
i don't think you really look like a boy
you have pretty obvious boobs
broad hips
and a vagina
if you're naked, i'm pretty sure noone would think you look like a boy
NICE//COCK
>>8047798
deep
>>8047791
disgusting. trannies should have tiny clit dicks they would never top with. our place is submitting to a big strong man to pin us down and make us feel helpless and remind us he's in charge and we should be grateful for it.
>>8047798
It rly makes me think desu
Like
I'm a dude and should kms
I never thought of it that way before
>>8047800
is she going to take you shopping and do your makeup?
>>8047813
it takes time silly
>>8047728
Lmao I love these
>>8047803
I mean I often see a boy but I keep getting told I'm insane soo idk
My English teacher made me act like a sterotypical dude for demonstrating "male communication styles"
Even though I act nothing like a dude.
>>8047819
You're definitely a girl!
A qt one!
>>8047822
he trolled you
Chaser here. How do I get a MTF GF?
Anyone got this overlay? i want to parody it
>>8047822
now thats what I called getting memed on
I hate that I put so much effort in and still don't pass
>>8047829
transition
>>8047829
Tranny here. Plenty of us want mtf gfs too and even we don't know.
You just gotta find a tranny who's okay with chasers I guess
>>8047738
Am I your type beanie
I've never had a benis anywhere but my mouth
dunno if that makes me a slut or not
>>8047776
*snaps*
I dig it
>>8047824
Nah Valq
I'm not even supposed to be in here
I lost my hair brush I found today.
I have really pretty hair and I was brushing it all day but now I'm sad cuz I lost the brush
I'm out
Fuck you
>>8047829
where you live at senpai
>>8047814
omg, are you a repressed transgirl?
>>8047829
Back off, bub. This is my territory.
how do i stop feeling like im bad and worthless
>>8047843
You're good and important
>>8047841
N-no...
>>8047809
But in real advice, don't watch or reference anime.
>>8047837
Uff
Now?
Olive baby
Why do you do this to me I said I was gonna dip already ughh
Okay I guess.....
Show me ur lips babe
How big was the dick lol
Did you like it?
>>8047840
boston
>>8047843
Idk tell me if you find out
>>8047826
Nah I think I look like a boy that had a weak and atypical puberty but kept growing and got weird ass proportions because that's kinda what I am when you think about it
How do I cope with living as a hon for the rest of my life?
>>8047857
literally suicide
>>8047857
attain a BMI of 18 or 19
>>8047836
How does that make sense? Why would a MTF want to date another MTF? Wouldn't you want a regular cis male?
>>8047762
nothing I do is ever good enough, nothing of mine will ever be good enough
I only managed to do 2.2km on the elliptical and burn 100 calories
I used to go for an hour and a half at a time on the ones that I was using as part of the rehabilitation gym thing I did for Ross River Virus
>>8047861
that's the truth..
it's why i know nobody will ever love me because they'll find out how worthless i am
where to find bf
>>8047853
srry 2far
>>8047857
Do what I do, don't ever look into the mirror.
>>8047829
Be rough with her, a lot of mtfs/girls generally like a big strong man type
Lift weights and shit
Maybe one day just don't shower and build up a little man stick, not dirty though that's fuxking gross, just like
Idk
It's a certain smell I guess
Like hormones and shit
They'll hella let you know if you have it
If you don't idk wear perfume or something
Um be really nice to her
Yea just like
Don't be an autist I guess unless you are one then be urself
Drink and smoke weed girls like a bad boy for some odd reason
Have fun in ur life
Be literally the best sex in her short life
Make her fear God with ur dick
>>8047792
are you putting lotion on them after you get home and scrub them down for the evening?
>>8047843
take a nap
>>8047856
I think you just need to learn to love yourself more, you are a very pretty girl and you should think the same!
>>8047861
Just disliking them wouldn't make them bad and worthless
>>8047855
But you're the opposite of bad and worthless ya goof
Are you done studying?
>>8047878
Well yeah.
Years of being soaked in crude oil beforehand didn't exactly help.
The backs of my hands are mostly scar tissue
>>8047886
just keep putting a pretty smelling hand lotion on them every night and keep wearing nitrile gloves
>>8047883
No but close I have to do some chores
>>8047870
Cis males are boring unless they're femboys.
why tf would I want to date a chad?
and cis girls are whiney and annoying most of the time.
Beanbye I need to sleep and also tomorrow ima go do that thing
>>8047886
Valq let me rub into you I don't care how manly you think you are I'm 30x more of a man than you ever were I literally tried herion like it wasn't shit cuz it isn't shit compared to me
bout to deepthroat a ten inch bbc and I'm hype af
>>8047891
Failed straight male detected
>>8047896
Shut up it works
>>8047882
I suspect at this point that it will never happen I have some hella warped self image
>>8047891
Aren't femboys just trannies?
>>8047900
Failed tranny detected
>>8047872
I mean, there is no "worth." People become attached to each other because humans are pack animals. People naturally gain affection for those who they get to know. Though you probably aren't the cultural ideal, probably less than half of people out there, if even close to that, actually desire that ideal as anything more than a fleeting fancy.
>>8047882
Ash how do I live knowing I will never pass and be a pretty girl? :(
>>8047902
nah, femboys like being boys, but they're just feminine and sensitive and moan like girls uwu They love being that way
>>8047824
>tfw no valq to draw cool cartoons on your tighs when you're at work.
T-T
>>8047901
If you're serious about chasing the best way to be a chaser is to be a tranny yourself.
Trannies are biologically born straight men thats why they hate masc chasers.
>>8047895
>Valq let me rub into you I don't care how manly you think you are I'm 30x more of a man than you ever were I literally tried herion like it wasn't shit cuz it isn't shit compared to me
Valq would make you cry and you would want to borrow her hrt
>>8047914
>Trannies are biologically born straight men thats why they hate masc chasers.
But I like masc guys?
>>8047904
Kinda true tbqh...
>>8047914
I want a masculine chaser bf tho
>>8047896
Maybe, but I'm going to be giving up a lot, and I won't pass. My life could go to shit and I doubt the dysphoria will really go away.
>>8047914
I don't like this meme
>>8047917
You're a "bi"
All trannies are "bi" meaning they try out men realize they aren't into men despite supposed to be because they are female xD
>>8047902
We'll I hope that someday maybe even if just a little bit you can learn to accept yourself. I truly do think you are beautiful ~
>>8047908
Well that's the thing Anon, you don't know. Life is a long wild ride and anything could happen. Just do your best and be a good person and things can always get better.
>>8047924
its not a meme...dont you even have a super feminine "bf"?
>>8047890
Oh good job ^^
>>8047927
I'm truthfully 10,000% bi.
Literally daydream about both genders on a daily basis
>>8047914
>Trannies are biologically born straight men thats why they hate masc chasers.
>>8047891
>Cis males are boring unless they're femboys. why tf would I want to date a chad? and cis girls are whiney and annoying most of the time.
God damn it. You guys truly are an enigma. So you want to be girls but you don't want to fulfill the biological role and like men? What is even the point of being a tranny if you're just going to stick to your little clique/social club of likeminded folk? Who are you even turning into a woman for? Lol
>>8047908
Just be a pretty boy anon
>>8047852
my lips are p boring & honnish like the rest of my face
the dick was only like 5ish inches? Maybe 5 and a half? it tasted like anchovies which is weird since he was a vegan
I've heard they're meant to have sweet dicks
but yeah
>>8047930
That's not true
I did all that I could ash.
Hrt and ffs. It neve got better
>>8047929
lmao my bum is already funny.
but more like sad funny.
>>8047935
>You want to be girls but dont want to fulfill biological role bla bla
Anon, there is such a thing as 'sexual preference'. Even cis girls sometimes only like other girls. Sometimes boys just want boys, also.
>>8047939
Have you thought about srs? And how long have you been on hormones?
>>8047934
Lol thats why you chase trannies all day?
Hell go to grindr and switch your settings to trans. You'll notice all of them have different sexualities like asexual or something stranhe. All weird adaptations to hide the fact they are into women.
>>8047935
They aren't an enigma they are straight men.
>>8047943
5 years and srs won't help me
>>8047930
Honestly I'm terrible at taking compliments, but thank you I hope so too
>>8047931
No I'm single and I expect I'll be that way for the rest of my life
>>8047936
i want to see your trainers :3
they look cute
HEY IM NOT BANNED RIGHT? THATS COOL. I HAVE LEGITIMATE THINGS TO ADD TO REAL, NON-DERAILED DISCUSSIONS. I SWEAR. ILL KILL MY MOM IF IM BANNED. I SWEAR TO GOD
>>8047946
ffs will tho
Hrt was a mistake.
>>8047948
>single 4 evah!
Yay! that's my future
>>8047953
I had ffs
It didn't help
>>8047952
Just delete cache and cookies and go airplane mode beanerboy
>>8047955
nah I feel gr8 lol
>>8047955
you're a mistake.
just a prank
>>8047955
._. I pranked myself bro, now I can't quit, the doctor said i would die without a sex hormone
transgender is a meme
>>8047946
The mind is a dangerous thing, try not to overthink things. I don't know what else much I can say but maybe if you talk to someone who specializes in this they could help you. :c
>>8047948
<3
I'm a femboy and take a cocktail of hormones, I don't have boobs though and keeping it that way. I prefer to mostly be on top but bottom sometimes too. I wouldn't consider myself trans I am keeping dick. I'm kind of a chaser I guess I like mtf's because relateable but I also like girls and twinky/cute guys
>>8047958
Do you have a before and after? Who did you see?
>>8047960
You are actually just derailing someone talking about their own experience to further validate your own choices to yourself. Man, I hate when we feel the need to be such a self hugbox hivemind
i want to not exist
>>8047945
Wha?
I don't chase trannies
I AM a tranny.
Married to my beautiful wife.
¿¿¿¿who the fuck even are you and why are you on my mtfg????
>>8047958
>ffs didn't work
wtf. Are you of the Bogdanov family by any chance?
But really tho, you can have another ffs, you know. You can get more than one.
can someone please congratulate me on my paltry exercise efforts so I can feel like I actually accomplished something even tho I know I didn't
>>8047966
but bro
>>8047958
Is that you Angie?
>>8047975
>i cant chase trannies because im into trannies
>married to a girl
>im into men equally xD
You're filtered.
>>8047342
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
that's so gross there's like a million different layers on that pizza
i dont think id have the heart to even take a bite out of that pizza desu
>>8047979
A little work can go a long way
Well done shann ^^
>>8047979
There's no saving me unfortunately >>8047980
Yes that's obviously Angie
I wish I had friends to hang out with and also not be so ugly and also be a girl.
>>8047980
No I went to speigal
>>8047973
I mean
I was assuming that they meant that hrt was a mistake in general
like for the wider population
but ya know what they say about assuming
it makes you more susceptible to bowel cancer
>>8047987
You can have more revisions
>>8047958
How did it not work?
>>8047986
Imouto! <3
>>8047992
What's in your pocket?
Is it a half eaten roll of lifesavers?
>>8048002
this
>>8047787
you should. my dog loves me more when i pay extra attention to her!!
>>8047831
the jokes already written itself. every day is visibility day
>>8047994
wow, me too! we have so much in common!
>>8048005
oh uh hi ash! :)
>>8048002
Did anyone ever find out what surgeon she went to?
>>8048006
I was hoping someone would bite
>>8048017
Why do you have a 12 sided die?
>>8048027
Tried them
Didn't work
>>8048017
<3 not nearly as tasty, you little nerd
i dislike trannies because i am one
>>8048012
How are you?
>>8048020
If you revise it again it might get fixed.
Please post an unsee
>>8048017
>rolling a 10
omg, I h8 u
>tfw increasingly lonely but too afraid to date
>>8048039
I posted my face enough times in the passing threads
>>8047999
It's sort of unreasonable to assume what you did, considering they said "was" and not "is," but hey. I come to these threads so that I can see people who are so insecure and desperate for validation that I feel better about myself
>>8048017
lol what a nerd xD
seriously though no way are you straight.
>>8048041
tfw u will never sexualize fayes bute
>>8048002
Who fixed her face
alright i just made some chili.
i also drew something based on my interactions w/ bean today.
it's dr. cutie :3
>>8048044
But no one is going to know what face you are talking about unless you tell us or show us
>>8048041
>how dare u sexualize my bute
you know, that's actually a valid point.
makes you think.
>>8048053
Passing thread says I don't pass
That's all I need to know
I flipped a coin a bunch of times and didn't like what it told me
Guess that thing about knowing what you want before it lands is true
Just need $30,000 xddd
>>8048015
>>8048049
Honestly that's what I'm wondering
Also I'm done with studying
>>8048045
well you've come to the right place bucko
I just asked for validation from beanboy so
can't get much more desperate than that
no offence beanboy pls cum in my mouth
>>8048052
>roll 1d12 in a dungeon
But you'd have to wield a battle axe or a bastard sword for that, unless we're playing something other than D&D, in which case what idiotic system are you running that uses a D12? Shadowrun? why are you playing shadowrun?
>>8048060
no.
we need to know more!
>>8048052
>her ribcage stirs, ribs separate to expose a seemingly endless cave.
>her tummy also growls
What will you do?
>>8048038
uh im not sure
i had therapy today and i think it was nice to just talk to someone
i mostly just slept most of the day
but i got a pizza from the place i like, i suppose that's good
im not sure how i feel
but i hope you're doing well
The fact that this consistently is, to my awareness, the fastest thread on 4chan worries me.
>tfw can actually feel farts moving around in my intestines
WTF i thought girls don't fart and don't poop
>>8048043
you don't know lonely senpai
>>8048043
Same. But another issue is that nobody wants to date me.
>>8048063
like forever? what are u going to do now?
>>8047980
It isn't me
Besides I know my face is fucked
>>8048072
They don't.
>>8048071
lol only reason im here always someone to talk to tbqh...i think the trump generals the fastest on pol
Vg might have faster also
>>8048073
neither do you to be fair, or you'd be crying like I am
Everyone
Its ok to live
Im sure people care about you and would be sad i you died, so you need to live ok?
Its ok to be trans
Living as the wrong gender hurts
You dont need to listen to anybody judging you for doing what you have to do to live
Its ok to be happy
Everyone deserves happiness, even you
Its ok to be sad
Life hurts sometimes
Friends can make it better
>>8048056
Thanks for responding. I'm glad there's a confirmation for this.
>>8048072
They don't.
It's just a little love bubble.
>>8048051
ow, chili is too hot XЬ
anyway, please tell me your thoughts about my drawing today
>>8048082
i stopped crying over it a while ago
>>8048073
Don't think it's a competition
You either are or you aren't
>>8048076
I suspect noone wants to date me either
>>8048046
Well let's roll for it
Even I'm a gay girl
Odds I'm a straight boy
.....Uhm fuck
>>8048072
up your estrogen dose.
>>8048085
yeah come to america
>>8048056
I had one revision myself and it was meh
I was still left with sunken cheeks
>>8048069
I cast raspberry on tummy
>>8048097
just booked my tickets
get ready for hugs
>>8048063
Nice job!
desu Id pay any amount of money to get that person to fix my face
>>8048093
You're a really likable person. I think you could find someone. I guess it's just a matter of time until you do?
>>8048098
>sunken cheeks
Dude that's fixed by eating
>>8048105
omg cindy! you haven't even stopped growing yet. >:(
>>8048111
Hahaha no
Considering my calorie intake, it doesn't help.
I literally have lightbulb face now
>>8048020
>After ffs and revisions, my face looks as good as brad pre-ffs
How the fuck?
>>8048070
I was thinking about getting a therapist to vent to, you're right it's always nice to have someone unbiased to give you advice. Well it sounds like you had a very easy-going day, maybe you're just feeling weird because you took a long nap.
>>8048084
Of course, facial surgery is such a tricky thing. I know I haven't had as hard of the experience as some people on here but I have a lot of empathy and just genuinely want people to be happy.
>>8048083
Yep
That's what's stopping me from doing it
I don't wanna make anyone sad
>>8048113
that gives me time to save the money
how retarded can one lawyer be
>>8048032
Barbarian?
>>8048115
Reasons for sunken cheeks are either:
-being skinny, so remedy is eating
-being old
-having an illness that does cause sunken cheeks
>>8048098
Something similar happened to me, after all my septum surgeries it really thinned out the skin under my eyes and now most of the time I have dark circles or they look hollow .
hi grils.
sorry i spent the whole afternoon away.
how are we today? :)
>>8048127
>being old
lol I just cried.
>>8048119
maybe
that's like my every day though minus the therapy and pizza i guess
A giant tree fell and crushed a stone cross :o
>>8048103
>raspberry on tummy results in kicks shrieks and squirms
>the valq has grasped your waist and plunged her face into your belly to avoid raspberries.
>she begins to nuzzle in the warmth
>the cave closes
>>8048124
Barbarians suck in everything except 4e, and why would you ever play 4e ever?
>>8048121
a) what's the context?
b) what does it mean?
c) why is it retarded?
>>8048137
well it's true tho
>>8048138
Well I'm just glad it isn't a bad day, this might sound silly but you are in my thoughts often. <3
>>8048135
Shitposting instead of doing homework
>>8048127
I have cheeks like this person
>>8048131
>dark circles under eyes
you have to sleep with your head high. like above 2 pillows.
>>8048149
She's old and skinny. Probably did drugs, too.
>>8048139
Nature > christianity
Based...athiests win again.
>>8048144
it is.
waste your fucking time and then it's too late.
>>8048135
Hello! I am just waiting for my friend to come over and study with me, how are you doing?
>>8048131
My side profile is decently good but from the front it looks terrible
>>8048150
I thought sunlight, regular physical activity, and a healthy well balanced diet with fruits and vegetables fixed this?
>>8048110
Considering how much effort I put into keeping myself closed off I suspect that's unlikely. I avoid getting to know people.
>>8048066
some bows have 1d12, and im a femboy archer with a green tunic
>>8048143
a). lawsuit
b). he claims that I failed to properly certify my responses, claiming that i have to copy the language set forth in the law exactly, and substantial compliance isn't allowed
c). it's retarded because the law itself that he's quoting specifically states that substantial compliance is allowed, so he's defeated his own argument
>>8048145
oh uh, that's sweet
well, if they're good thoughts i suppose lol
>>8048154
I'm not that old (33) and I'm not that skinny (150lbs)
why did the tranny cross the road?
they wanted to pass ._.
>>8048143
It means the lawyer is saying the other side is trying to change the language of the law by putting their own (probably similar) language in, but the law explicitly doesn't allow for the language to be changed and thus the entire thing is fraudulent and should be disregarded. Doesn't seem retarded to me, very good chance a judge will agree depending on how the legislation was codified - strict interpretation is what the judge will call for.
Seems like a stall tactic to get a delay of hearing on grounds the admissions (which likely got delivered and weren't in favor of the defense?) weren't proper.
Judge probably won't go for it if the language isn't problematic.
>>8048172
apparently still too skinny for your height, if you have sunken cheeks.
>>8048156
but in falling it left another cross.
The district manager was here and saw the bandages on my arms and throat and made me take them off because he thought I got eome tattoos and they saw the cuts
They made me go home early and told me not to come in tomorrow and to wait for a phone call first
If the cops show up to put me in the psych ward again I can't bullshit my way out of it this time and I'm killing myself
Feck
>>8048160
i'm doing fine.
turbo qt :3
>>8048148
sounds nice, but you should set aside some time for homework
btw, i want to know your thoughs on this drawing i made >>8048051
>>8048167
I know that feeling all too well. But eventually, if you don't want to be alone, you'll have to get to know new people and open up a little. I'm the last person anyone would expect to have relationship advice but I believe it's true.
>>8048180
>tfw 203lbs at the doctor today
5'10.5"
>>8048180
I'm 5'9
150lbs is a normal weight
People try to tell me it looks this way because I have high cheek bones but i disagree
>>8048051
looks cute
>>8048162
well, that's what I found on the internets. lol.
oh wait or is this for puffy eyes?
valq is cute
>>8048169
This is actually fucking hilarious. Is the lawyer from the east coast?
>>8048185
Aww I'm glad! ^^
>>8048194
Well it's one of the things I told you. or cheekbones. Nothing else.
I have sunken cheeks, because I'm skinny as fuck and have trouble gaining weight
>>8048169
I think he means that you use this web site as hips, and your discord as amy to attract and hurt, molest and rape, young vulnerable women.
you have no job and then you sue to supress using the opportunity cost of your entire life to cause equal expenses for others who can't counter sue someone with nothing
>>8048200
Ffs didn't even make me look fem.
just andro maybe
>>8048187
I mean part of me wants to be alone because generally opening up just leads to getting emotionally scarred and I'm honestly a bit sick of it
>>8048203
then there's a problem
>>8048178
no lmao, this is a motion for deemed admissions. he is arguing that an unsworn declaration under penalty of perjury must mirror the exemplars set forth in CCP § 2015.5.
he is the defense and propounding party. i served a response to the defendant's requests for admissions and he's claiming that my responses to his RFAs (objection and denial, objection and denial, objection and denial, etc) were incorrectly verified because my verification does not mirror the exemplar and substantial compliance is not allowed, but the statute allows substantial compliance in its text.
nothing you said made any actual sense tbqh
>>8048198
pennsylvania, but he graduated from an unaccredited law school in california, failed the bar 4-6 times, then went into private practice. this is his first case.
Writing comedy is extremely tough.
I better get laid at this stuff when i go on stage
>>8048208
Ffs is suppose to help
>>8048209
>talking to hips/amy about her rape and legal battles against other transwomen
>>8048219
yeah... now you're worrying me. :/
>>8048221
Oooo you and Bean huh? *nudge*
>>8048218
how is a 50 year old man a girl ive molested
>>8048218
curious. what's the story behind that?
>>8048148
d-do you wanna play?
>>8048206
Yeah I understand. But if you really want someone, it's a risk you have to take.
>>8048231
>amy adds memes and strawmen to make people that she hasn't raped smile and laugh
such edge
>>8048229
not really.
if he didn't manage to make me so hot, it would have been like this
https://youtu.be/IVVuFOfQ9bQ
>>8048183
Omg also same.
Exercise, diet and sleep are always the best skincare.
>>8048197
I'm a lizard person.
For under eye baddies
>>8048206
It's okay lan lan once you're dead inside it's amazing nobody can hurt you anymore and you can just do what makes you happy
Don't let anyone in and become emotionally dead and that's the key to happiness in life
>>8048252
o-oh .s.
I wish I could meet some of the cuties on here tho
>>8048249
Don't need to sell me on it
I'm already dead inside
>>8048246
>me in one of the nye lounges
>>8048263
Yes.
Yes.
I am tou.
My wife is a manager at ulta, llol.
This is like 70% of it
We have an entire makeup bathroom as well.
This however, is just a portion of the shower/skincare room.
>>8048263
o.o
addict
>>8048260
went to bart
>>8048259
Doesn't sound like it sometimes desu
You need to really push everyone away and isolate yourself and be a miserable icy cunt to everyone
That's how you stop getting hurt
>tfw straight
>hate women so much that I enjoy trans people
>they are like women in every way except they are actually useful
>they have more grey matter
>be fit so they appreciate it
> I can hit them if need be
Why are women such shit that some men would rather have a trans over them?
>>8048227
This is me way before transition/ffs.
All ffs dos was remove my brow bone.
I pretty much look like this now with slighty better skin and longer hair
>>8048242
how is it a strawman if the person i'm suing is literally a dumb old man who evicted me illegally
>>8048278
can I see the now pic?
>>8048281
If your crazy ass sauntered into my courtroom, I'd throw out the case and shred the filings at my desk.
>>8048276
I'm a miserable icy cunt about half the time these days
im probably not gonna graduate this semester like i thought was
i can't find the motivation to do my homework
>>8048297
you gotta isolate yourself to the point where you stop hating other people and just focus it as an intense hatred of yourself
I'm glad I'm above spending money on frivolous skin care stuff at Sephora
>>8048277
This is the problem I'm having too. I hated trannies at first then I encountered one that looked good and had a nice discussion with her about world of Warcraft. It was game over after that. Now I'm a 'chaser' for liking a creature with similar interests that also looks like a girl
>>8048281
weird
your room and house mates told me you were randomly violent and insane and would break things thinking everything was a conspiracy
>>8048300
I already do?
>>8048282
This was before the revision
>>8048310
where's the problem lmao you look cis
>>8048309
you gotta go deeper
>>8048304
>creature
I like your style...also just transition than you cab chase.
butts starting to jiggle when i walk >.<
good feel
being a girl is great
>>8048313
angie is a bit of a kook
>>8048294
>A peremptory writ of mandate shall issue under the seal of this Court directing the Superior Court to accept Petitioner's filings and engage in further proceedings on the case.
>>8048322
i'd say the one that's been capitalized
>>8048310
I want to be this pretty
>>8048306
sounds like libel uwu, i love money too much to break things
honestly tho what moisturizer should i use
>>8048315
I already act like a misanthropic piece of shit on the internet when I'm sad what more do you want from me
>>8048331
you gotta always be sad and never talk to anyone and stay in your room forever
>>8048333
*look like this
how to improve posture to make self look smaller?
>>8048331
i feel like i've gone through that in cycles many times.
1 of those times it ended w/ me giving myself scars.
another time it ended w/ a suicide attempt.
i think that cycle has stopped though
>>8048342
my autism..
>>8048345
I noticed that if I stand more properly and stuff that I look smaller, idk how to make it habit though...
Cut my lip shaving like a dummy :<
>>8048234
just finished my homework
For sure ^~^
>>8048343
this drawings neck and shoulders trigger me...
alright time for me to take a shower & finish my cslc homework.
see you soon
maybe this stuff really isn't for me
i think im more depressed than when i started
>>8048363
just wait till you see MY neck & shoulders. PRE-HRT.
more than 900ng/dL
>>8048368
i mean before i started
>>8048372
did they change?
>>8048368
are you saying this because you have random thoughts about boys now?
>>8048382
no im saying it because i think im starting to become suicidal
>>8048388
werent you suicidal beforehand?
>>8048393
no i wasnt
>>8048388
hugg
>>8048395
didnt you say you used to cut all the time?
>>8048399
no, that wasn't me
ive never really cut myself
>>8048402
how long have you been on hrt tho?
>>8048406
like 5 and a half months
>backsliding in my self-acceptance as trans"woman"
>Wish I still liked girls more
>start kissing non-presenting, early hrt mtf roommate
>get physically aroused
>realize it's because she's like a guy
>yay guilt and shame that I thought I was long passed comes roaring up
>feel like shit for thinking of her like that and stop
bleh
>>8048412
yeah you would have been suicidal like a week in if the hrt was directly doing it
do you have a therapist or anything?
what are your dosages?
what happened to smiles?
>>8048418
she posted here yesterday
>>8048417
yeah i have a therapist
25mg cypro and 5mg estrofem
>>8048420
>cypro
>unconventional estrofem dosage
hmmm
>>8048425
is it unconventional
i take one in the morning half in the afternoon and one at night
my last test showed me at 98 estradiol
>>8048009
it is for 100% of people who use those profile pics
i reverse engineered it already kek
>>8048415
why do you feel guilt over being attracted to guys?
>>8048430
98 estradiol seems low for that much estrogen, 25mg cypro is like, a half dose of what most people take
>>8048437
that was my low without taking it in the morning
im on 25mg cypro because it was making me even sadder at 50mg
>>8048437
my high was 991 estradiol
>>8048450
no, im self-medding because im still living at home with a mother that would not be supportive
>>8048455
your lack of support could be making you more depressed
>>8048450
have you been happy with the physical effects it's had on your body?
I want to do something crazy
I want to borrow some money and throw everything I own in my car and drive until I run out of gas
I want to go live in a new city away from this monotonous slave life
I'm tired of working my fingers down to nothing daily and losing everything I earn in an instant
I want to get away from all this and live my life for once without lying or hiding
I want..but I can't get.
I don't know how much longer I can do this. This isn't living, it's just waiting to die. I'm not even alive, I'm dead inside and just waiting for my body to catch up.
>>8048455
what state are you in?
surely you have an informed consent clinic somewhere nearby where you can explain your situation
yay!
that shower was nice X3
>>8048378
idk lol.
my hips are starting to look a bit wider though
>>8048466
fight or flight, natural reaction for those who feel trapped
Hugg thread
>>8048466
what is your current job?
>>8048466
Were you to travel to a new city, you would still be living a monotonous slave life once you managed to get back on your feet from being homeless.
>>8048466
Buy a motorcycle, a bandanna and some LSD. Don't look back.
>>8048466
I'd look for a new job that pays better.
>tfw you just wanna drive in a direction and live wherever you run out of gas
>>8048478
Then get a therapist o:
Come over
>>8048491
>tfw you forget to fill the gas tank and you have to live a few streets down
>>8048470
I wanna bite you
DAE think guys aren't all that special, but then you see them in their underwear or something and then you're like, there's a penis under there. . .
No homo.
>>8048475
This doesn't feel like an adrenaline rush, more like sadness eating me inside out.
>>8048477
Still delivering pizza at 25 because I'm skillless and can't keep any other jobs because of one issue or another.
Trying to go back to school but every semester something comes up..
>>8048483
I know. I don't want to be homeless again. T_T
>>8048484
I don't know where to get LSD but I have a bike.
>>8048503
>tfw run out of gas in the ghetto
>>8048507
Hehe
Beanboy (not me) approves this post
I'm chillin outside a Starbucks at night 8)
I'm thinking about staring to collect cans and shit instead of shitposting all day
>>8048507
ye I kinda know what you're saying
no homo
>>8048509
Just ask some tweaker on the street.
I give wonderful advice.
>>8048509
>This doesn't feel like an adrenaline rush, more like sadness eating me inside ou
of course
the fight has been beaten out of you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsL6mKxtOlQ
>>8048509
Are you seeing a therapist? cutting is often a sign of past or ongoing trauma.
>>8048495
i do have a therapist but she's not a gender therapist
i went to a gender therapist and one of the first questions she asked me was "do you really think you could pass?"
she was also like $45 a session so id be paying hundreds of dollars just to wait for her to decide to let me see an endo
oh and the endo is $100 a visit
>>8048491
i did this once but i ended up in florida so i was like, "nah", and filled up and went home
>>8048509
Come to LA
I hear beaners live in mansions out there
I-if yr into that
does anyone else here practice their voice in online games?
>>8048539
rescue Nim
>>8048536
>Do you really think you could pass
>Yes
>oh okay then, here's a note for an endo
>>8048545
i said "i don't know"
>>8048542
I've tried that
But it makes people out me as a tranny, which usually leads to bullying
>>8048539
What part
I wouldn't mind living in Pensacola near Orange Beach
>>8048542
I practice my Morgan Freeman voice.
>>8048434
It sounds really dumb when you phrase it like that.
I guess I feel guilty for seeing her as a guy.
But that's not it either. There's still some guilt about wanting to date a guy. As much as I want to fulfill that part of a relationship, I worry I won't fit the role. I'm not worried about faking it, I'm worried about doing a bad job. I worry the female gets too much attention in the relationship and I worry about being selfish.
I have this strange fantasy in my head that being in a "lesbian" relationship I could fall back on trying to be the "leader" in the relationship. Even if I am kind of submissive, personality-wise.
Also a tinge of guilt of being unable to give my parents genetic grandchildren if I do marry a guy. I even frozen sperm, fuck me.
>>8048536
Get a different therapist. You are already self medding.
>"do you really think you could pass?"
The answer to this is I "yes."
>>8048536
that's such a ridiculous question for a gender therapist to ask...is really 100% of being trans just social interactions? is physical body dysphoria just not a thing?
not to mention it's obviously very insulting
>>8048551
trannies are for bullying desu
>>8048559
there aren't any other ones that i know of in my area
i was just being honest, i don't know if ill be able to pass
>>8048569
Strongly disagree
>>8048551
Just tell them you're a cute guy when they ask to avoid bullying
What are your opinions on this following trip:
Beanboy
Sorry for all the constant sadposting everyone
There is like 3 years of repressed feelings coming out all at once and I'm alone since I pushed everyone away
I wish I could do this alone without being so dependent
>>8048524
No
>>8048526
I will watch that later
>>8048541
I don't want to go to LA
>>8048528
No I hate therapy and refuse to go
I am obviously traumatized but no therapist can help me
>>8048558
I'd be really nervous to be the female in a relationship too
I was just thinking about it earlier today for the first time that I don't think I'd do a very good job of it :/
>>8048561
yeah, it hurt a lot
i was full of anxiety going to an LGBT clinic and i had to bike to the clinic while a hurricane was going on outside so i was soaked in water
>>8048582
a homeless bean
>>8048584
Don't worry just let it out
>>8048584
This place is meant for sadposting, Natalie. Trannies are sad.
>>8048542
I would if I wasn't so bad at games :(
I'm so bad I'll just get bullied for that, that and my internet is bad
>>8048584
>I'm alone since I pushed everyone away
Don't think you successfully pushed me away or something, you just took away my effective means of speaking to you.
>>8048519
IKR?!?
Like maybe it would be nice just to hold it for a bit or something, but I don't really want to do any more than that.
These girls have it so bad
These girls know pain
I flipped this guy off on accident
>>8048623
Oh, for fuck's sake.
>>8048623
where have you been going to the bathroom?
>>8048542
yes
apparently I sound andro af
>>8048542
this is the best way to train your voice
constantly talk like a faggot until it becomes a girl voice playing games or in one on one calls
it takes a while but you'll achieve a girl voice without resonance over time
>>8048574
>>8048574
At this point you are self medding. If the therapist has any clue, they will give you the letter to get legit hormones. The other route is to go through your PC doc and get them that way. That is what I did. Then I found an endo and went from there. I've never had a therapists letter, and I'm over three years on hormones, 2.75 on prescribed ones.
>>8048633
Post your voice.
>>8048633
not that you would know :3
>>8048578
But I have a girl name
>>8048582
Yuck
>>8048623
You're gonna get hit if you flip off the wrong person. careful, and stuff.
>>8048622
I want to hold it with my mouth and butt desu
>>8048640
>But I have a girl name
that's basically how they clock you desu
>>8048639
i dont use it in real life
ask anyone whos talked to me in voice chat if i sound like a girl or not
>>8048635
maybeeeeeee
im feeling lazy though
>>8048585
Yet at the same time, it's stupid and sexist to have gender expectations in a relationship... right? But that's what they would expect? But they should know who *you* are so why would they expect you to change now that you're in a relationship? Am I even fit to be in a relationship?
I think the underlying issue is relationships are weird and I've never been in one that wasn't awkward and unclear and a fumbling mess right from the start.
I worry I'm not affectionate enough to be in a relationship. And I'm too insecure about sharing my body. And at the same time I don't like getting attention.
>>8048634
ill ask my therapist in my next appointment to see if she can write me a letter or something
>>8048641
Commendable. You can start now.
>>8048648
Eh, lost interest anyway.
>>8048643
>You're gonna get hit if you flip off the wrong person
why are you discouraging him then?
>>8048648
I've heard you over a phone call, I'd say that's close enough.
emma....
>>8048654
are you the new chara?
>>8048656
>why are you discouraging him then?
Thiiis
>>8048643
>implying
Lol people know that if they hit me ima assault them, they see it in my taunting eyes
They know I don't give a fuck
>>8048658
Fuck no.
Maybe.
>>8048656
Because I kinda appreciate bean. He's /mtfg/'s official chaser. He's like, part of the team at this point
>>8048662
gwen hat
>>8048656
think what you will, i really don't care about you to be honest
>>8048657
yes anon~
>>8048662
charas asleep right now
m-maybe you could be my chara tonight
>>8048661
and your shirt
>>8048664
>He's /mtfg/'s official chaser.
uhhhhhh you haven't been here long I take it
did you forget the whole birdy/drake feud?
>>8048668
you care enough to ask me out
three times now iirc
:|
>>8048666
I'm just an article of clothing to you...
>>8048668
I am hard-pressed to imagine a worse fate.
>>8048674
I wasn't there yet I think?
Wanna hear about it
>>8048647
Yea but if I don't have a girl name theyll use male pronouns and I'll get all sad
tfw weird boobs
>>8048676
do you wanna be more
>>8048682
tfw gross man tits and huge ribcage
>>8048651
maybe you're overthinking it a bit
if it starts naturally, it might not feel weird at all...and maybe that'd help with the issues of affection
>mfw girls sending me msgs about getting into sex work
why would you do this lol
>>8048674
http://lmgtfy.com/?q=satire
>>8048676
shh shh
just let it happen
let me love you little one
>>8048629
Ikr?
Crack myself up I swear
>>8048630
Places, hospitals, stores, library, bathrooms mostly but I have copped a squat a few times. Took a big ass shit in like the middle of a hallway, stairways, roofs. You get the idea I live dangerously
>>8048641
Ur problems aren't stupid and it makes us feel good knowing we're helping you in some small way
>>8048661
I look ugly.
I know I look ugly I need to lose weight and gain muscle I know this.
I look a lot better when I'm serious.
>>8048683
I just wanna be a friend.
>>8048692
okay you're my friend
>>8048677
ohhhh you are new!
basically they start shit with eachother whenever they're both in the same thread together, I'm pretty sure it's a turf war over/because of moap
>>8048678
there are worse fates. Unfortunately, you're participating in a hobby that's 90% male.
You'd get better results with something cute like "cat queen"
>>8048689
I don't care enough to click the link, although it looks like you're trying to tell me it's satire?
Is this joek?
>>8048688
It could be that or the streets.
>>8048674
Some nice guy gave me this shirt for free and I looked fresh the first day I wore it. This is the third day in a row I've worn this shirt
Should I just talk like a fag 24/7
>>8048682
>tfw moobs
>>8048689
I am far from little.
>>8048696
I feel fuzzy.
>>8048698
hmm, so what's so bad about it?
>>8048687
Maybe I am, yeah.
But what if I'm just incompatible with everyone because I'm incapable of loving someone and part of it is because I'm incapable of loving myself and I'm going to transition just to never be in a serious relationship?
Okay, okay, maybe I am overthinking things.
how are you supposed to answer when someone asks why exactly you wanna go from male to female? my therapist wasnt very pleased with my crappy on the spot "i just think i should be a girl"
>>8048704
>tfw nim makes her feel fuzzy but not me
one day.....
one day ill have your heart chara
Goodnight /mtfg/ I know I look ugly I'm working on it I swear
>>8048704
okay patpat buddi
let's watch a movie
>>8048710
say it's because you feel dysphoria, basically
>>8048710
"GOD I WANT COCK SO FUCKING BAAAAAAAAAAAAD UHHHGGGGGGG"
>>8048711
How do you plan on obtaining it?
>>8048723
When? I gotta do stuffs.
>>8048710
That statement should have been fine, but you should have been able to explain why you think you should be a girl. Is it because you think you shouldn't be a guy? What would going from male to female solve in your life?
>>8048688
ppl think it easy
>>8048728
now okay
>>8048730
it is im the best girl in florida
>>8048733
buddu
>>8048728
she usually wants mone and pizza for it
is that what you want?
if not i can offer to break you into loving me like i usually do with people
All done with studying! Now just to do good on the exam tomorrow...
>>8048733
oh hey!
you were right yesterday
>>8048734
I must tend to important matters, but I wish I could be there for you. I hope you cheer up!
>>8048742
An exorbitant amount of both, thank you.
>>8048745
naisuuu
whatcha studying?
>>8048745
i have an exam tomorrow but i didn't study at all
>>8048729
they asked what the change would solve in my life but i just kinda coughed up some dumb answers, what do people usually respond with?
>>8048751
im sad now wtf
>>8048758
Study pls
>>8048748
how are you friend
>>8048754
how
>>8048745
Good luck Ash :)
I want to go back to school sometime in the next couple years and I'm excited. I just need to figure out what I want to do for a living.
>>8048754
ya i don't think they realize with camming especially that it can ruin a ton of shit in the future too they're just like wow seems easy i hate my job now !!
i know so many girls who try camming and then sob after every show or hate it. i just don't get it idk
>>8048764
i'm very well! my estrogen shot is finally wearing off so i feel like a normal human again lol. how are you bb nim?
>>8048770
>w< that's not good! I did that the first time I took or science and I ended up having to drop out because I was so far behind.
>>8048773
Thank you! And yes! I've changed my major three times now and finally decided what I want to do, but I'm glad I took my time because I'm going to actually do something I love versus something that was "big".
>>8048776
i kinda hate myself but i had pizza today so it's not all bad
>>8048782
yeah i have a 46%
i was supposed to graduate after this semester but i probably won't
>>8048759
For some reason people with the notepads and pills seem to be happy with MTFs wanting breasts. Particularly the female ones. They seem to think having breasts makes one a woman.
Something about feeling the way you look doesn't reflect the way you feel. Explain what you don't like about yourself to them. How looking and sounding male has hindered your life the way you've wanted to lead it.
I explained how horrifying male puberty was for me. How I tried but never got used to the changes. I said I felt like I went through the wrong puberty and I think I look way more masculine than I think I should.
>>8048784
Well just do your best that's all anyone can ask !<3
should i eat the rest of my pizza now or should i save it so i can have pizza for breakfast tomorrow
>>8048783
why do you hate yourself buddi?
>>8048788
yeah i guess
i don't think i care anymore
New thread
>>8048792
>>8048795
cuz i can't motivate myself to do anything and ive basically just been in bed for like 5 years
>>8048748
yeah, pretty much
I was playing league with the guy yesterday, and he told me that she was just kinda getting bitter lately, even before I started spending time at his studio. At some point that night, she freaked out about it and threatened to start seeing other guys over text
So he went over to her house in between games to talk to her like adults, and she told him not to come over unannounced.
soooo they're not together anymore.
it kinda feels like I was in the right place at the right time to get battered with it
also, she's been cryptically sub-posting about the drama like crazy on FB and started following me again on twitter
>>8048763
awh :(
college classes move pretty fast
I can help you with it if you ever need it!
>>8048768
show me the paperwork
>>8048776
>i know so many girls who try camming and then sob after every show or hate it. i just don't get it idk
why put yourself thru that damn
i learned pretty quick that if im not ~feeling it~ then don't even try it. like, make your own mental state a priority. if you can't be 'ON' and ready to do shit then don't do it. and if you can't be ON on a consistent basis then it's not a job 4 u
>>8048770
study right now girly!